Struggling with my addiction but u keep me alive a little more longer
Your laugh is making me want a live a little much
Every moments by your side give me more hope, you keep me alive every time I'm with u
You're my heroin
Nights with you calm me down, every bad thoughts disappear when I'm by your side
You are the best thing that ever happened to me
You teached me that good person still exists
You saved me with all the words you told me, every touch are so pure to my heart
I want to be for the rest of my life
I know that all of this is a illusion but If only I could tell you all my real feelings I have for you
I'm not a good person, so fucked in my head
If I told you all the demons inside me you'll be afraid
I fell in love with your cocain smile
Your cocain smile
(( I'm so high right now, I'm thinking about you, you are the best person, meet you at the right time, thank you for everything Teddy, even if death seems peaceful, you are my safe place ))
Having feelings for someone will drain all the life out of you and no one ever talks about it. We just romanticise love like it actually feels good. When really, it’s a quick trip to depression and anxiety.
If you like, I’m wrapping you in a soft, cosy blanket and handing you a mug of your favourite drink. Let’s sit together for a while and just be. Deep breaths too, if that feels good.
(If you live somewhere hot maybe the blanket has cooling properties and the drink is iced, idk 😜)
Okayokay you’re so kind and you’re so understanding and you’re so empathetic and you love animals and you love bugs and you taught me to love chickens and you have a beautiful writing style and your stories are lovely and you’re so darn happifying and so honest and overall a very very amazing person!! I feel so blessed to be friends with you—and not just friends, but close friends! Best friends :D
PINESTRIPE (pretend I am using your real name) I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AAAAAAAAAAAH