#Inspiring me to jump back on!
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quick pupysona design adjustment
#furry#a doodley#i love. black + rainbow. white + rainbow. and neutral + rainbow#i saw a dark brown and white and rainbow plush and was gonna make an adopt inspired by it#but i was like wait. i like this i want it for me.#couldnt decide if he shld be more orange or red but smunker always jumps between peach salmon and purple pink so its okey#kind of a wip bc i think the rainbow looks sloppy but i dont like doing smooth gradients...#+ i didnt know if i shld add his darker patterns back...#i think less is more especially with my own fursonas#he'd look really boring with clothes on (no flowers!) so maybe i will add the dark fur back onto the awrms
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it’ll be okay
#mission impossible#benji dunn#ethan hunt#benthan#saw the trailer and i JUMPED to draw smth inspired by it#we got a forehead touch#all we need now is a hug#i just need them to be okay :’(#i love them so bad#but benthan nation we are so fucking back oh my god#a benthan hug could fix me
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all this darkwing duck stuff ur reblogging is making me want to continue watching the show 😭😭😭
you should. we have pirate launchpad in a crop top
#asks#yaikat#i’m so glad i’ve inspired you LAWL please let me know if you jump back into it!#no id#darkwing duck
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sometimes i go somewhere by myself and shut the door and put my headphones in and turn my music up as loud as itll go and dance as big and frantic as i want for about 30 minutes to an hour and then when im done the world looks beautiful again but it always does make me kinda sad because i shouldnt have to dance with my earbuds in the bathroom
#i feel like i NEVER get to dance cause i dont know HOW to dance. so i just look stupid and silly when i do#but it feels so. i dont know. dancing is a level 10 autism event for me when i really get into it#thats why shows with big music numbers are always so fun to do. when i got to do DOA in lightning thief !?!?!? my god#i even got to dance briefly in magic tower ... with flailing arm movements and jumps ... to a song about naked ladies on the moon .....#whatever this is just me being wistful. i just wanna danceeeeee i wanna dance somewhere loud with someone other than myself#hello world#<- song that inspired this post btw was caterpillars of the commonwealth. its so groovy#that trumpet solo????? GOOD god i accidentally bumped into the sink several times#(eyes closed limbs thrashing about wildly head whipping back and forth)
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ITS DANCE TIME 🩰
#i havent been very active lately and keep meaning to get some sort of habit started now that im chillin a lot more#and ive been trying to tell myself to dance specifically!#i love it more than basic exercises and stretches/barre is a very non-intimidating place to start#and will get me back into the swing of more intense moves easily#i finished my ballet au art in the hopes it would inspire me and then i still kept putting it off#but for real this time!!! im doing it!!!#i dont think i brought my pointe shoes to the apartment but i have my slippers :3#i dont know if id want to jump right into pointe to be fair asdfsdf#*transforms into a magical girl ballerina and blasts my depression away with a massive pink laser beam*#thats not whats going to happen but by god am i going to try rn 😂#rose rambles
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getting an mri tomorrow (i have being waiting a year for this)
#its mainly just for my shoulder/general back area because sometimes they hurt a lottttttttttt like i lift my arm and it feels like ive been-#stabbed yk 😭😭 its strange#so fun amazing wonderful inspirational life changing fact about me is 2 years ago i got a MAJOR surgery done on rhe full length of my spine#which. was an experience. definitely didn't cause me a lot of pain (I CAN'T EVEN JUMP ANYMORE)#brutus rambles
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just reflecting today on the 7th poured drink tonight and recalling how when i was venting to my co-workers about yesterday and the panic attack i had and all that, she mentioned how I needed more help when I was drowning and i swear to you the immediate thing that came to mind when she said that was alan wake
#i haven't really made many drowning gifs have i#also i feel bad cause like. god#this is so stupid and convoluted and part of the guilt i'm carrying right now#our customer service department ended up being the straw that broke my back and made me have that panic attack/meltdown yesterday#and i try#i TRY SO HARD to have some empathy towards them cause i mean#they're the ones getting basically abused by our customers#and it hurts so much to me that i can't be more help#and specifically the situation yesterday was me having to jump in and finish something that idk took me all of ten minutes to do#after i asked for some forklift assistance that took maybe like half an hour#but i had asked my employees to get that done *last week* and they couldn't do it#and the poor customer service rep had to escalate it to the director of sales which she flaunted in myf ace#and i felt terrible when i snapped and said 'ok i'll drop everything i'm doing to help you'#when i did legit have a million other things i needed to do#i'm honest to god tempted to rate myself as unsuccessful this year just cause like#i've been having to do my own employee's jobs which is also my fault for maybe not being firm like i need to be#but anyway her saying how i was drowning of course made me think of alan which honestly made me feel a little better#cause i mean it's like nick right#if alan could get out of the dark place even though it took him 13 years maybe i can too#and also inspiring in the way that like. alan needed help and i probably need help too#i've gone to therapy twice once in person and once online and like nick it's just...#not my thing#but something both therapists seemed to concur upon was that my support system isn't the best and i also need to work on myself#and love myself and lmao that's soooooo much easier said than done#but anyway i'm sorry i should get a real diary or somethin but#something about the formatting of tagging like this is weirdly comforting
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MCFLY JULY ‘24 ⸺ 「 20 / 31 * LOCAL LEGEND 」
December 5, 2000, 22:54
1646 Riverside Drive, Hill Valley, California
Divergence: Twin Pines(α) — %.5382217
“Doc!!” Marty shouts, leaning so far back in the chair that, for a moment, he experiences that panic-inducing sensation of falling that has him scrabbling for the edge of the desk as his life flashes before his eyes. “Doc, he’s on! Joseph Cabret! He responded to our email! Get over here!”
Emmett grunts his acknowledgement, casting one last long look at the mess of wires hooked into the housing of the Flux Capacitor before he drags a second chair over to the computer. The cursor is already in place over the single unread email in the box and Emmett can see Marty’s finger twitching in anticipation, his eyes glued to the screen.
“Go ahead, Marty,” he prompts, only barely finishing the word go before the email pops open to an intimidating wall of black text. Marty whistles, scrolling down to the bottom of what looks like a very long-winded, very complicated scientific dissertation regarding alleged time-travel that reminds him of most of the papers scattered around the garage right now.
Dear 1.21_Jigowatts,
Emmett groans upon seeing their ridiculous username come back to haunt them in the reply and Marty throws him a lopsided grin and a shrug that says it’s way too late to change it now, Doc.
“It’s the Internet, Doc—who cares? Nobody knows who we are.”
That is the last time he lets Marty pick the name for something without reviewing it first.
Before I address everything you wrote in your email to me, I wanted to comment on your username. Were you aware of its significance in relation to time travel when you joined the forum or did you simply happen upon it by chance? Could it be that you’re a time-traveller too?
If so, I’d love to share stories while we can.
I’ve been getting a lot of questions about the future, often all limited by the scope of your present time asking for answers to inconsequential things. The next election results, lottery numbers, things of that nature, as if that’ll verify my time-traveller status. And while I can’t say I’m surprised—I’ve studied your current time carefully and unfortunately, your time is remembered for being one of the most chaotic and selfish, so it’s not like I can fault those who ask—there are some, like yourself, who have been asking complex and meaningful questions that show a genuine interest in the possible future and in time-travel that I’m all too happy to answer, as best as I can.
To answer your simplest question first, the reason I stopped in this time is an entirely selfish one. Where I’m from, most of the people I care about have been killed. There was someone very important to my Dad and my family who was killed when I was very young that I wanted to finally meet. I know he's alive now, so I'm here. Even if you think it’s a waste of time, remember that time is of no consequence with the time machine.
Now, to the bulk of this message. I see you’re intimately familiar with the Everett-Wheeler model of quantum physics, which saves me a lot of explaining. You must be a man of science. That model is correct. When I say worldline, I refer to what you’d call an ‘alternate reality’ or an ‘alternate timeline.’ So, each individual worldline represents a set of paths and limits—possibilities, if you would—taken through space-time. These are all subject to the laws of special relativity. No two are exactly the same.
There is a device installed in my time machine that measures the change in each worldline I visit. Its inventor is dead, so I can’t tell you too much about how it works other than a general overview and how to read it, but from what I understand, it collects information from the ‘current’ worldline and uses that to establish a baseline. Then, upon the next jump, a second reading is taken of the new worldline and measured against the first one. The difference—or Divergence, as the device’s creator named it—is expressed in percentages. That's how I know.
The email continues on for several more paragraphs, each delving deeper and deeper into the realm of quantum mechanics with lengthy, detailed answers provided to each question they'd asked in their initial email. A dull ache throbs at the base of Marty’s skull as the words start to blur together and he leans back in his seat, needing a little more space between him and the screen.
Unlike him, Emmett has leaned forward, elbows propped up on the table and his fingers laced tightly together as he takes in every word, unable and unwilling to stop now.
For once, Marty can’t quite get a read on what his friend is thinking based off his strangely serious expression and the occasional noncommittal noise he makes while his eyes dart across the screen. The Doc’s thinking about something—he always furrows his brows like that when he’s deep in thought, puzzling out some scientific conundrum—that he knows he’ll share with him once he’s had the chance to process the information.
He himself isn’t quite sure what to think. After all, he’s heard some of these terms thrown around by Doc in the course of their testing and refinement of the Flux Capacitor. It has to mean something that Joseph Cabret knows it too.
Emmett finally breaks his attention away from the screen to train his still-thoughtful gaze on Marty.
“What do you think, Doc? You think there’s any truth to what he’s been saying the last couple weeks or you think it’s all bullshit?”
The words I look forward to your reply, JC stare back at them from the bottom of the screen and Marty doesn’t know why he suddenly feels self-conscious.
“I think—we can’t entirely rule out the possibility.”
“You mean—seriously?”
“I’m not saying definitively yes or definitively no. A lot of the science he talks about is sound. I’ve come to many of the same conclusions in my own work, as you’ve seen in the tests with the Flux Capacitor. We know time travel is possible. However, that doesn’t necessarily mean everything he says is true. Without any proof positive or photos of his time machine, we’ll have to take everything else he says with a grain of salt.” A flicker of uncertainty passes across Emmett’s face, there and gone in the span of a blink.
He pushes the chair back as Marty asks, “And?”
Emmett blinks. “I’m sorry?”
“I didn’t read all of that,” Marty admits somewhat sheepishly. “I tuned out somewhere around black holes or wormholes and I figured you’d fill me in if there was anything important on the science end I needed to know. But I watched you read it and I saw that look on your face. There's something else bothering you about this.”
He doesn’t answer right away and Marty doesn’t rush to break the silence. Finally, he sighs, turning back to the screen. “No, you’re right. There is something that jumped out at me, but let’s wait and see what else he has to share with us before I start getting ahead of myself.”
“You’re going to answer him back?”
“Why not?” Marty beams, clearly pleased. “Let’s take a couple minutes to sit with this and then I’ll start working on our reply. If it all turns out to be for nothing in the end, at least we pursued the possibility rather than let it pass us by.”
#mcflyjuly#mcfly july 2024#back to the future#bttf#i didn't sleep last night so you've gotta take this unproofed mess for what it is fjal;skdfj#yes marty really made their handle that and doc hates it and i refused to let the opportunity pass me by#i've once again jumped well into au territory but this prompt absolutely called for it#now idk who is familiar with the appearance of john titor back in 2000-2001 but if you are you'll recognise exactly the inspiration behind#this prompt. i COULD NOT pass it up nor could i shut up apparently fjla;sdkfj#but if you're not familiar with him - john titor claimed to be a time traveller from the year 2036 who was on a mission to return to 1975#to acquire an ibm 5100 in order to take it back to the future in order to prevent global devastation#he showed up on forums talking a lot about the worldline he came from and his future and it became a whole big thing#it's super fascinating stuff actually - and john titor became somewhat of a legend#so in this au i play off that. you'll also notice the dates things are happening are shifted around#gonna just mess around with time travel rules here because i can#and then because this is bttf (and also steins;gate inspired too) our joseph cabret is far more than he seems...#this i also want to turn into a proper much less messy fic one day...
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kunikida but he sleepwalks and every year around the anniversary of the azure king case for like a week or so his sleepwalking becomes violent
at first no one knows how to handle it. if left unchecked he was aggressive at best and physically violent at worst. they don't understand what's happening right away and kind of just chalks it up to bad memories and tries to give him his space. knkd himself knows he sleepwalks but isn't particularly aware of spike of violence while sleepwalking until ranpo or something bring it up nonchalantly a few months later
it isn't until after Dazai joins and tries waking him up (resulting in a Bad case of confusion arousal and maybe him getting even physically attacked) that they all realize just how bad it is and decide to do something about this
so now every year around the anniversary of the case everyone pays close attention to Kunikida, making sure he gets plenty of rest, eats well, stays hydrated to help limit how much he sleepwalks
on the anniversary of the actual day (when it's worst), they'll arrange a little agency sleepover together where they'll all spend a night together in one place and just all be there for him to make sure he (and everyone else) stays safe in the night and guide him back should he get up and start sleep walking
#inspired by this one time my sibling slept-sprinting into my room jumped right beside my bed and stared down at me while muttering threats#in their sleep - (guided em back to bed and we were both ok But Man that was Intense)#and also by just all the other times I've helped them when I found em wondering around-#and my own?? annual nightmare ??#(I have the same nightmare I have around the same time halloween each year and I do not know why ough)#anyway more characters should sleep walk /talk /have sleep related disorders in general-#I wonna see a character handle sleep paralysis cuz its funky af KFHFJH I am such a sleep paralysis kinda guy#WAI TKJFFJKH unstoppable force (sleep-running sibling) vs immovable object (sleep paralysis guy) who will win FJHFK#we're not even biologically related why do we both have sleep issues </3#kite watches bsd#bsd#kunikida doppo
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It always seems like such a good idea in the moment (Patreon)
The first four are in reference to a great idea I had of - since I’ve finished my lower-limit page number testing for making books; shorter fics take up less page space, and just increasing the font size isn’t as handsome! - simply making a mini book! All it would take would be to halve the pages again, right? Just cut them right down the middle! Easy peasy!
As I’m sure you can tell by the second, no. Not easy peasy. Difficult painful un-fun >:(
Obviously I still did it tho! What do you take me for, someone who could have the idea of an even tinier book and then not do something about it?? No It’s also the only one so far to have a paper bookmark rather than a ribbon!
All told it’s a bit smaller than your average manga (I love the monochrome covers on these under their dust jackets haha <3) - you can see even with effectively doubling up the pages by halving their size, it was still very small-spined!
A quick shot while it was still being made hehe ♪ It’s Out! Paired here - and the earlier one, just without its dust jacket haha - with my Zarla SC2 collection (ft. Family, Negotiations are Going...Well, and With No Obligation) - I absolutely kicked myself after the fact for not including Out as the run-up to everything, I was really trying to make a full collection in probably-chronological order! Out would’ve been a perfect start! And it only would’ve taken like four pages!!
Ah well, it was still quite a learning experience - I probably wouldn’t make another standalone of under 4k-ish just for formatting reasons but I did get some good ideas of how to do so if I wanted to! Although, my next project is going to be even more of a formatting nightmare........I’ll get there when I get there! Lol
#Doodles#The impulsive thoughts are always the funnest! But then it's all a matter of actually putting them into reality...#Ahh well like I said under the cut it was a learning experience! And I really wanted a physical copy of Out haha ♪#I don't think I've ever mentioned it - not even in my pre-fic notes :0 - but Out was another one of my inspirations for Drinking Game#I mean - the drinking lol obviously but I hadn't considered what VUX drinking would be like before reading it :)#I wanted to pair it with both physical copies hehe ♫ I'm happy I attempted it! And I have a better foundation to build on in the future!#I ended up using the scrap leftover from making such a small cover as the bookmark haha - and I picked the covers so they'd almost-match :)#They go together! But not quite! Just enough!#The sting of creation has worn off - it's actually been a while since I've made a quick book! - so the itch is starting to come back haha#Well - almost lol - the formatting is still........but I do want to do it! Especially now that I've got a hand-in-hand hobby to go with it#All that later ♪ For now snakes!#And also spiders I am also the same when spiders#I've been escorting a lot of spiders outside lately and pretty much all of them fall under the moniker of ''darling'' to me lol#Still no luck on finding a jumping spider :( But I also haven't got an enclosure set up yet either#There's this one booth that always has such adorable and pretty jumping spider enclosures ahhh I might have to break and get one someday#Same place where I got to hold the snake in fact! :D She was a love <3 Beautiful full-grown female cornsnake if memory serves#She was rather wiggly - she was tired and fussy and didn't feel like being handled by a stranger but she was so polite about it#A real delight to handle <3 And I got to see her babies! So cute and tiny!#The rest is more SCII fic stuff haha ♪ Rereading the Pirate fic was a lot of fun :) Intentionally avoiding Vargas fic(s) does make me a bit#Well I really like Vargas still lol it is candy to my brain so any gesture even remotely in that direction is very exciting haha#I'm perfectly happy with the rest for now tho! I have plenty of things to read and make! >:3c#Heck there's still a SCII fic I haven't read yet that I want to!! I just have to get all my previous SCII thoughts out of my head first haha#I will tho >:3c Always always ♪♫#SCII
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God is whatever we want him to be, I think
Cracks of thunder in a storm
The raindrops left on flowers
Or the petrichor in the air that follows
I found a jumping spider recently
They're the only type of spider I can handle
I let her crawl into my hand
She was never aggressive, just curious
Sometimes defensive
Raising her legs in a threat display if my other fingers moved too fast near her
And I can understand why
To see something so incomprehensibly large
Something that could kill you with an errant twitch
It must be frightening.
I was still nervous handling her
I'd been bitten before and wasn't eager to experience it again
But I let her crawl around
And I felt her little barbed paws grip onto my skin
There is a certain level of trust involved when handling animals
Trusting that they won't attack
It is impossible to tell them your intentions are good
The spiders can't know what we're thinking
So when we move too fast or twitch because their fur tickles
It's understandable that they feel threatened
After all, they can't understand what we are
They just continue crawling
But we could kill them so easily
I wonder if spiders believe in God?
#a poem about spiders#idk man i Just woke up i dreamt abkut spiders and felt inspired#im going back to bed#if you have a pet jumping spider send me pictures theyre so gd cute i love them#poetry
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my good people, hello. i might have icons.
#𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐲.「 out of character. 」#i will be sincere that i am not really sure of how i made the base of icons but i still like it. just i'm not super convinced.#still the art of matías bergara is so stunning that it alone makes the icons absolutely perfect#matías bergara is such a big inspiration for me. i have so much to learn from it. </3#anyway. hi hello. i'm hopefully back here too? i'm fixing one blog at the time and i'm so inspired for john it's absurd.#i will fix his carrd since i have to update it a LOT but in the meantime. hello. <3 you can also find me at crownhcart a lot!#dead cells has been holding the braincells lately and i'm liking jumping from muse to muse so you can definitely find me there.
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i really love kick scooters i've been using one to get around instead of walking whenever possible since i was like 10 and i'd like to say i'm fairly good at it but sometimes when i'm hurtling downhill at landscape blurring speeds it does occur to me that i'm gambling my life on 2 metal pipes and 2 wheels small enough to be tripped up by a pebble
#I've only fallen like 3 times i think which imo is pretty impressive with how often i use it. BUT one of#the times was coz i didnt notice a PEACH SEED on the sidewalk and the wheel couldn't get over it and i ate shit#it made me way more cautious about avoiding junk on the road like what the fuck man...#post inspired bc i was going downhill on a sidewalk and had to cross a road so i lifted the#front wheel as per usual when the terrain switches (so the wheel doesn't get caught and trip me) but#somehow i managed to shift my gravity just the right way that I glided across the road just on#the back wheel and the front only touched down once i reached the opposite sidewalk#now I'm sure this is smtg one could do on purpose and I'm also sure it looked cool as hell but DAMN. felt really weird#and im deathly afraid of tripping plus i dont have a trick scooter i always get the#ones w the slightly bigger wheels and wider deck coz i use them to get around not for tricks#i do take them to the skatepark dgmw but im not meant to. no wonder im on like the 4th one by now#it's still like lightweight enough for tricks it's the perfect balance of light enough to jump with but#big enough to be comfortable for long term shit so it's ideal... but like oh my god if this#tiny ass machine snaps im a smear on the pavement#not even machine it's powered by pure leg. device? wikipedia says human powered street vehicle. sure yeah that#barking
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hey uh sorry for disappearing yet again for a couple months. don't have much of an excuse, though things have been more stressful than usual, offline life having involved family and hospitals and stuff, but not gonna go into any details, things are better now either way so ye. my way of coping with things have been mostly to just play games (ffxiv mainly, leveling alts and other grinding can be a good distraction sometimes) and nothing else to keep my mind off things, so haven't been able to focus enough to do much of any art at all. I am hoping to get back into the swing of things, I am back on my meds that I skipped out on for like a year due to various reasons, but they seem to be helping again so yeah, fingers crossed that things will work out and such ha
#also any and all social interaction not offline has been nonexistent due to things and I'm sorry for general unresponsiveness#again hoping to get back to being ever so slightly less antisocial at least sometimes#now that things are mostly calm again hopefully things will get easier in general idk lol#also I did actually doodle yesterday for the first time in like two months#just a random doodle of my viera alt that recently got to shb#he's very special to me and is a very good edgy bunboi bean that's been getting a lot of playtime these past couple months#he's very much a comfort alt based on a certain uhhh vibe that's been so important to me lately so idk felt inspired for once ha#so maybe I'll post that later just to post something idk we'll see#but ye fingers crossed I can get back onto the art train again properly soon#bc really more bombeep is not gonna draw itself and I'll be damned if I'm not letting it die just yet even if everyone else has jumped ship#it's my comfort ship and I do whatever the fuck I want art wise so heck yeah more bombeep soon hopefully ha#but ye anyways laters and such#also unrelated but corpse released a new song recently you should go listen to it#it's very good makes me feel really nostalgic and I dunno why#but ye stream DISDAIN on spotify or yt or something or don't you do you ha#ok laters forreals this time mmbye
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I just watched an hour long video on the new genres that emerged in the 2010s and I had to do an aesthetic cleanse afterwards (??)
#being exposed to millennial chill wave and all the genres it inspired was cool for an hour#but when I wanted to get back into typical image and music consumption it felt off ?#like it wasn’t hitting idk#this is really stupid it was so weird#Nero’s day at Disneyland brought me back as always thank you mama#the soundscape was chill wave and the visual was me jumping around Delfina plaza for hours on Mario sunshine#because I was doing that before watching the video#okay no more tags thank you for reading this information is meaningless I just needed to type it out
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I cannot believe that I FORGOT about the scene in season 7 when Dean walked Charlie through flirting with a MALE security guard. They could’ve done that so many straighter ways. He could have just said “ask him if he goes to the gym” not “what, do you work out with all your free time? It shows, you look amazing.” sir WHAT
#bisexual Dean you will always be canon to me#thank you to my beloved spn mutuals who have been going insane lately & inspired me to jump back on my rewatch#supernatural#dean winchester#charlie bradbury
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