#Lord Knows

[kaithefirst0127]

unrelated to my last post BUT here u gooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!! WOOO!!!!! yaheag YOU CAN COLOR YOUR MESSAGES??L HUH

[westidia]

I’m a heejake girl through and through

🧎🏽‍♀️🧎🏽‍♀️🧎🏽‍♀️🧎🏽‍♀️

[astrum-aetherium]

ok first random nsfw ask: snooping in on henrys diary only to find the most HEINOUS NASTY ASS DIRTY ROTTEN AO3 SMUT WRITER TWITTER PORN FANTASIES OF HIM AND YOU IN LATIN… like gawd DAYUM and then he catches you and just goes absolutely white like bro sees Dionysius AGAIN but then you tease him relentlessly and offer to make those fantasies a reality…. or smth idk 🤷‍♀️

— flea

this idea made me audibly laugh, it's insanely good. and it would be so humiliating for him, too. god. a delicacy for sure. and yes, it would be heinous. i know he thinks about the most deranged shit ever (not even in a sexual context) — his thoughts are more rotten than bunny in that damn casket he put him in.

[frogliftcertified]

hey wanna come hang out in my room

[aboutoriginality]

Lanie Gardner - Lord Knows (Official Music Video)

[unfriendlyamazon]

still working on my ygo save but i retooled the calendar and the boys celebrated Valentines Day together

which just happened to fall the same day as the romance festival...

[nissiwrites]

economics class

i don't even pay attention. the teacher drones on and on about marginal utility and hicksian analysis. i'd rather write about her anyway.

this is the extent to which i love you nothing retains colour without you please enter my life again please stop me from going insane.

is it codependence the way i believe incandescence originates from you? you've got me saying things that make no sense.

but i see you leave i can feel my lungs heave having you gone, i start

weaving words out of thin air i've come to love you and your hair you came into my life and made the cogs in my mind feel like they're on fire.

lord must be tired of hearing my rants and tangents of yearning it cannot be my fault your countenance exudes radiance– absolute.

walls in white and turquoise surely they must symbolize our meeting; it feels like this is my destiny it feels hopelessly divine

can you really blame me for the way my heart beats at mach fuck per minute with this speed i could take you to pluto in five minutes

are we pluto and charon in the universe? my love for you forever hidden away but us never being able to look away from each other can we be tidally locked to each other forever?

may the gods let me survive this sorely turbulent time let me love you from afar. economics class but i'm calculating the demand i have for a lifetime supply of you.

[helpless-witch]

When it’s finally Halloween night but you still haven’t been enough of a spooky bitch this season

[candymay]

🤍 Happy father’s day to my very own father Luca Guadagnino! 🤍

[cangrellesteponme]

I like the ideas in your fic of Agni handling his demon partner carefully, whether as a lover or otherwise. like he has to help walk him through the steps but he himself isn't sure he's doing it right either. THOUGH. I'm curious what you think of Agni's PAST in the story, seeing as that entailed he'd also done things like had lots of sex ect and he was rather bubbly and emotional in canon. Do you think Agni would calm down at some point? Anyway: your writing is so good and introspective!!

thank you! :) i'm glad i managed to convey that and you enjoyed it. prepare for a very long answer because i never shut up.

as for my thoughts on agni's past... well, sort of unrelated but kinda related - when i was writing i was a bit conflicted on my portrayal of his asexuality because i thought "this will confuse people. he definitely fucked people in the past. acted very allosexual for sure." and then i realised i don't give a shit and some people did live the horny life and then came out as ace. also this goes well with agni's whole "completely changed man" thing, and some people's asexuality is pretty strongly shaped by their experiences (me included.) so it still makes sense. so yes in this story past agni has definitely participated in... disco stick rides. enthusiastically. good for him.

(and yes this does affect the whole "i can be that for you" bit. i could talk about that for hours actually)

calming down though, that's an interesting question. i think agni's only consistent personality trait throughout his life is that he is quite extreme (he did pull a complete 180. no regrets whatsoever). i think being very expressive is not a trait that's going away anytime soon either, so i don't think he's ever calming down, really. however, i did write him in a constant state of dread, which will eventually die down and leave more room for his infinite wisdom. he will keep waxing poetic in ways that embarrass sebastian, though. very important part of their dynamic, that.

so yeah older agni, with a stable life and less dread, is not necessarily calmer but more... certain. sure of himself. assertive. less of a mess in distress.

[theloveinc]

Idk that he should be yellin tho 🥺

It was so WEIRD he literally yelled!!!!!!! And I’ve never experienced that from a therapist before.

I’m just hoping that moving forward he has a better idea of what to do to help me (and I’m able to open my mind to more positive thinking so that it doesn’t happen again lmfao). I kinda assumed that talking about my fears of punishment would stop him from … being harsh, but I guess maybe I need that too.

[liliththefurry99]

bro i remember collecting a crap ton of yoshi plushies and had a reese’s bunny and a boo when i was a little tater-tot

i found them :,)

[pumpkincentaur]

spends most of my day asleep and then randomly writes 3400 words in an hour at midnight

who am i

[paintedcrows]

Did anyone tell Ford (bonus doodles: Family Movie Night, 70s Classics)