#Imissyou

[nothingworthnoting]

some nights i wonder how i dont collapse under

the thought of what once was

and what couldve been

other nights im sobbing inconsolably

wishing i could turn back time

wanting to be in your arms once more

longing to hear your sweet nothings

desiring to be seen by you

oh that stare of yours

ive always wondered why it made me so uneasy

only to realize you were never looking just into my eyes

but also staring into the depths of my soul

you could tell i was uncomfortable and would ask why

and i would brush it off

as if i could actually confess to you

that ive never felt so exposed

stripped naked of all of the masks i put on

to stare at me the way you did

was to unravel me

and hold the fibers of my very being into light

oh it hurts

but hurt me as you please

[pleasedontcareaboutme]

For today I decided to make some beautiful gifs of our smily demon lord. I truly think his smile is so radiant, and I really hope he continues to smile like this for eternity 🤍

This song inspired me to make this, I'm sure Sakurai loved Siouxsie's cover, because it sure reminds me of him 🤍

Dear Prudence let me see you smile

Dear Prudence like a little child

The clouds will be a daisy chain

So let me see you smile again

Dear Prudence won't you let me see you smile?

[trastorno-depresivo]

Nada esta bien.....

[ad-ramos]

Vas a encontrar a esa persona que te vea con ojos de amor, que se quede a tu lado a conversar cuando tengan problemas, que sepa todo de tí y aún así quiera estudiarte cada vez más, que decida estar a tu lado en las buenas y en las malas, que calme tus demonios y que te sostenga siempre y no sólo de la mano. Vas a encontrar ese amor!

[hektor-world]

I MISS YOU

[greyaugustuspoetry]

missing you

I wish I could run

Into the grip of your arms

Once over again

But that night was my last chance

Of ever seeing you

And those wonderful eyes

Ever again

But there’s a star in the sky

On this hopeless night

And I’d like to think it’s you

Watching over me

While my eyes fill with tears

I guess I can still feel your love

In places it wouldn’t normally be

- Grey Augustus

[xgeminixmoonx]

[janks-world]

and the butterflies and bees.

We can wander through the forest,

and do so as we pleeasseee.

[nothingworthnoting]

i want to talk to you

but im afraid of hurting you with each word i speak

i want to write about you

but i think im spending energy where it shouldnt be

im caught inbetween

the pain of keeping you close

and

the agony of letting you go

you complained how you didnt know what i wanted

however, i dont even know what i want either

in the past, atleast this pain came with your love

nowadays this pain is only accompanied by your indifference

and even though im the one who ended things

even though i feel the way i feel and know what i know

im just glad im not your problem anymore

im happy you can finally be your own person

and live your own life

i hope to never hurt you again

but i know that means never speaking to you again

and knowing that will forever burn an inextinguishable fire deep within my soul.

[coravanlincolnius]

Me: Hasnt seen my best friend in 2.5 weeks Me and @leogoth21: *vibe at midnight on whatsapp* My feelings: I MISS YOU SO MUCH AAAH HELP I CANT GO ON WITHOUT SEEING YOU.. Its so ridicilous how quick i can miss Leo. Like wtf after a week ill already be like missing him. AAAAH 2 weeks then i can see this adorable gayass again :D I love my bestie Leo <3

[trastorno-depresivo]

Nadie ...

[pixiegothic]

if you were ever a girl with me, you’ll always be with me.

even when i forget how to get to your house without Google Maps

or when I donate the shirt you last saw me in

or the phone number I have saved for you is no longer yours

or when i’ve cut off the hair you once braided.

thank you for shaping my girlhood, even when I’m not a girl anymore.

[cloudyriffs]

I still can't believe you're gone babygirl. It's some horrible nightmare I can't seem to wake from. 2 weeks ago today that stupid fucking fentanyl took you from me and everyone else who loved you.. I love you, and I miss you beyond words, but im angry at you. I begged u for months so whatever drug u want but stop with the fentanyl before I have to watch u overdose on video chat 3000 miles away and there's nothing I can do... Usually I enjoy being right as most do but this is the time I wish I was wrong..maybe I jinxed it, maybe one small tiny insignificant thing i could have said, or done would have changed your course. Maybe had I been nicer that day you wouldn't have been upset and resorted to using fent again....you remember? That time on the farm in Langley? We were on video chat..you got fent for the first time? Two tiny hits outta that bowl you overdosed and I watched you turn grey? All.i remember is bawling, begging u not to leave me ...and by some ...I dunno something , u woke up and u pulled thru it without narcan..I'm angry you took the risk again and now you're gone..I'm im so fucking angry but....I miss you and I love you far beyond any amount of anger..I will forgive you. I hope you're peaceful and happy whereever you are ...I know you prolly won't see this ....I'm sure the afterlife doesn't have Tumblr. I love you cori

@envymourn @luvbog @june--cancer

[greyaugustuspoetry]

You look like yourself

Oh brother of mine

Well at least you kind of do

You are far much taller

And speak a lot deeper

Your eyes have lost their sparkle

Do you even smile?

I miss my brother

You aren’t you

You might have the same face

But your soul isn’t the same

You scream and shout

Stomp all about

Hoping that someone sees

How badly you want to be

Happy.

-Grey Augustus

[xgeminixmoonx]

[jeremiethrough]

I'd say I'm in the midst of moving phase. Teardrops of sadness and joy were so usual for me nowadays- in my apartment, at work (which I usually have to learn on my own), eating, and having fun on my own. I'm in a phase where I go to the supermarket alone, eat alone, go to laundry alone, and buy everything I want by myself. Lonely yet flourishing.

Being an engineer in my field is a huge accomplishment for me. Most of the time, I need to be smart and knowledgeable, which is thrilling. More to the point where my co-engineers really have a kind of life where they go to the bar (which I refer to them as bar boys and bar girls cuz they were from i think an elite class). I’m having fun here tho and most of the time I’m going with them.

Again, i’m moving forward towards growth but I miss you.