#It's so painful
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the rendering here accurately reflects my post-round 7 mental state: a mess
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#alien stage#ivan#till#mizi#alnst#fanart#myart#doodle#round 7 destroyed me and this scene especially sent chills down my spine#i was crying to at least 3 diff ppl earlier today when i watched the mv#vivinos quite literally owes me therapy#something about this scene and ivan looking at till and till not looking at ivan even after round 6#sick and twisted and evil#copypasting my exact live reactions: the way till snapped out of it bc of mizi and how he immediately went to her despite the situation#at that point idt his mind was on the competition it was almost like he was seeking relief?? to me at least??#and yes i saw the post that pointed out how each of them died smiling bc they were seen by the person they cared about most#i am devastated#also shoutout to a certain someone bc now i'm on the ivantill unrealized rather than unrequited love train#it's so painful
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#one gun and one knife just like everyone else#tamed THE BEAST#the tumblr beast#speedpaint#stick figure#gentlebeard#lighthouse#timelapse#kinda cringe#that i was looking for the features for so long and faces in between are so ridiculous#ugh#never rewatch ur timelapses#it's so painful
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This song choice for the end of 3x05 is something
#cry mathias cry#it's so painful#but the song is beautiful#rykter#ryker nrk#3x05#matherik#mathias x erik
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watching The Dragon Prince is incredibly painful. it's just character after character saying "I'm justified because I'm doing it for the people I love"
#and you just sit there like#I understand they hurt you. I understand you're afraid and alone. and you are justified. but it doesnt make it better#it doesnt make anything better#maybe the person youre protecting or missing would want this#maybe they wouldnt#but it doesnt matter#this won't make anything better#it's so painful#the dragon prince#the dragon prince spoilers#aaravos#viren#the dragon prince mystery of aaravos#tdp s6 spoilers#tdp s6#tdp spoilers#tdp season 6 spoilers#the dragon prince season 6#nuclear war speaks
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#the break in his voice in the very first line i stg#sorry to be house posting on main but christ#house md#james wilson#allison cameron#don't get to be head of oncology at 35 without making some soul-destroying mistakes along the way#he is trying so desperately to prevent her from becoming him and that's like the main difference between this mirror and the other duckling#mirrors#cuddy and house don't even notice forman and chase becoming them#and they don't do anything to prevent it#but wilson sees it immediately in cameron and he knows becoming him is so hard#it's so painful#and it's not worth it#he is doing everything he can to make sure she doesn't let the job kill her inside like it did him#and thank god for that
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So Sabo deliberately avoided the Celestial Dragon's ship and they decided to kill him anyway?
At least all of the "commoners" are like "WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK THAT MAN JUST SHOT A CHILD?" Even his guard looks terrified.
Will Ace and Luffy see Sabo's ship go down? AGH. Wasn't expecting this show to be so angsty.
#and the opening number still haunts me#it's so painful#one piece#revolutionary sabo#portgas d ace#monkey d. luffy#asl brothers
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Oh if only they actually knew each other properly.
Nothing we have seen shows that Juyeong grew up with love. Surely the few interactions Dohoe saw in the past, of Juyeong and people from his hometown or the fact his parents packed him off as soon as the teacher incident happened, tell Dohoe it's not true as well? But he's too wrapped up in his own despair to truly see.
#let free the curse of taekwondo#both of them are so far apart#and so individually broken and closed off#it's so painful
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There is so much to say and so much I can't say.
I can't stop thinking about his parents, about his friends, about the boys, about all of us who listened to him and were touched by his music and his voice.
He who so fiercely loved the band he got chevrons tattooed for them on his skin.
I know so much of the 1D fandom has dispersed but if anyone needs to talk or just cope together, my inbox is open.
We can be there for each other
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#tv: hannibal#hannibaledit#tvedit#:'(#oh god#it's so painful#but it's so well written and well acted and it just hurts to look at#character: jack crawford#character: bella crawford#things i made
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WIP Wednesday
If you've seen any of my posts lately or even know me from Twitter, you know Jaskier/Radovid aka Radskier (still think we need another ship name) has stolen my heart.
So naturally my brain was like... Hey how about pain? Like a lot...
And here I am today presenting to you a horrible thought and a few lines from the fic I'm writing on...
What if Geralt has to kill Radovid?
And that's the moment Geralt knows. He has to kill Radovid.
And break Jaskier's heart; again.
Only this time the damage he'll do might be too big, too unforgivable for Jaskier to ever come back from it. But Geralt knows Jaskier, knows his heart and knows that the bard has so much love to give, he will find his footing again. Even if it means that Geralt has to say goodbye to him so he can find some happiness after this again; even if it means a goodbye for good this time. He doesn't want to do it. Gods if there was anything else he could do, he'd do it in a heartbeat. But if he doesn't kill Radovid the continent will be plunged into war and Ciri will be in more danger than Geralt and Yennefer can protect her from. And he can't let that happen. So that night Geralt stays with Ciri and tells Jaskier to go out, sing or attend a party, fully knowing he'll seek out Radovid and spend the night with him. Granting them a bit more time together. Yen knows what he's doing and what he will do in the morning. "You have to tell him, Geralt," she says in a soft voice that yet doesn't allow any opposition. "No," Geralt rumbles and gets up from the table. "Geralt," Yennefer insists. "No!" Geralt almost shouts when he whirls around in one swift and strong move. "I can't Yen. I've hurt him enough already. And he deserves this night with him. He… Jaskier, he…" his voice breaks off. Carefully Yennefer takes a step closer and places her warm hand over Geralt's, which is gripping the table so hard it's starting to splinter. "He deserves to know, Geralt. He deserves to say goodbye."
Tagging some ppl. I know some of you are only used to 911 and if you're not interested that's totally fine and feel free to tell me not to tag you anymore in non 911 related things
@alyxmastershipper @robin-not-batman @theresoneicouldcallking @flordefandom @elvensorceress @hippolotamus @panbuckley @the-chiseled-dorito-of-justice @wannastayugly @bringyouruin @shortsighted-owl
#The witcher#The witcher s3#Radskier#Radovid#Jaskier#Wip#Fanfic#Radskier WIP#Listen#I made myself cry with this#It's so painful#I adore these two so much#And queer Jaskier means the world to me#I have NO idea where my brain got this awful idea from#Chaos writes#This is like the least painful part of it all
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Jackdaw(s) at Lego Land real not clickbait
this was a sign, my arrival was predicted there were so many jackdaws i loved it
I'm not gonna share all of my photos since I'm at a 30 image limit and I don't really wanna share everything, just know I had a very fun time
Lots of images below, added a cut so as to not clog if you don't wanna see
I took my Cole plush with me
That last one is him climing on something called "Cole's Rock Climb", by the end of the day it was quite empty and going across it was very fun. It was quite small though, since majority of the other kids there were, like, 10 lol and there I was, going to LegoLand for my 18th birthday,,,
The way I saw where the Ninjago area was was via this laughing Wu, he looks strange here
We went on the Ninjago Ride, it was very fun, though we waited 45 minutes for a ~5 minute experience lol, all of those images are from waiting. Standing in the line also made me really want a red paper lantern of that kind for the big light in my bedroom. I never use my big light, so I might as well do something cool with it.
I also took a 2 minute video of the ride, but:
I don't know the rules on posting videos of rides like this
It has my voice in it and I don't want that to be public at this point in time
In the outside section, they were just playing Ninjago episodes. I correctly identified an episode as s1ep12 and I was so proud. Still am
The general area had me jumping from foot to foot, I was so happy
The boyfriends <33
Me with the green guy that I project a totally healthy amount of myself onto (my outfit was inspired by him hehe)
Also seeing Ninjargon made almost squeal! Dragon Power!!! Hell yeah!!!!!!!!
I'm gonna reblog later with the loot I got, yesterday was very exciting and I still need to cool off lol
#last time I went to LL I was my 8th birthday#now I'm 18#I'm gonna come here for my 28th lol#also they didn't let me on the Driving Lessons! I was too tall!#It's so painful#I'm tall... but at what cost...#I was like 5cm over limit lol#The Driving was my favourite memory from the first time#little lego cars......#oh well#totally didn't almost cry#I'm FINE about it#:(#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#dragons rising#legoland#lego land
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thiiiiis close to trying the comic sans trick
#bro I genuinely cannot write#it's so painful#because I have 3 requests#my original work#and the fairy tale au exchange#and I have a final fantasy thing that is itching in my brain to be written#and I have a kotlc stranger things au rotating in my brain#I need help#and I don't know how to motivate myself to write#I'm struggling /srs#if anyone has any tips please lmk#writeblr#writers on tumblr#writing
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help me
when the hamilton fandom discovers the hamilton/laurens letters every two years:
#it's so painful#but also good for them#seeing queer representation in history for the first time is such a unique feeling#asks
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Dead fandoms ruin my life 😞
#it's so painful#heartbreaking really#i need to consume content like it's my lifeline hut there's none...
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currently rereading iwsynttr, im at chapter 6 and already feel miserable
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he's an expect about the fantasy carla even the camera man said
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