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Two new fics today!!

Today I have been LOCKED IN so here is a new Hotch angsty oneshot and a new chapter of my Marlene centric longfic!

^ Marlene fic - Marlene has a bad morning, but Remus and Sirius are always there. I love this chapter it has my favourite friendships!

^ Hotch fic! - Aaron has always needed tough love to see reality, luckily Emily knows when he needs it.

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grey lily evans 🩶

- grey lily evans whose friendship with snape didn’t end when his political stances became more solidified, but only when he attacked her personally

- grey lily evans who was very outspoken about how fucked up azkaban was in a time where the light bragged about tossing deatheaters there

- grey lily evans who had very few true friends; it was a time where everyone had to pick a side, and it wasn’t clear to everyone what side lily stood on

- grey lily evans who always spoke up about the lack of werewolf and other creature rights, blaming the light for pushing them to the dark

- grey lily evans whom voldemort wanted to recruit into his side

- grey lily evans who refused to trust dumbledore with the name of the real secret keeper

- grey lily evans not as in morally grey, but as in someone who deep down neither believed in the dark nor in the light

- and finally, grey lily evans whose skill in dark arts — and blood magic specifically, saved her son’s life from the killing curse and ensured his protection for a long time after her own death

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she’s so me

jennifer jareau + textposts

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taking requests in my asks:) would love to write some oneshots for here

will write for marauders and criminal minds - any ships (to an extent) and i’d write x reader too :)

my ao3 is dorlene_macdonald if u wanna see my writing - or there’s some stuff on here :))

angst

hurt/comfort

smut

fluff

ANYTHING

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just forgot the surname of a character from my first ever hyperfixation and i can feel parts of myself slipping away. i am mourning the loss of my knowledge and who i was at the time. i feel like im losing pivotal parts of what built me

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woke up at 18:45, have written 3 936 words of a new fic i had the idea for as soon as i woke up, currently 1:45am, going to sleep now! what a day!

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penelope garcia

she has sooo many problems ,, heart eyes

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it’s like i don’t even try to be happy with the ao3 tags im reading the second i wake up…

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one thing i think is that the marauders aren’t vaping enough in modern au’s.

like you’re telling me Mary wouldn’t be puffing on a strawberry ice lost mary? Sirius wouldn’t think a lychee ice elf bar compliments his outfit? Peter and his pineapple ice?

Remus would absolutely bully them because ‘don’t be a loser, smoke a cig like a real man’ as he should

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thinking about how JJ buries her trauma the most she can. she's someone so deeply afraid of vulnerability. and i think that we sometimes forget that JJ, at a very young age, didn't only lose her sister (which is already hard enough), but lost her support system entirely.

i don't remember the exact episode, but JJ's mother says "I got so caught up in all my troubles that I forgot there was another little girl under my roof who had just lost her sister. You needed me, and I wasn't there." Jennifer lost her family, all she had when she was only eleven years old. and since then, she's been caught up in running away from being hurt in any way, and hurting others just the same. because the moment people know, it becomes real, as she herself stated.

Jennifer Jareau is a woman who trusts very few people, even though she's someone so reliable herself. and why she's so reliable is because she had to learn to be since she was a CHILD. it breaks my heart.

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ik it makes perfect biological sense however i find it so so funny how my menstrual cycle influences what fics i want to read

like when i’m ovulating it’ll be the filthiest smut anyone has ever heard of,,, or pregnancy/kid fics that would never normally interest me

when that stage passes though and it’s the lead up to the main event it’ll be the saddest most earth shattering angst/whump ever… the switch up is crazy

shout out to all people who menstruate i’m sure this isn’t just a me thing

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was at a karaoke night at the pub and i kid you not i saw:

regulus and barty and evan dancing together

james doing a song with alice

marlene dancing

lily and pandora

remus being remus (sitting in a corner)

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This job will eat you up if you let it. So what do I do? Find a way not to let it.

AARON HOTCHNER SEASON ONE

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i just know sirius black has the craziest oldest siblings guilt ever and 100% convinced its his fault while also being hyperaware its not his fault at all

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me when im writing a fic and I look back at the plan to see whats next and its something the now developed character would never do...

where do i go from here

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Why do i have to write the inbetween bits in a fic why can't I just write the big plot points and the fall out of them!!! I'm here to make my characters suffer... that's the fun stuff to write (IMO). This is why I need to stick to one or two shots.

Anyway go check out forwards beckon rebound (pinned on my page)