#Jake/Bella

[edwardsdeathcabcd]

what makes me actually boil with rage is the way it’s framed as though jacob & the cullens have an even rivalry and like, he hates them just as much as they hate him, but like… jacob is a lower class kid who lives on the rez, the cullens live in a plantation home on private property. jacob calling alice a leech is an insult, but alice calling him a mongrel calls into power and privilege, ya know. like am i supposed to honestly think jake making blonde jokes to rosalie (which is certainly sexist and uncalled for) is on the same level as her serving him food in a dog dish? him seeing the cullens as bloodsuckers and murderers is just like, incorrect and unfair, but them seeing him as uncivilized and over-aggressive has implications deeply rooted in the oppression of his people

[nivtee]

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ HELP. jacob black

jacob black x gn!reader

sad and emotional ! suicide ! self harm ! pain ! jealousy !

you were always quiet, never asked for help.

it was almost ironic, really.

standing at the edge of the cliff, dressed in your nicest dress with your nails painted and makeup done. no doubt they'd take it all off when you were found - if you were found.

you couldn't help it, the ache in your chest easing slightly as you rubbed the silk of your dress between your fingers.

you had tried, of course you did, therapists and counselors, nothing ever helped the pain that sat in the back of your head. going to school on the reserve was okay, you had a few friends, but never did you think you'd be pushed to this point.

you felt it before he did, you think, the way you held your eyes against his and felt a tug in your chest, as though your centre of gravity changed. he'd gone through his changes, spending less time with you after getting sick and cutting his hair.

jacob black was one of your closest friends, and you'd loved him for years. you had no problem admitting it, you were sure he already knew, which is why he'd spent so much time away from you recently.

rubbing your hand over your arms, trying to protect yourself from the cold, all you felt was the goosebumps that littered between the scars travelling up your arm. they were red, irritated and scabbed over, fresh but now brand new.

you couldn't help it. after jake had come back from his week off school, and your eyes had pierced his own, he stopped speaking to you all together. every day felt like pain, as though your intestines were being torn out of your body and you couldn't stop it.

with your stomach open and your bodily functions failing, the only thing that distracted you was the constant burn of your blood running down your arms.

you were sure he knew, you'd sent him a text before you left and let him know what you were doing.

you were sick, in many ways. the cough rattling in your throat, your chest constricting with every breath, your lips dry and cracked. no doctors appointment or medication could fix this.

hearing a sudden chime from your phone, it had been the only one to distract your focus. quickly pulling yourself away from the edge of the cliff, you picked up your phone from the pile of your belongings.

as soon as you had, you dropped it, your body collapsing to the ground and a scream cutting through your throat. it was as though your energy left your body, as though you were helpless and stuck on the ground for someone to find and kill; like prey.

you pulled yourself towards the edge of the cliff, nails aching with the dirt, grime and sticks poking and prodding them. your pretty dress covered in mud and dirt, torn by rocks and scratches over your legs. you hadn't worn shoes, maybe you should have.

you didn't think about that, not as you pulled yourself over the edge, pummeling towards the water crashing against the rocks at the bottom of the cliff. you didn't think about the howls you heard, the wind rushing through your ears or the heartbeat that sounded in your chest.

all you thought about was the text you'd received, it had come from his phone but not from jake.

'he's with bella.'

[littlespidermonkey]

I think in the universe where the Cullens aren't in Forks, Bella Swan takes a while to come out of her shell, but when she does, she's witty and passionate and smart as a whip, even if she's still quiet and reserved. She sits with Jessica Stanley, who demands the best of everyone, and tells her friends about her boyfriend down on the rez, who is sweet and caring and funny and good with his hands, who works for everything he's ever had.

After class, during a sleepover, Bella whispers to tell Angie and Jess about the night after prom, even though her father, loving and careless, worries about her only a normal amount and loves Jacob Black like his own. When she gets into Dartmouth--all by herself, through study sessions in garages and with Jessica and in Angela's house--she chooses to go to Stanford instead. She misses the heat and light on her skin, even after falling in love with the rain. Jessica comes with her; Angela and Eric go to U of Washington in Seattle instead, for education and journalism respectively.

Bella makes sure to call every week and then one day she drives down to Seattle and her boyfriend, warm like the sun she loves and at least twice as reliable, becomes her fiancé. The ring isn't especially big or ornate or pricey, but the way she smiles could trick anyone into thinking that it was. All of her friends, new and old, are waiting at the small party afterwards, and Bella laughs the entire time. The engagement cake--chocolate, her favourite--is sweet and moist against her tongue.

She moves back to Forks once she gets her masters in information sciences and becomes the town's librarian. She gets married a month before the move, barefoot in the surf and her old prom dress, both her parents weeping with joy and Billy Black beaming damn near as bright as his son, Sue Clearwater holding his hand.

She raises her kids --both beautiful children, blessed with Jake's thick, long hair--with Angela and Eric's and takes them down to Los Angeles to visit their auntie Jess and her husband Quil, who lavishes them with gifts from her career as a top surgeon. She jokes about having to support Quil's career as an environmental lawyer and displays each and every one of his wins alongside her diplomas. When William Black II decides he wants to be a doctor too, she writes him a shining letter of recommendation to her alma mater. Sarah, who has always been the spitting image of her father, joins and eventually takes over Jacob's mechanic shop.

On occasion, Bella fights with Jacob, even though he's the love of her life. Despite this, she is never afraid of him, and he never stops her from doing what she wants. Instead, he goes out and works on his cars and comes back in an hour later with slightly greasy hands and a bouquet of flowers from Emily Young's little garden, planted to celebrate her cousin Leah Uley's wedding. Bella makes him muffins, recipe courtesy of Sue and missing bites courtesy of Seth, Colin, Sarah, Will, and Claire, with raspberries, not blueberries, just how Jake likes them. They make up, and they make changes, and they go on.

Eventually, both slower and quicker than she realizes, Bella gets old. She lives in fear of losing herself, of losing her husband and her children, like her grandmother had. But she remembers her grandkids to the very end, even gets to meet her first great-grandchild a week before it happens. Her heart gives out before her brain does, too weak and too slow.

It was too full of love, the letter from Jacob says. Sarah reads it. Her father passed a day after his wife--simply too heartbroken to live without her. Much of the town of Forks and hordes of family attend their funeral, remembering a life well lived.

It is an unremarkable life, in the grand scheme of things. She does not live to be a thousand; she is no great beast, with speed like the wind and strength; she does not discover her powers or lead a great defiance. Bella Black, happy and human and surrounded by love, could never imagine wanting anything else.

[bvttoneyes]

fic playlist

whether its just a title or based on a song; the times mean on avg how long it takes to read the fics.

🔲 Forever and Always ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။‌‌‌‌‌၊|• 2:55

eddie munson

🔲 "you're alive?" ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။‌‌‌‌‌၊|• 3:10

vance hopper

🔲 Smells Like Trouble ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။‌‌‌‌‌၊|• 2:38

benny weir

🔲 "saying somethin' stupid... like i love you." ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။‌‌‌‌‌၊|• 3:25

benny weir

🔲 "bright like blue" ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။‌‌‌‌‌၊|• 3:20

ethan morgan

🔲 My Love ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။‌‌‌‌‌၊|• 2:11

neteyam sully

🔲 "me and you and you and me alone" ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။‌‌‌‌‌၊|• 0:21

benny weir

🔲 "three lectures behind and there's this guy" ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။‌‌‌‌‌၊|• 2:25

lip gallagher

🔲 "i'll face my demons" ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။‌‌‌‌‌၊|• 1:03

rory keaner

🔲 "go for the throat" ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။‌‌‌‌‌၊|• 4:20

jake peralta

🔲 But Daddy I Love Him! ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။‌‌‌‌‌၊|• 7:47

lip gallagher

🔲 You Belong With Me" ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။‌‌‌‌‌၊|• 1:57

jake peralta

🔲 "2 AM and i'm cursing your name" ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။‌‌‌‌‌၊|• 2:05

jake peralta

🔲 "300 awkward blind dates later" ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။‌‌‌‌‌၊|• 3:26

benny weir

🔲 "oh and you!" ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။‌‌‌‌‌၊|• 2:41

ethan morgan

🔲 "on a wednesday in a café" ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။‌‌‌‌‌၊|• 2:10

hiro hamada

🔲 "we were jet-set, bonny and clyde" ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။‌‌‌‌‌၊|• 1:39

jake peralta

🔲 "they say home is where the heart is" ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။‌‌‌‌‌၊|• 0:58

snow white, prince charming

more to come...

[twilitty]

Does anybody have any favourite comfort Bella / Jacob fics?

[snookienthusi4st]

I was thinking about Johnnie being an a vampire lately 🤭🤭 like imagine how sexy that’d be

he literally already is a vampire LMAO

but omg i agree

who needs stinky edward cullen from twilight when you have johnnie guilbert

[evilbubu]

who the hell told Jacob to cut his hair??? he was so much prettier and cuter with his long luscious princess hair!!! I'M SICK TO MY STOMACH WAASRRDGGHHH 😭😭😭😭

[timetravellingshinigami]

The "mentally unstable urge" to rewatch Avatar 1 & 2 and Twilight Saga back to back just to feel something.

[hope-ur-ok]

someone should honestly take my computer away when I didn't sleep cause like I am alternating between reading Embry/Bella twilight fanfiction and scrolling my dash sending asks and being annoying, and it's not even 8am so I know this is gonna crash soon

[blimbo-buddy]

I know it's common for people to make human warriors aus where they give them actual names but I really like keeping their names because it's funny, specifically the kittypets/loners. Yeah dude, that mexican man down the street was named Smudge when he was born, why do you ask

[storiestoreid]

Jacob Black X Mike Newton

“You’ve got that whole pretty-boy ray of sunshine thing going on.”

[kellythepitiablefangirl]

jake abel really put his whole pussy into the Midnight Sun audiobook

[keepingupwiththecullensblog]

🌟🎬 Welcome back to “Keeping Up with the Cullens”! Or more accurately, “Keeping Up with Bella’s Most Awkward Movie Date Ever.” 🎥🙄 Today, we’re diving into the cringiest third-wheel adventure known to humankind—featuring Bella, Jake, and Mike. It’s an uncomfortable love triangle, complete with awkward hand placements, a puking incident, and, of course, the infamous flu. 😂💀

So here’s the setup: Bella, bless her heart, is just trying to enjoy a “friendly” movie night, but we all know what’s *really* going on. Jake is full-on (and painfully) trying to win her heart, while poor Mike doesn’t stand a chance but gives it his best shot anyway. 💔 Mike’s all in, despite the fact that he’s basically the third wheel, and Bella is doing everything in her power to *firmly* place Jake in the friend zone. 🛑 But Jake? He’s having none of it. 😂

The rest of the group, of course, bails on the movie, leaving Bella smack in the middle of Jake and Mike. Naturally, both of them have their hands on the armrests, palms open, practically begging for her to hold them. 🖐️🖐️ It’s like an unspoken competition for Bella’s affection, and she’s just trying to focus on the screen, pretending not to notice the passive-aggressive hand positioning happening on either side of her. 🙄🍿

Then, the real chaos begins. Mike, clearly not built for horror movies—or maybe just the love triangle tension—gets *really* sick. 🤢 Bella’s already trying to manage the awkwardness of the situation, and now she’s got a barfing Mike to deal with. They have to leave the theater *mid-movie* because Mike is about to explode! 💀

As Mike is hunched over the theater restroom toilet, Jake, sensing his big moment, decides it’s the perfect time to have a heart-to-heart with Bella. 💬 He basically tells her that he’s not giving up, and that he’ll keep trying to win her heart. And Bella’s thinking, “Really, Jake? Now? This is what we’re doing while Mike’s puking his guts out?” Talk about timing! 😂💀

Thankfully, Jake is quick on his feet and, smart guy that he is, grabs a popcorn bucket for the ride home to spare his freshly fixed rabbit from Mike’s barf. 🍿🤢 And it's a good thing, too, because Mike was definitely not done. 🛠️✨ Crisis averted—sort of. After dropping off Mike, Jake starts feeling sick too, and they assume it’s that flu that’s been making the rounds. 🤧 Bella’s thinking, “Great, now it’s my turn to feel like death,” and she’s not wrong because, that night, she catches the infamous flu as well. 🤒💤

Now here’s the part that really gets me—where the heck is Edward? 😤 This is prime boyfriend material. Your girl is passed out, feverish, and in desperate need of some TLC, and you’re just missing in action? 👀 I’m actually *pissed* about this. Edward, my guy, this is your moment! Wouldn’t Alice *see* Bella’s suffering and give you a heads-up? And you just... let her deal with the flu all alone? Not cool. Meanwhile, Ben is over here being the best boyfriend, taking care of Angela while *she’s* sick. Take notes, Edward. 😠

And don’t even get me started on Charlie. Bella said he probably went to work just to have a “free bathroom.” 🚽 Really, Charlie? Your daughter’s passed out on the bathroom floor with a fever, and all you do is leave her a glass of water before you head off to work? Sure, you put her to bed that night, but come on! If she had passed out from her fever, you’d be a strong contender for Worst Dad of the Year. 😒

A couple of days later, Bella starts feeling better and naturally, she starts calling Jake’s house to see how he’s doing. She’s been trying to get in touch with him, but he’s completely MIA. 📞 When she finally gets a hold of him, Jake drops a bombshell: “I don’t think I have the flu…” He’s all confused, not knowing exactly what’s happening to him yet. Meanwhile, Bella’s still thinking it’s just the flu, while we, the audience, are sitting here like, “Oh sweetie, if only you knew…” 😬🐺

But here’s the kicker: Edward would *totally* have lost his mind if he knew about this awkward movie date. You *know* how jealous Edward gets over Mike of all people. The fact that Bella was caught in a third-wheel situation with Mike? Edward would’ve been mentally planning how to “accidentally” leave Mike in the woods for the wolves. 😤 It still kills me how much Edward was jealous of Mike at this point. Poor Mike doesn’t stand a chance, and yet, here’s Edward, low-key (or high-key) wanting to murder him. 😂

In the end, this whole thing was a *complete* mess. Bella’s awkward love triangle movie date turned into a flu-ridden disaster. Mike’s puking, Jake’s confessing his undying love while holding a popcorn bucket, and Bella’s trying to piece it all together while dealing with the flu. And where was Edward? MIA, as usual, during the one moment where Bella actually needed him to be there. 😒

[sinners-go-to-drink-the-wine]

Glowing!!

[personalheroin]

Where Fear Ends - Chapter 1

Story summary:

Bella realizes she wants nothing to do with the Cullens or the marriage at the wedding. She runs. Right into Jacob's arms (metaphorically. it's a slow burn, sorry.)

Excerpt:

The yard was decorated beautifully, lights hung up all around the trees and Edward was at the arch. Jacob. Jacob. Jacob. Jacob. My mind was flooded. I didn’t want this, I never wanted this. Marriage at 18 was never in my plans or the idea of my life. Jacob never would have put an ultimatum on me as Edward has. Did I even truly want to be a vampire? Did I want to be with this man for the rest of my life? My parents flooded my mind, and I looked at Renee who was four margaritas deep and excited for my marriage. I looked at Charlie who looked at me, his presence comforting, the one true person on my side right now. I looked down at my feet, grateful for wearing Converse, and back up to my father. “Go.” He whispered. Alice’s head snapped up, a vision flooding her mind, my vision. I yanked my dress up and sprinted in the opposite direction, toward where my body felt the reservation would be. The forest floor was covered in sticks and uneven ground which is my archnemesis. I had been slipping and sliding since I entered the forest, mud covering the bottom of my dress.

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[kaipanzero]

Infamous (2020)