#Light of my empty life
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Me any time Shou appears on my screen.
That's ma son! He makes me smile a lot.
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Another summer doodle :D
idk if somebody have done this already but one day the inspiration strucked me like a fright train and i had to draw it
i was THIS CLOSE to finishing it and posting before the second OH SO BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING trailer, oh well ¯_(ツ)_/¯
also the og bg is staying because:
1) i don't want to draw something else; and
2) i find it 1000 times funnier that they ended up in a prison van and that they were in school (hey guess what, now i have like 2 ideas for AU's-simply because of the unchaanged background...AND THE MOVIE ISN'T EVEN OUT YET)
Part 1 Part 3
og photo under cut:
#I WANT THIS MOVIE NOW PLEASE *FERAL ANIMAL NOISES*#the idea that orion and d are in school and are sneeking out throu a portal just cracks me up XD#we-wo we-wo lights#orion: head empty no thoughts#yet still pround of himself#d-16: is regreting every life decision he has ever made#summer doodle#transformers#maccadam#transformers one#my art#orion pax#d 16#meme redraw#after seeing the 2nd trailer:#YES THE FINGER SCENE WILL BE IN THE MOVIE#YEEESSS#AND THE ONE THAT FOLOWS *THE PUNCH*#MMM CHEFS KISS#doodle#tf one#art#digital art
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Sylvia Plath
#You told me I feel too much#That i let myself unravel so easily#That there's no way I let myself have fun#But Darlin have you seen yourself the way I see you#Such petite beauty in one soul#That elegance and grace that you were made with#Have you known yourself that way i do#How i could not#When you're so divine beloved#When I burn for you#When I close my eyes and it's only you that I see#So utterly gorgeous#I feel too much#I know#And it scares me how empty I was before i loved you#It feels as if there was no life before I met you#No light before you#Just void
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A couple of days ago, we were talking in the discord about what Razor would do if, after a couple of skewerings, the Long Quiet simply didn’t come back to life any more. Someone replied very succinctly with that painting of Ivan the Terrible and his son, and I just had to draw it. So here she is, all alone in the empty cabin, cradling the one creature that brought her joy.
#my art#slay the princess#stp razor#the long quiet#stp princess#stp protagonist#cw: blood#razor is someone whose life was completely empty until she discovered her cruel game#she basically treats you as a toy#but what happens if she breaks her toy beyond repair?#also this was a fun way to show razor in a very different light than usual
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#marina#gif warning#glitter text#lyrics#red#no outline#bloggif.com#book antiqua font#book antiqua italic#50px#negative#emptiness#i live my life in bitterness#fear and loathing#album: electra heart#marina lyrics#flashing lights
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The Man Who Killed Jason Foreman
#Cyberpunk 2077#Phantom Liberty#Phantom Liberty Spoilers#Johnny Silverhand#Hnurrg no thoughts head empty except for Johnny's thoughts during the Leon Rinder gig#Setting him up directly as a light mirror to Rinder to the point that their names are literally one letter off from each other#Linder and Rinder -- L and R; aka Left and Right-- two branching paths#Allowing Rinder to serve as the look into a future where Johnny never deserted and kept falling deeper and deeper into his own trauma#And basically having the entire mission serve (in my eyes) as an echo of both your thoughts on Johnny's past life as a soldier#Do you forgive the boy or do you kill the man#(For all my prose this choice was NOT hard for me lol I shot him right in the face without hesitation lol)#Johnny doesn't buy Rinder's pleas for remorse and I think you could read a lot into that; whether he sees a shade of himself there#I certainly do#Aldi speaks
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"Cover them up slut" says Frieza.
close ups of the icons under the read more because i put too much effort into them
#dragon ball#dbz#broly dbs#frieza's username is Xx_LordFreizaREAL_xX because someone else snagged LordFreiza and it's an empty account#every other variation is a parody / impersonator / roleplayer. sometimes all 3#<- THIS IS BARELY RELATED TO THE IMAGE ITSELF BUT IT'S FUNNY. TO ME.#anyway. broly my beloved. light of my life my love my angel
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she’s all i got and i don’t wanna be aloneee
#listening to weezer sitting in an empty bathtub with clothes & shoes on#lights are off now 2.. male experience#i wish i could do nothing for the rest of my life forever#yeah this is normal#shitpost
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#~❈ worn hands and empty music sheets; aesthetic ❈~#~❈ ships: grimmjow & jewel // you spin me right round ❈~#icybreaths#~❈ chords strung in a melody; music ❈~#~❈ ships: yamato & hikari // the light in my dark life ❈~#hikarixchikara
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Finally got my hands on some tracing paper and it is making pattern transference so so so much easier tracing paper I love you
#before I was using either the window (tried and true baby) or if it was night improvising a light box situation with my phone camera and one#of my empty action figure boxes which actually works really well if you happen to have those on hand but this. so easy it’s wild you just#trace. isn’t life fantastic#tacit rambles
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Most of the songs in Electra Heart are incredibly Jason Todd coded(except certain lines being abt romantic/sexual relationships, change those slightly and voila). No I won't elaborate because you know I'm right.
#jason todd#look im just saying..#i know why electra heart is abt romantic relationships in general#bc thats what the character is abt#but if you ignore those lines#it makes SENSE#teen idle is rlly obvious#hypocrates in relation to bruce bc hes a huge ass hypocrite#and “you're the only one who can break me who can make me into a young girl”#and “youve played the martyr for so long”#buy the star in “you bought a star in the sky tonight bc your life is dark and it needs some light#you named it after me but im not yours to keep bc youll never see that the stars are free“#very robin in general#also “oh we dont own our heavens now we only own our hell and if you don't know that by now then you don't know me that well”#etc. etc.#fear and loathing in “ive lived a lot of different lives. been different ppl many times.#i live my life w bitterness and fill my heart w emptiness“#& “got different ppl inside my head. i wonder which one that they like best?#im done w trying to have it all and ending up w not much at all“ (sheila lol)#homewrecker i always thought abt how jason was blamed for everything?#and bruces shitty relationships w everyone after him can be attributed to jasons death#like “your death broke bruce. WE had to fix it” kinda thing?#“i dont belong to anyone” and “im the image of deception” feel like him to me for some reason idk#i think i will reblog with these+more bc i might be going over the tag limit lol
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hey tell my why, looking at my f/o list, every one of these bitches are renegades
#give or take a few but#the doctor and master? renegade time lrods#aziraphale and crowley? GOIN THEIR OWN WAY#EDDIE SNEAKING INTO THE LIFE FOUNDATION??? LITERALLY EVERYTHING ABT FRANK????#RADITZ (IN MY AU) ???????????#and kinda boba. hes just doing whatever#GHGFDGH#d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page#m; ive been fooled many times; but you seem to truly be mine#ac; as sure as god made black and white#r; sometimes it helps to forget where we came from#b; youre still the only light that fills the emptiness#f; im taking your girl and making her mine#e; cant your heart find its home in me?#FUCK thats a lot of tags#raditz
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I love how ride the cyclone went through 5 (or more) openings and decided to choose the worst one
#like they had scrapped U-R-A-N-I-U-M Tragic fact Fall Faire suite/major turn Fall Faire Suite/minor turn Waiting for the drop#and they decided on uranium suite? its like three minutes long and has no personality. like the opening of a musical is the most important#part? it sets the stage for what itll be and the musical is cursed so uranium doesnt do enough#like the subtle hints in fall faire like “I hope i wiped my browser history clean” and “sex oh god why did i wait” and “that crusty carnie#was clearly drunk “ made the song so good#and the girls part in waiting for the drop is so chilling#“all those colored lights oh oh oh i gotta wear shades cause the futures so bright! nobody's bringing me down do- ow- wn! ill never put my#feet on the ground oh! just as life was about to start oh oh oh we never shoulda got into that rickety cart oh no! wait! are we still on the#track? wuh-oh! its time for the drop now I know WHOAH! OH! we are never going back! are we ever ever going BACK?!“#and the way theyre talking about how much they hate their town in tragic fact is so much better and lore filled than “empty streets of empty#shops. shut down rows of mom and pops bow down to the mega mall. the smart ones all packed up and went why stay if you cant pay the rent#ride the cyclone#tragic fact ride the cyclone#Fall Faire Suite#Fall Faire suite/Minor Turn#Waiting for the drop#uranium suite#hot takes
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Some venting in the tags because sometimes it’s easier to vent into the void than talk to my therapist 🙂 Although I should probably make an appointment and bring this up with her. Don’t mind me being depressed for a minute 😂 Carry on with your whoring and other shenanigans
#I’m so deeply depressed that it’s not even funny anymore 🙂#Even with all the help I’m getting with therapy and how wonderful my parents are in letting me know that they’re here for me and will help#me no matter what I’m still so fucking depressed and bordering falling into a deep dark fucking hole 🙂#And I feel so guilty because with all this help and love? I surely shouldn’t be feeling like this?#It just fucking sucks and I literally just want to disappear into a fucking cabin in the woods away from all the bullshit#that’s making me so depressed and miserable.#This is kind of dark but I don’t want to live but at the same time I don’t want to die(?)#Idk I find pleasure and joy sometimes in the small things but at the same time I just don’t feel any real joy or light deep inside me.#It kind of feels fake? Forced maybe? This joy I sometimes get. Because I think I just feel empty mostly.#Like there is no real life in me or something. I always think I’m overreacting or being dramatic but this is literally how I feel.#I’ve been trying to suppress this for so long and act like everything fine but I don’t have the strength for that anymore tbh.#So idk? Am I actually depressed or just overreacting? I should probably be asking my therapist this and not the Tumblr void 😂#and I’m sending a little hug and strength out into the dark void of anyone needs it 🫂
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i’m gonna have that song stuck in my head for the next two days
#WHATS THE HOOD THE TWIST WITHIN THIS VERBOSE MYSTERY I WOULD GLADLY BET MY LIFE UPON IT#THAT THE GHOST YOU LOVE YOUR RAY OF LIGHT WILL FIZZLE OUT … WITHOUT HOPE ……..#WERE THE EMPTY SET JUST FLOATING THROUGH WRAPPED IN SKIN EVER SEARCHING FOR WHAT WE WERE PROMISED#REACHING FOR THAT GOLDEN RING WED NEVER LET GO#WHO WOULD EVER LET US PUT OUR FILTHY HANDS UPON IT#HEYYYYY MISS MURDER CAN I#hook** 😭
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#this just in: local algae enthusiast shocked to find that u feel bad when u dont take care of yourself >:-[#this is bullshit. i am rattling the bars of my cage and also i am standing outside the door with the key#what do u mean i cant not sleep enough. intensely focus for 6.5hrs nonstop and have to take care of additional stuff floating around.#and then spend all my time agonizing over not being productive enough?#ugh. its exhausting. and its one thing to live like this and love what ur doing. its another when u dont fucking care so all ur time feels#empty and pointless bc all u do is work. bleh i just wanna draw all the time but coloring takes so much time when u wanna make complicated#things :-( so its like draw something new or spend 3hrs coloring and i hate coloring :-P#its also frustrating bc when i read papers associated with the work ill be doing in the fall i actually enjoy it#and thats what i wanna do in my free time but that space is so limited bc working takes up all the space#and drawing takes a lot of time. but hey i can cut out more space by not taking care of myself 😎#ugh. dont b like me. draw a healthy line between academia and life#otherwise its like yay reviewers have approved ur 1st authored paper and im like i could not even begin to care#light all my data on fire for all i care. i would feel nothing#and im not gonna rake od measurements today. fuck u. im tired and if i accidentally killed a culture ill be sad#ugh. but i should. but i have to do some coding before the end of the day and i cant if i have to spend another hr here 😫#ugh. just a few more months#unrelated
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