Biker Gale AU... my unwritten beloved... my most beautiful muse... feral Gale who beats up men and kisses Bucky with blood still on his face... Bucky who says fuck you to federal agents... truly my most beloved... the second I start writing you I know you'll no longer be my beloved but my enemy... but that's okay I still love you 馃挃
A/B/O fic my detestable wife... please release me from your clutches... or at least make fucking sense in the docs... why do you not want to be written cohesively... divorce will never be an option 馃挃
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there's a brand of cough syrup in canada called buckley's, but as an australian i cannot override the part of my brain where buckley's as a turn of phrase is deeply entrenched so when i read the brand name i'm like oh it doesn't work.
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now this is a story all about how I spent the entire year slowly working towards a degree to be able to train new students, only to have my shitty boss deny my request for some time off my routine shit to set everything up and dedicate myself fully to this new position and upon further requesting outright telling me he "still has the option to not have [me] work that position at all so [I] can quit and look somewhere else for work" with me going "You know what? With how this joint is operating, I'd prefer that option!" But here's the kicker: I'm not quitting bitch, I'm just gonna do my routine shit as I've done always, ignore my fucking degree and drive you insane by simply existing and having a merry old time you dumb fuck
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My friend S died by suicide two years ago today. I was sitting in the doctor's waiting room this morning and S's favourite song came on the radio. Like okay. Slay. Thank you, S. I miss you.
Um. Then five minutes later my GP told me to go get an urgent CT scan because there's a chance I have a blood clot in my lungs. Iconic day tbh.
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well i need to go to bed but i took a psychosis screen for funsies (idle curiosity. mild and well managed psychosis over here) and. One. got Extremely jumpscared by a question. which to clarify i have always been aware that the thing is a psychosis thing but like i didn't know that it was so common. two. there's a term for it and research on it and all that. woag. Woag. holy shit. woag Wow woah wowie
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manifesting how beautiful and organized my room is going to be after i organize it and make it beautiful
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Oh gee okay. I imagine you wouldn't be into it.
But I want you to sit on my face on your period. I'm like so down to try that with someone I'm attracted to.
God I'm a freak 馃槄
Ohhhhh I don鈥檛 feel like this is too extreme tbh ??
It鈥檚 not something that drives me crazy, but I wouldn鈥檛 be opposed to trying it if my partner was really turned on at the thought of it :3
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Got deadnamed twice at the neurologist today which. Slightly baffling. But yayyy my brain is (kind of) normal!!! And my vitamins are working!!
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Guess who had apparently been diagnosed with PCOS over a year ago, but the radiologist didn't make it an "official diagnostic" so their family doctor didn't realize that the results meant they had it, so they weren't treated this whole time? 馃檭
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it's been just under 3 days since we took that antibiotic and our brain still doesn't feel right.
all I can do is wait it out and hope it goes away soon, but we've barely been able to do anything for the last few days and honestly until the med fucked us up I wasn't even sure we could get less functional in terms of how bad our dissociation and stuff was but here we are.
I have things I need to do. I have things I was meant to organise. I'm gonna have to explain a bunch of stuff at that oral surgery consultation on Thursday and I have to hope the side effects have eased off by then because with the way our brain currently is, I'm not actually sure I'd be able to explain the things I need to or remember to ask about things I need to bring up.
I've missed doses of my regular meds because of both the brain fog and our sleep schedule getting fucked up because the medication side effects triggered a fatigue flare and we're back to randomly falling asleep and repeatedly getting stuck in a loop of falling asleep and then waking up just enough to register that we need to do something but not enough to actually open our eyes and do the thing before falling asleep again several times over the course of a few hours and having really vivid dreams that kind of blur together with reality so we wake up really disoriented.
I'm simultaneously overwhelmed, and too brain foggy and dissociated to really register what's making me overwhelmed, but then I think about something that I know has been stressing me out and I just kind of feel apathetic? I guess? and I've had the same thing with stuff I'd normally be really excited/enthusiastic about no matter how bad our depression gets. it's horrible because it's like, I know I care about this thing, I know I feel strongly about it, but I can't access any of those feelings and it's making me feel like I'm not properly myself and that's freaking me out really badly
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