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something that's always on my mind is the fact that seongji's lips always look so glossy. are they just that glossy naturally or does he secretly wear lipgloss? would he get flustered if i ran my thumb across his lower lip? would his breath stutter if i pull on his lip just slightly?

oh and to put lipgloss, lipstick, whatever that can touch his lips... i would do anything to get all close and personal to just swipe my thumb over his lips and see how flustered he would get from something so simple as that.

in case it isn't obvious im actually going insane right now ʘ⁠‿⁠ʘ

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rereading cheonliang arc so i can feel something and...

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i blew my nose too hard and now my ears hurt...

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hehe.. to try seongji's homemade kimchi... i want him to feed me with his hands while i help him make it!! it feels reeaaally domestic to do that, especially with seongji. kinda like we're married!! and the cheonliang fam are our kids!!

speaking of getting married, i think seongji would be a big softie for that kinda thing. but on a legal basis i don't even know if he has his own personal documents (rip) but either way getting married to him sounds like a dream!! living in the mountains with your husband with the frequent visit from your (adoptive) kids ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

but in the case of actually getting married to him, he would definitely invite the rest of the kings!! i think some of them would be lowkey pissed seongji got married before them (cough cough jaegyeon cough cough) the cheonliang fam would be pumped to be the ring bearers or even be the flower boy(s)!! all in all, getting married to seongji is at the top of my priorities °ᡣ𐭩 . ° .

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guess who got sick, took a nap and dreamed of seongji... hhh i have exams tomorrow man

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jason with a crybaby boyfriend.......

just imagine him teasing you, pinching your cheeks and cooing at you mockingly, before the waterworks start.

there's something so endearing about teasing his boyfriend till he cries. of course, he starts feeling bad about it, and he just wraps his arms around you, apologising with kisses to your face and incessant apologies.

he knows he should stop being so mean but really, you're just too cute, he can't help it!!

shorter blurb today since i've been too busy... (｡◞︿◟｡)

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struggling with some dysphoria rn so—

seongji with a trans s/o. he would understand the feeling of being seen as odd deeply. after all, he was literally raised in a cult that kept harming him just because he had six fingers.

while the other people in Cheonliang would look at you as an outcast or weird, he could never. after all, there's nothing weird with you, you were just born in the wrong body. on a side note, he would get the feeling of not being comfortable in your own body since the cult had most likely seeded self-hate in his younger self.

and while he's unable to help from a monetary side, he'd stop at nothing to refer to you with your preferred gender to make you feel as comfortable as possible.

he'd refer to you as ; 'his boy' , 'his girl' , 'love' — anything to make you feel as pleasant with him as possible.

no matter what gender you present yourself as, he would always love you to the moon and back.

i could write more but if i do i think i'll cry

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OH MY GOD I FINALLY GOT TO LOG ON THIS ACCOUNT I ACTUALLY FORGOT MY PASSWORD LMAOOO

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posting a lot but why cant i write how i write for my posts for a competition... sorry if that doesnt make any sense, joined a writing competition a few days back and i didnt have a clue on what to write...

(i wrote a joseph desaulnier fanfic. it was so badly written the judges are gonna flame me.)

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spoilers for lookism chap 498!!!!

i havent read past this chapter at all cause i cant bear to see seongji dead. i wanna see the panel of him in the sea BUT IM GOING TO PHYSICALLY LOSE IT IF I DO.

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sorry for not posting for a while, got reeeeal busy...

ANYWAYS! imagine seongji trusting you enough to fall asleep right by your side... his chest rising up and down rhythmically accompanied by his soft breaths, only for the peace to be disturbed by a nightmare.

in the nightly terror he reaches out to anything that he deemed as comfort in an attempt to escape—you. him grabbing onto your hand, softly muttering your name, desperate to never let go. while you comfort him through his sleep, stroking his face affectionately while affirming him you were there, you'll never leave.

"it's okay, i'm here. i'll never leave, i promise."

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everytime this man shows just a bit of skin i act like a victorian man seeing ankles for the first time

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kim sehan from return to player you will forever be my favorite loser gamer ever

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i need him i want to put makeup on him and make him look all pretty and kiss his pretty face until he's going stupid from embarrassment

sorry guys, let the demons in (literally)

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woops, been a while since i posted...

but hear me out,, seongji with a catboy/catgirl s/o,, him getting frustrated and cooling himself off by petting you... his hands rubbing your cat ears to feel the fur on his fingertips.. and if you let the kids of cheonliang fam touch your ears and whatnot, you're basically a stress reliever for everyone!! seongji's just happy his kids are getting along with you.

and in the case you don't want anyone but him to touch you.. i think he'll like that too. he'll find it embarrassing that you only want his touch, but not embarrassed enough to stop his hands petting your head,,

and the tail!! i feel like he'd unintentionally pull on it once or twice and always apologizes when he does so,, in conclusion, he just loves that you're so so soft and cute!!

also fun fact! did you know a cat's purring actually has a soothing effect on humans? ex. alleviating stress AND decreasing blood pressure.. who needs a doctor when you have a cat?

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i like imagining seongji with a partner that likes sweets as much as he does. dates are always accompanied with a slice of cake, or sugary sweet tanghulu he made. or both, if he's feeling bad.

just imagine seongji finding out the wide array of sweet goods through your words, his mouth already salivating from the mention of spongy, sweet cakes and cold creamy ice cream. and with that, he associates those sweet things with you, always looking forward to sharing those sugary delights with you, even going as far as to keep a slice of cake aside if you're not there.

i love him sm ptj please revive him sob sob

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seongji, who's afraid of physical touch due to his trauma. the irreparable damage that the cult did to him left a permanent mark on his psyche. and yet, he finds that he wants to be vulnerable with you, to allow you to view him as is, to touch that deep spot in his heart he hasn't allowed anyone inside.

at the same time, he puts on a strong face, not wanting to look weak in front of you. he wants to be dependable in every sense of the word that he doesn't allow himself to even act like he's hurt when you're around.

only when your hands are wrapped around him, as you tell him 'it's okay' and whispering sweet words of comfort to him does he permit tears to run down that beautiful face of his.

can you tell im absolutely deranged for him