#Leg Liposuction

[paslnyc]

Leg and Thighs Liposuction at Park Avenue Smart Lipo Smartlipo laser liposuction reshapes the inner thighs by reducing excess skin and fat, thus ensuring a better-proportioned contour. The before and after photos here clearly illustrate the typical results a patient achieved with our leg and thighs liposuction.

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[k1ngj0ve]

Remember that thing where Patrick Stewart said that Picard didn’t get body mods to keep from going bald in the high technology space future’ because in that utopian future no one would care that you’re bald?

Yeah :(

Tonight in ‘reddit headines that made me laugh’

[radiancejhb]

A dedicated client recently experienced the transformative effects of Ultrasonic Laser Lipo, targeting both the front and back of their legs. In just a single session, they remarkably shed a total of 4 centimeters, underscoring the efficacy and precision of this state-of-the-art procedure. This showcases not only the power of modern cosmetic technology but also the motivation and commitment of our clients in their journey to achieve their body goals.

[fatphobiabusters]

Hank Green released a short about whether y'all people are more likely to get cancer. The answer is yes! Every 5 cm of height increases the risk of several cancers by 5-10%.

In the screenshot of the website explaining this he was showing, it said "unlike being ov*rweight or ob*se, height..." I assume that was followed by "cannot be modified." (Censorship mine). But of course weight cannot be modified either, and there's no proof it makes people healthier to force it. We certainly don't advocate for leg shortening surgeries or artificially halting growth hormonally when someone is tall.

Exactly, we don't encourage people to cut their shins in half "for health". I looked the youtube short up, basically bigger you are the more cells you have but fat cells don't actively divide like say, skin cells. You start with small cells, they get bigger and if needed will divide. So even loosing weight without lipo won't reduce your cells (weight loss basically changes density and size of the cell ? Is again my understanding i could be wrong) and it sounds like the cells aren't replicating like other cells. (My limited understanding is) Every time the DNA inside a cell is read to make a new cell it runs a risk of being read wrong which creates mutated cells (cancer) (iirc benign cancer is when it's read wrong but isn't spreading, it's made limited error copies and the other type of cancer is making nothing but the wrong copies) instead fat cells get big and split, there's no code reading.

I suppose it is correct that it is generally more accepted to perform liposuction on a person than one of those height altering surgeries (usually it's to make someone taller however).

This makes me wonder how much cancer rates change with appendix and gallbladder removal. Obviously without them you can't get those organ specific cancers but the thing about statistics is, there's always fine print.

"Your overall cancer rate drops 5% if you remove your appendix and gallblader" is a hilarious headline to imagine. When in reality your risk of appendix and gallbladder cancer goes to zero outside of like accidentally left behind pieces or something.

Anyway what a weird place for the article to go to. At most you can argue bigger bodies are at a higher risk of certain cancers related to hormones (I can't recall the exact phrasing) because fat cells can also store hormones (iirc) and could be problems for hormone sensitive organs like ovaries. So the website itself was being weirdly fatphobic for no reason if my grasp of things is accurate to the thesis.

But anyway, I'm 6 feet (182 cm) tall and come from a family of giants where I'm the shortest sibling so this is actually somewhat relevant to my personal life and something I'll be extra aware of!

-mod squirrel

[3liza]

this is an in-progress shot of the vtubing model I've been working on in VRoid. i haven't started learning blender or unity yet but of course that's the way to go if you take this stuff seriously, and I'll get there eventually.

VRoid Studio is more of a toy and has severe and often confusing limitations, like the fact that the "waist" slider on the Body tab changes the size of the hips and thighs. there is no slider to control belly size at all. most character modeling tools both professional and hobbyist just pretend no one would ever want to make a character that wasn't extremely thin, even though that's the overwhelmingly most common complaint in the Steam forum.

there are also interesting cultural influences that pop up, i mentioned the shoe thing in an earlier post but there is also no way to change the width of the models' extremely thin calves, which is a Japanese/Asian body standard we don't really have here in the USA (we have "cankles" but that's different): cosmetic surgery to shave down calf muscles is common in Japan and South Korea (this link includes liposuction for lipidema patients in the same category as muscle shaving though which doesn't make sense and is a completely different procedure/result), there was an argument on the staff of Silent Hill about leaving one of the female characters' "thick" legs alone (Americans can't even tell which character this was, and i now honestly forget and would have to look it up because it's just not something that looks unusual to us), so naturally a program aimed at making waifus would have an unchangeable stick-like shin because that's the ideal. Americans are like this with breast size, character editors will call an F cup the "small chest" setting. i also had to push the Eye Size sliders out of bounds to get the eyes on this model as small as they are.

anyway as usual it is incredibly difficult to just make a human body with typical variations and in the end it would always be easier to program the thing from the ground up to have sliders for each large muscle group or limb section rather than trying to get allusive with your slider names and what they do. but the programmers always go for the latter and it always ends up weirder than if they hadn't.

[ovaruling]

Hey! Sorry if you get this a lot, but you mentioned in your one really long post that you'd maybe talk about the "non-invasive" procedures one day. I have a friend considering a few (notably that ice fat removal one, cryo something) and I was hoping you could tell a bit more about your experiences with them. Thank you for taking the time to read this.

hi! i’m happy to discuss, definitely. i hope you don't mind my publishing this, because i haven't yet had a chance to publicly talk about CoolSculpt (similar if not identical in fashion to cryo- methods of "fat removal") or other med spa procedures, and i'd like to add this to my anti-cosmetic surgery tag. if you're not comfortable with this ask being published, please let me know asap and i will remove it without issue!

if your friend is indeed interested in CoolSculpt, my caution there is firstly going to revolve around Linda Evangelista, the 90s supermodel.  

her story about PAH (paradoxical adipose hyperplasia) that she experienced because of CoolSculpt is harrowing. here’s an article about it.

this happens a lot more with CoolSculpt than most people realize. i didn't experience PAH necessarily, but i will say that when i got CoolSculpt on my inner thighs, it left them extremely, extremely lumpy, and hardened. i already had one spot--about the size of a prune--on one of my inner thighs from when i got actual liposuction. i figured it wasn't the end of the world, and ignored it as best i could.

but when i went in and got CoolSculpt, i noticed in the weeks afterward that my thighs looked... bumpy. lumpy. like there were small, hard avocado pits underneath my skin. of course, i freaked out. i didn't know why it looked like that--the technician and the ads had all said it would be left smooth, fat-free, no trace of a procedure left behind.

before my last session (CoolSculpt takes multiple sessions), i asked the technician to take a look. she said, "oh, that'll go away in a few weeks. your body just has to detox it."

i was skeptical, but i wanted so much to believe she was right.

i waited, and i waited. i waited some more. weeks and weeks and weeks passed. not a single change.

i still don't rightly know what happened. i haven't quite had the time to get it checked out, because, depressingly, this disfigurement is very low on my list compared to my more pressing issues atm.

i also want to mention that i got CoolSculpt on my arms (they offered me a free "area" with my purchase of the inner thighs) and so i figured i'd try to get rid of some of my the fat under my biceps and triceps. all that happened was that the skin began to droop and sag. CoolSculpt did not transform my arms into firm, smooth limbs, not by any stretch. (there was no muscle there, so obv this was gonna happen!)

so, the inner thighs remain a mystery to me. the hardened lumps are still there, and seem benign, but they are extremely annoying. and i no longer care what they look like, but back when i did, the extremely firm lumpiness really, really bothered me. it was like huge ocean waves, frozen. Linda described her aftermath as "protrusions," and i kind of relate, honestly. i don't have it nearly as intensely as she does, but protrusions is a perfect way to describe the behavior of the flesh post-CoolSculpt.

as i've built more muscle in my legs over time, the lumps are less visible, but i still feel them there. it's really unsettling. makes me think of having parasites under my skin, which then makes me really queasy and panicked. but i can't do anything about them.

i got one suggestion to try to massage them, because they may just be gnarled tissue of some kind that could be broken up and metabolized if given proper stimulation and circulation. but no such luck--they're still there.

so, again, not totally sure what happened to me--not quite what happened to Linda Evangelista, but. i still had an adverse affect, which is frightening.

the people at the med spa i went to, btw, refused to acknowledge this as an issue. they told me i must just "metabolize fat poorly." not their fault, evidently. and i was powerless to challenge them, because i had signed a lot of waivers.

so, here i am. CoolSculpt just gave me another in a long line of apparently permanent side effects, even though it was noninvasive.

i wish so much i had just... fucking stopped, honestly. i should've begun my fitness journey then, if i wanted "toned thighs" so much, instead of spending a ridiculous amount of money (that i didn't have, btw) on this completely unregulated procedure that remains wildly popular. it is 100% a scam.

at least with working out, i gained confidence and strength and stopped caring so much about how i look once i realized that how i feel is so much more important. having done both, i can firmly say that i would choose my strong, big, muscular thighs over the trim, slim CoolSculpted ones any day.

and to drive the point home, i do still have the lumps in my thighs.

CoolSculpt is a waste of time, money, and health.

please do encourage your friend to look up the side effects reported from CoolSculpt, and keep in mind that most women who get CoolSculpt do NOT follow back up with the med spas they received treatment at. so when you see "over 95% of patients reported satisfaction with their treatment," know that they are NOT returning the calls of those who received adverse effects.

as i do with all cosmetic procedures, both invasive and noninvasive, i believe the percentage of those who have been "botched" is way, way, way, WAY under-reported, underrepresented, and vastly, vastly underestimated.

technically, because my surgeons never returned my communication, and because i never participated in an official survey (usually provided by the place that gives you the surgery, lmfao), i would not be included in the data collected for "botched procedures."

so please, please keep that in mind. most of us who have received life-altering results from any manner of cosmetic procedures either A) are not being communicated with by the providers of the procedure afterward, or B) are not even thinking about communicating with the provider of the procedure because they are now at their doctor or a hospital, trying to find answers to what went wrong.

or simply C) are too embarrassed to come forward and admit that we were “botched.”

or even D) have accepted it in numb silence or deeply flat denial because it would be too painful or too much effort to acknowledge that we most certainly didn’t get the results we were promised.

like, trust me, no one is calling me or knocking at me door asking me if i’m happy with my surgeries or my noninvasive procedures. not a single one. as far as the world was concerned, until i spoke up this year, i was a happy customer. so idk WHERE the fuck they get all these surveyed patients from. but sure as hell, no one ever asked me.

my point is, i don't believe the data collected on procedure satisfaction is AT ALL trustworthy, let alone accurate.

if there's another procedure you have a question about, i'd be happy to answer it to the best of my ability.

[cleoselene]

https://lipedemaliposuctioncenter.com/insurance/

!!!! LADIES/AFAB FOLKS !!!!

So my mom recently went to her doctor to see about getting compression socks for her lipedema. She has a really mild case, stage 1, not in pain. The doctor she saw not only knew what lipedema was, but he did the water-assisted liposuction locally, and even more: INSURANCE COMPANIES ARE BEGINNING TO APPROVE LIPOSUCTION TREATMENTS FOR PATIENTS WITH LIPEDEMA.

Not endoring this particular surgeon but the information about the about-face from insurance companies is there. Was just the first useful link I found.

I am going to make an appointment with my mom's doc. I don't know if I am willing to do surgery and if I do it I might do it only on my arms which bother me more than my legs honestly (compression garments work for the legs, NOT the armis)

SO IF YOU HAVE LIPEDEMA AND YOU HAVE BEEN FRUSTRATED THE TREATMENT IS NOT COVERED BY INSURANCE, IT SEEMS THE TIMES, THEY ARE A-CHANGING!

11% of women/AFAB people have lipedema. it is genetic. It has nothing to do with diet or exercise. LOOK INTO IT!! Especially if you're a bigger person who has noticed you don't carry your extra weight the same way most people do: my stomach is the smallest part of me relatively, but my arms/legs/butt are too big and my arms and legs suffer severe pain and easy bruising.

[oh-saints]

can you do physical insecurity with ruben too? 🥹

we're back on another epsiode of headcanons/blurbs in hope to cure my fried brain at work

BUT I LOVE THIS SO MUCH like this is what i might be feeling when looking at his ig following

before you met ruben, you never have to think about anything that can possibly trigger any insecurity

you have a fairly excellent body, healthy too

but when your friends show you rúben's following list, you can feel the green monster showing its head

despite telling your friends that you don't care, you care TOO MUCH not to scroll and view each and every profile of the women he recently follows

long legs, bikini snaps, semi-nude shots at the beach, exotic dancers, models, actress... and the list goes on...

you count that the women build up 3/4 of his following now and you feel sick all the sudden

you casually ask him once about it and he shruggs it off easily, "they want me to follow them, that's all"

5 minutes of knowing rúben and they'd asked him to follow them? and he said yes without a fight?

AND THAT'S ALL?

you wanna scream at him bcs surely it's NOT at all for you??? he doesn't even follow you until now, citing not wanting to draw the attention to you

does that mean it includes his attention to you?

do you have to do liposuction and salmon dna and everything else to get his recognition?

is he ashamed of you?

your friends try to distract you from the reality, saying rúben choose you instead of those girls, but you realise you can never be those girls anyway

and if he's ashamed of you, then the least you can do is to become someone he's proud of

but rúben noticed your behaviour's changing, your demeanor's changing. you change and now he doesn't recognise YOU

"isn't this what you want?" is your response when rúben confronts about your drastic transformation

"i never say anything about what i want, coração. i'm happy with what i once had in you."

but he walks away after he said it and he regrets it bcs the moment he steps out of the door, he can hear you hide the sniffs

so he comes back and hugs you tightly instead and you spend the night in each other's embrace without words

[downoutcold-blog]

Birthday Wishes

I’d love to be able to lay in bed all day, maybe change into a hospital gown, bouffant cap, surgical stockings, and booties. I’d love to have an IV and catheter inserted. Hopefully I’d be hooked up to monitoring equipment, especially an EKG, BP Cuff, and Pulse Ox, maybe even a temperature probe (rectal). I’d be anesthetized and various times, with the clear full-face mask. I wouldn’t be opposed to Intuabtion (ET tube, LMA, nasotracheal).

From there, anything could happen. I could get the tonsillectomy I probably need. I could have orthodontic braces applied. I could get plastic surgery; I’d want a bunch of facial work, maybe some liposuction, and possibly a breast reduction. Or things could turn a little kinky. I could have someone in a nice pair of leggings sit on my face. I could have someone force me to sniff the shoes, socks, and feet. I could get a nylon footjob.

That would make for a great birthday!

[hollow-keys]

I hate you cosmetic nose jobs, I hate you lip fillers, I hate you double eyelid surgery, I hate you liposuction, I hate you waist training, I hate you botox, I hate you anti aging products, I hate you concealer, I hate you foundation, I hate you leg and arm shaving, I hate you eyebrow plucking, I hate you hair relaxers, I hate you beauty standards.

I love you big noses, I love you lips of all shapes, I love you monolids, I love you body fat, I love you wrinkles, I love you skin "flaws", I love you dark circles, I love you body hair, I love you bushy eyebrows and monobrows, I love you curly hair, I love you body inclusivity.

[3xquisit3sacrific3]

I think if I didn't have tits I wouldn't have an eating disorder. Idk, I feel like I could get over everything I hate about my body if I didn't have them. My stomachs not flat but it's not horrible I guess. And my legs are fat but pretty muscular so I could get over that. My arms are just normal looking. But my chest is something so obstructive to how I look, I just feel like my life would be a billion times better without them.

I'm scared of top surgery though, I've never had any sort of surgery but I think my hatred overrides my fear. That and the process is something that interests me so if I did ever have the money I'd totally go through with it. I've thought about other plastic surgery, but I don't think I'd ever get any. I've thought about liposuction but testosterone would likely take away fat from problem areas for me so think I'd be okay without it.

Sorry for the longest rant ever, I think I'm just contemplating things like my future and all.

[solarsands]

How to date solar

-bleach your skin (thank you Cinderella iv)

-get blond extensions (doesn’t have to be remy

Get a liposuction

Get your bones Streched

Get a breast augmentation

Get a fake id

Get filler in your cheekbones and on your brow bone (takes one and a half syringes) (500$) extra

Get a fox eye eye lift (this can be done with a eyeliner) (or surgery)

Change your name

Move to Texas (walking)

Cost 15,000$ (for the breast augmentation and lipsuctipn and leg extensions) (everything else is free) so technically it’s cheaper to date you then it is fox other men

None of this is necessary wtf

[fortunatelyscrumptiouswasteland]

Slimmer Legs Ahead: How CoolSculpting Can Target Thigh Fat

Introduction

Are you uninterested in suffering with stubborn thigh fats that just cannot seem to move away, whatever how a good deal you training or weight loss plan? If so, you are now not alone. Many folks wrestle with excess fat in their thighs and are attempting to find a solution which can assist them reap slimmer legs. That's where CoolSculpting comes in. This ingenious fats reduction cure has gained attractiveness in contemporary years for its means to objective one-of-a-kind places of the physique, such as the thighs. In this article, we are going to discover how CoolSculpting will help gain the slimmer legs you will have necessarily dreamed of.

What is CoolSculpting?

CoolSculpting is a non-invasive fat reduction cure that uses controlled cooling know-how to freeze and get rid of cussed fats cells. The strategy, also is called cryolipolysis, turned into developed with the aid of Harvard scientists and has been FDA-licensed on account that 2010. Unlike regular liposuction, CoolSculpting does no longer require any incisions or anesthesia, making it a nontoxic and effortless alternative for the ones trying to in the reduction of unwanted fats.

How Does CoolSculpting Work?

During a CoolSculpting therapy, a specialised software is used to bring controlled cooling to the targeted enviornment of the body. The cooling technologies freezes the fat cells with out unfavorable the encircling tissues or epidermis. Over time, the frozen fats cells are evidently eradicated from the body simply by the lymphatic method. This https://americanlasermedspa.com/west-end/ sluggish process facilitates for organic-taking a look and long-lasting outcome.

CoolSculpting for Thigh Fat Reduction

CoolSculpting might be an fine solution for slicing thigh fats and achieving slimmer legs. The medical care is highly a good idea for contributors who've localized pockets of fat of their thighs which can be proof against food plan and exercising. By focused on targeted spaces of the thighs, CoolSculpting can aid contour and shape the legs for a more toned and sculpted visual appeal.

CoolSculpting vs. Liposuction: Which is Right for You?

While equally CoolSculpting and liposuction are fantastic fat relief treatment plans, they vary in their strategy and invasiveness. Liposuction includes surgical elimination of fat cells via small incisions, although CoolSculpting is a non-invasive strategy that freezes and removes fat cells. The preference among the two will rely upon your human being goals, alternatives, and scientific issues. It's major to confer with a certified knowledgeable to assess which treatment is perfect for you.

Slimmer Legs Ahead: CoolSculpting Before and After

If you might be given that CoolSculpting for thigh fats relief, you can be considering what style of outcomes you possibly can count on. While exclusive influence can even range, many patients have experienced awesome advancements in the appearance of their thighs after present process CoolSculpting cures. To get a more advantageous notion of what to anticipate, allow's look at a few before and after images:

[Before and After Photos]

As one can see from these pics, CoolSculpting can quite simply in the reduction of thigh fat and strengthen general leg contour. However, that is crucial to note that outcomes may also take time to totally increase, as the physique regularly gets rid of the frozen fat cells.

FAQs About CoolSculpt

[cuzikan]

"Rules Of The Blues"😉😎😎

1. Most Blues begin, "Woke up this morning..."

2. "I got a good woman" is a bad way to begin the Blues, unless you stick something nasty in the next line like, "I got a good woman, with the meanest face in town."

3. The Blues is simple. After you get the first line right, repeat it. Then find something that rhymes... sort of: "Got a good woman with the meanest face in town. Yes, I got a good woman with the meanest face in town. Got teeth like Margaret Thatcher, and she weigh 500 pound."

4. The Blues is not about choice. You stuck in a ditch, you stuck in a ditch--ain't no way out.

5. Blues cars: Chevys, Fords, Cadillacs and broken-down trucks. Blues don't travel in Volvos, BMWs, or Sport Utility Vehicles. Most Blues transportation is a Greyhound bus or a southbound train. Jet aircraft and company motor pools ain't even in the running. Walkin' plays a major part in the blues lifestyle. So does fixin' to die.

6. Teenagers can't sing the Blues. They ain't fixin' to die yet. Adults sing the Blues. In Blues, "adulthood" means being old enough to get the electric chair if you shoot a man in Memphis.

7. Blues can take place in New York City but not in Hawaii or any place in Canada. Hard times in Minneapolis or Seattle is probably just clinical depression. Chicago, St. Louis, and Kansas City are still the best places to have the Blues. You cannot have the blues in any place that don't get rain.

8. A man with male pattern baldness ain't the blues. A woman with male pattern baldness is. Breaking your leg cause you were skiing is not the blues. Breaking your leg 'cause a alligator be chompin' on it is.

9. You can't have no Blues in a office or a shopping mall. The lighting is wrong. Go outside to the parking lot or sit by the dumpster.

10. Good places for the Blues:

a. Highway

b. Jailhouse

c. An empty bed

d. Bottom of a whiskey glass

11. Bad places for the Blues:

a. Nordstrom's

b. Gallery openings

c. Ivy league institutions

d. Golf courses

12. No one will believe it's the Blues if you wear a suit, 'less you happen to be a old ethnic person, and you slept in it.

13. You have the right to sing the Blues if:

a. You older than dirt

b. You blind

c. You shot a man in Memphis

d. You can't be satisfied

14. You don't have the right to sing the Blues if:

a. You have all your teeth

b. You were once blind but now can see

c. The man in Memphis lived

d. You have a pension fund

15. Blues is not a matter of color. It's a matter of bad luck. Tiger Woods cannot sing the blues. Sonny Liston could. Ugly white people also got a leg up on the blues.

16. If you ask for water and your darlin' give you gasoline, it's the Blues

17. Other acceptable Blues beverages are:

a. Cheap wine

b. Whiskey or bourbon

c. Muddy water

d. Nasty black coffee

18. The following are NOT Blues beverages:

a. Perrier

b. Chardonnay

c. Snapple

d. Slim Fast

19. If death occurs in a cheap motel or a shotgun shack, it's a Blues death. Stabbed in the back by a jealous lover is another Blues way to die. So is the electric chair, substance abuse and dying lonely on a broke-down cot. You can't have a Blues death if you die during a tennis match or while getting liposuction.

20. Some Blues names for women:

a. Sadie

b. Big Mama

c. Bessie

d. Fat River Dumpling

21. Some Blues names for men:

a. Joe

b. Willie

c. Little Willie

d. Big Willie

22. Persons with names like Michelle, Amber, Debbie, and Heather can't sing the Blues no matter how many men they shoot in Memphis.

23. Make your own Blues name Starter Kit: a. name of physical infirmity (Blind, Cripple, Lame, etc.) b. first name (see above) plus name of fruit (Lemon, Lime, Melon, Kiwi, etc.) c. last name of President (Jefferson, Johnson, Fillmore, etc.) For example: Blind Lime Jefferson, Jackleg Lemon Johnson or Cripple Kiwi Fillmore, etc. (Well, maybe not "Kiwi.")

24. I don't care how tragic your life: if you own even one computer, you cannot sing the blues.

[turtlemagnum]

here's a rant where i discuss the intersection of beauty standards and my own self image:

i feel like in most media, the men portrayed as desirable are generally the "pretty" ones. skinny, thin face, not necessarily always "feminine" but we don't really see bears portrayed as the attractive ones. i see this mirrored in real life, too. whenever i see a beautiful woman with a man she's clearly not related to, she's generally some manner of prettyboy twink. meanwhile, i'm a bear

i've pretty much always been fat. i'm certainly working my way towards fitness, finally, but my goal isn't really skinniness so much as it is toning my bulk. i've got a wide face, i'm hairy as shit, and judging by how a lot of my body is actually about as thin as it'll ever be due to the shape of my bones, the places i'll lose weight are mostly in the front parts of my torso and my upper legs. frankly, i'm fine with this; at least on a certain level. i once followed this little formula to calculate the maximum size of a handgun you can realistically concealed carry, and according to the math i could do a god damn desert eagle, and that's cool as hell. for a while i've thought that my only way out of hating my body was liposuction or something, but i've realized that i don't really want to be skinny. i don't want to be a prettyboy. i want to be a bear, and after i've thought about it i'm glad my body's turned out with such a good base. but it feels like nobody else wants that

in queer spaces (and outsiders talking about queer spaces/people), the people who get the most attention are fem and fem adjacent folks. it definitely feels like a lot of people treat queerness as an innately feminine thing, which sucks for me since aside from being queer and i'm very outwardly masculine, at least in the ways that are outwardly identifiable (e.g. appearance and voice come to mind). so in a way, i definitely feel like a lot of things that are considered Standard Queerness just don't really apply to me, like clubs and ostentatious manners of dress/presentation.

meanwhile, straight spaces are generally worse about most everything. i honestly probably don't need to elaborate on this, but it still definitely feels like some amount of the same applies. most heartthrob celebrity men are skinny twinks who'd need 40 years of full body rogaine immersion and heavy eating to get a remotely comparable physique to what i have going on. nearly every male pop idol could put on a dress and change nothing else about themselves and easily pass as a woman. for as much posturing straight society commits to about MEN and being REAL MEN there's certainly a major degree of androgyny common to a fair amount of mainstream masculinity. so that' s my predicament, right

i live in a world where i don't really see people like me ever thought of as desirable. i'm sure there are people out there who would, i've even met a few of them, but given how socially isolated i am in general it's hard not to feel this even harder. i'm sure i'll find someone eventually, but for now GOD does this suck, maan.

[ya-bug-boy]

I have approval for all of my transition surgeries, the next one being a hysterectomy in January if I don't need leg surgery. Still gotta figure out my weight loss journey before for another liposuction and potential face surgery. My face surgery is the surgery I'm not sure about, in terms of how my face should look. For the longest time I've wanted to look EXACTLY like Hanzo. He was my goal image for years. Basically a dream goal to have by the time I'm his age was to look like him. But also maybe Toshiro Mifune style, for a more similar jawline in his prime years. But I'm also considering the pretty boy route. It's really common for Koreans (disclaimer, I am Korean) to go for a softer look, I guess you could compare it to Genji from Overwatch as well in his younger 20's image. Hell maybe even that Joker character from Persona. I can't really decide. Still marinating my thoughts over this. I'm glad I have time to decide but I wish I could make up my mind.