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I would like to address something that has come up several times since I relaunched my computer recommendation blog two weeks ago. Part of the reason that I started @okay-computer and that I continue to host my computer-buying-guide is that it is part of my job to buy computers every day.
I am extremely conversant with pricing trends and specification norms for computers, because literally I quoted seven different laptops with different specs at different price-points *today* and I will do more of the same on Monday.
Now, I am holding your face in my hands. I am breathing in sync with you. We are communicating. We are on the same page. Listen.
Computer manufacturers don't expect users to store things locally so it is no longer standard to get a terabyte of storage in a regular desktop or laptop. You're lucky if you can find one with a 512gb ssd that doesn't have an obnoxious markup because of it.
If you think that the norm is for computers to come with 1tb of storage as a matter of course, you are seeing things from a narrow perspective that is out of step with most of the hardware out there.
I went from a standard expectation of a 1tb hdd five years ago to expecting to get a computer with a 1tb hdd that we would pull and replace with a 1tb ssd to expecting to get a computer that came with a 256gb ssd that we would pull and replace with a 1tb ssd, to just having the 256gb ssd come standard and and only seeking out more storage if the customer specifically requested it because otherwise they don't want to pay for more storage.
Computer manufacturers consider any storage above 256gb to be a premium feature these days.
Look, here's a search for Lenovo Laptops with 16GB RAM (what I would consider the minimum in today's market) and a Win11 home license (not because I prefer that, but to exclude chromebooks and business machines). Here are the storage options that come up for those specs:
You will see that the majority of the options come with less than a terabyte of storage. You CAN get plenty of options with 1tb, but the point of Okay-Computer is to get computers with reasonable specs in an affordable price range. These days, that mostly means half a terabyte of storage (because I can't bring myself to *recommend* less than that but since most people carry stuff in their personal cloud these days, it's overkill for a lot of people)
All things being equal, 500gb more increases the price of this laptop by $150:
It brings this one up by $130:
This one costs $80 more to go from 256 to 512 and there isn't an option for 1TB.
For the last three decades storage has been getting cheaper and cheaper and cheaper, to the point that storage was basically a negligible cost when HDDs were still the standard. With the change to SSDs that cost increased significantly and, while it has come down, we have not reached the cheap, large storage as-a-standard on laptops stage; this is partially because storage is now SO cheap that people want to entice you into paying a few dollars a month to use huge amounts of THEIR storage instead of carrying everything you own in your laptop.
You will note that 1tb ssds cost you a lot less than the markup to pay for a 1tb ssd instead of a 500gb ssd
In fact it can be LESS EXPENSIVE to get a 1tb ssd than a 500gb ssd.
This is because computer manufacturers are, generally speaking, kind of shitty and do not care about you.
I stridently recommend getting as much storage as you can on your computer. If you can't get the storage you want up front, I recommend upgrading your storage.
But also: in the current market (December 2024), you should not expect to find desktops or laptops in the low-mid range pricing tier with more than 512gb of storage. Sometimes you'll get lucky, but you shouldn't be expecting it - if you need more storage and you need an inexpensive computer, you need to expect to upgrade that component yourself.
So, if you're looking at a computer I linked and saying "32GB of RAM and an i7 processor but only 500GB of storage? What kind of nonsense is that?" Then I would like to present you with one of the computers I had to quote today:
A three thousand dollar macbook with the most recent apple silicon (the m4 released like three weeks ago) and 48 FUCKING GIGABYTES OF RAM with a 512gb ssd.
You can't even upgrade that SSD! That's an apple that drive isn't going fucking anywhere! (don't buy apple, apple is shit)
The norms have shifted! It sucks, but you have to be aware of these kinds of things if you want to pay a decent price for a computer and know what you're getting into.
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App Monetization for Beginners: 5 Must-Try Strategies for Revenue Growth - Technology Org
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App Monetization for Beginners: 5 Must-Try Strategies for Revenue Growth - Technology Org
So, youâve created an app for your business. With the best interface and engagement strategies, it will surely become popular. But whatâs next? Unfortunately, that ever-increasing user base cannot guarantee revenue growth until youâve tried your hand at the best app monetization practices.
Using apps â illustrative photo. Image credit: NordWood Themes via Unsplash, free license
App monetization refers to the strategic plan to encourage users to invest in your app, via subtle features that allow them to buy in-app rewards, currency, subscriptions, or other temporary allowances for added advantage over fellow users. This, in turn, ensures that your App generates a uniform stream of revenue for its further advancement and maintenance.
While there are many app monetization techniques, the model you choose for your app solely depends on the industry in which you operate. For instance, freemium models are highly likely to succeed in the OTT space, however, gaming apps find their highest source of revenue from video advertising thatâs linked to in-app rewards.
Nonetheless, you can also combine two or more monetization models to make a dynamic plan that shortens the conversion cycle. The analytics of a trusted mobile marketing platform can give you an overview of the monetization plans that are drawing maximum responses, making it easier for you to choose between the multiple options available. In this article, we will discuss 5 of the best app monetization insights and models you should consider before releasing your app. Letâs dive in!
. Use In-App Advertising to Rule the Gaming World
Include them as videos, banners, texts, or a mix of all. Regardless of the mode you choose, in-app advertising is sure to become an instant hit with gamers. In-app ads allow you to tap into the user journey at the optimal time, when their attention is high, and intent is directed towards a sale. Even with the challenges of stunted engagement rates, in-app advertising stands as the most viable technique for app developers because it gives you an opportunity to knick your competitors at the end of the marketing funnel.
. Power up the Native Ads for Fintech Success
Native ads allow FinTech giants to communicate with the target audience without losing their trust or the companyâs credibility. Due to their seamless integration into the app user interface, native ads can help you slide across an idea or product into the view of your target users when they are most likely to pay attention. The fact that such ads are non-intrusive and hyper-personalized further enhances their efficiency. However, if youâre giving them a go, make sure youâve had a thorough look at your targeted customer segments, their in-app behavior, and expressed interests.
. Enjoy Smooth Sails With Interstitial Ads for the Entertainment Industry
Picture this â the movie is at its climactic scene. The song has reached its highest note. Right before it all ends, an image or video ad spreads across the mobile screen with a brief message that re-directs usersâ excitement towards a companyâs product offering. Sounds good, right? The selfsame formula of interstitial ads has been ranked as one of the best app monetization insights for entertainment and music apps for years on end. And the reason is simple â itâs economical and effective, for both the advertiser and their partners.
.4 Try Out Freemium Subscriptions to Boost Health & Fitness Apps
The passing pandemic has raised everyoneâs concerns about personal fitness. And itâs not unusual to find a health app in every other handheld device. But merely being there doesnât help. You get your effortsâ worth from an app if users keep subscribing to its features â time and again. And it all starts with a freemium. Free access to all the features of your app allows users to explore its functionalities, picking the ones theyâre ready to subscribe to. Top it up with a referral program, and your app monetization strategy is fully ready for the market!
.5 Promote In-App Purchases to Increase Readership for Educational Apps
Temporary offline storage, or digital lending is the best means for educational apps to monetize their platform. Users can browse through the cloud-hosted educational content, like video lectures, books, courses, and recorded webinars, and only pay for the content that they wish to peruse. Time-bound access retains the exclusiveness of your inventory, making it a constant course of revenue.
Putting it Together
There are hundreds of advertising techniques available for app owners. Yet, the best app monetization insights are those that take account of user demographics and market value. If your monetization strategy is poorly implemented, it can repulse users by constantly interrupting their in-app experience. So, make sure you opt for a technique that your target audience responds to. Also, you can combine multiple channels, like SMS and email marketing to bring your users back to to the app every time their engagement drops. The key is to intrigue and acquire!
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This is not really a full thought and it's entirely vibes based, but I feel like there's a connection between the (extremely anecdotal) "kids these days don't even understand file folders" and "tumblr is very hard to use actually"
It's a perception that's probably based on a small but vocal and memorable subset. But there's also like....idk this website doesn't always work great but if you click around some menus you can find out what they do. Very natural way to use a computer to me. But tech over time has emphasized user friendliness to the point that it obscures function. To the point it just takes choices and exploration away. It's folded into the manipulation that is "frictionless." More eyes, longer. Less time thinking. Autoplay. Algorithm. Addollars.
#Like it actively stresses me out when I see busy autoplaying and/or algorithm populated feeds#Where do I search for the things I actually want how do I control this experience (I would like better search here tbh)#It's hard for me to imagine being equally stressed by the opposite#It's not like inherently better or worse necessarily#But the market dominance driving enshittification down not even new paths!!! Can we at least get worse trying something different!#I think there's really like 2-5 different but related thoughts that are getting tangled up in here#But I just had to vent a little cause it ain't looking good out there#Like I've even been trying out an audiobook app that has some super nice features but the UI is so minimalist it makes me itchy#Give me clear controls!!!#Maybe this is my old man yells at cloud era#Or maybe we can yell at the clouds together
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new world | chapter 1
Pairing: Ot8 Ateez x reader AU: fantasy AU | stranger -> mates Summary: A tragic accident left you unable to use your wings and, with that, claimed your father's life, leaving you in the care of your noble uncle. In Hala, a house of eight kingdoms, each boasting its own wonders, you never imagined that amidst the pain, you would also fallâthis time, in love. Word Count: 4.2k | 18 minutes A/n: I wrote 2 draft for this and after a lot of contemplating i've decided on this one. i hope you enjoy it! Warning: blood/injury, violence (mentions of fighting), medical procedures. poisons, storm
The sun hung low in the sky, painting the field in muted hues of gold and green as a chill crept through the air. You knelt amidst the tall grass, your nimble fingers carefully plucking fragrant herbs from the earth.
The air, sharp and brisk, carried a chill that hinted at an approaching storm.
Humming softly to yourself, you tightened your coat around your shoulders and pulled your cape closer, shielding yourself from the biting wind. Your basket was half-filled with herbs you had carefully selectedâlavender for calming teas, chamomile for soothing salves, and a few sprigs of arnica for your uncleâs pain medicine. The breeze carried the sweet scent of the harvest as it rustled the wildflowers around you, though now the wind's sharper edge made your hands move faster.
The day, though peaceful, had taken on a sense of urgency. You couldnât help but notice the gentle rustling of the wind seemed louder now, almost ominous as the skies darkened in the distance.
Satisfied with your haul, you stood, brushing dirt from your hands and skirt. Hefting your now-overfilled basket, you began the familiar walk home. The chill made your steps quicken as you hummed a soft tune as the village rooftops coming into view through the gathering gloom.
You resided on the town's far outskirts, away from the bustling markets and vibrant city lights, and close to the east border of Caius. It was a short walk, no more than ten minutes, but the icy gusts and the scent of rain in the air made it feel longer. As the smell of distant cooking fires greeted you, a comforting reminder of the simple life you cherished, you cast a wary glance at the clouds above, quickening your pace to reach the safety of home before the storm arrived.
But as you neared your small cottage, something felt...off.
The front door was ajar, its hinges creaking slightly in the breeze.
You paused.
You knew you had closed it.
Heart pounding, you set your basket on the steps. Your finger closed around your herb knife to calm your anxiety as a mean of protection. From inside came the sound of something crashing to the floor, followed by a muffled grunt. Your heart raced as you pressed your hand against the doorframe, leaning just enough to peek inside.
The sight made you gasp.
A man was slumped against your kitchen table, his dark clothing torn and stained crimson with blood. His breathing was ragged, his face pale and slick with sweat. Broken pottery lay scattered on the floor near his feet, evidence of his struggle to stay upright.
Albeit the pain that contorted his face, he was undeniably beautiful, as though the gods themselves had sculpted him. Shaking off the fleeting daydream, you steadied yourself and pointed your knife toward the stranger, your grip firm despite the rapid beat of your heart.
âWhoâwho are you?â you demanded, stepping fully into the room.
The man's head snapped up at your voice, his sharp eyes narrowing despite the pale exhaustion pulling at his features. Pain was etched into every line of his face, but it did nothing to dull the rigid posture he held, a silent, almost haughty declaration that he refused to surrender to his circumstances.
âIââ He winced, his hand pressing firmly against the gash at his side, blood seeping between his fingers. âI didnât mean to intrude.â His voice was low, steady despite the strain, with an edge of reluctant apologyâone that came as though it pained him to admit he might need help.
âIâll be gone as soon as I⊠catch my breath.â
Even now, weakened and injured, he carried himself with a quiet dignity, as though he were more offended by his situation than the injury itself. There was no demand for pity, no pleading in his toneâonly the undeniable weight of a man who was unused to seeking aid and found the very act distasteful.
You hesitated, your grip on the knife tightening. There was something about him that felt dangerousâhis strong, lean frame and the way he held himself, even in pain, spoke of someone used to commanding attention. But there was also vulnerability in his gaze, a desperation that softened your wariness.
âYouâre hurt,â your voice firm but calm, setting the knife on the counter but keeping it within reach.
His jaw tightened, as though bracing himself against the sting of his pride. âIâll manage,â he muttered, but the slight tremor in his stance betrayed him. The stubbornness in his tone didnât match the pallor of his face or the faint, uneven breaths he tried to suppress.
You sighed, exasperated but unmoved. His stubbornness didnât surprise you. It was written in his posture, in the hard line of his mouth, in the way he refused to meet your gaze.
âWell, youâre doing a poor job of it,â you shot back, sharper this time.
That caught his attention. His gaze snapped to you, dark and piercing, as though offended by your audacity. For a moment, silence stretched between you, but gaze flickered there, almost reluctant amusement. His lips pressed into a thin line as though trying to decide whether to fight you on this or accept the inevitable.
âI donât⊠need your help,â he said stiffly, though his voice wavered just slightly as his strength faltered.
âAnd yet youâre bleeding all over my table,â you countered, your tone calm but firm. âPlease, sit down. Youâre only making it worse.â
His eyes warred visibly against your words, his hand tightening into a fist where it gripped the edge of the table. Finally, with a reluctant sigh, he muttered, âThis is⊠unnecessary.â
âItâs necessary if you want to survive,â you replied, already moving to his side.
When you slid an arm under his, he stiffened, his body going rigid as though the very act of being supported grated against him.
âI can walk,â he grumbled.
âYou can barely stand,â you replied dryly, guiding him carefully toward your bedroom. His weight pressed against you for only a moment before he forced himself to stand taller, his stubborn pride refusing to let him lean on you more than absolutely necessary.
Easing him down onto the edge of the bed. His shoulders stiffened as if being placed there was yet another blow to his pride, but he didnât protest.
âIâm⊠sorry for the intrusion,â he said again, his tone quieter this time, as though apologizing was both foreign and uncomfortable. âIt wasnât my intention.â
âApology accepted. Youâll be better off lying down,â you said, your voice steady despite the flurry of nerves coursing through you.
He exhaled sharply, his knuckles white as he gripped the edge of the mattress. âI donât needââ
âStop talking,â you cut in firmly, kneeling beside him. âYou do need help, whether you like it or not.â
He glared at you for a moment, though the fire in his gaze was dimmed by exhaustion. âStubborn woman,â he muttered under his breath, though there was no real malice in his tone.
âAnd youâre not exactly a model of reason yourself,â you replied.
Stepping back briefly, you crossed the room to close the windows, the glass panes rattling faintly from the wind outside. The storm was growing, the wind howling as it clawed at the shutters, and you latched them firmly to keep the cold at bay. The room immediately felt quieter, warmer, though the tension lingering between you and the man remained palpable.
You quickly gathered supplies: clean linen strips for bandages, a basin of water, and a flask of pain medicine from the nearby cupboard, you turned to him, your eyes scanning his pale, sweat-drenched face.
"I need to see the wound," you instructed gently. He hesitated, then nodded, removing his hand to reveal a deep gash.
Your breath hitched.
The gash was deep, inflamed, and stained with a purple sheen. You sighed softly, this is not an ordinary wound.
âThis will hurt,â you warned, dipping a clean cloth into a mixture of strong wine and vinegar, the sharp tang filling the air. Carefully, you began to cleanse the wound. He winced, a sharp breath hissing through his teeth, but his silence held.
Once satisfied, you reached for the flask of pain medicine. âHere,â you said firmly, holding it out to him. âDrink this. Itâll help.â
He eyed it with suspicion, his pride flaring visibly as though the very idea of accepting medicine offended him. âWhat is it?â
âSomething to keep you alive,â you said flatly, pushing the flask closer. âStop questioning everything and drink.â
Reluctantly, he took a small sip, grimacing slightly as the bitter taste settled on his tongue. After another swallow, his shoulders eased, the tension in his posture slowly melting as the medicine began to dull the sharp edge of his pain.
Placing the flask next to the bed, you reached out instinctively, placing a hand over his to offer quiet comfort. It was a small, unthinking gestureâone you often did for your uncleâs patients.
But the moment your hand touched his, his eyes snapped open, and for the briefest moment, they glowed vivid blue. A faint luminescence bloomed across his forehead, like the trace of some ancient mark, and you gasped softly, your heart stuttering.
Startled, you glanced toward the window just as a flash of lightning lit the room, the storm raging outside. You told yourself it was the stormâs light playing tricks on your eyes. It had to be.
But when you looked back, his eyes had returned to their original goldish-brown hue, the glow vanished as though it had never been. He was staring at you nowâhis expression unreadable, though softer, almost hesitant.
âWhat⊠was that?â you whispered, withdrawing your hand quickly.
He didnât answer immediately, his gaze lingering on you for a moment longer than necessary. Whatever walls he had erected earlier now seemed to falter, as though something in that brief exchange had shifted. When he spoke again, his voice was quieter.
âYouâre kind,â he murmured, surprising you. âFar kinder than I deserve.â
The vulnerability in his tone startled you almost as much as the glow had, but you masked it, straightening in your seat. âYouâre still a terrible patient,â you replied lightly, though your voice was gentler this time.
After washing your hands, you cleansed the wound with water, then applied a thin layer of honey before covering it with the linen bandages. "This should help prevent infection," you explained.
As you worked, you noticed his features more clearlyâsharp jawline, dark hair sticking to his sweat-dampened forehead, and piercing eyes that watched you with a mix of caution and gratitude. He wasnât a common traveler; his clothes, though damaged, were of fine make, and the insignia on his belt hinted at nobility.
âWhat happened to you?â
As you peeled back more of his torn shirt, the full extent of his injuries came into viewâdark bruises blooming across his ribs and smaller cuts scattered like a map of violence. You furrowed your brows in concern, but your hands remained steady.
âBandits,â he muttered. âOn the road. They... didnât expect me to fight back.â
You studied him closely, the flicker of doubt plain on your face. You didnât press him, not yet, but you werenât a fool. This far from the city, you've never heard of such bandits. The wound, telltale sheen of poisonâthis wasnât the work of ordinary bandits.
Still, you asked, âYou fought them off?â
He gave a weak, humorless chuckle. âNot well enough, apparently.â
You shook your head, setting to work cleaning the wound. âYouâre lucky you made it here. Another hour, and this might have turned fatal.â
âI suppose I am,â he muttered, his gaze fixed on you, though the defiance from earlier had softened to something quieter. Something thoughtful.
For the first time, he seemed to regard you not as an inconvenience or an intrusion but as someone who had saved his life. His expression was still guarded, but the edges of it had shiftedâless sharp, more yielding.
âWhy were you traveling alone?â
He hesitated, as if debating how much to reveal. Finally, he said, âI was trying to avoid... attention.â
You raised an eyebrow but didnât press further. âWell, youâve certainly gotten mine.â
For the first time, a small, tired smile tugged at his lips. âLucky me.â
You huffed, securing the bandage with perhaps more force than necessary. âYouâre far too stubborn for your own good,â you added, brushing your hands off and rising to fetch a fresh cloth.
His tired smile lingered faintly. âTakes one to know one.â
You shot him a look over your shoulder. âI wouldnât call saving your life stubborn. Sensible, maybe.â
He exhaled a soft huff, something between amusement and exhaustion. âSensible,â he repeated quietly, as though testing the word on his tongue.
As you laid a damp cloth on his fevered forehead, his gaze tracked your movementsâsharp but softened, no longer the cold and aloof glint from earlier. There was something new there now, as if he were seeing you through fresh eyes.
âYouâre skilled,â he remarked, his voice quieter, more measured.
âIâve had practice,â you replied simply, brushing the damp cloth lightly over his brow.
As you observed him resting on the bed, your attention shifted to his tattered, bloodstained coat draped loosely over his shoulders. The fine wool and intricate stitching caught your eyeâunmistakable signs of noble craftsmanship, the kind of attire far beyond the means of a mortal Aetherions.
âYour clothes are dirty,â you remarked, crossing the room to fetch clean garments. You hesitated for only a moment before offering them. âI have, um, clothes you can use.â
His cold gaze glanced at the garments, then back at you, his expression clouded with an emotion you couldn't quite identify.
"Your lover's or something?" he asked, his voice laced with something unreadableâdisapproval, maybe, or curiosity.
"Or something," you replied, maintaining composure.
"I'll help you."
âI can manage on my own,â he muttered instinctively, pride flaring again like a reflex.
âYouâll tear open the bandage if you try,â you replied firmly, setting the clothes on the cot beside him.
For a moment, it looked as though heâd refuse outright, his pride warring with the exhaustion tugging at him. But then, as though resigning to his limits, he gave you a slow, reluctant nod.
âFine,â he muttered.
You approached carefully, your hands steady as you helped him remove the soiled coat. Beneath the dirt and blood, the fabric was rich, its quality unmistakableâa silent confirmation of his noble status. You discarded it into the enchanted basin at the corner of the room, where water rippled and swirled, magic working to cleanse the garment, a convenient aid in your otherwise rustic setting.
The act of dressing him felt oddly intimate. You tried to remain professional, your movements efficient and practiced, yet you couldnât ignore the way his skin, warm and solid beneath your fingertips, sent faint sparks fluttering through you.
The tension in the room seemed to shift, subtle but undeniable. It seems that the spark however, not only resolve to you but to the man in front of you. His breathing slowed, a low, almost imperceptible sound escaping himâa contented hum.
You glanced up just in time to catch the faint dilation of his pupils, his golden-brown eyes softening as they met yours-you surmised he felt the same feather-light sensations that danced across your skin.
He nodded slightly, feeling content, His eyes, already heavy with exhaustion, drifted closed.
"You'd better get some sleep, my lord. You need the rest," you advised, pulling the blanket up over him.
As you turned away, his hand shot out at the last moment, catching yours in a gentle grasp. his voice barely above a whisper.
"Stay."
His voice barely above a whisper but enough to root you in place. A shiver traced your spine, feather-light but persistent.
What is this?
Your breath caught. He was already half-asleep, his hold loose but firm enough to keep you there. Slowly, you sank to the floor beside the cot, your hand still cradled in his as his breathing deepened.
As the storm continued to rage outside, you sat in silence, watching him drift into a fitful sleep,. The quiet hum of his breath filled the room, a stark contrast to the battle-worn pride and defiance you had seen earlier. Now, in sleep, he seemed almost fragileâsomething you doubted heâd allow anyone else to witness.
A peculiar sensation washed over you as you sat thereâan electric and feather-light touches across your skin. You glanced around, startled, blaming the chill in the air or perhaps lingering adrenaline from the unexpected encounter.
As the storm continued its relentless howl outside, you remained by his side, his hand still loosely curled around yours. The room was quiet now, save for the soft rhythm of his breathing and the distant patter of rain against the window.
You rested your head against the edge of the bed, the tension of the day finally catching up to you. The warmth of the room and the steady rise and fall of his chest seemed to lull you, exhaustion washing over you like a heavy tide.
Before you knew it, your eyes fluttered closed, and sleep claimed you.
The first light of morning crept through the shutters, rousing you from an unexpectedly deep sleep. Blinking groggily, you took in your surroundingsâ the familiar wood-paneled walls of your roomâand realized you were in your own bed.
A heavy quilt had been draped over your shoulders, and as you slowly sat up, the events of last night came rushing back.
The stranger. The injury. His touch.
Where was he?
Heart skipping a beat, throwing the quilt aside you rose quickly, disoriented. The sound of soft clinking and faint movement drew your attention to the kitchen. Padding toward the sound, you rounded the corner and froze.
There he was, standing by the counter, sleeves rolled up, his tall frame at ease despite the faint signs of exhaustion still etched across his face. He moved with surprising ease preparing somethingâbread, it seemed, with slices of dried fruit laid out neatly beside it.
âYouâre supposed to be resting,â you said, your voice cutting through the quiet. He turned, his expression calm but faintly amused.
âIâve rested enough,â he replied, his tone steady.
You crossed your arms, arching an eyebrow. âResting in my bed apparently wasnât enough. How did you even manage to get me there?â
He smirked faintly, gesturing to his side. â Youâre not as heavy as you think.â
Rolling your eyes, you moved to rekindle the fire, the faint flicker of flames crackling to life. âYou should have stayed put. Youâll tear your wound open again.â
âAnd leave you sleeping on the floor?â he countered smoothly. âThat wouldnât be very polite, would it?â
The wit in his tone caught you off guard, and despite yourself, a quiet chuckle escaped. âWell, you didnât give me much choice last night. Youâd have bled out on my floor.â
âFair,â he admitted with a faint smile, leaning against the counter.
As the tea brewed, the fragrant aroma filling the air, you placed two cups on the table and motioned for him to sit. He hesitated momentarily, then complied, easing into the chair with a grace that seemed almost practiced.
As you poured the steaming liquid into a mug, you stepped closer to hand it to him. The motion brought you near enough to catch his scent, and it stopped you in your tracks.
Crisp and refreshing, it carried the essence of ice and snow with a subtle hint of salt. It was a scent unlike any youâd knownâboth ethereal and grounding at once.
For a moment, the room felt smaller, the space between you almost suffocating. He took the mug from your outstretched hand, his fingers brushing against yours briefly-another fluttering feeling surfaced in the base of your heart. His gaze, steady and unreadable, held yours for a beat longer than necessary before he broke the silence.
âI must apologize for imposing upon you," he said after a while, his gaze meeting yours. "I had little choice but to seek refuge here."
You shook your head, offering a small smile. âThereâs no need for apologies. Iâm glad I could help.â
âI never caught your name,â you said as you poured the tea.
âYunho,â he replied, his tone casual but his gaze studying you carefully.
You nodded, tucking the name away in your thoughts. âYunho,â you repeated softly. For a brief moment, his golden-brown eyes shimmered faintlyâan almost imperceptible flash of vivid blue that made your breath hitch. You blinked, dismissing it as a trick of the light.
âIâmââ
âY/N.â he interrupted, his lips curling into the faintest smirk.
You tilted your head, surprised. âI donât remember telling you that.â
He glanced down at his cup, âI⊠read your name,â he admitted, his tone casual, but something about the way he said it felt carefully chosen. âYou left your herb journals open.â
You arched an eyebrow but chose not to press further. âAll right, Yunho,â you said after a moment. The two of you settled into a quiet, tranquil morning together.
As the morning light spilled across the room, Yunho finished the last sip of his tea and set the cup down gently. Without a word, he rose and walked toward the door, his steps composed and deliberate. You watched him silently, curiosity swirling within you as he paused, his hand resting on the wooden frame.
âWhere are you going?â you asked cautiously, stepping forward.
He stood there for a moment, his gaze distant as though he could see far beyond the village. The faint morning breeze swept through the slightly open door, tousling his dark hair, which fell forward to cover his forehead.
âMy lord-â
Before you could finish, a sudden shift filled the air, he shifted his shoulders, and in one fluid motion, his wings unfurled. Rich, indigo feathers stretched wide, filling the space with a quiet, breathtaking power that left you frozen where you stood. Morning light poured through the door, catching the hues of his feathers, making them shimmer like liquid twilight.
Your breath hitched as you stepped forward instinctively. âYouâre leaving,â you said, your voice ragged.
Yunhoâs expression softened slightly, though his voice carried a firm edge. âIt seems Iâve overstayed my welcome. â
His expression unreadable, âI have matters to attend to.â
âBut itâs only been a few hours, my lord,â you protested, your tone pleading. âYou should rest.â
He turned slightly, allowing you to glimpse his side where the wound that should still be open was now completely healed. Your breath caught as you stepped closer.
âThatâs⊠impossible,â you whispered, reaching out instinctively, your fingers hovering just above where the bandage had been. âIt should still be open.â
âI heal quickly,â he replied, his tone casual, though his posture suggested he was ready to depart. âI really should be leaving.â
You swallowed, the inexplicable weight of his departure sitting heavily in your chest. Acting on impulse, you picked up his robe from the table nearby and stepped closer, gently draping it over his shoulders.
âWait,â you murmured, your hands lingering for a moment as you adjusted the fabric, your gaze meeting his with unspoken intensity.
The movement brought you closer, your eyes locking with his. The tension between you felt almost tangible, as though the very air crackled with energy.
You couldnât lie to yourselfâit felt good having someone around. Someone who wasnât family.
It had been so long since youâd shared your space with anyone else, and the quiet presence Yunho brought, despite the questions surrounding him, filled an emptiness you hadnât known was there.
âYou... you donât have to go yet,â you murmured, your voice barely above a whisper. You werenât sure what had come over youâonly that the thought of him leaving felt strangely unbearable.
His gaze softened, and for a moment, it seemed he might stay. He craned his neck down, his face close enough that you could feel the warmth of his breath against your skin. The soft rhythm of it sent a shiver down your spine, the quiet intimacy of the moment leaving you rooted in place, as though the air between you had become something tangible.
âMay I come back, my lady?â he asked, his voice low, almost intimate.
The question sent a shiver through you, and for a heartbeat, you couldnât find the words. Your grip on his robe tightened for a heartbeat before you let go. Without a word, you gave him a faint nod, a strange feeling settling over you.
His lips curved into the faintest smile as he stepped back, his wings spreading wide once more. The morning light caught the rich indigo of his feathers, casting a glow that made him seem otherworldly. The breeze stirred again, carrying with it the faint, crisp scent of snow and salt.
And then, with one last lingering glance, he was gone, leaving behind the faintest trace of snow in the air and a heart that raced long after heâd disappeared into the sky.
You stood there long after he was gone, the air still tingling with the remnants of his presence. A single indigo feather rested on the floor where he had stood, and as you picked it up, eyeing the indigo feather, you couldnât help but smile, a quiet warmth settling in your chest.
and already, you found yourself counting the breaths until you would see him again.
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The Fairy Tale
The snow-capped mountains loomed ahead, their peaks piercing the azure sky, as Finn and his father, Hergen, made their way through the quaint mountain town. Finn, a young man of twenty, with a slender build and bright, curious eyes, clutched his gloved hands together, his breath forming small clouds in the chilly air. He was not one for outdoor excursions, preferring the cozy confines of his home with a good book. But today was different; his father had convinced him to embark on a journey to the glacier caves, a place of nature wonders. As they wandered through the bustling Christmas market, the aroma of spiced glögg and roasted chestnuts filled the air, mingling with the sound of cheerful carols.
Finn's eyes sparkled as he took in the festive atmosphere, feeling a sense of warmth and joy despite the cold. He and his father shared a hot cup of glögg, their breath mingling with the steam rising from the mulled wine. It was a moment of connection, a rare occasion when Finn felt truly at ease with his father, who was often away on his scientific expeditions. "Dad, I'm glad we came here. It's like a winter wonderland," Finn said, his voice filled with genuine happiness. Hergen smiled, his eyes crinkling at the corners. "I thought you'd enjoy it, my boy. But wait until you see the glacier caves tomorrow. They are a marvel of nature, unlike anything you've ever witnessed."
While Hergen was chatting with some other adventurous guys about the best hike to the caves, Finn glanced at the old woman selling the glögg, her eyes twinkling with mischief as she poured him a generous cup. âTomorrow, my father and I are exploring the glacier caves!â Finn said, a hint of excitement breaking through his usual anxiety. Her expression shifted, lips pressing together in a tight line. âYou should think twice, boy. The fairies live there. They can be dangerous if disturbed.â Finn chuckled, shaking his head. âFairies? You must be joking. Thatâs just nonsense, right?â âNo joke at all,â she replied, her voice low and serious. âThey are not to be trifled with.â âRight,â Finn said, rolling his eyes as he turned to Hergen. âNext, sheâll tell me about unicorns and elves.â Hergen laughed, clearly entertained. âMaybe theyâll offer us some magical glögg!â The old woman shot them a stern look before turning away, leaving Finn to sip his drink.
The next morning, as the sun bathed the snow-covered landscape in a golden glow, Finn and Hergen set out for the glacier caves. The journey was arduous, the cold biting at their exposed skin, but Finn's excitement grew with every step. The caves loomed ahead, a majestic sight with their shimmering ice formations and deep, mysterious crevices. "This is it, Finn. The glacier caves," Hergen said, his voice filled with awe. "Let's explore, but remember to stay together and be mindful of our surroundings." Finn nodded, his eyes wide as he took in the breathtaking beauty around him. He ventured deeper into the caves, his breath catching at the sight of glittering ice columns and intricate frozen sculptures.
As he wandered, a peculiar sight caught his attention. Tiny glowing orbs fluttered in the frosty air, resembling fireflies, but their presence in this frigid environment was baffling. Intrigued, Finn approached, his curiosity overcoming his initial hesitation. As he drew closer, he realized these were no ordinary insects. Their delicate wings shimmered with an otherworldly light, and their size was larger than any firefly he had ever seen. With a gentle motion, he reached out, capturing one of the creatures in his palm. It struggled, its wings creating a soft whirring sound, like a tiny bellows. "How dare you invade the realm of the fairies!" The creature's voice, high-pitched and indignant, startled Finn. He stared at the fairy, its tiny features contorted in anger. "Let me go at once! I will not tolerate this intrusion!" Finn's eyes widened in surprise, his mind racing. He had heard tales of fairies, but never imagined he would encounter one. "I-I apologize," he stammered, his voice betraying his shock. "I meant no harm. I was merely curious." The fairy's expression turned from anger to suspicion. "Curiosity, you say? Well, you've trespassed, and punishment is due. I'll call for help, and you'll face the consequences!"
A voice, like a whispered secret, slithered into Finn's mind. *Eat it, Finn!* a voice whispered in his mind, insistent and seductive. *Swallow it, and your troubles will be over.* The command was so sudden and compelling that Finn found himself obeying without hesitation. He opened his mouth and, with a quick motion, popped the fairy into his mouth. It tasted like sparkling sugar, and as he swallowed, a rush of warmth spread through his body. As the fairy slid down his throat, a transformation began. Finn's
body trembled, and he felt a strange sensation, as if his very essence was being reshaped. His hair, once straight and blond, began to curl and lengthen, framing his face in a stylish fade cut. His ears, once rounded and human, elongated and became pointed, a clear sign of his newfound fairy heritage. But the transformation didn't stop there. His red expedition suit, a practical choice for the cold, morphed into something altogether different. The fabric shifted and changed, transforming into light blue leather pants that hugged his legs like a second skin, leaving his upper body bare. He stood there, stunned, as the reality of his new appearance sank in.
"Dad!" he cried out, startled by his own voice, which had taken on a deeper, more resonant tone. Hergen, who had been collecting samples nearby, rushed over, his eyes widening at the sight of his son. "Finn! What's happening?" But before he could reach his son, a dark figure emerged from the shadows, its towering stature and matted black fur sending a shiver down Finn's spine. The creature's eyes glowed with an unearthly crimson light, and its wolf-like snout revealed sharp fangs. "Whoâwho are you?" Finn stammered, his voice barely audible. The creature stepped closer, its massive paws leaving frosty imprints on the ground. "I am Malgoth, the true ruler of these caves. And you are now under my command."
Hergen, who had been observing the exchange with growing concern, rushed to Finn's side. "Stay away from my son!" he shouted, his voice filled with protective fury. Malgoth's laughter boomed, causing icicles to tremble and fall. "Your son is no longer under your protection, human. He belongs to the fairy realm now."
Finn wanted to flee, to escape this terrifying presence, but before he could move, the creature was upon him, its massive paw pinning him down. A low, sinister chuckle rumbled from its throat, "Welcome to your new reality. You'll find your kind is easily swayed." "What's happening to me?" Finn whispered, his voice now carrying a hint of wonder. Malgoth's eyes gleamed with satisfaction. "You've swallowed the fairy, and now you've become one of them. A fairy prince, with all the powers and pleasures that come with it." He stepped closer, his massive claws clicking against the ice. "And I have plans for you, my prince." Finn struggled, his heart pounding in his chest. He tried to speak, to protest, but the words caught in his throat as the creature's hand moved to his ear, stroking the delicate point with a single claw.
A jolt of pleasure shot through him, so intense it left him breathless. "Ah, I see you've discovered the pleasure of the fairy ears," the creature said, its voice dripping with satisfaction. "So sensitive, so responsive. It's no wonder they are your greatest weakness." Finn's breath coming in short gasps as the creature continued to stroke his ear, sending waves of pleasure coursing through his veins. "No, I..." Finn began, his voice trailing off into a moan as his body betrayed his words. "Your body speaks the truth," Malgoth whispered, his breath hot against Finn's ear. "You like being touched, caressed by a powerful man. It's a feeling you've never known before, but now it's yours to enjoy." Finn's heart pounded, and he felt a warmth spreading through his body, pooling in his groin. His cock hardened, straining against the tight leather pants, and he couldn't deny the pleasure he was experiencing. Hergen, witnessing his son's transformation and the creature's manipulation, felt a surge of helplessness. He knew he couldn't physically overpower Malgoth, not with those massive claws and imposing stature. But he had to do something, anything, to protect his son. "Stay away from him!" Hergen shouted, his voice echoing off the icy walls. "You won't turn my son into some fairy plaything!" Malgoth's laughter filled the cave, causing the ice to tremble. "Oh, but he's already becoming my plaything, and he's enjoying it. Isn't that right, fairy prince?" Finn's mouth was dry, and he could only nod, his eyes locked on Malgoth's. The creature's words were like a spell, binding him, making him want to submit, to explore this new, forbidden pleasure. "Think about it, Finn," Malgoth whispered, his voice a dark temptation.
"Imagine being cared for by a man, strong and powerful, who can give you pleasure beyond your wildest dreams. It's a feeling you crave, deep within your fairy soul." Finn's hand moved to his cock, stroking it through the leather pants, and he moaned softly. The sensation was incredible, and he couldn't deny the truth in Malgoth's words. He had always felt different, shy and anxious, but now, as a fairy prince, he felt a newfound confidence in his sexuality. "That's it, Finn," Malgoth encouraged, his voice a soft purr. "Pleasure yourself. Think of me, of the power I hold over you, and how it excites you."
Finn's hand moved faster, his breath coming in short gasps. He was lost in a haze of pleasure, his mind filled with images of Malgoth, of powerful men, and the forbidden sensations coursing through his body. Malgoth stepped closer, his claws gently caressing Finn's lips. "Imagine your lips around a cock, sucking, pleasing a man. It's what you want, isn't it?" Finn's eyes fluttered open, and he found himself leaning forward, his mouth seeking the creature's fingers. He sucked on them eagerly, his tongue swirling, and he moaned around the digits, his eyes rolling back in pleasure. "Yes, that's it," Malgoth whispered, his voice thick with satisfaction. "You're a natural, fairy prince. Embrace your desires, and they will set you free." Finn's hand moved to the waistband of his leather pants, and he pulled them down, his cock springing free, hard and eager. He stroked himself, his hips bucking with each stroke, and he couldn't hold back the moans of pleasure that escaped his lips.
"I'm so close," he panted, his eyes locked on Malgoth, who lounged casually on a nearby stone, watching the show with a satisfied smirk. "Do you want to see me cum?" Finn teased, his voice breathless. Malgoth's smirk widened, and he nodded, his eyes never leaving Finn's body. "Go on, fairy prince. Show me how much you've embraced your new nature." Finn's hand moved faster, his breath coming in short, sharp gasps. His body trembled, and he threw his head back, his mouth open in a silent scream as he came, his cum painting his stomach and thighs. As he caught his breath, Finn wiped the cum from his body, his hand trembling. He felt a strange urge, a desire to taste himself, to experience the essence of his newfound nature. "Finn, stop!" Hergen shouted, his voice filled with horror as he watched his son's actions. "What has that creature done to you?" But Finn was beyond listening. He teased his father with a playful smile, then brought his hand to his mouth, licking the cum from his fingers. The taste was sweet and salty, and it sent a jolt of pleasure through him, awakening a new, insatiable desire. "Ah, the taste of your own seed," Malgoth purred, his eyes glowing with satisfaction. "It seals your transformation, fairy prince.
From now on, you'll crave the taste of cum, especially that of powerful men. It's your new addiction, and it will bind you to me." Finn's eyes widened as the realization hit him. He had become a creature of pleasure, a dark fairy prince, and the untamable desire to suck cocks, to please men, was now his driving force. Malgoth's laughter filled the cave, a dark, triumphant sound. "Your corruption is complete, and your conversion is final. Welcome, my dark fairy prince. You are now a part of my plan, a key to my conquest of the fairy realm." Hergen, witnessing the transformation of his son and the creature's sinister plans, knew he had to act. But before he could make a move, Malgoth raised a massive paw, and a blizzard erupted, filling the cave with swirling snow. When it cleared, Finn was gone, spirited away by the dark creature. Hergen stood alone in the now silent cave, his mind racing. He knew he had to find his son, to help him, but how could he possibly challenge such a powerful and malevolent force?
Hergen couldn't believe his eyes when he opened the door to find Finn on his doorstep, weeks after their harrowing adventure in the glacier caves. The young man had changed, his once-pointed ears now rounded, more human-like, but he exuded a new, captivating presence.
His father's heart swelled with relief and joy. "Son, you're back! You've escaped that creature... but you're different." Hergen's voice trailed off as he took in Finn's transformation. Finn smiled, his eyes sparkling with a newfound confidence. "I'm free, Father. But the changes... they're not all gone."
Later that evening, Finn and his cousin, Claas, a lively 23-year-old, set off for a frat party. Finn carried a tray of meatballs that were intended as finger food for the party.
As the alcohol flowed and the party's energy peaked, the cousins made their way through the crowd and Claas noticed something peculiar. He caught a glimpse of their reflection in a full-length mirror, but it wasn't their usual selves staring back. Instead, Claas saw the gay fairy prince from the glacier, with his pointed ears and silver armor.
Beside prince Finn standing himself - bare-chested. Confused and startled, Claas grabbed Finn's arm. "What sorcery is this? I see you as that fairy prince, and myself... with no shirt!" Finn's smirk revealed his secret plan.
"Oh, Claas, it's already begun. You see, these meatballs you've been enjoying... they're not just any ordinary meat. They're fairy meat!" As he spoke, a chilling breeze swept through the house. The temperature dropped, and a blizzard erupted within the very heart of the fraternity, encasing everything in a glittering layer of ice and the mirror's surface frosted over. The transformation was not limited to the environment; it affected the fraternity brothers as well. One by one, they underwent a magical change, their bodies becoming slender and graceful, their ears growing pointed, and their tuxedos became sparkling armors. Their eyes widened in wonder and lust as they, too, became gay fairies, their human forms a distant memory.
The new fairies, driven by an instinctual desire, swarmed around Finn, their prince. Claas, overcome with devotion, fell to his knees, his eyes locked on Finn's crotch. "My prince," he murmured, his voice filled with adoration and submission. "I see now that you are the fairy prince, returned to claim your throne. Allow me to serve you." With that, he leaned forward and took Finn's cock into his mouth, his newfound fairy nature driving him to pleasure his newfound prince. The other transformed fraternity brothers joined Claas, their hands and lips caressing Finn's body. Finn's senses were overwhelmed by the touch of so many eager fairies. He felt his cock stiffen further, the pleasure intensifying with each passing moment. The memory of his human life began to fade as the fairies' attentions focused on his pointed ears, sending shivers of delight through his body. "Enough!" Finn cried out, his voice laced with both pleasure and panic. "I... I can't remember... my human life is slipping away." But the fairies did not heed his plea, their hands and mouths working in unison to bring him to the brink of ecstasy. As the last vestiges of his human memories faded, Finn surrendered to the pleasure, his voice now filled with authority and desire. "Yes, my subjects. Serve your horny prince's cock!"
As the party descended into a haze of passion and ecstasy, the fairies, including Finn and Claas, disappeared into the glacier cave, drawn by an unseen force. Malgoth, the dark manipulator, awaited them, his crimson eyes gleaming with satisfaction. "Welcome, my new creations," he purred, his voice echoing through the icy chamber. "You are a new fairy race, and your sustenance shall be the essence of powerful men. Their cum will fuel your existence."
The air crackled with anticipation as the new fairy prince, Finn, stood amidst the frozen realm, his presence causing a stir among the fairy subjects, once frat bros. Claas couldn't help but feel a surge of jealousy as he witnessed Finn's transformation and the adoration it elicited from their fellow fairies. Malgoth, the dark manipulator, seized this opportunity to plant a seed of discord in Claas's mind. "You should be the prince," Malgoth whispered, his breath like a chilling breeze against Claas's ear. "You are older, stronger. Imagine Finn beneath you, helpless, as you claim his body and his power."
Claas couldn't shake the vision of himself as the dominant fairy prince, with Finn as his submissive. The thought of entering Finn's body, claiming him, sent shivers down his spine. He pictured himself thrusting into Finn's willing form, their bodies slick with sweat and desire.
As the party continued in the glacier cave, Claas' gaze kept returning to Finn, now surrounded by the former frat boys, all of them gay fairies under his command. The sight of their pleasure-filled faces only intensified Claas' yearning. He wanted to be the one causing Finn's moans, to have that power over the prince. "I could take what's rightfully mine," he whispered, his voice laced with determination. "I could make him submit."
The ancient glaciers, once serene, now echoed with the sinister laughter of Malgoth, the corrupted spirit. His plan was unfolding beautifully, and soon, the fairy realm would be his. He had found the perfect pawn in Finn, the shy human boy who had unwittingly become a fairy prince. "Your destiny awaits, my prince. The human town will fall, and from its ruins, our realm shall flourish!" Finn's eyes gleamed with a mixture of excitement and a newfound lust for power. "The time has come," Malgoth's declared, his voice echoing through the icy chamber. "Feed the fairy meat to the young lads in the town, and watch as they succumb to their desires, becoming warriors of our realm." Finn's heart raced. He knew his missionâto corrupt the town's sons, one by one. With each fairy consumed, a new gay fairy would emerge, until every son of this town is under Finnâs command, so that the human town would lose its protectors. Malgoth's laughed, "The humans will lose their precious sons to our corruption, and their town will be ours. An eternal winter awaits them, a fitting grave for their defiance."
The icy wind howled outside, as if in prediction of the impending doom. "I understand, master," Finn replied, his voice steady, laced with a dark promise. "I shall fulfill my role and bring forth the era of the gay fairy realm."
As the blizzard subsided, the new fairy army, led by their dark prince, Finn, disappeared into the night, ready to spread their enchantment over the unsuspecting town and fulfill Malgoth's vision of a icy gay fairy empire.
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Jasper the Bugbear
First story of the year and I'm giving ya'll a double decker one to set off the year right! This story feature intrigue, espionaige, fucking over the rich, and a cozy bookstore featuring a very handsome bugbear. Female Main Character: Male Monster (both cis)
The letter arrived first thing in the morning, delivered into my hands by someone who whisked away as quickly as they appeared. I had been hunkered down in this small town waiting on this for a while now.
âGeez,â I mumbled over the letter. âWho did they let write this thing?â I squinted over the paper, trying to decipher some of the illegible handwriting. I scoffed, pulling back and rubbing the bridge of my nose. Iâd been restless waiting for this thing to come in. I had been placed here for a while now in an attempt to blend in. I posed myself in town, scouting things out, selling trinkets under the guise of charity. I was growing bored with it, not many of the people I had been charged with finding were the type to just go out into the market.
âDear Caranina,â the letter started off.
âNot my name,â I grumbled. In a bit of spite, I took my own quill and scraped it out, writing âCarinaâ over it.
âWe know you have been waiting long to wehdhjfjfhshj from us. It has taken us quite a while to jshdjhkfjihf and ahdfhrjhuidhh in order to assure your mission runs smoothly.â
You scoffed under your breath. âWere they writing this letter under siege?â
âThe festival coming up is the start. While the festival is important there is also a banquet the the aedkfehkjekhkdj family of the ajhdhfkjhdjkd holds every year. It is important that you Caranina-â I scratched that out again, â-must attend the jkfgkjjfeuedhus banquet. This may require you attaining a date from those on the guest list. We have provided to you a guest list, sent to us from another scout in the city.â
âPlease let someone else have written that list,â Iyou muttered under myyour breath.
âWe have provided it below for you.â
IYou leaned back in Myyour chair and rubbed the bridge of my nose up and down. I took in a deep breathbreat to quelel the frustration bubbling in my gut. âItâs fine. Itâs fine, surely I can read one of them.â
âIt is imperative you find your way into this party. We will contact you again soon with details of our target, most of which should already be known to you. Warmest regards hdfjjfdkhfeljirorhfdhjjd.â
âGreat, Iâll have to tell hdfjjfdkhfeljirorhfdhjjd their hand writing sucks,â I mumbled under my breath.
Below was the supposed list of names, most, if not all of them, were illegible and wonky. I could only make out a few of them. I recognized one, a miracle in its own right. The fellow worked at a bookstore in town. Jasper Synclayr Humbeclaw, a bugbear, and a real smart guy type who seemed to have his fingers in a lot of pies and has done well for himself financially. His intellect could easily be mistaken due to his imposing figure. But I canât help but think that is why the upper echelon like him so much. An oddity is one thing, an educated oddity is another.
I walked into his bookstore first thing that morning. It was dark outside still, the sun had risen but the clouds had not parted and were growing heavier and thicker by the moment. I could smell the rain that was to come, and I knew if it came, I could extend my visit with Jasper that much longer without it seeming odd.
âI thought I heard the bell.â
I looked up from the book in my hand to see Jasper standing there. Tall, imposing, and dressed very well. His fur was well groomed, his beard trimmed to give the illusion of an extra sharp jawline. Thick brows that gave an air of distinguished intelligence. He certainly looked the part of a bookstore keep.
âGood morning.â He set a thick stack of books down upon the counter. âAre you looking for anything in particular today?â
Just you, I thought to myself. âNo, thank you.â I was at least sincere there. âI wanted to look around for a bit. Iâve always walked by the shop but Iâve never been inside.â I smiled politely, at least I didnât have to fake much. The guild knew what it was doing, sending me in after all.
Jasper nodded, gently taking off his glass. âYes, Iâve seen you around the last few weeks. Youâve been selling jewelry around town, haven'tahvenât you?â
âPrayer beads and religious charms,â I corrected with a bright smile. âSomething to send back to the monastery.â A tiny lie. I was keeping the money.
He nodded, using a small cloth to wipe off his glasses. âWhatâs the monastery?â
I thought quickly. âEsmeraude Monastery. Itâs far, far up north. Very snowy, very cold.â I wasnât lying when I said it was going to Esmeraude, itâs my last name, and I did live up north as a child.
Jasper placed his glasses back on. âSounds like a beautiful place,â he chuckled softly. âWell, donât let me bother you. Books are meant to be perused, so enjoy yourself. Should you need any help, Iâll be around.â He picked up the stack of books and walked out behind the counter, disappearing behind a row of mahogany shelves.
Thunder rumbled outside and I smiled excitedly. The bigger the storm, the more likely I would have to linger inside. Not that I would mind, there were worse placesd to get trapped in than a bookstorebook store.
I wandered around to appear nonchalant at first. I looked through books, easing my way closer to where Jasper was working. I found him close to the back, taking books down from a shelf he was cleaning. Thunder growled low in the distance again, and Jasper turned his head slightly, spotting me.
âSounds like a storm is coming,â he says.
âSuch things do happen when one is busy,â I tutted. âI hope you donât mind me getting caught here if it does.â
âNot at all. I would hate for a lovely lady such as yourself to get caught in that mess.â He wiped down the top of a book and sets it back upon the shelf.
I was a bit surprised by his comment. It made my cheeks flush ever so slightly. âThank you.â I inched in even closer. âWould be a shame if the rain continued into the festival though.â
âTrue,â he sighed. âThe people do look forward to it.â He turned a book over in his hands, inspecting the cover as if something was wrong. âHave you ever attended the festival here? Itâs quite the event.â He set the book back upon the shelf after his thorough inspection.
âAfraid not. This is my first time here. I am excited to attend and see everything first hand for myself.â I reached for the exact same book as Jasper, causing our hands to collide. I notice how large his are, in comparison to mine. It shouldnât have been surprising, after all, he stood head and shoulders over me. But his hands, to my surprise, were quite marvelous.
Jasper gently recoiled. âI beg your pardon, Miss.â
âNo harm done.â I took the book, opening the pages. âCara.â
His brow pinched.
âMy name. You donât need to call me Miss,â I chuckled.
He nodded, a slight smile appearing on his lips that curved up past his tusks. âNice to meet you, Cara.â The way he said my name had a low, deep growl to it. My reaction of excited heartbeats surprised me.
I ducked back down into the book to hide my blush, but perhaps that would help me. âI heard someone say there was a banquet at the festival. Iâm sure that's the highlight of the event.â
âWell, for some Iâm sure,â he said hesitantly.
I looked up from my book. âWhat do you mean? Is the town full of horrible cooks?â
His smile returned, brighter and larger. He laughed and shook his head as for the first time he turned to fully face me. âThere is a banquet, just for a select few I am afraid.â
âWhich select?â I asked knowingly, offering him back the book in my clutches.
He took the book, his fingers brushing against mine again. âFrom tThe sound of your tone, I take it you can already tell.â
âThe big wigs of the town have their own celebration away from the commoners?â I glanced back, seeing that rain hadhas begun splattering against the window.
âWould you want them to mingle?â Jasper said with a laugh.
A slight twinge of resentment came from that remark. Whether he was joking or trying to make some commentary, it came off wrong. âAre you suggesting the two should not? Because you are talking to the wrong person when it comes to such things.â
The hair on the back of his neck bristled, and the way his broad shoulders tensed I could tell I had struck a frightened nerve. âNo I-â
âItâs a shame to me that there is such disparity as to create a sense of them and us,â I continued. âThat money and class should separate people who are all the same when laid open. What good is wealth when there is suffering of your own kind? It is a shame. A sham really. A lie told to people to make them feel superior, when any number of the supposed wealthy are probably worse and more classless than the supposed brutes and commoners theyâre trying to separate themselves from.â
His eyes are glassy, wide and surprised.
I huffed and shook my head. âIf you let it, money will take your soul. I fully believe it!â
Jasper hung his head, looking disparaged. âI am sorry, MisâŠCara. I didnât mean for it to come out that way.â
âYou live and work in a part of the town thatâs profitable, thatâs marked in high regard by these elites. I suppose you wouldnât know what to mean.â
It was quietquite for a long moment and the storm came in, with howling winds and growling thunder to fill the silence.
âYouâre right,â Jasper let out a breathy laugh. âIt has been a long time since I looked beyond my own comfortable place. I should know better than to joke.â
I gave him a soft look. âAt least you can recognize . Iit.â There was something about him, Iâm not sure, but I do think I could like him.âI hope I didnât frighten you too badly. You looked like a kitten being barked at.â
Jasper smiled. âHard lessons are my favorite to learn. Sometimes a fellow needs to be reeducated, I should thank you for the fright.â
My heart leapt into a quicker pace, and a genuine grin grew. Oh no. Perhaps I already do like him. âThink nothing of it,â I laughed it off. âIn my line of work, itâs a constant thought.â
âIâm sure.â He knelt to get something from the floor then stood back erect. âDo you have any of your wares with you? Perhaps I could sell some here in the shop. Iâll match whatever is sold so you can send double back to your monastery.â
âOh uh-â Guilt hit me like a sack of bricks. âNo. UhmâŠit wouldnât oh-â What do I say to this? Think Cara think!
âOr-â Jasperâs tone went distant and I saw in his golden eyes that he became lost in thought. âI know there is always some sort of argument over the charities my friends give to. Theyâre always trying to one up each other.â
I held my breath, surely he wasnât going to suggest what I was thinking. âFriends?â My voice cracked.
Jasperâs glance twitched my way, and his usual expression returned. âOh sorry. The banquet coming up, thereâs always some form of competition about what charity theyâre giving too.â
I frowned at him and he shrugged.
âI know. Itâs ridiculous. But itâs something they sincerely try to one up each other on. Perhaps you could take advantage of that.â
It wouldnât be the only thing Iâd take advantage of that evening. But waitâŠwhat? Did he really suggest it?
âCome with me. I usually donât have a date for these evenings, so it might be fun.â
I was gobsmackedgodsmacked. How did it turn out to be that easy? I thought Iâd have to seduce him first! âYouâre serious?â I gawked. âYouâre inviting me, just like that?â
Jasper just smiled. âIf it helps your monastery.â
My gut was frothing in confusion over how to feel about this. But, I succeeded, I would be going to banquet!
âI wouldnât want to impose.â
Jasper turned back to the shelf, loading it up with books again. âDonât think of it that way. Youâll be my guest. Iâd be honored to have such a lady as you with me that evening. Besides, I call them friends, but I do find them all quite boring.â
I bit down on my lip. âWhat makes you think Iâm not?â
Jasper chuckled and looked back over his shoulder at me. âI have a sense about these things, Ms. Cara.â
The blush rose up to my cheeks, tingling slightly from his expression alone. I canât catch feelings for Jasper, not when this mission is against the people he associates with. Bad move, Cara, you know better!
Despite this, I decided it would be smart to gather knowledge from Jasper. After all, if I was going to this banquet, I wanted to know what I was up for. I could gather information about him, send back some of my findings in advance. There were a few of the banquet attendees we were after, so anything and everything was helpful.
I returned to Jasperâs bookstore the next day and the next under the guise of nervousness for the party. He seemed glad to see me each day, inviting me in, chatting with me, I even helped him dust shelves and tend to misplaced books. He shared tea with me, even invited me for dinner one evening.
âI feel I am taking advantage,â I told him. It was the truth. I was starting to grow a gnawing sense of guilt. But this was my mission after all, and it was my fault for growing attached to Jasper.
âNot at all. Itâs been a long time since Iâve had a friend over that I enjoyed.â Jasper filled my tea cup then returned to the stove to deal with the food.
I chewed the inside of my cheek for a moment. âYou donât like any of these people you deal with, do you?â I finally asked. âThe way youâve spoken about them recently⊠Iâm sorry if Iâve taken this all wrong, but you donât sound very fond of them.â
Jasper sighed heavily. âThere is some truth to what you say. Most of them I know would rather take me or leave me. Some I donât have much respect for.â He covered a pot then came to sit back down at the table with me.
âThen why associate with them?â
Jasper scoffed. âYou want to know the truth? To keep them coming to the shop so I can get their money.â
I smiled despite myself. âSo youâre playing the long con?â
Jasper had been raisingrising his teacup to his lips but he set it back down. âNot a con, exactly. They are getting exactly what they pay for but-â He huffed and took off his glasses. âI know if I donât associate with them, create some sort of fashion out of the experience, I wouldnât make ends meet, let alone maintain the life I do have.â
âA grifter then,â I teased. Under the table I felt his foot tap against my leg in a playful kick. It was a move I was not expecting, nor was I prepared for the reaction it would give me.
âWe do what we can to survive,â Jasper said in a low, whisper-like murmur. âAnd I do not wish to go back to my former method of survival.â
This shift in tone bristled the hairs on the back of my neck. âYou canât just say things like that and not expect me to ask for a follow up.â I gave him a soft smile to urge his story forward. âWhat was survival for you before the bookstore?â
Jasper glanced away, his eyes flickering towards the door to the next room. He stood and waved his hand for me to follow. âIâll show you.â He took me into a parlor-like room with nice furniture and everything was a varying shade of deep green or gold. On the wall over the stone fireplace was a sword of grand size. The blade glinted gold in the light of the fire, and the handle was wrapped up, covered by thick woven bands.
Now, I am not a strong person at all, by far Iâm the weakest of my group physically. The sword on the wall was daunting for me, but I could tell it would give most members of my guild some extreme effort to raise. This was the sword of no mere fighter. No, this sword belonged to another type of creature altogetherall together.
âYour words from when we first met reminded me of what I came from,â Jasper muttered. âI was ashamed to think about what I had turned into.â
I turned my attention to his stony expression. âDonât say that. We all make changes in life.â
âYes but, it is a fool who forgets where they come from, Cara.â His voice becomes a low, almost angry growl.
I reached out to him, taking hold of his hand and squeezed it extra hard. He turned to me, looking at me with glassy eyes. He  rubbed his large hand over his face, sniffling and trying to regain himself.
âYou obviously remember,â I said to coax him.
His hand squeezed mine back. âI am forgetting something at this moment, Cara.â
I furrowed my brow and tilted my head up to him in confusion.âWhich is?â
âHow to be a gentleman. I almost bent down and kissed you like the ruffian I once was,â he said with a laugh.
My stomach knotted up, not in a bad way, but one of expectancy. âYou could ask me.â The words poured from me, I didnât mean to be so blunt.
Jasper chuckled, smoothed his beard into a point again. âI shouldnât.â
I shrugged. âTry me.â
Jasper turned to face me, placing his hands first upon my shoulders then moving one up along the side of my neck and onto my cheek. His palm was so big and warm, it was amazing as he touched me. I shivered a bit, excited and conscious of what this could lead to.
âCara,â he said with a shaky breath, âI am going to kiss you now.â
âI dare you then,â I giggled.
Jasper began to lean down towards me and I was stunned. I close my eyes, accepting his kiss. His tusks were cool against my skin, his fur was soft. I reached for him, touching the sides of his neck then slowly moving my palms over his broad chest.
When he pulled back, both of us were a touch breathless. He moved in to kiss me again, but he gasped and pulled back. I looked up angrily, but he moved off swiftly to the kitchen. âExcuse me, Ms. Cara! But our meal.â
âOh!â I followed after him. âRight! Dinner.â I laughed as I returned to my seat at the table. I was flustered, fidgeting with my robe as I tried to distract myself from the thoughts blooming in my head. This was bad. I wasnât supposed to be falling for Jasper. â
It was the night of the banquet, and I was considering turning Jasper down. It didnât feel right to go. Iâd made a mistake by possibly falling for Jasper. Each time I kissed him, the guilt was unbearable. It almost came to a head a few days before the kisses began turning into something much more. His storage room was small, warm, and dimly lit. Iâd been helping him find a certain stash of books and weâd gotten smashed together.
His body was close, quite literally on top of mine. He was a mountain of a man, but I felt so safe, so strangely turned on by the moment. The room grew hotter, our bodies were pressed so tightly together you couldnât fit a page between us. Jasper was hard against my hip and I was growing wet.
Jasper growled low in my ear, sending ripples through my body. He kept rutting himself into me so I could feel the entirety of him. He was thick and I could only imagine what that thing would do to me. His hands pushed up my skirt, touching bare skin, groping my rear. He growled again against my neck as his fingers slipped between my thighs. I touched him, grabbing hold of the shaft and stroking slowly. His voice became more hungry, so desperate. I wanted that voice to come out louder, deeper. I undid his pants, taking that warm, thick cock into my palm.
âCara,â he snarled.
I nodded, breathing hard as I took both hands to hold him. âLike that?â
He grunted, pushing me into the wall as my fingers wrapped tightly around him, pleasuring him so deeply he began to shiver.
âBig thing like you could devour me, couldn't you? Those teethâŠthose handsâŠcould rip me apart-â I whimpered.
âCara-â he moaned again.
âI want you to,â I moaned, leaning up close to his face. I saw his eyes and I suddenly went still, my body was wracked with guilt. But the bell rang at the same moment, so Jasper mistook it for another kind of fear, and we left there.
I paced back and forth in my place, thinking about what I should do. If Jasper found out what I was up to could he forgive me? Would he understand? Or worse, would he hate me?
There was a knock on my door and all blood drained from my face. I approached the door, peering through a crack to try and see who was outside.
âItâs me, Cara,â Jasper announced with joy in his voice.
My mouth flopped open. âI was meeting you!â I fussed.
âI know, but I have a surprise for you.â
My guts churned. No, no, no, not a surprise you big fool! I slowly cracked open the door, peering up at him. âIâm uhâŠIâm not exactly ready yet, Jasper.â
Jasper had a smile that stretched past his tusks. âThatâs fine. I have something for that anyways.â
I let him, silently stepping aside as he came into my room. His eyes darted around before looking back at me, his huge grin not fading. âYouâre not nervous about tonight, are you?â He asked.
âA little,â I played into it.
He came to me as I closed the door, taking hold of my hand. âIâve got you. Thereâs nothing to worry about. Besides, if I know anything about you Cara, itâs that you could run circles around them effortlessly.â
I smiled weakly and rubbed at my arm. âThanks, Jasper.â
He squeezed my hand then reached into the pocket of his waistcoat. I was so nervous I hadnât noticed how sharpley he was dressed. His fur was combed, his beard trimmed, he wore that mix of green and gold that looked so good on him. He was so handsome.
âI got you a present.â He offereda small box to me. âSomething special to wear tonight.â
Why did he do this? Why did I have to hurt so badly from a small box? I took it into my hand, opening it up to see the drop earrings inside.
âTheyâre made from moonstone. I saw them in a shop and they made me think of you.â The moonstones were shaped like water drops, topped with silver and a single red gem in the center. They were beautiful, I loved them instantly.
âYou didnât need to do that,â I murmured.
Jasper came forward, taking one of the earrings in one hand then holding my head with the other. âI know. But the moment I saw them, I wanted to see you wearing them.â
Those words mingled with his touch made me sigh out of pleasure. He slipped the hook into my ear then stepped back and repeated it with the other ear. Â Jasper took a step back to look, and I saw on his face the same expression from the storage room.
âHow do they look?â I murmured.
He nodded, keeping his mouth shut.
âJasper-â my voice caught in my throat as I walked towards him. I placed my hands upon his chest. He kissed me, sweeping me off my feet. I didnât fight it. Perhaps if we carried on we would miss the banquet and he would never find out why I was here, why I was with him.
I clung to him, leading him to believe in my desperation. I wanted him to kiss me longer, deeper, I needed him to grow just like that day in the storage room. He pulled away though and gently set me down upon the ground.
âI should let you finish getting ready,â he cleared his throat.
My mouth flopped open and closed. I then shut it tight and nodded. âYeah. I should-â An idea struck me and I took a few steps back. âI need to change mostly.â I undid my clothing, letting it slip off my shoulders then down around my ankles. His eyes grew wide and his nostrils flared.
I smirked with some smugness as I saw the fire behind his glasses. I touched the earrings then dragged my fingers tip down my body in a slow agonizing way. His eyes lingered the entire time.
He finally jerked, looking away and putting on his airs. âCara! What are you doing? The banquet!â
âThey prefer if youâre fashionably late, donât they?â I walked towards him, feeling less guilty if I tricked him this way. I slid my hand up his leg, rubbing my palm to his groin. âPlease, Jasper?â I whispered.
He growled low, and that sound sent wicked little shivers through my body. I continued to touch him, grinding my palm into him as he began to stiffen. His strong hands gripped onto my bare shoulders and I took off his pants. I felt bad they would get wrinkled, but I needed this now. I could throw myself into passion, to desire, and forget how Iâve used him. I could tell him the truth later, once we missed the banquet and my job was ruined.
I grabbed hold of his cock, leading him over to the bed. I pushed him down upon it and crawled on top of him. He looked so beautiful all made up, and I was going to ruin that too.
âCara, where did this come from?â Jasper gasped.
I smirked down upon him, rubbing myself against him. âFrom the moment I saw you.â I gasped breathlessly. âAnd that other day in the storage room. Iâve not stopped aching for you.â
Jasper grabbed hold of my hips, grinding his teeth the more he felt me. His deep moans echoed through my brain, driving me forward to keep going. It was working, I just hoped I could keep him entertained long enough. I looked down, taking hold of the base of his shaft. I caught his eyes, making him watch as I rubbed his tip against me. He was so thick, could I really take him?
âEasy,â he grunted.
âIâll do as I please.â I began to lower myself down onto him. I lost my breath for a moment, then I let out a pleasurable cry. Jasper was moaning, wriggling slightly the more I took.
He was deep inside me, and I forgot everything except every touch of him upon me. His great big hands began roaming up my body, his large form was held tight underneath me, and inside me, oh by the gods, he was so deep inside me.
âIâm dizzy, Cara,â he snarled.
âNot too sensitive are you?â I said with a smirk. I circled my hips, taking him and grinding him inside me. I wanted to tease him, but it was backfiring! Iâm sure I was feeling it more than he was.
âNot thatâŠjustâŠso long,â he grunted between breaths.
âThen maybe I should have started off with something easier,â I panted. âMaybe I should-â I started to pull away from him, knowing I had to waste my time wisely.
Jasper grabbed a hold of me and I was stunned for a moment by the force. He pushed me down on my stomach, anchoring his large body over top of me. He slid his cock between my cheeks and held his hands upon my wrist.
âNot so fast,â he chuckled with a dark tone.
âListen to yourself,â I panted. âYou almost scared me.â
His cock slipped between my thighs, rutting against me again. âYou canât just give me the sweetest treat in the world and pull it away. Let me savor it a bit longer.â
âI wasnât.â I lost my voice and all my breath as he pushed back inside me. My smile became goofy upon my lips and I had to moan into the bed.
âYes.â He released one of my hands in order to grab my hair. âJust give me a few moments. Oh Car-â his voice cracked. âI need to feel you.â
That was fine by me. He could have done anything to me right then and I would have been okay. It had been quite a while for me, and I wanted Jasper all this time. I trembled, squeezing tight around his shaft as he made small, gentle pushes.
âOh fuck,â his deep voice rattled in my brain. âWeâll be so late. But youâll be too full to eat anything at the banquet.â His other hand freed my wrist and he rose up taller behind me.
Oh my god! Why did that sound so hot?
He pushed in deeper, pulling out while his hand clapped down hard upon my ass. I cried out against the bed, it was too much, too good. He spanked me again as he pushed back inside and I laughed in a crazy tone.
He smoothed his soft palms over my cheeks, pushing them together then squeezing them. He pulled out again and rolled me over, laying me so I had to look up at him. His eyes glazed over upon seeing me, his mouth hung open slightly as drool collected around the base of his tusk.
I propped myself up on my elbows and the earrings dangled against my neck. âJasper, I have something I need to tell you.â
He spread my thighs wide open. âI do as well.â He laid his cock against my belly, rubbing himself there.
âIâŠI canât go to the banquet.â
Jasper licked his tusk. âI know. Not like this anyways.â He eased himself back inside me and I whined quite loudly.
âNoâŠnot like-â My eyes began to roll to the back of my head. âYou donâtâŠoh!â
He pushed my head down into the bed, turning it so my ear was facing up towards him. He licked around the edge, snarling so close to me it was like my skin would vibrate off my bones.
âI need you now. I canât stop. But I need to go to this banquet.â He bit my neck then my shoulder.
âI do too, but I-â I shivered again and my mind went blank.
âIâm an informant,â he whispered before delivering a mighty blow that rocked me, knocking around any thought I had and squashing it. My body was inflamed, tingling and crackling all over. I lost my breath, my vision for a moment.
Jasper pulled away, leaving me heaving heavily as he went to pour himself some water. He stood by the window, his back turned to me as I rose from the bed.
âJasper-â
âThese people, I need them Cara. Not in the way you think.â
I was afraid to stand up, Iâm not even sure how he was. WaitâŠhe didnât finish! I brushed my hair out of my face. âWho are you an informant for?â
âIâve never met them, just the fellow I meet with. But back before, back when I had nothing, they gave me the footing to start my business and live the life I wanted. I just had to pay them back. I was afraid of telling you. You work so hardâŠyouâre such a-â
âStop,â I snapped. I managed to stand and walk to the desk, taking out the letters I had been given about my mission. I looked them over then back at him. âI think I know who it is.â
Jasperâs thick brow furrowed when he saw the handwriting on the letters. âHow do you know when you canât even read the handwriting?â
I dropped the letters back onto the desktop and the two of us looked at one another for a long while.
âYou were using me?â He asked quietly.
âAt first,â I murmured. âBut I couldnât-â I shook my head and looked away. âI was trying to miss the whole evening byâŠby fucking you. Which I wanted to do regardless, mind you!â I looked into his eyes, seeing a smile he was trying to hide.
Jasper unbuttoned his waistcoat and took it off with his shirt. He stood naked there at the window, and I was breathless again. âWhy did you?â
I couldnât tell if he was mad. âBecause I-â I took a step closer to him. âBecause I care. A lot actually.â
Jasper took hold of me and set me upon the windowsill. âWeâre working together now,â he whispered, gently pushing aside my hair and burying his face into my neck. âInformant and spy.â he eased himself back inside me and I wrapped my legs around his waist.
The glass was cold against my back, but I could barely tell it was there. I still wasnât sure if he was angry, but his body and mine melted together and I could sense he was nothing if not elated. I grasped onto him, letting him do as he wished to come. I wanted him to. I needed him too.
At the banquet I was a bit delirious. I gazed off into the distance, but Jasper snapped me back into attention.
âRemember why youâre here,â he whispered.
âRight, donations.â I drank a dark red punch filled with berries and nectar. âIâm still trying to process this.â
He smirked. âWhat, our lovemaking?â
I hissed at him then looked over the crowd. âNo. Thatâs your the-â I held my breath as some people walked by us. âThe you-know-what.â
âYou still have to apologize for trying to use me,â he said with a smarmy tone. âBut Iâll forgive you.â
I pouted up at him, setting my glass down as a group gathered around us. Jasper was listening, taking in everything while I put on the show and did the work. I managed to make quite a bit of coin off these fools as they tried to one up themselves.
âYou should come to my home, I can donate a lot of old knick knacks around the house my wife keeps collecting,â one man blurted out without much thought.
To my chagrin, it was one of the men I needed to get close to. I reached back, taking hold of Jasperâs hand. âI would be honored, sir!â
I got more invites after that, others who continued to try and show off to each other rather than try to perform a good act. As they dissipated when the music began, I took Jasperâs hand and kissed each soft pad on his palm.
Jasper took the bite of food he was eating and set it aside. âWhat was that for?â He chuckled.
âA small start to our victory.â My expression melted as I looked up at him. âIf you still wish to work with me, that is.â
He took my hand as well, kissing it in return. âPartners from here on out. Like it was all meant to be.â
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âFires of Fidelityâ
Rhaenys Targaryen x Female Reader
wc : 4800+
cw : ambiguous relationships // description of violence which i wouldnât call graphic but it depends i guess // thereâs smut towards the end, also not very explicit but then again, it depends :â)) // i am OBSESSED with her hair, so it would only make sense that my reader is also obsessed
rookâs rest doesnât exist for me đ„° fuck rookâs rest, and happiest of birthdays to my absolute badass of a queen đ„łđ but fuck her too (affectionate)
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The market is teeming with hustle and bustle of common folks. A cacophony of vendors shouting and shoppers strolling around, alongside an undertone of your ladyâs heeled boots kissing gravel throbs inside your ears, softened only by the cloak that you are currently shrouded under.
Overhead, clouds hang heavy, a grim portrait of gloomy greys and ivory whites, the sun but a vague presence in the silver-lined edges. No shadows paint the ground aside from you who is hot on your ladyâs heels. Everywhere she walks, you follow, akin to a shadow perpetually casted on the ground.
Meanwhile, a few children scamper around you, shouting, laughing, and one comes astray, collides with your lady before she continues scurrying on her jolly little way, blissfully unaware. The sudden jostle has the precarious effect on the body in front of you for you notice the break in rhythm of the feet that are taking graceful steps. All at once, you are directly behind her, the gentle sway of her body braced by a stable palm across her back.
âCareful, Prin-â Eyes, a milky-way of green and brown, render you quiet. You are, after all, accompanying your Princess on her covert little trip to town.
Nevertheless, a token of her gratitude follows in the form of the tiniest hint of a smile that beautifully graces her features. Disguised beneath the cloak though her head is, given the close proximity of your bodies, you are granted an audience with wisps of moon-kissed locks caressing the delicate plane of her forehead.
âWalk next to me.â She says, and donning a playful smile, you drop a whisper directly into her ears. âAs my lady commands.â
Aloofness shrouds her mien, lips a firm line, although it is not lost on you that there is a twinkle in her eyes, the cause of which dawns on you as soon as a sly hand disappears into the privacy of your cloak. Two of her digits waste no time in pinching your flesh through the fabric of your cloth. Pain blossoms, bringing with it a small wince to your face.
When her fingers remain unrelenting, a grumble flies past your lips, âI jest. I jest.â And only then does she relent with a hum, feet never faltering as you walk abreast, her body the very picture of cool and collected save a smile touching her lips.
âI have promised gifts for my granddaughters. What do you think would delight them?â
âWell, Iâm afraid Iâm the worst person you could have turned to for such suggestions.â
âIndulge me, then. Go on.â
Ever the woman of queenly manner, even her cadence oozes charisma. It colours your cheeks rosy, bringing forth memories from which the delightful utterance has graced your ears under more intimate circumstances.
âI donât know.â You begin by clearing your throat, a shrug on your shoulders as you walk. âPerhaps a kiss on their cheeks would suffice? I know for a fact that it would delight me greatly.â
Being both a Princess and a Dragonrider, your lady looks every bit the epitome of poise and gravitas. Seldom does she wear her emotions on her face, head held high and spine ram-rod straight, always an enchanting enigma except to trained eyes which, as a matter of fact, are few and far between, although an aura of authority is effortlessly, perpetually crowned on her Targaryen head. However, having spent a better part of your years by her side, during formal as well as more personal occasions, you have mastered the art of unravelling the subtleties of her features and nuances of her words.
It is how you find yourself now, raising a hand in faux surrender along with a defensive arm across your waist by merely a slight tilt of her head and a gaze to your face.
âAgain, I jest.â
In the vicinity of the place where you currently stand, a ruckus suddenly arises, a heated argument between two vendors, it appears, which quickly fans the flames of a full-blown uproar. A crack of thunder is a prelude to the heavy drizzle that descends upon the crowd as fists are thrown, and like a carcass attracting vultures, the fight lures those who have an innate thirst for violence.
While the chaos unfolds, your sole focus is solemnly fixed on the Princess by your side, all the more so because a plethora of people are darting around in panic. You do not know, have no time to seek what your ladyâs wishes are as instinct forces you to act. Taking her waist in your arm, you tuck her body into a nook as delicately as possible.
A desperate attempt on your part to narrowly escape the wagon that whizzes past leaves your bodies fitted together, your ladyâs back pressed against the wall with your hand behind her head softening the impact. Her breath caresses your face, and the perfumed air is tentalising, fruity with sweet floral notes alongside something that is entirely her.
Meanwhile, the downpour has become more merciless, and you commit to memory the way raindrops cling to her lashes like tiny diamonds.
âHave anyone ever told you that you have such beautiful eyelashes, Princess?â
An arch of an eyebrow accompanies the dainty little rain-soaked lips as they curve into a dizzying smile.
âEvidently, I have.â
âSo it seems.â You chuckle, step away, although not before you have adjusted her cloak in such a way that it will offer her face more protection against the rain. âIâm afraid youâll have to cut your trip short, my lady.â
âIt would appear so.â
âShall we return to the castle then?â
Rivulets of rain travel down your cheeks, and your lady invites herself into your space, mirroring your movement from a while ago as fingers fix the hood on your head, supple in their movements.
âYes, letâs return home.â
Home.
Home to you is not a place, but rather, a person. A person to whom you have sworn loyalty, to protect, to kill for, and should the need arise, to give your life for. Simply put, your home is by your Princessâs side, and hence, the subtle admission that the castle is as much a home to you as it is to her becomes the culprit behind the joyful little swell of your heart.
The short journey back to the castle is taken by way of a detour, in which you lead your lady through quiet alleyways, except that they are too deserted, almost suspiciously so. Once you reach the town square, you guide your lady to the exit on the other side, a hand on her back as you match her pace.
Beyond the archway, a hooded person is looming out of the darkness, and no sooner have you registered their dubious presence than your hand is grabbing your ladyâs waist to urge her behind your body.
âWell, well, look who we have here.â
You recognise the voice to be that of a person from your life before your Princess, a thug who has had unsavoury history with you.
âI donât have time for your tomfoolery.â
Mockery drips from your lips as you turn, taking your lady by her arm to leave through another archway, but to your vexation, you find that more hooded hooligans have obstructed your path. Hidden beneath your cloak is a sword attached to your hip. Closing your fingers around the hilt of it, you scan your surroundings with a surreptitious move of your eyes. There is a total of five people, six if you include the man standing behind you.
âDonât you mean, you have no time at all because you see, me and my boys, weâre about to end you right here.â
He taunts you with his words, his insufferable tone grating on your nerves, and irked, you unsheathe your sword, just in time to swivel on your feet and parry his slash, a clang echoing through the alley when your blades collide. At the same time as you hold your stance, a strong kick is unleashed to his chest. The force of it sends him sprawling across the ground, and you let loose a snicker.
âAll bark and no bite, eh?â
From your left and right, two of his lapdogs charge at you, and your blade effortlessly cuts through the air in a blur of sharp counterattacks and swift manoeuvres. You make quick work of them, one stab through the abdomen, another through the chest, and they are nothing but marionettes severed of strings, drowning in a pool of their own blood. Following in the wink of an eye is a shower of three more swords that descends upon you in full force, and you block them with your blade, raised horizontally above your head. No matter how well-trained you are, the combined strength of three against one is proving to be a little beyond your endurance.
Your knee has barely braced against the muddy ground when all of a sudden, one of your opponents drops dead, the Velaryon seahorse adorned hilt of a dagger which is embedded in his back letting you know that it has been a product of your ladyâs great finesse.
Until now, all of their attention has been fixated on you, but now that your lady has divulged her capabilities, the two lapdogs disperse, one rushing towards your lady with a cry while the other swings his blade at you with renewed vigour. Every inch of your body screams at you to rush to your ladyâs side, but the wretched little demon in front of you is giving you no leeway, lavishing you with onslaughts upon onslaughts of attacks, one of which, in your desperation to end him quickly, manages to catch you in your cloak.
âStay focused, tigress.â As if sensing your distress, your Princess calls out to you. âDonât worry about me.â
One touch of her voice and fire meets gasoline, the flame within you burning so fiercely that you let out a loud roar.
âCome on! Come at me, you cunt of a coward!!â
Having his feather ruffled by your gibe, he charges at you once more, but when the blade comes, rather than avoiding it, you catch it between your arm and body, trapping the sword and its wielder in place as you push your blade through his chest so hard that a good few length of it escapes through his back. Blood pours out of his sorry little mouth, and retrieving your sword from his body effectively drops him to the ground.
Your ladyâs strikes, not as refined though they are as yours, can easily withstand a vermin whose attacks are disorganized at best. Furthermore, she is swift on her feet, wielding the agility of a crane whereas you possess the strength of a tigress, or so your Princess has whispered into your ears, your strikes always heavy, deep and precise.
Speaking of the Princess, your gaze catches her in time to feast your eyes upon her magnificence. The vermin has swung his blade at your lady, but she has gracefully swept down, and before he can recover, her dagger has made his stomach its temporary case, a snug fit. You watch, morbidly fascinated, as blood spills forth the hole once she pulls out her weapon before bestowing another swift stab upon his neck.
Out of five lapdogs, two lie dead at the hands of your lady, and three at yours which leaves only the old hound who at present, is eyeing you with contempt. When he starts advancing however, instead of lunging at you, he opts for your Princess, but having predicted his dirty, old tricks, you easily intercept, swift and light on your feet as your blades clash. You dance around each other in an exchange of onslaughts until once again, you are forced to maintain a firm stance to keep his sword from bearing down on you.
The rain has thinned and through the clouds, the sunâs rays has spilled across Driftmark. In the corner of your eyes, you discern a glint. You notice it a second too late though because one moment, both of his hands are keeping a firm grip on the blade, and the next, one hand has disappeared into his cloak to retrieve a hidden dagger. Nevertheless, his strength barely wavers, and so engrossed in keeping the looming threat at bay you are that you have not been able to stop in time the dagger that stabs you.
Although its sharp tip has scarcely pierced your flesh before you lock your fingers around his wrist, the struggle that pursues leaves a crimson slash across the plane of your stomach. Gritting your teeth, you swallow the pain in fear that it will upset your Princess who apparently has seized the opportunity to deliver cuts to the backs of his knees. Immediately, he falls to the ground with a grunt. Meanwhile, you waste no time in kicking the dagger away from his hand and throwing his blade across the square.
âBagged yourself another degenerate like yourself, huh? Or did you whore yourself out?â
You are not as perturbed by him making a ridicule out of you as you are livid by his insults towards your lady, but when you have poised to throw a punch to his face, a gentle hand on your arm stops you.
Pulled free of the hood and kissed by sunshine, a waterfall of liquid starlight almost appears to be glowing.
âLady wife of the Sea Snake.â
She remains silent at his observation, staring him down, but something about him not addressing your lady by her individual title rubs you the wrong way. Still, you will not interfere, for after all, you dance to your ladyâs every desire.
Entwined hands resting just below her waist, your Princess has donned intimidation as though it is regalia, a goddess to be worshiped oozing effortless allure.
âI- I didnât know. Have mercy.â
âI can be merciful if I so choose, but I canât in good conscience have a vengeful man pouncing on my sworn shield at every chance he gets. And whatâs more, you have thrown insults to my face. I could have your tongue for it.â She blinks, sly and languid, slow and deliberate, alongside a small tilt to her head. âSo, what do you propose I do, hm?â
âMy tongue. If- if it would appease you-â
The old hound in the face of the dragon is like a lamb to the slaughter, grovelling at the feet of the exalted creature who slowly approaches him.
âInsults are insignificant.â So, she drawls, and before he can register a word, a dagger has been plunged so deeply into his throat by way of his mouth that blood gurgles. âKeep your tongue.â
A squelch accompanies the recovery of the dagger. While she wipes it clean off blood on his cloth, you carry out your own retrieval of her other dagger buried in the back of another body. It, too, is wiped clean before being sheathed on her hip.
âAre you alright, my lady?â Your question is answered with a query. âAre you?â
Her gaze, beneath the dapple of daylight, holds the warmth of sunlit amber, flecked with whispers of forest green, and when it caresses your body from head to toe in silent observation, the wound hidden beneath your cloak throbs in harmony with the beat of your heart.
âI am.â You say, and your lopsided grin garners a small smile in return. âItâs high time we returned home then.â
It is only when you have escorted your lady into the safety of her castle that your false bravado comes to light. Your fingers touch your stomach and they come away wet, viscous, and overwhelmingly red. While you are lost in your head, the voice that caresses your ears comes in the form of your name, and you look up to find your lady standing in front of you.
Stickiness clings to your palm as you curl your digits into a fist, but your sorry excuse of an attempt is proven futile when lithe fingers lock around your wrist. A tug coupled with a look from her is all it takes for your fist to pour open. You can almost pinpoint the exact moment when realisation dawns on her, in the delicate lines on her face that have all but calcified into rocky plains.
âUncloak.â Her tone harbours an icy ring to it by the time she speaks, releasing your hand at the same time, although when you stand unmoving, she demands instead. âNow.â
Pulling your dark cloak open reveals to your lady the cut across your stomach in all its scarlet, grisly glory. There is a twitch to her jaw as well as a tiny tilt to her head, and when she looks at you, a tempest brews in her eyes, but beneath the blaze of storm-tossed sea, dark and churning with a blazing anger, you find a shadow of concern.
âPay a visit to the Maester, get it treated, and by nightfall, I want you in my chambers.â
And so, that is how you find yourself in your ladyâs chambers after getting the crimson slash properly cleaned, stitched and wrapped in fresh linens at the masterful hands of House Valeryonâs Maester.
The door shuts with a soft click, and a greeting falls past your lips.
âPrincess.â
You have crossed paths with her handmaiden in the corridors leading up to the chambers, and she must have helped your lady get ready for bed, you conclude, for the Princess is now comfortably clothed. Oddly enough however, her braids are not yet unwoven which is how you find her now, sitting in front of her vanity desk, a waterfall of white silk flowing down her back.
As if possessing a mind of their own, your legs carry you towards your lady before depositing you directly behind her back. Immediately, reverently, your fingers make a descent onto the intricate little bun perched atop her head, during which the Princess regards you silently through the mirrorâs reflection. With much delicacy, you unbind the thick braid that is keeping the bun in place, and doing so spills another layer of those silken locks in an effortless cascade down her back.
âYou would do well to remember-â It is amidst you undoing one of the smaller braids that her voice graces your ears for the first time since you have set foot in her chambers. Meanwhile, her gaze finds yours in the mirror. â-that your fealty to me is to no avail should you lie wounded and are unable to fulfill your duties.â
âBut what good is a sworn shield who cannotâŠwellâŠâ With a sigh, you drop your gaze to your hands before seeking her eyes once more. ââŠshield?â
âAnd what good is a sworn shield who cannot stand?â
âI am perfectly capable of standing though.â
âAre you?â
And then, she is turning on her seat, a lock of her star-kissed hair slipping through your fingers like liquid silver, as she seizes you by your tunic. In the wink of an eye, dainty lips collide with your own, all but sucking your soul out of your body, and your witty remark, which you have been intending to let loose, dissolves on her tongue altogether.
Such marks the epilogue to your little repartee.
While one hand holds a fistful of fabric, another wanders, ghosting along your thigh to then settle on your stomach, fingertips dancing across the gauze before it grabs your waist. A wicked pad of a thumb presses onto your side, and the outcome is just shy of agony, a whimper being fed into your ladyâs mouth as your knees very nearly fail you.
âKneel.â
With a mere touch of her murmured breath branded so deliciously onto your lips that are presently bearing the fruit of her ardent assaults, you are instantly reduced to a puddle at her feet, eager to worship your goddess.
âHmm, I thought as much.â
âWell,-â Your tone is tinged with a whine, whereas a smile blossoms on your face. â-that was unfair.â
âAre you questioning your Princess?â
You tuck your face into her stomach, dropping a little kiss onto the spot where you think her navel lies.
âI wouldnât dare, Princess.â
In the meantime, fingers trace patterns on your cheek, caress the outline of your jaw, and closing your eyes, you revel in the luxurious sensation up until a palm that cradles your face coaxes you out of your sweet sanctuary.
âIt would be cruel of me to have you remain kneeling.â As she speaks, her thumb maps each curve and contour of your lips, which, swollen by now, speaks of whispered words and the heady waltz of fervent kisses. âI believe improvisations are in order.â
âStrip.â
And strip, you do, for at present, you stand only in your loose trousers.
Gracefully, tentalisingly, your lady arises, and even though a few braids remain in place, her hair, now freed from its confine, flows freely past her hip, a cascade of luminous waves shimmering like moonlight upon a still lake. Her gaze, on the other hand, is fixed on the linen that is entirely wrapped around your waist. The seepage of blood from the wound paints the white fabric in a vague vermillion which offers a glimpse into the extent of the injury.
âIt will heal in no time, my lady.â Your attempt at soothing your lady is received with a gentle threat. âI do not tolerate imprudence. Nor deceit. It would do you well to remember that.â
âI will, Princess. But it doesnât mean I wonât do it all over again if it concerns your safety.â
âStubborn as ever.â
âMy Princess likes me stubborn though, doesnât she?â
âWith that bold tongue of yours, count yourself lucky that I do.â Although she has leveled you with a glare, the blaze of which can very well put the sun to shame, you smile a cheeky little grin, looking every bit the picture of a cat that has eaten the canary, or rather, a tigress who has eaten the dragon. âThat I agree. My tongue is capable of doing unimaginable wonders after all.â
You feel her hands move, and fearing that her fingers are once again going to subject you to those ruthless torments, you quickly raise your hands in surrender. She proves you wrong however by snaking her fingers into the waistband of your trousers.
âThese need to go too.â
Your Princess has said her command, and like the very devotee that you are, your hands make swift work of getting rid of the only piece of clothing that is covering your body. Meanwhile, what enters your line of sight is a heap of white fabric that pools at your ladyâs feet.
A breath catches in your throat, your heart beating with an awe so profound that it borders on reverence. She is a nymph of old tales, a creature of myth sung by the bards, born of the elements and graced with the beauty of the divine. Her presence, lucid and otherworldly at the same time, seems to draw the very light towards her, bathed in a halo of celestial radiance.
Your ladyâs bare frame, delicate and strong, speaks of both grace and power, a goddess in her own right. It is a sight that will never tire you, and despite having seen it before, you are awed anew by such glorious vision. Your gaze lingers, admiring the soft curves and the rise and fall of her chest, enthralled by the sheer wonder of her existence that stirs the deepest corner of your soul.
Fascinated, you go to take her hips in your hands, but a push from her, and pliantly, you let yourself fall onto the mattress, for after all, a dragon will always be a dragon no matter the circumstances. You have not so much as blinked when she climbs atop the bed to straddle your body, toned thighs, befitting a dragon-rider of her caliber, on either side of your ribcage.
Your lips collide.
Amidst the clash of tongues and teeth, your hands find home on her waist, flesh supple and soft beneath your fingertips, as you move to sit up, lifting your lady slightly to reposition her on your lap, a special throne fit for your Queen.
Wetness oozes, and as soon as you feel the heat of her core on your thigh, you moan, but given that you are locked in place by a hand grabbing a fistful of your hair and an arm around your neck, it tumbles directly into her mouth. There is a sway to her hips, her essence coating your flesh, and all too eagerly, you encourage the dragon-rider to ride your thigh to her heartâs content, hands sliding into the delicious little dip of her waist as you help her maintain the rhythm that she has set.
Her lips part from yours with a delectable little mewl. Those delicate buds, once dainty, now beautifully bears the bloom of passionâs visit. Each swell hints at the fervor of loveâs embrace, leaving them a charming, rosy hue, a testament to moments of rapture. Coated in a layer of dew, they glisten softly in the warm glow, as if kissed by dawn itself, promising the sweet ache of desire.
Like a sirenâs call, they lure you, and enchanted, you give in, raising a hand to gently trace the curve of her lips beneath your fingertips. A gasp escapes your lips once your wrist is caught in her hand. Another catches in your throat when two of your fingers are sucked into her mouth.
Every ridge and bone is visited by a velveteen tip of a tongue, licking, prodding, and by the time she guides your hand between her legs, your fingers are as equally soaked as her core. They slip inside smoothly to be enveloped in luxurious softness. Curling your fingers into a cruel, little curve seems to drown your lady in sweet suffering if the way her forehead falls atop your shoulder to muffle the sounds, that very nearly spill out of her, with a bite to your flesh is any indication.
Beneath the soft folds of her belly, you can see muscles straining, hidden little pearl, hard and sensitive, grinding against your palm to seek friction. Meanwhile, your love-struck gaze is busy admiring the lovely little freckles that are scattered across her chest, a spillage of stars, and upon chasing them with your lips, syrupy sweet kisses blossom in their wake.
The sight of her trembling frame as she rides your fingers is a scene worthy to be immortalised in art form, but at the same time, you frankly doubt that bards and painters all across Westeros can truly do your ladyâs ethereal beauty justice. Swelling to near bursting with adoration, you hold her to your chest, fingers doing their job in the warm cavern of her core, and in doing so, you earn yourself a nibble to your neck, lips closing around your pulse point, sucking, kissing.
Hot air escapes your mouth as you bury your nose in the healthy mane of her hair.
âYou seem awfully fond of my hair, tigress.â She pants, whereas you smile, nuzzling her silky strands that are not only smooth but also addictively fragrant. âFond is an understatement, Princess.â
âWhat is it, then?â
âLove.â
âYou love my hair?â
You abandon your happy, little haven in favour of taking her face in your hand. Tiny pearls of sweat blooms on her forehead while her lips are slightly parted. A knit occupies the space between her eyebrows while her eyes, usually an intense hazel brown, are now hazy with hunger.
âI love you,-â It is into the delicate lines forming at the corner of her mouth that you breathe your admission. â-and everything you have to offer.â
She says nothing, but you doubt even a thousand spoken words will be capable of touching you the way you feel deeply touched by being made aware of the effect it has on her in the fluttering of her folds as they clench your fingers. Your lady has died that sweet little death in your embrace, head collapsing onto your shoulder. It is only when her muscles have relaxed, and her core has released its grip on your fingers that they can finally slip out.
âAnd my dear tigress.â Fingers lazily toy with your hair. âYes, Princess?â
âDonât you dare hide your wounds from me ever again.â Your arms wrap around her body to hold her a little closer, a little tighter, into which she happily melts, rare moments where you can witness her softer, more affectionate side.
Nevertheless, you must have taken too long to her liking because the delicate flesh of your neck falls victim to her teeth.
âDo I make myself clear?â
Although she has left you throbbing in pain, the happiness that swells inside your chest easily prevails over anything and everything, burning so fiercely that you feel as if you can conquer the Seven Kingdoms to offer it to her on a diamond platter. Suppressing your silly little urge, you content yourself instead with a delicate press of a kiss to her bare shoulder.
âDelightfully so, Princess.â
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What do you think of this designer renovation? It's an 1890 home in Hudson, NY. I think I like it, especially the wallpaper and color. The house itself is square and plain, so I think that the updates fit it. 3bds, 3ba, $1.145m. I posted it before, so it's been on the market a while, and it's finally got a pending sale. However, Zillow feels that the price is too high- the Zestimate is $1,078,800.
The designer gave the entrance hall sophisticated paint choices and modern lighting.
Small sitting room off the main hall has an original fireplace painted black. Hate that light fixture, though. The original floors were all painted black.
Pocket doors open to a second sitting room.
She put a little wood burning stove in the corner. Cute. I'm getting moody vibes from this decor.
Small dining room has the popular blue leaf-patterned wallpaper. I saw a video the other day about painting old wood- a woman painted all of the wood walls in a family room, a la HGTV. The video showed how she could've kept the wood and what she could've done to update the room with decor. It was interesting.
The kitchen was given a remodel, keeping the original small footprint. They got a large island in, and some nice shaker cabinetry, but that cooktop w/o exhaust is really gonna mess up those shiny lights overhead.
Back room was fitted with a storage piece.
Nice guest powder room.
Refinishing the wood stairs and coating them in polyurethane would've been more durable than paint. They're going to need some sort of preservative or stair treads.
Cute bedroom.
Bath reno. Not bad.
This room has a nice little alcove and was made into a TV room.
Bedrooms are small - a cloud mural on the feature wall gives it a little feel of openness.
Love the pale pink tree pattern on this wallpaper.
Small vintage bath. Like the heat grate in the wall.
The 3rd level rail was left original. I'm assuming that this is the attic. They don't show it.
Wrap around porch and modern deck on the back.
Fenced in yard. Not sure if that parking space belongs to the house, but it looks like it does. 5,662 sq ft lot
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Elain & Azriel visit the Summer Court
An Elriel one-shot
A dreamy tryst at the seaâŠ
Writers note: Iâm dipping my toes in the waters of fanfic inspired by Elriel. Just for fun. This is my first ever, I hope you enjoy. đ©·
The sky was filled with puffs of salt kissed clouds billowing above the turquoise sea.
Elain brought a basket of fresh fruits, a variety of cheeses, crackers & a bottle of rosé that she procured from the local market that morning. They enjoyed the refreshments while lounging lazily on a blanket on the sand. Azriel feeding Elain bites of cheese, Elain feeding Azriel figs while they both sipped the chilled wine.
âThis is the most perfect dayâ, Elain sighed joyously, tossing her head back, feeling the ocean breeze through the waves of her golden brown locks.
Azriel bathed in the sight of her glistening in the sunlight, she was radiant. His attention pulled her gaze to him. She tilted her head to the side in wonder, but his look told her he was feeling exactly as she. Lovestruck. His stunning beauty, his golden skin glowing under the sun, his dark curls damp with salt water, hazel eyes bright and piercing.
âEvery day with you is a perfect dayâ, he finally said, pulling her in close, kissing her temple. She turned into him finding his lips, kissing him gently while slowly falling back on the blanket. Azriel ran his thumb over the plush of her lips, running his scarred hands down the delicate curves of her body before rolling her onto him. She lay atop him, exploring his features, tracing his cheekbones and marking the planes of his face, admiring his god-like beauty.
It felt so good to share their affection out in the open without the worry of being caught and they were determined to enjoy this day in each otherâs arms.
The sun eventually began to set, the sky turning shades of purple and pink, its reflection glowing upon the sea. Elain ran into the ocean, twirling and splashing about. âCome Azriel, come swim with me!â, she cried out joyously, laughing and spinning through the water. As Azriel gracefully strolled towards her, she ran to him grabbing his hands and pulling him behind her into the sparkling waters. He twirled her around and they played and laughed, his wings splaying and dripping with seawater.
In a swift maneuver, Azriel swooped her into his arms and took flight. Elain gasped in shock but Azriel gave her a reassuring squeeze, âIâve got youâ, he whispered in her ear as they glided over the glittering sea.
As they few through the clouds, feeling safe in his arms, she relaxed and enjoyed the salty breeze against her skin and the breathtaking view.
After a short flight over the ocean, Azriel gently landed them to shore, keeping her in his arms long after they grounded. She leaned back against his solid form and after a few moments she turned in his arms to meet his gaze. âThank youâ, she said, caressing his cheek, âfor the most magical day, Azriel. She paused in thought, then sighed as she said, âMust we go home?â
He said nothing, just pulled her into him. They stood that way, holding each other for a long while, breathing each other in as the stars began winking out into the dusk sky.
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Monopoly is capitalism's gerrymander
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You don't have to accept the arguments of capitalism's defenders to take those arguments seriously. When Adam Smith railed against rentiers and elevated the profit motive to a means of converting the intrinsic selfishness of the wealthy into an engine of production, he had a point:
https://pluralistic.net/2023/09/28/cloudalists/#cloud-capital
Smith â like Marx and Engels in Chapter One of The Communist Manifesto â saw competition as a catalyst that could convert selfishness to the public good: a rich person who craves more riches still will treat their customers, suppliers and workers well, not out of the goodness of their heart, but out of fear of their defection to a rival:
https://pluralistic.net/2024/04/19/make-them-afraid/#fear-is-their-mind-killer
This starting point is imperfect, but it's not wrong. The pre-enshittified internet was run by the same people who later came to enshittify it. They didn't have a change of heart that caused them to wreck the thing they'd worked so hard to build: rather, as they became isolated from the consequences of their enshittificatory impulses, it was easier to yield to them.
Once Google captured its market, its regulators and its workforce, it no longer had to worry about being a good search-engine â it could sacrifice quality for profits, without consequence:
https://pluralistic.net/2024/04/24/naming-names/#prabhakar-raghavan
It could focus on shifting value from its suppliers, its customers and its users to its shareholders:
https://pluralistic.net/2024/05/15/they-trust-me-dumb-fucks/#ai-search
The thing is, all of this is well understood and predicted by traditional capitalist orthodoxy. It was only after a gnostic cult of conspiratorialists hijacked the practice of antitrust law that capitalists started to view monopolies as compatible with capitalism:
https://pluralistic.net/2022/02/20/we-should-not-endure-a-king/
The argument goes like this: companies that attain monopolies might be cheating, but because markets are actually pretty excellent arbiters of quality, it's far more likely that if we discover that everyone is buying the same product from the same store, that this is the best store, selling the best products. How perverse would it be to shut down the very best stores and halt the sale of the very best products merely to satisfy some doctrinal reflex against big business!
To understand the problem with this argument, we should consider another doctrinal reflex: conservatives' insistence that governments just can't do anything well or efficiently. There's a low-information version of this that goes, "Governments are where stupid people who can't get private sector jobs go. They're lazy and entitled." (There's a racial dimension to this, since the federal government has historically led the private sector in hiring and promoting Black workers and workers of color more broadly.)
But beyond that racially tinged caricature, there's a more rigorous version of the argument: government officials are unlikely to face consequences for failure. Appointees and government employees â especially in the unionized federal workforce â are insulated from such consequences by overlapping layers of labor protection and deflection of blame.
Elected officials can in theory be fired in the next election, but if they keep their cheating or incompetence below a certain threshold, most of us won't punish them at the polls. Elected officials can further improve their odds of re-election by cheating some of us and sharing the loot with others, through handouts and programs. Elections themselves have a strong incumbency bias, meaning that once a cheater gets elected, they will likely get re-elected, even if their cheating becomes well-known:
https://www.nbcnews.com/politics/congress/gold-bars-featured-bob-menendez-bribery-case-linked-2013-robbery-recor-rcna128006
What's more, electoral redistricting opens the doors to gerrymandering â designing districts to create safe seats where one party always wins. That way, the real election consists of the official choosing the voters, not the voters choosing the official:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/REDMAP
Inter-party elections â primaries and other nomination processes â have fundamental weaknesses that mean they're no substitute for well-run, democratic elections:
https://pluralistic.net/2023/04/30/weak-institutions/
Contrast this with the theory of competitive markets. For capitalism's "moral philosophers," the physics by which greedy desires led to altruistic outcomes was to be found in the swift retribution of markets. A capitalist, exposed to the possibility of worker and customers defecting to their rival, knows that their greed is best served by playing fair.
But just as importantly, capitalists who don't internalize this lesson are put out of business and superceded by better capitalists. The market's invisible hand can pat you on the head â but it can also choke you to death.
This is where monopoly comes in. Even if you accept the consumer welfare theory that says that monopolies are most often the result of excellence, we should still break up monopolies. Even if someone secures an advantage by being great, that greatness will soon regress to the mean. But if the monopolist can extinguish the possibility of competition, they can maintain their power even after they cease deserving it.
In other words, the monopolist is like a politician who wins power â whether through greatness or by deceit â and then gerrymanders their district so that they can do anything and gain re-election. Even the noblest politician, shorn of accountability, will be hard pressed to avoid yielding to temptation.
Capitalism's theory proceeds from the idea that we are driven by our self-interest, and that competition turns self-interest into communal sentiment. Take away the competition, and all that's left is the self-interest.
I think this is broadly true, even though it's not the main reason I oppose monopolies (I oppose monopolies because they corrupt our democracy and pauperize workers). But even if capitalism's ability to turn greed into public benefit isn't the principle that's uppermost in my mind, it's what capitalists claim to believe â and treasure.
I think that most of the right's defense of monopolies stems from cynical, bad-faith rationalizations â but there are people who've absorbed these rationalizations and find them superficially plausible. It's worth developing these critiques, for their sake.
If you'd like an essay-formatted version of this post to read or share, here's a link to it on pluralistic.net, my surveillance-free, ad-free, tracker-free blog:
https://pluralistic.net/2024/05/18/market-discipline/#too-big-to-care
#pluralistic#capitalism#feudalism#too big to care#market discipline#graceful failure modes#gerrymandering#impunity#unaccountability#regulatory capture#monopolies#trustbusting
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Stocking Stuffer 1/5: A Bajillion Random Painting Recolours
Happy Holidays to all! While I'm proud that last year I finally managed to achieve a longtime goal of sharing a full TS2 Advent Calendar, I'm simply not gonna be able to pull it off this year. Nonetheless, the holidlay spirit has encouraged me to finish up and share a couple of things before the end of the year! I'll be sharing five little gifts over the next few arbitrary days. First up: A BUNCH of Maxis painting recolours.
One recolour each of A/B/C Stroke (yes, I still enjoy playing with these as three separate paintings) using vintage matchbook covers designed by Saul Bass for The Ohio Match Company.
Two recolours +frames for Abstrutionism; "Poppy Cake" by Adolf FĂ©nyes (1910), and then this edit of Christina's World by Andrew Wyeth (1948) to include Bella Goth (the original Tumblr poster has deactivated).
A recolour of Anonymous Masterpiece with these two digital paintings by user chestnutroan featuring their farmer Sim and his two alien daughters.
One recolour of the Arghist Soldier with "Friday Nights" by Deborah DeWit (2006), perfect for your novel-enthusiast Sims' reading nook.
One recolour of City Skyline with a fruit & veg painting by Twitter user snail_soup (you can buy a real print of this too if you like it!)
One recolour of the Fourth Element wall scroll with "From Stardust to Stardust - Raccoon" by user ArtOfMienda.
Four Vegetables recoloured with four deliciously juicy tomato paintings by artist Leah Gardner.
Geometry 101 recoloured with a beautiful palette knife painting by Lynn Boggess.
Two recolours of Grilled Cheese (you all know what Grilled Cheese looks like, c'mon); one vintage ad for Hollywood Diet bread which I cleaned/redrew to remove text/graphics, and then "Cloud Rows" by Ivan Eyre (2004).
In The Beginning (+frame) recoloured with "Little Thief" by Courtney / Trash Kitty Art (also available as an affordable IRL print).
Kitten vs. Yarn (+frame) recoloured with this goache painting by user ieafy.
"Until Tonight" by Mark Grantham (2019) slapped on Lady On Red.
Two recolours of Living Room; "Midwestern Summer Fun" by user ink-the-artist (you may wanna zoom in for a surprise), then "Girl On A Swing" (2000) by Andrew Macara.
One recolour of Marketing Print with the Beatles as drawn by other Beatles. I don't remember who drew who because I'm actually not much of a Beatles fan but I thought these sketches were really darling.
In Memory of Johnny Gnome (+frame) recoloured with a piece by Emma Roulette.
A recolour of My First Holiday with art from Twitter user heikala_art.
On Pointed Toes (+frame) recoloured with this digital painting by Twitter user catwheezie.
I fell in love with this Guinness ad so I tweaked it from the photo to fit on the Route 66 poster, then made an accompanying Simlish option.
A single Scruffles recolour (+frame) with this adorable cow illustration by Twitter user poodlewool.
Four recolours of the Sim Noir pop art print; three pieces by Al Parker I found through this Tweet (with some English removed) and then an edit of the original painting to look passingly familiar...
Two recolours (+frames) of Snoozing Enemies; "The Cat on the Pillow" by Adolf von Becker, and "Sleeping Sasha" by Lena Rivo.
Stiller Life (+frame) recoloured with this oil painting of McDonalds by artist Noah Verrier.
Two recolours (+frames) of Stumped Hound; "Shadow" by Tianyi Zhou and "cat falling off table" by user anasauruss.
The Muse recoloured with this Juxtapoz magazine cover by artist Josh Courlas.
And lastly, three recolours of Untitled (the Bella Goth pop art painting) with works by Hiroshi Nagai.
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Favourite Drarry recs (long fics maybe? pretty please?) that are ideally to enjoy this Spring season ?
Hello again! Thatâs a great ask - I have a long fic rec list that you might find interesting, but this inspired me to do something more specific with Spring vibes feat house renovations, cooking as love language, gardening, domesticity, no angst romance etc etc etc. This is 100% based on my own perception of spring vibes btw, but I hope youâll enjoy these as much as I did!
đ Short fic:
magic in the making by @getawayfox (G, 2k)
I didnât see Malfoy for a year after the trial. When Gin told me that, according to Pansy, he had opened a little posh bakery in Mayfair, I thought she was joking, so I went to see for myself.
Market Saturdays by @sorrybutblog (M, 3k)
In which Harry is an accidental part-time cheesemonger, Draco is an organic farmer and they fall in love. Not an AU.
The Long Fall by @tackytigerfic (M, 3.6k)
It's supposed to be a simple house renovation, and maybe it's just the paint fumes, but Harry is feeling dizzy around Draco Malfoy. And what's the real meaning of family, anyway?
Ice Snakes, Glow-worms and Wolverine Stew by khalulu (M, 8k)
Harry Potter apparently wants to talk to Draco about something, but odd events keep getting in the way of that conversation â and bringing them closer together. Featuring serpentine travels, misbehaving birds, dubious roofing projects, a gay beach, and an unexpected matchmaker.
Life goes not backward by @shealwaysreads (T, 9k)
Harry still isnât used to gifts, but this one is different. A story of coming home, finding safe ground, and the wild courage of putting down roots.
A Truth Universally Acknowledged by @sorrybutblog (M, 17k)
A year out from the war, Harry agrees to accompany Hermione on a historical walking tour of Pride and Prejudice. Not in the itinerary: running into Draco Malfoy, setting off a summer of stately homes, lavish parties, resentful shagging, and maybe, falling in love.
amid this warm and steady sweetness, orphaned (E, 21k)
Harry is not living in a period drama, no matter what his friends or his new house or Malfoyâs sudden affinity for horse-riding might suggest, and if one more person uses the word courting, heâs going to start hexing people.
đ Long fic
Moldova's Magical Tea by @aibidil (E, 32k)
Neville Longbottom, Luna Lovegood, andâto everyoneâs surpriseâDraco Malfoy are opening a magical tea shop to revive wizarding tea culture and, hopefully, to bring the community together after the war. Harry, who is unemployed and trying to find his way in post-war society, wants to help his friends with their new businessâbut that means spending a lot of time around Malfoy.
Clouds That Veil the Midnight Moon by @drarrytrash (E, 36k)
According to Harryâs personal narrative regarding the incident, heâd hooked up with Draco Malfoy for purely self-destructive reasons, or out of convenience, or by some unlucky accident. Looking at him, sprawled in the moonlight, Harry is devastated to recall that heâd hooked up with Draco Malfoy because heâs hot.
Follow the Water by @xanthippe74 (T, 40k)
Harry Potterâs life is fine. Maybe a little dull and predictable, but he shouldnât complain about that, right? When he unexpectedly finds himself at Lunaâs house one afternoon, Harry gets invited to join the secret wonderland that sheâs creating with a surprising group of friends. Maybe a summer outdoors is just what a former hero needs to bring some zest back into his life.
Through the May Air, Over the Ocean by tsauergrass (T, 45k)
Draco Malfoy never expected to find himself in Scotland or being stuck in a cottage with Potterâbut wonders never cease. A story about warmth, a story about falling back in love. A story about a flock of sheep in the distant fells of Scotland.
Our Objective Remains Unchanged by @citrusses (E, 46k) - Muggle AU
Harry Potter, returning member of the Oxford University Boat Club, has two goals for the spring of 2005: beat Cambridge, and beat Draco Malfoy. Perhaps not in that order.
Sweeten to Taste by @saintgarbanzo, @babooshkart (E, 51k)
It starts with Draco's buckwheat crepes with honeyed oranges. Or maybe it starts with his porridge with toasted walnuts and homemade apple butter. Or perhaps it starts with the cinnamon buns Draco made from scratch with mascarpone icing. Harry just knows he's hungry for more.
Against All Odds by momatu (E, 54k)
Beauxbatons is hosting the first ever Quidditch Summer School for children from all over Europe, and Harry has promised to enroll Teddy as his birthday present. Meanwhile, Draco is stuck in his office, putting together the first ever Quidditch Summer School for children from all over Europe during, when he should be enjoying summer holidays.
What Branches Grow by @the-fools-errand (M, 55k)
When a run-of-the-mill investigation turns up evidence that the Death Eaters may be resurfacing, Harry seems to be the only one who believes Malfoy has anything to do with it. Yet according to official records, heâs been the poster child for the Ministryâs post-war Rehabilitation program, living in a small muggle town in Wales.
Meet Me at Midnight by @the-starryknight (T, 57k)
Harry was beginning to wonder if heâd ever make anything again when Malfoy stormed through the door of Harryâs furniture shop. Now Harryâs got an impossible Ministry commission to finish, and even less energy than ever to deal with his elusive muse. That is, until he stumbles upon the surreal and beautiful world of a mysterious fae creatureâŠ
Stately Homes of Wiltshire by waspabi (E, 58k)
Malfoy Manor has mould, dry rot and an infestation of unusually historical poltergeists. Harry Potter is on the case.
The Promise of Summer by Omi_Ohmy (M, 66k)
How was Harry supposed to know that coming back for eighth year would be so confusing? Everything is the same, and yet not the same. And nowhere is this more obvious than with Draco Malfoy. Harry finds himself once more watching and following Malfoy, trying to work him out. When they are drawn together to heal the castle, Harry doesnât just find Malfoy - he also finds himself.
Home Truths by @skeptiquewrites and @fantalfart (E, 67k)
In the off-season Harry decided to fix up Grimmauld Place and found that Draco Malfoy was the only person who could help him. A demanding career and unrelenting press scrutiny were enough to deal with before Harry added a house with a mind of its own, family history, and a tense, flirty, complicated relationship with his childhood nemesis to the mix.
The Claiming of Grimmauld Place by @bixgirl1 (E, 74k)
When Grimmauld Place begins fighting against Harryâs ownership of it, he decides he needs help to train the historic home â but little does he expect that itâll be Malfoy whoâs most suitable for the challenge. However, as Malfoy and Harry get closer, Harry comes to understand that expectations arenât always the best path by which to guide his heart â and in the process learns just what is needed to make a house a home.
Knead by laughingd0g (E, 83k)
This is not a story about Harry renovating Grimmauld Place. This is a story about coffee shops and brewpubs, about Ginny and Luna on a farm with creatures, about magical Oregon, coastal road trips, flying, friendship, and Draco Malfoy's lean arms.
Wild, orphaned (E, 92k)
âNo,â Harry said, by way of greeting. Malfoyâs blonde head rose slowly, carelessly. âGet out.â âI feel as though weâve already established this, Potter,â Malfoy responded. âAnd I feel that what we established was that you telling me to get out of places really doesnât make me more likely to vacate them.â
Little Deaths and How to Avoid Them (or Draco Malfoy's Guide to Stop Dying and Start Living Instead) by nerakrose, dustmouth (T, 96k)
Malfoy is way too interested in coroner reports for somebody who's definitely not looking for ways to die, Harry wants to be friends with him, and Ginny wants to break up with Harry.
The Liars Department by @dorthyanndrarry (T, 103k)
This is a story about Harry meeting up with Draco Malfoy four years after the war. And a story about Harry, well, not hating his job per say, but it's not like he has much to compare it to and it seemed fine. His whole life seemed fine. Then Malfoy came along with and his flashy suits and fast car making everything seem dull in comparison, and Harry... Harry couldn't just leave well enough alone.
Any Instrument by @dictacontrion (E, 131k)
Draco Malfoy wouldn't go back to England for anything less than an exceptional case. Being asked to figure out why Harry Potter can't control his magic might be exceptional enough to qualify.
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Love Is... (Sanji x GN!Reader)
Rating: SFW
Word Count: ~1.9k
Summary: (Requested) Sanji thinks he knows what love is. It's love, after all, and surely he cannot be in love with you, his best friend? Especially not when he has a date alreadyâŠ
Notes: GN!Reader, misunderstanding, angst to fluff, seemingly one-sided but it's basically just denial, Sanji being dense and clueless. Featuring a headcanon of mine where I had an idea that Sanji actually is just super calm whenever he's truly in love with a person. Sanji's date is also GN but not named or described.
You can read this on my AO3 here!
Sanji is always open and honest about his feelings. He wears his heart on his sleeves, as a truly passionate man and self-proclaimed gentleman would. No matter the time or weather, Sanjiâs feelings will be clearly shown on his face.Â
Whenever he sees Robin and Nami, his eyes are practically blown out while his body is a pile of jelly. Whenever he talks to Zoro, his eyebrows are always furrowed and he raises his voice. Whenever Luffy tries to sneak food from the kitchen at midnight, Sanji smokes about two more cigarettes than usual. He dances when heâs happy, heâs focused when he cooks, and when heâs upset, he burns hotter than the kitchen stove.Â
Except when he is around you. Sanji is completely calm. Nary a cigarette in his mouth, never a hair out of place, and no wrinkles on his skin from his emotional outbursts.Â
Completely, utterly calm.Â
One could mistake this as disinterest or neutrality, but for Sanji, it was the opposite.Â
Unlike how he felt around the others, you, for some strange reason, always made him feel calm and warm. Not in the way alcohol does, not in the way a cigarette clears his thoughts, and not in the way that pretty people would make him feel on cloud nine.Â
No, no, no, you just made him feel⊠free.Â
He had never felt that sort of feeling with anyone before. Nobody. And it puzzled him greatly. The way he felt about you was so different from anything he had ever known- so he chalked it up to being incredibly comfortable around you. Obviously, this is what best friends felt for each other, right?Â
Loyalty to Luffy, rivalry with Zoro, fondness for Robin and NamiâŠÂ
Yes, that must be friendship he felt for you. A true, genuine bond that was closer than anything heâd felt for another.Â
So thatâs what he did, what he thought, and where he kept the relationship at. Sanji didnât think much (or at least, tried not to) of how, occasionally, your hands would brush up against his, how youâd wear that wonderful fragrance, how your smile was enchanting, how you would make a silly little joke that almost sounded like a flirtation- an invitation for something more.Â
Oh, but he must have been misunderstanding⊠after all, he couldnât have been in love with you, right? Love was meant to be passionate, exciting, thrilling, heart-wrenching, turn-your-insides-to-jelly, consuming your every waking thought! That was love, he supposed.Â
The way he felt about you was like returning home after a long day of work. Of stability, comfort, warmth, a place to be when the times were tough. It was lovely, but it could not have been the love that supposedly made men start wars or nearly rip their heart out of their chest.Â
He never would pay much mind to how your eyes were almost always on him. He just valued your company. He loved talking with you, sharing food with you, growing from both of your own struggles and issues over your life.Â
But he would not notice how you would have that wistful look on your face when his back was turned.Â
And then it happened one day, he accidentally bumped into someone at the market on one of their many stops. His breath was stolen, his heart racing, his eyes widened as he eagerly presented himself to them.Â
It was instantaneous, but Sanji, ever the romantic, was swept up in the passion and chemistry. It seemed perfect! Just perfect!
That good mood didnât go unnoticed by you and the others as he returned to the rooms whistling a tune. He happily shared what went down at the marketplace, and some of the Straw Hats cheered for their cook hitting it off with someone.Â
They didnât notice your shocked expression and silence.Â
The cycle repeated. Heâd rendezvous with the market place crush and find himself swept up in the thrill of love.Â
Why, they were practically perfect together! They liked food- he enjoyed cooking it. They liked the ocean- he sailed all over it.Â
His excitement over their connection made him come back to you in a hurry, and unlike the enthusiasm he held all day, the minute his eyes met yours, his shoulders relaxed.Â
âI had a great time today. I think I might have a real chance with them.âÂ
âOh⊠Iâm glad,â you nod, doing your best to not let your feelings cloud your judgment. âIâm happy for you.âÂ
When you praise him like that, the grin on his face grows wider and he nods.Â
âThank you. You⊠you are always so kind to me. Thank you, for everything. How about I cook you your favorite meal tonight?âÂ
âItâs alright,â you reject quickly. âIâm not that hungry.âÂ
He notices youâre off today and his smile is gone. âHey, whatâs wrong, (Y/n)?âÂ
âNothing. Iâm just not feeling too well. I think Iâm going to lay down.âÂ
He respects your feelings plenty, so he nods and wishes you better health while you retreat. He doesnât hear the muffled sobbing from you in your room.Â
Another day, another date.Â
This time, he notices his date does not sparkle like they used to. Strange, he knows, but something is âoffâ about them today. Oh well, love is never straightforward, so he can brush that feeling aside with some wine.Â
His heart doesnât race anymore. The silly jokes they told donât make him laugh as much.Â
Ah, perhaps heâs just tired, too?Â
He ends the date earlier than expected, not going on their usual walk under the stars in favor of returning home.Â
The Straw Hats are scattered as usual. Luffy is (attempting) to play cards with Usopp and Chopper. Robin is reading off to the side while Zoro fell asleep standing up alongside the railing. Nami is fiddling with a map while Jinbei is pointing at something on it. Franky and Brook are flipping through racy magazines and giggling at the various models within them.Â
âWhere is (Y/n)?â Sanji asks.Â
âAh, theyâre inside. Said they werenât feeling too well,â Usopp answers.Â
âThey didnât even let me look at them,â Chopper pouts, tears forming in his eyes.Â
Sanji thanks them for their answer and makes his way to your room. He knocks on the door but doesnât hear a word from inside.Â
â(Y/n)? Are you alright?â Sanji calls.Â
âYeah, just⊠just let me rest, Sanji,â you weakly reply. You sound miserable, and his heart breaks for you.Â
âCan I make you something? Anything? Maybe some soup?â He pleads, worry evident in his voice.Â
âIâm good.âÂ
Thereâs no argument left, so he steps away and sighs, feeling like he wants to drown himself in his cigarettes.Â
Itâs morning again and Sanji feels a migraine forming. His head is pounding and he groans when he sees the light from his window. But he promised to see them again, so he gets up and does his best to adjust himself. Love is sometimes painful, but itâs a worthy sacrifice.Â
He greets them when they glide up to him, smiling, but Sanji grimaces as his head throbs harder. Heâs a gentleman, a respectful man, so he will not show it.Â
They talk. They talk. They talk. The words donât register to Sanji. And for the first time in his life, he feels⊠nothing. Not a comforting emptiness when one feels relieved of all burdens⊠but the emptiness one feels when nothing is being satisfied.Â
They talk, yet they say nothing. None of the words mean anything to Sanji. Are they even speaking the same language? Sanji rubs his head, his vision blurry for a moment before it straightens out.Â
Nothing.Â
He feels nothing. There is no spark anymore. Itâs just dull, lifeless conversation.Â
â...... Sanji?âÂ
âHuh? Oh, Iâm sorry, what were you saying?â He apologetically asks.Â
Their voice is like static. Garbled nonsense he canât decipher.Â
He keeps trying to concentrate, trying to keep his eyes on them and just make sense of any word they say, but nothing connects.Â
Love was supposed to be beautiful. Love was supposed to be passionate, all-encompassing, life-changing.Â
Love wasnât supposed to be so drab.Â
What happened to the love they shared before? Was it them? Was it him? Was he doing something wrong? Was he⊠was he mistaken?Â
His date is getting confused, staring at him with raised brows. âAre you even listening?âÂ
âIâŠâ He begins. âIâm sorry. I donât think this can work out.â âWhat?âÂ
âI donât know,â he tries to speak his feelings. âI wasted your time, dear. Thatâs my fault. Let me escort you home, at the very least.âÂ
He receives a harsh slap across his face and some obscene words, but he can barely think straight with his aching head. He stumbles back to the ship, wanting to rest when he bumps into something.Â
âWould you-â he begins angrily, before he notices itâs you. Youâre holding a plate of the leftovers he cooked yesterday night, and your eyes are wide, almost afraid, when you look at him.Â
His eyes meet yours, locked in their beauty as he lets out a breath he didnât know he was holding. Instantaneously, the migraine, the head pounding, the blurriness, the slap- all of it melts away.Â
He feels safe and at full health when he sees you. He canât help but smile at you, making you turn away.Â
âSorry. Iâll go-âÂ
âNo, no, (Y/n),â the way he says your name, full of life and renewed vigor is too much for you. âHere, let me cook you a new plate. And then, if you donât mind, would you join me on the deck?âÂ
âBut I thought you were out with that person you met?â You ask, and he notices the curious yet hopeful change in your voice.Â
âThem? Ah, itâs a long story. I⊠I donât think they were the one,â Sanji explains, his cheeks turning pink. Finally, after looking at you, the gears in his head clicked and connected in a way they hadnât before. âNo⊠they never would be. I already have the one I love most with me.âÂ
Your eyes sparkle and your lips curve upwards, showing him the smile he absolutely adored the most.Â
âYou mean that?âÂ
âI do. I do mean that. I just didnât understand. But seeing you nowâŠâ he takes the dish out of your hand and puts it to the side before he wraps his hands in yours. âI know what I truly was looking for.âÂ
The joy on your face was immeasurable, and Sanji felt the thoughts in his head leave. There was nothing inside except that warm feeling he got whenever you were around.Â
Perhaps true love was not a hurricane, or a storm, or a raging fire⊠perhaps it was a warm summer day. A plate of leftover food. Bed head. Migraines. The sound of a calm sea crashing against the shore. The chirping of seagulls around them.Â
Maybe that was love. Not a feeling of agony and pain, but a gentle yet firm reminder of his existence.Â
âIâm sorry for being such a fool earlier. I apologize for springing all of this on you, but I-âÂ
âI know. I love you, too,â you cut off his ramblings. His face softens as he laughs at his embarrassing display.Â
âGod, Iâm sounding like an idiot right now.âÂ
âYeah, a bit,â you tease.Â
âCan I be your idiot?âÂ
âAlways.âÂ
#one piece#one piece x reader#one piece oneshots#reader insert#x reader#vinsmoke sanji#sanji x reader#vinsmoke sanji x reader#sanji
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When Lan Wangji woke it was to darkness, and the unfamiliar textures of a bed and blanket that were not his own. His thoughts were slow and jumbled, as if he had not had enough sleep, though it had been many years now since he had regularly woken during the night. Slowly, he was able to grasp some of the jumbled thoughts and make sense of them. The inn, a short distance from Mo Village. The junior disciples. The rumours of demonic cultivation that he had toâhe had toâ Wei Ying. In his bed. His arm in Lan Wangji's, walking close. Frost on the ground of the rabbit meadow, wetting the hem of Wei Ying's clothes. But that was not right â Wei Ying had never been to Cloud Recesses in winter, did not know of the rabbits, had never walked with him arm in arm. And Wei Ying was dead. Wei Ying had been dead for so many winters, and it was summer now, and he was supervising disciples on the night hunt, but there were rumours of demonic cultivation and he had toâ Something brushed against his thigh and his whole body tensed with alarm. Bichen would be across the room, in the stand, and he sat up abruptly, meaning to get to it. As he did so, his head swam, and the room tipped nauseatingly to the side. "Lan Zhan?" He gasped, unable to draw in enough air. "Lan Zhan, whatâhold on." Movement beside him, the rustling of blankets, the creak of an old bedframe, all seeming oddly distant. Then a hand on his arm, a firm grip, and another on his opposite shoulder, guiding him onto his back. The room tilted again, but settled once he was lying down. "Wei Ying," he said, his voice coming as a rasp. "It's okay, Lan Zhan." The hand on his arm was bleeding warmth through him, and for a moment it was difficult to focus on anything else. The market in Caiyi, Wei Ying pulling him between stalls, smile bright and solely for him. Sitting on the bed, Wei Ying's hand on his bare skin. The curse. The curse. He rolled his head to the side. Wei Ying was lying facing him, his features partially obscured in the dark but still recognisable. The memories of the day before finally slotted into place, hard to believe still, but real nonetheless. "Can youâŠ" Wei Ying's eyes were wide and searching, glinting in the faint glow of moonlight that filtered into the room. "Do you remember?" Despite his confusion clearing, it was still astonishing to have Wei Ying so close. It took his breath away, to be lying together, even without touching; to see Wei Ying's face in the dark, the shared blanket warmed by both their bodies. "The curse," he said. It took a surprising amount of energy to speak. "I know where I am." Wei Ying blinked and dropped his gaze. It was impossible to read his expression in the low light, but Lan Wangji belatedly realised he did not need to â he read Wei Ying's silence instead, the disappointment in it. "Good," said Wei Ying, though there was something forced about it. "I thought that maybeâŠ" "My memories had returned." "No." Wei Ying looked back up, catching his eye again. "That you had lost more."
WIPSaturday? I've not written much the past couple of months but I got back on the post-canon amnesia curse today and I liked this part ok, so here we are for anyone (?) who might be interested (??)
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âWeâre a long way from Waterdeepâ
About Gale and Tavs relationship and how quickly it progressedâŠ
He wonders whether Tav is as anxious as he is. Do they lie awake at night and ask themselves if he really wants to be right there, beside them, or if itâs just a habit? A habit established from fear and uncertainty and instability. The one thing each of them knew back then was that the other was waiting at the end of the day, would cast aside their weapons, their amour, find the familiar body beneath - what else were they supposed to do? They were in this together.
And the role they had been forced into, the immense weight of the world on their shoulders â he would have done anything to ease their burden.
He glances at them, their calm, serene features, and asks himself if they wanted this the way he did. Do they ever fear that he will have left in the morning, never to return? Do they ever hold their dirtied, bloodied travelling clothes and whish to be dresses in them instead of the clean, soft silk they tended to choose now? Tav was a wild and lovely thing, untameable, loud. His own life up until meeting them â well, until Mystra â was one he simply couldnât imagine Tav enjoying.
Waterdeep, the city he had lived in all his life seemed almost bland compared to his beloved. He could have spent hours listening to Tav haggle with the merchants at the market down by the docks, could easily pinpoint ever little thing he loved about them in every interaction, every movement. He adored how straightforward they could be, he learned to love the way they left little notes and comments in his books â every trace of them being there in the first place brought him joy.
Tav hums to themselves as they check over the leafs of one of their plants. They keep them on the windowsill in the library, Gale gifts them a new one every now and then. It became another little habit â he used to being them bouquets but after watching the sad look in Tavs eyes as the flowers wilted, he chose potted plants instead. Since they settled in the tower together it has almost become an indoor garden. Tav adores caring for the flowers, watching them bloom. The one they turn their attention to has deep red petals. âGale? What do you think?â they ask, lifting the flowerpot and presenting it to their husband. âShould we place in in the bedroom or in the kitchen?â
All perfectly normal. As if they had never saved the world, as if it wasnât common knowledge what Gale and Tav were capable of. What they could do if they whished to.
It doesnât take long for Tav to notice, of course - that grey cloud hanging over his head, the eye contact that doesnât last, the uncharacteristic silence. When they ask him whatâs wrong he almost expects it. Almost. Despite all the preparation he stumbles over his own words, every worry that had gnawed at him the past months surfacing and Tav sitting across from him, listening patiently. âI love you,â he whispers as they hold him close. âDid I ever tell you?â
âA few times, maybe.â They smile at him, brushing their lips against his. âBut Iâll never get tired of hearing you say it.â
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