#It’s hypocritical that we shit on older fans for not liking the new stuff when we the newer fans shit on the older stuff
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The hypocritical irony that us new fans say the older fans should give the new versions like MM and Rise a chance but then new fans won’t do the same with the older iterations like the 1987 series or the 90s movies
#I see see yall blindly hate 87 just like how older fans blindly hate rise and mm#btw I’m not saying nor am I forcing anyone to watch a tmnt iteration they personally don’t want to watch#Im saying that we shouldn’t hate on someone who personally doesn’t want to watch/like a certain tmnt iteration that u like#When u also feel the same about an iteration u personally don’t like/want to watch#It’s hypocritical that we shit on older fans for not liking the new stuff when we the newer fans shit on the older stuff#random thoughts#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt 1987#tmnt 1990#tmnt 2003#tmnt 2007#tmnt 2012#tmnt bayverse#rottmnt#mutant mayhem#tottmnt
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sooooooooo i passed jlpt n1! i officially have proof that i am somewhat fluent in japanese. very surprised i passed since i drank until 3 am the night before and i was so hungover the room was spinning while doing the reading section. my score even isnt that bad haha.
this weekend was a whirlwind. spent everyday with x-chan and was all ラブラブwith him, like we usually are. went to Uotoku, a fancy-ish 海鮮 izakaya in Ikebukuro, on friday night as a date. i made the mistake of reserving a table on their rooftop... i assumed they would have fans like most outside dining places do, but no such luck. it was incredibly hot. we just ate バターホタテ andマグロ刺身 then left because x-chan couldn't keep himself from complaining about how much he was sweating.
then we went to an old-style izakaya that was super cheap. while using the smoking booth, an older man came in and started talking to me about whats it like living in tokyo as an american and my tattoos. i thought nothing of it. just casual small talk while awkwardly standing in a glass box together. when i got back to the table, x-chan was upset that i spoke to another man and didnt just ignore him instead.
random picture of me in the smoking booth x-chan took of me lol
after the izakaya, we went to our usual bar since it was our friend's birthday party. we picked her out some stuff from Lush before going on our date that night.
after the bar, i tried confessing to him in front of ikebukuro station (hahahahah), but it just turned into a fight about how we have no trust between us and my heart isn't pure (i dont want to explain what happened between us in the past. neither of us cheated, physically or emotionally. he just has insane expectations about what is "good behaviour"). we were fighting for so long we almost missed the last train. basically it came down to the fact that since im pursuing him right now, i shouldnt see other guys but since he's not pursuing me, if he has a chance to take a girl on a date he wouldn't say no if he thought he would come to like her. soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
but despite the argument, we still hungout on saturday. we went to our usual izakaya in ikebukuro and laughed about how big of alcoholics we've turned into. after that we went to the pokemon center at sunshine city. x-chan bought me some new handkerchiefs since im collecting them, and a mimikyu coin case since i desperately needed one. afterwards we went to gacha-pon like we always do. he really wanted a cool pokemon gacha, so we went to gigo after sunshine city to try to find one. we found a cool gachapon but he ended up getting 2 of the pokemon he wanted the least, so we just weny to our usual bar and left them there since it’s littered with gacha toys.
a really drunk woman started talking to us, and asking about our relationship. i told her we were exes, so of course she had to ask about what happened and why the fuck we're casually drinking with eachother and hugging on eachother. she first sided with x-chan, then sided with me and eventually told me to find a better guy if he decides to not pick me in the end because im too cute and カッコいい for that shit. that pissed x-chan off, but i convinced him to just ignore her.
we parted ways at the last train.
i got home and drank some more. while drinking, x-chan calls me and we talk until like 3AM. we made plans for the next day as well.
the next day we go to ueno to eat sushi, then go to karaoke, then go to gachapon, then go to another one of our usual izakayas.
when we broke up, a big reason was that i didnt quit smoking cigarettes (i never said i would, by the way). but lately x-chan has been smoking a lot of my cigarettes when we're together. i think its funny but im also screaming hypocrite in my head the entire time.
he actually invited me to his place last night. which is the first time in a month. i was staying at his house almost 3 days a week up until a month ago. we got into a big fight about how weird he is about human relationships. he's lonely but hates people, so i was trying to give him some advice which he called stupid. soooo i may have told him to just go ahead and die alone if he doesnt want to change. after that he got really cold towards me, but lately has been nicer. he ended up getting kind of sick an hour later so we decided to go to our separate places instead. but he invited me to come over on friday since we've been going out too much and spending too much money.
i am so stressed about this stupid fucking relationship hahah. we have plans to go to disneyland, tokyo game show, and 2 other live shows in the next two months. he's even talking to me about going to korea together in november. its so difficult. i know if he finds another girl to date before those events, he'll take her instead of me so i'm kind of panicking a bit. but it'll be what it'll be.
all my friends, american and japanese, despise him and want me to cut him off immediately since he is very obviously border-line mentally abusive. but i cant just cut off my best friend and the person i have the most fun with. i know this will probably end badly, but i really enjoy the time we spend together when we’re not bickering and he says he really does too. we just have a lot to work through if there’s the time to do so before he finds someone else.
also got this message from my american ex about me passing the jlpt and it felt like a shot to the heart. oof. ouch.
ANYWAYS enough about that. i’m gonna start studying for the 漢字能力検定 since im all done with the jlpt. i really gotta get my 漢字 knowledge up. i think im already level 4 out of 10, with 1 being the hardest. it’s a kanji test aimed towards native speakers, and even then 1 and 2 are apparenlty super hard. i took a couple practice tests and passed level 5, but gonna start with level 5 first for some review. you actually have to write the kanji for the test, so its gonna be challenging for me despite being pretty good at remembering how to write kanji. i picked up a study book on my way home and knew about 95% of what i saw while flipping through. just gotta get used to the test structure and everything. only issue is trying to learn the definitions along with the kanji, which will be some extra time studying compared to native speakers. finally excited to be studying again. i studied for years for the jlpt and it was so grueling and boring towards the end after being able to recognize all the grammar points and a majority of the vocabulary.
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I’m sorry, my favourite chicken died today. I’ve had a few drinks, and I’m going to try and whinge about my fandom woes coherently. 🫠
I don’t understand why it’s okay for the other sides of the fandom to be anti elain or anti elriel, mock and bully our theorists, fellow fans and literally have a whole blog dedicated to hating us for being “mean and dumb” whilst still having the expectation that we (elain + elriel Stans) “don’t dismiss” their ships, theories or beloved characters. I don’t think it’s fair. Like, I simply just don’t understand how they can be so anti..us..and expect us to not be anti back about stuff? Like, that’s so hypocritical. I understand two wrongs don’t make a right, but it gets really hard to not become frustrated when people constantly demean and shit on you (potentially personally), and something you care enough about to participate in..and then get salty when you bark back and engage in similar behaviour🫠
I bought into the tiktok hype. That’s how I got here, in this mess. I’ve only been here since like February (a week before the HOSAB release to be precise) and I’m already just so exhausted, by all the hate and contradictions.
Elriel makes the most sense for me, bc I think yeeting the build up, and changing course so late in the game would simply be a waste of time, and would make any new romance (because these are in-fact romance/fantasies) rushed. I believe Changing ships in a bonus chapter is simply not a done thing?? Bonus chapters (in my experience) are marketing tools. Providing little slices of life for beloved characters or inconsequential and irreverent POVs you wouldn’t be getting in the main series. I cannot recall a single book series I’ve read, that has done anything drastic in a BC. I also believe the imagery of two brothers, two sisters, and a third sister with some random dude..just clashes. I’ve already seen arts when’re it’s Feyre + Rhys, Nesta + Cassian and G/wyn + Az. All lined up. Elain no where to be seen. It’s jarring, and uncomfortable to look at, but then again Elain is my favourite character, so I acknowledge a good chunk of my discord at that particular art, is my own feelings.
I don’t hate the e/Lucien ship at all. I wouldn’t be mad if it came to pass, and I think there’s merit in the fact they’re mates..but that’s all they have at the moment. SJM would have to walk back elriel, and shove E/Lucien together and perhaps introduce a new LI for Azriel all in one book, no matter how big she makes it, it will be super obvious why that happened and why it was squished into one book. SF was criticised for jamming in too many plots and feysands story detracting and rushing Nestas arc. I’d assume that SJM wouldn’t run that gambit again. Ultimately E/Lucien simply hasn’t been built up enough (or at all really) for me to rejoice if the ship sails, ya know? Again, I won’t be mad. Just a bit disappointed and confused.
G/wynriel is a whole other kettle of fish. When I first got into this fandom, I used to be like “teehee, I’m ship neutral” and then I’d watch some TikToks, read some posts, see some art and I would flip flop on how “neutral” I was. There was a time (before I actually read the series myself) where I shipped g/wynriel based on nothing but pretty fan-arts, and TikTok videos. Reading the series. Reading their “history” together..well..it sickened me. As a trauma survivor, I was so surprised..I had read the books, only to discover I could not ship them anymore. TikTok and the fan-arts had literally painted a very pretty picture. What it hadn’t painted was Azriel in the g/wynriel ship was literally a first responder to her SA, who then goes onto be a personal trainer + self defence instructor. He is also 550+ years older than her. I would be unsure and uncomfortable..but I could potentially overlook any one of those things. All three of them? No. The power imbalance is simply too much, and would hit too close to my own trauma. (Now before anyone takes a jab, I don’t care for the Feysand and Nessian age gaps either) also, they have no romantic coding?? I don’t hate why people ship it. I do hate that I, and my fellow survivors both in the elriel community, and even outside of it..are villainised, and accused of “weaponising our trauma” for not being cool with it. the futureI just don’t think that’s fair, or okay.
That was very long. I understand if you don’t respond to it XD
I am sorry about your chicken :(
In the beginning, when Gwynriel started, I think some original Gwynriels, though already pretty militant, at least had IDEAS. They came up with plots--even if they didn't make sense--they came up with 'evidence' and theories. The ship, at least made sense, from that stanpoint.
Now, the thing is that it feels like 90% of Gwynriels havent not only read any other books, but haven't read ACOSF. And have NO IDEA what they are even shipping. They've just seen Insta pix and TikToks.
Just recently an Elriel posted some response from some rabid Gwynriel who haven't even read the POV or the book. But had the audacity to argue. When that Elriel pointed the text in the POV, the gal was like 'Well, I am not expected to read everything. I didn't even know the POV existed'. Yet she felt qualified to argue.
At this point--and I am hoping that this will change tonight at 7 pm EST--there is no point in talking or engaging. It's like talking to flat earthers.
I think ultimately, the eyes should be on the prize. All of this will fall away eventually. It is a bit ridiculous, but honestly, I dont have time or desire to argue with some 11 year old who hasn't read the books and doesn't have the knowhow of how to construct an argument. And it's not worth the time or the frustration, because they will all disappear and move on to the next thing. That's why I always recommend that people don't get too upset or emotionally hurt with these arguments. Yeah, it's frustrating and some of their takes are horrendous. Like one from yesterday who posted that just isn't strong enough because frankly she hasn't been r*ped like Gwyn, who basically should be wearing her assault like a badge of some kind of perverse honour. There is absolutely no point in talking to people like these because the mental and emotional maturity simply isn't there yet.
I enjoy my world, my Elriel experiences, the positivity that always permeates MY fandom, the support, the jokes, the laughter. I think many of us have grown fond of each other, became friends and I am always excited to see new 'faces'. There are no quarrels, pettiness, or any BS. That's why I am here. That's why I am waiting for Solstice, which will be bom-diggity fun like it was last year, and eventually, for the book.
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I think part of the reason that so many in my generation who grew up with H*rry P*tt*r struggle so much to move on and let it die out, why we take the old TERF's actions so personally, is because it feels like the worst of betrayals.
Not necessarily because it was a cultural phenomenon (it was lbr,) not necessarily because it really did do more to help with American child illiteracy than NCLB (it did, again lbr,) or even that it was so intergenerational in its appeal that it became a bonding point for kids and parents (jury is out on that one I think,) but because the author did something rather unpredictable for the fandom landscape at the time.
She directly engaged with the content her fans made.
This goes back to the dark days of fanfiction. You know the ones. A good many of you have been spared living through them, even if you see the remnant disclaimers on old fics (and maybe even some newer ones) about how the intellectual property belongs to the original creators. Creator engagement with fandom isn't new, and it wasn't entirely new back then, but it was limited. You heard about authors receiving fan letters and answering fan questions during interviews or panels. But that was said to be where it began and ended. [I've personally no doubt there were authors who did engage more than that, prior to all this, but it likely wasn't widely-known.] Mostly, what you saw was either polite neutrality, or the shit that people like Anne Rice and Robin Hobb pulled.
If you don't know what I'm referring to there, do a web search about Rice and Hobb filing lawsuits against fanfic writers (and fanartists) for making fan content of their works. Don't be shocked when you stumble across the quote from Hobb equating fanworks for her stuff to "raping her intellectual property." (I know, I know. It's gross, and it's the reason I refuse to ever read her books.)
Then along came H*rry, and in fast pursuit, the explosion of P*tterfic. And it rocked everyone back on their heels when the author not only acknowledged that she knew there was a lot of fanwork for her books, but said it was cool, that she liked seeing it, and even encouraged the more anxious fans to not be afraid to share their fics and fanart. Hell, I may be remembering wrong, but I think for a while on one of her personal websites she would even give shout-outs and recs to some fans and their creative works? Someone feel free to fact-check me on that one.
But the point is, that was huge, ESPECIALLY when you consider how the books exploded with fame and she was thrust into a giant spotlight. I don't think it was solely her doing that caused creators to become more engaged with fan content, and we all need to grow the hell up and admit [that for all her flaws] Stephenie Meyer did make herself personable to her fans as well, but this was still pretty tremendous and caused a ripple effect.
Also, a lot of us were young when the first book came out, being around the age of the protagonist, roughly. And I think we can all admit without beating ourselves up over it that there were plenty of things we weren't going to recognize as problematic, as classist, racist, anti-Semitism, homophobia, transphobia, ableism, hypocritical, or even just as bad writing. A lot of the recognition and understanding of those things wouldn't come for a lot of the readers until they got older, and at that point it becomes very hard to admit to yourself that something you found fun, comfort and community in could be so uninclusive and bigoted and hateful when some of the core points of the book preached the opposite so loudly.
Honestly I'd almost equate it to someone on an abusive relationship of any kind struggling to recognize some of the more abusive behaviors. It certainly felt that way to me after the first time I finished reading book 5.
The first major thing I remember that happened to betray the fans was the author declaring anyone who was classified [through online quizzes] or self-identified as a Sl*the*r*n was clearly a bully and an abuser by virtue of belonging to the house associated with ambition. For a lot of us (me included) that was enough to disenchant and make us begin the lengthy process of divorcing from her and the books. Why should ambition be solely classified as ugly and wrong?
The next huge one I know of is a bit of a divisive split and it really shouldn't be. The stage play fanfic cast a black actress as one of the most beloved characters. When many fans complained, the author's initial response was fine, stating the best actress was chosen. When other fans spoke up asking or debating about the character's canon race, the author decided to give herself some clout by stating on Twitter that that character's skin color was never specified or stated. This was considered a huge victory and a great thing by many POC and ally fans, because didn't the author just state that that meant the intention was always for H*rm**n* to be WOC, and that the fans interpreting her as such was right all along?
Except. No. Not really.
WOC H*rm**n* has always been a fan concept and one of my favorites and yes, the author made a statement that amounts to allowing fans to interpret her as such. But the author has ALSO stated multiple times in interviews over the years that H*rm**n* is supposed to represent her as a girl in school, and what her school experience was like. And I (and many others) don't buy for a second that the author's original intent for a self-insert like that, was to see her as anything but a lens for her younger self that other girls who were bright and bullied could relate to. And what is the author? White. She wrote the character from her own experience as a white person. Let’s not fool ourselves: she was giving herself clout publicly because she knew she was falling out of interest, and it was a calculated move to stay relevant. (Funny thing that, coming from the same woman who damns such behavior in anyone associated with Sl*th*r*n.)
And then of course, the major final straw that broke nearly everyone’s back: all of her openly transphobic behavior on Twitter. If you weren’t already disenchanted, that’s what did it. For a woman who loves to virtue-spotlight herself as a feminist, this sort of thing just drives home how exclusionary her “feminism” is.
But even so, it’s still going to be hard for a lot of people to let go. It’s hard, when so much love and self-identity and sense of creativity and community could be wrapped up in something like this. So many people didn’t realize the problematic shit until they got older, and for a lot of people it took more than one instance of the author’s shitty behavior in the open to drive home the issues. I feel like there’s so much of a push or some sort of perceived pressure within fandom and bookish spaces to denounce H*rry P*tt*r, and while I think more people than not want to, it’s not easy to overcome the sense of betrayal.
So many people felt like the author had given them the greatest validation a creator can give...and then it became clear that her validation only extends so far. A door was opened and people felt welcomed, and then it was slammed in their face. It takes time to heal a wound like that. Please just be patient with one another, and with yourselves.
#long post#really long post#sorry for going off#might delete later#Harry Potter#anti rowling#anti JKR#Rowling rant#Rowling discourse#fuck rowling#fandom history#fanthropology#Cyanide speaks
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Tony Miller as a Gun For Hire! Tagged by the lovely @envyfelled ! Ty! This was super fun! Also, I'm on mobile, so sorry for the garbo formatting! (Fun fact, tonys voice claim is laura bailey as fiona/fem!boss)
Paired With Fangs For Hire:
Boomer - "Heya buddy!" followed by excessive scratching behind the ears | "Fuckin' love this dog, can sniff out a peggie like shark sniffing out blood. Good trait to have! Awfully convenient too…" | [patpatapatptpataptap] | "Atta fuckin' boy Boomer!" When she sees him get a kill | "Who's a good boy! Who wants to kill some cultists!" | "Wanna play fetch? Rip out their necks?"
Peaches - "Good girl…" | stealth gang stealth gang | peaches: mows down peggies/tony: a baby!" | "I jus' think it's funny that when we went to the Henbane, we picked up a cougar, Addie, an actual cougar, Peaches, and joined a crew called the Cougars… Just'a thought,"
Cheeseburger - "This reminds me'a Vegas pride, saw plenty'a bears there too" | "Kinda ironic to find you in Jacob's region, all things considered," [snickers to herself] | [PATPATPATPATPATPAT] | "Get outta my pockets! These snacks are mine, not yours!" | "You remind me of those like, beware of dog signs, but the dog is always a sweetheart who'd rather play with a home invader rather than attack them,"
Paired With Other Guns For Hire:
Jess - stealth gang stealth gang stealth gang | Jess has a MASSIVE crush on Tony. Everyone can tell. Tony knows | jess: guns are fucking lame and the sniper rifle is the cowards weapon/ tony: uses a sniper rifle/ jess: actually sniper rifles are cool as fuck | "Good shot Jess!" "S-shit, um, thanks, Tony,"
Grace - sniper gang sniper gang!! | [steals a headshot Grace was lining up] "Cmon Gracie, thought you were meant to be Olympic level!" | highly competitive, do a shot whenever they get a perfect headshot to die instantly | smug top solidarity | also heavily depressed solidarity
Adelaide - [acts like she's not sleeping with her nephew even tho Addie knows she definitely knows] | Tony is either constantly laughing or constantly face palming over the shit addie says | have gotten into an argument once bc addie said john was a top
Nick - "What's up eye in the sky?" | [flirts over radio] [flirts over radio] [flirts over radio] [fli | Nick: speaks/Tony: god I just love the way you fucking talk | often talk about kim together | "Can we have a barbecue at your place once these fuckers are dealt with?" | [pretends not to be bitter the Deputy got to help deliver Carmina and not her]
Sharky - "Heya baby!" | [constant back and forth flirting. It's embarrassing] | any second they're both not talking is a second they're making out | Can and Will go john wick on some peggy ass if he gets hurt badly | "Do you wanna have a sleepover?" "Lemme ask my momma," | she calls him Charlie :> | loves him so so much they're just constantly talking about anything and everything | literally like A Comedic Duo. Have together for certified funnies
Hurk jr. - "Junior! This'll be just like Kyrat!" | competitions about who can shotgun a beer faster every 4 seconds | WILL tell you stories about their time in Kyrat together | Tony has punched Drubman sr in the nose before and she'll do it again | "Hey Tony? You still in contact with Ajay?" "He sends me a royal postcard every now n' then. Apparently it's boring being king, and his only solace is that his new bodyguard is cute,"
In Combat:
Seeing an enemy - "Fucker in my sights," | "I got a bullet with your name on it… actually I don't, who the fuck has time to carve names in bullets, but you get the idea- im just gonna shoot you now" | "You're dead on arrival, shithead,"
Sneaking - "You'd think me sneaking is counter productive because I'm 6'4 and have a very loud gun, but you're the boss Dep," | "Shhhh… we're huntin' shitheads… Heard it in a game," | [shoots alarm boxes] "You ain't allowed to call your friends, you're all grounded," | *peggy triggers alarm* "Fuckin snitch!"
Killing an enemy - "SKULLCRACKER!" | "I just don't miss!" | just fucking headshot after headshot after headshot | [sucks in breath through teeth] "God damn I'm good," | when shes not using her Wifle (wife rifle, a 45/70) she's being FUCKING EFFICIENT with her ak-ms or just blasting ribcages open with her shotgun
Reviving - "Up you get, baby," | "You ain't dying on me that easy, Dep" | "Not today Satan!" | "You gonna let some unwashed asshole kill you?"
Hurt - "Motherfucker!" | "That's another scar I'll tattoo over," | "Thank god people find scars sexy," | "God fuck that's smarts!"
Downed - "Dep! Give me a hand?" | "Clean up on Aisle 4 needed!" | "Don't worry about me, just bleeding out over here, no rush,"
Revived - "Drinks on me when this is over Dep," | "Thanks babe!" | "I'll kiss you when we get outta this mess," | "I owe ya!"
Driving:
Entering a vehicle - "Lemme take over I'm a way better driver than you," | "Floor it!" | "Hang on I've got a mixtape, just hope I havent fuckin' crushed it," | [takes the opportunity to roll cigs] | *peggies roll up* "Keep her steady!" [leans out the window and headshots the peggie on their ass, causing them to crash the car, like that isnt the coolest shit you've ever seen] "Aight cool,"
Reckless Driving - "Watch the fuckin' road asshole!" | [desperately tryna grip the wheel so she can take over driving] | "STOP THE CAR! I'LL JUST FUCKING WALK!" | "Are you tryna kill us?! Fuckin' swap seats now!" | tony is the designated driver bc one she's fucking good at it and two shes also a really bad backseat driver. Just let her drive
Changing Radio Stations - "Now don't tell Charlie I said this but some of the peggies music is actually good,"| "John's a prick but his music taste is fuckin' good," | [punches radio in when Only You comes on] "...Sorry… Force'a habit…" | "Bold and brave my ass, John looks like he needs help getting spiders out of rooms and wears fuzzy pink bathrobes,"
Idle:
"Man, John's a freak, and yeah I mean that in the sexy way. Someone who demands so much outward control whilst being a shithead little brat likes to get trussed up like a thanksgiving turkey and stuffed like one too. Don't give me that look Dep, I'm right and we both know it,"
"That dude Jacob ate was called Miller?? God, that could've been me if I was much older and way uglier!"
"Faith just makes me fuckin sad man. She's been manipulated and groomed into this life by fuckin Joseph- she's so goddamn young too. I'm not gonna tell you what to do Dep, but that's just my two cents,"
"Joseph's the worst kind of man- a manipulator. He tells you what you wanna hear, targets the misfortunate who have nothing left to lose, builds a fucking army out of em. The other heralds I'm ok with arresting, but Joseph's got to go,"
[Lights cig with either her fancy lighter or by striking a match on the bottom of her shoe] "Don't start smoking, Dep, bad for your health,"
Location Specific:
Testy Festy Aftermath - [pinches bridge of nose] "Not again…" | "Anyone got a water and like, 3 aspirin?" | "Ain't the first time I've woke up passed out in a field, won't be the last," | "Did we at least get a photo from the night? I've won the competitions here for the last 3 years in a row now, I'm not fuckin missing one cuz of these peggies,"
Falls End - "Fuckin shame to see Falls End like this, but Mary May and Jerome will take good care of her now weve got it back, they always do," | "Think we'll get free drinks for life at the Spread Eagle when this is all over? Actually, we probably won't even get free drinks for week, so for life is wishful thinking," | she enjoys playing with the singing fish on the front of the speed eagle and keeps tryna convince Mary May to let her take it for herself bc tony goddamn miller has the biggest singing fish collection in the entire county
Seed Ranch - *loud whistle* "this place is swanky as fuuuuck… Not that big a fan of all the dead animals though…" | "IS THAT WEED ON THE TABLE? Johnny boy you fuckin' hypocrite!" | "Oh he's definitely got a secret room behind one of these bookshelves, like a home torture room? Oh my God, what if he has more than one...?" [starts frantically pulling books off shelves] | regarding his shelves with peggie memorabilia [takes baseball bat to it] | [pretends she's never been here as she frantically stuffs any of her own belongings she might've forgotten here into her bag]
Entering the Henbane - "Don't trust a goddamn thing you see here. You think you see something you're not supposed to, hit it," | [swinging at bliss induced angel/animal/faith visions] | "Can we try savin' Faith? Don't feel right killin' her, she's so young…" | "Can we go to Sharky's place? I left some stuff there that could be worth picking up,"
Hope County Jail - "Sheriff Whitehorse has always been a good man to me, Dep. Would appreciate it if he lived through this," | "I always feel like a giant whenever I come here, everyones like 5'3. Virgil, Tracey, Charles, all shortasses," | "I think it's cute they gave you a little pin! You're part of their Pride now! Or whatever the cougar equivalent is to a lions pride… do Cougars even travel in packs? Aside from when Addie used take the girls out for drinks,"
Entering the Whitetails - "Always feels like something's watchin' you in these woods. Keep your eyes peeled," | "Always felt like there's something in these woods that there ain't supposed to be…" | [Shifting from foot to foot] "Can we get a move on? Aint'a big fan of standing around waitin' to get shot by some fuckin' sniper with a bow," | [watching Jacob's video punishing Pratt] "I'll fuckin' get you outta here, Stace… you just gotta hold out a second longer," | [about all the dead bodies and 'you are meat' graffiti] "Love what Jacob's done with the place,"
The Wolfs Den - "Eli Palmer is a good fuckin man. Kind, smart, careful and ruthless against peggies. We've made a good friend here, Dep," | "Heya Wheaty! Got a few more vinyls for your collection! They're all my own though, so be careful with em," | "I don't think Tammy likes you that much Dep. I don't think she likes much of anything anymore, other than attaching jumper cables to Peggy's nipples… Oh god, my piercings hurt thinking about it,"
Joseph's Island - [hand firmly on rifle grip] | "Creepy, evil motherfucker, had him pegged right from the start. Well, not pegged. I'm not pegging Joseph. I'd rather stick my dick in a ceiling fan then go anywhere near him- I'm just gonna stop talking," | "You know what? No one else has asked it so I'm gonna- where the fuck does Joseph sleep. In the church? In one of these houses? In the dirt somewhere? What if he hangs upside down from trees like a bat?"
#shut up mof#oc: tony#long post#ty miles!!!#this was really helpful actually was super fun thinking about tony being a gun for hire#amd got to help me with writing her
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"(I’m happy for you to post this, just please keep my url out) I’m the pewdiepie anon from colours and you’ve changed my mind a bit on the whole pr team thing. I was thinking more along the lines of you’d think he’d know by this point not to say that sort of thing on his channel and a pr team would help not to make those little slip ups that humans do make, but I hadn’t thought about the fact that would lead to all the things you listed. And in terms of the whole voice thing, I kinda got...
...fucked by the ask limit and that ended up being a thought cut short. I wasn’t trying to say that by making dark jokes he condones the act (id be pretty hypocritical to say that given my sense of humour), I’m approaching it more from the fact that I know jokes like that can upset some people so I only make them around people I know won’t be. I won’t loudly tell an abortion joke in a pub because I don’t want to upset people. I tell jokes to make people laugh. I don’t think it makes him a ...
... a racist, just that if a person I didn’t know well made a joke like his (or mine) in public it would make me a bit weary. Not because I immediately brand them as a racist, but just the fact they think that sort of humour can be used with people you don’t know is okay. Same way I don’t make weed jokes around my family because (although they’re fine with me doing it) I know they just don’t find that sort of thing funny and it would just make the atmosphere awkward. Maybe I’m more ...
... thinking about how it almost feels like pdp is just being a bit socially oblivious or ignorant. He knows that he has a huge audience so maybe making a n word joke won’t go down well. Does that all make sense? Like I said, I’m bad at wording things out sometimes so sorry if some of this is a bit confusing, just ask if something isn’t clear :)"
Yeah, a PR team sounds like a good thing on the surface until you remember that it just becomes this divide between creator and real world. Heck, mishaps like the black kid being put in the monkey hoodie for that clothing line happened in spite of PR teams, and potentially because PR teams are just as susceptible to the kind of detachment that they can create in others.
I know that some of this is personal preference, but I prefer watching a human being who makes somewhat regular dumb little mistakes and engages with the conversation about them in a human way (even if that can include defensiveness), to watching a smiling figure who's words are chopped up and siphoned through by faceless people in pursuit of inoffensiveness, only for said figure to seem to have "let the mask slip" when they fuck up because we've got such high hopes and it all comes tumbling down when they have no idea how to interact with the real world, and who then give the most cookie-cutter apology that is hard to believe.
The ask limit is an asshole, I'm sorry you didn't get everything out.
Yeah, I do try to be careful with my sense of humour around people that I know could be upset by it, but if I'm making a joke at the bus stop with my incredibly crude friend and somebody starts glaring at us, I'm not going to give that stranger a heartfelt apology because they made the mistake of listening in to a private conversation at a normal volume and taking it personally when we hadn't even noticed that they were there or could hear us.
I give people heartfelt apologies if I'm talking to them and I forget that something is a sore topic for them, but not people who are eavesdropping and certainly not people who could click away from a video or walk out of a comedy club at any time. I think ultimately you have to pick your apologies as much as you have to pick your battles, because it can be as bad to be a doormat as it can be to be confrontational.
I think there's a difference between being in a group of people you know with whom a certain joke would be awkward, and being on your own channel making a dark joke - people can click away from your channel and never see you again, you don't have to hold up a pleasant relationship with them for the sake of the future. The ability to leave at any moment is also very important in this conversation, and it's what's lacking in the social interactions we talk about and experience.
I can understand why people think that it is okay to make jokes around people that you don't know, especially people who've faced hardship in their lives and have had to learn to have a "tough outer shell" and think that the rest of the world should too. Even I'm guilty of sometimes internally thinking "Man, if I went through all of that shit and came out the other end, how come some people can't handle a bad word?" even though I know that it's not that simple.
Contrapoints tackled the "huge audience" thing in a new video, mentioning how it holds people to this ridiculous standard of perfection when they're still human and no matter what you say, if you're saying it to enough people, somebody is going to be upset by it.
It's a new frontier too - I think that younger people forget how new the internet is and how, at least for those of us who are a bit older or who grew up very poor, this is a very difficult world to adapt to, especially when you're somebody who had to adapt while amassing literally millions of people monitoring your every move and thus less chance for genuine social interaction in this medium (I mean, a lot of his interaction is with fans who he can't truly let his guard down around, or other creators who also can't truly let their guard down and navigate this world as a "nobody"). Even classic celebrities never had this kind of instantaneous connection to millions of people to deal with.
Add to that the fact that comedians can say and have said much worse jokes on stage, but they're not (or at least didn't used to be) judged for it because we recognise that the on-stage comedian is somebody there to make us laugh and not somebody who's word should be taken at face value and interpreted as an offence. He's expected to perform like a comedian without the freedoms that we grant to comedians, on a stage that is only a stage when we the audience deem it one.
He, like most of us, comes from a world where this wasn't normal, and we've had to adapt quickly to it - if you grew up watching massively more offensive stuff coming out of comedians, it's not unreasonable to be surprised when you're on your "stage" and people decide that you're not allowed to make those jokes.
I think that I understood what you meant, at least I hope I did! I'm not good at doing the whole words thing either though!
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Sid/Geno 4.
Awkwardly walked in on someone crying in the bathroom AU
Sid, Geno thinks, is taking a long time in the bathroom.
Geno is drunk enough that that seems not only incorrect, but also unacceptable. Sid should be with the team. More to the point, Sid should be with Geno, because they just won and Geno finally broke his goal drought and now he thinks he should be rewarded by having Sid, warm and laughing and tipsily affectionate, next to him, their knees pressed together in all the ways they don’t talk about.
Geno is also drunk enough that it seems like a good idea to go check on Sid. That might be a good idea even if he wasn’t drunk; he asks Phil about it and Phil grunts in a way that Geno is pretty sure means it’s a good idea. Of course, Tanger also snickers and says something in French to Brass when Geno gets up, so maybe it’s a bad idea; in general Geno doesn’t trust his teammates in the least when it comes to judging good or bad ideas, so he goes with his first instinct.
“Sid?” Geno calls, as he pushes the door to the bathroom open. “You ok–”
He stops. Blinks. Sid is in the bathroom. Sid is apparently finished, but he is perched against the sink counter, and he has a man draped over him, his arms clutching Sid’s shoulders and his face buried in Sid’s chest. He’s making a choked sort of noise that it takes Geno a second to realize is a sob.
Once he realizes that, Geno clocks what’s happening. It is not the first time it has happened, because Sid is too nice for his own good and too Canadian for his own good, the combination of which can be inconvenient if you want to get somewhere in a hurry. Sometimes Sid encounters fans, and sometimes they are overwhelmed, and Sid will not stop them from talking, and then they start crying, and Sid won’t stop them from doing that either.
Geno gets the impulse, he does. There’s something about Sid that projects the air of being a great shoulder to cry on. To be fair, it’s true–there’s something about his solidity, the heavy, reliable strength of him, that makes it feel like you can just unload everything onto him and he can carry it for you for a moment, that he can hold it and you up and you won’t be at any risk of falling. Geno’s cried on Sid’s shoulder a time or two. Or three or four, who’s counting.
Geno’s just skeptical about sharing it. Family, sure. Geno gets that. He’ll concede teammates as well; that’s what the captain’s shoulder is there for. Especially rookies, the kids. Sometimes he’s a little iffier with the older guys, but he’s not going to say anything. Maybe because they don’t hesitate to give him shit when he does, but whatever.
But random fans–Sid has better things to do with his time than let them cry on him. Things like pay attention to Geno.
So, “Everything okay?” he asks, loud and pointed.
The guy on Sid’s chest looks up, gives an embarrassed, choked sob, and collapses into Sid’s arms again. Sid pats his back, looking somehow both compassionate and extremely awkward. “It’s okay, it’ll be okay,” he tells the guy, in the same tone he talks to scared children. Then he looks up at Geno. “It’s good. Chris is just going through some stuff.”
“And he decide to tell you all about it?” Geno asks. Sid gives him a scolding look, and he subsides a little, but he’s right. Sid should be out with the team–with Geno. Not in a bathroom with some guy. “Fine. I help, we finish up, then we go.” Sometimes, with Sid and fans, the only way to get him moving is to be the bad guy. It’s okay. People usually put it up to the language barrier.
Sid rolls his eyes at Geno over the guys’ shoulder, like he knows what Geno’s doing–good, he should–but he sighs. “Chris’s friend just broke up with her boyfriend.”
“This bad?”
“She just–he’s not worthy,” the guy, Chris, sobs. He lifts his head up–he’s flushed either from crying or because he’s more than a little drunk. “He’s such a shitbag and she’s the most amazing person in the universe and it always happens like this.”
“So you want her date you now?” Geno doesn’t have a lot of sympathy for that view, even if Sid’s too nice to say it. Sometimes there’s someone you’re into for years and the timing never quite works or you both tacitly decide that it’s best not to do anything because of outside circumstances. Sometimes that person is a friend. Sometimes that person is your captain and your friend and your work husband and the best person in the universe, and you just have to live with that fact. You don’t get to throw a fit whenever they date someone else.
You do get to be snippy when they’re pinned in the bathroom instead of laughing at your jokes, though. That’s definitely fair game.
But Chris’s brow furrows. “What? No. I mean, if she wanted to–but she doesn’t, or she doesn’t think it’s a good idea, we work together…I just want her to be with someone who’s good for her, and doesn’t have her crying, and me with everything and having to deal with it at work and knowing she’s hurting and then my roommates’ drama is there too and it’s so much and now I’m crying in front of Sidney Crosby and–hic–Geno Malkin,” he ends on a wail, and his head falls back down into Sid.
Sid pets at his hair. Geno narrows his eyes at that. He doesn’t think this guy’s life sucks so badly it gets hair petting. That feels like it should be more reserved. Ideally to Geno, but he’s not selfish. Maybe some of Sid’s best friends can have it too. He knows Tanger went through shit, he probably deserves some hair petting. Geno’s not sure he’s willing to go farther than that.
“Don’t worry, crying helps,” Sid says, because he is a hypocrite and likes to pretend he’s got emotional depth when Geno knows perfectly well that he hasn’t cried since, like, 2012, because he doesn’t believe in crying when he could be doing. “And, you know. She’ll find someone, it’ll just take time. All you can do is wait and be there for them.” He looks up, and now he’s just looking at Geno, and all the air goes out of Geno’s lungs. He always wants Sid’s attention, but sometimes he forgets the full force of it, how it weighs and thrills in him. “And sometimes good things happen if you wait. Maybe things will change, and then–it’ll work out.”
“I’m not doing some nice guy tm shit,” Chris protests, but his crying’s faded a little bit. “I just want her to be happy.”
“We know. We get.” Geno doesn’t look away from Sid either. “So you go, be good friend. Find other friend to cry on. Maybe something happen, maybe it doesn’t. Time tells.”
“Time will tell,” Sid corrects softly. “For sure.”
“Yeah. Yeah, you’re right.” Chris straightens, takes an embarrassed step away from Sid, and wipes at his eyes. “Fuck, I’m so sorry. I can’t believe I met Sidney Crosby and I started crying.”
Sid chuckles, rubs at the back of his neck. “It’s fine, it happens more often than you’d think.” He doesn’t talk about the years it took him to get used to it, but Geno knows. Geno keeps those parts of Sid he knows under strict lock and key, the parts of Sid that are Geno’s and not anyone else’s. “You good to go back out there?”
“Yeah.” Chris swallows. “I—-can I, like, buy you a beer or something in apology? Or get you a new shirt?“
“No.” Geno cuts in there. This guy has taken enough of Sid’s energy and attention already. “No, he not need another shirt, already have enough of same one.”
“That’s not true,” Sid protests. Geno ignores him, but slings an arm around his shoulders. Just in case.
“Okay.” Chris glances between them. “And, uh. I won’t–I mean, I really am sorry, but, can you–”
“Yeah, for sure,” Sid agrees, and takes out the sharpie that Geno will never stop making fun of him for carrying on him at all times. Chris digs in his pocket and produces a receipt; Sid signs it, then hands both to Geno with a pointed look. Geno scrawls his name over it too. He would have anyway; he’s not a monster.
“Okay, good now,” Geno announces, handing the receipt to Chris and the pen to Sid. “We go. Nice to meet, Chris, good luck with friend.”
“Um, yeah, thanks,” Chris mumbles, and Sid hesitates like he thinks Chris needs more taking care of before Geno tugs him away. At least he lets himself be moved, so he does get it.
“That was rude,” he tells Geno anyway, when they’re out of the bathroom. “He was still–”
“He done crying, not need you any more,” Geno cuts him off. “Not need you at all, you not anything to him.”
“But he needed help–”
“And you give. Now you come back to team,” Geno informs him. “They need you. Do all sorts of stupid things without you.”
“Oh, they need me,” Sid retorts, and he clearly means it about the stupid shit, but–
Geno glances sidelong at him, even as they push through the crowd. “You mean what you say?” he asks, quiet as he can. “That if Chris waits, good things happen?”
Sid looks at him, steady as a rock–Geno’s rock, his single greatest constant throughout the last decade. Definitely the most important person to him for that time, and Geno can’t see that changing any time soon. “Yeah,” Sid says slowly. Deliberately. “Time will tell, right?”
“I think time tell good things,” Geno tells him, and gets Sid’s laugh as they get back to the team tables.
Geno herds Sid in in front of him, then stretches out his arms over the back of the booth so his hand can sort of play with the hair at the nape of Sid’s neck–he has a lot of limbs, he needs to put them somewhere, thanks Tanger’s judgmental face. Sid glances at him when he feels it, but he just grins, quick and secret and just for them, and goes back to his argument with Horny about the Steelers. Geno grins back, and relaxes. Sid’s back, and next to him, and even if he isn’t actively paying attention to Geno now Geno knows he’s aware of him.
Time will tell, he agrees with himself. Time will tell good things.
#pens tumblr fic#my fic#i don't know this is kind of a mess#i just wanted Geno to be ridiculous and proprietary of Sid's attention#so it went from there I guess?#enjoy!#Anonymous#izzy answers
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Wonder Twins #7
I didn't realize the Wonder Twins were Gen X.
Oh yeah! Zan had just saved the world by stopping a plot that was going to save the world.
I just realized I hadn't scanned the cover yet and as I did, I noticed the Wonder Twins fist/star emblem marks a striking resemblance to a goat.se riff. Zan and Jayna get taken off of monitor duty at the Hall of Justice now that they've stopped the League of Annoyance. You'd think that doing a good job would get you a promotion but those of use who have always done spectacularly good jobs know better. While everybody else works down to the lowest common denominator (because who wants to do more work than the next guy?! A fool, that's who!), good workers just put on blinders and do the job they were hired for until the time they're being paid for is up. Sure, that sounds like I'm describing a sucker who's been completely manipulated by the man! But I'm also describing a person who fulfills their end of whatever bargain they've agreed to! So when I say Zan and Jayna wind up giving tours at the Hall of Justice because they were too good at catching criminals, you'll understand why I went into the previous digression. Maybe? I don't know. Have you seen what state the U.S. is in?! Why are you picking apart my writing style?! Mark Russell takes a few pages to shit all over hockey fans and now I hate Mark Russell with a burning passion. Even though I'd hardly call myself a hockey fan. I mean, I loved NHL '93 (unless it was '92 (or maybe '94?)) and I loved going to San Jose Sharks games when I was still living in the Bay Area (plus my friend worked equipment for the Sharks and would get us free tickets). But it's not like I follow it much anymore. I just like the feeling of being angry at somebody for writing a satirical critique of sports fans rioting because they're so happy that their team won. Although why would I be angry when I've never done that nor think Russell's wrong in his pointed and humorous critique?! Oh, who cares why! Being angry is just more fun! Oh shit! I finally understand people's attraction to Fox News! I just watched a YouTube clip of somebody's Jeremy Roenick highlights from NHL '94 set to the song "More Than a Feeling" and it was pretty awesome. Also, that was definitely the one we played nonstop back in 1993 and 94 and maybe even into 95. Roenick unstoppable down with the puck while Sharks players lay splayed out on their back all across the ice. To stop the riot, Superman calls in Repulso! He's a guy whose super power is super stink and he's kept in a locked room with a bare table and a microwave and nobody wants to be his friend because he smells like a garbage dumb that vomited on top of the diarrhea it shit out while standing on its head so the stanky muck ran down his body absorbing all of his body odor and then somebody cut up a durian and tossed it in the mix.
Superman is a dick. Get this guy some friends with no sense of smell. Or at the very least, an Xbox Gold account.
After the hockey riots, some "the end of the world" riots take place because Zan and Jayna screw up something or other. Basically what that means is that Repulso gets to be let out of his airtight containment unit again! He's a pretty optimistic guy for being sealed away by Superman (which is just Superman's way! Is somebody a problem? No problem! Put them in the Phantom Zone!). He's so happy and not bitter about his living arrangements that I feel like Zan and Jayna had better figure out a way to give him a better life before this issue ends. Because if Mark Russell fails this character he created before this issue is over and I have to face reality after snot crying about a fictional person, I'm going to be pretty upset when I continue to buy Mark Russell comic books because what other choice do I have? Am I going to stop reading DC's best written comic books because Mark Russell betrayed poor Repulso? Of course not! What am I? A person with integrity?! Repulso winds up getting his ass beat by rioters as Repulso's handlers flee the chaotic "end of the world" downtown riot scene. Luckily the Wonder Twins are headed downtown to save his life and maybe become his friend or something? Please? After Zan and Jayna save Repulso, Jayna goes to Superman to tell him everything sucks. He gives her a big speech about how being a hero is lonely work because you don't always get to fuck the hot chick at your secret identity's workplace and also fuck an Amazon warrior while also getting to fuck anybody at all whose initials are "L.L." and also have a best friend who is the coolest guy in the world with a butler who makes the best pancakes. Sometimes you're a fat jerk who smells who even Superman won't fucking give the time of day because Superman has this speech about how being a hero is lonely and that's a good thing so you should embrace your loneliness because who wants to put up with your super stink, fatty?
Jayna is a way better hero than Superman. At least in this comic book that's all about her and not Superman so of course she's going to outshine him!
Oh yeah, the ant in the above picture is Jayna. It can't smell. Wonder Twins #7 Rating: A+. I should probably be less cynical when reading Mark Russell comic books because he's as earnest and serious as he can be while also providing lots of jokes. He takes writing seriously because what else is there? If your message isn't going to matter, why bother? (is his philosophy. I think. It's not my philosophy! I don't think? Maybe it is! I just write things that matter in a much different way than Mark Russell writes things that matter.) I should probably read Superman's speech and be inspired by the idea that you don't do good because you want adulation; you do good because it's the right thing to do, even if the entire world thinks you're an asshole for doing it. Even if all of the other superheroes think you're a stinky fuck and only keep you around to use as a tool to oppress and manipulate the masses without having to use logic and reason on them (because, let's face it, the people doing terrible things don't understand logic and reason. Or they're do but they're just selfish and greedy so nothing is going to reach them anyway (which maybe is part of Superman's message?)), you're still a hero at the end of the day. You can still be proud of your stinky self. And even if the life is lonely, you should remain positive and upbeat because Superman really doesn't want to be reminded that you exist every time you complain about the lack of reasonable living conditions. Being a hero is a state of mind, says the guy who also looks great and is invulnerable and has the best wife and a cool son and doesn't have to fear death! So inspiring!
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I’m just gonna vent here for a sec, about relationship stuff and youtube drama of all things
so trans YT drama might legit end my marriage????
I don’t want it to. I love my spouse with all my heart but I’m at the end of my patience.
So, Contrapoints. She’s a famous trans youtuber who we watched before she came out, and while she explored her gender as she gradually came to recognize herself as a trans woman. She’s got great production value, she does a lot of videos on the alt right, and she does a lot of socratic discussions that she doesn’t flat out LABEL as socratic discussions sometimes.
She’s also got a long history of stepping in it when it comes to nb folks and trans folks who don’t pass.
It’s been rubbing me wrong, because every time the community at large is like “Contra, this is kinda shitty, please just think about what you’re broadcasting to your 250,000+ followers”, she disappears for a while and comes back and jokes about being canceled and continues on.
Well, this time she said that people asking pronouns when she feels like she’s the only trans woman there is invalidating. And that’s super fine. Her airing that is fine. I understand how it can feel invalidating, especially when you hold up how well you pass as the main easer of your dysphoria. But she phrased it in a way that seemed kinda crapp to nb folks. So folks gently called her in, myself included, and she doubled down.
And of course, as with any drama, there were assholes and monsters tryna doxx her and actually doxxing her and sending nasty messages to people and her, threats and the usual shitbag bullshit nasty people pull.
She deleted twitter for a while, but then she came back, to promote her new video.
Where she had Buck Angel of all fucking people in it.
Buck, who was suggested by Teryn, a friend of hers and former LOUD transphobic trans person. Buck is a transphobic trans man who not only has run pyramid schemes targeting trans men, but he’s also outed lana wachowsky without her permission to the rolling stone because his wife left him for her, he’s also continually misgendered trans men he decides don’t pass, he says queer trans people aren’t really queer, he APOLOGIZES TO TERFS FOR TRANS PEOPLE EXISTING. He’s a shitbag and we’ve KNOWN he’s a shitbag for well over 15 years.
And with her truscummy tendencies, folks were like. Okay. Hold the fucking phone Nat.
Well she did a patreon q&a this past week where she said she knew buck because he looks “strikingly cis” and that’s why she’s a fan of him. She boiled down his years of scams and transphobia to “some bad tweets”, she through Harris under the bus for saying he was actually fucked up over being put in a video with a dickhead like Buck without his knowledge, and she made light of him doing good work with the mermaids charity earlier this year.
ANyway, Cis Yter lindsay ellis, one of nat’s bffs, posted this four image “”acknowledgement”” of natalie’s shit and said this:
“Why would one repeatedly fall on the sword apologizing to a community that jumps at every possibility to apply the worst possible interpretation of any perceived transgression?”
The trans community’s criticism of natalie isn’t based on “perceived transgressions”. It’s not bad faith interpretation. We fucking REACHED OUT TO TRY AND BE LIKE NATALIE, YOU’VE ONLY BEEN TRANSITIONING FOR TWO YEARS, PLEASE STOP TALKING OVER OTHER TRANS PEOPLE, PLEASE STOP CENTERING YOUR EXPERIENCES, PLEASE STOP SAYING NB PEOPLE ARE MAKING IT DIFFICULT FOR YOU TO LIVE AS A WOMAN, THIS IS KINDA BAD.
AND THAT IS THE BIG CRIME HERE.
Anyway George said I’m just “following a mob” because I dont’ want to support her fucking work anymore. He’s like gone full white knight for her, and I get it, being a NB person with a LOT of internalized bullshit, you don’t seem to care that a large amount of people have been hurt over and over and over by her words and deeds. And not just NB folks. Non-passing trans folks. Older trans women she claims are all truscum. Older trans men she passes over because they dont’ look “strikingly cis”.
One night he claimed his depression was so bad because folks were just kinda done with Nat’s shit that he wasn’t excited and food had no taste. That shit isn’t HEALTHY.
I made one post last night about Lindsay’s shitty apology and he responded TODAY, at like 4:30 in the morning, with “where’s the lie?” about the excerpt I posted.
He keeps saying i’m a hypocrite but I’m not whipping up people against her, I’m not dehumanizing her, and I only retweet stuff other binary trans women say in regards to her damn Patreon bullshit. I decided for myself I was no longer comfortable watching her shit, and I think that should be fair??? I don’t know why he’s going so fucking hard in on this, other than I know he’s attracted to her, but like. Buddy so am I, doesn’t mean I think she doesn’t need to take some fucking time back and stop being a reactionary.
Anyway it’s this thing seething inside him and I... I dunno. He fucking got on my business about it in KROGER the other night, fuckign KROGER, and no matter how many times I told him to drop it he just fucking wouldn’t!
I’m at my wit’s end. I don’t know what to fucking do.
Might just end up blocking him on twitter if he doesn’t stop. won’t stop the real-life issues surrounding this (K R O G E R), but it’ll make him get off my fuckin back.
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Second Look Review: The Last Stand Pts. 1 & 2
I’m having a bit of trouble with this one. Not just this one, but the rest of this season.
I think it would be easier for me if I hadn’t just been making clips from earlier seasons for my videos. Cause damn, this is a huge departure from when we started.
And I casually throw around the phrase “shit gets real”, but, this time, I mean it.
There’s now a sense of realism that this show only barley hinted at in the first episode.
And it’s just the stupidest thing, but the part that’s messing me up the most is that, now, we’re in the military. Of course I knew what the Galaxy Garrison was. It’s got ‘garrison’ right there in the name. But… I’m not a fan of military stuff, which is a bit hypocritical as one of my favorite movies is “Independence Day”. I suppose it’s hard for me to accept that, say...Lance, the goofy, dork of a child, is part of a military institution. He’s a soldier.
I mean, the Paladins have been through war stuff already. But now it’s Earth war stuff; things that are immediately familiar.
I uh...I have some hang ups. If I’m seeming a bit down on all this, it’s a me thing. The show itself is still good. It’s now just suddenly not my thing.
Let’s get down to it.
Part 1
First thing: I love the Holts, ok? Sam is already amazing, and Colleen is a spitfire. You can definitely see where Pidge gets it. If they could adopt me like, right now, that’d be great.
That said, Sam is extremely idealistic. The first thing he wants to do once he gets back to Earth is tell the whole world what happened to him.
Sanda shuts him down:
Sanda: If we told the world there was an imminent attack, we’d set off a global panic.
That reminded me of this, from Men in Black:
And it’s about aliens too. Nice.
She’s not wrong. At least, I don’t think she would be in our modern reality. My city is one sports championship away from spontaneously combusting...again (thank god our teams all suck). I’d really hate to imagine what would happen in this situation in the here and now.
And Sanda wasn’t wrong about sending signals into space, either.
Sanda: Any contact with alien species needs to be run through the appropriate channels.
In the end, she acquiesces, only for them to make contact with Matt, who tells them to stop broadcasting. Welp.
Sanda’s in an unenviable position. How would you react if someone told you that space magic is real and now there’s a risk of alien invasion, and a knockoff band of Power Rangers was your only hope? She didn’t excuse herself from the meeting to stand out in the hallway and scream, which is what I'd have done. But now she has to consider the safety and well-being of the entirety of the Earth, without causing mass hysteria throughout the populace.
There are no good answers. Not in real life. And this is uncharted territory for everyone involved.
So they build weapons in secret.
I have to say, I like how they’ve designed their new tech. They didn’t try to emulate Altean aesthetics, and instead stuck with a more conventional, modern Earth look.
War planes, energy cannons, and a particle barrier. They’re working on their own Castleship. They even have “the best pilots to come out of the Galaxy Garrison in the last year.”
But it’s not enough, and Sam forces Sanda’s hand, telling the Earth about everything. As it turns out that Sanda was wrong, and instead of panic, the world comes together to help save themselves.
And in the end, it’s too little too late.
What a bunch of losers.
We’re not given much of a timeframe on these events. At the beginning of the episode, the screen reads “FOUR YEARS EARLIER”. But where in those four years does the invasion happen? If Sanda had allowed for help earlier on, would it have made a difference?
I’m thinking….no. Sendak knows what he’s doing. The Earth was screwed from the start.
Part 2
So now you’ve found yourself being overrun by alien invaders. Yikes.
And these invaders have this to say about you’re ability to fight them.
Planetary surface reports indicate offensive capability, extremely low.
I wonder if they’d say that about us now. We still have enough nukes to blow ourselves up several times over. Does this future Earth still have that?
They’ve never said much about Earth in the Paladins time, so I came up with something on my own.
I think Earth is peaceful. And I think that because the general scope of the Garrison seems to be exploration, not military power. Of course, they’re not slouch in that department either. I can’t quite explain why they’d still have active military, except that ya know...shit happens.
The overall diversity of the place tells me this, too. If this was strictly military, I don’t think they’d be letting foreigners into their ranks. This is me, assuming again, that Lance is from actual Cuba, and Hunk is from actual Samoa.
Diversity, and bases all over the world. Also, the fact of everyone coming together to protect the planet.
And I think it might be because of this:
Veronica: It’s an older setup from World War III.
That’s pretty damn significant. And it’s the last we hear of it.
Did humanity learn it’s lesson after that? Was this war so bad that everyone found their chill in the aftermath? And is it recent enough to have been within living memory for a sizable chunk of the population?
I’m gonna say yes. Look at the chiefs:
At least four of them at the table have medals on their uniforms.
So my theory is this: World War III happened around 40 years prior. The ones with the medals were awarded these medals for their services during that war. The war was so bad that everyone wised up and stopped all that nonsense. They got rid of the worst of their weapons. Now, the people of Earth have come together to explore the universe.
….hey, why not? We might find out more in season 8. Or we might go right back into fantastic space battles.
Also, I’d like to say that Sanda is also a veteran. She’s just...such a hard ass. She didn’t get that way on her own.
She’s also the one in charge.
Aliens are attacking, Admiral! What should we do?
Why, send in the least effective of our attacking fleet, of course!
Sam: You’ve just doomed those men and women.
And one, in particular.
Yeah, Adam was actually doomed as soon as he was introduced as Shiro’s ex. I’m going to talk more about this at the end of the review, because otherwise it’s just going to throw off the flow.
So, the cities of the world are razed.
Again, I’m having a hard time with this. Military movies, disaster movies….I’ve lost my taste for them. I’d rather spend my time on something hopeful. I guess, in the end, it is hopeful, because we as the audience know that Voltron will eventually save the day. But this lead up is brutal.
So, did you survive the invasion? Or do you think you’d have been one of the ‘able bodied citizens’ taken captive?
I know I’m dead. I’m soooooo dead.
Probably not in the initial attack; they always go for the cities first, and I’m at the edge of nowhere. In the end, it wouldn’t even be the Galra that get me.
It’s my chronic illnesses. If I don’t get my meds, I’m done for. So when I see a story about invasion and people getting cut off and isolated, I get a bit...uncomfortable. And that’s a bit part of why I’m having such a hard time with the back half of this season. In my head, all I can think is “oh god, I’m boned. I’m sooo screwed.”
But who knows? Maybe in this future Earth they can cure what’s wrong with me. Or maybe there’s ways to prevent you from getting sick in the first place. Then again, they couldn’t really help Shiro, so...
….
Auuuggggghhhh!!!
This is bringing me down way too much! I gotta find something great…
Ah! The squad!
The aftermath of season 7 online was a mess. I saw way too many people complaining that adding these four was a waste of narrative. Those people have toe fungus and need to get a hair cut, because the MFE pilots are great. I wish we’d gotten to see more of them.
I made a video of her moments a bit back and talked about this there, but I’ll say it again: I love Leifsdottir, and I love that she’s autistic.
Also: Veronica
Rizavi: I like her.
Same, Rizavi. Same.
I wish I hadn’t read the reviews before season 7. I’d have loved to have gone in blind, not knowing that this is that Veronica, Lance’s sister. I’d have never guessed. She’s so professional.
I wonder if she was like her brother when she was a Garrison cadet. We later see a lighter side of her, and right after that, we see Serious Lance again. Yeah...I’m going with that. I bet Lance entered the Garrison, and the instructors all began lamenting “Oh god...not another one.”.
Also, have you noticed the diversity here at the Garrison? There’s a good split of men and women, and all kinds of varying skin tones. It’s great to see.
This episode does end on a high note, or rather, as high as it can, with a message sent to Voltron with the hope that they get there in time.
And Sam Holt gives a speech.
Earth has been conquered.
We are the last holdout in an evil occupation.
And we must face the facts: our supplies are running out.
They have hammered us and hurt the ones we love.
Our backs are completely up against the wall.
And nothing makes us more dangerous.
We only have enough resources for one last stand.
Regardless of the outcome, if we stand united,
we will let them know, the planet Earth, our home,
will not go down without a fight.
…
I still really like that movie, ok?
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Now, about Adam.
When I went online after watching the season, I was expecting to hear a bit about his fate, but I never expected all...this. And anything I have to say has already been said better by many other people.
I’m firmly of the idea that the showrunners had nothing to apologize for.
See, like I said, Adam was doomed as soon as he was introduced. He was only ever meant to serve as plot device. Take away the approval for him to be Shiro’s ex, and you’re left with Shiro’s close friend who died at the hands of Sendak. It’s meant to make you feel bad; it’s meant to make you feel unsafe. His death tells you “This is war, and anyone can die.”
But then, Shiro was allowed to be gay. And now Adam wasn’t his roommate, he was his boyfriend.
The narrative needed someone who was close to a main character to show that war is hell, but not too close as to be excessively cruel to the audience. The narrative also needed someone to show that Shiro was queer. It’s just how things worked out.
This is something we’ll have to get used to as better representation begins to filter in. There will be missteps, and there will be hurt feelings. But it is progress.
There are good conversations to be had about this. But none of those conversations are happening here.
In the end, Adam was a brave man, who once upon a time loved another man. He died a hero.
In summary:
This was brutal. It actually happened: Sendak has done everything short of destroying the whole of the Earth. I had really, really been hoping that the fight would stay in space.
The episodes were well made, with a great bit of story to be told. But my own issues got in the way of me liking them. Ah, well...it happens.
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The Garrison is all 70s aesthetic. I don’t like 70s aesthetics...
Next up: The boys are back in town.
#second look review#the last stand#sam holt#leifsdottir#ina leifsdottir#mfe pilots#voltron#voltron legendary defender#such a long post#it's like 2k words sorry
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My Thoughts on the Bumblebee 2018 movie
Well got tags done beware a long post, no spoilers, this is me talking about the film, and my experience with the franchise. All copied from my latest DeviantArt journal.
I think the best thing to just straight up say this is the best Transformers movie ever made like so many other folks have said. Unless we get another film that beats them. It's truly one of the best ranking above the 2007 live action film, and the 1986 animated film.
Especially I have quite a bit to say but no spoilers. How I saw this my brother seriously invited me along with his two friends who live in our neighborhood. Basically their my friends too but mostly my brothers. It was like one of those early showings but not midnight but yeah it was a 5:15 pm showing.
But yeah being invited kind of came out of the blue. Yet I'm grateful I've seen it because their seriously other films a lot or it seems like more I wanna see. So Bumblebee gets checked off.
Let me tell you this I literally looked on Wikipedia before this because theirs a some what mid credits scene or gonna spoil the surprise it's before the credits fully start or whatever. Because I was worried I missed anything. But seriously quite some stuff to talk about. Especially on Wikipedia I really wanted to know if this was honestly a reboot. Because my brother even called this out of how it's so different.
Sorry to ramble I'm gonna get into the movie first, then some personal feelings.
Really because it wasn't in my plans it was out of the blue. But I really did enjoy it a whole lot. I really liked the simple story especially the interactions between Bumblebee and Charlie played by Hailee Steinfeld. Also seriously all the characters are very nice some are just jerks or whatever. A lot of the characters are enjoyable.
Especially Charlie Watson as a main human protagonist is wonderful better then the likes or Sam and Cade from the other previous films. Including Hailee Steinfeld is honestly adorable. But just some personal thoughts. Especially John Cena as Agent Burns is another nice character and really I don't mind John Cena as a actor or a person and yeah I liked him another good part of this movie.
But okay the Autobots and Decepticons let me say Bumblebee isn't my favorite Transformers character but he's great in this. Especially our Decepticon antagonists.
The action was great as while like one of the better or as of now best action in the live action film series. It's not shot like how Michael Bay did it.
Including it was honestly quite humorous like generally funny. Especially emotional in parts because your invested in these characters. Along with the fact of how it feels like the lightest in the live action film series. But it's still very serious especially with our Decepticon antagonists when they show up, and even other stuff.
Also love those references just all that 80's stuff especially those Transformers references like G1. Including that entire beginning.
Let me talk about Blitzwing and that whole shit that happened with everyone thought he was Starscream but it wasn't Starscream it was Blitzwing.
I don't wanna spoil anything but he not in the movie very long. While I enjoyed his appearance his role is well....short but he is quite a threat.
Other then that I really enjoyed the film. It's just it's amazing I wasn't so emotional over it because it wasn't in my plans today. But I'm glad my brother invited me to see it with his friends.
Especially another thing I wanna talk about is me as a fan or ex fan of this franchise. Including on DeviantArt was where I talked more about it and Tumblr not so much.
I'll be honest the first live action film was the reason I became a fan. I saw that film four times especially with the Imax rerelease that was the fourth time. That film kind of I don't wanna say changed my life. But it was something amazing. Because of that film I became a fan of the franchise.
Over the years trying to stay a fan of the films despite the reception. It wasn't until the fourth film and I watched Nostalgia Critic's thoughts on that film where he basically took over Bum Reviews. I saw the fourth film twice just like the 2nd and 3rd. I was following Ragin Nation on the news of the film.
I tried to ignore Nostalgia Critic's video but that video changed me. So over time I became less of a fan or just I hated the Bayformers franchise basically the live action films. To a point and it still stands I took down all of my Transformers collections.
Including extreme stuff like I would disown people if they prefer the fourth film over the first three films. Because I even said Age Of Extinction broke me or something like that. I was weirdly depressed until I saw Guardians Of The Galaxy which I was surprised by and the MCU is a whole other story. But also Equestria Girls Rainbow Rocks made me happy.
I didn't see the 5th film The Last Knight. It felt weird of not seeing it and still haven't watched it. Despite I've heard and read stuff of folks saying stuff like Ragin Nation, Shartimus Prime, Jeremy Jahns, and others. I felt grateful I didn't see the 5th film and more people didn't see it. Including the fact the 5th I don't know if I'm very sure but it's the lowest grossing of the live action films. I felt that gave Paramount and Hasbro the message the fact they stalled on the 6th film was because of that.
Especially why I say this feels like a reboot and I weirdly want it to be that. Because it's set so apart from the Bayformers despite some easter eggs and other stuff it wouldn't make sense in the Bayformers timeline like previous films in the series. Including what I've heard or whatever The Last Knight seems or looks like the true final film of that version of Transformers.
Including I feel and the attitude towards the films back in the day of how certain folks just accepted it and just we're in different times now. We deserve better and that might sound hypocritical of me.
But I'm just glad this Bumblebee movie exists and I'm really excited of what happens next.
Or something because I'm gonna be honest....can we see Charlie and Burns again? Might sound weird as hell just.....I wouldn't mind a sequel to this film which sounds stupid as hell. But also wouldn't mind if we get a older version of Charlie and Burns too probably.
Because seriously I enjoyed this film a lot. It's in the right direction. I recommend to any Transformers fan but also people wanting to see a good film but also giving this film franchise a chance now.
Really interested in that Cybertron movie even more now by the Ant Man writers or something.
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Larry Vs Zarry and more rants
Okay this is a rant that no one asked for but no one in my social circle cares enough about this to hear me out so tumblr will be a decent substitute.
I hate larries. First they try to make everything about Larry like it is so far fetch but they are gripping onto that theory tight. They are so blind and so adamant and anything that debunks any of their theory sets them off. The entire Larry fandom is so toxic that they even affected harry and Louis’s friendship. To be very honest I never liked Louis because he craved so much attention especially in the early days. He probably saw that many fans were invested in Larry and decided to add fuel to the fire by doing stuff purposefully on cameras. It’s so ridiculous. He even admitted himself that he was insecure about being obselete when he left the band as it is pretty evident that the more popular members of the band did not include him. He wanted to be relevant and did this by hopping onto the Larry BS. After it got out of control and compromised their actual friendship and even his relationship with his gf then did he start denying all the Larry theories. Louis was just milking it. Did y’all noticed how harry ignored Louis the last 2 years in the band? They barely even talked. Y’all say its the management but y’all watch too much tv man. Those things don’t happen in real life to such an extreme level because that’s not humane and they know that they can get into a lot of trouble doing that. They won’t go so far by not allowing them to talk H doesn’t even glance at Louis. Y’all keep saying that Louis’s backhanded comments are sassy well they aren’t they are just straight up rude y’all clearly don’t know the difference. Watch drag race and see how sassy is done. Sassy is being witty but if u say the ‘joke’ again and again it’s just being mean bro. Anyways I’m not here to define what sassy is. H did not deserve all those comments in the early days especially the ones about his mum it’s not appropriate at all. If u notice, Z never participated in the ‘hot mum’ convo and stopped teasing H’s voice after doing some impressions of harry in 2011. Harry was just tolerant and a nice human so he didn’t do much about it. Of course as he got older he knew he didn’t have to put up with the bs Louis gives him and started to take matters into his own hands.
Not to go off on Louis I’m sure he is an decent human privately but whatever I see on camera I dislike. His fans are also delusional. Since I’m alr going off on Louis might as well say everything. The main reason why Louis fights to stay relevant was his limited vocal skills. He has a nice tone to his voice I admit. I quite like it. But it’s just so unreliable. I laugh everytime I see a Louis singing like an angel compilation appearing on my ig because even in those clips he was off tune. Imagine his normal live performances. Idk maybe I just have a more sensitive musical ear because of my musical background but literally almost everytime he sings it’s bad. His fans keep complaining about how he never really got many parts in songs during 1D and most were given to H and Z and even Liam. He prob would be given more parts if he sang with technique and consistency as good as Mitch grassi( who has a similar temperament to Louis) but he doesn’t. He has a shit range I prob have a wider range than he does (and I mean the lower range as well); he has shit technique as you can see his voice get more hoarse as time goes on as he pushes too hard for the notes and often strains to hit the notes; bad at runs and the one time he was given a run in a song he screws up during almost all live shows or doesn’t even sing the runs; often off tune like so off he literally has 3 lines and can’t stay on key I can continue you know. Of course I can understand if you’re insecure. (Maybe stop wasting time on fuelling Larry and practice ur technique? Attend vocal lessons?) you want to prove me otherwise? U can watch the live performance after he went solo. Lmao with no one to hide behind and singing with another inconsistent singer (bebe rexha no hate tho I love her songs but she has problems singing live sometimes) the performance was an utter mess. Okay enough with Louis talking abt him is hurting my brain.
The thing I like about the zarry fandom is that they’re so Low key and very patient and friendly. They are always trying to find new content to share and keeps to fandom only. They know that if Z and H knew about such speculations and theories we made, their dynamic may change as well So zarries keeps it to themselves and RESPECTS THEIR PRIVACY. That’s why we Low key panicked when the articles about harry being the inspiration behind fingers came out. You can support your fandom, you can come up with your theories but if you start going off on other fandoms randomly, you are being defensive for nothing. When larries say “I’m just sharing my opinion” but goes off at other fandoms for sharing their’s isn’t that hypocritical? I don’t know why these minute feuds happen there are more significant things happening don’t y’all have homework and exams to deal with? Why do you have to defend them so strongly? Sorry sweetie they don’t know who you are probably never will.
Now the actual ships. Larry were clearly best buddies in the early days. Zarry (maybe not as bff as Larry )but they were very comfortable around each other and were very close ( they slept in the same bed and cuddled during an interview like full on nuzzle into neck Shit) but if u see the interview when the boys were asked to identify who the food thief is, the boys were outing Harry being a food thief but Louis of course had to say some cheesy thing about how he can take his food. Liam was like but the other day you said... CLEARLY Louis had complained about Harry stealing food but once again he was MILKING LARRY. Have you seen Harry say anything like that to Louis? No not really. Maybe said he was funny once or sth. With Zayn, yes many occasions. Saying he is intelligent, funny, pretty, missing his eyes when the question was not even for him???? The list can go on. All Harry had done was deny the Larry rumours again and again and again. Zayn even stepped in multiple times to deny the rumours as well. I mean man watch zarrydocumentary, mah edats or any zarry channles and the Miami incident omg that was so compelling. The eating disorder era and harry not saying weigh like asfghjk y’all won’t know till y’all watch the vids man. Okay I shall end this off with I hope ig stop showing me Louis/ Larry content cos just because I like Harry doesn’t mean I like any of those two things. Everytime I see it, it’s just pisses me off. If u even read this u have gained nothing from this.
Have a great day. :)
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sister sister
yara got divorced. i’m happy about it.
for those of you who don't know who yara is, she a really close family friend who is essentially an older sister to me. we met at the lebanese church down in phoenix because i was just so darn cute and her and her sister had to meet me. our parents clicked and just like that i started growing up at her house most weekends of my childhood. until recently though, i hadn't really talked to her in four years. the four years she spent engaged and married to george. she changed when she married him and i didn't like who she became. i didn't like her so much that i unfollowed her on social media. that being said, i also never liked george. he’s just a pompous self-righteous bigot and i’m so glad i never have to deal with him anymore. hearing that she divorced him was so great, but seeing her without him is what really made me happy. she was smiling again, her laughter filled the room and she talked to me. her old self came back. her true self. it makes me happy to talk to her and tell her things again, see her smile again and her free spirt return. i’ve missed her so much, and i love her.
i’m so grateful for the times i’ve gotten to see her this summer, particularly our car ride to the lebanese church this past sunday. she told me how proud she was of me, how excited she was that i went to an out-of-state school, and how excited she is for all of my opportunities. it was so nice to hear. it was that true pride and happiness i have been missing from a superior in my life. sure, my parents say they're proud of me, but they're not. i’m not a doctor, i’m not living at home, and i’m not on a track to be married by 24 and start producing grandkids. it reminds me of what pierre told me sophomore year, how they wont be proud of anything i do really so just do whatever i want. it was really beautiful to talk about it with yara, because she went down the traditional road expected of girls like us, she lived it, she hated it, and she got through it stronger than ever. she’s like a beacon of hope. she told me that the advice she would want to give me is to live up my twenties, and she’s so happy to hear that i have been. i’m going abroad, i’m getting a college degree, i’ve moved away from my home, i’m growing, having experiences and living my life. she talked to me about how i really was repressed as a child and i missed out on so much. i was deprived of a childhood and my teen years really. and she saw it when we went over on weekends, she still sees it now when i’m back with my family. that lead into a whole time talking about how i know how to live on my own know and that i know how to function and that everything works in my head and when i’m by myself my life works a little more streamlined but as soon as i get home shit hits the fan and we just clash and stuff that i would be able to do easily on my own back in slo is suddenly the most difficult task to accomplish with my family. yara told me that that never goes away. a lot of it can be attributed to us being way more chill than them. everything is a drama with them. like they live real-life turkish dramas all the time and their life has to look perfect and they judge everyone. for me and yara, we try our best not to judge, we don’t like too much drama, and we’re simpler in what we want and want to do. so we just clash with our parents naturally. it’s understandable that it’s a generational thing, but they keep telling us that we can live our own lives and do whatever we want but god forbid we do what we want if it’s not something from their predetermined one-page list of how to live your whole life. it’s hypocritical in a way. “live your life however you want we support you! but if you’re not living your life how we imagined then we actually don't approve of anything you do!” yara told me that even at 28 it doesn't stop. and that’s something i expected. elie is about to go into his senior year, when he graduates, i’d bet a large sum of money that my parents are gonna move to the central coast and follow me. good luck moving to the bay area on a $0 salary! sorry that was rude. i don't know, it’s just like kinda reassuring to see yara go through so much and still be able to find a way to live the life she wants even with suffocating parents. it gives me hope and comfort that i can manage it too. it also helped me realize how similar we are, not just in upbringing but in who we are and what we want and how we live. i know we’re going to grow really close and i can’t wait to have my older sister back! she said her biggest regret was not getting to live her twenties, and that she’s so happy of everything i have accomplished and i haven’t even hit 20 yet. i told her that she should just start a trend and live her twenties with me as she goes through her thirties and she gladly accepted hahah. she’s going to come visit me! in california! after i come back from china during a three day weekend in winter quarter, we’re going to go hit up los angeles together and have a fucking blast weekend together. i’m super excited, i just have to pick a weekend and she’ll buy tickets and we’ll have a time together. i’m so glad we reconnected.
i also have to note how amazing it was going to church with her. lebanese church sucks, because one, it’s all in ancient arabic which i can’t understand, two, it draaaagggss more than usual because he priest likes to talk about himself and not understanding makes it longer, and then three, everyone three judges each other. ever so often yara or i would lean over to the other to give a snarky comment and it made church a little more bearable. my favorite was when two girls both in their late twenties passed us to go receive communion, in honestly prom dresses. long evening downs, very fitted around their curves. first, yaaaas girls, wear what you want and feel good, but then like secondly, is this a church at 11 prom at 12 situation? like in what world do people wear prom dresses to church? lebanese people that’s who. it’s always a competition of who looks and is dressed the best. that’s the real problem i had. like wear what you want, but your reasons for wearing these clothes bother me. it was during this notice that yara looked at me and was like, how many people do you really think are here to pray for God? not many. they're all here to show off their sunday best and gossip. the lebanese church is p toxic and it’s sad but that’s the culture. it was cool to see that yara new it too.
yara used to be a reminder of what i never wanted to become, married by 24, two kids immediately, college drop-out, no serious career, living 10 minutes away from the house she grew up in and married to a lebanese asshole. now she’s all i can hope to be. she’s free, independent, strong, determined, driven, and knows what she wants from life and is getting it. she has an established photography business now, two beautiful sons, and is still kicking ass like the boss she was always meant to be. i love her, and am so grateful for this new influence she has on my life. i got my sister back and i’m so happy.
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BTS and ARMY Appreciation Post (that got turned into a mini rant halfway through)
I’d like to take a second to just share how much BTS and the ARMY fandom has meant to me ever since I became one two years ago. I was going through a rough time, I was dealing with depression and feeling hopeless about college. My grades were low, I had low morale, and even though I was seeing a psychologist every week, I still felt like I was drowning in my mind with no way out. I was already a huge kpop fan before I got into BTS, but for some reason, even though I felt better when I listened to other kpop groups, I still felt kinda empty. But then, one fateful day in June 2015 literally changed my life.
Now, I had listened to BTS before in 2014, but at that time, I wasn’t into boy groups. I was solely a girl group stan, so I sort of just skipped over them. But for some reason, from time to time, I would look BTS up to see if they had any new content out. I don’t know why I did that since I didn’t do that for any other groups, but I am so glad I did, because everything changed when I watched BTS’s “Dope” MV for the first time. I decided to go in with an open mind, and I was absolutely blown away by the singing, rapping, and choreography. I was obsessed from the get go, and I just had to know more about this amazing boy group.
I watched American Hustle Life, I subscribed to BangtanTV, and I started to get to know the fandom: ARMY.
ARMYs are some of the nicest people I’ve ever met, online and in real life. They feel like family, and I felt welcomed in as soon as I started interacted with them. It didn’t take long to declare myself an ARMY, only like a week, really. BTS’s shining and quirky personalities and interactions with their fans showed through ARMYs when I talked to them, and then, that empty part in me where music was the only thing that could fill it was, well, filled.
BTS and ARMYs helped teach me how to love myself, and slowly but surely, I started climbing out of my depression. I started to enjoy life again. I figured out what I wanna do with the rest of my life after college. BTS and ARMYs are a joy that I am so grateful to be a part of.
I’ll never forget the first time I actually saw BTS and met ARMYs in real life: at KCON LA in 2016. I was seated next to ARMYs, and we were friends almost immediately. And when BTS was revealed from behind the circular screens, my heart was beating out of my chest. I could feel the temperature rise in the arena. My palms were sweaty, and my eyes were wide. In short, I was freaking the fuck out. Because BTS was real. ARMYs are real. Really, a match made in heaven.
I know our fandom isn’t perfect. We have fans, younger and older, who can get out of hand with pride and arrogance. But, that is a problem all fandoms have, and it is up to us ARMYs to help the fans out in our fandom who we come across getting out of hand.
However, the one thing I will not tolerate is other fandoms trying tear ARMYs down for things all fandoms do. It’s a huge double standard. Ever since BTS started to rise more and more in fame, other fandoms have taken it upon themselves to boast to us how much they hate us, how annoying we are, how we’re a cancerous fandom. And to those people, I give a hearty fuck you. I’m not very religious (I grew up Christian, but I don’t follow the teachings), but there is one Bible verse that comes to me whenever I see other fandoms try to shit on us:
John 8:7- “...Let any one of you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her” (NIV).
No fandom is perfect, but the level of hate ARMYs receive from other imperfect fandoms is astounding and very hypocritical. It makes my blood boils sometimes. Other fandoms do it out of jealousy, bitterness, and as a way to try and pit ARMYs against each other so we’ll fall apart from the inside. I see so many ARMYs fighting each other because of stuff other fandoms say about us, and it breaks my heart that the family that I once knew is splitting apart.
So my advice to our fandom is to start not giving a fuck about what other fandoms say about us. Let them hate. Let them dog us out. Because in the end, all they’ll have are their words. Their hate won’t influence the judges when the awards are presented. Their words won’t stop BTS from continuing to rise to the top. So why should we let their words divide us? We can take care of our own fandom. We don’t need the condescending remarks from others. There have been fandoms trying to make ARMYs believe that we are nothing, but that is not true! We are a force to be reckoned with, and other fandoms know it. That’s why they’re trying so hard to bring us down.
We are a family. And of course, as a family, there will be times that we will disagree and fight with each other. But don’t let it be because of other fandoms. Let’s be respectful to one another and resolve issues within our fandom. We don’t need them to help solve out problems: only ARMYs and multifandom fans who are ARMYs.
I am grateful to BTS and to ARMYs for the love and light that was shined on me (yes, I just used part of Namjoon’s BBMA speech. It felt fitting). I love this fandom in the good times and in the bad times. I don’t care how many times people say that they hate us. I love you guys forever. Let’s work hard together to ensure that BTS’s hard work is appreciated and met with our enthusiasm. And together, we will help them go forward.
Thank you BTS. Thank you ARMYs. ❤ BTS and ARMYs will always be my number one.
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April 12th, 2018 CTP Archive
The archive for the Comic Tea Party chat that occurred on April 12th, 2018, from 5PM - 7PM PDT. The chat focused on The Robonoid Fan by Mharz.
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✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
COMIC TEA PARTY START!
Good day everyone~! This week’s Comic Tea Party is now officially beginning~! Today we are discussing The Robonoid Fan by Mharz~! (http://robonoid.mharz.com/) For those new or in need of a reminder, discussions about the comic are freeform, so please feel free to bring up whatever you wish. However, every 30 minutes I will be dropping in a discussion question to help those who would like a prompt. These questions are totally OPTIONAL to answer, and you can pay them no mind if you wish. If you miss out on any though, they’ll be pinned for the duration of the chat once they’re posted~! Remember, constructive criticism is allowed, but the primary focus here is to have fun and appreciate the amazing comics that the community makes~! As a bonus, each chat a top comment will be picked and featured in the archives and on an ad for CTP! All that being said, let’s get started and have a great discussion!
QUESTION 1. What is your favorite scene in the comic so far and why?
snuffysam
The end is probably my favorite part. It's a sad ending, but it really shows how Meirin was able to change, and Shin wasn't.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i....i didnt even get to pin it before you replied
��Respheal✨
snuffy was READY
🌟Draco Plato🌟
I liked seeing Meirin at work in the beginning, it reminded me of how fun interacting with customers was
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i liked the illustration for the end. there was something really melancholy about the composition
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
YO IS IT TIME FOR A MHARZ COMIC TO BE IN A CTP?
StickFreeks
I liked the ending too! It was a neat twist, I really wasn't expecting it.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Yeah the ending was pretty good
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Oooh, boy. I HAVE FEELINGS ABOUT MY FAVORITE SCENE IN THIS I agree, it's the end scene. AAAAAAAAAAA Shin. Shin. Booooooooooooooooi. I was SO glad Meirin didn't respond in the affirmative for Shin. He was kind of a butt. I mean, he had potential for growth, but clearly didn't. AND I'm really honestly curious who the person he <Spoilered> was to him, and what relation they had. I wanna know!! But Shin, that doesn't... excuse anything.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
@draco meirin at work reminded me more of the parts of work where professionally jealousy is concerned even though your rivals are also your friends cause work politeness or something
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Also I read the epilogue in the book and let me tell you I felt so much better after reading it but also Shin never changes let me tell you
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Can i just say Shin has really nice hair
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
(OK, yes he does, but only when forced by circumstance)
StickFreeks
I had the idea that he got fired / replaced by somebody and that's what the drama was that led to his actions.
🌟Draco Plato🌟
@Rebel yeah there was that aspect of it too~
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
THAT SAID -- I also kind of wanted to see the two of them get together up until that last scene.
🌟Draco Plato🌟
i thought shin needed therapy XD
son plz calm down
✨Respheal✨
@StickFreeks I agree: http://robonoid.mharz.com/comic/56
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Ahaha. Oh, I Thought that was the case, but was the replacement the same person that caused him to get arrested?
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Damn adults.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i think it is implied its the same person maybe
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
And poor Shin, all the hell he goes through
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i mean its the logical conclusion to make
StickFreeks
I think he deserved his end, I didn't really feel bad for him.
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
my favorite was merin watching robonoid, i'm sucker for that henshin stuff(edited)
🌟Draco Plato🌟
i liked that too delta
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i have to agree that was my fave scene. i liked watching meirin get legit excited about it and i liked she changed her opinion on the show just being for kids
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Yeah, it's pretty cute
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Meirin is adorable, though
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
@Kabo (I know right?)
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
henshin shows can get fuckin dark, like garo and the OG kamren rider, they aint just for kids
🌟Draco Plato🌟
yus she is adorable~
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
^^^^^
Delta's right
StickFreeks
I couldn't tell if Shin was emulating Robonoid's hair or if they just had the same hair, but I was convinced that he was the "real" Robonoid for a good while.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
hahaha i thought that too. that shin was like the va or something and thats what he did for work XD
🌟Draco Plato🌟
same
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
he was probably emulating it, i know if i could wear a kamen rider helmet everyday i would
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
kek
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
gotta represent your favorite stuff
🌟Draco Plato🌟
yus
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
^^^
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
I dunno, Shin was pretty rich. I think he WAS the actor. :3
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
maybe he was, we could ask mharz later
StickFreeks
I thought he was blowing all his money after getting fired. XD
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i partly assumed his emulation was a representation of his fragile mental state. cause i feel shin desperately wanted to be the hero and not the bad guy. so gotta emulate a hero to reflect that
🌟Draco Plato🌟
same rebel
✨Respheal✨
Yeah
🌟Draco Plato🌟
he may have been rich in that he knew he was probably going to go to jail soon too
so just spent it up
✨Respheal✨
I was just thinking that he was trying to "take justice into his own hands, like a hero" and didn't have the adult recognition of where to draw the line(edited)
StickFreeks
I'm still unsure why he had the intent to kill somebody- like I know his "motive", but it seems unreasonable that he'd do something like that after trying to protect the kid.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
That seems fair
🌟Draco Plato🌟
super heroes don't generally kill people either
so it is a bit out of character perhaps
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
well monster die in the end of henshin shows, maybe he saw them as the monster
🌟Draco Plato🌟
altho he also was obsessive and crazy
oh that could be delta
StickFreeks
It makes for a good story, I just wish that there was some more build up or representation of him getting to that line
outside of "adults are terrible"
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
like every episode the monster explodes once they've been beaten
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Pretty much
🌟Draco Plato🌟
yeah i agree stick(edited)
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
yeah it did come outta now where for me
🌟Draco Plato🌟
i think as a reader I felt a biiit too detached from Shin to grasp his whole character picture
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
If memory serves, Mharz did note that this story was started in 2011 -- so it's an older work!
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
since were seeing things though merin, we didn't really get everything about shin
StickFreeks
I think I was most confused by why he asked Meirin to "wait for him", since it seemed like they had just been friends for at most a couple of weeks
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i didnt find him killing unreasonable. partly 1 because we have the phrase crime of passion for a reason. even the most reasonable ppl can do dumb crap if theyre angry enough. and i think part of shin's character is that hes a hypocrite. so of course as a hypocrite hes going to do contraditory things.
yeah i have to say i was confused on the time scale here
StickFreeks
That's very true, he did have that "unexpected crazy", I just wish it was shown more. XD
Or in more drastic ways, anyway
✨Respheal✨
Hmm, I wonder why he was going by an alias the whole time
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
especially for when shin committed the crime. thats the only wrench i see in the victim being the guy who replaced shin. cause from shin's words it sounded like itd happen after he met meirin. but then why was shin there in the first place when he could probably afford a much better place to live?
✨Respheal✨
Might he have done things before?
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Hnngh, IDK if the guy that Shin got arrested about was his replacement
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
merch can cost a lot rebel
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
it can but at that point, priorities man XD priorities
🌟Draco Plato🌟
also girl not going to wait for your ass shin, she knew you a month tops, you weren't even dating, and you going to jail for life
StickFreeks
Yeah seriously XD
🌟Draco Plato🌟
also still wondering if he drugged her
when he brought her back from the restaurant
ruffies are a thing
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Can... I talk about the epilogue?
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
god that be fucked if so
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
or is that TOO spoilery?
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
i don't see why not kabo
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
AHAHAHHAA I wish Mharz was here XD
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
i do too
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
but lemme tell you -- Meirin continues to keep her common sense.
🌟Draco Plato🌟
wait where's the epilogue
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
I think, short of spoiling it. That's the best I can say.
It's in print only atm
🌟Draco Plato🌟
awwwww
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
OH WAIT
https://gumroad.com/l/robonoid-epilogue
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
OMGG
StickFreeks
Oh yay! Thanks!
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
OH SHIT
🌟Draco Plato🌟
omg did he date rape her
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
It's 10 years later. I would say it's worth it. It's $2, but y'all should throw some money at Mharz
and JUST READ IT JUST... READ IT NOW
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
AAAHHHH
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
It's very cute and lemme tell you, again, Meirin continues to keep her common sense and I love her so much.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
I need to get this
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
im glad meirin doesnt go on some i hate adults spree and realizes responsibilites are indeed a thing
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
I think having to actually worry about paying rent is kind of important XD
🌟Draco Plato🌟
yus
StickFreeks
I gotta drop out a bit early but this was fun! :D See ya!
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
see ya
🌟Draco Plato🌟
bye stick~!
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Bye!
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
thanks for coming stick~!
maybe the dating scene sucks where meirin lives. so she waits cause otherwise eww has to date oldman bankerman or something XD
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Ahahahahaha oh dear.
🌟Draco Plato🌟
well did he not go to jail for murder then?
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Oh no he definitely did
🌟Draco Plato🌟
but he gets out 10 years later?
that'd be a super short murder sentence
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
good behavior maybe?
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Well, I guess that'd depend on your lawyer
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Hmmm
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
and also the story's set in the Phillipines, so it might be slightly different depending on circumstance
🌟Draco Plato🌟
maybe, but geezus
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
oh gosh, what if Shin's crime was an accident
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
also I GOT THE EPILOUGE
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
QUESTION 2. At the end of the comic, Shin, whose real identity is revealed to be Manuel Robles, is arrested under the suspicion of murdering an Intelligence Communications employee named Sid Simon. Do you think Shin actually committed the crime? If yes, what do you think his motive was? If no, why do you think Shin is the primary suspect (and will his innocence be proven)? Given Shin’s leanings on hating adults who lie, why do you think Shin himself was so willing to commit such a huge lie? What do you foresee in general for Shin’s future and will he reflect upon his time with Meirin?
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
It's SO HEARTWARMING
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
RIGHT, JUSTIN?! I told you, Meirin keeps her goddamn sense!
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
YESSSS
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
honestly, that murder thing was a huge left turn for me, i had no idea that was going to be a thing and i'm still a little confused on it
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Also -- OMG, I think Shin DID commit the murder, although maybe it might have been manslaughter. He was hiding and scared before he got arrested. Even if he was an asshole with violent tendencies, I have a hard time thinking the act was actually premeditated.
also tbh I was kind of hoping it was the neighbor kid's mom but well. No, that wasn't the case.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
im leaning towards he did the murder. though i am 100% in the it was a crime of passion category. cause shin seems pretty explosive in general. so i could see him seeing some shady stuff going on him being like "that asshole murders oh whoops."
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
"Oops, I punched this guy and he hit his head on the floor the wrong way"
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
that being said, despite thinking that the victim was who replaced him, i actually think the motive was different. that shin confronted him over something else entirely
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
"it was the stairs, i swear officer"
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Well considering how triggered Shin got...
✨Respheal✨
I'm just hung up on the question of why he was using a fake name in the first place
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Only with Meirin, though
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
maybe to be cool
✨Respheal✨
Maybe
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Wait
How old even is Shin?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
28
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
oh wow
🌟Draco Plato🌟
i didn't understand why he didn't resist arrest
and was just sitting there basically waiting
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Guilty conscience!
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
he wanted to be a hero, justice came to his door, what kinda hero would run from justice
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
I think Shin probably was like "yeah well, I'm boned"
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
yea
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
yeah that is one that bugs me. why the fake name? and also why was he so....different when meirin showed up? like for a moment i thought he was undercover
🌟Draco Plato🌟
yeeeah
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Ahahahaha
🌟Draco Plato🌟
how was he different?
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Maybe Shin gave acquaintences a fake name so he wouldn't get bugged
🌟Draco Plato🌟
she said he was different but i kept flipping back and forth like is it the shirt
he looks the same
or did she just mean his personality
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
she meant his personality
cause he wasnt all angry
with his furrowed brows
🌟Draco Plato🌟
but everyone's got different mood days
so it didn't strike me as that weird
(edited)
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
it struck me as weird cause that was the first time seeing it. so if i was meirin i wouldve been like this is weird the first time. if it happened again okay whatever, different mood
🌟Draco Plato🌟
i wonder why going to jail mellowed him out
did he smoke a bowl before she showed up
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
shin mightve just chilled some cause he was going to confess to meirin. ya know, without telling her hes a dirty, dirty murderer
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Or his real name
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
This
Also I finally decided to jump to the middle of the story
🌟Draco Plato🌟
hey Meirin, I know I just met you, but call me maybe
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Definitely seems like Shin is a fishy person in general
with how he acts
🌟Draco Plato🌟
yeah he does
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
in the 50's pages(edited)
🌟Draco Plato🌟
i knew the ending before i started reading so i think it made it easier to see he was shifty
early on
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
lol
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
I dunno that Shin's really shifty? Just... .... In need of an attitude adjustment
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
^
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
yeah
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
A few thwaps upside the head might get ya killed tho
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i didnt find him shifty. what i found shifty was meirin's landlord was nowhere around to complain to. which i know she explained it, but what a terrible landlord.
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
hes an idealist in a world where that thinking doesn't work
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
wait if the landlord is gone how did shin even get a room? this is why i wish i knew when the murder was. cause if shin was hiding there from teh start it makes sense how he showed up so suddenly. he was a squatter
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Pretty much
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
the landlord is probably a company
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
wish i reread it before this
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
XD "Hi here's my check"
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
tfw I'm jsut reading the whole thing now
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
didnt sound like it cause meirin siad the landlord was out of town or something. i remember this distinctly cause right before i read that i was like "meirin just complain to the landlord this is why they exist wtf." and then meirin explained why she wasnt doing that and i felt the fool
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Sorry I'm late. Today's been a day. ^.^ I'll respond to remarks from half an hour ago for a bit.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
hi math~!
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
MATH
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Favourite bit's a tossup. I liked when she brought food and then was going to leave but relented when she realized he was actually really hungry, that was kind of touching. But I also liked when she thought it was a ghost near the start, that was funny.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i liked how she flipped her gears so quick and was like "jk thats silly its a new tenant"
common sense meirin
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Yeah, the ending was really interesting. Didn't anticipate that. Kind of casts everything in a slightly different light?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
yes. although if were being critical i do wish the ending had been foreshadowed a bit more. it kind of came out of left field for me
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Hmmm. If Shin WAS a squatter... does that mean he never had a key
also, how long was that body gone for
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
so you didn't see that coming either
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
StickFreeks: Oh, damn, good catch! (With the firing leading to the drama.)
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Okay I pretty much read the whole story now
including the epilouge
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
its wierd to thinks he a squatter cause didn't we see inside his room with all the robonoid stuff
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
I love it and how realistic it approaches things
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Rebel: Yeah, good point about the emulating on purpose with hair. I agrees.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
no one said squatters cant have stuff. shin didnt seem like he had a whole bunch of stuff tho to me
but i might be biased cause i have like 5 times that amount of stuff in my room not even counting all the shit stored in my closet
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Also yeah the police invasion (sorry for spoilers) came out of nowhare
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
maybe i'm just mis-remembering then(edited)
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Respheal: Yeah, the alias thing made me wonder!
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
also I feel ya
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Shin moves from safe house to safe house with his favorite things
he only really had a computer and some posters, assuming the bed was part of the apartment
IS IT THEORY TIME
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
yeah given the style of the bed to me it seemed more like it must of been a prefurnished apartment
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
DID SOMEONE SAY THEROIES
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Yeah, with the dead guy being in Intelligence, I thought maybe Shin was some sort of spy who got too caught up in his cover or something.
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Meirin: An adorable cinnamon roll of a character, perfect, do not question her. We know the story's from her point of view. Probably did not wait for Shin because she has common sense. Shin: A homeless, murderous squatter who might have been robonoid at one point or another -- and then got fired. Killed a guy, but didn't put a gun against his head or pull a trigger, but the guy's dead. Hates giving his real name because people are jerks and Shin sounds much cooler ANYWAY. "SHINJITE KUREYO"(edited)
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
>Shin was Robonoid
at some point
I love that theroy
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Buboy's probably yelling at his mom, "Mama... Life has just begun... But that guy had gone and thrown it all awaaaaaaaaaaaaay"
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
I liked how she said "its a new tenant... but what IF IT'S NOT... no it is". Just something about that.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
kabo that shin description geez XD homeless, murderous squatter
tbf
if he is a squatter
it is a not O_O
hes not a new tenant in that case
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Oh, also, he probably stole someone's credit card.
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Maybe Shin's parents created Robonoid. Modelled him after their son. He could never live up to their expectations.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
shin grew up, learned there werent monsters and giant robots in real life. was eternally devastated
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Okay, I'm caught up to the present now. ^.^
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
:3
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
if he stole a credit card that would explain the fancy restaurant
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
im glad shin had a job at some point cause tbh at first i thought he might just not do anything all day but watch robonoid
QUESTION 3. As Meirin spends time with Shin throughout the comic, she seems to change bit by bit. Do you think Meirin will remain changed, or will the comic’s ending cause her to revert back to her old ways of thinking? Do you think she will remain a Robonoid fan herself, or will it just bring back bad memories? How do you think watching Shin be arrested will affect Meirin in general? Most importantly, do you think she’ll wait for Shin like Shin asked her to? Why or why not?
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
IF MEIRIN WAITS FOR SHIN, SHE IS A FOOL
MEIRIN IS NOT A FOOL
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Rebel: Oooh, good point, I forgot about the restauruant.
snuffysam
I sure hope she doesn't wait for Shin. Keep watching Robonoid if you want, but move on with your life.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
so by that do you mean meirin just marries shin while hes in jail? XD
✨Respheal✨
For real 8V (I gotta start winding down for bed so I'm ducking out o/)(edited)
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
I tend to agree with Kabocha there. Interesting thought, the idea that Robonoid would bring up bad memories though. Hmmm.... maybe not? If she's able to talk with people like the little kid?
snuffysam
I think she might take up Shin's mantle of helping kids? Like, if she sees a kid in need, she'll help them?
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Meirin marries Robonoid.
✨Respheal✨
pff
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
:'3
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Shin is the priest.
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
FROM JAIL
It's a video wedding.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
I would say maybe somewhare inbetween
to answer the question
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
i'd like to think meirin would keeping being a robonoid fan, yeah sure the guy that introduced it to you may be a murder but a good show is a good show, when she scracted the surface of it why let the dumb thing wiegh down your enjoyment of it
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
meirin kidnaps that abused kid and runs away from him. cant wait for shin because shes on the run
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
I really want to know what happened to the abused kid
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
tbf with shin arrested meirin can take all his stuff. so no reason not to be a fan. someone has to have all that merch
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
exactly
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
it's probably evidence
Shin stole it from Sid Simon.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
the true motive
shin wanted that sweet limited edition poster
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Yes
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Yeah, I wondered about the abused kid too. They both kind of had valid points, need to not ignore it but getting involved can just cause problems for everyone.
Shin took down all his stuff though before he was arrested.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
that scene really made me wonder if the country has a cps. cause the thing you should actually do in that situation is call cps
but different country, different protocols
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
What's CPS? thinks Oh, child protection services, right. Would probably need some kind of evidence.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Yea
I'm curious too
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i dont think you need evidence persay? well to report abuse you dont and i think they usually send someone out. to take the child is when they need the evidence
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Yea
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i know in america they avoid that tho because foster care is terrible and often damages the child even more
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
At least Meirin will finally get some sleep? (Though she had trouble that time it was too quiet, so hard to say.)
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
but still idk. i dont think either of their answers were right. cause shin's jump to violence and all that certainly is bad and if hes trying to not go to jail thats not how you do it. although in retrospect maybe thats why shin was ready to go for that. he might assume hes going to jail at some point so what does he have to lose? on the otherhand that, i dont agree with meirin's lets ignore it either, because that is exactly how abuse endures
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Yea.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
meirin can just put on robonoid fan in the bg
problem solved
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
I'd say they should have done something about it
without going to violence
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Agreed, both of them were kind of right. That felt like a bit of a loose thread.
(Or kind of wrong, depending on your POV.)
At least Shin didn't bite her hand when she silenced him.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
they were both right and wrong at the end of the day, imo.
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
:'3 The story has some shades of gray to it.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Yea
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Even Robonoid's not perfect. Dude seems to show up late to fights.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
yeah i think at the end that was kind of the point. that adults and kids arent some black and white thing and that theres a fine line between good and bad. as meirin put it, "you should think like a child but not be a spoiled brat."
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Lol, Math
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
i chalk that up to how henshin shows go, monster has to cause some havoc first mat
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Robonoid's probably responsible for tons of property damage.
Imagine the insurance bills!
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
oh of course he is
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
his oh so much
*this
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
'Tis a good quote, Rebel.
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
theres tons of explosions and builds collapsing everytime a monster shows up
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Lots of dea--- oh no shin really was robonoid
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
I could imagine that if the series was longer, it would start to show some of the faults of the Robonoid character
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Is Robonoid really a robot?
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
maybe, could be an ultraman thing where he just gets really big
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
and maybe Meirin would get some idea of why Shin gets bad influences from an anime aimed at kids.
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
SJB: Ooh, maybe. I wonder if there's more than the two videos.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
True
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
there has to be, it seemed like serialized show
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
It would have bene cool to see more of the Robonoid franchise and it's influence in Shin
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Robonoid III: Now He's Really A Noid.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Don't let him get the pizza
Maybe an extended cut of the comic could show more of Shin's character and his fondness for children(edited)
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
yeah it seemed like a serialized show to me. there were multiple dvds. and since theres merch its more likely a show cause the points of those shows is to make shit tons of money selling merch
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
True
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
plot twist: shin is only nice to kids cause its his devious plan to steal their merch
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
audible gasp
🌟Draco Plato🌟
i did wonder that
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Shin is secretly being financed by Big Robo.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
LMAO
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
thats a whole different mech thing mat
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Yis, and they're trying to devalue the other shows by having fans who steal merch from kids.
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
my god, to think big robo would do such a thing
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
so was the murder all about the fact sid simon actually was an undercover employee for big robo's rival. and shin discovered it but someone had to take the fall for their corporate espionage
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
yes
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
That could be canon!
Interesting that Meilin had heard of Sid somewhere. Was that in the comic?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i didnt see it anywhere besides the news. i think she was commenting more shed heard of intelligence communications
on a different note, i hope meirin keeps watching robonoid fan if only because i think meirin could use something light hearted in her day. working as a bank teller sounds horribly dull and irritating cause many angry customers.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
True
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
we could all use some henshin in our lives
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Gotcha. And yeah, hopefully she still sees it as a fun pasttime.
puts a hen on Shin's head
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
mat plz
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
lmao
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
I'd sketch it but I'm not good with fast sketches.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
QUESTION 4. The comic deals with a lot of themes in regards to what it means to be a child, what it means to be an adult, and the good and bad that goes with each. Whose line of thinking in the comic did you find more compelling: Meirin’s or Shin’s? Why did that line of thinking appeal to you? Was there any scene in particular that you think was well done in showcasing the themes? Do you feel Shin’s lies ultimately hurt his arguments, or do you think they still stand up regardless? How does the Robonoid show fit in with the themes? Overall, what is your take away from the comic in regard to what it says about life?
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
I honestly felt like I connected a lot to Shin
since me and him share a few weaknesses
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
The weird thing is, Shin's deception felt rather un-childlike. What was he gaining by lying? Most kids would have a reason for that.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
though I agree a lot with Meirin.
also yes that
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
shin's philosophy intrigued me more as its similar to my own
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
You can see from both sides with the characters. Which is nice.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
me and Delta are one and the same
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Shin loses some credibility for calling Meirin old though.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
lol
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
I mean, I get it was in character, but speaking as an old person, booooo
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i saw points on both sides but i sided with meirin way more. while she could stand to be more light-hearted, i was more attune to her being a responsible adult and accepting there are just things that you have to do as an adult
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Shin was definitely stubborn. I think the idea of him being "in his own world" was nicely set up from the start with him playing loud audio late at night.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Like I always do
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
But your neighbours. O.o
(They'll think it's a ghost!)
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Thnakfuly i don't do it every night
Sounds like a fun story to do on Halloween
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
actually not going to lie, that opening scene is also what made me side with meirin's thinking more. XD cause she made a reasonable request that his stuff is too loud. and he responded by being a brat. so no matter how much i see validity in his points, ill always see it as coming from a place of a spoiled adult who thinks if he clings to childhood he suddenly wont be an adult XD
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Rebel: There's truth to that, yeah.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Indeed, Rebel
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
An interesting thing was how we did get some scenes at Meirin's work, fleshing out her world a bit, so she wasn't tied to the apartment. So it might have been easier to side with her too, she was more multifaceted.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
^^^
Maybe we needed to see more of Shin's life without Mei's influence/presence(edited)
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
More adult, even.
Shin, apparently living the high life with not worrying much for money, but tending to forget to eat.
(I admit, sometimes I get so caught up in work I forget to eat.)
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
same
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
I wonder what Robonoid would be like from Shin's point of view.
"Huh, she's cu--- WHY IS SHE YELLING AT ME GO AWAY Y'OLD HAG"
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i kind of wish wed seen a bit more of meirin's life outside. like even more than we see. like id have actually liked to see her tell her coworker about shin vs. it being relayed as an afterfact already happened
a version from shin's perspective might have been interesting
but also sounds angsty filled
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
I was waiting for the ultimate Robonoid attack - "Robonoid Fan"! Big japanese fan that he waves at the enemy.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
did meirin ever say how old she was?
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Yeah, I don't know if we needed to see from Shin's perspective. But maybe Meirin talking to her coworker and getting advice on someone similar?
I think she just said she was roughly the same age?
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Meirin said she was 25, I believe.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
nah i think the story works better completely from meirin's perspecive. id rather see shin's as like some offshoot extra
🌟Draco Plato🌟
yeah cause she said she wasn't that old then said her age
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
okay i thought she said she was 25
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
When Shin first called her an old hag :'3
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Oops, missed that.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
the fact shin was 28 at the end made me rethink that scene with much wtf
like shin
youre older
who are you calling a hag
🌟Draco Plato🌟
yeeeeeeah XD
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
he's a child at ~heart~
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
at the time he couldn't have known that
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Shin, you make worse decisions than a 14-year-old child who's never been told no and has no supervision
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Lmao
I agree with that
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
http://robonoid.mharz.com/comic/9
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Mature behavior
SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time
welp i was wrong
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
rereading that scene, his intimidation of Meirin shoulda been a dead giveaway...
🌟Draco Plato🌟
mmm yeah
that seems like foreshadowing now
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Yea.
Foreshadowing 70 or so pages ahread
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
I like the art style by the way. Pretty simple, but made dynamic with expressions and backgrounds.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
I agree
It reminds me of one of the video games I used to play since it had kinda a similar artstyle(edited)
I'll just say that(edited)
Simple, yet well crafted with lots of effort
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Which probably makes sense given the idea that Robonoid could be a video game too.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
True
and it is one in-story
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Yes, crafted. And yes.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
if shin was a squatter him not locking the door makes sense
im totally banking on him being a squatter in hiding
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
True
Also every time I hear "squatter"
I imagine Shin listening to Russian gangsta music
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Shin, you gotta build your thighs. Do some squats.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i always wondered why no other neighbor complained about shin. like certainly someone shouldve been busybody enough to go around knocking on doors being like "do you believe this shit"
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Yes
#Squatnation
also this
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Yeah, if he could hear the kid in the apartment below, couldn't they hear him listening to Robonoid?
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Doesn't he have like, two or four other neghibors?
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
He is on the second floor. Bit of a weird place to squat. Got to carry all your stuffs upstairs.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Yes
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Yeah, the kid mentioned he was hearing the robonoid theme
and he loved it
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Kabocha: Oh, that's right. Good catch.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Kudos to Kabo for catching that
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
maybe meirin just picked a really shitty apartment
since nobody cares
just loud neighbors being loud
normal tuesday
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
It's cheap. ^^
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
#LoudTuesday
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Here's a final puzzler. Do you think 'The Robonoid Fan' could also refer to Meirin, rather than Shin? Because she wasn't a fan, then became one, whereas Shin's whole persona seemed to be based on lies.
Well, that or denials.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i think it could be argued to refer to both of them.
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
I think it's for both.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
That's what I thought at first
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
since the themes were largely about how neither was completely right or wrong
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
But yeah applying it to both sounds accurate(edited)
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
It's not plural though.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
but both their ideas combined was the true answer
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Or well, it probably centers around Shin, like the Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi is... about haruhi, but the main chara is really Kyon
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
lol
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Shin is our troublesome character, who just happens to not be actually.... good at being a hero. SORRY SHIN.
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Hmmm, interesting. (Oh, I hope Shin doesn't have amazing powers.)
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
its a title, doesnt have to be plural to apply to both. cause metaphor.
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
You don't get cookies for that scene in the epilogue, even though we all know Meirin made the right decisioooon
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Very meta. 4.
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
I know, it's probably both, but I'm just being silly at this point in the evening :3
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Oh Kabo~ :3(edited)
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
All good. Me too. Haven't even brought up any ships.
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Meirin x Connie forever.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
Well the epilogue conforms a ship and denies another
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Meirin x Big Sis?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
meirin x robonoid
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
just a small teaser
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Wait, wait: Crack theory before we run out of time
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
DO IT
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Meirin IS Big Sis
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
CRACK IT OPEN
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Robonoid takes place before The Angel with Black Wings
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
OMGGGG
I CAN SEE IT(edited)
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
Meirin dies and becomes Big Sis. She wants to be called "Lola" as a rememberance to Shin. AND RAY IS SECRETLY HER LOVE CHILD WITH SHIN -- lookit the spiky hair
(lola being similar to "granny")
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
shin is ray's dad #confirmed
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Maybe they're just twin sisters.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
this is the narrative i will push from now on
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
This explains SO MUCH
Kabocha: going off the rails at the last minute.
Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨
YES
🌟Draco Plato🌟
looooool
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
ANYWAY THIS COMIC IS GREAT READ IT PLS
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
tbf i didnt connect their hair till now XD
Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨
https://gumroad.com/mharz Buy Mharz's comics!
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
COMIC TEA PARTY END! Unfortunately, the scheduled Comic Tea Party time is now up~! Thank you everyone so much for reading and joining this week’s chat~! We want to give a special thank you to Mharz, as well, for making The Robonoid Fan and volunteering it for our reading queue. If you liked the comic, please be sure to support Mharz’s efforts however you’re able to. All that being said, if you would like to continue discussing this week’s comic, we highly encourage you to do so~!
For next week, Comic Tea Party will focus on Evil Witch Allie by Kristin Tipping. As always, please use the next several days to read as much of the comic as you would like. We hope to see you next Thursday on April 19th from 5PM to 7PM PDT for the chat~! Until then, happy reading~! Comic: http://www.evilwitchallie.com/
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UO: the way this side of the fandom follows & documents every single movement of every single sibling of L's is creepy & excessive. Gemma gets a mention every once in a while when she does something people deem "shady" or something that pertains to the T-Ds. Liam & Niall's siblings don't get hardly any coverage but the T-D get every move covered & reblogged. I hate the Js but calling B & T out for snapchatting F while going gaga over the T-D snapchatting D & E all the time is hypocritcal IMO.
Last UO here again. A good example would be this past Christmas where my dash was full of reblogs of snapchats from Fizzy, Lottie and the older twins showing their family opening presents and especially focused on Doris and Ernest. The fandom ate that shit up and gushed for hours. Then snaps from Tammi came out of Freddie doing the same thing and those same people tore her a new one for not being private. I dislike the Js as much as anyone but this fandom can be so hypocritical if it suits them
okey dokey, i’m halfway through my first beer and i just logged back on. here goes!
i, personally, do not follow the family. any family. i may reblog stuff now and then, but i try really hard not to. i didn’t reblog that pic of doris yesterday, and i’m pretty sure i didn’t reblog any of the xmas family pics. it’s not my thing. i don’t really care for it, but i’m not judging the people who do reblog those pics. i don’t like the idea of following any of the siblings sm (or any friends and family for that matter), especially the underage ones, but i understand why some want to.
as far as gemma goes, i actually see more posts about her that reference things she’s written, so i guess i don’t see what you mean. maybe we’re just following different people. i am super fast to unfollow, i like my dash to be a happy place for me, so take that as you will. but if i see multiple posts or reblogs by the same person that make me uncomfortable, i unfollow quietly.
louis’ family has always participated in his stunts. i think that came from jay wanting to do anything and everything she could to help her son and i think his siblings probably feel the same. again, that said, i try not to reblog his siblings stuff. but, like i said, they’re involved in stunts and louis’ stunts are over the top insane. liam’s sister’s wedding was stunt related. she has tweeted about stunts and participated to an extent and i’ve seen it reblogged. so it’s not that they don’t participate, it’s that there isn’t as much to participate in. sure, liam has babygate 2.0, but he’s not out pushing a stroller around calabasas commons and being papped with a car seat in the parking lot of starbucks, etc. his stunt, so far anyway, is like 10% of what louis’ stunts are. and harry’s stunts are always about him being a womanizer and so on, but anne did participate in the yacht from hell and the picture “”””leak”””” that came from that. niall is, as i said earlier, an enigma. we don’t know much about his family and i think that’s purposeful. but he has stunted a little bit. remember that girl at the concert last year? AND HE PEED ON A WALL and also... they tried to stick him with a baby too, didn’t they?
okay, so i think i’m wrapping up here, just finishing my beer. totally burped through my nose and it burned. the last thing is the freddie stuff. the official narrative is that louis has asked for privacy for his son. and b and her family have not granted that request. that’s why people are bothered by it. well, that and that baby is not louis’ child. that’s the BIG THING that bugs people.
honestly, we’re all just sick of the stunt. sick of the whole story line. it’s boring. it’s so obviously fake at this point that we’re all just playing a waiting game. and we feel badly for that kid. because b seems like an actual shitty person.
so i don’t see it as hypocritical because no one has asked for privacy for the twins. but louis has asked for privacy for his “”””son””””
oh i forgot the whole point of these asks lol
disagree
not strongly, because i’m not a big fan of following their family members, but i don’t agree with you
SEND ME OPINIONS AND I’LL ANSWER USING THIS SCALE
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