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#meet the artist#WHADDUP CHAT#i kinda just threw shit everywhere#probably gonna be blurry asf but im tired so just click for better quality#adding my fandoms gave me whiplash i have so many more now since the last one i made#asexual#genderfluid#hello everyone turn your attention to my cats please thats the most important part#fun fact. i have keratosis pilaris and dermatillomania so iykyk those two things together is HELL#i remembered to add my bracelets my best friend considerately made for me for xmas and iâm so pumped#we have two sets of matching bracelets and two sets of matching keychains#we do have the deadpool and wolverine keychains and weâre the best#i cant talk abt myself without mentioning tally shes actually a part of my soul so#my two boy cats give me GRAY HAIRS#x men#the walking dead#voltron legendary defender#good omens#saw#how to cope send post#are you guys mad at me yes or no#jan. 25#breeberryart
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got a blu suit recently, u know what that means!! (...good thing i like doing embroidery ._. this is 1/2 so far)
#and is unfinished one out of two obvs#yes i could just paint it. but u see. u CAN mess up paint but itâs hard to undo mistakes + i have major anxiety always with everything#also sewing holds up better than paint in my experience#and i'm not buying patches hell nah! my punk-adjacent self enjoys DIYing as much as we can 8D#ALSO the blu part is made using scrap fabric- being a short lil Thing has its advantages#(we have to alter the suit and then have exact-blue-matching parts left over. if that makes any sense)#wait do i have a tag for my pyro fit WIPs on here#letâs just-#tf2 cosplay#ya â ⥠â#pyromoding
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Au Ra August 2024: Day 16 - Tiny
"...If they had told me that the peak was infested with fuzzy little shites, no man nor dragon would have dragged me up here."
Sometimes, however, things are better left unknown no matter how firmly they call.
#ff14#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#final fantasy 14#arashi washi#auraugust#auraugust2024#arashi and moogles: a match made in hell#and part two of the two-day prompt begun yesterday#runner-up ideas: my wife reminding arashi how small she is compared to even tiny roegadyn#but i wasn't about to give her the satisfaction
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hiii! 'tis me.
#i have returned from death (school). limboâ even.#i shall not describe it as hell thanks to my lovely Friend (trademark) whom lights up the entire room for me#despite probably darkening it for everyone else due to her apathetic and uncaring nature. oh she's perfect#ahem. not the point. and also very boring to the rest of you who do not know nor care about her#well! the day went fairly great. she (the Friend) seemed to really enjoy my gift and got embarrassed by itâ which was my intention#she read through the notebook i prepared for her over the summer as a sort of diary directed at her and she really laughed at some parts#she seemed to like the keychainâ i hope to see her use it#she also really liked the matching-with-mine astronaut that is both an eraser and a pencil sharpener and is already using it#and she ate the two chocolate bars (her favorites) i added into the box as extras.#she was also pretty impressed when i pointed out design choices i made for the inside of the box#so all in all. great dayâ amazing dayâ nearly perfect dare i say. god why does it rhyme. i hate it here#ahem anyway!#we also have new teachers that took the place of the old ones. of course many remain unchangedâ but it didn't go without any new faces#notablyâ we have a new qur'an teacherâ a new math teacher and a new literature teacher.#some other teachers were also changed but i have not met them yet so i do not know which#i am especially conflicted with the new literature teacher -#on one handâ he's great! very funnyâ very considerateâ and quite a good teacher from what i've seen.#on the other hand i will also quite miss the old literature teacher.#she was nice! i hope i get to see her around the school#anywwyâ i will also be missing the old qur'an teacher a lot. she was my favoriteâ and she is very kind-hearted#im fine with the math teacher i suppose. i liked the old oneâ and the new one seems a bit... extra? but i don't feel too strongly on it.#i heard the english teacher we had was replaced and the one we had left the schoolâ so that's sad. i really liked her.#đrambling
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Rating band names based on their accuracy:
(I keep updating this list so check back later)
The Beatles: 3/10. None of these people are beetles, theyâre just a bunch of fruity guys from Liverpool with matching haircuts
(Edit: changed from 0/10 to 3/10 because John Lennon beat his wife)
Pink Floyd: 4/10. There is not a single person named Floyd in the band, but some of the members do arguably look kinda pink
Nirvana: 10/10. Getting high and listening to Nirvana is roughly what I imagine actual nirvana to be like
Foo Fighters: either 0/10 or 10/10. I have never seen foo in real life so either theyâre pretending to fight a problem that doesnât exist or theyâre doing an absolutely fantastic job of fighting it
The Eagles: 0/10. Same as the Beatles, there is not a single eagle in this band. The name is misleading and we have all been lied to
Queen: 6/10. Partial points for Freddie Mercury
Led Zeppelin: 0/10. I donât think any of these guys have ever even seen a zeppelin, let alone one made of lead. A lead balloon would crash faster than my hopes and dreams
The Rolling Stones: 3/10. There is not a single stone in this band. Some points added because Iâm pretty sure they rolled quite a few
U2: 0/10. Despite what the name says, I am not a member of this band
Metallica: 9/10. Naming a metal band âMetallicaâ is like naming your dog âdoggyâ
Red Hot Chili Peppers: 2/10. These guys are not chili peppers. Theyâre not even that hot, let alone red hot
Guns Nâ Roses: 0/10. How the fuck could a gun or a flower play music
Backstreet Boys: ?/10. Depends entirely on their current given location
Simon and Garfunkel: 10/10. No notes
The Doors: 1/10. Jim Morrison is kinda shaped like a door tho
Chicago: 4/10. The number of people in this band does not come even remotely close to the population of Chicago. Points added because it originated in Chicago
Earth, wind, and fire: 2/10. This is even more innacurate than Chicago. Points added because wind instruments were often used
Def Leppard: 3/10. There is not a single leopard in this band. Some of the members are probably kinda deaf by now tho
The Beach Boys: ?/10. Accuracy depends entirely on location
The Black Eyed Peas: 6/10. Not sure what the hell an âeyed peaâ is but the black part is pretty accurate
Imagine Dragons: ?/10. Depends entirely on whether or not theyâre thinking about dragons.
Cage the Elephant: 1/10. Why would you do that. Let the elephant go
Green Day: 0/10. Theyâre not even green
The Police: 0/10. There is not a single cop in this band
KISS: 5/10. Iâm sure they probably kissed sometimes
The Monkees: 0/10. Are you fucking kidding me
We Butter the Bread with Butter: 8/10. I canât verify this but I have no reason to suspect that theyâd lie. Butter seems like the most logical thing to butter bread with
King Gizzard and the Lizard Wizard: 0/10. I got really excited about the concept of a lizard wizard only to be let down. My disappointment is immeasurable
They Might Be Giants: 5/10. I googled everyone in this bandâs height, the tallest guyâs only 6â1 so I wouldnât exactly consider him a giant. Then again, I canât really argue because the claim was only that they MIGHT be giants
The Presidents of the United States of America: 2/10. None of these people are Joe Biden nor are any of them former presidents. This is incredibly misleading. Iâm pretty sure âLumpâ was written about my first girlfriend tho so Iâll give them a point or two
Gorillaz: 2/10 Not quite but weâre kinda close genetically so Iâll give them partial credit
The Killers: ?/10. I have no way of verifying if theyâve actually killed before but the fact that theyâre not in prison tells me probably not
The Offspring: 10/10. These guys are definitely somebodyâs offspring
Arctic Monkeys: 1/10. They are neither monkeys nor are they from the arctic
Thirty Seconds to Mars: 1/10. It takes WAY longer to get to mars than that
Beastie Boys: 8/10. Theyâre pretty beast on the guitar
Jimmy Eat World: 1/10. Slow the fuck down Jimmy, youâre biting off way more than you can chew
Hole: 9/10. One point deducted because Iâm pretty sure they had more than one hole
Rage Against the Machine: 10/10. They did exactly that
Alice In Chains: 0/10. This is illegal. Let Alice go
The Band: 10/10. This could not possibly be more accurate
Nine Inch Nails: 1/10. I canât find any good pictures of their feet but from what I can tell their fingernails definitely arenât nine inches long
Bush: ?/10. Not quite sure about this one, felt uncomfortable asking
The Who: 2/10. Iâm not dealing with this âWhoâs On Firstâ bullshit
Radiohead: 0/10. Not a single person in this band has a radio for a head
Queens of the Stone Age: 0/10. This band should be called âfive random dudes from the modern eraâ but FRDFTMA is a bit of a mouthful
Soundgarden: 2/10. Sound does not grow in the garden
Sonic Youth: 5/10. Theyâre not exactly youth anymore but the sonic part checks out
Talking heads: 8/10. Thereâs more to the band than just a bunch of disembodied heads but the heads do tend to talk
The Cranberries: 0/10. Decent music but I only added them so that the Beatles and Freddie Mercury werenât the only fruits on this list
The Wiggles: 8/10. They do tend to wiggle a lot
Blue Man Group: 10/10. Yep!
Weezer: 5/10. They all look like they definitely have asthma
Limp Bizkit: 3/10. While the visual image of baked goods playing the guitar is hilarious, Fred durst is not a biscuit. Points added because he probably has erectile dysfunction
Stone Temple Pilots: 0/10. None of these people are accredited as being licensed to pilot anything, much less an entire stone temple. Stone temples donât need pilots anyways
Wasted Youth: 8/10. I guess it really kinda depends on how you frame it but yeah, they probably wasted a lot of it
Them Crooked Vultures: 3/10. These are people and not birds but Dave Grohlâs posture is kinda bad and John Paul Jones is so old that his neck kinda looks like a vultureâs so I added some points
Audioslave: 0/10. Slavery is illegal
Traveling Wilburys: 4/10. Sure, they traveled a lot but not a single one of those lying bastards was named Wilbury
D12: 6/12. There were only 6 people in this band
NWA: 10/10. Iâm a little too white to safely comment on this one but Iâd say they nailed it
Jet: 1/10. A real jet would be way too loud
Goldfinger: 0/10. Not a single person in this band has a finger made out of gold
No Doubt: ?/10. I canât really be too sure how Gwen Stefani felt but I think itâs probably a safe assumption that she had some doubts
The White Stripes: 3/10. I bet if you stripped them down naked and made them stand shoulder to shoulder and squinted really hard theyâd probably look more like white stripes
Screaming trees: 3/10. They scream occasionally
Garbage: 2/10. I think theyâre being a little harsh on themselves, their music isnât THAT bad
Butthole Surfers: 5/10. Not even gonna touch this one
Megadeth: 3/10. To be fair, some of the former members are dead but only a little amount of death, not mega death
Dead Kennedys: 2/10. Last I checked Kennedy was still dead but neither he nor his clones are members of this band
Cake: 0/10. The cake is a lie
Cracker: 8/10. Most of them are
Tool: 7/10. I donât know much about their music but they sure look like tools
Counting Crows: ?/10. Is this what emo kids do instead of counting sheep? Accuracy depends on whatever bird they happen to be counting at the moment
Dave Matthews Band: 10/10. It certainly is
Oasis: 1/10. Their music is the opposite of an oasis
Blur: 2/10. They are not that fast
Barenaked Ladies: 0/10. If I wanted to be this disappointed Iâd reestablish a connection with my biological father instead
Meat Puppets: 10/10. Technically, arenât we all?
Live: 8/10. Apparently they still do live shows but I deducted some points because Iâve only ever heard their music on Spotify
ABBA: 9/10. Iâm still not giving any points to Guns Nâ Roses but thatâs mostly out of spite
5 Finger Death Punch: 8/10 I guess it probably depends on how hard you hit them but this seems to be the usual amount of fingers to punch somebody with
All American Rejects: 9/10. Theyâre all rejects from America so I donât really see any issue with this
T. Rex: 0/10. Even if any of these people WAS a T. Rex I donât think their arms would be long enough to play their instruments
Free: 0/10. Unless you steal their music, in which case it becomes a 10/10
The Strokes: 3/10. To my knowledge, none of them have had a stroke but I still added a few points because the name was probably accurate for other reasons
The Smashing Pumpkins ?/10. Another thing I have no way of verifying but this seems like a waste of perfectly good pumpkins
Therapy?: ?/10. The hell are they asking me for? I donât know their medical history
Twenty One Pilots. 0/10. Thereâs only two of them and neither is a licensed pilot
Finger Eleven: 0/10. Leave the poor Stranger Things girl out of this
Fall Out Boy: 9/10. I conferred with an expert on this one who confirmed that they are in fact boys who had a falling out
Cream: 8/10. Considering this was the OG supergroup Iâm sure a lot of people did in fact cream when their music came out
Edit: humans arenât fucking monkeys. Stop saying we are
#r/196#r/196archive#196#/r/196#rule#meme#memes#shitpost#shitposting#music#rock#rock music#the Beatles#pink floyd#nirvana#foo fighters#the eagles#queen#led zeppelin#the rolling stones#metallica#red hot chili peppers#rhcp#guns n roses#backstreet boys#simon and garfunkel#the doors#Chicago#earth wind and fire#def leppard
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wine
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synopsis: in which sylus is obsessed with your lips.
contains: sylus x mc!reader (not dating because i like tormenting him like that), alcohol consumption, horny sylus (not smut tho), suggestive themes, mentions of violence and blood, and LOTS of cussing.
a/n: i told myself i wouldn't write anything until i finish finals but sylus won. i'm also avoiding his myth spoilers since i didn't pull his pair yet. enjoy reading! do NOT copy or translate my work. sylus does NOT endorse plagiarism.
sylus wants to kiss you right now. he wants to kiss you so fucking badly, it hurts.Â
you can't blame the man. you looked absolutely delectable right now. hair up, ears jeweled, eyes hooded, and back bared, oh, you looked so good in the dress he handpicked for you; he could just devour you whole and leave nothing to spare.Â
and he would have no remorse for doing so either. the auction you two were at was filled with fucking nobodies. how dare they look at you, let alone breathe the same air as you? he's lost count of how many times he felt the urge to just demolish this shithole of a place.Â
sylus sighs, rubbing a hand over his face. he knows he's being irrational. after all, he was the one who suggested you two attend this auction. you showed interest in an old manuscript that just so happened to be available only at this auction, and he would be damned if he didn't get you everything you could ever want. hell, you could even ask him for his heart, and he would tear it out of his cold chest, deliver it to your divine feet, get on his fucking knees, and beg for you to demand more of him.Â
so, actually, you can blame him for the situation he is in. he was the one who picked the set you're wearing right now oh so ravishingly. he was the one who brought you to this stupid auction that's taking so long to get on with it alreadyâwhere the fuck is the manuscript? but most importantly, he was the one who made your lips look so damn kissable right now.Â
he knew what he was doing when he picked your lipstick for you. deep scarlet that would match his eyes and look good on you. but he never thought it would look this good on you. sylus curses under his breath, feeling his pants tighten around his crotch after remembering you bent over the sink to gaze at the mirror and paint your lips. he recalls how it took him everything not to stride over to you, spin you around, and slam his lips onto yours, hoping to get a smear of that majestic shade.Â
oh, but it wasn't just the shade of your lips that drove him crazy. it was the texture, too. you must've been feeling heated because you go to take another sip of the wine in your hand. the matted, creamy lip print you leave on the glass has the silver-haired man inhaling sharply and tightening his grip on the table. what he would give to have such a work of art printed on him instead. he wants it all over him. his face, his neck, his fingertips, his cockâeverywhere until no single part of him was unmarked by your luscious lips. until there was no room to even question who he belonged to.Â
that's how badly sylus wants to kiss you right now. but he stops himself using the single thread of patience he has left. yes, the two of you were technically alone, standing at the table in the far back. thank god he reserved a table just for the two of you so only he could marvel at your lip-stained glass. no one would interrupt if the two of you were to just have a full-blown make-out session right now.
but sylus knew better. he knew that you were still wary of him. this, you can blame him. after all, he's not a saint. his entire being is smothered in blood, down to the very tip of his designer shoes. he built his lavish empire of protocores and guns from the taking of lives. hell, he even threatened you the first time you met. though, he only did that to push you to your full potential. he could never truly harm you. but sylus knows you. you, in your most beautiful human form, who dwells not only on the past but also on the lives of others. you, whose empathy is so strong, sylus can't help but admire, even though he sometimes wishes you would just let loose and bring hell upon all those who dare to cross you. thus, your continued, empathy-driven wariness of him. but, sylus knows how to compromise. he's okay with being the one with bloodied hands and fucked-up morals so long as it means seeing you, even if it means from afar. besides, you haven't reported him to your little hunter friends yet. he supposes that's a start, and he could settle with that. he could also settle with this:Â
"is the wine to your liking, sweetie?" he asks smoothly.Â
you flinch, taken aback by sylus' sudden question. you were wondering when he would stop staring at you and actually start paying attention to the auction. not that you mind having sylus' eyes on you. it's just that the borderline depraved look in his crimson eyes was making you feel all hot inside and you really wanted to stop feeling all hot inside whenever you were near him, let alone thinking about him.Â
"uh yeah," you nervously chuckle, setting the glass down. "it's better than i thought." you turn your gaze to a waiter nearby, hoping to get a glass for sylus since he seemed so interested in yours for some reason. "here, let me get one for you too."Â
you try to catch the waiter's attention by raising your right hand, but sylus stops you. he grasps your hand with his left and rests it on the table. you furrow your eyebrows at him, wondering why he stopped you. sylus, the man who appreciates (that's the nicest way you can describe it) alcohol passing a chance at a complimentary drink? you're utterly confused.Â
"no need," sylus gives a gentle squeeze, trying to ease your confusion. though, you're not prepared for what happens next.Â
sylus picks up your glass with his free hand, plants his lips on your lip print, and takes a slow sip. your eyes widen, feeling the heat that was coiling in your stomach spread all around your tense body. holy shit, did he justâ?Â
the aggravating godsend of a man next to you finishes your drink with a satisfied sigh, wiping the garnet droplets from the corner of his lips but not the paint left by yours. "hm," sylus drags his tongue along his lips, a smirk threatening to show. "it is better than i thought."
you flush, seeing your lipstick smudged on sylus' succulent lips. you donât know what to say. he totally did that on purpose. there's no way he didn't. does this mean the two of you technically kissed-
you don't allow yourself to finish that last thought. you blink rapidly, trying to get your now parched mouth to say something. anything. but you can't. you're completely flustered to the point where all you can do is just gape at sylus with a blush the shade of his eyes tinting your cheeks.Â
sylus grins, the tip of his canine peeking out from his now-tainted lips. this is better than he thought. perhaps, he should settle more often if it means getting to see you so cutely aroused and embarrassed like this. though, he knows he won't be able to settle for long. he knows one day, he won't be able to hold himself back anymore. one day, he'll conquer your lips for himself and relentlessly indulge in the real thing. but for now, sylus is content. for now.Â
"cat got your tongue, sweetie?" sylus teases, tilting his head to meet your shaky gaze.Â
you jerk your head away, trying to get the image of his lips out of your mind. "eyes on the prize, sylus."Â
sylus chuckles, but not without placing his elbow on the table and propping his face on his hand to get a better look at you. "oh, my eyes are on the prize, sweetie. my eyes are on the prize."Â
#i'm so cooked for finals#but it's okay#it's not#sylus x reader#sylus x you#sylus x mc#love and deepspace fic#love and deepspace sylus#love and deepspace x reader#lnds sylus#lads sylus#love and deepspace
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- sylus x reader
you suspect somethingâs off when you catch your lover with the hunter girl, so you decide to give him the cold shoulder. his way of winning you back? trapping you in a betâif he wins this underground fight match, youâre back to being his
genre/warnings: 18+ suggestive contentâminors do not interact!âbrief smut, comfort, total fluff, assassin!reader (not l&ds mc), based on sylus' card radiant brilliance
note: this has been looong buried in my drafts since before my writer's block started :') again, a part of the assassin!reader that started with strictly (un)professional
Your loverâ he is definitely hiding something.
âMmph!â A moan escaped you mid-kiss as his palm suddenly cupped your right breast, squeezing and stroking it, while two of his left fingers thrusted inside you, getting you wet.
His fevered lips and tongue melded with yours, his wicked fingers driving you to the brink of madnessâand oh damn, the devil that possessed them felt so heavenlyâas he pressed you against the vanity, bending you over its edge.
A knowing gleam flickered in his eyes. âMm, you talk too much, woman.â
Your thoughts blurred, teetering on the edge of control, yet deep within, a spark of aggravation incessantly burned, especially when you remembered the person you had caught him manhandling earlier this afternoonâ
Miss Hunter.
âSylusâ! Stop!â
"Tch." He pulled away with a hiss as soon as you pushed his chest away with everything you had. Just like that, you were left high and dry; the emptiness his fingers had left behind made you instinctively cross your legs. "Why are you so uncooperative tonight?"
"Youâ" Gasping for breath, you clutched your slipping nightgown, glaring sharply at him despite the discomfort of the hard surface beneath you. "You really think you can shut me up... with sex?"
"I'm telling you, nothing happened." Sylusâ lips curled with a smug hint of satisfaction, only fueling your irritation. "Didnât know my woman had such a jealous streak until now."
If there was one thing youâd learned from years by Sylus' side, it was that everything he did had a purpose. If it had been some random bimbo hanging around the casino or his resorts, you wouldnât bat even an eye.
But this was the Miss Hunterâthe very girl he had spent decades searching for, the one with whom he shared a bond so profound that he had forsaken everything just for the chance to find her again.
And compared to her, you were just his bedwarmer... who just happened to catch his eye.
"You two were kissing," you accused almost spitefully, the words laced with bitter edge.
His grin vanished, replaced by a look of distaste. "We were not."
You knew what you sawâhe cornered her in the furthermost corner of the base, far away from even from the prying eyes of Luke and Kieran, and they were definitely just an inch away from each other. "Then what were you two doing?"
"Can't we talk just like acquaintances do?" The lack of viable answer gnawed at you. If there was nothing to hide, why didnât he just say so and put your suspicions to rest?
"Will you do her like you do me?" The venom in your voice startled even you, slipping out before you could stop it. "Ha. I shouldâve known..."
By now, he had this sour yet stern look in his face that made you almost shudder but you stood your ground. His tone was almost mocking, "Insecurity makes you so bitter, sweetie. Get yourself together."
It felt like a prick in the heart. Oh. As heartless as you were in the face of blood and gore, you still had it apparently when faced with your lover's conniving red eyes and sinful lips.
But more than that... as they said, heartbreak is one thing, but your ego is another.
"To hell with you!" you snapped, sitting up straight. Sylus blinked, momentarily caught off guard by the look on your faceâwas it showing the hurt? Or just plain defiance? Even you werenât sure as you spun on your heel and stormed out of his room promptly.
Not for the first time, the very idea that he might be getting on with another woman twisted something inside you, the ache sharper than you expected. It suddenly saddened you to a degree that it brought mist to your eyes.
For the next three days, you ignored Sylus almost completely. He tried to get back to your good graces, but you paid him no mind, acting as if he didn't exist.
âMissus, pleaseâ just say yes!â
And caught in the crossfire, poor Luke and Kieran had become his reluctant messengers.
You unconsciously shot a sharp glare at the twins. Perhaps it was the mental strain you were putting yourself under, but you truly hadnât meant to scare them more than they already were.
"Boss is really cranky when he isn't in a good mood," Luke pleaded, clasping his hands together. "Please just help us this time, will you?"
"He promises heâll make it right!" Kieran chimed in with a hopeful grin. "As soon as he wins his match this weekend, youâll seeâthereâs nothing to worry about!"
Sylus and his penchant for boxing. You knew these underground matches were something he indulged in now and then, and you'd let him be.
But this time...
"How are you so sure he's going to win?" You lifted your chin, a taunting smirk curling your lips. "And no, I'm not going. Tell him that."
"Missus, you have to see reasonâ there is no way Boss is having an affairâ" Kieran insisted, shaking his head in frustration.
"Boss is whipped!" Luke cut in, throwing his hands up. "For you! Can't you see?!"
"..." For a solid five seconds, silence blanketed the room. You arched an eyebrow so high it made Luke look like he'd just spilled the worldâs best-kept secret, while Kieran slapped a hand over his mask in exasperation.
And things were obviously not getting betterâ
"Ha. I'm what?"
You could see the twins visibly gulping the very second Sylus' voice boomed across the hall, and you rolled your eyes.
"Pfft," he let out this low chuckle as he made his way towards the three of you. "Hear that, sweetie? Luke isn't wrong."
"..."
"The little kitty's anger hasn't subsided, I see," he murmured, tilting his head to the side with a playful smirk, arms folded across his chest. "Such little trust you have in me."
You sighed. "Don't tempt me to hate you prolifically, Sylus."
"You wound me," he retorted, ruby-red eyes narrowed. "I have been nothing but honest and transparent."
You turned away, pressing your lips into a tight line. Deep down, you knew how childish all of this felt. Maybe it was nothing, after all. Maybe, just like he said, it was your insecurity twisting things.
And why are you so insecure, anyway?
"Keep your eyes on me, kitten."
Suddenly, caught off guard, you almost yelped as he tilted your chin towards him, forcing you to meet his gaze. Your heart raced wildly, but you fought to keep it in check.
"I win, and youâll do what I say," his eyes flicking from yours to your lips, his voice a velvety whisper in your ear. "But if I lose... you can have your wayâhowever you want."
Your pride took over. A second later, you jerked your face away, refusing to give him the satisfaction. To salvage your dignity, you let out an indignant scoff.
"Best hope you lose then."
Youâd never been fond of crowds, let alone sitting in the stands of a boxing match.
And yet here you were, clutching a bouquet of fresh flowersâthe twins had practically shoved them into your arms before bolting awayâsurrounded by the deafening roar of fans.
You would punish them later, you so would. It was humid and you were fuming. There was nothing interesting here, and to top it all off, Sylusâ turn to the ring was taking forever.
Until it didn't.
When he finally stepped into the spotlight, you caught sight of him on the big screen. And in that momentâwhen that devilish smirk curled his lipsâyou couldâve sworn he wasnât aiming it at the crowd.
He was throwing it right at your direction.
And oh, how the rapid and traitorous thump-thump-thump inside your chest drowned out everything else, as if the roar of the crowd gradually faded at the realization.
How is it that he always manages to get your heart in his grasp?
. . .
When they said this sport wasnât for the weak, they werenât lying. No matter how tough you thought you were, you still flinched every time the opponentâs fist connected with your loverâs jaw.
Despite all the aggravation you harbored about him, watching him stumble and get knocked back felt like a punch to your own gut. In that moment, all you wanted was for it to end.
And when it finally wasâwhen the referee raised Sylusâ arm and declared his victoryâyou exhaled a shaky breath you hadnât realized you were holding. Relief washed over you in a quiet, fleeting wave.
However, reporters and cheers quickly swarmed him, and the distance between you felt even greater then. There he stood, proud as ever, lofty as if standing atop clouds, surveying the world with thinly veiled contempt. Meanwhile, youâŚ
You were still dissatisfied. Sylus had a way of winning everything he set his sights on, while you remained stuck with your own petty grievances and emotional baggage you subjected yourself to.
It was vexing, really. How you wanted him to win and not at the same time. How you wanted his everything and knowing you would never be able to.
âWhatâs the secret to winning this match?!â one reporter asked, voice brimming with excitement.
Sylus answered with a casual smirk. âI made a bet I absolutely canât lose,â he said coolly. âSo, I won.â
The girls in the stands erupted into deafening cheers at his response, their shrill voices forcing you to cover your ears.
The nerve. You scoffed, irked by his answer and by the crowdâs adoration. You decided you wouldnât let him have the satisfaction of you lingering here any longer.
Snatching up your bag and that damned bouquet, you marched toward the exit with long, determined strides whenâ
âOoh? And who is this special person?!â
âAh, look, there she is.â
You froze mid-step as the spotlight suddenly pinned you in its beam. Whirling around, your breath caught as you saw Sylus descending from the arena, his gaze locked onto yours.
What the hell?
For a moment, you froze in utter disbelief as he approached you with that effortless grace, as if the crowd around him didnât exist. Before you could piece together your fragmented thoughts, he was already standing before you.
âAre you mad?!â you murmured in a hiss, your voice barely louder than a breath over the distant roar of cheers, yet pointed enough to pierce the air between you.
Sylus, however, only let out a snort, swiftly snatching the bouquet from your arms, and pulling you by the shouldersâ his breath tickled you ear as he whispered:
âGot you.â
âand before you could react, he crashed his lips on yours in a bold kiss that at sent the crowd into an instant uproar of cheers.
âWhoa, whoa! The champion! Look how manly he is!â
âHe has a girlfriend?!â
âOh, my! To be that girl!â
ââ!â You almost pushed him away, only to falter when you realized his kiss was anything but forceful. It was deep but disarmingly gentle.
Sylus pulled back just as quickly, his eyes twinkled with mischief as he took in your stunned expression.
âYouâre mine now, sweetie,â he said with a smug grin, giving you a light pat in the head.
The way his eyes crinkle as he looks at you... Your cheeks burned, and your heart thundered in your chest, drowning the roars of the swooning crowdâ
Because in that moment, you couldâve sworn there was nothing but pure adoration in those mesmerizing garnet eyes of his.
âYou've gone and done it... What if anyone recognizes us?â
Later that night, freshly showered and wrapped in silk nightgowns, you sat at the edge of the bed, towel in hand as you dried your wet hair. You cast a glance at Sylus, who had just bathed with you and now lounged nearby with an unbothered grin.
The events from this afternoon still felt like somewhat of a dream to you. You had never been under that much of a spotlight beforeâ too used to a life shrouded in shadows, quietly biding your time, preparing to brandish your blade when the moment came.
But through Sylus, every now and then, you caught a glimpse of what it felt like to stand on the other side of that darkness. And it felt freeingâ like you could finally breathe, unburdened by the scent of blood and gunpowder.
"Wouldn't that be fun? Imagine the headlines," he shrugged nonchalantly. "The Onychinus leader and his missus... masquerading as a boxer and his fan for a day."
You huffed, shooting him a stink eye. "That's not even funny."
Despite the public display that Sylus had more or less pulled and made the two of you known as lovers even in underground world, there was still a gnawing curiosity at the back of your mind, feeding your insecurityâ
The sight of him and Miss Hunter replayed again in your mind's eye. It was never fun finding them together in such close proximity.
And yet, in the end... he returned to you, still. Unspoken it may be, but Sylus had always taken your side so far.
You let out a long, resigned sigh. That caught his attention as he turned to you. "What is it?"
"Nothing," you quipped, slightly grimacing. "Forget it. I'm going to sleep."
Sylus raised an eyebrow, his gaze lingering on you. Even when you hid it, he knew what you'd wanted to ask and if you asked it now, he would tell you.
The way your face had fallen bothered him more than he'd like to admit. He rose from the recliner and moved to your side. "No, you won't be sleeping."
"What?"
He knelt beside you, gently taking hold of your leg, and pressed a kiss to your calf, his touch warm and unhurried as he met your gaze with a sly smile.
"Sylus..." you eyed him with incredulity, feeling yourself getting warm.
His red eyes crinkled. "Don't you want to ask me something?"
Your hand reached out to caress his face, and he leaned into your touch. That simple act alone brought a small, intrigued smile to your face. "No."
"Hmph. Really?"
"What?" You traced your fingers on his sharp jaw, admiring it. "You think I'll demand you for answers about whether you're two-timing me with Miss Hunter again?"
Sylus tilted his head, relishing the way your fingers cradled his face, staying quiet, however.
You were really great at this pushing and pulling game. It irked him to see how detached you seemed now when he knew a part of you had been fazed by it days ago.
He disliked it when you tried to hide what you were feeling. He hated it even more when you doubted him for anything. But seeing how unhappy you had been lately rattled him.
"Nothing happened," he said in a low voice, catching your hand and locking eyes with you. "Would you feel better if I had told you that since the beginning?"
"Who knows?" you replied with a soft shrug, a wry smile on your lips. "You didn't tell me before."
What a vixen. The thought simmered in his mind. Mine, though.
Like a cat pouncing on its owner, Sylus suddenly moved, going straight for your lips and pinning you to the bed. Intertwining his fingers with yours, he pried your lips open with his tongue.
Yet despite it all, you felt how gentle he was. The Sylus from before would just fuck you senseless and be done with it, but the one with you now... he treated you with an unexpected tenderness, as if savoring every second with you.
He pulled away only when you were breathless, the saliva string between your lips breaking as he gave you a moment to gasp for air. His gaze softened, lingering on your flushed face, a satisfied smile curling on his lips.
"You will see for yourself tomorrow. Tonight, however..." he trailed off, his lips hovering just above yours.
But you placed one hand on his chest and another on his neck, looking up at him with bleary eyes, the vulnerability in your gaze tugging at something within him.
"Actually, I'm a bit exhausted..." You found his intense gaze and blinked slowly. "So, can you be not as rough?"
"Ha." Sylus let out a snicker at your request, taking the hand you had on his chest and pressing a soft kiss on it.
What a precious little thing you are. Your face right now... It was a look he couldnât resist, one that made him want to protect you and ruin you, all at once.
His smirk lingered. "Of course, sweetie. I'll go easy on you tonight."
And true to his word, he didn't break his promise.
Even as he pinned both your wrists above your head, capturing your lips in a heated kissâ
âas he dived between your legs, his tongue skillfully devouring your clitâ
âand as you tangled your fingers in his hair, pulling him impossibly closer.
And later, when he pulled you into his arms and murmured softly until you drifted to sleep.
When you woke up the next morning, it was because of two things.
Oneâ it was freezing. Your thin nightgown was definitely no match against the biting chill of a winter morning.
And twoâ Sylus wasn't here.
You wondered where he could have gone as it was his bedtime, but as you pulled the comforter closer to keep yourself from shivering, something caught your eye.
It took you a full three seconds to process it.
There was a ring on your finger.
"Huh...?" You were jolted awake by the sight of the glittering ruby. It was intricate, yet strangely nostalgic, reminding you of Sylus' eyes. How? Why?
You immediately turned to the nightstand, your gaze landing on a small jewelry box sitting neatly atop it. You scrambled for it, the name of the jeweler embossed on the lid caught your attention. It wasnât from anywhere in N109 Zone.
It clicked to you at all once. So, that was why he was with Miss Hunter?
But more than that, what caught your heart was when you flipped it open and found a note inside, with a scrawled handwriting you would never mistake for anyone else'sâ
Because forever is too long and boring to be spent alone. So, your answer is�
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Part three of CEO!John Price
Part one | Part two
CW : smut, oral sex, unprotected sex, semi-public sex, mating press, little power imbalance, reader is a female
After you read the note that John left for you on your table, you are left feeling quite nervous but also excited. You were prepared for this. When you were getting ready for work this morning, you put on your favorite underwear. Lacy pink panties and matching bra that made your tits look great. You put on a lot of perfume, the one John had bought for you. You wore your best outfit, and you felt sexy and confident. You wanted to impress John, yesterday took you by surprise, but now you were in charge. When the time for his lunch break came, you were ready, so when you went to his office you knew what you wanted. You wanted him.
You find John sitting behind his table, working on his laptop. He looks good, so fucking hot without even trying. When he realizes that it´s you, who just walked in, he immediately shuts up his laptop and his full attention is on you. âSuddenly my day just got a lot betterâ he says and walks to you.
He gently places his hand on your cheek, and he kisses you. Itâs nothing like the kiss you shared yesterday. This one is soft and gentle, like now he has time to taste you properly. He takes his time kissing you. When you try to touch him more, he pulls away. âNot now sweetheart, we have plans donât weâ. John walks out of the office with you. His hand on your back walking you through the whole floor like youâre his wife and not his secretary.
Youâre confused. You expected a quick sex in his office, just like yesterday, you expected him to just pull your skirt up and fuck you on the desk. But now he is taking you somewhere in his expensive car and youâre wondering what the hell is going on.
You donât know how John is feels about dating. You always thought that he was the type who just had casual sex with different partners. Since you started working for him, he didnât have a girlfriend, but you heard from your colleges that he enjoys a company of beautiful women. Sometimes the relationship lasts longer but mostly there were a few weeks hook ups.
You stop in front of some Italian restaurant. He opens your door for you and like a true gentleman he helps you to get out of the car. The restaurant is lovely, there are only a few people inside and it looks really cozy. After you order your food he asks about your day, how did you sleep and what are your plans for the evening. He acts like youâre on a normal date and not on a business lunch. âI can see that something is bothering you, you donât like it here?â John asks you after he notices how out of the place you look.
You tell him that you donât understand what is going on, why are you here and what are you doing. âWell, I know that you donât go out for your lunch break, so I wanted to take my girl out, take care of you.â He says it is not a big deal. âYour girl?â you ask. âWhat did you thought that Iâm just going to fuck you in my office, when I am will be bored? John asks and your face goes red. That is exactly what you thought he would do. âI take care of my partners. I want to spoil you. Since you started to work for me you have been such a good girl, making my life so much easier. Now it is my turn.â Youâre left speechless.
After the lunch, he takes you back to the office. His hand is on your thigh while he drives and itâs making you insane. Yes, you do like that he took you out but youâre so horny. The whole morning you imagined what he would do to you, and you were excited. And now he is teasing you with his fingers lightly brushing over your skin and each time he goes higher and higher.
At one moment when Johnâs hand is almost all the way under your skirt you moan. He looks at you with a playfulness in his eyes. Now he is teasing you on purpose. He continues to drive while his hand is slowly making its way in your panties. âFuck love, youâre soaked, you could tell me that you wanted me so much.â Gently he starts to circle your clit and youâre opening your legs more for him.
He slowly puts two of his fingers inside you and after a while he starts to move them. Youâre almost at the office building when he makes a turn and starts to drive in a different direction. âWhere are we going?â you ask. âI made a promise to you yesterday, havenât I. Were not fucking in my car. I am taking you to my place, so we donât have to worry about some of your colleagues catching us fucking. We would want Janice from finance to see how good you take my cock. Am I right?â
To be honest you donât care if Janice saw you. Youâre so close and you can feel your orgasm approaching. John still casually drives while his fucking your pussy with his fingers. When he pulls his fingers out of you, youâre desperate, you just need a little bit more and you know that he knows it too. âYou will come on my face in a minute donât worryâ John says.
And he is right the drive to his house is short and you both quickly get out of the car. When the door to his house closes behind you, he is immediately on you. Kissing you passionately and lifting you up so your legs are wrapped on his hips. He walks with you up the stairs not letting you go.
 âEverything off, I want to see youâ he says when he lays you on his bed. Youâre quick with your clothes and now you lay before him in nothing but your panties. âFucking beautiful, and I bet you taste even better than you look.â âSpread your legs for me, sweetheart, let me see youâ he gently pulls your panties, and he shows his head between your thighs. Youâre already so wet and when he finally starts to lick your pussy your gone. You arch your back, and you can hear him whisper fucking perfect for me. Â
When his tongue finds you clit youâre gone. He looks up at you and you can see your wetness on his beard and itâs the hottest thing you have ever seen. He quickly brings you to your orgasm and as he promised you to come on his face. When you finally come down from your orgasm you can see him taking his shirt off. He unzips his pants and quickly takes them off. He is on you naked, and you can see his hard dick leaking precum.
âI want to see your face this time, I want to see how pretty youâre going to look when I make you come on my dick.â He slowly pushes in you. âYou were made for me honey, youre going to be the death of me.â he growls, and he starts to move in you. John is a big man and the way his stretching you is amazing. You can feel him everywhere and you are full.
Itâs completely different than the sex you had yesterday. This is slow, his thrusts are hard, but itâs not rushed like the last time. He plays with your nipples, and you can feel that your second orgasm is approaching. âI am going to cumâ you tell him, and you can feel that he is close too. He pushes your legs to your chest in a mating press and you can feel him so much deeper. âI need to come in your sweet pussy, please sweetheart be a good girl and let meâ he says and you just nod. His fingers start to rub your clit and your orgasm hits you. He follows shortly after you spilling his seed into you. When he pulls out of you, he pulls you to his chest and he holds you so tight. You just lay there and you on his chest and his hands holding you.
You donât go back to work that day, you stay at his place the night and the next day he drives you to your apartment. He tries to convince you to take the rest of the week off, so he can enjoy your company, but you tell him that he is the boss, and he needs to work, and he canât take a vacation just because he is horny. Â You go to work and when you go to your desk you see a note there, just like yesterday. But this time it says: My office now! And loose your panties on the way.
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Wanted: A Gentleman
Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader
Part 2 || Future take Summary: Your lovely group of friends, Penelope, JJ, and Emily, set you up with your perfect match Trope: Fluff! Just fluff! w.c: 1.3k a/n: Back at it again with something miss Sabrina Carpenter inspired. The fluff idea has finally struck and I love how this ended up, even without any editing! Comments and reblogs are greatly appreciated! đ masterlist
âIâm serious!â You clarified, wiggling to get comfy on Penelopeâs sofa. âIt was the worst date Iâve ever been on!â
All the three girls laughed. It was Friday night, girlâs night, and you found yourself surrounded by the baddest girls Virginia could ever offer. The Powerpuff girls of the BAU as you once jokingly dubbed themâJJ being Blossom, Penelope being Bubbles, and Emily being Buttercup. Witty thinking on your part, if you say so yourself.Â
Having just moved into the state just a few months ago, you were grateful for the ray of sunshine that Penelope was for taking you under her wing and introducing you to a great set of girlfriends.
âIt canât be that badââ JJ giggled as she took a sip of her newly refilled glass wine. âCan it?â
Bringing out your phone, you swiped to the screenshot Bumble profile of your date the night before. He wasnât bad looking, not at all. He was cute in a very American boy next door type of way but then again, his profile being filled with gym pictures should have clued you in.
âWe had dinner at that newly opened restaurant, Palm & Pine, which is a great place by the way, but all he ever did was talk about himselfââ
Emily nodded along. âTypical macho male behavior.â
ââthat wasnât even the worst part! He brought out a scale, a portable weighing scale, to log his macro calories in a fitness app!â
Penelope chose the wrong time to take a sip of her drink causing her cough violently while the two remaining girls threw back their heads and laughed hysterically. All you could hear were gasps of weighing scale and calories between them.
âIâm all for being healthy but really? On a first date?â You crossed your arms to your chest. âAt this point, I might as well get a cat or two to keep me company.â
Penelope snatched your phone and clicked to open the dating app. âOh no no, sweetheart. Youâre too beautiful and nice to end up alone. We can find you a perfect man to love and take home with!â
âYeah, we���re profilers. Trust us to pick for you,â Emily slyly added as she peeked behind Garciaâs shoulder.
Reaching out for the opened bottle of alcohol, you sighed in defeat and let the girls do their thing. âIâm going to need copious amounts of alcohol in my system for this.â
âââ
It was bad. Based on all their comments and numerous swipes to the left, the dating pool was atrocious, hell on earth.Â
âHe looks cuteââ Penelope continue to scroll on his profile before making a face. âNever mind, look at that horrible grammar.â
JJ leaned in and read the poor manâs bio. âTheirs a million reasons why Iâm your future boyfriendâJesus, itâs really hard out there, huh?â
âIâd take any man whoâs nice and breathes,â you laugh in despair.Â
Emilyâs eyes twinkle from a sudden idea. Everyone had been drinking continuously and the filter had been turned off by the time the third bottle was opened. Any thought made beyond just screamed bad idea. âYou know, we could just set you up with Reid.â
âReid?â you tilted your head to the side. What kind of a name is that? Its veryâŚunique. âYou have a co-worker named Reid? As in thatâs his first name?â
âNo, no, no. His name is Spencer, Reid is just his last name,â JJ clarified, leaning forward with a sweet smile on her face. Oh no, you knew that look. She was very much into this.
Penelope slides your phone to you and promptly claps her hands in glee. âYouâre so right! Why didnât I think of that!â
âRight,â Emily turned to face the other two. âTheyâd be great for each other. Now we just have to get him to agree. JJââ the blonde raised her eyebrows. ââcan you talk to Reid about it?â
She shrugged. âI could but you know how stubborn he is.â
âIâll blackmail him if I have to,â Penelope interjected. âBoy genius needs to meet our own girl genius. Theyâll be perfect for each other, he just doesnât know it.â
Your eyes volleyed in between the three. âDonât I have a say in this?â
Emily tskâed as she turned her inquisitive dark eyes on you. âIâll cash in on that prize I won last time.â
âNo,â you breathed out, remembering how you badly lost last poker night and vowed to do any dare the winner would tell you to do.
âYes.â
âNo.â
âYes,â her smile growing wider and wider with each denial.Â
Your shoulders slumped forward. âFine but he better be the love of my life or you owe me big time.â
âDonât worry your pretty head. He will be,â Penelope laughed, pouring more wine in all of the glasses. âCheers!â
âââ
It took three weeks before the girls were finally able to wear the mysterious Dr. Spencer Reid down and in the midst of waiting (and stubbornly hoping that he would never give in), you learned more about the boy genius than you ever wished for. How he has an IQ of 187, graduated high school at the age of 12, has 3 PhDs under his belt, and an avid readerâlike yourself.Â
You begrudgingly admitted that he spiked your interest and having someone to talk to about books would be lovely but beyond that, you were slightly intimidated by his background which made yours, a literature degree graduate and publishing editor, seem insignificant. Penelope tried to squash that negative thought once you aired it out in the open by saying that Spencer wasnât the type to judge anyone based on their societal standing. If anything, heâd find you interesting, she urged.
But there was one information you werenât privy to, how he looks like. The girls didnât want to show any photos, stating itâs best to see him face to face rather than through an image, which in turn made you imagine the worst.Â
You looked around, standing on the second step of the museum as you try to spot any curly, hazel haired man walking your way. He wasnât late, you were just too anxious to be fashionably late.Â
Someone stopped in front of you at the bottom of the steps.Â
âAre youââ the doe eyed stranger cleared his throat. âY/N? Penelopeâs friend?â
Oh damn. He was beautiful.
âYes, are you Dr. Spencer Reid?â You squeaked.Â
He smiled, stunning you into even more into awe. âHi, yes. Yes, Spencer is fine.â
âShould we go inside?â You breathed out as you watched his cheeks reddened, no doubt matching the color of your own.
He nodded before slightly touching your arm to stop you in place and bending down like he was some kind of knight and shining armor and for all you knew, he could be. âYour shoelace is undone. Did you know that thereâs more than 1,000 cases related to loss of footing each year and 67% of these falls were attribute to untied shoelaces?â
âWe wouldnât want to contribute to that, do we?â You quipped back as you studied how the sunlight hit his wavy locks, turning some into gold, and his doe expressive eyes with specs of green in them. Your favorite color as of today.
He laughed, his high pitched chuckle further capturing your heart. âShall we?â
âWe shall.âÂ
Your thoughts thanking the three women for setting you up with what seemed to be a perfect gentleman.Â
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THE AMOUNT OF WORDS I HAVE TO SAY TO HIMIKO LIKE MA 'A AMAM WHY AR EYOU MAKING IT WORST ON US COME ONNNNN LET US B R E A T H E
GOJO S I R S I R IM SORRY BUT S I R I HOPE THIS WAS WORTH IT BC OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH BOY
waterâs edge | 02
âË.ŕź pairing: crown prince!gojo satoru x f!reader | setting: modern royal au | official playlist
âË.ŕź summary: in a world where titles define their fates, gojo satoru, the crown prince of japan, and his wife-to-be, face a tempestuous court of deception and schadenfreude. as they waltz on the edge of ruin, can their love endure the treacherous waters that threaten to pull them apart, or will the whims of the enigmatic chrysanthemum throne prove strong enough to drown them both?
âË.ŕź authorâs note: did i really just punch out a 12.9k chapter? đ
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Flashback: Shinjuku Opera City (a week after the jubilee gala)
Click. Beep. beep. beep Your wristwatch mimicked a ticking time bomb right now. You breathe once to make sure you were still, for all intents and purposes, alive. The smell of the Sauvignon blanc laid in front of you was so heavenly, its grape-like aroma tempting you to take a sip but you couldnât, afraid that your body will just reject it in its current state of shock. You must have had a few too many earlier, your commoner palette not exactly used to the refreshing and crisp taste of white wine directly sourced from the rolling hills of Pouilly-Fume, and you must be hallucinating all this in your drunken stupor. Yes, all this was a hallucination, some sick naive dream you conjured after sharing a passing glance with the prince of the nation. It had to be, otherwise, why does it feel that your body has shut down? You were unable to move. Unable to speak. Unable to think.
And you were adamantly sure that you had also been rendered unable to breathe.
ââŚHuh?â That probably sounded stupid to your unlikely companions, well, normally it isnât that stupid if you havenât said that every five minutes or so during this fateful encounter. âThis is a mistake. You really want me to-?â
â-Yes,â he said immediately, his mother nodding alongside him. His finger glided across the rim of his scotch glass. He took it neat, of course, the Crown Prince is a man of good taste. âI can ask my people to help you move your belongings to a more dignified residence tomorrow morning.â
The empress frowned at Satoruâs backhanded comment about your way of life. âSatoru, youâre scaring her,â she whispered worriedly to her son.
âIf sheâs smart, sure,â Satoru hisseed under his breath. If he was going to propose to you and consequently marry you under his parentsâ orders, he was going to do it his way. âLook, MsâŚ?â he trails off, your name escaping him.
â(Y/N),â you provided. âMy name is (Y/N).â
He makes a soft âtchâ sound which goes unnoticed since you were too preoccupied in shaking away the haze of thoughts in your mind dimming your ability to think. He continues, âAs I was saying. Ms. (Y/N),â he puts emphasis on your name, etching the loathsome sound of it into his mind. âI havenât been completely honest with you.â
What did he mean by that? âExcuse me?â
âI know I said that I was just a fan when I sent you those flowers after your performance tonight but, I guess you could say Iâve become an admirer of yours.â
This was all scripted, and Satoru, despite having had a memory good enough to memorize has a good his entire family tree including the collateral branches before he even graduated from primary school, found the words getting stuck in his throat and he trailed off, his mind was filled to the brim with nothing but the face of the woman he is unwillingly betraying in the name of protecting his status.
But wasnât this what she wanted when she threw herself at the emperorâs feet that night? She was selflessly allowing him to go through with this despite knowing that every false tender word that he says to you would be a dagger to her heart, that every moment spent with you instead of her would make her cry a river of tears.
It feels as if this entire thing was a circus he had been forced into because his crown was hanging dangerously off the edge of the tightrope above him. Forced to perform, forced to act, forced to smile so that he wouldnât feel the sting of the whip his father, the ringleader, had in his hand. Wasnât that something Satoru has always done? How was this any different from all the elaborate ruses heâs been ordered to perform? Gojo involuntarily looks behind his seat, craning his head back, hoping to see the familiar figure of the love of his life standing exactly a meter away from him, just as sheâs always faithfully done, but that was all wishful thinking; Himiko had been removed from the duty of accompanying him tonight.
âI donât think Iâm just a fan,â he continues, turning his attention back to you, the words confessing his so-called love being uttered stoically. You stop him right there, the amount of bewilderment in your heart at a fatal maximum. His hand finds his pocket, searching for the godforsaken ring he is about to present to you. âAnd Iââ
ââYouâre just curious, Your Royal Highness,â you dismissed his so-called feelings with a shake of your head. âYouâve never been with someone outside your circle, and youâre curious about what it would be like to be involved with a commoner like me.â
When the words leave your lips, a stretch of panic washes over your face. Did you just disrespect the prince and the empress by doubting the sincerity of his words? Or did they disrespect you by treating you like a moron? Were you just supposed to believe that Prince Satoru had feelings for you? Your mind was spinning, and you were feeling a migraine aura beginning to form at your peripheral vision. You had to get out of there. Quickly moving the chair back so that you could stand up, you bow contritely to excuse yourself from the room. âMs. (Y/N), please wait!â the empress sighs exasperatedly when you leave the private dining room of the high-class restaurant, your heels clicking against the marble floor as you hurriedly see yourself out.
Perhaps, they were being too hasty for you to say âyesâ, too secretive about their true intentions. If they were to even have a chance of convincing you to marry Satoru, they have to let you in on the truth. Luckily, despite her age, the empress catches up to you just as you are about to hail a cab which was proving to be difficult since it was now past eleven oâclock and even the busy skyscraper district of Shinjuku was starting to look deserted.
âMs. (Y/N),â she breathes, stopping just a few feet from you. âPlease hear me out. Iâm sorry, this was a mistakeâŚâ
âIt's fine, Your Royal Highness, I know the Crown Prince doesnât like me the way he says he does. I may not be as highly educated as you but Iâm not an idiot.â
The empress looks on sadly. âWell,â she sighs, standing next to you. âI knew you would figure it out sooner or later. Still, Iâm really sorry for what happened back there.â
You donât respond for a long while, contemplating what to say; the air between you is one of awkwardness and somethingâs gotta give, otherwise, you and the empress would be standing in the middle of the empty street like total fools. You are the first to break, âYour Highness. Why me? And whatâs this really about?â
Why on earth were you chosen over so many other women in Tokyoâs most affluent families to become Prince Satoruâs wife? You expected that this so-called dinner would be nothing more than a courtesy call to thank the prince and the empress for visiting the last night of your show. One could only imagine the emotional whiplash you felt when the prince suddenly offered for you to become his wife which was totally unexpected considering you have never spoken a word to one another before. Just what kind of a messed up Shakespearean romantic tragedy did you wind up in? This entire thing felt like a work by some deranged author whoâs had one too many to drink while writing this poisoned manuscript of a love story.
âItâs exactly as the prince said,â she says succinctly. âThe prince isnât getting any younger and heâs in need of a wife. Thatâs what I would have told you if you were one of those shallow high society women Iâve had the displeasure of meeting.â The empress bitterly thinks about one specific girl that is so loathsome and vile that she has forcibly brought Satoru on the brink of total destruction. Last weekâs fiasco with the emperor was a warning shot, and knowing her husband, there wonât be a second time.
You frown, not liking it when people are purposefully brought down to compliment another. âIâm sure thatâs not true,â you mumbled, not really knowing what to say.
âBut it is,â the empress insists. âPeople who are born with everything have this tendency to think they are above everyone else. Maybe that was what caused the prince to become this way, because his own mother was born from nothing,â she chuckled.
Knowing that the prince was the only son she will ever be blessed with, having had him at the age of forty-one, she overindulged Satoru by giving him everything, and bending to his every will. So, Satoru grew up confident that heâd only have to point at a storefront window and his mother would get it for him, otherwise heâd throw a tantrum. Maybe thatâs whatâs going on â all the scandals, all the controversies â was this another one of Satoruâs tantrums because they refused to allow him to have a relationship with, much less marry, his chief-of-staff?
âNothing? I thought Your Highness, well before you married His Majesty, was an heiress to a car company. I donât think you should lump yourself in with us.â Those who were truly born from nothing, you thought to yourself.
The empress puts a hand over her mouth as her shoulders begin to shake as she giggles. âIs that so?â she laughs, reaching into her coat pocket, in search of something. Finally, she feels the familiar feel of the trinket she keeps with her day and night.
You expected her to pull out something more valuable than a five yen coin, and it looked like itâs an old one, judging by its rough and rust-stained edges. âSee this?â She carefully places the coin in her hand as if it were a precious item. âThis was the first ever money I ever had to my name at only eighteen years old. I couldnât bring myself to get rid of it even now,â she smiles wistfully as memories of her youth, albeit a simpler time away from the intrigue of the imperial court. She gently places the memento in your hand.
It was so light, it barely weighed a few grams yet it held so much of the empressâs heart in it, like a personal diary that has kept her company throughout the years, or perhaps it was a compass that led her to the path that resonated with her true self- the girl of only eighteen that had the look of a dreamer in her eyes, or maybe it was an anchor that served to keep her feet firmly planted on the humble ground in spite of her exalted status as the emperorâs consort.
You studied the coin. âOnly five yen?â Even you, a musician whose finances are scattered to the wind, could make more than five yen in less than an hour. You were confused. Was this another one of their tricks to get you to say yes? No, it couldnât be, seeing as how the empress seemed so genuine now, almost like the conversation you were having was like a mother and daughter having a heartfelt chat.
The empress nods. âI was a store clerk at a music shop when I was young. It was the only way I could save up and go to college. Of course, this was all before my father invented that powerhouse of an automobile when he was tinkering around with a few of the customerâs cars in the mechanic shop he ran.â
Listening intently to the empressâs story, a sense of solidarity seemed to grow between you and her. âAnd this was your first salary? Hard to believe music shops pay so little back then.â
âNo, no. That was a tip I received from a customer when I returned her wallet. She left it in the shop and I ran after her. Of course if I were a thief, I would have taken off with it, but it was completely empty.â That caused you to laugh. Who knew that the empress who always carried herself with poise and dignity had such a deadpan sense of humor? âSo, she gave me the only coin in the wallet to thank me. A five yen coin. Since then, Iâve kept this with me at all times. Call it an old ladyâs sentimental ramblings, but this is what keeps me from letting all this get to my head.â
You nod in understanding. But what did this beautiful story have to do with marrying Satoru? The empress senses the question before you could even form words to ask it.
âWhat Iâm saying is that Satoru was my outlet,â she sulked. âMy second chance. So I gave him everything his little heart could ever want. And as a mother I know it was wrong of me to raise him to think heâs above everything and everyone.â She didnât actively do that, though. Satoru just developed that toxic kind of thinking somewhere down the line. âIâm sure youâve heard the nasty things they say about my son.â
The atmosphere suddenly turns sullen. You remembered how you watched in horror when Prince Satoru appeared on your TV screen the morning after the jubilee gala. You normally saw the prince attending royal functions such as groundbreaking and ribbon-cutting ceremonies, and while you are aware, just like everyone else in the country, that Satoru had his own share of misfits, you dismissed it as the actions of a rebellious young adult. You never thought for one second that you would see the prince battering a man until he was closer to death than a rat caught in a mousetrap outside of a shady gambling den in an unsavory district in Tokyo.
âIâm pretty sure the press is stretching the truth at times.â That was the right thing to say, you didnât want to badmouth her son in front of her.
She scoffs humorlessly. âIâm not asking you to defend him. What Iâm asking of you is to help him.â She takes your hand in hers. âMs. (Y/N), this marriage may start out as a publicity stunt, but you could turn into something better than that.â
Maybe youâd fall in love with the prince, and maybe he could open his heart to love another again, someone who was healthier for him than Himiko. While the disbelief in your face was clear, the empressâs words give you a sense of hope but again, being excused from this narrative was what you wanted more than anything. âI think you overestimate my power, Your Highness. What you are asking of me will only end badly, Iâm sure of it. Itâll be a disaster for everyone.â
Looks like there was no convincing you. A lot seems to be going on inside the empressâs head and you sympathized with her anxiety, but this was something you couldnât do. You have been what people call a âpushoverâ your entire life, but the subject of your marriage is critically non-negotiable.
âI understand,â the empress is now resigned to her sonâs fate. It seems, after all that song and dance in front of the emperor, it was all futile in the end. At this rate, this time tomorrow, the son of the empressâs unwilling mistress would probably be declared heir apparent and she would be powerless to stop it.
âIâm sorry, itâs just my mother taught me that marriage is sacred and that I should never mess around with it. You could have asked me for anything, Your Highness, and I would have said âyesâ in a heartbeat.â
âYour mother seems like a very wise woman,â the empress smiles softly. âAnd sheâs very lucky to have you as her daughter.â
You stiffened at that. âIâŚI wouldnât know if she feels that way, really.â
A wave of confusion crashes over the empress. What did you mean? âSorry?â she clarifies. You hesitate to let her in on your own pain and you feel a slight prick of guilt poking your heart. She had been so vulnerable tonight, so open with you about her grief while you guarded yours in a titanium safe. She decides not to push the subject further and instead places a hand over yours comfortingly before turning to leave.
A thought occurs in your head and everything seems to slow down. The cars passing by the main avenue of Nishi-Shinjuku seemed to be running at 10 mph instead of the roadâs minimum 20 mph. The billboards towering over you have momentarily lagged like some fatal error occurred in the LCD screen.
âŚThis was wrong, you shouldnât even be thinking of this.
...What would make you any different from a bloodsucking gold-digger?
âŚDonât run after her.
She wouldnât want you to do this. It would kill her if you did this. But havenât you killed her many times before? What would make this time any different? Absolutely nothing. Your mind is made up.
âŚ
âYour Highness, please wait.â
6:12 AM.
You didn��t know that the smell of flowers could be so vile and revolting.
Sat in the middle of a room with about a hundred bouquets of flowers from a multitude of well-wishers, at six in the morning on the day of your wedding, you gaze up at the huge mural of your new residence in the imperial palace. The pupils of your eyes followed each image on the vast painted ceiling which, compared to your tiny Tokyo apartment, felt like the entire sky altogether. Your eyes follow the image painted by KanĹ Eitoku depicting life in the old seat of the imperial system, Kyoto, each blink of your eyes, you hone in on a new aspect of the mural: the mountain of RyĹŤgatake, the old imperial palace which you were told still existed today, the grasslands surrounding the ancient capital, and the people of Kyoto as they go about their daily lives.
If only those people could speak and were not just plastered images on a lifeless cement canvas to keep you company, maybe you wonât feel as lonely having had to wait for your wedding day to roll by without your husband-to-be by your side.
Sighing, you fall against the carpeted floor, your hands clutching a greeting card from one of your friends who gushed about how you had suddenly become a princess-to-be overnight and how you must be so happy to be engaged to such a handsome man that is prince Satoru Gojo. You hold back your tears, your fingernails digging into the vellum card.
Youâve given up calling the Imperial Household Agency to connect the line to Satoru, they come up with a different ruse each time. âPlease, I need to speak to the Crown Prince,â you would sniffle into the lineâs speaker desperately.
âHis Royal Highness is busy right now in his office.â
âMy apologies, Ms. (Y/N), but Prince Satoru is unavailable right now due to [insert name of engagement which is perfectly-timed with the wedding consultations heâs supposed to attend with you here].â
âPrince Satoru is currently away to inaugurate the new building for [insert any imperial charity foundation here].â
But you know all those so-called reasons for his absence were lies, excuses to keep their future consort from overthinking where her distant fiancĂŠ could be. Come to think of it, you havenât seen Himiko around either, that alone should be enough to answer the lingering questions in your head about Satoruâs whereabouts. It wasnât as if you could suddenly act like some jealous spouse when 1.) You arenât married yet. 2.) You are the trespasser in their relationship. 3.) You are simply a bandage solution to clean up the princeâs image, someone who had unknowingly been at the right place at the right time. You are well aware of where you stand in the grand scheme of things; that kiss as you drove out of the palace compound that day should have been a good enough reminder that you will never truly be your future husbandâs better half.
That title, the one you unwittingly stole from a woman youâve never even met before, is something you can never truly call your own. You were no different than the typical other woman who would wear the legal wifeâs wedding dress like some thief.
Yet how is it that you know all of these things like scripture but you still spent the entire night crying over a man who finds it physically impossible to be in the same room as you? Why did it hurt so much when you saw your fiancĂŠ shield his girlfriend from the autumn chill the same way you hoped he would shield you from the many challenging questions during that press conference? Why does it feel like a dagger had been plunged into your chest when you saw Himiko kiss Satoru so tenderly, and your husband-to-be returning the gesture with equal fervor?
You lay on your side, the velvet texture of the carpet somehow providing you some semblance of comfort. What would your retainers say when they come into this room and see the crumpled form of their future empress on the floor, her knees hugged to her chest as she tries to make sense of everything that has happened these past few days? You imagined that theyâd probably think you were crazy, and Satoru would probably jeer at the thought of having a simpleton as a wife.
You were only a girl of twenty-three summers, you should be enjoying your twenties by doing the things that you love with the people you love. These sunny days of youth pass by in the blink of an eye, but in your case, you have been totally robbed of it, now being primed to become not just a princess but a wife too. While the former is certainly an intimidating role, the latter is just downright petrifying for someone as young as yourself.
Not a single soul save for the empress went to check up on you last night, the only people you were expecting to keep you company today are the hairdressers and makeup artists to prepare you for the wedding. Of course, the austere members of the Imperial Household Agency are also set to make an appearance in your chambers today probably to make you sit through another briefing session on court etiquette. You glance out the window, it was barely light out due to the winter equinox when nights are longer than daytime, and somehow that made you even more sad than you already were laying down on the floor of your room, desolately alone.
A knock at the door awakens you from your trance and you sit up, arranging your hair neatly and pulling on your shoes. Sighing, you make your way towards the door and see someone who you do not quite expect. He momentarily shifts his attenton to the battalion of attendants behind him, nodding to them. âLeave us alone.â
âYour Majesty, good morning,â your breath hitches in your throat as you hastily bow your head before the emperor who seemed to be more anxious about this day more than you, seeing as he is already dressed in his three piece suit and slacks ensemble with the Collar of the Supreme Order of the Chrysanthemum hanging between his lapels.
The emperor was an enigmatic figure who mostly kept to himself, his chamberlain and main staff often joking amongst themselves how the emperor was really a recluse who had only been born to become the sovereign ruler of a nation by an unfortunate stroke of fate. Your future father-in-law hums in acknowledgement and you are left to wonder if this is where Satoru gets his aloof nature from. âGood morning, (Y/N). May I come in?â he asks as if this entire compound wasnât his.
âOf course, Your Majesty.â
He eyes the many bouquets in the room, sighing heavily as he does, the guilt of putting you in this impossible position weighing on him. He admits that he jumped the gun when the empress offered to have Satoru marry someone who could brighten up his public image from the many blemishes it incurred during the night of the jubilee when he and Himiko were seen together, causing trouble in the casinos of the infamous KabukichĹ red light district.. To have you bear the weight of becoming a lamb to the slaughter with this marriage was just downright cruel, knowing that his son will certainly make it his lifeâs purpose to destroy you, but what choice did he have?
It is the crown that makes the choice for him, heâs been told by his own father.
âListen, do you have the slightest idea of what youâre about to go through?â the man whom you would call your father-in-law in just a few hours asks flatly.
Of course you do, Satoru has already given you a taste of what your marriage is going to be like. You solemnly nod âI think so,â murmuring softly, crestfallenness is evident in your voice. âSatoru has made it clear.â
The emperor purses his lips as he fumbles with a tulip that had been nestled in one of the bouquets in your chambers, âWell, itâs good that you know. I know my son and I am not here to tell you that everything youâve seen these past couple of days will get better,â he eyes the telephone, one you havenât even placed the phone back onto the handset in hopes that Satoru would call you. âIn fact, itâs only going to get worse from here.â
You frown, crestfallen. âHow so?â you asked, your hand gripping the fabric of your dress. âAre you saying that this is just the beginning?â Truthfully, you were fine with this being the beginning, only if you could have the reassurance that all this will come to an eventual end. But it seems now that this was going to be life as you know it, with a husband who gags at the sight of you and has the innate ability to treat you like you were his personal bedwarmer and doormat.
âYes,â the emperor says gravely, a dark look crossing his features. âSo if youâd like to back out now, now is your only chance. Satoru has made enough messes, a canceled wedding will barely do anything to his reputation at this point.â
Heâs right; these past days have only proved that Satoru is probably granting you a way out, maybe thatâs why he has done nothing else but to ignore you as a final act of mercy if you ever decide to bail. One tiny kiss on the cheek is nothing when he starts to go missing in the middle of the night to attend to his mistressâs beck and call, when he starts to bring home his mistress for dinner to actively spite you with their relationship, or when he, god forbid, starts fucking in her in your marital bed while youâre away on some royal function.
You could live a full life without him, having barely even known him save for his proclivity to emotionally torment you, but it feels wrong to justâŚup and leave after all that song and dance in the press opportunity.l Shaking your head, the emperorâs offer is refused insistently.
âIâm not going to give up on him, I wonât give up on our marriage before it even begins,â your eyes bore into the emperorâs own. Youâve promised yourself and the empress that youâll see this through, if Satoru is going to make your life a living hell, then, youâll just have to take all his blows like a champ.
âI donât doubt your willpower, (Y/N). Iâm just saying that this might be even more difficult for you than you think,â the emperor warns. âSatoru doesnât just push back, heâll run over people who get in his way.â
âYour Majesty, itâe alright. Iâll manage somehow.â you mumbled. âThe empress and I made an agreement that if I marry Satoru, IâŚâ you trail off, not really wanting to reveal more than you should, the emperor waits for you to continue, his eyebrows furrowed together.
What would you get if you married Satoru if not unnecessary suffering? And even then, that didnât sound like a good deal, the emperor thinks to himself. You could have gone on happily with your life, blissfully unaware of the trials of being married to the white-haired prince, you probably would have continued climbing the career ladder before finding someone to settle down with, maybe youâll have a few kids along the way, and Satoru would also be blissfully unaware of a certain (Y/N) (L/N) existing on this plane of reality with him.
Why were you so committed to marrying him?
âIâd be able toâŚâ you stutter. There was no use hiding it now but maybe you could conceal the truth a little longer, if not for your sake, but for the empress â no, a grieving mother â who met you in a hotel cafĂŠ that night with the weight of the world on her shoulders and asked you to keep the details of this transactional union a secret. âI wouldâŚâ
The emperor raises a hand to stop you, though he is mildly perturbed at your hesitance to open up to him, he decides that whatever you and his wife were keeping from him does not concern him or the throne and that it is simply a thing that should be left unsaid. He really didnât want to pry into the details of the contract you agreed to, and since you seem to have already made up your mind, all he could do now is hope that you do not give up so easily on his son the same way he did, and that this choice to marry Satoru would not backfire on you or the imperial system in the long run.
âStop. I understand,â the emperor nods, his shoulders seemingly slumping in defeat as he is unable to convince you to cut it and run from the horrible fate you were speeding towards at a hundred miles an hour. Maybe Satoru was right to make you out to be an idiot, the emperor frowns. âButâŚdonât say I didnât warn you, and from the bottom of my heart, I wish you all the best.â
And just like that, the wedding pushes through as scheduled, having declared before the father of the groom that you werenât one to give up so easily, orâŚmaybe itâs just your blind optimism talking.
âThank you, Your Majesty,â you settle into an ornate curtsy, your foot gracefully tucked behind the other, your hand postured in a cordial handshake with His Majesty. The emperorâs pupils dilate, his mouth runs dry and he feels like something in his body had momentarily stopped working or had broken entirely â he knows that trademark act of obeisance so well â youâve perfectly captured the image of a younger version of his wife who had perfected royal protocol in just under a year when they got married. She must have sought to teach you everything she knew or rather she was forced to learn by herself when she was in your position in an act of true esprit de corps. And for a moment, he finds himself surrendering to your doe-eyed but unmistakably poised charm, and he starts to become more convinced that you were a worthy future daughter-in-law.
He shakes his head, swiftly snapping him out of his trance, now was not the time for these things. The emperor nods back to return the gesture before turning to leave, just as your attendants are about to arrive to get you ready for the ceremony. âWeâll see you in the cathedral, then, (Y/N).â
But as soon as he is halfway out the door, he turns back to look at you one last time as (Y/N) (L/N), for the next time he will see you, you will then be (Y/N) Gojo, his first daughter-in-law, the first royal bride in centuries who neither hails from a family of politicians nor influential persons alike, the icon of a new chapter for the imperial family.
He sighs, turning back around to face you, having almost forgotten the task heâd been entrusted with by his wife. âI almost forgot. Ijichi,â he calls to his faithful grand steward who is waiting outside your chambers to bring forth a rather special gift he and the empress intended to present to you after the ceremony but he figured now might be a good time. The tall, lanky and sickly-looking spectacled man known as Ijichi bows before you which leaves a strange feeling festering within you, he was carrying a navy blue felt case that seemed so valuable that he had been compelled to wear gloves to prevent his bare hands from touching the fine fabric.
The emperor motions to open the case and your face pales when you see what is inside. âThis is intended to be worn by the Princess Royal on her wedding day but since I donât have a daughter to give that title to, the title will now belong to you.â
The tiara in his hands is a hefty thing, molded entirely from the most of valuable of silvers, it resembled the Queen Mary Fringe Tiara that had been worn by Her Majesty Queen Elizabeth II on her wedding day, with an abundance of baton diamonds dotting every conceivable nook and cranny. It takes some time for you to adjust when it is placed upon your head, it only weighed a modest 1.7 kilograms, it was much lighter than the many tiaras the family keeps hidden away in the imperial vaults but for someone like you, it is an awfully heavy thing not just in the literal sense but also in the figurative side of things.
As of this moment, you werenât just an ordinarily forgettable face in a crowd anymore.
âCarry the weight.â The emperorâs voice is commandeering. He steps back, scanning how the tiara looks on you from afar and though it looked awkwardly placed on your head with how you are struggling to balance its weight, you still managed to carry it adequately. âNowâŚyouâre one of us.â
8:55 AM.
âNeed some help?â
Satoru looks up to inspect the reflection on the mirror and a sad smile crosses his face when he sees the familiar figure of Himiko leaning against the doorframe, her arms crossed over her chest as she gazes at her beloved getting ready for his wedding day. âYou donât have to be here.â He begrudgingly fumbles with his collar, unable to meet her eyes. âI donât want you to get hurt,â he professes, despite having immeasurably hurt you these past couple of days instead.
Himiko shakes her head. There was no use in grumbling about it now when just on the other side of the palace, Satoruâs unworthy bride-to-be was being pampered by her many ladies with manicures, foot massages, and practically anything to make you happy while she, the princeâs true love, was condemned to watch him be cruelly given away to someone else. There was a sense of finality with how hundreds of palace staff rushed through the hallways carrying all sorts of wedding paraphernalia to decorate the Chowaden reception hall and the courtyard to welcome the wedding guests.
Satoru frowns when her hands find his collar, she skillfully untangles the ribbon medal and readjusts the silver emerald-studded necklace that came with it.
PleaseâŚjust one more minuteâŚone more minute with you, Satoru closes his eyes as Himikoâs thumbs tentatively rub his chiseled cheek as if she were memorizing every bump and every curve of his skin before someone else tries to claim that they know every bit of Satoru inside and out. She knows it will never be true, no one can ever know Satoru the way she intimately knows him, not even if he was going to marry another woman. It may be possible for you steal everything from her â the emperor and empressâs favor, the publicâs warm approval, the ring that had been fitted to accommodate the size of her finger before it was given to you â it may have been easy for you to pull the rug from underneath her, but it would be difficult â no, impossible â for you to ever claim ownership of Satoru.
He was hers and she was his, Satoru leans against Himikoâs touch, sighing woefully. âIâll make her pay, I promise. Iâll break her, destroy her again. And again. And again until nothingâs left of her,â he recites the promise, punctuating the words with a kiss every time, as if they were having an illicit wedding of their own, and his words were a marriage vow â the only one that he will honor with every fiber of his being. Himiko bites her lower lip before she slowly nods, appeased.
âBut Satoru, marrying her is the only way for you to be restored as heir apparent. Either way, we canât win without doing this your fatherâs way.â Her hands leave his collar and she sadly gazes out the window, her narrow eyes glazing over the ancient ginkgo tree at the center of the palaceâs vast atrium which was now shedding their green leaves to take on the tell-tale yellow hue as autumn draws near. She always loved the view of the palace courtyard from above, especially in this room where she and Satoru spent many nights proving their love for one another.
Gojo frowns at her melancholia, he comes up from behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist. âIâll think of something, I promise this wonât last longer than it needs to,â he kisses her cheek, nuzzling it with his nose tenderly.
âI donât mind waiting, Satoru, Iâd wait for you forever, and as much as we both hate her, we need (Y/N),â she spits out your name as if it were rat poison in her mouth. âSo, letâs just play along. Itâs not like weâre not used to meeting in deserted parking lots at midnight, right?â She offers him a half-smile, reminding Satoru that their entire affair has always been illicit in nature.
Itâs not like she was accepted by his parents to be their sonâs future consort. Theyâve been through this before, hundreds of times rather, even before you came along. Theyâve had to deal with so many forces ripping them apart over the past three years from the oh-so-omnipotent emperor who hardly wields any political power to his neurotic wife whom she has called, on several occasions, a bitch.
And yet, together they remained as it has always been, with Satoru cradling Himiko in his arms as he peppers kisses up her neck, sucking at the soft flesh, his hips flush against hers. He does this in front of the window for any unfortunate passerby to see. Hell, Satoru was hoping youâd walk by and see this heartbreaking display and maybe youâll just run home in your wedding dress with your tail between your legs.
âWe donât have to get used to it, Himiko,â he mumbles into her neck, inhaling her sweet perfume, the one he liked the most. âOne day, we wonât have to hide anymore,â he kisses her cheek tenderly, caressing the bone of her wrists which still bore faint marks from the handcuffs that had been wrongfully placed on her with his thumb. âAnd people can say whatever they want about us, and it wouldnât matter because I will have been the emperor by then and you, my empress.â He presses their foreheads together, the tips of their noses barely touching in a moment of silence.
After a long while, Satoru lets go of Himiko, his eyes scanning hers as if he were searching for answers hidden deep within her soul. âWhat is it?â
âI just wish you hadnât stepped in back there.â It was a thought that kept him awake these past agonizing nights. âMaybe if you just stayed out of my fatherâs office, this wouldnât have happened. I was alright with you visiting me in my jail cell, you know.â
âAs if Iâd ever let that happen,â she sighs when he pulls away to fasten his cufflinks, suddenly feeling a bit disheartened at the loss of his touch. She kisses his cheek, looking at his reflection through the mirror, her eyes alight with adoration. âI promised Iâd always be your ally, didnât I?â
When she and Satoru first met three years ago in the selection for his chief-of-staff, Himiko Zenin, despite coming from the affluent Zenin clan, lagged behind compared to her contenders who aced the exams that tested their knowledge on the law, constitution, history of the imperial system, royal protocol, foreign languages and other aspects that may prove useful for the princeâs right hand. But there was one thing that she had that all the other applicants didnât have, and she demonstrated that perfectly when Satoru unexpectedly dropped by during the final interviews to speak to each of the candidates himself.
Satoru stared at Himiko with a bored expression that day, his being devoid of any emotion. âMs. Zenin, it seems you did poorly in all of the exams,â he glances at her file which should have been tossed in the bin by the time she placed last in the jurisprudence exam. âAnd youâre affiliated with one of the more morally ambiguous families in the country. Looks like todayâs just not your day, huh?â
It was true. Having Himiko Zenin as his chief of staff was dangerous from the get-go. The Zenin clanâs head back then during the time of the selection was on trial for graft and corruption. But, there was something Himiko had that all the other applicants did not. At the time, he couldnât quite put a finger on it but now, after years of selfless service to him, Satoru realizes that it was the ferocious loyalty that hid underneath her then perfectly ordinary shell which he personally refined into the gem of a woman she is now, and she never swore allegiance to the crown but rather to him, Satoru Gojo.
âBut, Iâll indulge you,â he reclined against his chair that day, his arms crossed. âWhy should I even consider you as my chief of staff? What can you offer me that the others before you cannot?â
Her answer to that question instantly won him over and in that instant, Himikoâs life had changed forever. âWhatever you ask of me, Your Royal Highness, Iâd give my very life for you.â
Satoru turns away from the mirror, his lips instantly on hers. His hand dangerously hovered over the hem of her dress. âS-Satoru, what are you doing?â she moans into his mouth as Satoru moves both of them to the bed, he climbs atop of her as she lay on the mattress, her locks splayed over the silk sheets. She knows what heâs doing, this was almost like a film she has seen many times before; this was how tense conversations with Gojo go with him impatiently parting her legs, their hands desperately discarding their clothes until they are left utterly bare before one another.
He wanted to destroy you the same way you destroyed what he had with Himiko. This anger translated into his rough pace. He roughly jostles his hips against Himikoâs, her arms wrapping around him as he buries his cock inside her, his lips covering her milky flesh with dark-purplish bruises, marking her as his.
Call him a sadist but he hopes that Himiko would change into a dress that could flaunt her marked skin so that when you fearfully look around the cathedral, warily searching for her, your heart would break at the sight of the countless hickeys on her neck and collar. He wanted to see you cry the first of the many tears you will shed for the crime of marrying him.
âSatoruâŚ!â she cries out as the luscious feeling of his girth pistoning in and out of her. He grunts as he feels him inch closer and closer to his high. âMmphââToru,â she whines when he reangles his hips, plunging deeper into her, his arms locking behind hers as he violently chases his release. Heâs so close. âI love you, I love youâŚ-a-ah!â
A symphony of pleasured groans falls from his lips, his very being uncoiling as he cums. His hips involuntarily keep thrusting as hot spurts of his cum drips down Himikoâs entrance, mixing with her own release. Himiko frowns as Satoru clicks his tongue at the soiled sheets beneath their connected forms. He groans as he pulls out, sinking into the warmth of her embrace, his still hardened cock poking her inner thigh. âPromise me youâll only love me?â she whispers as her fingers absentmindedly play with his white hair.
âI promise,â Gojo murmurs into the crook of her neck as he lulled to sleep by her soft, even breaths. âI promise itâs only youâŚno one else.â
11:45 AM.
Only half an hour left. A crowd of, from what you have heard, 70,000 have gathered on the strip of the main road that the bridal car will pass en route to the cathedral.
âItâs true,â your maid of honor who people refer to as Ieiri says, showing you her phone which showed the many tweets from news agencies, famous personalities and normal people alike about how excited they were to witness your wedding day. There were countless social media posts consisting of yours and Satoruâs official engagement picture and many have taken to hosting their own live-streaming sessions of this monumental day.
âEveryoneâs so excited. I wish my wedding would be this big,â one of your bridesmaids sighs dreamily. You manage a small chuckle at her, maybe if she knew of your plight right now, she would probably be eating those words alongside the many petit fours sheâs been munching on this past hour. âLook at all those people,â she continues scrolling through her phone.
âItâs the first televised imperial wedding so obviously, itâs a big deal, Riko,â Utahime laughs. âNot to mention, itâs the first time a member of the imperial family would be married in a Western-themed ceremony.â For everyone to see.
One of your newly appointed helpers enters the room, and jogs over to you as quickly as she can in her heels, she has a small jewelry box delicately decorated in an ecru gift wrapper in her hand. âMs. (Y/N), this is from the prince. His butler told me to give this to you.â Youâve been sad all day and your ladies-in-waiting heave a sigh of relief when they see a hint of a smile on your face, even if it did hold a bit of apprehension.
âReally? For me?â You stand up to accept the small token, careful not to ruffle your wedding dress too much as per the dressmakerâs instructions since the fabric used to construct the piece was susceptible to crumpling. Momentarily setting your phone down on the vanity table mid-text, you graciously accept the wedding gift. Maybe Satoru was starting to warm up to you and that he is now chipping away at the wall he built between the two of you. You hoped that by sending you this gift, this would be the start of something new and better with your husband.
But given how things are, that would be impossible. This was probably just a gift he sent to appease you after many days of effectively acting like you donât exist.
You open the box and your ladies chatter around you excitedly. âItâs so pretty!â the youngest of your bridesmaids, the daughter of the Japanese ambassador to France apparently, marvels at the pair of earrings. Briefly smiling at her, you then turn your attention to the small letter that was neatly slotted between the groove of the boxâs padded interior that held the earrings in place. His handwriting was so conscientiously beautiful that it almost looked like a computer-generated font, there wasnât a hint of clumsiness in each stroke.
âTo (Y/N),
Iâm sorry about these past few days. This wonât make up for it, but, Iâd like to join you in wishing for a successful marriage together.
â HRH Satoru Gojoâ
Your heart slows at the cold closing. He had omitted the words âloveâ and âsincerelyâ before his name, but you expected that. If scraps of affection are all you could ever hope to get out of him, you have to learn to deal with it sooner or later; this was your life now, you will always be second to the love of his life. It must have taken everything out of him, and it must have caused an argument to erupt between him and Himiko, to send you this and you understand that heâs also having a difficult time with how things are now but it mattered so much to you to see him try. Regardless if this gift was given to you freely or not, you couldnât refuse it, even if every voice in your head was screaming at you, reminding you of the horrific scene you saw that day when you caught your fiancĂŠ kissing another woman out in the open immediately after you announced your engagement.
âWould you like me to put it on you?â Riko asks. âIâm sure the prince will be happy to see you wear these.â
âYou really think so?â you wince when your helper struggles to find your earlobe piercing. âI didnât know he could be so sweet.â Thatâs obviously a lie; you know full well Satoru could be sweet, it just pained you to remember that heâs capable being sweet to another deliberately causing you immense grief. Your helper stiffens slightly. She has seen him become sweet before, albeit to another, but she didnât have to divulge any details and accidentally ruin your wedding day.
She nods shyly, succeeding with the first diamond earring and then the other. She steps away from the mirror. You looked radiant. âY-yes.â
Noticing her discomfort, you expertly steer the conversation elsewhere. âI see. Well I should probably return the favor.â
Youâve gotten Satoru a wristwatch you and the empress had personally had commissioned by a famed watchmaker that could rival the craftsmanship of a Rolex. It just arrived last night and well, given your current mental state then having taken the brunt of Satoruâs ire the past few days, you couldnât bring yourself to wrap it. Momentarily deciding if you still had time to have one of your helpers buy some wrapping paper, you realized it would be cutting it too close so you hastily scribbled on a blank dedication card you randomly plucked from one of the bouquets you received. Luckily, some of them had extra cards.
âTo Your Royal Highness,
Please donât apologize, Iâm sorry too for being pushy lately. Thank you for the gift, Iâll be sure to take good care of it. Happy wedding day, and Iâm looking forward to better days together!
Wholeheartedly yours,
(Y/N) (L/N)â
Reading through it one last time, you affix your name at the end. âYou guys are so sweet,â your youngest bridesmaid gushes as she presses a button on the roomâs telephone to request for a butler. âIâm sure the prince will love it.â
âWhatever âsweetâ means.â You grimace, your unease getting the better of you. A few moments later, a butler peeks into the room. You bound over to him, placing the present in his hands. âCould you please give this to Prince Satoru?â you asked him and the butler looks slightly bewildered at your choice of words. If it was an order, you could have just said so. Perhaps you were still getting used to the idea of having people waiting to attend to your every beck and call.
âRight away, maâam,â the butler replies obediently nonetheless. âAlso I ran into His Majestyâs chamberlain just a while back and he asked me to remind you of the time. Everythingâs ready,â he informs you just as he turns to leave in the direction of the palaceâs east wing where Satoru's private chambers are. Upon hearing that, the bridal entourage starts to get ready to leave ahead of you, theyâll be going to the venue with a separate convoy from the brideâs since youâll be driving through some of Tokyoâs major avenues en route to the cathedral.
You watch as they file out of the room in their cream dresses, each one of them, despite having known you for only a little less than half a day, pull you into a bone-crushing hug wishing you well. âCongratulations, (Y/N).â
âThank you,â you kindly smiled at each one of them as they left.
When you are left alone to your devices, you take one last look at (though you could hardly recognize yourself) the mirror, swallowing harshly, your hand absentmindedly playing with the locket which you continued to wear, ignoring the gracious advice of the Imperial Household Agencyâs grand steward to set it aside for todayâs festivities as it was uncustomary for royal brides to wear articles of clothing and accessories that did not hold any relation to the imperial family.
Only thirty minutes to go âtill everything changes. Wait no, that was grossly inaccurate. Everything changed the split second you laid your eyes on him. Since then, everything seems to be a jumbled haze like some sort of psychedelic trance that just wonât end. Reaching for your phone one last time, you hastily search for a particular contact number, your finger hovering over the call button. No, thereâs no point, you sniffle softly. Calling her would only make things harder than it already is and backing out of this now is out of the question.
Another knock is heard on the door, but it isnât as insistent as the first few ones as everyone was starting to get a bit frustrated at you. Did they think you were stalling for time? âJust a minute,â your voice wavers. You just received a new text message from the number you were planning to call.
âWeâll be moving her in a few hours. Will send you her new room number when we get there.â
Bringing the phone to your lips, your heart makes somersaults in your chest when you receive the news. The sacrifice you were still yet to make has already paid off and your ledger of personal favors crossed out with a red marker effectively completing your transaction with the empress. Without even giving you time to text a quick âthank youâ, another urgent knock is heard on the door. âMs. (Y/N), Iâm very sorry to interrupt but, we should get going now.â
âIâll be right there,â you said again, quickly typing another message on your phone: âI wish I was there with her. Please hold her hand for me.â The second it goes through, you quickly shuffled towards the door, your head bowed in apology. You hold your breath as you balance the tiara on your head hoping that it wonât fall as it hangs precariously off-center on the crown of your head, your eyes trained on the ground as the door slides open. âSorry about that.â
âNo worries, Iâm pretty patient. Ijichi, on the other hand? Not so much.â
His voice is feather-soft and melodious like a harp string being plucked delicately so that it produces a clear and deep bell-like sound, the very language he chooses to speak with is devoid of neither a shrill nor sharp word unlike the fusillade of orders youâve been mercilessly bombarded with this entire day. Walk like this, speak like that, donât do this, and most certainly never do that, you must have gone through a decadeâs worth of rules and regulations to follow during the ceremony and even after youâve said your âI doââs. Still, you found solace knowing that Satoru is slowly warming up to the idea of cooperating with you, and has even found it in his heart to give you an olive branch of sorts which was now hooped through your earlobes, sparkling under the light like a clear drop of water from the sky.
At first, you naively think itâs him. Did Satoru really come over to see you? While that seemed uncharacteristic of him, the very thought of him voluntarily visiting you planted a sense of relief in you regardless. Maybe he wanted to settle things before the ceremony, to be upfront with you about his intentions in this marriage, how the two of you will be towards one another going forward, and if your luck holds out, maybe heâd finally let you in on his acts of impropriety with Himiko.
But, you would recognize Satoruâs indifferent timbre anywhere, this voice was far too different and seemed much kinder and softer than your fiancĂŠâs.
You slowly open the door to greet your guest, confirming your suspicions as you meet the gaze of a man you havenât met before. He seems severely unfamiliar.
No, wait. That canât be it, he may seem unfamiliar but heâs definitely recognizable. In fact, youâve seen him a few times before, standing feebly next to your fiance during the emperorâs birthday broadcast. Then, it clicks. Wasn't thisâŚ?
âCrown Prince Suguru?â you blinked. Heâs the only senior member of the imperial family that youâve never been officially introduced to. Of course, you are on speaking terms with the emperor, the empress and of course, Satoru, but never the prince that idly lingered in their large shadows.
The raven-haired man chuckles deeply at your shocked expression. Clearly, you didnât expect to meet him under these circumstances, and that caused you to accidentally refer to him as the Crown Prince when that title only belonged to Gojo. He looks at you endearingly, finding you intriguing.
So this was the woman his younger brother is to be married to. Suguru has heard a lot about Satoruâs docile bride-to-be, in fact, he received news of the engagement while he was in Rome, the last leg of his first solo tour in Europe. People were so quick to label it as a pivotal point in the history of the Japanese monarchy and that you are the symbol of change, specifically, they likened you to a camellia blooming in a sea of chrysanths, a breath of spring in the imperial familyâs everwinter â alluring in every sense of the word. But, alluring isnât exactly a word heâd use to describe you seeing as youâve only just met but, right now, he found you to be so adorably cute that he might just start to believe the things they say about you on the news.
âItâs just Prince Suguru. Satoruâs the Crown Prince.â The gentle correction makes you so flustered that you feel blood rush up to your ears, a tell-tale sign of your abasement. âBut you could just call me Suguru.â
âOh, right, my mistake,â you rub your eyelid, growing embarrassed. âPrince Suguru,â you stressed his correct title, remedying your earlier mishap. Despite you being in heels, you canât see past him, given that he towered over you so easily so you stand on your tallest tiptoes, trying to peek over his shoulder. âYou havenât happened to see Mr. Ijichi, have you? He was right outside the door a few minutes ago.â
Suguru buries his hands in his pockets. âHe just left, youâre welcome,â he winks at you, having sent Ijichi on his way when he accidentally stumbled across him furiously tapping on your door as he was making his way to his car.
Ijichi wasâŚdifficult to get along with â heâs short-fused, demanding at some times, and he is what people could call a stickler for the rules â Suguru isnât doesnât really want to say nasty words about his fatherâs grand steward and heâd give credit where itâs due since Ijichi is not just efficient when it comes to running the imperial household but he is also fiercely dedicated to every member of the imperial family.
Still, he couldnât count the many times Ijichi had to scold him for all the mischief he caused while he was growing up even if his life depended on it. The worst scolding he got from the older man was when Suguru went missing on his fifth birthday, having snuck out of the banquet hall with at least ten pieces of bread stuffed in his pockets with every intention to feed them to the many ducks in the imperial gardenâs ponds.
âWhat?â your eyes nearly pop out of their sockets, you were going to get an earful later. âYou mean he went ahead without me?â
âItâs alright. Youâll see him later, sure heâs probably going to talk your ear off but he means well, trust me,â Suguru flashes you a reassuring smile.
You look at him, your lip curled into an uneasy grin. âThat doesnât sound like fun,â you bemoaned, having had enough reprimands to last you until your next life. âSo, with Mr. Ijichi gone, forgive my bluntness, but am I right to assume that Your Highness will be the one to bring me to the cathedral?â
Suguru accommodatingly holds out his arm for you to hold onto. âYou assume correctly,â he says warmly. You expect him to hurriedly lead you down the steps leading to the palaceâs main driveway, but he does something entirely different. âAre you ready to go or do you still need more time?â
That was the first time anyone in a kilometer-wide radius has asked you what you want to do instead of telling you what to do.
Suguru watches every small change in your expression. He figured that you must be pretty tired of people treating you like some robot, training you to blindly obey every order perfectly. The jet black-haired prince has only known you for two minutes and his heart is already disintegrating for your current predicament of feeling completely and entirely alone. If he could alleviate your troubles even with just a small act of kindness by engaging in polite conversation with you and actually listening to what you have to say instead of talking over you like most of your etiquette coaches have done all day, then, heâll gladly tune in to listen to you even as you read through an entire book of sonnets if you ever felt up to it.
Being validated comes a long way, and if anyone understands your plight, it was him and even if he didnât understand, heâll do everything he can to try regardless.
âI-Iâm ready,â you nodded hesitantly and Suguru doesnât walk ahead right away and allows you to set the pace as you walk past the line of attendants that bowed to you and the prince as you made your way to the imperial familyâs very own Toyota Century convertible which had been custom-made for you.
The open top roof gave onlookers access to see their future empress as the motorcade departs from the KĹkyo Imperial Palace and follows a 4.6-kilometer route that will travel to the St. Maryâs Cathedral, the seat of the Roman Catholic archdiocese of Tokyo. Neither you nor Satoru were practicing Catholics yet, the imperial family has decided that a Christian-themed wedding rather than the ancient Buddhist matrimonial ceremony that is usually done away from public view would make the imperial system appear more accessible to the people.
Suguru helps you into the car, gently arranging the train of your gown so that it doesnât get all wrinkled. âThank you, Your Highnessâ you whisper to Suguru who squeezes your free hand as if to say âyouâre welcomeâ. The carâs engine hums to life the minute the two of you are settled in the backseat. âW-what am I supposed to do now?â you asked, readjusting your grip on your bridal bouquet.
The prince lets out a humored snort, having forgotten that this was your first official function. Showing you the correct way to wave and the right angle to face and bow to the crowd, he watches you closely, allowing you to struggle for a bit before stepping in to help with some encouraging words. âJust keep smiling and waving. Itâs just like being onstage, you know.â At the center of the motorcade, six police cars patrol every side of the convertible forming a ring of protection just in case someone in the crowd with ill-intentions would try to harm either you or the monarch next to you.
Countless people erupt in happy cheers at the sight of you and Suguru, some are simply content with waving while others are holding up flowers and tossing them to the front of the crowd barriers in jubilation. âIt feels a little more intense than just being onstage,â you mumbled, your eyes landing on a little girl sitting in her motherâs arms as she waves a little Japanese flag in her hand which looked like she made it in her arts and craft class. You awkwardly wave at her, chuckling when she happily waves back, delighted to see you directly looking at her.
âWell, youâre doing great.â He inches closer to you, wrapping a steadying arm around your waist while the other guides your hand, gently angling it in a more prominent position so that you look a little more assertive. âLike this,â Suguru helps you wave in a more continuous manner, teaching you to center the motion by keeping your elbow mostly stationary and allowing only your wrist to subtly move from side to side. âAnd keep doing what youâre doing. Make eye contact with them; make them understand that you see each and every one of them.â
Suguru watches you bow and wave to the spectators with a proud smile on his face; the motorcade has now reached the Shinjuku area and is nearing its destination of Bunkyo-ku where the cathedral is and even still, the crowd doesnât appear to thin out. Suguru feels like heâs watching history unfold before his very eyes. He wonders if Satoru had purposefully chosen a commoner to conjure up a classic âlove conquers allâ romance of his own wedding day, if he did, then Suguru must congratulate him for a job well done. No one has ever come out to see a member of the imperial family in this sheer number, he daresay, not even the empress on her wedding day or His Majesty on his coronation day.
But with you, this day is nothing short of a revolution.
âYour Highness, youâre staring.â Suguru hums, confused, before realizing that heâs been looking at you funny. âYouâre still staring,â you said succinctly.
âOh, sorry.â Suguru says awkwardly and you couldnât help but let out a slight snort. âWhat?â he cocks his head in your direction. You were laughing, though brief, the very sound of it brings a smile to his face. âIt was about time though. Weâve been in this car for more than fifteen minutes now and that right there is the first genuine act of happiness Iâve seen you make,â he remarks. He was starting to think that you were incapable of smiling which he found a little unsettling since brides arenât exactly despondent during their wedding day. Of course, what would he know? His little brother had gotten married ahead of him.
You crinkle your nose in mock displeasure. âThatâs kinda mean and probably the last thing Iâd say to someone I just metâŚwith all due respect, Your Highness.â
Suguru grins at your tiny jab at his character, and to think that he nearly bought into the whole âas demure as a butterflyâ thing they said about you in the papers. Make no mistake though, he sees how elegantly ladylike you are, but he also sees how you are so effortlessly spellbinding with your wit translated into a few short but sweet words. No wonder Satoru fell for you and even gave up his vice-like romance with his chief-of-staff to marry you, he thinks to himself. âAlright, alright, Iâm sorry that was a bit uncalled for.â
âOhâ Your Highness, I was just joking.â You waved to the crowd of people on Suguruâs side of the car, grimacing when you see a few schoolboys, probably university students with how tall and mature they looked, pretend to blow you kisses. Indulging them, you subtly return the gesture flustered beyond all measure. Everything feels so public now, and you are left wondering about how you could survive the rest of your life like this.
ââŚI knew that.â Choosing momentary silence, Suguru finally decides to chip away at the facade you were putting up. He could see it in your eyes, you were a cross between scared and unhappy which is clearly normal for someone who is marrying into the oldest monarchy in the world. You werenât at all what the members of the Imperial Household Agency said of you when you were out of earshot: a sorry excuse of a future empress who is privileged in every way but canât find it within herself to stop her endless complaining. âJust trying to make you smile, thatâs all.â
Shouldnât your future husband be doing that? You sighed. Oh right, he was probably busy comforting Himiko. She probably needed him now more than ever after everything youâve done to torment her. âThank you, Your Highness.â
âSuguru,â he corrects kindly. âIf youâre going to marry my little brother, you could, at least, drop the troublesome title when youâre talking to me.â
Little brother? How have you never heard of this before? You knew Satoru had a brother, but you never thought Suguru would be the older one out of the two of them. If that was the case, then, why didnât he get the title of âCrown Princeâ?
âWeird, huh?â He breaks you out of your trance, as if he heard the question swirling around in your head. âWhy is Satoru the Crown Prince and not me?â
âAre you psychic or something?â you playfully teased, slowly growing more comfortable with the jet black-haired prince that sported an Apollo-like smile - warm, and inviting. âWhereâd you learn to do that?â
Suguru shrugs. âWhy? Whose mind do you want to read?â
Satoruâs, you smiled sadly. Maybe by unraveling the inner machinations of your soon-to-be husbandâs mind, you could learn to meet him halfway by understanding him a little better; no person is born inherently cruel and while you had your doubts, you know, in your heart, that Satoru is no exception to that rule. âNo one in particular.â
âAh, well, I expected that.â He grinned at how guarded you are, reclining against the plush seat of the car to rest his stiffening back for a minute. The convoy is about ten minutes away from the cathedral now.
You offered him some consolation though, grateful for this light-hearted chat. âLetâs just trade answers next time.â
âIâll hold you to it.â
Himiko thought this day would be horrible but it turns out it isnât as bad as she pessimistically thought. If she only knew that this was how the love of her lifeâs wedding would go with him still inviting her to his bed before he gets hitched off, then, maybe she shouldnât have been so awful towards you who never stood a chance against her. Competing with you would be like making a rival of a rat; it would be unnecessary trouble. Still, even if she had all but won against you (as if you were worthy enough to even become her opponent), that didnât stop the Zenin clanâs little darling from causing a little trouble today.
Her eyes flutter open to reveal Gojoâs handsome slumbering face, utterly spent from their lovemaking session, their naked forms still entangled together under the cotton-percale sheets. She stretches her supple body luxuriously, and pulls away from Satoruâs embrace earning a small âmmphâ of disapproval from her lover. Giggling, she plants a soft kiss on his chiseled cheek.
âYour Highness?â Someone says from behind the door. Taking one last look at Satoruâs sleeping form, she walks leisurely to answer it, clad only in the princeâs shirt which ran above her knee.
Leaning against the door, she answers for the prince, a detestable act similar to a cardinal sin. It was forbidden for a mere servant to speak for any member of the imperial family. In the past, in the Japanese empireâs golden age, a servant who took the words out of their masterâs mouth would have their tongue swiftly sliced off. But Himiko is not a servant, nor is she subject to the rules as long as the prince was around. âHis Highness is asleep.â
On his wedding day? The butler nods stiffly. âI see. Ms. Zenin, can I trouble you with this? The princeâs fiancĂŠ has sent him a wedding gift.â
Himiko doesnât answer for a long while and a tense silence fills the room. âFine, but have you done what I asked?â she relents opening the door, the butlerâs face turns red at the sight of her lack of modesty. âHaving you run my errands isnât cheap, you know.â
The attendant bows his head, âYes. Sheâs currently wearing it right now, last I saw.â
âGood. Iâll be taking this then.â She shakes the box to get a feel of whatâs inside, not that it would be anything of high value though given its cheap sender.
Curiosity gets the better of her and she succinctly opens the gift, her eyebrow quirked. A watch. Very typical. She notes how itâs made out of silver and she scoffs harshly. Even if she didnât chuck it into the trash, Satoru would have done it himself since he prefers gold pieces over silver and he most certainly wouldnât want to touch anything that was from you given how he loathed the very idea of you.
The attendant gulps when he sees Himiko harshly discard your gift. âMs. Zenin, donât you think that giving her that would be taking it too far? You know how the Crown Prince feels about those earrings. If he ever were to find out that it had gone missingâŚâ
She turns her head in the direction of the bed where Gojo was currently tossing and turning in his sleep. âThen, Iâll tell His Highness that his chief butler,â her eyes were aglow with cunning as the butler trembled slightly at her murderous gaze. âIs a thief who stole from the imperial vaults, and if you ever decide to rat me out, who do you think the prince will believe? A nameless no account like you or me?â
It slowly registers in the attendantâs mind that he had been utterly played when Himiko asked him to give those earrings to you via an under the table agreement, itâs not like Satoru prepared a wedding gift for you anyway thinking that showing up to the accursed wedding in itself is a generous gift already. ââŚYou used meâŚ!â he whispers angrily, not wanting to rouse the prince.
Himiko shrugs nonchalantly. âAnd you were stupid enough to be used for a few banknotes. Now get lost, Iâll just inform His Highness of your voluntary resignation tomorrow morning.â
She closes the door on the rattled servant and saunters back over to the bed, slipping back under the sheets. Satoru sleepily notices the bed dip with her weight, and unconsciously snuggles closer to her, his arms wrapped around her form. She lovingly strokes his disheveled hair alternating between twirling his locks in her index finger and massaging his scalp as if she hadnât just ruined a manâs life two minutes ago. Her hands reach for the phone on the nightstand and she scrolls through her feed watching a video of the bridal car pulling up to the cathedral.
She boredly watches you step out of the car with your hand looped through Suguruâs arm shyly waving to the thousands happily anticipating this glorious day while your bridesmaids help you with your wedding gownâs train so it doesnât snag across the concrete steps. It takes about five minutes for the cathedralâs towering doors to open and she smirks when she sees you slowly make your way inside, completely oblivious to the fact that your groom is not at the end of the aisle where you expected him to be and is instead still soundly asleep next to her.
The silence that follows is indicative of the horrific scene that greeted you and Himiko switches off her phone, settling back into the pillows contentedly. Serves you right, (Y/N), she smirks.
12:30 PM.
Funny how you think that youâre immune to awful things that happen to other peopleâŚbefore it happens to you. Thereâve been hundreds of stories like this before, but you never thought that youâd find yourself in the long list of unfortunate jilted brides. Your hands tremble as you hold your bouquet of white calla lilies and babyâs breaths. Surely you must have gone blind or something or this was all some sick dream, you desperately search the cathedral room with abject horror in your eyes. It couldnât beâŚyou take an uneasy step toward the witness as your wedding guests whisper amongst themselves, their hearts filled to the brim with condolences for you.
Something in you jeeringly mocks you as if to chide you for living too long in the forest of your fantasy, dodging every pocket of realityâs sunlight as it shines through the many trees youâve cultivated with your delusions that thisâŚwhatever the hell this isâŚcould miraculously work out in the end. That you stood a chance against all the cards that were catastrophically stacked against you, and that he could give you even just a scintilla of respect if it was truly impossible for him to ever learn to love you.
âSuguru,â you instinctively clutch his hand as if by him squeezing your hand back, you could miraculously be put together again. You were so heartbroken that you didn't even realize that you just called him by his name, forgoing the mention of his venerable title. ââŚI-IâŚâ you gulp as you feel the dreaded words lodge deep in your throat, clogging your airways with uncried sobs.
âOh, (Y/N), Iâm so sorryâŚâ
ââŚWhereâs Satoru?â
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REBLOGS AND INTERACTIONS IS WHAT KEEPS AUTHORS GOING SO SHOW SOME LOVE â¨đ mwah! see you all in episode 2.5!
#I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY TO HIMIKO ZENIN BC#LIKE LET US LIVE A LITTLE#IT'S NOT LIKE WE'RE DOING THIS BC WE WANT TO#LIKE DAMN MA'AM#YOUR BOYFRIEND LOVES YOU CHILL#AND THEN GOJO#G O J O#at least he's honest thoughg ifhfgoihf#BUT S T I LL#also hair twirls at suguru happily#i love him and his bond already with reader#like it's so good#i know im reblogging the secvond part but it's also A LOT OF EMOTIONS DUE TO THE FIRST PART TWO#LIKE THEY JUST#suguru pls save us im begging you get us out of here#gojo trying to hurt us too like my good man#my good man#there is one braincell between himiko and gojo and none of them have it#match made in hell#whispers i love this so much oh my god ive never felt so ready to fight an npc before in my life
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ᯠâIN YOUR WILDEST
DREAMS.â Űśŕ§
âheâs so tall, and handsome as hell, heâs so bad, but he does it so well.â (TAYLOR SWIFT.)
BY @MZLLSIT!!! ἍáĄ
PAIRING. hwang in-ho & fem!reader.
FANDOM. squid game (seasontwo.) ęŞŕ§
T!W. shameless smut. porn with plot. angst. blowjobs. slight age difference. gagging. rough oral sex. violence. blood. slight manipulative in-ho?? (not as bad as it sounds.)
GENRE. smut, slight fluff?
âPART TWO OF âSAID YOUâRE A WILD
MUSTANGâ AS REQUESTED!!!!
(I SUGGEST READING ^ FIRST AS THE PLOT WOULD MATCH UP EASIER FOR YOU!!!
SUMMARY. á°.á the day following yours and in-hoâs small.. âinteractionâ left you feeling hopeless as you found that he had been avoiding you since the second he left you vulnerable in that bathroom. a million questions spiralled in your head to what possibly could be the reason he was acting so stubborn and hell, did you want your answers. taking matter into your own hands, you cornered in-ho into giving you the answers you want and deserve.. until you found yourself in a rather.. sticky situation?
!!!!AUTHORS NOTE!!!!! . . . in this fanfic i twisted up the story a smudge and basically removed the whole last scene of the rebellion and replaced it with the aftermath of the night games and the players making their way up toward their 4th game just so this story would kinda like make sense bruh??? and on another note the comments left on my last post were so supportive istg my ego is through the roof yall i love it. also, im thinking of writing a story with the love interest being sangwoo cuz hes been my man since day one guys. lmk who u want to see me write about next and thank you so much for all your support!!!!!!!! ἍáĄ
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the hours following after the blood bath that erupted amongst the players felt as though they could last a million lifetimes. you watched as the pink covered guards entered the room with those obnoxious boxes, plush and dark with a taunting pink bow on the top just to add another âfuck youâ to the players about their power while they scrooped up the bodies of the dead.
blood seemed to be on every surface your eyes could catch, the floor, walls, even the beds as you watched a guard carry a limp body of a woman whoâs stomach was mutilated and open for all to see, her eyes fluttered shut to show she probably was attacked in her sleep. you couldnât help but feel bile rise in the back of your throat at the scene, swallowing the acid back down to your stomach with a trembling lip. how can anyone be so fucking inhumane?
yet while you fought away your vomit, your eyes pinned onto a familiar body who was being carried into a box. nam-yuâs wide, dead eyes felt as though they were following your live ones as they lowered him into the box. instantly your mind snapped to the memory of in-ho puncturing the metal pole in through his heart and feeling his warm, crimson blood drip along down your face before his body collapsed ontop of you. this time, your final view of the man who tried to end your life was left with a hole through his body and his head tilted up to stare at the ceiling as they slid the lid of the box over his body.
and yet the man who saved your life seemed to have removed himself from it completely as he sat in the same corner with gi-hun, jung-bae and the rest of their alliance, his eyes staring at the ground with what looked like guilt but with feeling your eyes on him, he tilted his own to look back at you for a short moment which made your heart rattled against your chest before his attention was quickly yanked away as jung-bae opened his mouth to talk.
so here you sat across the room, feeling like a crumb that was kicked under the carpet, longed to be forgot about. not even an hour ago he was staring up at you from between your legs like you were a prized antique, fragile and precious and made to be cherished. now here he is, running a firm hand through his messy hair, not daring to look in your direction. how man like of him.
biting the flesh from under your finger nails you sat a few bunk beds away from your group while the xâs stayed firm in their side of the room but this time each of the sides were down by far more numbers and looked slightly more frightened than ever before.
âhey. .â a soft voice came and dragged you out of your thoughts as you turned your head at the sound of your name. player 120 looked down at you softly, hands tightly at her side to try not to spook you. âmy god, i thought you were dead.â she whispered a little breathlessly as she smiled a sweet smile she knew you needed yet you could tell she was more than thrilled to see your face alive and well.
cho-hyun ji her name was, she was someone you stuck along side with during all of the games you played. she and her group recruited you to be theirs during the second game where you shocked your group with your skill of spinning top. to be honest, despite your angered shape it was more than soothing to see such a kind and comforting face after everything.
âcome, sit with us.â slowly and carefully she brought her hand up to settle on your shoulder yet not firmly enough to scare you or pressure you.
your eyes were brought to the group who you found to be staring back at you with a smile, player 222, she held her large belly with one hand yet her other tapped the spot next to her, signalling you to sit. gi-hun, the leader you supposed also offered a kind smile toward your way where as in-hoâs dark eyes stared in way you couldnât quiet put your tongue on. lust? anger? guilt? who knows, instead you took hyun-jiâs hand and followed her over to the rest of the group and ignored the fiery feeling in your stomach.
âah-haha! there she is!â jung-bae called out from his seat on the stairs and before you could even respond he pulled you into a tight, suffocating embrace, his plump arms patting your back while he chuckled. âwe thought we lost you for a second there!â you laughed kindly at the groups relief of seeing your face again and as jung-bae released his bear grip on you, from over his shoulder you caught eyes with in-ho, a strand of his dark hair fell over his eyes which looked like they darkened in colour at the view of you two, and fuck, did it make your stomach sink.
after your small reunion with the group you finally took your seat inbetween player 222 and gi-hun, who affirmed your nervousness with a warm smile yet you could see the pain from behind his eyes as he quickly returned his attention back toward the conversation jung-bae and his marine friend were bantering about. you guessed they were probably trying to make the best out of a bad situation judging by how deflated and scared most of you seemed.
your mind blurred with whatever conversation was happening amongst your friends and instead your eyes pinned to stare at the pink, square guards that stood at the metal double doors, then stared to in-ho, then back to the guards. what correlation did this man have with them? because hell, theres no way they wouldâve opened that door even if you pleaded with your whole life and still they allowed him with you at his side to slide away from death and into heavens gates? it made no sense to you at all. and why was it so easy for him to act as though nothing between you had even happened not even a few hours ago when it was eating you up from the inside not to scream in his face.
maybe im overreacting? you thought. anyone in this room is just as desperate for sex, he probably saw you in that bathroom as a stress reliever, a one ânightâ stand that he could easily slip away from with no feelings attached? sure, it made sense, but nor did it stop the way you felt towards him and it definitely did not make sense on how easily those guards let him live. this man has power, and nobody else knows about it.
and you were going to find out what is was, even if it costs you your life.
. . . .
âattention all players, the next game will commence shortly. please make your way toward the game hall!â the ai voice called from the several speakers around the room to which everyone began to shakily rise from their spots, making their way to the now opened doors.
âany idea on what the next games could be?â you heard jung-bae ask gi-hun, to which gi-hu replied with a tight shrug, assuring that the games have changed since the last time he played and that it was completely out of his power. gi-hun was kind and definitely did not deserve all that was racking on his shoulders, besides, he was a good man with a good heart.
you stuck behind the crowd, following tightly behind hyun-ji while the rest of your group walked through the doors to where the bright colours of the spiralled hallways illuminated and burnt your eyes. in-ho followed closely behind you, alone, and you could practically feel the way his eyes burnt holes at the back of your head. this was your opportunity.
hyun-ji chatted alongside player 246, making their way hastily up the stairs while you shortened your steps, slowing your legs down down and listening quietly to in-ho behind, whoâs steps were beginning to match your pace.
waiting until you were out of sight, you twisted your head around to face in-ho behind you before using all your strength to pull and yank him up against the wall, anger lacing your eyes. even though you were at an advantage, his height still towered over you, like he could swallow you whole as he stared down at you, grinning. you felt vulnerable at how beautiful he looked pinned against a wall, keeping his eyes calm and settled on you, hair messy and scattered along his relaxed features.
âmm, little girl finally found her strength, yeah?â his tone was glazed sweetly like honey with a hint of sarcasm laced on his tongue as he took the view of you, knitted eyebrows, hair pulled back into a loose bun as you panted harshly with your hand tight against his chest, trying to keep him still.
âyouve been avoiding me.â your chest heaved, staring into his souls with attempted anger yet a slight glisten of lust shimmer behind your eyes. the way you had him pinned reminded you of how he had you in that bathroom, pretty face buried between your legs and eating you out like a man starved of thirst. it sent your thighs to clench just at the thought.
âi have reasons.â his tongue poked on the inside of his cheek, the nerves in his jaw clenched for a moment yet he never broke eye contact or even tried to move out of your grip.
âoh yeah? what reasons, cause i sure as hell know theres something up with you.â you gripped his shirt harder under your shaking hands, yanking his shirt forward in attempt to gain your dominance. he laughed. right in your fucking face, soft and innocent but fuck did it damage your ego.
âreasons that donât concern you, sweetheart.â the nickname rolled on his tongue in a way that sent butterflies to spiral in the pit of your stomach and your cheeks to flush in a soft pink colour. ânow, are we going to do this the nice way, or my way.â
now it was your turn to laugh, cocking an eyebrow and yanking his shirt tighter toward you so his face was inches from yours. âyou donât fucking scare me, in-ho.â you spat, face now laced with seriousness as you stood you firm ground.
âwell, so be it.â he shrugged firmly before his hand wrenched around your wrist and yanking it behind your back in a split second. crying out in pain, he shoved your back against him to where your ass pressed firmly against his front while his other hand wrapped around your mouth to muffle your yells. your free arm clawed and slapped against the arm that quietened you yet his strength overpowered yours so easily.
âwhyâd you have to be so difficult, hm?â his lips were so close to your ear lobe that his hot breath ticked against the plush of your neck.
âfuck you..â you whispered out from a shaky breath, feeling embarrassed at how quickly the tables turned in just a few seconds. then, he chuckled again, but instead this one came out darker.
âas you wish.â he whispered into the crook of your neck before grabbing both your wrists with one hand and used his other to yank the door handle behind him that his back pressed against, shoving you both inside.
the first thing that caught your eye was the long walk way and how nearly every material of the room was covered in gold decor, walls covered in black paint with shelves of whiskey and liquor that probably dated back to centuries ago sat behind a glass case while in the centre sat a large tv half the size of the room. on the screen played footage of the players still walking up the stairs to the game, in front sat a plush, leather couch with a side table that had a half drank glass of bourbon ontop. next to that sat a mask, yet it was different from the one the guards wore and it made your skin tingle.
yet your wondering eyes were stopped in their tracks as in-ho pressed himself tighter against your lower back before leading you forward through the walkway, his breathe tickling softly against your skin.
âyouâre shaking.â he spoke against your pulse point in your neck, still pining your wrist behind you as he walked you like a fucking dog toward the plush sofa to where he brought you round to the front. slowly, his long fingers trailed up your body, not once letting his lips leave your skin as he practically inhaled your scent. eventually they landed on your clothed shoulder before he pressed down on it for you to lower yourself down on your knees.
fuck. you tried to swallow the lump that grew in your throat as you sat on your knees in front of him, watching as he man spread out before you, arms resting behind him while he stared down at you with that same fucking smirk that made you clench your legs.
âwho are you working foââ the words muffled your throat before you were shoved face first into his crotch, feeling his hard erection through the material of his joggers. he rubbed your cheek against the bulge in his trousers and you swore you heard a small, whiny hum from his lips.
âshh.. why donât you use that pretty mouth of yours for a greater good, hm?â his large palm petted the back of your head, stroking you like you were a soft animal as you swallowed the gathering saliva that gathered anxiously in your mouth. âdo me well and ill answer any questions you have for me, sweetheart. deal?â
you nodded your chin up and down as you slowly edged your finger to the waist band of his tracksuit bottoms, pulling them slowly with shaking fingers. feeling your trembling touch, in-ho brought a warm palm to your cheek, thumb running comfortingly over the scar left under your eye as his eyes glistened beautifully under the gold lighting. and shit, you swore you get sticky just at his touch.
âmhm, just like that.â he coed down at you quietly, treating you as precious that if he spoke to loud you would shatter like a piece of glass. being validated by him was a drug you never knew you needed, and hell, were you addicted. cautiously, you began pulling at his clothes again until they were down to his thighs, leaving him in a pair of calvin kline boxer briefs. hot and ironic, judging his rich scent you werent exactly surprised to see them with his large bulge staring back at you.
for a moment, you looked up at him to where he was already staring back down at you, palm still cupping your cheek as he gave a gentle nod of approval before your finger tips brushed at the elastic top of his pants as softly yanking them down. fuck.
his size practically made your mouth gape open slightly, your wide eyes taking in the mouthwatering sight. a baby pink tip beaded and glistened with pre-cum while a pretty vein ran along the side of his cock, starting from his base and traveling the full way to the tip. you gulped at his girth, fantasising at how perfectly he could satisfyingly fill you up against this fucking couch.
âplease.â he mumbled, sounding breathless already and slightly needy as he took one hand to gather your soft hair into a ponytail before shoving your head down harshly on his cock, forcing his tip to stab against the back of your throat which made your eyes fill with tears as you choked.
bobbing your head up and down, your lips wrapped around his large girth perfectly while your palms sat firm on either side of his thighs for support. the sounds leaving his mouth were like they were sent from heaven, breathless and desperate, almost enough to make you cum there and then. his fingers interlinked with the roots on your hair, tugging on the strands.
bringing yourself up from his cock, you admired the way it glistened with your saliva as you caught your breath. for a moment, you looked up to capture the view of this man, his head tilted back as his adams apple bobbed in his throat while his eyes wrenched shut. he was fucking beautiful and vulnerable while you sat in between his legs, it made you want to suck him dry until he cried out your name to stop.
gently, you leaned you head back down to his tip, using your tongue to kitten lick around the base to taste the sweetness of his pre-cum. this caused in-ho to grip at your hair painfully, letting out a deep groan at the way you teased his sensitive tip.
âwho do you work for?â you whispered against his length and you swore you felt it twitch between your hand as you used one to work at the base of his cock while your tongue remained along his tip, licking long stripes.
âi dont work for nobody.â he grumbled from the couch, tucking a loose strand of your hair behind your ear, his chest heaving slightly at how beautifully you worked and treated him. âwhat makes you think i do, hm?â
âduring the night those guards justââ you gripped on the meat of his thigh as he shoved your mouth back down on his cock, making you gag out loudly against him which sent shivers down his spine at the vibration. tears battled behind your eyes at the burning that began to ride in the back of your throat yet his cock continued to thrust harsher and deeper between your lips.
you couldnât even breathe against him, yet he couldnât give less of a shit as he continued to shove his dick balls deep in your snappy mouth that got you in this position in the first place. sucking and gagging along his cock felt euphoric for you, even leaving your panties wet with your slick yet you attempted to cross your legs at the uncomfortable, sticky feeling that grew in between them.
squeezing on his thighs, you felt hot tears stream from your cheeks while your mouth battled with the roughness of his thrusts as he fucked your mouth vigorously. soon enough, your knees bucked at the way he twitched in your mouth before his warm cum coated every surface of your mouth, filling you up completely.
âfuck..â he panted harshly, letting go of the grip of hair he held to look down at you with your mouth full of cum. your lips were puffy and pink while your cheeks stained with tears as you swallowed harshly, his taste leaving a sweet tingle on your tongue. then, he took your face in with hand hand, lifting your chin up to look at him as he squeezed both sides of your cheeks between his fingers.
âlook at me when i talk to you.â he grunted down at you, fluttering your eyelashes to look at his face with your glossy eyes as you sniffled slightly. taking one hand, he wiped a drip of cum from the crease of your lips before tugging at your hair to open your mouth. sliding his thumb between your lips, you licked of the residue with the warmth of your tongue, then softly he removed it with a short pop.
âyouâre a smart girl, yeah? but not smart enough to understand what danger you have put yourself in.â his tone was gentle, yet his words made your heart thump wildly against your chest. the fuck does that mean? you wanted to ask, yet you chewed on your tongue to not do so.
âi dont.. understand?â you almost choked on your words, eyebrows knotting into a thrown as you felt just as clueless as before, yet this time with a slight bit of your dignity stripped judging by the fact you had to suck off a potentially dangerous stranger because you were curious.. well, not just that. but still, he had your mind lopped in confusion thats for sure.
âi donât expect you to, sweetheart.â he coed, twirling your soft hair between his finger tips while his other still remained on keeping your chin up at him. âbut, please, understand this.â
slowly, he lowered his head down toward yours, brushing his thumb along the softness of your bottom lip. in-ho stopped to trace his lips along your ear lobe, nibbling at the soft skin before opening his mouth to whisper upon it. âif anyone even dares to hurt you, i promise ill chop off every single one of their fingers and serve them to you on a silver platter.â he chuckled against your neck, licking a nipping at the skin as he felt you tremble bellow him.
âwith their head as dessert.â he growled in your ear, violence and threat slashed on his tongue while he used his spare arm to scoop you up from the plush carpet floor and into the warmth of his lap. âdo you understand that?â
âyes.â your bottom lip trembled and eyes widened with the seriousness of his tone, and fuck did he mean every word of it. nor did you hesitate to believe him either, taking your hands to wrap around the back of his neck and rest your chin into the crook of his neck, inhaling the expensive scent he let off.
âthats my girl.â
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๨ৠin which you run into rafeâs arms whenever thereâs trouble. not that he minds, of course.
being rafeâs girlfriend meant relying on him for everything. it made him feel wanted, and made you feel safe. so although it went against all your morals as a woman, it just felt right crawling into a cute boyâs muscular arms whenever you needed comfort or help. whether someone made your drink wrong, or a boy was hitting on you, or anything else really, rafe was there to help you out. youâd just grab his hand or pull him aside, and heâd mutter an âi gotcha, kid,â before going to handle it.
heâd assumed youâd be okay going to a friends birthday party. he wasnât invited, it was a âno boys allowedâ kind of party. just gossiping pillow fights and giggles. and these were your friends, if you had any issues youâd sort them out yourself. but, spoiler alert â he was wrong.
rafe was at tannyhill, sitting on the couch on the balcony as he replied to his fathers email about the dumb cross that rafe wanted to sell. it was probably around two hours ago when you left, in your cute dress that he bought you, giving him a big kiss before leaving with a birthday gift in hand. the sun was setting, it wasnât even that late. so he certainly wasnât expecting a security alert that the front door was opening, nor your pouty face appearing at the balcony door as you opened it slowly.
your lips were red, matching the unnatural hue on your cheeks. little white lines stained from your eye down to your jaw. your eyelashes were droopy and had little wet drops on them. which leaves him to one conclusion; you were crying.
â..shit,â he mutters under his breath, drawling out the word with parted lips and sighing as you plop yourself down beside him. âwhat happened, baby?â an arm instantly wraps around your shoulder, pulling you into his side. you instantly cuddle into him, like you always do. right back in your loverâs arms.
â..anna,â you sniffle, voice soft and shaky. âi donât get it. i donât get why sheâs so nice to everyone except for me. hates me for no reason, rafe, she hates meââ a quick interruption on his part, quickly shutting you up because youâre not answering the question properly.
he finds it hard to believe that anyone could hate his girl. âwhat did she do?â he asks, making sure youâre looking him in the eyes so you really understand what heâs asking for. specifics.
âsheâs just so rude. said my highlights were way too grown out, said my dress did nothing for my figure and washed out my tan, said that my nail polish was chipping..â you trail off and sniffle. âanything to prove im not perfect, rafe. like duh, i know im not, but she likes to point it out. then she always giggles like itâs just a silly joke,â
â..uh huh,â he hums along. âân you know thats not true, right?â he checks, as if itâs obvious.
âwell it is true. havenât gotten my hair done in months, and my nails are chipping, so..â
he sighs. ânot that part, kid. câmon,â
ââŚthat was the only part, rafe,â
âtalking about the âperfectâ part,â he clarifies. âyou know youâre perfect, câmon, donât start saying you arenât,â
âno oneâs perfect,â you counter.
âi beg to differ,â he shrugs. ânow câmon, whaddya want me to do about this bitch, huh?â he changes the topic before you argue and he has to assure you more.
ânothing, rafe,â
ânothing?â
âmhm.â
he huffs and leans back on the couch. he knows you. you donât want him to do nothing about this. âwhy the hell are you here then, if you donât want me to do anything?â
âto see my handsome boyfriend ân tell him what happened,â
â..right,â he says after a moment. âsure thing, kid. i wonât do anything. whatever you want,â you can tell heâs lying through his teeth.
you smile softly at his agreeable attitude, his voice and touch alone comforting you more than anyone else could. so you cuddle into him more, doe eyes looking out at the sunset overlooking tannyhill, at the american flag waving in the humid wind. youâre perfectly content letting him dry the leftover tears and spending the night with him instead of your little friends.
but you and him both know heâs gonna be making an angry phone call to a certain girl after you leave.
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đđđŤđŤđ˘đ¨đŤâđŹ đđ¨đ§đ Part One
pairing. ambessa x reader x sevika
warnings. kissing, sparring and kissing, touching, neck kisses, pet names (darling)
wc. i have no idea (i went overboard)
synopsis. You were sent on a mission to train sevika for an underground tournament, by non other than the tyrant herself, Ambessa Merdarda.
a/n. there needs to be more of these because i am in need. i keep making part twos because im indecisive also let me know if thereâs any misspelling
note. it would greatly appreciated if you would not only just like, but also reblog & give me feedback. thank you!
Sweat clung to your brow as you stepped into the training room, its atmosphere oppressive and bathed in a dim crimson glow. The walls, which were made of steel, echoed with every movement. Scuffed mats covered sections of the concrete floor, marked by years of punishment from brutal sparring matches. Ambient heat radiated from flickering red lights overhead, casting jagged shadows that seemed to ripple with every movement. It wasnât an ideal space for training, but Zaun didnât do luxury, and neither did Ambessa.
Ambessaâs voice rang out from the elevated platform at the far end of the room, her piercing gaze fixed on the two of you. âAgain,â she ordered, her tone sharp enough to cut through the humid air. âDonât hold back this time. Youâre wasting my time if youâre not going to make her bleed.â
Resentment prickled under your skin, but you bit your tongue. Ambessaâs presence had been the only thing keeping you in this hell of an assignment. Training Sevika for an underground tournament had sounded ridiculous when the offer first came to you. Why would a battle maiden brute like her need anyoneâs help. But Ambessa had insisted, claiming your expertise was âessentialâ to Zaunâs victory. She wouldnât take no for an answer.
Sevika stood in front of you, her large frame coiled with tension. Her metal arm glinted under the lights as her breathing stayed steady. Her gaze looked betrayed with annoyance. She wasnât thrilled about being told what to do, let alone by you. The feeling was mutual. âYou ready for another bruising, princess?â Sevika taunted, cracking her knuckles.
Rolling your eyes, you dropped into a fighting stance. âKeep talking, and Iâll make sure your metal arm isnât the only thing out of commission.â
Her grin was predatory. âSuch big words for someone so small.â
The session resumed with a flurry of blows. Sevika lunged first, her movements quick despite her size. You ducked under her swing, your fist connecting with her side. The impact barely fazed her, but it was enough to get her attention. She retaliated with a sweeping kick, forcing you to leap back to avoid losing your footing. The clash of flesh and metal echoed in the room as the two of you exchanged blows, your mutual irritation fueling every strike.
Sevika was too strong to take head-on. So you relied on precision and agility, darting around her strikes and aiming for weak spots. But Sevika wasnât stupid. She adapted quickly, her strikes coming faster and more calculated. Her metal fist grazed your ribs at one point, and the shock of it made you stumble.
âGetting tired already, sweetheart?â she sneered, wiping the sweat from her brow with her forearm.
âHardly,â you shot back, charging at her with renewed energy.
Your next strike caught her off guard. A perfectly timed uppercut sent her stumbling backward. You didnât stop, delivering a swift kick to her midsection that knocked her off balance. She hit the ground hard, her body slamming against the concrete with a grunt. For a moment, the room was silent except for the sound of your ragged breathing.
âStay down,â you said, wiping your hands on your pants.
But Sevika didnât stay down. With a growl, she lunged at you like a wild animal. Her strength caught you off guard, and before you could react, she had you pinned to the cold floor. The impact knocked the air from your lungs, and you gasped as her full weight pressed against you.
Sevikaâs metal hand gripped both of your wrists, pinning them above your head. Her other hand rested on your shoulder, keeping you firmly in place. You struggled, but her strength was overwhelming.
âNot so cocky now, are ya?â she panted, her voice low and dripping with satisfaction. Sweat dripped from her forehead onto your cheek, and the heat of her body seeped into yours.
âLet me up,â you growled, glaring at her.
Her lips curled into a smirk as she leaned closer, her face mere inches from yours. âNow why would i do that? You look good down there.â
Your pulse quickened, though you told yourself it was from exertion. âYouâre enjoying this wayyyy too much.â
âMaybe,â Sevika admitted, her voice a husky whisper. âBut I think you are too.â Her chest heaved with every breath, the fabric of her tank top clinging to her damp skin. The scent of sweat and iron filled the air, mingling with something deeper, something unspoken. Her gray eyes bore into yours, challenging you, daring you to say something, to do something. But neither of you moved. The world outside the training room seemed to fade, leaving only the two of you in this heat of a moment.
âYouâre stronger than I expected,â Sevika muttered, her voice softer now. âAlmost makes me want to keep you around.â
âAlmost?â you shot back, your voice tight. âGuess Iâll have to try harder.â
Her smirk widened. âYou can try, but you wouldnât succeed.â
Ambessaâs voice cut through the moment like a blade. âEnough!â she barked, her tone sharp and commanding. âIf you two are done flirting, we have a tournament to prepare for.â
Ambessaâs voice thundered through the training room before either of you had the chance to speak. âWhat in the hell is going on here?â Her presence filled the room instantly, her commanding tone freezing both you and Sevika in place.
Her boots clanged against the concrete as she strode forward, her towering frame illuminated by the dim red glow. Dressed in training gear, Ambessa looked more like a war goddess than a general with her broad shoulders and powerful arms on full display. A simple black sports bra wrapped tightly around her chest as her glistened abs catch the faint light.
âOff,â she barked, her sharp gaze locking on Sevika.
Sevika, who rarely flinched at anything, hesitated for a split second before pulling back. Her expression was tight with frustration, but she obeyed, releasing your wrists and standing. The loss of her warmth was immediate as the cold floor pressed against your back.
Ambessa stepped in without missing a beat, gripping Sevikaâs arm and pulling her upright effortlessly. âDo you think this is some kind of game?â Her voice was low, dangerous, as she squared off with Sevika.
Sevika yanked her arm back, her jaw tightening. âShe hit me. I hit her back.â
âYou pinned her like a street brawler,â Ambessa snapped, her voice cutting through the charged air. âThis isnât some tavern scuffle. Youâre supposed to be training, not rolling around like a fool.â
âSheâs the one who pushed me,â Sevika shot back, her chest heaving as she stepped closer. The heat in her gaze didnât waver, and the muscles in her arms flexed with tension.
Still lying on the ground, you watched the two women square off, rooted in place by the sheer energy between them. Ambessaâs imposing frame radiated authority, her dark eyes blazing, while Sevika bristled like a cornered beast, her fists clenched tightly at her sides.
âPushed you?â Ambessaâs voice dropped to a near growl. She took another step forward, her tone mocking. âWhat are you, a child? Youâre supposed to be stronger than this.â
âMaybe if you didnât bark orders from a balcony, youâd see how this fight actually went,â Sevika bit back, her voice dripping with venom. Her muscles tensed beneath the fabric of her tank top, the strain of holding back her frustration evident in every line of her body.
Ambessaâs laugh was sharp and humorless, cutting through the suffocating air. âCareful, Sevika. Youâre one poorly thrown punch away from losing that metal arm.â
Sevikaâs lips twisted into a snarl, her voice rising as she stepped into Ambessaâs space. âAnd youâre one more order away from learning I donât take kindly to being treated like a damn pawn.â
Every word exchanged felt like a spark, each one igniting the fire between them further. You remained where you were, watching from the ground as the red lights painted their figures like some living, breathing battle scene.
Ambessa tilted her head slightly, her piercing gaze narrowing. âYou think this is about you?â she asked, her voice quiet but filled with dangerous intent. She took a step closer, the heat from her body palpable even from where you lay. âYouâre nothing without me. You wouldnât have that arm, that strength, or this opportunity. So donât test me, Sevika.â
For a moment, Sevika didnât respond, her jaw tight as her gaze flickered to the floor before locking onto Ambessa again. Then, like a wave breaking, the anger in her expression shifted into something more intimate replacing it.
âNothing without you?â Sevikaâs voice dropped, her tone low and measured, sending a shiver down your spine. âYou think you own me because you gave me this?â She raised her metal arm, flexing it deliberately. âDonât fool yourself. Iâve earned every inch of what I am.â
Ambessa didnât back down, stepping even closer until their chests were nearly brushing. âThen prove it. Because right now, all I see is someone too stubborn to recognize when theyâre being tested.â
The air between them shifted. Their breathing was heavy, their bodies so close you swore you could see the tension vibrating between them. Ambessaâs hand raised slightly, and for a second, you thought she might push Sevika, or worse, strike her. But her fingers caught the strap of Sevikaâs tank top instead, her grip firm.
âYou talk about earning it,â Ambessa said, her voice softer now, her words dripping with sharpness. âBut have you earned this?â
Sevika didnât flinch, though her chest rose and fell faster, her gray eyes locked onto Ambessaâs dark ones. âIâve earned more than you think,â she said, her voice just as quiet, though there was a slight tremor. The aggression in Sevikaâs stance softened, though her muscles remained taut, her body coiled and ready. Ambessaâs imposing presence didnât falter, but the edge in her gaze dulled ever so slightly.
âYouâre reckless,â Ambessa murmured, her fingers still resting against Sevikaâs shirt.
âTyrant bitch,â Sevika shot back, though there was no bite to her words.
They were so close now, their tension-filled standoff transforming into something you couldnât quite name. You shouldâve looked away, shouldâve gotten up and interrupted, but you couldnât. The sight of them, Ambessaâs glistening abs under the red lights and Sevikaâs tank top clinging to her damp skin. It was mesmerizing.
The sparring session between Ambessa and Sevika had turned into a spectacle of raw power and dominance. The two women circled each other, muscles taut and glistening under the red light as they calculated their next moves. The tension in the room was almost unbearable, the charged atmosphere making it impossible to look away.
Sevika lunged first, her movements swift. Ambessa parried with ease, her stature and experience giving her the upper hand. The clash of their bodies reverberated through the room, their strength evenly matched, though Ambessa carried herself with an effortless grace that only came from years of battle.
Whereas, you sat on the couch in the corner with your legs crossed and your hands gripping the cushion tightly as you watched. The intensity between them was magnetic, and you felt heat creeping up your neck as you took it all in. The way Ambessaâs muscles shifted with every movement, the sheer power in her strikes. It was impossible not to admire her.
Sevika grunted as Ambessa caught her wrist mid-strike, twisting her arm behind her back in one fluid motion. âYouâre too easy to predict,â Ambessa said, her voice low and laced with authority.
Sevika growled, twisting to free herself, but Ambessa didnât let go. Instead, she pinned Sevikaâs arms together, holding them in place with one hand. The strength in that single motion was enough to make your jaw drop. You could see the flex of her biceps, the veins on her forearm standing out as she kept Sevika completely immobilized.
You swallowed hard, feeling your cheeks flush. It wasnât just the display of power that made your stomach flip, it was the way Ambessa looked doing it. She was in complete control, her eyes burning with determination.
Ambessa leaned in close, her lips brushing against Sevikaâs ear. Whatever she whispered was too quiet for you to hear, but the way Sevikaâs ears turned pink told you enough. Sevika was blushing. Their breathing was labored, their chests pressed against each other in a way that blurred the lines between aggression and intimacy. They were similar in height and strength that it was hard to tell who had the upper hand, though Ambessaâs control of the situation made it clear she was the dominant one.
You shifted uncomfortably, trying to ignore the way your body was reacting to the scene in front of you. The way they moved, the tension between them. it was impossible not to feel flustered. Your eyes flicked to Ambessaâs back, the muscles there flexing as she held Sevika in place, and then to Sevikaâs jaw, clenched tightly in frustration.
And then, with a sharp motion, Ambessa threw Sevika to the ground. The impact echoed through the room, but before Sevika could recover, Ambessa straddled her waist, pinning her completely. Her hands pressed into the concrete on either side of Sevikaâs head, caging her in.
For a moment, they just looked at each other. Ambessaâs gaze was piercing, and Sevikaâs was equally defiant, though there was a flicker of something soft beneath her frustration. The proximity between them was almost suffocating, their breaths mingling as they stared each other down.
From your spot on the couch, you felt a pang of jealousy twist in your chest. You hated to admit it, but the sight of them like this: with Ambessa in complete control and Sevika pinned beneath her. You couldnât deny what it made you feel. You were indecisive, whether you wanted to be in Ambessaâs place or Sevikaâs.
Ambessa finally broke the moment, her head turning slightly in your direction. âDarling,â she called, her voice smooth and inviting.
Your heart skipped a beat. She rarely used that tone with you, and when she did, it always made your pulse race. You stood hesitantly, your legs feeling weak as you approached them.
âCâmere,â Ambessa said again, her eyes darkening as she watched you. You obeyed without question, moving closer until you were kneeling beside the two women. Ambessa shifted her attention back to Sevika for a moment, her thumb brushing against Sevikaâs jawline before she finally let go of her. Sevika sat up slightly, her breathing still heavy as she stared at Ambessa, her lips parted as though she wanted to a near whisper. "Do you want her?"
The question hit you like a shit ton of bricks. Your eyes widened, and you quickly shook your head. "What? No, I-"
Ambessa tilted her head, a faint smirk playing at her lips. "Come on. thereâs no need lie," she said, her voice soft but dangerous. "I've seen the way you look at her."
Itâs true i-" you started, but your words caught in your throat as Ambessa leaned closer, her hand coming up to cup your chin.
"You can deny it all you want," she murmured, her thumb brushing against your lower lip. "But I already know the truth." Behind her, Sevika shifted, her eyes narrowing as she watched the interaction. Her gaze flicked between you and Ambessa, her jaw tightening as though she was trying to figure out what to make of the situation.
Ambessa's lips curved into a knowing smile as she let go of your chin, her hand moving to rest on your shoulder instead. "It's nothing to be ashamed of," she said, her tone almost teasing now. "Desire is a natural thing."
You felt your cheeks heat up, unsure of how to respond. Ambessa's gaze was unrelenting, and the weight of both her and Sevika's attention made your head spin.
"Still," Ambessa continued, her voice taking on a more serious edge, "you should know where your loyalties lie." Her words sent a shiver down your spine, and you nodded slowly. With the inability to tear your eyes away from her. The room was silent for a moment, the tension so thick it was almost suffocating. Sevika finally stood, brushing herself off and crossing her arms over her chest as she stared down at the two of you.
Ambessa smirked, leaning back slightly but still keeping her hand on your shoulder. "Oh, I'm counting on it," she said, her tone dripping with confidence.
As the two women exchanged another charged look, you couldn't help but feel caught in the middle of something bigger than yourself. And yet, you didn't want to be anywhere else.
Ambessa stood there, towering over both you and Sevika, her sharp gaze locked on Sevika's defiant stance. The tension between them was thick, electric, but then something shifted in Ambessa's expression. A sly smirk curved her lips, and before anyone could react, she leaned in and pressed her lips against Sevika's.
It wasn't a gentle kiss. It was intense, fiery, and utterly captivating. Sevika's eyes widened in surprise at first, but she didn't pull away. Instead, she matched Ambessa's energy, their mouths moving against each other with such a desire that made your heart pound. You couldn't tear your eyes away from the sight. The sound of their labored breaths and the faint growls of dominance filled the room. They kissed as if they were trying to conquer one another, neither willing to back down. Sevika's hand shot up, gripping the back of Ambessa's neck, her fingers curling into her short hair. While Ambessa's large hands found Sevika's waist, pulling her closer.
Your cheeks flushed as you watched, your mind racing. It was undeniably hot. You clenched your fists in your lap, trying to ignore the heat pooling in your belly as you continued to observe the exchange.
Ambessa's teeth caught Sevika's lower lip, tugging it slightly before she pulled back just enough to smirk. "Is that all you've got?" she taunted, her voice husky and breathless.
"Not even close," Sevika growled, surging forward to capture her lips again, this time with even more hunger.
You swallowed hard, your throat suddenly dry. The two women before you were locked in a battle of dominance, their bodies pressed so tightly together that it was hard to see where one ended and the other began. The red light from the room cast their silhouettes in an almost ethereal glow, accentuating the muscles in their arms and shoulders as they held each other.
You felt a pang of longing in your chest, wishing you could be part of that. Your eyes drifted to Sevika's lips. You imagined her pressing her lips against your neck. And then your gaze moved to Ambessa's hands, the thought of them holding you like that making your stomach flip.
You didn't realize you were pouting until Ambessa pulled back slightly from Sevika, her eyes flicking toward you. She chuckled lowly, her voice thick with amusement. "What's wrong, darling?" she teased, the pet name rolling off her tongue like silk.
You quickly looked away, embarrassed that she'd caught you. "Nothing," you muttered, though the heat in your cheeks betrayed you.
"Nothing, hm?" Ambessa stepped closer, leaving Sevika standing there looking both frustrated and dazed. She reached out, her hand brushing lightly against your cheek before trailing down to rest against your back. "I don't think I believe you."
Sevika, still breathing heavily, smirked as she noticed your reaction. "Looks like someone wants in on the fun," she said, her tone teasing but her eyes were dark. Your heart skipped a beat as Ambessa's hand pressed more firmly against your back, guiding you to your feet. "Join us.â she commanded softly, her voice leaving no room for argument.
You hesitated for only a moment before obeying, letting her lead you exactly where you wanted to be. Right inbetween the two of them. Her hand stayed firm against your back, her touch grounding yet electrifying.
"You've been watching like you want something," Ambessa murmured, her lips brushing against your ear as she spoke. "Well?"
"I..." You trailed off, unsure of how to put into words the mix of desire and anticipation swirling inside you.
"Shy now?" Sevika teased, stepping closer until her chest was nearly brushing against your back. She reached out, her calloused fingers tilting your chin up so you had to look at her. "Don't be."
The proximity of both women was overwhelming, their sheer size making you feel small and delicate in comparison. Ambessa's hands slid down to your hips, pulling you flush against her chest while Sevika's fingers trailed along your jawline.
"You're trembling," Ambessa noted with a smirk, her voice a low rumble against your back. "Are we making you nervous, darling?"
"I-iâm not nervous," you managed to say, though your voice betrayed you.
Ambessa chuckled, the sound vibrating through her chest and into your body. "Good," she said. "Because we're just getting started."
Before you could respond, Ambessa leaned down, capturing your lips in a kiss that was both commanding and intoxicating. Her hands tightened on your hips, holding you firmly against her as her lips moved against yours with expert precision.
You barely had time to process the kiss before Sevika's lips found the curve of your neck, her teeth grazing your skin in a way that sent shivers down your spine. The combination of their touches was almost too much to handle, and yet you craved more.
Ambessa pulled back slightly, her eyes dark with desire as she looked down at you. "Sevika," she said, her tone carrying a hint of command.
Sevika hummed in response, her lips still pressed against your neck.
"I think you want more," Ambessa said, a mischievous glint in her eye as she looked between you and Sevika.
Sevika smirked, her hand coming up to cup your cheek as she pressed a lingering kiss to your temple. "Then we shouldn't disappoint," she said, her voice low and full of promise.
As they both closed in on you, you couldn't help but feel excitement. Being caught between these two powerful women, their attention focused entirely on you, was a dream come true. And as their lips and hands began explored every inch of your body, you couldnât resist.
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dbf!joel miller x f!reader
SUMMARY: One always craves what is out of reach. Like the forbidden fruit that lingers just beyond grasp, tempting with its sweetness. Joel became the townâs greatest sinner, and you, his best friendâs daughter, are the tantalizing temptation he knows he should never indulge in. Your very existence marks the path to his ruin. He can't help but follow it. WARNINGS/TAGS: mdni smut 18+ cursing. drinking. dirty talk. joelâs POV. a lot of introspection. mentions of alcohol. miscommunication. no outbreak. dbf!joel. age gap (25 and 56). petnames. religious imagery. car sex. oral sex (f!receiving). fingering. unprotected p in v. riding. missionary. doggy style. orgasm denial. crying. hair pulling. thumb/finger sucking. cum shot. creampie. reader sits on joelâs lap and has hair. moodboard for aesthetic purposes only. A/N: the fact this idea has been sitting on my drafts for over a year is just crazy. i finally found the time to put into words, and i know iâm a little late to the whole dbf!joel trope, but iâm a real sucker for it... hope you like this one! <3
No one couldâve ever said Joel was a great best friend.
For one, he was terrible at remembering important dates. His mind just didnât catch hold of details like thatânever had, really. He wasnât the sentimental type, either. At best, heâd manage a pat on the back or a firm handshake, maybe even a call on Christmas if he remembered. Emotional displays werenât in his nature, far too used to keeping things at armâs length.
Luckily for him, Stephen never seemed to care much about these things. Theyâd been friends for over forty yearsâwhich is, well, a hell of a long time, especially considering each had gone off to carve out his own life. Theyâd trudged through both primary and secondary school side by side, and Joel felt Stephenâs absence like a hollow ache the day his friend left for university in another state.
Technology eventually offered them more ways to connect, but it didnât make keeping up any simpler. The years had tested them, and somehow, theyâd held on to the quiet strength of their friendshipâa bond theyâd forged across decades and distance, held steady like the roots of an old tree.
Stephen was the laid-back type, always down for anything as long as a cold beer was part of the deal. It was rare for him to lose his temper, having a way of letting nuisances slide. Joel could bend every rule, yet Stephenâs patience never wavered. He was unflappable, hardly bothered by Joelâs mood swings, which was what made them a match made in heaven. Nothing could throw him off.
Though Joel doubts Stephen would stay so calm if he knew what heâd done to his daughter. As mentioned, Joelâs not exactly what youâd call a good friendâparticularly considering heâs slept with his best friendâs daughter. Just once, to be fair. One ephemeral, impulsive encounter. Right here, in this very house, exactly three hundred and sixty-five days ago.
His gaze drifts across the room, settling on you at a smaller table a few meters away, surrounded by your younger cousins, ages five to fifteen. He watches as you scroll absent-mindedly on your phone, your brow furrowed in concentration, only tearing your eyes away from the screen when one of the kids hurls a handful of salty peanuts at you.
You press your palms flat against the tablecloth, eyes narrowing as you scowl playfully at the child, a mischievous glint in your expression. âYouâve got ten seconds to run,â you utter in a tone meant to sound ominous, tickling his sides until he erupts in laughter, his giggles filling the dining room with raw joy.
Joelâs been here for over two hours, but he canât recall a single detail about the nightâs events. All he knows is youâheâs studied your every movement, following the shape of your silhouette through the crowd. Heâs accepted a few drinks, engaged in shallow conversation with your relatives, trying his best to play the part of a man with nothing to hide. But despite his efforts, despite every attempt to appear unaffected, he feels a slow burn kindling in the pit of his stomach, an ache that curls through him in a deliciously destructive way.
Itâs when you look up, locking eyes with him, that he nearly mutilates the chicken breast on his plate, the knife skittering over porcelain with a screech. He quickly mutters an apology, excusing his clumsiness and blaming it on one too many drinks. Meanwhile, you donât quit glaring at him, a hint of a challenge dancing in your stare.
This shouldnât feel the way it does, this hazardous, risky game youâre playing. At one time, he mightâve thought this was something only seen in movies, something imagined and unreal. But here you are, and here he is, and the indisputable hunger in your eyes is as real as anything heâs ever known.
Suddenly, his memories drift back to a year ago, to your grandmotherâs 84th birthdayâthe night it all began.
Stephen had left Austin when he was eighteen to pursue a college degree. Thatâs how heâd ended up in New York, and from that point on, he never came back. Itâd been amazing to see him as an equal when they were teenagers, but as they grew older, the only things they shared were the white hairs scattered all over their beards and the memories of much better days.
Whenever they got in touchâwhich didnât happen oftenâyour dad would talk about you. You were just a name without a face, an empty canvas. Close to graduating, with only a few subjects and finals left. Psychology was your majorâwerenât you smart? Joel remembers typing back with a string of exclamation marks to show his contentment. His best friendâs daughter was a success; how could he not be happy?
One random day, Joelâs phone buzzed late in the afternoon, flashing with Stephenâs name. It was rare for them to talk outside the usual birthdays and holidays, so seeing his name on the screen sent a small jolt through him. A dozen scenarios raced through his mind as he picked up, each one edging between concern and curiosity.
Just like that, Stephen dropped the news without any preamble. âIâm moving back to Austin,â His voice came in clear, and there was something unusual about it, brisk but almost nostalgic. Joel gripped the phone a little tighter, processing the words. âIn fact, Iâm filling up the gas tank as we speak. Thereâs someone at home who wants to see you.â
That someone had been your grandmother. With a twinkle in her eye, sheâd insisted on inviting Joel to her 84th birthday. âItâs the perfect chance for you two to reconnect,â sheâd declared, her tone laced with warmth and hope. She adored Joel, practically worshipping the ground he walked on, often reminiscing about the vibrant young man he had once been.
Who could deny anything to an elderly person, especially one as cherished as her? He was strong, physically imposing, but not strong enough to resist her wishes.
The reunion was going as well as it could, given the circumstances. After all, it was a strange kind of delight, seeing his best friend for the first time in decades. Joel thought theyâd do what friends doâsit back, drink, smoke, and trade stories about the good old days.Â
Then you walked into the room, absolutely gorgeous and with a smile that was all teeth, and you reached out to shake Joelâs hand as you introduced yourself. The contrast hit him instantlyâyour skin was satin-like against his, smooth where his was rough and calloused from years of handling concrete and steel. A subtle heat bloomed where your fingers touched, the chill of the rings on your hand sending a shiver through him, as if his senses had sharpened in that brief instant.
You pulled away, taking a step back, your eyes flicking between him and your dad. Joelâs arm fell back to his side, his hand forming a tight fist, the bite of his nails embedded into his palm to keep him grounded. But he couldnât stop himself from scrutinizing youâevery detail of your face, the curve of your smile, the effortless way you carried yourself. Your beauty was at fault, not him. You were completely out of reach, yet close enough to marvel at. He was no more than a man, bound to notice the charm of a pretty girl like you.
That you happened to be the daughter of his best friendâthat was just a cruel stroke of fate.Â
âOh, sweetie. Iâm glad you got to meet Joel at last!â Stephenâs voice cut through his thoughts, an arm draping across Joelâs shoulders, pulling him into an affectionate embrace. âHeâs that friend from school Iâve been telling you about.â
Stephen looked so at ease, so utterly pleased, that Joel could only swallow back the lump in his throat. What kind of sick joke was this? What could he have possibly done to deserve this twist of the knife?
With a soft laugh, you folded your hands behind your back, tilting your head to the right. âMy father wouldnât shut up about you,â you said, light and melodic, drawing him in like a lure. Joel found himself adrift in the sweet cadence of your voice, entranced by the delicate chain glinting at your throat, resting just above the neckline of your shirt, the v-cut hinting at a world of temptation.
He blinked owlishly, fighting the images clawing behind his eyelids. âWell, heâs a good man, your father,â Joel managed, his smile strained. Not because it wasnât true, but because there was a blaring alarm in his head, warning him to get a fucking grip. He knew himself well enough to read the signs, the underlying meaning beneath these nerves, the quickened pulse, the quiet, undeniable urge to reach out and feel you.
He was gone already. He fancied you, and his mind raced with thoughts he knew he had no right to entertain. He imagined what youâd taste like, the way you might sound if he were between your legs, encouraging you to gasp his name. Yet, he was aware that these fantasies were as treacherous as they were forbidden, even more with you standing right in front of him. And your father, just inches away.
From the kitchen, someone called out to Stephen, and with a weary sigh, he unhooked himself from Joelâs shoulder. âComing!â he shouted back, already angling himself toward the door. He glanced back at the two of you, half-smiling while rubbing his temples. âI forgot how exhausting it is to host a family birthday party. Iâll be right back. You two go ahead and chat without me.â
Fuck, no, Joel thought to himself. Donât leave me here. Where the hell are you going?
Joel resorted to remaining silent, choosing instead to take a long sip of his beer to avoid the occasion of sin. He refused to look in your direction, fixing his gaze on anything that didnât involve your bare legsâthe same legs heâd just been eyeing in those damn denim shorts, which exquisitely hugged your thighs. But, then again, he shouldnât even be noticing that.
As he peered down at the carpet, he couldnât ignore the movement of your shoes as you stepped closer. He observed your fingers playing idly with the frayed edges of your shorts, your body inching nearer, and he braced himself in anticipation of whatever you might say next. When his eyes landed on yours, he was met with an aura of expectancy, a cocky smirk pulling at your lips.
âItâs a pleasure to finally meet you in the flesh, Mr. Miller,â you murmured, watching his Adamâs apple bob as he swallowed with effort. Letting your hand linger beside your face, you tucked a loose strand of hair behind your ear, glancing at him through your lashes. âIâve heard so much about you.â
Joel felt the flush rise to his cheeks, and there was no mistaking itâyou were doing this on purpose. Were you trying to push him off balance, to see how far heâd bend before snapping? Was this just a game for you, a bit of mischief to spice up a family gathering? The idea irritated him, but he couldnât entirely ignore the thrill woven into the discomfort. A quarter of his mind itched to play along, but the rest of him screamed to find the nearest exit.
âYâcan just call me Joel. No needa be so formal,â he mumbled, lifting the beer bottle to his lips once again, the bitterness spreading across his tongue.
âBut I like Mr. Miller better.â
His mind conjured all those images of fire and damnation, of being dragged to some dark, smoldering pit. Rotting in hell, he could already see himself within the flames. Tugging at the collar of his flannel, now too tight and hot, he gave a rough, clearing cough. âMâgonnaâgo find your dad.â
He was glad you didnât try to approach him in public again. For a few hours, he felt something close to tranquillityânot fully, though, as he could still hear echoes of your voice in the silences. Every so often, out of the corner of his eye, heâd catch you orbiting near him, lurking in his peripheral vision, even though you sat at a different table.
Later in the night, he wandered upstairs in search of the bathroom, instead stumbling upon your fatherâs childhood bedroom. The door was slightly ajar, and he took the liberty to enter it, a familiar scent filling the room. He ran his fingers over the walls, still papered with posters he recognized well. It was as if time had paused thereâeverything remained as it had the last time heâd been in this very room. The framed portraits, the worn bedspread, and Stephenâs desk, scattered with foreign bills under a layer of glass, each one a memento from the different countries he had visited.
It was only a matter of time before you found him, a light knock on the open door drawing his attention. Joel turned on his heels, catching sight of you, acknowledging your presence with a slight bow of his head. You ambled toward him, curiosity alight in your steps, twisting the chain of your necklace, a restless gesture that betrayed the energy simmering beneath your calm exterior.
He scratched the back of his head, offering a half-hearted smile. âThis isnât the bathroom, right?â he joked, attempting a casual tone. The joke was a weak one, admittedly, but you laughed anyway, a nonchalant sound that showed the gleam of your teeth.
âNo, I donât think it is,â you replied, sliding onto the edge of the desk with an effortless ease. âWhat brought you here?â
âBirthday parties can be a bit overwhelmin', dontcha think?âÂ
âTotally.â
And then you went back to watching him, your eyes tracing his features with an almost stubborn intensity.Â
âYou gonna stop doin' that?â he asked, the words coming out sharper than he meant, though they didn't make you flinch.
âDoing what, exactly?â
âLookin' at me all doe-eyed.â His voice didnât waver, but he advanced in your direction. His knees nearly brushed against yours, the weathered denim grazing your bare skin, and only then did a flicker of uncertainty soften your confident stance. âWhatever it is youâre after, itâs not gonna happen. So quit tryinâ.â
You drew in a slow breath, pushing yourself to your feet. âYou sure about that?â Before he had the time to react, you were standing inches from him, your chest pressing against his, just close enough for him to feel the soft weight of your breasts. âShould I pretend, then, that I havenât noticed youâve been half-hard all night?â
Joel's jaw tightened, his teeth gritting almost painfully. His fists flexed by his sides, his entire body feeling heavier, muscles pulled taut by some invisible thread. "Watch your mouth.â
âOr what?â You hooked a finger inside his belt loop, tugging him that much closer. Your breath, fresh and minty, mingled with the faint scent of your perfume, and he inhaled both, heady on the mix. âYouâre gonna teach me a lesson?â
There was only so much patience a man like him could summon, and you were a thorn in his flesh, determined and unyielding. He leaned in, voice gruff as he uttered three words that made your brows knit together. âClose the door.â You stayed frozen, lips parting in surprise. âDid yâhear me? Mânot into exhibitionism. Close. The. Door.â
You did as he asked, obliging, stepping back to close the door before returning to your place. Without warning, he turned you around, pressing your palms flat against the cool glass of the desk, a sharp chill that made you yelp. His hand settled firmly on your back, guiding you down until your chest was flush against the surface as well. In one swift motion, your shorts were gone, followed by your soaked panties, a damp spot where your arousal had begun to seep through.
He slipped his fingers inside you first, his hand covering your mouth to stifle the needy whimpers escaping your lips. The roughness of his beard grazed your cheek as he hovered over you, his breath hot in your ear as he spoke. âBeinâ too fuckinâ loud, doll.â Matching the rhythm of the slow drag of his fingers, his hips pressed forward, grinding against the curve of your ass, each movement making his mouth go dry. âYâwant this cock that bad?â He nipped at your throat, and you, against his sweaty palm, mumbled what could have only been a muffled Yes. âThen I need yâto keep real quiet for me, alright?â
His jeans and boxers hung around his knees, his cock leaking and throbbing at the tip. Joel realized what true desperation felt like, dangerously close to busting his load at any given moment before even getting the chance to be fully inside you. On top of the desk, your body trembled, and you reached back, pulling your top higher up to bare more of yourself to him. He unclasped your bra with one hand, while his other guided him to your entrance, his lips pressing reverently against your spine as he pushed inside, savoring the heat of your walls wrapping around him for the first time. It certainly didnât feel like anything heâd ever experienced in his fifty-six years of life.
It had been short, and harsh, and fast. Borderline animalistic, what experts would label as a quick fuck. The moment he breached your entrance, you begged for more, fucking yourself back onto him until his thighs met your skin. You acted as if possessed by a greater entity, diabolic, though Joel didnât mind it. He relished it, welcomed it. But he couldnât let you take the reins. He asserted his dominance, snapping his hips forward with a force that drew moans from the depths of your lungs. He was the one in control, driving himself deeper and deeper within you. Suffice it to say you seemed to love it, if the sounds he elicited from you were anything to go by.
It was what you wanted, what you needed. One way or another, heâd caught onto what those lingering glances throughout the party had signified. Every glance youâd thrown his way had been leading to thisâa silent promise that whatever was happening had been destined to be the nightâs climax.
You bit down on his palm as you reached your peak, tightening around him, and perhaps it was the thrill of it all, the knowledge that heâd need far more time to become well acquainted with your body, that had him chasing after you. Holding back until you came had been a feat, pulling out seconds prior to his release, stroking his length once before painting your skin with his seed. A low, primal groan escaped him as he slid his length between your cheeks, prolonging his high, each heated pulse marking you in a way that felt undeniably his.
As he regained his composure, he watched you swirl your thumb along your lower back, collecting a trace of his release, and bringing it to your lips to have a taste of him. You softly laughed when he cursed under his breath, turning your face lazily to the side. âDamn minx yâare,â he rasped, closing the gap between your mouths, his claiming yours in an urgent kiss. Your mewls faded beneath the insistent press of his mouth as he sought to suppress the strange pull in his guts, reluctant to confront the unfamiliar sensations churning within him.
Things wrapped up quickly after that. You both returned to your places, resuming the roles youâd stepped out of briefly: Joel had been in the bathroom; you had been on the phone with a friend. When he reappeared downstairs minutes after you, no one thought twice about his slightly damp hair.
For the remainder of the party, the two of you exchanged no further words. The time for him to leave came, and he offered only a nod of his head across the packed living room. It was a farewell only Joel would give, a subtle acknowledgment that left you wondering about its meaning. There were no explanations, no parting words.
The next time he saw your father, the mere thought of seeing you again terrified him. If itâd happened once, then the temptation would still remain undiminished, strong enough to awaken the lust and the longing veiled in silence. But you werenât there anymoreâback in New York, focused on finishing your semester at college. The surprise must have been evident on Joelâs face, a bewilderment that prompted Stephen to place a reassuring hand on his shoulder. âRemember I told you she hasnât graduated yet?â
âYeah, yeah. I remember now,â he said, wishing to convince both your father and himself.
You were out of the picture, no longer around. Yet, the two of you now shared a secret. You still do, to this day. Heâs no stranger to the notion that some things never seem to change. After all, heâs a creature of habitâsame breakfast every morning, same brand of bread heâs been buying for years. Like all his other preferences, heâs come to realize he likes his women a certain way. And though he hates to admit it, you fit the bill perfectly.
Betty, Stephenâs mother, was turning eighty-five tonight. A seat with Joelâs name was saved at the big table; they wanted him there, his best friend and his best friendâs mother. How nice it was to actually feel wanted. He liked that feeling. Still, heâd had to bite his tongue when your father mentioned youâd be there, too. You had graduated at long last, with your birthday having been just a couple of weeks ago.
âCanât believe sheâs twenty-five already,â Stephen muttered with a chuckle, taking a long drag from his cigarette.
Sitting beside him, Joel gripped the arm of his chair, sinking his nails into it. âMe neither, man.â
His choices had led him to this moment. The clinking of glasses rings in his ears, blending with laughter and the rich aroma of food that fills the air. None of it manages to distract him. He can't help but track you down, eyes scanning the room, relentless in their pursuit of yours. The need to see you goes beyond any shred of restraint he might have faked to have. Joel canât muster the decorum to feign indifferenceâGod, not when youâre near, when the pull toward you feels like gravity itself. Heâs keenly, almost painfully aware, that heâs not even pretending to be indifferent, his interest etched plainly in the way his gaze persists, refusing to pull away.
Itâs his first time seeing you in a year. A lot can change in that span of time. He canât help but be amazed, because you look just the same as you did back then. Only your hairâs a touch shorter. He wonders if itâs even noticeable, or if heâs just spent so long memorizing your features that heâs losing his sanity. He bets itâs the latter.
A light pressure on his shoulder makes Joel jump, breaking down his reverie. He turns quickly, eyes widening. "Betty," he exhales, patting his chest with a smile, eyebrows lifted. "Jeez. Yâscared me."
âYâalright, Joely? Yâlook a bit pale.â The older woman reaches up, pressing the back of her hand to his forehead with a gentle familiarity. Through her lens, heâs still young. âDoesnât seem like youâve got a fever, though.â
"Thatâs âcause Iâm not sick." Joel takes her hand in his, giving it a reassuring squeeze. "Howâs everythinâ goinâ so far? Got all these people together just tâcelebrate yaâ."
"Itâs a wonderful night, sweetheart. So happy yâfound the time tâbe here," she replies, pinching his cheek in that affectionate way that earns her a quiet laugh from him. Her eyes then catch sight of a familiar figure. "Oh, look who's here. If it isnât my beautiful granddaughter."
He stops smiling. In fact, he thinks he even stops breathing for a second as you intrude yourself into the scene, settling yourself beside your grandmother, flashing him a knowing grin. âI was getting kind of bored with the little ones.âÂ
âYâknow Joel, right, dear?â
âYes.â A pause, a beat you draw out between breaths. âYes, I do.â
Betty leans his way, her warm hand still on him. âHave yâheard the latest news? This young lady just graduated.â
âStephen told me,â he answers, looking up at you with a reserved nod. âCongrats, kid.â
âThank you, Mr. Miller.â
Thereâs that damn name again. Were he alone with you, heâd laugh in your face, but he canât. Under the scrutiny of family and friends, he knows heâs cornered. Joelâs starting to believe you think youâre untouchable, that there are no consequences to your actions. You might look the same, maybe a little older, but that teasing, provocative spark in your eye hasnât changed a bit.
âAlways so polite, my child,â Betty says, cupping your cheek with a light pinch, a grandmotherly gesture perfected over the years which she seems to repeat often. âAny boyfriends back in New York?â
This would, without a doubt, be the perfect moment for him to excuse himself and stand upâa conversation heâd rather not be privy to. But with you positioned right in front of him, escape isnât an option. âStill single, grandma,â you respond unfazed, as if you know exactly what youâre doing. âNo one to worry about. Better like this, anyway.â
âBut whatâs the problem? There arenât any boys yâlike?â
He doesnât even know what makes him say itâsome impulse, some hidden tension surfacingâbut he jumps in, his voice carrying a slight, sardonic edge. âBoys are more foolish than ever these days, Betty. Surely yâwouldnât want her to settle for the first idiot who crosses her path.â
Betty clutches his arm, shaking her head in feigned shock. âOh, not at all! Itâs all about waitinâ for the right person. Thereâs no rush, for either of you. Youâre still on your own, Joely?â
Time to drink again. He drains the last drops of alcohol remaining in his glass, feeling your eyes on him, intense and searing, and then he clears his throat, swallowing down the words heâd rather say. âAffirmative.â
âWell,â she sighs contentedly, patting each of your hands as though binding you both with some invisible thread. âJust means yâtwo have to wait a bit longer, right? Time has its way.â She chuckles, eyes soft with memory, turning to you. âDarlinâ, this man here was quite the heartbreaker in his day. He and your dad would find all kinds of trouble with the ladies!â
âHow so?â You cross your arms, playfully tilting your chin up. âJoel Miller, the charmer of the town?â
âGuess Iâve been known tâmake a fool of myself,â he shoots back, silently cursing the moment he missed his chance to slip away. âStephen got more fans than I did, though.â
âI did what?â Joel feels an elbow nudging his back, and thereâs his friend, grinning in his usual easy way.
Joel's luck in life had been more bruised than blessed, a string of hardships that seemed amplified compared to what most people experienced. Being drawn in by youâin which category did that fall? Good luck or bad? He couldn't decide. Every glance and delicate smile you aimed his way stirred something reckless within him. Was it pure thrill, or a warning?
He laughs every time Stephen cracks a joke, but heâs barely listening, his mind half-tethered to the present. Itâs like heâs watching himself from afar, observing his reactions as if he were an outsider. He isnât stoned or drunk, just acutely mindful of your presence. He catches himself peeking up at you from where he sits, jaw tight, his brow creased. You meet his gaze with a slight squint, a polite look that hides something far more dangerous.
Boys are more foolish than ever these days. Heâs sure of that much. Theyâre young, untested. But what about him? Heâs no model of virtue, either. Heâs made his share of mistakes, left good women behindâwomen who were willing to love him in spite of his flaws. Theyâd seen through the layers he wore like armor, and yet, in the end, he couldnât hold on to any of them. He carried the ghosts of every past life, fragments of who heâd been and what heâd left behind, and he knew those shadows werenât for everyone.
A thought pierces through him, sharp and sobering: what would Sarah think? His lovely daughter, grown and settled into her own life, would likely be mortified to know her fatherâs infatuation with a twenty-something. The weight of that realization sinks into his chest, and that seems to be his last straw.
He canât possibly take it anymore. Rising from his chair, he mutters something to Stephen about needing fresh air and makes his way to the backyard door, exhaling deeply and gripping his car keys. The cool night air hits him, stepping outside, a temporary relief as he heads toward his truck.
Just as heâs about to open the door, he hears your voice. You call his name, your tone soft but distinct. He doesnât turn, only lets out a long, weary sigh. âWhat?â
âWhere are you going?â You stop a few steps behind him, watching the way his shoulders visibly tense. âAre you mad at me?â
âWhat?â He faces you, almost snapping his neck in his rush to look at you. âWhy would I beâIâm not mad at yaâ.â
âThen whatâs wrong? Why are you leaving so early?âÂ
He scrubs a hand over his nape, fingers pressing into the tension gathered there. âWould yâlike me tâbreak it down for yaâ, how messed up this is?â His gaze drops to the ground, unable to meet yours. âIâm riskinâ the only real friendship Iâve had here for⌠for somethinâ that I canât even wrap my head âround. This isnât okay, no matter which way I look at it.â
In that moment, itâs as if reality pulls you under. The mask of subtle, practiced arrogance falls apart, scattering in fragments around you. He watches, waiting for you to gather them up, to hide behind that composed veneer again. But you donât move. You leave the pieces where they lie. Instead, you confront his gaze, unguarded, and ask, âDo you regret what happened between us?â
Another question. You seem to be full of them. They just keep coming, one after the other, as if you already had them prepared. I donât, he thinks to himself, but would it do you any good if you knew it? âDonâ start with those mental games.â
âThen come back inside.â
âI know myself well enough to know whatâs gonna happen if I do that, darlinâ.â
Neither of you breaks the silence thatâs settled between you, thick as the night air. You slip your hands into the pockets of your jacket, shoulders slightly hunched, head hanging. Once again, like all those times before, heâs struck by how young you are compared to him. The difference stretches between you like a chasm, bridged only by these stolen moments. The weight of his years presses down on him, the choices heâs madeâthe mistakes and the half-hearted attempts to mend them. Heâs got decades on you, three of them to be precise.
Joel never thought of himself as an ever-lasting free spirit, the kind of man who clings to youth or pretends to be something heâs not. Right now, with you here, he feels reckless, like a boy again. Stupid, impulsive, like the foolish young men he used to shake his head atâthe very ones heâd warned your grandmother about.
âYou left without even saying goodbye last time,â you mumble, low but clear, as you scuff the toe of your shoe against the grass. âAnd now youâre doing it again.â
He inhales sharply, clenching his keys, feeling the edges of the brass biting into his palm. For a moment, he thinks the sharpness will give him something to hold onto, but he knows the sting is nothing more than a weak anchor. âYouâre a smart girl. Donâ need me to spell this out.â
âI know exactly what you mean, trust me. I get it.â
âThen why do you keep pushing?â His pent-up exasperation slips through despite himself, and he can see the hurt flicker across your face, the way your forehead barely puckers as his words hit harder than intended.
Even as you look away, a trace of that hurt fading, you stand firm. You shake your head after a beat, seemingly trying to brush off your doubts and confusion. Joel canât decipher if youâre feigning innocenceâif you are, he thinks, you could be one hell of an actress. âI donât know. I guess I want to see how far this can go.â
You take a small step forward, testing the waters. Your feet move cautiously, not aiming to scare him off. Each step draws you nearer until thereâs only a whisper of space between you, close enough for him to catch your scent, and he has to force himself to peer down to meet your eyes. They hold a quiet intensity: pleading, wide and earnest, already trained on him. Gleaming like two lone stars cutting through a moonless, empty sky.Â
It baffles him, the question forming unbidden in his mind. He goes even further, canât help but wonder: why him? What is it that you see in him? What makes you keep coming back for more? Youâve already had a taste, a story you could tuck away, a secret to be shared with your friends someday around a campfire. So why, he would like to know, are you still here, seeking something from a man like him?
âI like you,â you blurt out, fingers drifting to skim over the worn fabric of his flannel, almost hesitantly. That tentative gesture sparks something raw in him, a low rumble of desire that feels like itâs been lying dormant for too long. Heat pulses through him, hot blood racing through his veins, awakening every nerve, each beat of his heart more insistent than the last one. âI think you like me, too.â
âYouâre insufferable,â he bites out through gritted teeth, his jaw clenching so hard it nearly hurts. He closes his eyes, half hoping youâll disappear, that heâll find some reason, any reason, to call this off. Though when he opens them, youâre still there, waiting, unshaken. âI wish I knew how to stop this. How to walk away.â
âThatâs not what you want.â
âWe donâ always get what we want, kid. Youâll figure that out soon enough.â He means it as a warning, but even he hears the way his voice falters, his defenses crumbling in the face of your unflinching state.
You let out a slow sigh, your arms falling to your sides, eyes roaming over his features as if youâre memorizing every line. Your focus dips to his mouth. âMaybe,â you murmur, and he feels the warmth of your breath against his skin. âBut some things are worth fighting for. And sometimes, those who donât give up⌠get the best in the end.â
With a gentleness that stuns him, you lean in, bringing your lips to his in a featherlight kiss. You pull away, and he helplessly notices the way your lips part, how your breath hitches, and for a split second, the guilt becomes palpable, the significance of wanting a woman he knows he shouldnât. You stand there, chest rising and falling, skin tingling, a faint trail of goosebumps visible where your neckline meets your chest.Â
Apart from the glint in your eyes, he catches the persistent, quiet ache of want. He isnât sure if itâs just physical attraction, if it runs deeper, or if thatâs all it is for him, either. He doesnât need to know. The simplicity of it all is a short-lived relief. Itâs an easy escape, though, this bare minimum of understandingâyou want him, he wants you. Let it be enough for one more moment, for tonight, just another memory heâll have to lock away. Yet heâs aware, deep down, of his own pattern: promises broken just as easily as theyâre made. Heâs only fooling himself. The part of him that knows this isnât something heâll let go of so easily sits there, silently taunting him, daring him to make another compromise he wonât keep.
From where you remain frozen, heâs certain you can practically see the gears turning in his head as he weighs every possible outcome. âItâs gonna happen, isnât it?â Your voice is barely above a whisper, and before you can react, his arm slides around your waist, pulling you flush against him, and turning you toward the car door. The cool metal pressing against your back startles a gasp out of you, but the suddenness only heightens everythingâthe heat of his body, the toughness of his hold.Â
He doesnât waste time with words, having always been a man of action. His hand cradles your face, inspecting your features to later crush his mouth against yours. Your tongue finds his without hesitation, seeking him out, hungry and unrestrained. He savors your eagerness, the way your hands roam over him, clutching at his shirt, tugging him closer by the belt until your lower halves are pressed tightly. The taste of beer and mint clings to your lips, and a husky groan rumbles from him as your fingers find their place in the longer strands at the nape of his neck, twisting and pulling him impossibly closer.Â
He could lose himself in this, the simple, electric thrill of kissing you, how you fit so perfectly against him. Hours could slip by, and he wouldnât mind, but then reality pulls him back; itâs too exposed here, right outside his truck where anyone could stumble upon you. âGet in the car,â he rasps, pulling back just enough to catch his breath, fumbling to unlock the door. It takes him three tries, and he chuckles, feeling the warmth of your laughter beside him as you tease him.
Once inside, his mouth finds yours again, this time more urgently, his hand pressing against your back, tracing the line of your spine through the clothes. âTell me yâwant this,â he breathes, his kisses trailing down your throat, latching onto the tender skin there. âCâmon, baby. Tell me yâwant it. Tell me yâwant me.â
A soft, breathy sound escapes you as his mouth fixates on that sensitive spot just below your ear. You tilt your hips instinctively, craving contact in search of relief, and he shifts you onto his lap, guiding your thighs to settle over his. Desperately working to undo the buttons of his shirt, yearning to uncover him, you pant against his cheek. âJ-Jesus Christ, I need you. Please, touch me. Anything will do. Justââ
Heâs silently grateful for your choice of a dress tonight. It makes things easier for him, and he gets right to it, bunching the fabric around your waist, hands roaming over the soft skin of your hips before moving his fingers lower, tracing teasing lines over your clothed center. He canât fully make out the murmured words you breathe into his ear, but your voice drives him like a lighthouse guides a sinking ship, and he adjusts his movements, pressing with more intention. The only sounds filling the car are his ragged breaths and your gasping moans, and he holds you close to his chest, cooing softly as you start to rock into his hand, asking for more.Â
His fingers find their rhythm, circling your clit in deliberate flicks. Joel watches as you unravel, trembling in his arms, a hint of drool spreading over his shoulder from your parted lips on his skin. His grip tightens as he tugs your underwear down your legs, grinning when you kick them impatiently to the floor of the car. Now, as he strokes his digits up and down your folds, you turn to putty on his lap. In another world, heâd have you laid out in his bed, enjoying each inch of your body. But here, in the cramped, dim backseat, he keeps the lights off. He knows itâs reckless, yet that barely slows him down. His cock throbs at the very risk of getting caught, at the edge heâs walking just to have you like this.
âGoddamn, youâre soaked, arenât yaâ?â He doesnât expect you to answer, at least not in any coherent way. He sinks his middle finger into your bare heat, searching your face in the dark, contemplating the fluttering of your lashes. His hand weaves into your hair, a firm tug guiding your gaze to his. Your head tips back, a moan spilling from your lips at the new sensation, rolling your hips into his palm with earnestness. âItâs gonna be a tight fit, huh? If this is how youâre grippinâ my fingers, I canât imagine what that cuntâs gonna feel like wrapped âround me.â
Studies suggest that in those final, fleeting moments of life, memories flood the human mindâa last journey through a personâs years before crossing over. If he were to die after tonight, he knows your face would be there, etched into his last breath. He can almost picture it: struggling for air, teetering on the edge, with that reddish, towering figure of mortality looming over him. But even then, heâd find solace in the thought of you, thrown into oblivion. Youâd grant him a last-minute reprieve, easing the ache. Youâd be the one whoâd hold back the shadows. This constitutes the apex of his life, and he knows he should be worried, yet intellectual dominance doesnât stand much of a chance when confronting the heart of a man. Not when that heart, so long starved of its pulse, has finally found someone worth remembering.
He makes space for himself, thrusting his long fingers into you until heâs got your slick coating his palm. One hand settles firmly at the small of your back, guiding your movements, while he feels his collected composure faltering. You mouth at the rough stubble along his jawline when you start to get close, breathless whimpers clouding his thoughts. âJoel,â you call out to him, as if that alone would make wonders. âOh, fuck. Please, I waited a whole year. I need to come.â
A whole year. You were his once a year, and he was yours, a bittersweet ritual bound by time. He never wouldâve thought this party could bring him such pleasure, though he canât pretend heâs against it. Last time, he hadnât taken the chance to pull you under and make you fall apart as many times as heâd wanted. Heâs intent on making up for that missed opportunity, determined to make you enjoy every moment.
He withdraws his fingers abruptly, and a sharp laugh nearly escapes him at your reaction. You reach instinctively, grabbing for his hand, trying to guide him back to where he belongs between your legs. But heâs already moving, maneuvering you down until youâre lying on your back, fully under his command. He lowers himself, replacing his fingers with the warm insistence of his mouth. The sound that escapes your lips as his mouth presses against your center is nothing short of a screamâa wild cry that fills the space around you. Heâs grateful he parked far from the other guests, because that sound would turn more than a few heads.Â
Joel laps at your arousal as if it's the fountain of youth, the very essence of everything pure and precious in the world. He presses down on your thighs until they rest on either side of him, unclamping your legs from around his head. The suppleness of your skin feels divine under his fingertips, and he brushes his thumbs over your trembling form, coaxing you into calmness, to let him have his way with you at his own pace. It's an absurd paradoxâaiming to soothe you while his mouth continues its fervent worship, tracing intricate patterns against your most sensitive flesh. His beard, streaked with gray and freshly trimmed, glistens with your slick, and Joel smolders with all-consuming passion.
When his friends had told him to go out more, maybe find someone to date, he's certain they didn't mean this. The smart choice (scratch that: the correct one) would have been to pursue a woman his own age. But fuck itâhe's spent a lifetime doing what's right. Every road he might've taken would've led him here, to this moment, with you. Part of him believes he must still have something left, some spark of appeal. To have a pretty little thing like you, so eager, so willing, offering yourself to him? He has to have something. His knees ache from where he kneels on the unforgiving surface, but the burn is inconsequential, and heâll endure anything to be what you need.
Joel trails his hand up your body, over the curve of your breast, before gently groping it, his palm covering yours in a shared grip. He runs the tip of his tongue along your folds, his saliva mingling with your wetness, aquiline nose grazing your sensitive bud. âYouâre tellinâ me youâre this tight âcause youâve been savinâ yourself for me? You do know what tâsay tâmake a man happy.â He spreads you open slowly, his gaze lingering on the way your cunt glistens, a sense of satisfaction rippling through him. You remain silent, your breath shallow. âStill with me, sugar?â
âItâs just thatâIâm so close.â You bite back a moan, nails digging into the soft leather of the seat. Joel hums in response, his lips closing around your clit. Agitation flickers across your face as you try to grind your hips against his mouth. âFuck, fuck, fuckââ
The pressure is gone as he notices your thighs quivering again, his movements halting immediately.
âNo, Joel. Pleaseââ
âYouâll come when I tell yaâ.â
Heâs having the time of his life. Damn right he is.
He suddenly realizes he's still dressed from head to toes, the heat building in his body becoming too much to ignore. With a frustrated grunt, he undoes his belt, yanking the metal zipper down, longing to rid himself of the constricting denim. A strangled noise escapes him as you suck on his neck, fisting his base, giving him a few purposeful tugs.
âNow, youâre gonna ride me,â he murmurs, making a pause to shrug his shirt off, letting it fall to the floor of the car, âand youâre gonna like it. Donâ want you tâhold back this time, understood?â
His back ends up against one of the fogged-up windows. The air is thick with the apparent scent of sexâa phrase heâd only ever heard in movies, but now, itâs undeniably real. Joel holds his cock, aligning the tip with your entrance as his lips crash against yours in a hungry kiss. A deep groan escapes him, vibrating over your mouth, nipping at your lower lip. The sensation intensifies when your wet interior welcomes him, velvet walls molding to his size. Your brows scrunch together at the stretch, a choked whimper catching in your throat. As your hips sink fully, your ass flush against his thighs, your body clenches around him, that abrupt tightness drawing a stuttering gasp from him.
âFor Godâs sake,â he exhales, the words rough as his forehead bumps into yours. His hand splays over your ribcage, fingers curling slightly. âSweetheart, youâreâkillinâ me here.â
âI can feel you everywhere,â you huff, your arms looping around his neck to pull him closer, holding your breath. He takes the moment to capture your nipple between his swollen lips, leaving a shiny trail of spit in his wake. You lift yourself, the motion teasing, before sinking back down onto his lap, taking him in fully. âCan feel you in my stomach.â
When you begin to move, Joel loses track of everything else. Time seems to stretch, bending and reshaping itself each time his tip finds some hidden place inside you. Heâs fifty-six years old, yet in this moment, his soul feels infinite. Invincible. He brings his hand to your lips, thumb grazing over them before slipping inside. Your warm tongue envelopes it, and when you start to suck dutifully, muffling your moans, his body jerks in response. His eyes drift to your glistening chest, where a sheen of sweat makes your skin glow in the dim light. Youâre the most captivating woman heâs ever seen, and he knows heâll never look at anyone the same again. He canât tear his gaze away, mesmerized by the way your body merges with his, the way you undulate your hips on top of him.
You move back and forth, and he drives into you, filling you to the brim with every calculated thrust. He thrusts upward, stealing the air from your lungs, the sharp motion making you sputter as your body struggles to keep up with his.
âThatâs it.â His voice is a husky growl as he wraps his arms tightly around your back, your chests sticking together with sweat. His pace quickens, the rhythm becoming more insistent. âTakinâ it like a good girl. You feel exquisite, baby. Makinâ me lose my fuckinâ mind.â
âSo big inside me,â you pant, your own pace faltering as you surrender to Joelâs unforgiving tempo. His hooded eyes flicker to yours, catching the way your pupils have swallowed up your irises, dark and blown wide with desire. A shiver runs through him as your fingers dig into his shoulders, your grip leaving faint crescents in his skin. âMissed your cock so much, Mr. Miller.â
Fuck, not that shit. If itâs possible, he grows impossibly harder. He pounds into you with renewed intensity this time, his singular goal to leave you speechless, boneless, completely undone. He wants you limp and shuddering, with nothing left to give. âEnough of that.â His hands find their place on the soft globes of your ass, molding and squeezing until the pressure has you mewling, the sweet sound shooting straight through him. His lips ghost over the shell of your ear. âResponsive everywhere, honey. Have any idea how much fun Iâm gonna have with yaâ?â
Who wouldâve believed him back then? It proves this isnât some once-in-a-lifetime fluke. It happened before, and now itâs happening again. He might as well surrender to itâaccept his fate and move through the motions like a man resigned to whatâs already written.
Thereâs a moment when your moans sharpen, turning high-pitched and dazed, and the way you constrict him sends his eyes rolling to the back of his skull, a guttural noise tearing from his chest. His movements still, clutching your waist to pin you in place, denying you the chance to move, to bounce on him.
Then you break. A sob wracks your body, tears spilling over and tracing hot paths down your cheeks. They gather, fusing together as they slide along your throat and pool in the hollow of your jaw before disappearing lower. âAsshole,â you hiss, the word fragile as you push your face into the curve of his neck, seeking refuge in his embrace.
âSorry? Couldnât catch that.â He makes sure to keep you securely tucked under his chin, tilting his lower half upward. âIf you want me tâstop, just say the world and I will.â
Heâs messing with you, plain and simple. He doesnât actually expect you to take his words at face value. But you do, grinding down harder, impaling yourself further on the length of his cock, and your arousal trickles down, slicking the coarse hair of his thighs. âPlease.â
âPlease what?â
âPlease fuck me.â Slotting your mouth over his, you attempt to move, chasing any sort of friction against your clit. Sadly, pleasure doesnât come on its ownâitâs Joel who can make you feel good, and heâs not obliging. His hand seizes your hair in a rough grasp, tugging sharply. Eyes fluttering shut, you hunch forward, submitting to the sharp edge of his control.
âWhat an impatient little thing yâare.â Joel grabs your thighs and turns you over, your back pressed against the leather seat. The brusque shift pulls him out of you, the cool air a cruel tease before he taps his head against your swollen folds, then fills you again in one powerful thrust, kissing your cervix in the process. A deep moan rips from your lungs, deep and guttural, as your legs tremble uncontrollably on either side of him. Your ankles dig into his back, fervent to keep him close. His balls rest heavy against your skin, full and aching for release. âGonna give yaâ what yâwant, okay? Youâve been on your best behavior,â he mumbles with his lips stuck to your forehead. âThatâs a good girl. Think she deserves to come after all.â
Only then does he find his rhythm again, ramming into your drooling hole. For the third time tonight, heâs captivated by how you teeter on the edge of overwhelming pleasure. He has you eating out of his hand, taking all that he offers, and you do so willingly. He knows he could ask you for anything, and in exchange for an orgasm coaxed by him, you'd comply without thinking twice. In many ways, heâs not so different. He gathers some of your saliva, using it to moisten his fingers before slipping them between your bodies, rubbing your clit as he continues to hit your bundle of nerves. Where his stamina comes from, he has no clue, though heâs determined to keep pushing.
Your face becomes a living poem, each cry of yours adding to its verse. Your head nearly reaches the door, but he cradles it with his arm, ensuring you donât hurt yourself. âClose,â you whine, struggling to keep your eyes from falling shut. âJoel, please. Let meââ
âGive it to me, darlinâ.â Another thrust, another moan. âDrench me, câmon. Thatâs what yâwant, isnât it? To come all over this cock?â
The way heâs worked you up has its rewards, leading to a release that feels like an eruption. You bite down on his shoulder, your cries growing louder, chanting his name without pause. It loses all meaning after being chanted so many times, but the way you say it still has an undeniable weight. He doesnât mind it one bit, not when heâs finishing right after you plead him to fill you. His jaw hangs open as ropes of his seed spill inside you, and he sags against your frame, giving short thrusts to push his cum deeper into your warmth, your pussy milking him dry.
âOh, GodâŚâ he groans, fumbling with one of your breasts, holding onto something for dear life. âJesus Christ.âÂ
âDonât pull out yet,â you say, grinning when you feel him twitch. âStay a little longer.â
Too personal. Too intimateâdangerous in his books. Normally, he'd tuck himself back into his briefs, drive the woman heâs slept with home, and that would be the end of it. No happy endings in his story. So heâs surprised when he supports his weight on his forearms, claiming your lips in a voracious encounter of tongues and teeth. He caresses your cheek, tilting your face to deepen the kiss, and you sigh contentedly.
The two of you lapse into a heavy silence after that. He clears his throat, and says: âI shouldâve asked you for your number that one time.â In the heat of the act, heâs being too honest. Regret will come knocking on his door once his excitement fades. His eyes bore into yours, dubious. âMâsorry for that.â
âWell, you could ask me for it now,â you admit from beneath him, and Joel pulls away for a moment, trying to gauge if youâre serious. He doesnât think youâre joking. âTo make up for lost time.â
This must be the onset of something else. He can't quite put it into words, but he feels it in his chest, in every place where your skin merges with his. He's no fortune teller, and there's no way for him to know where this path will take him, whether it leads to ruin or salvation. Though in this moment, he doesn't careânot now, at least.
At last, Joel blindly reaches for the pocket of his jeans with one arm. âHow long are you stayinâ in Austin?â
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âłËËËAlastor x ReaderËËË â´
â Summary: The Radio Demon proves to be quite a doting husband as he and his doe expierence many firsts together. Exploring his softer sides, may bring out a more posessive side of Alastor in the process.
â Warnings: fem!reader, she/her pronouns used, doe!reader, the reader is shorter than al, implied size difference, soft!alastor, posessive!alastor, lots of tooth rotting fluff, sexual themes but i wouldn't consider this smut, first times, alastor in a rut, knotting, breeding, pregnacy, many domestic moments between reader and alastor
â Word Count: 2,337
Alastor was drawn to you the moment you crossed paths. The spotted ears planted atop your head, heart-shaped antlers, and a plush tail to match were striking. The Radio Demon hadn't ever seen a fellow deer hybrid in hell until you. But Alastor just knew that he had to have you all to himself.Â
Since your first meeting, the two of you were inseparable. It didn't take long until you wed, and anyone who dared to try and cozy up to The Radio Demon's darling doe joined his next broadcast. Alastor was insanely possessive of you. He always had you tucked underneath his arm, crimson eyes following your every move. The only time they weren't on you, was when The Radio Demon was busy... taking care of business.
You were timid and pure. Alastor had no clue how you even ended up in hell. Surely, the gods were mistaken by not taking you. But alas, that softness you carried only made The Radio Demon's obsession for you all the more extreme. You were his weak spot, his darling wife. The love of his afterlife.Â
You adored waking up next to Alastor each morning. He didn't rest often but snuggled into you each night to appease you. Which just made your heart flutter with delight. The only time you awoke to an empty bed, was when your husband slipped away to make breakfast for you.Â
For the most part, you would sleepily wobble into the kitchen. Wrapping your arms around Alastor's waist from behind while he cooked his heart out. Alastor would hum a soft tune while he finished making your breakfast. Reveling in the warmth his cute wife emitted.
The Radio Demon would often spin on his heel. Encircling his large palms around your waist. He loved lifting you, so the tips of your toes planted flat against the top of his shoes as he spun you around the kitchen. Your laughter and his singing filled the sacred space you shared. You may have been in hell, but anywhere you were with Alastor was heavenly.Â
Alastor never failed to notice how flustered you got as you gazed up at him. The man was over seven feet tall, so typically, he was taller than most. However, you were adorably short in comparison. His hands blanketed yours entirely. Alastor absolutely loved to bend down before you. Treasuring how your ears tipped back coyly as he met you at eye level. You were so easy to read. You couldn't hide anything from your husband. Even if you tried.Â
You came to notice that physical touch wasn't something Alastor particularly liked. Except when it came to you. Your husband was constantly all over you. Holding your hand, wrapping an arm around your waist, pulling you into his lap anytime he sat down. You name it. Knowing that you were the only exception made you feel special.
But even still, you never pushed the matter. If anything, you waited for Alastor to initiate the physical intimacy, which happened more frequently than one might think- considering The Radio Demon's reputation.Â
Sex wasn't something you discussed much at the beginning of your relationship. Alastor briefly mentioned that he never desired such things when he was alive. But once he became a demon, a deer hybrid at that- he started experiencing ruts. He explained that he would usually tuck away from the world until his rut passed, but that was as far as the conversation went. Relief washed over you, knowing that you weren't alone in that aspect. Your periods of estrus always made you feel shameful but, most of all... unbearably needy.
Alastor prided himself on knowing that he was a man of great composure. However, when his routine rut hit after you both had tied the knot- he expected to be able to control his urges. But that proved to be impossible for The Radio Demon. At the start of his rut, he kept his distance. Avoiding all physical contact with you. Naturally, you understood and tried to support him the best you could from afar.Â
But it didn't take long for Alastor's poise to completely crumble. Your scent was all over your shared home, and any glimpse of you had him throbbing in his pants.Â
Before you knew it, your husband was on you. Nipping and kissing up the expanse of your throat. Grumbling and groaning against your neck, begging you to help in through his heat. Your body trembled with need as Alastor's hands roamed along your frame in a way he never had before.Â
His touches were prompt, frantic, and perverse. You wouldn't dream of denying your darling husband during his time of need. Knowing that Alastor would be your first and last lover; as you would be his, sent your heart pounding against your ribcage.
As desperate as your husband was for release, his touch was undoubtedly gentle. Alastor was slow to undress you, laying you flat atop your shared bed. He placed chaste kisses on every square inch of your skin, making your ears twitch with delight. Your husband whispered sweet nothings into your skin as he worked a finger into your tight heat for the very first time.Â
Alastor's deft digit stretched you out slowly. The copious amount of slick dripping down your thighs made it easy for him to add another finger. You were on cloud nine being touched by your darling husband in such a way. You could feel the need he had for you, and it only added to the pleasure.Â
Your husband was a bit hesitant the first time he pushed himself inside your welcoming walls. His hands were trembling around your waist as he buried himself to the hilt inside you. You could tell he was unfamiliar with such things; it was endearing. Alastor's face loomed over yours as he beckoned into you slowly. He gazed down at you with so much adoration as he succumbed to pleasure.Â
You didn't fail to notice the tears of merriment trickling down Alastor's flush cheeks as his pace quickened. Carefully, you wiped them away. Moaning in pure ecstasy as you and your husband reveled in the unforgettable moment you shared. A gasp escaped you as you felt him begin to swell from deep within you.Â
From the look on Alastor's face, you could tell he was just as perplexed as you were. The base of your lover's length swelled so much, that he could hardly pull back. You were quite literally stuck together. It didn't take long for you to understand what had happened once Alastor released his seed deep inside you.Â
The feeling of your husband being so close, enveloping and marking you as his, pushed you over the edge. Once Alastor's knot deflated inside you, finally allowing him to slip out of your heat, his eyes averted from yours. He was uncharacteristically quiet as he attempted to regain his composure.Â
Slowly, he explained that he had no clue that he was capable of knotting until only moments ago. You couldn't help but flush as you admitted to liking it more than you probably should have. Your confession unlocked something from deep inside your husband's psyche. Safe to say that you both shared a long night of exploring one another's pleasures and eccentricities.Â
Your husband began craving you sexually even when he wasn't in a rut after your first night together. Alastor seemed to have developed a fixation with breeding you, which you weren't opposed to. The thought of starting a family with your doting husband plagued your mind often.Â
So it wasn't a massive surprise to you when you discovered you were pregnant only a couple months later. When you broke the news to Alastor, he was elated. Your husband lifted you in his arms, spinning you around the kitchen as you both grinned brightly. Alastor wasted no time pitching name ideas for your fawn, melting your heart entirely.
You were about seven months along when your husband informed you of his next prospect at the Hazbin Hotel. Happily, you joined your husband in his endeavor. At first, the people you met who resided at the hotel didn't believe you were Alastor's spouse. For crying out loud, he was the infamous Radio Demon. The ruthless overlord that moved up the ranks faster than ever before.Â
But to you, he was simply the doting husband that took pride in loving you. Who rubbed your feet from how much they swelled during your pregnancy. The man who hummed his favorite tunes to you as you dozed off each night, caressing your ears lovingly in the process.Â
It took a good while but over time you developed a good relationship with the residents. Charlie was so caring and helpful. She did tons of research on pregnancy to be able to aid you. The Princess of Hell loved rubbing your belly, feeling the little kicks, and humming happy songs to your little fawn.
Vaggie was overly protective of you. Not to Alastor's level- but certainly up there. She acted like your bodyguard at times, even in the safety of your and Alastor's room. It made you giggle, but you appreciated it nonetheless.Â
Angel was a hoot. At first, he would ask you indecent questions about your and Alastor's sex life. But Husk always put him in his place at times like that. Eventually, Angel became somewhat of a brother to you. He and Fat Nuggets would sit on your bed with you late at night while Alastor worked in his radio tower. Angel would put on all the best rom-com movies, laughing and crying alongside you.
You knew Husk beforehand, having a civil relationship for the most part. But as more time passed at the hotel, he began to warm up to you. If anything, Husk feared for you. He didn't like Alastor in the slightest- and he didn't want you to get caught in The Radio Demon's crossfire. So he kept a watchful gaze on you, especially now that you were pregnant.Â
A small smile etched into your features as you heard the bedroom door swing open. Alastor was home early, something that didn't happen often. You sunk lower into your bubble bath, letting a soft sigh escape you as your husband's footsteps got louder. A moment later, the bathroom door swung open. Revealing the one and only; Alastor.Â
"How is my darling doe and fawn doing on this wonderful evening?" Alastor boomed, approaching the tub swiftly. Wasting no time kneeling beside the tub. You giggled as your husband slipped his gloves off, dunking his palms beneath the water to caress your plump belly.Â
"Hmm, better now that you're here," You whispered. Rubbing your palms over the back of his hands. Alastor craned his neck, giving you a chaste kiss. You couldn't help but smile against your lover's lips as your little fawn kicked right at that very moment. "See! Our little one is happy too, now that daddy's here."Â
Alastor gazed at you with much adoration as he felt another kick, further solidifying your words. "Well, in that case! I suppose I should strive to get home earlier from now on, hm?" Your husband remarked, slowly pulling his hands from the tub. Alastor didn't miss a beat as he grabbed a washcloth. Lathering it up with your favorite soap before dipping his hands below the water once more.Â
"Miss falling asleep next to you, Al," You sighed, eyes fluttering shut as your husband washed you. Alastor was so gentle as he scrubbed you clean. Making sure to massage your sore muscles in the process. "I know, my dear, I know." He cooed. Humming a gentle tune as he slid behind you from outside the tub. Working the knots out of your tense shoulders.Â
"Our little fawn will be here soon... you nervous?" You asked softly, letting out a pleasant hum as Alastor massaged your back. His lips ghosted along the shell of your ear as he whispered, "Quite the contrary, my darling! I'm over the moon with excitement. I simply cannot wait to meet our little one."
Alastor's words caused your heart to flutter against your ribcage. You were the nervous one. You just hoped your child would be happy and healthy. "Don't worry your pretty little head, my dear! Our fawn is in good hands. Don't you see how much the patrons here adore you and our unborn child?"
Your husband always knew when you were nervous. It was as if he could read your mind. The sound of the soapy water sinking down the drain caused your eyes to flutter open. Alastor now stood with a towel outstretched in his arms. He beckoned you toward him, wrapping you in his arms as you stepped out of the tub. Your tail wagged with joy as your husband dried you off.Â
"You're right... thanks for reminding me, my love," You smiled, tilting your face up against your husband's chest. Alastor took the hint, craning his neck to press his lips against yours. The kiss was warm and loving. Making you feel safe in his embrace. "No need to thank me, my dear! Come now, let's get you tucked in."
You squealed as your husband scooped you in his arms. Carrying you bridal style toward your shared bed. Alastor softly placed you under the duvet, wasting no time getting you warm and cozy in one of his button-up shirts. It smelled just like him, your favorite scent. Your husband stealthily removed his overcoat and shoes before making himself comfortable beneath the sheets.
Alastor cuddled up into your backside, wrapping his slender arms around your waist. He caressed your tummy lovingly as he kissed the top of your head, pulling your back flush against his chest. "There, now my darlings are ready to rest!" Your husband quipped, allowing his droopy eyelids to flutter shut. All you could do was hum in agreement as sleep overtook you. "Night, Al... love you..."Â
"I love you more, my dear."
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A Weekend at the Weasley's
| George Weasley x ravenclaw!reader
summary: you and george become best friends after a poorly timed prank. george has been pestering you for weeks to stay with him at the Burrow for a weekend over the holidays, and you finally cave.
cw: smut (MDNI 18+), dead parents, pining, Percy being a weirdo, quidditch injury and bruising, george still has two ears and a twin, lots of dirty talk and petnames, equal parts fluff and smut
an: george and reader are over eighteen in this fic. timeline is def wrong. but who caaaaaaares bc it's not me!
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âCâmon, feathers,â George begged, shifting from his place on the couch to kneeling on the floor in front of you. âI promise youâll enjoy yourself.â
âGeorge, I donâtââ
âWould I ever put you in harmâs way?â
You scoffed. âWell, there was the time you lit my potions homework on fire, and the time you transfigured my chocolate frog into an actual frog. Or the time you and Fredââ
âBesides that!â He huffed, resting his chin on your knees, blinking up at you with round eyes. âPleeeeaaasssseee, y/n? Come to the Burrow with me.â
You sighed, ignoring the way the Gryffindor common room fireplace made his brown eyes almost golden, freshly brewed espresso with nutty foam. You couldnât deny George was handsome, most girls at Hogwarts fawned over him or his twin, or both. But George was your friend, as you often repeated to yourself in moments like these, when that mischievous smirk softened to a smile just for you.
âBloody hell. Fine!â You shoved him off of you to escape his puppy-eyed trap.
âYes!â He whooped, jumping to his feet. âItâs about time my mum meets my best girlâshit!â
You chucked your Potions books at his head. âNot your girl,â you huffed.
âSays you,â he teased, returning the book to you before flopping back down on the red couch, legs draped across your lap.
âRead the damn pages, Weasley.â
You tried to reimmerse yourself in your studies, but canât seem to fall back into the reading, losing track of each sentence before itâs finished. George had been pestering you for weeks to spend a portion of the upcoming holiday break with him at the Weasley household, and up until now, youâd successfully resisted. But then he found out your grandparents were going on a trip to Spain for two weeks and became unbearable.
When George set his mind to something, he was stubborn as an ox.
And, despite yourself, you wanted to spend a few more days with him. You loved the Weasley siblings youâd met at school, and heard countless tales of Molly Weasleyâs unbelievable Sunday roasts. It couldnât be that bad, could it?
You were reserved by a nature, a studious and creative Ravenclaw from a muggle household. All things that stood at odds with one, ginger-haired George Weasley. But when a prank in fourth year set for Professor Snape backfired on you, his top student, and ruined your robes, the twins felt so awful theyâd taken you to the Three Broomsticks for what George dubbed a âButterbeer of Forgivenessâ.
An unexpected friendship bloomed, and youâd been close with the twinâs ever since, George in particular. You loved Fred, and had countless memories with him, but you and George connected on a deeper level. From the moment youâd met, it was as if youâd always known one another. You could read him almost as well as Fred could, and George could read you better than anyone.
It was unnerving, exhilirating, and by far the most important relationship in your young life. Which is why you squashed any wandering thought about his freckles, his jawline, the way his forearms flexed while he read, or the way his chest heaved after a Quidditch match, his hands spidered with veins after hours of gripping the Beaterâs Bat.
And when he called you things like his âbest girlâ, it turned your knees to jelly, your mind inside out. There was no way youâd finish your work now.
âIâm going back to the Tower. I have no idea how you Gryffindorâs get any work done with all this gold.â You stuffed your books into you back and stood, adjusting your robes.
âIâll walk you,â George said, tossing his book aside. It looked like he hadnât made any progress either.
âNo, no. Finish your work. Iâll meet you in the Great Hall for breakfast, bags packed.â
âItâs a date!â He called as you walk away, and you can practically hear the grin on his face.
âNot a date!â You tossed over your shoulder as you stepped through the portrait.
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âMy darlings!â Molly cooed, collecting her youngest two children into a massive hug at the train station terminal. You hid behind George, hoping somehow that sheâd overlook your presence entirely. But of course, George wasnât having it.
âMum, this is y/n!â He grabbed you by the shoulders and thrust you out in front.
âGeorge,â you hissed, but Molly was already upon you.
âOh, y/n! Iâve heard so much about you! Itâs such a pleasure to finally meet you. We were absolutely delighted when Georgeâs letter arrived telling us youâd be accompanying him,â she chirped, fussing with your h/c hair and blue and bronze scarf.
âItâs lovely to meet you too, Mrs. Weasley,â you said, smiling at her and her quieter husband, who was busy chatting with Harry and Ron.
George slung an arm over your shoulder, wafting his cinnamon-y cologne over you. âShall we?â
You scowled up at him as he dragged you along behind his family, oblivious to your hesitation, or willfully ignoring it.
The crowded car ride home was chaotic, with everyone speaking loudly over one another, George and Fred the loudest of all in either ear, and by the time you arrived, you heart was thrumming loudly in your head, your chest tight with anxiety.
All you could think about was throwing yourself out of the car door and running back to Hogwarts on foot.
Everyone poured out of the car, bounding across the lawn and up to the slightly crooked, red-roofed home, smoke buffeting cheerfully from the many chimneys.
âY/n?â George said, pausing when he realized you werenât in step beside him. Something in your expression gave you away, and his smile fell. âHey, what is it?â he asked, jogging back towards you and placing his hands on your arms.
âI, itâsâŚâ words failed you as emotion pinched your throat.
âToo much?â he asked, giving you a sympathetic smile.
You nodded, shame scorching your cheeks as you looked down at your feet. The tips of his boots were touching yours, so much larger, a worn brown leather juxtaposing your shining black.
âItâs going to be alright, love,â he said, rubbing his hands up and down your arms to warm you up. âIt means a lot to me that youâre here, even if itâs a bit overwhelming. But, heyââ he tilted your chin up, forcing you to look at his handsome, wind-bitten face. âThey love you already.â
âYou told them about me?â You asked, your nerves alchemizing from wasps to butterflies.
âOf course I did.â He chuckled like it was the most obvious thing in the world. âTheyâre probably sick to death of hearing about you, honestly.â
âLike how Iâve been tutoring you in Potions for two years?â you taunted.
âIâm sure they assumed after I told them your were the brightest witch in our year.â His eyes twinkled with mischief, ginger hair falling across his brow, and your heart gave a new sort of thump. One that made you a bit queasy with itâs intensity.
âI donât know about brightest,â you argued as he tucked you under his arm once again, leading you toward the open front door.
âI do,â he murmured, ushering you inside and into his motherâs waiting embrace.
âCâmere, sweetheart. Help me with these rolls.â She tugged you down the hall, leaving George to be ambushed by his brothers.
âWhoâs the eagle?â You heard what you assumed it be the eldest ask before you were whisked into the hearth-like kitchen.
Twenty minutes later and you were back at Georgeâs side, sandwiched between him and Ginny at the dinner table, while everyone fought for a foothold in the conversation.
Georgeâs thigh was warm against your own, familiar and grounding, and you resisted the urge to lean into him fully for shelter. Dutifully, he started filling both of your plates as dishes went by, allowing you to sit and take it all in. He snagged the bowl of garlic potatoes from Ron and added a giant scoop to your plate, knowing they were your favorite.
âThank you,â you mumbled to him, and he gave your shoulder a light bump in response.
âSo, y/n. George mentioned youâre a Potions whiz?â Arthur asked through a mouthful of roll.
Heat crept up your neck as everyoneâs attention swiveled to you. âItâs my favorite subject, yes sir,â you answered sheepishly.
âShe passed her Potions O.W.L. in fourth year,â George said proudly, beaming down at you. âSheâs onto custom lesson plans with Snivelus now.â
âGeorge!â Molly corrected, but he only laughed.
âThatâs impressive,â Percy said, nodding at you from across the table. âBrilliant and beautiful.â
âI, uh, thanks,â you stutter, stuffing a forkful of potatoes into your mouth.
George stiffened, but his smile never wavered. âThat she is.â
âSo, what do your parents do? Were they in Ravenclaw as well?â Arthur asked.
The blood drained from your face. You had so hoped this wouldnât come up.
Georgeâs hand fell onto your leg, his long fingers looping around your pinky and twining your hand with his. âShe lives with her grandparents. Muggles,â George said, the finality in his tone ensuring there would be no further questions.
Arthur stuttered an apology, and the rest of the table looked away nervously. But Molly smiled proudly at her son, a slightly flush to her round cheeks.
Again, your heart gave that brutal pang, and your hand squeezed his a little more tightly.
The meal continued on, and you blessedly fell into the background while the otherâs talked about their work and the school year. Or, you at least thought you fell into the background, but every time you glanced up, you found Percyâs gaze lingering on you, hawkish.
You had met the third eldest brother on many occasions, as he often escorted you from the Gryffindor common room to the Tower when curfew struck. But heâd never looked at you like that. And frankly, it made your skin crawl.
You werenât naive. You knew you were beautiful, intelligent, witty, all of the things that drew a wandering eye. But Percy was far from someone youâd be interested in. And you were here with George, after all, even if it was for purely platonic reasons.
You shifted a little when Percyâs gaze lingered a fraction too long, and accidentally alerted George to your discomfort. He leaned down towards you, his height ensuring your head barely reached his shoulder.
âOkay, feathers?â He murmured, but caught Percy flinching his gaze away at the same moment. âPercy bothering you?â he whispered, and you shook your head no. An obvious lie by the way you shifted marginally closer to George when Percyâs gaze returned. âIâll handle it.â George straightened, slipping back into his ongoing conversation with Fred and Charlie, but you felt his hand skim past your leg, brushing against your calf as he reached for his wand.
The contact sent a tremor through your muscles, your nerves stretching towards every point of contact with him until it was all you could think about.
âGeorge, what are youââ
He coughed something that sounded an awful lot like âincendioâ into his elbow, wand hand flicking under the table at the same moment. Percy leapt up, the crotch of his trousers igniting with flame.
Everyone but you and the twins scrambled up, Molly quickly tossing the cauldron of water at Percyâs pants.
âCouldâve been a little more subtle,â Fred chastised George with a smirk.
âI wasnât going for subtlety,â George replied. âI was going for âburning his bollocks offâ.â
You hide your snicker behind your hand, the last of your anxiety unraveling. George was with you, you were safe.
Once the fire was out, dinner was disbanded with the twins being sentenced to dishes duty, since it had to be one of them that set their brotherâs trousers on fire. You were whisked off on a house tour by Ginny, who eagerly showed you the inâs and outâs of the Burrow until you were dragging your feet, eyes heavy with exhaustion. But you had to admit that you were feeling more at ease, the Burrow and itâs residents wrapping around you like a favorite blanket.
You collapsed into bed just after midnight, a flickering glow in your chest, and a red-haired trickster in your thoughts.
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Two more days passed at the Weasley residence, filled with games, oversized meals, books, and antics. There was never a dull moment with the twins and Charlie around.
But the best part, by far, was watching Georgeâs mischevious walls come down, and seeing the softer, more relaxed version of him step forth. He was a devoted brother and son, often forgoing his own needs to help his mother reach something in the kitchen, or offer Ron a bit of girl advice. He spent many hours in deep conversation with is father and older brothers, speaking to a wide breadth of subjects you had no idea he had any knowledge about.
George, that bottomless bundle of fizzing energy, seemed even more lively around his favorite people, his heart on full display. And, if you were honest, it was doing funny things to your head and heart.
You found yourself searching for his eyes across the room, smiling at silly things heâd said hours prior, ghosting your fingers over the places heâd brushed against you while passing by. Youâd even take a whiff of his coat when heâd come in after a walk with Charlie and tossed it onto the banister.
He seemed older somehow, more mature than youâd ever given him credit for, and it was undoing the years of resolve youâd cultivated to preserve your friendship.
It didnât help that he constantly referred to you as âhis girlâ, and any number of tooth-aching pet names. Could he really mean it? You always assumed it was part of some joke you were the butt of, but nowâŚ
âGeorge and y/n!â Molly called across the dinner table, breaking you from your thoughts. âDishes, please!â
Your heart skipped a beat. You and George hadnât had a moment alone since youâd arrived, and you were eager to soak up some undivided attention.
âYes, maâam,â George said cheerfully, rising to start collecting the plates. You hopped up to join him, and everyone else filtered out of the kitchen, arguing about what game to play that evening.
You scrapped while he scrubbed, and fell into easy conversation about the past few days.
âMy mum really loves you, yâknow,â he said, dunking a plate under the soapy water. âDad too. He was raving about your thoughts on electric kettles yesterday.â
âI like them a lot too,â you replied, turning to hide your blush while tossing a half-eaten roll in the bin.
âYeah?â he asked, glancing down at you. âI really hope youâre enjoying yourself. I know I sort of forced you to come, and then you were so anxious. And I know the house is loud and drafty, and the meals are a bit chaotic, and fucking Percy canât keep his damn eyes to himselfââ
Not knowing how else to soothe his worries, you stood on your toes and pressed a kiss into his cheek, derailing his rant into stunned silence.
âIâm really glad you brought me, Georgie,â you said, holding his wide-eyed expression for a moment before reaching for another dish.
He caught your wrist in his soapy hand, turning you back towards him. Your heart leapt into your throat at the intensity of his gaze, his jaw feathering with tension as his eyes searched your face. They were so dark, nearly black from his dilated pupils. His dry hand rose slowly, as if afraid you might startle. He dragged the back of his fingers along your cheek before sliding them into the hair at the nape of your neck.
âTell me if Iâve misread this,â he murmured, tilting your head up towards him, his lips close enough that you could feel his warm breath across your skin. âTell me to stop.â
Your heart galloped away, your mind turning to goo as the full scope of his longing came into focus. Heat unspooled through you at the way he angled your head to accommodate his towering frame, in complete control, but giving you every opportunity to stop him.
You didnât trust yourself to speak, so you gave a small shake of your head. No, please donât stop.
His tongue darted out to wet his lips, his nose brushing against yours as he drew you closer. You pressed your body to his, desperate for his solidity, his warmth, as you trembled with anticipation. He guided your hand to rest around his neck, and you dug your fingers into his hair.
âGeorge,â you breathed, his name a plea, a desperate prayer.
He closed the last millimeter of distance, caressing your lips with his, a delicate, wishful kiss. More cautious than youâd ever seen him. You tightened your grip on his hair, rising onto your toes to kiss him back a bit harder.
You felt the tension in his body unwind and his hand grasped your waist, his tongue sliding along your lower lip, teasing, promising, and your bones turned to mush, your lower belly fluttering with excitement.
âAhem,â someone cleared their throat and you sprang away from George, grabbing a plate as if they hadnât seen what you were doing. Bill leaned against the doorway, a knowing smirk on his face. âFather has requested that y/n joins him for a cuppa before the chess tourney begins. Something about doorbells?â
âOh! Of course!â You replied, dropping the dish into the sink and drying your hands on the towel over the stove. âThanks, Bill!â You hurry past the eldest Weasley son, cheeks absolutely flaming.
You could barely hold a conversation with Arthur, to fixated on the way your body hummed in the wake of his sonâs touch. You were eager to finish what youâd started, but by the time you and Arthur emerged from his study, George was wrapped up in a game of Wizardâs Chess with Ron.
Georgeâs eyes tracked you as you moved into the room, perching on an armchair by the fireplace. Bill shook his head, elbowing Charlie, who chuckled into his whiskey.
âY/n, want to play against me?â Fred asked from his spot on the floor, crisscross in front of a chessboard on the coffee table.
âSure,â you said, happy for the distraction.
âLosers rotate out until the winners from each table play one another,â Fred explained as you sat across from him. âPercy always wins, but heâs sulking in his room.â Fred winked, and you stuck your tongue out at him.
Quickly, you lose yourself in the game, and it doesnât take long before you have Fredâs Queen cornered, a path to victory clear. In a final move, you take Fredâs Queen and win the game in ten minutes flat.
âMerlin, she kicked your ass!â Ron shouted, and the room bursts into laughter.
You flushed under the praise and start reorganizing the pieces. Despite yourself, your eyes flicked toward George, but found he was already looking at you, a warmth in his dark eyes that made your hands quit working, and you knocked over the piece you just arranged.
âMy turn!â Ginny said, shoving Fred out of the way.
âAnyone need anything from the kitchen?â George asked, rising to his feet after swiftly defeating Harry.
A chorus of noâs rang out, but youâre already absorbed into the game, finding that Ginny was much better at chess than Fred. You started to make your third move, finding an opening, when you felt a calloused hand brush along the side of your neck, sliding beneath your hair to rest heavily against your skin.
âNeed anything, love?â George whispered in your ear, and the blood rushed from your head, leaving you vaguely dizzy, eyes sparkling when you blinked up at him.
âN-no, Iâm fine. Thank you,â you stuttered.
âA tea would be nice, darling brother!â Ginny said, jerking you back to the present, and the move you forgot entirely.
âComing right up.â Georgeâs hand squeezed your neck lightly before falling away, and he disappeared into the kitchen.
The rest of the night carried on like that, lingering glances and scalding touches, the heat between the two of you bordering on incendiary.
You were taking a small break from kicking Weasley ass when Percy emerged from his room, leveling a challenging glare at George. âIâll take next round,â he said, fixing Charlie with a look.
âFine.â George made his final move, knocking over Charlieâs queen. âHave a seat.â
Charlie vacated the spot, muttering something about âfucking dorksâ, and Percy sat across from his younger brother. The energy shifted in the room, going from jovial and teasing to almost hostile. Weasleyâs were competitive by nature, the twins in particular, but the tension heightened considerably beyond that as they sized each other up.
Piece by piece, they started moving around the board, an even match as far as you could tell. But based on the murmurings of the family, Percy was off his game a bit, and you had a feeling it had something to do with the way his eyes kept drifting back towards you.
Interesting, you thought, rising from your place on the couch to circle their table, feigning curiosity in the game. Percy visibly tensed, his eyes darting from you to the board and back again. George, however, relaxed, his typical cocky demeanor easing back into his body language.
Thanks to your distraction, Percy missed an easy move, giving George the first upper hand of the game. You leaned a bit into Percyâs space, and his hands began to tremble. When you walked away, he compensated for his hesitation with a rash move, exposing his Queen.
You knew George noted it but he opted for a subtler move, then leaned back in his chair to watch Percy squirm, a slight smirk on his face. When Percy realized what heâd done, he flushed with irritation, his shoulders squared and tight.
And for my final moveâŚ
You leaned down to George, nearly resting your chin on his shoulder. His spiced cologne greeted you, tinged with the cinnamon punch of the firewhiskey heâd been sipping on throughout the games. âI didnât know you were so good at Wizardâs Chess,â you murmured, close enough that your lips grazed the shell of his ear.
His smirk grew as Percy fidgeted, unable to pick a move, struggling to not stare down your sweater. âI have many talents youâve yet to experience,â he replied, voice low enough that only you could hear him. A thrill rushed through you, so you bowed out before you took things too far, leaving George to deal the killing blow.
Shortly after, you won your final match against Bill, who you suspected threw the game in your favor, and suddenly it was you sitting across from George, the whole family crowded around the table, watching with bated breath.
âHello, darling,â George cooed, smiling.
âWeasley,â you clipped, all business.
His eyes flashed at the challenge, and he took a slow sip of whiskey. âLadies first,â he said, setting the glass down.
You started him off easy, confident that you had this in the bag. George was smart, but most of his skill came from his ability to disarm, not his ability to play chess. You, as it so happened, were skilled at both.
It didnât take long for Georgeâs cocky smirk to fall, his brow to knit together with focus as you guided him slowly into a trap of your own design.
His brow suddenly quirked up, the corner of his mouth lifting, you knew youâd been caught.
âClever girl,â he purred, moving his Rook and collapsing the trap youâd spent ten rounds constructing. âAlmost had me,â he taunted, leaning back in his chair. His legs reached all the way across to yours in his languid position, his sock feet tapping absently against the legs of your chair.
You only hummed in response, crossing your legs. While searching the board, you stretched your stocking-covered foot towards him, sliding it along the inside of his calf. His muscles tensed for a moment, his eyes widening a fraction, before he settled down, watching you with heavy-lidded eyes.
You made your move, but didnât stop dragging your foot up and along his knee, skimming his inner thigh. He sat up a little straighter, narrowing his eyes at the board, and you expected him to make his move, when you feel a hand clasp around your ankle, his touch a brand even through your thick stockings. His eyes lifted to yours, and the hunger in them stole your breath.
Youâd never seen your sweet, good-natured friend look so menacing.
âI should know better than to play chess with a Ravenclaw,â he said, making a weak play with a pawn. âStarting to feel like I donât stand a chance.â
His family laughed, reminding you that you were, in fact, completely surrounded by his parents and siblings, and you dropped your foot. That fucking trickster, he knew exactly how to get under your skin.
âI donât know,â you said, stealing the pawn and trapping his King. âYouâre doing better than I expected for a younger twin.â
A chorus off ooohâs met your dig, and George huffed a laugh before freeing his King. âYouâll regret that,â he warned with a devilish smile.
âAnd youâll regret that.â George fell right into your trap. You skirted his King, stealing his Queen right out from under him. His jaw dropped, and the family erupted into cheers.
âWe have a new champion!â Molly cheered, hauling you up to celebrate.
You grinned, allowing them to parade you around. George smiled up at you, a real, proud smile, and it made your stomach somersault. Then, the grandfather clock chimed midnight, rattling the house on itâs structure.
âAlright, enough excitement! Everyone off to bed!â Molly ordered. Georgeâs eyes locked on you, gauging what you would do next. For the first time, you cursed sharing a room with Ginny, and cursed Fred for being born.
As everyone grabbed their things and scattered off to bed, George managed to catch you at the second stair landing before Ginnyâs room, startling you.
âWell played, feathers,â he said, brushing his fingertips over your forearm as he looks up at you.
âYou were a formiddable opponent.â You shivered under his touch, the heat from earlier instantly flaring back to life.
He stepped up a stair, bringing himself a head taller than you, close enough that you could smell the fire whiskey on his lips.
Could I taste it too?
âGoodnight, love.â He pressed a quick kiss to your temple before breezing past you and bounding up the next set of steps to his shared room with Fred.
You leaned against the wall to catch your breath, heart pounding in your chest. This was not the turn you expected this trip to take, but you couldnât pretend that a part of you hadnât wished for it. That it wasnât why you tried so hard to avoid the trip all together.
But now that you and George had crossed that line, you couldnât imagine what youâd been so afraid of. You only wished youâd done it sooner.
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The following morning, youâre one of the last to drift down to the kitchen, having spent most of the night tossing and turning, too worked up to sleep properly. You rounded the corner and come to a stop, surprised to find George alone in the kitchen.
âMorning,â he said with a lazy smile.
âGood morning.â You padded towards him, accepting the coffee cup from his outstretched hand. âHowâd you sleep?â you asked, blowing gently on the steaming brew.
âDidnât,â he said, shifting closer to you. His hair was still a little messy from sleep, or lackthereof, his expression soft and voice gravelly.
âWhy not?â You asked, taking a tentative sip before setting the mug down on the counter.
âCouldnât stop thinking...â He dipped his head towards you, his nose brushing your temple.
âAbout?â The word came out breathless, the coil of want you'd been battling all night tightening with a vengeance.
âWhat it would feel like to kiss you again,â he murmured, kicking your heart into overdrive.
âAnd why donât you?â Your hand creeped along his t-shirt, feeling the muscles along his abdomen sculpted by years of Quiddtich.
âGotta set up the pitch. Weâre playing this afternoon.â His demeanor shifted, all playful and energetic innocence. âSee you out there!â He pressed a quick kiss to your cheek, then hurried outside, leaving you wet and bewildered in the overheated kitchen.
An hour later, you were perched precariously on an old broom, knuckles white from gripping it so hard. Ginny rocketed past you with ease, nearly throwing you off balance.
âI think you need a new nickname,â George teased, steadying you. âFeathers may not be apt.â
You risked removing one hand to show him what a real bird looks like, and he barked a laugh before banking away from you.
Soon, the game was in full swing, with you, Ron, Fred, and Charlie against George, Ginny, Harry, and Bill. You had only ever ridden a broom in first year, so you were massively out of your depth.
You were given the role of Seeker, opposite Harry, and had no hope of accomplishing a damn thing. Harry was like lightning on his Firebolt, and you bobbed around like a lame pigeon.
Thankfully, none of them seemed to be taking the game very seriously. You were content to float around the property, occasionally remembering that you we're supposed to be looking for something small and golden.
After awhile the boys started to get rowdier, pushing and shoving and bludgeoning.. You tried to steer clear, watching George whack the hell out of any bludger that dare cross his airspace. You would not want to be on the other end of one of those.
âY/n, watch out!â Ginny cried.
You looked back from where you were staring off into space, just in time to see George barreling towards you, a bludger about five feet in front of him.
You tried to move, to steer the broom literally anywhere, but it wouldn't cooperate. At the last second you managed to pull up, but not far enough. The bludger hit you square in the stomach, knocking the wind from your lungs and nearly forcing up your breakfast with the power of it. Stars danced behind your eyes, your grip began to slip from the handle as darkness raced towards you.
Something else slammed into you, wrapping itself around youâ
âY/n? Baby, are you alright?â George. You could tell you were moving, but couldn't seem to make your eyes focus, keep your body from trembling. Your cheeks were wet, the breeze frigid against your damp skin. Am I crying?
Then you were on the ground, blessed ground, and then you were up again, cradled against George's chest.
He was shouting at someone you couldn't see. âI swear on fucking Dumbledore, I'm going to beat you bloody with that fucking batââ
âGeorge!â
âGet her some ice,â he barked at someone else. âI'm right here, love, you're okay. Just try and breathe.â
You clung to his dampening shirt, the shock and pain keeping you teetering on the edge of unconsciousness. You could hear other people talking, but your whole world narrowed to two points: George's heartbeat and the blinding pain radiating from your stomach.
âIt hurts,â you whimpered, barely recognizing the pitiful sound of your own voice.
âI know, love. I know. Iâve got you, I promise.â He pressed a kiss to your forehead, soft and trembling. A moment later, he laid you on the couch, careful not to jostle you more than necessary.
Molly passed something into George's hands. âFor the pain,â she whispered.
George crouched down next to you, holding the edge of the cup to your lips. âTake a sip, sweetheart.â You shook your head, your Potions safety training overpowering your reason. âPlease, y/n. Let me take the pain away.â
You took a small sip, the tea pungent and floral, but immediately the edges of the pain began to soften. But the relief was short-lived. Exhaustion followed close behind it, dragging you down into a dreamless sleep.
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When you come to, the Weasley house was dark around you. The only light came from the moon spilling through window panes and the smoldering fire across from the couch.
A light snore drew your attention, and you looked up to see George above you, his head lolled onto the back of the couch, sleeping soundly. Your head was resting in his lap, his sweater piled under your head as pillow, and his large hand was stretched across your stomach, fingers splayed from your ribs to your hip bones.
God, your stomach. You moved to sit up, memories of earlier filtering through the fading grogginess of the Potion Molly gave you, but surprisingly, your stomach was only a little sore. More like an overexerted muscle than rearranged organs and cracked ribs.
George stirred, lifting his head to peer at your through half-closed lids.
âWhat are you doing down here?â you asked, sweeping a strand of red hair from his brow.
He came fully awake then, straightening. âHow do you feel?â He asked, caressing your cheek, then running his hands over your arms, your ribs, the swell of your hips.
âThe Potion did its job, I feel mostly fine,â you said, catching his hands to stop their exploration, and the buzzy desire they coaxed to life.
âAre you sure?â His features softened with relief, his fingers twining with yours.
âI'm sure. Thank you for saving me.â You leaned forward and kissed him on the cheek, ignoring the slight protest in your abdomen muscles.
âAlways,â George said, bringing your knuckles to his lips. âI'm sorry I wasn't close enough to stop it from hitting you in the first place. It happened so fastââ
âLove, it wasn't your fault,â you shushed, reaching out to cup his face and stroking your thumb along his cheekbone.
âI justâŚâ he trailed off, leaning into your palm. âI always want to be there to protect you. Or for whatever you else you might need. Do you need anything now? Water, tea? Are you hungry? You missed dinnerââ
âGeorge,â you cut him off. âRight now, I need you.â
Desire eclipsed the worry on his face, his eyes shading. âAre you sure you're not in pain? No fogginess or headachesââ
You leaned in and kissed him, a light, floaty peck, silencing his incessant questioning. You appreciated his concern, but there were other parts of you that needed his attention far more. He immediately took charge of the kiss, shifting his weight to lay you back onto the couch. His body rested heavily between your thighs, his mouth devouring yours in fervent, searing kisses.
His tongue lapped at your bottom lip and you opened for him, allowing him to take everything he sought. He kissed you like he didn't know if he'd get another chance, like he'd been waiting his entire life for this moment. It stole your breath, made your toes curl and your pussy pulse with excitement, slick already collecting between your thighs.
You nipped at his lower lip, earning a soft grunt in appreciation. His hips canted forward a fraction, though it seemed he was holding himself back. His lips traveled along your jaw, down the valley of your throat with teasing licks and love bites and you arched into him, a moan spilling from your lips before you could stop it.
âShh, baby. You have to be quiet fâme.â George nudged your shirt up with his fingers, kissing along the purplish bruises marring your stomach. âMy poor girl.â His thumbs traced the curves of your stomach softly, almost reverent as he gazed up at you. âYouâre so beautiful, sweetheart. so perfect. Iâve wanted to touch you for so long, to feel you beneath me, fuck, hear the pretty little sounds you make for me.â He was rambling now, lost in the act of worshiping your body, his hands and lips traveling gently over your skin.
âHow long?â you asked, breathless, raking your fingers through his hair while he nursed a mark just under your right tit.
He looked up at you through is lashes, his lips leaving your skin with a pop. âSince that night at the Three Broomsticks,â he said, shifting upwards so he could look you in the eye.
âThe âButterbeer of Forgivenessâ?â You mouth fell open, shock rocking through you.
He snickered. âOf course, why do you think I kept sending Fred to the bar?â
âWhy didnât you say anything?â You ran your fingers over his jaw, feeling the rough stubble against your skin.
âIââ his voice caught, his gaze averting from you. âI loved you too much to risk losing you.â
Elation soared through you, and you couldnât stop the smile that split your face. âGeorge,â you said, bumping your nose against his. His eyes flicked back to you, watery and rimmed with red. âI love you too.â
His smile was like the first sun after an endless winter, and he kissed you like the first torrential rain of spring. The heat of summer came quickly though, and soon you were gasping for him again, your hips pressing against the hard ridge in his pants.
âNeed you,â you whined into his mouth.
âIâm here, love.â He kissed down your throat again, pausing for only a moment to nip at your taught nipples through your shirt before continuing his downward decent. âLift up for me.â You lifted your hips, allowing him to tug down your jeans, exposing your sodden red panties to his greedy eyes. âGryffindor red, huh?â he teased, and you threw your arms over your face to hide your blush. âAll for me?â
You nodded, your heart in your throat.
âItâs a shame Iâll have to ruin them.â
âWhatââ Riiiip! The cold air lapped against your slick pussy, chased by the heat of Georgeâs tongue as he dragged it through your folds. âOh, fuckââ
âShhh,â he warned, before flicking his tongue against your swollen clit.
You bit down on the back of your wrist to keep from crying out when he switched from licking to sucking, the walls of your cunt fluttering around nothing. He moved down, flattening his tongue against your entrance and collecting the wetness that pooled there. He gave a light hum of pleasure that had your eyes crossing, his tongue delving deeper in search of another taste.
âSo fucking good,â he mumbled against you, the vibrations of his low voice making your sensitive clit tingle. You tugged on his hair, encouraging him to pay attention to where you needed him most. âI know, I know.â He pressed a kiss to your clit, teasing you for just a moment longer before wrapping his lips around the bud and sucking hard.
You very nearly cried out, having to clap a hand over your mouth to stifle the sound. Pleasure shot through you, singeing your nerves and liquifying your muscles. So quickly you were unraveling for him, going stupid under his ministrations.
A long digit prodded at your entrance, collecting some wetness before easing inside of you. Your cunt welcomed him gladly, clamping down around his finger.
âMerlin, baby. You're so tight,â he panted, shifting to watch you take another one of his fingers, slick already running into his palm. âRelax, love. Shh, â he soothed, curling his fingers to pet the inside of your walls, making your mind go blank as bliss washed through you. âThat's it, darling. Just like that.â
The knot in your stomach began to wind tighter, burning through you as you fought to relax, to be good for him. But your orgasm was so fucking close, just a little moreâ
His lips found your clit again, sucking in time with your racing heart as his fingers coaxed you open, and the knot severed. Your peak slammed into you, stealing your breath so you couldn't even cry out to warn him, to sing his praises the way he deserved. Your muscles locked, your cunt bearing down as him as pleasure tore through you until you could do nothing but shiver beneath him.
âShit, y/n. That was fucking beautiful,â he cooed, easing his fingers out of you and lapping up the release coating him to the wrist. âYou alright?â He shifted upwards, kissing your bruised abdomen before pecking your lips, your eyes still glassy and unfocused.
âI've never come that hard,â you pant, throwing your arms around his neck and raining kisses over his slick-soaked face. âWhat the fuck.â
He chuckled, flushing under your attention. âHappy to oblige.â
You caught the last word in your mouth, kissing him deeply, desperately. Your body was already keying itself up again, and by the twitching length against your hip, he was desperate for you too.
He hooked an arm under your back and hauled you up to straddle his lap, his back pressed against the couch. âThis okay?â He asked, sliding his rough hands under your shirt to skate along your skin.
You nodded, rolling your hips to drag your bare pussy along the bulge in his jeans, a skitter of pleasure making your breath hitch.
âFuck, y/n,â he hissed, hips bucking up against you.
âYes, please fuck me.â You kissed along his jaw and nibbled at his ear lobe, reaching between your bodies to find his zipper.
He did the same, helping you undo the button and tug down the zipper, his cock springing free from his boxers. The head nudged against your clit, hard and heated, and you whimpered.
With an arm wrapped around your waist, he lifted you slightly, guiding the head to your dripping entrance. Slowly, he eased you down into him, your pussy more than ready to accommodate his length. A rough groan resounded from his chest, and you silenced it with another kiss. His cock stretched you open, hitting that spongy, sinful spot before sliding deeper until he bottomed out, the head nudging your cervix.
âSo fucking tight, baby. Bloody hell,â he whispered, voice strained.
âFeels so fucking good,â you whine, grinding your hips against his.
George buried his face into your neck, stifling a moan. His grip loosened, allowing you to start lifting and lowering yourself, riding him slowly, savoring every inch of his cock as it dragged through you.
âMânot gonna last long if you keep doing that,â he warned, mouthing at your neck with sloppy kisses.
You smirked, bracing your hands against the back of the couch to pick up the pace, your thighs and abs burning from the exertion. But he felt so fucking good, stretching you open, the root of his cock dragging along your clit.
His lifted up again only to snap his hips against yours, his hands a vice on your waist as he started pounding into you from below.
âOh, fuck, Georgieââ
âQuiet, love. You don't want the whole house to hear how good I make you feel, do you?â
You nodded, a whine escaping through your teeth. One of his hands came up to cover your mouth, silencing the sound and infringing on your air supply, callouses rubbing against your kiss-swollen skin.
âIâd love nothing more than for Percy to hear you screaming for me, but this is just for us,â he whispered, breathless as he fucked into you. âGonna come for me again?â
Your fingers dug into the couch, another peak racing towards you. You bounced with his movements, desperately chasing your high, the ache in your abdomen long forgotten.
âThat's it, love. Fuck, mâgonna come.â He threw his head back, a strangled groan accompanying the kick of his cock inside you, stretching your further before pumping you full of his release.
The hot surge of his orgasm sent you flying over the edge, ecstasy pulling your under while your cunt milked him dry with vicious pulls. You muffled your cry into his shoulder as he fucked you through it, until you both collapsed onto the couch, thoroughly spent and panting.
His lips found your forehead, your temple, his hands gliding along your spine, over your hips, soothing you as you trembled against him.
âI love you,â he breathed into your hair. âI can't believe you're here with me.â
You grazed the racing pulse under his jaw with your nose. âI love you, too.â It was exhilarating to say, almost as thrilling as the orgasm you just shared, a massive weight was lifted off your shoulders.
âSo, can I call you my girl without being corrected now?â He teased, tickling your ribs.
âI suppose.â You giggled, pecking the corner of his smirk.
The following morning, you descended from your room to find George at the bottom of the stairs, shirtless, twirling his Beater Bat in his right hand. The same hand that brought you the most earth shattering orgasm of your life.
âWhat on earth are you doing?â You asked, wrapping your arms around his middle and kissing his cheek, admiring the violet mark you left above his clavicle.
âWaiting for Ron,â Fred supplied from the kitchen.
âWhoâs waiting for meâoh fuck.â Ron stopped dead at the top of the stairs, still dressed in his pajamas, staring wide eyed at George, or more specifically, the bat in his hand.
âI just want to talk,â George said, gently moving you aside before prowling up the stairs towards his younger brother.
Ron took off up the stairs, their steps thundering through the house as George gave chase.
âGeorge! Shit,â you huffed, glancing at the rest of the family who'd come to see what the fuss was about.
âI'll let âim get a good whack in,â Molly said, smiling at you. âSince you're his girl and all.â
Your cheeks flamed, but they only met you with warm hugs and laughter, like they'd been expecting this from the beginning.
Crack!
âOw!â
"That's for hurting my girl, you git."
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