#Matthias Helvar x Female Reader

[stray-kaz]

Scrubbed Clean : a Matthias Helvar x f!reader oneshot

Summary: You were taken by the Drüskelle because of your connection to Nina and the Crows, and when Matthias gets you back, he is devastated by the damage inflicted on you by torture, furious at what his brothers have done to you. He sets to healing you as best he can.

Fetla: Fjerdan word for bird.

Warnings: Mentions of torture and rape.

Matthias paced back and forth, back and forth, wearing thin Wylan’s patience as he watched, nose scrunched and lips pursed.

“Why didn’t you go with them?” he asked finally. “This girl matters a lot to you, or you wouldn’t be willing to wear through Kaz’s floorboards. Why are you waiting here with me?”

“I am the reason she was taken” Matthias rumbled. “I do not know that she wants to see me so badly.”

“Technically, she was taken because of all of us” Wylan reminded him, a little gentler. “She’s a Crow, and she’s Nina’s friend. But they will get her back, Matthias.”

As the words left his mouth, the door to the Slat punched inward, slamming the wall and rebounding. Matthias spun on his heels to face the gap, hands behind his back and curling into fists when he caught sight of Jesper and Kaz half carrying you into the building. Kaz was wearing his usual twisted expression at being touched, but he maintained the brace of his shoulder against you, Jesper firm on your opposite side.

Matthias couldn’t help just staring for a while; your lips were bloodied, your hair was tangled with the stuff and when you met his eyes, you immediately looked away and pressed your face into Jesper’s arm. Jesper glanced up at Matthias with a worried frown as the Fjerdan watched you tremble, your entire body as rigid as you could make it.

“Fetla” he breathed, fighting the overwhelming urge to fall to his knees in front of you. “What did they do to you?”

You looked at him again then, and the darkness in your gaze was palpable.

“They did everything.”

Your voice was soft, husky from screaming, but it tore at Matthias’s ears and made Jesper shudder. Even Kaz turned to look at you, his blue gaze weighted.

The other women, Inej and Nina, were hovering at the back of the group, their faces tightly drawn and upset, fury swimming deadly in the depths of Inej’s dark eyes. She stepped to Matthias and guided him to a seat, ignoring his protestations. She sat next to him, a hand on his arm while the others waited.

“When we found her, she was hanging naked and upside down in a barrel of water. They did this over and over, Matthias. She is covered in whip marks and bruises.”

Inej said all of this gently, but each word felt like a stinging barb, a hook sinking deep in his heart and pulling hard.

“She has suffered at the hands of the Drüskelle, but the first word she said was your name, Matthias. She has pain now, but she is still yours. Go to her, Matthias. Kaz won’t be able to stand there for much longer.”

Matthias glanced at Kaz; he was indeed looking worse for wear, paler than usual and had broken out in a sweat. He was starting to waver where he stood, and Jesper was bearing more and more of your weight. 

Matthias slowly stood up and went to you, gently removed you from Jesper and Kaz, and held you in his arms, as carefully as he could. For a single, long moment, you were stiff in his hold, but then all the tension washed out of your bones and you melted against him, tears freefalling. 

The rest of the Crows watched for a second or two more before Nina prodded Jesper sharply between his shoulder blades, his back curving instinctively. He glanced over his shoulder at her, irritated, but she just raised her eyebrows and jerked her head at the stairs.

“Come on” she said firmly. “We shouldn’t be privy to this. We need to leave.”

Jesper nodded and was the first to break away, Inej and Kaz following slowly, and Nina and Wylan bringing up the rear.

Pressing you as closely as possible, Matthias could feel your heart fluttering like a trapped bird. 

“I am going to lift you and carry you to my room” he said quietly. “Okay, fetla?”

You nodded against his chest and he scooped you up, your head falling on his shoulder. His jaw tightened as he felt tears soak warm into the fabric of his collar, dripping unceasing from your eyes.

He carried you up to his bedroom and placed you gently on the narrow bed you had squeezed onto with him countless times before you were taken. You whimpered and reached for him when he started to move away, but Matthias merely pointed to the adjoining bathroom door, a pained expression twisting his features.

“I’m going to run you a bath” he said, deep voice as gentle as he could make it. “I am going to wash you down, fetla. You don’t have to talk. I want to do this for you. O-okay?”

Your eyes widened and you stared at him; you had never heard Matthias Helvar stutter, stammer, or sound anything less than sure of himself. Your throat clenched shut, but you managed to nod. Matthias nodded back shortly and disappeared on the other side of the door, whereupon you heard water running, gushing hard against the porcelain bottom and sides.

When the bath was hot and full enough, Matthias stood and returned to you, finding you struggling with the knotted tie at the top of your corset. Your fingers trembled, the shake in your hands visible even from the doorway where he stood.

Matthias crossed to you in three long strides and gently covered your hands with his, deep brown eyes gazing into yours.

“May I help you?” he asked, ignoring the quaver in his own voice.

You nodded, let your hands fall away and watched as he deftly loosened the knot, pulled the front laces away and gently pushed the soft puffed sleeves off your shoulders and down your bare arms. The heavy skirt fell with a rustle, leaving you in only a thin petticoat. Eyes fixed on yours, Matthias lowered his hands to the ragged hem and waited for your closed eye nod to lift it up and off, dropping it onto your dress.

And then, as if the weight of your clothes was the only thing keeping you standing, you stumbled on bare feet and Matthias caught you, holding your trembling naked form against his own clothed, warm body. He pressed one hand to the back of your head, feeling your shaking breaths against his chest.

“Hush now” he whispered. “You are safe, little fetla. You are home now. You’re with me.”

You wrapped your arms around his waist and he slowly walked with you to the waiting bath, steam rising gently from its surface. He held your hands as you stepped over the lip of the tub, one foot and then the other, and lowered yourself down beneath the water. Breath escaped you in a rush and your eyes closed, head leaning back.

Matthias watched as the shaking in your hands slowly subsided as your fingers crept up over the sides and gripped gently. You looked up at him then, biting your lip.

“I know you used to be Drüskelle, Matthias, but please don’t go back.”

Something soft inside him shook loose and he surged forward, half into the tub, to wrap his arms around you and hide his silent snarl in the warm side of your neck. You felt his lips move as he spoke there.

“I’ll never go back to them, fetla, you have my vow.”

You nodded, felt his soft hair brush your cheek. After a short while, Matthias sat back on his knees and reached for the soft washcloth he had ready beside the bathtub. He wet it and began to wash you slowly, from head to toe. Water trickled down your hair and your face, mixing with the tears as the cloth reached between your legs and your body reacted convulsively, instinctively.

Matthias registered the hard clenching of your thigh muscles and looked up to your face, saw your head turned away, eyes closed and bottom lip quivering. He inhaled deeply, trembling with the exhale. He washed ever more gently, finally returning to carefully wash your hair with a chipped jug of hot water.

He didn’t speak, and neither did you, as he helped you out of the bath and dried you down, trying not to see the bruises and soon-to-be scars that marked you now. He retrieved an old, well worn and cozy sleep shirt and helped you into it, then stood behind you and towel dried your hair before tucking you into bed and curling up at your back.

You cried for a while, but after some time had passed by, he felt you soften and surrender to sleep, your body relaxing backwards into his. 

Matthias waited a little longer, then slowly eased out from behind you, made his way quietly to the door and slipped out into the hall.

He found Kaz in his office, working by lamplight. The occasionally loathsome demjin glanced up from his papers, raising one eyebrow as he did so.

“What is it?” he asked. “Is she sleeping yet?”

Matthias nodded stiffly, his back beginning to ache from being held ramrod straight. Kaz sighed.

“Do I have to pry it out of you, Fjerdan?”

He sounded tired, but right then, Matthias didn’t care.

“The splinter cell of Drüskelle that took her tortured her and r-”

He stopped, gritted his teeth and pressed on; Kaz waited, patiently.

“And raped her” Matthias finished, jaw starting to hurt.

Kaz stood up and leaned gloved hands down on his desk, ruffled hair falling into his face. His blue eyes were chips of ice; you were one of his, too, his Crow, not only the Fjerdan’s fetla.

“What would you have me do?” he asked then, his voice dangerous and low.

Matthias’s dark eyes were hard as he gave his answer.

“Kill them all.”

[justanoasisimagines]

Not when I'm around

Summary; Matthias is smitten with you. However, your oblivious. It's funny how things work out sometimes... Pairing; Matthias Helvar x Female Reader WordCount; 530 Credit goes to @cafekitsune for the banner and the divider A/N - Requests are open! Feel free to drop an ask.

Matthias observed you as you interacted with customers. The way you seemed friendly and familiar to the frequent punters. The way you had them eating out of the palm of your hands. It was no wonder why Kaz had hired you. "Don't you have anything else better to do with your time?" Matthias smirked. He'd been busted, but who could blame him? Not when you were the most beautiful woman in the world. "No, why, have any better ideas?" You wiped a glass clean. Matthias enjoyed the mischievous grin slowly appearing on your face. "There are always ways to spend your time, but right now, I have to work. Gotta earn my keep somehow" With that you returned to attending to customers, with a spark and a spring in your step. Matthias sat back and watched in awe. The Crow Club was packed, as usual, all of the crows were dotted around the room. Kaz rested on the balcony, overseeing things. Matthias hadn't moved from his place at the bar, surveying the room, all the while keeping an eye on you. He knew you could handle yourself, but that didn't mean he wanted you to. Not while he was around. "When are you going to tell her?" Jesper questioned as he slapped him on the shoulder. Matthias turned to glance at him before his eyes instinctively found their way back to you. "I've been trying to. I thought I was being clear but perhaps not." Matthias took a sip of his drink. It was difficult to hear amongst the constant chatter, yet Matthias still found himself being able to spot your voice out. Matthias had never heard a more angelic sound. "Then you are not being clear enough. You need to keep trying because a little birdie tells me she is crazy about you" Matthias didn't want to believe Jesper's words, he didn't want to get his hopes up. Could you reciprocate his feelings? Only in his wildest fantasy perhaps. Suddenly Matthias watched a local drunk grab you. Within a second, he'd jumped from his chair towards you. No one would disrespect you, not as long as Matthias had breath in his body. Taking hold of the man's arms, he dragged the man away from you. Fire coursing through his veins. "You do not touch her." Matthias placed himself between yourself and the man. "What is your girl or somethin' I don't think so." Matthias grabbed the man by his shirt pulling him off his feet. "Don't let me see you in here again!" The main scrambled, tripping and stumbling. "I could have handled him you know" Matthias smirked as he glanced over his shoulder. This was the moment. Two slow steps Matthias took towards you before cupping your face within his hands. "I know, but you don't have to, not while I'm around." You leaned up and pressed a kiss on his stubble-covered cheek. Not missing the pink hue that rapidly dusted it. "Come, keep me company" With your hands entwined, the Crow Club returned to usual. However, high on the balcony Inez passed Jesper some coins. If only you two could have held out just a little longer.

[swanimagines]

SAVE YOU | MATTHIAS HELVAR

Summary: Imagine Matthias Helvar saving you from drowning.

You not knowing to swim and being part of the Dregs were two things that could get destructive together. You knew that when you joined. So in a way, you deserved the situation you were in now - Ketterdam took out the weak, and now you had pulled the short straw. 

The canal water threatened to drag you under, the current having taken you to the sea, and now you were drifting farther and farther away. If you had known how to swim, it would take just a few strokes and you’d be able to push yourself up, but struggling to keep yourself up took all your strength. You couldn’t even scream for help.

You didn’t know for how long you were there - if others knew where you were. You knew Kaz was tapping his foot while looking at the time, you wouldn’t have had time to be late.

You didn’t hear when your name was called, nor you saw the Fjerdan diving into the water, rushing towards you. Your vision was going out already, but then you faintly felt yourself being pulled - maybe Death had come to claim you. Your consciousness went in and out as you were pushed up on the street, and you heard some running steps coming up towards you. You were rolled over to the pavement, turned to your side. Your vision was blurry, and you were tired - oh so very tired. You felt acid on your throat, seawater making its way out of you in a form of vomit. You coughed and gagged as it just kept coming, before it calmed down, leaving you shaking slightly.

“Saints,” you heard a voice say, but it echoed, sounding like it came from behind a wall. The walls at the Slat were something you had always cursed - listening to your neighboring Dreg having a one night’s stand wasn’t something you enjoyed hearing. But right now, you would have done anything to be in your own bed, under covers, dry and warm. Even if it meant listening to your neighbor’s bedpost rhythmically slamming against the wall.

Suddenly, you felt a a pair of hands on your chest and you started to warm up immediately. Your vision started to clear, your tiredness started to diminish. You groaned, seeing Nina kneeling beside you and managed to muster a small smile for her, closing your eyes.

Then, the seawater decided to make itself known once more and you abruptly lunged to the side, throwing up onto the pavement again. Gasping for air, you felt a large hand stroking your back, and finally decided to look at your savior.

Matthias.

You blinked at him, a trace of fluid still dripping off your cheek. You had not expected him to jump after you like that. But at the same time, you knew he wouldn’t just stand there and look as you drowned, you were friends with him after all. Or, you wanted him to be more than a friend actually, but still - you didn’t expect to find yourself in a situation like this, him being so caring with you after he saved you. You saw Nina turn her eyes away, biting her lip as if to hide a smirk - this would be something she’d tease you about for weeks.

More steps approached, and you saw the rest of the Crows walking up to you. Kaz looked like a stormcloud over a job gone wrong, but judging by how Inej looked at him, he wouldn’t chastise you about ruining the job, at least not now. They all knew you couldn’t swim. Jesper and Wylan ran up the moment they saw you, as well as Inej a few seconds later, her hand brushing against Kaz’s arm as she passed him. Kaz stopped and stood a little farther away from the rest of them doting over at you, Matthias helping you to sit up and a moment later, hoisting you up against him. You started walking towards the Slat with Matthias’s arm around you and you couldn’t help but think, maybe there would be more to how Matthias felt about you. Nina had teased you about it and kept hinting that way, but you didn’t believe it being true, thinking it’s just Nina’s hopeless romantic side talking. But the way Matthias looked at you, the way he held you - it spoke about something deeper.

Maybe you’d talk to him about it in a few days. Maybe confessions would be made, maybe one of your greatest dreams would come true.

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[seleneprince]

My works

Six of Crows:

The Ballad of Lions and Crows (re-telling of what could've happened with the characters of Filip and Saskia Hertzoon from the books):

Contains: Six of Crows typical violence, mentions of sexual assaults and abuse, friends-to-enemies-to-lovers trope (well, more like fake friends to enemies), enemies-to-friends-to-lovers trope, misogyny, children going to extremes for survival. You'll see the rest.

Magische Linten (Magic Ribbons) - Kaz/Saskia centric

Grote Broers (Big Brothers) - Filip/Jordie centric, male oc!/Inej mentioned? coming soon...

Hogwarts verse:

Snape's werewolf daughter

Personal file

Memes:

#1 #2

All The Young Snakes (The Marauders era but from the Slytherin gang's POV):

Headcanons:

Fem! Severus Snape headcanons

Fem! Severus faceclaims

Snape's gang chilling

Sevity friendship

Besties judging together

Pandora and Barty

Snape's gang introduction

Memes:

#1 #2

Incorrect quotes:

#1 #2 #3 #4 #5 #6 #7 #8

Evan & Sevrina's daughter:

#1

Acotar

A Court of Shadows and Blood (Acotar retelling where Rhysand finds Nesta when she crosses the Wall for Feyre)

A Court of Flames and Vipers (Bunch of Neris/Autumn court headcanons mixed with some of my au)

Headcanons:

Beron Vanserra as grandfather

Vanserra-Archeron children shenanigans

Neris' daughters

Pregnancy thoughts

How ACOSF should've gone

A Court of Nightmares and Deceit (Nesta is dropped at Hewn City and thrives against all odds)

General summary

The Crow

Yandere!Batfam Masterlist

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fluff

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sensitive / triggering topics

gore

smut / spice

most tropes ( best at friends to lovers )

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male reader / ftm

gender neutral

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original character

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PAIRINGS :

love interests

platonic

family

polyamorous ships ; depends on the character

WHAT I WILL NOT WRITE :

support of homophobia, transphobia, fatphobia, racism, sexism, pedophilia, incest ; if they're mentioned in a request in terms of the character being bullied / abused ( in the past ) then i may write it but NOT explicitly, only a mention

a pairing against a character's canon sexuality

rape

pregnancy

female reader

anime

WHO I WRITE FOR :

DEAD BOY DETECTIVES :

charles rowland

edwin payne

monty

niko sasaki ( not romantic )

crystal palace ( not romantic )

DESCENDANTS :

ben beast

harry hook

carlos de vil

jay

mal bertha

evie grimhilde

LOCKWOOD & CO :

anthony lockwood

lucy carlyle

george karim

quill kipps ( friends / family only )

MARAUDERS :

remus lupin

sirius black

regulus black

james potter

lily evans ( not romantic )

evan rosier

barty crouch jr

marlene mckinnon ( not romantic )

dorcas meadows ( not romantic )

pandora lovegood ( not romantic )

mary mcdonald ( not romantic )

MARVEL :

peter parker / spiderman ( tom and andrew )

loki laufeyson

kate bishop

yelena belova ( not romantic )

steve rogers

bucky barnes

pietro maximoff

wanda maximoff

valkyrie ( not romantic )

natasha romanoff

tony stark ( not romantic )

gwen stacy ( emma stone )

gwen stacy ( atsv )

*marvel and particularly the mcu is a fandom i'm more comfortable with than most, so if there is a character not listed, then i may or may not write for them

NARNIA :

prince caspian

peter pevensie

edmund pevensie ( only during dawn treader )

SHADOW AND BONE / SIX OF CROWS :

kaz brekker

inej ghafa

jesper fahey

wylan van eck

nina zenik

alina starkov

nikolai lantsov

genya safin ( not romantic )

matthias helvar

STRANGER THINGS :

steve harrington

jonathon byers

max mayfield

robin buckley ( not romantic )

TEEN WOLF :

stiles stilinski ( *i will take most/all dylan obrien characters )

isaac lahey

scott mccall

liam dunbar ( not romantic )

allison argent

malia tate

lydia martin ( not romantic )

kira yukimura

derek hale

THE HUNGER GAMES :

finnick odair

peeta mellark

katniss everdeen

THE MAZE RUNNER :

newt

thomas

minho

X-MEN :

logan howlett

charles xavier ( james mcavoy )

jean grey

mystique

rogue

erik lehnsherr ( not romantic )

wade wilson / deadpool

kitty pryde

bobby drake

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platonic

romantic

familial

any gender x any gender

headcanons

poly relationships

sensitive topics

x reader

ships (canon or non-canon, so long as it’s not problematic)

i. i WILL write cheating, but not if a character is going it to the reader/another character. i’ll make someone comforting another person after being cheated on, but i won’t write finnick odair cheating on someone

same thing ^^ goes for homophobic, transphobic, ableist topics like that, and. well i guess the same goes for abuse?

WHAT I WONT WRITE:

smut (i’m 14)

yandere

incest

student x teacher

canonically gay character (ex: wylan van eck) x fem!reader for romantic requests

canonically lesbian character x male!reader for romantic requests

songfics (nothing against them, i just don’t know how!!)

things about ocs

ship fics

character list (more to come!)

��� = easiest characters to write for

bolded — favourite characters to write for

KEEPER OF THE LOST CITIES

❍ sophie foster, ❍ dex dizznee, fitz vacker, ❍ keefe sencen, ❍ biana vacker, ❍ marellla redek, ❍ maruca chebota, tam song, linh song, ❍ wylie endal, ❍ jensi babblos, stina heks

CHRONICLES OF NARNIA

❍ peter pevensie, ❍ edmund pevensie, ❍ susan pevensie, ❍ lucy pevensie, mr tumnus, ❍ caspian, eustace scrubb, jill pole, shasta, aravis

RIORDANVERSE

❍ percy jackson, ❍ annabeth chase, ❍ grover underwood, ❍ jason grace, ❍ piper mclean, ❍ leo valdez, ❍ hazel levesque, ❍ frank zhang, nico di angelo, will solace, reyna arellano, rachel dare, ❍ travis stoll, ❍ connor stoll, thalia grace, magnus chase, ❍ alex fierro, carter kane, sadie kane, lester papadopolous, lavinia asimov

PHANTOM OF THE OPERA

❍ christine daaé, ❍ raoul de chagny, erik destler, ❍ meg giry

p.s. i’ll write for the movie, musical, book and 1990 miniseries versions!!

HARRY POTTER

harry potter, ❍ hermione granger, ❍ ron weasley, ❍ luna lovegood, ❍ neville longbottom, ginny weasley, fred weasley, george weasley, ❍ sirius black, remus lupin, ❍ james potter, ❍ marlene mckinnon, mary macdonald, dorcas meadowes, lily evans

RIDE THE CYCLONE

ocean o’connell rosenberg, ❍ noel gruber, ❍ mischa bachinski, ❍ ricky potts, jane doe, penny lamb, ❍ constance blackwood

SHADOW AND BONE

❍ alina starkov, malyen oretsev, ❍ genya safin, ❍ zoya nazyalensky, david kostyk, erm others i accidentally deleted remind me to update this

SIX OF CROWS

kaz brekker, inej ghafa, ❍ jesper fahey, ❍ wylan van eck, nina zenik, matthias helvar

THE OUTSIDERS

ponyboy curtis, ❍ johnny cade, sodapop curtis, darry curtis, steve randall, ❍ twobit matthews, ❍ dallas winston

THE HUNGER GAMES

katniss everdeen, peeta mellark, ❍ finnick odair, ❍ johanna mason, marvel sanford, clove kentwell, cato hadley, ❍ cinna

IT (2017)

bill denbrough, eddie kaspbrak, richie tozier, ❍ stan uris, beverly marsh, ben hanscom, ❍ mike hanlon

THE SCHOOL FOR GOOD AND EVIL

❍ agatha of woods beyond, ❍ sophie of woods beyond, tedros of camelot, ❍ hort of bloodbrook, ❍ hester of ravenswood, ❍ anadil, ❍ dot, nicola, aric, rhian mistral, rafal mistral, leonora lesso, clarissa dovey

THE LAND OF STORIES

❍ alex bailey, ❍ connor bailey, ❍ red riding hood, ❍ jack, ❍ goldilocks, ❍ bree campbell

SCOOBY DOO

daphne blake, ❍ fred jones, shaggy rogers, velma dinkley

LITTLE WOMEN

❍ jo march, amy march, beth march, meg march, ❍ laurie

A GOOD GIRLS GUIDE TO MURDER

pippa fitz-amobi, ❍ ravi singh, naomi ward, ❍ cara ward, connor reynolds, ❍ jamie reynolds, nat da silva

THE MIGHTY DUCKS

❍ charlie conway, adam banks, ❍ lester averman, guy germaine, ❍ connie moreau, julie gaffney, ❍ ken wu, dean portman, luis mendoza, dwayne robertson, ❍ fulton reed

DRACULA

dracula, ❍ lucy westenra, mina harker, arthur holmwood, ❍ renfield, dr seward, abraham van helsing, ❍ quincey morris

FRANKENSTEIN

victor frankenstein, ❍ adam frankenstein, elizabeth lavenza, justine moritz, ernest frankenstein, henry clerval, the bride

DR JEKYLL AND MR HYDE

henry jekyll, ❍ edward hyde, ❍ richard enfield, gabriel utterson, hastie lanyon, lucy harris

MONSTER HIGH

gotta update this one guys,,,

THE BREAKFAST CLUB

john bender , ❍ claire standish, allison reynolds, brian johnson, andrew clark

THE POWERPUFF GIRLS

❍ blossom utonium, bubbles utonium, buttercup utonium , ❍ brick jojo, boomer jojo, butch jojo

DAVID BOWIE

❍ jareth, thomas jerome newton, david bowie

SWEENEY TODD

❍ sweeney, anthony hope, ❍ mrs lovett, johanna

THE ROSEWOOD CHRONICLES

lottie pumpkin, ellie wolf, ❍ jamie volk, ❍ ollie moreno, ❍ raphael wilcox, ❍ anastacia alcroft leblanc, saskia san martin, lola tomkins, mickey tomkins, binah fae

HAIRSPRAY

❍ corny collins, ❍ seaweed j stubbs, amber von tussle, tracy turnblad, penny pingleton, link larkin

MISC. CHARACTERS

sarah williams, ❍ bernard the elf, ❍ rodrick heffley, ❍ varian

[the-and-sign-anon]

I Know Places

Pairing: Matthias Helvar x Healer! Reader

Word count: 813

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A/N: tagging @wtfrae and @wafflesandschemingfaces for their writing Taylor Swift writing challenge! Thank you for the inspiration to start writing for the Grishaverse!

Kaz was the one to introduce you. After being shot by the druskelle, Matthias was in rough shape to say the least. The only hope of saving him was a truly remarkable Healer, which was where you came in. Nina was decent at it, but she was more suited to hurting than healing. You were the opposite, and had put your skills to work as a caretaker for the Dregs. Kaz would never admit it, but your help had saved him and his crew more times than he could count.

You valued your privacy though, so you didn’t live at the Slat. You kept a small apartment near Fifth Harbor, where you could smell the sea and chat with visiting sailors in your free time. Kaz respected that and only revealed your location when absolutely necessary. This was one of those times.

So the Crows came knocking on your door dragging a nearly unconscious Matthias with them. You didn’t hesitate to usher them all in and get to work. It took nearly a week for you to feel confident enough in his recovery to let him out and about. The two of you passed the time by telling each other stories and asking questions. When you did let him out of the house, you insisted on accompanying him wherever he went.

Nina noticed immediately how the two of you felt about each other, even before either of you did. She pushed you both until you got together, then agreed to back off. That didn’t mean things were easy, though. Ketterdam was still a dangerous place and any weakness had to be hidden.

You were waiting at the Slat one night for Kaz and the Crows to get back from a job. Ordinarily, you would have spent the evening at home, but a few newer members of the Dregs had picked a fight when they shouldn’t have and needed patching up. When the bells rang midnight and only Jesper and Inej had returned, you went looking for the others. You knew it wasn’t wise, but you did it anyway.

You let out a breath of relief when you spotted Matthias, but he pulled you into an alley as soon as he saw you and put a finger to his lips. You kept your breathing quiet and glanced out at the street. A pair of stadwatch guards went by and you waited until their footsteps faded before speaking.

“Matthias, what happened? You should have been back an hour ago.”

“Kaz’s inability to share an entire plan came back to bite us again. We split up and took the long way back.”

You shook your head in frustration. Of course Kaz kept important details to himself. Of all the things you could find annoying about him, that was the worst.

“Well, I’ll be sure to yell at him later. For now, let’s go. You can stay with me tonight.”

You knew the offer would make Matthias blush, and you took some small pleasure in it. Nina found it hilarious when your sweet Fjerdan blushed and encouraged you to make more comments to get him red in the face.

It was a fairly short walk to your apartment, but you had to dodge into another alley on the way. You could hear the stadwatch whispering complaints to each other about leaving their posts to chase after troublemakers. You almost laughed, but the sound caught in your throat when Matthias put his hand on your waist. Your eyes locked with his and you admired the way his blue eyes reflected the light from the lamps on the street.

Matthias was the one who finally moved first. It was only when he stepped back and looked to the street again that you realized how intently you’d been studying him. When you started walking again, Matthias took your hand in his and held it tightly. You led him through a few more back streets and dark alleys before arriving at the back door of your apartment building.

“Sometimes, I wonder if I should be worried that you’re so good at evading law enforcement.”

“I don’t think you should be. If anything, I should be worried that you’re still learning.”

You flashed him a teasing smile and scribbled a note to leave on your window sill. You knew Inej would drop by to check for Matthias and you didn’t want to make that job any harder than it had to be. Even the Wraith needed her rest.

“Do you ever worry that other gangs will find out where you live?”

“A little, sure. But I know places I can hide. The Barrel may be full of hunters, but I’m a fox. I’ll always be more clever than anyone trying to find me.”

Matthias hoped for both of your sakes that that was true. If it wasn’t, the consequences could be dire.

[promenadewithme]

Congratulations on 50 followers!! Could I request Matthia Helvar with Night Changes by One Direction, please? Thanks so much!! 🥰

Thank you, nonie!! I hope you like this!

Pairing: Matthias Helvar x fem!reader

Song: Night Changes - One Direction

Warnings: swearing, protective Matthias, heist!

Word Count: 1,2k

Night Changes

“This one!” said Nina, holding up a revealing red dress. Tonight the crows were going on a heist and your job was to distract one of the merchers, Claudios Vos, long enough for Kaz, Wylan and Inej to get in and out of his estate with the blueprints they needed. Nina and Matthias would stand watch and Jesper would stay at the crow club with you.

“Perfect!” you exclaimed, grabbing the dress and putting it on. Nina then started working on your hair and makeup, saying how much Matthias would love it. You and the fjerdan started dating a while ago, after the Ice Court heist. It took a little time for him to warm up to the crows, but you’ve found out that criminal and near death experiences tend to bring people together.

“I’m done! Saints, you won’t even have to say anything to distract the man!” she giggled and dare you say she was right. You looked stunning! The heartrender had styled your hair in loose curls, painted your lips scarlet and applied black mascara to your eyelashes. You smiled at your reflection, noticing how the dress clung to all the right places. You were never one to show your body, it was a dangerous thing to do in the barrel, so you stuck to loose dark clothes that facilitate movement and left you in the shadows. Not tonight.

Nina grabbed your hand and led you downstairs, where the crows were waiting. Jesper was the first to notice the two of you, emitting a low whistle.

“Hello, gorgeous!” he said, leaning on the counter and you giggled, doing a quick spin. 

Matthias was not smooth as Jesper, turning a deep shade of crimson and thinking ‘everything she never had she’s showing off’. He snaps out of his trance, taking off his jacket and covering your cleavage. 

“No.” he declared.

“No?” you asked in an amused tone.

“No.” he maintained. Then it hit you, he was jealous.

“You like it!” you exclaimed with a grin and Matthias blushed even more if it was possible.

“It doesn’t matter that I like it, it matters that the other men will like it too.” he muttered.

“Yeah, that’s kind of the point.” chuckled Jesper.

“What do I do if he wants to leave?” you asked Kaz.

“You try to convince him to sleep with you.” he answered, adjusting his gloves.

“What?” Matthias stammered.

“It’s not like he’ll accept.” said Kaz in a monotonous tone.

“In that dress? He’d have to be a very dedicated priest not to accept!” exclaimed Jesper and you hit his arm, giving a warning glare.

“Hey,” you cupped the fjerdan’s chin and looked him in the eyes “I’m yours and I promise I’ll be safe.” he nodded curtly and you gave him back his jacket.

Jesper rubbed his hands together quickly before saying “It’s show time.”

“There he is.” Jesper nodded in the target’s direction, pouring a glass of whiskey for you.

“No mourners,” you murmured.

“No funerals.” he replied quietly and you started walking, or rather stumbling, towards the mercher. You took a small sip of the drink and bumped into the man.

“I’m so terribly sorry,” you slurred and looked up at him “I can be quite clumsy.” he looked you up and down, stopping at your breasts and you had to repress a gag.

“What’s a pretty thing like you doing drinking something so strong?” he asked with a disgusting smirk.

“My boyfriend broke up with me.” you pouted exaggeratedly and he mirrored you actions.

“You poor thing... I’m Claudios Vos. Would you like to have a good time?” another gag.

“I’d love that!” you answered excitedly. 

“Come on then, let’s play some poker.” he sat down and pulled you onto his lap.

Three games later, you impressed by how much the man could bluff. 

“You are so smart!” you giggled “How do you remember all the cards?” you asked tilting your head to the side like a helpless puppy. 

“It’s not that hard, sugar cakes.” you had to repress a cringe.

“Can you teach me?” you asked, bashing your lashes.

“Oh no, I don’t think a woman could learn this game.” he said laughing and the other men at the table laughed along. You wanted to kill him, but spilling your drink on him was enough.

“Oh! I am so sorry! Here, let me help you clean that.” he stood up.

“Don’t worry, I’ll just go to the restroom. You go order us a glass of champagne!” he exclaimed and slapped your butt. You had to bite your tongue making your way to Jesper.

“It’s been 5 hours, how much longer will they take?” you asked as the zemni boy grabbed a bottle of champagne and handed it to you.

“The most expensive bottle in the house for that slap.” he said and winked at you. “I’m sure they’ll be back soon.” as soon as he said that, a boy came running into the club.

“Where is Mr Vos?” he cried out.

“Shit.” you mumbled looking back at Jesper.

“Can I not have one night of fun?” he cried out “What is it?” 

“There has been a break in.” the poor boy looked like he was going to pass out.

“Get me my coat.” Vos replied. You made your way to him, trying to keep the man here.

“Where are you going? I thought we were having fun!” you flirted.

“We were, but it seems there has been a break in.” he answered gravely.

“I’m sure your servants can take care of it, why don’t we get a room and have even more fun?” when he smirked down at you with lust in his eyes, fear took over your body. Kaz said he wouldn’t accept! What the hell do I do now?

“What is all the fuss about?” said Kaz, who appeared out of nowhere, and you thanked the saints.

“There has been a robbery, sir.” said the boy.

“Well then, take the confusion outside. Don’t want to scare the pigeons.” then he turned around and went up the stairs, into his office.

“Another day.” affirmed Vos, going out the door. You let out a relieved sigh and went looking for Matthias. After a while, you found him sitting on the roof.

“What are you doing up here? Are you hurt? What happened?” you sat next to him and cupped his face so he would look at you. 

“Everything was going fine, then someone came in and suddenly we were running here, trying not to die. I-” he looked at his hands then back at you “Does it ever drive you crazy just how fast the night changes?”

You sighed. “It’s part of being a crow, the uncertainty, the fear, the possibility of everything that you’ve ever dreamed of disappearing when you wake up.”

“That’s not what I’m afraid of. What if something happened to me tonight, or worse, to you.” he had tears in his eyes.

“My love, as soon as we get enough money we will be out of here. We can live on a farm! Or a boat!” he chuckled and you continued “But, meanwhile, there is nothing to be afraid of, even when the night changes, it will never change me and you.”

He smiled and gave you a tender kiss on the lips. 

“Just a few more heists and we’ll be out of here.” he said, caressing your cheek.

“Just a few more.” you smiled at him, held his hand and leaned you head on his shoulder. Matthias kissed your temple and put his head on top of yours. The two of you looked out at Ketterdam, dreaming about your life away from the barrel. 

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[witchthewriter]

Hello there!! 💕 Can I please request some headcanons of what being Matthias Helvar’s wife would include, please? Thank you so much!!!

Hey! Of course I can, thank you so much for requesting x

Also, I didn't know if you wanted Matthias from the show or from Six of Crows. So I just went with the show because there'd be fewer/no spoilers...

⤷ female, ambiguous race & any/all size reader!

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🌿ISTJ 🍁Gryffindor 🔮Virgo Sun, Taurus Moon, Cancer Rising

SFW

⭑ Is always a gentleman around you, wants you to always feel like royalty

⭑ He also always wants you to feel safe with him. If you ever feel uncomfortable - he wants to know. Matthias is diligent in that way; he doesn’t want his wife to be in distress in any type of way. 

⭑ Doesn’t like any secrets between the two of you; he wants everything to be open and honest

⭑ He likes making sure you’re always warm; giving you his jacket, scarves, gloves etc

⭑ Being significantly shorter than him. He loves this because he feels like your protector 

⭑ Eating different types of food when you go out. You’re always trying to find the best meal together <3

⭑ He flusters so easily

⭑ Matthias loves buying trinkets from the markets you go to, they’re reminders of where you’ve both been

⭑ He’s super sentimental and will often remember anniversaries more than you

⭑ His pet names for you are in Fjerdan but they translate to my love, my life. 

⭑ Isn’t huge on PDA, but likes others to know that you’re his and he is yours. 

⭑ Even though you can defend yourself, Matthias will jump in front of you whenever there’s a sign of trouble

⭑ VERY CONSIDERATE 

⭑ He is so happy and proud to call you his wife. Your bravery, your humour, the love you have. It’s overwhelming to him. He just adores you!

⭑ Your wedding was quaint. He didn’t invite his family and yours were dead, so it was your friends and found-family. 

⭑ He cried when he saw you walk down the aisle. 

⭑ Met because you were a part of the Grisha order and you saved his life. He was so angry that you did and said he would rather die. 

 “So, die.” 

⭑ Turns out you were childhood friends that had completely lost each other because of a traumatic raid on your village 

⭑ Your mother was Grisha and your father was from Fjerda. 

⭑ Relationship tropes:    ♥ Flirt x Flustered Mess   ♥ Big soft x Small tough   ♥ 2 Idiots in Love <3

NSFW 🔞 minors dni!!!

⭑ He’s so gentle and careful with you. I think you would have to urge him to be rougher. 

⭑ He likes it when you dominate him

⭑ Loves your thighs, especially if they’re on the bigger side. He also loves them wrapped around his head. 

⭑ LOVES sucking on your nipples; when you’re laying in bed he’ll take your tits out of your shirt and start to squeeze and lick your nipples until they’re hard

⭑ His favourite positions are spooning, missionary and cowgirl

⭑ Likes to kiss all over your body

⭑ He does feel a bit insecure because he doesn’t have much experience 

⭑ But part of your relationship is that you learn and grow together

⭑ I really think Matthias has a breeding kink - and it turns him on an incomprehensively amount. 

He likes the thought of planting his seed within you and watching your belly grow. 

However, if you do not want to be pregnant then it is only a fantasy, and the boundaries will always be upheld

⭑ Actually really enjoys eating you out. He loves the way you taste and smell. It’s intoxicating. 

⭑ Matthias tries to be romantic; lighting candles and seducing you. But all he needs to do is give you a smirk and you’d get on your knees 

⭑ When you started to give him a blow job, he was shocked. 

 “What are you doing?” He looked at you with wide eyes as you knelt before him. 

    “I’m going to ... you know ...” you gestured to his undone pants and blushed. 

⭑ The aftercare is amazing. Matthias will do whatever you want. You need to bathe? He’ll run the bath and carry you over. You just want to be held? He will do so until you fall asleep. This man is a simp with a capital SIMP.

[bakerstreethound]

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[rubysunnday]

by your side

Request by anon: Hey! Congratulations on 2.6K followers! Could I request something fluffy and romantic with Matthias helvar x female reader + prompt 13) "Look at me. Look at me. Don't look at them, keep your eyes focused on me." please? thank you so much!

A/N: Shorter than usual because i struggled with inspo for this! if you like what you read, please consider buying me a coffee and donating to my Ko-fi

Ketterdam was on edge. The drüskelle had been seen roaming around the streets and each night, more and more grisha were disappearing from the streets, from pleasure houses, from hotels.

Y/N and Nina had noticed the timing and were both on high alert. Whenever they walked through the streets at night, they had their hands on their weapons and were constantly watching their backs incase anyone snuck up on them.

Matthias was on edge too, constantly watching Y/N's back when they were on jobs or even just sitting in the Crow Club.

Yes, the druskelle were once his brothers but now, he had a new family to watch out for.

Y/N was one of the best things that could have happened to Matthias. Her energy was infectious and whenever she smiled, he couldn't help but smile along too.

Matthias and Y/N had been walking down Fifth Harbour, hand in hand, enjoying their first night off together for the first time in a while. Both of them were trying to enjoy their night but they were constantly watching the side alleys or anyone looking even the slightest bit suspicious.

Y/N was a well known grisha in Ketterdam - her reputation proceeded her as it did with the majority of the Dregs. But because she was well known, it meant the drüskelle would easily spot her and work out who she was.

"Are you alright?" Matthias asked, noticing Y/N's worried gaze as they passed a dark alley.

"Just nervy," she replied, turning to look at him and giving Matthias a smile. "Oh, look!" Y/N exclaimed, letting go of his hand and running over to a food stall. "Waffles!"

Matthias smiled, his eyes crinkling as he watched Y/N try the waffles with an expression of pure joy on her face.

"Matthias, look they have flower crowns!" Y/N called, darting to the next stand and waving Matthias over.

Matthis just shook his head fondly and smiled at her. The happiness in her eyes was overwhelming - he loved it when she smiled.

Someone started screaming and Y/N whirled around to see what the commotion was. Four men, dressed in furs, all with short, blonde hair walked out into the street. The crowd parted and quickly moved out the way, not wanting to get involved.

Y/N's eyes widened with fear as the leaders eyes landed on Y/N and he pointed at her.

His yell was a death sentence. "Drusje!"

Y/N looked at Matthias for help but the drüskelle were standing between her and him and there was no way she could get to him. The drüskelle grabbed their weapons and Y/N bolted down the street.

People scattered out the way as Y/N ran down the hill, skipping the steps down to the harbour by jumping over the railing, bending her knees as she landed.

The shipyard was the best and worst place for a fight. If you had the high ground, you would win. If you had the low ground, you effectively sentenced yourself to death.

Y/N could hear the drüskelle running after her, yelling in Fjerdan as they split up to hunt her down.

Nina hadn't spared any details when she'd told Y/N about her kidnapping by the Fjerdans and how Matthias had saved her life. It was meant to scare her - just break her out of her naive, oblivious mentality that life was sunshine and roses.

The first time Y/N had run into the drüskelle, she'd barely survived her encounter.

She'd fallen out with Nina about a job and had ran out of the Slat, in tears, too engulfed in her emotions to register where she was going or who she ran past until she ran straight into a team of drüskelle.

Matthias had followed after her to make sure she was alright and had been the one to save her from the druskelle and carry her back to the Slat.

Now, however, Y/N was completely on her own. But she wasn't a naive child anymore. She had killed and fought an bled for Kaz Brekker and his crows and wasn't going to let some Fjerdans kidnap and execute her without a fight.

Y/N ran around the corner and came to a sudden halt as a drüskelle appeared at the other end of the corridor. He yelled something in Fjerdan and the three other drüskelle appeared behind Y/N, pinning her in. Y/N darted right as someone fired a gun and ran between the containers. She took another left and swore.

Three containers, stacked on top of each other, towered above her at the end of the corridor. She had run down a dead end.

Y/N knew she was cornered. She knew there was no way out. The drüskelle slowly approached, their weapons glinting in the yellow light of the street lamps towering above on the harbour wall.

"Drüsje," one of the drüskelle said.

Y/N slowly turned around to face the four drüskelle, and forced a smirk on to her face, tying to hide her fear. "No. I'm not witch." Y/N bought her hands together, listening for the four heartbeats in front of her. "I'm a heartrender."

She caught their heartbeats and gripped them tightly. The drüskelle cried out in pain, choking as their hearts were gripped by the cold hand of death.

Y/N thrusted her hands forward and the drüskelle fell to their knees. She turned her right hand and one by one, the men fell to the side, any sign of life fading from their eyes.

It took her a moment to realise what had happened. Y/N took a shaky breath in and stumbled back into the wall behind her. Her knees buckled and she fell to the ground, not even making an effort to slow her fall.

Four men lay dead at her feet. Four druskelle - Matthias' former brothers in arms. It wasn't the first time she'd killed - or killed this many people - but it was the fact that anyone of those people could have been Matthias.

Could still be Matthias.

"Y/N!"

Matthias. Matthias had found her.

"Y/N!"

Matthias ran around the corner and stumbled to a halt, looking down at the ground - at the bodies of the drüskelle, his former brothers in arms.

"Matthias," Y/N said, clutching a hand to her chest as the gravity of the situation hit her full force. "I... I'm sorry, I didn't - I don't -"

Y/N sobbed and curled into herself, bringing her knees to her chest and wrapping her arms around them. Matthis' eyes were wide as he stepped over the bodies and slowly approached her.

"Y/N," Matthias said quietly, kneeling in front of her. "Just breathe."

Y/N sobbed, her shoulders shaking. She couldn't breathe, the guilty was all consuming and she couldn't breathe.

"I"m sorry," Y/N cried, "I'm so sorry, Matthias, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry."

Matthias moved forward and put a hand on her shoulder. "Y/N, look at me."

Y/N looked up but her eyes looked behind him, at the bodies, at the glassy stares.

"Y/N, look at me," Matthias said, titling her chin up so that she was forced to look at him. "Look at me. Don't look at them, keep your eyes focused on me."

Y/N's eyes darted back to him and she sniffled. Matthias gently wiped her tears away with his thumb and brought her to his chest in a hug, his hand resting on the back of her head.

"Ssh," Matthias whispered, fingers stroking through her hair. "It's ok, I understand, love."

"I had no choice, Matthias -"

"It's ok, darling," Matthias whispered, dropping his head and resting his forehead against hers. "It's ok."

Y/N closed her eyes and focused on Matthias' heartbeat, the feeling of his skin under her hand, the fact that he was warm and alive.

"Come on," Matthias said, scooping Y/N up, one hand going under her legs and one around her back as he cradled her to his chest.

Y/N kept her face pressed to Matthias' shoulder as he stepped over the bodies of the druskelle and walked out the shipping yard.

Matthias set Y/N down on a bench and she wrapped her arms around herself, moving as far away from him as possible.

"You must hate me, Matthias," Y/N whispered, her eyes dark as they looked out at the ocean.

"No, I don't," Matthias said, reaching a hand out and tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.

"But I killed them -"

"You saved yourself, Y/N," Matthias said firmly, grabbing her hand. Y/N turned to look at him, the wind catching her hair. "You saved yourself from a fate worse than death - trust me, I know."

"Matthias - they were your brothers in arms..."

"That was before. But now," Matthias took a deep breath in, "I wouldn't hesitate to kill any of them if they threatened you, Y/N. No one is taking you from me."

Y/N dropped her head onto Matthias' shoulder and he bought his arm up to rest on her shoulder. His fingers traced a soft pattern on her arm, the warmth of his hand seeping through her shirt.

"Thank you," she whispered, threading her fingers through his.

Matthias kissed her head. "Anything for you, my heart stopper."

[stray-kaz]

Matthias Helvar?

Are there any good Matthias x reader fics here?

I am thinking about writing for him, but haven’t read much for him to give me any real idea of how to go about it.

[thebadgerclan]

Alive

Paring: Matthias Helvar x sister!reader

Requested by @mrs-brekker15

Summary: Your brother is alive...

A/N: This is a little different than the prompt, but I think you’ll still enjoy!

You thought you were seeing things.  Surely, the excitement of the evening had your mind a bit addled.  But then you saw him again, and again, and again.  You’d been recruited to serve as a guard for the celebration of Hringkälla, to search the female guests as they passed through.  Your uniform was the same as the other soldiers assigned to the celebration, save for the heavy woolen skirts in place of trousers.  But you were no longer thinking of your uniform, you were thinking about your brother, who you’d long thought to be dead.

Abandoning your post, you followed him, doing your best to appear inconspicuous, but failing.  “We’re being followed,” said the man with Matthis, and your brother whirled around, his hand on the butt of a pistol.  “Y/N?”  “Matthias.”  Your brother shook his head, as if clearing it, before breaking into a smile.  “Little sister!”  He swept you into an embrace, and for the briefest moment, everything felt right.  But Matthias remembered where he was and pulled back, looking shocked.

“What are you doing here?” he asked, and you scoffed.  “What am I doing here?  I thought you were dead!  Lost to the waters, but here you are!”  “Helvar,” Matthias’ companion snapped, and both of you looked at him.  “Right, there are apparently two of you now.  Anyway, maybe we could continue this conversation later?  When we might not die?”  “Why would we die?  The Ice Court is the safest place in Fjerda.”

As if on cue, the bells of Black Protocol began to chime, and your brother’s companion smiled.  “Matthias,” you said, voice low.  “What are you doing?”  “I will explain everything, I promise.  But right now, we need to move.  Are you coming?”  It wasn’t even a question; you grabbed Matthias’ hand and squeezed.  “I lost you once.  I’m not losing you again.”  Matthias smiled and ran, pulling you alongside him.

***

The events of the past few hours blurred together in your mind, and your brother’s explanation did little to help.  You were now aboard a schooner bound for Kerch with 5 apparent criminals.  6 if you counted your brother, as well as Fjerda’s most valuable prisoner.  This morning, you’d been a simple girl being asked to act as a guard for the evening, and now?  Perhaps you were a criminal too.

Your brother had disappeared below decks to tend to the Grisha, sweet Djel, you were with a Grisha, who had taken parem to get you out of the harbor.  You weren’t quite sure what parem was, but by the looks of how Nina was faring, it wasn’t something to be trifled with.  The short girl who you’d learned was named Inej came and sat at your side, accompanied by the tall Zemini, who was called Jesper.  

“Who knew there was another Matthias running around!” Jesper exclaimed, and Inej smacked his arm.  “Ignore him.  He means well.  But we’ve never heard about you.  Nina told us Matthias’ entire family was killed when his village was burned to the ground.”  You nodded, the memory still fresh in your mind, even after all these years.  “They were,” you told them.  “Matthias and I were the only survivors.  He took me to the Ice Court with him, and I was allowed to stay while he trained as a drüskelle.  And when he went off to sea, I stayed there.

“I have spent the past year and a half believing my brother to be dead, and today I see him alive and well, breaking into the most secure building in Fjerda.”  You shook your head, laughing softly.  “I suppose I’m in disbelief, or even shock.”  Inej laid a hand on your shoulder, her touch surprisingly comforting.  “I cannot imagine how difficult this must be for you,” she said.  “But if you need anything, I am here for you.  So is Jesper.”

The Zemini had fallen silent, but he nodded.  “Yeah.  I’m a bit of a pain in the ass, but you get used to me.”  Inej smiled.  “And Wylan, I don’t think you’ve met him yet, he’s a sweetheart.  So is Nina, but… Saints, I hope she’ll be okay.”  Jesper wrapped an arm around her shoulder, and you longed for that sort of comfort.  Inej saw how your face changed and opened her arms to you.  You happily accepted the embrace, allowing yourself to be comforted despite the confusion you felt and the uncertainty ahead.

[swanimagines]

May I ask for Matthias Helver x fem!reader with the prompts B25 + B88 please? thank you so much!

Fandom: Shadow and Bone

B25. “You’re so warm…” “You’re so cold.” “Mmh, that’s why I like your warmth.” and B88. “I’ve tried to forbid myself from falling in love, but now I can’t help it.”

A/N: I hope you like it!

Word count: 478

The after-heist parties were always full of drunken people and loud noises, and this was even bigger party than most. The heist had taken well over nine hours and brought one hundred thousand kruge worth of treasures with it, making it the biggest heist in a long while.

"Is this taken?" your voice asked, making Matthias look up. You gestured the spot on the couch beside him. He shook his head, and you sighed in relief as you plopped down next to him.

He couldn't help staring at you when you made yourself comfortable on the couch. You were so beautiful.

"Saints, I'm so tired. I've been up since four at the morning," you moaned and rested your head against his shoulder. “You’re so warm…”

Matthias couldn't hold in a smile. “You’re so cold.”

You giggled. “Mmh, that’s why I like your warmth.”

After a moment, Matthias could feel you sleeping against his shoulder, and when he looked at your sleeping form, his feelings came by crashing like a wave again - his feelings for you. He swallowed, carefully pushing you to lie on the couch on your own before he left the Slat.

Nina saw him walking out and sensed her Fjerdan friend wasn't feeling okay, so she followed him. It didn't take long from her to catch up, grabbing Matthias's shoulder.

"What?" he grumbled and Nina sighed.

"What's the matter?"

Matthias thought for a moment, considering on lying but he ultimately decided to tell the truth. Nina would sense if he was lying anyway.

"It's Y/N," Matthias sighed. "I've tried to forbid myself from falling in love, but now I can't help it."

"Do you love her?" Nina asked. The Fjerdan clenched his jaw and looked away from Nina.

"I can't love her." he mumbled.

"Why not?" Nina questioned, but Matthias didn't answer. "Because she's an evil witch?"

He finally shook his head. "Because she'd be in danger with me. If my old friends ever found me and-"

"They won't find you. Why would they even come to Ketterdam?" she asked and Matthias frowned. "Go to her, big bad wolf. You deserve love and to be loved more than a lot of other people around here."

He knew Nina was telling the truth. There was little to no real reasons why his old friends would try to find him from Ketterdam of all places. But he was still afraid.

But on the other hand, you were a Crow too, and a valued one too. A healer among the Dregs was a necessity as Nina could only numb the pain but not actually mend the bones together and make wounds heal instantly. He knew he wouldn't be the only one to fight if you were to be killed.

Matthias took in a deep breath. Maybe he'd find happiness with you, something he had longed for so long...

[parkersbliss]

Could I request prompts 26. + 29. + 48. with Matthias Helvar x female reader, please? thank you so much!!!

Fresh Snow | M. Helvar

prompts: 026: “I missed you.” 029: “Please just… hold me.” 048: “I woke up and you weren’t there.”

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The suns rays warm your skin as you slowly peel your eyes open, only to instantly close them again. It was too bright.

Your body aches and your head is pounding. You push yourself into a sitting position and glance around the empty room. Your memory is hazy and you can’t quite remember how you got here. The last thing you could recall was the mission Kaz had sent you on. You push your aching body out of bed, a sudden pang of hunger taking over you. As you swings your legs over, you notice the bandages covering your skin.

Your memory comes back to you in a flash. You had successfully completed the mission, but as you were all running toward the exit a bomb went off. You had been the closest one, and therefore took the most damage. Your skin was probably littered in cuts, bruises and burn marks.

It was not a day you wanted to remember.

You needed to find someone now, preferably a certain Fjerdan.

You slowly make your way downstairs, using the railing for support. You weren’t sure how long you had been out, but it was enough to make walking feel like a foreign action to you.

The Slat felt empty. Normally you could always hear a few people talking, but today it was silent. But as you make your way around the corner, you can hear the clanging of pots and pan along with a familiar voice whispering under his breath.

“Matthias? Is that you?”

The said boy spins around. “(Y/N)? You’re awake? What are you doing out of bed? You should really rest.”

“I woke up and you weren’t there,” You said softly. You didn’t want to admit to the mighty Fjerdan that you had actually missed him.

“I’m here now,” He said. “Do you feel okay? Is the pain better?”

Nina. Saints, how could you forget? Nina had put you to sleep while your body healed since the wounds were so severe.

You could faintly recall how Matthias looked like he was going to cry.

“Yeah, I feel better — alive.”

He reaches out a careful hand to you. “Can I?”

“Please just… hold me.”

Matthias doesn’t have to be told twice and he wraps you in his familiar embrace. It’s warm and comforting and he smells of fresh snow despite living in the barrel for so long.

“I missed you,” He mumbles into your hair, pressing a kiss there.

You smile, pulling him closer if possible. “I missed you too.”

[thedelusionreaderbitch]

So I just wanted to do a thing about the upcoming posts:

Fairytale Chapter 3 - Kanej

Captains? Part 3/? - Ig

Just part 3, go read the rest

We were born sick - Zn

Request: Can you do the enemies to lovers trope with Zoya Nazyalensky? (also fem reader pls)

(based on this request but then I made a headcanon out of it instead!!! So this is kinda from this request but something totally different from my headcanon!)

Diagnosed Part 2 - The Crows

Request: Can you do a platonic crows x reader where the reader has an old friend group that she left behind when she moved to the barrel. One day her old friends show up at the slat and she starts spending time with them, which make the crows jealous. (sorry if I have poor writing skills)

The ultimate lover's quarrel - Mh

Request: Can I please request an oneshot for Matthias Helvar x female reader where they get married to eachother, please? thank you so much!!

Bonding - Ls

Request: Hi! Could you do a liam stewart (the darkest minds) x fem reader imagine? Maybe something where the reader and liam knew each other before the whole sikness thing started (sorry i cant quite remember what its called lol) and she can control electricity and is helping the league and one day she helps around 4 kids break out of a camp but they are being followed so she drives to the nearest building which is an abandoned supermarket or something like that and there she and the 4 kids find liam, charles, zu and ruby who have also been hiding there. So they just start binding again but one day one of the 4 kids, a boy comes over and assaults the reader or something and liam gets super overprotective and stuff? Im very sorry if its too detailed... i kinda trailed off lol. have a wonderful day!

You come out to them as genderfluid and bisexual - The Crows as parents

Request: Heyy If you're still taking requests, can I request a one shot or headcanons (either fine your choice :)) for the Crows as parents? Maybe the kid comes out as genderfluid and bisexual? And how the react and maybe the kid is genuinely scared of coming out to them and maybe like they reassure them

We're everything On Our Own - Kb

Request: Hey I really love your writing! I was wondering if you could write a Kaz Brekker x reader and the reader is ace and the come out to him, cuz they know that he feels that he can’t give them the love and affection (in a sexual way) that he thinks he hey want/need and they tell him that they don’t mind him not being able to give them *sexual* because well they’re ace and that’s not something they want/need anyways so it works out fine? If not that’s totally fine. I hope you have a nice day :)

Chinok - Gs

Request: Hey, hope you are doing well during those tiring times! Do you think you could maybe write something for a male (thank you so much for this btw) squaller who is similar to Zoya (rather cold, badass) but madly in love with Genya? And he turns into a shy idiot when has to actually talk to her? Idk if this is fine with the canon pairing so feel free to ignore this!