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louisdulacblog · 5 months ago
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Iwtv fic prompt
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Pairing: Devil's Minion | AU: Twilight
• Casting •
† Bella Swan → Daniel Molloy • † Edward Cullen → Armand • † Alice Cullen → Claudia • † Jasper Cullen → Madeleine Epavier • † Rosalie Cullen → Louis de Pointe du Lac • † Emmet Cullen → Lestat de Lioncourt • Charlie Swan → † David Tablot
Reason for casting:
Bella Swan → Daniel Molloy:
1. Daniel would excel as a cop's. His curiosity would constantly lead him to places he shouldn't. He also is very shy and keeps to himself like Bella. Though he's more interesting than her he would make the choices she makes in the books
2. Would want to become a vampire very quickly.
Edward Cullen → Armand
1. His stalker tendencies fit well with Edward. But he won't have to be doubtful. He'll want to kill then want a relationship with Daniel. His family would try to stop him and not the other way around unlike Edward.
2. He would definitely not want Daniel to be a vampire so soon especially knowing the consequences.
Alice Cullen → Claudia
Alice and Claudia's aura are so similar. Their wide eyes and child-like mocking aesthetic. (Refering to Season One Claudia)
Claudia seeing the future would be so dope. Also she'd definitely want to be friends with Daniel.
Jasper Cullen → Madeleine Epavier
She was a very new vampire in season two so her being the youngest would fit with the story beats of Twilight.
She gives badass energy. Also her fucking Nazis and being there for World War One would have been badass if she actually fought in the war. (And also both these characters are associated with the bad side of the war Jasper: confederate army, Madeleine: Nazis)
Rosalie Cullen → Louis de Pointe du Lac
Louis and Rosalie both are described as beautiful than the rest than they should normally be. They are often desired by all. (Also both have history sort of with Edward/Armand which could be a plot point with Daniel's jealousy)
Rosalie and Louis both hate being turned. They'd rather be human and mourn their loss in humanity.
Emmett Cullen → Lestat de Lioncourt
Both would be the comic relief. Lestat would like Daniel a lot. (And Louis/Rosalie would take this as more reason to not like Daniel/Bella.) They are both very model-standards for men.
They are both filled with mischief and would pair well with Claudia/Alice. Not that Lestat is dumb but he fits well with the Emmett role, doesn't mean he'll have Emmett's line word by word.
This is just a suggestion of course. You don't have to use these reasons or casting.
Blurb:
About three things Daniel was absolutely sure about.
First, Armand was a vampire.
Second, there was a part of Armand - and Daniel didn't know how dominant that part might be - that thirsted for his blood.
And third, Daniel was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.
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lunar-alden · 9 months ago
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Zayne calls you his girlfriend (English dub)
Pet Names Masterpost!
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khaoskrakenart · 24 days ago
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You all voted for another cosplay postt
I give you fem Keith! I had an idea that one of the paladins had to go under cover as a woman and Pidge refused (understandable). So naturally Shiro volunteered Keith.
Also please tag me if you run with prompt! I'd love to read it! 🫶
Shiro: our target only let's women get close to him, so one of us is going to have to go in dressed as a woman.
Pidge: NOT IT.
Shiro: Alright Keith you'll go under cover and get close to the target.
Keith: Alright-
Lance: woah whoa woah WOAH- KEITH? Really? Shiro he couldnt POSSIBLY pull off looking like a girl! He's too ... too.. well LOOK AT HIM!
Keith: you really think I couldn't pull off the feminine look?
Lance: NO! You're too Keith to be girly!
Keith: watch me.
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I'm excited about this because I was never able to wear it before! A years worth of hard work to lose weight has been fruitful, thank you all for you support 🥰🫶🫰
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redezign-yr-logo · 4 months ago
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LD'03TOBER PROMPT CALENDAR
YAY !!!! Thank you ElbowStuff for helping me name it :]
ANYWAYS !!! This month is the Lemon Demon albums Clown Circus and Live From The Haunted Candle Shop!! So just draw that the songs make ya think of :]
I'd say tag it LD'03tober 2024 or LD03tober 2024 LOL
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lotsofsq · 6 months ago
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Hey there! I know it's a little late for the Human Touch Ask Game, but I figured I'd send you a few anyways in case you want some drawing ideas! No worries if it's too late :D Any mashup/combination of SQ, Mr. curtain, Mr. Benedict, and/or the Ten Men for 8, 17, 20, or 43!
you are not late at all!! i love getting these no matter how long ago i did the game! also you are speaking to my heart rn with those character choices i love you so much 💖💖
8: shielding with their body
show versions but i think about nathaniel shielding sq literally all the time so this was such a good prompt for me thank you 🙏
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[ID copied in alt text: a drawing of nathaniel holding sq to his chest and looking behind himself angrily and protectively. sq is shaking and clinging to his sleeve. sq’s eyes are wide and frightened.]
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otakubimbo · 4 months ago
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200 FOLLOWERS?!??!
oh uhm hi, it seems during my accidental hiatus I got 200 followers. I have no clue what I shall do for this honor but i reckon I'll do a little prompt request, maybe??
Event can be found here.
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billysubdivision · 6 months ago
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perfectpaperbluebirds · 1 year ago
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Sicktember #9
Prompt: White Coat Syndrome
Fandom/OCs: Jurassic World (Claire and Owen)
Words: 1700
Inspiration: None
Author’s comments/background: Set before the events of the first Jurassic World movie, a few days after the last fic I wrote for this fandom (read it here if you want). I know this isn’t a super popular fandom, but as I said before, it’s one I know well and can write easily. And guys like Owen are the perfect whumpees in my opinion. 
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Claire wasn't sure what led her to go check on Owen that evening, except that she had a hunch he might need some help. The Monday after their strange “date”, he didn’t show up for work, and after some digging, she learned he had called in sick. A man like Owen Grady, born and raised in the military, doesn’t call into work for a cold, or for anything short of being near death. He hadn’t been well on Saturday, but it hadn’t seemed like anything alarming. Had he worsened over the rest of the weekend?
Going completely against her character, she actually left work early that day. “I won’t even leave in time to make sure I get dinner at a decent hour, but I’m leaving early to check on some random guy. What does that say about me?” she muttered to herself as she drove over to his bungalow. 
It looked much the same as it had two days prior, though today it had an almost deserted feel. With some trepidation, Claire mounted the steps and knocked. It took several tries before he answered, and when he did she regretted not texting ahead like she’d considered. He was an awful mess, looking sicker than anyone she’d ever seen. He was sweaty and disheveled, and he sagged against the doorframe as if his legs couldn’t hold him, yawning and shirtless and dressed in athletic shorts. Behind him his house was dark with all the blinds drawn, so she couldn’t see what lay beyond. 
“Claire?” he croaked, squinting into the afternoon sunlight, though he stayed as far back from the light as he could. “Whadt are you doi’g here?”
“I heard you were still sick, so I came to check on you. I’m glad I did, because, wow, are you looking horrible. Are you… okay?” 
“I mbean… I’ve been bedder. I wouldn’t have called in if I wasn’t sigck as hell.” He coughed wetly, proving his point. “Did you cumb jusdt to see for yourself, vouch to the bosses thadt I’mb ndot playi’g hooky? 
“I came because I was worried about you. I wanted to make sure you were taking care of yourself. Can I… come in for a minute?”
Owen ran a hand through his tangled hair. “I mbean… thadt’s really ndot ndecessary. I’mb fide. But I guess suidt yourself.” He stood aside to let her brush past. 
“I can see from here that you’re most certainly not fine. You said it yourself, you wouldn’t have called in if you were fine. Here, sit. Or lie down if you want. I’m sorry I got you out of bed. Can I get you anything?”
“Ndo. I told you, I’mb fide. I’mb… I’mb handli’g idt.” He gingerly lowered himself to the couch and lay back as he spoke, pressing a hand to his forehead as if in pain. 
“Nothing? Not even a glass of water? I can run to the store too. Whatever you need.”
“I guess sumb water. Budt you really don’t have to stay. I don’t wandt you to catch this.”
She ignored him and fetched him a tall glass of ice water. He sat up awkwardly, drinking down the liquid as if he hadn’t drunk anything all day. The way the fever sweat was pouring off him, she guessed he probably felt like he hadn’t. She’d brought a clean, dry cloth back with her from the kitchen and sponged off the sweat from his face and neck as he drank, then pressed her palm to his forehead. He was roaring with heat, much warmer than he’d been only a few nights before. He groaned softly as he leaned into her touch. 
“Damn, I should’ve brought a thermometer,” she sighed. “What hurts? You have to have some sort of infection with a fever like that.”
He shrugged, stifling a cough. “Mbainly jusdt mby head. I’ve had the worst splitti’g headache since yesterday. Mby ndose, I guess. Jusdt totally plugged up.” 
“Is there green mucus when you sneeze?”
“Umb… yeah,” he mumbled, embarrassed. 
“And your headache is here?” she gently touched right between his eyes. He nodded miserably, pressing the ice-filled glass to the spot as he squeezed his eyes shut. 
“Sinus infection,” she said, nodding sagely. “That means antibiotics. C’mon, I’ll drive you to the doctor. I don’t trust you behind the wheel, since I’m sure your head hurts too badly to see straight.”
Owen made a face. “I’ll jusdt ledt idt run idt’s course. I’mb ndot goi’g to the doctor jusdt for a cold.”
“Sinus infection,” Claire corrected. “And yes you are. It’ll take weeks to clear up on its own, if it ever does, and you’ll get worse before you get better. Trust me, the doctor is what you want.”
“Ndo, I really don’t. I’mb fide withoudt,” he insisted, and this time Claire thought she saw a flash of fear in his eyes. 
Claire raised her eyebrows. “Owen Grady, are you afraid of going to the doctor? You are, aren’t you!” she answered herself when he shook his head mutely, his eyes wide. “You’re not afraid of raptors, but you’re afraid of people in white coats?”
He sighed, then coughed wetly, glancing away. “Adt least the raptors would kill mbe fasdt. Doctors poke and prod you until you die a slow, paindful death instead. I had enough of thadt in the service.”
“You’re being ridiculous,” she said. “It’ll be a short visit. Just in and out to get a prescription. And I’ll be with you every step of the way. Consider it a second date. We can even get food after, if it’ll make you feel better.”
She had definitely piqued his interest upon mentioning a date, but she saw him continuing to war internally. “You’re sure I ndeed mbedicine?”
“Pretty certain, yeah. And you can’t tell me you aren’t wanting something to help you feel better faster.”
He shrugged as he looked up at her again, and all she saw was nervousness, which when paired with his visible illness made him seem incredibly boyish. “If I go, you’ll stay with mbe?”
“The whole time. If that’s what you want.”
He thought for a moment, then nodded slowly. “Thed I guess I’ll do idt. Since I can tell you’re ndot goi’g to ledt idt go.”
“Nope, I'm not. So I’m glad you’re being reasonable. Do you need help getting ready?”
She saw a flash of the old, roguish Owen then. “Are you offeri’g?” he asked with a smirk.
“You know what, forget I said anything. You go ahead, and take as long as you need. But try to not collapse while you’re naked, please. Neither of us wants that.”
“Yes mba’am,” came the slightly deflated response.
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The urgent care visit and subsequent pharmacy run were unremarkable. Owen was a ball of anxiety the whole time, fidgeting and agitated. He was brusque and borderline rude to the nurses, even though most of them were very pretty, and Claire watched this transpire with curiosity. The telling moment came when they were taking his blood pressure and pulse, though. 
“Those are both pretty high,” came the verdict from the nurse. She looked at him seriously. “And you're not on any blood pressure meds. Other than your respiratory symptoms, are you feeling okay?”
“I’mb fide, like I keep telli’g everyone. I jusdt don’t wandt to be here,” he spat. 
A look of understanding crossed her face. “Oh, so a case of whitecoat syndrome, then. Got it.” She made a note in his chart, and nothing more was said about it, though Claire gave him a playful nudge when they were alone to try to lighten the mood. He mostly ignored her and stared at his feet, shivering in long sleeves and sweatpants and looking utterly pathetic. 
She could tell he was more than relieved when they pulled into his driveway after all was said and done, and beyond exhausted as well. It seemed like he barely made it to the couch before collapsing, burying his face into a throw pillow. 
Claire bustled around, setting things down and fetching him water and medicine as she listened to him sniffle and cough endlessly. Finally she perched on the edge of the couch and rubbed his back to get his attention. He turned to meet her eyes, his own heavy-lidded and fever-bright. 
“Just take this medicine and drink a glass of water, and then I’ll let you sleep,” she promised. 
He took the items and did as he was instructed before settling down again. Claire continued to stroke his back for a bit, and his eyes slipped closed under her touch. After a few moments she stood and stretched. 
“Are you leavi’g?” he croaked, opening his eyes as soon as her hand was gone.
“I guess so. You should get some sleep, and so should I. It’s getting late.”
His face fell. “Oh. Okay.”
“What? There’s nothing else I can do for you right now. We got everything you need at the pharmacy. There’s no reason for me to stay.”
“Can you… adt leasdt stay until I fall asleebp?” he asked, boyish and shy again. He wondered if he was doing that intentionally, because it was very effective. 
“And why would I do that?” she asked, leaning against the doorframe, echoing their exchange from a few nights prior with a smirk.
He clearly remembered, and smiled back. “Idt’s jusdt… you prombised you’d be with mbe every stebp of the way. The ndight’s ndot over yedt.”
Claire shook her head, still smiling. “So I did. Okay. Until you fall asleep, then.”
“Will you rub mby bagck again? Thadt feldt so good,” came the final congested request. 
“Give an inch and he asks for a mile," she laughed. "Fine, scoot over a bit, then.”
Owen eagerly complied, closing his eyes again as soon as Claire resumed scratching and rubbing his back. 
“Do you thingk you’ll cumb bagck tomorrow?” he asked sleepily after a few moments. 
“Maybe. We’ll see. If you play your cards right.”
“Thed I hope I gedt the besdt damn hand ever.”
Claire smiled to herself, and so did Owen. In fact, he fell asleep with a smile on his face. She kept rubbing his back, though, and didn’t move for a long time. 
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luciddreamingstuff · 4 months ago
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Well I started a long term series, and it's going pretty decently. If i keep up the good work it should all go well--
[October exists]
. . . . And suddenly nothing is getting done for the next month.
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mossycobblestonewrites · 10 months ago
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DC X DP PROMPT #4
Danny was one of the people hired to design/build the Watchtower. He got attached to it during this time and the space station is now considered as a part of his haunt.
This is the JLD's first time on the Watchtower, they IMMEDIATLY know what's up.
LJD: did you take a supernatural entities property or something?
LD: what? No! The lights are just like that :)
Danny, still employed on the Watchtower: Space go brrr
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twothirdsgenius · 2 years ago
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shiningcindyz · 3 months ago
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DAY 30 OF LD’03TOBER:
Mold en Mono
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Awesome prompt list below B]
Made by @redezign-yr-logo
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lunar-alden · 9 months ago
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Xavier calls you “Darling” (English dub)
And then I mess it up by choosing the wrong prompt 🥲 but find pt 2 in the masterpost!
Pet Names Masterpost!
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nerdygaymormon · 5 months ago
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Do you ever regret choosing to stay active in the church over pursuing any romantic relationships?
There are a few times in my life where the Spirit seems so clear it’s like a voice speaking in my ear. Twice I had this happen with the message “It’s okay to seek a relationship.” Both times I thought, “this means God is going to fix the church and then I can have a boyfriend.”
I was so committed to the LDS Church that I assumed God wouldn’t want me to do anything that would lead me away from this church and so I must wait for God to make it so I can safely seek a relationship. That belief caused me to alter the meaning of the message I received. I happily moved forward believing God would soon fix things.
In 2017, I was 46 years old and my friend had a baby, welcoming a 5th child into their family. It was this event which triggered a realization that I’d waited too long to have a family like that of my own, that I’d spent years waiting on God rather than following the prompting to pursue a relationship. I realized I’d misunderstood the messages I’d received. I experienced a sadness so immense at the loss of that hope of a family of my own that I can only describe it as mourning.
I have a belief that God expects us to act. God expects us to figure out what good things we want from life and the values we want to live by and to pursue those things. We can bring our decisions to God for affirmation but ultimately it rests on us. God ordinarily doesn’t tell us what to do, who to marry, where to live and work, we decide those things. If it were not this way, we may not take responsibility for our choices and to work hard at our relationships and our goals, and we would blame God when things don’t work out as we desired while ignoring our role in those failures.
I share all that so you can understand why my answer to your question is that if I could go back with what I know now that I would choose a different path, but I made the choices I made with the understanding I had and that led to the life I live now which is not a bad life. This is my life, it's the life I've chosen, I choose to look forward rather than live with regret over what could have been. I did my best.
I have changed how I view this church. The LDS church is an institution with tools to help us along our spiritual path, but it’s not the only way to have a spiritual life. It’s not the church that the Lord is trying to build but the lives of people and church is one way to do that but not the only way. This is why I believe God has several times given me clear promptings for change and growth even though it could lead me out of this church. I made decisions to stay in church but that doesn’t mean if an opportunity for romance comes along now that I wouldn’t choose that new path even though I haven’t chosen that route before. How I think of church at this point of my life is I’m here now, Lord use me while I’m here.
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vileplume87 · 4 months ago
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May/mayn't do this 👀
LEMONTOBER 2024 PROMPT CALENDAR
OKAY got this one done aswell!!!! If u have any questions on prompts pls comment lol
BUT YEAH this is a general LD calendar !! Enjoyy
Oh also tag this year as Lemontober 2024 !!
ALSO first ever Lemon Demon song is the first one you heard NOT THE ACTUAL first one ever made
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wombatwisdom · 4 months ago
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Words of Love
I would like to dig into the idea of "love" a little bit. This word gets bandied about quite a bit and I fear we all mean something different.
Part 1: Anita
After the oranges but before the cream pie to the face, Anita Bryant (an infamous anti-gay advocate in Dade County Florida) gave us these delightful words: "I love homosexuals. Its the sin of homosexuality that I hate" and "I don't hate homosexuals. I love them enough to tell them the truth: that God puts them in the category with other sinners".
Anita's "love" for the LGBTQ+ community prompted her to advocate against their basic human rights to employment and housing without discrimination in the 1970s. And her "Save the children" campaign was largely successful--at least in Dade County. Her influence can still be felt today in a lot of right wing canards (you can even see her shadow in the 2024 LDS policy of exclusion).
There is something compelling about Anita's version of "love". She loves the "sinner" enough to tell them the truth, to teach them, to coerce them back to righteousness. She loves them enough to hand them the tough realities of life.
Anita could probably point to scriptures and religious thinkers to support her brand of love. Sinners don't fare well according to the bible, so wouldn't our "love" motivate us to try and save them? Wouldn't you want to spare a loved one or even a stranger the horrors of eternal damnation and suffering?
Parents intercede for their children to keep them out of harms way. Isn't it loving to tell kids that cigarettes are harmful? Isn't it loving to remind children of the dangers of drinking and driving? Don't parents owe it to their children to protect them from harm from external or internal sources?
A cogent reader might be able to spot the difference here. There is a difference between loving someone by "informing of harm" and advocating for a removal of rights. Further more, this "love" is being conflated for control (however well intentioned), and learning to love without controlling is probably the most challenging part of parenting. But even more, our positions on cigarettes have shifted as science has provided more insights into their harm, similarly, as evidence has mounted showing the positive impacts of living authentically as an LGBTQ+ person, so to have publicly held stigmas and misunderstanding changed.
But, crucially, to Anita, she would maintain that she loves gay people and was motivated by love. It is not her problem that you may not agree with her definitions.
Part 2: Joanne
Before the Cyber bullying lawsuit and after the wild success of Harry Potter, JK Rowling published her attempt at "explaining" the maelstrom of social media debate that had sprung up around her. In the halcyon days of the early pandemic, JK Rowling tweeted almost-compassionate sentiments towards trans people such as: "I respect the right of every transgender person to live life in a way that makes them feel authentic and comfortable with themselves. I would march with you if you were discriminated against because you are transgender."
And in her "essay" published in July of 2020 (which was at one point entitled "TERF Wars" I'm almost certain, but has since been renamed), she specifically cites a transgender acquaintance whom Joanne calls "wonderful". And yet all this lip service to "respect" and "wonderfulness" has yielded some rather caustic twitter discourses, significant contributions to a increasingly transphobic political culture, and even some good old holocaust denialism.
Joanne's "love" (or she would call it "respect") seems to come if she deems it earned. My read is that for Joanne, transitioning should take a long time, require extreme levels of vetting (both internally and externally), and will only be achieved adequately by a relatively small number of people. Besides, if this population is so tiny, then we shouldn't have to accommodate them at the expense of everyone else's comfort. Love, it would seem, is a numbers game.
I do think Joanne's point about knowing a transwoman personally, should not go unremarked. She herself admits that she has met young trans people who she finds "adorable". And yet, even as we cheer for Brene Brown's "it's hard to hate someone up close", Joanne's behavior seems to suggest otherwise. She does know and respect the wonderful and adorable trans people in her circles, but that does not mean that they should have space to exist comfortably.
Joanne shows us that loving someone on a personal level is not the same thing as loving the group they represent. Furthermore, we all love someone close to us but don't agree with every thing they do. We question clothing choices, food preferences, parenting techniques, movies watched, books read, time wasted. To Joanne loving someone does not mean you need to advocate for then.
To Joanne, love is a limited resource and so who is loved and how they are loved must be chosen carefully. Joanne believes to make space for trans people comes at the expense of woman and girls, and don't woman and girls need to be loved too? There are more cis woman and girls than trans people. When love is scarce, than it follows that certain groups must be dismissed and harassed, I suppose.
Part 3: Dallin
Before his inevitable ascent to become the next prophet and after worriedly writing in the 1980's that "one generation of homosexual "marriages" would depopulate a nation...Our marriage laws should not abet national suicide", Dallin H Oaks gave a rather love-focused address in the most recent general conference (Oct 2024, Saturday morning session). He urged for us to remember the first two commandments and to avoid political contention by being peacemakers, despite the fact that he was involved, at least in part, with the recent transphobic policy put in place by the Church a few weeks ago.
My fear here is Dallin, lawyer that he is, has left a lot of words to be defined by the listener. What does it mean to be a peacemaker? What does it mean to avoid contention? And what does it mean to love?
From talks given in the past, Dallin's position seems similar to Anita and Joanne. Dallin's concern is getting people to the celestial kingdom which means that certain people need to be reminded that the way they are will not be compatible with that place. This is a thought birthed from love--he loves people enough to tell them what God expects from them! He's also keenly aware that there is a gulf forming in society and he's got to choose which one to protect because love is scarce, and given the voices he chooses to amplify (see the letter he reads in this young adult fireside), he stands with his more conservative base.
Dallin's love may be short sighted and biased, but he probably doesn't think so. He thinks his motivations are on the side of the angels and who am I to disagree, arguably he knows heaven better than I do.
But you may not find Dallin's version of love very uplifting or meaningful. You may find it motivated more from fear or bias, and perhaps your version of love has space for inclusion and multiple paths, but here is the kicker: your definitions and positions on love have limited reach.
Dallin's love is amplified in multiple languages all over the world every six months at least. When he speaks, people listen and to some degree internalize what he's saying. Dallin knows gay and trans people, he has a grandson that is openly gay, and still he shows his love this way.
Dallin has power and influence in this community and so his version of love gets elevated and replicated. Every six months we get the privilege of grappling with his love and decide what to do with it. Dallin's love comforts a certain subset of the audience while alienating others. His influence will eventually fade, but then we will need to move on to someone else's version of love and that is always a gamble.
Part 4: You
In queer spaces the individuals I have mentioned are often heavily criticized. And from my perspective rightfully so. Their actions and words have costs and inflicted damages our community routinely has to bear. But we need to be aware that our criticism that they should be more "loving" might not land where we would hope it does. They do, in their own definition, act out of love.
Their definitions certainly don't align with most of ours, but we don't often take the time define what we mean by love. And in writing this, I have come to realise that love contains multitudes: both good and bad--and holding people to my definitions just leads to unmet expectations.
What I have learned from this review is to acknowledge the differences in what love can be--I am less interested in love now but motivation and impact. Much of what I do in "love" is actually more motivated by a desire for "safety", "acceptance" or "belonging", which can have mixed results. I need to demonstrate, not to Anita, Joanne or Dallin, but to those in my life that the outcomes of certain "love" can be damaging and negative for me. I now know to avoid or be skeptical of the outcomes of Anita's, Joanne's and Dallin's love, but I also know that they don't think themselves unloving, so trying to convince them to "love" more is a fruitless exercise.
Perhaps, we become peacemakers when we hear the heartbreak of our neighbors and find ways to partner with them to build solutions. But ultimately, all of these words are up to you and how you wield them is your choice--but the fruits of your love will be decided by those who stumble across them and you cannot control how they will be received.
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