#Last Goodbye

[zoofzoofxx]

“OH MY GOD THAT’S JOOST KLEIN!”

(Pt. 2)

Pairing - Joost Klein x fem!reader

Summary - Following an attempt to ignore Joost and act as though nothing had happened, you both meet on a rainy day while waiting for the bus. He offers you a ride but first takes you out for a dinner and shows you the beauty of Amsterdam at night.

Genre- fluff, maybe little bit of angst.

Mentions - @dozcan123 , @multifilmfan & @mrschandlerbing

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About three months back, something went down with Joost Klein. We chatted at first, but then I got busy, and Joost wouldn't quit trying to get in touch. I brushed off his messages until I finally blocked his number. After that, he stopped trying to reach out on other social platforms. I felt a bit guilty, but I figured he probably moved on. Sometimes I thought about unblocking him and telling him how I felt, but when I saw he was into Eurovision, I hesitated. 3 weeks ago, he dropped a track called Europapa, and it blew up. The song brought back memories of Joost, making me consider going to Eurovision with my sister. Lost in thought, a message from my best friend Zofia interrupted me, signaling her arrival. We decided to grab a drink and catch up, with Zofia's unexpected entrance and our trip to a nearby bar helping clear my head.

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ 3 hours later ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

I checked my bus app to see when my bus will arrive. I still had 35 minutes left but the walk wasn’t short so basically I already should be on my way. I escorted my best friend to her place; she was completely wasted, and so was I. It was the usual routine - she'd get super drunk, I'd have to take her home, and then make sure I got back to my flat safely at night. I glanced at my friend before asking if she could at least get ready for bed and sleep. She agreed, closed the door, leaving me alone. I turned on maps to find the nearest bus stop direction, and just as I did, a few raindrops fell on my screen, signaling the impending rain. And sure enough, it started pouring. I began to run, and as I was about to cross the street, a car came speeding towards me, honking loudly, nearly hitting me. Shocked, I turned around, not knowing what to do. The car was already gone, so I tried to forget the scary moment and went to sit on the bench at the bus stop just a few steps away. Sitting there, rain pouring down on me as there was no roof over the bench, I stared at the ground, hoping the bus would arrive soon, even though I still had 10 more minutes to wait in the cold rain.

“Y/n?” A low male voice with a pronounced Dutch accent addressed me. I turned looked up to find a recognizable individual standing directly in front of me. I was taken aback by the sight of him drenched from head to toe, standing there as confused as I was.

"Joost?" I uttered, rising to my feet and adjusting my coat. An extended pause ensued, with neither of us certain of how to initiate this dialogue.

"It was you crossing the street? Please be more cautious next time," he began, causing my eyes to widen in surprise.

"I apologize." I glanced aside and then back at him. He appeared altered. His hair had brightened notably, nearly reaching a platinum blond tone. His demeanor was grave. It seemed like he wasn't content to see me, and frankly, I wasn't excited either.

"How are you?" Were the only words that escaped my lips.

"I'm good. Have you been drinking?" He inquired, moving a bit closer, though there was still a noticeable gap between us. I caught a whiff of his cologne once more. It was the same scent from three months back when he assisted me in zipping up my jacket.

"Tipsy, not drunk," I corrected him, settling back onto the bench, which was once again damp. I glanced down at my shoes, feeling embarrassed.

"I can catch a whiff of the alcohol from here," he remarked, and I simply pouted, unsure of how to respond. He moved closer and settled beside me. Our shoulders brushed together. In a sudden impulse, I rested my head on his shoulder, shutting my eyes and relishing the moment. It dawned on me how much I had missed Joost.

"Y/n, do you want a lift?" Joost interrupted my thoughts. I hesitated a lot, unsure if I should say yes or no.

"Sure." I say standing up. He stood up as well, and I just followed him. It was a 1-minute walk until we arrived at the car I almost got hit by. I sat in the passenger seat and inhaled the scent, Joost's specific cologne mixed with cigarettes. I yawned, leaning on the window. He started his car, and we drove through the city. There was complete silence between us until there was a loud growl. I covered my stomach with my arm and started to daydream about what I would eat when I arrived home.

“What are you doing?” I inquired as Joost made a sudden right turn.

“I’m starving, do you like McDonalds?” He asked and I furrowed my brows.

"I suppose so, but I've got some food at home, so I'll decline," I replied, earning a chuckle from the blonde guy.

"Ha, that's totally a classic mom move: 'We've got food at home,'" he mimicked, leading to a moment of silence as we both pondered our next words.

"It's on me." He stated, breaking the silence as he parked his car in the parking lot and switched it off.

"Please," he uttered, casting me those identical pleading eyes as during our initial encounter. Exhaling deeply, I release my seatbelt and unlatch the car door.

"Macdonalds around midnight just hits differently," Joost remarked as he savored his first bite of the Big Mac.

"Would you like some?" He inquired, flashing me a comforting smile.

"Thanks, but I'm good," I replied, smiling back, enjoying my chicken nuggets. I noticed Joost eyeing them, so I pushed the box towards him and nodded, signaling he could give them a try.

"May I?" He inquired, gazing at me. He looked very handsome. His beautiful blue eyes peered through his thick-framed glasses. He wore a Burberry scarf around his neck. His sharp jawline was what made him truly attractive.

"Sure," I replied, looking down, aware that I was blushing intensely.

"You know I've never tasted chicken nuggets," he remarks as he takes one, slyly snatching the sauce I was using. He sampled the nugget while I indulged in some French fries that I also relished. I glanced out the window; it was entirely dim outside. Then I shifted my gaze back to Joost.

"Why did you block my number?" He inquired out of the blue. I sat upright, unable to provide a response to his query.

"I was occupied," I replied curtly, feeling a bit anxious that this conversation might escalate. He simply nodded, unsure of what to say. After a moment of contemplation, he finally broke the silence.

"Occupied with someone?" He inquired, prompting me to tilt my head slightly. I needed a moment to ponder and craft a thoughtful response. I wasn't preoccupied with anyone. I was simply engrossed in self-care, focusing on my mental well-being, striving to improve my life even just a little. My daily routine felt monotonous - waking up, having breakfast, heading to work, eating dinner, sleeping, and repeating the cycle. I grew weary of this routine. I longed for my parents, my younger sister, and the carefree days of childhood.

“No.” I replied dryly, as I took my final sips of coke. Joost had already pushed the box back, but I nudged it back to signal that he can have the last nuggets. He accepted the food, pondering his response before blurting out something foolish.

“So you were occupied with…?” He prompted me to complete the sentence. I simply sighed in response.

"My mental health," I respond, causing his eyebrows to shoot up in surprise.

"You could have informed me that you were having a tough time. I would have been there to support you," he says, gazing at me with concern.

"I just needed some time to myself," I say, hoping to end this conversation.

"You know, I felt foolish when you blocked me. You could have simply mentioned you weren't interested in me, and I would have backed off," he says, sitting upright, with a hint of remorse in his eyes as he gazes at my hands. I was fidgeting with my sleeve.

"Feeling tense?" He asks, taking hold of my hand. I wanted to say no, but deep down, I knew I could only answer yes.

"No. Not really." I respond, attempting to avoid the eye contact he's seeking.

"Do you desire any more food?" He inquired, and I simply shook my head to decline.

"Let’s go then." He suggests, gently patting my back. We exited the building together.

"I can walk home from here," I say, glancing at him. He was tall and had a very masculine appearance.

"Can I accompany you home?" He questioned, and unsure if it was a wise choice, I sensed it might be our last meeting for a long time, or possibly never again. Nevertheless, I nodded, and he grinned. We began walking towards my house.

"I like your scarf," I mentioned, breaking the silence. He didn't say anything but gently removed it and wrapped it around my head.

"It looks much more flattering on you," he remarks with a smile, reaching out to grasp my shoulder, drawing me closer to him. Suddenly, he makes a wrong turn.

"That's not the route to my place," I mention, furrowing my brows. I was nearly sober.

"I know. There's a spot I'd like to take you to," he mentions as we reach the bridge. The wind was strong, messing up Joost's hair. He tried to fix it quickly, but it didn't really work. I couldn't help but laugh, and he rolled his eyes, clicking his tongue in response.

"Hey, what's so funny?" he says playfully, giving me a gentle push.

"Nothing," I uttered as he drew me closer once more, and I simply relished the moment. It dawned on me that I was thoroughly enjoying the time with the tall Dutch gentleman. A quiet interval ensued until we reached a bridge. It was truly a sight to behold, and I couldn't resist capturing it in a photograph. Stepping back, I ensured Joost was also in the frame. He glanced at me, posed with a smile, and shaped a heart with his fingers.

"Aww, adorable!" I say with a smile, and he approached without a word. I tucked my phone away, and Joost simply embraced me. No words. No sounds. Just two individuals embracing at the bridge. Two hearts beating in unison.

"I deeply yearned for you," is the only utterance he managed.

"I missed you as well," I reply softly, maintaining the embrace. We linger in the moment before eventually deciding to head back home as the chill of the evening sets in.

"When do you plan to depart for Sweden?" I inquire purely out of interest.

"My manager mentioned they're counting on me to be at the hotel tomorrow," I respond, nodding in understanding.

"Are you not keen on joining me?" He inquired. He had already asked me this question during our meal.

"I'd be happy to join, but I need to find a way to make some money," I respond, to which he pouts in disappointment.

"I comprehend. Please inform me if your decision changes," he states, and I offer a smile. Upon reaching my residence, we bid our final farewells. He mentioned I could keep the scarf but requested something in return. As I lacked valuable items, he noticed my bag and a small keychain, a fluffy pink heart. He inquired about exchanging it, to which I happily agreed, asking if he desired anything else, but he declined. We shared a parting hug, and he mentioned he would text me. After he left, I unblocked his number but never received a message from him again.

A/n - guys I’m so sorry this is so shitty 😭 I feel like I made so much grammar mistakes. English isn’t my native language so if you see any mistakes please contact me 😘 BY THE WAY I DONT KNOW IF YALL NOTICED BUT Y/N’S BEST FRIEND IS ACTUALLY ME 😍😍😍😍😍THANK YOU SO MICH FOR 60 FOLLOWERS ILY! leave a comment behind please it gives me a lot of motivation ✌🏻 I’m actually thinking if I should make a part 3 but idk lmk 😊 PEACE OUT ���✌🏻LUV U GUYS 🥰❗️💋💋💋💋💋

[sictransitgloriamvndi]

[jt1674]

[undertale-ost-tournament]

ROUND 2: MATCH 2

Last Goodbye vs Spear of Justice

[denrrucita]

Many people (myself included) thought that perhaps Ezra's parents didn't make the best decisions for their last moments alive, so I started thinking about what they would have been like.

And, since I hurt my own feelings, I want to hurt yours too.

I hope you enjoy.

My English is bad because it is not my first language, so if you don't understand something you can ask me hehe!

Luv ya

[orangeleftyart]

15 Days of Determination…

Day 14 - Last Goodbye…

Artist’s Note: The True Pacifist Ending is so heart-wrenching! I CAN’T!!! I’M GONNA CRY!!!! <3 Anyways, I tried to make a quick lil drawing of the gang staring into the sunrise/sunset because, like I said, it’s a sweet lil scene that I thought would be fun to recreate ^.^

Sorry I didn’t have enough time to make more arts 😅 with school and everything, life gets kinda busy…

Art Prompts by @15daysofdetermination / @hachikojesus

Determination Til We Die!

[autistic-lesbianism]

Before I go, I must say a few things

@single-celled-autism, Thank you for being my brother

@stupidpieceofbread @crispybacondoesstuff @mod-ash @thattransdudeee, thank you guys for being my kids

@mod-coffee-is-here, Thank you for being my crackhead brother

@ask-velvette-official @pomni-xddcc @gangle-the-ribbon @ask-ragatha-tadc @ragsdolly @codebreaker-0 @noahhasbeensummoned @littleladylav @the-alcoholic-strawberry @dream-an0n @sleepy-cantfuckingsleep @thatwierdquietkidthatdraws and others, Thank you for the wonderful experience for me being Queenie <3

[tylchristine]

this is our last goodbye. I hate to feel the love between us die

[sanrioluver222]

Last goodbye:

cole cassidy x gn reader, angst, inspired by last goodbye by jeff buckley :3

You and Cassidy sat face to face. Your face wet with tears. Cole had just broken the news.

“I’m sorry darling, this is our last goodbye.”

He wiped the tears off your face. He hated seeing you in this state. He never wanted you to cry but he knew it was right.

Just a couple months ago you and Cole started dating. Soft and sweet and he never wanted you to find out about his past. He was over it, apart of overwatch now.

After a couple months of dating he felt guilty. He never wanted to hurt you nor did he want you to get hurt. But his past came back to haunt him.

On the train on day out, you say on a train. Face to face, just talking. You had convinced Cole to take a train to a different city. Just for the day. Cole had been wanted in the town near where you were going but brushed it off.

Nothing would happen…right?

There you were talking. He held your hand and slightly caressed them. As you chatted he admired you, your face, your voice, your cute outfit. He just adored you.

Cole looked up, just for a second. He saw someone he recognized. Deadlock members. Fuck.

He knew it was a matter for seconds before they realized he was there. And he knew they were angry.

And just as he knew it. His world crashed.

Ashe finally noticed Cole. Her eyes meeting your figure. Her eyes furrowed, she knew that Cassidy would never admit to his past and she knew she had a feeling of anger towards Cassidy.

She stood up, the rest followed in pursuit. She walked up to you guys. Your eyes meet hers. A confused looked appeared on your face.

“Cole Cassidy.” she says with her country tongue.

You looked at him, your eyes confused. His mouth was slightly parted. He was very worried.

“Ashe..” His voice was small.

Her eyes furrowed. The annoyance in her face was evident. Cole knew what she was up to.

As the Clock striked the hour. It was time.

Ashe smirked as she sat next to you.

“Hey there pudding, names Ashe. I’ve known Cassidy here for awhile.” she nods.

You were nervous, sure. Cassidy could tell it on your face. And of course so could Ashe.

Ashe smirked. She knew she had Cassidy in a corner.

“Yeah me and Cole we’ve been tight. Well used to be until he left Deadlock. But don’t worry, i’m not mad.” she gave a small smile.

You looked at Cole confused. He couldn’t look you in your eyes.

After the train ride you got off at your destination. Silently you took a taxi towards your hotel. After Ashe left he promised to tell you everything.

In your mind you were stuck, scared, and nervous of the outcome.

Cassidy knew that after this he couldn’t risk being with you when he was still being hunted down. He felt it was stupid to even think that this could work.

I mean he barely had time for you. You were amazing but he felt he didn’t truly deserve your sweet stature and amazing soul.

As you arrived in your room, it was incredibly tense. Your stomach felt like it had a pit and you were confused and hurt.

You both sat on the bed facing each other.

He sighed. “Before overwatch, I was in a gang.”

He started. You stayed silent taking in the information.

“When in this gang i was a criminal to say the least. I would steal and i have many crimes to my name.”

You were shocked. This wasn’t the Cole Cassidy you thought you were dating.

“And because of these crimes i was supposed to go to jail serve my time but thanks to overwatch I got out of it.”

He paused for a second.

“Sweetheart I love you so much but I can’t risk this anymore. With my past and everything. You’re precious cargo.”

The tears poured down your face. God why did this hurt so bad. It had only been a couple months. How did it end up this way?

Cassidy pulled you into his arms. He rubbed your back. He knew this wouldn’t help in the long run but he wanted to hold you. For the last time.

He laid his head on top of yours. He whispered comforting things in your ears. He truly felt awful.

The tears pooled in his eyes.

You looked up at him.

“Kiss me, please kiss me.”

You pleaded. You needed to feel him just one more time. He hesitated before leaning in placing a soft kiss on your lips.

It was passionate. He had never felt this way about anyone else.

He pulled away slowly.

“I can’t, i’ll only make you cry. This is our last goodbye.”

You shook your head. You laid your head against his chest. He sighed again resting his hands around your waist. He knew you wouldn’t accept it. Not now anyway.

In the morning he would be gone, given you the money in his wallet and would eventually ship your things back.

Early morning the sun peered through the window. You were crying most of the night. Cole just rubbing your back till you fell back asleep. It was really harding leaving you but he knew he had to. If not to keep you safe but to prevent himself from getting too attached.

You were his number one priority.

When you woke up your noticed breakfast on the table. You sat with Cassidy silently eating. Your soft eyes tear stained.

He knew it was soon that he had to go. You would take the train back home. Return home to an empty house without Cole there. The bed, couch, hell even you still lingering his scent.

As you ate, you avoided eye contact. You tried not to sob right there.

As you finished up. You both grabbed your stuff. Nothing taken out or messed up. Cassidy grabbed his wallet and handed you most of the money in his wallet. You shook your head denying it but he insisted of course.

You took it by force. You looked up at him.

“Well, This is our last embrace.” you said shakily.

He pulled you in for one last hug. He held you for minutes on end, both of you not wanting to let go.

“It’s over, just hear this and then i’ll go.” he said, his voice breaking.

“You gave more to live for, more than you’ll ever know.”

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a/n: first real fic hope it was alright. i love you jeff buckley listen to this song please it’s amazing.

[johnnyskiss]

it’s never over

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[the-87th-bite]

Hey, I'm Charlie. Found you on Star's blog. Are you really Ethan's Mark? He's over here in New York. He's been hurt pretty bad, but he's safe now, at the hospital. You should come visit if you have time - I know you're super famous or whatever, you must be a really busy guy but he'd love to see you.

-Charlie

Yes, I am Mark, or Ethan's friend. Screw any plans, my friends come first. I'm getting arrangements to fly out as we speak.

How the hell are you all getting hurt?

[lilabearr]

He’s so beautiful

[beautyofthesunshine]

How I felt my love and feelings dying for him moment by moment, part by part and finally leaving the last breath...

[undertale-ost-tournament]

STAGE 1, GROUP U

Top 2 qualify, 3rd has a chance.

Music under the cut.

[notyssac]

so real

[virusofthevalley]

JEFF BUCKLEY