#Light of my empty life
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Me any time Shou appears on my screen.
That's ma son! He makes me smile a lot.
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my longest friend and companion
#persona 3#ryomina#ryoji mochizuki#minato arisato#makoto yuki#pharos#thanatos#lizzy does art#hii everyone long time no post :) been logged out of tumblr for a few months but im still alive and well ^_^#a little something to celebrate one of my favorite days in persona 3 + my favorite pairing...#ryomina is still one of my favorite ships ever because they're so uniquely shaped by their circumstances#death as minato's longest companion throughout life for ten years... always there for him even when death took so much from him#i will forever love death's different forms. pharos. ryoji. thanatos. (not displayed here: nyx avatar)#and i also loved visdev portfolios that have color keys showing rooms with different lighting conditions.#so i smashed those two together and boom :D i made this!!! it was lots of fun :)#not displayed is a fifth image where the room is empty bc minato is long gone (he's in the great seal with ryoji)#i hope everyone has had a very lovely 2024... congrats on making it this far... i cant wait to see what 2025 holds!
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11:49, december 2, 2019
#you know that feeling when you get hit with a wave of nostalgia so extreme that it makes you physically nauseous haha. no?#this moment i think was perhaps the number one time in my life when i felt most at peace#i was walking home from the art studio after working on my thesis project for 12 straight hours#and the streets were empty and everything was so quiet#but i could still see the warm lights from people's homes reflecting off the fresh snow#it literally makes me cry just remembering it#simple joys#illustration#original art#artists on tumblr
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Another summer doodle :D
idk if somebody have done this already but one day the inspiration strucked me like a fright train and i had to draw it
i was THIS CLOSE to finishing it and posting before the second OH SO BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING trailer, oh well ¯_(ツ)_/¯
also the og bg is staying because:
1) i don't want to draw something else; and
2) i find it 1000 times funnier that they ended up in a prison van and that they were in school (hey guess what, now i have like 2 ideas for AU's-simply because of the unchaanged background...AND THE MOVIE ISN'T EVEN OUT YET)
Part 1 Part 3
og photo under cut:
#I WANT THIS MOVIE NOW PLEASE *FERAL ANIMAL NOISES*#the idea that orion and d are in school and are sneeking out throu a portal just cracks me up XD#we-wo we-wo lights#orion: head empty no thoughts#yet still pround of himself#d-16: is regreting every life decision he has ever made#summer doodle#transformers#maccadam#transformers one#my art#orion pax#d 16#meme redraw#after seeing the 2nd trailer:#YES THE FINGER SCENE WILL BE IN THE MOVIE#YEEESSS#AND THE ONE THAT FOLOWS *THE PUNCH*#MMM CHEFS KISS#doodle#tf one#art#digital art
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Sylvia Plath
#You told me I feel too much#That i let myself unravel so easily#That there's no way I let myself have fun#But Darlin have you seen yourself the way I see you#Such petite beauty in one soul#That elegance and grace that you were made with#Have you known yourself that way i do#How i could not#When you're so divine beloved#When I burn for you#When I close my eyes and it's only you that I see#So utterly gorgeous#I feel too much#I know#And it scares me how empty I was before i loved you#It feels as if there was no life before I met you#No light before you#Just void
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A couple of days ago, we were talking in the discord about what Razor would do if, after a couple of skewerings, the Long Quiet simply didn’t come back to life any more. Someone replied very succinctly with that painting of Ivan the Terrible and his son, and I just had to draw it. So here she is, all alone in the empty cabin, cradling the one creature that brought her joy.
#my art#slay the princess#stp razor#the long quiet#stp princess#stp protagonist#cw: blood#razor is someone whose life was completely empty until she discovered her cruel game#she basically treats you as a toy#but what happens if she breaks her toy beyond repair?#also this was a fun way to show razor in a very different light than usual
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#marina#gif warning#glitter text#lyrics#red#no outline#bloggif.com#book antiqua font#book antiqua italic#50px#negative#emptiness#i live my life in bitterness#fear and loathing#album: electra heart#marina lyrics#flashing lights
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of where [ ] [ ] used to be
#Library of Ruina#Roland Library of Ruina#... would this count as spoilers. it is rather vauge. uhm. just in case?#library of ruina spoilers#i couldnt find adequate words to fully capture the ache and sheer void loss leaves behind. of what isnt There. thats short at least#so... i left i blank? because the mind would fill it. fill it with Multiple things than just one word i could place. for it is Multiple#aspects. stripped away.#of where my light used to be. my love. my heart. my 'self'. my Life. my dreams. my hopes. my dear. my everything#her warmth. her touch. her laugh. her strength. her face#void of where ones heart used to be. whos heart is cold as ice (haha snow queen). tomorrows seen as gone the moment that light was stripped#away from the heart. the Home. the room that used to be a home. the room that was going to be a home. scattered with small yellows in the#corner that only serve to spiral further into memories and moments of the past cruely and coldly torn awah#ahh glad i put the spoiler tag? yappin. anyways ive only completed realizations for middle but. uhm. erm...#iireally realt wanted to draw. for it#roland lor#i think thats the other tag. just in case for more navigation#i fet distinctly Empty when it happened. when reading. when seeing. when Hearing. i wanted to make something that sorta had that#also his mask looked like a void. left an impression on me
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The Man Who Killed Jason Foreman
#Cyberpunk 2077#Phantom Liberty#Phantom Liberty Spoilers#Johnny Silverhand#Hnurrg no thoughts head empty except for Johnny's thoughts during the Leon Rinder gig#Setting him up directly as a light mirror to Rinder to the point that their names are literally one letter off from each other#Linder and Rinder -- L and R; aka Left and Right-- two branching paths#Allowing Rinder to serve as the look into a future where Johnny never deserted and kept falling deeper and deeper into his own trauma#And basically having the entire mission serve (in my eyes) as an echo of both your thoughts on Johnny's past life as a soldier#Do you forgive the boy or do you kill the man#(For all my prose this choice was NOT hard for me lol I shot him right in the face without hesitation lol)#Johnny doesn't buy Rinder's pleas for remorse and I think you could read a lot into that; whether he sees a shade of himself there#I certainly do#Aldi speaks
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#Today I worked from my cozy little home office all strung up with Christmas lights#Walls covered with art I’ve made over the past few months#I wrote 3000 words yesterday and I’m 270k into the first novel I’ve written since I was 16#After work I drove empty country roads to the barn and mucked about in the mud and listened to the rain roar on the metal roof#I sat in the quiet and listened to the herd#I broke in a new pair of cowboy boots and swept the barn aisle and the feed room corner to corner and fed and turned out 18 horses#And I drove home with the lightning flashing behind slate bulwarks that rose so high in the sky it took my breath away#Anyway the moral of this story#Is that a five years ago I felt like the floor was crumbling under my feet#and I was suddenly more alone than I’d ever been#And I told myself I’d take it as it comes#And I did#but it hurt#And for the first time since then I think maybe life is the same gift it was when I was a child#And I know that God is gracious#personal
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not a single braincell to be found amongst them not a single damn one
#theyre perfect they are made for each other#dmen whos head are so empty if you shook them around nothing wold rattle up there#STOP ZOOMING IN ON FORSY ON THE BENCH WHEN HE HAS THE BRAIN EMPTIEST EXPRESSION ON HIS FACE AS YOU TALK ABOUT HIM#EKKY IS FINE HE ALWAYS LOOKS LIKE THAT#BUT PLEASE NOT FORSY#THE WORST TIMES TO ZOOM IN ON HIM JUST HAPPENS#ekky has the same dumb cute face my dog has when his food bowl is “suspiciously” less filled because he is greed incarnate and doesnt know#what self restraint is and he keeps eating chicken off the road and got a tummy ache and now he just sits behind me and hounds me down unti#i give in and give him his proper portion#forsy as my friends cat that i was very hesitant to touch because i have rough hands (because big dogs all my life)#and i was like this poor cat is gonna hate me and my friends like nah treat em like a dog i promise they like it check this out#(proceeds to spin this cat around with their foot)#so i treat them like one of my dogs and im like alright bud you like this a little too much but i love you too you are the light of my life#same kitty we tease by opening the door and go look! youre free! go on! to which they just go mweor?#and stalks back further into the apartment because hes a very good kitty because that isnt permission to go out#once again the most doglike cat i have ever met in my life#i look at them with so much love in my eyes its so apparent in any picture taken of me with that cat#and thats how i feel about forsy
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"Cover them up slut" says Frieza.
close ups of the icons under the read more because i put too much effort into them
#dragon ball#dbz#broly dbs#frieza's username is Xx_LordFreizaREAL_xX because someone else snagged LordFreiza and it's an empty account#every other variation is a parody / impersonator / roleplayer. sometimes all 3#<- THIS IS BARELY RELATED TO THE IMAGE ITSELF BUT IT'S FUNNY. TO ME.#anyway. broly my beloved. light of my life my love my angel
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sometimes it’s late at night and you’re cleaning your room and you come across a few old black and white photos of a young girl and you stare at them for a long minute wondering how on earth they got lost in an old Kroger shopping bag with an unopened pack of cigarettes and a receipt dated 2017.
and you look at the girl in the pictures sat on the floor of someone’s home you don’t recognize, smiling and playing with a set of keys and a tiny part of you feels like it recognizes her but you aren’t sure.
and you flip the pictures over hoping to find some sort of annotation that would give you context and all you find is the year 1964 stamped in tiny font along the edge.
and you flip them back over and time stands still as you realize that the recognition you feel is because she looks so much like you once did and next thing you know your hands are sweating and shaking and you have to sit on the floor because you’re crying so hard because it hits you all at once that you’re looking at your mother.
#hey Siri play In Color by Jamey Johnson for me please#music stuff#you should’ve seeeeen it in cooolllloor#Seven.txt#Seven’s Public Diary#normal Sunday night behavior#me? up all night hyperfocused on cleaning out my depression cave to achieve a sense of change and accomplishment -#- and ignoring every other aspect of my life including abandoning time sensitive tasks lest i get distracted and lose all motivation???#more likely than you think!#i’ve been at this since new years and i’m only like. halfway done. Gods help me#like i don’t mean ‘cleaning’ as in doing some light dusting. i mean there’s junk and trash piled 2/3rds of the way to the ceiling#when i call this room my depression/mental illness cave i Mean it#but no longer. i shall finally return this room to an acceptable state for the first time since. uh. 2022? i think?#i found a plastic container of dates buried under some laundry and the sticker says they’re from March of last year lmao#i forgot about those/thought i threw them away. but they were thankfully sealed so well that they hadn’t drawn any bugs#and oddly enough hadn’t even visibly molded/gone bad. but i didn’t open them up for a smell test i just chucked ‘em in my giant trash bag#i’m finding all kinds of shit i forgot i even had which is nice but it’s also distracting me like those pictures did#i’ll have to show them to her and ask her about them tomorrow#and ur probably like ‘u found old pics of a girl that looks like you why didn’t you immediately recognize ur own mom’#and 1. there’s countless pics of countless old relatives around this house that i barely/don’t recognize and never even met#and 2. i’ve barely ever seen any pics of my mom from such a young age so i have no images to reference in my mind#and it just fucked me up bc. i don’t look like her anymore. i only see Him in the mirror. but i Used to look like her. i’m turning into him#and i fucking hate it so much. i don’t like that she looks at me and sees him. great now i feel sick.#anyways thats enough reminiscing i need to get some water and food in me and get back to cleaning. i shan’t rest until i’m satisfied#well. my period + depression combo kinda Did make me rest which is why it’s taken 5 days but still. the horrors persist but so do i#it’s not just for the sense of accomplishment tho. i also need to move the 75gal tank out of the living room thanks to the floor situation#so i’m trying to make room in my room for it since it has the newest & strongest floor. i just need to find a level spot thats big enough#my back is gonna be so fucked after all this cleaning that i’ll have to rest for a fucking week before moving that heavy ass glass box#i hate moving big aquariums it makes me so anxious. and i literally don’t know if i’ll have anyone capable of helping me#so it might not even happen and it’ll just have to sit empty in the living room forever. but Maybe he can/will help me
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#music#fav#to fill the emptiness I feel#clean my teeth and comb my hair#look for something new to wear#start the night life over again#count the lines the battle scars of all the good times#see my eyes they are bright tonight#hear my words they are dynamite#see the stars coming out tonight#see how they light the way tonight#etc etc#Spotify
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she’s all i got and i don’t wanna be aloneee
#listening to weezer sitting in an empty bathtub with clothes & shoes on#lights are off now 2..#i wish i could do nothing for the rest of my life forever#yeah this is normal#shitpost
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