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Hold My Hand: John Wick x Reader Chapter 173
warnings: dual pov, nsfw moments hmh masterlist
Y/N is always pretty good when it comes to scary movies. Usually sheâs walking through the dark house after watching one and sheâs completely fine. Not tonight. Maybe itâs because weâre at a different house and not at our home where she knows every nook and cranny, but sheâs pretty freaked out. She picked the movie and sheâs trying to be so brave, but I can tell sheâs scared, which is why Iâm staying a little closer to her. If I can make her feel safe, then Iâve done my job.
We decided to sit out on the back deck for a little bit, and sheâs looking over her shoulder every few minutes. I reach over and pull her chair closer to me, then I drape my arm over her lap and lean in to kiss her, hoping she feels safer.
âGetting tired?â
Y/N nods, âYeah, we spent so much time in the sun today. I think Iâm drained.â
I get up and reach for her hands, then I lift her up and throw her over my shoulder as she laughs. One of these days Iâm going to be too old to do that, but itâs not any time soon, so I plan on doing it until my back breaks from old age. I open the sliding door, lock it behind me, then head to the front door and lock that one too. Y/N kicks her legs playfully, so I spank her.
âStop that.â
âNo!â she laughs, so I squeeze right under her butt where I know sheâs ticklish. She screams so loud with laughter that I have to put her down so I donât drop her.
I wrap my arms around her and lean down to kiss her as we walk back to the room, and she reaches down to undo my belt.
âOh, is this what weâre doing tonight?â
She looks up at me and nods, âNo different than the last two nights. I want as much uninterrupted sex as I can get.â
âSounds good to me.â I whisper as I kiss her, âReally putting that new birth control to work, huh?â
Y/N tilts her head back and laughs loudly, âIâm glad I got the IUD instead of those stupid pills. Though, did you know there was a woman who didnât realize that her IUD had fallen out and she ended up getting pregnant?â
I slouch a little and let out a big breath as I look at her, âPeachâŚâ
âSorry,â she laughs quietly, then she starts undoing my belt. I lean down to kiss her neck, and she begins to laugh, âDid I ruin the mood?â
I look at her as she laughs, âNo.â
Even though sheâs laughing, I lean down and suck on her neck, moving my hand down between her legs and rubbing her over her pajama bottoms. I slip my hand into her underwear, and she immediately stops laughing and lets her head loll back. I lay her down on the bed and pull her pajama bottoms off, along with her underwear, then I kneel down in front of the bed and smirk when she looks up at me as I pull her closer to my mouth, diving in deep for just a moment to give a taste of what to expect.
âYou done talking now?â I whisper against her thigh, and she whimpers as she nods. âGood.â
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You shoot up in bed when you hear a sound coming from the deck, and you reach over and shake Johnâs shoulder. Heâs completely sound asleep, which yes, is flattering since he literally rolled over after kissing you goodnight, saying he loved you and immediately fell asleep. But now you need him awake right this minute!
âJohn!â you shake his shoulder, and he hums, âThereâs someone outside.â
âNo, there isnât.â
You scoff and shake his shoulder, âYes, there is. I keep hearing something hit metal.â
âI just got up to pee. Thereâs no one here.â he rolls over to his right side and pulls you into his arms, âGo to sleep, baby.â
âWow, thanks for protecting your wife.â you glare at him in the dark even though he canât see you. âYouâll feel like shit when someone breaks in and murders me.â
John laughs sleepily, âNo one is breaking in, peach.â
You sigh loudly and lay down next to him, then you stare up at the ceiling, just waiting for the noise again because you know itâs going to happen. After a few minutes, you finally start to feel your eyes grow heavy, and you start to fall asleep. Just as your eyes close, you hear the noise again and sit up.
âIâm awake!â John groans and sits up. âI heard it too, and after mentioning someone murdering you, I got paranoid.â
You smile softly when he turns on the light, âI love you.â
âI love you too. Stay here.â he rubs his knuckle against his eye and walks out of the bedroom in his boxers with absolutely no fear of what he could find outside--heâd have it handled with no problems. Even in boxers.
God, itâs hot. If you werenât so scared, youâd definitely go down on him when he comes back into the bedroom. On second thought, you definitely will if thereâs nothing outside.
You pull your knees close to your chest and watch the doorway, then you furrow your brow when you hear the noise again and John laughing.
âWhat? Oh, god, be careful! John! Please be careful. Are you okay? What happened?â
Wow, youâre spiraling.
âCome here, baby.â he calls from the other room, and you immediately get up and rush out to him. Heâs still laughing when you get to him, âThis is what youâve been so scared of all night.â
You scrunch your brows and walk over to see what John is pointing at, and you gasp and laugh when you see a small fluffy kitten playing with a string from your towel draped over the chair. Every so often, as it swats at the string, it bumps into the metal of the rain spout. Thatâs the noise youâve been hearing all night.
You turn to John and cross your arms, âTold you someone was outside.â
âOkay, Iâm sorry I didnât believe you.â he laughs as he kisses your forehead.
The kitten meows and walks over to rub up against Johnâs leg, and you grin and look up at John. He takes a deep breath and laughs since he already knows what youâre going to ask.
âListen to me,â he laughs as you reach down and pick up the fluffy kitten, âIf this kitten is here by the morning, we can keep him.â
âHeâs hungry, John!â
âWe donât know that.â John laughs, then he gestures to the yard, âMaybe he has a momma around here. Weâve seen a ton of cats since weâve been here--tons of kittens even!â
You pout a little, âBut look at him. Heâs so thin. I can feel his ribs.â
âBaby, itâs so late right now.â he closes his eyes, then he looks at you and exhales as a smile spreads on his face when you pout, âI donât know why Iâm fighting this.â
You hold the kitten up in front of John as it meows, âLook at him, heâs so cute.â
âHe is pretty cute,â he admits, and you smile.
âIâm keeping him.â you say, happily walking past, and John laughs as he nods. âWhat are you going to do? Say no to me?â
John shakes his head, âI wouldnât dream of it. You know I canât.â
He opens the door for you and locks it when you get inside, then he kisses your cheek and smiles softly as you talk to the kitten.
âWhat are you going to feed him?â
âI donât know.â you shrug and open the fridge, âCats donât actually drink milk. Iâll give him some water, butâŚI donât have anything to feed to him.â
John opens the fridge and holds up the chicken that he had bought at the store earlier to grill out tomorrow, âYou could boil this. Give him a little. Itâs probably not great, but itâs something. We can go to the store tomorrow and get some food.â
You smile at John and watch him grab a pot and fill it with water before dropping a chicken breast into it. He puts the other chicken breasts away and turns to you, smiling when you lock eyes with him.
âGod, youâre so cute. Itâs dangerous, I hope you know that.â he says, leaning down to kiss you. âItâs 3 in the morning and Iâm in the kitchen boiling chicken for some kitten we just found, and I already know weâre bringing him home.â
âCome on, heâs cute!â you hold him up and smile when he nibbles on your finger, âWe can take him to the vet when we get home and make sure heâs okay.â
John nods, âWhat if he has a momma out there and sheâs looking for him?â
âWell, weâre here for a few more days. Iâll ask around.â you get up and snuggle the kitten as you walk to John, âBut until then, he stays here.â
âYou putting your foot down?â John jokes, and you stomp your foot playfully. âRonanâs going to be very happy with her birthday present.â
You look at him and laugh, âThis isnât your anniversary gift to me?â
âI meanâŚit can be!â he laughs, then he shrugs, âMy gift is kind of shit anyway.â
You hold the kitten in your right arm tucked close to your chest, then you lean up and kiss John, âYouâre a really good man. Now finish boiling that chicken, so we can feed this baby, thenâŚI have a surprise for you.â
John perks up, âWhatâs that?â
âAs long as you arenât tiredâŚâ you back away and seductively wipe your finger against your bottom lip before looking down lower to Johnâs boxers.
âLucky for you, Iâm fully awake now.â he smiles, and you wink at him.
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Since the kitten is pretty small, you didnât want him to have full range of the house. Thereâs too much stuff that he could get into, plus he has been outside so you donât know if he has fleas or not; you didnât notice any when you were holding him, but you canât be too safe. You folded up a few towels and made a little bed for him in the bathroom, then you put his water in there with him as well.
You were barely able to contain yourself this morning, so you got up quickly and changed your clothes to go see the little kitten. When you went into the bathroom, he was still sleeping, so you let him be--after checking to make sure he was still alive, of course.
John was in a pretty good mood despite you waking him up at three in the morning, most likely because he got a little bit of a treat before going back to sleep. The two of you went to the store and got some things for the kitten. You bought some food, a few toys, and some shampoo to wash away any possible fleas. John wonât admit it, but heâs excited about the newest family member, and you know he is because he picked out a cute little collar for him.
âDo we even know if itâs a boy?â he asks as you get out of the car.
You shrug, âI couldnât tell, but Iâll look again. Either way, Baby Cat is going to look so cute in that collar.â
âAre we really going with Baby Cat?â
âUntil Ro can name him.â you say as you open the door, âIâm blanking on names at the moment.â
John holds the door open and laughs, âRo doesnât know very many words yet.â
âThen letâs hope she doesnât name the cat âdadaâ.â you say, and John smiles. âWe already have a fish and an actual dada with that name.â
Before you can even drop the bags off at the table, you rush over and open the bathroom door, then you look down as the little kitten prances out into the living room. John kneels down and wiggles his fingers, and the kitten stops and wiggles his little butt before he pounces at Johnâs hands.
âRo is going to love this,â John says, and you nod as you sit down on the couch and go through the bag.
The kitten walks over and tries to jump up to the couch, but he barely gets two inches off the ground. You reach down and pick him up, then you take out the toys and offer them to him.
âHeâs so tiny,â John says as he sits down, âI wonder if he was the runt, which reminds me, I was going to go talk to the people a few doors down. I saw some cats outside their door.â
You frown a little, âI hope they donât want him back. Well, I shouldnât say that. If they want him back and actually want to take care of him, then weâll give him back, butâŚâ
John leans over and kisses your temple, âIâll go talk to them.â
âIâm gonna give him a bath, then Iâll get some lunch started for us,â you say as he gets up, and he leans over and kisses you.
âOff to go bribe someone to let us keep their cat.â he says, and you look over your shoulder at him and laugh. âAnything for my girls, though.â
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Youâve just sat on the couch with the kitten when you hear the door open. You look down at the kitten with his eyes closed as you take the towel and dry him off, and you melt a little when you hear him purring. John leans down and kisses the top of your head, then he sits with you and smiles when he sees the kitten lying on your chest as you dry him.
âGive me the news.â
John laughs, then he takes a deep breath, âWell, there is a momma cat, but momma cat has beenâŚhaving lots of kittens lately and is getting fixed soon. So, I talked to them and they said that if we found a kitten, weâre more than welcome to take him.â
Your heart bursts as you sit up, âReally?â
âYes.â he nods, reaching over to pet the cat, âItâs better that we take him than something bad happening to him. I told them that our daughter would be thrilled--and that my wife would be pretty happy too.â
âWe get to keep you!â you say to the kitten, then you kiss him and hug him. Your eyes snap open and you look at John, âNew family member!â
John furrows his brow, âHuh?â
âThe psychic said weâd have a new family member and that it might not be a baby,â you hold up the kitten and smile at John, âNew family member!â
âYeah,â he laughs, nodding his head, âEven more reason to believe her.â
You lean over and kiss him a few times, âItâs a boy, by the way. Found that out while I gave him a bath.â
John laughs, âCanât wait to see what Ro names him.â
âWe might just have to think of something.â you say, and John nods his head, still petting the kitten. You look at John and smile softly, âThank you for this. I know we talked about getting her a kitten later on when sheâs older, butâŚhe kind of fell into our lap.â
Letting out a small laugh, John reaches over and touches your chin, rubbing his thumb against your bottom lip, âI would give you anything you ask for. You know that.â
âI donât ask for anything,â you shake your head and look into his eyes, âI just ask for you to love me.â
âYou donât have to ask me to do that,â he whispers as he leans closer, âLoving you is as easy as breathing.â
You tear up a little and nod, âI feel the same way. I love you so much.â
âI will give you and Ronan anything you ask for. Whatever you want, you can have. You two have me wrapped around your little fingers.â he says, and you lean over to kiss him. He cups your face and kisses you again with a little more intensity, then he looks down at the kitten sleeping on your chest, âYeah, I get it, little guy, her boobs are great.â
âShut up!â you laugh as you playfully swat Johnâs arm. âHow did you just go from being so romantic to beingâŚa man?â
John scoots over and rests his head on your chest too, âAh, so cozy.â
âYouâre weird.â you say, and John squeezes your breast a little as you laugh.
âCan I ask something and pray like hell you wonât get upset?â
You look at John when he leans up, âWeâre keeping this cat.â
âNo, no, itâs not about the cat.â he says as he sits up, then he takes a deep breath, âHave I made you feelâŚunsexy lately?â
âUnsexy? Is that a word?â
John nods earnestly, âI think so.â
âOkay, well, no, you have not made me feel unsexy. Why?â
John takes another deep breath and shrugs, âYou justâŚdonât ever wear lingerie and I thought maybe I made you feel bad about yourself or something. I just want you to always feel good and feel beautiful, because I think youâre the most beautiful person. If I made you feel bad, Iâd want you to tell me. I know you feel good when you wear that stuff, so I justâŚI donât know. You can hop in to the conversation at any point here.â
You start to smile before you lean over to kiss him a few times, âI donât wear that stuff because of you, actually.â
âOh, god.â John puts his head down for a moment, then looks at you, âTell me what I did. Please.â
âWell,â you set the kitten aside and turn to face John, âThe problem usually is I want to wear that stuff because yes, it does make me feel pretty and sexy, but also I know you like it when I wear it. The problem isâŚyou donât let me get away from you for long enough to actually change into it. When you want me, you want me that moment, which, hey, Iâm flattered, but you just donât give me time!â
John exhales in relief when you smile at him, âSo basically you donât wear it because I need you right that minute?â
âLiterally yes.â you laugh as John closes his eyes. You straddle his waist and sit in his lap, âJohn, youâve never made me feel anything but beautiful and sexy. I would love to wear lingerie more, but sometimes we need each other right that minute and thatâs okay!â
âDid you bring some with?â
You start to grin as you lean forward to kiss him, âYes.â
âYou should wear it tonight.â
Letting out a small laugh, you nod your head before nuzzling into the crook of his neck, âAnything for you.â
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You bite into an apple slice and squint out at the sun going down. Baby Cat is lying in your lap right now and snoozing away. He wonât stop following John and you around, so itâs nice that he seems to be fine with being away from his momma. You look down at him and pet him, then you reach for an apple slice just as John does. He gestures for you to take one, then he smiles at you.
âAlmost three years, peach.â he whispers, and you smile at him. âThree years since I met you. Canât believe it.â
âMe neither,â you reach for his hand and kiss the back of it, âYou make me really fucking happy, I hope you know that. I hope you know how in love with you I am and how I feel like I can be myself with you, and how safe I feel with you. I know talking about how we feel about each other isnât an unheard of concept in our relationship--we tell each other how much we admire and love each other all the time--but I just really want to tell you that I am so fucking happy that I met you. Youâre the best husband I could have ever asked for, and youâre my best friend. On top of being the best husband, youâre my best friend too, which is the most important thing.â
John cups your face and smiles, âI love you, sweetheart. The love of my life and my best friend, how lucky am I?â
âHow lucky are we?â you smile, leaning over to kiss him. âYou ever think about how different things would be if it hadnât been me who brought the mail to your house? You could be living in Manhattan with April in a nice apartment or with Tess.â
âWell, for starters, April is a lesbian, so thatâs not happening.â he says, and you laugh quietly. âAnd two, Tess is in love with my best friend and my best friend is in love with her, so that also wonât work. And finally, I am so madly in love with you. It didnât matter who brought it over to me. I wanted to talk to you. I would have kept putting shit in your mailbox until you came over.â
You smile, âOr until you worked up the courage to talk to me.â
âYeah, that too.â he grins, then he squeezes your hand, âPeach, you scared me. You still do. All I wanted was you, and I have you now. Iâm never gonna take that for granted. Youâre everything to me. Everything that I do, every thought that I have, youâre right there in my mind. Every decision I make, I do with you in mind. I mean it, you are everything to me.â
âThatâs what I love so much about you, and Iâm sure Helen did too.â you say, and he raises his brows, âWhen you love, you love with your entire heart. Itâs really nice to be on the receiving end of that.â
John scoots closer and wraps his arm around you, âYou love with your whole heart too. We were both so timid at first, but once we knew that this was real, we were both all in. I only ever want to be all in with you.â
Leaning your head against his shoulder, you close your eyes and smile, feeling the sun warm your cheeks as it dips lower. John presses a kiss to the top of your head and rests his cheek against your forehead.
Three years with this man already, and itâs flown by. Forever wonât even be long enough. Whatever time you get with him wonât be long enough. You canât focus on it for too long, otherwise youâll just be upset, so you open your eyes and inhale deeply.
âCan you believe Ro is going to be one?â
John laughs, âI canât. How the hell do we have a one year old?â
âNo clue,â you shake your head, laughing, âBut I will say, she is your freaking twin, and Iâm totally cool with it. I know sheâs only one, but she has all of your good qualities, I swear. Sheâs sweet and kind, and sheâs somehow so patient too. Weâre raising a freaking phenomenal little lady.â
âWell, her momma deserves most of the credit here,â he says, tipping his head to you, âYouâre doing a great job with her. I see the way she watches you and mimics you. Youâre setting a great example for her, and Iâm so happy to know my daughter is going to grow up to be just like her mom.â
You smile, âAnd her dad. Heâs a great role model too; he deserves credit too.â
John laughs as he leans over to kiss you, âWeâre doing a good job with her, I think.â
âMe too,â you smile, then you start to laugh, âWe really just stroked each other's egos for a few moments. Felt great.â
âSure did, and Iâll do it again.â John smiles, leaning down to kiss you.
Baby Cat stretches out in your lap, then he crawls over to John and stretches out, reaching his little arm out in front of him. John scoops him up and holds him close to his face, and the kitten reaches out to touch Johnâs nose. John gives his paw a little kiss, then he sets him down and laughs when he sees you watching him.
You grin, âYou love Baby Cat.â
âHeâs really cute, but Iâm not crazy about the name.â
You laugh, âWell, I canât think of anything! And heâs not getting the typical cat name like, Shadow, Midnight, Fluffy, and shit like that. Ronan needs to name him.â
âSheâs going to be so excited to see her kitten,â John pets the cat and looks at you, âAnd sheâll be excited to see her momma.â
âAnd her dada.â you whisper, then you lean over to kiss him, âBut momma needs daddy to herself for a few more days.â
John laughs as you push him down into the sand and kiss him, âIâm cool with that.â
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âTime to exchange gifts?â you ask, and John laughs as he holds up the gift-wrapped box for you. You point at the two gifts on the table and he furrows his brow in confusion. âOne for our anniversary, one for your birthday.â
John sits next to you and laughs, âRemember we werenât being completely serious with these gifts.â
âOh, trust me, Iâm aware.â you say, and John nods as he hands the box to you.
You rip along the edge and pull the paper off, then you put it on the floor and smile when Baby Cat immediately pounces on it. John didnât put too much tape on it, so you donât have a problem opening the box at all, and you push the tissue paper down and gasp as you hold up the beautiful white and floral robe.
âThis is gorgeous,â you rub it against your cheek and smile, âI love this. Thank you!â
John grins, âCotton.â
âYeah,â you laugh as you nod, then you lean over to kiss him, âThank you. You know I love a good robe.â
âI do.â he smiles, watching you grab the box for him. He opens it carefully and tosses the paper down for the kitten, who is in love with the paper and the box from your gift, then John starts to laugh as he holds up the boxers. âWow.â
You laugh and shrug your shoulders, âCotton.â
âYeah, I got that.â he holds them up and starts to laugh even harder at your face printed all over the boxers with âMINEâ written in funky letters over the crotch. âWow, baby, these areâŚâ
âI donât know! Cotton is such a weird one! All I could think of was blankets and boxers and we donât need any more blankets, so I just settled on those. I thought youâd think theyâre funny.â
John looks down at them, still laughing, âI do think theyâre funny. Might even wear them sometime just for you.â
âOh, canât wait.â you joke, knowing full well if anyone is wearing them, itâll be you. You cup his face and kiss him, âHappy anniversary, babe.â
âHappy anniversary.â he cups the back of your neck and presses his lips to yours harder before you pull away and grab his other gift. Itâs just in an envelope, so you already know heâs very curious. He opens the envelope and pulls out two tickets, and he widens his eyes and looks at you, âWhat?â
You shrug, âThought you and Jimmy would have a good time. Wherever the World Series is going to be this year, you and Jimmy will be there with the best seats--right behind home base.â
âWell, what if I want to bring you?â
âAs much as I love doing anything with you, I think Iâm going to sit baseball out, especially the World Series. Bring Jimmy. Heâll have a blast. You both will. Make a weekend of it.â you smile at him, and he lets out a small laugh. âHappy birthday.â
John looks over at you and smiles, âThank you. This is very thoughtful, though I am a little sad you donât want to come with.â
âTess and I just want you and Jimmy out of our hair for a weekend.â you joke, and John laughs. âHe loves baseball and you do too. And look, I know thatâŚback when you two became closer, it was because he invited you to watch games with him--itâs how you two bonded.â
âYou are so sweet,â he says softly, rubbing your back. âThank you for this.â
You scoot over and rest against his shoulder, âYouâre very welcome. Did I do good this year?â
âWell, last year you gave me a baby, soâŚâ he playfully grimaces and clicks his tongue, âIâm gonna need a little more effort next year.â
âYou are absolutely not getting another baby next year.â
John jokingly groans before leaning over to kiss you, âAnother pair of boxers will do then.â
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John stands next to you at the counter and begins to help you cut up some veggies for a salad. He leans down and kisses your bare shoulder, and he smiles when you look at him.
âI like this tank top on you.â he says, and you start to laugh. âLooks good.â
âI wonder why you like it so much,â you joke, and John glances at your breasts before he starts to laugh. âYeah, thatâs what I thought.â
He puts his hand up, still laughing, âIt looks great on you. The fact that I can see your nipples through it is just a bonus. You lookâŚhot.â
âI look âhotâ?â you set the knife down and turn to him, âYou think Iâm hot?â
John furrows his brow as he laughs incredulously, âOf course I do! I think youâre the hottest woman Iâve ever seen. Youâre sexy!â
You burst out laughing until youâre in tears, âGod, please, why is this so funny to me?â
âBecause youâre weird. Did our conversation about the lingerie tell you nothing?â John says, looking at you with amusement as you laugh. âOf course I think my wife is sexy. Baby, you have no idea how attracted I am to you.â
âI think I have some idea.â you say, squinting your eyes a little before glancing down at the crotch of his pants. You press your hand to your cheek and laugh, âIâm warm. Youâve embarrassed me!â
John smiles proudly, âYouâre so cute. Come here.â
You fall into Johnâs arms as he laughs, and he buries his face into the crook of your neck and inhales your perfume. You close your eyes and smile happily as the two of you hold one another for a few moments before you hear Baby Cat meowing at your feet. You lean back and look at him, and he stretches out before he tries to climb up Johnâs jeans. John reaches for him and puts him on his shoulder--his new favorite spot to hang out.
Itâs actually kind of ridiculous how hot this makes John. Heâs already hands down the sexiest man youâve ever seen, and honestly heâs just getting better with age. You were never really into those stupid firefighter calendars--the ones with the guys who clearly arenât really firefighters posing with kittens and puppies, or they pose shirtless as they bake a cake--but seeing John hold a little kitten and kiss him, yeah, youâd definitely like to see him shirtless and just in his boxers as he poses with the kitten. Hell, even if he was shirtless in the kitchen with a huge mess behind him, you wouldn't mind that.
John is sexy. Heâs always been sexy, but seeing him so vulnerable and sweet just makes him so much better--thereâs nothing sexier than an emotionally mature man. Seeing him show up for you and Ronan every single day, seeing him with her, seeing how he goes out of his way for you on days when you struggle a little, all of that just makes you all the more attracted to him.
It sure doesn't hurt that he looks the way he looks, of course. His beard is still dark, but he does have some gray that is poking through here and there. His hair as well. His skin is amazing--youâre definitely still trying to figure out his secret for great skin. Heâs still tall and lean with a little more muscle now than before since heâs been doing so much work around the house. He looks even better now than he did before, which is mind-boggling since he looked gorgeous before.
âHey,â John taps your chin and smiles at you, âWhere did you go?â
âI was just thinking about how sexy you are.â you say, and John scoffs. You hold his gaze and nod your head, âIâm not kidding. I was just thinking about how sexy you are and how sexy youâve gotten.â
John perks up, âReally now?â
âYeah, genuinely,â you look up at him, smiling, âYou know how you always say that youâre more attracted to me now than before, and then you quickly add in that you were very attracted to me before so you donât upset me?â
He starts to laugh, âYeah.â
âThatâs how I feel.â you say, and he chuckles, âSeeing you as a dad, seeing you be so vulnerable with me, seeing you so emotionally mature, seeing you with a tiny little kitten on youâŚâ
âItâs hot?â
You laugh, âYeah! I donât know, John, youâre just getting more and more attractive to me. I like it a lot. I like that we havenât lost our spark. Sure, weâve had our little spurts where weâre not as intimate, but itâs not because we donât want to be. We might just be a little more busy or tired, but itâs never been because weâre not into each other anymore--not for me at least.â
John laughs when you smirk and shrug your shoulder, âOh, you know it hasnât been for me either, you little shit.â
âExcuse you!â you laugh as John smiles at you, âYouâre a little shit!â
âNope,â he shakes his head and places Baby Cat back onto the ground where he quickly runs off to play with a toy, âYou are a little shit.â
You scoff, turning your nose up jokingly, âI am not.â
âYou are,â he pulls you to him and leans down to kiss you, âYouâre my little shit.â
Letting out a small laugh, you kiss John as he helps you onto the counter, then he spreads your legs and steps between them as you two make out. You wrap your legs around him and pull him closer, and he lets out a small moan. His hands are warm on your back, and you shiver when you feel him slip one hand under your tank top.
Rain has been pattering against the windows all day so youâve been cooped up inside, but you sure donât mind. You really donât mind when you have John in front of you to keep you entertained. Whether thatâs with conversation or sex, whatever time you spend with him is well spent. Lying on the couch watching TV or reading, chatting about complete nonsense, or reminiscing about things from the past, as long as youâre with John, itâs perfect.
âHey,â you lean back and look into his gorgeous brown eyes, âI love you.â
Johnâs finger trails along your jawline as he smiles, âI love you too.â
âWe were making dinner,â you whisper, and he laughs as he looks down at his left hand resting on your breast, âI think we got a little sidetracked.â
âYouâre very distracting, Mrs. Wick.â
A smile spreads on your face as you hold his gaze. You gently remove his hand from your chest and pull your tank top off, tossing it aside. John inhales deeply as he takes you in, and you reach for his hands again and place them both on your chest.
âSorry for being so distracting.â
âYou can distract me anytime.â
You start to laugh, âYouâve seen my boobs how many times?â
âLotsâŚâ he nods, still staring at your chest as his fingers trail about your soft skin, âLots of times. Still doesnât matter how many times I see them, I fucking love them!â
You smile at him, âStill obsessed with my piercing, I see.â
John nods as he looks up at you with your nipple in his mouth, âYes. Very.â
âWhen we get home--â
âI donât want to talk about going home. We have a few more days. I donât want to talk about it.â
âWe canât go home yet,â you shake your head and reach up to cup Johnâs face, âYou still havenât fucked me in that amazing shower yet.â
John pulls you closer and lifts you off the counter, âWe have time now.â
âWe were supposed to be making something to eat.â you say, and John starts to smirk.
âYou have something I can eat,â he replies, low and velvety, and you bite your lip, âAnd you definitely want me to, donât you?â
You hug him tighter, âWell, you certainly are the best at it.â
âThatâs what I like to hear,â he whispers, and you close your eyes as he sucks on your neck. âI need to hear you moan for me, and I need it to be loud.â
You chuckle as John lays you back on the bed, âI donât think weâll have a problem with that.â
John hovers over you and smiles before he begins kissing down your body, getting himself situated between your legs. He pulls your shorts down and tosses them aside as he licks his lips, then he pulls your underwear off and smiles. He moves his hand up your stomach to rest between your breasts, then he leans down and buries his face, causing you to immediately moan loudly. âGood girl.â
âRemember how you wanted me to wear lingerie?â you say, and John laughs between your legs, âThis is the problem right here, John.â
âYou want me to stop?â he asks, leaning up to look at you as you start to smile and shake your head. He moves back between your legs, âGood because I donât want to either.â
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#john wick x reader#john wick x you#john wick imagine#john wick x y/n#fic: hold my hand#john really loves to EAT. doesn't he.#and he just loves her god he loves her so much#if someone loved me like that i would pass out#i hope you all are loved like that one day#well i hope you enjoy!#they've been together 3 years now and that's so cute#and ro is gonna be ONE#like WHAT#that's my daughter y'all!#anyway lmao lemme shut up ENJOY!!!!!
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RIP Krakoa đš I canât lie Iâve been kinda behind since midway through Fall of X Iâm gonna catch up before my first SDCC this summer but I hear Vulcan didnât see much action anyway. Anyway my hand slipped and I found myself looking into the eyes of my canonically psychotic son the best Summers brother whoâs never done anything wrong in his entire life, (heâs done lotsa wrong things but I love him more for it)
#canonically psychotic = he canonically has psychosis. (not in the ableist way in that hes evil. which he is. lemme enjoy problematic rep)#Gabriel Summers#art by seaweed#words by seaweed#X-Men Red#the Gabriel hate during the Krakoa era pffffft. was 100% from ppl who didnt read the Rise and Fall of the Shi'ar Empire#âhe attacked Stormâ hes also a genocidal dictator who tortures ppl for catharsis. drunkenly coming at Ororo is the least bad thing he did#âhe's a doucheâ mother of all understatements. now get this man back w his boyfriend who he forced to be his best man under pain of death#Gabriel fans LOVE that Ororo beat his ass. he deserved it. it was a fake discourse made up by a certain segment of goddess!Ororo fans#I say as an Ororo fan! Shes my fav A-list x-man𼰠yes Gabe was at a mental low but Ororo didnt know that. that was Scott's responsibility.#psychotic Emperor Vulcan is what we call a problematic mentally ill villain trope. I love him SO much. (okay lets talk)#we donât know much about his childhood but we do know he spent 2 years in a fugue state after escaping slavers when he was like ten ):#as an âadultâ-ish he's uh âmentallyâ 15 or sumn according to the calculations claimed to him by his hallucination of his actual child self#and apart from THOSE hallucinations. heâs very paranoid to the point of killing his advisors because he becomes convinced-#that theyâre plotting to kill him. they aren't. he relies on Calseye to ground him thru his paranoia. and then of course in the Krakoa era#he believes his energy constructs of Petra and Sway who drink with him till he blacks out every single day are real. he isnt consciously#creating them; but he sees them- and bc heâs a godlike mutant his subconscious makes his hallucinations visible. making everyone uncomfy#Charles tries to use telepathy to FORCIBLY reality check him. which of course triggers his trauma. and GABE is punished for it?#(oh plus our finding out Gabe got brain surgery done on him by some gods outside the universe offpanel. he never does well with tampering)#and now the writers who pushed Hickman out (also RIP Sabretooth & the Exiles. RIP Hellions) want us to be SAD Krakoa is gone?#yes Gabriel is the mentally ill villain trope. but Krakoa never cared for mutants who couldnât fit in. who were traumatized. disabled. etc#Alex OF ALL PEOPLE should understand that. ALEX shouldâve been there for Gabriel. (why wasn't he. did he hold a grudge for past torture.)#Alex also w Murder-Enjoying Disorder but it was actually treated as an illness and those in authority presented as wrong for excluding him#instead of helping him. which v flawed but Hellions was one of the best mental illness comics? like Zeb Wells was conscious of the genre#but Gabriel was just⌠cast out. for panicking when his prime traumatizer Charles invaded his mind. he deserved help too#and all because his family were annoyed at him for drinking all night and throwing up and passing out on the floor? for being delusional?#And like- all of the summers brothers are nd (Scott's brain damage; Alex's dissociative episodes; Gabriel's psychosis)#I have nothing to say about Adam X ((I highly doubt he's neurotypical and/or mentally healthy)) ((nothing to say abt him tho))#and Gabes paranoia is 100% rooted in his issues of being made to feel like an outsider. like YES the obvious MUTANT identity but also#he thinks his father abandoned him to be a slave. he's not Summers enough for Scott. hes not Shi'ar enough for the Shi'ar
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Middle bracket inspo are just aesthetic, the rest could be personality or a specific trait
#oc#doodles#yes i drew stuff just for this yeah thats probably overdoing it idc#its bedtime now im happy w this stuff im gonna rest this weeknd#if you want specific explanations lemme kno but for now im placing this here and passing out#byebye <3
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if u think ao3 author curse isnât real rest assured it WILL get you eventually. i posted a fic last night and was already getting ready to start a new one today and yk what happened !!! i was doing a box jump at wrestling practice after school and SPLIT MY SHIN OPEN
#im ngl ik it was mostly the adrenaline and shock but that was the closest i ever felt to dying#akechi nui saw all this happen from where he sat on my backpack in the corner of the weight room#i hate box jumps all my homies hate box jumps#my practice partner: do you at least want to go get ice at the trainer?#me: nah im fine lemme just catch my breath for a little#proceeds to see white as my shin gushes blood#ya dw i did go to the trainer. thank god there werenât many other athletes there bc i was lwk hyperventilating#a student trainer had a shirt that said âold habits die screamingâ so i started rambling about how much i love t swift and the black dog#and how i was probably going to scream like she does in that song when the alcohol wipe goes on my cut#yahhh im fine though!!! trainer said itâs just gonna be really sore and bruised for the next few days#so no practice for me for 3-5 days :(#but at least it happened now and the middle of december (peak season) lol !!!#ao3 author curse#ao3#closest i have ever come to passing out. idk how people faint on the regular without fear bc that shit was SCARY.
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â¸â¸ [ @apocryphis || aventurine & yinyue || starter call ]
âăéśćăâ  " you're lying. " the words cut through the silence in the most casual way possible. it was like the ROVER was speaking about the weather, mentioning something she considered as fact while her expression did not change in the slightest. there was no ounce of aggression within the way she spoke, either. no hint of judgement, nor hostility. she wasn't offended about being lied to, she simply was pointing out that she knew he wasn't speaking the truth. golden hues were kept on him steadily, as though a small part of her was curious as to why he had to lie. everyone has their own reasons, she supposed. she had no right to judge, thus, she did not. the waves around this person was ... peculiar, however. how intriguing for someone's wavelength to shift so drastically within the span of few seconds.
         " apologies, should i not have said that ? " realizing that it might have come off as rude or offensive, she quickly offered a sincere apology. that wasn't a kind of FIRST IMPRESSION she wanted to make to a complete stranger, especially when she found herself in unfamiliar territory. the noirette didn't break her eye-contact with the man as she placed a hand on her chest.
         " my name is yinyue. lost would be the most accurate way of describing my current situation. "
#apocryphis#.ignition#.[ yinyue | rover ]#.[ yinyue.verse: trail of the stars: honkai star rail ]#[ here you go ventiummmm !!#i'M BASING THIS OFF WHAT WE TALKED ABT & I THOUGHT IT'D BE SUCH A GOOD OPENING FOR THE STARTER#sure yinyue ... call the guy out first thing even before you introduced yourself is a way to go HJKLHK#i'm leaving it vague as to what he said to make her call him out !#i thought it could even be his name bc we know ' aventurine ' isn't his real name bUT IT COULD ALSO BE A PASSING COMMENT REALLY#I'M SO EXCITED FOR THEM#THEIR LIL EXCHANGE WE HAD OF THEM ALREADY GOT ME HOOKED#still ... yinyue ... i still think you should heed topaz's words and RUN#but we both know she wouldn't now don't we hjkhjkl#i hope this is okay !! lemme know if you need me to change anything X33 !! ]
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@huntalie. . . liked for a starter.
life had stopped making sense to laura lee the moment their plane plummeted from the sky. glimpses, maybe, here and there, shapes in her periphery, but by the second plane raining fire and brimstone upon them, she'd only kept on falling. head over heels far after she'd already hit the water. o thou of little faith. wherefore didst thou doubt ? maybe it was the moment you let us fucking sink. and yet, there is no other word for it but faith, this hellfire reflection in her eye. it devours the cabin, their home, like a lion, leaving nothing but skin and bone to pick through, blacker than black. at least it's warm. it'll be warmer in hell, something certain in her whispers, a root taking hold. a certainty of the un - seen, made seen before their very eyes. faith. the only thing that's made sense to her since the moment their plane plummeted from the sky ; this is judgment. righteous, holy fire for the blasphemers.
but the innocent were always damned with the guilty. firstborns swallowed in the plague. travis didn't deserve to lose his only home now that his brother was dead. lottie didn't deserve it either, akilah, gen, melissa, natalie. they were already suffering, half frozen, half starved, half dead. what more could it want from them, what more could it take ? what more could they give ? a home. their only home, for their only meal. maybe it was a fair trade after all. but no. no, it's only fair the taste of javi is forever turned to ash in their mouths, but not for all of them. travis, natalieâ natalie tried. she was going to feed them all, despite lottie's offering, despite their heresy against it, she was going to feed them. heed the altar call and lie down upon it, and now look at her. ram in the thicket made archangel, forged in fire to light their path forward, chosen by the cards, the wilderness, lottie. who was laura lee to question it ?
so she doesn't. she has faith in lottie, and lottie put her faith in natalie. and god saw the light, that it was good : and god divided the light from the darkness. laura lee knows this, if nothing else : natalie is good. and because she's good, she will doubt herself, just as lottie did, and this is why they're good, why they're chosen. their home is in each other. â  you're not alone in this,  â she whispers, fierce, forcing the glow in her gaze to shine on natalie's. what a way to start a reign. but light will always shine brighter in the dark. â  have faith in lottie. in yourself. we've made it this far.  â what more could they lose ? where could they go now but up, after they'd already walked through the gates of hell ? doesn't that depend on which way you're going : out, or further in ? â  you got us this far.  â not only your skill, but your kindness, â  you've been a faithful servant, natalie. now it's our turn. we just have to give it. . . more of the same.  â here, cold hands find another's, slow, wary as an animal, but holding tight. â  more faith in it. trust, in each other.  â
#huntalie#interaction. . .â â â â â â đđˇđđ´đ°đłâ :â laura lee#verse. . .â â â â â â đ˝đ´đ¸đđˇđ´đ đłđ´đ°đđˇ đ˝đžđ đťđ¸đľđ´â :â laura lee#yj spoilers //#NEED you to know she is absolutely pulling this out of her ass#processing not processing trying to make sense of hell literally as the words come out of her mouth#but can you truly have faith without doubt?#she's telling nat what She needs to hear#what she's trying to believe#but she is also very aware that the faithful light in the dark could have have been her. that she was it for lottie until she wasn't#and then it was just lottie and now it's been passed to nat#it's not easy being a prophet. too many of them become martyrs#and she just wants natalie to know she has disciples if nothing else. she has people who will raise her up#people who's faith can be that light even if it's also heavy#BUT. this can be anywhere from literally right outside as their home burns or after the fact as they try to pick up the pieces#make some sort of camp or find some kind of cave to recouperate in#pls don't be afraid to lemme know if i need to change anything <3
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kokeshi doll but of arakawa durin his theater days......... do we know what i mean.......
#snap chats#i looove kokeshi dolls so much... my dad bought me one during a trip toooo#new york ? i think ? maybe it was philadelphia.... some east-coast city like that#i cant remember i just know we were walking around and we passed by this little japanese stand#and my dad bought me a kokeshi doll and i loved it so much..#it was mostly beige with white hair and was decorated with red flowers and had a sort of rigged body#i remember i kept the box too and i put this old metal and ceramic hair pin in there#but i those at my dad's one day so now it's lost to storage since he moved a lot. amongst a bunch of my other stuff LMAO#i should prob ask about that someday... but anyway let me continue this post...#but yeah anyway.... for context... kokeshi dolls are As They Sound little wooden dolls#they're typically designed with the influence of the artist's hometown in mind but they can also be based off of celebrities#so... legally... arakawa could have been a candidate to have a kokeshi doll... in my opinion...#at the very least maybe there was a big ol fan of his out there that felt like making a doll or somethin#i just know i miss my doll.. now all i have is my kokeshi tea set. its cute tho so im not mad#speaking of tea i drank two tea bowl's worth of matcha to hopefully keep me awake so i could work#but i feel laggard but Not Sleepy so i cant really muster up the direction to work on comms.. oops..#im gonna try tho lemme end this post bye
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The end of online privacy
Now, this isn't something I usually post about from my silly goofy k1nk account (reminder to minors to not follow or scroll this acount).
But I have more followers on here than main, and this is extremely important. Like, scary shit.
This applies to everyone. If you're reading this? It's going to effect you.
I'm sure perhaps some of you have seen around about a this thing going around... KOSA, is one of the ways it's being referred to.
If this shit passes, lemme tell you...
LGBTQ+ adults and minors seeking help and community,
people looking for abortions,
people organizing protests,
anyone using their free speech to voice concerns about injustices,Â
even FAN ARTISTS...
Even people reading fan fiction...
And for the purposes of where I'm posting from... people sharing and enjoying their k1nks, wanting to post things with safety and privacy... smut artists and writers, people even LOOKING for smut...
It's all gone. No privacy.
They'll have your face, your name, your age, where you live.
You'll need an ID to use any US-based platform, even if you're NOT in the United States.
Instead of dooming, here's what you can do to stop this shit in it's tracks đ
Here is a website where you can sign a letter just by filling out a form, (it takes less than 30 seconds) and where you can call reps.
I HIGHLY suggest leaving calls if you're able, and if you have phone shyness, do this after 6pm, since it will leave messages instead.
I'm shy, but I did it!
Here's another letter to sign, takes less than 20 seconds.
Here is a form you can fill out sharing how the social media has POSITIVELY effected you.
Share all of this with as many people as you can. Our safety, freedom, joy, and protection online is at risk more than ever.
(Here is the thread where I found all of this information.)
STAY SAFE!
#fav posts#txxxtpost#nsft#kinkblr#lgbtqia#lgbtq community#stop kosa#kosa#kids online safety act#internet censorship
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@mutherless asked:
"all might." / from izuku
[Ways to respond when someone says 'I'm okay'. || Accepting.]
He let out a breath. The rest of 1-A was easy to fool- well. Easy to mislead, at least in regards to how he was doing. He'd barely made it to the end of the class, that day- wheezing, hacking globs of crimson as he tried to recover. The strain he'd put on One for All's embers was a bit much- he'd felt as though his entire body was being compressed, forced down to nothing for most of the class. It had been all he could do to laugh and smile and pray the kids didn't need any reprimands.
Though he'd paused the briefest moment- seeing a taller version of the youth he knew so well. More scarred, but- something about him just rang with experience. Undoubtedly- another traveler. Another lost soul he'd try to help find his way back...though the blond would be lying if he said it wasn't nice to see a version of the kid that had grown up,...
Become a Hero.
"...I will be." He finally managed to answer. 'I'm fine'- one of the only lies Toshinori permitted himself to ever say- and even then, it was because it was a half truth. After all- wasn't he above ground? Didn't that constitute as fine? "...I just....overextended myself....it's nothing you need to worry about, kid. Promise." Not yet. Not ever, hopefully. "...you should be a little more concerned about yourself, right now..."
He had to keep the other out of sight of 1-A....had to find another Door. (When had they started popping up more commonly on campus?) He'd have to discuss this with Endeavor, later... He tried to stand up straight- feeling his body protest, another round of coughs nearly folding him again.
Damn his injuries...
#I canât put this behind me/Or just pretend || Asks#Through many battles/I have been tested/Iâve never failed/Never have been bested || Toshinori Yagi#Running into the fire/To pull you out || Verse | Unknown#mutherless#//and so thus- based on all my Q's...I hand over at least this XD#//I plan to work on more tmr but I am aboutta pass out#//n' I got work in the morn'...fffffffff#//anyway I hand ye this for now (with more to come tmr!)#//hopefully---#//depends on if work folds me like a damn lawn chair or no XD#//lemme know if you want anything changed!
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just the tip? - choso kamo; no nut november "i don't think i can do this," choso mumbles, burying his face into your neck and ignoring the movie in the background. "jus' the tip. please, baby, lemme have this," he whines, grabbing a handful of your hip and squeezing. "cho, pay attention to the movie." you murmur back, tugging on a strand of his hair, and he only shakes his head and fumbles for the remote. "no, baby, i can't do this challenge, its hard..." his cock is already painfully hard and swollen in his pants as he palms your thighs, pouting. "need t'have you...please..." and chosos drowsy eyes meet yours, and he looks so needy, that you cant tell him no. his fingers pull your panties to the side just enough, and he cant stop himself from hastily shoving down his sweatpants and he whimpers when he gets to slide his tip against your sopping cunt. hes kissing you, messy and wet and grabbing at your flesh as best he can while he pants against your mouth. he cant wait, he said just the tip, but- his hips stutter forward, sinking into you another inch and making him babble mindlessly against your lips. "oh- please, so good, she's suckin' me in-" he drawls, tears gathering on his eyelashes as he whimpers against your chest. his swollen, blushing tip is kissing against your walls, weak, delirious cants of his hips pushing just a little further into you and making him groan against your neck. choso was so sure he'd survive no-nut-november. when you first told him about it, he thought it would be easy. "she's so loud f'me, baby," hes breathing into your skin, fevered pants and open-mouthed, sticky kisses to your neck. it wasnt easy. he made it a week, but now, he barely thinks he can last a minute with your pretty little cunt sucking him in. he doesn't even realize hes crying and hiccupping through his moans. his vision is white with stars while hes twitching inside you, finally bottoming out inside you and almost immediately losing himself in a nauseating climax that makes him swear he'll pass out. but he doesnt, his eyes lidded and his breath ragged as he rolls his hips into yours again and again, his cock hilted snugly inside your cunt while he tries not to crush you under his weight. the whole time, hes whining into your shirt, babbling about how pretty you look, how good your sopping walls are sucking him in and taking his whole load as he presses his face into your chest.
when he gets ahold of himself, hes kissing you all over your face, smiling deliriously and making sure you cum just as good as he did with his rough thumb to your clit and slow, tantalizing rolls of his hips into yours.
he probably wont be doing no-nut-november next year.
#choso jjk#choso#choso smut#choso supremacy#choso jujutsu kaisen#jjk choso#choso x reader#choso kamo#jujutsu kaisen choso#kamo choso#jjk#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen smut#jjk x reader smut#jjk x reader#choso kamo smut
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Okay! I got a small cast going finally. I have Pandora and Gertrude on one side, then there's Annika and Mary on the other side with dear Leiano in the middle of two pairs of lesbians.
#aria rants#its kinda funny when i think about it like that. third wheeler zombie (unwillingly but hes trying his best)#ive also been deciding on his age. i think arouunnddd 16-17 works. 16 maybe. hes like a baby brother to pandora#wait lemme clarify that a bit more-- leiano is physically and mentally 16 but its been years since he died#physically 16 cuz zombie (died at that age) mentally 16 cuz he... was trapped in the coffin for years so--#he never really get to ''age'' at all despite the years that had passed since he ''died''#hes been travelling with pan and gertie for around a year now and ended up in the city where annika and mary is at#tbh i havent rlly thought that far with their story yet. the best i got is the fact that pan and mary are similar in a certain way#which made leiano not wanna leave her alone as she is rn and wanted to help as much as he can (also doesnt let the other#two nearby mary cuz of her uhh... Stuff) he wanna try to resolve at least Some of the problem peacefully without fighting#yea basically the only thing i got for the story rn is mary having absolutely Lost it and is looking for a cure or spell to break#the curse on annika with leiano figuring out ways to help someone that keeps killing him for any slight inconvenience#with pan and gertie helping in the sidelines (finding a way to break the curse) while also helping recover leiano's body#ariaoc#<- gotta remember to use that tag just in case i need this info again so i wouldnt have to struggle looking
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anyways ! after i took an unannounced break from tumblr and writing these past two weeks, i've decided on a few things:
one. since i started getting back into my favorite games, i will be writing for my silly games (genshin, hsr, l&d, tot) on @yuansie
two. im going to revive my txt sideblog and start writing on there again @yeonnies will i be frustrated at times bc moa tumblr is mostly smau and no written series? maybe but that's ok! i just have to remind myself that i write for my enjoyment
three. because of uni keeping me busy busy and super tired, i will be on a semi hiatus until my semester ends and starts up again. it just helps me with not being worried about having to write all the time HAHSHAH i'll be active but not super active like i am over the summer !
four. since i am running three side blogs and will try to be equally as active on all of them, i won't always be active on here ! honestly, it just depends on what im super fixated on atm which decides on which blog i'll be very active on. for example, im hyper fixating on hsr and genshin AND txt rn so đ i do have wips to post so dont worry !!!!! (also my yunho/yeosang brainrot is permanent. literally. they haunt my thoughts. so i will always be on here. might lurk hardcore if my creative juices are low. like rn. HAJSHAHA. help.)
#ę°đęą dea talks !#LEMME TELL YALL SUMN#jing yuan is so fine#like hes so fine#HES MY MANNNNNN#dont get me started on aventurine#he and childe are my lomls IDCIDCIDC#that doesnt sound right but wtv#also dr ratio is so DAMN funny like actually#bro got me laughing with how silly he is#but he also got me wanting to rip my hair out#keep that man away from al haitham i think id end up passing out if i ever heard them have an argument with each other#THATS A NIGHTMARE ?1?2?1!2?#anyways yes !!! i will still be active but not super active HAHSHAHAH#catch me on yeonnies bc GAH DAMN THE CB WAS SOOOOO GOOD#this album is so good#ok i will go sleep now
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of course, now that i'm here and trying to write all these captions, all references to skeletons and skeleton characters is pretty much out of my mind.
#video#splat series#splatoon 3#undead + unfriend fest#10/27/23#lemme see uh. Lord Hater was used. i mentioned not using the bows so minecraft is right out.#uuuuh no real bladed weapons so i kinda gotta pass on Sir Daniel Fortesque#dang. mind is more fried than i thought it'd be right now.
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âď¸ YOUâRE NOT BEING PRODUCTIVE, YOUâRE LAZY AND AFRAID âď¸
And this will cost you a lot of time that could be spent with your desiresâŚ
You have all the information, why arenât you applying. You tell me you have been in this community for 6 months, a year, 2 years+, but how many of those days youâve spent in this community have you actually applied, how many of those nights did you actually apply and donât just fall asleep after 5 seconds.
And i know why youâre lazy, itâs because youâre scared, youâre scared of inducing process, whether it be success or failure. You make yourself busy with scripts and subliminals, âiâll script this really cool thing firstâ, âiâll scroll a little on tumblr firstâ âlemme just look at the success story hashtag before i do it, it really motivates meâ You try and distract your self, you delude yourself into thinking youâre being productive but really you donât want to, if you wanted to you wouldnât be here and I will ALWAYS stand by that. You put it off until the last minute and then when it âdoesnât workâ you run back to tumblr acting like you actually did anything.
a really good analogy from @archsariel333 - âyou buy the pens, the notebook, you plan for the book youâre going to write but, you never write itâ
âlet me just add this one thing to the planâ, âlet me look at inspo for book covers and art styles for illustrationâ, âlet me go to my book writers group on tumblr and see if they have anymore advice for me even tho i know how to write a fucking bookâ
I know itâs comforting and validating to be in the âwaiting periodâ, the period of anticipation. You want to go shopping for a vacation, pack your suitcase, look at reviews on social media, plan the pics youâre going to take, but getting on the actual plane can be scary, you ask yourself âwhat if they deny my boarding passâ, âwhat if i fail to make it on timeâ, âwhat if im not eligible to fly for whatever reasonâ, you donât want to leave your comforting circumstances and even the trip itself scares you just a little, so you cope by buying all the vacation outfits in the world, saving inspo pics into a pinterest board, looking at vlogs of other people going to that place. You canât bring yourself to get on the fucking plane.
You need to apply, and properly, 2024 is almost over, the amount of weeks we have left isnât even in the double digits anymore, I donât want you to make it to the end of this DECADE still keeping the tumblr âforyouâ page company, watching people coming and going feeling paralysed as people who came here later than you pass you by. I know the feeling sucks but whose fault is that?
I want you to scrap the amount youâve been here. Since youâre the operant power right? I donât care how many weeks, months, years youâve been here, scrap it, youâre going to start afresh and youâre going to actually apply, when you have the time, youâre not going to go back to your notes app, notion or pinterest to script some more, youâre going to apply.
A lot of you have the knowledge that majority of the world doesnât and time on your hands, do you know how powerful and extremely fortunate you are, to have time AND knowledge? i donât think alot of you understand how much of a privilege that is you are unstoppable yet you stop yourself out of fear that you will âfailâ to tap into the void and let yourself down. You are so privileged to know what you know and to have the time to apply it, so do it, your not gonna scroll on tiktok for a few more minutes or shove a million subliminals down your throat to âprep yourselfâ youâre just going to take a breath and do it. Induce pure consciousness, and if you fall asleep scrap that assumption and do it again.
Look at your life right now, do you honestly like it, do you like envying others for having what you can have at the snap of your fingers. Do you like the life you are living?
I want you to tell yourself that you will not be the reason for your own demise. you will NOT be the reason that itâs 2026,27,28 and so on and you donât have what you want.
please just go and apply, i donât even know you guys and it hurts watching you kill time when you couldâve had everything a day ago, an hour ago heck even 5 minutes ago.
apply apply apply, donât let this feeling be the reason you âfailâ đđ
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desperate for your take on roommate best friend abby whoâs disgustingly obsessed and needy for reader. reader has no idea, and maybe they catch abby getting off to them one day đ¤
honestly thank god for this ask đŤ
cw: masturbation (abby), pervy abby, use of term âdaddyâ, strap usage, cunnilingus (r!receiving)
abbyâs perverse, she knows this. the way she stares at you, dewy from the heat of your shower â your sleep shorts a little too short. she can see the curves of your ass cheeks hanging out the bottom. and your nipples perky through your bralet as you sit beside her.
âwhat movie are we watching,â you mumble to yourself, surfing through streaming services to look for the perfect one. roommate movie night, it should be simple, easy and clean fun. but abbyâs favourite part of these nights is that she gets to touch you. not in the way she really wants to â but she can rub her hands up and down your thighs as you rest them on her legs.
god your legs are so soft, so squeezable and she just wants to feel how warm, and wet and soft you are between her legs⌠fuck - stop it anderson, youâre disgusting she thinks to herself. but she canât not when she can put her arms around you, and feel your soft breasts against her, your nipples hard and rubbing against her.
âabby?â you say lowly, so close she can feel your breath on her face -
fuck, god - all she could think about is how pretty youâd sound moaning her name, asking - no begging her to cum. âabby please,â she imagines youâd whisper, âplease make me cum,â
âyeah?â abby snaps her head toward you, shaking her thoughts and your face is so close, she just wants to pucker those pouty lips and kiss you, desperately lick into your mouth and taste you.
âmovie? which one tonight?â you ask, reaching for an unfinished joint in your ashtray and lighting it up, âI was thinking a horror or something, I donât know,â you say without an aim for an answer and pass her the joint, the smoke filling your head and making a soft smile appear on your face.
âum, hmm yeah, what about saw ten?â she asks and takes another puff, pulling your face in and exhaling as you inhale her smoke, something so intimate shouldnât be so casual for you two. but it was abbyâs perfect excuse to feel just a little bit of your softened lips on hers.
throughout the film, youâd clung to abby, your ass rubbing up against her crotch. her hands on your ribs had slipped and rested on your breasts as you jumped and abby had to stead her breathing. her fingers twitched with the need to flick and thumb at your nipples until you were sensitive and whimpering. your mouth hanging open so she could lick and suck on your tongue while she let her hand cup your warm pussy.
itâs what sheâs thinking about now as she whimpers your name softly, her fingers thrusting sloppily into her cunt. she rubs her clit thinking about the sound of your voice shaping around her name. the way you sigh and moan at the taste of the food sheâs cooked you. sheâs fucked. there isnât a single thing you could do that wouldnât have her moaning into her pillow and humping her sheets like she is now.
âgod fuck, mâgonna cum, please please baby lemme cum,â abby whines, whimpers your name over and over â her fingers sinking impossibly deeper and pressing on her gspot until sheâs shaking. her fingers coming to swipe across her clit vigorously. her hips buck and twitch greedily, as she bites her lip, âplease please - cum - wanna cum let me. mâgonna make you feel sâgood,â abby slurs.
she didnât realise sheâs been saying your name so loudly, that you could hear her saying your name, âcum, cum, pleaseâ youâd heard her plead and so you stand before her door.
âabby,â you sigh,
âfuck,â she murmurs, sheâs so fucking close - she canât stop, her fingers feeling stuck as she thrust them, curled into her pussy. she can feel the coil in her belly ready to snap, especially with the way you just said her name.
âabby? can i come inside?â you ask gently and abby explodes, biting back her moans, except for
âmâcumming!â she groans, her wetness squelching and slicking her thighs. sheâs slightly disoriented and elated as she stands on shaky legs. she hadnât even bothered to pull her sweats or underwear down. abby pretends to yawn as she opens her door.
âhey, sorry -um,â abby stammers at the amused look on your face, surely you couldnât have heard her?
abbyâs question is answered when you reach from her hand and fuck - she forgot to wipe her fingers, you being them up to your face as abby swallows thickly,
âIâm so sorry,â she starts but you cut her off,
âheard you calling my name,â you smile, bringing her fingers to your lips and sliding your soft mouth down around them. abbyâs body shudders at the feeling of your tongue licking around her fingers and between them, suckling and swallowing her wetness with a moan.
âI-I donât understand-â abby groans when you start to gag yourself on her fingers,
âgod fuck youâre so dirty,â abby moans, your eyes closing as she presses her fingers down on your tongue and brings her other hand to cradle your head as she fucks her fingers into your mouth, adding another when you moan. your hands coming to grip her her wrist and bicep.
âlook at me,â she says, voice low with lust as your hooded red eyes gaze up at her. âbet you wish it was my cock gagging you huh?â abby cooes and watches as you squirm, your thighs tightening.
âgod, youâre just as needy as I am for you,â she moans, removing her fingers and kissing you, you both moan at the first contact of your mouths. you bite her lip and suck on her tongue as she gasps, and she whines at the faint taste of herself on your tongue.
abby pulls you into her room and closes the door behind you by slamming you into it, her thigh between yours and encouraging your hips to move against her,
âgod Iâve thought about this so much, wanna - need to do so much to you,â abby mumbles into your neck between kisses, âhave to make you feel good,â she whines as your hips start to falter,
âoh baby, you sensitive? did all that smoke make you go stupid?â she asks and you moan,
âyeah? my pretty girl got all needy fâme hearing me moan your name while i make myself cum?â
your back arches against the door as your cum, hips bucking and clit rubbing against abbyâs sweats, your lacy panties rubbing against your clit. abby pulls you onto her bed and is feverish in the way she undresses you, kissing and licking and sucking desperately at your soft flesh. her mouth latching to your nipple as her free hand finally, finally cups your wet pussy and moans around you breast as her fingers feel how wet you are.
abby starts to suck on your other nipple as her fingers circle your clit and you moan out her name. âfuck,â abby pops off your nipple and uses her fingers to flick your wet nipple, âlove hearing you say my name,â
she kisses down your belly and starts to kiss your clit gently, licking and suckling and then pulling off, teasing until you whine, your hips bucking and your hand leaving the sheets to grip her hear, try to pull her face further into your cunt. and she lets you, sticks her tongue out gratefully, groaning when you start to buck your hips against her face.
âgod, fuck mâsorry, you just feel so good,â you whimpers, biting your lip and moaning as abby pulls you closer, rubbing your thighs as you ride her face. âoh my god abby, yeah like that,â abbyâs tongue is rolling against your clit.
abby groans when your bucking hips falter and holds you down, she licks into your hole and then back up your cunt to suckle your clit, she brings two fingers to circle your hole and then eases them in, chuckling when your back starts to rise as she curls her fingers gently and you yelp when she starts to rub your gspot.
âyeah baby, that feel good?â you nod and âwords,â abby places short sharp smacks to your clit and then soothes the ache by lavishing her tongue over your clit and you cum, your legs tightening around her head âyes! yes abby feels good, good mâcumming fuck!â you near yell, your thighs trembling.
abby can barely breathe but the sweet scent of your pussy, your wetness increasing around her fingers and she moans licking around her fingers as she fucks you through your orgasm. except she doesnât stop, she continues to such your clit and adds a third finger to your softened, gummy, wet cunt.
âabby, oh fuck-â you whine trying to squirm away from her but abby pulls your thighs apart with a grunt and gets between your legs so you canât close them around her shoulders.
you bulky blonde, curls her fingers in and out of you, crooking them so theyâre rubbing up with pressure against your walls. âoh my god,â you groan gutturally and your eyes roll back.
abbyâs so entranced by you, your pretty face all scrunched up in pleasure, âI know baby, I know, must feel so good,â she spits at your entrance and her fingers slip in as her fingers hasten, her thumb rubbing at your clit.
âgod, so you are fuckinâ easy, didnât even have to do any anything,â she chuckles, groaning as she watches you and your head falls back into the pillows, your hands both pushing her away and tugging at her braid. âyou just fucking threw yourself at me, pretty fucking slut,â
you whine out the coil in your belly tightening again, tears welling up in your eyes as abby kisses your belly, âoh god you look so pretty crying for me, wanna stretch you out on my cock, make you cry some more,â
you cum again whining her name, your eyes blinded by white hot pleasure and abby keeps going, fucking you through it and then relaxing, pulling out gently as you calm down.
abby moans sucking around her fingers and near gagging herself on them, her hand rubbing up and down your thigh as you twitch. âcan I baby? get you cock-drunk and cumming fâme again?â
you hum, and before you can register her leaving, abbyâs crawling between your legs and rubbing her lubed strap through your wet folds and bumping your clit with each thrust of her hips until your hole is clenching, âplease abby, please fuck me â Iâll be so good for you, so good,â
âaw god youâre so pathetic, so sweet for me when you beg,â abby chuckles, lining herself up with your hole and rubbing your thighs, sliding in and watching your face contort in pleasure and then moaning when she looks down to where youâre swallowing her cock, her strap disappearing inside you and covered in slick when she pulls back.
âprecious, you look so good,â abby moans, winding her hips, âyeah, yeah, abby cock so big - d-daddy please oh my god so good,â you babble and abby leans over you, feeling your breasts pressed against hers, âwhat did yâcall me?â
you canât even blush, too fucked out to even register your words, but again the title tumbles off your lips - âdaddy, please,â
âoh fuck,â abby groans, leaning over you and tightening a hand around your throat.
âgod good girl baby, want you to cum for me yeah? let daddy know how good youâre feelinâ she moans, fucking into you, her forehead pressed against yours.
âcum for me honey, be a good girl for daddy,â she moans and you do, shivering and cumming, back arching and your nails scratching down abbyâs back.
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