#KNEW IT WAS COMING CRIED ANYWAY
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Ellie really just watched a second friend end up infected after getting bitten and staying with them until it happened
#The Last of Us#tlou#tlou hbo#tlou hbo spoilers#HOW THE FUCK DO I GO TO BED NOW#KNEW IT WAS COMING CRIED ANYWAY#but just...fuck the change to Sam showing her the bite#like you KNOW Ellie immediately thought of Riley#just FUCK
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From the fool who added handwritten notes on a non-fiction book of which the translation was lacking in useful context, we now present translating the entirety of the epic musical because my non english speaking family NEEDs to know how good this is by a writing point of view. And yes as you can tell I am that fool.
#do i have the knowledge and skills to do so? no#am i doing it anyway yes#i am actually struggling less than expected#a few sentences aren't as pretty but who cares the message is there#i am indeed realizing i don't know my own language because sometimes i just look at my laptop for 5 minutes before#figuring out what the proper italian word for a certain concept is#i know for a fact i will regret all my choices once i get to thunder bringer because how the fuck will i translate the word plays#this is an interesting past time tho and i am actually having fun#will update you both on the process and on what my parents will actually think of the lyrics#my dad is severly obsessed but i knew he would since he is the cause for my own obsession with the odyssey#and my beloved mother was easy to corrupt bc she loves a deep singing voice so i had to make her listen to thunder bringer once#when god games comes out we'll both die right there and then i believe#cris speaks#the---hermit
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Jayce telling vi she won't make it on her own.... okay mr. projector...
#viktor just turned his body into the arcane and you dont even know!!! his leg is purple!!!!#im not going to excuse vi for saying the kid knew what he was getting into bc he didn't bc he is a kid (here we have ms. projector)#but telling jayce he has always been complicit of this he just didnt have to see it... yeah exactly.#and like she obviousky regrets the kid dying but it was jayces fault lmao why does he blow up on her??? the name calling got to him#jayce thinking omg he is going to off himself and viktor just trying to hide the evidence of his murder akdhsksj well yes he does want to...#i was wondering why the council was so Flabbergasted about the nation of zaun?? like they dont care and basically dont intervene#in the undercity bc they don't have any interest or profit in there. they don't gain anything at all from there.#so of course when silco asks jayce says sure fuck it. the only thing the council needs from zaun is the gemstone and its not even theirs#it's probably just fear of agression towards piltover as another nation and not something they can control or repress#silcos reaction to cait being wheeled in akdhaksj it sounds like he said 'what' he probably didnt know the girlfriend part... understandable#i forgor about her bringing the platter out... like ofc i didnt forget it but i didnt see it coming there. with bad memory you can be#surprised every time you watch the same show 👍🏻#i haven't cried because well the foruth time is a stretch now to cry but i still got chills at the end with the missile impacting....#and like whay would have happened if cait didn't free herself.... like ofc she would have bc everyone in that room could have killed her#not vi etc etc but she did just leave her so who knows really#anyways the monsters appearing in jinxs vision when vi mentions her past family is so poignant to her change.... they dont have the intended#reaction vi meant.... and silco is trying to shut her up for jinx's sake and look what happened to him. like vi really couldn't understand#her sister now and maybe back then either.... like not to be a silco apologist but it seems like he was the only one who could handle her#maybe im exaggerating but it would have gone wrong either way i think like no matger how much love there is in between them#idk man its so bad. like maybe this could have been avoided but it would have gone wrong in a different way for sure#and this couldn't have been avoided#talking tag#watching arcane#three weeks away still.... what now....
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#remember how back in the day#you'd write funkytown and#pple would come check on you#and people cared about you#and there was always someone to talk to when you needed#and people just knew when you were upset#like you didn't even have to say anything#that was nice#i miss how things used to be#what happened to this fandom#i dont know#just bc the show is over doesnt mean we all disappeared#i'm just having a day i'm sorry#cried for the first time in 6 months so that's fun#anyway#back to writing another epic story that 5 people will care about#i love you five people dont think I dont#i do#always#i think im gonna go back to the island.#if i'm already upset i might as well watch LOST right?#cant do any more damage#lol
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literally can't stop thinking about mafia!bernard and police informant!tim
it got too long for the tags
bear's in the mafia for whatever reason
and tim is part of a police team called idfk the bats
anyway bear's mafia is getting too big and they need sm1 on the inside. enter tim.
tim is a police legacy. his dad was a policeman and so was his father's father and on it goes
and he might've made it onto captain wayne's team but he's desperate to prove to the force that he's not a fuckin nepo baby
so he takes the job. enter bernard who only meets tim after he's been on the mission for a year now.
bear quickly takes a liking to this new recruit who's efficient and smart and has the tiniest waist he's ever seen.
and tim goes along with this liking cause hey information from the top will be more valuable right?
and they fall into this fuckbuddies relationship that quickly becomes way more. because like fuck bear looks at tim like he's worth smth
like he's more than what his parents have set out for him. like he's somebody. like he loves tim for tim. and not for what tim can do for him.
and fuck he loves bear and his smiles. the way his eyes crinkle and his gums show. he loves the way bear looks with a gun in his hands and he knows that's fucked up but the first time he saw bear with a gun in his hands and blood splattered across his face he had to actively stop himself from jumping bear in front of the mafia. and no matter how rough bear is when he's on the field he always caresses tim's cheeks with a softness tim didn't know was possible
and fuck his dick is massive and it's really not helping tim's feelings. and he knows he's compromised and fuck cpt. wayne probs knows too
but shit bear holds him like he's precious. bear looks at him like he loves him. bear twines their bodies together like he'll die if they part
bear whispers sweet nothings into his ears as they fall asleep and it'll break him when he has to give bear up but he's always been selfish
he'll keep this for as long as he can. (please lord let him have this.)
and on bear's end he really only becomes interested in this new recruit when he watches the boy deliver 10 backhanded compliments in a row
and nobody pick up on it. it takes 3 months before bear figures out that tim's a spy and still he keeps seeing him
bc it doesn't matter that tim'll be his downfall. it doesnt matter that tim doesnt really love him or care about him. that it's only a mission for tim bc tim is the best thing bear's life.
he is the sun to bear's moon. the first word on his lips when he wakes up and the last when he goes to sleep.
and he loves every version of tim -- when he's caustic and biting, when he's blissed out in bed covered in the marks bernard left, when he's laughing, when he's crying
every version on tim is a version he likes. and one of these days, his pretty bird is going to have to leave their nest but at least bear can hold tim until then
at least bear can press promises into his thighs. at least he can whisper his devotion into the crook of tim's neck. at least he can leave marks on tim -- lovebites on his neck, handprints on his thighs and hips -- a tapestry that says "i was here. and i loved him. i love him and i am here."
but until that day comes, bear will work on quitting smoking and turning his favorite safehouse into a home for them.
(please lord, just let him have this. just let him have tim.)
#honestly if i was to sum up this au in one sentence it'd be#'dick so good you'd let them commit war crimes'#he quits smoking cause his baby has no spleen. tim nearly cries when he hears that#bear always kisses tim before he leaves in 3s. one to the forehead. one to both cheeks. and one to his lips.#the first time tim says 'welcome home!' to bear he has to take 3 business days to recover#the first time bear comes over to money-laundering coffee shop front tim's been assigned to with a bouquet of flowers tim spends the rest#week giggling to himself. also tim and bear get relentlessly teased by their coworkers.#and when all is said and done and the mission comes to an end and tim has to arrest bear he does it with a tremble in his hands and tears#in his eyes. and bear's eyes are so sad almost mournful with the way they look at him in his police uniform#'hey pretty baby. here to lock me up at last?' bear asks#'you knew?' tim whispers. bear nods slowly like doing it any faster will spook tim off. the hand holding his gun trembles.#'then why-'#'why do you think tim?' bear responds quietly 'i love you.'#tim chokes on his sob. 'i did too y'know. i do too.'#bear smiles sadly 'but the job comes first right?'#and tim has nothing to say to that. tim loves bear and bear loves tim and it's not enough. maybe it was never enough.#anyway#how yall doin#i'm so normal about them i swear#bernard dowd#tim drake#timbern#timber#dc
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just saw the feh banner and lmfao… yunaka you poor girl… where are your friends… who are these stuffy fodlan people… singlehandedly saved us from purely fodlan christmas give it up for her
#ann cries about feh#im not even mad about it tho tbh i was gonna skip anyways#cuz. well. you all saw the last banner. my orbs are gone#but at this point its j kinda funny. hi edie. hi dima. hi claude.#three houses is their cash cow i just expect it at this point#fates and awakening got this same treatment way back when so i am not allowed to complain. got my 15 seconds of fame in 2017 im good#what i DONT like tho is that they keep using the fucking academy versions 😭 where is claudes facial hair… give it baaack…#rip tho i +10’d winter felix… if i knew claude was coming as the free one i never wouldve… no offense fefe ily but… clauude 🥺#whatever maybe next year theyll finally let 3h christmas rest. engage christmas? so yunaka isnt alone 😭#santa diamant would be funny i think
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i have not listened to hamilton in like a week why is he STILL HERE
read the tags if you want to see me talk about musicals for a little TOO long
#this is no hate to you mr leslie odom jr#but i have most certainly listened to other musicians/bands more#anyways i'd say the rest is accurate#my bff and i have been doing a musical binge#started with wicked -> ride the cyclone -> shrek -> legally blonde -> falsettos#i cried twice at falsettos btw it's so fucked up (i loved it sm)#i've listened to wicked before but haven't actually *seen* it so that was nice#i've also heard a couple songs from ride the cyclone & falsettos b4 so i already knew they'd be good#and i've seen shrek the musical like 3 times bc i unironically love it#overall opinions: ride the cyclone might have my favorite cast of characters and i think falsettos might be my favorite musical now#fav songs (for funsies):#ride the cyclone: noel's lament / the ballad of jane doe / jawbreaker / space age bachelor man (insane song btw)#wicked: no good deed / popular#shrek: i know it's today / don't let me go / i think i got you beat / this is our story / what's up duloc?#falsettos: this had better come to a stop / i'm breaking down / four jews in a room bitching / a tight-knit family/love is blind#falsettos cont.: everyone hates his parents / falsettoland/about time#legally blonde: blood in the water / positive / ireland / chip on my shoulder / so much better / whipped into shape / take it like a man#legally blonde cont.: bend and snap / there! right there! / legally blonde / legally blonde - remix / find my way/finale#SORRY I OPENED A PANDORA'S BOX WHEN I STARTED TALKING ABOUT MUSICALS#i really should've posted this on my other acc oh well#okay i'm gonna shut up now im so sorry LMAO#falsettos#legally blonde musical#legally blonde the musical#shrek the musical#shrek musical#wicked#wicked musical#ride the cyclone
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i wish people took phobias more seriously
#camera talks#i mean like. not making fun of them and stuff btw#i started hyperventilating in the car earlier bc i had to drive near the horses#then i basically trembled in my seat until i could 'pull myself together' and run inside#it was not good and i cried.#but my family knows i don't do horses and they knew i was coming home and like. idk its bad#i totally freeze up#thats the One thing that can make me freeze up its awful and it hate it.#gah anyways. i have plenty of exposure to them and im not getting any less terrified so idk what to do about that
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: Vash the Stampede/Nicholas D. Wolfwood Characters: Vash the Stampede (Trigun), Nicholas D. Wolfwood Additional Tags: POV Second Person, POV Vash the Stampede (Trigun), Grief/Mourning, Canonical Character Death, Angst, Hurt No Comfort, Wakes & Funerals, i wrote this immediately after finishing chapter 65 and i'm inconsolable Summary:
Dig.
Don’t think.
Just.
Dig.
Put the tip of the shovel against the ground. Lay your foot on the wide metal edge. Lean your whole body weight forward, down. Feel yourself sink into the hard, baked earth.
Feel your muscles ache and complain with the strain, but don’t think about why. Don’t think about the battle you and he just fought. Don’t think of how you lost won.
Don’t think about the body lying on the couch behind you, his eyes closed peacefully as if in sleep.
Don’t think about what you failed to tell him, in those final moments.
Just. Dig.
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#my fanfic#my writing#angst#major character death#trigun#hi i'm going to write so much trigun fic y'all#my brain is exploding#i genuinely cried even though i KNEW it had to be coming#because i watched 98#anyway vashwood has rewritten my brain#join me
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#i haven't addressed yoongi's situation yet because i'm honestly still not hit by it i guess. like it didnt gwt to me yet#i dont think ill ever love anyone the same as i love him you know what i mean#he has been the first reason of my self development. like he literally raised me??? i learned from him how to be the person i am today#and its like im saying goodbye to a family member. the thing is i have never griefed anyone's absence like this#its like a part of my soul will be missing until he comes back#but at the same time i know what he would want for me. to move on and to become my own reason#he would want me to be kind to myself. to focus on myself and not miss him that much.#he would want that for all of us right#but i have a very hard time processing things. do you guys remeber the festa last year? when we found out theyll be going on hiatus#the reality of it snd the fact that it will be happening hit me onky after around 3 months.#thats when i first cried because i realized what it meant. ofc i knew but it didnt occur to the emotional part of my brain at that time#and i feel like im truly gonna fall apart when THIS hits me in 3 months lol#my life has never been worse and thats honestly the time when i need the reassurance the most#when i need the people i love and find comfort in the most.#but its just me and thats technically just my problem. but since i am talking about my view on this then thats okay i guess hahah anyway#i just hope he knows there are milions of ppl who love him as much as i do. and thats like extra love like forever & beyond type of shit#i honestly dont think other people ever truly fully understand how we feel towards them. especially when you really love somebody#because they have their own opinions about themselves. they debate whether they deserve some kind of treatment or not. we all do that right#and i just know he does that too. i just reslly want him to feel completely loved and cherished and appreciated.#i want him to see himself through our eyes. to surround himself with people who see him exactly the way we do.#to fall in love with somebody who will see him like we see him#nobody deserves better life than this man. and i hope that after our reunion he will live that life to the fullest 💓 i can't wait to see it#anyway. if somebody needs to talk about it or wants to get sadness out of your system - im here 💓#please keep your heads up and lets wait for him 💓#we have esch other and we will be okay 💓#sorry for typos i can barely see its 1am 🤓
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y’all have no fucking clue how much i love sports once swimming and gymnastics and track + field and skating of all kinds are on omfg
#i fucking hate the olympics industrial complex™️ and i hate that the IOC are literal hypocrites#but i literally love sports so fucking much#who let me be such a faggot from day 1#bc i’m so fond of this time of year when the olympics come around#i got broken up with by my middle school ‘boyfriend’ (she came out as trans and queer later on LMAOOO both of us fags)#(i was not even 12 yet 😭)#and it was in such a horrible way (over 3 separate voicemails and WITH TWO OTHER PEOPLE WHO BASICALLY HATED ME) and they were just laughing#and all of them were just like ‘anyway no big deal. bye!’#and i cried for a bit at my aunt and uncle’s house#and i watched the olympics at like midnight and it was a warm summer night#and it was just so cozy to watch some summer sports i knew genuinely nothing about#idk why i’m telling y’all this…………………….#go sports :3#h.txt
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So anyways I think “Fire on Fire” by Sam Smith is a Kanej song
#LIKE THIS MIGHT JUST BE ME#BUT IT FITS THEM SO WELL???#I can just image the lyrics#‘then I saw you and I knew’#where Kaz sees her for the first time and his eyes light up ever so slightly but inside him fireworks are going off#AND ALSO#‘they say we’re out of control and some say we’re sinners / but don’t let them ruin our beautiful rhythms’#I MIGHT BE INSANE TBH#BUT I SHALL NOW FOREVER ASSOCIATE THIS SONG WITH THEM#anyways thank you for coming to my ted talk#these books have been driving me insane /pos#kaz brekker#inej ghafa#kanej#kaz brekker x inej ghafa#*cries in kanej*#kanej headcanon#kanej my beloved#they make me insane#six of crows#smartie speaks
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I’m on the beginning of season 4 of my twd rewatch and I think I’ve cried at least 6 times + help meeeee
#i love them all so much#twd#I did find Lori and Andrea more annoying this time around#Lori more so but I still cried when she died cuz it was carls mom and I’m only human😭😭#I’m glad Andrea came around in the end too bad it was too late tho😭😭😭#dales death always gets me even tho I knew deep down he would never have been able to survive long anyway :(((#I think I just love watching shows with chosen families too#I wish I hadn’t stopped watching after Carl’s death tbh but that shit forreal gutted the shit outta me#especially after Glenn had just died not long before#thanks for coming to my tag rambles :^)#I think of this as a little digital diary I’ll look back on someday
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i forgot who i was talking about sweet home with but the second season is sooooo good
#i say. as i’ve seen the first episode#thought it was airing but they released all the episodes at once so guess im binging this!!!#i almost cried 3 times so that’s fun#idk if they weren’t able to get kim seungcheol for this season but i miss him :(#and ok. never call me a song kang stan but make him bloody and weeping ns suddenly he’s the best actor ever#loooove go minsi i’ve missed my girl i can’t wait for more of her#i know lee dohyun comes back but that’s on me for not blocking the tag and getting spoiled :(#i mean i knew he was alive but still#anyways love a good monster show i love a good dystopia i love humanity surviving!#but also like humanity is the disease?? delicious i love dubious morality#FINALLY a drama that has me hooked and want to finish the episode! i’ve missed this feeling#lindsay posts
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all respect to the people posting devastated takes about aldhelm in the tag, i see you, i love you, but i find it truly wild that as a person who has written literally 300k of fic involving him i had next to no emotional reaction as i watched it happen...that's how badly done it was...
#i just...can't be invested in the way they handled it#it was...bad#i cried for two weeks after aethelflaed's death#i knew going into s5 she was going to die and i knew going into skmd that aldhelm was going to die#i am VERY glad that they gave her final arc the care they did#it was beautifully handled and what she deserved#particularly after her lackluster treatment in s4#if i had to choose i would say hands down i would prefer her death be given more care than his#but like...come ON#anyway i know not everyone agrees with me here#i am not trying to be an asshole#i just truly cannot wrap my head around how shoddily thrown together that 2 hours of footage was#on more counts than this to be clear#but i have my particular interests obviously#ANYWAY#seven kings must die spoilers#aldhelm#to be clear james was GREAT#i just could not take the context seriously#tlk spoilers#the last kingdom spoilers#salt post
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hey I think I’m sensing a pattern here
STEPH (middle left) AND JONAH (middle right) BELONG TO @bee-in-a-box you guys should go binge his Cricketsville tag idk just thinking out loud here [debby ryan hair tuck]
#cricketsville#<- KNEW IT WOULD COME IN HANDY 😎#anyway SCREAMS CRIES ETC. BEE’S OCS OFF THE CHARTS.#cups them in my hands#i really need to come up with an actual title for my story too god. sorry guys im so indecisive#jonah faust#steph chesterwood#cricketsville fanart#that’s a tag now 💕#the zomblorbos#gabriel zhang#drew lancaster#do they need last names wait .#this is just making me realize all the stuff i could and/or should? do LOLOL#drew technically has one (that I came up with purely for the sake of a custom letterman jacket)#idk I’m lazy teehee#EDIT THEY HAVE EM NOW LOLLL#toastytag#original art#original character#other people’s ocs#my ocs
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