#Julez1sn0t0k

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i got a cold sore and my r3x1e ass first reaction when i noticed it was “oh hell yeah now it hurts to eat so i can’t eat as much” what’s wrong with me lmao it actually hurts so bad 💀💀💀

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REPORT AND BLOCK THIS CREEP ‼️‼️‼️

asking a random teenage boy with a vent blog to let you exploit their addiction for porn is fucking wild

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what if today at lunch i just start sl1tting my wrists casually while talking with my friend just to see their reaction

i totally didn’t bring my bl4d3 to school just in case i get the impulse :333

i am clinically insane and need to be institutionalized actually what the fuck is wrong with me lmao i think i’m manic again

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wieiad 9/11

2nd day of the duo diet with nyx :3

i was too lazy to write it all out so here’s a screenshot of my log doc

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my parents made me go to church (i’m an ex-catholic pagan with religious trauma and they keep trying to convert me back lmao) and the priest touched my arm and said “i’ll pray for you” help im gonna tweak out

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car

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this is driving me insane JUST PUT IT UNDER A PAGE BREAK ITS NOT THAT HARD

^LITERALLY TOOK ME HALF A SECOND

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i swear the worst part of this disorder is how it makes you freezing cold all the time

like wdym the thermostat in my house is set to 74 it feels like 34 to me

my bones feel like they’re made of cold metal

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3d$hblr intro post <3

hi, i’m julian but u can call me julez :3

im a 16 yr old autistic n trans emo scene kid with a shit ton of trauma n general mental fuckiness (bipolar 2, c-ptsd, DID, anxiety, oppositional defiance disorder, multiple £d’s) & also physical disabilities cuz the universe hates me

my old blog got t3rmed, i used to be 22 raccoons in a trench coat

this is mostly a v3nt blog n imma be yapping abt d1s0rd3r3d 34t1ng, $h & general m3nt4l 1lln3ss stuff so if that’s triggering to u then dni i don’t wanna hurt anyone

sorry 4 the excessive censorship, i don’t wanna get nuked again

st4tz, tags n other stuff under the cut

I’ve been 3D’ed since i was a kid, i had ARFID my whole childhood n that kinda devolved into 4na, then everything spiraled and for the past few years ive been pretty much toggling between 4na, m1a n BED

st4ts (in |bs)

LW: 83

HW: 134

CW: 120

GW1: 114

GW2: 107

GW3: 100

UGW: 93

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i’ve been s3lf h4rm1ng since i was 8 yrs old, ive hit b3anz but usually just do styr0 n babycvts

i do it almost every day and the addiction progressively gets worse

sometimes i take pics

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tags:

julez1sn0t0k - my personal tag that you can always find me under in case i get nuked

julezr3bl0gs - reblogs w/ commentary (i’m too lazy to tag it if im not saying anything)

jul14n y4ps - my long ish rants about random shit

jul14n 4nsw3rs - answering asks

i also tag tw’s in case my moots have certain triggering tags blocked

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hot chocolate & my comfort dino plush, the two best things in the world

yes i’m a teenage boy and i bring a stuffed dinosaur everywhere i go, no i don’t give a shit what anyone says about it and his name is Toby btw

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tomato soup is so fucking good for being 110 cals it’s the loml fr

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i got through a whole school day, i only cried twice and only fainted once

someone give me a hug and tell me they’re proud of me because that shit was fucking hard

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i’m freezing n i can’t find my comfort skeleton hoodie :(((

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am i the only one who just doesn’t get m34lspo? like especially if they don’t have the c4l0ries listed it just isn’t motivating or triggering for me

but also i’m autistic and i have arfid so i like my food plain and bland and most m34lspo food is too complicated looking to appeal to me so idk but i still don’t rlly get the point of m34lspo tbh

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Good morning :]

good morning fren :D

hru?

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th1nspo fr