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itz-darktrax · 1 year ago

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Ghost In The Shell (1995) - City

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hxzelwallflower · 4 months ago

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@eyesallforu cont. x - - - - - - - - - - - -

❝ From your ramblings . ❞ ❝ If I didn't know any better I say your vocal stims are a regular occurrence . ❞

They've gotten worse since these weekly visits , sneaking inside her home with all but a few angry growls from Spud . Though the mushling isn't too happy about it she's made an effort to nest in Eileen's hair anytime he stays during after hours , her beady pupils observing him from the shadows .

Today however was different , accompanying Eileen to work rather than create another standoff with the mangy entity that was bound and determined to make themselves at home .

#- ; You're fine!! <3 Thanks for letting me know ahead of matters #- ; I feel the majority of the fandom headcanons Doe as genderfluid with any pronouns so I'll do my best to keep up #- ; IC #eyesallforu #｡･:*:･ﾟ❀ I'm on my way ( multiverse )

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einsatzzz · 7 months ago

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art time-lapse of this piece that i posted in IG b4 to try out doing reels. i really like how this turned out overall plus "yasashii suisei" (link for eng tl) really fit the vibes so im queueing this here too

#khr #khre #khr oc #oniyanagi #hibari kyoya #ninomiya kanako #oc #hibakana #einart #tags yapping abt hibakana ahead 🫡#the quote that inspired this one still lives rent-free in my brain #“my alone feels so good i'll only have you if you're sweeter than my solitude”#both of them are the type of people who likes to move on their own and dislikes being restricted #and they thrive that way without needing to look out for things like social cues/other's perceptions/the will of a “majority”#there's this certain type of independence that i rlly admire for each of these two characters #if they don't feel comfortable with a person #or if the person's company does not spark any joy #as much as their peace and quiet does #then why would they even hang out and spend/invest time with them amirite? theyre not abt that fake life #nowadays its very common for me to hear abt boomers asking ppl when they're gonna get an s/o or marriage #or just others forcing ppl to conform with the social norms and what's considered as “normal”#so these two rlly bring me a lot of comfort #on their own; if i were to depict them on separate stories #khre aside and just considering khr; idt id ship hibari with anyone; he would be my a-spec king icon idol and legend who does wtv he wants🫶#kana too mdbxndbddjbd her previous version b4 this had another oc/canon ship but i don't rlly fck with that anymore (still funny tho)#(i realized that that previous ship rlly held her back character-wise---)#(but their (potential/established) platonic relationships with other characters are so *chef kiss* tho--working hard on brainstorming that)#on the other hand i started shipping hibakana for the comedy of their dynamic lmao (it should be around b4 sou & i reached kokuyo arc)#“wouldn't it be funny if---”#its just a joke there's supposed to be an “/hj” somewhere there i didn't know they would suit e/o's characters & personality this much wtf

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bunnyboy-juice · 2 months ago

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spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner

#vulnerable tag rambles ahead please be kind abt them i didnt intent to ramble this much but i dont wanna delete it eitehr #me to every single man i have ever dated after 6mo-1y: yeah hey this really isnt working out i dont really know why but i really hate mysel #and i dont want to blame you because i dont think you did anything inherently wrong here; i think this is something about me but i need #space to figure out why im feeling this way [every single one reacted by telling me No i wasnt allowed to leave btw]#i hold very complex feelings about these relationships esp bc of them ending in very violent/chaotic ways most of the time #but its interesting to look back at it all and realize ive left every man for the same reason (which is that ive hated myself Every Single #Time ive dated a man) and its funny bc i recognized the self hate pretty early on w/ cishet men but when it came to queer men it was #much more confusing (esp w/ nto knowing Any lesbians at that point in my life). im so happy im a lesbian tbh #i have a lot of issues w/ the racism fatphobia and transmisogyny present in lesbian groups #and also coming out as a lesbian really truly saved my life. before i met my wife i was quite literally in a 3yr abusive relationship that #definitely would have died in if i hadnt realzied i was a lesbian and ran from him #its also weird seeing liek the hard evidence of the things that happened to me btween 2016-2020 tbh #cause that was such a bad time of my life. i truly dont know how i survived it but im so glad i did #like the three major relationships in my life b4 meeting my wife was: guy who was in college when i was in HS who stalked me when i left;#guy who was a year younger than me who cheated on me the entire time while telling me he was being victimized (he wasnt; this was very mess #guy who saw the very messy toxic ldr i was in and helped me dump my ex then decided that meant we were in a relationship [insert 3 yrs here #and admittedly all 3 years with him werent the same level of abusive but it was definitely unhealthy from the start considering I Didnt Kno #we were together until he wanted to celebrate vday and got mad i didnt know our anniversary - and like this isnt including the other stuff #that happened between those Relatonships[tm] (cause ive never been monogamous; these were just the Major Relationships)#like i genuinely think if i hadnt come out i'd be dead rn given just how dangerous my relationships were/continued getting #i am also so tired now that ive seen all this cause like. fuck i can barely believe it and i not only lived it but have PTSD about it #i should write about my life sometime. i feel like it'd be cathartic to try and make a tangible timeline and stories from the years ang stu #anyway yeah. be nice about the tag rambles. dont message me with pity or curiosity or anything about this. i dont usually talk abt this stu #publicly bc i hate the ways ppl start tryign to baby me when they realize my life has been extremely fucked up until only a few years ago #n im still working on accepting kindness from others bc of [insert life traumas here] but its a long process so pls respect my need for jus #being heard rn w/o too much pressure< 3 (but ig if u do read this can u like it cause i feel a little crazy seeing all the evidence of the #stuff i experienced now also cause fuck ik logically it was but also i cant believe it was all real still yk)

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shima-draws · 1 year ago

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Currently feel like I’ve been hit by a truck, hope you all are faring better than me lol

#Bro I was so. SO fucking sick last night #It was legitimately awful. Like there was a point where I thought ��dying would be better than this’#I can’t remember the last time I’ve been this sick #Emetophobia tw ahead—#But yeah I was throwing up like all night #And it was freezing inside the house so I was having like. MAJOR chills #I probably also had a fever at the time too fjdnndn #My body is so sore and achy it really does feel like I’ve been hit by a car #Just the combo of being in pain + being nauseous + having severe chills #And you know that feeling right before you throw up where you get the shivers so bad. IT WAS THE WORST. THE WORST!!!!!#I actually had to lie on my back for most of the night bc that helped curb the nausea a little #But ooough. The torture ladies and gents.#I still feel like shit but not nearly as bad as last night #Nausea’s gone now (thank GOD)#Hey do not get sick 0/10 do not recommend ever.#Shima speaks #Help I’m so achy and tired and sore and I just wanna sleep. My body will not let me tho 😭

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the-shy-lonely-weirdo · 1 year ago

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Broken Duck

Does anyone remember this early web show? Just me? Okay…

#duckvember #crack duck #Crack-duck #web series #web cartoon #Honestly this show was pretty ahead of its time in a lot of ways #Especially with media nowadays having a major hard on for super depressed cartoon characters #and with adult shows branching out more #it’s a shame the creator passed #I feel like it would have a better chance of being more popular nowadays

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varjopeura · 2 months ago

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#oh hey i just caught myself harboring Unnecessary Nightmare Scenarios #that last post made me think about how the only thing stopping me from getting another dog is money #like i could afford having a friend for savu. it would be no problem #BUT in a situation where i lost my partner and had to provide for the dogs by myself and they'd both get sick i'd be in deep trouble #which has sounded like a completely rational thing to be aware of. a completely valid reason for not getting another dog #except that is quite a few things that need to go wrong before the deep trouble would actually hit #and is that really the way i want to live my life? waiting for this relationship to end? accepting that eventually i will be left alone?#that my current life is nothing but a brief respite from a continuous struggle with both finances and illness? a glitch that will soon pass #it actually doesn't sound valid at all when i write it out like this #i have a partner who brings another stable paycheck into this household. i have no reason to believe this would change anytime soon #i have a wonderful dog that would probably benefit from having a friend #shelties are not super prone to any major lifelong diseases or such so it's unlikely the new dog would need constant expensive treatments #i think this thought pattern got a hold of me when savu got sick last spring #it was scary and unpleasant and i still feel raw around the edges after experiencing all of it #(the dog is fine by the way! definitely better these days and i'm super happy we got the surgery. we have many good years ahead of us still #but like. i'd like if my brain accepted 'this summer was scary and i'm not sure if i'm ready to possibly experience it with another dog'#instead of feeding me lies about a future where i'm all alone and desperately poor #but hey i've never caught this one before! now i know this thought pattern exists and can do something about it #sussitalk

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skrunksthatwunk · 20 days ago

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just finished the original devilman manga. wuh!!

#genuinely one of the most batshit narrative structures i can think of #major major spoilers ahead im serious #monster of the week for like 2.9 volumes and then HARD pivot to literal actual armageddon #tbf my exposure is limited to a couple of crybaby watchthrough and the funny ova. yk the one #but only the first one 💀 idk why i didnt watch the second #the characterization differences between this and crybaby are really stark and thats been one of the things absently poking my brain #like really really stark #anyway what a time. im sure its depiction of humanity's self destruction is no longer relevant :)#and the ending always gets me but that final panel is SO FUCKING GOOD #raagghhhh #RAAAAAAAAA #i love the monster designs tbh. he got gnarly witg it in a really distinctive way #admittedly my experience w 70s (and prior) manga is super limited but at the very least the art feels unique to ME #and while my impression of the devilman manga was largely informed by yhat one post about everybody's expressions being wildly off #from their emotions but that's literally just a problem with ryo which means that shit's a character choice. which i love #how could i hate him just look. swagless #the scanlation i was reading did Not do the satan in love with akira reveal justice btw #it's like you ruined everything by fallin in love w akira and satan's like cam you blame me? im a hemaphrodite GIRL YOU CAN'T SAY THAT AND #ALSO WHAT???? WHAT???????#intersex people are famously prone to falling in love with akira fudo alias devilman. i guess??#i keep trying to figure out the logic but it's all bad. oh also ryo's logic in the beginning is kind of circular and dumb #it happened a couple more times but the guy was just raving. just saying shit. that he kind of made real ehich is extremely funny btw #omg manifesting!!!#ALSO I DID NOT KNOW THERE WAS SO MUCH DEVILMAN CONTENT????#i looked at the wiki trying to figure out the series order and like #in 1972 go started devilman and also in 1972 there was an anime adaptation and TWO SEPARATE MANGA ADAPTATIONS of the anime #the people were fucking insatiably lusting after devilman #dvilman lady and violence jack are extremely funny names to me btw #like 16 entries in looking at violence jack: evil town was just too much to me jfhsjsksh. violence georg #ANYWAY. good shit. poor akira as always. poor satan. they reinvented doomed yaoi or whatevr. poor boyos. etc

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classical-vanity · 21 days ago

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Do you want to discuss the opinions you have on Romania or at least post them?

Sure, didn’t think anyone would care tbh:)))

I don’t have any positive ones, I feel like this is a very frustrating situation and I guess a wake up call for me too, I suppose I was in a bubble and it was so much smaller than I ever could have imagined. Obviously I am not happy to have all the extremist parties in the parliament, all the ultra conservatives and nationalists, I think that will prove to be very detrimental to us in the long run.

When it comes to the presidential elections I feel like I am going insane a bit because Georgescu is just consistently saying the most outlandish, factually incorrect and downright insane stuff (his wife too). And he still gets so much support. I don’t understand how a pro-Russian, anti-EU, anti-NATO candidate is so popular. I don’t think people are thinking it through when it comes to him.

I understand that the president isn’t as important to us compared to other countries and he mostly is there for external relations. However I am very scared that we will end up with a similar situation to brexit if this dude does end up getting elected. Realistically, our country won’t survive that economically.

Also, people who immigrated to the west screwing us over big time. I find that very frustrating since they’re not the ones who’ll deal with the consequences directly, they’re just making it worse for us who are still here. I am genuinely surprised and concerned about all of the results in general. I get it that the situation has been bad and it has radicalized a lot of people. However, I do find it so alarming that they do not seem to realize the gravity of this situation. It hasn’t even been that long since the revolution and it’s like everyone forgot.

#and his supporters keep saying they don’t want to see 2 men holding hands on the streets #as if our other candidate isn’t just as anti-lgbt and anti-abortion as he is #granted she’s probably not as extremist as this dude #I do genuinely hope we will not have that man as a president #I do think that will fuck us over so much #i understand we had no actual good options but so many people went ahead and voted for the worst one ?????#like so many things feel so clear to me and they aren’t to a majority and it’s like so concerning

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antigonescholar · 4 months ago

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adjusting to not having Suchinder to spend my entire day with at school is going poorly

#i hate law students everyone here is so full of shit #absolutely cursed that the only person i've met here that i was 100% compatible with graduated a year ahead of me #i am in such a state of annoyance....like why are we all talking about our GPAs & class ranks. we're grown adults #simply nobody asked #im trying not to be too harsh on the 1L students because i know the pressure is higher for them than it is for me #and everything feels much deeper in 1L than it does in 3L #but like why are you introducing yourself as a great litigator. you're not a lawyer lmfao #not every interaction is a networking event im gonna go crazyyyy #texting suchinder on my free time about it and he is NOT helping he just keeps talking about Ted Lasso #he doesnt start his official job until november so he is giving major unemployed friend vibes #good for me tho. because now i can text him all day like a loser instead of making a new friend irl

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icterid-rubus · 1 year ago

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I really liked my outfit today but after driving eight straight hours I’m too tired to go out and show it off while I eat. So I’m making you guys look at it instead lol

Bonus, I brought my elve slippers for maximum vacationing

#sweaters on sweaters. got a heavyweight cotton turtleneck and I put my modified plotülopi cardi over it.#it’s way too warm but I feel like a hip young professional especially with my new short hair lol #seeing a lot of turtlenecks tucked into boyfriend jeans here. maybe for once I’m ahead of a trend #we’re staying in an apartment Airbnb in a major city and it’s hell I don’t get the appeal #it’s like all the hell of living in a major city (crowded noisy) with none of the normal hotel amenities (easy to get into. clean the room)

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majorproblems77 · 9 months ago

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You think my rotating blorbos could just help me with this assignment? Rather than distracting me from it?

Like for real, Sky Flies, he can help me with space-related stuff, right?

if you can't tell, I am having a wonderful time with this assignment

#sky my blorbo #beloved blorbo #please #just hold onto the graph while i write about it #ramble corner with major #if you cant tell i am having a wonderful time #sigh #maybe im tired? idk #its been a week of doing this with minimal sleep #and another week ahead #vent #?#maybe?#tw vent #just incase #feel free to ignore me ngl im just rambling #ill delete this later #delete later

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angorwhosebabyisthis · 10 months ago

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realized ricky is not only canonically polyam, but rep for polyam survivors who are abused for being poly, and i am having a lot of feelings about that which i plan to write up a post about but also wow in hindsight it put some shit from an abusive ex-friend into perspective.

#whosebaby talks #SDMItag #abuse cw #polyphobia cw #there is just. still a lot that i am unpacking about how deeply abusive her muses were in ~healthy relationships~ with mine #which was really fucked up to put me through by itself but was also *deeply* telling about our friendship in general #a major aspect being how she constantly went back and forth between being very clear that she was repulsed and disgusted by my queerness #and pretending she never said that; while playing olympic-level gymnastics for any possible bullshit alternate explanation she could find #and i'm just like. in hindsight it has become deeply cathartic to write/engage with stories where the polyphobic abuser #is openly and intentionally and maliciously abusive; and framed as such #after the relentless gaslighting and queerphobia of ~healthy OTP relationship~ where a poly muse i had put a lot of myself into #brought up the subject of whether his partner would be alright with him pursuing a relationship over feelings he was Just Starting to Have #and wanted to get ahead of things and ask the moment it became relevant; specifically because he knew the partner had jealousy issues #and the poly person Absolutely Fucking Daring to Have Even the Beginnings of a Crush at All Without His Permission #sent the partner into a massive wailing nauseous spiraling self-harming world-ending inconsolable breakdown #and going practically catatonic with jealousy and ~pain and betrayal~#and the ~healthy resolution~ was the poly muse apologizing profusely for it; comforting him; and promising it would never ever happen again #'he has BPD and jealousy issues and it hurts him sooooo so bad 🥺' i hope otto cheats on him with ten people and then dumps his ass #BPD doesn't make you abusive or polyphobic even if you're mono #and it's so fucking gross that her non-BPD-having ass used pwBPD as an excuse for passionately hating poly people #but yeah there was just. so so much more horrible shit along those lines just In General with those characters alone #and it was constantly dressed up in a veneer of ~healthy relationships uwu~ and in hindsight that's another reason #i have such an extremely strong reaction to 'no see this dynamic is good and home-grown organic wholesome and healthy uwu'#'[most abusive/bigoted/etc shit you have ever seen in your life]'#and why it is honestly such a fucking relief to be able to engage with a dynamic where the abuse is mask-off and openly Intended to Harm #just call me a slur and get it over with etc #anyway it's just. a Lot.#that person was a fucking nightmare and writing with them was a fucking nightmare #last i heard they were part of that fandom's resident anti crowd and mocking/harassing disabled people for dietary limitations lol #and i'm glad they're out of my life and that apparently i've got enough distance from them to be comfortable processing it through fiction

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andyouknowitis · 2 years ago

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The Show is 30 minutes 38 seconds of the pure pain, despair, and joy, of holding a mirror up to yourself and living.

#i needed this more than i knew in my life right now #thank you niall for breathing words and melody into this feeling #irish pride #the show #i just started therapy for a major trauma #and i know i have a tough road ahead #but i am all goosebumps and tears #i think this will be my therapy soundtrack

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rouge-the-bat · 1 year ago

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*this would mean finishing the ending twice at separate times

#no guarantee if ill follow the majority votes in the end but im conflicted rn n maybe this could convince me in a direction #tho im also impatiently trying to figure out what i wanna do rn so if this doesnt really get votes soon i may just decide on my own anyways #LMAO #can you see that i have executive dysfunction #i wanted to keep playing okami and beat the game n collect shit later until i got to this 😭#i wanna continue but i dont wanna have to go thru the ending a second time after collecting everything...#but i also dont really feel like going on a collection hunt rn...#and i wanted to start persona 5 royal after i beat okami so im like. fuck should i just go ahead n pick that up JGJDJFJDJ #im so !!!! indecisive !!!!#tfw choice paralysis when theres only 3 choices

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inkykeiji · 1 year ago

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I mean Choso is mad ethereal and attractive ^^

OKAY THIS I AGREEEEEEE WITH and he is also soooo Big Brother <33333 like i love that his personality is just Big Brother LMAO <3 i didn't find him attractive until i saw him animated, but then i was like holy fuck he’s pretty!!!!!

#i just;;;; u all know i have a Thing for big brothers <333 #i feel like the majority of fic-cest tumblr has accepted choso as their new big brother #which makes me giggle i love it so much #anyway YES he's super super cute #v sexy #v pretty #wanna touch his hair #n play with it!!!#thanks for ur input anon! <3 #have a wonderful week ahead n stay safe!!#inky.bb #clari gets mail

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