#Jac Naylor

[naylormarch]

STEVIE NASH

so i have some personal thoughts or headcanons and the like i wanted to share about our girl stevie nash and i was keen to hear some of your guys’ thoughts, even if you don’t agree, though if you don’t please be kind about it.

primarily i think i wanna talk about my main two in this post.

first of all i think stevie may also have autism, at least i headcanon her that way anyway. i am autistic myself, so it’s self projection to an extent i know, but i do see some of the traits i have in her, and traits of others i know too. i did mention my personal autistic stevie hc in a comment section on tiktok and got rinsed for it which was a bit sad. the general gist was “stevie’s not autistic, she can’t be. she’s just very _____ & so _____” i didn’t bother to point out that what they were describing were indeed often strong indicators of autism or other neurodifferences, because why bother with people who get combative over a difference of opinion lmao so anyways..

secondly, i feel that she gives off very sapphic vibes, some of the women i ship stevie with/could also see it are:

faith cadogan

jodie whyte

rida amaan

nicole piper

ngozi okoye

jac naylor (yes i know she’s dead rip)

zosia march (yes i know she left holby)

sahira shah (yes i know she left too)

any polyamorous combination of the above

[lonelier-version-of-you]

Jac Naylor is 50 (in-universe) today!! Yay for her. 🎈

(Also, yeah, I'm saying "is" and not "would be". I don't care what Holby says, Jac is fine and happy to me.)

[tornadotree]

missing jac naylor hours

[jacnaylor]

Anyway jac naylor's character, in the end, was punished for being an unlikeable woman

[maraudersmary]

I can’t hide from you like I hide from myself - Aaron Hotchner

who ~ aaron hotchner and jennifer jareau (platonic, could be romantic if you read it that way)

content warnings ~ panic attack, anxiety, depression, grief… Aaron is not okay

word count ~ 720

a/n ~ my favourite ever episode of holby city is group animal part one, so i decided to steal it and write it with Hotch as Jac Naylor, and JJ as Fletch. I doubt there is any Holby and CM fans, but if there are others, this is for you! Holby was my first ever hyperfixation, so i feel like this had to be done.

summary ~ Hotch isn’t able to hold himself together anymore, luckily JJ knows the signs.

~

‘Hotch?’ JJ asked with concern, despite knowing that what was coming was not going to be fun. She could run away now and leave someone else to deal with it. But she cared for this man too much. She couldn’t let him break alone.

‘Leave me alone.’ He said before even turning around. Hotch couldn’t do this now. He had to even himself out, present his façade again, despite how the steadily forming cracks had been exposing him more and more for weeks now. And he needed to be alone to do that. ‘Leave me alone.’ He repeated, with no real conviction behind it. He couldn’t stop this now, but he didn’t want anyone else seeing it.

JJ entered the room and moved up slowly behind him, not wanting to spook him and make things worse. ‘Okay breathe.’ She muttered, unsure of how to approach this.

‘You’re stressed, you’ve been through a lot.’ No one could deny that, not even Hotch himself. But the media liaison could never understand. Hotch valued her greatly, she kept the team running more than he did, but she wasn’t the one who made the calls that determined whether a victim would live or die. She wasn’t a profiler.

‘What would you know about it, you can’t understand.’ His breathing was becoming more erratic, fighting for air to get the words out.

JJ refused the sentiment, knowing this was a lot deeper than the case. She might not be able to read criminals like her colleagues, but she can read the people she loves. ‘I know you.’ She replies simply and quietly.

Hotch just couldn’t accept it. He knew what this was about and it wasn’t what JJ was thinking. It was just this case. ‘You’re not a profiler. You don’t know what it’s like!’

He was sobbing now, crying uncontrollably and battling his lungs to allow just a gulp of air. Everything he had been suppressing for months, years, was coming out, and he couldn’t do anything about it.

They were now facing each other, and JJ could see the exhaustion lining her boss’s face. She could see the hurt, the anger, the despondence, the sadness. The sadness was the worst. It was so ingrained in his features that she wasn’t sure he could ever look happy again. It broke her heart. ‘This isn’t about profiling.’

‘Everything’s about this! This job! If i don’t have profiling, I don’t have anything!’ Hotch rasped between gasps for breath. He was no stranger to panic attacks, but that didn’t help prevent the clawing at his chest and the desperation from oxygen.

JJ had to prove to Hotch that he had more than one reason. ‘You have Jack!’ JJ’s immediate response. But she knew it wouldn’t be enough. She reached out and grabbed his waist, steadying him. It was more intimate than they ever were despite the years of working together, but she knew it was what he needed now. ‘You think this is about the unsub? It’s not. This is about you, about what you’ve put yourself through.’ She knew it wasn’t his fault, he was hard wired to suppress in order to protect himself since he was a toddler. But he needed to unlearn these coping mechanisms. He needed to feel again. ‘Hotch this is everything! This is Jack! This is your father! This is Sean! This is Foyet!’ She paused, contemplating whether her next words would be her boss’s breaking point. He had collapsed onto her chest, fighting with his tears and his gasps. ’This is Hayley! You need to acknowledge it! You haven’t grieved! You haven’t let yourself process anything! You need to let yourself feel it!’

It was his breaking point, but that wasn’t a bad thing. She was now supporting Hotch’s whole weight as he let go of everything that had been pushed back and discarded. He needed this release more than anything. It had been building for weeks at least, and JJ had done everything she could to keep him together. Now she needed to let him crumble.

Rubbing small circles across his back, she uttered soft words of comfort, almost as she would Henry post nightmare. But right now it was all she could do as she watched someone she loved purging himself of his pain.

‘It’s alright. It’s okay.’

[friedaaaaaaargh]

Currently doing a late night rewatch of some Holby City S20 ft the whole Jac/Frieda shenanigans that persisted over that series. And to think that now, that's me - I get to work with real life Jacs and Friedas everyday. And even though I'm the annoying person in the lab at the back of the hospital hidden from view, it's still surreal. So yeah, thanx to a silly show for being a small part in my career choices.

[forensicated]

Alex continuing to be naughty after moving over to Holby <3

[realorunreal]

I finally watched the crossover eps of Holby from 2020 where they send David up to work on Darwin and he’s such a weird, sarcastic lil shit the whole way through. I’m SO here for it. I wish we’d gotten more of that in Casualty. He had his moments, but I wish we’d gotten to see more of his oddball side…

Also there were a few moments of unexpected (and kinda uncomfortable) sexual tension between him and Jac…which…

[stormqueen]

[willowmellontree]

https://youtu.be/WUGayihQa48

Holby City Edit

[wipbigbang]

WIP BIG BANG SIGN-UPS ARE LIVE!

The 2024 round of WIP Big Bang is now open for sign-ups! Any fandom is welcome, as long as the fic is 500 completed so far and will be at least 7,500 words upon its finishing. Signing up is easy: just fill out the form linked below after you read the FAQ and take a look at the schedule.

[fanfiction-kiefercarlos]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Holby City Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Joseph Byrne/Jac Naylor Characters: Jac Naylor, Joseph Byrne Additional Tags: Angst, Rekindling, hospital romance Series: Part 2 of Holby City Shots Summary:

One-Shot: Joseph has returned, but Jac doesn't know how she get him to talk to her. She misses him too much, to leave them where they were.

[lonelier-version-of-you]

Henrik Hanssen and Jac Naylor in S15E13 "Hanssen/Hemingway"

[tornadotree]

Since it’s Pride Month, throwback to the time Jac Naylor said she’d take a rusty scalpel to any surgeon who tried to assign her baby a sex through non-consensual surgery whilst arguing over an intersex patient who’s surgeon had done just that via mutilation when they were a baby.

[justalesbianwithsomegayshit]

Jac Naylor marry me challenge

[friedaaaaaaargh]

Frieda Petrenko in Holby City, Series 19, Episode 63: We Need to Talk About Fredrik

'I went to St Francis because there are... ghosts here I wanted to avoid.'

One of my favourite Holby episodes, I miss this show, and I wish it got more mainstream recognition.