#Late Lente
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Potential April Reading:
The Weight of Glory by C.S. Lewis
St. Francis of Assisi by G.K. Chesterton
A middle-grade book
A book of poetry
Something related to Theology of the Body
A classic novel (pre-1900)
Light early-twentieth-century (pre-1960) fiction
#monthly reading lists#not stretching myself this month#going solely for relaxing springtime mood#and enjoying being able to download free ebooks again (which i gave up for lent)#the last option is to cover several light-fiction dean-street-press type author's i've had the urge to read lately#without nailing myself down to a particular one#which could ruin the relaxing intent behind adding that to the list
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I love funky eye patch man too but like y'all are NOT starving bffr. Anyways tanimura return when, please.
money talks but brother ima need it to sit in the quiet corner for AT LEAST five minutes. at LEAST long enough to let me see some other charas
#snap chats#like i dont mind majima being everywhere i really dont yk hes like white noise for my eyes at this point#its just that when i see insane takes is when im like. Alright Bud Lets. Lets Pack It Up#i unno. we gotta wrap up our monthly majima rant mk we cant be doin this 😭#anythin good with yall as of late. im horribly gloomy today but my brother lent me his old comics to reread so thats been fun#also ive been replaying kirby and the amazing mirror ..... i love emulation ...
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Serizawa Week Day 1: New
#mob psycho 100#serizawa katsuya#serizawaweek2023#Reigen Arataka#OOPS i got the date wrong so i'm a day late i'll make up for it tomorrow...#His interview in the fan book said that Reigen lent him money to buy his suit but i also like to imagine Reigen took him to his usual#suit shop too....#Also I didn't realise until after I posted that last pic that I haven't used this account in 2 years oops... hi.....
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GOOD BOY!
Not sure if you guys can read my handwriting, and English is not my main language.
#terribledadshipping#A cute apron that someone lent him.😔👉👈#It's will 3am now and I should stop drawing late at night😭but🥺💕💗
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The Fernweh Saga by @lacunafiction - Davor edition
I-I think Ms. Verner doesn't like him...😳
Davor "Dove" Kovač 🐝 RO: Becca Warrick
Personality: cautious // aloof // pessimistic // flirtatious (only towards Becca ...and Reese??) Traits: head // independent // resistance // believer Past affinity: math Primary ability: extrasensory awareness Past susceptibility: forward. 'it’s better to push forward. don’t look back on the past when you have new places to be and things to achieve.' <<< his motto
🕊️ Fernweh: Davor lived a happy life there and didn't think about leaving in the future. Maybe for some trips, but he knew it would always be his place, his safe place... 'It was a mistake to come back here.' - that was his first thought when he tried to fall asleep on the first night in Fernweh. The nightmares came back as he thought they would. He wants to leave as soon as possible because he feels that it is not safe for Becca to be here.
🕊️ Gramps Dan: That was his gramps who taught Davor how to play the guitar. As a young child, Davor always admired him and believed he was the most intelligent person in the world. After the death of his parents and how his grandfather treated him, he was devastated and angry. He wanted answers soo badly but didn't get any. He lived loathing his grandfather ever since. The news of his passing stirred up a lot of negative emotions that Davor had previously managed to suppress. At the beginning of the story he couldn't care less about his grandfather, but because of his journal he started to believe him. Things that his granfather lived through made Davor even more angry at this messy town …but he's willing to forgive his gramps…
🐝 Becca Warrick: It was a ...funny story that brought both of them together and they look after each other ever since. He considers Becca as his precious (not in a negative-possessive way) treasure, he literally can't let anything bad happen to her. That was also she who came up with the nickname 'Dove'... (and she's literally the only person who calls him that, others wouldn't dare...). He had feelings for her for quite some time but didn't act on it... until now. Although he didn't express it, he felt very nervous about Becca being in the town where he grew up. He was curious (but also scared) about what she could think of this town. He felt like he was revealing more of himself to her…. and he forgot about any worries pretty fast, because the town started being weird as fu--.
🕊️ Reese Verner: Back then Davor was quite cheerful and enjoyed competing with Reese regularly. They teased each other a lot. Davor always thought that Reese had a crush on him, was it true tho? donut know, but he certainly had. ...why does he appear in his nightmares? Maybe the crush stage never disappeared...? Seeing him again was a nice experience, sure... but ignoring the circumstances, he is still unsure if it was worth it and is struggling with his thoughts… Would it be worth it to return to Fernweh just to see him... again? welp, good thing he doesn't have to think about it much, am I right?
🕊️ Sofia Dorran: The two of them maybe did not have a strong relationship, but he knew Sofia is the ideal person for engaging in intelligent conversations. He enjoyed spending time with her, solving the puzzles that gramps created for them both. Davor wasn't a fan of fantasy books, but she managed to change his mind about them. Davor knows that Sofia did take good care of his grandfather, but he still doesn't quite know if he's grateful for that or wished she spent her time more... valuably... He was tempted to ask Sofia to borrow that book she found in his grandfather's bedroom, but he thought better of it. It's better to leave Fernweh… Even so, his curiosity wasn't properly fed.
🕊️ James Corvin: Maybe not brothers by blood, but definitely brothers by choice. Davor treated him as if he was the brother he always wanted to have. Back then Davor always placed a high value on his family… until now. At the time, Davor tended to be more impulsive and James was usually the one who kept him from getting into trouble (which often involved Reese). It was really hard, for both of them, to see each other after so long. Their first interaction was pretty awkward... I would even say that most of their interactions were . James noticed how Davor changed the question is: for the better or worse? I don't even know. Everyone can sense, that things around them are different now, and they aren't as close as before. Will it change?
🕊️ Alek Corvin: …To say that Alek wasn't a fan of Davor would be an understatement. Was it because James spent most of his time focusing only on Davor trying to get him out of trouble? Did Alek observe any possessiveness from Davor towards James? Or maybe simply because of the bond between those two, which was truly something that others would envy and desire? Davor never considered it, especially when he left Fernweh permanently. :)) As you can imagine, Alek doesn't seem very happy about Davor's return… But he took an interest in his new friend, Becca, which did not go unnoticed by Davor and he isn't really happy about it.
🕊️ The Waitress: Oh boy, it seems that Davor has taken up a new hobby, which is glaring harshly at the waitress. He finds her mistrustful and he smells trouble. Had they met when he was younger, there may have been a slim chance of them getting along.
🕊️ Waffles!: So um… Davor has a little issue with dogs and because of that his relationship with Waffles isn't as wonderful as I wish it would be... However, I believe that with time and help from Becca, they will eventually become friends.
#actually about his scar i have this whole headcanon... featuring some...umm.. doggos and Becca... 👀 especially how they met#(Davor was always team cats but after that incident even more xD)#also ouch that naming scene it hurt me so much! but i get it ;; aaaa! Davor why are you being so problematic Waffles is wonderful!!!#it was really interesting for me to messing with Davor in nightmares and showing him Reese!! the feelings the emotions aaaa#also yeeaah Davor thought several times if it would be a good idea to come back to Re-- *cough* Fernweh... and then Becca happened...#generally speaking Davor has a keen interest in Slavic mythologies and culture particularly those from western and southern regions of-#-Europe. I imagine that his father has roots in these regions and he took great pride in his heritage. Often taking about it to Davor#...and since Sofia's a smart girl she lent Davor a fantasy book written by Slavic author who took a great inspiration from Slavic myths👼😊#yes it was enough to change Davor's mind about fantasy books XD he never really read one before he just assumed it's BORING!#and now I'm sure he will throw questions at Sofia about this book she found even more since he's staying at Fernweh... I can imagine how-#-they both are staying up late studying it and comparing their notes... it would remind Davor about the time they were kids-#-it seems that his Gramps gave them both the last puzzle to solve... will they succeed?#and ooohh that will be a hard time for James and Davor... that rejection at the end of book one wont help them im sure XD#about Davor's 'possesivenes' over James... Davor was needy that's true but he would never think about 'stealing' James from Alek or-#-'claiming' James belongs to him. I hope im not crossing a line here but in my headcanon Alek was TOTALLY jealous over their friendship#and Alek THOUGHT that Davor was receiving more attention from James 👀#//which obv isn't true because James would never allow it. Alek is always a number one in James' heart//#in mine too I love A!!!! 💖 they're a BABY#but i must say that Davor didn't really think about Alek's feelings back then. he wasn't aware how Alek could feel- that's not an excuse#super curious about book two and how his relationships with every single one of them will develop!!!#fernweh saga#oc: davor kovac#no i totally did NOT change his surname..
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shit might suck right now for me health and mentally wise BUT at least my doctor said that i should get vaccinated for the rona and flu so i get to do that for free now forever so at least that’s something
#i still haven’t recovered from the sickness my siblings inflicted on me#i’ll be better for a day or two and then i don’t get so much sleep one night#because i haven’t gotten my sleeping pill prescription refilled yet#and then i wake up feeling like shit and full of phlegm#i know it’s the same one because it’s not like i’m out here getting reinfected by anyone#and then my sleep shit snowballs from how late i wake up and how much longer everything takes when im sick#and the only thing that reminded me consistently to take my evening meds is broken#and i have to contact the provider that lent it to me and also i have to contact like seven others for various things#and some of them are easy to get ahold of and some are a nightmare and all is too much#needless to say i’m ‘going through’ ‘it’ as the kids say#AND school on top of that???#i feel bad for being so offline because i feel like im letting people down with the fundraiser stuff#but you can see why i’m like.#i’ll be back when i have my shit together enough that i won’t lose my disability benefits next year#because that’s another fucking sword of damocles i’m oscillating between trying not to think about and having debilitating anxiety over#and i have to apply but i need an updated study plan for that but the guy who is in charge of those#cancelled our appointment so i had to book another one which is a few days before a school related deadline#and i’m probably going to be broke as hell beginning of next year anyway because the benefits renewal process takes on average 6 months ime#and it comes with backpay but i have a old ass senior dog. so that’s going to be fun juggling vet bills 🙃#normally i’d sprinkle this stuff a little here or there but i haven’t been online to do that do you get it all at once
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All my friends are sick of me talking about the adventures of amina al-sirafi so it's gonna be tumblr's problem now
No but if anyone else has finished the book already and wants to talk about it w someone I desperately want to be that person
#amina al sirafi#i still think going lineless was the wrong choice but too late now#also i lent out my copy to a friend so i had no way to reference how this scene actually looked#the adventures of amina al sirafi
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Soldiers kill sheep in the streets and I see bison skulls piled high, the bullets are made in the United States.
Trees are set ablaze by tanks and I see Moses kneeling in fear and reverence, God does not speak from these flames.
The people starve and I see seaweed gathered in baskets on Irish shores, Dutch tulip bulbs boiled with rabbit bones.
When they said ‘never again’ it was never for love of the hundreds of millions murdered, nor fear of the systems that allowed such evil to rise. They said ‘never again’ to shipping lane inconveniences, to stock market woes, and to being seen for cowards.
At least a coward would sit in quiet fear, content in inaction. Now they sign over billions, condemning millions to the total destruction. Where is the shame? Where is the apathy? At least in that I can call them mere cowards. What else am I to call them but the evil they so long taught me to revile?
God have mercy on their souls. God have mercy on ours. For the body is doomed - the bombs will still fall, the blood will still spill, the graves of thousands will fill.
(How long is the queue to the pearly gates? Is St. Peter agrieved to see so many young faces? Are wives rejoicing or grieving the reunion with their husbands? Does the brother laugh or cry when he finds his sister among the crowd?)
From Carthage to Auschwitz we were warned. From Roman roads to shipping lanes we watched the weapons trade hands. And when we cry out to the powers that be, they turn away - unseeing, unhearing, unfeeling. Machine men, with machine minds and machine hearts.
But the horror is in knowing they are not machines. This is not their nature. They are men. Born with a love for humanity in their hearts, a desire for community and companionship and art. How did they lose such a fundamental part of their being? Was it beaten out of them by bitter men before them or did they discard it themselves, as though it were a cancer to be excised? Does it matter when they so zealously jump knee deep in blood and bone among bomb shattered homes?
And while it is troubling to consider that, being human, we too can have our hearts hardened, it is far more uncomfortable to consider that, being human, they may one day revert to natural compassion. And what does one do when the machine becomes man again? When he proves it was a choice all along? A choice he refused and snubbed until the bodies cooled and the graves grew grassy with age?
God forgive what I cannot.
#ra speaks#personal#okay to reblog#just be normal#beans is being religious on main avert thine eyes#idk I’m just. I’m not fatigued or surprised or done fighting tooth and nail for Palestine.#but my brothers and I were reading poetry yesterday and one of my brothers poems reminded me of patrick kavenaugh’s writing#honestly all of our poetry has been about war. loss of innocence. fear of being unseen and unheard. we’re all feeling it.#it’s not despair per se but it’s certainly a heaviness to everyday life that we may never live without.#I’ve just been morbidly reflective lately#the people responsible aren’t monsters. they’re just people. what could drive me to do things like that?#what world could shape me to have such disdain for human life and prosperity? what could open their hearts to the horrors they inflict?#idk man. Lent is going to be rough.
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#as a side note i had a moment of horrid irony when i thought suddenly that I WISHED mr knight were there#because he was at the vigil last year and used to be a part of my church. and i suddenly missed all my old housemates#who were here last year! went to hug people during the peace and a good friend asked if i was okay#i was like 😭😭😭😭 not really and then turned around and SAW the boy and was like well this is a twist in the plot i truly dont care for#anyway all's well i just cried buckets more my heart's been wrung OUT#he lives fae away. he was not supposed to come. anyway he did and i shook his hand formally because he offered to (???)#*far away#it was totally bizarre#he did not stay for long which. thank God. i wouldve been so much more tired if he had#but he wished me happy birthday which irked me because we'd had an unspoken agreement to not wish each other happy birthday (for fear of#mixed signals) which. happened i guess#it was INCREDIBLY bizarre. the safest ive ever felt in my life was when he was holding me#and now he's a familiar stranger i know too well whom i dont WANT to know#anyway it has been a heartwrenching and soul draining Lent and past six months or more and i was ready to cry#and so i did. bawled like a baby after certain readings and songs. cried and cried and cried#re: reasons for that concerning the ex boyfriend: it is SO weird and i dont know how to deal with it#like. i still have so much love that it feels like grief and the grief bleeds into that love too#but that love isnt for HIM anymore or at least not the person i found he was. so now it really does have nowhere to go#ANYHOW IT'S LATE BUT THE POINT IS. HE IS RISEN AND THERE ARE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS#THAN SEEING YOUR EX BOYFRIEND AT CHURCH AND BEING LIKE ?????? HUH????????
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Im fucking sobbing rn whoever the benevolent angel person that just donated to my ko-fi was I just want to say THANK YOU!!!!!
#legit in tears from relief you dont know how grateful i am you beautiful stranger 😭😭😭#this works out really well i can put 10 in my tank AND pay my ex back for the 20 she lent me 🙏✌✌#highkey been going through it lately and the finances on top of it really was just the nail in the coffin im so so so fucking relieved#emma rambles#personal
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#i love actively doings that i know will upset me. i love self sabotage 👍#listen im just a curious feller. or something#i should go back to therapy... i started for trauma and now wanting to switch to problems /i/ have is so terrifying#i dont want to change my psychologist either shes so sweet and being lent to someone else feels like the world will actually end#i dont knowwwww but i cannot function like this its affecting my body too when i can hardly handle change#<- the whole reason im like this lately is not being able to handle change too. and also. i just get so violently jealous <3#and i end up releasing that anger on people that dont deserve it ^_^ i should be put down i think#vent in tags
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Seriously need some cash by tomorrow, I’m trying to sell some old collectibles off but that’s a bit slow. Does anybody wanna see me doodle somethin for them, or feel like donating a spare dollar?
Sorry for these posts I’ll delete later, thanks for any reblogs or donos♥️
P*ypal
C*sh*pp
Venmo
Blog donations are also fine
#sorry I’ll delete later#I just need 20 but realistically I’d like 60 as a close friend lent me $40#when my account overdrafted and I’d like to pay him back sooner rather than late#ebeg#dono#signal boost#group aid#financial aid#poor struggles#art commisions#doodles#poor problems#quick help#thank you
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#I think I’ve figured out what to give up for Lent?#Not excited about it… but I was really stressed not to know what to do#I think I’m gonna give up using my phone after turning out the lights for bed#It can be a bad habit and keep me up too late#So it would be a good thing to mortify#But I’m also slightly worried that it’ll wreck my sleep habits… and I need to get lots of sleep cause the semester be crazy#But I also need to trust God and be healthy#So I think I’ll do it#thanks for listening!!#I know it’s not always the thing to announce what you’re doing for Lent#But I won’t be telling anyone who knows irl (except my roommate for obvious reasons) so
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are you gonna do Gaeric week? - Monsoon
In all honesty, I'd love to, but I'm going to be taking a hiatus from posting on Tumblr and AO3 for Lent (it starts February 14th this year), so I won't be on for it.
And I'm... kind of bad at keeping up with events like this (see: month of Emmet, whumptober, etc.) If I make anything over my hiatus, though, I'd post it after Easter.
So, maybe, technically, albeit with a 1.5-month delay if I do so.
I'm looking forward to coming back and seeing what everyone else has made, though!
Thank you for the ask! ^^
#anon asks#egginfroggintalkin#I don't think I've said it in a post on here yet#but I annually take two hiatuses from posting on tumblr and ao3 for religious reasons#one hiatus for Lent (Ash Wednesday to Easter Sunday)#and another one for Advent (the four Sundays preceding Christmas)#and honestly I'm going to be. immensely busy anyway so I'd probably not be able to keep up or would post late anyway#but! have fun! <3
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tfw lunar new year and ash wednesday back to back
#i might like legit do like Proper Lent this year though idk#yes im a christian no im not a christian yes im a christian God bless 🙏😇#idk ive been super on the fence lately#either i leave the church or i stay#like because baptism classes r starting soon#if i don't leave now im gonna be here for the rest of my life#but i kind of still want to be here for the rest of my life#idk aghhhh#cc diary
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I FORGOT CRÊPE DAY !!!!!
#NOW I WILL GO TO THE BOULANGERIE TOMORROW AND BUY A CRÊPE AND THE BOULANGÈRE WILL KNOW I AM LATE#SHE WILL LOOK AT ME WITH DISDAIN AND ASK IF I WANT ANYTHING WITH IT#I'LL TAKE A FUCKING GALETTE DES ROIS TO MAKE MY CASE WORSE#OH HOLY DAY NO#WAIT LENT HAS STARTED#not fasting this year#decision made right now#gonna snack all night feeling guilty about it isn't that very christian of me
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