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stressed-and-fluff-obsessed · 3 months ago

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Lee pomni with ler ragatha🥹 I ship them sooo hard

Alrighty then!

The Student becomes The Master

Summary: Pomni has been picking up some things from Jax and tries them on Ragatha, it doesn’t go well

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“Pomni…what are you doing?” Ragatha questioned as she noticed Pomni creeping around cartoon style behind her. “Uhhh nothing! Gotta go!” Pomni chuckled nervously before taking off a few meters then disappearing behind a random corner.

“Jax! She caught meeee!” Pomni told the rabbit from around the corner. Jax only laughed halfheartedly, “Don’t worry about it kid, it’ll take a while before you’re a champ like me. But for now you’re only startin’ out!” Jax laughed, waving the girl off then walking off, Pomni following close behind.

“Where are we going?” Pomni asked, running up to Jax to catch up. “We’re going back to my room, we’re going to plan out our next prank. Hopefully one that won’t let Dollface catch you.” Jax explained, reaching the stairs leading to the living areas and scaling them, reaching his room soon after and opening the door, walking in with Pomni and shutting the door soon after.

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“I wonder what that was about..” Ragatha muttered, shrugging and walking up to Caine who was nearby. “Caine!” Ragatha called, walking up to the ringleader who noticed Ragatha calling him and floated down to her level.

“Yes my dear?” He asked her, watching as her expression morphed into a curious one, “Have you seen Pomni and Jax? I saw Pomni creeping around behind me a few minutes ago then when I asked her about it she got super defensive and disappeared around one of the corners.” Ragatha explained, as she spoke that same confused look making its way onto Caine’s face.

“Hmm…no I haven’t seen them but let me go check up on them that does sound rather strange..” Caine hummed before disappearing, leaving Ragatha to herself waiting by the stage where he left her.

“Pomni? Jax?” Caine asked, popping up randomly in Jax’s room. The moment Caine appeared Jax and Pomni’s eyes widened, scrambling to hide the papers they were just talking over and straightening themselves out trying to look as casual as possible.

“Heyyyy Caine, whatcha doing here-?” Jax tried to downplay the brief panic that went down when Caine first arrived, unfortunately Caine noticed. “What was that?” Caine questioned, not buying it for a second.

“Alright we’ll tell you but you have to promise not to tell!” Pomni exclaimed, sighing in relief when Caine nodded. “Okay Jax has been teaching me how to play pranks like him and we’ve been trying to prank Ragatha but my last attempt didn’t work so here we are.” Pomni explained, smiling when Caine nodded in understanding.

“I see, well you guys have fun! Keep it safe though!” Caine told them with finger guns and a wink before disappearing, leaving the two pranksters to their planning.

~*~

“So what happened?” Ragatha asked Caine as he reappeared right in front of her. “Oh it’s nothing, don’t worry about it my dear!” Caine assured her, waving a hand in her direction before laughing and disappearing from sight only making Ragatha more suspicious.

“What is up with everyone today…” Ragatha muttered, standing up and going to find the regular trio. She had to wander for a little bit but she finally found them, Zooble and Gamgle sitting with Kinger in a slide while the chess piece jabbered on about his insect collection.

“Hey guys I don’t mean to interrupt but I have a question.” Ragatha told them, approaching the three who turned to look at her. “What is it Ragatha?” Gangle spoke up, her comedy mask thankfully still intact.

“Have you guys seen Jax or Pomni? They’ve been acting strange and I asked Caine but he started acting strange too…” She murmured to herself, beginning to stress the whole situation. “Sorry Rags we haven’t seen them. What happened?” Zooble told her, asking her to get a better idea on the situation.

“Well I was hanging out by myself minding my own business and I noticed Pomni creeping around behind me so I turned around and asked her what she was doing but she started acting super weird and ran off behind a corner before disappearing.” Ragatha explained, watching as their expression quickly became confused.

“That does sound odd…do you have any idea on what it might be?” Kinger spoke next, asking her and trying to get her to calm down since now her emotions started showing on her face. “No I don’t..” She replied, taking deep breaths and calming herself down.

“I’m sure I’ll find out eventually, thanks you guys.” Ragatha told them, smiling softly before turning around and waving goodbye, walking out of the slide and back the way she came.

~*~

“Think this is something you’ll be able to pull off pipsqueak?” Jax asked Pomni as she stared at the paper in front of her, maybe finally finding something that was doable for someone like her.

“Yeah! It shouldn’t be that hard…right?” Pomni questioned, starting to second guess herself. “Yeah! It’s just the good ol’ bucket on the door prank! You got this! Plus I’m pretty sure Dollface just went to her room I heard her door so you have it basically all set up for ya! You just gotta put the bucket on the door then you’ll be good!” Jax told her, reassuring her on the prank.

“Alright if you say so.” Pomni told him, looking at the other for confirmation. “Rags usually leaves her door propped open so that’s prime for that kind of thing.” Jax told her, reaching behind him and handing her a bucket full of flour.

“Now go put this on her door and wait for the magic to happen~” Jax grinned, standing up and following her out the door. “Uhhh I can’t reach..” Pomni told Jax, staring up at the top of Ragatha’s door.

“That’s what I’m here for Pipsqueak.” Jax told her, picking her up so she could place the bucket on Ragatha’s door. After the bucket was placed Jax put Pomni back down and knocked on her door before racing back to his room with Pomni, keeping the door propped open so they could watch.

It took a few minutes but Ragatha finally came to her door, grabbing the knob and pushing the door open with a confused noise, that only lasted a few seconds though since the flour bucket came crashing down on her head, her whole being turned white in a matter of minutes.

Ragatha stood there in disbelief for a moment before turning her shocked gaze to Jax’s propped open door where two pairs of eyes were that just ducked quickly behind the door, followed by lots of giggling, “So that’s what Pomni was doing…plotting with Jax.” Ragatha told herself, a small smile forming on her face.

“But that still doesn’t excuse what they did!” Ragatha yelled to herself, storming down the hall earning more laughter from behind Jax’s door.

~*~

“Woah what happened to you?!” Zooble exclaimed, trying to hold back laughter as Ragatha came down the hall still covered in flour. “Jax. Jax and Pomni happened.” Ragatha grumbled, storming over to Caine and glaring up at him.

“Caine help me!” Ragatha yelled up at him, catching the ringleader’s attention who was not so lucky in holding back his laughter at her appearance.

“Rahahagathahaha what hahahappended you yohohou?!” Caine cackled, falling from the air and onto the ground where he stood back up, recovering from his laughter when he saw her expression.

“Okahahay okahay!” Caine chuckled, snapping his fingers and all the flour disappeared from Ragatha’s body which she sighed in contentment. “Much better. Thank you.” Ragatha told him, turning around and walking to the dining area since dinner was about to start.

“Jax. Pomni.” Ragatha glared at the two of them who tried to look as casual as possible but were having a hard time holding back their laughter after the previous encounter with her. “Y-Yehes Ragahatha..?” Pomni snickered, looking over at her curiously and almost bursting into full blown laughter at her irritated expression.

“Nevermind.” Ragatha replied, not being able to help the fond smile that made its way onto her face, happy that at least Pomni and Jax were getting along.

“Oh great…” Ragatha muttered as Jax and Pomni started whispering to each other again. “Alright if you’re finished with your food go ahead and go back to whatever you were doing!” Caine announced, disappearing from the room once more.

Immediately Ragatha grew suspicious as Jax and Pomni jumped up from the table simultaneously and ran off towards the living quarters again. “Hopefully their pranks will be on someone else this time…” Ragatha sighed, pushing her chair from the table and standing up, making her way back towards the living quarters.

Once she arrived at her room she looked over her shoulder and noticed that Jax’s door was propped open again so although she’s embarrassed to admit it she decided to spy on them.

She crept up to the propped open door and peeked in, seeing the two of them sitting on the floor in front of a ton of papers. “Alright Pomni we’re doing Ragatha again, what do you think we should do next?” Jax asked the small jester who hummed curiously.

“I’m not sure you’re the expert what do you think?” Pomni asked him and he grinned, “I thought you’d never ask pipsqueak.” Jax answered, starting to draw out the next prank they were going to do on her, the hide two real three.

“I’ve heard of this one, at least I know what they’re planning now.” Ragatha grinned to herself, “Alright Pomni here’s what’s gonna happen, you’re going to do this one yourself. You’re gonna go in her room while she’s not in there and initiate it and come back here okay?” Jax explained, grinning when she mock-saluted at him.

“Got it I can do that! When are we doing so?” Pomni asked him and he replied by pointing to his clock, in 10 minutes which gives you plenty of prep time and plenty of time for Rags to leave her room K?” Jax checked with her and she nodded in understanding.

“Alright so I have 10 minutes…I have an idea.” Ragatha whispered to herself, going back to her room and making a call to Caine.

~*~

“Alright 10 minutes is up Pipsqueak!” Ragatha heard Jax yell and soon after heard Pomni start to creep to her room. She was hidden behind the door and she made a call to Caine to dress up as her and leave the room as a decoy, leaving the door propped open practically as an invitation for Pomni to come in.

Once Pomni entered the room and went a little far into it Ragatha kicked the door closed and locked it making Pomni jump. Pomni turned around and met Ragatha’s triumphant look, “H-Hey Ragatha..” Pomni stuttered, growing more nervous as a grin started to form on Ragatha’s face.

“Hey Pomni..” Ragatha began, starting to walk closer to Pomni who started backing away until she hit the front of Ragatha’s bed and fell back on it, “Mind telling me what you’re doing here?” Ragatha leaned over the jester, getting close to her face with a small smirk.

“Uhh…nothing! I came here for a visit!” Pomni tried talking her way out of it but a small nervous smile lifted on her face as she jumped when Ragatha grabbed her sides. “Is that so? So you weren’t coming here to play a prank on me? Don’t think I didn’t hear you planning with Jax I know what you’re actually here for.” Ragatha grinned as Pomni’s smile quickly became wider and more wobbly.

“T-Thehen what about him?! Go gehet Jax!” Pomni tried selling him out but unfortunately that didn’t work either, “Oh yeah I’ll be coming after him later but for now…” Ragatha began, already starting by letting her fingers skitter and flutter over Pomni’s sides, “It’s your turn.”

“Rahahahagathahaha!” Pomni cried, grabbing onto Ragatha’s wrists as she curled in on herself, giggling madly and squirming around. “A little ticklish Pomni? Well it makes sense you’re a jester and laughter is your specialty~” Ragatha teased lightly, moving up to scratch over her ribs making the jester jerk with a gasp before falling into more frantic laughter.

“What happened Pomni? Bad spot?” Ragatha taunted, smiling as Pomni started squirming more, “Nohohohoho I’m fihihihine let me gohohoho!” Pomni whined, batting at the offending fingers.

“I think your face says otherwise, you’re so red it’s so cute!” Ragatha told the other, grinning wider when Pomni’s laughter jumped an octave, thrashing more. Ragatha was about to question why when she looked at her hands, they moved and were now tickling the jester’s underarms.

“RAHAhahagatHAHAHA!!” Pomni laughed harder, unable to control the volume now as one of her worst spots were targeted. “Yes Pomni~?” Ragatha teased, switching her technique to scratching making the other girl throw her head back in mirth, legs kicking futilely behind her.

“SOHOhohohohoHOHOMEWHEHEheheheheHEHERE ELSE PLEHEheheheheHEHEHEASE!!” Pomni cackled, pushing weakly at Ragatha’s hands whereas the doll only chuckled lightheartedly, “Well my hands are kinda trapped you need to lift your arms before I can move them~” Ragatha informed the jester who only whined.

“NOHOhohohoho! Ihihits a trahahahap!” Pomni called her out but she only laughed, “No it’s not trust me!” Ragatha exclaimed, slowing her fingers to a stop so Pomni could trust her more.

With a nervous whine she slowly lifted her arms but immediately slammed them back down when Ragatha dug in harder, “Ragahahahathahaha!” Pomni complained but she only laughed.

“Okay okay I’m sorry I’m serious this time! I need my hands back though.” Ragatha muttered and smiled when Pomni slowly raised her arms again and Ragatha pulled her hands free and moved them up to Pomni’s neck and started fluttering, making the jester scrunch up, laughter dying down to breathy giggles.

“Better?” Ragatha asked, a smile on her face which grew when she nodded, “Yeheheheah.” Pomni giggled, squirming around a little as her neck was playfully attacked. “Rahagathahaha!” Pomni cried, giggling like mad as the doll still didn’t let up.

But seeing as the jester started to get a little tired Ragatha decided to show mercy. “Alright alright I’m done.” She chuckled, slowing her fingers to a stop and climbing off the smaller girl and sitting by her side as she caught her breath.

Once she did she sat up and looked Ragatha in the eye. “When you go to get Jax..can I come?” Pomni asked, a hopeful smile on her face and said smile turning into a grin when Ragatha smirked, turning her eyes to her closed door and then back at her.

“Absolutely.”

(This one was fun! I will be making a part 2 where Ragatha comes after Jax but it’ll be pretty short, more like a drabble since it’s just a small snippet, I hope you enjoyed! ^^)

#answered #tadc #tadc tickles #tadc tickle #lee!pomni #Ler!Ragatha #sfw tkl fic #sfw tkls #sfw fics #sfw fic #sfw post #tickle #tickles

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jaxieshauna · 18 days ago

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im a backseat princess 4 LYFE .. 9teen years old && NEVAAA getting license ( ive sat in the back left seat ever since i was a babay && i have genuine panic attacks if i have 2 switch ermm )

ever since i was a little girl i knew i don't want to drive

#ᕱ⑅ᕱ — jax jabbers #ᕱ⑅ᕱ — collecting clovers #lore

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theboywithburninghands · 9 months ago

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Well, I said I’d deliver on the Funnybunny, so I have. This is probably the most “written” one so far. It’s also got an actual kiss in it, which I was looking forward to.

I Wonder What’s For Dinner?

*Pomni shuffles her way into the backstage hall, her eyes marred with dark circles. Jax just so happens to be there as well, grinning and beginning to follow after her*

Jax: Rough day, Pompom?

Pomni: No thanks to you. Where’ve you been..?

Jax: Side adventure. You gotta learn how to weasel your way outta the big adventures, Pompom.

Pomni: It would have been easier if we had more help…

Jax: Looook, I get the whole team effort thing, I do. But I gotta look out for me first, ya know? If I go cra~azy- *eyes twirl for emphasis* -who’ll keep your life interesting?

Pomni: Jax- …Don’t, okay? My eyes hurt I’m so tired. I don’t need to hear your slimy c£@? right now, alright? …God, even c£@? is censored! God-£@#%#& &@%%!+!!!

Jax: Ooooo-hoo-hoo~ someone oughta wash your mouth out, Pompom.

*Pomni is on the verge of exploding. Perhaps the circus has added in tea kettle sound effects or her face has slowly turned red. But instead of shouting, she turns to Jax with poison politeness*

Pomni: Jax. With all due respect? Go away. Take your selfish jibber-jabber somewhere else.

*Jax oddly seems to smile a bit wider at the insult.*

Pomni: And for the thirty gazillionth time, STOP calling me Pompom!

*Pomni throws open her door, but stops a few steps in. She sniffs the air, despite her lack of a nose. There’s a familiar sweet and savory aroma in her room. It takes a moment for her tired eyes to spot a small table and chair set up in the middle of the room for her. On it sits a bowl of white rice topped by a pinkish-orange fillet, brushed with a caramel-brown sauce*

Pomni: Is… this…?

*Jax leans against the doorframe on one hand*

Jax: Honey-garlic glazed salmon. I had to think a little outside the box to get some private info about you, but hey, I figured if Caine knew our birthdays and whatnot, I could weasel it out of him.

*Pomni sits at the small table, Jax shutting the door behind him. There’s a fork set out on a napkin for her. Even though she feels her mouth watering, she has to hesitate. She’s dealing with Jax*

Pomni: You put something in this, didn’t you? Ghost pepper sauce or farting powder or…?

Jax: *shrugs* I might’ve. I am pretty selfish after all.

*Pomni stares at the food a moment longer before caving, picking up the fork and cutting herself a piece of the salmon. She places it in her mouth and chews thoughtfully… her eyelids flutter a bit and she swallows*

Pomni: Oh my god… it’s delicious…

*Pomni tucks into the food, Jax watching her now and then from the door. There’s a few minutes of clinking dishes before Pomni speaks up again*

Pomni: …I uh… I think I used to eat this with chopsticks…

Jax: Bubble’s only used forks and spoons since I’ve been here. Does he look like a weeb to you, Pompom?

*Pomni snorts a bit too loud and covers her mouth, trying to disguise it as a cough. Jax gives a self-satisfied grin at being able to make the ball of anxiety laugh.*

*Eventually, Pomni is all finished. Even if she wasn’t actually filling her belly, the taste of her favorite food has helped her forget… well, everything. At least for a little while.*

Jax: Sheesh, you eat like a pig, newbie. *he comes over to the table*

Pomni: …Thank you for this, Jax. It… It was…

Jax: Thoughtful? Sweet? Caring? I dunno, you said I was selfish. Maybe I just wanted to do something for you so you could do something for me later. *he bends down to pick up the empty bowl* If I do come around askin’ you for a favor though, y-

*In a flash, Pomni takes advantage of Jax being down at her level and plants a quick, feather-light kiss on his cheek with a small chu. Jax takes a moment to register what touched him before his face gradually blooms from periwinkle to fuchsia. Pomni touches her own mouth as though it moved of its own volition, looking at Jax to confirm what just happened. They stare at each other for an eternal two seconds*

Jax: I should…

Pomni: Yeah.

*Jax about-faces and speeds to the door with the dishes in hand, barging his shoulder into the frame as he goes into the hall and shuts the door without looking back*

#funnybunny #jax x pomni #tadc #tadc jax #tadc pomni #the amazing digital circus #oh no cringe

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jaxdrawsartthings · 3 years ago

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GOT MY NORMAL HOROSCOPE TAROT TODAY SO HAVE SOME UNBOXING PHOTOS!

The quality is GORGEOUS. The art incredible. I am so excited to use this deck. I love the imagery and already have some favorite cards. 100/10.

Great job, @normal-horoscopes and @publishinggoblin!!

#jax jabbers #tarot #not my art #normal horoscopes #publishing goblin #normal horoscopes tarot

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jaxieshauna · 5 days ago

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people complaining about not enough jayvik when literally every character besides mel was sidelined for them to be onscreen almost the entire third act like damn just big && greedy . mind you caitlyn , vi , && jinx got probably 15 minutes combined in favor of those two but yeahhh sure not enough jayvik.

#ᕱ⑅ᕱ — jax jabbers #ᕱ⑅ᕱ — brainworms #like dpmo #ygs are actually so fucking annoying #people crying homophobia bc caitvi kissed && they didnt like u got literally 90% of the whole act bffr #jax has spoken #fandom discourse #caitvi #jayvik #arcane #arcane act 3

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jaxieshauna · 1 month ago

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93% of the time i am extremely sex repulsed && the idea of anyone touching me even non-sexually can send me into panic attacks but that other 7% of the time.......... erm...

#ᕱ⑅ᕱ — jax jabbers #ᕱ⑅ᕱ — collecting clovers #personal #i'm an #aroace lesbian #it's complicated to explain && is evershifting but i generally describe myself as asexual && cupioromantic

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macaqueyfreedom · 7 years ago

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Ahahaha.... I got a Deamus prompt!

Y'all have no idea how happy that makes me okay? This ship is so underrated and underappreciated and I have shipped it since I was TWELVE.

IDC what else I get (and I do want more, plz send more!) but this is the FIRST prompt I'm working on tomorrow.

THANK YOU YOU BEAUTIFUL 'NONY YOU

#Jax Jabbers #Harry Potter #harry potter shenanigans #harry potter prompts #Deamus

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chirpy-chase · 5 years ago

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Yknow why the helll not let’s introduce antagonist peep.

Other bois: Varian, Jackson, Liam

Their name: ....even they can’t remember their original name. Has several Titles such as The Serpent, The Leech, The Fragment, The Eel, The Great Swallower, etc etc. They do enjoy stealing bits of other’s names, current favorite is Jax.

They have the powers of shapeshifting, invading their victims’ minds, and pulling people into their ‘void’ space on rare occasions.

more deets under the cut

They’re very, very old.

They cannot choose just any victim. They must follow the Old Rules. of bloodlines, deals, and interference. They stay in their void most of the time, needing a lot of energy to become physical. Less energy is needed to get into a victim’s mind. Once insude, they can start gathering energy quicker, and start appearing in their dreams as whatever entity the person may perceive them to be.

A giant wave of darkness, swallowing everything in its path.

A great serpent, eating them whole.

Some unholy creature, tormenting them until the last threads of the unconscious snap them awake

so on and so forth.

He is connected to Varian via a deal his ancestor made. Later connects to Jackson Parker due to him [SPOILER]

And as for the shapeshifting: They can imitate people as their victim remembers them. In their memory. Can also repeat forms from previous victims if they really wanted to. Mix and match pieces to make a form that they truly love.

tagging: @antiknife

#chase jabbers #chase ocs #oc #fragment of a broken god #Jax #had big brain moment while developing them #also lil secret here in the tags #they're a part of something much bigger and older #hehehehehhehe

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avengerscompound · 4 years ago

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The Tower: Family - 17

The Tower: Family An Avengers Fanfic

Series Masterlist PREVIOUS //

Pairing: Avengers x OFC, Bruce Banner x Bucky Barnes x Clint Barton x Wanda Maximoff x Steve Rogers x Natasha Romanoff x Tony Stark x Thor x Sam Wilson x OFC (Elly Cooper)

Word Count: 2137

Warnings: Pregnancy, mental health issues

Synopsis: With new powers, Thor now living on Earth full time, a wedding to plan, and Natasha and Wanda expecting, a lot is changing for Elly and her large and rather unconventional family. When Elise’s parents try to reestablish connections, Elly questions what being a family actually means.

Chapter 17: Therapy

“So, tell me. How’re things?”

“Good. Really good.” That was the truth of it. I sat on the soft, plush couch in Jax’s office, starting my therapy session and I felt really good. I was now sixteen weeks pregnant and Natasha and Wanda were now 24 weeks. I had a noticeable baby bump and we’d be finding out the sex soon. I was in that sweet spot where I wasn’t too heavy to do things and I was past the morning sickness so I felt full of energy and ready to take on the world. On top of that, we were feeling the other babies kick now. The twins loved to put their hands on Natasha or Wanda’s stomach and talk to their sisters until they felt them kick. They’d squeal and tell everyone how much their sisters loved them in excited jabbering. I loved touching them too. It was nice, when the day had come to a close, to relax, cuddled up on the couch with my hands on Natasha or Wanda, just feeling the babies kick. The kids were enjoying school. We dropped them off and picked them up in pairs. If Natasha was one of the pair we’d walk. If not, we’d have Happy drive us and wait in the car so we could avoid the paparazzi. They’d made friends and they came home jabbering about all the things they’d done. We organized play dates for them. On top of that, everyone had just taken on administrative duties unless there was something really big and they needed a heavy hitter like Thor or Hulk (which was so rare these days), I was almost stress-free and enjoying myself. So I was good. I was as good as I’d been in my whole life. This felt like the way things were supposed to be.

“You feel prepared for the babies’ arrival?” Jax asked.

“Well, not yet,” I admitted. “We have the nurseries set up. We probably still need to go shopping for baby clothes and while we still have the bassinets from the twins, we’ll probably want to get another two, because even with the nursery, we’ll want them sleeping in with us.”

“Won’t that make it hard on your sex life?” Jax asked.

“I think no matter what, four infants are going to make it hard on our sex lives,” I laughed. “But we do have two other main bedrooms we use if we need time away from the larger group, for sex or sleep or whatever. I think we’ll be okay. We did it with two, I know four is going to be more than twice as much work, but there are a lot of us.”

“That is true,” Jax said. “Well, I’m sure you’ll work it out. So just clothes shopping?”

“Well, diapers and bottles. Wipes, creams. All that kind of stuff,” I said. “But there’s plenty of time and a lot of it can just be added to the normal shopping list. I guess the main thing we still haven’t started working on is hiring a nanny.”

“Why do you think that is?” Jax asked. “It would be a big process. I would have thought you’d all have Wanda out stalking the potential candidates by now.”

I shifted where I sat as I considered the question. “I don’t know,” I admitted. “I mean I know we need the help. Even with all of us, six kids under five are going to be a lot to deal with. But I don’t normally have anything to do with the hiring process.”

“These are your kids though, don’t you think you should be?” Jax asked.

He was right. I should be involved. I had been with the school choice and this was much more important than that. “Yeah, I guess so. I’ll bring it up with Steve and Tony.”

“Are you worried about it?” He asked.

I nodded. “Yeah, I guess so. They’re going to be trusted with a lot and it’s not like I haven’t had people break that trust in the past.”

“It is a big thing,” Jax said. “They’ll have access to a lot of your life and your family.”

“We have Wanda though,” I reasoned. “And Nat and Clint are good at reading people.”

Jax smiled. “I’m really happy to see you taking this view, El,” he said. “When I met you I think this would have sent you into a state of panic.”

“I mean, you did meet me just coming off my therapist trying to kill a bunch of my loved ones,” I half-joked.

He chuckled. “Yes. That is true. But I would say you’ve come along way since then. Do you think that too?”

I nodded. “Yeah, I think I feel at peace in the world. Like I’ve found my place.”

“What do you think has caused that?” Jax asked.

“It started when the twins were born,” I say. “I don’t think it was because they were born exactly. I don’t see them as some magical fix for my mental health. But I think everyone decided they needed to try harder to get healthy for them. But I think the major thing was the bonding on Asgard and Thor coming here and then clearing things up with my parents. I know I still have work to do, but I feel more able to accept the love these guys have. Plus the power I have has made it so I don’t really worry about them anymore. I know where everyone is and if they’re okay. It has let me relax and I needed that.”

“What do you think you still need to work on then if you’re feeling so much better?” Jax asked, getting out a notebook.

“Well, I guess there’s always been the worry about losing my own identity in all of theirs,” I say. “And...I don’t know… I don’t think it’s grounded in logic, but I worry that with so many kids, people will start worrying about genetics more. I mean… Tony asked to have this one with me, what if he stops being a parent to the others because he has this one?”

“Let’s start with the identity thing,” Jax said. “What makes you feel that way?”

“Well, aside from work, I feel like everything I do is them or the kids. And really the work is related to them too.”

“Maybe you need to start making more time just for you. Spend some time with friends. Get your nails done. Read for fun. Maybe take up a new hobby. What do you think you’re not doing that you used to do?” Jax said.

“I guess I spent more time with friends. And I read a lot,” I said.

“Okay, so put some time aside with you once a week. That’s what I want you to do for your homework. You’re going to tell me about the hour you spent just on you,” Jax said, taking notes.

“Alright. I can do that,” I agreed. “Maybe I’ll call Clarke up.”

“She’d like that,” Jax said. “As for the other issue, do you really think they’ll be like that? Has there been evidence of it outside Tony asking you?”

“Um… yes and no. I mean, they’re all very into all the pregnancies and the twins are still the center of everyone’s universe. But I just… notice when Bucky is with Nat and Sam with Wanda and Tony with me now. And I don’t know if I’m just picking up on it because I worry it’s because of that, or if there’s no difference to how it always has been.”

“Well, I guess you have two options. The first is you can track their behavior and if the amount seems out of the ordinary you address it,” Jax said. “Or you can reflect and consider if this is coming out of your own experience. If they are attentive to the twins and have been attentive to everyone else too, it might be you expect love to be withheld because you have experience with that in your childhood, don’t you?”

I frowned and nodded. I had always been the family scapegoat for my father’s temper. It had definitely felt like they had favorites and I was never one of them. It made sense that I would think that parents just had favorites and it would be easy to see in a family where genetics wasn’t what made many of them parents.

“You’ve had an issue with that, haven’t you?” Jax said. “Believing they had favorites and that you weren’t anyone’s?”

That felt like a punch to the gut. I had always felt that I wasn’t special when everyone else was. I was under the belief that I was the spare but if it came down to it if they all had to pair off, I wouldn’t have a pair. It wasn’t until Asgard when Tony said I was his person that I realized that I had been picked first. “Yeah, that’s definitely true. But Bucky said they all had favorites.”

“Do you think that Bucky can speak for all of them?” Jax asked.

“I guess not, and I guess he was in a fragile place when he said it, but it’s also definitely true for some of them,” I say.

“And for the ones you’re not sure it’s true for,” Jax said. “Do they make you feel less loved?”

I shook my head. “No, and I feel loved by the ones it is true for too.”

“Do they show favorites out of the twins?” He asked.

“No, not at all. They all adore both of them,” I said.

“You know you're worthy of the love those children get right?” Jax said.

Tears immediately pricked my eyes and I grabbed a tissue and frantically wiped them as I shook my head.

“That old bone again,” Jax said. “I’m gonna convince you, El. One of these days.”

I nodded and wiped the escapee tears from my cheeks. “I know. I know.”

“And on that topic,” Jax said. “I have some information. It’s up to you what you do with it.”

I looked at him and furrowed my brow, not at all sure where the hell this was going. “What is it?”

“Your mother left your father. She’s been living in the city. As far as we know she hasn’t had any contact with him other than through the lawyers. She filed for divorce and she’s been seeing one of the therapists that work under me. This was all passed on to me by that therapist at your mother’s request. She’s hoping you’ll agree to see her.”

“Oh,” I said softly. I didn’t know what to think. This had all hit me like a truck. Those were the conditions I set but I had not at all expected her to meet any of them. My immediate thought was it was some kind of elaborate trick because my mother had never chosen me over anyone before - least of all my father. “What do you think I should do?”

“I can’t tell you that, Elise,” Jax said. “This is your decision.”

“But you have an opinion,” I said.

Jax let out a breath. “I was the one that told you it was okay to cut them out of your life in the first place. I was very proud of you when you did that. I stand by the decision you made. If you don’t want to let her back in, even if her intentions are pure, that decision is healthy and a good one,” he said. “However, you set the conditions for her to re-enter your life and she has been following them. That is big. Letting her back in might be good for you. But only if she’s really committed to fixing things. If you let her in, you need to do so while protecting yourself. If her behavior is still toxic you can’t keep her around. I know you want your mom to love you the way you love your children. That’s totally normal. But if she can’t do that - if she can’t make up for what she did - if she resents you for that - it would be better for you both to just end it.”

“Right,” I said with a nod. “I get it. I guess I better think about it.”

“Talk to the others. Clarke too. But when you make your decision, make sure it’s your decision,” Jax said.

I nodded. “Thank you.”

“Alright. I think that’s time, El,” he said. “Remember your homework.”

“At least one special thing just for me,” I said, getting up.

“I’ll see you next week, if not before,” he said.

“Yeah, probably before,” I said. “See you.”

I headed out of the office, the dark clouds that were my parents over my head again.

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jaxieshauna · 18 days ago

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i bring my girl Everywhere with me ૮ ˶´ ᵕˋ ˶ა shes my bestest friend ..

I need carrying around a stuffed animal friend to be normalized

#ᕱ⑅ᕱ — jax jabbers #ᕱ⑅ᕱ — collecting clovers #sillyposting #lore

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jabbers-wild-world · 4 years ago

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;; Don’t mind this post, guys. Just keeping track of my muse count below the cut, lol

Aaarrrghh (Tales of Arcadia)

Aaravos (The Dragon Prince)

Ace (Kuni no Alice)

Adam (RWBY)

Adam (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Aden (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Adrien (Miraculous)

Ahanu (OC, The Untamed Wilds series)

Aizawa (Boku no Hero/My Hero Academia)

Ajali (OC, The Lion King*)

Ajax (OC, Ascension**)

Akabane (GetBackers)

Akei Okami (OC, Wolf Song)

Akira (Persona 5)

Akiru (OC, The Cat Returns)

Akisu (OC, Harry Potter)

Aladi (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Alekai (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Alexios (Assassin’s Creed)

Aljunn (OC, Poison Daggers)

Altair (Assassin’s Creed)

Amani (OC, The Lion King)

Amon (OC, Solomon’s Key)

Anchor (Finding Nemo)

Angus (OC, untitled novel)

Anik (OC, Portal Skip)

Anubis (OC/mythological figure, untitled novel)

Apollo (Olympos)

Aramis (OC, untitled novel)

Archer (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Archibald (Tales of Arcadia)

Archimedes (OC, Secret of NIMH)

Argent (OC, The Edovin Trilogy)

Argo (OC, untitled novel)

Argus (OC, untitled novel)

Ari (OC, untitled novel)

Arius (OC, The Edovin Trilogy)

Arno (Assassin’s Creed)

Arqaedyn (OC, Overreach)

Arrow (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Arsene (Code:Realize)

Arsene Lupin (OC, The Mysterious Cases of Arsene Lupin)

Arten (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Artimaes (OC, The Horseman Series)

Artix (AdventureQuest/DragonFable)

Aspen (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Asra (The Arcana)

Asra (OC, Black Souls Rising)

Asra Fisher (OC, Harry Potter)

Asta (OC, Ascension)

Astaroth (OC, Solomon’s Key)

Aurelio (OC, Seas of Stormfall)

Auren (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Avel (OC, The Faded Legends saga)

Averin (OC, Firestone)

Avis (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Avos (OC, Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Aym (OC, Solomon’s Key)

Azir (OC, Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Azkhal (OC, untitled novel)

Azra-Khal (OC, untitled novel)

Azriel (OC, Crossover)

Bael (OC, Solomon’s Key)

Bagheera (The Jungle Book)

Bakugou (Boku no Hero/My Hero Academia)

Balthasar (OC, Down the Rabbit Hole)

Balthazar (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Balto (Balto)

Ban (GetBackers)

Banjo (Banjo-Kazooie)

Banzai (The Lion King)

Barik (Nora: The Last Chronicle of Devildom)

Baron (The Cat Returns)

Barrel (OC, Pokemon)

Bartleby (OC, Down the Rabbit Hole)

Bartleby (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Batty (FernGully)

Beast (Beauty and the Beast)

Bear (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Beetle (Kubo and the Two Strings)

Beta (OC, Viral Infection)

Black Jack (OC, The Untamed Wilds series)

Black Joker (Kuni no Alice)

Blaine (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Blitz (OC, How to Train Your Dragon)

Blood (Kuni no Alice)

Boomer (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Boris (Kuni no Alice)

Bow (She-Ra and the Princesses of Power)

Bowser (Mario)

Branch (Trolls)

Break (Pandora Hearts)

Briggs (OC, Finding Nemo/Finding Dory)

Buer (OC, Solomon’s Key)

Bunnymund (Rise of the Guardians)

Caine (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Cal (OC, untitled novel)

Cale (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Callum (The Dragon Prince)

Camber (OC, untitled novel)

Campbell (Camp Camp)

Canterbury (Black Butler)

Capper (My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Cassius (OC, Brightwire)

Caster (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Catra (She-Ra and the Princesses of Power)

Chardonnay (Sweet Beginnings***)

Charlie (Monsterkind)

Cherry (Sweet Beginnings)

Chester (Tales of Phantasia)

Chouza (Itsuwaribito)

Chris Blackford (OC, Crossover)

Chrono (Chrono Crusade)

Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)

Colte (OC, Viral Infection)

Conn (OC, The Arcanum Chronicles)

Connor (Assassin’s Creed)

Connwaer (named by me, with permission from crimson-chains)

Cornelius (Thumbelina)

Cranberry Lemon (Sweet Beginnings)

Creek (Trolls)

Cress (Tales of Phantasia)

Crosjando (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Crow (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Crowley (Oz+)

Cryptic (OC, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Cysero (AdventureQuest/DragonFable)

Dabi (My Hero/Boku no Hero Academia)

Dagan (OC, untitled novel)

Daisuke (D.N.Angel)

Daniel (Camp Camp)

Dantalion (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Dante (Devil May Cry)

Dante Ignatius (OC, untitled novel)

Dante Kronos (OC, Down the Rabbit Hole)

Dante Rhodes (OC, Harry Potter)

Darien (OC, Misplaced Magic)

Dark (D.N.Angel)

Dark Law (OC, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Dark Pit (Kid Icarus)

Darrow (OC, untitled novel)

Dastan (OC, Silence Lost)

Data (OC, Viral Infection)

David (Camp Camp)

Dazai (Bungou Stray Dogs)

Deaikil (OC, Ascension)

Decim (Death Parade)

Delta (OC, Viral Infection)

Devil (Sweet Beginnings)

Devon (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Devon (OC, The Camp Mythos series)

Dezimir (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Dhambi (OC, The Lion King)

Digit (OC, Viral Infection)

Docks (OC, untitled novel)

Dodger (OC, Down the Rabbit Hole)

Dodger (OC, Secret of NIMH)

Don Karnage (Talespin)

Double Trouble (She-Ra and the Princesses of Power)

Dr. Facilier (The Princess and the Frog)

Drake (OC, Black Souls Rising)

Drossel (Black Butler)

Duststorm (OC, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

E (AdventureQuest/DragonFable)

Ed (The Lion King)

Eivan (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Elias (OC, The Pariah Chronicles)

Elias (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Elijah (OC, The Edovin Trilogy)

Elliot (Kuni no Alice)

Elliott (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Elliot Redmond (OC, Seas of Stormfall)

Emmett (OC, Down the Rabbit Hole)

Envy (Full Metal Alchemist)

Envy (OC, The Intentions series)

Eravi (OC, untitled novel)

Etienne (OC, untitled novel)

Euro (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Ezio (Assassin’s Creed)

Ezra (OC, Star Wars)

Fai (Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles)

Falkor (The Neverending Story)

Fallon (Sirius the Jaeger)

Fangtooth (OC, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Farren (Lego Elves)

Felix (Satan and Me)

Felix Agreste (Miraculous Ladybug)

Fengari (OC, RWBY)

Fenris (Dragon Age)

Ferio (Magic Knight Rayearth)

Ferran (OC, GrimmalWar)

Ferrin (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Ferris (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Festus (OC, Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Finn (OC, Brightwire)

Fisk (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Fox (RWBY)

Gadget (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Gage (OC, The Edovin Trilogy)

Gajeel (Fairy Tail)

Gale (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Galvyn (OC, untitled novel)

Ganta (Deadman Wonderland)

Gareki (Karneval)

Garrett (Quest for Camelot)

Garrick (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Garry (Ib)

Gavin (OC, Seventh Shard)

Gawl (Generator Gawl)

Geilver (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Gideon (Seven Princes of the Thousand-Year Labyrinth)

Gil (Pandora Hearts)

Gilvein (OC, Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Gin (OC, My Hero/Boku no Hero Academia)

Ginji (GetBackers)

Ginko (Mushishi)

Ginti (Death Parade)

Gintoki (Gintama)

Gintoki (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Giza (OC, The Lion King)

Gizmo (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Gizmo (OC, Beyond the Rainbow)

Glitch (OC, Viral Infection)

Gojyo (Saiyuki)

Goku (Saiyuki)

Gourry (The Slayers)

Gowland (Kuni no Alice)

Graham (OC, Assassin’s Creed, Harry Potter, Outlander)

Gray (Fairy Tail)

Gray Ringmarc (Kuni no Alice)

Griffin (Quest for Camelot)

Grillby (Undertale)

Guy (The Croods)

Guy Cecil (Tales of the Abyss)

Guy Diamond (Trolls)

Hades (Olympos)

Hagane (OC, untitled novel)

Hak (Akatsuki no Yona/Yona of the Dawn)

Hans (OC, Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Hapsun (OC, Magi: The Labyrinth of Magic)

Harper (OC, The Moonlight Ring)

Harrison (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Harrow (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Haru (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Haruka (Tactics)

Hatari (OC, The Lion King)

Hatch (OC, untitled novel)

Hatchet (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Hatsuharu (Fruits Basket)

Hawke (OC, Beyond the Rainbow)

Hector “Striker” Marques (OC, The Edge of Dawn)

Hibiki (OC, Boku no Hero/My Hero Academia)

Hikae (Itsuwaribito)

Hiraishi (OC, untitled novel)

Hiro (Big Hero 6)

Hiruko (Itsuwaribito)

Hiruko (Nightmare Inspector)

Hisago (Itsuwaribito)

Hisirdoux “Douxie” Casperan (Tales of Arcadia)

Hook (Okashi na Shima no Peter Pan/Sweet Neverland)

Hunk (Voltron Legendary Defender)

Ibal (OC, untitled novel)

Ifari (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Ikuto (Shugo Chara)

Impey (Code:Realize)

Indigo “Indie” Tyrian (OC, Among the Stars)

Indivar (OC, Seventh Shard)

Inosuke (Demon Slayer)

Inuyasha (Inuyasha)

Isaac (OC, The Stormfront Chronicles)

Isaac Vivre (OC, Camp Camp)

Isaiah (OC, Evermore)

Isandro (OC, Black Souls Rising)

Izark Kia Tarj (From Far Away)

Izaya (Durarara!!)

Izmael (OC, Dead Man’s Day)

Izo (OC, untitled novel)

Izrael (OC, Cantor Descending)

Jabber Quill (OC, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Jace (OC, Down the Rabbit Hole)

Jacquimo (Thumbelina)

Jack (Rise of the Guardians)

Jade Moonfeather (OC, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Jael (OC, untitled novel)

James (Pokemon)

Jasper (OC, The Moonlight Ring)

Jasper Taigan (OC, The Sand Skulls Series)

Jax (OC, Misplaced Magic)

Jay (OC, Camp Camp)

Jellal (Fairy Tail)

Jericho (Kuni no Alice)

Jester Ring (OC, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Jinx (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Johnny (Sing)

Joker (OC, Down the Rabbit Hole)

Judal (Magi: The Labyrinth of Magic)

Julius (Kuni no Alice)

Jumba (Lilo and Stitch)

Justin (OC, Camp Camp)

Jyugo (Nanbaka)

Kade (OC, Plague)

Kaelan (OC, The Wild Warriors series)

Kagura (Demon Love Spell)

Kai (OC, untitled novel)

Kal (OC, untitled novel)

Kale (OC, Animorphs)

Kaminari (Boku no Hero/My Hero Academia)

Kanda (D. Gray-Man)

Karimu (OC, The Lion King)

Karkat (Homestuck)

Karma (Assassination Classroom)

Kasi (OC, The Lion King)

Kaspar (OC, The Tangled Series)

Katsuo (OC, Persona 4)

Kaushal (OC, Desert Sands)

Kavit (OC, Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Kazuki Fuuchouin (GetBackers)

Kazuki Muto (Busou Renkin)

Keidynn (OC, Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Keith (Voltron Legendary Defender)

Kestrel (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Keturi (OC, Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Khazroq (OC, untitled novel)

Khireus (OC, untitled novel)

Ki (OC, untitled novel)

Kifo (OC, The Lion King)

Kin (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Kirishima (Boku no Hero/My Hero Academia)

Kizami (Corpse Party)

Klarth (Tales of Phantasia)

Klein (OC, Down the Rabbit Hole)

Korand (OC, The Edovin Trilogy)

Koro-sensei (Assassination Classroom)

Krampus (OC, untitled novel)

Kratos (Tales of Symphonia)

Krin (OC, Ascension)

Kuhani (OC, The Lion King)

Kuiba (OC, The Lion King)

Kuro (Servamp)

Kurogane (Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles)

Kutal (Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Kweli (OC, The Lion King)

Kyle (OC, Desert Sands)

Kyo (Fruits Basket)

Lark (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Lavi (D. Gray-Man)

Law/Lawrence (OC, Plague)

Lawrence (Seven Princes of the Thousand-Year Labyrinth)

Lawson (OC, The Untamed Wilds series)

Leif (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Leon (OC, Beyond the Rainbow)

Leonardo (Oz+)

Leraje (OC, Solomon’s Key)

Levi (OC, untitled novel)

Li (CardCaptors)

Lily (Servamp)

Lincoln (OC, untitled novel)

Link (Breath of the Wild)

Lion-O (Thundercats 2011)

Lionheart (OC, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Locien Kei (OC, untitled novel)

Lock (OC, Pokemon)

Lock (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Loki (Kamigami no Asobi)

Lokus (OC, The White Game)

Lotus (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Lowell (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Lucas DuSauvage (OC, Crossover)

Lucian (OC, Catching Smoke)

Lucian (OC, untitled novel)

Lucien (OC, Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Luka (Miraculous)

Luke Ainsworth (Sacred Blacksmith)

Luke fon Fabre (Tales of the Abyss)

Lune (The Cat Returns)

Lux (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Lyric (OC, Second Moon)

Lyric (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Mad King (X-Ray and Vav)

Mael (OC, untitled novel)

Majestic (OC, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Makoto (Free!)

Marco (Animorphs)

Marius (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Marius (OC, Down the Rabbit Hole)

Markos (OC, untitled novel)

Marquis (OC, Brightwire)

Marshall Lee (Adventure Time)

Mason (OC, untitled novel)

Masquerade (OC, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Mauti (OC, The Lion King)

Maverick (OC, untitled novel)

Max (Camp Camp)

Maximus (Tangled/The Tangled Series)

Mercury (RWBY)

Merlot (Sweet Beginnings)

Merrick (OC, untitled novel)

Messiah (Seven Princes of the Thousand-Year Labyrinth)

Micah (OC, Micah’s Guidebooks series)

Michal (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Midnight Star (OC, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Mifune (Soul Eater)

Migs (OC, The Camp Mythos series)

Mikasi (OC, Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Mikhael (OC, Fall of the Titans)

Mikhael (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Milori (Neverland Fairies)

Mist Flare (OC, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Mitsuhide (Akagami no Shirayuki/Snow White with the Red Hair)

Mitsuru (Nanbaka)

Mizani (OC, The Lion King)

Mkali (OC, The Lion King)

Mogar (X-Ray and Vav)

Momotaro (Free!)

Montague (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Monty (OC, Pokemon)

Morgan (OC, untitled novel)

Morgana (Persona 5)

Musashi (Nanbaka)

Mushra (Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Muta (The Cat Returns)

Myles (OC, Rewrite)

Mzungu (OC, The Lion King)

N (Pokemon)

Nagi (Deadman Wonderland)

Naro (OC, Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Nathan (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Nathaniel (Miraculous)

Natsu (Fairy Tail)

Nephr (OC, The Edovin Trilogy)

Nero (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Nguvu (OC, The Lion King)

Nico (Nanbaka)

Nico (OC, Black Souls Rising)

Nicolae (OC, untitled novel)

Nicu (OC, untitled novel)

Nightdream (OC, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Niklaus (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Nikolae (OC, D. Gray-Man)

Nils (OC, The Edovin Trilogy)

Nirav (OC, Desert Sands)

Nix (OC, untitled novel)

Njozi (OC, The Lion King)

Noah (OC, Beast in the Bottle)

Nod (Epic)

Noir (OC, The Cat Returns)

Nora (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Nora (Nora: The Last Chronicle of Devildom)

Obi (Akagami no Shirayuki/Snow White with the Red Hair)

Oga (Beelzebub)

Ojiro (Boku no Hero/My Hero Academia)

Oleander (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Oriander (OC, Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Orion (OC, untitled novel)

Orpheus (OC, Edge of Legend)

Orson (OC, The Stormfront Chronicles)

Orson (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Orson Gibbs (OC, Plague)

Oseru (Nora: The Last Chronicle of Devildom)

Ouro (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Oz (Oz+)

Oz Diggs (OC, Beyond the Rainbow)

Ozpin (RWBY)

Pallum (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Pax (Satan and Me)

Peter Pan (Okashi na Shima no Peter Pan/Sweet Neverland)

Peter White (Kuni no Alice)

Phalanx (OC, Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Philip (Sirius the Jaeger)

Pips (FernGully)

Piras (Awaken)

Pit (Kid Icarus)

Pteryn (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Qivral (OC, Ascension)

Quinn (OC, untitled novel)

Quirin (The Tangled Series)

Qwan (Qwan)

Rafiki (The Lion King)

Rai (OC, Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Rai (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Raimundo (Xiaolin Showdown)

Raito (OC, The Cat Returns)

Raitou (OC, Boku no Hero/My Hero Academia)

Raja (OC, untitled novel)

Rajan (OC, Desert Sands)

Rama Anin (OC, untitled novel)

Rampo (Bungou Stray Dogs)

Ratchet (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Ravenblade (OC, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Reik (OC, untitled novel)

Reiss (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Remus (Harry Potter, Marauders’ Era specifically)

Remy (X-Men, personal adaptation)

Ren (RWBY)

Rhett (OC, Finding Nemo/Finding Dory)

Rick O’Connell (The Mummy)

Ridge (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Rin (Free!)

Rin Okumura (Blue Exorcist)

Rishi (OC, Desert Sands)

Rivan (Nora: The Last Chronicle of Devildom)

Rivaren (OC, The Kingship Quartet)

River (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Roane (OC, untitled novel)

Robin (Disney’s Robin Hood)

Rock (Nanbaka)

Rocky (Chicken Run)

Roman (RWBY)

Rome (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Ronin (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Rowain (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Roux (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Roy (Full Metal Alchemist)

Roy G. Biv (Monsterkind)

Rukh (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Runaan (The Dragon Prince)

Rush (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Russell (OC, untitled novel)

Russell “Rusty” Carmine (OC, Among the Stars)

Rusty (OC, Blackwater)

Ryo (OC, Crossover)

Ryuji (Persona 5)

Ryuma (Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Ryuu (OC, Boku no Hero/My Hero Academia)

Sabito (Demon Slayer)

Sadir (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Sage (OC, The Kingship Quartet)

Sago (Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Sahar (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Sahari (OC, untitled novel)

Saiqeit (OC, untitled novel)

Samhain Shade (OC, Among the Stars)

Samon (Nanbaka)

Sanji (OC, Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Saru (OC, Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Sasha (OC, Pokemon)

Satan (Satan and Me)

Scar (The Lion King)

Scissor (Okashi na Shima no Peter Pan/Sweet Neverland)

Senji (Deadman Wonderland)

Sesshomaru (Inuyasha)

Shade (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Shahad (OC, The Edovin Trilogy)

Sharrkan (Magi: The Labyrinth of Magic)

Shere Khan (The Jungle Book)

Shetani (OC, The Lion King)

Shin-Ah (Akatsuki no Yona/Yona of the Dawn)

Shiro (Voltron Legendary Defender)

Shirou (Brand New Animal)

Shizuo (Durarara!!)

Shock (OC, Pokemon)

Shockwave (OC, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Shuseki (OC, My Hero/Boku no Hero Academia)

Sigma (OC, Viral Infection)

Silence (OC, The Intentions series)

Silver LeBlanc (OC, Among the Stars)

Sindar (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Skek (OC, DnD, untitled novel)

SkekMal (The Dark Crystal: Age of Resistance)

Soren (The Dragon Prince)

Soul (Soul Eater)

Spark (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Staz (Blood Lad)

Steele (Balto)

Stein (Soul Eater)

Sting (Fairy Tail)

Stormblade (OC, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Strix (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Styx (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Sugino (Tactics)

Sumu (OC, The Lion King)

Sun (RWBY)

Sun (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Sunny Pine (OC, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Surefire Arrow (OC, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Sval (OC, untitled novel)

Swift (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Syaoran (Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles)

Syuro (OC, untitled novel)

Taavi (OC, untitled novel)

Taeval (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Taigus (OC, untitled novel)

Takhal (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Tamani (OC, The Lion King)

Tanjiro (Demon Slayer)

Tatizo (OC, The Lion King)

Tempest (OC, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Terra (OC, untitled novel)

Terra (Kingdom Hearts)

Terence (Neverland Fairies)

Thomas O’Malley (Aristocats)

Thompson (Black Butler)

Thor (Kamigami no Asobi)

Tick (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Timber (Black Butler)

Tink (Okashi na Shima no Peter Pan/Sweet Neverland)

Titan (OC, Dragonmist)

Titian (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Titus (Seven Princes of the Thousand-Year Labyrinth)

Tjarron (OC, Brightwire)

Tobias (Animorphs)

Todoroki (Boku no Hero/My Hero Academia)

Tokiya (Time Guardian)

Tokoyami (Boku no Hero/My Hero Academia)

Toris (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Torren (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Train (Black Cat)

Travis (OC, Camp Camp)

Tyr (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Tyrian (OC, The Edovin Trilogy)

Tzekhal (OC, untitled novel)

Tzuriel (OC, untitled novel)

U-1146/White Blood Cell (Cells at Work)

Ueki (Law of Ueki)

Umbra (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Undertaker (Black Butler)

Uno (Nanbaka)

Uno (OC, Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Uriel (Satan and Me)

Utsuho (Itsuwaribito)

Vafa (Arabian Dreams)

Valiance (OC, The Stormfront Chronicles)

Varian (The Tangled Series)

Vasha (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Venn (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Venture (OC, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Vheildar (OC, Ascension)

Vince (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Viper (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Warren (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Watanuki (xxxHolic)

Wesley (Oz+)

Weston (OC, Beyond the Rainbow)

White (Love Among Us)

White Joker (Kuni no Alice)

Willow (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Wisp (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Wit (OC, Beast in the Bottle)

Wizardmon (Digimon)

Wolf (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Xander (OC, The Faded Legends Saga)

Xavier (The Tangled Series)

Xelloss (The Slayers)

Yamato (Nanbaka)

Yarrow (OC, Neverland Fairies)

Yasuo (OC, untitled novel)

Yildun (Star Crossed)

Yogi (Karneval)

Yosuke (Persona 4)

Yudar (OC, the Edovin Trilogy)

Yukito (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Yukito (OC, The Cat Returns)

Yuliy (Sirius the Jaeger)

Yuri (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Yuri Plisetsky (Yuri on Ice)

Zack (OC, Camp Camp)

Zeig (OC, The Edovin Trilogy)

Zeik (OC, Shinzo/Mushrambo)

Zelgadiss (The Slayers)

Zen (Akagami no Shirayuki/Snow White with the Red Hair)

Zera (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Zevran (Dragon Age)

Zigisu (OC, untitled novel)

Zoroaster (OC, Blossoms of the Heart)

Zuko (Avatar: The Last Airbender)

Zwei (OC, Shinzo/Mushrambo)

#and now i'm just chuckling at the count #lol #muse dump

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fantasmalforces · 3 years ago

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Fun Facts You Didn’t Know About Volt!

// Local merc is bimbo but not stupid-

Volt earned her nickname for the fact that while she was growing up and learning mechanics and life skills from Jaxen, she shocked herself. A lot. Though it was painful, she said that being shocked was fun because it always gave her a rush right before the pain kicked in.

Volt’s actually a natural blonde. She used to wear it long and styled it to be wavy like old timely beach girls because she thought it looked pretty. It wasn’t until she hit her teens that she impulsively shaved it all off because she was upset. When it started growing back, it was very fluffy. She ended up keeping it in a Mohawk style and dyed it, eventually coming to love her more punk look.

The only downside to her hawk is that every time it rains, it ends up drooping and looking like a half shave and undercut combo.

It seems pretty counter-intuitive for a merc like Volt to wear the bright flashy colors that she does; vibrant purples and pinks with neon lights and accents on her clothes. Truth is though, she makes up for it with a cloaking ability in her sub-dermal body armor. No one ever sees her anyway.

Just like her mother, Volt throws down hard in street fights. She’s a well-respected champion of the game, taking challengers in and beating them down in her own little arena in Watson - a basketball court no one uses anymore.

Even outside of the ring, Volt’s earned a lot of respect for her sense of integrity. She steps to people much bigger and much more powerful than her without fear or hesitation if she thinks what they’re doing is unfair. She won’t hesitate to put someone back in their place if they overstep on her turf.

With great boldness comes great pride, and Volt is no exception. Her ego has gotten her into quite a few scraps trying to prove a point to others or impress them. Luckily, she’s knowledgeable and flexible enough to get herself out of the trouble she finds herself in, but many wish she’d stop endangering herself for the sake of pride and pride alone.

Volt mainly fights with electric gorilla arms and a Shock-and-Awe immune system implant that allows her to discharge electricity. Because that electric motif never left her. Her blocking and defensive strategies are only outmatched by her offensive strategies.

Even outside of combat, Volt’s rigged her electrical circuit up to the rest of her, and she won’t hesitate to shock anyone who’s getting on her nerves and tries to touch her. More commonly though, she tends to shock people by accident when they sneak up on or startle her suddenly and get too close.

Volt can run like hell. She’s fast, she’s agile, and seemingly doesn’t get tired. She’s masterful at urban navigation, wall-climbing, and parkour too. If she takes off, you’ll never catch her and likely never find her either.

In addition to have a mean physical prowess, Volt is skilled in the heart of quickhacks and digital navigation. Actual intelligence, as well as street smarts, were another thing she (thankfully) picked up from Jax. She has the tools and prowess to become a top-of-the-line netrunner or a powerful exec of some corporation somewhere with how smart she actually is. But she doesn’t want to. She just wants to be adventurous and free and run around fucking people up for cash.

That being said, Volt does not immediately seem smart. She talks a lot and with great speech comes a lot of great stupidity and random jabber. It’s often humorous, granted - such as referring to W as double-v and pronouncing words like wolf and wild as “volf” and “vild.” She tends to talk a lot of shit and tease people and joke around so much that it can be actually jarring to hear her speak with as much logic and eloquence as she’s capable of.

Volt’s two favorite types of music are hard rock and J-Pop. Specifically, anything Vocaloid.

Volt practically lives on Japanese and Chinese takeout. Yakitori, friend noodles, shrimp, dumplings - you name it. She also loves Italian cuisine but she find it really hard to find. She makes a banger plate of spaghetti and meatballs, gnocchi, and stuffed shells, but she generally finds cooking a chore.

As a followup to that, Volt is actually a big foodie. She has a very sensitive palette and she can tell you by just a sniff or a sample what a dish is missing. She knows when flavors are not in balance and how to correct that perfectly. But she’s also not a picky eater and doesn’t believe in wasting food. Even if she thinks her meal sucks, she’ll still clean her plate.

Volt’s favorite snacks are sweets, cold treats, and spicy foods. She lives for chocolate candies, mint chocolate chip ice cream, and flaming hot chip or salsa that features ghost peppers. The only problem with her affinity for cold treats like ice creams and smoothies is that she eats too fast and often gives herself brain freeze.

Volt has a big thing about keeping her mouth busy. She always has gum to chew on, cigarettes, to smoke, or toothpicks to play with. Because if she didn’t, she’d just keep yappin’ until peoples’ ears fell off.

Volt is one of those people who doesn’t get hot easily so she can just layer on clothes, no matter the weather. She prefers things to be a bit cooler believe it or not, mostly because working out under the sun can get pretty messy pretty quickly. But she can really handle any temperature.

Volt actually uses hearing aids. Consistent exposure to loud machinery from her work fixing up mechanics and gunfire from gigs has taken a toll on her hearing abilities. It didn’t help that she liked to blast her music in her car and at home at high volumes - and don’t even ask about her headphone usage. She’s not totally dependent on them and will even take them out when she’s at home, but she got them as a recommendation from Jax after she noticed some things after a checkup. Namely, how she’d have to yell to get Volt’s attention from one room over with open doors.

One of Volt’s goals is to own a horse. Like a real, genuine, fleshy organic horse. Specifically, she wants a mustang that she can ride on out in the desert and care for.

While she doesn’t have a horse, Volt does have a dog named Munch. He’s a Pit-Boxer mix and he doubles as a good guard dog and an absolute baby. He loves getting cozy in people’s laps, he’s well-trained and knows lots of tricks, and he loves vanilla ice cream. Volt picked him up off the street and doesn’t pay taxes for him so he’s trained to be quiet. Which is great for anyone familiar with him, and the bane of any would-be intruder’s existence when he sneaks up on them before taking a chunk out of their leg.

Volt doesn’t like riding in cars or small closed spaces. She’s not claustrophobic. She just feels nauseated at the idea of being “confined” for too long. She prefers to be a on a bike anyways because she feels it’s faster and more flexible.

Volt tends to be fairly neat and organized. Her house isn’t sparkling, and she may occasionally leave laundry on he floor overnight, but she always keeps it tidied up during the day.

Volt has an outdoor Jacuzzi that she built and that she uses frequently. It helps alleviate the tension in her muscles after a long day of work. The only problem is, she tends to fall asleep in it - which is dangerous for obvious reasons.

Volt was a Warrior Cats kid. And she is completely shameless in that fact. She grew up on the series and though she wasn’t a fan of the latter books and eventually fell off of them, she was one of those kids who shamelessly used to run around on all fours and pretend to be a feral cat with the other kids of her clan. (Bonus fact: her warrior name was Lightningclaw.)

As she got older, she wanted to become a Cyberninja. That dream quickly died but she loved the gymnastics and acrobatics she learned from Jax all the same.

Volt used to, and still does, read a lot though. She loves picking up new series and binging entire books while she soaks in her tub. She reads about 800k words a week.

Volt has a strict workout regimen she follows comprised of strength training, weightlifting, and body building to stay in shape for her fights. She likes swimming too, but she doesn’t get to do it as often as she likes.

Volt strongly prefers her nickname to her actual name. No one, aside from Jax, knows her as anything otherwise. Even the official forms of ID she has lists her full name as being “Valerie Vasquez” - which is not even close to the truth, and even then she still goes by just Volt or V. There’s a couple reasons for this. Firstly, because Roselina Giulietta Hazel Vasquez is a mouthful in her opinion, Secondly, the name carries a lot of sentiment of a life she both resents and wishes she could go back to. It feels like a very big and very intimate secret and she doesn’t feel comfortable telling just anyone about it. And thirdly, because she feels strange talking about her heritage without any biological family around and she feels that she’d stick out a lot more with a name like hers just floating around. She might be half-Mexican, but it’s her other half that feels like it doesn’t belong where she is right now.

Volt dislikes being alone because her mind is always on the go, and if she doesn’t have other people to talk to or other things to distract herself with, she get bothered by he places it begins to wander.

Ironically, despite her name, Volt hates the sound of thunder. She spent too many night sleeping outside with little to no shelter from the rain and the elements that the bright flashes and loud bangs of thunder unsettle her to a degree where she’d rather stay hidden somewhere inside until it passes.

Volt doesn’t really like looking at herself for too long. It’s not so much body image issues as it is issues she has with her own character. She has some deep-rooted anxiety tied into her abandonment issues and they’ve sort of manifested into a general sense of malcontent with who she is. She just doesn’t like herself as a person all that much and doesn’t like having to face herself or think too deeply about it.

Tw self-harm mention: Volt has trouble with intrusive thoughts. They often manifest as unpleasant or traumatic memories, ideas of harming others or herself, fear that she might be sick at random, and a fear that she might ruin things at any given moment.

Volt tends to space out a lot when she’s by herself. She gets lost in her own head, usually wrapped up in overthinking or her own obsessive, anxious thoughts. She doesn’t like when it happens.

Volt suffers from insomnia as a result of her intrusive thoughts. As a result, she’s developed a secret dependency on tranquilizers to knock herself out so she doesn’t have to deal with tossing and turning for hours because of it.

Volt has a deep-rooted fear of emotional intimacy, vulnerability, and commitment because of her abandonment anxiety, rejection sensitivity, and general lack of self worth. She lives by the idea that she won’t get hurt if she never allows herself the opportunity to be hurt. Unfortunately, this also manifests in her never asking for help or letting on how much she’s struggling, even when it’s drowning her. The only person she ever talks to about things is Jax, and even then, she won’t tell her mom everything if she thinks it’s too much.

Tw alcohol mention: Volt very much self-medicates with smoking and alcohol because she knows that something’s wrong and that she’s different from other people, and she knows that her differences from others is making her life more difficult, but she doesn’t understand how or why and it upsets her.

Tw death: Volt has vivid memories of watching members of what used to be her clan being murdered on the streets in front of her as a child. She remembers their eyes staring at her as they bled out in front of her. She remembers people dying under her little hands as she tried to help them. Those memories haunt her sometimes.

Volt can sing. She’s not like an expert or anything, but she carries a tune well and enjoys vocalizing to her favorite songs. Undoubtedly, she sings best when she’s in the shower.

Despite her punk style, Volt is a big fan of traditionally girly aesthetics and motifs, like unicorns, rainbows, mermaids, and flowers. She has a jacket with various patches on it with such motifs.

Volt’s a sucker for the old classic princess and prince stories, like Sleeping Beauty, Cinderella, and Snow White. She also love animated movies with animals and cartoons. A part of her never grew up and is still daydreaming about a happy ending.

#{ keeps their moet et chandon in their pretty cabinet : headcanon }#{ the lone nomad : volt }

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lilacyennefer · 4 years ago

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Hurricane — Part 11

A/N: It was really exciting to write this chapter so I really hope you guys enjoy it! A little reminder, this is just fiction, none of what's written in here is true so please keep that in mind! Have a nice weekend <3

TW: blood, mention of death, panic attack

You’ve been in hospital for almost 3 weeks before you finally could go home. Jax and your brother stayed by your side, even Chibs kept you company sometimes.

“Jax, it’s fine I can pack my things.” You tell him while he’s packing your clothes and toiletries into a bag.

“No way. You just take it easy.” He tells you firmly and you sigh, sit down on the hospital bed. The doctors gave you the order to not lift anything heavy, not stress, and just be careful in general since you got into such risk at the early state of your pregnancy.

“Have you decided if you gonna go back to work?” Jax asks as he zips the bag. The doctors really recommend you to not come back while you’re pregnant, you need to rest as much as possible.

“I probably won’t.” You admit “I love working, but I’d never forgive myself if something would happen to our baby.” As you say the word ‘baby’ you run your hand over your lower belly.

“Good. You know I’ll take care of you.” Jax tells you seriously as he helps you up from the bed.

“I know that, but I’m still worried about a lot of things.” You confess.

“Please, don’t be.” Jax shakes his head “You should only focus on healing and growing our baby. I’ll take care of everything else.” You look down to the floor and you start silently crying.

“Hey, what’s wrong?” He cups your chin into his hands and makes you look at him.

“I’m just..” you sob “I’m so terrified, Jax. I’m terrified to leave, because that someone who wanted to kill me is still out there, and they’re probably not done yet.”

“Hey, hey!” Jax pulls you closer as you cry harder. “I’m gonna keep you safe no matter what! You never will be alone, and I’ll find that person who did this to you!” You lay your head on Jax’s shoulder as you cry. In the past 3 weeks you cried a lot, often found yourself at the edge of a panic attack when you woke up and remembered what happened. Well, not exactly remembered, because you still don’t remember anything what happened that night, no matter how hard you tried. Jax didn’t push you, he was determined to find whoever tried to kill his family, with or without you remembering details.

Jax let’s you cry on his shoulders as long as you feel like before he took you home.

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“I’m staying with you today and as long as you want.” Jax tells you as you step into the house that you share with him.

“Clay won’t miss you?” You ask, and as you say Clay’s name shiver runs down on your spine, a really bad feeling is creeping on you, but you ignore it.

“I don’t give a shit about Clay.” Jax says seriously. During the time Jax has spent next to you, you never once asked what he told the club why he’s staying away.

“What do you tell him? Why are you not there?” Jax looks down to the floor and he clenches his jaw.

“I asked for a leave.” he says seriously.

“You what?”

“I asked for a leave and Clay happily gave it to me.” Jax replies bitterly.

“Jax, I’m sorry.” You say honestly.

“It’s not your fault.” He shakes his head.

“I mean, isn’t it?” You start “If it wasn’t for me then…”

“Tate, stop.” Jax tells you forcefully, but guilt is already eating you and you feel tears in your eyes.

“If I didn’t start saying how much I hate the gun business and I’d I didn’t get shot then you’d still be the part of the club what your father founded and what is your legacy.” You jabber.

“None of this is your fault!” Jax yells and you stop, looking at him scared. You see him immediately regret his action, he runs one of his hands over his face.

“It’s not your fault.” He states again. Jax steps closer to you. “Months ago I found a manuscript. My father wrote it about his vision for the club. He didn’t want this, Tate.” Jax shook his head “It wasn’t just you who made me doubt every decision that Clay made.”

“But also your father talking to you from his grave.” You say, understanding what Jax just told you.

“So, what now Jax?”

“We will figure out who did this to you.” You just nod and wrap your arms around Jax, hugging him.

“I promise it’s going to be okay.” You mutter into his chest, and he hides his face into your hair, inhaling your scent.

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“Jax, could we talk about what happened?” You just took a shower and you walked out of the bathroom wearing only a towel wrapped around as you sat down on the bed, next to Jax.

“What do you mean exactly?” He asks, looking at you.

“The accident. My assassination. Call it whatever you want.”

“Are you sure you want to talk about it?” Jax asks you carefully.

“I want to know what you know. Maybe it will help me remember something.” Jax nods.

“You were working late that night, so I went to pick you up. I was waiting for you in the parking lot, smoking when you appeared in the door.” He clenched his jaw “I should have walked to the door to meet with you and not wait for you next to my bike.”

“No, Jax. You couldn’t have known it. You picked me up so many times before and nothing happened.” You say firmly. He ignores what you said and he continues.

“Then a black van appeared. It happened so fast. The next moment you were on the ground, bleeding and fighting for your life.” Jax shakes his head, like he wants to shake the memory away from his brain. Your heart beats faster in your chest, anxiety is creeping on you from Jax’s words so you take some deep breath to calm yourself down.

“You have any idea who wanted to see me dead?” You ask him in a shaky voice. He presses his lips together into a thin line as he’s thinking about what to say.

“We have a good suspicion, but we have no proof.” He says “We think it was Clay. He has every reason to do it.” You get up from the bed, suddenly it’s really hard for you to breath and tears are filling your eyes, again. You try to take deep breaths as you walk around the room, Jax gets up from the bed and walks up to you.

“Tate, you gotta calm down.” He tells you, but you shake your head.

“Is this what I get for wanting to protect my brother and husband? That I don’t want you to get into prison? Or worse?” You cry.

“Tate, listen to me. It’s not your fault! None of this is your fault! If it was really Clay who did this, he’ll pay for it.” You’re about to answer him when you hear a knock on the door. You look at Jax who’s looking towards the direction your front door is.

“Stay here.” Jax says as he grabs his gun and goes to check who knocked on the door. You hear Jax open the door and you hear him talk to someone before you hear steps coming towards the bedroom.

“It’s your brother. He wants to talk to you.” Jax says and you nod, wipe your tears from your face and walk out to the living room where your brother is.

“What’s wrong?” You ask him immediately.

“Clay wants to throw a party for you. Celebrate that you’re okay.” Dan says bitterly, and Jax lets out a snort.

“You kidding, right”? Jax asks, and Dan shakes his head.

“Unfortunately, no.” You stand there quietly, thinking about what your brother said.

“You know what” you start and both men looks at you “This is not a bad idea. Let him believe that we don’t suspect anything. Make him believe that we are okay. Maybe it will be easier to find something against him if we pretend to be buddies.” You state. Jax and Dan looks at each other, then Jax says:

“I don’t think it’s a good idea, Tate.”

“Why?” You see him hesitate before he replies.

“I don’t think you can emotionally handle this.” You stare at Jax, thinking about what he just said. You know he’s right, the smallest things can make you cry and push you to the edge of a panic attack, and you know you should keep yourself relaxed for your baby’s health.

“I’ll be able to handle it.” You say confidently “I want him to pay for what he has done.” Your brother and Jax just nods before Dan says goodnight and leaves the two of you alone.

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Today SAMCRO is throwing a party for you to celebrate that you’re out of the hospital. Both you and Jax are nervous about the whole thing, but you took part in the party anyway. Jax parks your car in front of the clubhouse and you slowly get out of the car, taking a deep breath to calm your nerves. Jax walks next to you, he’s silently asking if you’re okay, and you nod, signaling him that you’re fine. You walk into the clubhouse with Jax, they’re already playing music and you know that they already started drinking. You could really use a drink right now to calm yourself down, but since you’re pregnant, you can’t drink.

“Tate!” You hear Chibs yell your name and you turn towards the noise. You smile when you see him.

“How are you, lass?” Chibs asks you.

“I’m okay.” You lie.

You poletiley chatted with everyone who came up to you, wearing a fake smile the whole time. You even let Clay hug you and tell you how happy he is that you’re okay, it took all your strength to not roll your eyes and punch him in the face. The two new members of the club who came from another charter not long before your accident kept their distance from you, and you didn’t mind honestly, two less people who you have to talk to.

Jax was sitting at the bar, talking to Opie, and you were standing next to him, not feeling like sitting down, when one of the new members, Ritchie was his name, stepped next to you to ask for a beer from the prospect. When he reached for the beer you saw the tattoo on his wrist, a tattoo what looked really familiar to you, but you don’t know from where.

Then it hit you.

It’s the same tattoo you saw on the man’s wrist who shot you.

Suddenly memories are rushing back, you remember everything what happened that night. The van. The tattoo. The Cut.

You feel like you’re going to be sick, you’re feeling nauseous and dizzy at the same time. You grab Jax’s arm and mutter:

“I’m gonna be sick.” before you rush out of the clubhouse. Jax follows you as you walk away as far as possible before you sink down on the floor, breathing heavily. Jax kneels down in front of you, you see him talk, but you don’t hear what he’s saying, all you can hear is your heart beating too fast, and you’re trying to get some air into your lungs as a panic attack rushes over you.

“I can’t breath.” You say, gasping for air. You feel Jax’s hands on your shoulders and you shake them off, pushing him away a little bit. “Please don’t touch me!” You beg as you fight with your panic attack. You slowly look around yourself, listing every thing you can see, telling yourself that you can breathe until you calmed down. Jax was still kneeling in front of you, and you finally looked at him, then around yourself to see who else followed you. Your brother was standing not so far away from the two of you, and you saw Chibs, Opie, and Bobby standing in the door of the clubhouse.

“We need to talk, only the three of us.” You say, still a little breathless. Jax nods and gets up, waking to your brother and tells him something, you see Dan walk up to the guys and tell them something, and they walk into the clubhouse leaving the three of you alone. Jax helps you up from the floor, you fix yourself a little bit and wait for your brother to join you.

“I remember.” You state “I remember what happened, and not just what happened, but what I saw.” Both men looked at you impatiently so you continued “That night, a man jumped out from the van, his face was covered, but he was wearing a Cut. “ you point at Jax’s chest, on his Cut “The exact same Cut the two of you are wearing.” Jax lets out the air he was holding through his nose “But that’s not all. The tattoo on Ritchie’s arm is the exact same tattoo I saw that night.”

“FUCK!” Jax yells. “I knew it, I fucking knew it!” He’s walking around angrily when he suddenly stops and looks at your left where Gemma’s office is. You follow his eyes and you see Chucky standing in there.

“Jax” Chucky starts “I think we should talk.” He says hesitantly and he looks at you. “All of you.” You look at Jax who looks confused.

“What do you want, Chucky?” Jax asks him irritatedly.

“Please.” Is all what Chucky says.

“Jax, c’mon.” You say as you walk towards the office, your brother and Jax follows. Dan closes the door behind you and says:

“I’ll watch if someone’s coming.” as he takes his place next to the window, looking out, but listening to your conversation.

“What is it, Chucky?” Jax asks him impatiently.

“Jax, I’m sorry.” Chucky says hesitantly. “I should’ve said this earlier.” he looks down to the floor, almost ashamed.

“A few weeks ago, I overheard Clay talking to Ritchie and Mike.” Chucky looks at you. “They were talking about making someone...disappear.”

“Jesus christ.” Jax says and steps closer to you, hugging an arm around you and pulling you close.

“I didn’t know it, I swear! I didn’t know they were talking about Tate until it happened, and now that I heard you talk about it.” Chucky says nervously “I’m sorry! I’m so sorry!”

“It’s not your fault, Chucky!” you say forcefully. Jax looks at you surprised, he was expecting you to cry or have a panic attack, but instead you’re angry, so fucking angry. You look back at Jax before pure rage washes over you and you storm out of the office heading towards the clubhouse, Jax and Dan follows you. You tear the door open and rush inside, skim over the crowd to find Clay, and when you do you rush up to him. You place a hand on his back making him turn around before you punch him in the face as hard as you can, not caring about the pain in your hand what you felt after you punched him. You didn’t let him register what’s happening, you punched him again and again, until he was laying on the floor, you on the top of him, still punching him in the face.

“You tried to fucking kill me and my unborn child, you motherfucker!” you scream into his face what’s covered with blood, so is your hand.

“You piece of shit!” you spit as you hit him one more time before you feel Jax’s arms around you, pulling you away.

“Tate, enough!” Jax tells you, trying to calm you down.

“You almost killed my child!” you keep yelling at Clay as he’s trying to get up from the ground.

“What the hell are you talking about?” Clay asks, wiping his blood away from his face.

“I’ll tell you what she’s talking about.” Jax says, more calmly than you, but you can hear the anger in his voice. “She’s talking about how you tried to assassinate her. Sending her into hospital, almost killing our unborn child too. I bet you didn’t know that she’s pregnant when you hired those two idiots” Jax points at Ritchie and Mike “to do the dirty job.” Jax steps closer to Clay.

“We know you did it, so you better own it.” Jax spits “And I want what’s mine by right. I want the President patch and you out of my father’s club.” Jax’s last words made the crowd, what was listening quietly so far, started quietly talking, and you could feel Gemma’s gaze on you.

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