#JREAM. MY JREAM

[cdroloisms]

hi your art is so gorgeous I’m obsessed with how you shade and texture hair especially. Also can you tell us more about spaghetti strap collar dream (j!dream??) starting with Why is he dressed so fruity

OMG THANK U :D hair drives me a little nuts to draw i wont even lie

j!Dream ... my j!Dreamogie...

j!Dream starts with the JMAH AU, which involves our favorite mans sam awesamdude getting to do a good old do-over of the prison. Which he takes gladly, of course, with a good heaping measure of god has sent me back to do what's right and this is the warden's duty to bear and other related such sam-isms

of course, things go awry with him, but not before a year of (title drop!) just him and dream in the prison and all of the horrid intimacy and violence that came with it. sam wallows in his failure (and his successes...he did things better this time, right? it wasn't his fault, right? he did everything he could...maybe now he can enjoy true freedom...) while dream relearns how to be free (in the belly of the prison that had swallows him whole and spit him out different. the dispensers are a row of teeth above his head.) it hardly matters at the end, though, because XD has other games to play--this brings us to Four Square, which is the prison-themed crossover meetup with canon of their dreams (heh, Dreams) !! All your best hits are here: the clock! Blood! Drama! More blood! Sam giving the Dreams over for Quackity to torture! Sam threatening Quackity for Dream's sake! Technoblade! Camraderie! Betrayals! Gossip sessions! Raw potatoes! Dream grilling Sam about his reasons! Even board games! Four Square really has it all.

(a lot more. under the cut.)

in four square, a certain point, both prisontrios (jmah edition and canon) get to play monopoly together. in the regular version, the dreams manage to win monopoly, (j!dream does, specifically) and quite a bit happens in the aftermath of this--after getting trolled by XD a bit an having to fight for their lives a lot more, they do (with. some complications) manage to win themselves the upper hand eventually. it kinda brings four square to the more "daedalus" era, with the LN confrontation next (we never finished writing that, though: it probably would've ended quite a bit messier than the LN confrontation, with nowhere to run, but i feel like it probably would've ended with the quackitys hogtied in some corner of the prison while the dreams waited for them to get tp-ed out.)

in the bad ending, though, j!sam wins. and there's a lot about four square that does demand...a level of introspection, for better or for worse, and sam has been on quite the roller coaster of emotions (here, you have him: but only for a day.) dream is in the prison, but sam is really no more its warden than anyone else here--four square is first and foremost a game, and that in and of itself is a mockery. more than anything, he's finding that he wants dream and dream alone; he misses the days of just the two of them in this prison, just the two of them and dream is safe and perfectly under his control. when he wins monopoly and XD gives him a wish...well.

enter mayfair. four square had taken a lot out of them both, dream especially--he was told for a year that sam was protecting him from Worse, that sam wasn't really torture wasn't really that bad, and 24 hours with two Quackities each with a Lays family size bag of chips on their shoulder sure has him pretty damn convinced. sam and him and a new prison only this one has brick walls instead of obsidian and wood flooring instead of blackstone...a little cottage with an impenetrable barrier surrounding them. he's more trapped than he's ever been but look, here's a house and here's sam and here's the sun. here's table set with a vase of roses and a candlelit dinner for two.

in a lot of ways, what happens after is the natural progression of jmah, and then four square, and all their combined horrors. dream isn't even sure that they're on their server (they weren't for four square, after all.) he's tired. he's genuinely, wholly, so fucking tired of it all and sam isn't that bad, when it comes down to it, not as bad as he's been having nightmares about for the last few months--not as bad as he expected, should sam ever recapture him. this is his world now, this clearing and this house and this sam. it would be foolish of him to not try and make the most of it.

for a year and a half, they had been dancing around each other. for the entirety of four square, they had been grilled on the nature of their relationship with no satisfactory answers. there is so much about this house that is just so damn unambiguous, and honestly? honestly, dream just wants to know.

(one week, one week and a half into their new living arrangment, dream sinks to his knees in front of sam in their living room.)

(you want this, a question or a statement? you want this, and it goes both ways.)

the walk-in closet attached to their master bedroom had a little selection of clothing when they were tp-ed in. the whole damn place was kind of a practical joke, a picture-perfect romantic getaway. there's like, sex toys in the drawers. stuff like that. the closet itself is also a mess of different things--some copies of sam's clothes from home, some tunics and hoodies for dream...but also suits, and ties, and dress pants, and dresses. croptops and lingerie. a prisoner's jumpsuit tucked in some corner.

their sexual relationship is ummm UMMMM. it's a little dubious. for flavor. in a weird way, both sam and dream are on the same page of wanting to move past the prison? sam in particular is in an awkward position because...dream escaped! he literally Left, he Got Away, and now that sam has him again he's obligated, as his warden, to Do Something About That. at the same time though, he's giddy from the fact that he does have dream again. that he has real, tangible proof that dream is better, that he does need him and knows that he needs him, that he. Wants Him. the house didn't come with a cell--there is no place that is sam's, and then a separate place that is dream's. they are meant to exist together...and sam is finding that he. quite likes the idea of that.

they're also pent up as hell after uh going well over a year without any sexual activity for them both, and they've spent so much damn time thinking about it and dreaming about it and fearing it and wanting it on both sides without being able to admit any of it. so once the line is crossed, things start snowballing pretty damn fast. it's not something either of them can take back, so they. don't. and there's really nothing that exists to put a real boundary on any of it, any brakes to make things slow down or stop, anything that either of them can cling to as an excuse to force them to pull back. sam is pushing limits (how far will dream go to obey him--) and dream is pushing limits (how much can he use this to change what they are--) and neither of them are in a position where they can afford to back down. So They Don't.

birdhouse, or the timeline where we just get Really Silly With It, is where other variables are added in the form of different Dream AUs that kind of interrupt jmah duo's mutual decision to swan dive to hell. the outfits kinda start from mayfair and progressively get more extreme if dream + sam go unchecked--they're a natural consequence of j!Dream going hey how far can i push this to make sam lose his mind because if he's too busy thinking with his dick then he's probably less likely to get mad at me and other such lines of logic. in the version of birdhouse that begins to involve ff AU, the addition of ff!Sam (eventually) to the sexual dynamic does put another added layer of strain on j!dream in terms of the whole. There's Two Of Them Now. that's also where you kinda see more of him embracing uhh sex as the end-all be-all solution to most of his problems, as a means of getting some power back with regards to Sam and making the best out of his situation and the best (and only) leverage he has and the tool that's both the most pleasurable for him to wield and the most effective in making sam treat him better. Etc.

so he's doing great.

[sikoi]

renders for the darlings

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- Late night outing to the park - 

Delaney and Tommy are trying to burn out the triplet’s energy so they can have a little time to themselves tonight...

[copperbadge]

Tumblr ate my last attempt, sorry if this posts twice...

It's difficult to tell in the photo but the headboard in my Airbnb is made of a very dark denim material, which I assume is why the art print above it looks like some kind of mad jeans quilt sampler. I've taken to calling it the henimboard, under the jampler.

It's where I have sweet jreams.

[ID: a photography of a headboard lined in dark denim material with the edge of a pillow visible. Above it is a small framed print of various colors of denim blue in abstract shapes, outlined by a gold stitch pattern. It looks like an alien diagram trying to explain blue jeans.]

[jreamsims]

hi, jream! i can't express how much i loved willow and how much i'm enjoying mafia. your creativity and storytelling always inspires me so much. really glad to have found your channel and i hope you have a nice day/night 🤍💐

*its me ugly happy crying rnn* this means so so much to me and im so grateful you enjoy my lil ol’ stories 😭🫶🏽 thank you so much!! I hope YOUU have a great day or night🥹✨

[supersupremeburger]

ART FIGHT 2023 ATTACKS

Here are ALL of my attacks from this year's art fight! ^^ I was on team Werewolf! >:)

Here are the credits to all of the people I've attacked! Jupitersky @cutiecat48 Jream oyasuriipaa 0nett @minkie-fury @pixelaves Maisnon_Overture @sparklingdemon @cursedseabunny epochro @sjofisk KINQFR0G LiterallyLies boarknightz k00ky @mizuki-quartz TinaDy kinjikingling ShadowLugia111 @hearthbrightness yoke DerCrax @drayna lonelyVocalist Suhikii

This has been the best Art Fight ever, in my opinion! My Art Fight if you wanna follow, or consider on attacking me next year!

[autizmogenderia]

had another jream this time it was that it was revealed that jreg was the true creator of my little pony

[weirdwyvern]

There have been 169 (nice) girls named jream from my quick google search which just. I feel so bad for them

it just feels, like……unethical. why would someone name a kid that. that's fucked up

[cdroloisms]

which are the worst alternatives endings and the bests?

Ummmm we usually let them have happy endings Eventually so it’s really a matter of how bad it gets in the middle … plan threesome will never not make me sick it’s so fucking sad ohmy god. There’s a recent timeline I’ve been rotating with Angela that’s just T-T … our little doomed duo . Box isn’t quite connected to birdhouse but box just everything in box is sickening. For “good” endings the first one we had with them escaping to the village will always have a special place in my heart for sure—the three of them (pam jream cream) are such a fun trio. The jam therapy timeline is special to me for sure … and the road-trip with coparents and the dreamduo is fun :] jream is . A spy. There’s also another good ending im currently rotating with Angela that’s making me emo 🥺 but yeah !!

[sikoi]

🦈˚.

[sapscozycorner]

Go Panthers!!!!!

Jream and Demi joined their cheer squad at school... Trip isn’t into joining any groups at school... He’d rather come home and work on his music...

[im2muchpink]

My baby!!! I love you so much Jream Lei’lani! You are my everything. As we continue on this journey Daddy & I want you to be so healthy and be the perfect baby for us. Jreams do come true. I manifested you baby💕

[jreamsims]

Hi Jream, I love your LPs so much! Your storytelling is so good and I'm so invested into your stories! I think one aspect what makes me enjoy your videos so much is your style of editing/filming. It's so cinematic and unique. It creates such a cool vibe to your videos! How did you learn video editing and which program do you use? And one last question: What inspires you to create the stories? 🥰

Hiii! Thank you so muchh <33 I really appreciate it!!

To answer your first question: Ever since 8th-9th grade, I would create machinima clips for my sims on imovie just for funsies because I've always loved turning my sims lives into stories (I've only ever played the sims on a mac until recently). But editing is one of those things that I was always passionate about because of my dad and his love for technology/editing family videos. I can even recollect moments in 5th grade taking videos of my dog, friends, & family & would editing them down in imovie like I was some film director LOL. Overall, you honestly grow with time - I've realized each time I release a new episode or video, I am always learning something new on my editing software that I may have not known before and there are still many things I have yet to learn! - I currently use Capcut to edit and OBS to record my videos! -

To answer the last question: I would honestly say my inspiration came from a huge imagination (I dream all the time - no pun intended lol -), playing otome games & watching anime/tv-shows ever since I was a little bean. When I was in middle school, I began writing stories for fun as it was an outlet for me during that time. But speaking on tv-shows and anime, I just love the way directors, producers, and more are able to capture a story through film. I took a class in college that focused on these things and you'll even see camera angles & shots change depending on the genre or story they are trying to tell. Camera angles, music, symbolism & script-writing (& more): they are all used to capture a person's attention and to tell their story and it's something that completely inspires me time and time again.

[ Sorry definitely geeked out at this question because I just love storytelling so much <3 If you ever need help with anything, my dms are always open! ]

[theygotlost]

my beautiful baby daughter jream with a j

[theam-cjsw]

The AM: June 19, 2023

It’s The AM’s Sled Island Spotlight. Every year, you can count on choruses of “I don’t recognize any of the bands,” and every year you can count on finding brilliance when you get around to digging into the lineup. Tune in for an hour of music from Sled artists, along with two hours of your typical AM electronics, ambient jazz, psychedelic soul, and other sounds suited to rainy days and early mornings.

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(image: Sunset on the Baltic Sea – William Blair Bruce)

Hour One

Bloom Blue Lake • Sun Arcs

Everything Helps Julian Lage • The Layers

The surface and the light Colin Stetson • When we were that what wept for the sea

Learning to Say No Valiska • Wolf Moon EP

Homecoming Idlefon, featuring Kamyar Behbahani • Submarine

Home World 303 Khotin • Release Spirit

R.E.V.E.R.B. Gelbart • My favorite vacation

Solid States Cylindricon • Zettasecond

Persistence of Love Lo Five • Persistence of Love

Witchy Feel - Over the Counter Mix Maps • Counter Mixes

Hour Two

Changing Light The Ironsides • Changing Light

Dere Geliyor Altin Gün • Ask

Treasure Hypnotic Brass Ensemble • Single

Overhead Harrison • Birds, Bees, The Clouds & The Trees

Windows Leland Whitty • Anyhow

Honey Monster Rally • Beyond the Sea

Lava Flows Monster Rally • Beyond the Sea

Joyful Science Pearl & The Oysters • Coast 2 Coast

Ritual of Gods Whatitdo Archive Group • Palace Of A Thousand Sounds

Sour Times Portishead • Dummy

Agnus Dei Lalo Schifrin • Rock Requiem

Kotal Tynes • Tynes

Hour Three

Ghul wihtikow • ᒌᐸᕀ

Pronoia Michael Peter Olsen • Single

Space Jam Eve Parker Finley • Chrysalia

“Quotations” Water From Your Eyes • Structure

Tartamundo Helado Negro • Private Energy

God is a Reptile JayWood • Slingshot

Jreaming Ghost Woman • Ghost Woman

Gossamer Cola • Deep in View

Helena Sessa • Estrela Acesa

Lamento de un Galax Empanadas Ilegales • Creepy Mambo

[nanasavage]

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