#KNEW IT WAS COMING CRIED ANYWAY
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Ellie really just watched a second friend end up infected after getting bitten and staying with them until it happened
#The Last of Us#tlou#tlou hbo#tlou hbo spoilers#HOW THE FUCK DO I GO TO BED NOW#KNEW IT WAS COMING CRIED ANYWAY#but just...fuck the change to Sam showing her the bite#like you KNOW Ellie immediately thought of Riley#just FUCK
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Grey
Steve Harrington x fem!reader
Synopsis: Steve gets a wake up call from yall's daughter
Contents: talks of aging, kids being kids, references to smut but nothing explicit
Steve groans as his consciousness comes to. Something is hitting his face. Someone. Repeatedly.
Steve squints his bleary eyes open as a hand smacks him in the jaw again. A small smile appears on his face even though his jaw stings from the impact. "Morning," Steve's voice is still thick with sleep as he turns to look into brown eyes barely peeking over the edge of the bed.
A quiet voice repeats back ,"Morning," to Steve before arms reach up over the edge of the bed to try and grasp something. Small hands grab the blanket and tug it off of him slightly as the child attempts to climb up. At two and half, Amelia Joy Harrington can barely see above the edge of her parents' bed, let alone get on it.
Steve hoists Amelia up and sits her on his stomach. Steve winces as Amelia scrambles, a stray foot hitting his thigh precariously close to his crotch. Arms are thrown around his neck in a hug as Amelia lays her head against her dad's chest.
Steve feels like his heart could burst out of his chest from the joy he is feeling. A hug from his baby? The best way to wake up in the morning. Who cares if his jaw is still stinging and probably red, his little girl loves him.
Steve sighs in contentment. Steve holds his daughter close until she starts to fidget and wiggle. Amelia sits up and throws her hands in the air. "Happy Birthday!" She whispers excitedly, except she has no concept of how quiet a whisper should actually be and says it in a much too loud voice.
"What?" Steve asks, hand hovering near Amelia's side in case she slips. Amelia's eyebrows furrow as she pouts at him, a look that is an exact copy of you. Her arms slowly lower as she stares at Steve. "Happy Birthday. You old." Amelia pouts at him.
Steve blinks at Amelia in confusion but nods his head. First off, rude, he isn't that old. Steve isn't sure where she gets her unfiltered, blunt commentary (it absolutely isn't him). Second, it absolutely isn't his birthday. Not even close.
"Why uh...why is it my birthday?" Steve asks, unsure if Amelia fully understands the concept. Not sure if he can explain the idea of a birthday to a two (and a half) year old. "Grey." Amelia declares giving Steve whiplash. Before Steve can speak, Amelia points at the comforter," Blue." Steve smiles," Yes, blue."
Amelia points to her shirt," Green." Steve nods. Amelia taps under Steve's eye, lashes brushing against her finger causing him to close it. Steve hopes she doesn't attempt to actually poke his eye.
"Brown." Amelia declares. "Thats right." Steve grins, his girl is so smart. Amelia points to his temple," Grey." "That's ri- what?! No!" Steve's mouth drops open as Amelia giggles. "Uncle Dustbin says grey is old. Birthday makes old. Happy Birthday!"
The creak of the loose floorboard in the hall notifies Steve of your approach. You peek into the doorway of the room, seeing your two favorite people. One looking aghast and the other giggling at her father's reaction.
"What's going on in here?" You ask, leaning against the doorway. "Grey. Birthday." Amelia announces, like it explains everything. And it does in her little mind.
You hum in response, looking at your husband who seems lost for words. Amelia slides off of Steve and off the bed, Steve guiding her so her feet land on the ground absent-mindedly. He would never let her fall or get hurt. Or you.
Amelia half walks half dances in your direction. A prance in her step, she stops in front of you and grabs your hands. "It's daddy's birthday," She says before headbutting your leg. You chuckle and pat her head as she dances out of the room, in her own little world.
"You lying to my kid again?" You ask once Amelia is gone. Steve sputters as he sits up," I did not- our kid- did not lie." "Uh-huh, sure," you say sarcastically. Steve rolls his eyes at you as he gets up out of bed.
Steve stretches as he rocks on his feet, back cracking, before strolling over to you. "Good morning," Steve mumbles, hand landing on your hip. You hum back as he leans in and kisses you. Soft. Slow. Sweet. Leaving you longing for more as he pulls back.
"Love you," Steve says, fingers running along the waistband of your pants. "I love you too," you want to melt into him. Curl up in his arms and stay in this moment. Let the love and adoration fill the air around you.
"Do I look old?" Steve is the first to break the silence. Your brow furrows in confusion," huh?" "Amelia she," Steve huffs out a laugh," said I have grey hair." You chuckle as you bring a hand up, fingers threading through his hair," You have some but its nice." "Its nice huh?" "Makes you look distinguished. Handsome." You bite your lip and look up at him.
Steve knows that look. Knows it well. It's the look you gave him the first time you moved past just making out. The same look you gave him on your first anniversary. The same look you wore on your wedding night. The same look you gave before Amelia was conceived.
Steve can't help the smirk that spreads across his face. If getting old gives him that look, well, he won't complain.
"What about me?" You ask, batting your lashes. "Beautiful," Steve kisses your cheek," Gorgeous," he kisses the corner of your lips. He continues to alternate between kissing all over your face and praising you.
"My love," Steve whispers before kissing you softly on the lips. You sigh into the kiss, one hand tangling in his hair, the other trying to pull him closer.
A loud crash from the living room has you two pulling back from the sweet moment you stole. "What was that?" You call down the hall. "Nothing!" Amelia yells back, making you sigh but smile. Steve can't help but grin too. His life was a little hectic dealing with a rambunctious child, but he wouldn't trade it for the world. And he thinks, if life is like this, he can manage getting old with you. He wouldn't want it any other way.
#Steve whines to Robin later who just sits there laughing until she cries#Until he points out she's aged too because she has laugh lines from smiling and then she spirals just a bit#He has to hold her hand and tell her its a good thing and she goes on a rant about anti-aging and its harder for women then men#How there's all this extra pressure and Steve is aghast like he isnt dumb he knew there was but he never heard it all verbalized#He comes home and kisses you and gets on his knees and tells you he loves you#He then begs you to let him show you how much he loves you wanting nothing more then to use his tongue on you#I mean why would you not let him#And when you lay in bed cuddling after he thinks again he doesn't mind aging if he's doing it with you#You wake up abruptly in the middle of the night and startle him awake#“Oh my God Amelia is going to go to high school and get a boyfriend” you whine#Steve just mutters an oh God and immediately starts thinking if it would be TOO much to have the nail bat when he speaks to said boyfriend#You both think about it for a long time meanwhile Amelia is asleep in her room with drool running out of her mouth hugging a stuffed animal#Anyways Steve nation we up??? This has been drafted for awhile but not posted but I am inspired#And I saw this and went oh yeah post that#So here it is...for u...on this fine Friday early morning#Jade is talking#steve harrington x reader#Steve harrington x you#Steve Harrington x y/n#Steve Harrington/you#Steve Harrington/reader#steve harrington x female!reader
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From the fool who added handwritten notes on a non-fiction book of which the translation was lacking in useful context, we now present translating the entirety of the epic musical because my non english speaking family NEEDs to know how good this is by a writing point of view. And yes as you can tell I am that fool.
#do i have the knowledge and skills to do so? no#am i doing it anyway yes#i am actually struggling less than expected#a few sentences aren't as pretty but who cares the message is there#i am indeed realizing i don't know my own language because sometimes i just look at my laptop for 5 minutes before#figuring out what the proper italian word for a certain concept is#i know for a fact i will regret all my choices once i get to thunder bringer because how the fuck will i translate the word plays#this is an interesting past time tho and i am actually having fun#will update you both on the process and on what my parents will actually think of the lyrics#my dad is severly obsessed but i knew he would since he is the cause for my own obsession with the odyssey#and my beloved mother was easy to corrupt bc she loves a deep singing voice so i had to make her listen to thunder bringer once#when god games comes out we'll both die right there and then i believe#cris speaks#the---hermit
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I've watched the reintegration scene SEVEN TIMES now and I still get full body chills from it..
The slight change in his voice when he says "you mean what quarter?" is INSANE!!! Ever so slightly more child-like and higher in pitch than all his previous answers ... Fucking 😭 And then the editing.. how was his posing so precise despite the costume changes ?? The precision angles and exact same expressions. The scene and episode ending with the phrase "who are you?" The same phrase that starts the show?? (And again when Mark first meets Reghabi)
SHOCK. AWE. WONDER.
#sidebar I will never NEVER forgive Twitter for spoiling it for me#it was still the DAY the episode aired#opened Twitter and BAM the very first thing I see#no tags no spoiler warning#nothing#I shut the app so fast#but it was too late#I knew he would reintegrate at the end of E3 before getting to watch it for myself#maybe this is extreme idk I'm autistic for reference but I felt sick and cried and stayed up all night#because I was so upset it was spoiled#due to this experience I have a new rule lmao#no social media NOT EVEN A PEEK until I've seen all severance content as it comes out#not giving the internet another chance to do that to me again#I have fully learned my lesson holy shit that sucked#saw a comment earlier saying they're sad they can't watch the ep for the first time again#and got jealous#because they got to EXPERIENCE A FIRST TIME#I KNEW IT WAS COMING THE WHOLE EPISODE UGGHHHHHHHH#anyway just had to whine and cry about that for a bit#I know it's my fault :( I know better now#I've never been hyperfixated on an actively airing tv show before in my defense#it's always been on things that literally can't be spoiled#where everything I could possibly learn about the interest was sought out and welcomed#wow I am the yapper right now I'm done lmao
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Jayce telling vi she won't make it on her own.... okay mr. projector...
#viktor just turned his body into the arcane and you dont even know!!! his leg is purple!!!!#im not going to excuse vi for saying the kid knew what he was getting into bc he didn't bc he is a kid (here we have ms. projector)#but telling jayce he has always been complicit of this he just didnt have to see it... yeah exactly.#and like she obviousky regrets the kid dying but it was jayces fault lmao why does he blow up on her??? the name calling got to him#jayce thinking omg he is going to off himself and viktor just trying to hide the evidence of his murder akdhsksj well yes he does want to...#i was wondering why the council was so Flabbergasted about the nation of zaun?? like they dont care and basically dont intervene#in the undercity bc they don't have any interest or profit in there. they don't gain anything at all from there.#so of course when silco asks jayce says sure fuck it. the only thing the council needs from zaun is the gemstone and its not even theirs#it's probably just fear of agression towards piltover as another nation and not something they can control or repress#silcos reaction to cait being wheeled in akdhaksj it sounds like he said 'what' he probably didnt know the girlfriend part... understandable#i forgor about her bringing the platter out... like ofc i didnt forget it but i didnt see it coming there. with bad memory you can be#surprised every time you watch the same show 👍🏻#i haven't cried because well the foruth time is a stretch now to cry but i still got chills at the end with the missile impacting....#and like whay would have happened if cait didn't free herself.... like ofc she would have bc everyone in that room could have killed her#not vi etc etc but she did just leave her so who knows really#anyways the monsters appearing in jinxs vision when vi mentions her past family is so poignant to her change.... they dont have the intended#reaction vi meant.... and silco is trying to shut her up for jinx's sake and look what happened to him. like vi really couldn't understand#her sister now and maybe back then either.... like not to be a silco apologist but it seems like he was the only one who could handle her#maybe im exaggerating but it would have gone wrong either way i think like no matger how much love there is in between them#idk man its so bad. like maybe this could have been avoided but it would have gone wrong in a different way for sure#and this couldn't have been avoided#talking tag#watching arcane#three weeks away still.... what now....
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#remember how back in the day#you'd write funkytown and#pple would come check on you#and people cared about you#and there was always someone to talk to when you needed#and people just knew when you were upset#like you didn't even have to say anything#that was nice#i miss how things used to be#what happened to this fandom#i dont know#just bc the show is over doesnt mean we all disappeared#i'm just having a day i'm sorry#cried for the first time in 6 months so that's fun#anyway#back to writing another epic story that 5 people will care about#i love you five people dont think I dont#i do#always#i think im gonna go back to the island.#if i'm already upset i might as well watch LOST right?#cant do any more damage#lol
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just saw the feh banner and lmfao… yunaka you poor girl… where are your friends… who are these stuffy fodlan people… singlehandedly saved us from purely fodlan christmas give it up for her
#ann cries about feh#im not even mad about it tho tbh i was gonna skip anyways#cuz. well. you all saw the last banner. my orbs are gone#but at this point its j kinda funny. hi edie. hi dima. hi claude.#three houses is their cash cow i just expect it at this point#fates and awakening got this same treatment way back when so i am not allowed to complain. got my 15 seconds of fame in 2017 im good#what i DONT like tho is that they keep using the fucking academy versions 😭 where is claudes facial hair… give it baaack…#rip tho i +10’d winter felix… if i knew claude was coming as the free one i never wouldve… no offense fefe ily but… clauude 🥺#whatever maybe next year theyll finally let 3h christmas rest. engage christmas? so yunaka isnt alone 😭#santa diamant would be funny i think
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i have not listened to hamilton in like a week why is he STILL HERE
read the tags if you want to see me talk about musicals for a little TOO long
#this is no hate to you mr leslie odom jr#but i have most certainly listened to other musicians/bands more#anyways i'd say the rest is accurate#my bff and i have been doing a musical binge#started with wicked -> ride the cyclone -> shrek -> legally blonde -> falsettos#i cried twice at falsettos btw it's so fucked up (i loved it sm)#i've listened to wicked before but haven't actually *seen* it so that was nice#i've also heard a couple songs from ride the cyclone & falsettos b4 so i already knew they'd be good#and i've seen shrek the musical like 3 times bc i unironically love it#overall opinions: ride the cyclone might have my favorite cast of characters and i think falsettos might be my favorite musical now#fav songs (for funsies):#ride the cyclone: noel's lament / the ballad of jane doe / jawbreaker / space age bachelor man (insane song btw)#wicked: no good deed / popular#shrek: i know it's today / don't let me go / i think i got you beat / this is our story / what's up duloc?#falsettos: this had better come to a stop / i'm breaking down / four jews in a room bitching / a tight-knit family/love is blind#falsettos cont.: everyone hates his parents / falsettoland/about time#legally blonde: blood in the water / positive / ireland / chip on my shoulder / so much better / whipped into shape / take it like a man#legally blonde cont.: bend and snap / there! right there! / legally blonde / legally blonde - remix / find my way/finale#SORRY I OPENED A PANDORA'S BOX WHEN I STARTED TALKING ABOUT MUSICALS#i really should've posted this on my other acc oh well#okay i'm gonna shut up now im so sorry LMAO#falsettos#legally blonde musical#legally blonde the musical#shrek the musical#shrek musical#wicked#wicked musical#ride the cyclone
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: Vash the Stampede/Nicholas D. Wolfwood Characters: Vash the Stampede (Trigun), Nicholas D. Wolfwood Additional Tags: POV Second Person, POV Vash the Stampede (Trigun), Grief/Mourning, Canonical Character Death, Angst, Hurt No Comfort, Wakes & Funerals, i wrote this immediately after finishing chapter 65 and i'm inconsolable Summary:
Dig.
Don’t think.
Just.
Dig.
Put the tip of the shovel against the ground. Lay your foot on the wide metal edge. Lean your whole body weight forward, down. Feel yourself sink into the hard, baked earth.
Feel your muscles ache and complain with the strain, but don’t think about why. Don’t think about the battle you and he just fought. Don’t think of how you lost won.
Don’t think about the body lying on the couch behind you, his eyes closed peacefully as if in sleep.
Don’t think about what you failed to tell him, in those final moments.
Just. Dig.
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#my fanfic#my writing#angst#major character death#trigun#hi i'm going to write so much trigun fic y'all#my brain is exploding#i genuinely cried even though i KNEW it had to be coming#because i watched 98#anyway vashwood has rewritten my brain#join me
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#i haven't addressed yoongi's situation yet because i'm honestly still not hit by it i guess. like it didnt gwt to me yet#i dont think ill ever love anyone the same as i love him you know what i mean#he has been the first reason of my self development. like he literally raised me??? i learned from him how to be the person i am today#and its like im saying goodbye to a family member. the thing is i have never griefed anyone's absence like this#its like a part of my soul will be missing until he comes back#but at the same time i know what he would want for me. to move on and to become my own reason#he would want me to be kind to myself. to focus on myself and not miss him that much.#he would want that for all of us right#but i have a very hard time processing things. do you guys remeber the festa last year? when we found out theyll be going on hiatus#the reality of it snd the fact that it will be happening hit me onky after around 3 months.#thats when i first cried because i realized what it meant. ofc i knew but it didnt occur to the emotional part of my brain at that time#and i feel like im truly gonna fall apart when THIS hits me in 3 months lol#my life has never been worse and thats honestly the time when i need the reassurance the most#when i need the people i love and find comfort in the most.#but its just me and thats technically just my problem. but since i am talking about my view on this then thats okay i guess hahah anyway#i just hope he knows there are milions of ppl who love him as much as i do. and thats like extra love like forever & beyond type of shit#i honestly dont think other people ever truly fully understand how we feel towards them. especially when you really love somebody#because they have their own opinions about themselves. they debate whether they deserve some kind of treatment or not. we all do that right#and i just know he does that too. i just reslly want him to feel completely loved and cherished and appreciated.#i want him to see himself through our eyes. to surround himself with people who see him exactly the way we do.#to fall in love with somebody who will see him like we see him#nobody deserves better life than this man. and i hope that after our reunion he will live that life to the fullest 💓 i can't wait to see it#anyway. if somebody needs to talk about it or wants to get sadness out of your system - im here 💓#please keep your heads up and lets wait for him 💓#we have esch other and we will be okay 💓#sorry for typos i can barely see its 1am 🤓
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y’all have no fucking clue how much i love sports once swimming and gymnastics and track + field and skating of all kinds are on omfg
#i fucking hate the olympics industrial complex™️ and i hate that the IOC are literal hypocrites#but i literally love sports so fucking much#who let me be such a faggot from day 1#bc i’m so fond of this time of year when the olympics come around#i got broken up with by my middle school ‘boyfriend’ (she came out as trans and queer later on LMAOOO both of us fags)#(i was not even 12 yet 😭)#and it was in such a horrible way (over 3 separate voicemails and WITH TWO OTHER PEOPLE WHO BASICALLY HATED ME) and they were just laughing#and all of them were just like ‘anyway no big deal. bye!’#and i cried for a bit at my aunt and uncle’s house#and i watched the olympics at like midnight and it was a warm summer night#and it was just so cozy to watch some summer sports i knew genuinely nothing about#idk why i’m telling y’all this…………………….#go sports :3#h.txt
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So anyways I think “Fire on Fire” by Sam Smith is a Kanej song
#LIKE THIS MIGHT JUST BE ME#BUT IT FITS THEM SO WELL???#I can just image the lyrics#‘then I saw you and I knew’#where Kaz sees her for the first time and his eyes light up ever so slightly but inside him fireworks are going off#AND ALSO#‘they say we’re out of control and some say we’re sinners / but don’t let them ruin our beautiful rhythms’#I MIGHT BE INSANE TBH#BUT I SHALL NOW FOREVER ASSOCIATE THIS SONG WITH THEM#anyways thank you for coming to my ted talk#these books have been driving me insane /pos#kaz brekker#inej ghafa#kanej#kaz brekker x inej ghafa#*cries in kanej*#kanej headcanon#kanej my beloved#they make me insane#six of crows#smartie speaks
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I’m on the beginning of season 4 of my twd rewatch and I think I’ve cried at least 6 times + help meeeee
#i love them all so much#twd#I did find Lori and Andrea more annoying this time around#Lori more so but I still cried when she died cuz it was carls mom and I’m only human😭😭#I’m glad Andrea came around in the end too bad it was too late tho😭😭😭#dales death always gets me even tho I knew deep down he would never have been able to survive long anyway :(((#I think I just love watching shows with chosen families too#I wish I hadn’t stopped watching after Carl’s death tbh but that shit forreal gutted the shit outta me#especially after Glenn had just died not long before#thanks for coming to my tag rambles :^)#I think of this as a little digital diary I’ll look back on someday
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i forgot who i was talking about sweet home with but the second season is sooooo good
#i say. as i’ve seen the first episode#thought it was airing but they released all the episodes at once so guess im binging this!!!#i almost cried 3 times so that’s fun#idk if they weren’t able to get kim seungcheol for this season but i miss him :(#and ok. never call me a song kang stan but make him bloody and weeping ns suddenly he’s the best actor ever#loooove go minsi i’ve missed my girl i can’t wait for more of her#i know lee dohyun comes back but that’s on me for not blocking the tag and getting spoiled :(#i mean i knew he was alive but still#anyways love a good monster show i love a good dystopia i love humanity surviving!#but also like humanity is the disease?? delicious i love dubious morality#FINALLY a drama that has me hooked and want to finish the episode! i’ve missed this feeling#lindsay posts
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all respect to the people posting devastated takes about aldhelm in the tag, i see you, i love you, but i find it truly wild that as a person who has written literally 300k of fic involving him i had next to no emotional reaction as i watched it happen...that's how badly done it was...
#i just...can't be invested in the way they handled it#it was...bad#i cried for two weeks after aethelflaed's death#i knew going into s5 she was going to die and i knew going into skmd that aldhelm was going to die#i am VERY glad that they gave her final arc the care they did#it was beautifully handled and what she deserved#particularly after her lackluster treatment in s4#if i had to choose i would say hands down i would prefer her death be given more care than his#but like...come ON#anyway i know not everyone agrees with me here#i am not trying to be an asshole#i just truly cannot wrap my head around how shoddily thrown together that 2 hours of footage was#on more counts than this to be clear#but i have my particular interests obviously#ANYWAY#seven kings must die spoilers#aldhelm#to be clear james was GREAT#i just could not take the context seriously#tlk spoilers#the last kingdom spoilers#salt post
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My irl friend recommended the Disney theme video from defunctland and she was like I cried and everything and I was like sure I'll watch it once my joycon gets shipped but I'm not much of a crier. I hear a lot about this defunctland channel anyway so why not?
Me an hour and 15 minutes in the video
#I saw it coming like halfway through and I was like oh no I have a bad feeling it'll boomerang there#and I was fucking right and it hit hard#defunctland#also that dude who did the jingles in that weird zone was a dilf like ngl#who knew the guy who composed that part of the composition after was hot tbh#anyway#there were definitely moments I was unprepared for#I gotta text her tomorrow and be like: I cried
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