Ayesha Liveblogs Star in My Mind
Truth be told, I am watching this entirely because I was recommended a YouTube video in which one of the lead actors asked the other if he would still love him if he was a worm. It has nothing to do with this show, but I enjoyed it
"May I speak to Mr. Kanaruij Wongthapanich, also known as the Dentistry Freshy Boy?" How are you going to Government Name someone and call them Freshy Boy in the same breath
"Everyone wants to be Freshy Boy. You act like you were forced." Why is Joong Archen always a reluctant Freshy. It's Frustrated Freshy Cinematic universe
Also with the sunflowers, how many GMMTV shows are referencing themselves LMAO
"Daonuea is so damn perfect." Nuea has been in this meeting for one minute and already two people have remarked on his hotness. Goals
"When will you stop messing with my life?" said Nuea to Khabkluen, as if he were not boxing him into the parking lot:
I'm with Nuea, no matter how long its been since you've confessed, it is a little embarrassing to remember telling someone you like them LOL
"And what? You didn't tell me you met Daonuea at the university." "Everything remains the same. Nothing has changed." I guess Kluen is still thinking about Nuea's high school confession
I said this in my last liveblog, but the way that Dunk Natachai bobbles his head when he's doing "thinking" acting really makes me giggle
And they were roommates (oh my god they were roommates)
Very amused by the [bangs head on bunkbed] [romantic theme tune starts playing]
"Stop flirting around. He's a friend." I enjoy Maitee who uses the Freshy meetings as an opportunity to flirt with the homies
"What song do you want to hear? Then I can sing that one." "See?Ai Phoon is being flirty too, so why don't you yell at him." Nuea truly has every man in this meeting in a trance. Incredible
I do enjoy the slight smile that Kluen has any time he looks at Nuea
"I've been here almost a week. It's comfy here, but I can't help but missing you, Fah. Whenever I breathe in, breathe out, your face always pops in my head. I want to see you every second." I'm going to guess this is Nuea's brother, but as someone who has a brother: Extremely weird way to tell your sibling you miss them
Every few minutes Kluen does something to ask for Nuea's attention like a kid pulling one someone's pigtails kjgkjghhjg
"I could never get over my feelings for you. I like you, Khabkluen." That's one way to clear the air. Dream sequence?
It was in fact a dream sequence! Nuea's, this time LOL
"There's no more male-female differentiation. It's good or bad now." I like Ting
HAHAHAH I love Nay being a nuisance to Nuea on purpose and
"If you're lonely, you can come over to my house." [Nuea blinks] Papang coming in the bold offers
"I will see you at your mum's birthday party." This adds substance to my suspicion that Gia is Kluen's cousin and the idea that they were dating is just a misunderstanding
Kluen said: Nuea, I will come feed you during your on-campus weekend alone like a Handsome Uber Eats Ghost
I do have to wonder based on Kluen's behaviour if Nuea never gave him the opportunity to say yes and simply just assumed his answer was no LOL
"Only KluenNuea's room had the light on in the entire building. #KluenNuea" LMAO @ this show creating its own hashtag. Do people in Thai universities genuinely pay each other this much attention because I cannot imagine
"What is your favourite thing you've said?" "Have a safe flight." WAS THIS KLUEN'S WAY OF RESPONDING TO BEING CONFESSED TO? Because it does read a little like, 'Leave!'
Update from five seconds later: Yeah, it was! LMAO
Kluen called Nuea cute and stood too close to him, so his reply was to panic-drink his Sponsor Juice:
Nuea ordering a sundae just for the crayons is so real
I don't really understand the tone that this show is going for, because they keep doing swells of romantic music every time they have a normal interaction, and there hasn't been a whole lot happening, but it's cute
It is very sweet of Nuea to offer to creat a whole painting of Kluen's mother two days before her birthday
Kluen said: If you won't kiss me with your mouth, you will kiss me through our share guava juice (also why does Nuea look so suspicious, you literally just had ice cream from the same spoon this afternoon)
"I'll wake him myself after I finish showering. Let him sleep." [Smilingly knowingly] "Fine. I'll be waiting downstairs. I'll just leave you two be." Sean said: It IS gay to wake the homies up after you've swapped beds during your weekend alone together
Awwww Kluen deciding not to sing for his rehereasal because he didn't want Nuea to be alone in not being prepared
The romantic music cues on this show are SO funny. "I didn't prepare a show!" [Romantic music plays]
"True, I never want to be perceived that way." As handsome, Nuea? Too late LOL
"Though they were in different classes, Kluen always carried the school bag for her. Girls in school were so jealous of her." "So that means you did know Khabkluen before, didn't you?" Nuea said: So caught up was I in the jealousy of watching Gia and Kluen that I forgot for a moment I was pretending not to know him
Who is responsible for Nuea's chapstick bc this a rough scene for his lips
"There's no need to guess, we know they are [nasal voice] 'something like that.'" [Other mentor swipes at her tongue] I don't know what to make of this interaction
If Khuafah is Nuea's sibling, he isn't NEARLY perturbed enough about their couple's hashtag
Three out of the four people at this table want to date Nuea. This is SOOO Ouran High School Host Club coded
"You don't like Daonuea, right? Will you fight like Sean said?" "What isn't mine, I won't try to take it. What is mine, I will never let anyone take it." Kluen said: I only answer questions about my relationship status in riddles
"How could I forget the guy that broke my brother's heart so bad that he shed tears?" "It wasn't that bad." So they are brothers! Also, this is the first time they've acted like siblings
"So you still like him, but he's not available." "Something like that." HAHAHA unconscious honesty on Nuea's part
Why is Maitee whinneying like a horse when he explains his romantic manouevres
"A guy?" "Yes. I don't mind. I see people for their characters. If we click, then it's done!" Dunk is also a bisexual king in all universes
Sean every time he catches Kluen and Dao doing something gay: I pretend I did not see it! Goodbye
Kluen changing Dao's ankle bandage is kinda giving Midnight Barber. 'I do my best intermediate first aid when you're asleep'
HAHAHA the whole "He's my big brother," "What do you mean?" Is such a culturally specific problem. Because of the whole Phi/Nong in Thai thing it really obscures who's actually related (in fairness, we do the same in Bangla, but I don't call my brother 'dada,' bc that is not a value my parents instilled LOL)
KHKFJHGKJHG it is so extremely chaotic for Kluen to start a facetime call with his mum while he's driving just to convince Dao to come join her birthday party
"Kluen, you said Daonuea was stubborn. He isn't at all." Mum said: Two can play at the embarassment game
HAHAHAHA not the Bright in Boys Over Flowers Thai remake plug midway through the show
Also not Kluen sending his own mother to sleep at her birthday party (of three) so he can have some alone time with his potential bf gghkjghgkjh what a rambunctious child
Why is Dao dipping his injured foot in the pool! Did he take his bandage off just to do this LOL
"At that moment [when you were in love] how did you feel? "Love. How else should I have felt?" This is such a 19-year-old boy answer to this question LOL
They needed a pool fight to cool down from the romantic tension
"Here. [These roses] are for you." "Why?" Wild question to ask. Daonuea said: I am a double threat, handsome AND stupid
"Do I need to tell you everything? Figure it out, or be alone for the rest of your life." Gia said: I am not your romantic genie, Kluen, learn to communicate
Also this exchange has changed my view of his and Gia's relationship. Demoted from cousin to childhood friend
Sean is truly the only one who witnesses the intimacy between Kluen and Dao
If I were Dao and I thought this guy didn't have feelings for me, Kluen's behaviour would drive me insane
"The best thing I'll do for someone who loves me is first to find out whether I love the person or not. If not, I will say directly that I don't... because no one wants to get their hopes up. And I'll always be thankful for the affection I get." This is Kluen's way of saying 'Have a safe flight' is NOT code for 'I don't love you'
"As for somone I love, the best thing I will do is to promise to listen, take care of them, and always stay by their side. I'll be honest about my feelings. Though I'm not good at expressing them, though the person still has no idea how much I feel, my love will never stop." Over under on Dao thinking this is a confession to Gia and running off stage
Typhoon and Fah are engaged in a weird hostile rose standoff. This is what happens when no one clarifies their relationship status:
"Before I make myself clear [about my relationship status], when did I ever give you hope, Maitee?" HAHAHAH Dao makes a direct and accurate hit
In fairness to Dao, he has said about six times now that Fah is his brother, but no one believes him
Emergent B plot: Fah having a meetcute in the stairwell
"Guys, this is Kuafah, my older brother. We don't share the same last name because we have different fathers but the same mother." [Pointing] "So he's your real brother?" They needed a visual demonstration for proof
"So this is the face of the girl who said she would get over him." Daonuea is the Beyonce of his school
"Are you taking a walk not inviting me at all?" Typhoon this sentence gives me the heebie jeebies. Same energy as 'Going to bed' 'Without me? :('
"If Kluen hadn't gone to Bangkok, we wouldn't have met." WHAT! You followed this man to school, DAO? CRAZY
"I have a resort too, but it's up in the mountains." All this little rich kids and their family resorts
"Between a sea of mist, and a sea like this one, which do you prefer?" "I like a sea like this one." It's a metaphor for letting Phoon down easy
Surely, Phoon must wonder why Dao knows Kluen's mum so well
All the other Freshy students waiting because Dao and Kluen are too busy having a farmers market date to bring back the ingredients for dinner: 😔💔🦐
"Here comes the soft-shell crab, Daonuea's favourite." Mum said: Just so y'all know, dibs on this boy for my son's boyfriend
"She can be your mom. I don't mind." Kluen said I will surpress my romantic overtures no longer!!!
Way more suspcious for them to immediately change the subject when asked about their matching shirts instead of just saying they saw a stall and got them there while getting the food
"I'll get you drunk." "I'm not afraid, sir." Maybe you should be, that is a little weird energy!
"Why do I get the impression Daonuea already has someone in his heart?" Because he and Kluen keep orbitting around each other like gay planets
Poor Papang, she doesn't have the forward nature of these boys when it comes to showing her feelings for Dao
"If the person in his heart was truly good, he wouldn't keep him waiting this long." Phoon said: Move it or lose it, Kluen
"Give me a chance to love you, please." Papang said: I CAN have a forward nature
Gjgjghgjkhgj what kind of an ambiguous response was that nod
"They all want to hear an honest response that meets their expectation. No one wants to be rejected before they even start." Doanuea accurately describes the struggle of half the people in this show being in love with him
I do appreciate that Dao walked away instead of leaning into his own romantic distress and starting something with Phoon
"And you were named Khabkluen because of the sea?" "I guess so. "My mom named the North Star because it's the brighest star." Awwww I kind of suspected when they made the matching t-shirts, but they are both references to each other's names
"Phoon is a nice guy. You chose right." "So you think Phoon and I..." "Whatever hurts you, just forget about it, and move on like you're doing now." Break-up-Before-Dating-Bridge
"But I want to leave." "What? Why? You said you liked beaches." Daoneua has had a tough 24 hours when it comes to romance and self-reflection
"Do you always cry when you're drunk?" "I wasn't drunk." Dao said: I'm trying a new thing, being unsettingly honest about every subject. You should try it, Phoon. Kluen never will!
SCREAM Dao doing Kluen's art homework and writing left-handed so it looks more like his writing. What an unhinged thing to do. Also how could Kluen possibly not notice someone doing this
Fhkfhkhffkh Dao's dynamic with Papang gives me hives. Please just tell her you don't like her instead of just leading her on
"Remember, you can't keep everythign to yourself, alright?" Kluen's mum said: Tell me about your boy trouble, son
"For a physical illness, doctors can find a way to help. For love sickness, I don't think we can." Fah is finally fulfilling the duty of all older brothers: Dunking on their younger sibling (no pun intended)
HAHAHAH Dao said: God made me single because you're a slut, Fah!
"You guys know [about you and Gia], but other people don't." You know, not to immediately compare this to Hidden Agenda, but at least in that show he had a reason for obfuscating his relationship status (to protect Nita from her stalker). In this show, he is vague for no reason at all LMAOOO
"What should I do then?" "Make yourself clear. Both your feelings and actions." Both Kluen and Dao are receiving the exact same advice at the same time, which is that they should be honest about their emotions. To which the both said: Ew, gross, why do I have to do that?
"This is Georgia, my close friend." "You're talking like a TV star again." No one ever believes anyone when they explain their relationships in this show
"Because you're scared, I think I still have a chance." Insane take, Phoon. Elaborate
"If you don't wake up, I'll take it as a yes [to being my boyfriend]." HAHAHAHAHA not Dao rising from the dead to reject Phoon. Also don't do that, it's weird!!!
Kluen has decided to finally use his words (and his mouth, for a little kiss in the bathroom):
"You broke up with her because of Daonuea. You're the one in Daonuea's heart. And Daonuea is the one in your heart too. Am I reading it right?" Plot twist: Kluen and Georgia DID date! Also, Sean truly knows everything, even events he wasn't there for
"We don't love each other that way. We're just... used to having each other in life." SCREAM what a way to dump someone. Kluen said: We're not romantic, just codependent
"Patch things up with him." KJHGKJHGKJH Sean said: Enough of this, your homework is figuring out your relationship xoxo
"Make it clear to me now whether you have me in your heart or not," said Dao, to which Kluen replied, 'I'm not good with words, would you accept a little kiss in the parking lot?'
Kluen really still has not had the opportunity to explain himself at all. The entire show could've been prevented by one (1) halfway decent conversation
LOL @ Dao's friends pretending to know what happened the night before so they can get the gossip
[Apologizes for the third time] "You can say something else." "I don't want you to leave. And I promise not to make you worried again." Kluen comes closer to finding his words every minute
"You have ten minutes. Say whatever you need to say." "Can I call Noel first? I don't want to say anything stupid." Wjhkjhkjhff not Kluen using his lifeline during this love confession to ask to phone a friend:
"Though we've broken up, we still look out for each other. It's because of you that I got to know my own feelings." It took Kluen six episodes, but he got there eventually
Gia chose a difficult time to have a crisis mid-DTR-confession time
"But if you need the real answer, I would say you should wait. Even I can wait. I totally undertood it when you said, you don't even know what you are waiting for. Even so, you still want to wait, don't you?" I'm glad Phoon is giving legitimate advice and understanding. He is not a terrible second lead
I take it back, they have turned this phone call into a very convoluted lead-in to a date
Fjhfkfhfh the moral of this show is that if you ask Daonuea something insistently enough, he WILL say yes
God, I KNEW Typhoon would post something about their date as if it's a new relationship status, despite the fact it is a 24-hour-pity-boyfriend. Icky and bold
"Don't you think that's too much? If you don't delete it, just leave!" GOOD. Get out weirdo!
"Actually, Phoon is good. A lot better than me." Someone give this guy some self-esteem no jutsu
"Why didn't you ask me to come with you? We're boyfriends today." Phoon you become ickier and ickier every minute
"But you win, Kluen, because Daonuea also loves you. You don't need to compete with anyone." Phoon said: I'm that weird guy in your DMs, but I'm not a liar
I didn't like any part of this Phoon-kiss-instigating-Kluen-bar-fight
"I hate people who use violence," said Dao, shortly before he gave Kluen a gentle tap with his car
Scream at the other guys still hanging out at the bar trying to bounce back from this interaction
Kluen will tell literally everyone in their friend group he loves Dao except him. Phoon, Sean, Noel. Who will he tell next? Fah? His mum? I give it 40 more minutes before we get to Dao
"What the hell were you guys playing at? We're grown ups." Yeah, that's a reasonable question, Pokpong
"But you, Papang. I never thought of you as more than a friend." HAHAHA Dao has chosen a very unkind way to let Papang down (in front of all their peers in the cafeteria kjghkgjhg)
"Am I not good enough? You haven't even opened your heart to me yet. What about the chance I asked from you?" Pokpong, Nay and Ting on the other side of the cafeteria table watching this interaction like: 👁👄👁
Also, Pokpong and Nay, probably: Damn Daonuea, who AREN'T you involved with?
"Isn't he curious why he still gets marks while not doing his own work?" THAT'S WHAT I SAID, NAY
Gia actually had a very good reason for being in a crisis during their DTR, which is that she got punched in the face by someone she cared about (yikes)
"Clear things up with him. I don't want to be the problem while I'm trying to help." Gia joins the endless train of people trying to get these two to communicate
Kluen has resorted back to delivering his feelings to Dao like a Handsome Uber Ghost, or a cat:
The chronology of this flashback doesn't make much sense. He broke up with Gia in eleventh grade, but he bought Dao a sunflower bracelet BEFORE Dao confessed, at the end of 10th grade? So he was just stepping out on Gia, buying bracelets for another guy? Kluen, control yourself!
"Sorry for not explaining. Sorry for being so bad expressing myself, bad at talking. And I'm sorry I didn't have the courage to say... love." This is a good apology but I think maybe Dao should also apologize for gently running into you with his car
Hahahahhaa Kluen said: I allowed you to plagiarize for me bc it was romantic, not because I'm bad at art class
"I just never had feelings for anyone like I did for you, Daonuea." Now that Kluen has found his words, he is in his cheesy bitch era
"Can it be the last time we allow others to speak for us? From now on, if there is anything, we should talk it out nicely, both of us." Again, I tell you this entire show could've been averted by one solid conversation
[Finger guns] "Can I level up and be your special one?" Nerd behaviour ❤️
I hate what has just been revealed, it was weird, and I didn't like it. I will not be elaborating at this time
"I think you should make it obvious [that you're together]. Although Typhoon deleted the photo, people still saw it." "I'll let Dao talk to Phoon first. And we'll see." Oh sure, now we respect boundaries!
While they have not overtly announced their relationship, admittedly all of this is very Boyfriend Behaviour:
Also the fact Kluen's post of Dao has 110 likes like a minute after posting. What kind of social media presence does Kluen have
"But after a few days, she came to thank me. She said I was right." Ideal breakup outcome, perhaps?
"Before I leave, can I get a kiss?" [Little kiss on the couch with Kluen's head in Dao's lap] [Door swings open and Fah marches in] That's one way to break the news!
Fah has known Kluen for 10 seconds and he's already sick of him HA
Kitchen Table Shovel Talk ft. Concerned Kuafah:
"Spend the night here. If you wait until [the rain] stops, you might not get any sleep at all." I feel like this is somehow a trick
"How are you, Fah? This is our wedding invitation." Everyone out here with their incredibly cordial ex-girlfriends
Where is Fah's meetcute, anyway? Maybe the real bisexual king was the Fah we found along the way
"Can I kiss your cheek?" You know, this actually is a very chaste relationship compared to what these two do to each other in Hidden Agenda hahahaha
Also bold of Kluen to distract Dao while he's driving, even if it is for a Sponsor Juice segment
Wow, I did get answer as to where Fah's stairwell meetcute is! He is Chiang Mai, hanging out with his buddies from summer camp (Kluen and Noel)
"I'm curious now, what's your family business?" "Just a normal business. Noel is exaggerating." All the love, Prince, but this does sound like something someone whose parents had a normal business would say
"I'm also into business. Would you like a partner?" Maitee really wiling to shoot his shot always
The fact that Kluen and Dao are always locked arms or holding hands now is quite sweet
"Fine, be careful then." KJGHGJG?? Is this why Zo was fervently against drunk driving, because Dao lowkey accepted it? Take a taxi! Find a hotel! Phone a friend!
Hahahahah Sean has been waiting for MONTHS to talk about how much Dao and Kluen flirted in front of him
"I really didn't expect to see you again." This feels a contuinity error, given what Dao said to Phoon
"I wanted to give it to you before you went to Germany, but didn't have the courage, so I kept it." This relationship really started with one drawn-out, unhinged emotional affair
Again, so chaste compared to what I have already seen them do. This has to be a choice from this director, because I know they're not afraid to kiss (in a series or for fun, it seems):
I do also wish I could unsee the incredibly weird way they chose to segue into a sequel! I think I have seen enough of the Our Skyy cinematic universe LOL
Final thoughts: It was fine. I feel like Hidden Agenda was definitely a stronger series, with many parts of the same recipe. I do think they used their ensemble cast well, and the romantic tension was good, but the series felt solely premised upon people choosing not to tell each other anything for no reason. It also engaged in several tropes I didn't care for, and rather than let it stand alone, shoehorned a very alarming bridge to a sequel. These two are good leads, and I'm glad they have put them together, but it's like Twilight. There's only so much talented actors with solid chemistry can do. I am glad I sated my curiosity, but it's not something I would necessarily rewatch or recommend. Bring back the debate show!
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