#Kim x Porschay

[pepsi-pinacola]

Chay: I want to wake up with you every day for the rest of our lives

Kim: I get up at 5:30

Chay:

Chay: I want to see you at some point every day for the rest of our lives

[everytimeigetmoody]

Kimchay wip because kimchay take up way too much space in my brain.

Chay scheduled lunch with his brother. Porsche had dinner with Kinn that night so Chay was reduced to lunch. He insisted that they eat in their old house for once. Porschay spent the previous night cleaning what was once their home, the home that Porsche ruined their life for. The air was stale and dusty. It almost made it hurt to breathe. 

He started with his room. It was a slow process for him, and it involved a lot of staring at Wik’s photos. Chay was sitting in his hard rolling chair at his desk looking at Wik with his head tilted back, mouth opened like he was laughing with Chay. It was strange looking at the photos, knowing Kim. He couldn’t imagine Kim like that anymore. Kim was stoic, unfeeling, and cruel to both others and himself. He couldn’t remember a moment where Kim had laughed. All he had were vaguely amused smiles that now brought a flush of shame to his face. It was humiliating that he thought Kim was ever in love with him. It was humiliating that he thought Wik could ever be real.

Those photos made their way to the trash, right underneath a half eaten bag of chips, food wrappers, and a pile of used tissues.

Porschay chose to leave every other bedroom the same. He only stayed in Porsche’s room a moment before realizing it was just as clean as it was when Porsche left it, only a sheen of dust had coated all of his objects, making everything feel gray, dull and grossly fuzzy.

The kitchen and living room had been cleaned prior by Kinn’s men after Chay had been kidnapped. His brother-in-law had felt awful about the experience so he took care of the aftermath. All Porschay had left to do was grocery shop and dust. That was the common theme around the house. While the messes varied from room to room, the still atmosphere and oppressive dust that swirled in the air and if you so much as puffed a breath against any surface remained true throughout their first home.

Porschay took a rag to most of the counters and the few knick knacks that remained that either stayed mostly intact after the attack or that debt collectors thought were too worthless to steal and sell. It was an almost calming experience. He took inventory of what they had left and what Porsche had taken to his new home.

All the pictures were gone. Porsche grabbed those as soon as he could. He brought them to their mother, trying to fill her in on what she had missed in their lives. Porsche had hoped adding visuals would help her understand. Maybe if he showed their baby photos and then the evolution of them growing up, it would finally click that they were her sons.

After that didn’t work, Porsche scattered the photos in his office and his shared room with Kinn.

[ohmypreciousgirl]

CALLING ALL KIMCHAY FICWRITERS!

My dear Kimchay ficwriters, 

I invite you to participate in my undergrad research which is me analyzing my creative process of writing a kimchay oneshot. The research consists in an autoethnography which is “a research method that uses personal experience to describe and interpret cultural texts, experiences, beliefs, and practices”. However, for me to do this in a satisfactory way I need to have other people's experiences to contrast with my own. I’m just accepting Kimchay ficwriters because I want everyone involved to have the same basic background: obsessed with Kimchay and write fics about them.

To participate in the research, you need to become part of the discord server ‘kimchay ficwriters group’ and interact with me and the rest of the group. We have three main channels: 

Question and Answers: As the research moves forward, I’ll post questions for you to answer. As we just started, there’s no questions yet.

Discussion Zone: every few days we’ll have rounds of discussions about different topics related to fanfiction (writing process, outlines, tropes, squicks, etc) and kimchay (characterization, headcanons, interesting plots, things you want to explore or would like to read about, etc).

Thesis Fic: There are 9 threads and, in each thread, there’s a scene from the fic I’ll write about in my research. This is the part, the participants give me feedback about the story. I need honesty because the whole point is for me to write about the struggles and feelings that might arise while writing fic. 

How the information will be handled: I won’t reveal any kind of personal/sensitive information about the participants, only your AO3 username (or Wattpad username, if that’s the platform you use). However, I might use a lot of excerpts from our conversations, which is expected if you agreed to be part of my group research. Keep in mind, if you accept it this is a commitment, because I really need your help to develop my research. It’s something you need to give your attention at least once a week for a certain amount of time. That also means you’ll have to read my writing, so if you don’t know my writing style and want to read before committing to anything, you can go over my AO3 and read one of my fics. 

If you want to participate, send me an ask or a DM and I’ll send you the invitation for the discord server. If you know any Kimchay ficwriter that might be interested in participating, send this post to them!

Thanks, everyone!

[tinysandwichstudent]

Chay: What if we had the memories from our past lives when we were babies and the baby language is actually the language from our past life but we forget all of it after we reach a certain age?

Kim: For the love of God Chay, it's 3 in the morning go to sleep

Chay: Never

[payingrental]

ek pardesi mera dil legaya?? madam who??

[iworshipsappho]

this place is reserved for only you and i

Kim wakes up and decides to think about how much he loves his boyfriend and Chay just wants to sleep. That's it. That is literally it.

a wee little drabble of kim being absolutely in love with porchay bc he deserves to fawn over him, as a treat :3 <33

(i just love them sm and HAD to write smth about them or would've for sure exploded fhjsjgskg)

[cassunit20]

Can someone help me find a fic?

It’s about Chay seeing a tik tok prank and deciding to tried on Kim 

The prank is not responding to Kim’s “I love you”

[thedooristhebluecushion]

Happy Anniversary to the first time I saw Kinn Porsche gif sets on this hell site & lied to myself that “sure it looked interesting but I would never watch it.”

[dekaydk]

Best song for Porchay to listen to

Let's face it. Kim was *brutal* to Porchay and didn't have to be. Instead of a forced redemption arc (bc Kim's too messed up for that) KP did the right thing by having Chay just protect himself. He knows that not only was his love for Wik not returned, Wik as the person he thought he loved is a lie too, and is actually a part of the family that (temporarily) severed him from Porsche.

So a request: someone with more talent than I who would GIF Porchay with Fiona Apple's Sleep to Dream lyrics?

[pepsi-pinacola]

Kinn: You need a hobby.

Kim: I have a hobby.

Kinn: Creating scenarios in your head of you and Chay together isn’t a hobby.

Kim: You’re right. It’s a profession and I excel at my job.

[ohmypreciousgirl]

Written by @ohmypreciousgirl, edited by @emberfaye. Summary:

“Was your first time as embarrassingly fast as mine?” Chay tentatively asks. Maybe comparing experiences will help Chay to stop worrying about his lack of practical knowledge.

Kim stills under him and, after a long pause, he finally answers Chay’s questions with an “I guess”.

Chay frowns at his boyfriend’s reply. “You guess? Wasn’t it fun?”

Kim takes a deep breath. “I wasn’t really focused on having fun.”

“What?” Chay says in confusion, pulling away from their embrace and propping himself on his arms to look at Kim. “What do you mean by that?”

READ THE FIC ON AO3

[saturnskyline]

the unhinged ted talk is what i am here for! ♥ i think the camaraderie that they have is nicely summed up in ep13 by vegas saying that they "both were blinded by adults", that vegas in this was no different from porsche, they are pawns in someone else's bigger game. they can't trust each other, not like friends or family would, but they both don't trust the main family (korn), and they both don't like that they are being played with. and they both have something the other wants. and honestly, after vegas sees pete, says sorry for the last time (because vegas, i think, is pretty sure he might die, he might not, but he might, so he has to say sorry before he dies), he could just not help porsche the next day and not give a fuck about porsche's uncle or mom. but he does, and even if one could argue that vegas does it in hopes of porsche joining his side, does he really? he doesn't do the usual tactics of trying to convince porsche to join him, he doesn't do any real manipulation, just a 'porsche, be careful, good luck with whatever you choose'.

i could write essays about post-canon them, because, yikes, vegas, if porsche finds out you sent men to kidnap porschay from hum bar? chay? that could have and would have been hurt if kim didn't kill those guys? ufffff. and then vegas seeing porsche with his father's ring, the same ring that bruised his cheek so many times now on kinn's boyfriends hand? and YES yes yes vegas probably learns how amazing it is to not have to compete with kinn and be "the second" (he is first to pete and to macau which all that matters), and just be vegas, instead of 'vegas of the minor family'. but also, i keep thinking about minor family's compound and how vegas walked through it, and you could tell his people respect and love him, he felt so appreciated there, the small bows and 'khun vegas' they gave him. these were people that saw him, that feared him, admired him, people that worked for minor family, were loyal to them, and porsche is taking all of that from vegas. (except in my head he doesn't really, porsche is so over his head, and he needs vegas's help, and korn might have planned to put porsche as minor family's head to end the rivalry (but does he really? he is the one who thinks competition is good? so why end it?), and move vegas off from his chess board, but porsche is a rebel, he picks vegas and asks vegas for help because who else would know things better than vegas. porsche doesn't trust vegas further than he can throw him, he knows how vegas feels about being second in the second family, but porsche also knows that he needs vegas to secure his hold, and he knows that vegas needs to feel useful and needed (another headcanon, when vegas says "i have nothing left", he doesn't discount macau or pete, it just means "i have nothing to give to you, pete, why are you here still when i am useless"), and porsche can give vegas that while vegas figures out his life with pete and how pete does not need anything else from vegas but vegas himself).

and you know, maybe they will never be best of buddies, but i can totally see post-canon vegas who loses everything but gets to have pete, and post-canon porsche who in a way, also lost everything (his dream of opening a bar, keeping chay safe, escaping mafia life at some point) and gets to have kinn, realizing that they are in some ways two sides of the same coin, and hey, if you murder enough people on adrenaline rush missions together, and you race each other on expensive ducatis for fun, you sort of kind of can call them a friend? maybe?

(honestly, i am just weak, i want everyone to be happy, so please vegas manipulate me into believing you can actually care about people other than your new family.) oh, shit, i just realized how long this is, i am gonna send this non-anon way, so you don't need to answer on your blog if it's too much. :D

thanks for indulging my brain worms! x

ahhh yay, so happy to have another ted talk contributor!!! no worries about the lengthiness either; the more words the better i think 😊

no you hit the nail on the head with this!! i think the main reason i'm so obsessed with the vegasporsche dynamic is that trust is something neither of them can really afford. porsche even says as much: "i don't trust you. i can't trust anyone. even the main family, i don't trust any of them." that last part is really the key here, since the thing that goes unspoken is "i can't afford to trust kinn right now". and oh boy, that is a WILD thing to admit to the guy who has spent his entire life in competition with your boyfriend lol

still, that isn't even the part that really gets me. no, the thing that really gets me is exactly what you pointed out: the lack of manipulation on vegas' part. dude had the information to do SO MUCH DAMAGE.. but he didn't. he didn't even gloat over the fact that he's the only one porsche can turn to (one-upping kinn btw!); he just went "well, i wondered what kinn couldn't help you with, and now i know". and then there's "i'm glad that you thought of me" .... well. *adjusts clown wig* i think that that was completely genuine, in the same way that most of the motorcycle scene seems genuine. call me crazy, and i know the fandom talks both sides all the time, but EYE personally think that vegas has a real fondness towards porsche. whether it's due to his sheer honesty and naïveté, or whether it's just "oh he's so easy to exploit uwu", that's up for interpretation. but that's my opinion there :D

there's also the fact that in this conversation (bc clearly i have many thoughts on this scene), vegas doesn't try to talk porsche away from kinn's side; in fact, he essentially does the opposite! porsche asks if he knows anything about his parents, and vegas' response is: "i know nothing. and i don't think kinn knows about it too", followed up with the line about being "blinded by the adults". so basically HE'S GIVING KINN THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT. he's talking about the fact that he and porsche are both pawns in this game, but kinn is also brought up directly in that context. "he probably didn't know either, since he's not really in charge." and thinking about this from a typical vegas manipulation point of view, wouldn't it be better to let porsche doubt kinn? wouldn't he be a perfect tool at this point, turning to you while incredibly vulnerable, admitting he can't trust the main family? why didn't vegas take advantage of that?? we don't have clear answers anywhere, but i guess that just adds to the ✨ flavor ✨

"vegas seeing porsche with his father's ring, the same ring that bruised his cheek so many times now on kinn's boyfriend's hand" NOW WHY WOULD YOU SAY THIS 😭😭 *patrick bateman voice* did you know i'm utterly insane?? ahem but anyway. yes. ring symbolism my beloathed 💔 post-canon vegasporsche is the biggest mess ever bc absolutely, vegas is gonna feel some type of way about losing what was rightfully his. and oh, i LOVE that you brought up the scene at the minor family compound! the duration feels like such an intentional choice, since it lasts just long enough to make sure we take note of how powerful vegas is in this space. he is feared and/or loved (machiavelli in the chat?); people see him and immediately pay their respect. and now porsche, unqualified porsche of all people, is in charge of it all. i do like to think that vegas comes to terms with that eventually, and is softened by the love of his family and the search for a new purpose. but i absolutely agree, i think that he isn't out of the game at all, not really, so long as porsche needs his help and korn is alive. pro: he gets to work in his area of expertise! con: he isn't fully removed from the "vegas from the minor family" label that he clearly resents. hmm. many jumbled thoughts on this

glad that you brought up vegas sending his men to kidnap/possibly hurt chay.... i really do forget about that aspect of things 🥲 along with the fact that he drugged him and maybe would have assaulted him given the chance? insert further fandom discourse here, tried to kill him multiple times, and used him to get to kinn way more times than that. so yeah, a complicated history, to say the least. but you know what they say: the best friendships are forged by unresolved conflict and emotional baggage! (okay maybe they don't say that. but i just really want these two to be friends for some reason idk)

oh wowww, i love the idea of them being opposite sides of the same coin! absolutely fascinating stuff there. reminds me of when vegas tells porsche "we're not so different on the same team now, you and i". plus i'm absolutely down for some murder/motorcycle racing!! quality bonding time for sure 🥰🥰

weirdly, even after all this, i feel like there's so much left to say bahaha. i guess that's an invitation (to all) to drop by and share vegasporsche brainrot anytime! i will probably write a whole nonsensical book about it though, so be warned hehe

[acacia-luna-royal]

This is my dream goal for these two! 😭 I haven’t read it yet, but apparently in the novel KimPorschay are the sweetest and they’re so cute together… where the fuck was that then?! 😖♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

Some KimChay Post-Happy Ending Things

Okay but like imagine with me for a moment if you will:

Kim being unable to keep his hands off Porchay for more than five seconds when they’re alone (he’s not one for PDA)

Kim shyly reaching for Chay’s hand when they go on a walk

Kim smiling like the biggest idiot on Earth the first time Chay calls him his boyfriend

Kim making Chay blush any chance he gets cause he’s so darn CUTE

Kim telling Porchay at every turn that he loves him so he’ll never have any doubts ever again

Before a concert - “I love you, Porchay.”

In the morning - “Chay. I love you.”

While Chay’s cooking dinner and Kim hugs him from behind - “Hey. I love you.”

Before Chay goes to school - “Oh by the way. I love you.”

And of course during lessons - “You went a little flat there. Also I love you.”

Kim and Porchay spending countless hours jamming on their guitars together and composing so many songs on the spot they have stacks of binders full of them

Porsche to Kim - “If you break my brother’s heart again I will hang you by your lovely cheekbones” :)

Also Porsche - “Thanks for always protecting him when I can’t. I’m glad he has you.”

Also also Porsche - “YOU AND KIM KISSED??? BY BABY BROTHER’S BEEN DEFILED I’M GOING TO DIE BUT NOT BEFORE I MURDER KIM FIRST–”

Kim rescuing Chay from Khun

Porchay borrowing Kim’s jackets

Kim dyeing Porchay’s hair and going with him to get his first piercing

Kim going Mafia Prince when some other guy gets too close to Chay - “He’s mine.”

Kim teaching Chay some self-defense and not at all trying to seduce him because he’s definitely going to need it now, as well as the basics of shooting a gun

Kim and Porchay working as a lethal team when faced with mafia shenanigans.

Because while Chay is still a noodle, he’s learned to be quicker on his feet, a little speed demon if you will

He can run to do the important thing while Kim kicks ass and looks hot

Always ends with Kim hugging the shit out of Chay cause he’s an idiot for wanting to stay with him but he loves him so much and doesn’t know what he’d do without him

Kim cradling the back of Porchay’s head with one hand and kissing his neck, then the cheek, then his lips

Kim holding Chay’s face, checking to see if he’s hurt anywhere and Chay’s just smiling at him all in love and stuff

Sexy times, soft and passionate (Porsche - “PORCHAY NOOOOOO”)

Sweet fluffly pillow talk with lots of kisses

The forever running joke between them:

“I love you.”

“I’m hungry.”

[xxaikaslayzxx]

KinnPorsche ( Girl X Boy) - Midnight (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1354168695-kinnporsche-girl-x-boy-midnight?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=xXAniyah_WilliamsXx&wp_originator=tvUQc2IipkJAD%2Fu8a2TuhQPYQ7sDrd%2FHDkmNlZSD4zBjis%2B6h1n0VKZSXlChIq2n7vIf8eAt87UAt2jDZFcFH%2Fa8Lf1mPM0FGibL6W8QI%2F%2BBJ7d6DEnfc8NfIdG%2BQIUk Girl X Boy The name of the bottomes Porsche as Pearl Porschay as Paris Pete as Paige Tay as Teirra Tawan as Tia Sophia as Sophia Mia as Mia ----------------- The name of the tops Kinn as Kinn Kim as Kim Vegas as Vegas Time as Time Luke As Luke ------------------ In this story Tia is dating Kinn. Vegas is dating Allison. Kim is dating Sophia, Time is dating Mia Tia is a gold digger. Luke is from a rich family. ----------------------------------- Vegas, Kinn, Time and Kim are mafia kings. Vegas, Kinn and Kim are brothers, Time is their cousin. Kim is more involved with mafia business than music. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Pearl, Paris,Paige and Tierra are all best friends. Paris is interested in Business Pearl is interested in Business Paige is interested in Business Tierra is interested in Business Tia is interested in Business Kinn is interested in business Kim is interested in Business Vegas is interested in Business Time is interested in Business Luke is interested in Business ------------------------------------------- All of them are in college. --------------------------------- This story includes Mature Scenes, Swearing and more. There was a problem making BoyXBoy for some reason

[nooowestayandgetcaught]

#but who told them they could be so cute??? (pt.1) (pt2.) (pt.3)

[reishad20]

kimchay

Chay: W-who do I shoot?!

Kim: Him! He's the clone!

Clone Kim: No! He's lying! Remember? I love you.

Chay: *shoots the clone*

Kim: What the-

Chay: 'I love you' doesn't sound like something you'd say to me

Kim: Ok, WOW-