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Doodles of @keferon 's Mecha Pilot Jazz AU 'cause it's been eating my brain and I wanted to draw angst that I had planned to write but ended up drawing fluff and just doodles of them hanging out
[ DOODLE ART COMMISSIONS: OPEN ]
#mecha pilot jazz au#jazzprowl#transformers#maccadam#maccadams#jazz#tf jazz#transformers jazz#prowl#tf prowl#transformers prowl#tf jazzprowl#jazz x prowl#doodles#tf doodles#cdivdraws#mecha au#art#please i wanna draw more of this#it took me this long lmao but i had doodles and illustrations planned#and a whole fighting animatic cause i mainly do those help#i still have to do that All In (Grease song) for jazzprowl too#RAAAHHH#BRAINROT //SHAKES THEM
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This Kid's Not Alright
perseus // unknown // The Battle of the Labyrinth, Rick Riordan // unknown // The House of Hades, Rick Riordan // unknown // @ vialjarhorn // The Last Olympian, Rick Riordan // The House of Hades, Rick Riordan // @ dying-dog // The House of Hades, Rick Riordan // brutal, Olivia Rodrigo // The Mark of Athena, Rick Riordan // unknown // The Gods Show Up, Michael Kinnucan // The Chalice of the Gods, Rick Riordan
#my first attempt at web weaving(?)#I believe that's the term#this took way too long lmao#anyways this me connecting the dots in the saddest way possible#the boy is angry he's spiraling he's deranged no one is helping#pjo#percy jackson#mine#web weaving#powerful percy jackson#dark percy#words
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lego richas i did for uni!
and a dramatic video as a plus <3
#gotta thank my classmate who did the initial egg model#and she let me use it<3#only used like a bit of the head but it helped a lot#the whole thing was the shirt lmao#anyways this was really fucking fun#rendering took so long bc of the video#610 frames! three minutes each! ooff#anyways#bye#richarlyson you sweet baby mwah#qsmpart#qsmp fanart#qsmp#richarlyson#happy mothers day to you too richas ksjsjskjsjks#lego
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get you a girl who can give you everything
this started a long long time ago when I made a joke about how sega should put ringo in more dresses, and then my friend reminded me that oh yeah!! I can do that instead!!! and then one thing led to another and we joked about punk ringo and I drew that too. using ringo like a dressup doll is so cathartic it's kinda crazy
some bonuses (original designs, timelapse) under the cut bc I like these designs!! I might do some more with them!! please disregard the band poster in the first second of the timelapse that's something else!!!
#everyone look at my girl isnt she so pretty#puyo puyo#ringo ando#my stuff#please look at the timelapse it nicely packages a week of suffering into a minute :)#you cant tell at all from the recording. but all those teeny tiny scallops on ringo's dress? i drew all of those by hand#because the scallop brush i downloaded didnt look right. it never does why do i have that#plus the lace cutouts on the bottom i also drew by hand because i wanted them to look kinda like bunches of apple seeds#but thats not really a thing you can search for- 'lace brush that looks like apple seeds' is wildly specific#there's probably an identical brush to what i painstakingly drew by hand but dont tell me about it i want to think i did that for a reason#punk ringo on top was a lot less work on the lineart bit except for that godforsaken guitar#i had to make sure it looked right and it took forever#but what punk ringo gave me the most trouble with was posing#i knew i wanted an arm out to mirror lolita ringo but thw initial draft was meant to be her holding the guitar the opposite way she is now#(as in her hand was gonna be backwards)#and do you know how hard it is to balance a guitar like that. i had to grab my guitar and do a photoshoot to see what was most natural#while still having leg up arm out#this was fun to do even if i had about three crises in the middle of it#i tried doing my old rendering style again after a while and it was fun too#lolita ringo gave me a bit of trouble in the fact that my brain couldnt handle the dress being shaded but the apples being flat#but we got it lmao. i dont know if ill ever do this again it took too long#but maybe half of the time was because suddenly halfway through everybody needed my help for something or other that required me to leave#anyway wow thats enough rambling. i should go to bed now
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kinda wild to me that one of the most compelling aspects of both Chuuya and Kunikida's characters to me, that I never really see talked about, is how they're heavily set on a doomed crash course towards complete and utter destruction, and how I am so, so worried for them both.....
#bungou stray dogs#been thinking a lot about chuuya lately (shocking for me i know (said with no sarcasm truly lmao it is rare for me))#cause of the 15 manga and also playing the fucking jeht quest in genshin impact ugh (where's the one dual genshin bsd fan who Understands)#but like this pressure has been building up for chuuya for so long due to being used and manipulated by all these people#first the sheep then mori then verlaine then still mori now#he was groomed since childhood just like dazai#but unlike dazai he didn't have an oda to help him get out of the mafia........ he's still stuck there#and his personality is different from dazai's. dazai was more self-aware imo (but still a groomed emotionally abused kid don't get me wrong#but chuuya's whole thing is needing to belong and wanting a leader to be loyal to but ending up in positions of leadership himself#which makes him feel pressured but he accepts and stifles any negative feelings just because he wants to belong#and all this crushed him with the events in the light novels and yeah he went through character growth but he's...... Still In The Mafia...#and that fucking scene asagiri added to the cannibalism stage play i don't think hardly anyone even knows about bc IT'S NOT DISCUSSED ANYMO#where mori emotionally manipulates him with the flags!!! and it deeply hurts him!!! and he presumably deals with that shit all the time!!!#it is WORRISOME. it WORRIES ME okay.#chuuya doesn't have anyone who can save him from the mafia (dazai is in no position to okay; it's all he can do just to try to save himself#and it's so so scary. it spells awful things for him.#didn't asagiri say he'd have a rough path or something??? and he added that fucking scene in the play!!! it haunts me!!#i fully expected this shit to hit a turning point in the meursault arc but we can't have nice things i guess#and as for kunikida a;lskdfl (took me this long to get to him oop) literally the ending of Entrance Exam (the novel) is just#One Big Foreshadowing for Kunikida's downfall#he's compared to the azure king for a reason. Sasaki saw the azure king in him for a reason. it's fucking worrying!!!!!#there hasn't really been anything like that since in the manga (just like for chuuya lol ugh) but he's TERRIBLE at coping with his trauma#and it only gets more apparent once shit hit the fan in the doa/hunting dogs/meursault arc#it's not good!!! i'm worried for kunikida too!!!!#even if the manga isn't focusing on this these worries are always in the back of my mind man#both kunikida and chuuya are doomed to hit some kind of breaking point eventually and i await those moments with dread yet anticipation#i want dazai to be able to save kunikida from the despair being too good a person brings the way he couldn't save oda#and chuuya.... if we get a scene with him & mori mirroring the one in dark era where dazai finds out that mori orchestrated the kids' death#oh man i think i'll fucking die (give it to me i need to cry)
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My doctor: Hey yeah that's not normal I don't think it's an issue with your hip
Me: Oh?
My doctor: It's an issue with your spine
Me: OH
#Literally the first thing he said was 'You shouldn't be in this much pain from a labrum tear'#'Yeah I'm p sure it has to do with your back'#Me: Everything makes sense now......#This actually adds up bc I've always had shitty back issues. Lmao#Luckily I don't need surgery!! Unluckily I need to get another MRI! Kill me! :)#If the last MRI didn't bankrupt me this one DEFINITELY will#Also he did say I have a weak hip so I gotta do physical therapy#We'll see how that goes;;#Right now I'm fine bc I haven't even been billed for the first MRI yet. But I know as soon as I get the bill#I will be a HOT mess#Not looking forward to that#Anyway I'm glad this doctor seems to know what he's talking about. And from the get go too#Can't believe it took this fucking long to narrow it down to 'possible spine/back issue' tho#Godddd. I'm so tired#He prescribed me some heavy anti-inflammatory drugs so hopefully that helps with the pain a bit#Lies down#I need a nap bro. Lol#Shima speaks
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enjoy?? ? ? ??? i made this half asleep so if i made it now i probably wouldve made his shoulders broader or something by a little bit. idk
#maedhros#maedhros <3#the silmarillion#the silmarillion art#art#digital art#my art#sorry for inactivity#take this maedhros#we should make a marketable plushy maedhros#i signed this with atarinkë too not just hypotheticalsilmarillion because i gave this to my friends too lmao#this stupid thing took me less than 20 minutes but ibispaintx says it took 1 hour#you know why? because the ibispaintx version is actually a series of maedhros side view and how they changed over time#the first one is from so long ago#him <3#please love him#help#i dont fucking know#the silm#silmarillion
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how do you draw ash,,, I'm struggling to draw him. pls break him down to his essence for me so I can better understand him
He’s got a very simple design compared to all my other ocs, so in theory he should be easy to draw…. But because his design is simple it is very easy to completely fuck up one thing and end up with him not looking right (speaking from experience lol)
So! Here’s my attempt at like. Breaking him down for you. I’m not actually sure if this will help any LMAO but I hope it does :,,) I’ll absolutely do more if you need it tho like anything specific like I had fun doing this
He’s a very round boy, as in like soft edges… really the only points on him would be like. His hair or whatever. He’s got a big mouth for yappin the ear off his family members, and big eyes for lookin at his family, and long arms to hug his family, etc etc.
You would NEVER see him mad like you would my other ocs, he’s the type to start crying when put into a situation that makes him really upset (you probably wouldn’t even see him very upset either as he has a tendency to run away from situations that make him feel bad)
He’s very aware of his body and the space he takes up, so unlike my other gangly ocs he isn’t clumsy at all. He DOES find himself in awkward situations sometimes (like accidentally eavesdropping on people cus they don’t notice he’s there and he’s too awkward to move away cus what if they think he’s listening in on purpose)
He’s not very outgoing with most people and it takes him a bit to really warm up to someone, but once you’re in his good books you are never getting him to chill out. He’s got a serious case of “lack of volume control” and he talks to people like they are across a big room pretty much all the time. If he isn’t yelling he’s probably whisper talking to try and seem less obvious, he gets self conscious about taking up too much space.
He’s a big talker he’s always trying to say something to someone if they’ll let him and often times it has no relation to the current topic or situation (only he seems to notice how the topics flow together) He can and will go on for hours if no one stops him. He’s got like, an internet sized brain in his noggin so he could quite literally go on forever about literally anything (he goes down research rabbit holes for fun)
I should probably stop rambling about him now LMAO sorry I just love him a bunch he’s a nerd
#ask#about my ocs#pea art#oc Asher#character design#digital art#my art#my ocs#ocs#oc#my oc#my characters#original character#original characters#I kept the like. sketchy lines I do for you! I’m p sure they won’t help too much lmao cus like#obviously there wasn’t too much for me to sketchy sketch like I don’t even do face lines I added those after lol#uhmm…. drawing him upset broke my lil heart I never wanna see him like that again pls and thank you#sorry I took so long I was fuckin uhh!! dead. today. yea lol uhmm drawing helped uhhhh#reiterating again. if you want more infor or how to do smth specific or whatever#or even a breakdown thing for! someone else! these are fun to do#I’ll do it! for the cause! and also for myself cus I do like making these kind of things I think about this stuff A LOT#yea haha ok love you love ash love the earth
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OCtober day 31 - costume 🐶🤕🧟🧛
i've drawn my hellebores a lot this event so i figured i'd end on them too‼️around halloween time tip and jerza don't even need to disguise themselves, but i made them dress up anyway c:
3 days late but i did it!!! i've completed all the mandatory days and now halloween can officially end 😈🎃 ty for the fun event everyone, i've rlly enjoyed seeing everyone's characters 🫶
#2024#bweirdOCtober2024#bweirdOCtober#oc-tober#day 31#art#original#my art#my ocs#hellebore#teo#(<- he/they)#isaac#isa#(<- he/him)#tomatip#tip#jerza#(<- both she/her)#i am once again sorry for my tags being so long i just like organising things ok dkfj#isa and tip being known mostly by their nicknames doesn't help either bc it means i gtta put both down lmao#i rlly didn't intend for this to b submitted so late ndndj#ig it took longer than i thought bc i usually draw 2 ocs max#it doesn't look that complicated but i had to correct a lot of lil details too 😵#oh well i'm free now!#oc art for the year has been completed and i can go back to completing the pokedex again gehehe#first time drawing jerza properly too#she will always b drawn at that angle btw bc. i do not know how to draw her any other way 🥴🥴
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Cat cat cat. She is so perfect for Xanthe. For Nathan however, deathtrap.
#my art#original character#oc Nathan#oc xanthe#personal#these were meant to be quick sketches help#they took WAY too long but I had fun#love drawing Ryba#lmao
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I’m begging everyone who LOVES stranger things to watch super 8 this movie is extremely underrated and it’s literally stranger things before stranger things even existed.
#Def recommend this movie to help out with the long wait for season 5#i’m convinced the duffers took inspo from this movie there’s just too many similarities#stranger things#super 8 2011#this movie honestly deserved to be a tv show there was so much potential there#but then maybe stranger things probably wouldn’t even exist cause if it did super 8 would be more recognized#the show would be called a super 8 ripoff lmao#honestly the duffers should make a tv show version of this movie after stranger things
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working with children really will make you examine your thought processes and emotional reactions like nothing else. I've found myself being so much more thoughtful in my daily life about how I respond to my emotions and environment, as well as the reasoning behind why others behave the way they do
#yesterday i got really frustrated and overwhelmed at one point because this one little girl keeps getting really upset when she cant help me#like shell ask to help and i wont have a task (or ive run out bc shes already helped) shes capable of so i tell her that#and thank her for being thoughtful and helpful. admittedly the first time this happened i was really frustrated w her already#bc she had made a huge mess doing something i told her not to do and then didnt want to clean it up and she only came back#and asked to help because her friend had been helping me. so i was like girl. you didnt even clean up the last mess#but i also had nothing for her to do. anyway she started screaming and hid under a table so then her friend did it sith her just. because.#idk kids will see their friend freaking out and they do it too. and i understand it but my god. i dont deal well with really loud noise#and she did it again yesterday. i let her help me and then i ran out of tasks and she started crying and saying i never let her help#and for some reason there were like 6 other kids in there all wanting to help so then several of them started freaking out#and i could not handle it. i literally told my coworker like im about to cry right now lmao#and later the little girl was like wanting to hug me and talk to me and acting like nothing happened and i found myself wanting to withdraw#like i was feeling like i wanted to avoid her and not speak to her or be cold but i also knew i didnt want to treat her that way#and i took a couple minutes by myself and thought about why i felt that way‚ what the effects of that would be‚ and how the kid felt#and i really just had to remind myself that she was feeling just as many emotions as i was but that shes only had 6 years#to learn how to manage them and deal with them in a productive way. she wasnt trying to upset me. she wasnt trying to make me mad#she was just dealing with her emotions in the only way she knew how. and im an adult and if she can get over it i really need to get over it#long ass tag story sorry
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so i have this, ig now ex, friend who is also my ex boyfriend. right now im kinda coming to terms with the fact that he was? is? abusive. we've known each other for about 4 years now, dated for 2 of those, and broke up about 9 months ago. we've gone through a lot together, including a major traumatic event that involved him being called an abusive boyfriend. this has added to my... hesitance to call him an abuser.
he has hit me a couple times, which we talked through and he didnt do again. however he would bite me pretty often and pretty hard, and wouldnt let go when i asked him too. i used to beg him to stop but he'd (paraphrased) call me dramatic and to get over it. he'd also insult my appearance, personality, and intelligence pretty often. he would yell at me for things i couldnt change (ex: forgetfulness from adhd) and when i tried to explain that he'd tell me i was just making excuses. he would also compare me to our shitty ex friends whenever i did or said smth he didnt like. i had to change the way i spelled the word "ok" (i used to spell it "okay") because he would get mad at me for not being considerate of how he thought "okay" was disingenuous.
but despite all of that, he wasn't horrible to me all the time. we were best friends for a long time. i also contributed to our arguments, and he's said that i traumatized him too. i have friends who tell me that he's definitely abusive and that none if its my fault. i want to believe them but it just kinda feels like wishful thinking? he always told me that i have a tendency to avoid responsibility for my actions, and idk if thats what im doing? i have some other friends who are still cool with him despite knowing all of what i detailed above (and some more lol) and say that they understand why he's upset and why he did what he did. i think the friends who are on his side (which i hate saying, i dont really think its a "sides" situation?) are trying to explain his side of the story and feelings in the matter to the people on my "side".
anyways, this whole post is sparked by the fact that i just found out he blocked me. idk for how long, but i blocked him back. im scared, im stressed, i feel guilty but also kinda glad? i was planning out how to break off our friendship already, but i wanted to end it more amicably. i didnt want to block eachother, i was hoping to stay acquainted at best and maybe leave room for friendship again further down the line. when we both were changed and healed. im writing all this down to avoid a panic attack, but id also appreciate any thoughts and/or opinions anyone has on the matter?
#it took me 30 minutes to write this post and i felt nauseous the entire time lmfao#bear growls#irl shit#tw abuse#vent post#friendship advice#mental health#romantic advice#i guess?#lmao why cant shit just be normal and uncomplicated#im too funny and hot for this#help please#long post
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i uh. scratched my car pretty bad lol
#liveblogging life#the parking lot for my new apartment has a VERY narrow entrance#and uh turning into it is a little tricky???? idk why since i managed it fine so far#but today i think i turned a LITTLE too closely and ended sliding along the pole right by the entrance#and now i've got these long scratches down my back right door whoops#like. they're pretty noticable.#no damage and i didn't dent anything i think???#so im like. well i wasn't planning to resell the car anyway so i honestly dont really care that much#but on the other hand it's kind of embarrassing to have evidence of my shitty driving on display like that lol#and my dad's going to be soooo upset about it way more than i am lmao#i dont really want to spend a ton of money getting it fixed but they're definitely deep enough they'll need a repaint#i ordered some paint touch up & maybe i can just like... sort of help it so it's not quick immediately obvious???#idk man it's a bummer but im also kind of like /shrug about it too you know? im more surprised it took me this long to ding it lmao#actually i think i might have dented my car a lil bit bc the bottom right panel is like. slightly loose now#idk idk i dont really have the money to spare to get it fixed if it's going to be expensive so im kind of handwaving it right now tbh
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Hamilton Quotes Alphabet!
Lolz I tried...also I looked NOTHING up, all from memory :3 enjoy <3
I did the first thing to come to my head each time without looking it up~
[Some quotes have multiple people but I just listed 1]
A is for : Aaron Burr, sir -Alexander Hamilton
B is for : British cannons go BOOM! -George Washington
C is for : Continental Congress -Samuel Seabury
D is for : (God) DAMN MIND! -Alexander Hamilton
E is for : Elizaa~ -Eliza Schuyler
F is for : (mother)FUCKIN DEMOCRATIC REPUBLICANS -Thomas Jefferson
G is for : Good luck ^^ -George III
H is for : Heard your mother say 'COME AGAIN?" -Hercules Mulligan
I is for : I wanna be in the room where it happens -Aaron Burr
J is for : John Laurens in the place to be! -John Laurens
K is for : kill your friends and family -George III
L is for : Lancelot of the revolutionary set~ -Lafayette
M is for : My dog speaks more eloquently than theeeee -Alexander Hamilton
N is for : (chaos and bloodshed are) nott a solution -Samuel Seabury
O is for : OUTGUNNED, OUTMANNED, OUTNUMBERED, OUTPLANNED! -George Washington
P is for : price of my loves not a price your willing to pay -George III
Q is for : (bullet in the neck, in) Quebec -Aaron Burr
R is for : (I) remember that night, I just might [REWIND] -Angelica Schuyler
S is for : (Guns and) ships, and so the balance shifts~ -Lafayette
T is for : Take a break! -Eliza Schuyler
U is for : Uh, France? -Thomas Jefferson
V is for : (Give us a) verse, drop some knowledge! -John Laurens
W is for : Where's your family from? -Angelica Schuyler
X is for : Alexander Hamilton, troops are waiting in the field for youuuu~ -George Washington
Y is for : (where) you started...the fact that your alive is a miracle -Eliza Schuyler
Z is for : zI'm not throwing away my shot! -Alexander Hamilton
got a lil stuck on y and z so I cheated, your welcome <3
TADA
#this took too long#help#me#hamilton#alexander hamilton#hamilton musical#Hamilton meme#hamilton quotes#alphabet#theatre kid#musical theatre#memory#obsession#Hamilton obsession#hard work lmao
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Sota's interview attack! Ready, charge!
#fantastics from exile tribe#fantastics#kimura keito#nakajima sota#jpop#けとそた#hopkei trans#i dont wanna talk about how long this took to edit#someone pls help me there has to be a better way than stupid cAPCUT god i thought my laptop was melting😭#anyways these two are so cute as always and im not good with japanese dialects but im pretty sure sota kept slipping into kansai dialect🥹🥹#all i know is kansai has all the やんs at the end lol#also the one word i was unsure about was 突撃 / 돌격 which in korean means to like. charge into battle#but charge interview didnt sound as good in english so assault it is#i guess it could have been interview attacks as well but too late#translating is hard theres a reason i didnt pursue it lmao#but subbing is harder💀💀
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