#MY MAN FUJII KAZE

[silentgrim]

in my fujii kaze stan phase 🧎‍♀️

[thegreatestunknown]

藤井風 / FUJII KAZE ★ Feelin' Go(o)d dir. MESS

[nineof-hearts]

man the fujii kaze brainrot is so real

[surprisebitch]

obsessed with this cover

[yuujispinkhair]

Shinunoga E-wa 

Pairing: Jing Yuan x Reader (gender-neutral) Genre: fluff Word Count: 800 Warnings: None, just some pining because Jing Yuan misses you while you are on a mission :) All characters are of age. My blog is 18+. Minors don't interact. -> This is part of my Blog Anniversary Event (closed). @jingyuansbird requested the song Shinunoga E-wa by Fujii Kaze.

"If that is all, I want to close this meeting now."

Jing Yuan lets his golden eyes travel over the small group listening to him. It's not that he doesn't want to do his job. It's not that he is tired of the responsibility. But right now, all the general wants is to go home and wait for the call he knows will soon try to reach him.

The call from you.

He longs to hear your voice, longs to tell you about his day, and ask you about yours. He longs to whisper a tender "I love you" and hear you return it.

He has been missing you for the last few weeks since you left for a mission on another planet. And as much as he can mask his feelings during the day, they are always there under the surface, always haunting his every minute, filling his heart with longing. He wishes he could go home to you and take you in his arms.

But since that isn't possible at the moment, he at least needs to talk to you. He needs the company your telephone calls provide. The comfort of hearing his beloved's voice.

Jing Yuan is a man who is willing to sacrifice a lot. His time, his strength, his effort. It's natural for a man in his position. But he thinks he only truly learned what sacrifices he would be willing to make when he met you.

What wouldn't he give to see you right now? To be able to see your smile and reach out a calloused hand to cup your cheek. What wouldn't he give to wrap you in his arms and hug you to his tall, muscular body, protecting you from the rest of the world, claiming you as his alone. He would sacrifice all he has just to be with you right now.

Of course, he can see your face and hear your laugh via electronic devices, but it's not the same.

He smiles a bit to himself as he strides towards his house. Usually, he isn't one for the big dramatic gestures. His calmness often gets taken for indifference. But that is far from the truth. At least when it comes to you, his darling, his love, his everything. And in his mind, he is being quite dramatic right now. He is pretty sure he would die if he had to be separated from you forever.

But to his luck, he knows you'll return to him soon. And then he can finally hold you in his arms again, kiss you, and tell you in person that he loves you and wants you to be his last. His forever.

His phone rings the moment he enters his home. A home that doesn't feel so much like home at the moment when you aren't living here too. When your scent doesn't linger on the pillows. When your laughter doesn't echo off the walls.

He takes the call and greets you with a smile in his low voice,

"Good evening, my love. Or rather, good morning where you are."

His chest feels warm when he hears your reply, and he feels some of the tension leave his body as he slumps against the fridge and tells you everything that happened today. The corners of his lips are lifted in a gentle smile during the whole call. When he closes his eyes, he can almost pretend you are here in the room with him, as you should be.

"I miss you. I can't wait to see you."

The longing is evident in his voice. And the same emotions carry to his ears when you tell him you miss him too.

But he tries to hold back, tries not to burden you too much with his longing, so you won't feel too bad about taking on this mission. So you will be able to have a clear head and finish it quickly.

He doesn't say it out loud, but the same thought keeps repeating in his mind:

Don't ever leave me again. Please always stay by my side. I need you. My heart is so heavy when you are away.

But he suspects you can hear it in his voice anyway. And when you are back home, he will present you with a job offer that lets you stay by his side all the time. He hopes you will accept it because he doesn't think he can endure being separated from you ever again.

Aww writing this made me smile so much!! I can imagine him being so calm on the surface but missing you so much on the inside 💗Thank you so much for participating in my event 💗💗 I hope you liked this little story!!

Comments and reblogs would be very sweet.

[achy-boo]

Royally Awkward

Summary: Being Socially Awkward is not a pleasant thing to have thus making it hard to make new friends but when the ball comes, you have meet someone who accepted you regardless of your flaws

Character: Gepard Landau

Fandom: Honkai: Star Rail

Word Count: 3.4k

Gn!Reader with you/your pronouns

Warnings: A bit of angst, fluff, Gepard is a shy gentleman, Reader is trying to talk and have small trust issues, mentions insecurities and trauma, mentions of being lonely at every ball, happy ending because ya deserve it, wholesome, talk of each other, being called child by your parents

Recommended Listen to: Scars to Your Beautiful by Alessia Clark + Shinunoga E-Wa by Fujii Kaze

Being a child of a royal family with no social skills sucks.

As a son/daughter of the royal family, people think you will have social skills right? Well, not really. You were as the noblemen and women called you, a weird type of a royal child. Your social skills issues are the main reason for your trauma involving your ex friend and the reason why you were so lonely at balls. People tend to avoid you because of it as they claim that you are too boring to talk. But your mother and father are supportive yes but at this point, you really blamed it on your ex-friend. “My child, we are having another ball tonight.” Your mother spoke to you through the door. Your parents host balls every few years which is honestly surprising since the royal families you see are nothing but party animals. As a little child, you used to hate it to the bone but you grew out of it growing up. After a moment of silence, you spoke in a soft tone that anyone will miss at first. “Yes mother. Should I get ready?” Your mother is shocked but she giggles. “No, dear. You have plenty of time until the ball. So there is no need to rush.” Your mother then walked away from your bedroom door as you waited until the footsteps had faded. You stroll from behind a divider from your seating spot and the door to your bedroom door. You take a glance towards your divider for a bit. The combination of dark blue, black and gold is a good mixture but you can not help but hate it since it reminds you of how your trauma affected your skills of speaking with others. 

Meanwhile, you had to take your eyes off your divider to start the normal boring day as a royal son/daughter. You read, drink tea, take walks in the garden. It is honestly so..unexciting and plain. Due to you not having friends and your social skills, you felt crying in anger and went after your so-called friend who traumatized you. But you let it go as they are dead to you. Now you spoke so polite and formal to your parents and head maid but to others? You were so silent and you have that uninterested look on your face that makes it hard for you to trust others. You later shake your head and take a stroll to your room as the ball starts somewhere late in the afternoon, you need to be ready and probably find someone to talk to or..even connect with. You always hated getting dressed by other people instead of your maids but you suck it up and get on with it. “Child.” Your mother called out to you, wearing her best dress for this ball. “The Landau Family will be coming to this ball.” She looks at you in concern as she had seen this look before: that blank expression that drives others away..but she can’t blame you. “Will you,” she hesitated to finish her question. “Be alright for this ball?” You can look at your mother with a soft expression. “I..I do not know but..we will see mother.” Your mother nodded her head, not bothered to say anymore. “Of course, child. Come. Your father is waiting for us at the entrance of the ball.”

‘This ball..is intriguing.’ You think to yourself as you stand near the window from the crowds of noblemen and women. ‘They are avoiding me as always.’ You sighed before you caught a glimpse of someone advancing towards you. Your eyes slowly widen in shock at the beauty of this man in front of you. Blond hair that reaches his neck, blue eyes that makes you want to get lost in them. “Excuse me, sir/ma’am. I can not help but notice that you are standing here alone. May I ask what is wrong? If you want to, of course.” He spoke to you in that polite tone that makes your heart flutter. You felt nervous to talk to him but you knew that you had to speak. ‘You cannot keep being quiet forever, [name].’ You thought to yourself. ‘You had to speak.’ You looked up at the gentleman in front of you and spoke. “I do not feel comfortable talking about it.” You immediately feel eyes all turn towards you as if they haven’t heard you speak at all. The gentleman only nodded his head. “I understand. My name is Gepard Landau, son of the Landau family.” The gentleman now named Gepard introduced himself to you. “[First name] [last name]. You have heard of my family so I have no need to say anything more.” You spoke as you tried to see any ill-intentions from Gepard but you were shocked as there is none. “This ball bores me..can we take a walk to the garden and talk there?” You asked Gepard, nervous for this as this is your first actually talking to someone yet you felt excited because you want to get to know him first. 

To say that you were surprised that Gepard accepted your offer is understatement. You are expecting him to reject your offer but instead he did an exact opposite. You and Gepard were walking in the garden in awkward yet peaceful silence but you had no idea what to talk to him about. But you decided to ask him this question. “Have you heard rumors about me?” Gepard takes a glance at you from the corner of his eyes. “Yes I have. But those rumors are unnecessary. I do not like rumors nor support them. Whoever spreads them has not taken the time to get to know you.” He spoke with his heavenly voice that makes your heart want to run in a marathon. ‘His voice…is pleasant to listen to. His voice is like a melody being played over a crowd of unpleasantries. A melody..that is so foreign to me but sounds so..heavenly.’ You think to yourself as you look at Gepard. “Nobody..don’t want to get along with me due to my lack of social skills and trust issues.” You were correct. You have a hard time working with others and you never get social cues plus you had said words that never meant to hurt anyone but how you said proves otherwise. You were pretty much a weird one in the noble’s eyes. You hate it. You hate it so much that you just want to scream, to shout in pure anger but you do not want to disappoint your parents with your emotions as your trauma is enough trouble for them.

You and Gepard hang out even after the ball and he was patient with your lack of social skills but he witnessed that you are trying to get better social skills and this man teaches you every single time you two hang out. “[Name],” Gepard called out to you when you were reading a book. “Would you like to come with me to the garden?” You take your eyes from your book as you are confused. “May I ask for what?” Gepard just smiled and you just felt screaming into the pillow of how cute Gepard is when he smiles like that however you brush those foolish thoughts off into a deep part of your mind as you stand from your chair. “If you are willing to get to know me, Gepard,” you turn to face him. “Be prepared for it.” You give Gepard a nod with a smirk on your face. 

Gepard was not prepared to learn more about you even after the ball days ago. He had heard rumors of a son/daughter of a royal family who is so cold that nobody wants to befriend them. The man is suspicious of many things but he is not the type to jump into actions without proper thinking. So he takes the chance to see this ‘cold weirdo pest’ that he heard from so many people. But when he got to the ball, his eyes landed on you from the other side of the ball. In his eyes, you are beautiful. Social skills or not. There are a lot of ways to get to know someone but he wanted to make sure that you are comfortable with him first. He noticed that your eyes observed him closer for any ill-intentions but when you found out that he did not have any of it. You were a bit hesitant to show the carefree and extrovert side that you were so careful to hide from others. But Gepard was very patient with you, he knows what it feels to not trust others due to the tricks of hiding one’s own intentions but he never left your side. 

Your mother and father were surprised at the sight of you and Gepard hanging out more often but they were so happy that your mother had to hide her tears from being seen by other servants. Your father, who was known as a cold and stern man in the public eye, is smiling so warmly that his child has found someone who never abandoned you due to your flaws. Gepard was often questioned by your father without your knowledge. “You have been hanging out with my son/daughter lately, yes?” Gepard took his eyes from his tea to face your father in surprise and nodded, confirming it. “Yes sir. I have been hanging out with your child.” Your father only hummed and took a sip of his tea. “I see. Now, you know that they have flaws that the other noblemen and women find rude or un-noble like.” He stared at Gepard with a stern look on his face. “I would like to ask you two questions. What do you think of my child and would you be their side even in their darkest moments?”

Gepard was taken aback by the questions of your fathers but he knew to be honest about his words as lies can hurt anyone no matter how innocent it seems. Lying is lying and he never likes lying his words to anyone. “Your child..is wonderful. They are so careful with their words and actions..they take my teachings of social cues to heart. They were..such an angel in this cruel society where you had to pretend that you are fine. For that second question.” Gepard took a minute to think. You were perfect in his eyes even with your flaws and..he can’t imagine a life without you. “I would be their side..even in their darkest moments. All I see..” the blond haired man closed his eyes. “Is a beautiful person..with flaws that make me smile in glee. They are truly a sight to see and I love hanging out with them.” Your father was oddly silent, closing his eyes for what seems like years but then he spoke. “You are the first one…who accepts my son/daughter for who they are. Their flaws..their trauma that vile fiend that once their friend put into their soul.” He opened his eyes. “All I ever wanted to see my son/daughter smile so carelessly when there is nothing to do. I want them to see that even when there is darkness, there is also light. Thank you for making them truly happy.”

Meanwhile at the garden stood you and your mother as it was time for a private walk and talk while you are hella nervous since it is your mother, who was known for her strict and cold nature in the public eye but you know deep down..she and your father shows you that they care for you in many ways without invading your personal sanctuary which is your own bedroom. “Mother..what do you want to talk about?” You ask your mother who is carrying an umbrella over her head. She glances at you from the corner of her eyes and smiles lightly. “A little birdie told me that you and Gepard have been spending time together lately. It is very rare to see you so happy after.” She didn’t say anything about that incident but you knew that her and your father do not like to talk about that day as it will only anger them. “So, my child.” She spoke after a moment of silence. “What about Gepard makes you so happy?” 

You were waiting for this moment to tell your mother how you feel about Gepard. “Mother. He is so handsome. His voice is so welcome to listen to even when he and I are sitting near the ocean or the town’s fountain. He is such a gentleman as he never lets me do anything while he is around. He even defended me from others..he always told me that I do not have to change to please others. His blonde hair is so silky to the touch and his eyes. Such blue eyes..that I feel myself drowning in them just staring in them. He is such a sweetheart and he has that adorable smile that makes my heart scream out in pure cuteness overload.” Your mother laughs softly at this. “It seems that you have feelings for Gepard, no?” You felt embarrassed that your mother out of all the people in your palace household have caught your feelings for the gentleman prince of the Landau Family, Gepard Landau. “I..” You look at your feet, flustered and shy at the same time. “Yes..Yes I do. But will he accept my feelings?” Your mother’s eyes soften to see your expression. 

“Well, think about it. What did Gepard’s actions show you whenever you two hangout?” Your mother asks you, trying to make you see based on actions. That question makes you think back all the times you and Gepard hang out from your households. You notice that Gepard’s eyes is always on you. The way he holds your hand even in crowded areas in a gentle manner as if he doesn't want to hurt you. The way his smile turns warm and lovingly whenever you see something you like or how you awed at something cute. How Gepard stood in front of you to protect you from harm and even defended you by saying words that made you see the light again. But the last thing that makes you blush a deep shade of red is: the meaning behind his words and actions. He always told you to never change to please others means you are unique so do not change anything about yourself. The red rose he always has with him..the meaning of a red rose means passion and a red rose is a gift primarily given by a love interest, symbolizing a martial or romantic relationship.

“He..”You were silent as your mother hugged you in a motherly hug. “My beautiful child..you deserve to be happy. Gepard makes you feel wonderful and special in his eyes. As long as he treats you right, your father and I accept him with open arms.” You heard your mother’s voice begin to tremble as you realized that she was crying. “You deserve happiness and love..and you two..will be the most beautiful couple ever. All we wanted..to see that carefree smile on your face and be clouded by the trauma that haunted you.” Your eyes slowly widen in shock without realizing that you were crying. You always wanted to cry to your mother like old times when you held her while crying as a traumatic little kid and now..you felt relief when you finally cried in your mother’s arms. You let out all your pain as she comforts you while crying too as nobody is around to see you two crying. Your father just watches the scene from his office window alone, smiling and also crying as well. The old man felt his heart filled with warmth as if he saw the small little carefree menace that is his son/daughter hidden deep within you. “Gepard Landau..you have my permission to date my son/daughter as you show them..that you love them..for who they are.”

Gepard sneezed a bit when he got back home in the Landau Household when he felt like someone was talking about him. He then smiles to himself as he thinks about you. You have been the love of his life, his sunshine, his wounded angel..his crush. He thinks about confessing his love to you and all the possibilities it will have. He does not want to let you go, not when he feels his heart race around you like crazy. He wanted you to be his lover and later decided to confess his feelings to you tomorrow as he had one chance to do this..or everything will crumble down around him. The next day, you were sipping tea while eating the remains of your sweets when your personal maid knocked on the door to your room. “Come on in, Melissa.” You spoke as Melissa walk in with a silver letter tray with a single envelope. 

“Good morning,sir/Lady [name]. You have a letter.” She spoke to you in a warm voice. “It is from the Landau Family son.” She watch in amusement as you quickly snatch the letter from the tray and read it. “He invited me to come to his family garden alone.” Your eyes soften in warmth and love. “Wear the best suit/dress and brings a red rose.” Melissa squeals when she knows the meaning of the letter but she doesn't say anything when you ask her what it means. “Come on, my sir/lady. We have to get you ready to meet His highness Gepard Landau.” You only sighed as you went through the process of getting dress for a private meeting with the man of your dreams. You wear the suit/dress of your two favorite colors and in your hand is a red rose, freshly picked from the garden of red roses near your bedroom window. Melisaa basically gently dragged you to your ride which is your family’s carriage. “Have fun there, my sir/lady!” Melissa smile at you when you are being help up in the carriage. “Why is she so happy about?” You asked yourself but you felt something good will happen. 

When you arrived at the Landau Household, you were greeted with Gepard’s knight who led you to the garden. The garden is beautiful with all kinds of flowers and decorations of the bushes, shrubs and hedges. The status, the small lake/pond and bridge is a perfect mix in your eyes but your eyes also caught something else. The tall hedges have red roses in them and it slowly fades to the bridge of flowers with its petals falling gracefully to the ground. “[name].” You peeked up at the sound of Gepard’s mesmerizing voice and you turned your head to face him but..you felt your breath hitched. He looks so breathtaking with his blue and white suit, one of his hair is pushed back, letting the rest stay normal, however the look in his blue eyes is filled with love and affection and he also has a red rose in his hand. You stroll closer to Gepard, hands sweating with your felt your mind grew blank thanks to Gepard’s handsomeness.

“My rose.” Gepard speaks first. “When I first laid my eyes on you at the night of the ball, you took my breath away. It took time for you to get used to me..but trust me when I say this. A life without you is so..dull..so..colorless that aches my heart. I always think about you every day. You never left my mind and I will admit..you are a beautiful distraction from my daily life.” He place his hand on your cheek. “You are my everything..my world.. My heart. I can’t trust anyone that doesn’t absolutely love you...like I do.” He smile at you warmly. “Please..let me be your star..your light in this cruel as life feels empty when I’m not around you. I love you..” Gepard whispered those last words to you. Those three beautiful words makes you replied back with teary eyes filled with happiness. “I..love you too, my Gepard.” With that, you two shared a kiss that finally felt right. You were happy, Gepard is happy, your parents and maid are happy for you. ‘Thank you..for giving me this man..who shows me true love.’ You two pulled away to stared into each other’s eyes before slowly leaning in to kiss again.

True Love does exist all we need to wait for that Mr/Mrs. Right to appear.

achy-boo Please do not copy, plagiarize, or heavily imitate my work nor ideas. All rights reserved

[cordiallyfuturedwight]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIN YOONGI!!!!!! (cr. 0613data) songs that remind me of yoongi (listen on spotify!) grounds for divorce - elbow // iii. telegraph ave. - childish gambino // no effort - princess nokia // love drought - beyoncé // sayonara baby - fujii kaze // let's make a mistake tonight - tennis // wouldn't it be nice - the beach boys // tangerine - glass animals // champagne coast - blood orange // texas man - the chicks // channel orange in your living room - charlie burg // music is my hot, hot sex - css // summer nights - hazel english & more!!

[babiebom]

Two songs I think would describe my relationship with each doctor (nuwho)

A/N: i clicked on a video expecting chaotic doctor who TikTok’s but instead got edits and now all I can think about is what song would play if someone made an edit of me and the doctor. These headcanons are very self indulgent lmao so maybe read at your own risk(nothing too scandalous lmao)

Tw: some cursing maybe, the genre is really sorta fluffy and angsty so idk what to put as a trigger warning idk.

Bc: at least 4 for each 1 for each song and 1 explanation for each of those songs

Doctor who Masterlist

Nine

Until I Found You-Stephen Sanchez and Em Beihold

Okay for this song it’s just if he had never met Rose and I was in her place. Because I do think that whoever he meets at this time(if he likes them) will change how he views everything like she did. Like he needed somebody in this point in time to show him how wonderful the universe could be again after he had lost everything. This song gives those vibes

Snowman- Sia

This is because he’s a sad sad angry man and like, I don’t want him to be sad. This entire song is just me and my sad bf I don’t want him to be sad but no matter what it’s him and me because who else is there?

Ten

Stay With Me- Miki Matsubara

If you read the English lyrics the song is Sadge and I think it fits what I think would be my vibe with him. He will never admit if he has feelings for me(prolly not lmao) and this is just him being like love and affection are different things and i have affection for you. And like just wanting to stay in the moment if not having to be upset because of feelings or anything, just want everything to be good so I can hold on to the good moments.

Heather- Conan Gray

Okay so I’m going with my own AU of me just being the companion of each doctor and like maybe stuff happening in between? I think at this point, the doctor wouldn’t really either admit if he does or doesn’t have feelings for me and ends up falling for someone else while we travel. Like maybe the Family of Blood happens or something in this universe and I get Martha-ed(she’s the loml and I’ll never forgive the show for doing her dirty) by him. This is just me being angsty.

Eleven

My Love Mine All Mine-Mitski

Literally just how i feel about him. I’m the only companion and the only one he ever sails off with, he’s mine all mine in a way. I love him, and even if the song is talking about requited love, mine is probably delulu and this is me being all head over heels prolly

Honey-Kehlani

Again a sappy song. Out of everyone else in the entire universe he somehow chose me to travel with him, because of him I finally found what I wanted to do with my life (be with him) cute cute cute but also delulu

Twelve

Shinuoga E-Wa -Fujii Kaze

If we’re going based off canon things, the doctor was kinda insecure about this new face(because it’s older? I’m going off of what lizard lady was talking about to Clara) and this is just me being like I really don’t care what you look like I’d rather die than be without you

A Thousand Years- Christina Perri

Like the last song this is literally me being like YOURE STILL ATTRACTIVE MY FEELINGS HAVENT CHANGED PLS :)

Thirteen

Take Me to Church- Hozier

I feel like out of these doctors that thirteen was more so of like…I’m keeping all of my personal information personal? Idk like the others knew more about the doctor than the fam knew? At least before their last season. So I feel like at this point she would be lying about a bunch of shit and I’d be like “okay :) I’ll believe everything you’re saying even though I know for a fact your bullshitting me rn”

Love Story- Indila

This is more so the second verse. Me being like “lmao I’m never leaving you” and her being like “I’m literally being an asshole and I forgot how to love” and me being like “idc I’ll literally fight for you. If you ignore me I’ll just offer you my life” kinda insane but also like an undying love sorta thing

Fourteen is the same as ten but less angsty :)

Fifteen

Best Friend-Doja Cat and Saweetie

Atp I think that our relationship probably would’ve evolved to a couple that has been together for a million years but instead of being tired of each other were more like best friends to the point where everyone thinks everything has always been platonic. Fifteen is a bad bitch I love him <3

I Will Always Love You- Whitney Houston

Because fifteen is still hella angsty. He’s acting like the therapy worked but it just helped him deal with everything probably. He needs to remember that no matter what I’ll always love him.

[fischlslays]

omg hi Harper! <3

so i saw that the requests are open:

can you do some Sanemi and Giyu alphabets??

thx!!!

Giyuu and Sanemi SFW Alphabets:

Pairings:Giyu × Reader, Sanemi × Reader

WARNINGS:None :)

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Listen to these:

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Friendly Reminder: This is a request :) Also, I'm really happy that they asked! @whateverbitchguys (I think they deleted their account)

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Another Friendly Reminder:

☆You look hot today

☆Your crush likes you back

☆You slay

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Enjoy! :)

Tomioka Giyu:

A- Affection (showing love):

At first it will be Awkward, but he is working on it, he will buy you gifts, and then slowly becomes touchy, like he will hug, kiss, and whatever.

B- Best (best moments with you):

The best moment he had with you was when you asked him out, he became a blushing mess, which is a rare sight, and when he said yes, the way you jumped into him>>>> And the time you first cooked for him was amazing, you almost became his full time cook- he might send his crow over to ask you for your cooking (he did).

C- Cuddles (cuddling positions that won his heart):

D- Dates (where he would take you for a first date):

He would take you near a pond, which makes sense since he is the Water Pillar. It calms him down, the sound of water is perfect, and the sight of you sitting on his lap feels like heaven. He might think it's a dream-

E- Emotions (emotions he will show around you):

He might seem emo and emotionless, but he would actually show deep emotions around you, from happiness to grief, to others. He will try not to show negative emotions, to keep the aura clear. :)

F- Fabulous (something extraordinary about him <3

He seems like a pretty normal person, but he is extremely patient, and you are the most annoying creature in this world.

G- Gentle (is he gentle physically and emotionally while interacting with you):

Yes. He will interact with you like you are a piece of glass, he will treat you gently, as if you were to break at any moment. He doesn't cuss at you or any thing :)

H- Hugs (does he likes hugs?)

Of course he does <3 He would hug you like this:

I- I love you (how much does he loves you?):

A solid 100%

J- Joking (jokes he would say. Is he funny?)

Don't expect something grand💀. He will most likely tell dad jokes, or knock knock jokes. He is more into the romantic field rather than being goofy.

K- Kiss (does he likes to kiss you?)

Yeahh, this is giving me "After Dark" vibes. YOUR LIPS WERE SOFT LIKE WINTER, IN YOUR PASSION, I WAS LOST.

L- Lmao (funny moments):

It's the time Giyu tried to act like Sanemi, so he found a stray dog and tried to touch it, it went wrong and the dog started chasing him. You never saw him running do fast.💀

M- Music (his musical taste):

N- No (things he won't do):

For whatever he has in mind, as long as its gonna hurt you, he'll leave it.

O- OK (things he likes to do):

He definitely likes to be with you <3 basically every thing that has to be done with you. ♡

P- Pranks (does he prank you? How often?):

No, he doesn't prank you. He knows how it feels like to be pranked.💀 #JusticeForGiyu

Q- Quiz (can he answer questions about you?)

Yeah he can, and without hesitation. He notices the small details. <33

R- Rude (is he rude?)

No, do I have to explain?💀

S- Sundays (what he does in his free time):

Yes probably sleep or talk to you <3

T- Talk (Is he talkative?):

No. Period.

U- Ugly (is he ugly?)

Kinda.

V- View (you from his perspectives):

He sees you as his. And you are normally goofing around. What can I say 🤷

W- Will (what he will do for you?):

Would you on your knees for me? Buy a BIG diamond ring for me?

X- idk what to write. Bruh, any way since you stopped by to read, drink wootah

Y- You ( what he likes about you):

Basically the whole package.

Z- Zaddy:

Jk bruh🙄🤚

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Shinazugawa Nemi:

A- Affection (showing love):

My man here sucks at emotions, so um, expect insults <3 examples: Ugly🥰 Asshole😍 Weirdo❤

B- Best (best moments with you);

The best moment so far was when you planned a picnic at night, you had so much ohagi, so yeah. It's his best memory <3

C- Cuddles (cuddling positions that won his heart):

D- Dates (were he would take you for a first date?):

He'd prefer it if it was in his house, because he doesn't want any one to think he is "weak" for dating, but he'll show love once you both are alone <3 When he gets more comfortable, y'all are going to a nearby restaurant that sells ohagi.

E- Emotions (emotions he will show around you):

He'd definitely not show weakness if you both just got together, it needs time. But regularly, he'd show anger, and a little of affection if he is feeling cute today.🥰

F- Fabulous (something extraordinary about him):

He can shove his whole foot up your ass <3 Jk, but it's real. He is light tempered, please be worried if you are annoying, alots off y'all out there SHOULD be careful.

G- Gentle (is he gentle with you physically and emotionally?):

Physically yes. Emotionally no.

H- Hugs (does he likes hugs?)

Yeah, but not in front of many people <3 He'd hug you like this:

You be like: 👁👄👁

I- I love you (how much does he loves you)?:

He doesn't. Just kidding, a perfect 100% <3

J- Joking (jokes he would say. Is he funny?):

He doesn't say jokes, and no he is NOT funny. You recall the time you forced him into telling a joke he said:

"Knock Knock"

"Who's there? <3"

"Mr. Angry"

"Angry Who?"

"ANGRY AT YOU"

K- Kiss (does he likes to kiss you?):

Yeah he does, but it he would be aggressive at times, but at times he'd be gentle.

L- Lmao (funny moments):

You gave him ohagi one time, but he catch is that it was filled with water, you imagine his face and your grave <3

M- Music (his musical taste):

Bc I can:

N- No (things he won't do):

Y'all listen! He might be mean, but he never wanted to hurt you, even if you had a fight, he'd try to swallow his pride and apologise. <3

O- Ok (things he likes to do):

As I said before, he likes ohagi, and moonlight walks, he adores heart to heart talks. He likes to spend time with you, since his love language is Quality time and Physical touch.

P- Pranks (does he prank you? How often?):

Yeah he do prank you. He once faked a horrible wound, and when you saw it, you panicked. He jumped out of his chair and said: YOU JUST GOT #KRISSED ICHI GITCHI DADADA. OK, jk, he said: YOUR FACE WAS PRICELESS! TOO BAD I DON'T HAVE A MIRROR! *laughs and accidently snorts, and it got followed by a fart-*

Q- Quiz (can he answer questions about you?):

Yeahh

R- Rude (is he rude?):

Why you here? Ofc he is.

S- Sundays (what he does in his free time):

If he wasn't with you, he'd be at the park watching kids falling, and he'll laugh.

T- Talk (Is he talkative?):

Yeah, but only with you, because you got nothing to do with your life.

U- Ugly (Is he ugly?):

"Ew! He looks like a bug eye creep!"

-my friend

V- View (you from his perspective):

His personal equipment, the person he trust the most, the person who is annoying.

W- Will (what will he do for you?):

He'd definitely do anything to please you.

X- idk what to write here, but DID YOU SEE S2 KAZUTORA?! I WANNA BE SAVEEEED

Y- You (what he likes about you):

Every. Fucking. Inch.

Z- Zaddy:

Omg yeahhh.

Hi <3

I'm glad you reached this part <3 I want to thank alots of you guys ♡ lots of people started following me these days <3 ILY YALL. BIG THANKS TO @ask-muichiro-tokito thx bestie♡

Harper <3

Tags:

@ask-muichiro-tokito @sanemis-zubbue @sanemitiddies @sanemisgirl @sanemiangel @sanemi-the-teach @sanemis-eyelashes

Don't ask why I tagged y'all. I felt like it <3

[mochie85]

Hi there! What are 5 songs you've been obsessed with lately ✨ and once you get this, send this ask to 5 (or more) of your mutuals!!

My dear Loops!!! I love your taste in music! I always find something whenever you recommend any song. So thank you for sending this to me 🤗 So my top 5 songs I'm completely obsessed with right now, in no particular order:

Tagging My Five: @lokisgoodgirl @springdandelixn @michelleleewise @ladyofthestayingpower @irishhappiness

[wildbriars]

the tragedy of nanami kento

a farewell playlist for the man too selfless for his own good—in a world that demands ego • listen here

i. heaven knows i'm miserable now the smiths / ii. working for the knife mitski / iii. no surprises radiohead / iv. the sound of settling death cab for cutie / v. an act of kindness bastille / vi. frankly, mr. shankly the smiths / vii. hopeless wanderer mumford & sons / viii. i will be back one day lord huron / ix. dead sea the lumineers / x. flowers never bend with the rainfall simon & garfunkel / xi. who we are hozier / xii. workin' hard fujii kaze / xiii. carry on fun. / xiv. sidelines phoebe bridgers / xv. not strong enough boygenius / xvi. hard times paramore / xvii. weight of living, pt. i bastille / xviii. i'm so tired the beatles / xix. the funeral band of horses / xx. please, please, please let me get what i want the smiths / xxi. alonica lany / xxii. when my time comes dawes / xxiii. i know the end phoebe bridgers / xxiv. heaven go easy on me the head and the heart

[kazetariancentral]

hello!

this is a little blog that i made dedicated to fujii kaze :)

it’s funny because today is his birthday at the time that i’m posting this so happy birthday to him!

“who is this man?”

fujii kaze is a japanese musician and he released his first song “nan-nan” in 2019 so he’s pretty recent

he has two full-length albums (help ever hurt never + love all serve all)

he combines many different music styles in his songs (r&b, rock, classical, neo soul, pop, etc) and he’s great

“what is this blog for?”

mostly memes but also new song announcements + ig posts and stuff

“are you qualified to run this blog?”

i have listened to all of his songs and can recite eight songs word for word

he is my second most streamed spotify artist of all time

yes

thank you for listening!

you should also follow my main blog: https://www.tumblr.com/riyankishibe

and yeah thanks :D

[yandere-writer-momo]

Heart Shaped Wound

Chapter 23

Author’s note: you’re getting like 3 chapter of Hanayama. Congrats!

I associate Hanayama’s feelings with the song Sinunoga E-wa bu Fujii Kaze so I’d recommend listening to that song as you read this chapter. 

Quotev Link:

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    (Your name) placed her hands in her lap as she sat across from Hanayama in his limousine. The yakuza male’s intense gaze never leaving her face. The limousine cruising around the more scenic side of Tokyo. She had no idea how long they’ve been riding together in a comfortable silence so far.

     “Is there something on my face?” (Your name) asked the yakuza who only hummed.

      “You look pretty today.” The compliment felt foreign when it left his lips. Hanayama wasn’t the type of man to casually compliment someone but he truly meant it. Hanayama thought she was pretty and he would tell her everyday if he could.

      “Thank you. I feel as if I look a little informal compared to you since I was training a bit.” (Your name) smiled up at Hanayama who’s eyes widened. “But it is nice to hear that I still look pretty despite being sweaty.”

     Hanayama glanced away, a faint blush on his scarred cheeks. He didn’t know why she had the power to fluster him but she did. She was the first woman who ever caused his heart to soar when she smiled. He enjoyed the feelings she stirred in him. It was why he kept giving her so many gifts, he wanted to be the cause of her smile.

     Hanayama handed her a gift, his eyes softening at her smile. He bought her a pair of luxury heels. His heart doing flips when she glanced up at him to give him a genuine smile.

      “Thank you, Kaoru. You’re always giving me gifts… I’m serious about wanting to do something in return.”

      Hanayama hummed to himself, leaning forward and pressing his lips to her forehead. 

      “You know exactly what I want.” Hanayama placed his right hand under her jaw, his eyes never leaving her face. “I want you to be mine.”

      (Your name) leaned into his hand. She was really fortunate he was a patient man but she knew he would one day, eventually run out of patience. For now, she’d play along to satiate his hunger for her. Hanayama was another man that was the whole package, he just didn’t express his emotions often so sometimes it felt like she was talking to a wall. A sexy wall.

       Hanayama glanced up to gaze at Kizaki in the driver’s seat.

      “Take us to a onsen. (Your name) seems stressed.” A onsen? Like one of those open spa baths people gather in?

      “Of course boss.” Kizaki hummed. His boss was smart, he’d hand it to him. Kizaki would bring them to a place that allowed couple to bathe together so Hanayama could take this chance to bond with her. Maybe even deepen their relationship a bit.

      Kizaki was willing to do whatever it took to ensure Hanayama’s happiness. Stalking, murder, and hiding a body was a part of Kizaki’s life now and he just had to accept it. Hanayama hasn’t been this at peace since before his mother passed. Hanayama even raised his pay. 

      Kizaki loved the influence (your name) had on Hanayama. He was starting to change for the better.

      Kizaki cast a glance at the two on his rear view mirror. (Your name) resting her head on Hanayama’s shoulder with a smile. Should he take a picture for Hanayama?

      Kizaki snuck his phone out and snapped a quick picture. A smile on his lips at how happy Hanayama looked. He’d gift it to Hanayama after they dropped off miss (your name) home after the spa trip. 

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     “A couple onsen?!” (Your name) flushed as Hanayama led her towards a room to change.

     “Yes. It’s just in case your weird ex follows us.” Hanayama bent down to huskily whisper in her ear. “It’s a private onsen so it’ll just be us. My men are lurking around outside so they’ll stop him if he tries anything.”

      (Your name) gulped with a blush. She knew for proper etiquette they’d both have to completely strip down but she was afraid… she’s never had a man see her bare before.

      “I’ll look away and you don’t have the stand too close to me if that makes you uncomfortable.” Hanayama placed a reassuring hand on her shoulder. “I want you to tell me you want me.”

     “Thank you, Kaoru.” Hanayama adored the blush he caused. It was something especially reserved for him and he adored every second of it.

     The two stepped into the changing room, Hanayama keeping his word. Even thought it was tempting to gaze at her bare form, he wouldn’t violate her trust. He knew his patience would pay off and if he kept playing his cards right, she’d fall right into his hands. And he’d never let her go.

     Hanayama wrapped a towel around his waist. The giant man smiling at the thought of enjoying such a soft, vulnerable memory with (your name).

     “I’m ready.” Hanayama turned around, his eyes softening at her nervous expression. A white towel covering her body from his hungry eyes. 

     “Let’s head in. I’ll turn around when you take off the towel if that would make you comfortable.”

     “Yes, please.” (Your name) appreciated how well mannered Hanayama was. It made him appear a lot older than he was and (your name) really liked older men. It was hard to believe Hanayama and her were about the same age. “I appreciate you for always having my best interest at heart.”

     “I like seeing you satisfied.” Hanayama replied, holding out his hand for her to take. (Your name) placing her much smaller hand in his. “And happy.”

     Hanayama led her over to the onsen, released her hand. The yakuza turning around for her to strip her towel and step in.

     (Your name) slid the towel off her body and slipped into the warm water of the onsen. A satisfied sigh escaping her lips once she immersed herself in the comforting embrace of the water. Her chest covered from his high the water was.

      “This is wonderful, Kaoru-“ (Your name) turned around to tell Hanayama to head in, only for her entire body to turn beet red at the sight of his in the nude. (Your name) placed her hands over her eyes and gave, turning around with a speed that wasn’t human. “I’m so sorry!”

      Zaria was correct in him being massive but he wasn’t as big as Jack. She didn’t think anyone was ever going to top Jack in that department.

    Hanayama chuckled, sinking his body in beside her.

      “I don’t mind if you look at my body.” Hanayama whispered seductively, (your name) only turning redder in response. “You can see my body whenever you want.”

      “You keep saying things like that and I’ll die.” (Your name) cried out, Hanayama placing a hand over his mouth to stifle a giggle. “Don’t laugh at me. I’ll die.”

      “I won’t let you die. I’d follow you into the afterlife.” Hanayama moved his body a ways away from hers so she could get comfortable. 

     “Corn ball.” (Your name) replied, uncovering her face. Her cheeks returning back to their usual color. “Is it safe to turn around or are you going to flash me again?”

     “My back is facing yours.” (Your name) turned around to see Hanayama’s back. Her eyes widening at all the scars that littered his body. A soft gasp escaping her throat at the sight. “Are you alright-“

     Hanayama froze when he felt small, soft hands on his back. His breath hitching when her fingers traced the scars on his back. Is this what Katsumi felt like when she traced shapes on his unworthy self? 

      Hanayama’s eyes almost rolled back in his head as she continued her gentle demonstrations. (Your name) was starting to become a drug to him. The more she touched him, the more he craved. The more he desired to own her. To permanently etch himself into her body, mind, and soul. Until all she could breath in, think of, feel, and love was him. And she had no idea how she was driving him mad with lust but he would never tell her. Hanayama didn’t want to scare her with his muddled feelings of lust and love.

     “These must’ve hurt.” Hanayama’s eyes widened at her words, his throat going dry. She was concerned that he was in pain… how naïve of him to think her hands on him meant something impure. (Your name) was the only thing on this green earth he’s ever met that was pure like this. And Hanayama loved it.

     “They’ve been there for many years. They don’t hurt at all anymore.”

     “Still… you don’t deserve to be hurt like that.” Hanayama shivered when he felt her press his hands against his back and lean into him. Her hands prevented her chest from touching his back but he knew he’d lose his composure if she did so he was grateful to her for not doing that.

      “I received them when I went to avenge my father.” Hanayama muttered, not moving when he felt her pull away and continue tracing over his scars. He felt so calm with (your name) and he felt comfortable enough to talk about himself with her. It encouraged him to continue. “The ones on my back are from swords while the ones on my face… they’re from the hands of the rival yakuza boss I strangled to death and from a criminal I defeated a few years ago. He forced me to bite done on several handgun bullets and it blew away my cheeks.”

     “You’re so strong, Hanayama.” (Your name) whispered, Hanayama having a ghost of a smile on his lips. “Thank you for sharing your past with me.”

     “You told me you wanted to know more about me on our first date.” Hanayama whispered, (your name) smiling at his words. 

      “You’re very good at remembering things.” (Your name) smiled, pulling her hands away from Hanayama’s body. “I like that.”

     Hanayama sunk his body in the water more to try to imitate the warmth of her hands. 

     “Tomorrow after our date… can you spend the night with me? No funny business. Just sleeping side by side.” Hanayama asked, (your name)’s eyes widening in surprise. Hanayama was asking for a sleepover? 

     “We can.” (Your name) smiled, Hanayama rising back up, a pleased expression on his face.

     “I’ll pick you up at seven in the afternoon.”

     “Sounds lovely, Kaoru.” The two then sat together in comfortable silence. Hanayama might’ve just moved himself up on her list. His respect for her really warmed her heart up to him more. 

     Now the others needed to up their game.

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Author’s note: thanks for reading!

[shukei-jiwa]

Build Your Writing Haven

1. My ideal place to write will be my cozy bedroom filled with sunshine rays coming from the beautiful antique-like windows and some woody vibe around. The living room also my ideal place, but ONLY when it's empty. Don't forget the windy, free wi-fi, free entry library in town!

2. In my writings haven, i want it to have a tasty scent from a fresh baked bread and a quiet environment.

3. Key objects in my writing haven are my white earphones, pink round pillow, and a warm blanket. Just in case i'm cold.

4. Every time i write, i'll always use my earphones then listening to Yorushika, Taylor Swift, Fujii Kaze and more! Sometimes i also like to be accompany by Legend Of Zelda Orchestras

5. I'm going to tag @leahnardo-da-veggie and @shockingly-green-chicken , did i do the tag game right? Man. I'm so new at this.

6. And lastly some tag below!

[avorragule]

9 Fandom Peeps to Get to Know Better:

Tagged by @hyeoni-comb thanks, the ship questions are really hard to answer

3 Ships You Like:

Pete/Kao from the Kiss series'

Hira/Kiyoi from My Beautiful Man

Wei Wuxian/Lan Wangji from Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation

First Ship Ever:

Probably Cutter/Skywise from Elfquest

Last Song You Heard:

Michi Teyu Ku (Overflowing) by Fujii Kaze

Favorite Childhood Book: The Letter for the King by Tonke Dragt

Currently Reading: The Left-handed Bookseller of London by Garth Nix and the 50 stories that are on my novelupdates list.

Currently watching: Only about half of the 32 items I have on my MDL watchlist.

Currently consuming: I've just had Spaghetti Bolognese for dinner and now I am drinking some tea for digestion.

Currently craving: Belle de Boskoop juice. I love sour fruit

Tagging @brifrischu, @bengiyo, @taikanyohou, @profiterole-reads (no pressure)

[moeruhoshi]

10 song, 10 people

Tyyyy for the tag @otaku-daydreamer-4673

1. SMILEY - YENA - literally listened to this song every day on repeat after my assault to stay sane

2. Don't Leave Me Alone - GOT7 - I'm so happy they left JYP and gave us the best album I've ever heard! AH

3. U - millennium parade - part of the soundtrack from the movie Belle! I'm obsessed with all of the songs 😭

4. BAZOOKA! - GWSN - anything by GWSN slaps and I truly hope they make a comeback 😭 top neurodivergent tunes

5. Matsuri - Fujii Kaze - lord please just listen to this song its soooooo good!

6. Danny - LEE CHAE YEON - as a Danny Phantom girl I'm so obsessed

7. Rollercoaster - woo!ah! - truly the cutest song ever

8. You're Magical - Elisa Rosselli - the believix transformation Winx Club soundtrack LOL it's literally my fave

9. Miraculous - Lou, Lenni Kim - The French Miraculous Ladybug theme 🙈 not much makes me happy like this song does

10. Eternally - TXT - oml this song live is so GOOOOOD! I fell head over heels in love with Terry after watching that angelic man dance to it 😭

Tagging : @acidrain1698 @likubears @kilisworld @caandlle @cobblepottantrum @nalunatic @unisonraidd @superfreakerz @mushi9 @michiamotippete