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posting a lot but why cant i write how i write for my posts for a competition... sorry if that doesnt make any sense, joined a writing competition a few days back and i didnt have a clue on what to write...

(i wrote a joseph desaulnier fanfic. it was so badly written the judges are gonna flame me.)

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spoilers for lookism chap 498!!!!

i havent read past this chapter at all cause i cant bear to see seongji dead. i wanna see the panel of him in the sea BUT IM GOING TO PHYSICALLY LOSE IT IF I DO.

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sorry for not posting for a while, got reeeeal busy...

ANYWAYS! imagine seongji trusting you enough to fall asleep right by your side... his chest rising up and down rhythmically accompanied by his soft breaths, only for the peace to be disturbed by a nightmare.

in the nightly terror he reaches out to anything that he deemed as comfort in an attempt to escape—you. him grabbing onto your hand, softly muttering your name, desperate to never let go. while you comfort him through his sleep, stroking his face affectionately while affirming him you were there, you'll never leave.

"it's okay, i'm here. i'll never leave, i promise."

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everytime this man shows just a bit of skin i act like a victorian man seeing ankles for the first time

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kim sehan from return to player you will forever be my favorite loser gamer ever

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i need him i want to put makeup on him and make him look all pretty and kiss his pretty face until he's going stupid from embarrassment

sorry guys, let the demons in (literally)

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woops, been a while since i posted...

but hear me out,, seongji with a catboy/catgirl s/o,, him getting frustrated and cooling himself off by petting you... his hands rubbing your cat ears to feel the fur on his fingertips.. and if you let the kids of cheonliang fam touch your ears and whatnot, you're basically a stress reliever for everyone!! seongji's just happy his kids are getting along with you.

and in the case you don't want anyone but him to touch you.. i think he'll like that too. he'll find it embarrassing that you only want his touch, but not embarrassed enough to stop his hands petting your head,,

and the tail!! i feel like he'd unintentionally pull on it once or twice and always apologizes when he does so,, in conclusion, he just loves that you're so so soft and cute!!

also fun fact! did you know a cat's purring actually has a soothing effect on humans? ex. alleviating stress AND decreasing blood pressure.. who needs a doctor when you have a cat?

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i like imagining seongji with a partner that likes sweets as much as he does. dates are always accompanied with a slice of cake, or sugary sweet tanghulu he made. or both, if he's feeling bad.

just imagine seongji finding out the wide array of sweet goods through your words, his mouth already salivating from the mention of spongy, sweet cakes and cold creamy ice cream. and with that, he associates those sweet things with you, always looking forward to sharing those sugary delights with you, even going as far as to keep a slice of cake aside if you're not there.

i love him sm ptj please revive him sob sob

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seongji, who's afraid of physical touch due to his trauma. the irreparable damage that the cult did to him left a permanent mark on his psyche. and yet, he finds that he wants to be vulnerable with you, to allow you to view him as is, to touch that deep spot in his heart he hasn't allowed anyone inside.

at the same time, he puts on a strong face, not wanting to look weak in front of you. he wants to be dependable in every sense of the word that he doesn't allow himself to even act like he's hurt when you're around.

only when your hands are wrapped around him, as you tell him 'it's okay' and whispering sweet words of comfort to him does he permit tears to run down that beautiful face of his.

can you tell im absolutely deranged for him

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WHERE ARE THE SEONGJI X READER FICS IM LOSING MY MIND OVER HERE

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imagine giving seongji kisses on his fingers. kissing each one of his digits, making him feel flustered cause no one has ever done that before.

complimenting, cherishing his extra fingers and toes, telling him that he's not a monster, he never was, and he's just a normal boy. letting him relive his lost years through your relationship, allowing him to act like a normal, 19 year old man should be.

squeezing his hand in yours, making sure that he knows that you're his and at the same time, he's yours.