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canonicallysoulmates · 4 years ago

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J2′s Virtual Con Panel (March 7th, 2021)

Alright, let’s talk j2! As all of you probably know by now Jared and Jensen had a virtual con panel today (March 7th, 2021); it was the first j2 con panel of the year, and we started on a good note. I will be providing some time stamps, and as always I will be providing a link to the whole panel at the end of this post so y’all can watch it for yourself, I highly recommend doing so, it was a really good panel.

Okay, let’s jump right into it!

- The panel started late, and the reason I am mentioning that is because I have to comment on how stressful that wait was with the grey screen saying ‘standby!’. I much rather preferred the countdown, it was less stressful 😅

- Anyways, the panel starts off with some cute banter between the boys, they spend around 6mins just talking to each other, joking about Jensen’s hair, telling stories about each other. Honestly, answering questions was unnecessary because I would have happily seen a full hour of that, of just them talking.

- Jensen said he missed Jared 🥺

- So...Jared addressed Jensen’s birthday and okay let’s talk about this. After Jensen says he missed Jared and that it’s been so long since they’ve seen each other, Jared fumbles on his way to comment about how he was gonna post for Jensen’s birthday. You can practically see his brain buffer cause I s2g that man was this close to saying he was with Jensen before his brain kicked in, and then he switched lanes to mention taking a trip with G for their anniversary.

Of course I have an opinion about this, I don’t know if I’ll be able to express it coherently, but I shall try; it is so incredibly convenient he’d mention what has been a big talking point in fandom for the past couple of days. This is such a stupid thing to lie about, and it’s a lie that falls apart in seconds cause if you think about it shit don’t make sense.

We know that Jared and G were on a trip, but we also know they were in Colorado. Thanks to D’s hairstylist, we know Jensen’s also in Colorado.

So, I’m expected to believe that these two men who are incredibly close, who in this same panel mention how much they’ve missed each other, that Jared who says he didn’t post on his boy’s birthday (and yes he called Jensen his boy again 🥰) because he got all emotional thinking about how this was gonna be the first birthday in years he wasn’t gonna be by Jensen’s side and be able to give him a hug- I am expected to believe that Jared was in the same state and didn’t even make a pitstop by where Jensen’s at?! That they’d be in the same state and not even meet up?! Not only that, Jared and G’s anniversary was on the 27th which fell on a Saturday, based on reports we know they took that trip from the 28th to the 1st, if this was an anniversary trip why not make it a weekend thing from Friday to Sunday? Why do it from Sunday to Monday which was a workday? And I’m also expected to believe that they went on an “anniversary trip” and little mrs. social media preferred to post an old ass pic and not post anything at all from said trip, even posting a pic as if she were in Austin on the 1st. Bitch please, I love you but go to someone else with that tale cause I ain’t buying.

- Continuing with the panel, the boys start answering questions and I’mma just tell y’all right now a lot of the questions in this panel are kinda shit. This is the first panel of the year, both these men have big projects going on and yet the first question is about parenting. Their answer is pretty much the same thing they always answer, that they can’t do it alone, that most of it is their wives, Jared says he helps with the kids in the morning and then goes to the guest house and leaves Gen to it, if you’ve heard once you’ve heard it a million times.

- Next question is about dreams, and Jensen makes a joke about mushroom induced dreams that Jared finds so hilarious he has to duck out of frame. I don’t know if y’all have ever seen The Late Show with Stephen Colbert but Stephen’s wife is usually there when he’s filming and that woman laughs at even his stupidest jokes, if you see them interact they are that couple that is so obviously in love years into their marriage, they make each other laugh, and the reason why I am bringing this up in a j2 post is because that is the vibe that moment had! Actually, that’s the vibe a lot of this panel had; that mushroom joke was not that funny yet Jared reacted as if Jensen was the funniest man in the world. And the j2 doesn’t stop there because when it’s Jared’s time to answer the question the boys say they’re in each other’s dreams. x

- Jared said he sits in the Impala in his garage 🥺 Jensen said his Impala is safe and covered in a secure location in Austin, which I’m going to interpret as he left it with Jared.

- A fan asked if we would see director!Jensen make an appearance on Walker and Jared revealed he was supposed to! Jensen was slated to direct episode 5 of Walker but due to commitments to The Boys he sadly wasn’t able to but both boys say that it will happen and it’s something they’re looking forward to. So are we boys, so are we ❤

- When talking about how Jensen was supposed to direct episode 5 of Walker, Jensen commented that Jared was looking forward to having someone who knew him so well and could help him creatively on the set. Now, I will for no particular reason remind y’all that G works on the show.

I love Jensen ☕

- Moving on! Jensen talked about his production company. He said it is currently developing 5 different projects including one that they will be delivering to the network this week and that they have a project he’s excited about with an spn alumn. He said working on these projects and his company is what he’s been spending his time on in Colorado.

- Jensen put on a beanie and y’all are not ready for what happened. Not only did he look cute af, not only did Jared like how Jensen looked and compliment him but he called Jensen babe 😍 Now listen you don’t have to take my word for it, listen to the audio a couple times, form your own opinion about what you hear but I have listened to multiple versions of that clip with headphones multiples times at different volumes...and imo Jared calls Jensen babe, you can try to take that from me over my dead body. x

- They were talking about a fight outtake they did on the finale in slow motion, and did an example and when I tell y’all those two somehow managed to do an in perfectly in sync slowmo fight virtually!

- They showed their matching tattoos!

- Jensen sends Jared shirtless selfies and gives him beard updates. I swear I am not making this up.

- And in the line of things I swear I am not making up is that Jared grabbed the pic Jensen send him, and edited it to make it seem as if Jensen was singing the clean version of WAP, that is one of the funniest things I’ve ever seen 😂

- Jensen said him and Jared like to watch the early season gag reels 🤗

- At one point Jensen tried to tell one of Jared’s jokes and not even three words in this man was already in tears laughing so hard, he says it’s something that makes him laugh every time he thinks about it, he could barely get through the joke and to be fair it is hilarious; the joke goes: Did you hear there was an explosion at a cheese factory in France? The brie was everywhere. That cracked me tf up and it left them in tears 😂

- Jensen called Jared a freaking ox 😂

- Jensen says that if the roles were reversed and Sam had died, Dean would have wasted away at the back of a pool hall 😭

- The panel ends with j2 saying I love you to each other 😭❤

It was a really good panel, I had missed these men so so so so much, they have brightened my spirits and I’ve been in a good mood since I watched it, they just make me so happy 🥰. If you haven’t seen it yet I highly recommend doing so, the boys were looking cute, it was funny, they kept making each other laugh and there was even heart eyes! Jared kept getting the cutest little smile when Jensen was speaking, it was adorable!

J2 Virtual Panel

#j2 tinhat #this was supposed to be up hours ago but then i had dinner that led to a nap 😅#so many good little moments #mine #annianvi #now if y'all excuse me i need to go to sleep it's almost 5am over here

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cockelores · 3 years ago

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My tinhatty thoughts on Men in Woods because I haven't stopped thinking about this poem for weeks:

So yeah unless someone else comes out and says this is about them and misha instead, nothing can convince me this isn't a cockles poem sorry <3

If I were to give it a time frame it'd probably be in the summer hiatus of 2009 but maybe even a few months earlier? Jensen should still be considered a new friend, so a year/less than a year of knowing and befriending him would make sense.

I would also say it happened before the first cockles ring was exchanged. The ring still seems a little more romantic than a burned CD, even if it was possibly given in a bit of a brushed off way, but I also believe the ring happened when it was more or less clear from both sides that there was some romantic interest. And I think this got cleared pretty much after their little camping trip, especially the feelings from misha's side.

(Btw I know this is probably not a popular theory, but I've felt convinced for a few years now that the whole thing started from jensen's side, no idea why, but I just kinda got the vibes? In fact, I think privately and around certain people jensen is comfortably queer and has known that since his teens.)

I think they might have kissed again during/after the camping trip, probably talked this through with danneel and vicki at some point, and started casually hooking up after that. And then they still had around half a year of this more or less experimental fun time until they realised they might mean a bit more to each other, and so december 14 2009 comes into play! The last day before winter hiatus they have a little date and come clean about their feelings (in case things go south they wouldn't have to awkwardly work with one another immediately the day after and had a few weeks to cool off instead lol) but they realize, hey! great, he likes me back! let's do this then, and boom they celebrate this day every year as their anniversary 🥺

Why I think the camping trip and their getting together couldn't have been any later than 2009 is also how jared and jensen repeatedly make a connection between them meeting gen and misha respectively, which has always made me believe they fell in love with their partners at the same time over the course of the year and how special and fun that must've been for the two of them.... no that really is forever the cutest thing to me

Okay I went completely off topic from the poem and this just became a cockles timeline. Whatever, that's how I think the poem fits into their relationship development! Other people have written great explanations of why they believe the poem might be about jensen in the first place, so I'm not gonna repeat their posts ✨

#cockles #tinhatting #is it obvious I'm procrastinating on a lot of things

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castiel-left-his-mark-on-me · 4 years ago

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Hmm there's a Jensen and J*red meet and greet, but not one with Misha and Jensen, yeah thats not suspicious

So it's the one year anniversary of filming the confession scene, and there's no Cockles meet and greet.....hmm that's not suspicious

I mean, to be completely fair perspective-wise, Creation conventions almost never have Jensen and Misha panels (Hawaii being the one exception, I think) and they’ve never had Jensen / Misha meet and greets. They only ever have Cockles photo ops and those are often heavily policed by Creation staff members (I know, I’ve been one of them), so I wouldn’t necessarily say it’s suspicious ... more, convenient.

You have to remember that just about everything these guys do during a convention is contractually obligated. Do they have fun with it? Sure. Do they push the boundaries sometimes? Probably. Does that mean they have free-range to do whatever they want? God no.

Jensen and Jared’s Creation contract probably hasn’t changed much since they started doing conventions back near the start of the show, and that was long before Misha join in on the circuit-- so the two of them were the main draw. Misha didn’t become a lead until a few years after season 4, and at that point, his contract with Creation was probably only updated to include more money for his appearances and photos, solo-panels and autographs, longer meet and greets etc; but to negotiate a combo panel with either or both Jared and Jensen would involve Creation re-arranging their entire line-up over the course of three days. They’d have to get rid of certain events, cut other meet and greets and photo ops short, cut down other guest panels, and so on and so on just to make room for that extra stage time. Those conventions always have pretty jam-packed schedules, so I’m honestly not surprised that even though Misha’s popularity is a huge draw, as is Misha and Jensen’s combination ... they still don’t put it in the regular schedule simply for the sake of time.

Now, I know that this upcoming event is all virtual, so they “virtually” have all the time and ability in the world to do whatever combination they want ... but the guys still have their contracts in place. Sure, they could negotiate something different but that would also take time, and once Covid is over, they’d have to negotiate yet again, so I’m sure all the legal teams involved are taking the “if it ain’t broke, don’t fix it” approach.

The way this March convention is now-- it’s set up almost exactly like a normal in-person convention. Yeah, the personal phone-calls are different, but they’re also a stand in for that face-time someone would get at the autograph table. For Creation, I’m sure for this virtual event, it’s just far more convenient to keep things as close to “the real thing” as possible, and then that way, no contracts are breached and they can keep raking in the money.

I wish it were different, I really do. No one loves a good Cockles panel more than me; but I don’t think this one is a conspiracy. It’s about the money and the legality, and the convenience. That’s it.

That doesn’t mean we can’t get some answers though ... Jensen and Misha might not be in a virtual room together, but I have no doubt the two will be texting one another through the whole thing, so we need some dedicated Hellers to ask the important questions and get to the bottom of some things, because we all know that the B*bros are gonna be out in full force.

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waywardnerd67 · 4 years ago

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20-21 SPN AU Bingo Masterlist

**COMING SOON**

Sweet Slice – Dean x Reader Summary: (Y/N) is new to Lebanon escaping the big city life when she gets a job at a local bakery. Things get complicated when her past returns and her boss gets in the middle. Square Filled: Baker!Dean Word Count: 2173

Whole New You – Misha x Reader Summary: After a nasty break-up (Y/N) goes to the salon to change her hair and unexpectedly meets the person who changes her life forever. Square Filled: Hairdresser!Misha Word Count: 688

Big Cat Country – Jared x Reader Summary: (Y/N) loves visiting the big cat exhibit at the zoo especially after meeting the newest caretaker. Square Filled: Zookeeper!Jared Word Count: 890

Here to Help – Jensen x Counselor!Reader Summary: Jensen meets with the school counselor after his teenage daughter gets into a fight at school. Square Filled: Single Dad!Jensen Word Count: 1661

The Family Business – Dean x Reader Summary: (Y/N) is hired on as the newest mechanic at Winchester Automotive. Trying to prove herself, she catches the eye of the boss’s son. Square Filled: Coworkers AU Word Count: 1470

On The Road Again – Cas x Reader Summary: (Y/N) is trying to escape her past when she comes across a knight in shining armor disguised as a truck drive. Square Filled: Truck Driver!Cas Word Count: 744

Angel Cakes – No Pairing Summary: A new bakery opens in Lebanon and (Y/N) goes to check it out. Square Filled: Baker!Cas Word Count:

This One’s For You – Jensen x Reader Summary: Dating the world’s number one rockstar takes its toll on (Y/N), but in the end he always makes it worth it. Square Filled: Rockstar AU Word Count:

Long Distance Call – Castiel x Reader Summary: (Y/N) has waited weeks for one phone call and when it finally comes it unexpectedly gets cut short. Square Filled: Soldier!Cas Word Count:

Just Desserts – Dean x Reader Summary: (Y/N) is stuck in the middle of Dean and Cas’s battle to be the best bakery in Lebanon. Square Filled: Rival AU Word Count:

Damsel – Jensen x Reader Summary: He thought she needed saving when in the end, she was the one who ended up saving him. Square Filled: Superhero AU Word Count:

The Pact – Dean x Reader / Dean x Cas / Cas x Olivia (OFC) / Olive (OFC) x Reader) Summary: They all wanted love but appearances needed to be kept. Square Filled: 1920’s AU Word Count:

Cross The Line – Sam x Student!Reader Summary: College was meant to be about pushing the boundaries but (Y/N) toes a dangerous line. Square Filled: Professor!Sam Word Count:

Truce – Dean x Reader Summary: The Winchester and The Campbells were always fighting each other, but what happens when a Winchester falls in love with a Campbell. Square Filled: Mafia AU Word Count:

The Muse – Jared x Reader Summary: Jared finally achieves his dreams by opening his own gallery but the moment is bittersweet. Square Filled: Photographer!Jared Word Count:

True Love’s Kiss – Jensen x Reader Summary: The Prince of Evergreen is cursed by a wicked witch and the only way to save him is by true love’s kiss. Square Filled: Disney Prince/Princess AU Word Count:

You Make Me Better – Dean x Reader Summary: Dean never took anything seriously until he found the one thing to make him take life seriously. Square Filled: College AU Word Count:

Of The Sea – Dean x Reader Summary: On the anniversary of his wife’s death, Dean is surprised to find out what truly happened to her. Square Filled: Mermaid!Reader Word Count:

Power Play – Jensen x Reader Summary: In the boardroom they are competitors but in the bedroom they are so much more. Square Filled: CEO!Jensen Word Count:

Beauty and the Assistant – Castiel x Reader Summary: Being a top model’s assistant was a real pain in the ass but he always made up for it at the end of the day. Square Filled: Model!Cas Word Count:

Partners – Jensen x Reader Summary: After (Y/N) buys out Jensen’s company they have to learn how to separate work and pleasure. Square Filled: CEO AU Word Count:

Belles Petites Fleurs – Jensen x Reader Summary: The last thing (Y/N) needed was another man in her life until fate trips her into the arms she was always meant to be in. Square Filled: Florist!Jensen Word Count:

Panty Killer – Jensen x Detective!Reader Summary: Austin, Texas is on high alert after a serial killer comes to town leaving a trail of beautiful women in his wake. For one detective this case would change her life forever. Square Filled: Serial Killer!Jensen Word Count:

Paradise Island – Dean x Reader Summary: When their boat wrecks onto a stranded island, (Y/N) and her friends find their own little paradise. Square Filled: Stranded AU Word Count:

XOXO, Me – Detective!Dean x Serial Killer!Reader Summary: Dean has been tracking the same serial killer across the country and finally in Kansas City he gets a break. Coming face to face with her has some unexpected results. Square Filled: Free Space Word Count:

#spnaubingo #waywardnerd67fics #20-21 spn au masterlist

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legless-fish-on-rollerskates · 3 years ago

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What's on your Nov 5th bingo card?

Ohhhhhh, this is such a good question! Hold on, lemme think...

Jensen releases the tapes to celebrate the one year anniversary, and it is revealed that there were network execs in the room the whole time who kept yelling "less homo!" and ruining the take

A NASA employee reveals the existence of aliens to the public and is shot by the government

Walker gets canceled

The Queen dies

Jensen releases the tapes to celebrate the one year anniversary, and it's even more awkward and stilted than the final cut

Jared and Jensen get in another bitch fit on twitter, but this time Misha gets involved and he is arguing against both of them

Joe Biden attempts to come out as bisexual and is met with horrible backlash

Misha accidentally sets his hair on fire during a live youtube stream of a zoom meeting about climate change

Jensen releases the tapes to celebrate the one year anniversary, and it is revealed that Dean and Cas did in fact make out with tounge for twenty minutes but the network cut it

Misha leaks his own nudes at three am in the midst of an existential crisis

Harry Styles kills someone in self defense and is lauded as a hero

Harry Styles kill someone because he wants to and is lauded as a hero

The moon simply... ceases to exist

Anita Bryant publicly apologizes on twitter for everything she's ever done to the gay community, but it is very clearly insincere and uncomfortable to read

Jensen states outright that yes, Dean is bisexual, he's just not that into Cas

#that's all i've got for now #others feel free to add on #ask box #thanks for the ask!#this was fun #supernatural #november 5th

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kickingitwithkirk · 4 years ago

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Happy Coincidence Chance Discovery

Pairing: Sam Winchester x Piper, Jared Padalecki x Piper,

Characters: Dean Winchester /Jensen Ackles, mentions of Chad Michael Murray

Word Count:4367

Warnings: cursing, kissing, nudity, implied sex/genital fondling/teasing

*Jared and Jensen are single.

A/N: for @idreamofplaid Thanks for the Memories Challenge #plaid and the memories HAPPY BIRTHDAY JARED🎉

Prompt: Season 11, episode 4, Baby

A/N: Baby is my favorite episode but every time I’ve watched it I kept wondering; Sam’s hook up with Piper the waitress? So this is my fill in that blank with a Jared twist.

Divider: created by @writeyourmindaway

*No beta all mistakes are mine

Dean drives into the parking lot of a roadhouse just after dusk and Sam looks at the marquee shaking his head in disbelief.

“Are you serious? Dean, it's late, I’m exhausted and..and.. and starving. And this place. I mean, even Swayze wouldn't come to this roadhouse.” Sam groused.

“First of all, never use Swayze’s name in vain, okay. Ever.” Dean chastises his brother for such a sacrilege, “Second, you don't remember this place? You don't remember Heather, the hunter we worked the wendigo case a couple years ago?”

“Oh, yeah,” Sam partially smiles, remembering that night of fun.

“Yeah, exactly” Dean taking the same trip down memory lane.

“What, she’s here tonight?” Sam asks, perking up a bit.

“I texted her, she's working a rugaru case in Texas.” Dean says.

“Actually, she never texted me back. That's not the point, the point is that we have a ton of driving left to do just to go to a town where it's not probably a case.” Dean points ahead, “But in there, good times.”

“Uh...” Sam hedges looking at the building.

“But time heals all wounds, especially good times. What do ya say?” Dean looks at his brother hopeful.

“I say... knock yourself out.” Sam answers with his usual reply and Dean looks away, “I'm gonna find a diner and dig into the lore like Cas did, see if anythings ever happened where we’re headed.”

“Ah man, you really got to learn to have fun.” Dean’s reply was full of disappointment in his little brother.

“Seriously. It’s pathetic.”

They both climb out of the Impala. Sam grabs his bag from the backseat and starts walking back towards town as Dean heads into the roadhouse.

***

Sam had walked over a mile looking for somewhere to eat. Being Saturday night he thought there’d be more open but that’s small town living, the streets roll up at noon on the weekends.

He was about to give up and hike back to that mom & pop gas station he passed for a microwave burrito, preferably bean to get back at Dean, when he happened upon a small, local place, Mak’s Diner.

Hitching his bag up, he pushed open the door expecting the usual greasy spoon Dean's unerring sense navigates towards and stops just inside the front door.

It was an older establishment, obviously one of those passed down from generation to generation places but to his surprise it was well maintained, despite the C on the marquee being burnt out.

“Evening, have a seat anywhere and I’ll be right with you.” A woman’s voice called out from the kitchen. Sam walked past the counter smiling at only other occupants, an elderly couple having coffee and dessert, heading towards the back where family seating was located.

As he passed the next to last booth he noticed a closed laptop, several open books with notes scrawled around their margins, highlighted paragraphs and a few notebooks scattered on its tabletop.

He dropped the bag on the seat and shed his jacket before sliding into the booth, fishing out his laptop and the legal pad that he had started making more notes on earlier.

“Hey there, what can I get you?”

Picking up the menu laying by his elbow Sam glances through it, “Coffee and the Cobb salad, thanks.” He orders closing the menu and looking up to hand it to the waitress. She is differently not what he would have expected to find in a backwater burg like this one.

Her makeup is understated, nails painted a neutral color and her copper hued hair is pulled back in an elegant chiffon, not a high ponytail or hastily bobby pinned up-do, held in place with a real silver clip, the type that’s handed down as an heirloom.

“Just the Cobb salad?” She asked looking under the tabletop, taking in Sam’s long legs somewhat stretched out under it, boots bumping against the other side of the circular booth. Her blue/grey eyes slowly travel up appraising his body till they meet his.

“Big boys like you need more than a few leafy greens for stamina.”

Sam felt himself blushing like he was seventeen again. Waitresses blatantly flirt with Dean and vice versa all the time so he’s taken aback by this woman's more than blatant appraisal of his physique.

“I, um, yeah, ju..just the salad.” Sam stammers out.

“Okay, be back with that coffee.” Her smiles genuinely, not that faked for the customers sake one he’s used to.

Sam appraises her retreating figure like she did him. She’s not wearing the nurses white or black rubber soled shoes that’s usual waitress gear he’s seen but a brand of tennis shoes he knows are out of the typical income of career restaurant staff.

The fifties style, yellow uniforms color is completely unflattering, not fitting her right, way too tight around her bust and hips and far shorter than it should be, her mile long legs on display.

Sam shifts in his seat and tries to discreetly palm down his spontaneous erection but not so little Sam is putting up a fight, making it known it's been way too long since he’s gotten wet and he wants to enjoy her junoesque attributes.

***

While he is waiting for a page to load Sam hears the elderly couple preparing to leave. He watches as the husband helps his wife into her jacket and gently takes her hand, resting it in the crook of his arm as they slowly make their way to the exit, feeling the pang of loneliness that’s his constant companion.

“Mr. Reynolds’s, hang on a sec,” the waitress calls from the kitchen emerging with a white cake box tied shut, “Auntie wanted me to make sure you got this before leaving. She’s sorry she missed your anniversary party.”

“You tell her we missed her, needs to hurry up and get well.” Mrs. Reynolds remarked as her husband took the box with his free hand. She glanced back towards Sam, “Sweetie, you gonna be okay here with the likes of him?”

Sam kept his expression neutral, waiting to see how this plays out. He knew people found him intimidating because of his size and being a stranger in a small town, he definitely stands out but not many were that blatant about it.

“He ordered a Cobb salad, I think I can handle him,” she jested winking at him.

The couple bid her goodnight and she went back into the kitchen, Sam realizing they were now all alone. Sighing, he starts reading the info again trying to figure out what exactly their hunting is. Or not.

He was so focused on his research like usual he didn’t acknowledge the waitress standing there with his order.

“Kmm hmm,” Sam’s head snapped up, “must be something really good if you don’t notice the likes of me.” She chided him setting down a coffee decanter and cup.

“Sorry, guess I was kinda caught up.” Sam moves the laptop and notepad over as she sets down his salad and two types of dressing. “Figured you might not be a ranch type of guy so I grabbed the vinaigrette too.”

“Thanks, I prefer vinaigrette, don’t usually get offered it.”

“I’m pretty good at reading people which is why I also brought you this,” she set down another plate with a lettuce wrapped, curiously colored and, by the smell, not meat burger with all the fixings, a generous helping of baked sweet potato fries and a green colored milkshake.

“I didn’t order this.”

“I know but it cooks night off and I’m trying some new recipes. Seeing as you're the only other one here, you've been conscripted as my guinea pig.” She slid into the other side of his booth where an identical plate rested, “I wasn’t kidding about you needing more than just a salad. Besides, I hate eating alone, you wouldn’t believe how often it happens. Fuck, where’s my manners, I’m Piper.” She stuck her hand out across the table.

He takes her preferred hand amazed how it fits perfectly in his, “Sam.”

“So Sam, figure out what you're hunting yet?” She asked nonchalantly as she picked up her burger, “Cause, not being judgey, but that’s some really random shit you got there.” She takes a bite, watches as his expression bounces between startled and incredulous.

“How…”

“Saw your Tarsus 99 when you took off your jacket. I had one as a kid, then daddy got killed on a hunt and I got sent here to live with Auntie, she doesn’t cotton to hunting.”

Piper picked up a fry pointing it at him, “But what I really wanna know, where the hell did you get that demon blade, ‘cause I’ve never seen one like it before.”

Sam hesitates, “That’s a long story.”

“Don’t close till one and I’ve got nowhere to be after.”

Sam decides to deflect instead of answering. “So what is it you do, because you're definitely not a waitress.”

“Officially, I’m an antique appraiser. Unofficially, I’m helping a wayward hunter who graced my door with something he can’t figure out.”

***

Sam and Piper, after closing the diner, stayed another three hours hashing out the research for his case were now taking their time walking back towards the roadhouse.

“I’ve been wanting to ask, what’s with that name tag?” Sam noticed early it read Maggie.

“Came with this god awful uniform. Auntie insists that we all adhere to how her daddy ran the place. So when I came back to temporarily help out after her surgery, Maggie decided she was not gonna take orders from someone younger, quit and I got stuck with this. I told Auntie it wouldn’t fit, even with letting out the hem. Maggie was like five-four and I’m over five-ten!

Ugh! I keep popping these stupid top buttons and can’t freaking bend over without showing everyone my C U Next Tuesday.”

Sam smiled that nervous smile he got when unsure how to respond to an answer he wasn’t expecting.

“I normally wear this to cover it,” moving her pocketed hands in the light weight, knee length sweater she had put on when they left the diner, “but I have to confess,” Piper turned around, walking backwards, “I took it off when I saw you come in, thought what the hell, been long time since a really cute guy has walk through my door so...” She bit her lip, turning back around as they continued down the lane in companionable silence.

Sam mused over her confession admitting to himself he was interested in her too. He enjoyed sharing different theories and bouncing ideas of what they might be hunting back and forth with her, surprising him with her unique take on things.

Piper might not have been the type he consciously steered towards since Jess but she was comfortable to be around, didn’t feel his usual awkwardness he normally had around most women.

They arrived at the roadhouse a few minutes later and Sam led her towards the Impala.

“Damn, you brother is a fucking artist, how many times has he rebuilt her?” Piper asked walking around the car, running her hand over the Impalas pristine exterior.

“To many.” Sam replies, putting his bag on the front seat. “Can I have a look?” He turns to see Piper standing by the trunk. “Um, sure.” Strolling over he unlocks it and lifts the interior wheel well exposing the car's hidden armory.

“Is that a grenade launcher?”

“Yeah, Dean found it at the bunker.” Sam laughed remembering how excited Dean had been when he discovered it.

Piper shook her head shutting the trunk and hopped up on it, “What’cha wanna do now, go in,” gesturing at the bar, “or hang out here for a while longer?”

“I think I’m good hanging o...”

Piper grabbed his jacket dragging him between her spread legs and kissed him.

It took Sam all of five seconds to process what was happening before his hands grabbed her hips and tugged her to the edge of the trunk, her short skirt riding even higher as she wrapped her legs around him, pulling him closer.

Sam jerked back as headlights flashing over them, a patrol car drove into the parking lot. He lifted Piper off the trunk and led her to the car's back door dragging the green cooler out of their way.

Piper climbed in as he hauled it to the trunk and grabs the army blanket Dean keeps then gets in depositing it and his jacket over the front seat.

“Where were we before being rudely interrupted?” Piper asked, sliding onto Sam’s lap and leaning in to resume kissing him.

Sam tangled his long fingers into her now loose hair pulling to halt her, “What about that patrolman?”

“Won’t be back till closing, around six A.M.”

“That means Dean won’t either,” he says closing the space between them, heatedly attacking her lips.

***

Piper ran her hand over his bare chest, “How long is your refractory period?”

Sam shifted to look down at her, “umm, around twenty minutes.”

“Hmmm, I’m gonna have to see what I can do to shorten that ‘cause we are so doing that more than once again.”

“And how are you gonna do that?”

Piper stared at him slowly trailing her hand down his torso. Sam’s breath hitched as she lightly teased her fingers across his lower stomach, running through his treasure trail and over to his hip.

Shifting further down his body she continued running her fingers over the top of his left thigh feeling the hard muscles flexing under the skin. She placed both of her hands in between his legs shifting his left one off the seat and bending his right leg back placing his foot flat on the bench seat.

Piper kneels in the space between Sam’s spread legs continuously moving her fingers in random patterns over the insides of both tights, touching him everywhere below his waist.

Sam closed his eyes groaning loudly, dropping his head back against the window as her fingers played over his balls feeling her other hand travel behind them teasing over his...

“You fell asleep in the fucking car!”

His eyes snapped open startled. Blinking rapidly he sees Dean leaning through the open car window looking at him.

“Dean what...where’s Piper?”

“What’s a Piper?” He growled out, “Dude, we wrapped twenty minutes ago and I’ve been looking for you, got worried cause you weren’t answering your fucking phone Jay!”

He took a good look at Dean. His foggy brain finally realizing its mistake, taking in the headset hanging around his neck and the ball cap he likes wearing when directing. “Jen, sorry, guess I’m still in Sam headspace, got disoriented for a sec.”

Jensen laughed, “You find one grey hair and suddenly you're getting memory loss and needing naps? I’ll have to remember to have you in bed by nine, old man.”

“Your fucking hilarious Jack.” Jared shoots back sliding across the seat getting out, “Man, I had the weirdest dream.”

“From the happy noises you were making that was far from weird. And speaking of happy,” Jensen's eyebrows went up as he pointedly looked down.

Jared glances down thinking he’s drooled all over himself only to see the prominent bulge in his jeans.

“Bob’s called a meeting in five but I think we’re gonna be late.”

***

“I’m telling you it was so real! She was tall with coppery blond hair, tasted like chocolate peppermint and has this tattoo above her...” Jared paused grinning, keeping that specific location to himself, “I’ve never in my life had such a vivid dream like that.”

“Dude, you like petite brunettes.”

“I know..so why would I make her a redhead?”

“Hell if I know, it’s your giant melon. Maybe all that sugar ribbon you eat is finally getting its revenge.” Jensen snarks as they enter the meeting room.

They were greeted by Bob’s gruff voice, “About time you two showed up. Alright, now that everyone is finally here, we need to get everyone up to speed. We’re having to make changes to the filming schedule.” He pauses looking at him notes, “Jared, don’t need you to come tomorrow for those new promo shots with, what was that new character again?”

“Y/N Y/L/N, Sam’s new love interest.”

“Right, anyways, writers scraped that idea. As some of you heard, several of our exterior locations got flooded with that last storm and it’s taking time to find new locations so instead of doing blocking we're gonna do a quick read through of the new episode.”

Jared opened his copy of the new script to episode 4: Baby.

Reading the opening scene he experiences deja vu, quickly scanning the first two pages: bunkers garage: Dean washing the Impala, Sam having a possible case in Oregon. Next scene: interior shot Impala, Sam gets a protein shake out of cooler, Dean wants to know about the beer. Next scene: pulling in roadhouse parking lot, Dean trying to get Sam to join him, goes to eat instead, shot from Impala view watching Dean walking. Next scene: daybreak continuing from the view of the car...

“Fuck me.” Jared whispers, catching Jensen's attention. “What’s wrong?”

“This is how my dream started.”

Jensen pulls a yeah right face.

Jared shifted in his chair leaning closer to Jensen, looking directly into his green eyes, “I’ll prove it. Next scene: Dean gets in the car at daybreak and a naked waitress pops up in the backseat with a voice-over from Sam. Dean gets out peeping in the driver's side back window at her getting dressed. Cut to next scene: Sam climbs into front seat buttoning his flannel as he apologizes for having sex in Dean’s car. Dean, happy his brother finally got laid drives off quoting Bob Sager lyrics, playing Night Moves and Sam changing a lyric.

Jared continued to lay out the entire episode from memory as Jensen flips through the script following.

“Bullshit Jared, someone snuck you a copy of this script, you're totally fucking with me.”

“Jensen, not this time.”

***

Jared walked back to his trailer aggravated that Jensen won’t believe he didn’t get an advance peek of the script. He can’t shake this unsettling feeling that he was forgetting something important.

He was two steps into his trailer when his phone vibrated. Chad left a voicemail instead of texting, weird.

“Jay man, you gotta do me solid. A friend of mine got the part of Y/N on your show and I don’t know what the fucks happening up there but she flipped the fuck out on me! Need you to check on her, she’s outside one of the guest trailers. And have her call me back after she’s calmed the fuck down!”

Jared snorted, another woman pissed off at Chad, shocker. “The fuck you getting me into this time Murray.” Jared mutters to himself as he heads over to the guest stars trailers and hears a somewhat familiar voice outside of one.

“What do you mean there’s nothing you can do? I get here and now they're telling me they’ve dropped the story line.”

There was a pause in conversation as Jared walked closer to hear more clearly over the lot's noises and was shocked when he saw her sitting on one of the trailer's steps.

“But I signed a contract...what? I don’t remember seeing that in there. So they can just arbitrarily drop the part with no notification, that’s bullshit! I’ve never had a clause like that in one before. I gave up my job and apartment for this!” She gets up and paces around not noticing him.

“They're giving me the bit part of the waitress in this episode, have a five am call for hair, getting a blonde rinse so I look more like a Dean type girl. I don’t know what the fuck is with these writers, it’s like they don’t get Sam, should’ve left him like Kripke originally created him.” She paused, “paying me what? At scale! That’ll just cover my petrol for the drive back to L.A. Wait, what about my six month lease? Could you check on it.”

“Oh, giving me two nights at the Hilton. How magnanimous of them,” she sarcastically replies, “can I still get that part on Arrow...cast someone else.” She abruptly ends the call and sits back down on the step slumping over her knees.

“So, how much of that fucked up conversation did you overhear?” She asked not looking at him.

“Um, almost all of it.” Jared confesses, “I wasn’t intentionally eavesdropping but I got a voicemail from Chad,” she looked up staring in disbelief at Jared, “he’s worried and wanted me to check on you.”

“Fanfuckingtastic, can this day get any better? I’ve completely humiliated myself in front of Jared Fucking Padalecki!”

Jared can just make out her blushing in the still dimming light. “I wouldn’t say completely, I mean, you could drop your pants and yell Pudding.”

She blinked at him before doubling over in laughter, “Alright, point taken. Still, it’s a crock of shit you don’t need to be bothered with.”

“Chad’s kinda made it my problem. Look, I don't know all the details but maybe I can help, I can call casting..”

“Oh hell no! Thanks but no thanks. Bunch of assbutts on social media were already speculating about how someone like me got the part in the first place. Last thing I need is more ammo for the haters, they’ll tweet something like I had a three way with you and Ackles because I was desperate to get the part back.”

Jared cleared his throat, running a hand through his hair embarrassed to feel turned on by the imagery she conjured up in his mind.

“Mmm, that’d be my wet dream come true, but not the point, they’ll just come up with some random shit.”

Jared understood being all too familiar with the anti whatever’s having been the target himself.

“Okay, how about we go to my trailer,” she gave him a skeptical look, “where you can have some privacy to call Chad back. I’ll get de-Sam’d and we can talk some more or grab a bite if you're hungry.”

“You don’t know me from Adam, what if I’m some psychotic serial stocker nut job?”

“If your friends with Chad, you absofuckingloutley are Ms. what's your name.” Jared sarcastically remarks given her a mischievous grin.

“Touché, and it's Piper,” Jared froze at her name, “and you’ve been friends with Murry longer than me so I know you’re straight up batshit crazy.” She smarts back standing up, “lead on, oh gallant knight.”

***

Jared walked out of the bath toweling his wet hair sees Piper lounging on his couch still on the phone with Chad.

As he crossed over to the kitchen's fridge he couldn’t help but notice her low rise jeans had ridden lower, revealing the top half of the tattoo just above her..

“Dude, should’a told me Padalecki has a tattoo kink,” Jared tripped over his feet before catching himself embarrassed at getting caught, “Yeah, that was your boy.” She winked at him, “No way in hell I’m ever showing it to you perv.” Jared loudly laughs at that. “Hey, when I get back I’m PA’ing for you till I get another gig. Don’t you dare argue, you got me into this so it’s that or I’m on your couch for a month,” Piper rolled her eyes at Chad’s response, “Yeah, yeah, talk to you later.”

“Is that how you met Chad, working as a PA?” Jared inquired coming over to sit down next to Piper handing her a beer.

“Yeah, paid the bills while doing auditions, was starting to pick up a few bit parts around LA.” Piper starts nervously fiddling with the bottles label, “I heard about the casting call for a new Sam girl and Murry talked me into trying out for it, so I figured unless I kiss Crowley I don’t have a shot in hell and holy fuck, I got it.”

She stopped talking but kept playing with the label.

“Hey, whatever it is you don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to.” Jared says gently touching her shoulder in a reassuring manner.

She took a long pull of her beer before continuing. “My Auntie died and I inherited everything, including her debts. I negotiated a smaller settlement but it wiped out all my savings.” She paused draining the rest of her bottle. “I figured it was serendipity..”

Jared is half listening, feeling that uneasy sensation again at that last word.

“...gonna be Sam Winchester’s...”

“If we’re meant to meet again,”

“.. weren’t killing her off after three episodes but then they decided to drop that story line...”

“we will.”

“...I should be going. Thanks for the beer and letting bending your ear, I’m gonna get out of your hair.” Piper gets up heading for the door.

Jared finally remembers.

“I believe in serendipity..maybe you can too.”

He quickly jumped up moving between her and the door blurting out, “I know you said you didn’t want my help but you can’t go, not yet.”

“Okay, why not? ‘Cause any other time I’d be up for some wham bam thank you ma’am but so not in the mood right now.”

Taking a deep breath he goes for it, “So, get this, after we finished filming today, I fell asleep in the Impala and had this dream…”

***

Jared sat on the couch nervously chewing on his thumb watching as Piper paces back and forth mulling over his story.

She abruptly stopped and sat down on the table in front of him. “So here's the deal, I will believe everything you've told me,” Jared opens his mouth to say something but Piper reached out laying her fingers on his lips, “if you can answer one question.”

Jared took her hand remembering how it felt so right in his, “Okay.”

“Since you’ve seen it in your dream, what does my tattoo mean?”

“In Japanese, it means happy coincidence,” Jared confidently says sitting back as Piper climbs onto his lap, “but that's the first line, the second one is chance discovery.”

Jared pulls her in, brushing his lips against hers, running his tongue across them so she’ll part them , allowing him access. He can taste the beer they’ve been drinking but there’s that sumptuous flavor of her underneath he finds intoxicating..chocolate peppermint..thinking to himself..

Serendipity.

#plaid and the memories #Baby #sam winchester x piper #jared padalecki x piper #SPN Supernatural #sam winchester fanfiction #Sam Winchester #dean winchester #Jensen Ackles

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swiftlymoniquesblog · 4 years ago

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A Tribute to Supernatural (LONG post ahead)

Well, today is the day. The day I have struggled with for the past year or so, the inevitable. The day the last episode of Supernatural was going to air on television. I never thought I’d be writing about this, about how much this show has meant to me, but with today being the day another chapter in all our lives comes to a close, I feel like I owe it to the cast and crew and to all of you, to make this post. So here it goes.

I haven’t been in the fandom for too long, about two-and-a-half years now. I’ll never forget my anniversary date: May 20th. That was the day that changed my life forever. I know, sounds pretty cliché but it’s the truth. I remember that day very vividly, too. I had gone on a bus trip with my family, out to stay at a casino about an eight-hour drive with my family. It was rather a fun time and I remember on our way back home; I was searching through Netflix for a new series to start, and Supernatural had popped up. I hesitated trying it again, because I had previously watched the first episode of the first season, and it absolutely freaked me out. I had tried to watch the second episode after that but couldn’t make it halfway through. After much deliberation with my friends on Facebook, who had been fans for quite a long time at that point, had told me to just push through and keep watching because it got better. So, with an eight-hour drive ahead of me, I figured I’d start it again and really give it time. Little did I know, that was the day that I would hold close to my heart forever. And of course, my friends were pleased to have heard I was giving it another chance because they knew I’d love it; they were right.

Fast forward to today, and this show is way more than just a show to me. It’s become a way for me to connect with people, complete strangers in most cases, but it’s become a safe place. Sure, I’ve had my share of negative people or “bullies” if you want to call them that, but none of that would stop me from talking or sharing anything about the show. Then, I got more invested in the cast and who they were outside of the show. I never realized how important they would become to me too, but they really have and they’ve become like a distant family. Granted, I’ve only met a lot of the cast just once, but the connection they give us, whether through the characters of the show, or the small glimpse into their personal lives they give us, just makes you feel like you’re apart of something bigger. And they never let you think that they don’t care. Of course, they don’t really know me, just like I really don’t know them, yet they have a way to make all of us feel like we’re tied together somehow, and it’s beautiful.

Like I’ve previously stated, I have met quite a few members of the cast (see photos above). My first Supernatural convention was one of the greatest experiences I’ve ever had. It had been several years since a convention was set up in Texas but when they announced there was going to be one in the Dallas area, I knew I had to be there. The show had already made that much of a difference to me, under a year. 2019 was the year I graduated from university and I wanted to do something really special to celebrate such a big accomplishment. What did I choose to do? Celebrate with the Supernatural family of course! When I began buying tickets, it was scary yet exciting. I, unfortunately, didn’t get a photo with Jensen because they had sold out already, three months before the event was going to take place (hence the photo with a poster of Jensen). I bought the photo with Jared and was extremely nervous about that photo more than any others. I still really don’t have a solid answer as to why I was so scared to meet him but I usually say because he’s so freaking tall, it’s kind of intimidating, and the fact that I had built such a high pedestal for Sam in my mind, that I was afraid I would disappoint myself seeing Jared, but none of that happened.

Getting to go to a Supernatural convention is extremely difficult. It’s so unbelievably expensive, I still can’t believe I’m trying to go a second time (if COVID would just CHILL) but the experience as a whole, is what does it for me. If you go as I did, I went for the entire weekend because I didn’t want to miss a single minute of all the excitement that was building from Creation Entertainment or the fans who were going to. Actually, it turns out, that a few of the friends I made via social media, were going to be there that weekend too, so we made plans to meet up in person; and we did! The fans are what really makes the convention's special. Because we all have one thing in common and we all can share our experiences and laugh or cry with each other. It’s a community I’ve never been apart of before, but that’s what makes it so special. The fandom has, mostly, been very generous to me. Offering up advice on what to expect when going to the convention and advice on meeting everyone. Most of the advice came about meeting Jared and it turned out everyone was right.

Jared Tristan Padalecki is one GIANT teddy bear! So many people described him that way to me but once you get to see him up close, it’s nothing like you imagine. He is HUGE and it is kind of scary with that floating over your head, but when you walk up to him, he smiles so wide at you and is so happy to see you. For me, I went right in for a hug, wrapping my arms around his waist and his around my back or so. It was brief but I felt so safe just being that close to him for that small amount of time. And then my op, is my friend is supposed to be sad that I’m hugging Jared and not her. We weren’t prepared too much on how we were going to pose, but I remember Jared had reached out for my friend to be closer to him in the photo but she said that she was supposed to be over here for the pose. I remember too, Jared grabbing me and wrapping his arm around me, right under my neck, somewhat close to my boobs (no, he didn’t touch them, even by accident) and I responded by bringing my arms up to hold onto him too, then the photo was taken. I made sure I was smiling and had no idea how Jared looked, but I think he looks absolutely adorable smiling like he was. And when I went to walk away, I looked up at him, looked into those beautiful eyes, and thanked him for the photo and being there that weekend. He smiled at me and rubbed my back just briefly, but I felt heat rise in the place he touched. Other fans too, commented how happy he looked, when I went to pick up my photo on the table that held all the freshly printed photos. I was really happy with how it turned out but I kind of wished we planned it better. This second con, if I get to go, will be a lot better because I’ll have a photo with Jensen and two with Jared, and I’ve already come up with the poses for those three ops.

Ultimately, this show and the community of fans, has really gotten me through a lot. Recently too, life has been pretty difficult for me, but I always just look at my phone to see my wallpaper of me and Jared, and that makes me feel a lot better. I’ve invested so much time and effort into this show, that I can’t imagine a world where it no longer exists. I don’t believe everything we’ve built as a fandom is going away, it’s just going to look a lot different.

I’ve had my own fears for how this day was supposed to come. And it was supposed to originally end much earlier in this year but because it got delayed, the final filming, it brought me a small bit of relief because it meant I got to hold on to Sam and Dean just a little longer. But now that this day is here, I am grateful for all it’s brought me; happiness and a sense of family. I’ve worried too much about how we are all going to carry on without new episodes coming on. Will everyone end up forgetting the show? Will it still be as important to people as it is right now? Will all the merchandise disappear? Will conventions still be going, if they get picked up again? How will people see Jensen and Jared now that they have separate plans? Will they lose fans after the last episode ends? Will we still mean as much to them now as we did at the start of it all? What is the future going to hold for Sam and Dean? So many questions plague my thoughts and have ever since Jensen, Jared and Misha announced season 15 was going to be the last one. But I guess that’s all just a part of the life cycle of a show. And maybe all of these questions will have answers tonight, maybe they won’t. Only time will tell.

All in all, I am so incredibly proud of everyone who was involved in that show. They worked incredibly hard to bring these characters to life every week and they gave us a wonderful fifteen-year run. A lot can happen in fifteen years, and it has, for all of us. No one is the same person they were fifteen years ago; I know I was a child and now I’m all grown up. To try and put into words what this show has meant to me, wasn’t as hard as I thought it would be, but my level of gratitude to everyone isn’t as easy. I feel like thank you, just isn’t enough. The cast and crew deserve way more than just a thank you and that’s why I’m writing this. But the biggest debt I owe is to Jensen and Jared and everyone who was at the sets from the very beginning. I know it must’ve been difficult, being away from family members as often as you were, but it doesn’t go unnoticed. Thank you to Eric for creating this show and this community. For sharing an insight into the thoughts that roam around your head and bringing them to life. For gifting us with Sam and Dean Winchester, two of the most beloved characters I think anyone has ever seen. I can just see years from now, people talking about the ‘greatest television shows of all time’ and I imagine that Supernatural will be on that list, if not at the top. I hope someone not only talks about the show itself but about the fans and the dedication we have to a storyline so unique as this one. To all the writers, y’all have made me laugh and cry and cheer for the good guys. There have been breathtaking highs and heartbreaking lows throughout the years but what a ride! Never have I been this invested in a tv show before, but as my Supernatural Day 2019 shirt says “possessed and obsessed.”

Finally, to the Supernatural fans, I love you all so much. There isn’t another group of people I would want to have as friends to cope with this ending. I know it’s been hard on all of us, having to accept the end, but we’ve gotten this far, so let’s bring it home. Let us be the ones to carry on the “family business.” We can carry the lessons that the Winchesters taught us and we can be the ones who won’t ever let them be forgotten. It is a privilege to have walked this journey this far and I hope to walk through to the end, together as a family. I want this to hold a special place in your heart years from now, as it will mine. Never forget what this show, this family, the cast and crew have meant to you. It can be easy to forget something that is no longer right in your face but keep the memories close to your heart, forever.

Let’s kick this ending in the ass and come together to support each other in this difficult time. And, as a few people have mentioned, carry on wayward son (and daughters) there will be peace when you are done.

#supernatural #supernatural 15 years #supernatural season 15 #supernatural family #supernatural series finale #Jensen Ackles #Jared Padalecki #Misha Collins #alex calvert #supernatural family forever

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clairvoyantsam · 5 years ago

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When dreams come true ft Jared Padalecki - 4th year anniversary

Rome, May 19th 2016 ... The day the ultimate dream came true! Some of you may remember I bumpted into Jared (or in fact, JARED bumpted into ME) while out and about in Rome that day, a few of my friends know all the details too, but I don’t think I’ve ever mentioned here exactly how and under what impossible circumstances this happened. So ... story time! (& stuff about jib5,6,7)

BACKGROUND

This wasn’t the first time I met Jared, I had met him before at JIBCon5 in 2014, so this was my second time (I was supposed to see him at JIBCon6 in 2015 too which I attended as well but you guys know what happened that year).

He was lovely that first time, I told him it was my first Supernatural convention and he gave me a warm welcome, made the entire experience so wonderful for me, during the photo ops, the autograph session (where I gave him a scrapbook with messages from fans I had been in contact with) and the panel question I asked him (I completed one of his sentences which was actually a Sam Winchester quote from SPN and it made both of us and the entire audience laugh xD - I have a photo of me somewhere from that moment and I haven’t seen myself smile so widely ever!). Anyway, like I said, the first convention was fantastic, a beautiful and most memorable experience (despite the fact that Jared had a misfortune that time too since he broke his arm and missed one of his panels as a consequence).

The second convention while it had its moments, it sat (and still sits to be honest) heavy in my heart because I was constantly worried about Jared’s wellbeing and everyone including me was heartbroken. The rest of the cast did everything they could to keep us all entertained, they truly did but there was a dark cloud over our heads that couldn’t be ignored. The first thing we talked about with Jensen at his meet and greet (because of Jared’s absence, I was given the opportunity to be in that M&G, sitting right across from him and Robert Singer who was present at the con as well). Jensen was genuinely worried, he surely put on a brave face but whenever Jared was mentioned, he’d get emotional. While I asked show-related questions at the M&G, I wasn’t sure what to ask Jensen or tell him when I got his autograph and then I thought of the simplest thing: “So, I may be really sad about the empty spot next to you (Jared’s spot on the poster Jensen was signing for me) but I wanted to tell you that I truly appreciate the fact that you’re such a supportive and caring friend towards Jared. Everyone deserves a friend like you to have their back.” Then he took my hand, shook it, looked me right in the eye, put a hand on his heart and told me a sincere “Thank You”. Frankly, I loved Jensen even more at JIB6, he showed both a brave and vulnerable side and he tried so hard to give everyone a great time. My best photos with him are from that con for sure!

So, you see, I HAD to try and give my luck a third chance to live the perfect experience. I wanted to live it all, photo ops, autographs, M&G, panels but I also had a secret wish: to be one of those fans who accidentally meet their fav randomly in the city (NO stalking because that’s just fucked up, only by chance). I always saw posts of lucky people who got to meet him outside of conventions. He’s not one of those snob celebs, you see. He’ll always smile at you and talk to you and get pictures with you. So, I dreamt about it the entire year before JIB7. @darlingjared and I would talk and joke about it all the time, praying that our stars will listen and make a surprise meeting possible. Of course, deep down we know the chances were extremely low. Rome is a HUGE city with hundreds of places of interest. He could be anywhere, on the opposite site of where we’d be.

The day finally arrived, and we got to Rome (Thursday, May 19th 2016). Soon after I arrived at the Hilton hotel, I got to my room to get some rest after the flight. Not much later, I got a text saying Jared was at the hotel!!!! (no idea why??? the convention was starting the next day and he wasn’t to appear until the day after that). Before I could get dressed to go check, he was gone but I heard he was really sweet and greeted everyone who said hi to him.

In the afternoon, after I met with my roommate and @darlingjared ,we took the Hilton bus that took us downtown; it left us near the Victor Emmanuel II monument. Naturally, we went for walks around the city. We had a bite to eat and then got lost in a street trying to find our way to the Trevi fountain, so we asked around and managed to get to our destination. We spent a few minutes there, taking photos and then continued our way, meaning to get to the Spanish steps. While we were heading there, rain started pouring, so we took shelter for a few minutes until it stopped. We thought, damn, we will never meet him during this weather. When it stopped, we did some shopping at a supermarket and since the time had passed and we had to grab our ride back to the hotel since the Hilton bus had a specific route schedule, we said let’s just pass the Spanish steps quickly, go down via Condotti and head back. (I have to mention here that my BEST DECISION EVER was to wear the Always Keep Fighting T-shirt for this walk). At this point, we were certain we wouldn’t meet him, so we basically forgot about it and just started chatting with each other and laughing. I mean, we walked around many places, we got lost, we got stuck in the rain. What were the odds??? So, we’re laughing at our own jokes and for some reason we had our attention focused at the right side of the street. I turn my head straight at the PERFECT time, seeing that beautiful, smiling giant, coming my way through the crowd and adressing me before I had the time to react:

Jared: “Hey, I love your shirt!”

I fucking froze. Can you imagine?????? Not only did we eventually meet him but HE came to us FIRST to talk!!!!! We didn’t have to notice him and shyly go talk to him, wondering if we’re disturbing him, asking for pictures. He casually just approached us because he wanted to, because he’s kind and simple like that. I was so shocked, mouth agape, that he just went in for a hug to bring me back to reality!!! Now, name me another actor, another celebrity who will stop on his own to talk to you and hug you, I DARE YOU TO FIND ONE!!! He’s pure and special like that. He hugged each of us (gosh, he smelled like Heaven and looked so good in that sexy coat he wore, his hair kinda wet from the rain), asked us how we’re doing and then we asked if it would be ok to take some pictures with us. He said “sure!” and we took our phones out. Mine was brand new and I hadn’t even taken a picture with it, so, basically Jared blessed it first xD My hand was shaking so bad that I couldn’t take the picture, so, he put his hand on mine to steady it and took the selfie. He took pics with all of us, we thanked him and then he told us to have a good time and that he’d see us again at the convention. Needless to say when he left, we started losing it because we couldn’t believe what had just happened!!! It was out of this world. To this day, as I’m writing this, I still can’t believe it. We wanted something so SO much, that the universe made it happen. It’s one of those times that you know the stars aligned so that something you desired with all your heart could come true!

The entire convention was absolutely phenomenal. Jared remembered my face throughout the weekend, I asked him interesting questions during his panels and the one he shared with Jensen for which he later thanked me when I saw him at the photo ops (he particularly liked my question adressed to him and Jensen about the proudest they’ve felt about themselves in real life and about their characters on Supernatural and the other one concerning what Sam and Jared would tell each other if they met in real life which he found great because he said he had never been asked that before.) The M&G with him was a blast, he sat with us longer than what was expected, got to ask him two questions there (I have another detailed post with everything that was said in the M&G), he was super chill and eager to answer everything we wanted to know. When I got his autograph, I told him everything he means to me, thanked him for inspiring me to be a better version of myself, straight out told him I love him and he was so kind and gentle and shook my hand and told me he loved me back (also gave him a custom made chocolate I ordered particularly for him with #AKF as a theme). “I love you, always keeping fighting Jared, never forget.” I was on the verge of tears for multiple reasons but I had to say that to him. I was not in a good place back then and Jared was a beacon of light, of hope that kept me going. At our last photo op together, I asked him to hug me “like there’s no tomorrow” and he held me so tight in his arms, I couldn’t breathe but I didn’t care. I didn’t know what he looked like when he hugged me but getting out of the photo op room, the girl who was behind me stopped me in the hallway and said: “Omg, he was so sweet with you! Loved what he did with his eyes. Your photo will look beautiful”. I was confused because I was looking at the camera when the picture was taken, so I had to wait for my photo op to get printed to see what she was talking about. My heart melted when I saw this:

I mean, look at that SOFT face. He’s so sweet, you can FEEL his kindness radiating by reading his expression. Some people may think nothing of this but it meant the world to me back then. It was as if he was telling me “things will get better, you can do this” without using words.

When Jared hugs, he does it with everything he has, like he’s said before, hugging is showing you care about someone and damn, he does. He’s an actor but he doesn’t pretend during these moments, I can assure you. He’s a person who feels things deeply, he’s someone who understands what it’s like to struggle with your personal demons and that’s why I’ve always related to him the most. He has a heart of gold and personally, I’ll have his back always. He didn’t have to be so kind to me but he was and I will never forget that.

So this is my story. This post was probably too long but I had to share these thoughts.

Jared, I know you don’t remember me but if you ever see this, thank you for being you, don’t ever change. I love you, man. #AKF

~Elena

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invictanimi · 5 years ago

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When I saw "The Photo Shoot". You know the one. The EW shoot for the last season of Supernatural, complete with flowing champagne, long hugs, and a sneaky kiss; I was inspired.

Here's my little head canon drabble. Enjoy!

Too Close

Jensen sees the struggle on Misha’s face. It’s subtle; only a handful of people would recognize the tightness around his mouth, the jerkiness of his movements for what they are. But Jensen knows him, knows everything about him, and more importantly, can give him what he needs.

Not letting his perfect actor mask slip for a moment, he makes meaningful eye contact with Jared, who steps up to take his place as a distraction. The photographer is guiding them as she is shooting, asking for playful and celebratory. That’s why they have the champagne, after all. So, of course, Jensen pours his bottle over Jared’s head and sidles closer to his hurting friend. He tries to prop up Misha’s smile through sheer force of will, and it works. For a minute. They’re supposed to be ecstatic. This is the end of their last big photo shoot. The last one.

So many things are coming to an end. This show that he’s been on for the entirety of his adult life. The exhausting, but incredibly fulfilling promotion of the show through conventions and fan events. The ability to split his time between his family and his hidden life.

Most people assume that they are emotional because the show is ending, and sure; they are right. Of course the lead actors are invested in a project they’ve spent over a decade working on. But the last season of the show is also the end of what has come to be an essential part of his life. He is losing his touchstone, his compass, his North Star.

His life is so inexplicably entwined with Misha now that it brings tears to his eyes when he contemplates no more Sunday mornings lazing around in bed together. He hates the thought of extricating his clothes, his albums, and especially his photos from Misha’s. That they’ll have to stop going on the goofy stealth dates that no one has ever found out about, except for one - their ten year anniversary. Even that one, they played off as simple friendship. Sure, there is speculation. Well, less speculation and more conspiracy theory, but the occasion was too important not to commemorate. They honestly didn’t think it was that overt, but their fans are not stupid, and for actors, they don’t always do a great job hiding their emotions.

Jared has been their gatekeeper for years. He keeps people from looking too closely at Jensen and Misha by playing the clown. He propagates the idea that they don’t really like Misha, which Misha is totally fine with. Growing up with a hippie mother who dressed him in girl’s clothes and sent him to school, Misha had to grow a thick skin. Jared’s always on the lookout for hugs that last too long, eyes that lock too longingly. He blocks the camera’s view of them, misdirects media and fans, anything to protect his two best friends and the insane pull they have on each other.

Daneel put it best when she called Misha Jensen’s gravity. He’s in orbit, and without him, he would drift back to the mundane world he knew before. Misha has opened up his mind to new perspectives and ways of thinking that blew his sheltered, Southern mind. They practice yoga and meditation together, and up until Misha blew out his hips, they ran together, too.

Never in a million years would have put himself out there to sing in public if it wasn’t for his own heaven-sent sunshine. He also wouldn’t have contemplated getting into charity work, which is now one of the driving forces of his existence.

Misha calls Jensen his rock, the presence that grounds him and keeps him focused. He honestly doesn’t see what the charismatic man sees in him. He is proud that he’s been guiding Misha’s interest back into politics. For years, he would get frustrated with the state of affairs in American government, but he did it from the sidelines. Jensen convinced him to step into the ring and use the influence (not that kind of influence) he has as a celebrity to affect change like he wanted to back in college.

Jensen notices a wobble in Misha’s chin when their eyes meet, and he responds instantly. Bringing him in for a hug, he whispers to Misha. “This is the last year we have to hide. We just have to make it through this year.”

“I can’t believe we signed those fucking contracts,” Misha huffs and sniffles just a bit. Their hug has gone on way too long, but Jensen will be damned if he lets go while he’s needed.

“I love you, Mish. It doesn’t matter if anyone else knows, as long as you know.”

“I do, I just keep thinking about what’s going to happen after…” The shine of his breathtakingly blue eyes gets brighter through the tears, and Jensen knows that he has to intervene. Tonight, when they are alone, this tender-hearted man can feel all of these deep emotions. Jensen will gladly hold him, let him bring them all out to the surface and deal with them. He’ll sing him to sleep like he does whenever Misha has had a rough day.

For now though, they have to get through these last few pictures.

“We’ll figure it out, baby. I’m not going to let you go.”

Misha lifts his lips at that earnest statement and pushes back gently. “Stalker,” he mutters under his breath, just to make Jensen smile.

It’s such a perfectly Misha thing to do, to take care of him even when he’s the one hurting, that he laughs and can’t bear to let go of him just yet. Thankfully, the photographer calls for them both to look at her, and it’s the perfect opportunity to drag Misha closer. They slot their bodies together, side by side, and although he knows it will cause an uproar, Jensen can’t help but kiss his temple. When he hears the warm, content hum in response, he thinks that it’s worth any amount of trouble they get into.

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holylulusworld · 5 years ago

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Don’t want to see us end

Request: Can I have an imagine of when Jensen tries to propose to the reader, but she rejects him because it reminds her how she and her husband divorced because of her and she doesn’t want the same thing to happening to them? Please let this end in fluff! Thanks!

Pairing: Jensen x Reader, Jared Padalecki

Warnings: angst, a messed up proposol, tears, fluff

Jensen is nervous, no beyond nervous. His hands are slightly shaking, and his lips are dry as he gets the little black box out of his pocket.

You are engrossed in watching the waiter bringing you champagne and your ordered dessert. “We didn’t order champagne.” You say glancing at the confused waiter. “Excuse me, ma’am but Mr. Ackles ordered champagne for this special night.” The waiter says and you wonder.

“Special night? Did I forget an anniversary, Jay? Don’t tell me I forgot…” You can’t end the sentence as Jensen is kneeling next to you, opening the black box to show you a beautiful ring.

Breath hitching in your throat you feel tears well up your eyes. You want to say yes, want to be happy but then you remember you did this years ago.

Happiness. A wedding. Your husband and you broke apart only one year later and you needed years to trust someone again, to love someone again. You love Jensen with all your heart so you can’t say ‘yes’.

“Jensen, you shouldn’t have…” You sniffle tossing your napkin aside you get up, shaking your head. “I can’t, Jensen…I’m so sorry but I can’t do this…”

Jensen is taking aback. Frozen to the spot he watches you running out of the restaurant as he still kneels, waiting for you to say ‘yes’.

----

For days Jensen tried to reach you, tried to find out if you want to break up with him. If he did anything wrong to deserve your rejection.

Jared is watching his friend, sighing heavily as another call ends on your mailbox.

“Y/N, please call me. Jensen is going crazy over here. Please…just tell him why. It’s Jared…I’m worried about my friend.”

Jensen glances at his friend, not meeting Jared’s gaze. “I guess she doesn’t love me or I did something wrong. I got no clue, Jare. I thought she’s happy, we are happy. I don’t know where I went wrong.”

“Jay, maybe we should drive to her apartment?” Jared suggests but Jensen shakes his head, the ring in his hands once again.

“Y/N is not answering our calls, Jared. I don’t think she wants us to stand in front of her apartment. It's been a week. Maybe she’s already over me.” Jensen's eyes fill with tears as he looks at the picture of you and him on his phone.

“No. We are not giving up right now!” Jared curses. “I’ll call my secret weapon.”

“Secret weapon?” Jensen asks meeting Jared gaze. The tall man smirks, dialing his wife’s number. “Gen…”

“No…Jared. I bet she doesn’t want to get involved in this. Please don't make her choose. Y/N is her friend. I would feel bad if Gen would get dragged into this drama.”

“She’s already in. Now shut up, dude and let me make this call. My wife will save the day and your sad ass.”

----

“Alright. Gen will try to reach Y/N and talk to her. Maybe she will call us back then.” Jared explains and Jensen feels hope blooming his chest.

If anyone can make you call him back, it’s Gen, your best friend since College. “I hope you are right,” Jensen mumbles.

“Same, Jay…same…”

----

The day went by and you didn’t call Jensen back or Jared. Not even your best friend Genevieve, so your boyfriend assumes you don’t want to be with him any longer.

He’s sitting on his couch, looking at the useless ring once again as the doorbell rings.

Jensen doesn’t want to get up, he prefers drowning into self-pity but the bell won’t stop ringing so he rips the door open and his eyes meet your red and puffy ones.

“Hey…” You stammer. “I just…” Glancing at your shoes you take a deep breath. “Gen called me. She said we should talk…I should…”

“Come in.” Jensen chokes out and you nod, entering his house.

“I’m sorry…so sorry for running away, Jay.” You sniffle glancing at the ring in his hands. “I just…I wanted to say yes but then I remembered the situation. My ex-husband…we…”

“Y/N?”

“We were happy too. Deeply in love like the two of us.” You whisper and Jensen smiles, you love him… “We married after he proposed and one year later everything got…”

“Just tell me, Baby Girl,” Jensen whispers taking your hand in his. “Nothing was right any longer. We only fought. No more cuddling, no more love. It was a fight every single day and in the end … we hated each other.”

“But we love won’t hate each other, Y/N. I love you and you love me.” Jensen says moving his arms around your trembling body.

“I don’t want to see us fall apart, Jensen. I love what we have and I’m afraid it will go downhill after a wedding.”

“No. Nothing will change, Y/N. I swear we will stay the same persons. I love you and if you love me we can make it.” Jensen insists and you glance up at him, blinking some tears away.

“You think so?”

“I know…”

“Oh…”

“So…uh…can I propose, and you’ll say yes, or do you need sneakers to play ‘runaway’ fiancée once again.” Jensen teases and you punch his upper arm.

“I won’t run but…uh…” Stammering you lick your lips. “Jensen Ackles do you want to marry me?” You ask and Jensen grins, nodding eagerly.

“Yep. Awesome. Now let me do this right…”

Jensen is kneeling, showing you the ring once again. This time you smile, holding out your hand so Jensen can put the ring on your finger.

“You know…you are mine now.” Jensen chuckles and you smile whispering a ‘yes’.

“You are mine too, Jay. Now, do you want to cuddle, watch TV and have a pizza?” You ask hopefully and Jensen smirks, nodding.

“Before we get started we need to call Jared and Gen,” Jensen says as you dial Jared’s number.

“We are going to get married…” You gasp and Gen squeals into the phone.

“About damn time,” Jared yells and you chuckle lightly. “Now talk things out. I’m the best man I assume.”

Smiling you sit down next to Jensen, leaning your head against his shoulder.

“I love you, Jay.”

“Love you too my little runaway fiancée…” He chuckles.

“Will you ever stop calling me like that?” You ask and Jensen shakes his head. “Never…”

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