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Good Omens x Lana Del Ray "Say Yes to Heaven"
#If you hear sobbing thats just me#good omens#neil gaiman#david tennant#michael sheen#goodomensedit#good omens season 2#goedit#go2#go2 spoilers#good omens spoilers#aziraphale#crowley
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What do you really want? And just say it, so i can fight for it.
check out my commissions :D
#'i wanna keep adventuring with you guys gill. thats all i want right now'#my post#my art#jrwi riptide#just roll with it show#fanart#jay ferin#gillion tidestrider#jrwi navyseal#SAVE ME NAVY SEAL. NAVY SEAL. NAVY SEAL SAVE ME#THEEEEEEEEEE DUO OF ALL TIME. LOSING MY MIND CRYING AND EXPLODING ABOUT THEM#'thats what i was really hoping to hear. now can we get the fuck out of here?'#SOBS.
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entire time I read about Odysseus' character I just imagine pirate!Aventurine doing his cunning, manipulative things. and his unwavering, steady loyalty to his wife. bro.... I love that guy.
#sob emoji. SOB EMOJI I TELL YOU#yeah i just finished the song of Achilles which was collecting dust on my shelf for a year now. was good#loved Achilles and Pat from hadesgame enough but what this book REALLY did was#endear me to Odysseus#might order Circe now just bc of him but i need to know if it features him a lot#or just order any other Odysseus-centric story#I JUST LOVE THAT GUY#also one of my twt friends gave me the cutest hc scenario abt pirate!Aven x siren!Sunday#'Reminds me a bit of the Odyssey#where Odysseus put wax on the ear of his men to avoid the siren's song#but he wanted to hear it so he had his men tie him up so he could hear them sing. Having his men tie him faster and tighter the more he beg#my friend is so smart#that is also Aven with siren!Sunday fr#but also Aven choosing the quiet Sunday when Robin/Helen aka 'the most beautiful woman in the world' is right there. devising the pact just#to have him#and being endlessly devoted for 20 years#THATS ALSO HIM!! it fits. it fits a lot!!#hehe#aishi.txt#avenday#my avenday ramblings........... that of a madman.
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THIS IS HUMANITIES 11TH HOUR I THINK KIAN WAS RIGHT. THERE WAS SO MUCH HE COULD HAVE DONE BETTER BUT HE DID IT FOR GREAT REASON. THEIR RELATIONSHIP MAKES ME SO EMOTIONAL. EVEN THE ECHO OF SOMEONE IS IN LOVE WITH YOU, AND THE ECHO OF YOU LOVES THEM TOO. they COPIED A HUMAN DOWN TO THEIR BASIC CIRCUTRY AS A SURVIVAL INSTINCT AND THE VERY WIRES STILL LOVE YOU. ITS THE ATMOSPHERE. ITS THE DISCORDANT AND SAD YET YEARNING CORDS IN THE AIR AS THE SKY REDDENS. ITS A WISH FOR SOMETHING MORE, PRESSING AGAINST INEVITABLE GLASS, CLEARLY NO HOPE OF CONTINUING OR BLOSSOMING. A PAINTING OF A MEMORY THEY WANT TO BE MAKING WITH NO CONCLUSION.
#cw gore#cw blood#jrwi blood in the bayou#jrwi bitb spoilers#jrwi bitb#jrwi fanart#AAUAUGHGHUHHGHH SO IM RELISTENING TO THE THIRD EPISODE RIGHT. THATS WHAT THIS PAGE WAS DRAWN FROM.#AND IM AT THE PART WHERE. YKNOW. THEYRE ON THE SEXY MOTORCYCLE AND GOING TO THE TREE. THEY LOVE EACHOTHER SO MUCH. FUCK YOUUUU IM WEEPING#ALSO I MIGHT ASWELL SAY HERE. i remember listenign to the first episode at midnight. i was heading to sleep bc i had work in the morning#and i remember hearing rolan n im like awww hes such a babyyyy lil baby giiirrrl#and then i saw his official art the next day n i was like. no WAY thats rolan he looks way too cool and chill in that.#AND THEN. and tTHEEHHEHEEENNN HE GOES AND DOES. WELL. YKNOW. N IM LIKE DAAAAAMAMNNN HELLO SIR!!!! FUCK IT UP MAN!!!! YEAHAHAHA I LOVE HIM!!#OHHH and yknow what lemme say some shit about RAND!!!!!!!! 'i love you man' 'i promise i love you man' HE CARES ABOUT HIS FRIENDS SO FUCKIN#AAUUUHHHH RAAAANNNDDDD HE WAS SO READY TO DIE. HE WAS PLANING TO DIE. UGH.#ALSO I STILL LISTENING N I JUST GOT TO THE PART WITH KIANS SONG TO BECKY. SOBBING SOBBING WEEPING IM SO EMOTIONAL ABT THEM#RUN AWAAAYYYY OOUHHOOOOO JUST TAKE MY HAND AND RUNN AWAAYYYYY EHEEEM HEEM WILL BOY YOU SHOULD BE RUNNING!!! U SHOULD BE RUNNING!!!!#HEY hey cmere. cmere n listen. im workin ona lil music video. right. been chippin away at it for the last few months#its supposed to go along with tha song 'am i in heaven' by king gizzard n the lizard wizard#go find it. go listen to it. see my vision.#HEY HEY IF U REBLOG THIS. RAMBLE ABOUT BITB N SHIT IN THE TAGS PLEASE I NDEED TO HEAR OTHER THOUGHTS. GIVE ME UR BRAIN#ALSO JUST GOT TO THE KISS SCENE BTW. ITS SOO FUNNY TO HEAR BEBO FREAKING OUT LIKE NOOOOO NNOONONO N MAKING SOUNDS. HES RIGHT#'do you want me to take anything off?' DSHUT UUPP BECKY I LOVE YOU. WHATEVER.#OKAY okay im nirmal now (lying) imm gonna go cry. alot. hope u do too. pls enjoy myart
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You know when you can just assume that someone's cute despite having never met them? Okay maybe not but I think that's about you
hello ?? this is so sweet ?? why would you send this ?? how am i supposed to move on with my life after this ??
i think i kind of get where you're coming from, or maybe not, but its so awfully sweet of you to say that, especially about me of all people ;-; thank you, like i truly don't know what to think of this, it's going to consume my every waking moment i fear.
#if you hear someone screaming and wailing#thats me violently sobbing#just look away#just ignore it#mala's asks#thanks anon :]
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My reawakened obsession with dinosaurs would like to go to the dino park - they are all closed with no exact reopening time :(
#you hear that?#yeah#thats me sobbing in the corner#the obsession was never really gone#just hibernating#jurassic world#jwcc#jurassic park#dinosaurs
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putting To Be an Undertaker on blast by looping the episode end bit for 1 hour manually
#i know theres an official cleaner cover but nothing matches the episode song#you can hear his nervous wreck improvised cords in the singing and playing and that makes it even nicer to listen to somehow#when he goes 'TIIMMEEE' and the mandolin speeds up?? art#not equipped for rambling#rudyard funn#wooden overcoats#oh and how can i forgot georgie showing absolute indignation at rudyard being laughed at and starting an entire brawl#i love her#its so abundantly clear he put it together in 2 minutes with just as many hours of sleep and i love him dearly for it#THE 'im surrounndeedd by corpses' is actually kinda melodic and serene sounding im lowkey obssessed#the way my face lit up when i realised he was going to SING#this podcast is incredible at making me beam and giggle like an idiot#THAT BIT WHERE GEORGIE PULLED THEM OUT OF THE SWAMP?? OUAHAUGGGG#rudyard is such a soggy guy i love him#this podcast enamoured me so. quickly.#ive binged 2 seasons in the span of 3 days#ALSO RUDYARD FAFFING WITH THE CORDS BEFORE HE STARTS SINGING AHRBEHTJSHTNS#the song is so oddly fitting for the whole podcast too? like i just know ill hear it in years time and be filled with a fond aching nostalgi#IM GETTING EMOTIONS HERE#the silence as he sings kinda serenely for a bit does it for me#it feels like an ending theme for the podcast#sobs so loudly#idc if it was just a comedic bit it was both funny and so so endearing i love this podcast#ALSO THE FACT THAT THATS PLAN B
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okay i. didnt expect you are so not invited to my bat mitzvah to actually make me cry real tears. ???? the adam sandler teen comedy movie??? was good???? and genuinely funny??? and made me so emotional?????
idk maybe im surprised bc the last time i watched an adam sandler movie was in like 2012 and i never rly liked any of them. and with this one Some of the humor and over-the-topness was a toned down version of the same type of not rly my thing... but i liked and felt for the characters and the overall tone was so. charming?
i feel like if i was a teen i'd've haaated this movie bc of how it portrays teens. like i assumed the 'ha ha look at the silly slang and behaviors of Kids These Days amiright' would start to annoy me v quickly at the start of the movie... and i do think there were a FEW moments of it being like that. but overall i was so surprised that it just felt very loving, more like lighthearted teasing. i'm sure it'll grate on actual teens anyways (and fair enough) but as an adult the more remarkable thing was rly the palpable empathy.
'look i dont understand all of this and think a lot of it is silly or even worrying and i will make fun of it a little bit, but i can see you're struggling and i care and feel for you regardless.' like. im not even a parent but that was the vibe of the whole movie and it was. genuinely rly touching. and i did not EXPECT THAT
#you are so not invited to my bat mitzvah#i just. did not expect this movie to be what it is or for this type of story to make me FEEL THINGS#it looks like a movie id roll my eyes at bc of the schmaltzy teen drama romcom-ish tropes but??#it just felt earnest and that made it work for me#the no spoilers big thing at the end...#listen i dont normally cry during movies and when i do its like a singular tear. So When I Tell You I Was Sobbing#also sarah shermans character and entire wardrobe was a delight. bless.#N ALSO. im not jewish but currently trying to learn more abt it so idk how to put this but. i just rly liked? the jewishness of it all? :D#the setting just being like everyone here is jewish just roll w it but we do have one (1) model minority token christian kid was so funny#the fight between stacy and her dad sdkjfhfkjgdf#THATS WHY WE FOUGHT THE NAZIS?1 SO YOU COULD HAVE A MOJITO BAR?!!#pls i was on the floor#but also the only religion im personally familiar with is christianity and im so like. intrigued by how different the approach feels to me#idk why but i never feel particularly comfortable hearing christians talk about god and religious concepts#and to my surprise i dont have that at all hearing jewish ppl talk abt it?#like to bring it back to this movie. there was obv a LOT of talking abt that but instead of alienating me it feels more like#oh wow i can listen and engage with those topics without clenching my whole body for once?#and even discover that i LIKE a lot of the concepts and approaches#maybe its the absence of personal baggage? but also i just think its neat dot meme im INTERESTED i wanna know more#much to think about much to learn u__u anyway go watch it its on netflix
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one of the things I've been taking time to do to bring joy into my life is to purposefully make time for stillness. choosing to savor moments like rolling honey on my tongue, tucking the most mundane moments to the most vivid ones deep into the corners of my brain as if they are tiny, bright and shining gems. i think it's beautiful how much more ive come to enjoy life and the things n people around me.
#it is regrettable that i did not savour life and its presence as much earlier#but holy shit its so nice to live presently#even when im sobbing enraged just wildly spun out#the knowingness that i have the ability to experience this#that it is something gifted to me#changes it all doesnt it?#loving dora hours#rambling#theres a hawk that visits my trees sometimes#and they often travel alone#but i once saw a pair of them#n thats just it isnt it#life is placing meaning and imoortance behind the mundane#finding divine in the turbulence and the ordinary#i.... wish i could share it with you#but m not quite sure you'd get it#maybe youd understand when i comoared it to your laugh. or the way your face rises when you smile.#maybe youd hear it in the rise n fall of your chest. or maybe youd see it when you see me again.#one can only hope that you experience life like this eventually#i miss you. i wish i could share this as well.#dora rambles
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Are we mentally stable or are we thinking about Tankhun thinking about Kim while listening to All I Need To Hear...
#honestly if i think about these fucking siblings too hard I will sob so hard I pass out.#wizard council of mutuals homework assignment 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲#crazy how this can be a pretty good Kim to Chay song but its just utterly fucking devastating as Khun to Kim 🥲 hello?!?!#I'm begging everyone to look up the lyrics of this one I am........... ubset#''it all means nothing my dear... if i cant be holding you near... so tell me you love me... cause thats all that I need to hear''#''reply to my message. and pick up my calls. you see i wrote you a letter. it was no use at all.''#''no i dont care if youre insincere. just tell me what I want to hear. you know where to find me. the place where we lived all these years'#bröther I am voluntarily passing away oh. no. oh no oh no.#every single day I am haunted by the spectre of fractured sibling relationships
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Hr DOES cry he just doesn't SHOW IT AND ILL FIGHT YOU ON THAT I HAVE SO MANY HCS
sometimes my Beloved Mutuals will rb a post about a certain character archetype and i will have to physically restrain myself from saying “yeah you would say that wouldn’t you”
#/silly#bro just sounds like cwilbur hearing tommy say brother “doesn't say that im gonna cry”#you are just twins duo#thats your core holy shiy#< PREV YOU'RE GONNA MAKE ME SOB#YEAH DONT SAY THAT CAO ILL CRY#olis faves#mutuals my beloveds#sillytick
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#GRRR >:( searching for utapri content makes me so grrrr !! but also thoroughly impressed#because people will post shit with the song title and group name ex quartet night you're my life#and ill hear it. and ill be like huh? what happened to the VA it sounds kinda diff? why does camus sound like hes struggling..#like ranmarus voice is rougher whats up with that? the mix is also a little- AND THEN I'LL HEAR IT. YOU MOTHERFUCKERS ARE GOOD AT THE VOICE#BUT I CAN RECOGNIZE MY BOYS. THIS IS A FUCKIGN COVER GROUP >:((#i can pick out quartet night cover groups from the real deal ANYDAY. but i wasnt ready so you definitely had me convinced but confused sobs#for starish.. well usually one member gives it away. this camus is fucking good tho ngl. all of them are but- OH THEY ALWAYS DO EXTRA ADLIB#THAT TOO. cover groups r so creative.. oh the mix is so much better when its the official ALSKDJ sORRY IT PLAYED RIGHT AFTER#DUDE AOI SHOTA'S VOICE <3 ID NEVER MIX HIM UP WITH ANYONE !!!! just like ill never EVER GET OTOYA MIXED UP WITH SOMEONE COVERING HIM. NEVER#anyway the point is. its hard enough to find any fucking utapri song when ur not in japan or have a vpn or smn.#and THEN WHEN YOU DO FIND THE SONG ITS A FUCKING COVER GROUP THAT GOT UNCREDITED BC OP THINKS ITS THE OFFICIAL ONE.. NO!#to the cover groups credit tho. theyre always fucking amazing tbh and if i didnt spend multiple years of my life fixating on these voices#then u mightve fooled me. but i did! so u wont fool me :'))#feelsbad tho bc the cover groups/singers get uncredited and the internet just goes on believing that it's the official release.#44597#anyway thats my rant bc i tried to listen to a song i hadnt heard in a while and had to wonder if the singers always sounded so awk.not neg
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mmm never realized it all happened in the same room :( for whatever reason, I just assumed Abby and them moved Joel down to a different room after hitting him the first time. you mean to tell me that Ellie walked in there, saw what was happening to Joel, and also saw what happened to Tommy?? all at the same time???
#i am not okay#this rewatch is taking me out#now we are gonna delay the inevitable cause FUCK#also didnt realize that was the basment?#i think since its attached to the garage i never put that together#it shall still be the basement but i didnt realize it technically isnt#i think part of thats because you enter the room from two different sides#so as joel its just a room#but as ellie it does feel like a basement#okay now bye bye#if you hear sobbing its gonna be me#rambling menace#ouchie revelation#tlou2 spoilers
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My favorite thing about Simon Riley (at least how he is in my head ya know) is that he's either on top of it like he knows you better than anyone else-
It was just a regular Friday night, you had been out with some friends and probably drank a bit too much for anyone's comfort, so with a sigh of defeat you called your boyfriend (who you had pinkie promised you wouldn't need to call, because you are a mature, well adjusted, adult) It was late but not very so the phone only rang once before he picked up.
"Good evenin princess."
"Si?" your voice was a bit rasped and the lingering sob in the back of your throat didn't help your case, a cryer is what your friends called your more drunken state, "I...Lil too much."
A pause and you hear the jingle of his keys, "Ten minutes. Stay on the phone with me, yeah?"
"Mkay, is' cold outside."
"Why are you outside, baby?"
"Ji-Jill got an uber- said-said I couldn't come. an-and the bar sai-said I can't go back inside...they were so mean."
"Fuckin Jillian-" You hear him mutter and then his voice goes back to its regular level, "Baby I want you to go back to the bar and tell them that I'm gonna be there to pick you up in a minute, is's snowin out here."
A short pause, "And I know the guy at the door scares you but I need you to be my strong girl and go back inside, yeah?"
Or its just, he's oblivious until the very end-
You were currently running a hundred-and-two fever, your muscles ached and everything in you screamed at you to sit down and take a nap. However, your boyfriend just got back from deployment and you were determined to make sure everything was perfect for him. And, thus far, it was- you put on some makeup to make yourself look alive and you just resigned to not speaking a lot, or eating. He didn't seem to notice, about forty hours back into being home and everything was perfect! Aside from the lingering feeling you may just drop dead at any moment.
So at that moment, you sat on the sofa with him, his arm wrapped around your shoulders, your hot skin covered by your hoodie and the hood of it pulled over to hide your face as you had aptly nuzzled into his side. You felt like death.
Yet in Simon's mind he thought you were just being a blushing school girl, excited about his return and a bit flustered by it. Until he dipped his head down to press a kiss against your forehead.
"The fuck?" He muttered as he moved his hand to your forehead and tugged down the hood to look at you, "Why're so hot?"
You gulp down and shrug your shoulders, "Jus little sick. 'M okay."
"Girly- your skin is burnin up." "Okay?" "How...have you bee' sick this 'tire time?"
"Really feel fine-"
"Lair."
A pause and you look down, "Only little bit."
(annnyway thats it <333 comments and all that jazz make my day)
#simon ghost riley#simon riley fanfic#simon riley x you#simon ghost riley x reader#ghost x you#simon riley x reader#cod x you#simon riley imagine#simon ghost x reader#cod fluff#ghost mw2#ghost band#ghost headcanons#ghost x reader#x fem!reader#x female reader#x female y/n#coco's chaos <3
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parents don't scream, sob, punch the table, rupture my eardrums challenge
#bruh i had to sit through 2 hours of my parents going apeshit at me#my head and ears hurties#my mum was fully convinced i skipped a day of school (i didn't) and screamed my ear off for half an hour#until she realised i was telling the truth#not even an apology smh😔 <- feeling extremely violent#i don't get paid enough for this shit#like damn girl! you're gonna split the table in half if you keep punching it any harder!#all and sundry will hear your banshee cries#and my loser deadbeat dad accusing me of slacking off with schoolwork like my brother in christ thats the pot calling the kettle black#they're both such fucking assholes good god#but anyway we stay silly <- is wishing for death#the only satisfaction i have is that my mum broke first and started crying before me#she looks fucking insane when she cries just big heaving sobs and strangled speech but still accuses me of being mentally ill#girlypop i don't think i'm the only one with issues here#god i'm tired
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Had a nightmare last night that many different large scary animals were trying to break into the house I lived in in New Hampshire and I kept running around and locking doors and screaming and crying and begging for my family to help me and they were just sitting and laughing or sleeping or living their lives and I was watching huge black bears pound on glass sliding doors and fog them up with their breath as they drool over the idea of demolishing my family and there were like big mountain lions finding small holes to crawl through trying to get in and I’m sobbing and bleeding and kicking them and trying to get my family to do something and they don’t even notice and act like I’m crazy
#hahahaha that’s totally unrelated to me having a panic attack and calling out of work only for my mother to tell me that she’s disappointed#in me and I should’ve just sucked it up and gone to work#my life is honestly me vs my mental health vs my mother#like if she could just. no. I’m the one with the problem. I stopped taking my meds. that’s on me. she shouldn’t get mad at me for the way I#deal with my own brain especially cause the first half of June went so well for me. but whatever. she’s allowed to be upset when her child#isn’t taking care of themselves. that’s fair. however. FUCK OFFFFFFFFFF#I DONT WANT NIGHTMARES WHERE IM DYING AND THEN I WAKE UP AND STILL FEEL LIKE IM ABOUT TO DIE#LIKE GIRL BE THE LITTLEST BIT SUPPORTIVE OF ME INSTEAD OF SAYING YOURE MAD AT ME BC I HAD A PANIC ATTACK SO BAD I COULDNT HANDLE A FIVE HOUR#SHIFT AT WORK LIKE JUST TELL ME IVE COME SO FAR FROM WHERE I WAS LAST YEAR (bad panic attacks every day) AND THAT I JUST NEED TO BREATHE AND#ILL GET THROUGH IT AND ITLL BE OKAY AND YOU CAN GO TO WORK AND EXPLAIN NEXT SHIFT AND APOLOGIZE AND ITLL BE FINE#INSTEAD OF SAYING TO YOUR KID ‘are you TRYING to get fired so you don’t have to go to work anymore?’ WHILE IM SOBBING WITH MY HEAD IN A#TRASHCAN DRY HEAVING LIKE YEAH MOM THATS JUST WHAT I WANT TO HEAR YOU THINK IM NOT FREAKING OUT ENOUGH ON MY OWN WHAT DO YOU THINK SENT ME#INTO THIS PANIC ATTACK LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP#sorry. having a moment.#I just keep getting really vivid flashbacks to my dream and it’s like I was trying to protect my dad bc in my dream he was still alive and#then I woke up and felt so powerless to everything and remembered my mom still being mad at me which I’m sure is going to continue and I’ll#be guilt tripped for the rest of the weekend at least#and she’s going to be on my ass about going back to therapy when therapy has nothing to do with this#rage rage rage rage fear fear fear fear fear that’s all I seem to know anymore
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