#It's been rough lately ngl
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day 2 of tsp roadtrip, Aquarium. (Acuario inbursa, cdmx)
Only people living in or near mexico city will understand the joke im SORRY EFJKSHDFKJSD
#sorry for how i disappeared again#It's been rough lately ngl#tsp#tspud#the stanley parable#tsp narrator#the stanley parable narrator#stanley parable narrator
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Ourgh. <guy having normal emotional reactions to any little thing (lie)
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day 32 happy lovey dove day !!!
#daily midori#sou hiyori#yttd#midori yttd#sorry that all the midori have looked shit lately. art has been. rough lately. idk why#might take a break for awhile ngl
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so last November I got my nose pierced and the flat cartilage pierced on both of my ears, got my first tattoo (currently now have 3) and dyed my hair pink… so what should I do this November is the question I was thinking red hair and a septum and eyebrow piercing lmao 😭
#the past month in general my mental heath has gone to shit and can’t even afford to go back to therapy#also my therapist I had that I finally liked talking to left during the summer so I would need to find a new therapist I like like FML#I’ve just had a lot of personal stuff going on as of lately and I can’t seem to catch a break yk#also probably need to go on some antidepressants ngl cause it’s been rough I’m barely sleeping and I stay up so late most nights#more of steph’s random thoughts
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Also in the replies of the Steph concept art on twitter announcing she was gonna be in a new project at DC (posted by Travis Mercer), there were at least 3 comments saying "will Tim be there?" I don't care how hard you ship timsteph I'm exploding you with my eyeballs if you do that on my girls post again
#ramblings of a lunatic#taking a step back to acknowledge that my stanning may be getting overzealous#but then again I'm not in ppls quotes or replies I'm vagueing on an entirely different website with no relevant tags. it could be worse#anyway I know tims had it rough these past couple of months ever since zdarsky shifted focus of the batman title to have less tim#but it still feels. idk. just a wee bit uninspired to act like steph can't go two steps without tim being behind her#im ngl i like timsteph when they're cute but timsteph twitter has been. pissing me off a tad lately#the refusal to acknowledge the sexism in dixons robin run and how it impacts stephs writing and their relationships writing#the refusal to acknowledge tims occasional condescension and hypocrisy when it comes to stephs vigilantism#seemingly only wanting her to be spoiler when he wants her around and telling her to give it up most of the time#also the constant disrespect of stephs batgirl era on there weirdly enough?#I've harped on about this on main and in drafts but despite it's flaws it's a good turn for stephs character#she's the focus she gets development (an upward trajectory! which had previously been unheard of for her! bc she did have flaws as spoiler-#-its just that both writers and characters alike seemed to arbitrarily decide she didn't have the capacity to grow past them! but she did!)#hell i saw a BIZARRE take today i just have to bitch about#which was them saying that Batgirl was a ''heteronormative mask'' steph put on#with spoiler being her more authentic self (and this being paralleled to gender expression with stephs isolation from the batfam as spoiler-#-showing how she ''wasnt like them'')#which. I'm not denying you the view that spoiler has a certain genderific swag to her but the needless dragging of her batgirl persona#steph got treated badly as spoiler bc she was A Girl. it's genuinely that simple dixon felt batman and robin would never stand for a girl-#-running around doing the things they did and would need to chivalrously stop her. he's gone on record saying this#she's constantly getting belittled by mostly men (cass also dismisses her but it feels distinctly less gendered)#and in the end it's barbara who learns to give steph a second chance despite her mistakes and they have a positive relationship#something ppl are quick to dismiss as being in and of itself sexist bc they're pairing the two girls off together#as if batgirl isn't a legacy and as if babs and steph don't have parallels in their resilience and refusal to accept when ppl tell them no#for better and for worse!!#like. idk how you took the strongest feminist element in that comic (bc there are elements of sexism here and there! 2009 n all)#and somehow turn it into ''heteronormativity'' YOU PPL ARE JUST SAYING WORDS AT THIS POINT!!!#anyway. someone take away my internet access
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High-masking mfers could practically beg the healthcare department for help for months with tears in our eyes* and they will still say "soz but you're not suicidal so you don't need help but here's a weekly educational group for an illness you don't even have and u are not allowed to talk about anything but the specified illnesses which you don't experience making you feel more alienated and isolated than ever lolz"
#*loljk flat affect/emotional blunting#tw suicide mention#it's like nothing but suicide violence self harm etc (if even those) ever gets appropriate support#I'm just being honest#havin a mighty rough morning for the first time in ages#undiagnosed autism things#schizospec#schizospec problems#high-masking#high-masking autism#high-masking schizospec#somedays I haven't the foggiest how i am fooling anybody into thinking i am anything other than completely insane#late-diagnosed autistic#still waiting on my official diagnosis too#it must have been months now that I've been waiting since the possibility of a funded assessment was raised#and suddenly I feel like I am.. running out of time?#it's kinda torturous ngl and even knowing that even once DX is secured there is NO support for adults other than online communities#(which means more rambling and embarrassing myself)#hidden disability#invisible disability#actually autistic#autism in women#late diagnosed autistic women#high-masking problems#obv suicide is very serious but i have been doing everything in my power to not go down that road#and it's like they are beckoning me towards somethong more serious just to get any mental health support system back up#like “you are not severe enough 4 therapy” me: “oh that a challenge?” *drops my 7-year remission in favour of psychosis + hospitalization*🙄#tumblr staff like “🙄 oh not this bitch again”.. hey at least i still have my (bad) humour#why is it that the people struggling the most to function in this neurotypical world are the ones w the least financial means for therapy#make it make sense
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#i've been reading and writing a lot more lately#and for someone who used to do nothing but read or write in hs this feels so fucking good#i just finished my 12th book this year#which isn't that big but compared to a measly 3 in 2022....#and i wrote 800 words today#just like that#i'm on a fucking roll#ngl it's making me face things about myself i've been avoiding for years and it's rough#but hey. life right lol#ab me
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#bugsnax#cheru talks#poll#ngl in need of some funds atm#job hunting has been...rough to say the least#bugsnax stuff would be cheaper due to me just enjoying drawing it so much lately#it takes less time and energy to do it because of that
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off work, hopin to get some asks done today maybe, ik ive been slacking XD
also i’d love some asks over at @shimmeringtidepools for my other gala babs 👀 those will prolly get answered quicker than the ones here haha
#ooc#mod#dl#mod fluff be puttin in the grind lately#its rough work but im kinda glad to do it ngl#it makes being off that much better#but ye#gala is so much fun#afterwards ill prolly go on a haitus to get some projects done and do personal art#but i’ll be around dw#ive been drawing alot this month for the event so imo i deserve it LOL
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正解 / Seikai | RADWIMPS
#正解#seikai#radwimps#音楽#gif#my gifs#i am simply#.... :')#ngl things have been pretty rough lately#but every version of the song on the ep & now this mv have really lifted my spirits#the quiet moments of contemplation#the treasured memories with friends#and the uncertainty about the future hit a bit close to home#but in a good way#makes me want to try harder#and hopefully find a path that feels right#what a beautifully shot mv 💗
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there’s this strange phenomenon that I never hear anyone talk about and it’s the in between where you don’t feel like you belong at ‘home’ the place you grew up and with the people you love but you also don’t feel like you belong where you are at. You’re just floating in the in between hoping to find something to belong to.
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its raining super heavy oit and i just got back from long cold walk, a little sore (ive started working out sgain… slowly but surely) and now i am in a warm bath… this is what im talking about!!!
#ngl ive been feeling real shitty lately and today was pretty rough in particular#but im glad i at least got out for a walk and fresh air. i feel better for it#*grits teeth* i am going to check the despair!!!!#shark speaks#i need to eat something… hungry
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would anyone be up for doing this super soft au ship plot against my chiyori?
in this au chiyori would be a totally normal schoolgirl. no cursed technique or anything. can't even perceive curses.
one day she accidentally texts the wrong number (your character).
then they just start texting each other randomly and form a deep bond over time.
every day they report each other about their days and share photos of things they see and experience throughout the day.
obviously as a sorcerer, your character has to keep it a bit shush, shush or be vague, but chiyori would keep asking questions because she's curious.
then after a good while, one of them wants to visit the other. maybe they recognise the place the other sent a of photo and decide to go there (like in this au my chi would work at a café).
like they don't even know what each other look like until they meet.
if you want angst, your character could eventually start distancing themselves from her bc they don't want to put her at risk since being a sorcerer is dangerous.
#wishlist#i need to find a more eye-catching title for this ngl#ofc we'd have to discuss in more detail since this is just a rough outline#partly inspired by kimi no na wa#im sobbing thinking about this#also listening to the softest lo-fi playlist atm#also i played to many visual novels i suppose#i've been thinking about how interactions would happen between a non-sorcerer x sorcerer lately
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Bad post. I hope you have a little treat and get a good night's sleep, bitch.
LOVESUKE IT BETTER NOT BE YOU LMAO
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#crayon eating#I saved you the purple one#Man it's been rough lately y'know#But despite that#I still have hope for you#For us#It's just that sometimes#sometimes#some days#the weight of the world#sits on our shoulders#and we don't know what to do what do#and it sucks#but when you stop#and look around you can find that#It's not as much as you though#thought*#damn it I kinda ruined ngl#nom nom nom
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NEED MORE BF MARKKK
bf! mark would be so, so easy to love effortlessly.
Just imagine the way he’d show up on your first date—a little nervous but doing his best to hide it with that signature easygoing smile. He’d bring a hoodie or jacket for you “just in case it gets cold,” with that mix of boyish charm and thoughtfulness that makes your heart race. Might overdo it with the cologne ngl... but it's unbelievably endearing.
"Jeno. Smell this."
Jeno snorts, pushing it back. “Dude, I’m not smelling your sweatshirt.”
“Come on, man. Just smell it.” Mark insists, wiggling the fabric at him.
With a sigh, Jeno brings it to his nose and takes a cautious sniff—then immediately recoils, gagging and waving his hand in front of his face.
“Bro, did you dunk this in cologne?” He gasps, holding it at arm’s length. “She’s gonna need a gas mask just to survive.”
Mark frowns, glancing at the sweatshirt. “I thought it needed a couple sprays…”
As things get more serious, he’d make a habit of sending you little surprises that show he’s thinking of you. You’d find a random playlist from him waiting in your messages one day, labeled “For you” with the one giggling emoji, filled with tracks he thinks you’d love. He’d stay up late making it, mulling over how you’ll react to each song.
He’d invite you to hang out with his friends one weekend, blending you seamlessly into his life. When you’re there, you’d see his quiet, protective side come out—he’d stay close to you, keeping an arm around the back of your chair or brushing a hand over your shoulder to make sure you’re comfortable. He might not even realize he’s doing it, but everyone would notice the way he softens around you, the way he’s always got a careful eye on you, ensuring you're having a good time. If you so much as shiver, he’d immediately offer his jacket with a shy, “Here, just take it, okay?”
And if he sees that you’re having a rough day, he wouldn’t ask too many questions or push you to talk; he’d just show up with your favorite drink or snack, a hoodie, and some silly videos he’s saved just to see you laugh. When you’re ready to open up, he’d listen so intently, holding your hand, never interrupting.
When he’d kiss you, it would start out gentle, with him leaning in a little slowly, his eyes flicking to yours to make sure to watch how dazed you become when he gets so close. His lips would be soft, barely brushing against yours at first, before he’d press in a little deeper, savoring the feeling. He’d hold your face in his hands or let his thumb trace along your jaw, taking his time. He might laugh softly into the kiss, his hands slipping to your waist to pull you closer or just hold your hips, rubbing slow circles on your skin or squeezing if you make any kind of sound. God, hearing you hum or moan during a kiss would absolutely drive him insane.
"Just like that," he'd mumble, "I love the pretty sounds you make for me."
"You like it when I kiss you there?" and if you didn't answer, he'd let his hips hover, not giving you what you want.
"How about this?" A kiss on your shoulder, "Hmm?" another on your chest, "Is this okay?"
"Shit, baby, c'mere." if you've been kissing anywhere but his lips for too long, he always finds himself craving them.
His lips would be anywhere, on the corner of your lips, on your cheek, your jaw, your neck... fingers trailing on your waist and squeezing your flesh. I feel like he's on the shyer side when the two of you are doing mindless tasks or around friends, but for some reason, when he's so wrapped up in you in these private moments, he'd groan and whimper without restraint. There's a sliver of shyness left, a tell being his flushed skin and the way he'd bite his lips, but otherwise, he's giving you his all.
#nct imagines#nct fluff#nct x reader#nct fanfic#nct#nct reactions#nct moodboard#nct dream#nct smut#nct dream imagines#mark lee smut#mark lee imagines#mark scenarios#mark x reader#mark fluff#mark imagines#mark#mark lee#mark smut#nct scenarios#nct mark#nct icons#nct 127#nct u#nct dream x reader#nct dream texts#nct dream fluff#nct dream smut#nct dream layouts#nct dream reactions
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