#JUST GOTTA CLEAR SOME THINGS UP
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I need you to understand that when we're talking and you ask what I've been up to and I respond I've been mostly busy with work. I am NOT bragging. I am not a grind girly. I do not thrive on being busy and making it my whole personality. It is a cry for HELP!! I AM A PRISONER TO THE SYSTEM! SAVE ME!!
#JUST GOTTA CLEAR SOME THINGS UP#BECAUSE THIS IS ALWAYS MY RESPONSE#I AM NOT ONE OF THEM#thoughts brought on by a video on why we work so much nowadays#would ya be surprised one factor is RELIGION!!!!#(at least in the states)#Idle hands are the devil's workshop?? MY ASS#in that case the devil and I are snuggled up in bed!!!#we're warm and cozy and thriving!#unbothered queens!
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It's always funny to me when in an lu fic the chain is offered bananas and don't accept them. Like, you're offering these high energy adventures free food?? Fruit they'll have never even heard of before??? A ridiculously expensive imported good at best?? AND it boosts your attack?
Not ONE of these idiots would ever turn down something new and interesting to eat at least once. They'd be all over those bananas and immediately get dubbed yiga and I'm honestly surprised no one has used it in a fic yet 🤭
#I know it's for plot reasons but it really shows the author's hand lol. 'just a quick bit of standard suspicion now move along we have more#Interesting things to do'#Again I get it it's always funny to see them fail the vibe check and get plied with a random fruit#There could be a fake out where they ask for the bananas and while everyone's panicking they go 'I've never had one before I'd love to try'#Or someone brings up kohga and they're like who???#But you could make a whole fic out of the chain getting mistaken for yiga and getting chased out of everywhere that's heard the news#And them travelling around trying to clear their name when they don't even know what happened.#Heck maybe they figure it out when the yiga mistake then in disguise too XD!#Also featuring as many Wild assassination attempts as you want. Like he's hunting them down but he travels faster than news#Spreads so he's rarely on time and can't set traps#And the 8 of them keep fending him off but he's really got the upper hand and DEEPLY unhappy#I'm just saying it'd make for some EXCELLENT scenes and I know y'all in the LU fandom like your misunderstandings#The chain strolling along in faron like yum these are delicious we gotta stock up while we're here#And in the tree above them wilds eye's twitching#loz#legend of zelda#linked universe#lu wild#lu chain#loz fic#fic ideas#fic prompt#loz link#loz lu#yiga clan
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Because I'm a very normal person , I spend a not-insignificant amount of time thinking about what would happen if i tried to dicuss modern political and philosophical concepts with mdzs characters. (It would take me like. 15 minutes max to convince xiao xingchen of the virtues of communism)
One conclusion this has lead me to is that I could, if I tried hard enough, convince Nie Mingjue that prisons are unjust and ineffective and need to be abolished in favor of more humane and useful rehabilitation methods. But it would be impossible get him to stop believing in the death penalty. Which would make for a really funny set of political views.
#mdzs#xiao xingchen#nie mingjue#his belief in killing bad guys is just too strong#to be clear the prison abolition thing would take TIME it's not as easy as tirning xxc into a comrade. but i could get him there#he'll go 'yeah the people that can be fixed should be treated with dignity and encouraged to do the right thing not pre-emptively punished#however some people can't be fixed and those people gotta die'#which... well. that sure is an opinion.#you gotta admit it's funny though. locking people up is too cruel you know what you gotta do? kill em
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Small Mouthwashing Break
Hey guys. I know so many of you are hyped and excited for another mouthwashing fic/update to my series but the whole RussianBot situation just. I can’t
I’ve seen things that have left me painfully traumatized. Its made me scared to even open this app. I’ve seen things no one deserves to see. Enough where I won’t even mention what they are
Until the situation is solved I just can’t be part of the fandom atm. I’m already painfully traumatized as is. I have enough going on in life. I don’t need more shit like this
It’s genuinely given me nightmares and taken a toll on my health, since fibromyalgia reacts to stress. What a way to start my thanksgiving break. Just peachy huh?
I’m super sorry to everyone that’s so eager to see more of my content, who want updates, to have asks left unanswered, but I deserve to take care of myself
Hopefully a few days away will make the situation resolve itself on its own. Maybe tumblr will actually do something. Who knows
Just know I’m super sorry, but I gotta take care of myself. I love the mouthwashing fandom/game but Jesus Christ those Russian Bots man
Keep me updated on if that stupid thing gets solved. If things go get fixed. That it’ll be safe to return
I wanna keep posting and doing what I love after all. Don’t we all?
Love yall
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing fandom#mouthwashing discourse#mouthwashing drama#mouthwashing fanfic#mouthwashing x reader#I gotta take care of myself#I’ve seen things that have really fucked me up#I have enough going on as is#I can’t just have my safe spaces destroyed to#I’ll be way less active on tumblr for a while#and poke mouthwashing with a 39 and a half foot pole#please keep me updated about the situation#let me know when things are all clear#I would love to keep writing and going#but this site is a land mine now#I need to rest#I deserve self care#i deserve so much better#belladonna rambles#just ugh#always gotta be someone to ruin it for everybody else#bet it’s some edgy kid#whenever a fandom suddenly gets popular there’s always a asshole like this#I’ve seen it before#it won’t be the last time#we all know it#everyone stay safe#be careful#take a break
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if baru fisher agonist cormorant had just squandered her potential and quit being a savant and instead adopted a shawn spencerian attitude and told everyone she had a psychic vision of the destruction of falcrest and that it could only be achieved by sneakenomics then multiple ashen sea cultures wouldve gotten on board immediately and she wouldn't have had to do all that other stuff
#source: look at The Brain she told everyone she was savannah jesus and she's in charge of a whole mythical cancer ship bc of that#it's not going GREAT but it IS happening#tau taught aminata and iraji how to fake a magical attack and because in this setting fake magic and real magic are the same thing#it WORKEd and they did a spell on the brain just by telling the brain they were doing a spell on her#baru you gotta come get some of this it's going to up your game astronomically#to be clear. at the time of making this post i'm just past war magic#maybe she does some later in the book idk#baru cormorant#q
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next year i want to take more paladette screenshots and experiment with lighting. i wanna do weird lighting, i want that power.
#ooc#time 2 go ponder some paladette scenes#maybe another hazel/odette spar and she wins#or maybe another hazel/odette spar and she gets her ass handed to her again.......#or maybe i actually pose Odette and nol sparring and she wins........#or maybe idk.... idk...#action shots are...... difficult#and much like combat RP i don't think i'm very good at it#but soo la voo as the french say#we can learn to be better at it :triumph:#but also if anyone has paladette ideas......................................................................................#weird lighting is just so powerful and i gotta get good at it#i gotta let go of seeing everything crystal clear i gotta let things be dark#i wanna do !!!!!!!!#backlighting.....#when people do strong lighting or bold colors it makes my socks go up and down you know???#howling at the moon eyes bugging out tongue unrolling kind of excitement
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NEW HELLSPAWN PLOT BUNNY JUST DROPPED:
KARLACH TEACHES ASTARION HOW TO RAGE
#just think: astarion sees karlach go on a rampage at the tollhouse and deep down is just like ''gods i wish that were me''#you think he didn't want to scream and break things and light shit on fire after realizing he was finally free?#but he's got an image to uphold. so he squashes the impulse.#then one day after they've grown a little closer he confides about it to karlach#maybe after cazador is dead? and he's trying to process all that emotion he's had pent up for so long#and she's like ''well you've got lungs‚ don't you? functioning limbs?''#''and maybe you can't engulf yourself in flames but you've got the fire bolt cantrip''#''you've just gotta be willing to let it all out''#so one night they sneak out of camp into some absolutist outpost they've already cleared of baddies#and have rage lessons :D#/distant sound of karlach teaching astarion to barbarian roar#bg3 hellspawn#karlach#astarion#baldur's gate 3#hellspawn
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#i don't think the fic is bad or anything but it fought me more than any story has this year. mostly bc of how i've been feeling?#and i think i could've made it a lot better if i'd shelved it for like two or three months tbh#until i was in the right mindset to try to say what i was trying to say? which is one of the main reasons why i shouldn't do big bangs tbh.#but! it's done. and that's the important thing lmao. and i did say my priority this year is finishing things not making them good#i do feel like. there's? some pressure? well-meaning and incredibly kind to be clear! but i do.#but i feel like i have. expectations? on me? and i'm not sure this is going to live up to them?#which is. like i think the story turned out fine but i feel like ppl expect more than fine? from me?#which!!! sounds conceited!!! i am aware!!! but i don't mean it in conceited i mean it like. i'm /stressed/ lmao.#like i think i'd be more okay with failing to meet my own expectations if ppl were okay w/ expecting less from me?#this is a mess.#i just wish i could be proud that i got it finished and instead didn't feel like i was going to let ppl down who expected more?#anyway. i've been working on my internal expectations this year. and i think next year has GOTTA be about external expectations lmao.#like it's absolutely no one's fault it's my own bad brain and you're absolutely not responsible for my feelings!! it's just.#anyway. i'm going to focus on being proud of myself for finishing it because it was very very very hard for me to do that#so it's done! and that's exciting!#and that's gotta be the most important thing for me rn lmao#stretching that writing muscle tag
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I can fix him*
*bad writing, underutilized gameplay mechanics, characters with unfulfilled potential, funded by bootlickers
#ra speaks#personal#sorry I made dr phone calls and have like. ten minutes til I gotta get ready for first class of the semester. let me have this.#I think I should get every COD game ever for free. it’s MY tax dollars at work after all (actually anything produced w us military funding#should be free I think I can trap even my bootlicker tax hating dad into getting onboard w this one)#anyways. ghosts was…decent. but jfc if you give me a silent protag I expect SOME self awareness in the writing.#why are characters calling to him on comms when they know he won’t respond? why doesn’t he have an AAC device or something more futuristic?#I’m just saying if you explicitly limit a character you need to respect those limits in te writing. it’s not that hard.#like non of the characters even acknowledge that Logan never talks. esp weird when he first meets the ghosts#also. obv not a big fan of ‘all of South America has United into evil space terrorists’ but it was 2013 so ¯\ _(ツ)_/¯#wish we got to see some SDC civis y’know? get a bear on the average attitudes abt the whole. invading the US thing.#(jfc do not get me started on The Wall like this is a 2016 trump voter’s power fantasy)#also Riley was such an interesting mechanic why couldn’t they have at least substituted him w drones or something on the other missions??#you get him for like. two missions. and then he gets shot and you have to protect him (gosh I actually loved that section)#just. it was clear Logan was The Dog Guy with an aptitude for tech. honestly Hesh felt more like the MC than Logan.#and while Logan doesn’t have a ton of personality we can glean as a result of non speaking + ZERO communication at all ever#seriously he doesn’t even like. wave or give thumbs up to people wtf dude do ppl just assume he’s psychic or something???#I do LOVE the few scenes we get with him acting outside of player control/where he actually has agency (Elias’ death. the final cutscene)#and like it’s not much but it’s enough that I WANT to see what happens next#but alas. a decade old game without a true sequel (I think??? haven’t actually looked into it.)#my brother is making fun of me for being a COD gamer now like boy. I have no defense pls be nice to me T-T
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Suzanne Collins saying that she only writes/will only create a new Hunger Games book when she has something to say, now announcing the release of her new upcoming book AND its film release? Interesting.
#the hunger games#thg#suzanne collins#and it follows haymitch's story which makes it even sadder#like i did always want a haymitch story and was fine never getting it (so i gotta prepare for heartbreak)#like i also can't wait for people to act surprise when they see the real life themes represented in this book#as if that's not the thg franchise whole thing#(or did u think katniss was just being girlboss with no substance and thought “oh i want to shoot an arrow too!)#that was a joke (katniss has substance) fr fr...#and her stating that it will analyze propaganda and how those in power use it to control the narrative#ALSO want to make it clear: whatever collins writes has already been said by many Palestinians and etc#the themes she writes about have been discussed numerous times previously#(in other words: it's annoying to see people acting like she's the only one who can speak the truth about these topics)#like if u really care about the themes she's writing about u shouldn't just up & wait for some yte woman to speak on them &#repeat what other poc and those impacted have BEEN saying#(this is no hate to collins as i enjoy her work but im also not going to pretend that she's the only person speaking on these things)
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oh yeah just to let yall know for when Ness (oc) rates your fits, the text is more of an objective review and analysis of the outfit while the number out of ten is Ness’s personal bias and doesnt actually reflect how good the outfit is
in here there are no “bad” outfits, only personal preferences and perspectives 😎😎
#im just worried some people might see a lower rating and feel hurt by it#gotta clear it up just in case#if youve seen one of my older oc comics youll know ness has a preference towards ikemen and ikejou LMAO#but there really isnt such thing as a bad outfit even if its not the standard ikemen or ikejou fit#outfit are like a reflection of personality to character to me#thats all there is to it for me#sorry for the ramble here JHFAJKF#anyways ill be answering any outfit review asks tmrw 😎😎#i gotta dip for today#getchyer Ness outfit rating now lads
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another day another consumption of vegetables
#just me hi#i am warding off the scurvy!! yippee !!!#not that i've ever Had scurvy to be clear. i just like to know i am warding it off 👍#the wizard of Eating Plants (it removes Poison Effect (scurvy))#/didn't realize how nice of a lunch that sandwich i take to work is. it's got the grains it's got the meat it's got the vegetables#what CAN'T she do?#hydrate me. but that is all#OH. AND tomatoes! which are a fruit :3#/alsooo didn't forget my waterbottle thing there today by accident which is dope 💥#left it there like 3 days ago and couldn't pick it up bc the building was closed for new years ;w;#good thing they have a sink there cuz i washed it when i got back but i don't think i rinsed it very well#That or i was smelling the handsoap from the bathroom on my hands when i was taking sips and neither of those sound very cool so !!#//n holy shiz i was falling asleep at one point cuz i didn't sleep right last night KGSFH#lunch break rejuvenated me :3 that and talking w/ flame while i was sitting on the floor behind the desk to do stretches#ten minute stretch breaks are pretty good actually the only thing is that i'm not sure doing splits there is a good idea Lmaooo#i can have normal behaviors when given a small slightly-hidden space and a bit of free time. do you think doing full splits is a good idea🎤#//what else Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#oh i was greatly(minorly) afraid that my mp3 player would die while i was working bc i turned her on and she was on half battery ?#i thought i'd plugged her in last night but apparently not :/ </3#it's alright though we survived. For Now#hfsh#//but YEA what else#i need to write </3 or i'll explode </////3#i have some really cool ideas but MANNNNNNN#i am so bad at. doing the ideas <////////////////////////3#god created me to make stuff and then said Actually. no#which to be honest is fair. for many reasons kfshvhjg#BUT. buttttt gehehgehehg#i do have Ideas#and i gotta do somethin about em so i will probably get around to it... maaabeee
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i'm normal now. lying also
#clai speaks#god. God.#a game hasnt made me feel despair like that since m/ther 3#i was so tense and horrified and just downright felt Awful through all of act 5. this RULED ITS SOOOOO SO SO GOOD!!!!! AAUGHHH#hehe. my favorite game is black and white and my second favorite game is in black and white#i think theres still a lot i need to look into. one of the posts i rbed mentioned a loop fight and uhhh What. Huh#i missed a lot in my game i think.... i had to look up walkthroughs a couple times and found out about things like--#--the ghost event or bad touch event. though tbh i'm very glad i didnt see bad touch event!!!!#but also i never managed to make the bomb i didnt open some rooms i couldnt sharpen the keyknife#so i'm wondering just how much i missed#i won't replay though i do wanna get through my backlog BJEVRJBFF#but just aughhh. isat. really really well done game. phenomenal showstopping spectacular#every single character is a delight!! everyone is so well fleshed out their interactions so good#siffrin..... man. i really saw a lot of myself in them a lot of things hit very close to home for me#god!!!! he loved his family so much he almost destroyed the world to keep them together!!!!!!! thats awful i love it!!!!!!!!!!!#i guess i will say a couple points of progression werent too clear. a couple times loop told me to do things i already did#and certain things you had to do in a specific order so i would just loop around pointlessly a couple times#but overall still very good i enjoyed myself a lot#if i ever play again. i gotta keep notes bc i Also have a terrible memory VJDVFJFB#i spent 10 loops trying to find the room with the craftology book it was EMBARRASSING#honestly. kinda adds to the experience does it not. just like siffrin i was forgetting things i should have known and--#--getting increasingly more exasperated with the constant looping for like One (1) thing i missed#really really Reeeeally good game. phenomenal game. please play it please play it please play it please play it
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I've written 5000 words of lucanis and rye fic the last two days and the only reason the wip isn't even longer yet is probably that my brain turns into useless ash and blows away for the day once it's channeled the lightning bolt of writing energy for a couple of hours and needs to sleep before it can stand up to another onslaught.
#god help me experience suggests nothing else can#in a move every single person who's ever read anything I've written could predict it's literally just 5k and more to come I'm afraid#of two people talking (and at least one person crying) a bit of internal monologue and also some jokes lmao#under my particular sun at least there's never anything new. I know what I'm about and I'm always about it#I wish my brain was a little less feast or famine when it came to writing b/c idk what's worse -- tediously spending months#trying to connect mostly finished paragraphs and scenes at a snail's pace. the fucking GRIND to get to the finish line#or trying to keep up with the torrents of words suddenly being forced directly into my brain and vibrating all my neurons#at a dolphin-bothering pitch that can carry no other signal. trying to keep up with yourself when it suddenly starts pouring in#is so fucking stressful fhsdkj. you never fucking know when it'll run dry and leave you to either abandon a wip#or get started on the long slow teeth-clenched grinding phase is the thing. I've got abandonment issues from my own creative drive#(or capacity really. I always have drive I only in rare glittering moments have capacity. awful combination would not recommend)#please please please brain don't let me down on this one I would like to see it done and in less time than two fucking years#also I realized in writing this I genuinely forget that rye is technically my oc he has such a clear voice in my head#gotta hand this one to bioware they made rook such a little guy. he's literally some guy sometimes I just get to decide what he says a bit#I'm like... his agent or something#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#well mostly it's me traumadumping about my writing process but for archival purposes lol#humming with both creativity and boundless frustration like a live wire. the me experience (two stars. some potential but also. ugh)
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#okay i read a transcription of most of the nj video#and my main conclusion is that the girls are highly misinformed / being fed false info bcs no adult figure is looking over them#‘mhj is the producer of our music’ that woman has never produced a single song#‘our demands are not being met’ ur demand is to bring back mhj ? i wonder why it is not being met#even the manager not saying hi thing … saying this with all the empathy to them but i get it#imagine ur team boss tries a coup towards the company and u side with them it’s understandable if other employees don’t feel comfortable#and the legal side too like most employees were probably instructed not to interact with them on company grounds#and again i have all the empathy towards them and understand it’s because they’re victims and so on but this is all just bcs they can’t let#mhj go#like if they weren’t fighting tooth and nail for her everything would be different#and they don’t have adult figures telling them this and protecting them from the situation#they just dont know how working environments / company work and they have no one guiding and helping them throughout all of it#this whole thing is just so heartbreaking and frustrating#and they said they found out about the situation from the media — that again proves that mhj doesn’t actually care because she knew about#all of it but she couldn’t pick up the phone to tell them ?#hybe can get fucked and is evil too but if anything this suggests they wanted to leave the girls out of it at first at least#this is not to say i think hybe was nice just to be clear i think they just didn’t think the girls would care this much since it was a#business/legal dispute concerning the company#it’s like if aespa cared when lsm was kicked out .. they didn’t gaf and that’s what it’s supposed to be like !#the leak thing is so heinous tho like i really don’t understand why someone would leak private records of some young girls#after we’re done with mhj we gotta take care of bpd
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they are 100% planning to transfer gatsby to bway if that makes u feel better
PROMISE?
i don't like... look up shows anymore so i don't see anything and since they have Zero social media presence i just didn't know. i especially didn't know since there's already a gatsby on broadway and i wasn't sure if they were willing to risk that yet given i have no idea how that show is doing. but god i hope so!! i will see it again. i'll move to nyc for a month and see it daily. this is dramatic. i'm also not sure if i'm kidding.
#Thanks from the Argo!#Anonymous#all the worlds a stage#not pjo#SLDKFJSDKJ SORRY ABOUT MY EMBARRASSING BREAKDOWN IM HAVING A TIME?#i only just realized its 11 pm whoops#time is fake gatsby is the onyl thing thats currently real to me.#i wanna get my grubby little hands on a script. how ? dont ask#i miss being in theater. who watns to let me in .#cue so much dramatic sighing and looking out of windows#im sure theyll make some changes if they go to bway but i hope its not huge changes because i do really really enjoy what theyve got#i gotta write my notes for act 2 still but ive talked about it so much i can probably consolidate from various convos#i wanna do a little write up for you all on my thoughts between the two#i almost wish i saw the great gatsby first bc its got a lot ot live up to#and i know myself. the energy gatsby had was what i was looking for#while the great gatsby looks to be like.... fun but maybe not what i personally want?#to be clear dont tell me things#i go into shows VERY blind when i can all i know comes from people behind me talking about it today#OUGH MUSICAL THEATER
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