#KIYA YAPS

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rate my fit for my bday tomorrow

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Chat u don't know how much i needed this

CARTOON LYDIA DEETZ is being microwaved

requested by: @kiya-cannibal-bug

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🎏Order Made

i kind of want to make a full version but it would be too hard on my brain so a short version it is! BUT its fine!!! It has all the bits I want to portray about Kiya's story, even if theres no context!!! please enjoy!

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❝ When I grow up...❞

𝗡𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴:

"Revolting Children"

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First of all rp blogs so you know who I am 😭 @ask-the-great-heather-chandler @goodness-knows-glinda @juni-riversss (the last is an oc)

"Nobody but me is going to change my story!"

Call me Bea or Eva (I like Bea better tho) ⸙ minor ⸙ libra ⸙ geeky ⸙ Athena Cabin ⸙ overuses the ✨ emoji ⸙ book lover ⸙ bilingual ⸙ ace most likely ⸙ free Palestine 🍉 ⸙ British, unfortunately (🥄) ⸙ major Gracie Abrams fan ⸙ Infp-t personality ⸙ ambivert ⸙ African pride ⸙ theatre kid ⸙pepper soup enthusiast ⸙ writer ⸙ artist ⸙ religion is.... complicated but leaning towards agnostic⸙ singer (sort of) ⸙nerd ⸙dancer ⸙ fangirl ⸙sport-lover ⸙ daydreamer ⸙ hopeless romantic ⸙ future designer ⸙ glasses gang ⸙ arsonists ⸙ tag me in poetry! ⸙ green, blue and purple>>> ⸙ chaotic good ⸙ in a world of heathers be a Veronica ⸙ my sexuality is "?!?!!!!?????" ⸙ Maeddie shipper ⸙

I'm always ready to make new friends (no creeps, please) so please talk to me! (Also I'd like to add, no donation asks please as I'm a minor and cannot help you, it just stresses me out)

Currently in my: Heathers, Beetlejuice, and Matilda phase!

Dislikes/Dni: Zionists ☄ creeps ☄ misogynists ☄ sexists ☄ racists ☄ homophobes ☄ transphobes ☄ bigots of any kind ☄ eating mushrooms ☄ geography ☄ mean people ☄ Monday mornings

Nicknames: Beatrice (by Turtle I miss her :() Beanie (by Shree) Belle (by Tina) Bee (by Myna and Fishy) Bea Bee (by Loife) Bumble Bee (by Ife mi <3333 (archivist)) Bear (by Kitcat) Beezus (by Riyana) (Bea)utiful (by Leta)

If you need someone to blurt random facts, rant about life, or just yap then I'm your girl! Feel free to give me nicknames and chat about random stuff :)

Also, send me asks, please :)

Moots

Other relations : @kiya-cannibal-bug (mum) @sleep-can-wait (wife) @manically-depressedd-psychopath (baby daddy (?!??!!?!)) @shrxe (child)

Fandoms I'm active in: Pjo, Tpq, Kotlc, Gilded, Hamilton, MCU, agggtm, Matilda the musical, Amari and the night brothers, the hunger games, six of crows, the folk of the air, Wicked, heathersssssssssssssssss, wicked and many more!

I can speak English, yr 9 level Spanish, tiny bits of Hindi (don't ask) and a few insults in yuroba

DNI if you are: a Zionist, a creep, a misogynist, sexist, racist, homophobic, transphobic, or just mean/disrespectful.

personal tags: #bea updates - any random og post • #[Bea reblogs] - reblogging a post • #[Bea's on the line] - answering an ask • #bea's wip - self explanatory

"Sometimes you have to be a little bit naughty >:)"

Side blogs:

@step-into-my-candystore (my heathers/musical blog)

@she-used-to-bea-mine (my vent blog)

So have a good day, be kind, and love yourself<333

This blog supports Palestine

If you don't, please leave me alone :)

Don't forget your daily clicks!

Byeee! <333

All images from Pinterest, dividers by me :)

I hope you enjoyed my ✨ extremely aesthetic ✨ intro post!

(Veronica Sawyer photo dump underneath because I love herrrr)

(the pookiest cast I ever did see)

(pfp is Alice Lee playing Heather Duke :])

[kanha-ki-fangirl]

what are your favorite songs right now?

OOOOH YESSS THANK YOU FOR THIS ASK

rolls up sleeves

I have too many. Fun fact, this list will have changed completely in a month.

Since there is apparently a limit over how many audios you can attach, I'll add the ones that might be a little harder to find.

Anywho, enough yapping.

Hindi:

O Mere Dil ke Chain

Tum Prem Ho Reprise

Ye Sham Mastani

Kya Hua Tera Vada

Chand Sifarish

Ye Vada Raha but this one

Ye Tune Kya Kiya

English:

Francesca- Hozier

Bad Dream- Wallows

Last Nite- The Strokes

Fade Into You- Mazzy Star

Secret Door- Arctic Monkeys

Chemtrails over the country club- Lana Del Rey

Nostalgia- Suki Waterhouse

Reckless Driving- Lizzy McAlpine

Out Of My League- Fitz And The Tantrums

And the three that I am THE most obsessed with:

(is it ironic that this song becomes my number one every winter?)

[kimberlyannharts]

misc thoughts on Issue #109 -

= Kiya's "you replaced me with a CAT????" thing is still funny and the only funny "lol the cat is a Ranger" joke they've ever done

= Also I'll take the idea that Drakkon was spending these past few months flying around and getting information and that thing he uses to activate the Arch but how did he know about Kiya? I hadn't thought about that before

= blah blah blah Evil M/tt won't stop fucking yapping and his exchange with Aisha is still gross and makes no sense. He was not a goddamn replacement the way Aisha was and it's like they suddenly swerved from "he feels expendable" to "he feels like a replacement" just to try and justify this stupid romance. Also I still say it would have been more of an interesting twist if Aisha had said she would have turned him down

= After Kim's spent the entirety of the run so far having tearful breakdowns over M/tt being gone, her being so abrasive and snarky at seeing the result of his kidnapping - he was tortured and turned evil - is very weird. Like it's fine by me (like haha yeah pointing out how we've already done the evil Green thing already) but it also just comes off like suddenly the writers had that same revelation of "hey, shouldn't Aisha be the one acting emotional and caring over M/tt since he's her love interest now?" and rewrote things accordingly

= At least it was nice to see Aisha and Kim work together a little. And their plan to take down M/tt by forcefully combining the Dragonzord with the Thunder Megazord was clever

= The Rita/Zedd fight has none of that weird "boss that flirts with you" vibe that later Rita/Zedd stuff will have

= Going back to what I said about how sometimes the character stuff feels redundant the Zack/Harturian Kid scene is once again just Zack comforting Harturian Kid after he feels like he failed as a Ranger and as I said, it's hard to get too invested because I'm pretty sure this is the last major scene HK will get. Also for some reason he has a nose in this art

[noctuadora]

So. Today, my lovely friend Kiya made me take the Enneagram test and my results were: *drumroll* Type 5!

5w4 to be exact. The rarest of them all…

Cerebral, detached, and sober.

What an interesting way to describe me. I found it hilarious when I first read it, but now that I’ve settled down a bit, yeah, it’s accurate. (I wouldn’t say I’m very intelligent though—cuz it feels like I’m stroking my ego lol)

Since this whole thing is interesting to me, I’m gonna yap into oblivion and write down my thoughts as I read this document.

I’ve said this before here (#adorablog), but one of the things I like and hate about myself is the fact that I try to understand everything—and by that, I mean to really deep dive into topics and concepts and ideas—because I feel the need to know why things and people are just the way they are.

It’s already like clockwork for my mind to withdraw from reality whenever I idle or walk or work or feel as if everything’s stressful. It is like instinct to me now, and that’s what scares me the most. I turn quiet, and I usually either daydream or write my feelings down instead. Thankfully though, I have friends who are supportive and encourage me to talk my thoughts out loud. Seriously, I owe them a ton.

I’ve almost forgotten how much I actually love to learn. Ever since I was a child, I’ve spent most of my time in the library, reading books that piqued my interest. Even now, I think that trait still remains (like in something as trivial as learning more about the lore of my favorite video games, learning a language, trying to figure out techniques in drawing, etc.)

I am an emotional person, but nowadays I tend to take a step back and question why and how did I come to feel a certain way towards a certain thing. Like, for example (let’s go for something trivial): why do I feel uncomfortable when it comes to aeon? It’s not like me to feel so much dislike against something as shallow as a ship. I’m usually chill. When I decided to detach myself from my bias to analyze my feelings and circumstances, I got a clear answer: it’s because their relationship in RE2make inadvertently reminded me of a personal memory that still haunts me to this very day. Just like Leon, I trusted in someone—and that person betrayed my trust. I know the pain it brings. It’s personal. It’s something not everyone can understand and respect. (After that, it’s more on capcom’s rather shitty writing, but I’m not gonna talk about that here lol)

And so, I understood. Now, I always remind myself that whenever I get triggers, I don’t react this way simply because I just dislike them—I have my own reason. Does it sound like I just became my own therapist?

I wouldn’t say I’m the calmest person ever (I have repressed anger), but I was raised to refrain from expressing my true feelings, so I guess this part holds something true. I am naturally private, but I also desire to break out of that shell and try to be slightly open. Hence, why I’m yapping about this Enneagram stuff and posting it on my blog, where people can read. Hi, if someone’s actually taking the time to read this lol👋

And that’s where the free document ends. I was engrossed in this topic now, so I went to search more about my Enneagram type. Needless to say, I’m intrigued!

According to Google, Type 5 is the rarest and most unusual Enneagram of them all. Figures… I think I take solace in the fact that it kinda confirmed my suspicions that I am in fact, a weirdo. In a good way, maybe…? Eh, I’m making a super long ass post of me just yapping. And that’s weird. I’m proving my point. Oh god.

I saw this one talking about the dark side of Type 5s:

“Isolated, withdrawn, and disconnected from reality, they become obsessed and disturbed by their own thoughts. They may fall prey to phobias and paranoia, escalating to psychotic breaks with reality as their imaginary world takes over.”

Oh yeah, this is 100% true and has happened a number of times when I was still in high school. It was a rough time, so many lost opportunities. That’s why right now, I can proudly say I’ve learned and I’m slowly healing… I chide myself whenever I get lost daydreaming about Leon Kennedy or get caught up in what people say on Twitter. At least I’m aware. I am still quite the yumejoshi (dream-seeking girl) though, that hasn’t changed one bit.

And now that I feel sleepy... I’ll end this post with a realization of mine: I’m an INFJ-T (deep thinker, the advocate) and a Type 5w4 (the philosopher). That means there’s no escaping my thoughts. I am a thinker, a yapper, and a daydreaming person, and I need to embrace that fact even though it makes me look weird and embarrassing. Like now.

I LITERALLY CAN’T. STOP. THINKING. ABOUT. THINGS.

GOOD NIGHT!

[moon-light-5]

Gercekten bunu yapicak miyim?

Savasmaliymisim

Savasicakmisim

Savasciymisim

Kiziyorum her kistasa

Her kiyasa

Kiziyorum ne zaman emin olmasam daha cok sinir oluyorum

Istemiyorum

Nokta

Net

Nokta

Nerden cikti virgul, kizicam da

Herkesin bir sebebi var

Amac diye nitelendirdikleri gerekceleri var

Kocaman da bir kiyas var

Rolantide asklar

Duragan bakislar

Hep kendine odaklar

Kendimim dedim, kendiminim

Senin icin olsun dedim sende degildim

Kizdim sonra yine catik kaslar

Bagirsam belki duyurucam ama duymalari icin bagirmiycam

Bagirmaliyim

Iste o yuzden goklere haykiricam

Duy duyma beni

Yap yapma dilegimi

Fark etmez

Celiskilerin de kafasina sikicam

Artik sadece savasicam

Hissetmek guzel de, mutluluk icin bu mu gerekli?

Yuzum guluyor ama bak ustum kirli..

Sen anla artik hayatin icindeki dengeyi

Bende goruyim gozlerinden kendimi

Pariltilar var belli

Isigi kirmisti gozleri

Acim dedim birden

Karnim gurulduyordu ama sustu

Sende sus payini kabul et dedim durdu

Her sey dokunmatikti

Beyin hitap edilmesi gereken bir yerdi

Mistik bir labirentte ilk sapagini dogru secmeye benzedi

Icinde guller de vardi dikenler de

Yilanlar da Tanrilar da

Hatta Medusa yi gordum ben burda

Gozlerine bakmamak icin cok ugrastim ama tasa donmus kalakaldim

Sonra ruzgarin sesini duydum

Ardindan yagmuru

Damlalarla toprak oldum yeniden ozgurdum

Dogru adimi at dedim kendime

Atin sirtinda dort nala cikisa kosarken buldum kendimi

Bir cin atasozu derki;

Kisinin aklindan gecenleri bilmek istersen, soylediklerini dinle..

Bende dedim ki;

Hangi yolda oldugunu bilmek istersen, oldugun yolu izle..

Gozlem, gormek, sindirmek, bilmek seviyesinde yeniden gormek

Algi, beklentileri karsilanabilir

Durtu, yapmaya tesvik edebilir

Karar, tesvigi gerceklestirebilir

Eylem, sana istedigini getirebilir

Her sey anla gercek kilinir

Ve gecmisle kapanir

Gelecekse sekillendirilir

Hamur gibi aslinda...

Al eline bu hayati oyna

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So just wanted to let you know, THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE WONDERDUL BDAY WISHES. I READ ALL OF THEM AND ILY ALL/p

IM SO BLESSED TO HAVE U GUYS EEEEE

Also I wasn't online for a few hours because I was at a trampoline park with my irl friends.

I kinda sprained my left arm but I'm okay-

I had fun there, i got gifts, I'll show them when I get to the house! I had pizza and stuff. I still felt depressed but I'm grateful for my dad and my irl friends

I was wearing the outfit I showed yall yesterday, I got barked at LMAO

Oh and I got 16 compliments-

[baguskah-caputri]

NICE HOMEWORK #4 “MENDIDIK DENGAN KEKUATAN FITRAH”

Well, NHW kali ini cukup membuat saya nyut-nyutan lebih dari biasanya. Iyesss butuh perenungan lebih dalam untuk melihat jauh ke dalam (diri sendiri) dan jauh ke depan (masa depan yang kita harapkan). Kali ini saya harus me-review kembali apa-apa yang telah saya tuliskan di NHW sebelumnya dan melihat apakah yang saya lakukan sekarang telah sejalan dengan misi hidup yang telah saya tuliskan di awal.

Pertama-tama, saya harus memeriksa kembali NHW-NHW terdahulu.

Di NHW pertama, “Dunia Kreatif dan advertising” sudah saya pilih sebagai jurusan pilihan saya di Universitas Kehidupan. Alhamdulillah saya tidak perlu menggantinya karena sampai NHW 3 minggu lalu saya masih konsisten dengan misi hidup saya.

Di NHW kedua, saya membuat checklist indikator untuk mencapai misi hidup saya. Sayangnya, tidak semua poin dalam checklist bisa saya lakukan segera, karena keluarga saya sedang berada dalam masa transisi dengan hadirnya Kiya, sehingga kami masih mencari pola yang cukup nyaman untuk berimprovisasi. Untuk poinnya, saya perlu menambah beberapa checklist lagi untuk diri saya.

Di NHW 3 minggu lalu yang intinya merenungkan “apa sih yang Allah harapkan dari diri saya dengan menghadirkan saya di lingkungan dan keluarga kecil saya sekarang?”, saya berasumsi sesuai fitrah saya, bahwa Allah memberi kelebihan-kelebihan kepada saya untuk saya maksimalkan agar manfaat dari aktivitas saya bisa dirasakan oleh saya, keluarga saya bahkan bagi orang banyak seluas-luasnya.

Seperti yang telah saya sebutkan dalam NHW 3 sebelumnya, misi hidup saya dan suamik adalah ingin berkontribusi dalam syiar islam dengan potensi yang kami punya, yaitu dunia kreatif. Dan peran yang saya dan suamik harapkan bisa kami lakukan tentu saja sebagai inspirator dalam menanamkan rasa bangga sebagai seorang Muslim lewat karya-karya yang lahir dari keluarga kecil kami.

Untuk anak tercinta kami Kiya, Kami berharap bisa menjadi inspirator, mentor dan fasilitatornya dalam menemukan misi hidupnya dan menyadari perannya dilahirlan ke bumi oleh Allah swt.

Menurut ahli, kita butuh 10.000 jam terbang untuk bisa dikatakan expert di suatu bidang. So, dalam setiap usaha mencapai impian, kita butuh milestone dan checklist indikator agar ikhtiar yang kita lakukan terukur dengan baik. Setelah itu kita menentukan titik “start” untuk memulai action kita mulai dari mana. Well, kita sebut saja KM 0. KM 0 saya sudah menetapkannya sejak tahun 2015 dan tahun 2018 ini saya menetapkannya sebagai KM 3.

Milestone yang saya iktiarkan adalah sbb :

KM 0 – KM 1 : Menguasai Ilmu seputar Design Grafis dan Illustrator

KM 1 – KM 2 : Menguasai Ilmu seputar Komunikasi, Branding dan digital marketing

KM 2 – KM 3 : Menguasai Ilmu dan mulai Menghasilkan produk kreatif yang sesuai dengan idealisme kami

KM 3 – KM 4 : Menguasai Ilmu untuk menjadi seorang inspirator dan mentor bagi orang banyak.

Yaps, semoga apa yang dituliskan bukan hanya menjadi penggugur tugas saja, tapi jauh dari itu sebagai pengingat bahwa misi hidup yang telah ditetapkan oleh diri di awal, kemudian menjadi lengkap ketika bertemu dengan misi hidup Suamik, sangat worth it untuk segera dilaksanakan.

Bismillah.. already excited hosh! Hosh!

Ibu Profesional

Matrikulasi Batch #5

NHW #4

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L O A F.

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XMAS PRESENTS 🎁 🎄

Oh and I got 60 dollars

The 4th pic is a beetlejuice bracelet!

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Fursuit progress

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new haircut

AAAAAA

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2 more weeks until my bday

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guys im getting a haircut in a few hours wish me luck