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damallarky · 3 months ago
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This has been sitting in my drafts for several years now at this point lol….
Ok for reference- my Warden is Seraphina Surana and she romanced Zevran. My Hawke’s name is Janette and she romanced Anders. And finally my Inquisitor is Aisling Lavellan and she romanced Solas.
Seraphina would romance Anders I think. She knew him from the Circle and and while he was older than her by several years they did hang out in the same group of friends. She also recruited him. So they’re friends. And with time I think it could blossom into something more. I also think it would be good for Anders because Seraphina wouldn’t take any of Justice’s shit. For Inquisition companions, she would romance Cullen. They used to have the biggest crush on each other.
Janette would probably romance Zevran. They would match each other’s freak fairly well. For Inquisition she would either go for the Iron Bull or Josephine. The Iron Bull because she would find him very sexy and Josephine because she’s cute and has a low key bit of gremlin in her that Janette wouldn’t be able to resist.
And finally, Aisling. She would love Alistair. She’s a romantic at heart and Alistair would definitely be her knight in shining armor. Like, I could see her pressing that rose and keeping it forever. I also think she wouldn’t mind being the king’s side piece- she knows who he really loves and that would be enough for her. Among the Kirkwall Crew she would fall hard for Fenris. Brooding wolves is kind of her thing.
Bonus Rook since I waited so damn long lmao:
Renan (my Rook) would want Morrigan carnally the minute he sees her turn into a giant fucking spider and rips someone’s head off. Idk who he’d go for among the Kirkwall Crew to be honest. But it would be either Merrill because I think they would be cute together, or Fenris for similar reasons to Morrigan. Finally in Inquisition, Ren would stumble into a romance with Cassandra. Face first most likely. Like Aisling, he is a bit of a romantic, and I could see him serenading his raven haired lady. He’s also into women who could kick his ass into the next Age, so there’s that.
Which DA2 and Inquisition companions would your Warden romance?
Which Origins and Inquisition companions would your Hawke romance?
Which Origins and DA2 companions would your Inquisitor romance?
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angelbroad · 9 months ago
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Character list
Transformers: Marjorie Brock, Kenth Brock
Marvel: Janette Stein, Charlotte Davidson, Hell symbiote, Insanity symbiote, The Pantheon of the Old Ones (from Janette's Earth-292004), Erika (Earth-7874)
Night at the Museum: Elgio Alamanni, Deirbhile
The Babadook: Demonic Little Misters
Mortal Kombat: Kakkõ (the line is straight)
League of Legends: Agoros, Oliver
Fnaf: Robyn
SCP: Say (War/ SCP-053-2), Edith Feathers (Famine/ SCP-053-3)
Dead Plate: Camille Bouchard, Jessica Gallois
Phantom Of The Opera (demon!au): Felicie, Bernard
DC: Nadine Estrada, Loxz-Ha
Creepypasta/Marble Hornets: Iris Hernandez, Anahy Hernandez
JJBA: Fyodor Urchin (stand: Punk Tactics), Queenie Benton (stand: Good Days)
Viking roleplay: Aasveig
A Teacup in the Hat: Hatress, Nellie Holmström, Kenth Holmström
One Piece: Left Wing, Poppy Cline, Rusla, Hetha, Hawk
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spreadfire1 · 2 years ago
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“Are you still searching or are you already living?”, initializes the profile text of Janett, 36. Her passions are Outdoors, Spirituality, Dogs, and Coffee. It seems we matched on Tinder 7 years ago but we never chatted there. 
Looking at her profile picture now, it suddenly hits me: we already matched before on some other dating platform. We even went on a spontaneous date. Went for a walk together. I almost forgot. So many years, dates, and names with faces happened since then. I wonder what she's up to now. Let's continue reading her self-description.
Prefers deep talks to superficiality, sporty, self-reflective, open, honest, empathetic, silence, road to awareness, fight the ego, laugh-laugh-laugh, rather book than Netflix. no go's: shyness, "Hello, what's up?", smoking, more than one selfie
Well, that's oddly specific. And hypocritical as well. We both have more than one selfie on our profiles. Whatever. That's the least perplexing thing on the list. I don't remember her being overly into 'deep' talks, neither self-aware nor empathetic. What I do remember is her not understanding me, be it lifestyle, philosophical points of view, or much else. I also remember her criticizing my posture and lack of body tension. Which compliments my view of the basic, ignorant, uneducated, superficial, unempathetic person I felt sorry for back then.
Maybe she changed and is a better person now. Like...a completely different person. Like...performing a 180-degree character turn better than Tony Hawk on a skateboard. Looks like she stopped smoking, too. Good for her.
Fits the narrative.
ChatGPT, round out my short story I decide to message her, despite my doubts and reservations. I want to know if she truly has changed, or if this is just a facade. I ask her if she remembers me, and she responds almost immediately, saying that she does indeed remember me, and that she's sorry if she wasn't the best version of herself back then. She tells me about her journey to self-discovery, and how meditation and spirituality have changed her life. I am skeptical, but also curious. We decide to meet up, and I am surprised to find that she truly has changed. She is more grounded, more understanding, and more empathetic. We have a deep and meaningful conversation, and I realize that I have changed as well. We part ways, but I know that this won't be the last time we see each other. I am grateful for the chance to meet her again, and I am glad that we both took the time to grow and change. I am no longer searching, I am living.
Namaste. 😂
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damallarky · 3 years ago
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Behold! My girls! In order from top left:
Seraphina Surana (I couldn’t quite get her hair right so I went with the bun which is actually her in game hair.
Janette Hawke
Aisling Lavellan (minus her freckles because the thing didn’t have them which is a travesty)
Feel free to share your Dragon Age OCs with me! I love to see peoples DA children.
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lucky652 · 4 years ago
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Remember, how I talked about being a DabiHawks fan? Well, I have just finished reading zutopia by Itslivybear and I love the dynamic they are written in. Besides I'm a huge fan of Hawks being a secretary and just talking BS into the phone and when it is sometjing important, he is like:
"OMG, he didn't!'
Or
"You should leave him, Janette, he just isn't worth it."
"My name isn't Janette and we are talking about my boss right now."
I don't know I think it's hilarious
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danieledorazi · 4 years ago
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Documenting subcultures / Photographers and other animals.
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A little intro to subcultures.
The Oxford English Dictionary defines a subculture as ‘a cultural group within a larger culture, often having beliefs or interests at variance with those of the larger culture.’
David Riesman, circa 1950: “which passively accepted commercially provided styles and meanings, and a ‘subculture’ which actively sought a minority style … and interpreted it in accordance with subversive values”
Dick Hebdige, in his 1979 book Subculture: The Meaning of Style, that a subculture is a subversion to ‘the ‘straight’ world’. Subcultures bring together the neglected, the ones that can’t (or don’t want to) conform to the standards and rules of ‘normal society’, and give them a place and a sense of identity.
In 2007, Ken Gelder created a code that helps us distinguish subcultures from countercultures, based on the level of immersion in society. Gelder argues that members of subcultures are seen as ‘idle’ and ‘parasitic’ by society; they are not ‘class-conscious’ as they reject traditional class definitions; have a strong association with territory — e.g. the ‘street’, the ‘hood’ — rather than property; they embrace the group like it was a proper family, looking for belonging; like stylistic excess and exaggeration; refuse massification.
Documenting subcultures — photographers.
Here is a list of photographers that documented some subcultures throughout the years. Listed in no particular order (because f*ck the rules).
Derek Ridgers, 78–87 London Youth. You can follow Derek on Twitter, and see more of his skinheads shots on BuzzFeed.
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Gavin Watson, Skins.
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‘I had no professional photographic goals, I was more interested in being in a skinhead gang with a bit of photography on the side. I was a nervous photographer, and I still am. I’ve never gone up to a stranger and asked to take their photograph. I just couldn’t photograph other people, so it was all about my friends. My life was based around my friends, we all were all skinheads together, we all were teenagers together. If I hadn’t actually been a skinhead and set out to photograph them, the result would be very different. They’d all be V signing and shouting “fuck off, mate!”. It’s why I haven’t got the atypical pictures of what society think skinheads are, or even what skinheads think skinheads are.’ — Gavin Watson
Owen Harvey — Skinheads, Suedes, Mods, Lowriders, and other subcultures
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Janette Beckman — various musical subcultures
“You could be chubby, a few teeth missing, a funny haircut — it didn’t matter. The best thing about punk? It was inclusive. You just had to have character and attitude. That made those pictures.” (via The Guardian)
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Dennis Duijnhouwer, Gabbers
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Exactitudes — a bit of everything
‘Photographer Ari Versluis and stylist Ellie Uyttenbroek have long started Exactitudes, a project that, put it simply, is a striking visual record of more than three thousand neatly differentiated social types the artists have documented over the last twenty years. Started in 1994 in the streets of Rotterdam, this overarching and on-going project portrays individuals that share a set of defining visual characteristics that identifies them with specific social types. Be it Gabbers, Glamboths, Mohawks, Rockers or The Girls from Ipanema, Versluis and Uyttenbroek’s extremely acute eye allows them to discern specific dress codes, behaviours or attitudes that belong and characterise particular urban tribes or sub-cultures. Once they recognise an individual that fits the characteristics of a given group, they invite such person to be photographed at the studio with the only requirement of wearing the very exact same clothes s/he was wearing at the time they first encountered.’
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Mark Oblow, skateboarding
‘I picked up a camera because I was skating with all my heroes! Hosoi, Natas, Gonz, Cab, Tony Hawk, Lance Mountain, Tommy Guerrero, Gator, Jason Lee, etc. This list could keep going for days. It was hard because I wanted to skate too, but I learned to split it up with taking photos. I met Kevin Thatcher and he was a big influence on me along with Bryce Kanights — pro skater/pro photographer. He was the shit!’ (via Lodown Magazine)
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James Mollison, music fans.
From Mollison’s website: ‘His third book, The Disciples was published in 2008 — panoramic format portraits of music fans photographed before and after concerts.’
Oasis — Manchester Stadium, Manchester, UK, 3rd July 2005
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Documenting subcultures — other links and sources.
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Reddit, Twitter, Tumblr, Instagram and Pinterest is where subculture still live. A couple of interesting/relevant ones
Football casuals
From Vice: ‘Why Is Casual Culture Still Relevant In Football and Fashion?’
@thecasualultra on Twitter
@CasualMind_ on Twitter
Techwear
@techwearfits on Instagram
r/TechWear on Reddit
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vampire-the-askerade · 6 years ago
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VTMB vampires reaction to a Salubri
(It’s only the healer for this list. Doing all the different kinds would take too long for on sit down).
Camarilla
LaCroix
Would be interested in having you work for him, but you would definitely be a behind the scenes person. There’s no telling how the other Camarilla members would react if they found out the he was working with someone who is from a clan associated with the Sabbat.
The Sheriff
He would not actively seek you out. But, you better be careful. He’ll be watching you like a hawk, and will kill at the first signs of trouble.
Strauss
You would be dead as soon as he saw that third eye. No questions asked.
 Therese
She would be more then happy for any help you can offer, mentally or otherwise. But, much like LaCroix she would keep you in the background. Her main goal is to advance in the Camarilla, and a Salubri wouldn’t get her any favors.
Nosferatu
Imalia
She and you are going to get along fine. She’s a relatively new vampire, so she probably doesn’t know about the history behind your clan nor the stigma that goes with it. What she does get is that you also have a more difficult side with the physical side of the Masquerade(although not as much as her or the other Nosferatu). She will ask you if you could heal her, and might be a little upset when you can’t.
Mitnick
Like Imalia, he hasn’t been around long enough to really know much about Kindred history. Thinks the third eye looks cool, but not much else.
Barabbas 
Has had to sneak his way around a few Furies(the more violent Salubri), so he won’t trust you at first. When he can tell that you actually don’t mean any harm, he might lighten up, but will still keep a close eye on you.
Bertram
Will, have heard of you, but never seen anyone from your clan in person before. Will be more curious then afraid of your abilities. Will, also see if you would be able to cancel out his Nosferatu curse, but won’t be quite as upset as Imalia when you can’t do so.
Gary
Has also only seen Furies as Healers like yourself are a very rare thing these days. Won’t like the fact that you are around, but won’t actually do anything to you as long as you leave him and his childer alone. Might warm up to you after awhile.
Anarchs
Janette
She would be more then happy to be around you. You can help her out when her mental health is suffering, She has never been one to shy away from controversy either, so she’ll have no problem with being see with you.
Damsel
Whoa, you stop right there! She’s heard enough about your kind to know that they can’t be trusted! It will take awhile, but once you actually get her to trust you, then she might even introduce you to the other Anarchs and try to get you to join.
Skelter
He knows that there is apparently  a difference between you and the other Salubri that he has seen, and he appreciates that you are trying your best to help people. However, as far as he’s concerned you could turn Sabbat at any moment, so you better watch yourself.
Jack
Holy, shit! A unicorn! When’s the last time he saw one of you guys? Walking around, being peaceful, licking people and shit. He never believed all the stuff they said about your clan. He can spot political slop from a mile away. Just don’t go trying to clean his soul or whatever.
Nines
Will be very cautious when he hears that most of your clan is Sabbat. But, when he finds out why, then he’s a little more alright with you. He can totally understand wanting revenge on the Camarilla. Someone like you could be really helpful for the cause.
Independents
V.V.
She might be a little cautious at first due to what she has heard, but has always been one to judge one on character rather then hearsay. She will absolutely love the fact that you want to not only help people physically, but also help Kindred deal with the struggles of their condition.
Ash
When he hears that you apparently want to help people just for the sake of helping them, he’ll not believe it. There’s got to be no way that anyone, especially not a vampire, would want to help others for nothing in return. If it’s after the incident with the society of Leopold, then he’ll be more then grateful for both the physical and mental healing.
Isaac
You better watch yourself. He won’t tolerate any Sabbat problems in his city. You can stay for now, but at the first signs of trouble, you’re as good as ashes.
Beckett
If it isn’t a cyclops! He’s never had any problems with your kind, and also knows that Sabbat doesn’t automatically mean brainless brute. Perhaps the two of you could get to know each other. You know, talk about interests, experiences, your clan’s secrets. You know...the usual. Just don’t try to lecture him about how close he is with his beast. That’s just how Gangrels are.
Others
Ming Xiao
She has been aqunted with some of your clan’s Asian Kindred, and has less of a problem with you then she does with other Canaanites. Just don’t press your luck.
Andrei
Ah, it has been a long time since he has seen a Healer! You could be quite the asset for the other Sabbat. Don’t try to guilt trip the others, though; or fix anything that he’s mutated.
The cabbie/Cain
He is quite pleases to see one of his “decedents” is still on the peaceful path that his childe Salute tried so hard to achieve, even  after all that they have endured. Maybe there’s hope for his kind after all. 
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exyzuk · 5 years ago
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Why former prime minister John Howard's family had to stop holidaying at Hawks Nest north of Sydney
Why former prime minister John Howard’s family had to stop holidaying at Hawks Nest north of Sydney
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A long stretch of beach with white sand north of Sydney had for 19 straight years been the annual holiday spot for Australia’s first family.
Even before he became prime minister, John Howard and his wife Janette relaxed at Hawks Nest with their three children, Melanie, Tim and Richard.
They stayed in a serviced apartment across the road from the beach, which was aptly titled The Lodge.
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2whatcom-blog · 6 years ago
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How the World’s First Dengue Vaccination Drive Led to Catastrophe
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In December 2015 then president Benigno Aquino III of the Philippines and others negotiated a cope with pharmaceutical firm Sanofi to buy three million doses of Dengvaxia, the primary vaccine ever licensed for dengue. The plan was to present one million schoolchildren, 9 years of age, three doses of the vaccine every, sparing them from the worst outcomes of dengue: shock, organ failure and dying. The virus is available in 4 varieties. All are unfold by feminine Aedes mosquitoes, primarily Aedes aegypti, with a penchant for sucking blood throughout the day, when people are unprotected by mattress nets. Up to now 5 many years these viruses, that are associated to people who trigger West Nile fever, yellow fever and Zika, have unfold in waves throughout the tropical and subtropical world, rising dengue incidence 30-fold and affecting upward of 390 million individuals every year. Not everybody contaminated with a dengue virus will get sick: three out of 4 who get bitten may have no signs. The remainder might undergo one in every of three units of signs: a fever that mimics many different viral sicknesses; "dengue fever," which is accompanied by headache, ache behind the eyes, aching joints and bones, and, in uncommon circumstances, inner bleeding; and extreme illness encompassing dengue hemorrhagic fever and dengue shock syndrome. In extreme circumstances, plasma seeps out of capillaries, liquid swimming pools round organs, large inner bleeding ensues, and the mind, kidneys and liver start to fail. Though swift hospitalization and cautious case administration can and do save lives, greater than 20,000 individuals die of dengue yearly. Many are kids. Dengue is frightening sufficient that well being practitioners in growing nations have been eagerly awaiting a vaccine for many years. But when internist Antonio Dans and pediatrician Leonila Dans, each scientific epidemiologists on the College of the Philippines Manila School of Medication, examine Aquino's vaccination marketing campaign within the Philippine Star, the very first thing that struck them was the worth tag. At three billion pisos ($57.5 million) for procurement alone, the Dengvaxia marketing campaign would value greater than all the nationwide vaccination program for 2015, which coated pneumonia, tuberculosis, polio, diphtheria, tetanus, pertussis, measles, mumps and rubella. It could attain lower than 1 % of the nation's roughly 105 million residents. And though dengue was reported to kill a mean of 750 individuals yearly within the Philippines, it was not even among the many high 10 causes of mortality. Amongst infectious ailments, pneumonia and tuberculosis took a far heavier toll. Perusing an interim report from researchers at Sanofi Pasteur--the vaccine division of Sanofi--on Dengvaxia's scientific trials, Dans and Dans discovered additional trigger for concern. Amongst Asian kids two to 5 years previous, those that had obtained the vaccine had been seven instances extra probably than unvaccinated kids to have been hospitalized for severe dengue within the third yr after vaccination. Shut examination of the info revealed that though the vaccine was on common safer for older kids, it was statistically inconceivable to rule out the likelihood that for some youngsters, Dengvaxia made issues worse. In March 2016 Dans and Dans and different medical professionals wrote to then secretary of well being Janette Garin, warning that the vaccine might be dangerous for some kids and that the Philippines might not possess sufficient skilled well being care employees to watch so lots of them for doable opposed results. A doubtlessly safer vaccine was within the pipeline and doubtless price ready for, they reasoned. The identical month, nonetheless, the extremely revered advisory group on vaccines on the World Well being Group--which supplies steerage to nations on immunization policy--stated in a briefing paper on Dengvaxia that the hospitalizations of younger vaccinated kids, when noticed over a number of years, weren't statistically vital. "No other safety signals have been identified in any age group" older than 5, it said. A "theoretical possibility" existed that the vaccine might be dangerous for some kids, and additional analysis was crucial lest the difficulty "compromise public confidence" within the vaccine. It nonetheless "should be introduced as part of a routine immunization program in appropriate settings." These included areas the place 70 % or extra of a inhabitants had already had dengue, the place immunization of early adolescents may scale back hospitalizations by as much as 30 % over a interval of 30 years. A subsequent place paper from the identical group said that the vaccine was protected for kids age 9 and older, for whom it was advisable. On reflection, it didn't shock Dans and Dans that the authorities selected to disregard their considerations. "It was either believe us or believe the WHO," says Antonio Dans. "If I were them, I'd believe the WHO. I mean, who were we? We were just teachers in a small medical school." Filipino authorities had been apparently so assured about Dengvaxia's security that they didn't oblige Sanofi Pasteur to submit outcomes from so-called pharmacovigilance trials that will often check the protection of a brand new drug or vaccine in native circumstances. The induction of a brand new pharmaceutical product into the nationwide program usually took three to 5 years, says Anthony Leachon, a former president of the Philippine School of Physicians, however the dengue vaccination program started instantly, in April 2016. Days later got here the primary report of a postvaccination fatality, of a boy with congenital coronary heart illness. Garin defined in a press briefing that the boy's dying was unrelated to Dengvaxia. Dans and Dans persevered for months, nonetheless, chatting with the press and posting a short video on Fb that warned--on the idea of a decades-old, extremely contested principle referred to as antibody-dependent enhancement (ADE)--that if a toddler had by no means had dengue earlier than, the vaccine may really make a dengue an infection deadlier than it usually would have been. Garin responded together with her personal warning: medical practitioners who engaged in "misinformation" on Dengvaxia could be answerable for each dying from dengue that would have been prevented by the vaccine. There the matter rested till November 2017, when Sanofi Pasteur issued its personal advisory: those that had by no means skilled a dengue an infection mustn't get Dengvaxia. A month later the WHO issued recent tips, recommending the vaccine just for these with a "documented past dengue infection." The Philippines halted the vaccination program that December at the same time as dad and mom and the press responded with fury, recriminations and additional reviews of youngsters's deaths. Greater than 830,000 schoolchildren had been vaccinated. In accordance with the Division of Well being (DOH), as of September 2018, 154 of the vaccinated kids had died of assorted sicknesses. The overwhelming majority of those fatalities had been unrelated to the vaccine, however scientific observations or blood checks confirmed that 19 of them had been brought on by dengue. Sanofi Pasteur contends that the deaths within the Philippines may have arisen from a failure of the vaccine to guard a small fraction of these vaccinated. In distinction, some specialists argue, as Dans and Dans did, that Dengvaxia mimics a previous encounter with dengue--which can prime a affected person's physique to reply in a harmful technique to a second dengue an infection. The controversy has not slowed down the rollout of Dengvaxia, which is at the moment licensed in additional than 20 nations. In October 2018 the U.S. Meals and Drug Administration introduced that it might prioritize evaluation of Sanofi Pasteur's software to approve Dengvaxia. Meaning it might be accepted within the U.S., to be used in dengue-endemic areas similar to Puerto Rico, earlier than the Philippines completes its investigation into the deaths of vaccinated children--and earlier than Sanofi Pasteur publishes its remaining report from the six-year-long scientific trials. Credit score: Tami Tolpa A baffling illness For many viruses, similar to measles, the second bout, if it happens in any respect, is way milder than the primary. For dengue, a second bout is much extra prone to kill. Scientists and medical doctors have struggled for years to grasp why that is so. Within the 1950s and 1960s, when epidemics of extreme dengue started to rise in Asia, they puzzled in the event that they had been coping with an altogether new an infection. The dengue they had been conversant in saved sufferers bedridden and fatigued, however this new manifestation despatched them to the hospital or the morgue. Had the virus mutated? Or was the immune system accountable? A younger scientist recent out of medical faculty was in search of a solution. Scott B. Halstead started to check mosquito-borne viruses in 1957, whereas working for the U.S. Military in Japan. He confronted his first main dengue outbreak 4 years later, when stationed at a navy laboratory subsequent door to the Bangkok Youngsters's Hospital. Docs thought the kids who had been carried into the hospital had been poisoned; virtually 1 / 4 of them died. Halstead led the crew that recognized dengue as the reason for the outbreak. He went on to make a second, extra baffling, discovery. Youngsters who had been contaminated with dengue for a second time--each time with a unique dengue virus--and infants born to moms who had been proof against dengue had been most in danger for extreme dengue and dying. Nobody may clarify why. In 1964 R. A. Hawkes, then a researcher at Australian Nationwide College in Canberra, discovered that cell cultures contaminated with Murray Valley encephalitis, West Nile, Japanese encephalitis or Getah viruses contaminated extra cells when the virus was blended with antibodies in contrast with the virus alone. Hawkes proposed that the antibodies had been stabilizing the virus and rising their potential to connect to cells. Independently, Halstead was questioning if a lot the identical was taking place with dengue. To grasp why two totally different dengue infections had been wanted to make the second deadly, Halstead contaminated 118 monkeys with totally different combos of the 4 dengue viruses and measured the quantity of virus of their blood. In 1973 he revealed his outcomes: some monkeys, which had been contaminated a second time and with a unique dengue virus, had a lot larger viral hundreds. 4 years later he offered a doable clarification, calling it antibody-dependent enhancement. Say your first an infection is with the dengue virus referred to as DENV-1. Antibodies towards that virus can linger in your blood for many years, even your whole life. When you're contaminated a second time with a unique dengue virus, say DENV-2, Three or 4, the antibodies towards DENV-1 may paradoxically speed up the replication of the brand new virus inside contaminated cells, precipitating a doubtlessly deadly dengue an infection. Since refined by Halstead and different researchers, the ADE mechanism goes as follows: A dengue virus is a string of ribonucleic acid enclosed in a protein capsule, which options an array of attribute protuberances on its floor. Throughout a primary an infection with dengue, the immune system's B cells make an antibody referred to as immunoglobulin G, or IgG, which latches onto a number of of those irregularities. On attachment, the antibodies can ship the virus to immune system cells similar to macrophages. The phrase "phage" derives from the Greek phrase which means "to eat": macrophages are actually "big eaters." They engulf the virus and digest it with enzymes. Thus, as soon as it's certain to antibodies, the dengue virus is generally trapped and destroyed inside macrophages. When an an infection is over, some antibody-making B cells turn out to be dormant. Within the occasion of a second an infection with a unique dengue virus, these cells get up to churn out the very same antibodies as earlier than. Halstead postulated that a few of these antibodies can nonetheless persist with the floor of the unfamiliar virus however usually fail to dam its most deadly protrusions--its weapons, so to talk. The antibodies nonetheless ship the intruder to macrophages however with out having disarmed it. That permits the virus to immobilize the macrophage's personal protection system and take over the cell, whose sources it then makes use of to churn out extra copies of itself. The antibody's unwitting help helps the brand new dengue selection produce 1,000 instances extra copies of itself than if it had been appearing alone. Halstead's reward for arising with the ADE speculation was a mixture of indifference or disbelief from his friends, he remembers. Right now, at 89 years previous, he's an adjunct professor on the Uniformed Providers College of the Well being Sciences in Bethesda, Md., the place he continues to argue his case. Many dengue specialists describe him because the Godfather of ADE. "Back then, I was thinking I've made a discovery that's very important," he says. "Except nobody wanted to believe ADE was real." Greater than 4 many years later Eva Harris, a dengue skilled on the College of California, Berkeley, discovered robust proof that ADE was not solely actual however that it contributed to extreme dengue illness in kids. Harris had not got down to show or disprove ADE: she was initially skeptical of the phenomenon and never all that eager on participating within the decades-long debate. As a substitute her crew, together with statistical modeler Leah Katzelnick, was finding out the methods during which dengue sickens kids. That purpose then led the researchers to assist set up a lab in Nicaragua and to start one of many more difficult kinds of scientific tasks: a long-term pediatric cohort examine. Harris and her associates in Managua, Nicaragua's capital metropolis, had the not really easy activity of following 1000's of youngsters. For greater than 15 years the scientists engaged on the Nicaraguan Pediatric Dengue Cohort Examine cared for the kids in the event that they received sick and went to their houses to gather information and blood samples. Out of 6,684 topics, the researchers discovered 618 who had been sick with dengue and almost 4 dozen who developed extreme illness. Scouring greater than 41,000 blood samples, taken over greater than a dozen years, they made a placing discovery. Youngsters with a selected focus of antibodies--not low sufficient to be ineffective, not excessive sufficient to supply safety, however a focus of antibodies in a middling range--were at an almost eight instances larger danger of buying dengue hemorrhagic fever and dengue shock syndrome. Credit score: Amanda Montanez; Supply: "Effect of Dengue Serostatus on Dengue Vaccine Safety and Efficacy," by Saranya Sridhar et al., in New England Journal of Medication, Vol. 379, No. 4; July 26, 2018 ADE handily explains this discovering. If the antibodies should not there to start with or are current at very low densities, they can't improve a subsequent dengue an infection to trigger severe illness. If antibodies are current at excessive densities (as occurs shortly after an preliminary an infection), they in some way handle to cowl any new dengue virus sufficiently to disable it, enabling macrophages to kill it. If, nonetheless, the antibody concentrations are in what Harris describes as a "danger zone"--not low and never high--they might facilitate the virus's entry into the macrophages with out disarming it, thereby accelerating virus manufacturing. Harris's Science paper describing these outcomes was, within the phrases of Jean Lim, a virologist on the Icahn Faculty of Medication at Mount Sinai, a "rock star study" that swayed a number of the staunchest naysayers of ADE. Her sudden findings can also have hit on the answer to the dengue vaccine thriller. A purple flag Coincidentally, days after Harris's paper was revealed in November 2017, Sanofi Pasteur made the announcement that enraged Filipino dad and mom: don't get Dengvaxia you probably have not had dengue. A month later the WHO adopted swimsuit, stating that solely people who had been proved to have already got had dengue ought to be given the vaccine. That was precisely what Halstead had been saying since March 2016, when he revealed an evaluation in Vaccine arguing that Dengvaxia may trigger hurt. Maybe in individuals who had by no means had dengue, the vaccine was appearing like a primary dengue an infection, priming the physique with simply the fitting amount of Trojan-horse antibodies to assist an actual an infection flip extreme. Younger kids had been much less prone to have already encountered dengue, and for them, the vaccine was extra prone to act as a primary an infection. They had been additionally extra probably than adults to develop extreme dengue after a second an infection (as Halstead and others noticed when a second dengue virus invaded Cuba in 1981). The issue was, there was no easy technique to inform which kids had been dengue-negative earlier than they obtained Dengvaxia--because Sanofi Pasteur had not collected these information for all of them earlier than vaccinating them. "I hate to say I told you so," Harris says. "But we saw this coming." At conferences and over lengthy convention calls, she had knowledgeable Sanofi Pasteur researchers that they weren't amassing the sort of information that would gauge the vaccine's potential to place lives in danger. As a substitute of testing all kids for prior dengue an infection earlier than they obtained Dengvaxia, Sanofi Pasteur examined solely 10 to 20 % of them. The corporate argues that it was forging via unchartered territory utilizing the very best protocols recognized to vaccine science. "It's routine in many vaccine trials to bleed only 10 to 20 percent of participants," says Su-Peing Ng, international medical head at Sanofi Pasteur. After the disturbing hospitalization price got here to gentle, the researchers couldn't return and bleed the 1000's of youngsters within the scientific trials to examine their dengue standing previous to vaccination. It was too late--they had already been vaccinated. Sanofi Pasteur labored with scientists on the College of Pittsburgh to develop a novel assay that would check the vaccinated kids for proof of prior dengue an infection. That reassessment was the idea for the corporate's November 2017 warning that solely those that had had dengue earlier than ought to obtain Dengvaxia. The sooner suggestions had been primarily based on the preliminary findings from the scientific trials, which confirmed that Dengvaxia was safer for older kids. As the brand new checks revealed, nonetheless, age served partially as a proxy for prior dengue an infection. 9-year-olds are extra probably than toddlers to have already had a dengue an infection, particularly in locations the place dengue is endemic, so giving the vaccine to them ought to be, on common, protected. However neither age nor endemicity is a surefire means of understanding whether or not a toddler has had dengue: the one technique to know for sure is thru a blood check. "Mixed in with a group of nine-year-olds will always be some kids who have never had dengue," Halstead says. Halstead had very publicly let the WHO find out about his considerations. In a December 2016 paper within the Journal of Infectious Ailments, he said that a declare made by the WHO's principal advisory group on vaccines was flawed. The group had stated that the danger of hospitalization for teenagers aged two to 5 peaks within the third yr after vaccination after which "dissipates." Halstead argued that longer-term outcomes from Sanofi Pasteur's scientific trials refuted this assertion. Independently analyzing the scientific trial information, Dans, Dans and others argued in a paper within the Journal of Medical Epidemiology that there was "no biological basis for a threshold age of 9 years" past which Dengvaxia might be assumed to be protected. The WHO stands by its choice to suggest the vaccine for older kids who stay in nations hardest hit by dengue, nonetheless. "The review done was extremely thorough, transparent and according to our published procedures," says Joachim Hombach, senior well being adviser within the WHO's division of immunization, vaccines and biologicals. "Different options of possible recommendations were discussed, and the one published in 2016 was the consensus position of the advisory committee." Ongoing controversy In July 2018 Sanofi Pasteur revealed its reanalysis of scientific trial information utilizing the Pittsburgh check within the New England Journal of Medication. The evaluation confirmed the next danger of extreme illness and hospitalization in "seronegative" kids (those that had no proof of prior dengue an infection of their blood) who had obtained the vaccine, in contrast with those that had not. The "vaccine partially mimics primary infection and increases the risk of severe dengue during subsequent infection," the researchers wrote. Though ADE advocates had predicted this discovering, the paper stated that the "immunopathogenic mechanisms underlying these findings remain unknown." Halstead contends that Sanofi Pasteur researchers are in "denial" concerning the proof from their very own trials. Ng counters that precisely how ADE boosts an infection has but to be demonstrated in people. "ADE is more of a lab observation, an in vitro observation. We've not seen it clinically proven in humans," she says. "We don't know if the underlying mechanism is ADE or not." The general influence of Dengvaxia on public well being stays useful, Ng asserts. In kids who're age 9 and older and who already had dengue, Dengvaxia reduces the speed of extreme illness and hospitalization by round 80 %, in line with Sanofi Pasteur. (For causes that stay unclear, two bouts of dengue seem to confer lifelong immunity to the illness. Strictly talking, the vaccine is beneficial solely for many who have had one bout however not two.) Ng will not be the one one who disputes that ADE is the principle mechanism behind life-threatening dengue illness. Duane Gubler, founding chief of the dengue department on the Facilities for Illness Management and Prevention and an emeritus professor within the Rising Infectious Ailments Program at Duke-NUS Medical Faculty in Singapore, argues that DENV-2 and DENV-Three have traditionally been related to outbreaks of extreme illness. As such, the kind of virus might be at the very least as vital as ADE in figuring out the course of an an infection. Alan Rothman, a professor of cell and molecular biology on the College of Rhode Island, says T cells, which recruit and activate macrophages and secrete inflammatory chemical compounds, are extra straight concerned in inflicting extreme dengue than are antibodies. Halstead, then again, regards T cells primarily as saviors. They kill dengue-infested macrophages, he says, at which period the viruses might launch a protein that damages blood vessels. Docs nonetheless can save a affected person by sustaining his or her fluid ranges, shopping for the T cells time to wash out the virus. Vaccinated kids and their dad and mom protest the Philippines' 2016-2017 dengue immunization program. Credit score: Bullit Marquez AP Photograph Towards a safer vaccine With dengue infecting round one million individuals day by day and popping up in locations it has by no means been seen earlier than, the necessity for a protected vaccine is changing into ever extra pressing. Armed with the brand new data from Sanofi Pasteur, novel dengue vaccine makers are fast to say they're doing issues in a different way. "We've designed our trial in such a way to ask the most important question--how does it perform in dengue naives?" says Rajeev Venkayya, president of the World Vaccine Enterprise Unit at Takeda Pharmaceutical Firm. Takeda is at the moment testing its dengue vaccine in kids ages 4 to 16 years in Latin America and Asia. "When we started this trial in 2016, we were well aware of the concern about this issue in naives," Venkayya says. "So we made sure to have naives in our trial and collect baseline blood samples from 100 percent of participants." In January 2019 Takeda introduced preliminary outcomes from its scientific trials: the vaccine was efficient. Totally assessing security will probably take extra time, nonetheless. At the least two different dengue vaccines are being developed, one by the Nationwide Institutes of Well being and one by GlaxoSmithKline. They're years from being licensed--if they're discovered to be protected and efficient. Gubler says that any vaccine will probably shield properly towards a few dengue viruses however not so properly towards the others. "And that being the case, there's always a risk of ADE," he continues. "So do we use those vaccines, or do we shelve them and wait another 50 years for a perfect vaccine?" Halstead is much extra optimistic. "There's a really good vaccine out there," he says--the NIH vaccine, which, he wrote in a paper, "has met virtually all of the goals needed to demonstrate preclinical efficacy and safety for humans," even when it has but to endure intensive scientific trials. The FDA's October 2018 announcement that it might expedite evaluation of Dengvaxia has added recent urgency to this debate. The burden of dengue illness within the U.S. is in territories similar to Guam, the U.S. Virgin Islands, Samoa and Puerto Rico, the place Gubler was primarily based as chief of the CDC's dengue department. He helps using the vaccine in locations similar to Puerto Rico, the place, he says, the dengue surveillance system is much extra strong than within the Philippines. That's, medical practitioners there ought to be capable of maintain tabs on vaccinees and guarantee immediate hospitalization in the event that they develop indicators of great illness. "I'm in favor of using it in highly endemic areas without pretesting because I think with good disease surveillance and case management, the risk of ADE is minimal," Gubler says. Halstead disagrees: "This is a harmful product unless administered only to proven seropositive individuals." However proving earlier dengue an infection requires lab testing, which isn't all the time out there in lots of components of the world with dengue epidemics. Controversially, the WHO suggested in September 2018 that though prior screening for dengue an infection was preferable, when such testing was not possible, nations may nonetheless contemplate administering Dengvaxia in populations with 80 % or larger dengue endemicity for these age 9 and older. Requested to clarify the moral rationale for this suggestion, Hombach said that the WHO had rigorously weighed the professionals and cons; it had additionally famous that such a marketing campaign ought to be accompanied by "full disclosure of the risks of vaccination of persons with unknown serostatus." Successfully explaining such advanced points in ethnically numerous nations, the place many individuals might not comprehend the languages that well being officers communicate or be capable of learn data sheets may, nonetheless, be a problem. Sanofi Pasteur takes a extra cautious view. Spokesperson Karen Batoosingh says that "the vaccine should be available for people with a prior infection to prevent against subsequent infections" and that the corporate is striving to develop "a new rapid dengue test to ensure broader access to the vaccine for all those who could benefit from its protective value." Lack of belief The repercussions from the vaccination program are nonetheless reverberating throughout the Philippines. Talking earlier than a senate inquiry panel, Aquino defined that dengue incidence within the nation had been rising at an alarming price, and he had hoped that Dengvaxia may stop the virus from invading densely populated city areas. By this previous February, nonetheless, each the senate and the home of representatives had advisable that Aquino, Garin and different senior officers be charged beneath an antigraft regulation for irregularities within the procurement and administration of the vaccine. The households of almost three dozen useless kids have introduced prison circumstances towards Garin and different Filipino officers, accusing them of reckless imprudence amounting to murder and torture. (Requested to touch upon the circumstances during which the vaccination marketing campaign was rolled out, Undersecretary of Well being Enrique Domingo said that he had stepped into the place in December 2017, after the uproar started, and had no private data of what had taken place.) Amid the concern and suspicion, a number of outbreaks of measles have crept throughout the Philippines. In February, the nation reported that greater than 8,400 have turn out to be sick and greater than 130 have died. Mother and father had been too frightened to vaccinate their youngsters. In accordance with a examine by the London-based Vaccine Confidence Mission, in 2018 fewer than a 3rd of Filipinos strongly agreed that vaccines are vital, down from 93 % in 2015. In that examine, revealed in Human Vaccines & Immunotherapeutics, Heidi Larson, the undertaking's director, and her co-authors argued that "biased media hype"--in specific, "false narratives aiming to vilify authorities, scientists and regulators" and "senate and congress inquiries that resembled the inquisition"--had prompted public panic and lack of belief in vaccines. Dans, Dans, Halstead and others teamed as much as reply that a number of components had contributed to the decline in public confidence, not least Sanofi's "exaggerated" claims of the protection of Dengvaxia: "The outrage was a result of the loss of trust rather than its cause." Requested by Scientific American if he was giving ammunition to antivaxxers, Halstead responded that he had co-founded the Youngsters's Vaccine Initiative within the 1990s, which later morphed into Gavi, a worldwide public-private partnership that strives to enhance vaccine entry for kids in poor nations. "I have very strong bona fides as a supporter of vaccines and vaccination," he says. Even because the scientists battle it out, the dad and mom of the vaccinated kids are struggling sleepless nights, in line with Antonio Dans. "The mothers are really distressed about, Was my child seronegative when he was vaccinated? Why weren't we told it could be harmful? They call us and say, My child has a cough, should we rush him to the hospital? He seems to me slightly febrile, should he go to school?" he relates. "And how do you monitor a cold and a fever in a million kids and find out if it's dengue or not? That's a logistical nightmare, and that's what we were warning DOH about." Just about each dying within the vaccinated group was being blamed on Dengvaxia, even when it was clearly unrelated, he adds--and a lot of this rage and turmoil may have been prevented by correct and well timed scientific recommendation from trusted authorities. "So that's the sad thing here--that the WHO added to the confusion," Dans concludes. Halstead worries that as antibody ranges within the vaccinated seronegative wane with time, to an intermediate stage the place ADE turns into extra probably, they'll turn out to be more and more predisposed to growing extreme dengue after they do expertise an precise an infection. Utilizing Sanofi Pasteur's figures from the scientific trials--that 5 out of each 1,000 seronegative vaccinated kids had been hospitalized for dengue, of whom two had extreme dengue--he calculated that greater than 4,000 kids might be hospitalized for vaccine-enhanced dengue illness within the Philippines. "I rub my eyes at what's happening," he says. "Why isn't Sanofi spending a lot of time thinking, 'Okay, now that we've sensitized so many people , how are we going to protect them?'" Requested this query, Ng responded that it was unclear whether or not the circumstances of extreme dengue within the vaccinated group arose from vaccine failure or ADE. All sufferers, no matter whether or not they had dengue earlier than or had been vaccinated or not, ought to guard towards mosquito bites, be monitored for early indicators of dengue illness, and search immediate therapy on indications of extra extreme illness. Requested when the ultimate report from the scientific trials could be revealed, Sanofi Pasteur responded that the outcomes had been displayed on a poster at a gathering of the American Society of Tropical Medication and Hygiene in late 2018. Vaccines have saved uncountable lives. Naturally occurring smallpox has been wiped off the face of the planet, and polio has virtually been vanquished; tetanus and rabies now not encourage terror. Regardless of these achievements, public concern of vaccines has been rising, inserting tens of millions of youngsters vulnerable to avoidable illness. The rising skepticism about vaccines is sort of totally the results of misinformation. Even so, the twists and turns of the Dengvaxia story complicate the standard narrative of valiant scientists battling public ignorance and prejudice within the quest to maintain everybody protected. The dengue saga additionally raises troublesome questions on how pharmaceutical corporations and regulators ought to proceed within the context of evolving scientific data and imperfect vaccines. Is it moral to hazard a minority within the curiosity of defending a majority, because the WHO's September 2018 advisory on Dengvaxia implies? Who ought to be making these troublesome choices: international our bodies of specialists, nationwide well being authorities, totally knowledgeable dad and mom and medical doctors, or some mixture of those? And who ought to be held accountable when issues go flawed? Read the full article
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what souls are: part eight
ahaha i’m terrible?? what can i say: life is a fucking asshole. maybe this time the break between parts won’t be a year and a half
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chapter eight
The time between being in the kitchen and being in his room was mostly a blur to James; the only thing he really remembered was his mother giving him a gentle push in the direction of the back stairs. When she went to check on him ten minutes later, it was to find him attempting to pull on a second pair of socks. He'd already managed to put his trousers on back-to-front, and his jumper was on inside out.
She played with the string of small, grey pearls around her neck and took a deep breath. "Oh, James." She eventually said, stepping forward, ready to offer help if he wanted it.
"Sirius' going to be alright, isn't he?" James asked, frowning down at his skinny chest as the label of his jumper scratched against his chin. He heaved a sigh that no eleven year old had the right to produce, and went about setting himself straight.
She didn't answer him until he was pulling his jumper back on, the right way around this time.
"He'll be fine." The look on James' face was enough, if only for a moment, to convince her that the lie was worth it. "We'll go as soon as you've put your shoes on, darling."
James gave himself one last onceover, tugged at the hem of his burgandy jumper, and rolled his bottom lip between his teeth.
"Ready?" Mrs Potter asked from the doorway.
James nodded numbly, taking a few stumbling steps forward before she took his hand and lead him out onto the landing. He tripped down the first few stairs, before his brain caught up with his body. He took the rest of the stairs more carefully.
Smudge waited for them at the foot of the staircase, his fingers twitching anxiously as he watched their descent. Mrs Potter smiled at him, but as hard as she tried, it wouldn't reach the corners of her eyes.
James paused behind her, peering over her shoulder at the front door, as if his father were about to come barrelling through at any second.
"Shoes, James." Mrs Potter said gently, guiding him towards Smudge.
Smudge led him to the shoe rack in silence, and what was being asked of him only seemed to register when a pair of pristine navy trainers were placed on the floor in front of him.
"Thanks." He said, bending down to pull them on, and not bothering to tie the laces.
"Ready now?" Mrs Potter asked again, walking over to him so she could place a hand on his shoulder. Her thumb immediately began stroking over the material of his jumper. He nodded again, his eyes still a little unfocused as she took him by the wrist and nudged him to the front door.
"Miss Mia?" Smudge asked, blinking slowly up at her even as he retreated further back into the house. "Should we be expecting you back for dinner?"
She paused for a few moments and then shook her head. "I highly doubt it, Smudge." She said it kindly, but it didn't stop him from looking hurt. "I'd much rather you did something for you instead of worrying about us. Have you finished your puzzle yet?"
Smudge perked up immediately, even going so far as to smile brightly at them. "Thank you, Miss Mia!"
He darted off, probably to inform the others, and Mrs Potter watched him go with a soft smile of her own.
She turned back to James and gestured at the front door. He pulled it open and shivered as they stepped out onto the gravel path winding its way through their front garden. Mrs Potter gave him a knowing look, but hurried him along anyway.
Their house was on the edge of a mostly Muggle village, and as such it was the only house for quite some distance. This meant that the walk to the narrow country road they lived on was a long, silent one. A derelict bus stop stood ten yards away from the front gate, and they walked towards it hand-in-hand. A lone Jeep rumbled passed just as they reached the shattered glass of the bus stop's wall, and Mrs Potter moved to place herself between it and James.
She watched it drive further away from them before turning back to James and motioning for him to take hold of her arm. He did so without complaint and she pulled her wand out of her coat pocket.
"Ready?" She asked, for what was beginning to feel like the hundredth time that morning, and curled her fingers a little more tightly around her wand.
She didn't hear him mutter "As I'll ever be," because she'd already begun Apparating.
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St Mungo's main reception was fairly quiet when they stepped through the front door given that it was Christmas time. There were a few people littered around around the waiting room, but not nearly as many people as Mrs Potter had been expecting. A man holding his arm gingerly to his chest, with what looked more like a tentacle instead of a hand, and a woman covered in large, strangely coloured (the differing tones were enough of a giveaway) spots were the only people James could see as his mother practically dragged him to the front desk.
The woman sitting behind the desk had long black hair, kind dark eyes, and offered them a tired smile at their approach. "Good morning. How can I help?"
"Hello." Mrs Potter replied tightly. Beside her, James returned the lady's, whose nametag read 'Harriet', smile with one of his own.
His mother ran a hand over his head, fingers brushing through his hair as if reassuring herself that he was really there. She took a deep breath and leant forwards so she could rest her free hand on the top of the counter. "I'm looking for Sirius Black? I believe he was brought in just over an hour ago?"
Harriet flicked through several sheets of parchment, pausing after a few moments and looking back up at them. "Can I ask your relation, please?"
"He's my nephew." Mrs Potter answered smoothly. There were a few more relations between them than that, but she wasn't technically lying.
"Of course. He's up on the fourth floor. The Healers are with him at the moment, but if you don't mind waiting there is a small visitors room on that floor."
The thought of seeing Sirius filled James with such an overwhelming sense of dread mixed with excitement that he stopped paying attention. He only realised they were moving when his mother began pulling him down the corridor towards a set of double doors.
Remembering his manners at the last second, he glanced over his shoulder and called out to Harriet. "Thank you!" He felt his spirits lift a little when she tilted her head and smiled.
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The stairwell was tiny and cramped, barely large enough for two people to stand side-by-side, and James hated every second it took them to get up the eight flights of stairs. He sagged in relief when they finally stepped out onto a small landing. Three of the walls were made up of swinging doors, and he tried to peek down both corridors leading off the landing.
He allowed Mrs Potter to lead him into the waiting room and over to the two-seater settee pushed against the farthest wall. There was a large bay window behind it and James clambered onto the back cushion so he could look out at the skyline below. There weren't any familiar looking buildings, just Muggle London, and he slumped down onto the seat cushions with a disappointed frown.
It didn't matter what his mother was doing, she always looked extremely poised and graceful when she moved, in a way that James knew he'd never be able to replicate, and this was no different as she sat down next to him. She sat with her back ramrod straight, her chin tilted high as she watched the doorway like a hawk. James inched closer to her and leant his head against her arm, not quite tall enough to reach her shoulder when she wasn't slouching.
"Not long now, darling." She murmured, wrapping her arm around his shoulders and drawing him even closer. He leant into her with a grateful sigh, merely nodding. "Still," she continued with a soft snort, reaching up to brush his fringe away from his forehead. "I do wish they would hurry up."
"Me too." James' whisper was no more than an exhale of air, and he closed his eyes on a yawn.
Mrs Potter persuaded him to lie down, his head coming to rest on her lap as his feet tucked up against the armrest. "Rest." She said, hand curling over his shoulder. "I'll wake you if they tell me anything."
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The clock on the wall told him he'd only been asleep for half an hour, but his mother was gone when he woke up. That, more than anything else, worried him. He shot up, stretched the kinks out of his skinny shoulders and got to his feet with a groan. He hurried over to the door, mostly with the intention of finding Mrs Potter, but two sets of footsteps echoing down the hall made him shrink back behind the door. They paused at stairwell, the hinges on one door squealing as it was pushed open.
"Can you believe what a mess this is?" James assumed they were a Healer, but he didn't want to move in case they noticed him.
"I've been here twenty years, and I've never seen anything like it! That poor kid." Whoever the other set of footsteps belonged to was a man and he sighed heavily.
James felt his heart drop into his stomach and clapped a hand to his mouth so he wouldn't give himself away. Sirius. They were talking about Sirius.
"Whoever did this to him should be locked up." The first Healer muttered and James silently nodded in agreement.
"'Course they won't be. Not with a name as wealthy as theirs is, lass."
"Is he even going to make it?" She sounded young, and the desperation in her voice was almost tangible.
James shuffled his feet, desperate to find Sirius and know that he was still alive.
"There's no real telling, yet." The male Healer said gruffly. "We've a lotta work ahead of us."
"I'm going to see if I can find Janette again, maybe she'll know something that can help."
Even to James, who knew nothing about Healing, it seemed like a fruitless effort. The two Healers moved off, one moving down the hall past the waiting room and the other heading to another floor.
Suddenly the space around him felt too small, the walls felt like they were pressing in around him. His lungs felt too tight in his chest, as if they'd just shrivelled up and stopped existing, and breathing had become increasingly difficult. His back thudded against the wall and he slid down until he was on the floor, his legs sprawled uncomfortably as his feet jammed against the side of a sofa.
He tried to take in gulps of air, but even though a part of his brain recognised it was happening, his lungs refused to cooperate and he spent a few minutes gasping desperately.
What felt like a lifetime, but was probably only a few minutes, later and he felt a pair of hands grip his shoulders. He was aware of someone speaking to him, but the sound was nothing more than a low drone.
The hands on his shoulders were pressing down too hard against him and he tried to shrug them off, pressing further into the wall as if it would swallow him up if he tried hard enough.
"James." The rest of whatever was said blurred into one, and James shook his head, still gulping.
The hands were removed from his shoulders almost as quickly as they'd been placed there, and a cool pressure pressed against his forehead. The world expanded again slightly, enough for him to realise that there was a woman he didn't recognise crouched in front of him.
"It's alright, James." She said, smiling as his head started to grow foggy and his eyes began to droop. "I promise."
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The next time James woke, the sun was high in the sky, tendrils of weak sunlight creeping through the window and across his face. He felt warm and content as he flexed his toes and cracked his eyes open. His vision was blurry from where his glasses had been removed, but he could see that his mother's watch read twelve thirty. His brain was still foggy from unconsciousness but he knew it meant he'd been out for roughly two hours.
Mrs Potter was sitting next to him, her hand wrapped loosely around the arm he had resting on her lap. She was watching the door intently, but her shoulders had slumped and she seemed a lot calmer than she had the last time he'd seen her. She must have sensed that he was awake, because she glanced down at him and smiled softly.
"What happened?" He asked, biting down a yawn. He didn't know why he was so tired but he didn't like it.
"The Healers said you had a panic attack." She answered, looking at him with thinly veiled concern. "When we couldn't get you to calm down, they thought it best if they gave you a Sleeping Draught."
James frowned lightly, but didn't say anything and rubbed at his eyes.
"Do you remember what triggered it? The Healers suggested that it could have been something as simple as you worrying about Sirius." She stroked a hand through his hair and he very narrowly avoided ducking out from under her.
"I.." He trailed off, frown deepening as he thought. "I heard a Healer say they didn't know- didn't know if Sirius would- would make it."
He felt, rather than saw, Mrs Potter tense and his own shoulders stiffened.
James decided to prod further and muttered: "They said it's really bad, is that true?"
"Ah." Mrs Potter said, lifting her hand from James' head and resting it in her lap. She stared down at her fingers and rolled her bottom lip between her teeth. "I wasn't completely honest with you earlier, darling. The truth is, I had no idea about the state Sirius was in. It was unfair of me to tell you he'd be fine when I didn't know."
"You lied?" James demanded, springing up so he could cross his arms indignantly across his chest. "You always say lying is bad!"
"It is." She agreed, nodding slightly. "I lied to you and that was wrong of me. I should have known you were old enough, and mature enough, to handle the idea that Sirius is very hurt."
"Don't you think I don't know that?" He cried, and he could feel tears creeping up behind his eyes. "I lost my colours, Mum! They're gone and it's because Sirius is in there!" At that he pointed a finger towards the door of the waiting room.
"Darling, I know. I'm sorry, I didn't think about what the lack of colours would be doing to you." She reached out for him, but he took a deliberate step back.
"Do you know if he's okay?" He asked, sounding so utterly destroyed that Mrs Potter felt her heart break a little at the sight of it.
"Not yet, but a very kind lady called Janette has been in to say that they'll let us know as soon as they're finished with him. That, if nothing else, suggests good things." She didn't try to reach out for him again, knowing he wouldn't want it, but her fingers itched to hold him close and protect him from the horror of it all.
James sighed, a long, heavy sound that shook his entire body. "I just… why him? What did he do to deserve this?" This time, the tears did come, forcing their way out so suddenly he didn't have much time to prepare.
"Oh, James." Mrs Potter breathed, letting him rock towards her before she caught him and wrapped him up in a tight hug. "I don't know, darling, but as soon as all of this is over, we'll take care of him."
"Wha- What do you m-m-mean?" The fact he was able to get a coherent sentence, as intermittent with hitched breathing and sniffles as it was, was a feat in itself.
"We haven't had much chance to talk about it, but I'm sure your father would agree that Sirius cannot return to his parents. To do so, after knowing what they're responsible for, would be a huge violation of what we stand for." She urged him to sit down next to her, because as much as she loved him, he was entirely too big to sit on her lap.
"What w-would you d-do?" He was looking at her with so much hope that she knew it was the right thing to say, and this time she wasn't lying.
"We'd take him in, of course. I will not allow him to be returned to Walburga or Orion's care. Not after this. Your father will take it up with the Minister himself, if that's what it takes."
"Sirius is coming home with us?" James asked, eyes alight, even if he was still crying. She nodded, and he broke out into a watery smile.
"Sirius is coming home with us. Or at least, he's going somewhere his parents can't reach him." Mrs Potter said with a decisive nod.
"Thank you!" James said, and the adrenaline of his anger seemed to have dissipated because he yawned so widely and so suddenly that his jaw cracked.
"I know you won't want to, but perhaps you should sleep again?" Mrs Potter suggested, lips twitching tiredly when James vehemently shook his head.
"No! Bad things happen when I wake up." James was determined, but it was like his body was unwillingly drawn back into the cushions because he snuggled into them and yawned again.
"I'll be here the entire time." Mrs Potter promised, brushing a thumb against his forehead.
"I don't want to." He replied stubbornly, but his eyes drooped regardless.
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It was dark, wherever he was. He couldn't see anything, but he could feel the eyes of something else watching him carefully, and his shoulders tensed. He tried to step forward, more to see if he could move than to actually go anywhere, only to find that he couldn't. There was nothing evidently holding him in place, at least nothing that he could feel, but his feet would not move.
He felt an even greater surge of panic race through him at the idea of being stuck, and in a move of desperation, bent down to try and tug at his leg. The effort proved fruitless, and it confirmed his suspicions that there was nothing physically holding him in place. He groaned in frustration and tried to pull his feet free of his trainers, but that too proved to be pointless, as it seemed they had been stuck in place too.
He didn't notice the darkness to his left change until he straightened up and his eyes adjusted to the fact there was a spot of pure, true blackness next to his shoulder. The rest of… wherever he was dark, yes, but he could vaguely make out shapes in the distance. Of what, he wasn't sure, but they were stable and unchanging. This spot next to him, however, was not. It shifted and seemed, strangely, to be hovering as if waiting for him to notice it.
"Where am I?" James asked, not really expecting an answer.
"It is of little importance." A voice said. It hissed around the edges of its words, as if vocalising them was difficult, or at least unpleasant.
"Who's there?" James demanded, his heart in his throat and pounding so hard he felt himself shake with it.
"That is of little importance, either." The voice said, and if James didn't know any better he would think it almost sounded amused.
"Why am I here?" He tried and the voice made a… pleased sound.
"Now we are getting somewhere." It rasped, suddenly a lot closer than it had been and almost whispering into his ear. He involuntarily flinched, although he couldn't move too far away because of his feet. The voice snarled and in an instant was at his other ear. "Don't hide from me, boy!"
"I'm s-sorry." James stammered. "I didn't mean to."
"Alright." James should have been concerned with how quickly it backed off, but his instincts told him it was genuine. "Back to the task at hand, child."
"What am I here for? And why can't I move?"
"The moving is of your own making." The black mass disappeared for a moment and then reappeared in front of him. It was strange, but James could tell it was circling him, although whether that was a good thing or not, he didn't know.
"What do you mean?" The longer he was in its presence, the calmer he felt. That did not, however, mean he felt safe, and there was a need for action pressing against his sternum. "I want to move."
"Perhaps," the voice said and if it was going to continue speaking in riddles James knew he was going to get tired of it very quickly. "But wanting does not equal doing, child, and the doing is what is important."
"But what am I meant to do?" He asked, desperation making him sound angrier than he'd intended and he knew as soon as the words were out of his mouth that he'd made a mistake.
"You dare get an angry at me, boy?" The voice said, the black mass suddenly in his personal space and swirling angrily, tendrils sneaking out and edging closer to his face.
"No, I'm sorry." He wasn't sure an apology would work so well this time, but he figured it was probably best to at least try. "I don't know what you want from me."
"Nothing." The voice hissed. "I don't want anything from you. As I said: the moving is of your making."
"But I don't know what that means." James said.
"Then I cannot help you." The black mass disappeared, the space where it had been returning to the same darkness as the room around it.
James, now more scared than he had been before the voice had appeared, felt a cold sweat tickling at his brow, and he tried to wipe it away, only to find that his arms would no longer move, either.
"No!" He cried, trying as hard as he could to make his body obey him, but no matter how hard he pulled, his arms would not move.
As the panic began bubbling up inside him, another, very familiar voice called out in the darkness. "Is there someone there? Help!"
"Sirius?" James said, thankful that his mouth, at the very least, was still working. "Sirius is that you?"
"James?" It definitely sounded like Sirius, the inflections in his voice matching perfectly. But as much as James wanted to trust this new voice, the possibility of it being a trick made him cautious.
"Sirius, where are you?"
"I'm not sure. It's dark and I can't see anything." He coughed and there was the sound of a scuffling, as if something was dragging its feet across wooden floorboards. "Where are you?"
"I don't know either." James called back. "I can't move."
"You can't… move?" Sirius asked, and James could hear the frown in his voice so clearly that it made him smile despite himself.
"No. I'm sort of… stuck. You're going to have to come to me."
"Okay, hold on then. Bloody typical, you are." Sirius grumbled. A few moments later there was a thud and then a yelp.
"Sirius!" James called. "Are you okay?"
"Fine." There was the noise of wood scraping over wood. "I walked into a sodding table. This place is the pits, mate."
"You're telling me." The smile, which had been slowly fading came back, slightly dimmer than before.
"Right, okay. " Sirius said to himself. "That's a… what is that?"
"I think the answer to that is probably 'not good'." James said with a snort. He knew caution was a wise stance to take, but whatever this thing was sounded so much like Sirius that it was hard to keep his guard up.
"I'd say you're right about that." Sirius laughed back, a light sound that wasn't much more than a huff of air. "Alright, I think I'm getting closer. Reach your hand out, would you?"
"How'd I know you're Sirius?" It was, in all honesty, a silly question to ask because it would find him whether it was Sirius or not.
"Honestly, we've been talking to each other for at least five minutes and you're asking me that now?" Sirius laughed again, this time longer and louder than the previous one. Sirius' laugh was distinctive; a loud, musical sound that lilted at the ends and hearing it had always made James instinctively happy.
"It wasn't like I was expecting you to be here. Wherever here is." James said defensively. Sirius' request finally registered and he sighed. "I can't move my arms, remember?"
"Shit." Sirius said and there was something about the way he said it that sent James into a fit of giggles. "Well, I dunno. Stick your head out, or something."
James huffed in disbelief but did as instructed. "Are you okay?"
"I told you, I'm fine." Although the words sounded harsh, they were said with confusion.
"No, I- I mean, in the real world?"
"What're you on about, mate?" Sirius asked, both genuine concern and confusion lacing his tone.
"What do you mean 'what're you on about'. My dad rushed you to St Mungo's. The Healers don't know if you're gonna make it!" James frowned.
"James, I have no idea what you're talking about." Sirius said, his voice now a lot closer than it had been and James suppressed a shudder. It wasn't that the movement itself made him uncomfortable, but the fact he couldn't see where Sirius was made him feel uneasy.
Still, he felt the need to ask: "You don't know what St Mungo's is? You're joking, right?"
James felt a light, cold pressure on his cheek and suppressed a shiver. The voice that answered him no longer sounded like Sirius and panic crept up his spine, making him so utterly terrified that he couldn't even blink. "I never joke."
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James woke up with a start, biting down a startled yelp as he felt cold sweat on his brow. He sat up on the sofa to find himself alone for the second time in one day, and scrubbed a hand over his face. When he took his hand away and opened his eyes he stilled. Colour didn't completely cover everything, but there were traces of it outside the window as the sun bled into the sky behind the highrises in the distance, and he could see the linoleum outside was of a very pale, almost grey, blue.
He got to his feet and walked unsteadily over to the door, immediately curling a hand around the doorframe for support. This time, nobody interrupted him as he stepped out into the corridor. Unsure of where he was going, he decided to try his luck on the other side of the door he wasn't meant to go through, and edged over to it cautiously. He could tell now that the "PERSONNEL ONLY" was written in a bright, obnoxious orange, which seemed strange. He didn't dwell on it too much though as he pushed through into the corridor beyond and steadily made his way down the hall, pausing at every door, just incase someone else appeared.
The colours, he noticed, were getting brighter and more nuanced the further down he went. He could see the differences in shades and tones now, and he tried desperately to bite down his excitement because he knew it didn't necessarily mean anything.
There were small glass windows in each door, which James was very thankful for, because it meant all he had to do was stand on his tiptoes and look in. He found Sirius three doors from the end of the corridor on the left hand side.
He stilled, breath hitched in his throat as he watched the unconscious body of his best friend… soul mate… other half… inhale and exhale slowly. It was, without a doubt, the surrealist moment of James' life thus far; watching the most important person in his life battle to stay alive. And James understood then, what they'd meant when they'd said they didn't know if Sirius would make it. His body was covered in bandages, to the point that James couldn't actually see any skin from where he was standing. If he hadn't been so emotionally drained, he would have at the very least teared up, but before he even really had the chance to think about it, footsteps sounded from the opposite end of the corridor.
Heart pounding, James threw the door open, careful to stop it slamming. He eased it shut and then crouched underneath the window, praying that whoever it was wouldn't be coming to check up on Sirius. He glanced around the room for a possible hiding spot and huffed out a breath when the only viable option turned out to be a wardrobe. Thankfully, the footsteps stopped a few doors up, but he still crept further into the room, making sure to keep out of sight of anybody who might peer in.
The colours inside the room were flickering so quickly at this point, the browns of the bedside table blurring together, the pale green blanket draped across Sirius washing him out even more than he already was. From this angle James could see that Sirius wasn't as extensively bandaged as it first appeared. His face was free of them at any rate, although James could see the edges of them wrapping up around his shoulders and down his arms. The hand closest to James was free, so James reached forwards and gently took hold of it, trying to ignore how cold it felt against his palm.
Sirius was so pale, the colour of his skin so washed out and faded that he genuinely looked dead. It was only because James could see, and hear, him breathing that he knew he wasn't. James bent down so his forehead was resting on their clasped hands and took a deep breath.
It was shaky when he released it, air ghosting out across the skin of Sirius' hand as James tried to blink back tears. Apparently his tear ducts had recovered enough after all. "Please be okay." He whispered, lifting his head and holding Sirius' palm against his cheek. "You can't leave me."
He kept talking for a while, nonsensical whispers that he knew didn't really make sense, mostly to comfort himself. He didn't know how long he'd been there because he hadn't been paying attention to the clock on the wall next to the window, but he knew it must have been at least half an hour. There was a strange calm that had settled over him the longer he sat there, as if the very air around him knew that everything was going to be okay. It was strange, but James revelled in it, letting it wash over him so that he was completely relaxed and mellow.
A change in Sirius' breathing made James lift his head from where he'd had it resting on a free patch of mattress. He watched for some kind movement on Sirius' part for a few minutes only to be disappointed when it didn't look like anything was going to happen. He was content just to be able to see Sirius was alive, however, so laid his head back down and started humming quietly to himself.
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Sirius could feel something pressing against his hand and something wrapped around his arm. His body felt tight and heavy in a way that made him anxious, and he fought for consciousness. It took him a while to fight to the surface, but eventually he blinked his eyes open to look blearily up at the ceiling of a room that smelt like flowers. He didn't recognise the room he was in, but there was something about it that made him feel safer than he had in a while, and he relaxed into the pillows tucked behind his head.
The sound of gentle breathing further down the bed made him glance down properly, and he felt himself begin to smile. James was tucked as closely as he could get without leaving his chair, hand gripping Sirius' tight enough that his knuckles were white, his body placed directly between Sirius and the door.
Sirius could tell James wasn't really asleep, per se; had spent enough time in his company to know what a sleeping James looked like, and it was a lot less flattering than his current state. Still, it took James a few moments to open his eyes and look up at Sirius, but when he did the change in him was instantaneous. He shot to his feet, almost knocking his chair to the ground, and stood over Sirius with an expression on his face that Sirius never wanted to see again.
He looked broken in so many ways Sirius didn't even know where to start counting, and the smile he was giving him said he'd only just started piecing himself back together. There was so much hope in that smile though, almost too much, and it made Sirius ache to look at it.
"You're alive." James whispered, almost disbelieving as he reached out to brush his fingers against Sirius' face. "You're alive." His voice cracked on the last word, and he ducked his head, rubbing at his face with his free hand.
"Course I am." Sirius said, voice dry and crackly from lack of use. He coughed, wishing he could wipe his mouth, but his arm burned when he tried to move it. He sighed in annoyance and let it relax again.
"I didn't-" James started, breaking off to wipe at his eyes with both hands. Sirius gave him a sad, if encouraging, smile and nodded as much as he could when James tried again. "I didn't think you would be."
"I'm not going anywhere." Sirius grumbled, fingers searching for James' hand again.
"You promise?" James asked, fingers curled tight against Sirius'.
Sirius looked him right in the eye and forced himself to squeeze James' hand no matter how much it hurt. "I won't leave you."
"Me neither."
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rhetoricalrogue · 8 years ago
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Trevelyan Family Tree
This is a working list because I can’t remember names and dates off the top of my head. I’ll fill it in later once I get around to looking at my notes. I’m using their grandparents as the start of this branch and I’ll put numbers as to what generation they all belong to in lieu of drawing out a tree. I’m also using the Cousins Trevelyan storyline for birth dates and marriages, which is why Raoul’s first wife and son are noted as still alive and why Vincent is added in.
And yes, Ravena’s side of the family had a thing with the letter R.
1. Grandfather Trevelyan - Grandmother Trevelyan
2. Richard b. 8:66 Blessed - Adriana Barbeau b. 8:68 Blessed (married 15 Guardian 8:95 Blessed)
3. Reńe Gabriel b. 8:96 Blessed - Nicole b. 9:00 Dragon
4. Gareth b. 9:29 Dragon
3. Robert Augustus b. 8:99 Blessed - Maria b. 9:01 Dragon
4. Selene b. 9:30 Dragon
4. Bryant b. 9:32 Dragon
4. Paola b. 9:36 Dragon
3. Raoul Étienne b. 24 Kingsway 9:02 Dragon - Eliza b. 9:04 Dragon
4. Aaron b. 9:25 Dragon
3. Ravena Celeste b. 24 Kingsway 9:02 Dragon - Thom Rainier b. 8:98 Blessed
2. Edward b. 8:68 Blessed - Flora Bianchi b. 8:69 Blessed (married 12 Bloomingtide 8:88 Blessed)
3. William b. 2 Guardian 8:89 Blessed - Naomi b. 8:91 Blessed
4. Maximilian b. 9:22 Dragon
4. Edwin b. 9:24 Dragon
3. Claudia b. 17 Justinian 8:92 Blessed - Armand b. 8:72 Blessed
3.5 Enzo b. 8:93 Blessed (from husband Armand’s previous marriage.)
2. Flora had affair with Philip during the 9:04 Dragon Wintersend holiday
3. Rolfe Aloysuis b. 18 Firstfall 9:04 Dragon - Cassandra Pentaghast b. 9:04 Dragon
4. Marian Antonia b. 20 Kingsway 9:42 Dragon - Tristan Howe b. 26 Haring 9:37 Dragon
4. Alexander Philippe b. 21 Guardian 9:44 Dragon - Grace Isabel Hendyr b. 12 Bloomingtide 9:44 Dragon
2. Théo b. 8:76 Blessed - Chloe Miller b. 8:81 Blessed
3. Christian Alexandre b. 9:04 Dragon - Juliette b. 9:06 Dragon
4. Amelia b. 9:32 Dragon
4. Noah b. 9:34 Dragon
4. Lucas b. 9:37 Dragon
3. Marguerite Janette b. 9:07 Dragon, d. 9:41 Dragon
3. Nicole Suzette b. 9:10 Dragon
3. Adalaide Louisa b. 5 Bloomingtide 9:11 Dragon - Carver Hawke b. 9:11 Dragon
4. Gabriel Evan b. 24 Cloudreach 9:44 Dragon
2. Philip b. 8:84 Blessed - Marta Sharpe b. 8:86 Blessed
3. Vincent Nathaniel b. 22 Harvestmere 9:09 Dragon - Rosland Marlowe b. 9:09 Dragon (Roz is the lovely @alittlestarling‘s OC)
4. Bryony
4. Dahlia
4. Primrose
4. Laurel
4. Lily 
I think Ravena’s mentor Henri fits in somewhere higher up, like a younger part of Generation 2. More than likely, the grandfather who started the line had a younger brother (since Henri’s name is also Trevelyan) and Henri was the youngest out of that family.
I think Henri’s mother is the Great-Aunt who didn’t speak to Rolfe for several months after the incident with the rabbits at the theater we get to hear about during Wicked Grace night.
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bestoed2 · 5 years ago
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52 Week Challenge
Fiction
In the Dream House / Carmen Maria Machado
Spring / Ali Smith
Winter / Ali Smith
The Handmaid’s Tale / Margaret Atwood
The Testaments / Margaret Atwood
The Ocean at the End of the Lane / Neil Gaiman
Daisy Jones and the Six / Taylor Jenkins Reid
The Language of Thorns: Midnight Tales and Dangerous Magic / Leigh Bardugo
Once Upon a River / Diane Setterfield
Cassandra: A Novel and Four Essays / Christa Wolf
The Lost Queen / Signe Pike
Friday Black / Nana Kwame Adjei-Brenyah
The Devourers / Indra Das
Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norrell / Susanna Clarke
Dance of Thieves / Mary E. Pearson
Dracul / Dacre Stoker
A Tree Grows in Brooklyn / Betty Smith
The Things They Carried / Tim O’Brien
Blood Meridian / Cormac McCarthy
Perfume: The Story of a Murderer / Patrich Suskind
The Passion of Dolssa / Julie Berry
Under the Udala Trees / Chileno Okparanta
The Beginning of the World in the Middle of the Night / Jen Campbell
The Secret History / Donna Tartt
The Rook / Daniel O’Malley
Nonfiction
Slouching Towards Bethlehem / Joan Didion
She Said: Breaking the Sexual Harassment Story That Helped Ignite a Movement / Jodi Kantor
How We Fight For Our Lives / Saeed Jones
The People vs. Democracy: Why Our Freedom Is in Danger and How to Save It / Yascha Mounk
How Democracies Die: What History Reveals About Our Future / Steven Levitsky
Happy City: Transforming Our Lives Through Urban Design / Charles Montgomery
The Death and Life of Great American Cities / Jane Jacobs
Something Fierce: Memoirs of a Revolutionary Daughter / Carmen Aguirre
We Crossed a Bridge and It Trembled: Voices from Syria / Wendy Pearlman
Streetfight: Handbook for an Urban Revolution / Janette Sadik-Khan
The Nickel Boys / Colson Whitehead
DIY MFA: Write with Focus, Read with Purpose, Build Your Community / Gabriela Pereira
Bandits at Sea: A Pirates Reader / C.R. Pennell
Trust Me, I’m Lying: Confessions of a Media Manipulator / Ryan Holiday
Proposals for the Feminine Economy / Jennifer Armbrust
What You Have Heard Is True: A Memoir of Witness and Resistance / Carolyn Forché
Homing: On Pigeans, Dwellings, and Why We Return / Jon Day
In Pain: A Bioethicist’s Personal Struggle with Opioids / Travis Rieder
Hummingbird in Underworld: Teaching in a Men’s Prison / Deborah Tobola
H is for Hawk / Helen Macdonald
Parkland: Birth of a Movement / Dave Cullen
Behind the Beautiful Forevers: Life, Death, and Hope in a Mumbai Undercity / Katherine Boo
Educated / Tara Westover
How to Suppress Women’s Writing / Joanna Russ
The Weaker Vessel / Antonia Fraser
Poetry
A Wild Patience Has Taken Me This Far / Adrienne Rich
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marcellusbitsandpieces · 6 years ago
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Bits and Pieces   Measurements, Equivalents and Substitutions   10/14/18
Have you ever put something you wanted to save in a place that you thought was a surefire spot to remember…only to forget?
For me, what I can never seem to find are all the pieces of paper with measurement equivalents that I’ve saved over the years. I have several sets of measuring cups and spoons, but in some recipes, the same measurement appears for various ingredients – both wet and dry, and I run out of clean cups or spoons.
I found this nice little chart in among Mother’s things (she’s been gone over 20 years, and I’m still sorting…ugh).
                                              Dry
3 teaspoons                     =  1 tablespoon
4 tablespoons         =  ¼ cup
5 ½ tablespoons     = 1/3  cup
8 tablespoons         = ½  cup
10 2/3 tablespoons  = 2/3 cup
12 tablespoons       = ¾ cup
16 tablespoons       = 1 cup
                                           Liquid
1 tablespoon         =                 = ½ fluid ounce
1 cup                      =  ½ pint     = 8 fluid ounces
2 cups                     =  1 pint      = 16 fluid ounces
4 cups (2 pints)       =  1 quart    = 32 fluid ounces
16 cups (4 quarts)   =  1 gallon   = 128 fluid ounces
 Sometimes there just isn’t a substitution for an ingredient, but in Mother’s chart I found some interesting replacement combinations.
 Missing?                                  Use this…
Allspice                                    ground cinnamon, nutmeg or cloves
Chili powder                            dash of bottled hot pepper sauce plus equal
                                                measures of ground oregano & cumin
Cloves (ground)                       ground allspice, cinnamon or nutmeg
Cayenne pepper
 (ground, 1/8 tsp)                   2-3 drops bottled hot sauce
Cumin                                      chili powder                            
Buttermilk (1 cup)                    1 Tbs lemon juice or vinegar plus enough milk to  
                                                  equal 1 cup (let stand 5 minutes before using) or                                                    1 cup plain yogurt      
Baking powder (I tsp)               ½ tsp cream of tartar plus ¼ tsp baking soda
 Lately have you been inundated with little gnats or what look like fruit flies, but you don’t fruit out and about? It seems to be a plague in the Midwest, at least. I tried the bowls of vinegar which were successful for me in the past, but had no effect this time. Surprisingly,  while I was at Sue’s in Illinois, her bowls of vinegar and soapy water worked well for her.
I found some fruit fly traps at the grocery store in Decatur when I stopped in for some things after my dental visit. These traps have worked well. However, the BEST hint, which I found online, that worked for me and my Illinois & Iowa relatives was pouring a bit a bleach down the kitchen drain – do NOT dilute. Eventually you will run water, but the full strength at first does wonders. I didn’t measure, but about ¼ to 1/3 cup each time. Repetition was the key for me, as number began to dwindle.
I also found a clipping from The Hawk Eye in Burlington, Iowa dated 2005 that my Aunt Bobbi gave me. It listed several house cleaning solutions from ingredients we have around the house…rather than buying chemicals.
 Floor Cleaner                           1 c vinegar + 2 gal. water
Furniture Polish                       1 Tbs lemon oil in 1 pint of mineral oil
Drain Cleaner                          ½ c baking soda + ½ c vinegar followed by 2 qts
                                                         boiling water                          
Mildew remover                       equal parts vinegar and salt
Tub & Tile cleaner                    ¼ c baking soda, ½ c white vinegar & ½ c warm
                                                         water
Ant treatment                          red chili powder at point of entry
Fly repellant                                      a well-watered pot of basil
 The drain cleaner formula works really well. Janette and I have used it often.
No one in my family will find all my slips and tidbits as they sort my stuff after I’m gone. There will be no sorting only hauling and dumping.
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damallarky · 3 years ago
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I saw someone use this dollmaker thing in Picrew and the art style is 👌🏻👌🏻 so I decided to make one for all of my Dragon Age OCs.
My Warden, Seraphina Surana:
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My Hawke, Janette Hawke:
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She looks like she’s wearing a mullet but it’s supposed to be a pony tail. She would unironically wear a mullet though.
And finally my Inquisitor Aisling Lavellan:
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the-record-obituaries · 7 years ago
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Sept. 6, 2017: Obituaries
Zanetta McGlamery, 79
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Zanetta Wyatt McGlamery, 79, of Millers Creek, passed away Sunday, September 03, 2017, at her residence.
       She was born on Tuesday, September 28, 1937 in Wilkes County to the late Sanford Odell Wyatt and Della Elizabeth Walker Wyatt.
       Zanetta was a member of Crossroads Primitive Baptist. She enjoyed being a caregiver and Avon Representative.
       In addition to her parents, she was preceded in death by: her husband, Roy Lee McGlamery; daughters, Judy Beasley and Sandra Ellis; brother, Jerry Wyatt.
       Loved ones left to cherish her memory include: daughters, Sharon Spears and husband, Charles, of Purlear, Linda Reisinger of North Wilkesboro; sons, Roger McGlamery and wife, Esther, of McGrady, Danny McGlamery and wife, Tammy, of Millers Creek; sister, Vina Sue Murray of Glade Valley; brother, Sharrell Wyatt and wife, Judy, of Sparta; 13 grandchildren and 18 great-grandchildren.
       The family requests the honor of your presence at the funeral service to celebrate the life of Zanetta McGlamery. Funeral service will be held at 11:00 am, Wednesday, September 6, 2017 at Adams Funeral Home of Wilkes Chapel, 2109  Moravian Falls Road. Elders V.J. Hawks and Randy Carter will be officiating. Internment will follow in Sparta at New Salem Baptist Church cemetery.
       Visitation will be held at Adams Funeral Home of Wilkes Chapel from 10:00 to 10:45 am, prior to the service.
       In addition to flowers, memorials may be sent to: Kindred at Home/Gentiva Hospice, 126 Executive Drive #120, Wilkesboro, NC 28697.
       Adams Funeral Home of Wilkes is serving the McGlamery Family.
 William Smith, III
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Mr. William Larkin Smith, III, age 52 of Wilkesboro passed away Saturday, September 2, 2017 at his home.
       Mr. Smith was born November 22, 1964 in Norfolk, VA to William Larkin Smith, II and Nettie Lorraine McGhee Smith.  
       He was preceded in death by his father.
       He is survived by one daughter; Larkin Smith Bell and husband Sonny of Thurmond, grandson; Gage Lee Bell, his mother; Nettie Lorraine Smith of Wilkesboro, two sisters; Rebecca Jennings of Michigan, W.Lee Taylor and husband Gary of Tennessee, two brothers; Hank Smith of Ferguson and Mark Smith and wife Vanessa of Wilkesboro.
       Flowers will be accepted.
 Margaret Pardue, 79
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Mrs. Margaret "Naydell " Sebastian Pardue, age 79 of North Wilkesboro, passed away Thursday, August 31st, 2017 at her home.
       Funeral services were September 4th,  at Millers Creek Baptist Church with Rev. Shannon Critcher, Mr. Cam Finley and Mr. Seth Baker officiating. Entombment will be in Scenic Memorial Gardens Mausoleum.  
       Mrs. Pardue was born February 12, 1938 in Wilkes County to William Franklin and Fern Edna Bauguess Sebastian.
       The foundation of Naydell's life was based on her faith in God, and the love of her family and friends.  She placed a high priority on her relationships with others, making all those that she came in contact with feel as though she had known them forever. Naydell was cherished by her children and adored by her grandsons. Her greatest joy was being an active part of the lives of her family.
       She was a lifelong servant, putting others before herself and making a difference by small and random acts of kindness.
       Naydell was an eternal optimist, somehow seeing the silver lining in every cloud. Throughout the challenges of life, she was able to focus on the positive and supported others in doing the same as they faced life's ups and downs. She exuberated joy and happiness, bringing smiles and laughter wherever she went. Her many friends brought her countless hours of pure fun. She valued time with her friends, eating, playing games and above all sharing their lives.
       Naydell shared a especially close bond with her siblings; Joyce, W.J. and Buddy(deceased).
       She was preceded in death by her parents; her loving husband of 52 years; Reece Arlie Pardue and a brother; Buddy Sebastian.
       Mrs. Pardue is survived by a daughter; Lynn Pardue Fronk and husband, Patrick of Clovis, NM, a son; Dennis James Pardue of Yadkinville, four grandchildren; Denny Pardue, Jr. of Statesboro, GA, Cory Reece Pardue and wife Savanna, of Wilkesboro, Glenn "Trey" Baker, III of Newport News, VA and Seth Sebastian Baker of Clovis, NM, one great grandson; Jackson Reece Pardue of Wilkesboro, a sister; Joyce Sebastian Stone and husband, Danny of Yadkinville, a brother; William James "WJ" Sebastian and wife Jeri of Roaring River, sister-in-law; Louise Sebastian of Taylorsville, a very special friend, Jim Hartley of Wilkesboro and sister in laws; Mary Zell Pardue Blackburn and husband Buford of North Wilkesboro and Shelby Pardue Sloop and husband Gilbert all of North Wilkesboro.
       Flowers will be accepted or memorials may be made to Mountain Valley Hospice, 401 Technology Lane Suite 200, Mt.  Airy, NC 27030 or Ebenezer Children's Home PO Box 2777, North Wilkesboro, NC 28659.
 Gary Davis, 63  
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             Mr. Gary "Joe" Davis, age 63 of North Wilkesboro passed away Thursday, August 31, 2017 at Wake Forest Baptist Medical Center.
       Funeral services were  September 3, 2017 at Reins-Sturdivant Chapel with Rev. Tom Moore officiating.
       Mr. Davis was born May 2, 1954 in Wilkes County to Marvin Joel and Marie Caudill Davis.  
       He was preceded in death by parents, and his wife; Debbie Gouras Davis.
       He is survived by one daughter; Anna Wyatt and husband Ryan of Portsmouth, VA, three sons; Joe Todd Davis and wife Jennifer Dawn of Ferguson, Joseph Davis and wife Hannah of Boonville, John Davis and wife Amanda of Hays, eight grandchildren; Crystal, Noah, Matthew, Isaac, Kaitlyn, Madison, Emerson and Layla, two sisters; Wanda Eaton and husband Clark of Florida, Dottie Morin and husband Chris of California, and two brothers; Wayne Davis of Wilkesboro and Larry Davis of Ashe County.
       Flowers will be accepted or memorials may be made the American Heart Association, 4217 Park Place Court, Glen Allen, VA 23060-997 or the American Cancer Society-Relay for Life, PO Box 9, North Wilkesboro, NC 28659.
  Margaret Parmalee, 76
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Margaret Kathleen Dube Parmalee, age 76, of West Jefferson, died Wednesday, August 30, 2017 at Wake Forest Baptist Medical Center. She was born February 6, 1941 in Dade  County, Florida to Raymond F. and Margaret Kathleen Baker Dube. Mrs. Parmalee was a member of Jefferson United Methodist Church. She was preceded in death by her parents; her daughter, Linda Joyce Parmalee; and a brother, Robert Franklin Dube.
       Surviving are her daughter, Nancy Lynn Parmalee of New York, New York; brother, Henry Allen Dube and wife Bonnie of Suwanee, Georgia; twin sister, Kay Brezina and husband Frank of Miami, Florida, sister, Shirley Long of Deep Gap; and two grandchildren, Kelsey Soto and Justin Soto.
       Celebration of Life was held Saturday, September 2, at Jefferson United Methodist Church with Rev. David Lawrence officiating. In lieu of flowers, memorials may be made to Jefferson United Methodist Church, 115 East Main Street, Jefferson, NC 28640. Miller Funeral Service is in charge of the arrangements. Online condolences may be made to www.millerfuneralservice.com
 William Walker, 66
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William "Richard" Walker, age 66, of North Wilkesboro, died Wednesday, August 30, 2017 at the home of his sister. He was born November 21, 1950 in Wilkes County to Billy Joe and Reba Hawkins Walker. Mr. Walker was preceded in death by his parents.
       Surviving are his son, Jeremy Walker of North Wilkesboro; granddaughter, Elaine Walker-Adams; brother, Tommy Ray Walker and wife Janette of Wilkesboro; sisters, Shirley Beshears of Purlear, Joeann Pollard and husband Bobby of Jefferson, Vicki Brown of Purlear; several nieces and nephews.
       Memorial service was held  September 2,   at Miller Funeral Chapel with Shelton Wiles officiating. Memorials may be made to Wake Forest Baptist Hospice, 126 Executive Drive, Suite 110, Wilkesboro, NC 28697. Miller Funeral Service is in charge of the arrangements.
       A special thank you to Shelton Wiles for his care, compassion, and help during Richard's time of illness.
 Roger Hayes, 70
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Mr. Roger Dale Hayes, 70, of North Wilkesboro, passed away on Tuesday, August 29, 2017.
       Roger was born on Tuesday, January 14, 1947 to Lester Bill Hayes and Evelyn Elizabeth Bumgarner Hayes.
       Roger retired from the North Wilkesboro police department in 2009 after 18 years of service.
       Roger is preceded in death by his parents; daughters, Kendra Dee Anne Hayes, Melissa Lee Anne Hayes and brother, Billy Glenn Hayes.
       Roger is survived by his son, Jason Hayes and wife, Christy of North Wilkesboro; sister, Wanda Fitch of North Wilkesboro; grandchildren, Justin Denny, Josh Hart, Harley Hayes all of north Wilkesboro and Taylor Hayes Wyatt  and husband, Dallas of Wilkesboro.  
       The Family   conducted a memorial service on August 31, 2017 at the Assembly of Gods Word Church. .
       Adams Funeral Home of Wilkes has the honor of serving the Hayes Family.
 Marian Moore, 72
Mrs. Marian Joan Meade Moore, 72, of Wilkesboro, wife of Kent Moore, passed away on Saturday August 26, 2017
       Marian was born on Saturday, December 16, 1944 in North Wilkesboro, to the late Willie "Bill" and Fannie Meade.
       She worked at Modern Globe and Golden Needles, until her retirement.
       Marian is preceded in death by her parents.
       Marian is survived by her husband, Kent Moore of the home; son, Tracy Wood and wife, Tonya of North Wilkesboro; daughter, Donna Wood Chambers and late husband, Steve, of Wilkesboro; two grandchildren, Brandi Mathis and husband, Justin, of Yanceyville, Tyler Wood of North Wilkesboro; one great grandchild, Natalie Mathis of Yanceyville and brother, William V "Bill" Meade of Wilkesboro.  
       The family will conduct a private memorial service at a later date.
       In lieu of flowers memorials maybe given to the Wilkes County Human Society: 408  Call Street Wilkesboro, NC 28697
       Adams Funeral Home of Wilkes has the honor of serving the Moore Family.
  Rose Prevette, 79
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Mrs. Rose Annette Lunsford Prevette, age 79, wife of Sabert Prevette, of North Wilkesboro, passed away Saturday, August 26, 2017 at her home.
Funeral services were   August 29th, at Shady Grove Baptist Church in the Windy Gap community, with Rev. Benny Romans, Rev. Allen Lunsford and Dr. J.B. Parker, Jr., officiating.  Burial was in the church cemetery
Mrs. Prevette was born July 27, 1938 in Iredell County to Ray Lunsford and Nell Cass Lunsford.  She was a member of Shady Grove Baptist Church and was a poultry farmer.  
She was preceded in death by her parents and one sister, Audrey Jordan.
She is survived by her husband, Sabert Prevette, of the home;  one daughter, Kaye Cass and husband, Randy, of Union Grove;  two sons, Wesley Prevette and wife, Carrie, of North Wilkesboro and Joe Prevette and wife, Donna, of Stony Point;  six grandchildren, Jesse Prevette, Kevin Prevette and wife, Lauren, Hayden Prevette and wife, Brooke, Rachel Prevette, Kelsey Hayes and husband, Ethan, and Logan Cass;  and three great-grandchildren, Jensen Prevette, Mason Hayes, and Lily Hayes; two sisters, Geraldine Prevette of North Wilkesboro and Betty Gregory and husband, Claude, of Hamptonville and three brothers, Jack Lunsford, Allen Lunsford and wife, Rose and Clay Lunsford and wife, Jean, all of Union Grove.
Deacons of Shady Grove Baptist Church will serve as pallbearers.
Flowers will be accepted or memorials made to Shady Grove Baptist Church Cemetery Fund, 2781 S. Windy Gap Road, North Wilkesboro NC 28659.
  Cayson Testerman, infant
Cayson Leo Testerman, age 6 weeks old, of Elkin, died Wednesday, August 23, 2017 at home. He was born July 13, 2017 in Forsyth County to Lonnie Lyle Testerman and Samatha Leann Blanchard. Cayson was preceded in death by his maternal grandmother, Jamie Bates-Hollway.
Surviving in addition to his parents, is his sister, Chloey Testerman; special grandmom, Teresa Lynn Edmonds; god mother, Tiffany Hodge.
Graveside service will be held 2:00 Sunday, September 3, 2017 at Ronda Cemetery. Miller Funeral Service is in charge of the arrangements. Online condolences may be made to www.millerfuneralservice.com
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yourdragonageocs · 3 years ago
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What lovely OCs! They’re cute for sure! What type of fighters are they? Is this pretty accurate to what they look like? Great job!
I saw someone use this dollmaker thing in Picrew and the art style is 👌🏻👌🏻 so I decided to make one for all of my Dragon Age OCs.
My Warden, Seraphina Surana:
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My Hawke, Janette Hawke:
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She looks like she’s wearing a mullet but it’s supposed to be a pony tail. She would unironically wear a mullet though.
And finally my Inquisitor Aisling Lavellan:
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