#MY GUY. i trusted the process.
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[ID from ALT: Digital fanart of Lin Huai from The NPC Was Once Again Frightened By Me, from the Civilized World arc. Lin Huai is a fair skinned chinese man with straight black hair. He has just put on a purple suit over a black shirt and is adjusting the coat, his bright red eyes glancing at the viewer with complete disinterest. Two spotlights are trained on him, casting his shadow on a dark red background. End ID]
A person will not take off his clothes in public. Even a demon may not like to show his body in front of people, but it is different in a mountain of corpses and a sea of blood, because... In that sea, all but him were dead.
#Mara's Art#Lin Huai#The NPC Was Once Again Frightened By Me#Why is the NPC Frightened By Me Once Again#林槐#MY GUY. i trusted the process.#anyways this paragraph hit me so hard i had to make fanart. i love him#context: an large group of npcs are frozen and scared watching as lin huai is about to casually change into the purple suit#and one realizes that lin huai is so at ease because in his eyes all of the people in the room are dead 👍#this is after he broke out of a glass cage and restrained said npcs with his blood.... anyways#have i said i love lin huai.#text from the novel is MTL and edited a little by me
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roxy lalonde stimboard for the return of the kid themed ones!
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#YAYYYY WE'RE BACK! i kind of had to trust the process with this one and im still unsure... hopefully you guys enjoy#roxy lalonde#homestuck#stimboard#my boards#homestuck stim board#series: hs kids
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👑 Kirbtober 2024 Day 27: Control 👑
(ID: Kirby series fanart of Traitor Magolor magically manipulating a lines of plushies(?) modeled after Kirby, Bandee, King Dedede, and Meta Knight. He smiles behind his scarf, resting his head casually on one hand while puppeting his new toys around with the other, the Crown atop his head watching the spectacle with its unnerving gemstone eye. END ID.)
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Started on 10/10/24, finished on 10/13/24. | Kirbtober 2023 Comp
#veins art#veins fanart#kirby series#kirby#magolor#traitor magolor#master crown#bandana waddle dee#king dedede#meta knight#kirbtober#kirbtober 2024#day 27#control#paintpanic#playing with his new favorite toys :3#hold Dream Land 4 gentle like hamburgers#y’know… I didn’t *mean* to make him look like the levitating pizza guy... but here we are#“haha look what I can make my new friends do Crown” “yes this is quite amusing. anyway back to slowly taking over your will” “what” “what”#(I know I promised no more bummers but man I was having a real *garbage* week while making this piece)#(needed a lot of “trust the process” reassurance to get through)#(and y’know what? It helped :D felt much better after I was done)#(even ended up being one of my favs of the bunch <3 )#(now on to the final stretch…)#veinsfullofstars
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Mirror mirror on th... what the FUCK?!-
#cult of the lamb#cotl#cult of the lamb fanart#cotl fanart#cotl goat#cotl lamb#my art#glitzybunny#I wonder if anyone will notice narinder#JHFGBJDGBDFJG#dude the wip for this looked HORRIBLE trust the process guys JHDSBDJGFG#I FUCKLIN LOVE THE GOAT RAAAAHHHHHHH#back to my cave my COTL cave KFJSDKJFDBFG#"NARINDER THERES A FUCKIN PURPLE GOAT VERSION OF ME IN THE MIRROR HELLLLPPP
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I really love how separately Lila, Kell and Holland are literally the most powerful people between all worlds and also smart and resourceful and skilled but. You leave them together in a room for TEN MINUTES and disaster follows
#I don't wanna finish tftop too quickly so I've been rereading fragments of a conjuring of light#and god these three are a mess I love them with my whole heart#adsom#a darker shade of magic#shades of magic#anyway guys I've been drawing Some More Stuff#one is pretty promising so if I have time I'll post it soon <3#the other is a trust the process kinda thing I guess#delilah bard#kell maresh#holland vosijk#shrews ramblings#I also love how separate duos of them seem to be functioning pretty well and they're quite compatible too#but three? together? now that's chaos
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guy who so desperately tries to find god. who wants to have faith in a higher authority to guide him out of the hole he's in. from the weight of guilt from simply existing, as the person he is. but every time he thinks he's answered his higher calling it turns out he's made the Morally Incorrect choice and his path to goodness and holiness was the road to the devil all along
#now trusting god will give you a way out? there's your real crime!!!#guy betrayed by the protestant promise of a direct connection with god. but is also somehow. joan of arc.#see he never achieves actual martyrdom tho bc he's not allowed to stay dead lmaooo#sam somehow the most unintentionally catholic AND protestant character of all time#dean the atheist who sees religious predestination as the curse it is from the get go. framed as the narrative's Real Moral Authority#but also in the process reifying patriarchal familial power n authority. very very important Value of the Church#i don't think it's that deep. the show's attempt at critiquing christianity. but the way it reinforces christian cultural values???#'religious predestination and absolute faith in a higher authority...bad'#nice nice ok tell me more?#“so you should put your faith in family. in your patriarch (big brother)”#?????????#the thematic incoherence of it all. it's like the world's stupidest puzzle box to me. i can't leave it alone.#sam = maybe i can find god thru following my destined path. wait oh shit.#cas = maybe i can find god thru rebellion and seeking my own destiny. wait oh shit.#dean = god is fucking dead and me i also feel not so good#the “guy who so desperately wants to find god parallel” <- me coming out as a secret sastiel fan#both of them...finding god in de-[sniper on the roof kills me in one shot]#spn bible studies#j.txt
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Honestly I see Jimmy's refusal to put Curly out of his misery less about his weird feelings of envy or his delusions but the fact Curly is all but stated to be a shield to Jimmy from his actions and people seeing the worst in him.
The only characters that Jimmy really interacts with one on one before the crash are Curly and Anya, two individuals he has wildly different relationships with. It's likely that Curly really did most of the talking between them as the pilots and the rest of the crew as staff. They didn't know of Jimmy's more reprehensible behaviors cause they never really had the chance to and Jimmy is subconsciously aware. If they had disliked him more than Anya would have told Swansea earlier or even Daisuke when things got really bad.
It's why he takes the immediate opportunity to blame Curly; He's the shield. He's saved Jimmy's ass more times than he can count and more times than Jimmy would ever admit. Even when he can't really do it anymore, he mentally shields himself from his own faults by putting Curly between them. Letting Curly die puts too much on him because he doesn't know how to function without a safety net.
In the end Curly only lives because Jimmy needs the idea that Curly will inevitably make things better to stay alive, meaning Curly has to live, no matter how much it pains him to do so.
#in short Jimmy doesnt only care about Curly#he only cares about the securtiy that Curly provides him#and i headcanon that the reason he tried to kill everyone is because he knew it was only a matter of time befor Curly realized this wasnt#somethgin benign Jimmy did that he could smooth over but somethign that Curly would repremand and condem him for and take his security away#like yes Curly did not react fast enough or strongly enough to what Anya told him but you could see him showing more concern over it as I d#understand the psychology behind people and more specifically men like Curly as he is hearing something horrible his friend did to someone#he cares about but has less of a bond with. he feels the need to protect his crew as people first and sadly Jimmy is still the person he wa#closest too yet I still think everything happened too fast for Curly to process as would you not grapple with the fact your closest friend#is a monster you must personally deal with? or that he did something so vile to someone else you have become protective over? Would you not#think of the relative power that friend holds and how if you approuch this wrong it could end badly for everyone? He had all these thoughts#but not enough time to think about them. Also how Jimmy was one of the main people in his personal life he felt a need to protect seeing as#he got him this job. Like imagine the one person you are really trying to make good is still bad after everythign and now you have to be th#hand of judgment youve shielded them from for so long like I do not think Curly handeled the initial situation with Anya correctly I dont#think it was the case of him not believing but not really knowing what to do and feel about it as a friend of both parties the captain and#guy going through his own shit and it says so much that he was dealing with all that so well compared to Jimmy who got everyone killed cuz#he thought being captain would be like sitting on the thrown and not emotionally mentally and physically taxing like I cant say Curly is th#best person due to his inaction but he is a good person doing the best with the knowledge and shitty resources he has cuz like also Id just#be terrified that my suicidal and nilihst bestie who clearly has an inferiority complex around me is the copilot who has access to the most#to the most important parts of the ship and the means to kill us all if he feels like him or his security are being threatened like#Anya and Curly just deserved better because they get put through the ringer like just put him in a class to teach him to be less trusting#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing curly#mouthwashing anya#mouthwashing jimmy#jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing spoilers
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out w these tall clowns 🌲🌸
#who up yume-ing their ocs w characters (me)#yumeship#matsukawa issei#haikyuu oc#hanamaki takahiro#haikyuu#mblue art#self insert#ocsona#or animesona either way its still an oc who may look similar to my sona 🧍#seijohbros au#this thing took too long (can you tell. this was for halloween. it is now 11/5 and i am queueing this)#and i keep taking it out of queue to drafts and putting it back bc im overthinking things and i rlly just need to drop it and move on</3#i love my blorbos sm they look ok in here actually but the process was shinji chair meme worthy i was suffering </3#context is halloween party das it (left is dressed up as that stabby ghostface guy. knife prop and mask not shown)--#--(he may have joked abt stabbing once. maybe a few times)--#--(right is an angel. kinda low effort/simple fit. ironic bc none of the ppl in the friend group are angels /hj)#in the group; ocsona is the closest to these two goofy mfs (not surprising i am in the utmv fandom. lots of goofy skeletons in there)--#--but the one they trust the most is the guy on the left !#((used the yumeship term bc my ocsona (specifically)'s main thing w them is platonic (i love silly shenanigans what can i say)--))#((--even if i sometimes want to rom smooch these dorks))#yearning about f/os (rom or plat) is so nice n fun you guys should do it n have fun n get some more whimsy in ur life 10/10 i recommend
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blue lantern guy rkgk
#my art#dc comics#blue lantern#guy gardner#trust the process��️#i wonder if this’ll come back somehow#they should make guy an orange so i can redesign that and call it a day.
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attack for @/funnykabunny (art fight)!!!
#my art#art fight#artfight 2024#team stardust#team seafoam#GUYS IM REALLY REALLY HAPPY WITH HOW THIS TURNED OUT!!!!! i rlly enjoyed rendering this#i think this art fight season i wanna draw things i dont usually get to draw + also attack my friends and mutuals#i think im have the most fun when i just allow myself to experiment and trust the process ^_^ which is cool
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feeling grateful for everyone who's made and shared zukka content lately...thank u 🫶
#honestly i just love how these little gay people still have such a grip on my psyche after all these years#been in fandoms for a long ass time and theres always ebb and flow to it but im glad that zukka nation is still going#grateful to be able to see everyones creations this year. thanks for sharing them 🥹#maybe if my brain and body ever stop fighting against me ill be able to share the rest of retgmt with you this year#its at almost 30k words right now....#and still a ways to go lol#we'll see. im trusting the process <- guy who is on the brink of a creative breakdown
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In honor of homeward bound almost finishing (which btw im definitely gonna cry when that happens) i decided to draw as much fanart as i could for it while i listen to it in text to speech. For @thompsborn thank you so much for writing this amazing masterpiece ily like actually
based on this excerpt
also i now realize that maybe college people dont wear backpacks or maybe they do idk hopefully they do because its too late to change the pose 😥 okay im gonna yap in the tags cause its gonna be too long of a post
#my art#sketches#homeward bound fic#peter parker#no way home#warning: wall of tags!!#guys i literally love this fic so much#I love this scene cause its sad funby abd also a refrence to the tom holland pabts at the same time#I feel like every word and sentence in this fix is carefully thoughtout and none of them feel useless or boring like everytime i reread#I dont skip any part because if i do im missing something because each word is special#Also like its not repetitive at all like the effort put into this#Also its very sad#Like everytime i think well this is how sad the author can make me bro surprises me#ok thats enough tags#Omg but i lowkey wanna yap about the drawing process#It was kinda hard to decide what kind of hair to give him (as you see me struggle lol) but i figured since its tom holland i would try#to give him the same general hairstyle but he has a super clean look as peter like nerd so i tried keeping the shape but also make it messy#Also i flipped the canvas at the end and it was so bad next drawing will be better trust!!!
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4 AM and I can't sleep... so it's time to post my deeply unpopular, but fervently held belief that Rimmer fell first, but Lister fell harder.
#obviously it's awesome if you see otherwise but that is just how it is in my brain lol#to be fair. i think that rimmer is gonna have to fall in stages and that process isn't going to be finished until lister already loves him#but he definitely starts first in my brain#and. tbh i think if it all went catastrophically wrong he'd handle it better than lister#not HEALTHIER mind you. but he'd get on with his life and just never trust anyone ever ever again 🙂#i think lister would struggle a lot more#they both have to really tear themselves open to fall in love. i think in hindsight lister knows this. rimmer des not.#idk i'm feeling a bit morose tonight so you guys get Late Night Ramble Tags i guess lol#rimster
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Zero Day (2002)
#movies film cinema#zero day#ben coccio#I actually talked to the director on Facebook super nice guy and he told#me a lot about the filmmaking process and even helped me with tips on directing non-actors and new actors#I remember him telling me to always be supportive and tell your new actors they're doing a good job even if they aren't in the first take#cause you can instill confidence and still reshape and change their choices and mistakes later#Sometimes I'd message him for advice when I was running into problems on some of my early projects#he told me once ''did ya choose to collaborate with this actor cause you were lonely or you guys had passion and chemistry''#“collaborating is like a relationship” and he was so right#there's nothing worse than working with people you disdain cause there's no communication and no trust.#he told me how he wrote the first couple of drafts of Place Beyond the Pines but his take on the 3rd act wasn't clicking for the director#so he took the script and went and had another writer rewrite the 3rd act but he liked the process cause he learned a lot and still got pai#but I'd still like to see Ben Coccio's take on Place Beyond The Pines he says the 1st and 2nd act are mostly unchanged#Ryan Gosling's scenes are still mostly the same he said but he couldn't tell me too much cause of the NDA he signed#The bloopers of Zero Day are hilarious his tip he gave me about being supportive#“This is actually great but can we-” and Cal interrupts him “He says that no matter what if you're doing good or bad!” and everyone lols#I hope I can make it and ask him to collab with me on a script#He's such a nice dude compared to the harrowing film he made.#I wish there was BTS but he had only one tape to film on and this was made when digital camcorders were infants#I think he had only one 2 hour tape that's how low budget#The bloopers is just Cal or Andre secretly filming and Ben getting annoyed “Is it recording?” and Cal going “Nah..."#Cal is such a funny guy IRL I wanna see him act more cause he's so good. He was so great at playing a sadistic psychopath in this.#the final shooting is so harrowing and disturbing#I told Ben he srsly gut punched me/disturbed me and this is what made him really open up.
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OOOH MORE WIPS UPON YYEEE i amm gonna crawl outa this artblock even if it KILLS ME! and speaking of killsing. whats with THIS dead guy huh??? its chip jrwi baby yeaaah its undead chip baby yeaaaahh its chip n hes fucken dead and rotting and gross and OOHHH IM SO PROUD OF HIm(for being dead)
#riptide spoils#HEY REMEMBER THAT SPOILER TAG I MENTIONED I WOULD USE#ieah i know its ppprobably commonish knowledge rn what happpend to chip n stuff but yknwo.#still a pretty big fuckan spoily#ANYWAY LOOOK AT HOW MY STYLE SIMPLIFIES AND BOILS DOWN ALL THE COMPLEXITIES INTO CONSISTANCIES#i think the flow of my art going from more detailed to less detailed is fun heheheh weeee!! having fun and drawing!!#ALSO I MISSED DRAWING CHIPP OUHHH ITS BEEN SO LONNGGand now look at him...hes gorgus....HES SO CHARMINGLY GROSS#twirling my hair kicking my legs honesttllyyyyy ive been sooo in love w chip since i started the show... hes just so cute and stabbable#like i waant to see him in unimaginable pain and agony and also i want to see him hold hands w several other characters#INCREDIBLY easy to ship w people if u just look at how much every1 WANTS this guy. like remember how niklaus treated him. like damn.#ill draw another 'i ship chip w everyone' page again.someday.if u wanna see the first one u gotta go dig it up. go fetch.#anyway isnt it wack that chip is just dead now and hes jsut gotta deal w that and hes about to go into a big important arc as a dead boy#CAN U IMAGINE the reactions when he comes home. he wears the disguise ofc but all it takes is a hug to realize that he is rotting mush now#and also bones. HES TERRIFYING. hes gross. HES EVERYTHING U WANT. is he okay.#TRUST THE PROCESS! THE HOLY WATER SHOWER HURTS BUT WELL. MAYBE THATS HOW ITS SUPPOSED TO BE. UNDEAD BASTARD. FUUUCK#IM working on other doodly pages. finishing up an edyn one thats VRY OLD.also a queen doodly page.ouuhh i gotta relisten to som eps tho...#but i dont have TIME or SPACE FOR PODCATS RN!!! HELPP!!!WAT THE FUCK IS JUDGMENT??????AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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Since y'all liked my picture of Kelloggs, here's some more! He loves the attention ^^
He's roughly 4 months old so only a wee baby. It's a cute story, actually! He was the last of his litter left that hadn't been homed, so was cheaper than the other infants. Now I've been terrified of snakes most of my life, ever since a royal python nearly choked me out when I was about 5. No blame to the snake, I was too young to know how to remove him, I don't blame him whatsoever, but obviously it gave me some anxiety, even with baby snakes.
Now, I went to pick up food for my tarantulas when I noticed him, a few months back. I don't know what it was, but for the first time in years, I didn't feel afraid. I don't know what it is about him, but I fell in love. Now of course, I wasn't going to spontaneously buy him. I got the breeder's attention to ask questions first. He explained the little guy's siblings were all sold out a few weeks before. That he was perfectly friendly, he'd never bitten in his life, and had concerningly low anxiety, going face to face with the breeder's dog on one occasion and barely reacting, just licked at it with no second thoughts, as though he had no survival instincts.
I figured he was a great way to combat my fear of snakes. This small, gentle, absurdly nonhostile worm of a creature and his big autism creature eyes quickly became an important part of my life. He quickly grew attached, as did I in return, and while he'll let anyone hold him, he always quickly slithers to me when I get him out, nuzzling into me like I'm the most important person in the world. If anyone can make me feel special, it's this goober.
I'm still nervous with snakes, it hasn't been that long, but with how fast Kelloggs and I bonded, how much we trust each other after what barely sounds like any time at all, I daresay my future with snakes is bright.
#sorry for the rant#he just means so so much to me#he has no survival insticts so he will dart across me without hanging on#and straight up go right up to any animal he sees#because I guess he just trusts I'll always catch him and protect him#I don't know if that's adorable or if he's just an idiot#but it sped up the trust process and brought us closer than I expected#he's just. special#he's a special little guy#corn snake#snake#tw snakes#snakeblr#snek#snekblr#long post#kelloggs cornsnake#I'm gonna tag him on my profile cause#yeah
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