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Why does youtube keep showing me ads for this one christian dating app. I keep blocking them but they keep popping up as new versions over and over again, could you please leave my queer pagan arse alone, thank.
Maybe I should just start watching videos through Firefox instead of the app, at least Mozilla has my back with the adblocker...
#shut up paper#I have already blocked SO MANY versions#I don't know if it's something I've watched or if they just have an extra agressive marketing plan but I want it to stop#Just complaining pay no mind#I feel like there's so many more ads in youtube in general these days#Videos cut off every few minutes to show more ads
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Adjusting my glasses to take a peek into the umbrella academy tag like Hmmmm. Maybe I don't want to watch the new season after all.
#im gonna be real I didnt even realize it had come out yet#where was all the marketing?? i saw none of it#Ive complained to friends before that a lot of the umbrella academy feels like hurt no comfort in a bad way#theyre SO good at making interesting compelling conflict on a personal level with the characters#and every time it happens I go “oh man I cant wait for the others to find out about this thing and react to it!”#but then it just. never happens. its forgotten and replaced with more character angst only us the audience seems to truly care about#example comes most to my mind is like almost every single thing that happens to Klaus in s1#my son got the end of the stick over and over and over and it was either always ignored or used as a punchline#and thats only funny the first 3 times#same w Luthor basically almost being sexually assulted by Allison (am I remembering that right? its been a while)#it happens. its bad. the audience goes “oh fuck I cant wait to see the reactions / pay off from other characters ab this”#then it just doesnt! give us that!#it never gives us that pay off!#idk that was always my biggest pet peeve#the umbrella academy#birds rambles
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Do you know what I was doing tonight Mom? I was having fun, you know, trying to forget about all the crap that I have to deal with every day. Just enjoying a night with my friends. And then there you are, wasted at the bar - where I work, by the way, to pay the bills that you don't pay. And then you're off acting like a freakin kid hooking up with some guy half your age. I'm the kid, Mom. You're supposed to be responsible for me.
The Vampire Diaries S1 E16 There Goes The Neighborhood
one gifset per episode 16/171
#tvdedit#the vampire diaries#elena gilbert#stefan salvatore#damon salvatore#stelena#delena#tvdgs#tvd#the vampire diaries season 1#anna zhu#pearl zhu#kelly donovan#tvdversegifs#tvdverseladies#jenna sommers#caroline forbes#matt donovan#my edit#mine#my gifs#This episode was super grainy which was very annoying to edit#im also hating all of my coloring files which is par for the course for me#i'm just complaining pay me no mind
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How can I bribe you into helping me get a job in the industry, other than promising my undying love, which you already have <3
The industry is horrible and awful, low pay, long hours, no real chance of advancing.
Whenever people touring the station or new interns ask me for advice, I always tell them to change careers lol
#ask#plus; i'm a producer for a statewide channel sure; but it's nothing huge or glam#like;; i've gotten to work with celebrities but that's more luck than normal operations#and i've said 'i don't hate what i'm doing i hate where i do it' so much for so long that i don't even believe it anymore#i would only wish a career in television on people i hate#but i do try to be even minded as best i can; like i'm acutely aware i work in probably one of the most toxic environments in the state#i've been sexually harassed; grabbed; locked in a room and screamed at by a psycho freelance producer#been injured and seen graphic injuries that happened because of incompetence; seen theft and assault#and had the men at work get aggressive with me because i'm the youngest and shortest and only woman#told by management i was only given opportunities because i'm a woman and it looks better for their image if they pretend to put me up fron#had my bosses retaliate against me for refusing to do illegal things for them#to the point where i was below the poverty line for several months because of it#told by hr that i have no right to complain about anything because even though i run their biggest show i'm just a contractor#had my work stolen and other people's names put on it so those people get the emmys that my work has earned#and lied to about pay rates so I wouldn't know I'm paid less than the men who have fewer responsibilities and less experience than i do#and now they're waging a war against LGBT employees by promoting ultra-right viewpoints and banning mentions of pride#so no i really don't want to help bring anyone into this environment#every day driving in and driving home i just think about driving my car into a concrete wall#i'm looking for a new job i promise
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i feel nothing but neverending sympathy for basically everyone involved with Homestuck Beyond Canon. if you put me in a situation where a major, controversial plot point of my story was revealed through a fan-contest YEARS before it was actually going to be put into motion, and then i had to deal with people whinging and whining and complaining about it non-stop for YEARS despite the fact that it hasn't actually happened yet and they have no idea what i'm actually going to do with that plot point, i'd kill everyone in the room and then myself.
it's one thing to not like where the story's gone thus far, to be disinterested in post-canon, etc etc etc. totally fair. but holy shit can Homestuck fans realize that complaining about plot beats that HAVEN'T HAPPENED YET is fucking stupid??? you have no idea what's going to happen! you don't! you don't know how this story is going to go! you have your headcanons and theories and your wish-list of shit but you don't know the future and acting like you do is fucking stupid!!!! either let the story be told and save your bitching for when you actually HAVE something to bitch about, or just stop reading and posting about the comic you don't like!!!!!!!!
#text.post#homestuck#homestuck beyond canon#june egbert#this was specifically written about june but like#all of HS:BC in general has this issue with its fans#fuckin. we have no idea how any of these things are going to pay off#that's why we wait and see how they pay off#if your complaint is that it's poorly-paced and the comic so far JUST feels like set-up? that's totally fair!#but you're still complaining about an actively-updating story not being finished#“oh bluh bluh they made rose super cruel and selfish” YEAH THAT'S THE POINT#THAT'S THE STORY THEY ARE TELLING. AND THEY ARE NOT DONE TELLING IT YET.#zero-conflict weekly-update slow-burn fanfic where all the characters know fluent therapy-speak has rotted so many minds
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some headcanons for ASL! or more like AS before meeting Luffy. even feral jungle children have to manage their hair somehow
kittens....
#sabo#sabo the revolutionary#ace#portgas d ace#one piece#op fanart#fanart#art#karyss' art#also their hair usually grows out to their shoulders more or less#Sabo's hair is curlier and Ace's is more straight and bit more manageable#and tiny Ace is so fun to draw lol#sometimes I wish Sabo wasn't plaguing my mind as much so I could pay attention to my other beloveds.....#not really complaining#life is much brighter with a little guy rotating in your brain#I think I'll just slowly unveil my collection of 'Sabo as cats' pictures
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So a lot of item mechanics in Triforce Heroes come from A Link Between Worlds with slight differences (fire glove vs fire rod etc)
I can’t decide if this should mean
1) Ravio has been to the dark world equivalent of Hytopia and was inspired by Hytopian inventions to develop his own magic items before going to ALBW
2) Ravio was a magic item inventor who went to Lotopia and sold some of his items there first, causing the prevalence of similar items to make its way to Hytopia in Triforce Heroes
3) Lotopia would actually be very fashion-backwards and not have cool magic items like Ravio’s sans triforce and Ravio is coincidentally just a brilliant magic items-smith
#personally I vote for 2#cause I love the idea that the lotopian people were generally wealthy#and willing to pay lots of money for his items#and that’s why he bleeds us dry in ALBW just to RENT something#as if he pays any sort of RENT in links house!#loz#triforce heroes#albw#ravio#I love Ravio and albw is my fav game#but I WILL complain about his exorbitant prices#I don’t mind farming rupees but hell man
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something invokes the carnal rage in me when a grown man rages like a two-year old over a video game
#it makes me think of the mothers trying to act like theyre defusing an already blown up bomb and it's literally just#idk#it just gives me the ick im srry the moment i hear one 'me' entitled statement and it's not like#clearly burnt out 'i kinda know im being ironic' ventong#venting LMAO#and just genuine sorrow for urself#over a Digital Game#i just cant srry#maybe it's my youngest to an older brother who everyone gets the ages flipped around Not just from looks but actual Acting#syndrome#and of course context plays a part too like if u have a stressful af job and just wanted to rewind? understandable. id be pissed too#but mfers who just Sit there and continue to stink the whole room up is like. ok. get some air or smthin#i do Not fuck around with throwing or damaging expensive shit ESPECIALLY if u did not pay for it#idk im naturally good at video games i think only bcs i only had access to old one that were way above my age audience#so i had to develop a sense of patterning not just to have competition but to just play the game at all#but still i have gotten frustrated at games bcs everyone gets frustrated at smthing#but usually now. at my grown age. (even tho i Rarely ever game anymore bcs i cant rlly so anything not active in my mind#bcs of Guilt and Constant Dread of Judgement)#when i find myself getting frustrated it's bcs im purposefully either playing a harder level/mode/with better ppl so i can advance#and the advancing is just not happening#i acknowledge that and accept not every difficulty can be passed at one time or at all sometimes in my limited time/care so i just either#Shut it Off. or go back down to a pace i know can just be carefree#i DO have a thing where i Need to end on a win. which is not good bcs i do that with everythin (like sports) in order to justify me quittin#but if i have to get out of the rlly competitive lobby to get my dopamine then i will bcs this is meant to give u that#anyways it's just insane. ted complains abt superfocus while being superfocused himself on the concept of superfocus#the neverending story#DO anything not active** idk it's my fear of death maybe that i disease myself with everything needing a purpose when it comes to gain
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the issue with the RoyKeeley storyline in season 3 for me. if they’re not meant to be that’s fine, they’re very different people at different phases of their life, but tell us that. Give us some sort of emotional pay off for watching them share half of their screen time together for two years. There’s no scene in season three that felt cathartic to me.
#cicelyalaska#burritoprophet#twitter users#I think about this story line all the time#went through a break up from my bf of almost two years in April#and so I’ve paid a ton of attention to break up plot lines in the tv shows and movies I’ve watched this year#and this is the one that really latches in my mind#even though I was never a massive shipper of them#it’s driven me crazy for so long#because like this shit is actually life altering#and to pretend that love and partnership entering your life and then exiting after a year of stability#doesn’t drastically change you#and to give your audience no pay off#happy or sad#is just bizarre#anyways one day I’ll be done complaining about my favorite characters from my favorite show that I have anger towards now#RoyKeeley#ted lasso#roy kent#keeley jones#Ted lasso critical#maybe idk I’m just tagging in case u want to mute my ramblings
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#personal#it feels like im not allowed to complain about my own life on my own blog#or at least that if im allowed to that it seems very firstworld problem very selfish very not appropriate with all thats going on#that people will and do think less of me for expressing my own sadness and frustrations because theres no way it compares#to a lot of peoples very big and very real problems#but im so fucking sick of being poor and small. all ive had to eat today is 2min noodles roughly 10 hours ago#and all ill get tomorrow is a bowl of 2min noodles but ittl be another 15 or so hours until its the most reasonable to eat that#thats the real girlmath and then thats the last of my noodles. that leaves me with one (1) small tin of tuna#which might end up being tonights intermediary food if i really cant wait 15 nore hours for my next noodles but is supposed to be#the one meal of the day after tomorrow. so if i eat it too soon then i have even more time that i just dont fucking eat#im so sick to death of being in this position. like its literally killing me and theres fuck all i can do to make it better#ive tried. and i try and i try and i try but i can never afford anything#my landagent keeps sending me textx asking when theyll see a patment for my $50 water bill#i have to stop myself from texting back every time. youll see payment when im not spending literally 75% of my pay on rent alone#when i can afford to buy food and bills at the same time. whn i dont feel like kms-ing would be better than paying you my rent every frtnite#i crave a burger so bad i cant make myself do any tasks. i cant start or continue any crafts or chores because all im thinking about#is a burger like a blorbo rotating in my mind alongside the background noise that i wont get a burger and will only get noodles but not for#hours. a whole days worth of hours almost#my shitawful roomate is back and i have to play nice but he gives me the same feelings my abusive mother did. im scared to leave my room#in the safeplace house ive spent the last two years building for myself. this feels awful. things were all going so right and now#all of a sudden theyre all going as wrong as possible and im struggling so much. with no one to help. no one cares enough to help#the few people i do have are wrapped up in their own lives. which i get. but it doesnt take away the hurt of dealing with it all alone again#lot of momma trauma coming up with the end of eclipse season and i thought i was handling it. now i just feel fucking awful all the time#like ik healing isnt linear but the roomate triggers so hard things i thought i had processed and was on top of#would a burger fix that? no but itd atleast give me something to emotionally lean on for strength though it. but all ive got is noodles#24 hour apart one meal per day noodles. and tomorrow is my last pack. my only solace lately is that ive been invited to my first ever rave#or my first real rave anyway ive only been to one other 'edm event' that was not really a rave of any scale it was like 25 people#but its a halloween rave so im hoping for spooky fun dancetimes at least theres that. im out of data and spotifyprem so i havent been able#to take my silly little mental health walks bc theres zero chance im doing that without music and so itll be noce to get outside fr the rave#anyway. im doing very poorly i appreciate you few who reached out while i wasnt active but i expect ill continue to do poorly for some time
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i've just now found the words to articulate this but i personally think steve harrington is not a domestic life kinda guy. not meaning domestic relationship, i mean he's not going to be a school teacher coasting on calm waters. i think til like mid-late 30s he's gonna be clubbing by night, working shitty diners by day. until robin and her phD having ass forces him to be a permanent resident of her couch. yes with her partner living there too.
#this is just how i envision it#stranger things#steve harrington#stobin#platonic stobin#i truly believe robin will FORCE steve. i think he will not have the dignity to ask but he will complain about his living arrangement#every day with hopes she will ask him and she finally gets the hint and at that point he's like NOOnoooo i'm used to it :( it's ok....#and then they have the whol back in forth thing#she wins bc she starts stealing things out his apartment and he eventually realizes all his stuff is at robin's house.#and YES robin can pay to support her partner / herself and her codependent bff since the summer before senior year#she will have a job with full benefits no doubt in my mind#also she will be clubbing with steve occasionally. esp in her 20s
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Stressed because my dad is mad at me and my friend is mad at me and I have ibs
#theyre not really mad#my dad is irritated that i keep asking him to do jobs like a landlord and not paying him#but he never once complained and he was happy to do maintenance when other people were renting#so idk#and my friend is just annoyed in general because i changed my mind about going to a party with her#and i dont thing shes actually mad with me just mad because she wanted someone to go with and i cant now#and i poop so bad and weird 😭#stressed#al is talking
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got my wisdom teeth out on friday and am having the absolute worst time!!!!
#don't mind me i just want to complain#extremely loopy on pain meds#both nauseous and hungry at the same time#would pay any amount of money rn to be able to eat like. a taco
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love waking up every day feeling like i got hit by a bus, and the feeling fades only slightly by the time i go to bed again
#like. intense muscle weakness and pain and tons of random sore spots and everything hurts so bad#im only like halfway through getting ready for work this shit is absurd#and then i get to go to work max out the pain scale for 8 hours and then uh. rinse and repeat. every day. with no days off because it pays#so poorly that i have to work every day to make rent#living sure is. something. something really bad.#chronic illness#dont mind me im just complaining again.
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literally cannot remember the last time cramps knocked me on my ass like this jfc
#don't mind me just writhing and groaning#also no clue as to why???#didn't even have alcohol last night#i've also been extra irritable - i don't normally get too many emotional PMS symptoms (luckily- since my uterus makes me pay like this)#(even if it's not literally incapacitating me like today)#but god i'm pissed at everything today#legit just had a thought to make a post complaining about dewy-ness being so in and how i'm eager for everyone to stop looking damp soon#lmao#knowing me - it'll serve me well to stay off the internet tonight 😬#mine
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so fuckin late i just found out abt the matt healy nonsense and im fuckin disassociating bro x
#decades of work by grassroots organisers just to get the extremists to look away and pay no mind to queer people#so they can just fucking live. when public canings and beatings and jail time STILL HAPPENS for being queer bc it's listed as a crime#imagine doing that shit in a country where the rec 'treatment' for being gay is conversion therapy#imagine doing that. putting that spotlight on the thousands of people who are just barely surviving by relying on living in the shadows#while they chip away at the social constraints impeding progress bit by bit. imagine doing that. saying that. and then fucking off home#and ignoring all the homophobia and transphobia in YOUR country because it doesn't matter presumably bc its Worse when its nasty brown ppl#going BACK to your own homophobic transphobic country. leaving the thousands of people left exposed by that limelight.#im not even going to touch on ''im taking your money'' and the inherently disgusting colonialist bullshit in that#expecting him to donate to local queer charities is too much when he's a piece of shit#but jfc. and all his fucking insane fans going queer malaysians who have to live w the consequences of matt's actions who complain abt that#are suffering from internalised homophobia & i have no sympathy for you#firstly. queer malaysians saying 'stop - this is not advocacy it's actively threatening us' is not internalised homophobia#secondly. explain why you have no sympathy for queer people with internalised homophobia.#like. explain. as if we weren't all questioning and struggling. as if we come out of the womb just lucky enough to Know without a doubt.#as if we dont exist in societies and families that shape us into something we're not until we can't recognise ourselves#like explain why you have no sympathy for your fellow queers and act like they're the enemy. explain why you're siding with some cishet#trash white man actively endangering brown qpoc in the THOUSANDS in a drunken fit on stage. over the qpoc actually affected by this.#explain it. go on.#fucking sickeningggg it's SICKENING#tbd
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