#Im Wide Awake Its Morning

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[nyxtalksmusic]

He says, "Death will give us back to God Just like the setting sun Is returned to the lonesome ocean"

[papas-majadas]

[phoebecatesl0vr]

I have so many things i want to say about this pic.

[gomzdrawfr]

Need be knocked on the head hard me thinks

[reallyhardy]

cool 🥺😭 goodbye my nerdy teenhood. i love a weirdly wholesome ending....

[lonely-night]

first I saw ai art in the j7 fb group (which I left immediately the moment I saw no one thought that's a problem) now ai fic?????? what the fucking fuck don't fucking ruin my fandom with your ai bullshit I just found this fandom

DO NOT READ AI FIC

[real-life-cloud]

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[black-mambaaaa]

The best most wonderful experience I've had was actually pretty recently at a convention. My friends and myself were walking down a hall to get somewhere in the convention center, and we get stopped by this older lady. I assumed that she was just going to ask us for directions as so many people already had that day. But instead she surprised me in the best way. My friends and I were all dressed as Good Omens characters (three Crowleys and an Aziraphale.) And this older lady stopped us and asks for our pictures. We're not too shy with our cosplay so naturally we agreed. As time goes on and we help her figure out her phone and how to take the pictures and share them with us, I can't help but notice her Star Trek uniform dress she's wearing. And I just suddenly had this really deep emotional feeling. This lady standing before us was probably one of the creators of fandom, this lady who stood here and told us she loves Good Omens so much and she really hopes they get together in the third season because she just loves them so much and they make her happy. This lady who was very sweet in her star trek dress. This lady who quite possibly could've been involved with the original Spirk shippers. And I know that's a big assumption to make...but my point is. You don't often see older people involved in fandoms, at least not in the same areas as younger people. And I think that's ridiculous, because seeing someone older who was enjoying herself and still loving fandom just gave me the happiest feeling in the world. And if she's out there, I just want to say thank you to that lady (and anyone else who's older and still involved in fandom) for being an example that you can grow up and still love fandoms. Thank you for attending that convention and asking for our pictures because seeing you there just made me so indescribably happy and honestly fandoms wouldn't be where they are today if it weren't for the people who got the ball rolling. So again. Thank you!

[muirneach]

woke up at like 7:10 in the morning on a saturday this is some bullshit

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[h0ney8ee]

for the past few weeks i have not been able to sleep before 2am for the life of me and im not sure how to fix it

[oflgtfol]

ive been in a venom mood lately i keep telling myself maybe this is finally my sign to start reading comics again but then i just keep fucking falling asleep as soon as i get home

[tomorrowillbeyou]

okay so i started listening through fevers and mirrors. lifechanging shit

IT IS IT SOOOO IS

[flightpatterns]

bright eyes era im afraid

[jinwoosbabyboo]

The First Meet - Self-Aware!Zayne

You fell asleep to the sound of Zaynes rapid typing as usual. Don’t worry though he’ll see you in the morning. pt. 1 here

Self-Aware!Zayne who is so in love with you that he can tell you’re getting sleepy just by the way you’re breathing changes. “If you’re tired you can rest I'll be here” “I’m not asleep” “You will be soon I'll see you in the morning just get some rest” You smiled at the thought of actually waking up next to him “Can you imagine” a deep yawn escaped you “actually waking up next to me?” Self-Aware!Zayne who knew you’d already drifted off to sleep when he said “I won’t have to imagine soon” he finished out his paper work while listening to your soft snores which were like music to his ears

That night you dreamt of snow covered fields stretching far into the distance. You looked down to see yourself in just the t-shirt you went to bed in “Am I lucid dreaming?” suddenly the wind picked up and snow began to whip past your face burning your cheeks and bare legs with the stinging cold as it went by. “It's …. so … cold” you thought to yourself as you looked around trying to see anything in the distance. If you’re dreaming why did this feel so real?

Just then you saw it, a small house off in the distance. You had no choice you were going to freeze to death if you stayed out here any longer. You started running towards the house, but no matter how many steps you took it was as if you weren’t moving from the spot you were standing in.

Your feet were swept from underneath you as you fell face first into the icy snow. You tried to stand, but the snow seemed to hold onto you. You yanked at the phantom hands holding you down. Panic soon set in as your fighting attempts were seemingly in vain “HELP! PLEASE! ANYONE!” the snow muffled your final scream as your entire body was covered in heaps of snow.

You awoke with a sharp gasp and your heart trying to beat its way out of your chest. Once your heart rate finally went back to normal you looked around and noticed this …… wasn’t your room. You’re so disoriented after that dream that you really hope this isn’t one of those dreams where you woke up in another dream. “Fuck where’s my phone?”

“It’s back in your world” You froze mid search as fear set-in at the mere fact you weren’t alone. You slowly turned your head in the direction of the very familiar voice. It was him. Zayne stood in the doorway holding a mug in his hand. You stared at him wide eyed and confused “Im dreaming I have to be dreaming” You slapped the absolute shit out of yourself and fell back on the bed screaming in pain and you realized you were in fact awake.

“Are you okay?” Zayne rushed to you grabbing your face to inspect your self-inflicted wound “Why on earth would you do that?”

“HOW ARE YOU HERE!?” You screamed in his face. Oh hell you’re starting to hyperventilate “This isn’t real this isn't real I was….in my room how could I…..” Your voice trailed off as you passed out in Zayne’s arms. He stared down at you with a smile on his face. “I told you I would see you in the morning” He pressed a soft kiss to your forehead and held you until you woke up.

Hours later….

Once Zayne got you to calm down enough to sit and have a conversation he explained how you are indeed in his world now.

Y/N: So you mean to tell me by you speaking to me we made all of this real?!

You waved your hand around to emphasize the fact that you are currently sitting in the living room of a fucking game. Everything looks so real it almost felt like you really were in another world and not just a developed game.

Zayne: I'm not sure exactly how it works but yes together we both made my world as real as yours Y/N: I can’t stay here forever Zayne I have a life back in my world my friends and family will be worried sick Zayne: You can come and go here whenever you please Y/N: How exactly am I supposed to do that? Zayne: With my evol … I can transport you to and from your world that’s how I got you here Y/N: In that frozen deserted waste-land!? I thought I died! Zayne: Im sorry my love but that’s the only way it works until we can figure out something else

You froze at hearing him call you his love. Your heart was racing just from those two simple words. You tried to speak, but no words were coming out. Zayne seemed to notice that he had you speechless and he took this moment to pull you closer and hook a finger under your chin. “Don’t hate me I’ve been waiting so long to do this” He pressed the softest lingering kiss on your lips and you couldn’t help the way you melted into him. “You feel so real” You whispered against his lips.

“I am real” You stared deep into those endless green eyes. You dreamed of looking into these eyes and here you were. You caressed his cheek then gently pushed him back by his chest. You needed some kind of distance so you could process what was going on. "We're not done talking"

"I figured you would have more questions" He said as he draped an arm over the couch behind you. "Ask me anything"