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Melody Amanodel
Warrior of Light. She carries Tired Healer energy and will mom-friend the fuck out of you. Hot as shit and she knows it, too. Has decent musical talent, as the name suggests.
Ryce Aldynn
Scion of the Seventh Dawn, Flame Captain of the Immortal Flames, Puncher of All Things Nasty. Uses humor to cover up his Trauma. Can, and will, pick you up and yeet you.
Xadai Malaguld
(Former) assassin of the Echoes. He acts like a hardass all the time but he's really got a soft, gooey center. Do not phrase it like that to him though, he will eat you. (Unless?)
#Dossier List#Muses list#I'm gonna keep it to my main three this time I think :o#anyone else on the archived blog can be requested though!
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˜”*°• RULES & CHARACTER INFO •°*”˜
THIS IS A SIDEBLOG. I FOLLOW FROM @amalgamatus
Muses: Alice Monaghan (Hellboy) || Blink (Marvel) || Brandon Breyen (Brightburn) || Bruce Banner (Marvel) || Cassandra Sandsmark (DC) || Diana Prince (DC) || Galatea (DC) || Kayla Silverfox (Marvel || Komodo (Marvel) || Pietro Maximoff (Marvel) || Silvija Sablinova (Marvel) ||
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RULES:
I will not thread with minors.
I do NOT write smut.
Mary Sue's, Gary Stue's, and Godmodding will result in the immediate drop of a thread, IF you're lucky to get that far.
Though I love shipping, I will not ship with you without chemistry or a previously discussed relationship status.
Muses who are, or who are inspired by, real people are not welcomed. (Self-inserts, Sona's, Youtuber Personalities, etc)
If your blog does not appear to be an RP blog, I will most likely not approach you. If you have a main blog and DO want to RP, please do send me a DM or an ask!!
I don't do Magic!Anons.
As an adult, I will post adult content. It's up to you to decide if you're mature enough to expose yourself to such content.
I don't mind any length of reply as long as it gives me something to bounce back from. When writing, imagine we're playing pong- I can't use my paddle if you don't send the ball back to me.
MUSES:
Video Game muses
TV Show/Movie muses
Other muses
PRIMARY:
Michael Afton - FNAF 4 crying child.
Michael, 23, lives alone in the old, molding Afton family home in the woods on the outskirts of town. Having suffered a traumatic event as a child, his head being crushed within the jaws of one of his fathers machines, he remembers very few details of his childhood or family. Now, he works with Henry Emily to put an end to his fathers sins, living out his days in front of a TV, or monitors, and waiting to die. He suffers from depression, an inability to eat, a bad sleeping schedule, and skittishness. He enjoys small desk-games, obscure candies, and rom-coms.
OTHER FNAF-MUSES: William Afton, Henry Emily, Vanelope White, Vanessa Andrews. Full summaries can be viewed in the "Video Game" muses tab.
ADDITIONALLY: Cahara, a mercenary from Fear and Hunger, can be found here. @hunger-and-fear . I feel the topics portrayed and discussed in that game are too heavy and mature to host here, and I enjoy keeping those audiences separated.
#MUSES#MUSE LIST#MUSES LIST#RP MUSES#MUSE LIST RP#MUSE ROLEPLAY#MUSE LIST ROLEPLAY#MULTIMUSE#MULTIMUSE LIST#MULTIMUSE RP#RULES#RULES LIST#RP RULES#ROLEPLAY RULES#RP RULES LIST#ROLEPLAY RULES LIST#FNAF RP#FNAF ROLEPLAY#FNAF MUSE
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it’s very easy to tell the good satires and pastiches from the bad ones because the bad ones are too afraid to live within the form. like if you are doing work with fairy tales and you are refusing to look closer at the underlying logic and unspoken rules of what can seem at first to be a senseless form, you are not going to create meaningful work. to borrow a turn of phrase originally used by maria tatar, if you refuse to enter “the house of fairy tale” as anything more than a gawking tourist, you will miss the particular order to the way the table is set, the rooms that are locked vs the rooms that are simply difficult to enter, the set of the floorboards and the position of the furniture. whatever you build will then be a gilded imitation of how you believe the house of fairy tale ought to look, the table set according to your educated specifications and every door open. there can be no interrogation of themes from a writer who views the form as beneath them!
#it speaks!#sondheim understood this with into the woods; the deconstruction of narrative itself is able to happen because we are able to believe in ->#<- the fairy tale logic he employs prior to this.#its a kids book but adam gidwitz understood this with a tale dark and grimm!!#cant speak for the rest of the series but that first book uses the absurdity of fairy tale logic to speak about the absurdity of ->#<- adulthood and the pedagogy present in many fairy tales to discuss the ways parents hurt their children.#rule of threes is important but theres so much on my list ive yet to read; always welcome recommendations.#fairy tales#into the woods#<- this comes from musings on how successfully i feel that musical functions so it gets the tag
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I LOVE TRANS PEOPLE
I LOVE SKINNY TRANS PEOPLE
I LOVE FAT TRANS PEOPLE
I LOVE MUSCULAR TRANS PEOPLE
I LOVE DISABLED TRANS PEOPLE
I LOVE TRANS PEOPLE WHO DON’T OR WANT TO TAKE HORMONES
I LOVE TRANS PEOPLE WHO CAN’T TAKE HORMONES
I LOVE TRANS PEOPLE WHO TAKE HORMONES
I LOVE TRANS PEOPLE WHO HAVE AFFIRMING SURGERIES
I LOVE TRANS PEOPLE WHO DON’T WANT OR NEED AFFIRMING SURGERIES
I LOVE TRANS PEOPLE WHO CAN’T HAVE AFFIRMING SURGERIES
I LOVE TRANS PEOPLE THAT ARE APART OF SYSTEMS
I LOVE NON-HUMAN TRANS PEOPLE
I LOVE TRANS POC (THIS INCLUDES MIXED POC OF COURSE!)
I LOVE TRANS WOMEN
I LOVE TRANS MEN
I LOVE TRANS PEOPLE OUTSIDE THAT BINARY
I LOVE PEOPLE WHO CALL THEMSELVES TRANSEXUAL
I LOVE STRAIGHT TRANS PEOPLE
I LOVE GAY TRANS PEOPLE
I LOVE AROMANTIC SPECTRUM TRANS PEOPLE
I LOVE ASEXUAL SPECTRUM TRANS PEOPLE
I LOVE NEURODIVERGENT TRANS PEOPLE
I LOVE BEING TRANSEXUAL
I LOVE HOW DIFFERENT WE ALL ARE
I LOVE TRANS PEOPLE
#there’s so many flavours of trans people#it I listed them all we’d be here forever#the list wouldn’t end#trans#transgender#leon/toni’s musings
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what's your personal list for dsmp reunion? also who do you think would actually go
tommy goes but also because he’s the host so of course he has to be there. jack goes as a “joke” but has a fun time. badboyhalo doesn’t go but not because he doesn’t want to but because he does Not travel. foolish and tina show up in his place. tubbo puffy and phil of course go, as do charlie and quackity. hbomb would go i think less because of the server and more because he just likes hanging with people. i can see niki aimsey and eret going but it’s not as strong of a conviction. karl and hannah would maybe go also to be social which provides a 50/50 chance of purpled’s appearance. i think contrary to popular belief connor would go just because i swear to god i see that man in every major twitch/youtube event. sneegsnag would also inexplicably be there.
#muse talk#anon#i love him but michael would probably not go#sneeg would just spawn in and no one would question him#yeah of course. sneegsnag from dream smp#realize i only answered half the question WHOOPS#my personal list is cbedwars so i can force answers out of them once and for all
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#i have demons in me that im fighting publicly here on tumblr#second image when i get you. when i fucking get you bloodshot eyes clawing at the walls#putting him on my list of muses with weird endearing features#f1#hazel.txt#george russell
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So I was chatting with @sayohazawa about the latest Iruma-kun chapters, and she pointed out something very fun to me that a friend had pointed out to her. In chapter 375, we see Lied getting dressed up as Lindy, but then in 376, we see her in a completely different outfit with a completely different hairstyle.
So not only does she know how to do her own makeup and put in her own hair extensions, but she also has multiple hairstyles she likes AND owns multiple outfits for this (which can't possibly be Shakky's 'cuz she's a completely different size), and she must have been actively deliberating on how she wanted to dress up.
I had then pointed out some other fun details, namely how it was Lindy who suggested they do the mall date anyways. Gyari just told them to do what they want.
Just about no hesitation, not a thought of going home and getting changed, just diving directly into a mall date as cute girls.
They were even taking selfies to remember the occasion with!
They both need estrogen, but holy fucking shit, Lindy. Are we sure she HASN'T figured it out yet, or is she just sooooooooo close but not quite there yet?
#mairimashita! iruma kun#shax lied transition right the fuck now#i am no longer asking#we've already got both heavily implied and very canon gay and/or bisexual characters and a canon non-binary character too#come on let's add some trans women to that list too#mechanical musings
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No, but Hannigram has GOT to be seething with jealousy over Symbrock because that level of intimacy? Literally being able to live under the other's skin? With how often Hannibal and Will are described as wanting to crawl into the other's ribcage and stay there? Murder husbands would be feral, your honor.
#i saw a crossover fic and its going in my marked for later list#the envy of it all#nbc hannibal#venom symbiote#eddie brock#symbrock#hannigram#will graham#hannibal lecter#musings#venom
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#my go to#spiteful musings#whump#now to list all of my blorbos. incoming:#malevolent#arthur lester#malevolent podcast#tma#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#mp100#mob psycho 100#reigen arataka
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ok here is a playlist about light yagami
| light | no surprises - radiohead // | the death note | uprising - muse // boulevard of broken dreams - green day // | misa amane | starlight - muse // | ryuga hideki | do you want me (dead?) - all time low // | memory | i love you - woodkid // | the death note ii | NOSE BLEED - stand atlantic, sueco // you're gonna go far, kid - the offspring // when your heart stops beating - +44 // dead! - my chemical romance // wake me up when september ends - green day // | yagami | mama - my chemical romance // disarm - the smashing pumpkins // father and son - yusuf / cat stevens
also on youtube
(thoughts and context under the cut)
no surprises - light's nihilism and disillusionment pre-kira - without the death note i think light would have gone down this line faster.
A heart that's full up like a landfill A job that slowly kills you Bruises that won't heal You look so tired, unhappy Bring down the government
uprising; boulevard of broken dreams - self-explanatory i feel
Rise up and take the power back It's time the fat cats had a heart attack You know that their time's coming to an end
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me 'Til then I walk alone
starlight - misa towards light
Far away from the memories Of the people who care if I live or die ... My life You electrify my life Let's conspire to ignite All the souls that would die just to feel alive
do you want me (dead?) - light and L's early rivalry and interactions in college are largely exploratory, simultaneously more and less openly hostile, still cautious and uncertain where they stand with each other.
There's no such thing as a perfect crime Don't play that You've said it enough Cause you want me Or you want me dead
i love you - self-indulgent haha i couldn't resist. takes place in a similar continuity to my fic where light and L start a fake relationship for the investigation but when light briefly thinks it's real after he loses his memories. i think canonically light is too irritated with L's poor moral compass to develop true feelings for him even during this arc, but i do think it's reasonable to think light might develop a bit of a puppy crush and a desire for L's attention lol. simultaneously it's kinda a bit of L at kira.
Is there anything I could do Just to get some attention from you? In the waves I've lost every trace of you Where are you?
NOSE BLEED - i think this is the most lawlight song ever. (this also made me think of a couple of my fics.) after light gets his memories back i think his attachment to L transforms into a bit of disgust directed both at himself and L
I'd rather be lonely and hate myself Than someone you think about ... So this is what you get For messin' with my head Don't wanna end up dead (Dead) Six feet in the ground
you're gonna go far, kid - nobody wants to hear that this song is about light yagami but it is. lowkey this is L to light while those bells are ringing
There's something in your way And now someone is gonna pay And if you can't get what you want Well it's all because of me Now dance, fucker, dance Man, I never had a chance And no one even knew It was really only you
when your heart stops beating; dead! - self-explanatory and victorious in a hysterical about to start crying way
I'll be there when your heart stops beating I'll be there when your last breath's taken away In the dark when there's no one listening In the times when we both get carried away
Have you heard the news that you're dead? No one ever had much nice to say I think they never liked you anyway Oh, take me from the hospital bed Wouldn't it be grand? It ain't exactly what you planned
wake me up when september ends - listen i concede this one doesn't make a ton of sense but i've included it because the vibes work for me. something something a melancholy coming back to the self, a rude and painful awakening after a loss of innocence you cant run from. look over there, a distraction
The innocent can never last ... Here comes the rain again Falling from the stars Drenched in my pain again Becoming who we are
mama; disarm - light to his family, to the world, a manic little soliloquy
Stop asking me questions, I'd hate to see you cry Mama, we're all gonna die And when we go, don't blame us, yeah We'll let the fires just bathe us, yeah You made us oh, so famous ... You should've raised a baby girl, I should've been a better son
I used to be a little boy So old in my shoes And what I choose is my choice What's a boy supposed to do? The killer in me is the killer in you
father and son - are you ever just so god damn sad about the yagamis.
FATHER I was once like you are now, and I know that it's not easy To be calm when you've found something going on ... SON Keeping all the things I knew inside It's hard But it's harder to ignore it
#im sorry that there is multiple my chemical romance and muse on this list#death note#rookposting#light yagami#please be nice to me i do not make playlists. generally.#i am very self conscious about my music and in fact i do not know.. a lot of music
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You don’t have to do this if you don’t know the music, but could you possibly do prompts based on Muse (the band) songs? If I’m requesting wrong I’ll send another ask, my apologies ^^;
Muse Prompts
➢ writing prompts from Muse songs. feel free to edit as you see fit.
"I thought I was a fool for no one but baby, I'm a fool for you." - Supermassive Black Hole
"You may be a sinner but your innocence is mine." - Undisclosed Desires
"You're something beautiful, a contradiction." - Time is Running Out
"Your mind is just a program and I'm the virus." - Psycho
"You'd see that we should never be afraid to die." - Uprising
"I will be chasing a starlight until the end of my life." - Starlight
"I've exposed your lies, baby." - Plug in Baby
"Give me your heart and your soul." - Hysteria
"You set my soul alight." - Supermassive Black Hole
"This ship is taking me far away. Far away from the memories of the people who care if I live or die." - Starlight
"I know you've suffered, but I don't want you to hide." - Undisclosed Desires
"I tried so hard to let you go but some kind of madness is swallowing me whole." - Madness
"I could use someone like you. Someone who'll kill on my command." - Psycho
"You and I must fight to survive. No one's gonna take me alive." - Knights of Cydonia
"I just wanted to hold you in my arms." - Starlight
"I want to reconcile the violence in your heart." - Undisclosed Desires
"I need to know, is this real love?" - Madness
"You will be the death of me." - Time is Running Out
"How can we win when fools can be kings?" - Knights of Cydonia
"Love. It will get you nowhere. You're on your own." - Psycho
"This chaos, it defies imagination." - Panic Station
#writing prompts#dialogue prompt#creative writing#writeblr#otp prompts#prompts inspired by lyrics#lyric quotes#prompt list#ask box prompts#romance prompts#muse band#muse#supermassive black hole
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I'm starting to see a trend... Luke as a disappointed, frustrated wife, and AJ as a sad, sopping mess of a husband 🤣
#shoot from the hip#sfth#shootimpro#esmerelda & ybbob#janice & alfred#and now franklin & margaery#i feel the most pity for alfred and the least for franklin though😂#also adds the new vid to the list of scenes that would be excruciating to watch with other people irl 😭😂#also love sam as the sentient slot machine😆#myst's musings
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I saw a bit in a Taylor/Amy fic (the latest chapter of Desperate Times Call for Desperate Pleasures) where Amy compared Taylor to a Necromancer Princess (it fits in Context) and that immediately made me think of a Fantasy AU of Worm. No shards/powers, or at least not in the Worm way, but playing with the characters.
And of course that has me thinking about who everyone would be in such a story idea:
Taylor - necromancer, obviously, given the inspiration. Maybe not a princess, but of some high birth. Danny Hebert is still his canon personality, but as a necromancer. Probably a distant father since the death of Annette. Maybe he's consumed with trying to find ways to restore her to full life or something. Doesn't control bugs, maybe? Or maybe she controls swarms of dead insects in addition to or instead of the usual skeletons and zombies? I'd lean to no bugs, just skeletons and zombies, but YMMV. Keeping her bullied/etc experience may be harder, but if Emma is also a noblewoman, perhaps of higher status (maybe Taylor's low nobility? Or not at all?)
Amy - she's a cleric of some healing-related goddess, presumably? The rest of her family are probably all Knights and Paladins of some sort. Her birth father could be some sort of Bandit King type guy who played up a 'honorable highwayman' schtick (and may actually have been a noble as well as a bandit) akin to the 'code' and 'better than the other villains' thing he had going in canon. Her guilt over not healing all the time probably wouldn't be a thing because there'd be too many other healers, but you could still play with the idea, and she'd still have that separation from her family because she's not a warrior.
Tattletale - no magic, just really smart. Probably a 'Rogue', if we were applying classes to it.
Rachel - Ranger, obviously. Has a wolf animal companion, maybe actually gainfully employed as one of the Royal Huntsmen or someone who prevents poaching on a King's Forest type place. or maybe she's a poacher herself. Probably the latter, but the former could be done well, IMO. Either way, definitely still pretty feral from not spending a lot of time around most people.
Brian - maybe some kind of Paladin of darkness type thing. He could be sworn to Taylor's father as her bodyguard (and Taylor still has her canonical attraction to him).
Alec - I'm honestly not sure. If I were wedging it into D&D classes, some form of Bard, but I wouldn't necessarily want to be bound specifically to classes. Still, he could either have magic specially around manipulation and controlling of the body, or maybe he's like, half-demon, or quarter-demon (and Heartbreaker is either a demon or half-demon) and that's the source of his power. I lean towards the latter.
Aisha - Illusionist? Uses her magic for lots of pranks and stuff, and gets really good at making herself invisible, etc.
New Wave - as I noted, the rest of New Wave would probably be knights/paladins of some sort. Maybe Vicky, Sarah, Crystal and Eric ride griffons or some other flying beast? Vicky on a Pegasus sounds really fitting. Also probably a noble family, but definitely recently ennobled or low nobility, to play into the privileged WASP upper middle class vibe New Wave has in Worm
Lung - could be an actual Dragon, could be a guy who shapeshifts into one, maybe a half-dragon (playing on his half-chinese/half-japanese canon backstory and how he was an outsider in Japan as a result). Warlord or roaming bandit type guy, probably. Oni Lee would be a teleporting assassin who works for him, and Bakuda as an alchemist making explosive compounds and such is there.
Armsmaster - a master Smith and warrior. Already has a Halberd. maybe he does enchanted runes into his weapons or something to make them sharper
Miss Militia - either she's a super skilled archer of some sort, or maybe a magic who specializes in big, flashy attack spells (fireball, etc)
Dragon - Secretly a construct (or disembodied animating spirit?) of some kind that has free will and sentience, but pretends just to be a construct-crafting mage? Might not be able to keep using that name if Dragons are a thing in-setting. Depends.
Kaiser - probably a normal noble in his public face (Max, of the House of Anders), known for his charity towards the poor (only the humans, of course), but secretly the leader of a racist militia-type group that persecutes nonhumans in the Kingdom? Or specific groups of humans. Or both. Probably doesn't have magical powers, but does have some cool enchanted gear he paid a fortune for, and hides just how good he is with a sword, except in his secret persona?
Hookwolf - actual werewolf? Still works for Anders, presumably.
None of these thoughts are necessarily final, really, and I have a few more, but nothing quite formed yet.
Obviously, more might need to worked out, including plot and the particulars of the setting (is Brockton the whole Kingdom? Is Brockton Bay one city? A major focus? Maybe Brockton Bay is a larger region, and some of the various parts of the Bay are distinct cities and towns in the Bay area. I have a setting that involves both Paladins and Necromancers in prominent roles that I might repurpose if I was going to write this... which I still might, but not yet).
Other characters could play all sorts of roles, would have to think more on their equivalent versions. Can't just make everyone some flavor of wizard/warlock/witch/etc, and wouldn't want to be married to specific 'classes', but it's a solid starting point anyway.
What would you all envision 'Fantasy AU' versions of some of the characters? Do you think I'm way off the mark with some of them? Obviously 'Fantasy AU' covers a wide swath of possibilities, so there's a lot of variation. Still, curious as to people's ideas with it.
Obviously, if I wrote it, it would be Taylor/Amy in the long run, (I am nothing if not a predictable, hopeless shipper) maybe involving Taylor (and the AU's version of the Undersiders?) kidnapping Amy at some point, who knows.
#Worm#Wormblr#Worm Fanfiction#Taylor Hebert#Amy Dallon#Pillbug#Skitterpan#Musings#Fic Ideas#Free To Take I Suppose Though I'm Probably Putting This On The List To Do Myself Someday#Someday May Never Come Though#The Worm Fantasy AU Idea
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NO BUT YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND IF MEPHISTO WAS RAISED TO BE DIA’S PLAYMATE AND ONLY FRIEND THAN THAT PROBABLY MEANS DIA’S ALSO HIS ONLY FRIEND
HE’S GETTING REPLACED BY SOME FALLEN ANGEL THAT BASICALLY JUST ARRIVED IN THE DEVILDOM AND HAS ONLY KNOWN DIAVOLO FOR A SHORT TIME AND ALL HE CAN DO IS WATCH FROM THE SIDELINES
#i need a minute#mephisto suddenly at the top of the list of demons that need to be protected (alongside satan)#no wonder he hates lucifer so much#obey me#obey me nightbringer#obey me mephistopheles#obey me diavolo#obey me lucifer#mel's starry musings
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cw: this got long sorry 😔 but creepy/perv bakugou, recording, film major bkg x art major reader, masturbation, coercion, dubcon before it just becomes con, voyeurism/exhibitionism
as an art major, you typically did some works for a few students on campus; for their plays, as background pieces while they danced, a cover for their released songs. it wasn’t out of the ordinary for people to ask you to create something for them, and you enjoyed it more often than not. but, you weren’t usually the art itself.
Bakugou is a friend’s friend that you’ve seen a few times, ran into at the library or at coffee shops. he’s a film major, and always looks so unhappy about the whole thing, as if he didn’t choose it himself. you joke to Mina that you think he’ll graduate and become one of those directors that hate everything and yell at the actors constantly and later on get sued for being a dickhead. you never say it to him though—you’ve never spoken more than a couple words to the man.
it’s why it shocks you when he approaches you one day. it’s after one of your painting classes, and he stands outside the door with a frown and his hands shoved in his pockets, his eyebrows scrunched as if pissed at the mere sight of you. he asks you, in that low and gruff tone of his, if you could star in his final project for the semester. says it’s supposed to be a film made with this criteria and that, but, you’ve kind of checked out on the conversation after the first sentence.
“You mean, you want me to create something and that be the star of your film?” you ask him, feeling so intimidated at his stature. he always seems to loom, his hair shadowing the lights above, creates a cast over a portion of his face, makes his eyes look…unsettling. like they’re looking straight through your flesh, can find the marrow in your bones. he scoffs like you’ve offended him, rolling his eyes into his skull, mouth pulled tight.
“No.” his voice is firm, gaze concentrated only on you, like the halls are empty and you’re the focus of his lens. “I want you to star in it.”
his words confuse you—you’ve never presented yourself as an actor before, never alluded to wanting to be in the spotlight if not for what you create with your hands. but he shuffles on his feet, looks desperate even. there’s some hemming and hawing for a minute or so—why not choose Mina?—she’s busy—why choose me?—‘cause you’d be perfect for my short film—what’s it about?—you’ll find out once you get the script.
and even after you hesitantly agree and get the script—you still don’t understand what you’re doing. why you’re here, why you’re the only person, why it has to be a solo film, why there’s damn near zero lines in the entirety of the have-to-be forty five minute film.
the scenes are all so long, and maybe it’s because movies aren’t your forte or chosen major, but you just don’t get it. one scene; you’re staring at yourself in the mirror while Bakugou holds a small, black camera over your shoulder. he’s eerily quiet behind you, whispers out a faint fuckin’ go when you have to wash your face in the sink, makes you do it over because your movements are too jerky and unnatural.
the rest of the scenes go that way; you doing regular at home activities, being put under a lens, quietly barked at to do this and move that way and fix your hair and remember to frown.
“Isn’t there another way to film this?” you ask him on the fifth day of shooting in his spacious loft. there’s a bubble bath scene coming up, one you dont understand the importance of, but Bakugou tells you it’s the most necessary part of the entire thing.
“No,” he grunts out, looking at you from under his lashes as he sits on the lid of the toilet. “But I’ll make it soapy, so the camera won’t see much.” the camera? much? you weren’t worried so much about what the camera captured as you were the man behind it. he looks at you with such intensity, you feel naked already despite the robe you wear that’s suspiciously already your size.
he leaves the bathroom when you sink in the hot water, returns before you can say it’s okay, hears the water splashing and thinks that’s good enough. he kneels on the floor beside you, camera pointed directly in your face, makes your chest hot and your skin feel prickly. the scene passes on regularly enough; you run the water over your arms, tilt your head back as you sigh, whisper the few lines scripted, lean back and close your eyes, sigh again. it’s almost relaxing, makes you forget about the friend of a friend recording you naked right now. almost.
“Touch yourself.” Bakugou suddenly demands, hushed and quiet behind the camera. your eyes immediately shoot open, looking to him in question, how he’s eerily still in his spot hovering over you.
“Huh?” you ask, unsure if you heard him correctly, looking around the rounded lens in your face, trying to ignore the red blinking light. but Bakugou only frowns.
“It’s a masturbation scene. Touch yourself.” he repeats, voice louder, more demanding this time. your stomach twists at the thought of doing something so intimate in front of him. he’s a handsome guy, for sure, even made you consider asking him out after this, figured he was just serious about his work and awkward about certain things. but…something had been off about this entire thing since the start.
“But—but I don’t, I’m not,” you stutter, sitting up a little, the bubbles covering your chest starting to disperse with your movements. but Bakugou only sits a little higher on his knees, finally pulling the camera away from his face for the first time since he’s asked you to do this for him.
“You want me to fail?” he asks, booming voice eerily quiet in the silent bathroom, carmine eyes dull, shaded over with something terrible. “Then do it.” he tells you when you shake your head quickly.
you stare at him until he gets back into position again, camera back pointed at you. when he doesn’t say anything else, you swallow thickly, wondering if the art that will come out of this will be worth it. so you listen, sneak a hand under the water, start touching yourself in a way you never have in front of anyone.
is it bad to say that it’s exhilarating? being watched and recorded by someone who breathes so heavily every time your voice hiccups? being directed to touch your chest next when the suds start to disappear and your nipples start to peek through? is it bad that you want him to send you this portion of his film, only, just so you can watch yourself again and again? make a portrait of yourself with your fingers on your nipples and your knees raising from the water and your head thrown back from the intensity in oil pastels?
“That’s a wrap.” Bakugou announces when you finish, head spinning and still panting. you look over to him, how he closes the camera, the obvious bulge in his pants. “I’ll get you a towel.”
you wonder when’s the next time he’ll need you. or better yet—maybe he could be the star in your final drawing project? you had finished it already but, what was the harm in starting over with him as your muse? as naked as you are? camera not blocking his face so you can paint the similarities of his blushing cheeks and eyes when you direct him to look at you? to touch his chest? to play with himself just like that?
#this got. so long. sowwy#but I thought about this ummmm Sunday night#but I was DRAINED from writing 7k words of scorned past midnight and then having to edit it skdjfkf#so I was like. okay. put this idea in the drafts. NOW ms dory memory#anddddd I love this so very much#would’ve loved to turn this into a full fic#but it’s so exhausting trying to write long fics recently bc of this multichap#I’m just not used to it and I can’t do two things at the same time#and I already have like 9 fics on my list to write!!!! lol#but there is something so alluring about film major bkg 2 me#I think hes awkward and comes off as mean but he really is just that serious about his work#but he’s#also a creep for you LOL#definitely think he agrees to become ur muse for art as like a trade off#and you get that boy into SO many humiliating positions 😵💫#I need. to lie down. anyway.#I wrote this at 1am and was scared to post it then cause I didn’t think anyone would see it#so here it is in the morning :)#bakugou treats! 🍬#—new treat in the streets! 🍫
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