#Mangoo

[darkngoo]

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[ruminate88]

Healing Journal 06/26/24: More Discoveries

I was backing out of my driveway yesterday and right into an Amazon driver but he was in a regular car, not a truck…. (Thank God) he shouldn’t have been parked in the middle of the street but I guess I was more scatter brained than I realized. I was SO sure the street was clear before I backed out. (I was wrong) The craziest part of it all, the bump against his car was so small and did no real damage. The guy was overly nice about it and said not to worry. I drove away feeling SO FREAKIN TERRIBLE. I beat myself up off and on through out the whole day. I was even more upset to tell my husband about it… but why??

I thought my husband would be upset at me and yell at me… In all my relationships, my exes made me feel bad at every turn. Everything was my fault. Andrew’s stress and fears in college was some how my problem. I was the reason he was going to fail. I couldn’t just share my feelings with him freely. It all goes even deeper than him. Jake was very very critical on me at every turn. Always in my face for YEARS telling me what I’m doing wrong in my life!! But it goes even DEEPER than Jake, back to when I’m in school and made to feel stupid. Made to believe I can do nothing on my own unless a teacher’s aid helps me. I’ve been helpless before. Now I’m grown and doing things for myself!!! I was always scared to drive a car because I never felt smart and didn’t wanna hurt anyone. The fact I am driving at all is a testament to my own strength and smarts if I would just believe in myself. 🥺🫶🏻👏🏻👍🏻

I told myself the right thing do is tell my husband as soon as I get home but inside my head, I’m already prepared for him to be upset and already shielding myself!! 🫣 Yet, I don’t have to. Sure, my husband doesn’t want me hurt, my car damaged or to have to pay for damage on someone else’s car but once I told him the other car was fine and let me go, my husband dropped it. Doesn’t mean he’s happy for what I did but he did NOT yell or put me down. In that moment I started to converse in my head and remind myself, “Your husband is a good guy and not like your exes. Relax.”

My trust has been broken so much in the past, I struggle to even trust myself BUT how do you have a life after betrayals if you DO NOT trust again?? It’s almost a gamble for me. Putting faith in my husband is scary but that’s the only way I can have a relationship with him. He’s started to play Pokémon go again and decided last night he wanted to walk to our park and play an event that lasted an hour. I was already in my pjs and about to clean up dinner. I didn’t go with him and I instantly battle in my head. He told me where he was going and when he would be back…. He followed through as he always does. So, I told myself “You either trust him and make this relationship work or you push him away.”

THEN there is other side of all this where I almost carelessly feel, “If he is lying like Andrew did, then so be it. It’s out of my control.” I mean, my mom has repeatedly tried to convince me my husband doesn’t have time to cheat but I KNOW men can find ways to cheat and you won’t even know it. Only from experiences and heartbreaks, do I feel this way truly. The problem is within me. Not just my husband but trusting the world in general. You don’t see life the same way after emotional abuse. You see people in a very negative light and it’s really unfair because one or two bad apples should not ruin the whole bunch. Right?

Also, I’m my own worst critic. I was so hard on myself after backing into another car because growing up I never felt smart enough or good enough. Jake, Cody and Andrew made me feel just horrible about myself. As an impact of their treatment towards me, I subconsciously accepted their lies and believed I’ve not been good. I’ve never felt like I should have really nice stuff. I feel guilty when I do get nice gifts from people or when people do things for me. I want to give and struggle to recieve. I know what it’s like to be used by selfish individuals and I’m terrified to be selfish, cold or to mistreat anyone. I always fear I’ll hurt my husband and his wonderful parents because I’m so angry at myself and my past. I LOVED Cody and Andrew soooo much and it just feels awful to know they only saw me as this weak and pathetic object they can sexualize and abuse. I KNOW I had worth. That’s why they wanted me to start with. They wanted to feel my worth in their own selves and couldn’t so they tried to tare me down and keep me from feeling my own worth.

Making all these incredible discoveries allows me food for thought. I’ve been hurt sooooo much it’s like I wait for it to happen every day. I feel I give myself to my husband and then deep in the back of my mind, I want to take it back cuz I’m vulnerable and unsure of my reality. I don’t wanna self sabotage anymore. I’ve done it since a child. Always rushing to put my own self down so when others do it, I don’t hurt as bad. It’s amazing to me how life keeps throwing me lesson after lesson and some lessons I get right away and others I have to break them down and visualize them before it makes sense. I STILL would not hurt Andrew as much as he’s wounded me. I know part of me says, “you’re just defending your ex abuser” BUT I mean, my love was pure and genuine. I’m working to regain my trust, my love and respect for myself and my marriage.

ONE DAY AT A TIME ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

[granma-sweetie]

cheese cake……..

[moonlight12086]

Happy birthday @its-a-me-mango , I brought you a cake here!

By the way, when someone celebrates their birthday in Colombia, they are thrown eggs and flour, soo-

Get ready 🥺

[cogneartive]

my friend enjoys the blues mangoos but i keep accidentally calling them the moody blues in my head

[thiirsdaygirl]

watching rotten mango videos and spending two hours drawing one fucking sleeve is a new low for me

[picklewednesday]

burp

[yukinekochan]

What's your favorite 🐞🐈‍⬛

🎨: Mangoo Neko

[jayhyunglover]

Find you in every lifetime

Since Sylus's myth broke me here to twist the knife in my guts.

"Do you believe in Reincarnation Sylus?" She asked suddenly making his eyebrows knit together

"What brought this on, sweetie?" he asked clawed fingers rubbing against the small skin of her stomach

"Nothing" she shook her head offering him a small smile but he could tell she was trying to deflect.

"I just find the idea of us meeting again in another life intriguing" she murmured hands caressing his Snowy locks from where his head was resting against her chest.

"Maybe this time we'll have more time" she smiled sadly eyes darting to the horizon where red flowers stretched to no ends

"Promise me no matter what you'll find me in our next life" she murmured intertwining her pinky fingers with his clawed flesh making him look up at her .

"I'd rummage through heaven and earth just to find you Sweetie" he brought their intertwined hands towards his mouth to kiss her knuckles .

"In this one" another kiss on  her wrist  "and all the others one after" a kiss to her nose "I'll always find you sweetie" he murmured before sealing his promise with a lingering kiss on her forehead  "always"

"I love you , you know that" she whispered voice roughened by an emotion he couldn't quite identify her forehead against his

"I love you" she whispered again before pressing her lips against his and he swears his heart stop beating for several seconds. His whole body  freezes,  too caught of guard by her sudden confession and kiss . But it didn't last long because soon he was pressing his lips against hers so gently as if he was afraid he'd break her . His most precious treasure.

"I love you" another kiss , this one more intense, more feverish. "I love you , my precious treasure" another kiss on her nose , her cheeks, her chin everywhere he could reach. "And I'll never stop loving you not even when I stop breathing" he added , the unwavering devotion in his tone making her head spin .

"This.." he brought her hand to the pulsing red gem clad in his chest "...will always be yours" his gaze on her never wavering , taking her in as if it was the last he would be able to "in this life or any other one".

Her mouth was hanging low too stunned by his declaration to speak so she settled for actions. Leaning in to capture his lips in a deep kiss . Kissing him like it was the last time she would be able (which was in fact true) "I love you" she murmured over and over through the kiss coating his mind with the sweetest of intoxication .

Love.

A love so fragile yet so powerful.

A love that subsided even now when she was gone.

If he knew this would have been the last time he'd be able to hold her , to touch her to kiss her.  He would have wished for it to never end.

Now he laid there in this crypt full of riches that didn't mattered because he lost his most precious treasure.  His love , his everything,  the woman who came all the way there to find him. The woman he'll never stop loving not even until his last breath.

@jinwoosbabyboo @chibichibi-mia @mangooes

[jinwoosbabyboo]

Onychinus Personal Chef II

ꩇׁׅ݊ You became Sylus' personal chef based off of pure chance. He's picky, he's annoying and he is just so damn fine. ꩇׁׅ݊ fem!reader, sylus x personal-chef!reader pt 2 of a 3 part series ꩇׁׅ݊ pt. 1 .... ꩇׁׅ݊ pt. 3

Your Client Sylus who has Mephisto deliver you menus of what he wants to eat.

Your Client Sylus who always finds a way to hang out in the kitchen while you’re prepping/cooking and give you unsolicited advice “You should sear that side a little longer” “You should let the trained chef do her job”

Your Client Sylus who has you ‘taste’ his food with him because he just wants to make sure you eat and he secretly enjoys feeding you "Why do you always have me take the first bite?" "Just making sure you didn't poison it" "Why would I- okay princess"

Your Client Sylus who purposely gives you complicated orders so that he can listen to the recordings of you complaining to Mephisto. “Who eats smothered lamb chops as a snack? Does he realize I have to marinate these for a day for them to be perfect? He's getting two hours and he can get over it should've requested these for tomorrow” “I don’t get paid enough for this … well I do actually … more than enough … but I’m gonna complain anyway” He also finds himself listening to your singing and humming while you cook “Your talents were being wasted miss chef” He mumbled to himself with a smirk

Your Client Sylus who teases you when you can’t reach something in his kitchen that was built specifically for his height and wingspan “Would you like some help?” “No I want a damn … I mean I would like a step stool so I don’t have to keep calling you and the boys for help” “If it’s you I don’t mind helping”

Your Client Sylus who acts like he’s annoyed when you make him help with prep while he’s loitering in the kitchen “Are you telling me what to do?” “Do you want to eat tonight?” Luke and Kieran snicker in the background and instantly go quiet when Sylus shoots them a glare.

Your Client Sylus who hates when you call yourself Onychinus' Personal Chef and is very vocal about it. "You're my personal chef" "I also cook for the twins" "I'm your boss sweetie" "My boss who is the leader of Onychinus"

Your Client Sylus who you end up bickering with like an old married couple after only six months of working for him. You love the days when he doesn’t give you a menu and you get to cook whatever you want “Sylus do you want to eat lunch?” “What are my options chef?” “Yes or fucking no” “……Yes” Who’s really in charge here? It’s always been you.

Your Client Sylus who becomes more forward with his flirting when you aren’t catching his hints. He wants you to be honest with yourself and give in to him yet you continue to keep him at an arms length. You convince yourself that he’s just a calculated man who wants some kind of excitement in his life. He just enjoys the games. At least that’s what you tell yourself.

ꩇׁׅ݊ taglist ; @mangooes @mourning-into-dancing

[lamb-teaa]

` last of his kind, or not

` C.2 - first impression failed successfully

—⁠ ` C.1 - dragons, flowers and what?

—⁠ tags: comedy/crack. romcom. Sylus x fem!reader. AU from Sylus's myth. canon divergence. obvious OOC. whipped and boy failure Sylus anyone? /hj.

—⁠ teaa's note: wasn't gonna write a continuation of this cuz I literally wrote it out on a whim but here we are lol thanks for reading!!

—⁠ and big thanks for the support!!: @crowleysthings @stxrrielle @sylusfluffymeow @sublimeinternetlady @clearlysworld @jinnmyc @mangooes @satansdaughter123 @alahamums @xxfaithlynxx @pirana10 @kyushii

The audacity.

Was the first thought that crossed Sylus's mind when the strong slap of Datura flowers hit his face.

His eyes narrowed dangerously, a deep growl rumbling in his throat as a snarl threatened its way out-

But he halted when the sight of your bewildered gaze morphed into a fierce defying glare followed by a venomous scowl as you bare your sharp fangs at him-

Oh.

Oh damn.

Sylus might've just gone crazy because his heart just did a flip-flop for a second there.

He opened his mouth, his brain wracking between introducing himself or getting off of you, which the latter should've been the first he should do obviously but he was caught off guard when you suddenly swiped him right across his face.

Your smaller yet still sharp claws graze against his skin as you raise your legs, kicking him square in the stomach, sending him stumbling backwards onto the ground in a shocked daze.

His own clawed hand slowly reached up to hold his left cheek, feeling the small trickle of blood seeping down his skin, the wound wasn't that deep but it still stunned Sylus that you did that, his eyes drifted to you in a mixture of disbelief and awe.

First you slapped him with flowers, then the next second you scratched his face.

Oh the audacity indeed.

And for the love of all misery in the world- can his heart calm down a bit?!

"Why you-"

Before Sylus could even utter another word out, you had already spread your large wings out, instantly launching yourself into the sky and flying far away from Sylus as fast as possible.

"Hey- wait!"

Sylus's eyes widened in a panic as the female dragon took flight into the air, every fibre of his being immediately screaming at him to pursue you. The thought of not seeing you again made his heart drop in dread. Now that he knew you were real, not a figment of his imagination, someone who appeared dragon-like such as himself-

He found himself wanting you.

Although, he didn't understand what he actually wanted in you.

A friend? A companion? Someone similar to him to stay by his side in this godforsaken world?

Sylus doesn't have an answer to that, but maybe you might help him find said answer.

Sylus's wings unfurled behind him as he propelled himself off the ground at a ridiculously inhumane speed. His eyes never leaving your flying form despite your best efforts in hiding amongst the thick clouds in hopes of losing his sight.

"Wait! Come back! I'm not going to hurt you!" Sylus shouted, trying to keep up with your speed, the sound of desperation crept in his voice but you didn't slow down even just a bit.

If anything, you grew even more adamant in getting as far away from him, not even giving him a chance to talk and it made Sylus more restless but even more so determined.

He was used to being feared and rejected by humans for centuries, coming to terms with his solitude life and the unfortunate fate that befall him since his birth.

Pain, it's all he ever knew and had buried deep within him.

But seeing you, a fellow dragon, running away from him was another kind of pain he never knew would hurt this much.

Because it's one thing to be rejected by humans, but it's another to be feared by his own kind that had thought to be extinct long ago.

As the chase through the skies continued on what felt like an eternity, the view of the dark dense forest came into his sight. Sylus watched in frustration as you dove deeper inside the forest, using the concentrated surrounding area to your advantage as you maneuvered across the trees at lightning speed.

His muscles ache from exertion, his breath ragged as he pushed himself to his limits, calling out to you once more, over and over and yet you still continued to ignore him.

And Sylus was losing the strands of patience he had left.

A part of him wanted to be, let's say, civil to you but he's not courteous like those noble humans and you weren't giving him any choice either.

So desperate times call for desperate measures.

Black red mist materializes between his fingertips, as it shoots out towards your direction. You didn't have time to dodge the incoming mist when it had wrapped itself around your waist and wrists before tugging you backwards, a strong force pulling you back until you collided against Sylus's broad chest.

The uncontrollable impact sent both of you tumbling down between the spikes of trees, limbs and wings tangled together. Sylus had his arms secured tightly around you, his large wings engulfing your form so you'd take less damage from the fall at the expense of his own, before both of you crashed into the dense foliage ground.

Both of you coming to a stop after rolling down the grassy steep as branches and leaves whipped on both your faces and hairs until both lay still on the ground, with you sprawled on top of him in stunned disbelief.

Time stood frozen for a moment, only labored breaths could be heard in the quiet dark forest as you slowly lifted your head to look at Sylus, your eyes widened in panic and fear.

Sensing your trepidation, his mist subconsciously tightened around your figure and so were his arms around your waist. His chest heaving with exhaustion as his bright red eyes locked with you that shone with intense desperation.

"Please." He whispered hoarsely, his tone held foreign softness in them that even surprised Sylus himself as he struggled to catch his breath from the long chase. "I mean you no harm."

"No harm?!" You hissed at him, your eyes burning with hostility as you struggled within the binding of his black red mist. "You attacked me!"

"When did I- oh." Sylus grimaced, his mind rewinding to the events back at the flower field. As much as he wanted to explain that it wasn't an attack but then he stopped himself, because yeah, getting lunged in the middle of a nowhere field while you were minding your own business did seem like one.

So the distrust was, frankly speaking, warranted.

"I.. never meant for that." His hold on you loosened a bit, his once brash confidence faltering under your scrutinizing glare, "I just.."

"Just what?!"

I thought I was hallucinating you so I wanted to make sure you were real.

Yeah, no. Even enduring longtime solitude Sylus knows that would be the worst thing to say to someone whose immediate impression of himself is a possible threat at first met.

Sylus hesitated as he lowered his hands, the black red mist slowly dissipating into thin air as it released you from his hold. He watched silently as you carefully leaned back from him, creating some space between you two, your puzzled and guarded expression etched on your face and Sylus could only hope you won't run off again, and hoping to prove to you and reassure you that he wasn't going to hurt you.

But he was caught off guard yet again when this time, you lunged forward towards him and pinned him on the ground, straddling his stomach as both your clawed hands gripped his throat that made his breath hitch in both surprise and, dare he say, strangely exciting.

"Speak your intentions!" You growled, your grip around his throat tightened, making it clear to him that you were dead serious. "Or I'll kill you!"

Well damn.

You had just threatened him and yet Sylus couldn't help but crack a small smirk at that. It was amusing, endearing even as Sylus let out a low chuckle.

What an interesting turnout of events.

"Your name.." Sylus breathed out in awe, his hand reaching up to brush a lock of hair behind your hair as he relished the sight of your adorably confused yet stunned expression.

"I want to know your name."

—⁠ teaa's extra notes: aaaand that's a wrap! idk how to continue from here on out (lie i do actually just haven't flesh it out properly am sorry) so might take a while before I pick this back up again. Multifics aren't my strongest point tbh but hopefully my upcoming short scenarios will suffice! again, thank you for reading (⁠ ⁠˘⁠ ⁠³⁠˘⁠)♡

[ice-cream-writes-stuff]

Can you do more love in deepspace more likely focus on mc

[ERrOr] - Side Story Featuring: |Sylus, MC, and (Non-MC) (Y/N)|

-

"Thanks MC!" You beam at her, "I can't belive you had some spare clothes, I promise, I will pay you back." You offer, shrugging off your soaked jacket.

"It's okay, really." She smiles, politely waiting by the stalls of the bathroom.

"Oh- I can get you a plushie from that claw machine you hate!"

The female's grin falters, "Don't waste your time on that machine." She grumbles, imagining you being sad when failing to get a cute plushie for her.

"I'm suprised these fit, they don't seem like your sizs at all."

That's because she planned ahead.

"Phew~," You sigh, unlocking the door. Patting down the new clothes, you hold onto the drenched ones. Placing them into a empty shoping bag.

"I can carry that-" "NOPE. I can do it. Just stand there and keep being you." You chuckle as she huffs playfully, walking beside you as you head to the sink.

-

"Look! Look at this little sweetie!" You coo at the bird, as it squawks. Suprised at the strength you held as it's claws dig into your skin.

"..W-where did you get that?" MC asks, visibly displeased at the familiar black feathered bird.

"Outside! By the window." You cuddle it closer to your chest, playing the part of obliviousness easily.

"H.. It, might have a owner. You should let it go." She glares Mestiphos as she sees the scratches littered on your arm. "Hmm... Yeah, he looks taken care of.." You don't relent, taking a step back as MC took a step forward.

"(Y/N)..." MC says steadily.

"No!" You bark, reminding her of dog not wanting to give up their toy. Choosing to run down the sidewalk instead. "(Y/N)!" She gave chase, laughter leaving her with each step.

-

Sylus, who had been watching the display in amusement, taps on the side of his seat in thought. Smirking in victory when seeing you losing the female hunter in the crowd.

Dressed in a disguise, he sees you lose the grip on Mestiphos. Letting him fly away as you gaze at the sky. Watching your head drop to the ground, you it raises slightly. Walking forward, deeper into the sea of people.

Getting up, he leaves the seat, keeping pace with you.

Glancing behind you, your eyes meet with his.

He stops as well, watching you close distance.

The two of you quiet as you circle him with pure-curiosity. Indulging your oddness for a few more seconds until he spoke up. "May I help you?"

"Sorry, you're just really handsome. Super familiar too." You say causally, smiling at him as you take a step away.

"Oh? Thank you, that's a sweet thing to say." Recalling your tone with Mestiphos, he watches your grin broadens at the compliment.

"I'm (Y/N)! What's your name?" With a friendly tone, he tries to match your instresting energy. The two of you walking side-by-side as if old friends than strangers.

-

<Elsewhere>

"You think the Boss is gonna' try something?" Luke questions.

"Hm... I mean, hand-holding is a bit extreme for a first meeting-"

"OH.. " Luke points to you holding Sylus hand, draging him to meet up with the MC. While their Boss smiles through it, his eyes narrowing at having to 'fight' for your time.

-

Taglist: @mangooes @deputy-videogamer @yoongi-tunes @3ophelia3 @kuni-k

[Another installment! I didn't know what you meant by MC, so sorry! But, anything regarding love and deepspace, I'll write MC as a separate character, its easy for me! If anyone has questions about the AU let me know!]

[starmocha]

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everything (x reader only)

*will also include the dad + child series

@☆miudle @☆alfredosaws @☆nezukoo-channn @☆voidsylus

everything (x reader & bl ships)

*will also include the dad + child series

@☆rose-tinted-kalopsia

zayne

@☆lavlynyan

sylus

@☆voidsylus

birds of a feather (epilogue)

the Sylus breeding kink series that I accidentally gotten sidetracked from...part 3 is coming...I promise... 🥺

@☆evilldentists @☆miudle @☆browneyedgirl22 @☆trishiepo0 @☆alfredosaws @☆rose-tinted-kalopsia @☆voidsylus

bride of the dragon king

Main story + Epilogue coming soon!

@☆hesperisms @☆lavlynyan @☆mangooes @☆zhongtar @☆yourfavbabigirl @☆sylusfluffymeow @☆unheavenlypacked @☆rose-tinted-kalopsia @☆sinister-044 @☆boinkboinkkitten @☆deathkat657 @☆trishiepo0 @☆nezukoo-channn @☆miudle @☆lunar-alden @☆yourstrulysylus @☆xxfaithlynxx @☆failedaethercore @☆idkwhatimdoing27 @☆certainduckanchor @☆qyuin @☆alfredosaws @☆voidsylus

sweet little snowdrop (zayne + son series)

@☆lavlynyan @☆miudle @☆alfredosaws @☆rose-tinted-kalopsia @☆nezukoo-channn @☆voidsylus

sing little birdie (sylus + daughter series)

@☆lavlynyan @☆miudle @☆alfredosaws @☆rose-tinted-kalopsia @☆nezukoo-channn @☆voidsylus

bright little starlight (xavier + daughter series)

@☆lavlynyan @☆miudle @☆alfredosaws @☆rose-tinted-kalopsia @☆nezukoo-channn @☆voidsylus

pretty little coral (rafayel + son series)

@☆lavlynyan @☆miudle @☆alfredosaws @☆rose-tinted-kalopsia @☆nezukoo-channn @☆voidsylus

[gobodegoblin]

Tams so cuteee

She is! So is Mangoo

[melerbytes]

everybody want mangoo🥭

[honeygrahambitch]

I too was told by a man that I am like a PowerPoint that has a lot of writing on the slides and people try to read as much as possible but the teacher is skipping very fast through the presentation and i think that is the closest thing I will ever be compared to Mangoos under the floorboards