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trueebeauty ยท 7 months ago
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โ€œAre you afraid of me?โ€
Are you afraid of them? - lookism men
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โ€œYou wish.โ€
Honestly, they wished you were afraid of them sometimes. Then maybe you could see how they werenโ€™t good for you. But then again, they were relieved you weren't afraid. It meant you trusted them, and that trust meant everything to them.
"Ouch, sorry to disappoint. I'll try to be more terrifying next time.โ€
๐’๐„๐Ž๐๐†๐‰๐ˆ ๐˜๐”๐Š - ๐Š๐„๐๐“๐€ ๐Œ๐€๐†๐€๐Œ๐ˆ - ๐“๐€๐„๐’๐Ž๐Ž ๐Œ๐€ย 
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โ€œSometimes.โ€
And could they even blame you for that? They scared themselves at times too. Their actions or words occasionally made them question their own intentions or motivations. They understand.
silence, an intense look
ย ๐Ž๐‹๐‹๐˜ ๐–๐€๐๐† - ๐‘๐˜๐”๐‡๐„๐ˆ ๐Š๐”๐‘๐Ž๐ƒ๐€ - ๐‰๐Ž๐‡๐€๐ ๐’๐„๐Ž๐๐† - ๐—๐ˆ๐€๐Ž๐‹๐Ž๐๐†ย ย 
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โ€œWhy would I?โ€
The pure confusion on your face makes their heart flutter with joy. The thought that you can't fathom any reason to be afraid of them softens their features into a warm smile.
warm smile "You know me better than that."ย 
๐ƒ๐€๐๐ˆ๐„๐‹ ๐๐€๐‘๐Š - ๐’๐ˆ๐๐” ๐‡๐€๐ - ๐‰๐€๐Š๐„ ๐Š๐ˆ๐Œ - ๐™๐€๐‚๐Š ๐‹๐„๐„ - ๐‰๐€๐‚๐„ ๐๐€๐‘๐Š - ๐‰๐€๐˜ ๐‡๐Ž๐๐†ย (everyone listed here is a GREEN FLAG)
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โ€œShould I be afraid?โ€
Good question... Should you be afraid of them? It's not an easy question to answer. They know they can be intimidating at times, even if they don't intend to be.
considers for a long moment "Sometimes I'm not sure myself."
๐‰๐ˆ๐๐˜๐„๐Ž๐๐† ๐๐€๐‘๐Š - ๐’๐ˆ๐๐” ๐‡๐€๐ - ๐„๐‹๐ˆ ๐‰๐€๐๐† - ๐‰๐€๐„๐†๐˜๐„๐Ž๐ ๐๐€ - ๐‰๐ˆ๐‚๐‡๐€๐๐† ๐Š๐–๐€๐Šย 
โ€œYou should be.โ€
๐’๐€๐Œ๐”๐„๐‹ ๐’๐„๐Ž - ๐†๐Ž๐๐†๐’๐„๐Ž๐ ๐‰๐ˆ - ๐•๐ˆ๐ ๐‰๐ˆ๐
( + the โ€˜yOu ShOuLd bEโ€™ : ๐„๐”๐†๐„๐๐„ - ๐‡๐€๐๐†๐˜๐„๐Ž๐”๐‹ ๐๐€๐„๐Š )
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โ€œNah. Youโ€™re a big softie.โ€
You're absolutely right. They don't even know why they asked such a question. Despite their attempts to come across as tough or intimidating at times, deep down they're quite gentle and kind-hearted.
smiles tenderly "Only for you."
ย ๐„๐”๐๐“๐€๐„ ๐‹๐„๐„ - ๐‰๐„๐‘๐‘๐˜ ๐Š๐–๐Ž๐ - ๐‰๐Ž๐‡๐€๐ ๐’๐„๐Ž๐๐† - ๐‰๐ˆ๐๐„๐Ž๐Œ ๐Š๐–๐€๐Š - ๐‰๐ˆ๐‡๐€๐ ๐Š๐–๐€๐Š - ๐‡๐”๐ƒ๐’๐Ž๐ ๐€๐‡๐ ( + dare I say : ๐•๐ˆ๐ ๐‰๐ˆ๐ )
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โ€œYeah. I mean, kinda. No... Definitely.โ€
Definitely. You should run for the hills when it comes to them. Their words and actions are unpredictable and even dangerous at times. Being afraid of them is a completely understandable response.ย 
nods solemnly "Smart move. The real me is best avoided."
๐†๐”๐ ๐๐€๐‘๐Š - ๐†๐Ž๐Ž ๐Š๐ˆ๐Œ - ๐‰๐€๐Œ๐„๐’ ๐‹๐„๐„ - ๐‚๐‡๐€๐‘๐‹๐„๐’ ๐‚๐‡๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ˆ - ๐†๐ˆ๐“๐€๐„ ๐Š๐ˆ๐Œ - ๐’๐€๐Œ๐”๐„๐‹ ๐’๐„๐Ž - ๐“๐€๐„๐‰๐ˆ๐ ๐‚๐‡๐„๐Ž๐ ( aka - THE RED FLAGS)
"I'm working on it, I swear. This isn't who I want to be..."
๐†๐€๐๐‘๐˜๐Ž๐๐† ๐Š๐ˆ๐Œ - ๐„๐‹๐ˆ ๐‰๐€๐๐† - ๐˜๐”๐’๐„๐Ž๐๐†
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lookismfanfics ยท 2 years ago
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I NEED THE PART 2 OF THEM SLEEPING ON THE CHEST
Thank you all for the support! Iโ€™ll do my best ๐Ÿซก
๐’๐ฅ๐ž๐ž๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐จ๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐‚๐ก๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ
๐๐š๐ซ๐ญ ๐Ÿ.
Warnings: Fluff, jealousy, mild cursing, J*mes L**, DG spoilers
Zack โ€ข Johan โ€ข Gun โ€ข Goo โ€ข James L. โ€ข Kouji โ€ข Vin โ€ข Samuel
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๐™๐š๐œ๐ค
๐Ÿฎ One thing youโ€™ve learned about teenage boys since you began dating one, is that the combination of tiredness and trust is a deadly one.
๐Ÿฎ You watched Zack train today. He called you to his gym, showed off, and wore himself out.
๐Ÿฎ So now that youโ€™re home, you can see his displays of fatigue more clearly.
๐Ÿฎ He becomes a puppy ๐Ÿ˜ฉ
๐Ÿฎ Maybe a grumpy puppy. But his eyes are soft and warm like a protective guard dog.
๐Ÿฎ You help him out of his jacket and shoes- seeing as his hands are still sore.
๐Ÿฎ The cold weather has its effects- even on your moron of a boyfriend.
๐Ÿฎ You push his flopping bangs out of his hair, rubbing extra lotion onto his cracking hands.
๐Ÿฎ The motion of your hands rubbing against his makes his eyelids droop.
๐Ÿฎ You both fall onto the couch a few minutes later.
๐Ÿฎ It doesnโ€™t take long for you to see that Zack is on the brink of falling asleep.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œCome here,โ€ you say as you open your arms to him.
๐Ÿฎ Zackโ€™s eyes, dark and soulful, donโ€™t betray the doubt he feels. He hesitates.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œHow come?โ€
๐Ÿฎ You shrug- ignoring the sheepishness you feel crawling at your insides.
๐Ÿฎ He looks at you full of trust, like this is secretly what he wanted the whole time, and all you can do is nod understandingly. You already know.
๐Ÿฎ The thing about trust is that Zack has put all of his in you, and when heโ€™s tired, he trusts you to tend to him in his vulnerability ๐Ÿคฒ
๐Ÿฎ Soon enough Zack is leaning onto your shoulder, breathing heavily against the fabric of your hoodie.
๐Ÿฎ And gradually the two of you shift, and he relaxes his cheeks into your chest.
๐Ÿฎ You play with his hairโ€” trying desperately to stay cool while he drifts off to sleep.
๐Ÿฎ Iโ€™m not gonna lie to you, sometimes he drools in his sleep, so watch out
๐Ÿฎ You were the one that initiated it- sort of. In the morning he wants to pay you back. ๐Ÿซฃ
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๐‰๐จ๐ก๐š๐ง
๐Ÿฎ Youโ€™re sitting on your armchair.
๐Ÿฎ And Johan is sitting across the room.
๐Ÿฎ Your hands rub gently between Edenโ€™s perky ears, spurring on his excited tail wags and tip-tappy paws.
๐Ÿฎ With Eden sitting in between your feet, Miro has no choice but to jump by your legs and wag her tail.
๐Ÿฎ And as you smile, whispering sweet pet-names to the dogs, Johan frowns.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œTheyโ€™re not usually this excitedโ€”โ€ You laugh, looking up to Johan
๐Ÿฎ Johan: ๐Ÿ‘บ
๐Ÿฎ You shift in your seat, releasing the fluffy ears of Eden and directing your attention at his owner.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œIs something wrongโ€ฆ?โ€ You get the feeling like itโ€™s something stupid, but to Johan it probably wonโ€™t be.
๐Ÿฎ The corners of his mouth continue to perk downward, his brows furrowing gently.
๐Ÿฎ Then he stands, walking towards you, kneeling down in front of you.
๐Ÿฎ Youโ€™re on the edge of your seat, staring at him blankly. Waiting for him to explain.
๐Ÿฎ And then, with his dark eyes still holding your gaze, Johan leans forward and rests his cheek against your chest.
๐Ÿฎ ๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿซ 
๐Ÿฎ โ€œJohanโ€ฆ?โ€ You suppress a chuckle, watching silently as he leans further into you, wrapping his arms around your middle.
๐Ÿฎ The two of you gradually relax into the arm chair. He ends up straddling your lap a bit, head still firmly placed in your chest.
๐Ÿฎ You listen quietly as he falls asleep, his breaths becoming heavier and evening out.
๐Ÿฎ You stroke the bangs away from his eyes, pressing your lips against his forehead as she slumbers. Soon enough you fall asleep too.
๐Ÿฎ Sweet bbb. A little jealousโ€ฆ?
๐Ÿฎ He didnโ€™t initiate it. You didnโ€™t either. It was Eden ๐Ÿซต
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๐†๐ฎ๐ง
๐Ÿฎ Heโ€™s leaning forward on the edge of the couch, head sagging as he inwardly relays his day.
๐Ÿฎ Your legs are wrapped around his hips, fingers pressing into his taut muscles.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œYou look tired,โ€ you mumble against the fabric of his shirt.
๐Ÿฎ Jonggeon has just returned from a long day at work. His muscles are tight and sore, his hair begs to be played with after being styled for so long, his eyes are glazed and unfocused.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œYou think Iโ€™m tiredโ€ฆ? I donโ€™t get tired.โ€ You can hear the smirk even if you donโ€™t see it, and you press harder into his shoulder blade.
๐Ÿฎ He doesnโ€™t flinch but he does shut up.
๐Ÿฎ Your hands move to the sides of his face, cupping his porcelain cheeks that you know are secretly pudgy.
๐Ÿฎ You use your fingers to stoke at the sides of his face, closing your eyes are you press against his muscular back.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œArenโ€™t you using that technique to help babies fall asleep?โ€ Gun asks, turning his head towards you.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œSo what if I am? Maybe thatโ€™s how I think of youโ€ฆโ€ you smile against his back, prodding his cheeks to further your teasing
๐Ÿฎ He huffs indignantly, turning back to the front.
๐Ÿฎ The room is cluttered- as a manโ€™s flat should be. Except Gunโ€™s place is usually neat- so it makes sense that the two of you are house sitting for Goo.
๐Ÿฎ You feel Gunโ€™s body getting warmer and his head sagging forward.
๐Ÿฎ Gun is hot 99.9% of the time. That 1% is when he turns into a lap potato ๐Ÿฅ”
๐Ÿฎ You retract your hands away from his face, pull your legs out from his sides
๐Ÿฎ โ€œYou should get some sleep,โ€ you murmur, standing and planting a kiss on the crown of his head.
๐Ÿฎ Gun grabs your wrist, โ€œWhereโ€™re you going?โ€ And youโ€™re about to replyโ€”
๐Ÿฎ Wait a minute ๐Ÿ˜ƒ โ˜๏ธ
๐Ÿฎ Youโ€™re not standing anymore. Youโ€™re lying down?
๐Ÿฎ Gun hovers above you, arms encasing you on either side.
๐Ÿฎ You: ๐Ÿญ
๐Ÿฎ He can sense your embarrassment, even if you stubbornly refuse to show it. A smile appears on his face as he lowers onto your chest.
๐Ÿฎ *Alarms go off in your head*
๐Ÿฎ โ€œGun- get off-!โ€ You try shoving this hunk away. Itโ€™s not working.
๐Ÿฎ You close your eyes, willing yourself to calm down. You feel Gunโ€™s eyelashes fluttering against your chest as he stares up at you.
๐Ÿฎ His arms are still holding you to him. Heโ€™s still in control. Heโ€™s still on the verge of falling asleep-
๐Ÿฎ You hear his breaths even out. You release a sigh you didnโ€™t know you were holding in.
๐Ÿฎ Now that Gun is asleep on your chest, youโ€™re free to admire whatever part of him you can get a glimpse of. ๐Ÿ‘€
๐Ÿฎ He initiated it. He knew exactly what he was doing. If heโ€™s gonna be vulnerable heโ€™s taking you down with him.
How did this one get so freaking longโ€”?
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๐†๐จ๐จ
๐Ÿฎ Goofy starts reading the trophy encased in his large gloved hands, voice reaching peak emotion. And as his son Max nods to his words, the sunset cascading shades of orange and pink in the background, pride radiates from theโ€”
๐Ÿฎ โ€œAchoo-!โ€ a very forced sneeze.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œGoo you idiot-!โ€ You wail, turning to him with a scowl on your face.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œExcuse me-? And anyway this movie is boring! Letโ€™s watch something else!โ€
๐Ÿฎ Your frown deepens and you smack his hand away from the TV Remote. If you have any say, you two are going to finish An Extremely Goofy Movie.
๐Ÿฎ But beside you, your goofy- Goo- is pouting like a baby.
๐Ÿฎ As the movie continues you watch him in silence through the corner of your eye. You watch him stifle a yawn. Rub his eyes with his busted hands. Mumble about his sore neck.
๐Ÿฎ You frown. Itโ€™s easy to recognize that his boredom has made him tired.
๐Ÿฎ At first you just ignore him and let him beโ€ฆ at least until the end credits start rolling on the screen.
๐Ÿฎ Your heart flutters as Goo reaches out for your thigh, crawling over you and resting his head on your legs.
๐Ÿฎ You laugh, staring at the obnoxious expression on his face, โ€œWhat if I was tired? How am I supposed to fall asleep?โ€
๐Ÿฎ He lets out a gasp and frowns, stroking your arm lazily with his finger.
๐Ÿฎ His expression remains the sameโ€ฆ (ยฐ v ยฐ)
๐Ÿฎ โ€œHow abo-o-u-utโ€ฆ we b-o-t-h lay down, huh?โ€ He asks slowly, dragging out the syllables
๐Ÿฎ โ€œLemme turn on another movie first-โ€ you mutter, leaning across his lean form to grab the remote. Beneath you Goo squirms.
๐Ÿฎ Your finger barely presses the button before he snatches the remote out of your hands.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œKim-!โ€ You hiss irritably.
๐Ÿฎ He ignores you (of course) and knocks you beside him on the couch.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œShh, I got a good movie in mind-!โ€
๐Ÿฎ Goo is laying with his back against the couch, surprisingly muscular arms wrapped around your waist.
๐Ÿฎ You both face the TV screen; your head rests on a decorative pillow; his head lays on your chest.
๐Ÿฎ By now youโ€™re used to cuddling. Even if youโ€™re not the biggest fan, Goo certainly is.
๐Ÿฎ So when Newt dies and youโ€™re the only one crying, you have to pause The Death Cure to glare at the man resting on your boobs.
๐Ÿฎ Goo is sound asleep, rhythmic breaths ruffling your shirt. He looks calm for once.
๐Ÿฎ Goo: ๐Ÿ˜ด
๐Ÿฎ You: ๐Ÿ‘บ
๐Ÿฎ He initiated itโ€” and in return for falling asleep was banned from kissing you for the day.
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๐‰๐š๐ฆ๐ž๐ฌ ๐‹๐ž๐ž
๐Ÿฎ Today has been a longโ€ฆ long day.
๐Ÿฎ You heard about the increased vocal training James had been undertakingโ€ฆ. And a little birdie also noted that he was more than good
๐Ÿฎ You werenโ€™t sure what to expect, really.
๐Ÿฎ When you arrived at his newly furnished flat, you found him staring at the fish tank.
๐Ÿฎ His hair looked neater. His eyes looked dull.
๐Ÿฎ He looked incredibly tired, incredibly handsome, and made you feel incredibly unhappy.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œHey Jaโ€” Diego. Whatโ€™s with the soft boy look?โ€ You try quietly, smiling as you lug the groceries into the kitchen.
๐Ÿฎ He remained stationary at the fish tank, shoving his hands into his pockets.
๐Ÿฎ You: ๐Ÿง
๐Ÿฎ He shrugged his shoulders, turning his angular face towards you lazily, โ€œItโ€™s my new face. If you got a problem with it then too bad.โ€
๐Ÿฎ You shake your head slowly, releasing a heavy sigh.
๐Ÿฎ You knew this transition would beโ€ฆ hard.
๐Ÿฎ Especially now that your boyfriend was realizing just how much he would have to change to fit into his new persona.
๐Ÿฎ And even if he agreed to it and claimed it was for the best, you couldnโ€™t help but feel a little irritated.
๐Ÿฎ What happened to that wolffish boy? The legend of the first generation? The boy who had winked at you when he had just pummeled your would-be-assaulters as though they were nothing but animals
๐Ÿฎ James Lee was being restrained. Limited in this new form of himself- Diego. A K-Pop idol.
๐Ÿฎ Thatโ€™s not to say he didnโ€™t look handsome, or still act like his charming self. He did. But his previous ferocity was extinguishedโ€ฆ and it was leaving him feeling empty.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œYou look nice,โ€ you say, opening the fridge with the milk carton in hand. โ€œItโ€™s just different.โ€
๐Ÿฎ โ€œThis was supposed to make me look hotter. Do I not look hot to you?โ€
๐Ÿฎ You try to hide your smile. Thatโ€™s a trick that wonโ€™t work on you. Whatever heโ€™s doing will not seduce you.
๐Ÿฎ You turn. And sure enough there he is.
๐Ÿฎ Yeah. He does look hot. With his gently molded muscles flexing as he leans onto the kitchen counter, bangs curtaining his aristocratic face.
๐Ÿฎ You thought James was handsome before. But this sealed the deal.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œUh huh, whatever you say DG,โ€ You turn away with a smirk. โ€œLooks like someone needs a nap though~โ€
๐Ÿฎ In the reflection of the shiny new stove you can make out his hand reaching for his eyes, rubbing tenderly beneath them on his dark circles.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œIt looks that obvious?โ€ โ€œOnly to me, babe.โ€
๐Ÿฎ You walk over to the large, luxurious couch. Youโ€™re still getting used to being around all this fancy furniture.
๐Ÿฎ The black leather sinks into your weight as you sprawl across the length of the couch, resting your back against the arm.
๐Ÿฎ James trails behind you, laying next to you and wrapping his arm around your shoulders.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œNuh uhโ€ฆโ€ you adjust, shoving him down. โ€œNone of that alpha male crap or whatever. Go to sleep.โ€
๐Ÿฎ DG rests his head on your chest, looking up at you with watchful, dark eyes.
๐Ÿฎ You play with his tufts of tamed pastel hair, smiling as he relaxes into your touch.
๐Ÿฎ This is the result of years of trust stacking up. This is the result of James humbling himself and admitting he had caught feelings. You werenโ€™t just another string attached to the whole conquering sham. You were his (Y/N).
๐Ÿฎ His eyelids fluttered shut, long eyelashes resting against his soft pale cheeks. His breathing evened out, and James was officially asleep.
๐Ÿฎ You smiled, leaning your head back onto the pillow. He was still just James.
๐Ÿฎ You initiated itโ€ฆ but this wasnโ€™t the first time.
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๐Š๐จ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ข
๐Ÿฎ You never expected it to be such a mess.
๐Ÿฎ Sure, you werenโ€™t envisioning a neat, Candy-wrapper free environment that mirrored a magazine master bedroom, but stillโ€ฆ
๐Ÿฎ โ€œKoujiโ€ฆ how can you live like this?โ€
๐Ÿฎ You catch a glimpse of his cheeks flaring red.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œItโ€™s not that messy. Donโ€™t complain if Iโ€™m gonna be doing the actual job, otherwise I wonโ€™t do it.โ€
๐Ÿฎ You nod to yourself, watching him flop onto his bed with his laptop.
๐Ÿฎ He vaguely gestured for you to sit down, and you do so.
๐Ÿฎ And then for the next hour or so, all you do is watch his purple head bounce up and down as he works his computer magic.
๐Ÿฎ You: ๐Ÿ˜ถ
๐Ÿฎ Kouji: ๐Ÿ˜ช
๐Ÿฎ By now the two of you have your backs to the wall. Youโ€™re actually leaning against it.
๐Ÿฎ You watch wordlessly as his body slowly reclines backwards. His hands rub at his eyes more frequently.
๐Ÿฎ His usual factual mutterings turn into nothing but incomprehensible gibberish
๐Ÿฎ Those pudgy, mochi cheeks that drive you crazy are finally resting against your shoulder.
๐Ÿฎ You try not to smirkโ€” seeing as the arrogant genius is now out-of-his-wits and asleep on your shoulder.
๐Ÿฎ And then as the two of you slide downwards, you begin to relax. After all, you and him have gotten pretty close-
๐Ÿฎ Those baby-pudge cheeks make you want to melt.
๐Ÿฎ Especially now that theyโ€™re on your chestโ€”
๐Ÿฎ ๐Ÿšจ ๐Ÿšจ ๐Ÿšจ
๐Ÿฎ โ€œKOUJI WAKE UP!โ€
๐Ÿฎ โ€œH-Huh? What? JEEZ GET AWAY FROM ME!โ€
๐Ÿฎ It was an accident. It was awkward. Maybe he banned you from his room? Or maybe it turned into a make-out session, who knows.
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๐Ÿฎ You donโ€™t normally spend your weekends in his living room, surrounded by piles of snacks he doesnโ€™t want to share.
๐Ÿฎ Yet here you are.
๐Ÿฎ Up until now, you and Vin havenโ€™t hung out without Mary.
โ™• Mary insisted she was sick today. And couldn't make it. ๐Ÿ™„
๐Ÿฎ It was a load of bull. But whatever.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œWell what am I supposed to eat?โ€ you snap.
๐Ÿฎ He ignores you, but you continue: โ€œYouโ€™re taking all the good snacks bro. I canโ€™t survive on the crumbs- Iโ€™m growing toโ€”โ€
๐Ÿฎ Another obnoxious crunch.
๐Ÿฎ Vin pulls his hand out of the bag, extending one measly puffy Cheeto.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œHere. Now shut up so I can focus.โ€
๐Ÿฎ โ€œFocus on what? Growing your overinflated ego? Just give me an actual snack.โ€
๐Ÿฎ He has an entire hoard of chip bags surrounding him- as well as some pocky sticks and instant ramen that you know heโ€™s hiding from you.
๐Ÿฎ Vin looks up in your direction, his expression one of clear irritation.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œYou arenโ€™t even trying to write your song!โ€ He grumbles, crunching on another Cheeto and crumbling up the now-empty bag.
๐Ÿฎ You rub your temples, turning towards your music draft.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œI canโ€™t focus with all your crunching. I need my own snack.โ€
๐Ÿฎ โ€œWhy are you so hungry?โ€ He asks, pencil scratching roughly on his paper.
๐Ÿฎ You watch his side profile wordlessly. The seven-times-tinted sunglasses and swoop of bangs are sure to block his viewโ€ฆ
๐Ÿฎ Youโ€™re desperately hungry. Wonโ€™t someone give you something to eat~โ™ซ
๐Ÿฎ You reach for the nearest back of Potato Chips, sliding the bag over to yourself as quietly as you can.
๐Ÿฎ To your surprise; delight; shock; amazement; Vin doesnโ€™t notice at all.
๐Ÿฎ And then you try opening the bag-
๐Ÿฎ โ€œThe hell?! You mother-โ€œ
๐Ÿฎ Vin is grabbing your waist and youโ€™re kicking at his abs.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œVinJin you jerk-!โ€
๐Ÿฎ โ€œ(Y/N) you ass!โ€
๐Ÿฎ โ€œPotty-mouthed idiot-โ€œ you roll on top of him, arms straining to hold out as you clasp hands with his larger ones.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œSnarkyโ€” pervertedโ€”โ€ He grunts, his hands encasing yours as you two wrestle onto the couch
๐Ÿฎ โ€œYou really fighting me, you coward?โ€ You grit your teeth, kicking at his shins until he gives and falls onto the sofa.
๐Ÿฎ You both pant, out of breath, until Vin flips on top of you-
๐Ÿฎ โ€œYou started it!โ€ He growls.
๐Ÿฎ You refuse to look at him, especially now that youโ€™re realizing he can be somewhat attractiveโ€ฆ
๐Ÿฎ His hands are still clasped firmly onto your own, and his brows are still knitted together angrily. โ€œWhat? Are you mad at me for winning? Cmon, donโ€™t ignore meโ€ฆ jeez youโ€™re as annoying as Maryโ€ฆ (Y/N) come onโ€”โ€
๐Ÿฎ Heโ€™s about to flop his head into your chest.
๐Ÿฎ Youโ€™re about to shove him into your chest to make him shut up.
๐Ÿฎ His head is slammed onto your chest, and neither of you can find the words to complain.
๐Ÿฎ And so it works outโ€ฆ and now the two of you are calming down. Actuallyโ€ฆ itโ€™s getting a little too calm.
๐Ÿฎ You open your heavy eyelids, glancing down at Vin. Sure enough, heโ€™s asleep. And you feel the biggest urge to push him off the couchโ€” but somehow you have the feeling that you shouldnโ€™t ruin this moment.
๐Ÿฎ Hell it was weird. You both initiated itโ€ฆ?!
๐Ÿฎ This one is also freaking longโ€ฆ oopsies. Yโ€™all got spoiled ๐Ÿ’…
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๐Ÿฎ When youโ€™re dating someone as sadistic as Samuel, whoโ€™s alliance seems to always be jumping from one person to the next, and whoโ€™s mental stability relies heavily on how he lives up to his own standards, then youโ€™re sure to experience the wipeout days.
๐Ÿฎ The sort of days where the old person is gone, and heโ€™s replaced by an empty shell of himself.
๐Ÿฎ For Samuel- today is one of those days.
๐Ÿฎ You sit on the modern lounge chair that overlooks the city below, feeling comfortable despite your usual fear of heights.
๐Ÿฎ (If you arenโ€™t afraid of heights then shut up and pretend because you are now ๐Ÿคก)
๐Ÿฎ Your legs are crossed, your laptop rests on your thighs, and you listen attentively to the streamer youโ€™re watching.
๐Ÿฎ Samuel stands by the window with his back to you.
๐Ÿฎ Every now and then you glance up at him worriedly
๐Ÿฎ Heโ€™s not normally this quiet around youโ€ฆ or so tame. Normally itโ€™s a war zone of snarky and perverted remarks.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œSamuelโ€ฆ?โ€
๐Ÿฎ He turns to you slightly, defined jawline taut and tempting. You see his eyebrows draw together tightly and his lips purse.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œHmm?โ€ he hums from deep within his throat.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œYou okay? You seem kinda tense.โ€
๐Ÿฎ He turns to you, and then you can see it.
๐Ÿฎ The depressed, empty shell of your normally sharp-witted boyfriend.
๐Ÿฎ You can see past his sterile gaze: a glint of short-temperedness in his eyes. The frown on your face continues to deepen.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œIโ€™m fine. Thank you for being so thoughtful,โ€ he smiles rigidly.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œWhatโ€™s with you?โ€ You ask as you set aside your computer, giving him the attention he deserves.
๐Ÿฎ He shrugs his shoulders as he approaches your open arms, kneeling in front of you.
๐Ÿฎ You slide out of the chair and sit on the floor with him. โ€œCome on Sammyโ€ฆโ€
๐Ÿฎ And then youโ€™re both laying on the floor, and his powerful form is suddenly vulnerable now that heโ€™s wrapped in your arms.
๐Ÿฎ You stroke his hair, combing beneath the buzz cut and into his thick roots, calming both him and yourself down.
๐Ÿฎ His cheek rests on your chest, and he smirks up at you every now and then.
๐Ÿฎ When he feels in the mood again, itโ€™s sexy time and heโ€™ll die before you find him in this position. But for now he feels comfortableโ€ฆ so heโ€™s going to stay like this.
๐Ÿฎ That angular face of his is pressed into your breast, and you canโ€™t help but feel a little hot at the thought.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œLetโ€™s just fall asleep right here.โ€
๐Ÿฎ Thatโ€™s exactly what you did.
๐Ÿฎ You initiated itโ€” since youโ€™ve done it before. But it doesnโ€™t happen often- so treasure his vulnerable side while you can ๐Ÿ˜ฉ
๐Ÿฎ Also I know his character design is just for sex-appealโ€ฆ. But come on guys he needs more fluff content ๐Ÿฅบ
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narcissistshandler ยท 1 year ago
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Can you fo reader x JongGun๐Ÿ™
Like after Daniel broke his arm, he comes to your apartment, you might worried, teasing him or being jealous, and everything happens after that...
๐—ช๐—›๐—”๐—ง ๐—”๐—ฅ๐—˜ ๐—ช๐—˜?
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โœง ๐–ฏ๐– ๐–จ๐–ฑ๐–จ๐–ญ๐–ฆ gn! reader x park jong gun
โœง ๐–ถ๐– ๐–ฑ๐–ญ๐–จ๐–ญ๐–ฆ๐–ฒ top!amab reader, bottom! gun, anal sex, masturbation (mentioned), jealous behavior, thoughts about hurting and drawing blood (in a romantic way), broken bones, and some sadism/masochism at the end
โœง ๐– /๐–ญ yeah, I didn't like the result of that (this has not been edited so please let me know if there is any mention/hint of the reader's gender)
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He was already there when you arrived, even if you didn't notice his presence, one with the shadows of the room. It was as if he purposefully sought to hide and leave you with the uncomfortable feeling that you weren't alone, that there were eyes following you, and that there was something out of place - even if you didn't know for sure what.
And when you flicked the finger on the switch and the room filled with light, you couldn't help but jump when saw him sitting on your bed, with an unusual smile on his face, the eyes darker than usual, and wearing only one of your shirts. There was a tension there that you only felt when you stepped towards him and saw the spark of amusement in the curve of his lips, the excited insanity.
The air seemed to grow thicker, even though you merely tried to engage him in shallow conversation. Which you already had enough experience with to know it was difficult. Gun was reserved, in the best of words. He came and went as he pleased, had what he wanted and then disappeared without even an explanation.
What were you? You asked yourself every damn day. Your circle was smaller than it seemed, you heard his name quite often and it wasn't uncommon to bump into him, he also had the keys to your house, but that didn't make what you had something serious.
You tried not to think about it as Gun kissed you - ravaged your mouth as if he was furious with you, or at the very least, very excited. He was eager today - pulling your clothes off, biting your neck, fighting the fabric of your pants to get to your dick as quickly as possible. He was also talkative, 'I prepared myself for you while I waited', 'I thought about you while I did it', he said, knowing exactly how to tease you and leave you wanting him. 'I came on your bed, on your sheets, on your pillow', and you can almost smell him in your room after those words leave his mouth.
And his ass really was prepared for you, dripping with lube on your bed and his hard dick forming a tent under the shirt he had stolen from your closet.
You felt like a crazy person, like an addict who couldn't fight the source of the addiction. Gun only had to spread his legs for you, and like an eager puppy, you lined yourself up with a shaking hand on the relaxed hole and sank inside, where you belonged. What are we? The question came back to you. What does all this make us? Because you knew it had been months, maybe years, since Gun had slept with anyone else, neither did you.
You grabbed Gun's hands, somehow wanting to force him to answer the question that didn't even come out of your mouth and tried to hold his arms up. You wanted to know if he felt the same way. "Urgh," Gun groaned, and easily fought against your power. The sound full of pain and discomfort sounded alien in his mouth and it completely captured your attention. Only then did you notice that Gun wasn't moving one of his arms, which was swollen and turning red.
Your movements began to slow down, until they almost stopped. "Don't you dare!" He grunted, legs immediately wrapping around your waist and heels digging into your ass.
"Youโ€™re hurt, you need to go to the hospital," you argued, not being able to help but worry, but Gun wasnโ€™t having any of it. Even with one of his arms broken, he moved as nimbly as usual and he easily reversed your positions so that he was now sitting on top of you, your cock not even leaving the heat of his hole. "You're fucking insane!" you moaned at the show of strength. Gun looked damn erotic on top of you, riding you, even with one of his arms limp at his side, wrapped in the long sleeve of your shirt.
"As if you didn't already know that," he replied, the smile wide on his kiss-swollen lips. "I came here to fuck, not get medical advice, so shut up and let me work."
But you just couldn't shut up. "What- ah, happened?" You asked through clenched teeth as you watched Gun's long, firm legs sink into the mattress with each rise and fall, his dick hidden under the shirt forming a wet spot on the fabric.
Gun responded to you without haste, releasing disjointed sentences and words as he mounted you, firmly and quickly, successfully taking the breath away from both of you. โ€œCharles Choi,โ€ he said, and then โ€œfightโ€ and a โ€œbratโ€ that he repeated a few times and that you didnโ€™t think much of until you noticed who it referred to โ€“ Daniel.
"Daniel broke your arm?" You repeated his words, your fingers digging into Gun's thighs in a failed attempt to slow him down so you could make sure you heard him right.
Gun's smile seemed to get even bigger, and for the first time, you hated seeing him smiling.
"Why? Jealous?" And only Gun would think anyone would be jealous of someone taking blood and breaking someone else's bones. But then wasn't that what you were feeling? Not anger at Daniel for hurting Gun, but jealousy. Jealousy that you wasn't the one to hurt him, leave your mark behind on Gun's body and that Daniel was the one to get Gun all hot and excited.
That strange, possessive part of your mind stirred - you almost wanted to draw blood from Gun at that moment.
"Youโ€™re a slut," you accused, not at all denying Gunโ€™s statement. He chuckled and swiveled his hips in a sensual circle, the good hand resting on your stomach. He was teasing you, you realized.
Then the notion hit you, you didn't need to resort to such methods to mark him as yours, after all, only you were capable of having him like this, naked, in your bed, with hot cheeks and fucking himself on your dick. You had already left your mark implanted deep into his body where you doubted anyone else would ever be able to be.
Your feet dug into the mattress, hips jumping off the bed to slam against Gun's ass. The sound he made was downright obscene, what looked like tears glistening in the corners of his black eyes, the psychotic smile still there. He was yours, it was the first time you noticed. He had chosen to come to you, because no one else knew this slutty side of him, because no one else could feed that side, only you.
Gun fell willingly against your chest, moaning and trying to move back against you, hungry, looking for more of your cock, more of the aggression and pain. Pain. One of your hands rested on his back, keeping him lying on top of you and the other wandered, found Gun's long fingers and then closed around his wrist, tightly and then, you pulled his broken arm.
The scream that came from Gun's throat would forever be etched in your memory; his cock twitched and spilled, further soiling the shirt he was wearing.
At that moment, you knew what you two were, complete lunatics who would always find in each other exactly what they needed. There were no longer any doubts.
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Gun Park with Amane Ubuyashiki reader, ft. Daniel Park (Part 1)
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There are two ways that Gun can meet you. Either as a Himorogi or an Ubuyashiki.
โ€ข If you are a Himorogi, then you are still a student of religious studies in Shintoism. Your grades are so high and perfect that you became the class president of the Religious Studies Department (founded by yours truly). You are also very intelligent that you can rival student prodigies in the Science and Mathematics Department.
โ€ข Your beauty is also an aspect of what you are known for in Jaewon High , the large amount of admirers that worship your graceful and elegant aura is astonishing to the point where students thought you should've been in the Beauty and Cosmetics Department. A lot of women are jealous of you because of the same reason and some even threatened you, but you remained calm and expressionless. That lifeless look in your eyes intimidated many people but also made them feel drawn to your mysterious personality.
โ€ข You befriended Daniel after hearing him from Kagaya's crow. It told news about it witnessing one of the Ubuyashiki rivals, Charles Choi's daughter and bodyguard stepping into the school grounds. You immediately got up from your library study and head straight to the school festival.
โ€ข You made sure to keep distance from the pretty woman and black-eyed man to spy on them. Not even one hour and Gun is already starting a fight... Well, it's actually not him that started the fight, it's that Daniel Park boy who insisted on talking to the girl but the bodyguard prevented him from doing so.
โ€ข Luckily, Vasco interrupted before Gun can pulverize Daniel some more. The fight was broken off by Crystal and the two outsiders left the campus. You stepped out of the shadows and joined the injured two, offering them first aid. Vasco insisted that he doesn't need your help but was influenced by your persistent demeanor and let you treat his nose. You politely bowed to introduce yourself to the boys and looked at Daniel for permission to treat his bruise. The flustered handsome man nodded his head in a yes gesture. After that encounter, the rest of you enjoyed the music festival.
โ€ข Time flies by and your relationship with your peers improved. You managed to befriend Zoe, Mira, Zack, Vasco, Jace, and even Jay. But at the same time, you were emotionally distant and interacted with everyone only at arm's length. Your quiet behavior and creepy eyes unnerved them a bit.
โ€ข Daniel is starting to question you why you became more involved in his life and you answered,
Amane! Reader: "I saw the way you fought that man... If Gun sees potential in you to be his successor, then we'll all be doomed."
Daniel: "...C-Come again...?"
โ€ข You explained to Daniel that if Gun were to recruit him, he will train Daniel the ways of a merciless and ruthless fighter and if he succeeds his training through further recruitment from the higher ups, he will be tasked by Charles Choi to destroy the Ubuyashiki family and the Himorogi family as well as the connections that are tied to the two clans.
โ€ข Your family may be representatives of several Shinto shrines but even they have some connections with the Ubuyashiki clan, who own a corporation of highly trained fighters targeting gangs and other illegal unions. The corporation is large enough to reach from Japan to South Korea and their most powerful fighters guard and control districts undercover. These top fighters are called Hashiras and each one of them have a reason for joining the corporation as well as a reason to fight. Their fighters are known for having constant conflict with an organization called The Twelve Kizuki.
โ€ข Unfortunately, Gun Park, one of the top fighters from one of the corporation's rivals, is eliminating the fighters one by one, causing a major problem for the corporation. You plan on recruiting Daniel and train him to defeat Gun, even telling Daniel that the corporation offers rewards and incentives if he joins you but it still his choice to make whether he wants to work with you or not.
โ€ข Weeks passed, due to the increasing homework and performance tasks dumped handed by the teachers, your friends are too worried about the deadline and forgot about that incident. You, on the other hand, counted each day after that. Who knows when Choi will strike?
โ€ข One day, you decided to ask Daniel for his final answer and walked home with him. However the moment is ruined when an expensive looking sports car suddenly parked in front of you. The driver of the car came out and look who it is... Gun Park himself.
โ€ข Daniel became alert but you remained calm. You can tell by Daniel's stance that he's ready to throw hands. Gun ignored the sudden defensiveness and then asked the boy if he's reconsidered his offer. Outwardly, you are unfazed by the interaction but internally, you are surprised at the hint that Daniel may or may not have told you about Gun's offer. Gun walked closer to you two and stared at Daniel for any indication of the boy changing his mind but you stepped in front of Daniel.
Amane! Reader: "Excuse me for interrupting, but we have somewhere urgent we need to go."
โ€ข He made eye contact with you and leaned closer, his height intimidated many but you stood your ground. An awkward silence fills the tense atmosphere as you and the tall man engage in a silent glaring contest. It felt like the abyss is glaring back at the void.
Gun: "Hey. Move."
Amane! Reader: "... I'm sorry but I won't."
โ€ข Well, this looks like it'll be difficult to shake him off. He's the first to cut the glaring when he turns his piercing gaze at Daniel. He walked past you and placed his hand on Daniel's shoulder, he brings his mouth close to his ear and whispered...
Gun: "Listen here... if you want to train your body to its fullest potential and master techniques to an extent, then accept my offer, yeah?"
Daniel: "........."
โ€ข Gun drew his hand back to his pocket and smirked. Daniel didn't respond and just looked at you with guilt in his eyes.
โ€ข Don't tell me... He's actually thinking of...?
โ€ข A blur flashed by your eyes as Gun almost kicked you in the side of your head but his leg stopped mid-air. The black-eyed man is actually impressed that you didn't flinch. Daniel was about to intervene your little confrontation but stopped after you held your hand up as if to signal a stop sign to him.
โ€ข You look at Gun, no fear evident in your eyes. It's almost as if you're mocking him...
Amane! Reader: "Is that all?"
Gun: "....Yes."
โ€ข The man didn't say anything further and went back to his car but not without reminding Daniel of the offer's deadline and then drove off.
โ€ข You and Daniel continued to walk home. He wanted to apologize but you gave him a final warning to never accept Gun's offer and left.
โ€ข You grew more worried about Daniel as he makes his way to one of the top fighters in school, making enemies left and right. But he also gained allies. Like you, for example, you keep reporting to Ubuyashiki as to protect Daniel from the eyes of other organizations. However, Gun was getting impatient.
โ€ข Gun was called in by Charles Choi for a new task. He gave him an assignment that requires him to bribe someone and if they decline, he must kill them. An typical assignment that bores him to the point where he thinks that Goo was more suited for the job. But all it took was one glance at your file and he became interested. Charles noted Gun's eyes filled with recognition upon scanning through your profile and assumed he was at least familiar with you.
โ€ข He kept the file and walked out of the office, he'll read more of it in his car. No wonder you're so protective of Daniel Park. You had an ulterior motive for keeping that guy away from him.
โ€ข The bell rings and you go outside of the entrance gate to wait for Daniel, in hopes of hearing his decision. Your wait was interrupted by car rolling its window down which revealed Gun Park as the driver. Your body froze. This is bad. Daniel hasn't exited his classroom. And you're certain that this man is MUCH more powerful than you in terms of strength.
โ€ข The man got out of his car and begin slowly approach you. Every painfully slow step he takes towards you feels like you're facing a demon... He stops and just stares at you. Despite the difference between your intimidation tactics, you're not backing down. Another glare-down with hidden conflict was engaged. Both of you neither talked, just glared. The only sound there is are the loudly chatting students exiting from the school's entrance.
โ€ข After a long while, Daniel still hasn't arrived, and the loudness of the students become muffled until they've gone their way home. The silence was no longer on your side anymore, it's making you uncomfortable enough to speak first...
Amane! Reader: "... Pardon me, may I ask for what motive do you have to come all the way here?"
Gun: "...I'm not gonna waste both of our time... I have a proposition for you."
Amane! Reader: "... A proposition?"
Gun: "Yeah... It's simple. If you leave Daniel Park, you live. If you won't, you die. Deal?"
Amane! Reader: "And what makes you think I'll accept this one-sided offer?"
Gun: "Does the name Charles Choi sound familiar?"
Amane! Reader: "..............."
Gun: "He wants you to work for him. For you to leave the Ubuyashiki corp. You get paid and other benefits."
Amane! Reader: "......How do you..."
Gun: "Read your profile. From the looks of it, you're more than just the Ubuyashiki head's right hand. You're also the head of the Himorogi family's Shinto shrines. I commend you... Not everyone is talented at hiding their identity for so long... Not even from that brat... So, what do you say?"
Amane! Reader: "I am not easily swayed by mere threats and bribes. If you don't have anything else to say, then have a good evening."
โ€ข You tried to walk away to get Daniel but a hand grabbed your shoulder and pinned you to the wall. The impact of your back to the cement was strong enough to put cracks on the wall. Gun's gripping hand digs into your skin, you're pretty sure that your bone cracked as well. It was so painful that you wanted to scream help but you know that he'll drag you and kill you. You have no choice but to endure the pain. Just for a bit.
โ€ข Gun's piercing jet black eyes glared down at you filled with bloodlust, urging you to give up and surrender. But you still didn't squirm, no trace of pain was evident on your face, not even a wince. You glared back at him...
Gun: "........This is your last warning....."
Amane! Reader: "..........I....Humbly...... Decline....."
โ€ข ... Until he let go. He draws his hand back as if he merely squashed a bug. There's hint of irritation on his face. He doesn't understand how a weakling with no fighter's will or experience in fighting stand their ground against him. But for some reason he felt... intimidated?
โ€ข For now, he'll let you go.
Amane! Reader: "....... Daniel is a good person..... He'll fight if he needs to..."
Gun: ".... We'll see about that."
"AMANE! READER!!"
โ€ข Ah, speaking of Daniel, here he comes now. He ran toward you and stood in front of you, shielding you away from Gun. Daniel held his arms up and shouted at Gun.
Daniel: "What do you want from them?! If you want to fight, then fight me! Don't involve them!"
Gun: "No, they are very much involved."
Amane! Reader: "Daniel, I'm fine. Please don't fight."
Daniel: "W-what? But he..."
Amane! Reader: "I'm sure Gun was just in the middle of leaving.
Gun: "......Yeah. I'm not in the mood right now... I'm leaving."
Daniel: "H-huh...?"
โ€ข Well that was unexpected... Usually Gun is constantly in fight mode. He's leaving without a fight from Daniel? The man practically can't survive a day without a fight. But today he withdraws. Daniel put his arms down and just looked dumbfounded. He has lots of questions for you.
โ€ข Gun opened the door to his car, he was about to climb in but he looked at you...
Gun: "Hey... Himorogi."
Amane! Reader: "...?"
Gun: "Whatever the hell's wrong with you, I like your boldness. That deal is offered once so expect to be hunted down."
Amane! Reader: "... I'm aware."
โ€ข With that, he drove off to report to Charles. He definitely knows that Goo will tease him about his withdrawal and "How the mighty Shiro Oni was scared off by a weakling." He'll have to punch his jaw harder later.
โ€ข ..........................
โ€ข He couldn't get his mind off of you... Those lifeless, void eyes of yours reminded him of his own, except that they have a somewhat tranquil yet secretive charm. How does the expression go? The eyes are the windows to the soul? Is that how they say it?
โ€ข Hmm... It looks like Daniel's answer is going to have to wait. He needs to know more about you...
โ€ข As he learned more about you, he realized that you were far more intelligent and mentally stronger than he thought. According to whatever information Kouji gathered, you faced off enemies of the Corp. without even lifting a finger.
โ€ข When facing an opponent, you would place hidden traps ahead of time before observing and memorizing the loopholes of the opponent's fighting style. And since you have an expressionless face and laser-focused eye contact, it makes harder for the opponent to predict your next move.
โ€ข Your physical strength is low but your mental and academical strength exceeded greatly to the point where you negotiated with leaders from gangs without much conflict. These information intrigued Gun to the point where he thought observing you himself in the shadows.
โ€ข He learned that your abilities earned you respect from both the school and the corp. Although some of the fighters there don't cooperate well with each other, you are patient and maintained a calm demeanor towards all of them, while their differing personalities unfazed you. You trained yourself with advanced leadership skills that are equivalent to the Master's in order to give proper commands.
โ€ข From all the Hashira fighters Gun has defeated, all of them remained loyal and never revealed who you or the Master are. Even if they won and returned to you with broken bones and regretted ever taking damage, you and the Master would forgive them for their mistakes, brush it off and call it progress.
โ€ข You managed to lead both the corp, your family's Shinto shrines, school assignments, and aiding your ill Master, all at the same time. Gun has never seen such loyalty before. To think all of this weight of responsibilities on your shoulders from a young age to 17. You are truly worthy of the Ubuyashiki head's right hand title.
โ€ข You really are interesting... Gun makes sure that when you two cross paths again, he'll fight you to see for himself.
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slowd1ving ยท 5 months ago
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Hi! I love your lookism fics, I would love to see your take on Seongji Yuk x gn reader. Something sweet and simple would be great!
I see that you like using science metaphors and im curious to how many can you use in one fic. Iโ€™m a complete chemistry nerd ๐Ÿค“ ๐Ÿ˜‚
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THE MUNDANE . ใ€€โบ โœฆ SEONGJI YUK
In which an amateur stargazer finds that no, they do not teach biology in Cheonliang, and yes, gravity does in fact affect everything with mass. woah... gravitational fields.... woah inverse square law... woah, G.... ik you probably wanted more chemistry but I couldn't resist the physics gnawing away/// arghhh pairing: seongji yuk + gn reader warnings: prejudice (quite literally lookism) wc: 1.3k
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MASTERLIST ใƒปใ‚œใƒปNAVIGATION
Thereโ€™s a monster living in the Cheonliang mountains.ย 
A flutter of cloying kindness greets you when you first pull up to the rural village: tires burning on summer asphalt, senseless droning of cicadas, and warm rain seeping through your thin clothes. No rhyme or reason as to why you decided on this particular village to stop by; though, the rhyme might just be the hiccuping couplet of your pulse. Specifically, this pair of beats as your motorcycle drives past the tunnel; heavy, like two black holes encountering each other for the first time. Spinning, spinning. As the wheels on your bike do, naturally.ย 
Six fingers and toes, heโ€™s cursed by the gods! Hark, my childrenโ€”
Newtonโ€™s theory of gravitation dictates any particle with matter attracts any other with a force inversely proportional to the square of the distance between them. This is the inverse square law. Itโ€™s used for practical and theoretical applications, but itโ€™s pretty useful when considering why people are drawn to something when they are close to it. Emotionally, physically, empathetically. Psychologically. See, once one begins to increase the proximity of two souls, there is a certain degree of attraction that occurs consequently.ย 
Pray should you ever encounter this one, for he is but a merciless, mad beast.
Itโ€™s a stagnated hum that twines through the fields. Little kids begin the verse, and their elders finish it while you leisurely drive past. Over and over. They play hopscotch to the rhythm in their secluded playgrounds, clap their small hands to the beat, and seem to have no eerie feelings behind their bright smiles. A distorted tale, wound through with the modest price of one personโ€™s dignity. Thereโ€™s a basis for every tale, after allโ€”bitterly warped to suit the storytellerโ€™s perspective.ย 
Do not pity the one abandoned by all.ย 
Thus, when you begin the winding slopes through the fields and up around the mountains, it reduces the distance between you and the epicentre. You trust your gut. You believe (mostly) that what compels you to park your motorcycle on this particular trail is no madness, but rather a tangible, logical reason. A scientific one, if you will. Youโ€™re a mass, the monster of Cheonliang certainly is a massโ€”thus gravity objectively binds you both.ย 
Itโ€™s not entirely implausible to suggest the rumours entice you as much as anything, but the heavy telescope bound to your vehicle is as good a reason as any to stop by this eve. And that: the buzz in your very cells, that seem to divide simply to tug you in the direction of the sprawled forest. Stargazing in Cheonliang it is, then.ย 
Despite your idle curiosity, you donโ€™t go looking: quietly setting up your equipment in a clearing where the breeze flows cleanly, like fragile forgiveness in a peaceful room. Itโ€™s a saccharine solitudeโ€”as sweet as tanghulu when you close your eyes.ย 
โ€œItโ€™s dangerous.โ€ Those are the first words you hear in this village that arenโ€™t blighted by eerie insinuation. Here, where the mountain is solitary and sepulchral, that is the only time you find someone who isnโ€™t the real monster in this mired town. Human, flesh and blood and warm.ย 
โ€œIsnโ€™t everything?โ€ You peer through the eyepiece experimentally, focusing on the calm tide in his voiceโ€”
โ€œNo need tโ€™be a smartass.โ€ His cadence becomes slightly rougher as you hear a dull thump; by the movement of syllables, youโ€™d judge he just leaned against a tree. โ€œWas a piece of friendly advice.โ€
Hmm. You look away from the sky thatโ€™s somehow cleared upโ€”miserable grey giving way to faint periwinkle, then atrament smattered with incandescent frecklesโ€”then at the stranger peering right back at you.ย 
โ€œWhat should I be wary of, then?โ€ Thereโ€™s a relaxed sort of ease in your body, one youโ€™re unfamiliar with.ย 
He stares at you askance, as though youโ€™re an idiot.ย 
โ€œStrangers,โ€ he answers brusquely, pointing at himself. โ€œHavenโ€™t you heard the rumours about this place?โ€
โ€œOh.โ€ You turn back to the equipment, leaning down to bring the height of the scope up comfortably. Stars, you think dreamily. โ€œThat stupid song? Here I thought youโ€™d say boars or something.โ€
โ€œStupid song?โ€ he echoes. โ€œAnd you still went up?โ€
Six digits on his left hand as it sways downwards, six on the right hand nestled in his pocket. Heโ€™s tall, so much so that anyone would feel intimidated staring up at the guy. Closeโ€”heโ€™s close by, which is perhaps why you gravitate towards him. Two masses, feeling greater force with greater proximity. This was the epicentre that drew you here.ย 
โ€œIs biology class illegal here or something?โ€ you counter incredulously. โ€œDo I need to pay attention to fear mongering?โ€
โ€œNo,โ€ he murmurs thoughtfully. โ€œI guess you donโ€™t.โ€
Itโ€™s strange. Your first encounter with Seongji Yuk can only be classified as abnormal. Gazing at the massive bodies scattered across the heavens, itโ€™s perhaps common sense that the man next to you interests you as much as those heavenly giants. Heโ€™s closer, after allโ€”kneeling down beside you so he can peek up at stars just as large as him.ย 
Maybe itโ€™s fate. Maybe itโ€™s simply science that ties the two of you together. He gives you his name, you offer yours in return. Seongji Yuk. Lying in the grass with damp seeping into your shirt, you ramble about astrophysics, while he carefully coats fruits in molten sugar. Shards as sharp as the words at the base of the mountain, though far sweeter.ย 
Heโ€™s cautiousโ€”you can feel his eyes on you as you sit on his wooden steps. In fact, his eyes trail after you when dawn breaks and itโ€™s time to move on to your original destination.ย 
โ€œIโ€™ll come visit,โ€ you vow, for the cycle of orbit has already begun. Two masses have drawn closer to each other, and naturally begin the spin round their counterpart.ย 
โ€œNo one told you about stranger danger?โ€ Youโ€™re too damn trusting: haloed in ditzy stars, the type in cartoons when characters hit their heads. Except itโ€™s permanent, and you donโ€™t look stupid, but rather awash in their glow.ย 
โ€œEverythingโ€™s dangerous,โ€ you evade sheepishly, and thatโ€™s that.ย 
Summer comes and goes, but itโ€™s fine not bringing your telescope in the chill of autumn. After all, youโ€™ve found something equally as captivating to stare at. Inky eyes, dotted with such a shine that it looks like a starโ€™s emerged rather than a pupil.ย 
Itโ€™s as if the year is put into distillationโ€”monthly visits condensing into fortnightly ones, then weekly ones, before youโ€™re driving the hour down to this place every few days. Heโ€™s made you a little space in his house: one where you can snooze on a spare futon with little worry for safety. For thereโ€™s no place more secure in a โ€˜monsterโ€™ lair than by the side of a so-called โ€˜monsterโ€™.ย 
โ€œQuit staring,โ€ he warns, matter-of-factly while the axe collides with the wood on the stumpโ€”cleaved neatly in two, almost too cleanly.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re pretty, I just canโ€™t help it,โ€ you sigh, leaning back on the creaky porch. Thereโ€™s a book by your side: a thick text filled with particles and numbing quanta.ย 
Youโ€™re strange. Heโ€™s had this thought for a while, but especially today. In fact, you may be more supernatural than he, for each time you say such things, his heart skips one or two beats. Like clockwork, the mechanical nature of your spell is guaranteed: mouth going somewhat dry, ears seeping with a faint crimson, eyebrows creasing minutely.ย 
Why?ย 
โ€œHave you seen yourself?โ€ you counter incredulously, and that is when he realises he did not keep his thoughts silent. โ€œYouโ€™ve literally got stars in your eyes, man. Youโ€ฆ.โ€
Ah. Itโ€™s moments like these where he feels so utterly ordinary; listening to you ramble on about things he doesnโ€™t particularly understand, just like anyone else his age.ย 
Itโ€™s nice being bound to someone like this: close to another, experiencing the gravity that draws two people together for himself.ย 
Science is a perfectly plausible thing to believe in, after all.ย 
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shiratamahatsumiyo ยท 2 days ago
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My Introduction:
๐Ÿข Hi.
๐Ÿข I'm Hatsu in this blog. My main blog name is Ryuan.
๐Ÿข I write stuff. It's a hobby though.
๐Ÿข This is a seperate blog I made that accepts requests. The main one does not.
๐Ÿข I still don't know how to make a masterlist.
My Rules:
๐Ÿข I can only choose whatever request to accept. I'm busy most of the time so please expect rather late posts.
๐Ÿข I can only choose requests with characters I'm familiar with.
๐Ÿข I do not accept NSFW. I will block you.
๐Ÿข My stuff are platonic.
Fandoms I'll Write For:
๐Ÿข Twisted Wonderland
๐Ÿข Lookism
๐Ÿข Homicipher
(To be added in the future)
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hunn1e-bunn1e ยท 11 months ago
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๐ŸชžLookism๐Ÿชž
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Daniel Park โžณ
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Eli Jang โžณ
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Carried By Reader Bridal Style (hc) โ™‚๏ธโ”
Very Protective Reader + Yelena (hc) โ™‚๏ธ ๐Ÿ’ž->โฃโ”
Eugene โžณ
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Goo Kim โžณ
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Gun Park โžณ
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Jace Park โžณ
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Jake Kim โžณ
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James Lee (DG) โžณ
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Jay Hong โžณ
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Johan Seong โžณ
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Samuel Seo โžณ
Carried By Reader Bridal Style (hc) โ™‚๏ธโ”
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Sinu Han โžณ
Carried By Reader Bridal Style (hc) โ™‚๏ธโ”
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Euntae Lee (Vasco) โžณ
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Vin Jin โžณ
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Warren Chae โžณ
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Xiaolong โžณ
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Zack Lee โžณ
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๐Ÿ‡.โ€ขยฐโ€ข.๐Ÿ‡.โ€ขยฐโ€ข.๐Ÿ‡.โ€ขยฐโ€ข.๐Ÿ‡.โ€ขยฐโ€ข.๐Ÿ‡.โ€ขยฐโ€ข.๐Ÿ‡.โ€ขยฐโ€ข.๐Ÿ‡.โ€ขยฐโ€ข.๐Ÿ‡.
Back to the Masterlist Hub?
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moonbyulsstuff ยท 4 months ago
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My request box is now open!! I'll finally be taking your guys request!!
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kumimi3 ยท 6 months ago
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Hello can you do a big beal x child reader itโ€™s kinda like the workers version but big Beal version of it
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โ‚โ‘…แข..แขโ‚Ž big deal !
โ™กโ€งโ‚Šหš table of contents : sinu han, jake kim, samuel seo - fem!reader, reader is implied to be 12 yrs old, fluff, platonic | inbox request: this is short nd simple, thank u for makinโ€™ me write this, da idea is cute muah muah !
Gentlemen at heart, and total romantics. Theyโ€™re definitely the reason why youโ€™re so sweet and kind growing up
With how well-raised you were, people often ask you who were your parents until they go pale once your finger points over to the group of delinquents wearings suits while looking so smug
You were theirs
Not in a possessive way, not in a โ€œThat noodle cup is mineโ€ type of way, you were theirs as much as they were to you
You were theirs to provide for, to take care of, to love forย 
At first, you were like a school project for big deal,ย ย they thought it would be cool to babysit a 12 year old girl, back then it was all just for funsies
Now, after all their hardwork at raising you, they never want to let you go, you are big dealโ€™s angel after all
โ‚โ‘…แข..แขโ‚Ž sinu han !
Treats you like his daughter despite himself being young, he gives fatherly vibes honestly. Heโ€™s so soft with you, he would always kneel down to your height because he doesnโ€™t want your neck being cramped.
Has always given you trinkets whenever you would meet, heโ€™s also the one who taught you many virtues and lessons because he wants you to grow up as a well-raised and compassionate person
Sinuโ€™s heart melted when you once hid inside his long black coat, giggling at how cool it was to see so many praises written on the inside of his coat
His softest smile would always appear for you, he likes the fact heโ€™s vulnerable around you because itโ€™s been so long of him constantly putting up a wall
He wants you to have high standards, for all the years heโ€™s been your father figure, he gave you the utmost special treatment
Why settle for less when you have already experienced more, right?
One time, you called him โ€œdadโ€ as an accident in front of the whole crew, and before you could apologize, you grew silent when you saw the tears falling down his eyes
The whole crew was shocked, until they could only smile warmly when Sinu stood up to hug you
โ€œYeahโ€ฆ Iโ€™m your dad.โ€
โ‚โ‘…แข..แขโ‚Ž jake kim !
teasing jerk, but a big teddy bear nonetheless. The moment he sees you, heโ€™s quick to run up to you and begin pestering you
Would always carry you on his back or on his shoulders, uses the excuse that youโ€™re too short to see anything so heโ€™s doing you a favor, but he just wants to see you smile and hug himย 
Letโ€™s you get away with anything, when Sinu was around he was your partner in crime at hiding any evidence of your troublemaking, but when he became the crew head, you were like a criminal on the streets, causing trouble here and there
Playfights with him are always constant!ย 
With all the adults surrounding you, Jake was your closest brother figure, always engaging in your childishness of playing games and watching cartoonsย 
Both of you would always joke around, but heโ€™s the one you talk to when it comes to serious topics, he isnโ€™t all shy in telling you about the reality if this world, but he would always follow it up with a promise
โ€As harsh as the world may be, ya donโ€™t have to worry, cuz you got me! Now donโ€™t look so sad, youโ€™re gonna look ugly when you grow upโ€”Ouch!โ€
Jake would purposely say you are his โ€œshorty little sisterโ€ to anyone who asks, despite the fact you two arenโ€™t blood related
โ‚โ‘…แข..แขโ‚Ž samuel seo !
The type of big brother to insult you(affectionately) but kills anyone who does the same
You have made him attached to you to the point he stole you away from big deal to stay with him instead, saying heโ€™ll provide for you and buy whatever toys and dresses you want, just so you can stay
The type of brother to whisper you jokes while remaining stoic, looking all calm and collected while you try to stop laughing in a serious situation
Heโ€™s a wreck to himself but he would never let you sway down the wrong path like him, he knew you came from a gangster kind of life, but he is still strict
Heโ€™d let you see a gang fight after school(courtesy of Eugene, he finds you cute actually), but he would never let you hold a cigaretteย 
For most nights, heโ€™d let his โ€œstrict big brotherโ€ go and let you hang out with him at a small bar, he even finds it amusing when you insist on getting him a beer that he likes
Either way, once you begin falling asleep, heโ€™d pat your head before settling down to your eyes, acting as a blindfold to hide you from the bustling lights of the district(he carried u home dont worry)
โ€œI canโ€™t believe I brought you here with me, now I got to take care of ya, like a childโ€ฆ What are you, my baby sister? Tch, guess I canโ€™t complain.โ€
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yerenicq ยท 30 days ago
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hehe.. to try seongji's homemade kimchi... i want him to feed me with his hands while i help him make it!! it feels reeaaally domestic to do that, especially with seongji. kinda like we're married!! and the cheonliang fam are our kids!!
speaking of getting married, i think seongji would be a big softie for that kinda thing. but on a legal basis i don't even know if he has his own personal documents (rip) but either way getting married to him sounds like a dream!! living in the mountains with your husband with the frequent visit from your (adoptive) kids เซฎ หถแต” แต• แต”หถ แƒ
but in the case of actually getting married to him, he would definitely invite the rest of the kings!! i think some of them would be lowkey pissed seongji got married before them (cough cough jaegyeon cough cough) the cheonliang fam would be pumped to be the ring bearers or even be the flower boy(s)!! all in all, getting married to seongji is at the top of my priorities ยฐแกฃ๐ญฉ . ยฐ .
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boyinatown ยท 7 months ago
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Can I request Johan having his first time with the reader who's been with him throughout his life & has been his best friend but now he can finally show how he feels towards them? ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿป๐Ÿ‘ˆ๐ŸปThank you bestie โ˜บ๏ธ
A/N : I hate this faggot.
I didnโ€™t know what u meant with โ€œ first timeโ€ so I assume itโ€™s sex, the only thing y๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝall come to my page for. ( sluts ) idk how to write him either so if itโ€™s a little off my bad.
Warning: Smut, nsfw , 18+
Pairing: Johan Seong x GN reader.
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Johan seong was your best friend, and you were his. Wherever he went you stood at his side, he was wary at first but as time flew by he noticed you hadnโ€™t strayed off yet. Occasionally visiting his moms shop with him, she knew you were his friend and ranted the whole entire time about him cutting his hair not knowing it was her son who was in the chair holding his emotions back.
He was stubborn, a very challenging person , he had guts and didnโ€™t think twice of his choices always doing what felt right to him. It led him to problems, heโ€™d dissapear for weeks , months , then return to you as if nothing happened. Despite your strong bond with him and knowing he wonโ€™t leave you behind alone , you were still afraid.
Taking it upon yourself to try and help him with his problems such as paying the hospital bills for his mother, his eyes problem and with the dogs he has. Not to mention his huge debt he owed to some people chasing after him , ofcourse you did this behind his back. You could also be stubborn, he just didnโ€™t know it.
Or so you thought , when you walked back into your apartment after not seeing Johan for weeks he stood at the entrance of the door arms crossed , not happy with how tired your state was. Looks like you hadnโ€™t eaten anything before going to your 3 jobs, not taking any time for yourself occupied with work and school.
โ€œWhy are you so distant these days? Are you mad at me, that it? If so, I apologize.โ€ Johan paused watching you put down your stuff at the door running to him with opened arms engulfing him in a hug as if heโ€™d run off if you didnโ€™t let go, he melted into your touch letting his head rest on your shoulder , your hand stroking his hair. โ€œWas worried fโ€™you thought something happened to you.โ€ he smiled hearing your mumbled voice in his neck.
Inhaling your scent he acted to his own feelings arms sneaking down lower , now his figure hiding yours under his hold, he threw you over his shoulder grabbing a hold of your thighs to make sure you didnโ€™t budge or fall, kicking your bedroom door open he set you down on the bed taking off his jacket. Before you could open your mouth his lips pressed against yours swallowing your noise. Tongue fighting with yours not giving you time to adjust being forced just to let him do whatever he wanted. When Johan pulled away you were such a beautiful sight under him, confused , yet turned on not knowing what you wanted.
He was your best friend, sure he was attractive and you often dreamed off him on those lonely nights hand slipping underneath your pants to touch wherever it felt right moaning his name into your pillow crying your hands not doing the job right.
Though youโ€™d never admit that to him, Johan started undressing you when he noticed you werenโ€™t aware deep in your mind, his kisses trailed from your face, neck to your stomach gripping your hips , he rubbed his tip against your inner thigh looking down at you โ€œTell me, can I continue? Wanna show you how much Iโ€™ve missed you.โ€ He looked at you with such pleading eyes , his dick just begging to enter you, with a small nod you hiss at the feeling of him stretching you out slowly. โ€œFuckkkโ€ฆI knew youโ€™d feel good, but damnโ€ฆ.-โ€œ he was focused watching his tip slide out then his cock disappear inside you once again.
You arched your back grabbing at his wrists that held your hips to ground yourself , slowly grinding back for more friction, you wanted more, needed more. Voice not working with you , grabbing his arm with such desperate eyes he stopped moving lips curling into a smile โ€œ What is it? If you donโ€™t tell me I wonโ€™t know.โ€
โ€œJohanโ€”โ€œ
โ€œWhat?โ€ He responded speeding his thrusts throwing your legs over his shoulders deepening inside you, biting his lower lip sweat making his bangs stick to his forehead , the bed creaked underneath you two threatening to break. Flying arms grab his back , he leaned over you to whisper stuff against your ear that he KNEW would send you over the edge. His thrusts never faltering , he was more fucking you as a punishment then wanting to tell you he missed you.
โ€œFuck..faster!โ€”โ€œ
โ€œNo, not faster. Deeper, like This.โ€ Emphasizing on the word this he somehow managed to fold you deeper into the mattress now going tougher harder and deeper then before , you were losing your mind scratching his back decorating it with your marks heโ€™d look at in the morning proud of his work.
โ€œMโ€™gonna..gonna! โ€œ when you moaned the warning Johan didnโ€™t care he kept going he wanted to feel you cum on him, he needed to see your face , he has to, otherwise heโ€™d start over he doesnโ€™t mind, he loves the warmth of you anyways.
A few more pounds and you were coming undone on him yelling his name from the top of your lungs , grabbing the sheets beside you anything to ground yourself from the orgasm you had, Johan kept pounding away ignoring your cries of โ€˜ too much!โ€™ โ€˜ sensitive!โ€™
he needed to finish inside you, the sight burning it into his mind for when heโ€™s away again from you to give him an ego boost and a reason to come back to someone, it wasnโ€™t long until Johan also came throwing his head back long strings of โ€˜ fuuuuckโ€”โ€˜ till you felt his semen fill you, spilling out from you wetting the sheets below you both, Johan fell on you panting laughing.
โ€œYou smell, get off off me..โ€
โ€œA thank you would be nice, I just gave you the orgasm of your life.โ€ Johan responded to your joke with a smile rolling off you looking at you , stroking your cheek with the back of his hand wiping some tears away from your eyes.
โ€œThanks , Johan.โ€
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This was the toughest smut I ever wrote I think.
Also his twin:
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trueebeauty ยท 7 months ago
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๐–ฃ๐– ๐–ญ๐–ข๐–จ๐–ญ๐–ฆ ๐–จ๐–ญ ๐–ณ๐–ง๐–ค ๐–ข๐–ซ๐–ด๐–ก - how they would react to you dancing.
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โ’ They're completely smitten with you, leaning forward eagerly and just being completely mesmerized. Their eyes are glued to you with a wide smile, you might even hear a few enthusiastic claps.
โžป ๐‘๐˜๐”๐‡๐„๐ˆ ๐Š๐”๐‘๐Ž๐ƒ๐€ - ๐„๐”๐๐“๐€๐„ ๐‹๐„๐„ - ๐‰๐€๐˜ ๐‡๐Ž๐๐†ย 
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โ’ Intrigued but unsure, they watch you intently, their brow furrowed like a confused puppy. You can almost see the question marks floating above their head as they try to figure out what on earth you're doing.
โžป ๐ƒ๐€๐๐ˆ๐„๐‹ ๐๐€๐‘๐Š - ๐’๐„๐Ž๐๐†๐‰๐ˆ ๐˜๐”๐Š - ๐‡๐€๐๐†๐˜๐„๐Ž๐”๐‹ ๐๐€๐„๐Š - ๐‰๐€๐‚๐„ ๐๐€๐‘๐Š - ๐Ž๐‹๐‹๐˜ ๐–๐€๐๐† - ๐‰๐Ž๐‡๐€๐ ๐’๐„๐Ž๐๐†
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โ’ Your biggest fan is here, cheering you on with a surge of pride and excitement for you. They're clapping, whooping, and waving a homemade sign (where did they get that from?) Huge smiles and beaming with satisfaction they might just join you.
โžป ๐†๐Ž๐Ž ๐Š๐ˆ๐Œ - ๐‘๐˜๐”๐‡๐„๐ˆ ๐Š๐”๐‘๐Ž๐ƒ๐€ - ๐‰๐€๐Š๐„ ๐Š๐ˆ๐Œ - ๐’๐ˆ๐๐” ๐‡๐€๐
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โ’ They just sit in the corner and pretend not to care, but you catch them stealing glances at you while trying to act all nonchalant, but you know they're secretly nosy. That is, until they've had enough and dragged you out of there once too many people start noticing you.
โžป ๐‰๐€๐Œ๐„๐’ ๐‹๐„๐„ (surprisingly) - ๐™๐€๐‚๐Š ๐‹๐„๐„ - ๐„๐‹๐ˆ ๐‰๐€๐๐† - ๐–๐€๐‘๐‘๐„๐ ๐‚๐‡๐€๐„ย 
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โ’ Disapproves with crossed arms and pursed lips. They avoid eye contact with you like you're the most embarrassing thing they've ever seen, and you might even hear a few disapproving tuts. Applause? Not a chance.
โžป ๐‚๐‡๐€๐‘๐‹๐„๐’ ๐‚๐‡๐Ž๐ˆ + ๐„๐”๐†๐„๐๐„ (are we really surprised?)
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โ’ If unbothered was a person.
โžป ๐†๐”๐ ๐๐€๐‘๐Š - ๐’๐€๐Œ๐”๐„๐‹ ๐’๐„๐Ž - ๐—๐ˆ๐€๐Ž๐‹๐Ž๐๐†ย  - ๐•๐ˆ๐ ๐‰๐ˆ๐ - ๐Ž๐‹๐‹๐˜ ๐–๐€๐๐† - ๐‡๐”๐ƒ๐’๐Ž๐ ๐€๐‡๐ย 
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๐๐ฎ๐›๐›๐ฅ๐ž ๐๐š๐ญ๐ก๐ฌ
Note: I have a couple of requests that Iโ€™m still working on in my drafts, which Iโ€™m very excited about, but this idea came to me and I figured Iโ€™d release some fluff while I can~ โ™ก๏ธŽ
Warnings: Fluff, mentions of abuse, implied nudity (sfw), mentions of violence, blood, mild cursing. Jamesโ€™ is angsty and went off track of being โ€œfluffyโ€ and โ€œbubble bath-yโ€.
Warren โ€ข Eli โ€ข Olly โ€ข Vasco โ€ข Jerry โ€ข Brad โ€ข James โ€ข Samuel
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๐–๐š๐ซ๐ซ๐ž๐ง
๐Ÿฎ You rap your knuckles lightly against the bathroom door, staring down at the grimy wood floor.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œCan I come in?โ€
๐Ÿฎ Thereโ€™s a pause before Warren replies. You hear the water churning, and listen as he heaves a shaky sigh
๐Ÿฎ โ€œYeahโ€ฆ come in.โ€ His voice is slightly muffled, but you swing open the door anyway
๐Ÿฎ You wouldโ€™ve never pictured yourself in this situation. Never in a million years.
๐Ÿฎ You stare at Warren, eyes quickly glossing over his tightly formed muscles covered in bruises, making your way to his side in the dingy bathtub.
๐Ÿฎ Warren sits still, avoiding eye contact as you squeeze more soap into the water.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œThis was the only stuff I could find,โ€ you say apologetically, pouring in a good portion of the bubbles
๐Ÿฎ Soon the dank hotel bathroom smells like honeysuckle and the tub is filled with sudsy puffs of foam.
๐Ÿฎ Warren closes his eyes, turning his face away from you.
๐Ÿฎ His attempts to hide the hue of color rising to his cheeks fails, and you will away the smirk that threatens to form at the sight.
๐Ÿฎ You and Warren are only in that broken down hotel because A, itโ€™s the only place you could afford, and B, he was running away again.
๐Ÿฎ Max and Derek were off on their ownโ€ฆ Warren lost track of them after their first encounter with the police.
๐Ÿฎ So here you were, sitting with Warren in a cheap hotel, tending to him after he got himself in another fist fight.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œAnother win?โ€ You ask, wetting your washcloth with the warm water.
๐Ÿฎ Warren nods, finally looking at you. Youโ€™re perched on the side of the tub, a concerned expression adorning your features.
๐Ÿฎ Warren feels a hollow drop in his stomach, feeling exposed beneath your heavy gaze.
๐Ÿฎ Your thumbpad rubs slow circles against his jaw as the both of you fight off embarrassment, your warm fingers soothing your pounding hearts
๐Ÿฎ The washcloth dabs away at the blood on his neck as you slowly clean off his cuts and scrapes.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œHow long (do I have to stay with) you (in this) stupid (place?)โ€ he grumbles, feeling a touch of guilt for dragging you into his mess and forcing you into this awkward situation.
๐Ÿฎ Why are you suddenly looking at him like that?
๐Ÿฎ โ€œWarren I donโ€™t think you finished your sentenceโ€ฆโ€ you glare, wiping away at the dry blood on his pectorals.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œ(Ohโ€ฆ) sorry.โ€
๐Ÿฎ Warrenโ€™s face continues to heat up with embarrassment as your eyes roam over his body. You yourself feel your cheeks growing warm.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œOnce I finish up we should head to bed. Iโ€™ll take you to Hostel in the morning,โ€ you murmur quietly.
๐Ÿฎ Warren stares at the foamy bubbles, his expression gone blank
๐Ÿฎ The warm water, earthy smell, and gentle scrubs slowly melt him as he relaxes into the tub.
๐Ÿฎ You wash off the bloody towel in the sink, glancing over at Warrenโ€™s athletic form.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œโ€ฆIt was bad againโ€ฆ wasnโ€™t it?โ€ You ask quietly, ringing out the cloth with pruned hands.
๐Ÿฎ You arenโ€™t talking about the street fight.
๐Ÿฎ Warren subconsciously closes his legs, his hands moving to his thighs and mindlessly drawing foamy bubbles closer to himself
๐Ÿฎ โ€œ(Well) he was mad (about the runaway thing). He got on me for (not finishing) my sentences.โ€
๐Ÿฎ You nod, approaching Warren once again.
๐Ÿฎ Your hands move over his body tenderly, scrubbing him down with a gentle touch.
๐Ÿฎ The sweet-smelling bubbles float into your face and hair, curtesy of Warren โ€œaccidentallyโ€ splashing you.
๐Ÿฎ You assume most of the bruises below his waistline are from the caretakerโ€ฆ and are sure to be gentle as you scrub down there
๐Ÿฎ The dank bathroom, filled with the warm smell of honeysuckle, is where Warren drifts off to sleep. You use the towel to ruffle his hair and help him out of the bath. All those foamy bubbles are down the drain.
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๐Ÿฎ โ€œEli you should take a bathโ€ฆโ€ you had told him.
๐Ÿฎ He had been sitting on the couch, staring up at the ceiling while he rubbed at his arms and legs.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œItโ€™s okay, I already showered. Iโ€™m more sore than I am dirty,โ€ he looked at you, smiling tersely.
๐Ÿฎ You deadpanned, and gave him a how-could-you-be-so-stupid look.
๐Ÿฎ You told him the facts: taking a warm bath would help sooth his aching muscles, and that he should try it if he wanted some relief.
๐Ÿฎ He was a real lazy-teen-dad about it until you started running the water. ๐Ÿฅ”
๐Ÿฎ โ€œToo late to turn back now, bro.โ€ You crossed your arms and smirked. (Sally was very proud of you)
๐Ÿฎ So thatโ€™s how you ended up hereโ€ฆ
๐Ÿฎ Youโ€™re looking through the cabinets, avoiding looking behind you as Eli lays naked in the hot tub, most likely giving you a dead glare.
๐Ÿฎ You look for the bubble bath solution- the athletic soap that you had given Warren for Christmas.
๐Ÿฎ Itโ€™s not thereโ€ฆ and the only alternative you can find isโ€ฆ
๐Ÿฎ โ€œYenna will be so pleasedโ€ฆโ€ you grimace, squeezing more of the baby-bubble solution into the tub.
๐Ÿฎ It smells almost unnatural- like baby powder or something.
๐Ÿฎ Eli doesnโ€™t seem to notice. He leans his head back against the tile, closing his eyes in contentment.
๐Ÿฎ You avoid staring until the suds of bubbles have completely covered his lower areas. After all, you gotta be polite around Big Daddy.
๐Ÿฎ On your knees, you kneel down beside Eli, scrubbing at his shoulders with your soapy washcloth
๐Ÿฎ You donโ€™t notice, but he opens his eyes to look at you
๐Ÿฎ Eli has always seen you from a special perspective. Thatโ€™s what how he pictures as you lean over him, hands gently and meticulously rubbing up and down his biceps; his eyes dark but soulful, watching you as though someday heโ€™s going to loose youโ€ฆ and if he blinks you might disappear; youโ€™re special.
๐Ÿฎ You feel the damp warmth of of his hand cupping the back of your neck, prompting you to catch Eliโ€™s gaze.
๐Ÿฎ Heโ€™s barely a breath away, his lips closer to your face than you can remember.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œ(Y/N)โ€ฆโ€
๐Ÿฎ The door creaks open.
๐Ÿฎ Your sandals slip on the wet floor.
๐Ÿฎ A spray of bubbles and bath water accompany your splash as you flip into the tub
๐Ÿฎ Eli: ๐Ÿ˜จ๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿซฃ
๐Ÿฎ You: ๐Ÿ˜ถโ€๐ŸŒซ๏ธ
๐Ÿฎ Sally: ๐Ÿ˜ฒ
๐Ÿฎ Sally slams the door shut, apologizing profusely, leaving you and Eli helpless in the bathtub.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œIโ€™m so sorry! Sorry! I was just coming to bring you Warrenโ€™s bath soap!โ€
๐Ÿฎ Eli casts you a sharp glance, evidently embarrassed and trying desperately to redirect his attention.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œ(Y/N)โ€ฆ whose soap is thisโ€ฆ?โ€ ๐Ÿซง
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๐Ÿฎ You kneel down by the side of the tub awkwardly, placing the container of bubble bath solution on the base.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œDoes it feel nice?โ€ Is the only lame remark that comes to your mind.
๐Ÿฎ Olly is oddly quiet, leaning his head back onto the wall and absorbing in the steam.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œFeels awesome!โ€
๐Ÿฎ You smile, once again feeling awkward, mindlessly poking your finger into the water.
๐Ÿฎ โ—๏ธ
๐Ÿฎ โ€œOUCH! OLLY-!โ€ You yank your finger out from the piping hot water, wiping the flushed tip against your shirt.
๐Ÿฎ He looks at you, startled, his emotions a flurry of turmoil
๐Ÿฎ โ€œWhat the hell?!โ€ He exclaims
๐Ÿฎ You shoot him a sharp glance, turning down the water knob to a colder setting
๐Ÿฎ โ€œThat water is burning hot Big Daddyโ€ฆโ€ you murmur, sliding your fingers into the water to check the temperature.
๐Ÿฎ Olly doesnโ€™t say anything; he wordlessly grabs the soap and bath bomb dunks it into the cooler water.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œI mean I knew it was hot! Iโ€™m not that stupid-!โ€ He laughs, splashing you with the newly formed suds of bubbles
๐Ÿฎ They smell like herbsโ€ฆ but you turn your nose up in disgust nonetheless
๐Ÿฎ โ€œYou just couldnโ€™t tell it was burning your skin?โ€ You ask, grabbing his pink-washed arm and scrubbing with the bath sponge.
๐Ÿฎ He nods, using his free hand to push back the dreadlocks that fall onto his forehead.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œPlease wash your hairโ€”โ€โ€œNope!โ€
๐Ÿฎ More puffs of bubbles launch into the air as Olly flicks water at you, โ€œYouโ€™re such a buzz-kill! It pisses me off!โ€
๐Ÿฎ You glare at him steely. Howeverโ€ฆ youโ€™re aware violence wonโ€™t work on himโ€ฆ and youโ€™re technically below him in the ranks.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œโ€ฆCan you stop training with that guy? Heโ€™s not teaching you proper hygienics.โ€
๐Ÿฎ Olly grows silent, sinking into the foamy water with a quiet โ€œshut upโ€ฆโ€
๐Ÿฎ You wipe off the dry blood from the dips and grooves in his toning muscles, ever-so-gently.
๐Ÿฎ Olly knows that his body is temporaryโ€” heโ€™s wasting it imprudently and he needs to be more careful. But it confuses him as to why you, of all people, are so gentle with him.
๐Ÿฎ Even if your touch feels dull and light against his skin; he can sense you treat him gingerly, like heโ€™s fragile or something. (Which he isโ€ฆ and he knows it.)
๐Ÿฎ He catches your eyes roaming freely down his tattered body, ogling at the bruises and scratches that wouldโ€™ve winded a normal person.
๐Ÿฎ He splashes you with more bubbles.
๐Ÿฎ Why do you have to be so serious all the time?!
๐Ÿฎ Itโ€™s killing the moodโ€ฆ
๐Ÿฎ And itโ€™s making him blush.
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๐Ÿฎ You walk into the bathroom and it smells like peaches.
๐Ÿฎ The tub is already filled, and youโ€™ve already inserted the bath-bomb. The surface of the water is dyed orange and cream; little bubbles hide in the corners of the tub.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œYou can get in now,โ€ you call. โ€œThe waterโ€™s ready.โ€
๐Ÿฎ You remain squatted by the side of the tub, but your eyes are glued to the ground. Youโ€™re not looking up, no matter how much you may or may not want to. Vasco made you swear it.
๐Ÿฎ You hear his bare feet slap against the bathroom tiles, and listen as he sucks in an awed breath.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œThatโ€™s what the bathbomb does?โ€ His voice sounds deep and monotonous, but you can sense his radiating excitement. Knowing Vasco, heโ€™s probably flushed with pleasure.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œUh huh. Hop on in.โ€
๐Ÿฎ Heโ€™s sweetโ€ฆ he didnโ€™t want to embarrass you by flaunting his impressive physique around the bathroom without any clothes on.
๐Ÿฎ And yet you sit there by his side, pouring soap onto a bath sponge, clearly still embarrassed.
๐Ÿฎ Once heโ€™s actually in the tub, and the colored water has completely covered the things you arenโ€™t allowed to seeโ€ฆ itโ€™s smooth sailing.
๐Ÿฎ Euntae eases into the tub, dozing off and relaxing. You canโ€™t help but smile; you had been absolutely right when you told him that heโ€™d like it.
๐Ÿฎ He was more sore than usual, apparently, so you had suggested an ice bath or a hot soak. Jace agreedโ€ฆ as long as you took care of the whole thing.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œIโ€™m not the one heโ€™s in love with,โ€ he waved dismissively, smirking in satisfaction with the way you grew silent.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œJace he loves you more than he loves meโ€ฆโ€ you had insisted, but it was no use.
๐Ÿฎ Vasco turns to you, a goofy smile on his face, his expression tender.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œDo you wanna get in with me?โ€ โ€œEuntae!โ€
๐Ÿฎ You flick water at him, shaking your head defiantly, trying to hold back your smile.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œDo you?โ€ His smile only broadens.
๐Ÿฎ You shrug, lazily splashing more water in his direction.
๐Ÿฎ Who wouldโ€™ve guessed that one move would be the downfall of your peaceful bath.
๐Ÿฎ Vasco, in short, still hasnโ€™t mastered the art of restraint when it comes to water fights.
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๐Ÿฎ The door into the sitting room opens, and you quickly sweep your eyes around for anyone nearby.
๐Ÿฎ Surely the world hates you. You grimace, opening the door fully to face the wrath of Big Dealโ€™s number three, four, and six.
๐Ÿฎ You walk with feigned confidence over to the grocery bag near the table, rummaging through the inside anxiously.
๐Ÿฎ Brad and Lineman watch you from the couch; The former sets his drink down to observe you better. Neither of them say anything, but they draw Jasonโ€™s attention to you.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œWhatโ€™re you doing?โ€ he asks accusingly, effectively halting your movements with little to no effort.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œIโ€™m trying to find the soapโ€ฆโ€ you reply offhandedly, keeping your eyes on the bag as you finally find the container.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œWho needs soap?โ€ Brad chimes in with a tone leagues less intimidating than Jasonโ€™s.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œUh- Jerry,โ€ you answer nonchalantly, straightening up with a blank expression.
๐Ÿฎ As usual, the subject of Jerry Kwon is one you handle with calculated disinterest. You donโ€™t smile when you mention him, you keep your expression indifferent and make an effort not to appear otherwise.
๐Ÿฎ And yet, somehow, even Brad and Lineman get the impression that thereโ€™s more to it than that.
๐Ÿฎ Jason in particular sees straight through your bluffs, eyeing you steely with a hint of annoyance. Heโ€™s guessed thereโ€™s more to your feelings for Big Dealโ€™s number two than meets the eye.
๐Ÿฎ But can he call you out on it? No.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œWhat does he need soap for?โ€ he quips, crossing his legs and staring at you expectantly.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œHeโ€™s taking a bathโ€ฆ?โ€ Once again, you regulate the amount of emotion you express. You donโ€™t show the slightest hint of giddiness of embarrassment.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œAnyways, Iโ€™m off guys~ Jerry needs me.โ€
๐Ÿฎ And with that you leave the room, swinging the door shut behind you and making your way towards the bathroom.
๐Ÿฎ You knock courteously, but before he can answer youโ€™ve opened the door and thrown the bottle of soap across the bathroom. You hear it plop into the water; your eyes are squeezed shut as you close the door behind you.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œPour it all in, okay? Iโ€™m not opening my eyes until the bubbles are all sudsy.โ€
๐Ÿฎ Jerry just sits there with the canister of bubble bath soap in his hands, his large body feeling uncomfortable and cramped in the dingy bathtub, blood still trickling down his forearms. Heโ€™s frozen for a solid thirty secondsโ€ฆ and then he obeys
๐Ÿฎ You donโ€™t look until you feel a damp foam land on your nose, and your eyes shoot open.
๐Ÿฎ Jerry looks innocent, pretending he totally-did-not-just-splash-you-with-bubbles. You rub your nose, glaring playfully.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œYou just let the kids hit you?โ€ You ask quietly, readying the washcloth in the sink. In your peripherals you catch Jerry nodding.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œI didnโ€™t want to hurt them. I think they were on somethingโ€ฆโ€
๐Ÿฎ You smile musingly; typical Jerry. You toss the washcloth at him to use, preparing another one for yourself.
๐Ÿฎ For the next half hour or so you sit by his side, wiping away at the scrapes and bruises on his arms and on his knuckles.
๐Ÿฎ Do you both feel incredibly shy? Yes. Who wouldnโ€™t feel shy when theyโ€™re in a room with the biggest hunk who happens to be naked. And besides, Jerry is Jerry. Whatโ€™s not to feel flustered about? And who wouldnโ€™t feel shy, being in the bathtub completely naked with arguably the most attractive member of Big Deal? After allโ€ฆ (Y/N) is (Y/N).
๐Ÿฎ โ€œTalk about puppy love,โ€ Brad laughs, staring down the hallway and listening to the rumble of your voice mingled with Jerryโ€™s.
๐Ÿฎ Jason rolls his eyes, โ€œTheyโ€™re messing with Jerryโ€™s head. They should just get a room already.โ€
๐Ÿฎ Lineman glances wonderingly between the other two, โ€œHow long has this been going on?โ€
๐Ÿฎ โ€œForever.โ€
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๐Ÿฎ Brad doesnโ€™t know what to thinkโ€ฆ
๐Ÿฎ The warm glow of the scented candles littering the room is the only light source in the bathroom. Theyโ€™re everywhere, scattered against the rim of the tub and across the sink counter.
๐Ÿฎ A few bubbles float across the transparent water, but he doesnโ€™t complain. He never complained in the first place. He never even asked for this.
๐Ÿฎ Andโ€” there you are again, swinging open the door with a bundle of items in your arms.
๐Ÿฎ Brad has been watching you bustle in and out for ten minutesโ€ฆ
๐Ÿฎ You canโ€™t help it, honestly, thereโ€™s just a lot of things you had planned and now youโ€™re forgetting everything ๐Ÿ˜”
๐Ÿฎ You kneel beside the tub, placing your items on the floor, โ€œOkay, I got a couple different soap brands because I wasnโ€™t sure which scent youโ€™d likeโ€ฆ uhm,โ€ you glance up to meet his gaze
๐Ÿฎ Brad just stares at you, listening attentively with a slight furrow in his brow. You quickly look down again, unable to maintain eye contact at the moment.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œSoโ€ฆ yeah. I also brought some bath bombsโ€” theyโ€™ll just color the water and stuff. And then hereโ€™s the sponge and-โ€
๐Ÿฎ โ€œ(Y/N)โ€ฆ?โ€ He interjects uncertainly, โ€œWhy are you so nervous?โ€
๐Ÿฎ Ughโ€ฆ oh well
๐Ÿฎ You shrug, keeping your gaze fixated on the floor
๐Ÿฎ Bradโ€™s damp finger drags beneath your chin to meet your eyes, concern washed over his features.
๐Ÿฎ Rizz ๐Ÿ•บ
๐Ÿฎ โ€œI knew Big Dealโ€™s (Y/N) (L/N) was a bit overratedโ€ฆ but I never figured they were a downright tomato.โ€
๐Ÿฎ โ€œI donโ€™t blush you twerp!โ€ You smack the side of his head
๐Ÿฎ Brad just sinks into the water, a lighthearted smile on his lips, clearly smug.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œWhatever hippo,โ€ you battle off your embarrassment (do I really turn red? Is that possible? With my complexion can you even tell?) and toss in a pink bath bomb
๐Ÿฎ And for the rest of the time you enjoy your little self-care date; basking in the aroma of the scented candles, soaking in the warmth of the water (or at least Brad does).
๐Ÿฎ Brad is eventually convinced to turn into Brenda, and gives you a manicure
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๐Ÿฎ The bathroom is small and steamy.
๐Ÿฎ Itโ€™s a three-in-oneโ€ฆ hair, body, and bubble bath. It claims to calm and smooth children, and apparently smells like lavender.
๐Ÿฎ Thatโ€™s the soap you pour into the tub anyways, even if lavender isnโ€™t his favorite scent.
๐Ÿฎ Soon the fluffy white bubbles are dyed rustic red, and the water turns a light copper. The shower head sprays water into his sweaty flop of hair; trails of blood and water wash down the sides of his sickeningly blank face.
๐Ÿฎ You turn off the shower, facing him with a sigh.
๐Ÿฎ James Lee just sits there, returning your gaze with an expression of pure boredom.
๐Ÿฎ His messy array of red hair blends in perfectly with the blood staining his hands. You kneel beside him, grabbing a washcloth and beginning to scrub away at the metallic liquid.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œHow much of it is yoursโ€ฆ?โ€ you ask
๐Ÿฎ โ€œDo you really wanna know?โ€
๐Ÿฎ A smirk ghosts his lips; all of Jamesโ€™ flamboyance and arrogance summed up in a single move.
๐Ÿฎ You had already concluded that was the case. Most of the blood wasnโ€™t his own.
๐Ÿฎ You feel awkwardโ€” pampering him even if he had been busting up thugs a few minutes ago. James doesnโ€™t seem to mind, or care really, about the attention youโ€™re giving him.
๐Ÿฎ The foamy bubbles, dim romantic lighting, and calming aroma differ drastically with the actual situation.
๐Ÿฎ You scrub across Jamesโ€™ toned chest and up to his tense neck, dragging a trail of soap and water across his damp skin. He watches you intensely, searching for something youโ€™re seemingly unaware of.
๐Ÿฎ The mood is somber; the tension thick; you want very badly to rush out of the room
๐Ÿฎ Youโ€™re still confused as to what James wants from you. After all, he didnโ€™t seem to show any interest or concern for anyone but himself. He had rescued you from some assaultersโ€” but not to benefit you. He had done in for โ€œkicks.โ€ Excitement. Thrill. Something? So why was James keeping you around? Did he want friendship? An alliance? Or maybe you were just missing a hint. Maybe youโ€™re being stupid.
๐Ÿฎ His nonchalance, disinterest, and callous demeanor meant something, didnโ€™t they? He was using youโ€ฆ but he wasnโ€™t interested in youโ€ฆ right?
๐Ÿฎ James Lee was so stupidly confusing. You tried connecting the dots to his end goal. You tried searching for his objective. And so far you couldnโ€™t find anything.
๐Ÿฎ You followed him because he told you to. He confided in you because you said he could.
๐Ÿฎ Somehow you couldnโ€™t reach a conclusion as to what your relationship was with this red-headed hotspur.
๐Ÿฎ Maybe it was the heat that was driving you delusional. Or the lavender scent was too strong, and it was messing with your head.
๐Ÿฎ You retracted your hand from its place against Jamesโ€™ back, laying the washcloth against the rim of the tub.
๐Ÿฎ His dark eyes follow your movements, his focus solely on you.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œWhat do you want James? All you seem to care about is fighting and conqueringโ€ฆ and all I seem to be to you is another string attached to your victory-parade.โ€
๐Ÿฎ Itโ€™s a serious question.
๐Ÿฎ Depending on how he answers, youโ€™re more than willing to pack it up and head home right here and now.
๐Ÿฎ James, the arrogant jerk, turns away from you and sinks into the water.
๐Ÿฎ He takes a second to think and closes his eyes, stupidly long lashes resting almost angelically on his cheeks
๐Ÿฎ โ€œYou arenโ€™t part of my victory-parade, conquering-sham, or whatever you wanna call it. You just happened to get involved.โ€
๐Ÿฎ You pause before countering, โ€œSo then Iโ€™m really just a string attached. Thisโ€ฆ doesnโ€™t mean anything.โ€
๐Ÿฎ James opens his eyes, turning his angular face towards you, damp red fringe sticking to his forehead. He looks handsome. Always has.
๐Ÿฎ A wolffish smirk spreads across his face; itโ€™s an expression that will be the death of you. โ€œI never said that, or even implied it. Youโ€™re different โ€˜cause youโ€™re my (Y/N).โ€
๐Ÿฎ You feel a drop to your stomach.
๐Ÿฎ James has never called you by your first name.
I really bopped off with this oneโ€” whoopsies. ๐Ÿ’… I get the feeling like I should write out their whole storyโ€ฆ should I? ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿ‘ˆ
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๐Ÿฎ It smells expensive.
๐Ÿฎ Thatโ€™s the only way you can describe itโ€ฆ in simpler terms.
๐Ÿฎ Samuelโ€™s broad, inked shoulders lean against the tub, surrounded by clouds of bubbles. He looks like a mangled fallen angel.
๐Ÿฎ Dried blood stains his battered body, and yet he smells like expensive shampoo. Itโ€™s a suave, clean smelling scent that your mind automatically associates with Samuel Seo.
๐Ÿฎ You rub down his tightly formed abs, dabbing at the reddened bruises that nestle into the curves of his body. Soap suds follow your strokes; your careful movements lulling Samuel into a deeper sleep.
๐Ÿฎ His grip on the glass of expensive beer slowly starts loosening as his large, warm hands begin reaching for your hair.
๐Ÿฎ Samuel is definitely holding back a flood of snarky commentsโ€ฆ you can tell heโ€™s itching to complain to you about something.
๐Ÿฎ But as usual, you swat his hand away and press your fingers to his lips.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œI donโ€™t wanna hear anything.โ€
๐Ÿฎ His brows furrow angrily and you can tell heโ€™s ready to snap at you. You simply rub more bubbles across his chest, and continue cleaning off his injuries.
๐Ÿฎ โ€œWell itโ€™s not like I was gonna apologize anyway.โ€
๐Ÿฎ His expression reverts back to nonchalance, masking the intolerance that brims just below the surface.
๐Ÿฎ Giving Sammy a bubble bath after he heaved himself into his penthouse, looking like a bloody mess, was not how you wanted to be spending your evening. You didnโ€™t even bother to hide it in your mannerisms.
๐Ÿฎ But of course, as Samuel rubs thumb across your engagement ring, heโ€™s assured that you wonโ€™t hold a grudge for too long
๐Ÿฎ You always tell him to โ€œlet it goโ€ ๐Ÿ™„
๐Ÿฎ So to contradict yourself would be hypocriticalโ€ฆ and Samuel couldn't have that.
๐Ÿฎ Sudsy bubbles spurt into the air as he drags you into the bathtub.
๐Ÿฎ It might not fix all your issuesโ€ฆ but at least it lessens the tension
๐Ÿฎ Or thatโ€™s what Samuel tells himselfโ€”
๐Ÿฎ If youโ€™re gonna force him to soak in a bubble-infested tub that smells like womenโ€™s perfume then heโ€™s gonna force you to go through it with him
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Part 2 with Zack, Johan, and whoever yโ€™all want? Ask me ^_^
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zaiisaii ยท 2 years ago
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MORE ON SUB GOO!! I have found you, and you are gonna be the target for the rest of my life. Your writing is awsome. It always leaves me craving for more!
LOOKISM
โ‹† โ€” sub goo .แŸ ๏น™kim goo๏นš .
warning:: gender neu. reader , sub character & nsfw .
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sub goo is my favorite goo.
overall, it started as an experiment. that's where his little 'problem' started. he didn't exactly like to be bossed around, especially by someone whose suppose to serve him.
however, the moment you promised him money for every little thing he did, he was so happy. he did everything. still, he hasn't explored anything so sexual.
apart from the stares he'd feel on his ass when he'd bend over to pick something up.
he was flattered honestly.
there were also those words you would tell him when he did a good job. looks amazing, you're the cutest, my good boy.
my good boy.
his chest tightens up and his eyes are automatically cast down like a typical shy schoolgirl. a light blush would spread across his cheeks but he wasn't going to show you that.
you obviously noticed.
maybe he just felt uncomfortable with those words, and maybe that's why he acts like that.
which is why you stopped with the praises.
problem was โ€” he continued to follow your orders like a dumb pup. it also could've been because he wanted to hear those words again yet they never left your mouth. you simply nod in thanks and left him be.
when goo gets fed up he quickly drops the rag in his hands on the floor, am i doing a good job, am i?
he wants to hear you say he's doing good, for you to guide him when he messed up. heck, he isn't even your cleaner and he just drops by and ends up cooking and cleaning everything!
a little more praise won't hurt.
he wants to hear it from your lips.
i just know his dumbass searched on google about his obsession. 'why do i like getting praised?', 'is it healthy for a man to be praised by a rich person?', 'how do i get someone to praise me'.
through those searches he'd fall into a rabbit hole of multiple videos of sub men. he most likely didn't even know they existed ๐Ÿ˜ญ
and that's how he realized he liked it. he liked the thought of you doing everything he saw in the videos.
following that, he'd confront you (very horribly, might i add). you were on a phone call when he suddenly burst into your office.
"do you wanna fuck me?!"
you spun in his direction, eyes wide. his clothes weren't ironed and his hair wasn't combed to perfection like he always had it. he ran here on foot.
you hung up on the phone abruptly, "pardon?"
goo swallows nervously, "why do you pay me for no reason?"
"...i don't have a valid reason," you squinted your eyes, where was he going with this? "i just thought it was cute to mess with you."
"oh.."
a tense silence falls over him, he slumps down in a chair and rubs at his face.
you nod after a while, "yes, i could keep paying you if you'd like."
huh?
"for sex?!" he was over the moon when you agreed. it was your goal after all โ€” a very shitty goal, yes.
his eyes flutter shut in embarrassment when you took charge. he hated feeling like a caged animal yet, he somehow really enjoyed it. it caused something to stir in his stomach and he was pushed past a limit he didn't even know he had.
he found out he enjoyed being bossed around, especially in public spaces. where everyone could tell he was head over heels.
the fake blond whines when you push him against the bathroom stall. he was quick to throw his head back to allow you to attack his neck with open-mouthed kisses. "youโ€“... you were taking too long!"
goo had been patient enough to wait for an hour at your meeting, as long as he was going to get a 'reward' for his good behavior but one hour turned into two, and then three. he no longer had the patience
"gives you no right to whine like a pathetic slut." he keens when you kiss under his ear, teeth biting gently at the lobe.
his fingers curl into your hair to pull you closer to him, as close as he could bring you. he pouts when you don't budge.
"i'm sorry."
he never truly was.
sub goo loves when you're angry. he wants you to take all your stress out on him. pull his hair, manhandle him, touch him however you want.
the best way to make him beg for forgiveness is to never give him what he wants.
what is it?
he wants it faster? you go slower and gentle. he wants you to slow down? you go faster and harder.
he wants you to get angry? take a deep breath and stay calm.
you sigh deeply before taking a step away from him. he cries at the loss. "i forgive you. now let's get out of here."
his chest heaves rapidly, you're going to leave him like this? with hickeys on his neck and a tent in his pants?
his eyes swell up with tears. he watches silently as the door shuts behind you, still pressed up against the stall.
"no!"
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thats all i got.
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silverryuan ยท 5 months ago
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Daniel Park with Baoqing reader
I'm back!
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โ€ข I'm not going to include the fox head or the giant nine-tailed fox transformation. I will also going to make you younger (ex. 17, 18, 19). You will have a smoking pipe as a form of weapon and Kiserujutsu as a form of martial arts. I'll just name you Baoqing here.
โ€ข You are actually a young CEO of a company that sells high quality tobacco in China for generations. But that's all layers from the public of what you really sell. You came here in Korea to establish new workshops... One workshop that sells antique artifacts with your company brand, and an underground workshop that sells illegal weapons to gangs. You earned a name from all the gangs that you've made deals with, so as an underground alias, your name is Jade Fox.
โ€ข Your meeting with Daniel takes place during his Jaewon High School days and his part-time convenience store job. He still has his ugly and fat body working the nightly hours away.
โ€ข His employer came in the store one night to check on how he's working since there's been a drop of customers due to his unsightly appearance. Before the manager could even scold him about Daniel not welcoming the customers properly, the sound of the door opening made the manager fall silent as to not bother you, so he bowed his head to greet you. The manager kept his mouth shut until you ring up to the counter and left the store.
โ€ข Daniel was confused as to why the manager suddenly crossed his arms and scowl after you left...
The Manager: "Hmm..."
Small Daniel: "... U-um, is everything okay, sir?"
The Manager: "Huh? Oh yeah, yeah. It's... It's nothing."
Small Daniel: "I-i couldn't help but see that you seem... at unease?"
The Manager: "Well... It's that kid right there... Looks a lot like a gumiho."
Small Daniel: "G-gumiho?"
โ€ข Daniel has heard of the myth of the gumiho, or the nine-tailed fox, from his mother. But he only remembers the part of the myth that gumihos are dangerous and bloodthirsty spirits.
Small Daniel: "A-aren't gumihos mythical evil creatures that older people tell to kids?"
The Manager: "What? You forgot the part where gumihos can disguise themselves into humans. The only give-away is their face resembling a fox. That kid that was here a minute ago looks a lot like it..."
Small Daniel: "Oh..."
The Manager: "Ahem! But enough about the creepy stuff! Now where was I?... Right, your performance during work hours."
Small Daniel: "I-i promise, sir! I'll keep improving!"
โ€ข As Big Daniel walks to school early in the morning, he couldn't help but let his mind wonder. He couldn't get you off his mind, he could've swore that you looked familiar... His thoughts were interrupted by a rustle from a nearby tree...
Big Daniel: "Wah!"
???????: "Good morning~ you seem to have dropped this. You need to be more careful next time."
โ€ข Daniel is shocked, not because you have his phone, but because you're casually hanging upside down with your legs clinging to the tree branch.
Big Daniel: "Uhh, good morning. Wait a second... Why do you have-"
???????: "Like I said, you dropped it. It'd be a shame if someone else other than me took notice of a lost item and decide to steal it~"
โ€ข You dropped down from the branch, landed on your feet, and give Daniel his phone. Daniel saw your uniform and realized that you go to the same school as him. Then all the pieces of the puzzle joined.
Big Daniel: "Uh, Thank you. I don't know how can I repay you."
???????: "Well... That might have to wait for another time. As a fellow student, I must make a good impression~"
Big Daniel, bowing: "I'm sorry, I'm Daniel Park. I go to Jaewon High as well."
Baoqing: "Why, it's a pleasure~ Call me... Baoqing. I'm afraid our little introduction will have to wait. As you can see, we're going to be late."
โ€ข Daniel asked Zoe Park about you before class started and she said that you're a new student from the Beauty Department. You are quite popular with men but you didn't date any of them. However, two boys who became way too desperate for your attention offered to assist you with anything and everyone was surprised that you accepted the offer, but also confused by how much you kick them whenever they get too close to you.
โ€ข Daniel also has learned that you are one of the most powerful students in school. Despite lacking strength, you made your way to the ranks using your high intellect and several dealings. He respects how you don't cower in fear when confronted by an annoying Vin Jin began to threaten and flirt with you. You kicked him in the face for that and the bruise took a month to heal. Daniel made a mental note to never upset you.
โ€ข You two grew unexpectedly closer during all those years. When he found out you brought a smoking pipe with you to smoke on the school rooftop, he became disappointed and scolded you to stop the habit. You brushed him off, saying that it's relaxing for you and that it's a part of your Kiserujutsu.
Big Daniel: "Kiserujutsu?"
Baoqing: "Yes, it's a fighting style on how you use a smoking pipe as a weapon."
Big Daniel: "So it's like Jay's Kali Arnis?"
Baoqing: "Hmm, you could say that~"
Big Daniel: "Wow, I've never seen a smoking pipe up close before. Is it heavy? It looks pretty old."
Baoqing: "Heavy? No. I've been trained to hold and harness it. After all, it's a family heirloom and a fighting style passed down for generations."
Big Daniel: "An heirloom?! Then why would you bring that to school?!"
Baoqing: "๐Ÿ˜Š"
โ€ข Timeskip to the part where Daniel wanted to talk to Crystal at the Festival but was interrupted by Gun. You and Vasco were actually getting some snacks at a nearby store when you witness the fight. Gun was about to kick Daniel while the boy was in a defensive stance.
Gun: "You heard the lady, boy. Now beat it!"
Big Daniel: "I just want to talk-"
Vasco: "HEY!"
Gun: "Huh?"
Big Daniel: "What? Vasco?"
Vasco: "Why don't you fight someone your own size?"
Gun: "Dammit. Why does a rando always have to ruin a good fight?"
Baoqing, clapping: "Ahahahaha! My, that was amusing!"
Daniel: "B-Baoqing?"
Gun: "Oh... It's you."
Baoqing: "Long time, no see, Gun~"
Gun: "....."
Crystal: "G-Gun, let's just go!"
Gun: "...Fine."
โ€ข Crystal got in the car with Gun and drove off school campus with an apology to Daniel and Vasco... But why does she look at you with such an intense glare? Before the competition begins, Daniel kept staring at you with confusion. You sensed his restlessness and it annoyed you.
Baoqing: "Judging by how upset you look. Is something bothering you?"
Big Daniel: "... Baoqing. Do you happen know that man?"
Baoqing: "What man are referring to? ๐Ÿ˜Š"
Big Daniel: "You know, the man with sunglasses with the girl."
Baoqing: "I do not know how Vin Jin and Mary Kim have caught your interest, but it's best to leave me out of it-"
Big Daniel: "Not them!"
Baoqing: "Hahaha! I'm joking~ That man, Gun Park. You could say that he's... A client of mine."
Big Daniel: "A-and the girl?.."
Baoqing: "If you want to learn more information about them, you're going to have to offer me something in return~"
Big Daniel: "Right. Forget I asked..."
Baoqing: "Buuut~ since you seem interested of the girl, I'll only give you her name. Crystal Choi."
Big Daniel: "Why are you giving me her name?"
Baoqing: "For my amusement, of course~"
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i have been #suffering and #caught up since like a year ago; this stupid universe has clutched at my mind and refused to let go. ptj pay me for my tears
MASTERLIST ใƒปใ‚œใƒปNAVIGATION
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โ†’ Xenia, noun: the classical concept of hospitality to strangers. This, unfortunately, includes a wandering dog and his conniving ownerโ€”a most irritating, tooth-grinding conundrum the King of Busan has with Charles Choi and his boy-genius. male reader (REQUEST)
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โ†’ truly, clearing up the mess your brother james lee got himself in was not on your to-do list for today. your day's irrevocably ruined by this dumbass pretty boy. male!reader (REQUEST)
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โ†’ Nostos: defined by homecoming, as after a long journey. Gone are the days of an empty stomach and the taste of blood on your tongue. Tonight, your biggest worry consists only of explaining the ball of fur (wedged damply under your raincoat) to your oh-so-beloved husband. male reader (REQUEST)
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