#It's not a life threatening surgery
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The astringent scent of cleaning potions was always the first thing he noticed. And then it receded in his mind as his outstretched palm gently landed on the door of his mother's room, where she had been quarantined.
Through the small square of glass, he saw Euphemia lift a pock-marked hand and attempted a smile at her only son. But the swiftness with which that hand soon fell landed as heavily as James' heart.
In the room next door Fleamont was struggling for breathe and only James knew.
He tried to smile back at his mother in a reassuring manner but he wasn't sure it was entirely convincing. The hand against the door clenched for want of something to do, for want of something to hold.
James Potter wasn't even 20 and his parents were dying before his eyes.
From a young age, he had known this day would come. He had wished it wasn't quite so soon.
He wished he could hug his parents one last time. He thinks he will regret that the most if they go tonight.
Mostly he wishes for more time.
But for now, he will continue smiling for his parents' sake and hold vigil outside their doors. Hoping against hope, that Death will wait another day more.
#james potter#euphemia potter#My writing#I'm at the hospital watching my mother as she sleeps#It's not a life threatening surgery#But it does make me feel a kind of way#So I'm taking it out on James
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bun ny bunny bu nny bunny ? @wolfertinger666
#salem#original character - salem#wolfertinger666#Hi Ryeders This Is The Dawing I Said I Would Post#dropping that act AA i'm really proud of this actually#i usually will just fill bucket or default pen to colour#but this time i used a TEXTURED MARKER B) and did it manually it was awesome !!#i've wanted to draw salem art for a while now!!!#his art is rlly inspiring to me!! i've drawn more straight up furry things rather than ke/mono/mimi things because of him :]#and experimenting more with style too :D#and also he's kinda relatable :) as a fellow fat black trans man with no top surgery who came from a heavily religious background and is..#..now living with his mom that is transphobic to the point that it is almost life-threatening#it's really great to see him here despite everything ya'know?#so i can go on too :)#Well Anyways Ryeders Thank You For Reading#I Will See You Next Time I Post Something#Which May Be Soon. Like A Week Or Two Maybe#All In MsPaint Sourry..#Okay Bye Ryeders I Love You !!#bad art tw#<- art tag goes at the end this time because NO!!! This is NOT bad#so sourry if u don't like being tagged in rando fanart
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i hope brian thompson is in the afterlife choking on trump's ear and getting denied the heimlich
#'we're sorry but it's not life threatening. you're already dead.'#this is what happens when you make people pay $7000 for surgery to be able to walk or $1000 for a biopsy#get fucked#brian thompson#united healthcare#unitedhealth group inc#us politics#us news#healthcare#health insurance#us healthcare#us health system#us health insurance#deny defend depose
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sometimes I forget that my experience has been. um. not 'your experiences are not universal' vibes but more like 'your experiences are EXTREMELY atypical'
#red said#recent events have reminded me that my life has involved like. a LOT of other people's psychosis#like not in a way where i have been Beset By Terrifying Crazies bc that's not like. a thing.#but a lot of people in my life have had a lot of really severe psychotic episodes#and i FORGET sometimes. that actually that is an Unusual Amount Of Experience With Psychosis for someone who's not#for somebody who has not really personally ever had psychotic episodes (unless severe PTSD flashbacks count)#actually i tell a lie i have maybe had One psychotic episode but because it was very situational and i knew what was happening#i was able to ride it out. because i am literally only psychotic Inside Hospitals and so that's all fine#as long as i LITERALLY NEVER HAVE TO HAVE INPATIENT CARE. Very important to me to never ever ever require surgery i think.#i can handle the amount of psychosis i get from a 1-4 hour stopoff in hospital#as long as i know I'm leaving soon then i can just Cope with the fact that the walls are moving and reality is thin#ANYWAY that's not the point the point is i forget! that most ppl i know have experience of at most a handful of severe psychotic episodes#some people i know have experienced more for sure. especially if the episodes were mostly theirs.#but people really seem to expect me to be more freaked out by their symptoms of psychosis than i am#bc i don't think i really register it as frightening unless they're in actual danger or Currently Aggressing Actually At Me#like i WORRY about them bc it can super suck but it's not SHOCKING or WEIRD#there have definitely been times ive been frightened. one time i woke up in the night and my friend was standing over me with a knife#but also like he was still HIM he was just having a moment. and as soon as i got the knife off him he just came back and broke down.#and we were fine and he was safe and i learnt the valuable lesson that even when people seem like they wanna kill you they probably don't#tbf now I'm thinking about it it's honestly a tossup whether he was there to threaten or because he felt a need to guard us#like to be clear probably don't try and take a knife off someone having a psychotic break. i was 17 and it was 3am and i knew him very well#i probably did not make the smartest call but nobody got hurt is the point#anyway you know there's that kind of psychotic episode and my granny got very violently angry a few times. buuuut you know there's also#been plenty of other times I've been with somebody having an episode and it's been chill as hell.#my ex saw and heard monsters so much that eventually she just got sick of being scared. we used to watch TV with them#i would sometimes have to sit on a bit of sofa that wasn't haunted and we might not be able to watch certain things bc they didn't like it#most of the time she was hallucinating there was absolutely nothing to worry about we just had a few extra variables#honestly of everyone i know who's had psychotic episodes or schizophrenia the amount of times it's been a material risk#is like. low single figures? maybe low double if you include self harm but idk what the cause and effect is there.#idk why you would need to be frightened like 99.99% of the time it truly is usually just Oh No That Seems Distressing For You I'm Sorry
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// sobbing my kitty needs two surgeries (won't say where because it's a common trigger! I've hinted in tags.)
baby in question under readmore. not explicit just didnt wanna hog dash
yeah idk she likes to sit in the bath and play with water
#ooc.#( sobbb I was not expecting that today )#( not life threatening but absolutely necessary for her to be comfortable — which she isn't right now. )#( and I don't think insurance is going to cover ittt ;n; )#( for those curious she saw an opthalmologist so you can guess where she needs surgery sobbbb ;^; )
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My sweet baby (cat) feels super warm and has been sleeping a lot and honestly it gives me anxiety. Worries me a good bit. Gonna have her taken to the vet tomorrow 😭
#just talking#shes not eating or drinking and im hoping she has some sort of non life threatening infection or something#this is the same cat that needed surgery for a condition that we thought she was too young for#a serious condition#please wish the best for my babygirl ;-;
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Learning against my will about ozempic and actually got a little pissed off when the lady describing it said once you take it youre basically on it forever to maintain results. Like i wonder where all the "concerned" people that have been fearmongering about hormones for years are now. Why are we not concerned about the potential side effects of lifelong use of these specific drugs, or is it fine because theres an outcome society considers favorable
#Genuinely irked me that all of the reactionaries and tphobes and self described feminists have been medically abusing trans ppl#But the second theres a drug being passed around like candy marketed especially toward insecure women its crickets#Like ohhh so you guys werent actually worried about 'side effects' or 'being a lifelong patient' if that werent already obvious#Blows my mind that i have to entertain these peoples nonsense on a legal level threatening my access to healthcare#emf#And before anything else: I am a firm believer in informed consent and tailoring your body to how you want it to look in any way#However i think the same arguments to dissuade trans people can be thrown back tenfold at literally any other surgery or form of care#Especially those in reference to 'social pressure' and 'social contagion' like lol#Also btw ''lifelong patient'' shit is a deeply fucked up and evil mindset that discourages people who need meds from getting them#Im just focused on that argument specifically because ltierally everyone in my life used it to try and tell me i shouldnt transition
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is it bad that i laughed at the baby orion in the hospital 😭😭😭💔
its ok i find it funny too
#its even funnier with the knowledge that his life threatening injuries are her sister's fault (he doesnt know)#she pushed him into industrial machinery and he almost got cut in half#16 surgeries later chile#if he wasnt an octavio he would be 6 feet + the depth of the domes under#also thats his saliva not blood#tw sick child#splatoon#ask#answer
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sometimes it's so hard to remind myself I did fight in search for answers and treatment to my chronic pain I've literally begged for money to get private healthcare exams and treatments before I had insurance I went to so mant doctors I read so much I kept so many notes I just wasn't taken seriously but I still hate myself for not fighting hard enough because they keep telling me it wouldn't be this bad if I had gotten an earlier diagnosis and I knew something was wrong I knew
#the permanent catheter news if I get another surgery which I'm coming close to needing again really messed me up#actually I have a 4.2 cyst on my remaining ovary and a lot of intestine and some bladder diaphragm endo#it's not life threatening yet but real painful they're like if you want this we'll do it. but I'm scared of the consequences#but then if I keep postponing it I'll have to get THE removing everything surgery and get another oophorectomy and hysterectomy#which could end up being a good thing but is also scary#I'm 26#medically I'm speaking I am... is there a word for a bad miracle?#the cyst I lost my other ovary passed 10cm it's why it burst
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"or better yet i shoot him, invite his kid and shoot him too" when even the evil murderer kidnapper knows that buck would sacrifice himself no problem and the real way to get him to do what he wants is threaten his family. just a few hours in an ambulance with them and he knows this
#this is a crazy good episode btw#hen doing surgery#ravi going undercover#eddie taking crazy risks to help the guy who threatened his life#buck freaking out#911 liveblog
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OH MY GODS I WAS WONDERING WHY YOUR USERNAME WAS SO FAMILIAR. I LOVE THAT FIC. SO MUCH. ITS SO WELL WRITTEN I HAVE LIKE TEARED UP WHILE READING IT. ITS SO GOOD. THE CHARACTERIZATION IS ON POINT!!! THE FRENCH... OHH IT MAKES IT SO SO GOOD.... THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE TO THE CLERVALSTEIN NATION!!!!!!!
ahh thank you so so so much my friend!!! in turn i thank you for your service to the clervalstein nation with your top tier brilliant text posts 🫡
#asks#it feels wrong and narcissistic to be talking abouy my fic all the time im so sorry to my 10 followers 😭#i just. i cant even begin to express how much i love all of u for reading my fic#i swear to god im cooking new fics as soon as a get a new laptop because a spilled coffee on the other one#also as soon as i have my major life threatening surgery#/srs#after that i swear i will write more clervalstein i promise i promise 🙏🙏 trust
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well boss said reese has no indication of any uti or crystals only a tiny amount of red blood cells which can be caused by the manual expression. coworker insisted there was no point in taking rads to see if he's blocked from the string so going to try some laxaire and hope 😬🤞🏻also then my boss gave me a ride to the bus stop so i didn't have to carry the huge crate which was uncharacteristically nice of him 🤨
#already plotting in my head how trying to get him into emergency surgery on the weekend would go and its not great#on account of the fact that i simply do not have enough thousands of dollars for the er proper. or a way to get there but i could probably#figure that one out but not so much the money#he had a god awful time he had to see a d*g and that was horrible he hissed at it (chihuahua less than 1/3 his size)#he was SO scared i feel horrible and i almost cried a lot of times just from looking at him 😭#anyway i'm glad we did a ua though that does help some of my anxiety but now the problem is the string#it probably had a big knot in it so i'm not totally convinced it would even be able to exit the stomach but if it did thats terrifying#i don't think it was super long just the big knot#coworker also insisted strings cant cause blockages only intussuseptions which does not sound right to me particularly if it was a bulky#but not long string such as this one. but what do i m#*know#i'm still really stressed and we have to move tomorrow ugh#i forgot to grab the laxaire at the clinic so i'm going to have to go out and get some but i have to go drop off a goodwill bag anyway#ugh also while my coworker was trying to get pee from him she said “if you bite me i'll smack you in the face i dont care if your moms here”#and i didnt say anything but if she had done that i think i would have lost my mind. what the fuck is wrong with you#she is like that with all of the animals and it drives me insane or like she'll brag about how her rottweiler lifted his lip at her so she#beat him and stepped on his head (???) like some would accurately identify this as animal abuse and yet youre a vet tech???#like these animals are all having a horrible day why the fuck don't you have two seconds of patience instead of immediately going to#“oh you threatened to bite me let me force you into tonic immobility”. again what the fuck is wrong with you#same woman who justified hitting kids in the face btw. of course#my boss is actually much nicer to them for the most part than she is he's just a total douche to people (me) its weird#like i just think you should not have made your lifes work being a vet tech if you think its cool and fine to smack dogs and cats around for#not immediately doing what you want or for expressing discomfort or fear#and they are almost all fear reactive i think there have been maybe two cats that i would describe as aggressive and not just fear reactive#and i'm probably wrong honestly! theres always a reason#anyway. please everyone pray or vibe or whatever that my cat doesnt get his guts tied in knots because i dont have $10000 and his insurance#doesn't kick in for two weeks i think (i got it last night in a panic having intended to do it months ago but thought he had to have a vet#relationship in order to get it)#i'm still really scared lol. god bless#me
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girl with the most severe form of kidney disease forgets to adequately hydrate for six hours and starts to feel the Effects
#:)#if i don't drink enough water i start to feel like i'm dying#on account of the specific organs that are damaged i need more water to be adequately hydrated#however watch out! because if i drink too much i throw up. organ failure is a series of many such saw traps#on the upside i think the anemia being treated is finally starting to fix the fatigue#which is nice! i'd say i'm starting to plan my comeback to my Projects#but i still have to go through kidney biopsy 2 the biopsing at some point in the near to intermediate future#so i STILL can't commit to anything until after then#however i'm in a good steady groove with the rest of my medical stuff. enough i can start to map out a schedule finally#hopefully once this surgery is out of the way the rest of the year should be a regular rhythm#of meds/injections/blood tests/consultant appointments until whenever i get approved to go on the transplant waiting list at. some point#wish i knew when anything was but i've almost been sick for a whole year and STILL don't have a diagnosis so i'm not holding out hope!#but if everything holds stable for another month or so i might be in a place to genuinely try working on stuff again#as always grain of salt but things SHOULD be more predictable this year#i mean. i can't have a sudden mystery life threatening illness happen twice lol. it's all uphill! apparently
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ohh my god trying to keep up with all these doctor appointments and testing and scans is driving me insane I can’t take this anymore
#there’s so much going on. I wish I could hit pause on my body so it would stop developing new issues#I am exhausted and tired of the weight on my shoulders#so many of my organs are messed up right now. I know I should be thankful none of it seems to be life threatening#but I’m already sick enough as it is and things just keep. piling up#I don’t want to go to the doctor anymore I don’t want to be sick anymore. I hit my threshold for what I can put up with long ago#if it’s not domino effects from my surgery it’s some random freak problem coming out of nowhere#I’m in pain all the time#I don’t want to deal anymore#I wish I could cancel all of my appointments and not think about any of it#I want to be normal#bria.txt#I’m sorry if this is just regurgitated health babbling I know it’s nothing new I’m just. So tired#I feel so weighed down with all of these issues
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Hi. Just letting y’all know that I may be a little inactive this week. I just really haven’t been feeling well + my cat has surgery next week so we’ve gotta prep for that.
Feel free to send me asks, but I might not respond in a timely manner. Thank you for the well wishes, I really appreciate it.
#td talks#my cat is going to be fine btw. we’re optimistic about the surgery rn + it won’t be life threatening#otherwise I’ve just been. sick. not great.
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i love wei wuxian for being the textbook definition of a "i'll burn that bridge when i get there" kind of guy, but it also does stress me out like a mother duck watching her duckings walk over metal grates
#no plan no thought just leroy jenking his way through life until it kills him (it did)#BABY I KNOW YOU'RE STRONG AND SMART AND SEXY#BUT YOU CAN'T “eh i'm sure i can handle it” LIFE-THREATENING SURGERIES AND CULTIVATION THAT SLOWLY EATS YOUR BRAIN#i understand lwj wabting to take him back to gusu to keep an eye on him i really do#sometimes i also just wanna put him in a jar so he doesn't have to make rash decision#like my man rly didn't hesitate to just. rescue 50+ war prisoners. WHICH IS AWESOME#but my god did he have no plan#i love him for it but HE MAKES ME VERY ANXIOUS#modao#lace speaks
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