#If the shoe fits just where it figure out where you went wrong and become self aware
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For colored girls: think piece for educational purposes; opinions welcome tho
So i was thinking on how, 90 percent of black female exo stans going from normal kai fans to hardcore fujoshi's to distance themselves from the kmusic nd black women movement is kinda sad, like just b ur self people will think what they want to think regardless its sad the lack of creativity these spaces had because so many fell into group think and feared being x'od out(no pun intended) from a fandom. it'll never be that serious. I'd like an actual study done on why most people get into hard-core shipping particularly females and particularly neurodivergent ethnic women, is it simply cause of naturally being in love with a couple(which is just voyeurism and still implies projecting yourself on one part of the relationship 4 real just look it up some twilight article from 2007 written by a white dude might pop up tho) or is it to distance oneself from the prison of the body avoid the harsh realities of gender inequality. Boys don't have to deal with periods, hormonal imbalances and physical vulnerability or at least as not as much as women typically do (if anyone disagrees pls go read any book on femicide in 1st or 3rd world countries its eye opening). But going back to what i was saying it kinda shocked me when i realized unlike other races there was more of an imbalance in the hetero-crushing fangirl and the vocal Fujoshi side of the fandom when it came to black women. Surely racism and simply wanting to be liked and possibly even avoid racist backlash by being apart of something that basically excludes all discussion of an idols toxic, s*xist, hetero er*tic behavior or really any conversation that a ethnic person w a brain would eventually call out. Wearing the fujoshi badge of honor would come with a certain code of conduct not mentioning too much outside of what would make the average shipper uncomfortable. Even if a shipper were to post a social climate topic talking of or reposting a thinkpiece this is basic liberal internet code of conduct being a shipper primarily a yaoi one of course that is acceptable. But anything digging to deeply in the behavior of pathology of a person or even(gasp) possible odd problematic things concerning the very ship you all congregate over that would be to much and you should be swiftly blocked lest anyone end up thinking to hard. I think many people have thought quite long and hard about it seeing the trend of intense idol worship, shippings, then completely deactivating of accounts leaving many pockets of the internet old kpop ghostowns. Because still to this day I wonder if for no other reason than just nobody talks about it, how interesting some of the most beloved exo ships including jongin like kaisoo could have long histories of simple unhealthy or toxic behavior towards one another and it either be swept under the rug, mass deleted( super common), or my fav have a black nd white filter put over it or have it slowed down.
For that reason i believe exo ships must be the korean kpop yaoi equivalent of justinxselena/ justinxhailey because of the pure blockheadedness of the shippers only caring about crafting the narrative. In exols so wrapped up in identifying with a homoerotic ship that common sense and decency leave the window. I won't touch on the dehumanization, overs*xualization ( thats a whole literal book i could write because they were kids who got groomed to be appealing to women and men alike and have unrealistic anime like bonds with their group members, and fellow trainee's) regardless on if you think they are together or not hell literally who knows but ignoring the system itself is messes up and not wanting to kill the l*st you have for your ship long enough to see it..its too much. These companies are not right they are truly a flashy version of slavery no part of it is cute including the ships companies sit down and pair up. Again there are still shippers of couples that are dead and divorced, many couples are secret no on can say for sure what is and isn't true but what is true above is that children desperate to make themselves and their families proud are taught to be s*x symbols before they are done with puberty. The same puberty as many of their fans were going through as they first laid eyes on them. I'll never forget in the one direction documentary they brought in a neurologist to describe how the fan's brains as mostly preteen or teenage girls were extremely affected almost to the point of hysteria. I just can never back down on the boy/girl bands craze being distinctly built for young girls. It is. It is real life barbie and ken. The way they view the teen girl market is predatory, evil and ends in destruction of young minds.
The fact that johnny kitagawa was exposed yet people still revere him and his work like he did something tells me so much about the world and era we are in. I truly believe people have/will have the same sentiments towards lee sooman. But look what he did for kpop...what did motown do for black music? Sold it to the literal devil. People as a commodity is slavery. People's relationships, their affection, how they express love, their intimacy being wrapped up in a bow for you is slavery..comfortable slavery but still slavery none the less. They are designer slaves, ultra house slaves. I need more realistic conversations about the nature of this particular pocket of capitalism. Without the sob story attached about how its a..or rather a particular idol or a paticular relationship is your salvation..no its not. hollywood married couples with kids break up. The self identifying * delulu fantasy* im a real life manic pixie dream girl this idol is my emotional support...yes emotional support idol I've heare this so many times before. But people always mis speak, what you mean is that idol is your virtual emotional support dog.
Because what else could you call feeling entitled to wanting to control someone's viewpoint, disliking how masculine or feminine someone is on a particularly day ( the domkai subkai or alpha omega debate with him sends me each side completely ignoring all humans have a balance of maculine and feminine energies. Denying someone polarity as a human being is something else.) and how that disrupts your view of who you feel they should be, showing praise when they are a good boy and feeling okay to drag them when they did what you consider bad, feeling that person is less than human, nothing more than a virtual pet.
I am interested to see how people react when sm no longer has control and the freedom on their personal image.
when the malewife member gets an actual wife and has children and is conservative then what..thats not far fetched that is just realistic.
When reality sets in will the kpop fandom still like them, everyone says yes a if exo hasn't been under contract since their brains werent fully formed and sm controlled their image even if you think they didnt.
I has to get offline when chen's wedding was happening and people were using behind the scenes footage of members next to one another at a most likely an assigned seat wedding. You think a married man is gonna put his band members spread out next to family...wild nothing was learned. But the shippers laugh at the stan shippers who don't want him married
the exo is family fans is no different than the they shouldnt date fans you are implying they would put a group over their own wellbeing or even their children now thats where you're buggin. The people who retort we pay their bills we made them..nope wrong gain technically you didnt, their sponsors, managers, ceo, makeup artist all who they know better than any fan helped make more so than any fan. Fans are customers, one person stop going to a restaurant or store, ten more people see a commercial or celeb endorse it and go in droves
one customer stop shopping at a luxury grocery store because its too expensive or the store changed too much
doesnt matter to the store because its not a store just like an idol they have a team upkeeping it and keeping it running and evolving, getting or rather paying or giving incentives to wealthy or influential people to keep their product or corporate entity running and successful.
People back then were shocked when liam started revealing things about the group the fans had no ideal about. These are people, who are mostly contoured into whatever the richest person in charge thinks they should be how on earth could you know anything beyond your own nose watching video content made by the same people who created the celebrity avatar they occasionally embody.
Im still learning new stuff about the entertainment industry nothing is ever certain Media is an illusion even whats behind the curtain seriously, a lot of what people think is fanservice is...but not for regular fans its for super duper rich people the same ones who keep the companies and comebacks going. But anyway most of this is known subconsciously anyway. Gifts aren't allowed but somehow certain fans can gift items worth more than the rent at an idols dorm, these special fans aren't bratty rich girls but again its a lovely story pushes to further demonize women making women the ultimate villains when at the end of the day women are getting financially, spirituatually, creatively and physically drained by men whether in the physical or metaphysical by the characters in kwangya.
Theres so much more to say but eh i only said a few problematic things
oh and because I sped past it and i don't wanna come back to this and clarify, people be speed reading i know sometimes I'm people. What i meant concerning the kai shipping sitch is that every yaoi ship he is in there was a time said other half of the ship went there with either his features ( which is featurism and worse than colorism every idol skin whitens but i noticed people consistently saying or alluding to his looks being other which if you didn't know in far east asia featurism would be pointing out someone not having the typical far east asian features and having more austrailoid/negroid features. I never noticed this til I went back after my brain developed. This would be why all those years ago taemin said he looked like he was from south america which was a bit more accurate than kai saying he thought taemin was usher. There are other instances between these two but im just putting an example. Exo certainly had there fun but on the tail end of exo's career you will only see kai himself making fun of his skintone. You can feel however you want but I just find it interesting the same standards the public has with heterosexual relationships even fictional shipping fandom just doesn't exist when concerning yaoi. But again I feel thats for obvious reasons. The shipverse which mainly includes the highlight reels heated onstage moments or fluffy ones.
Anyway whatever i can tier rank ships another day. All the ones I have seen that may have actually had something going on.... nobody cares, which means it's mostly just group think. Its the tribe aspect. Notice there's no one shipping oxygen and hydrogen its a true bond definitely real but there's no fanclub/cult
#sm entertainment#exo#shipping#If the shoe fits just where it figure out where you went wrong and become self aware#I never shipped but i rocked with it i lowkey supported it nobodys perfect#As hannah once said#kim jongin#kaisoo#chankai#taekai
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âMY DEAREST FRIEND AND ENEMY. (2/5)
pairing: ona batlle x fem!reader
synopsis: you and ona become much closer, but in the wrong way; an offer on the horizon threatens to tear you apart.
word count: 3.7k
warnings: description of collision in football
PART I, PART III, PART IV, PART V
Sports Illustrated: USWNT International Y/N Y/L/N Scores in First Game Back From Injury âY/N Y/L/N will not stop scoring. The Man City star returns to action with a stunning header in a home game against Everton since picking up an injury this summer in the CONCACAF final against Canada. Though the U.S. emerged victorious thanks to Alex Morganâs penalty kick, Y/L/N was forced off in the 68th minute with a torn hamstring. She was expected to be sidelined for 3 months. [âŚ]â
You skimmed through the article, waiting for your coffee to brew. It has been an arduous few months as you focused on rehabilitation. You were supposed to be match-fit at the start of the season, but the physios determined you needed at least a few more weeks before you could play. Your thigh still felt a bit tight every time you stretched them. Nonetheless, you were back to playing, that was all that mattered.
It was early November, and the winds were picking up in Manchester, and yet you were warm.
âMorning,â you said, smiling at the figure waddling into the living room.
Bratwurst was wagging his tail by her side, no doubt looking for more food as if you hadnât fed him half an hour ago.
âGood morning,â Ona said, rubbing her eyes.
âCoffee?â You nodded towards the machine.
âNo, I have to get to training. Thanks, though.â
âIn my shirt?â You smirked at looked down at her top. Sure enough, it was the old T-shirt you lent her after you were done last night.
âHah hah.â She mocked you, but then took off the shirt, leaving her top half completely bare, and threw it at your face. âObviously not.â
You let your eyes travel freely, as she went back into your room and returned wearing the clothes she came in last night.
âLooks like youâre back to being your insufferable self.â She walked to where you sat, putting on her necklace. âCanât even go on social media without seeing people praising your goal.â
âAll in a dayâs work,â you said, grinning.
Ona rolled her eyes and put on her shoes. âIâm glad youâre back, but I wonât go easy on you.â
You stood up and pecked her lips.
âI never asked you to,â you leaned closer, ducking your face into her neck. âMaybe when weâre alone.â
She snickered quietly and patted your cheek. âTry not to miss me too much. Bye-bye, Bratwurst.â
The pup sat by the door as he watched her close it behind her. Ever since she started spending time at your apartment, it felt like he liked her more, always following her around and snuggling with her as she gave him pets.
Ona had been coming over since the kiss at the end of last season with the premise of meaningless sex. You both had an arrangement, and you were committed to keeping to it. You were surprised when she suggested it, thinking her not to be the type, but Ona continues to surprise you.
You had only meant to meet up over dinner to talk about what happened, but the night ended with her hands tangled in your hair and your legs tangled in her sheets. The ups and downs these past few months never deterred you from seeing each other. In fact, Spain losing out in the Euros prompted her to come over and forget about it for a night. In a way, you both had each other.
Your teammates at Man City were especially amused whenever youâd forget to cover up and come to practice with marks on your neck.
âWhoâs the unlucky gal this time, Y/N?â
âHave you been busy while you were injured?â
Every time, you would just shake your head with a grin because youâd never kiss and tell. Also, because Leila and Laia would flip out if they knew youâd been screwing their teammate on the national team.
Your arrangement worked for a while, both of you still too young and too committed to football to think about anything else. While a lot of your colleagues would disagree, it was the excuse you told yourself to fully admit that what you felt for Ona was beyond just carnal desires.
You were treading on dangerous waters, your feelings bubbling to the surface every time you saw the girl. It was much more challenging to keep them under wraps, especially when you had to play against her every couple of months. From what people knew about you two, you were rivals, and that was your relationship. Rumors of a romance surfaced too, amongst younger fans, but it was the result of baseless shipping. If only they knew.
Ona wasnât an incredibly affectionate person, not by a mile. The only times you would catch her lowering her guard by the tiniest of margins were when she was tired, maybe then sheâd let you cuddle her after sex. But you remembered when Spain was knocked out of the Euros way too soon, and she was crying on the phone to you. You had just won the CONCACAF with the US across the Atlantic, and yet all you wanted was to hold her.
And so that was what you did. Two days later, after you were dismissed from your international duties, you flew back to Manchester and waited for her. Ona liked to be the little spoon whenever she was sad, and you were very happy to oblige. If she was feeling generous, she would even thank you for it. As much as you wanted to, you never teased her about it, because you knew what you had was fragile, and a slight mention of it could topple everything to the ground.
That was how it was with your Spanish beauty.
âWooooooow . . . Youâve got a handful,â said your teammate, Chloe, as she stood in your kitchen, eating your chips.
âYup,â you pressed your lips thinly, grabbing some seasoning from the cupboard. âThatâs my life right now.â
You proceeded to tell Chloe everything one day, omitting a few saucy details, of course.
âHave you tried talking to her about it?â
âThatâs the thing, though. Thereâs nothing to talk about. I canât just walk up to her and demand something that wasnât part of the arrangement to begin with.â
âI know, but itâs clearly affecting you. You like her, donât you?â
âNo.â A few seconds of silence followed, and Chloe was looking at you with a glare. âOkay, I think sheâs cute, like, really cute.â
âI think you should talk to her, Y/N,â Chloe said. âWorst case scenario, you lot stop whatever youâre doing with each other behind all of our backs. Best case scenario, you date her.â
You smirked, but nothing no usual quippy or smug remark came out. âI should try,â you spoke quietly.
Chloe nodded expectantly and continued eating her chips, now. âI canât believe it. You tricked all of us! It was Batlle all this time!â
âI didnât think youâd come tonight,â you whispered quietly into the room, sitting by the edge of your bed.
Ona was under the covers, on her phone. âWhy? âCause we played against each other?â
You nodded bashfully.
âIâm here, arenât I?â she set her phone down. âOr did you not want me to come?â
âItâs a little too late for that, donât you think?â You said, gesturing at the clothes strewn on the floor.
You let her study you for a moment, finding the ruffled sheets much more interesting instead.
âWhatâs wrong?â She said.
âNothing.â
âYouâre too quiet.â Her voice was low and calming. She reached out and caressed your hand. You wanted to bury your face in her neck and be done with the conversation instead.
âI was just wondering . . . would you like to come over a bit earlier from now on?â
Your question made her look at you with a puzzled expression. âHave I been staying too late?â
âNo, no. I meanâyou can stay as late as you want, but come a bit earlier. I can cook for us, and then we can just sit and . . . talk.â
You fumbled with your fingers, your eyes drifting up to her, seeing the realization dawn on her. She exhaled. âOkay, that sounds nice . . . but as friends, right?â
âUm . . . no?â
âY/N,â Ona breathed. Her silence was killing you. Finally, she looked up. âThat wasnât our arrangement, and Iâd like for it to stay as weâve agreed. Youâre okay with that, right?â
âYeah,â you lied, caressing her arm and flashing a smile. âItâs for the best.â
She nodded but watched you closely. âCome here,â she whispered.
You obliged, letting her pull you into her embrace. A searing kiss followed, leaving you to straddle her bare waist.
A short gasp left your lips. âFuck me, Ona.â You pleaded quietly, hoping sheâd fuck you until you forget the conversation ever happened. But you also hoped sheâd go slow and make love to you, proving that sheâd finally reciprocated your feelings.
Youâve decided that you wanted both. Maybe then, youâd finally get what you wanted.
You didnât know that Ona was scared to let you in too, so she settled for sleeping with you.
You had been an obsession of hers for three years, a game she played besides having to focus on the actual game she was paid to play. But now, here she wasâsleeping with someone who could possibly be her mortal enemy. She didnât know when, but suddenly, she couldnât bring herself to see you harmed.
She wanted you, but that was the selfish part of her speaking.
In the morning, you had expected her to be there, but your bedside was empty.
Ona moved through her days like a ghost. She didnât expect it to be this hard three years ago when she first set foot in Manchester. She didnât expect a forward to make her life this hard, or that she would fall in love with you. Every minute she spent tangled up in bed with you were minutes where nothing else outside that bedroom mattered, and it scared her.
It scared her that only you could make her feel that way, that something she had spent so hard working towards for herself, you did so easily for her.
She thinks of the nights after the Euros when she practically stayed over all day, and how you took care of her. She thinks of the cheeky winks you would send her way whenever she played against you, and the not-so-innocent brushes that you sneak in whenever she defended you. She think of your face when she shut you down, and how quickly your walls came back up.
She thinks of you the entire time she was on the Zoom call with her agent.
âYou need to decide soon, Ona,â her agent had told her. âBarcelona doesnât wait for anyone.â
It was a no-brainer, but she thinks of you all the time.
The referee blew the whistle and the 90 minutes were over. You collapsed on your knees as the Etihad erupted into cheers. Man City had reached the semifinals of the Womenâs Champions League for the first time ever in the history of the womenâs club. You would be playing Wolfsburg next, but you couldnât care less about that right then. You just wanted to celebrate with your teammates.
You wished that you could celebrate with Ona too.
You sent her a text much later in the night, but she didnât respond. Thinking it to be too late for her to come over, you went to bed, soaking in your victory.
But then, she didnât respond the next day, then the day after that. A week later, she still hadnât responded. Then the first leg of the semifinal came, and City drew 2-2 to Wolfsburg. You had given her space to deal with whatever she didnât want you to know and knew double-texting made you look desperate, but you have had enough of the silence.
A vote of confidence would have been nice Sent 4:29pm
Nothing.
You werenât going to put your life on hold for her. You wouldnât give her that satisfaction.
The week of the return leg, you had almost forgotten all about Ona from the amount of training you were doing.
âOkay, ladies. Gather around,â said Chris, the assistant coach. âThis will be our last practice session before the Champions League game. Weâre gonna do some passing to start with, then a set-piece practice, and weâll close off with a 5v5 scrimmage. That sound good?â
You were starting to feel more confident than jittery. Your movements were sure and steady, so were your finishes. Big games never deterred you, but it was the added fact of Ona not responding to your text that caused you to check your phone every time you were able to.
âNo phones, Y/N,â Chris said, and raised an eyebrow.
âSorry, Coach. Just checking news from family,â you lied. He extended his hand anyway, and you begrudgingly handed your phone over.
âI canât have you distracted, Y/N. The match is tomorrow.â
âI know, I know. Iâve been good, though, havenât I?â You grinned, taking a swig of water.
Practice ended later than scheduled, but you didnât mind. You needed the extra preparation, and you were glad to have done that with your teammates. Chris finally gave you your phone back, like a naughty student, and you quickly checked your messages. Still nothing. It wasnât like this was the biggest game of your life or anything.
Going to the news, flipping through articles upon articles on politics, your eyes landed on one about sports.
The Busby Babe: Ona Batlle Set For Barcelona Return âManchester United and Spain star right back Ona Batlle is reportedly on the verge of completing a move back to Catalonia, rejoining Barcelona Femeni at the end of her contract with the Red Devils. [âŚ]â
The match of your life started. You were on the left wing as you always were, playing inverted so Laia would be running the flank. You scored one, but Wolfsburg got one back towards the end of the first half.
âMake those runs, ladies. If you see them coming at you, call out to your teammates. Use the third man to break free of the defense.â Gareth pointed at the board, showing hypothetical scenarios that the team could exploit for an opening.
âHey,â Chloe sat next to you, her forehead glistening. âYou alright?â
You uttered a small âyeahâ and closed your hand over her sweat-clad one over your knee. You couldnât be distracted. You owed it to Chloe and everyone else on this team.
You were slamming your fist on the door, but you didnât care. Your jaw clenched as you swayed on your feet waiting for her to open up.
��What the fuck, Y/N?!â
âWhy didnât you tell me?â You stepped into her apartment.
Her face went pale. âHow did you know?â
You let out a laugh. âYouâre pathetic. Youâre a coward for not even saying a single word.â
The ball was sent over long from deep aiming towards you. You called for Filippa for a one-two, but once you dribbled, you were tackled inside the box. You put your hand up at the referee but huffed in disbelief when she only shook her head and granted a corner.
Slapping your hand on the grass, you sprung up with a grunt. It must have looked like you were throwing a tantrum, but you couldnât care less, you wanted to win.
âI didnât know how to tell you.â
âSo you were just not gonna say anything at all?! You owe me that much toââ
âI donât owe you anything, Y/N.â She snapped. She had never snapped at you before, not while off the pitch. âYou know what we have is just sex. Thatâs all we ever had and thatâs all we will ever have.â
Tears formed in your eyes. You felt like a kid again, being scolded and taken for granted. âPlease, donât do this.â
âIâm sorry, Y/N, but this isnât some fantasyland,â Ona said firmly. âI told you what I wanted, and I thought you agreed.â
There was a period of struggle over the ball soon after, mostly in midfield. You were growing increasingly frustrated as passes continued being cut off just before they reached the attacking third.
âCome on, guys! Letâs finish this!â You called out to your teammates in an attempt to hype them up before a throw-in.
Your irritation mounted, but you told yourself to quickly snap out of it. I need to stay calm, my team needs me. It proved quite difficult when Lena Oberdorf slithered up from behind to mark you. She dug an elbow into your back to keep you at bay, and when you moved, she moved. So you pushed back, much harder than you anticipated. It set her off. Good, stay off me.
Soon, you heard the refâs hurried whistle, as Lena shoved you back. âThe fuck are you pushing for?!â Your opponent seethed, getting all up in your face to challenge you.
You were feeling bold, so you smirked at her. âCome closer, see what Iâll do. Or do you just want a piece of this, huh?â
It wasnât your best quality, you admitted it, but you liked it when you set off an opponent. You didnât care when Lena was hurling insults at you in German as she was being led away. What mattered was that you had gotten in her head, and it would be much easier to break her defense from now on. The referee blew her whistle again, and a few teammates of yours attempted to separate you from Lena.
âSei ruhig, Mann. Bleibâ da drĂźben.â Be quiet, man. Stay over there. Waving at her dismissively, you saw the way her eyes looked like they would pop out of her sockets in fury, knowing she didnât expect you to know German. You couldnât help but feel a sick sense of satisfaction.
âLast warning, Y/L/N.â The referee warned before continuing the match.
There would always be one player that completely drove the opposition crazy, and you would gladly be that asshole, so your teammates wouldnât have to. You wanted to win.
âYou kissed me first. I thought . . .â
âPlease, donât make this any harder than it already is,â Ona said quietly.
âI thought we had something, Ona,â you tried to steady your voice. You knew you sounded pathetic, but you never believed Ona could betray you in such a way.
She only pressed her lips thin. âWe donât. The only thing we have is our arrangement and however you feel about me on the pitch.â
Bunny scored in the 75th minute, and that would be the last goal for City in this match. The game went to extra time, and you could feel your teammates getting tired and sloppy in possession. You were tired too, but you wanted to keep fighting, anything to keep the thought of Ona out of your head.
You were so focused on the ball that you didnât see a defender coming up beside you, her body colliding with yours in an attempt to redirect the ball. You fell to the ground with a thud, the stinging impact beginning to spread across your back. You felt the wind getting knocked out of you, your vision beginning to fade until all you could see were the lights atop the stadium, until those faded too.
The next thing you knew, you were on your side. Then the uncomfortable pain in your gut started to become more apparent, and you felt like you couldnât breathe anymore. You gasped for air, just as a couple of your teammates knelt beside you.
âY/N, can you hear me? Medic!â You heard a voice almost like Demiâs call out.
You didnât know who knocked into you, you didnât care anymore, because you had the overwhelming urge to throw up whilst still struggling to breathe.
âCanât . . . breathe,â you wheezed out, tears starting to fill your eyes. You wanted to go home.
One of the medics shone a flashlight in your eyes. âPupils are PEARL,â she said. âOkay, I need you to try and take deep breaths for me, alright, darling?â
You drew a shaky breath. There was a wheezing noise, in and out. In and out. The more you did, the easier it got. Your head was dizzy when you stood up, just as you heard applause ringing throughout the stadium.
Chloe appeared in front of you and offered her arm while a medic took your other as you walked toward the sideline.
âYouâre alright, love,â she flashed you a warm smile and wiped away the stray tear that lingered on your cheek.
It was much too unfortunate, because you still had a lot more to give, but you were done for the night. Gareth knew it too, so he sent Hempo in to take your place.
You finally let the tears fall freely when the final whistle came.
âWhen do you leave?â
âIn two weeks.â
A scornful laugh escaped you that you didnât even bother to hide. âYou didnât even have the decency to tell me, not as your booty call, but as your friend.â
But you were kidding yourself. You knew Ona and you were never friends, never quite lovers either. Only two people floating around in a sexual limbo who were too scared to admit to themselves what was right in front of them. Now she was leaving, and you would never get the chance.
It didnât matter anymore, any of it. You had a Champions League semifinal to play.
ESPN: Wolfsburg Grabs Victory in Extra Time to Reach Womenâs Champions League Final â[âŚ]â
a/n: it was so heartwarming to see the support for jenni and the players :â) itâs abt fuckin time man letâs hope this continues until rubiales and vildaâs resignation
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What's Meant To Be
Youâre still sulking and thinking over everything thatâs happened in the past hour. You had been on the phone to Elliot, the guy you had been dating for the past three months. You couldnât say he was the love of your life yet but you really liked him and had developed feelings for him. You were ready and expecting to become his girlfriend. But he seemingly wasnât on the same page. Apparently, heâs âjust not sure if Iâm feeling the vibes between us and Iâm just not available for anything more at the momentâ as he tried to reason with you over the phone. You had just accepted it and tried to keep it cool. But as soon as he ended the call you had thrown yourself onto your sofa, tears already escaping you and trying to figure out where it went wrong again. You had gone on numerous great dates together over the past months, you had even met some of his close friends, and he yours. You two had gotten to know each other more and everything seemed to be good and fitting.
âSo I guess itâs me then isnât it?â you had wondered out loud, before you had to get up and get ready for a night out with your friends. The night where Elliot was supposed to join and meet your entire group of close friends. You arenât fully sure if youâre up for a night down at the pub, but canceling and having to explain why doesnât sound appealing either.
Youâre still so distracted and in your own head while putting your necessities for tonight into the small purse, the doorbell startles you and you throw your lip balm across the carpet. âFuckâs sakeâ you curse under your breath as you try to see where it rolled off to.
âItâs me Y/N/N, open up, ceemon!â you hear Sam shout from outside.
âJust come inâ you shout back. On any other day youâd be overjoyed to see Sam, welcoming him with open arms. But today is pretty shit already and small things like losing your bloody lip balm can really set you off.
You hear his key in the lock and just a few seconds later heâs making his way over to you, appearing in the doorway.
âHelloâ he says enthusiastically. But as soon as you straighten up and turn to him, his expression falls.
âWhatâs the matter?â he asks with concern clear on his face. Taking a couple steps closer to inspect you for any injury or sign of discomfort, he comes up short and just looks back up into your face.
âIâŚItâs just not a great day for meâ you frown. Not able to hold his gaze for long you turn back to your task at hand. Putting your wallet and the reemerged lip balm into the bag and zipping it up, you still try your hardest to avoid Samâs worried form.
âI donât want to talk about it. Letâs just go so I can get some drinks in me, ayeâ
You rush past him and into the foyer to put your shoes on. You thought you might be in the clear now, with Sam not asking any more about it. But clearly you were wrong, and his next words make you pause what youâre doing.
âWhereâs Elliot then?â and all you can do is sigh, trying to not get emotional again. But after a few seconds of silence Sam still doesnât let up
âY/N?â. Pause, and you can hear him shuffling closer. You know heâs not done yet.
âWhat happenedâ he asks in a very calm but demanding tone. And you know you canât lie to him now. And he wonât let you both leave before you tell him. Taking a deep breath you say quietly âHeâs not coming.â With your head down you slowly turn towards your friend and continue âHe phoned earlier, saying heâs not ready for this and he ainât got time to try and make things workâ.
And in an instant, Sam has his arms around you in a bear hug, running a hand over your back for comfort. And as he pulls away again heâs searching your face, looking at you intently.
âA'm so sorry this happened. He seemed like a good ladâ. Sam was one of the people that had met Elliot already. And it really seemed as if heâd fit right into the group and into your life.
âYea, he really did. So why does this keep happening Sam?â you ask out of pure frustration.
âI keep meeting guys and everything seems to go well. Until it becomes more serious. Am I really that hard to commit to?â you ask him directly now. Youâre fed up with seemingly just being the placeholder until men find their actual long-term partner. Or even their soulmate. You just go from dating, to being single, to trying to go on dates again just so you can be disappointed all over again.
âYer know thatâs not true!â
âIt sure feels like it thoughâ your voice gets louder now as you huff at him. You know itâs not his fault and he doesnât deserve to be shouted at, but your emotions are running overboard today and if you canât shout at every man that has ever strung you along and mistreated you, youâll just have to take Sam as substitute instead.
âIâm either the single friend or the one that gets screwed and then screwed over by every guy that promises he cares about me!â
âHaway now, donât do that! Youâre amazing and itâs definitely not your fault if they cannot see thatâ heâs trying to end your self- destructing rant. He hates whenever you think so little of yourself and donât understand that these guys are just blind and dumb idiots who could never treat you the way you deserve.
âI just donât always want to end up alone for fuck's sake! What do I have to do, to have someone fall in love with me. For once at least!â
âYou know what? Iâm done with you shite talking and belittling yourself!â Sam grabs your hand and pulls you in the direction of the door. His sudden change in tone takes you by surprise and you canât do anything but follow him without a word.
âIt wouldnât have worked with Elliot anywaysâ he says it so casually but itâs what finally snaps you out of your trance and makes you halt. Stopping Sam in his tracks as well, as heâs still holding onto you gently.
âWhat?â you ask with a bewildered look on your face.
âAnd how the fuck do you want to know that Fender?â you ask him with a reignited anger inside you. How dare he comment on the guy youâve been seeing, and he has even met. You never say anything about the one-night stands and lasses he brings around for a few weeks, even though itâs infuriating to see how well he handles his casual relationships like that. And the fact he still has so many women to go with, and youâre struggling to find just one person to stick around.
âBecause Iâve known you for years and I know what you want. I know what you deserve!â he shouts out into the quiet hallway and it shocks you to hear his words.
âIâve been dying to try and make you see how much you mean to me. And how good I would be for youâ his soft blue eyes are filled with desperation, as well as relief for finally telling you the truth. Youâve never seen Sam look at you this way.
âWhatâre youâŚ?â you donât have the words to make sense of the whirlwind thatâs going on inside your head right now.  Â
âYouâve never found the right guy because youâve never even looked at me like thatâ he tells you, softer now, and as he steps closer to you, you can see his true emotions staring right at you.
Over the past few years you had been so busy convincing yourself that Sam would never be interested in you, or see you as any more than a friend. That you completely missed the way he so utterly and completely fell in love with you.
Heâs standing so close to you now that you can feel his breath on your face. Out of the corner of your eye you can see his arm twitch, heâs debating with himself whether to make the next move or not. Eventually he moves his hand to your chin and gently lifts it up so youâre looking at each other. A few seconds pass, a small smile forms on your face and itâs all the reassurance you need to give, for him to close the distance between you and connect his lips with yours. This first kiss is the gentles and most amazing one youâve had. It truly feels as if Sam was made for you. He knows exactly what to do and how to turn you into putty with just one kiss or little swipe of his tongue. As you two pull apart youâre both breathing heavy and sporting the happiest of smiles on your faces.
âI guess aâll have to give yer a chance thenâ you say to him with a wink. Taking his hand in yours and intertwining your fingers with his.
He grins at you and places a sweet kiss on your cheek before opening the door for you both
âLetâs go so I can finally buy you a drinkâ
#sam fender fanfic#sam fender imagines#sam fender#sam fender fanfiction#sam fender x reader#sam fender fluff
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@hallowleylines tormented:
He's got a supernatural gait, somehow frighteningly quiet as it were. It's not something he means to do most of the time, but now? It's very intentional. Inhale and then an exhale, visage shimmering out of view as he's off to find Malkuth. For... a little experiment. And find her he does, with that candle collection of hers! Now it's time to see what happens if the shoe is on the other foot. A creak of the door, ever so slightly. Nobody enters, nor swung wide enough to allow anyone normal to enter. Instead.... there's something wiggling across the floor. Yes... yes if you look closely, it's a worm. Tailor made by his arts as he just peaks from the doorway. Who would have thought all his infiltration and mimicry skills would be used towards this gag. It's dumb, how it as little locks that are obviously like Everitt's and... a weird prosthetic tail end. He has to really get into the mindset, try not to laugh at how ludicrous this is before expertly throwing his voice. Higher pitched and almost echoing as this thing wiggles closer to her. "M-Malkuth...! S...So I have to ask the question. W.... would you still love me if I was a worm? Please?" Is he awful? Yeah, only Malkuth would actually believe this nonsense but who knows! It could turn out hilariously spiteful considering he's rejected her before, or oddly heartwarming. He can only fake this for so long, considering it's just a moving image but he'll have fun with this while he can!
It's not with extreme frequency that she actually lights any of these candles, mind you. There's a few favorite scents that see replacement but mostly. It's the novelty of having them! Isn't that how most collectors are?? Well. She's heard of people in other countries like Columbia collecting tons of different cars to drive.
Even as a researcher with Rhodes Island though, Malkuth's income and salary doesn't exactlyyyyyy support something like that! Candles are easy though. It's just finding them and getting the neat ones imported (though she'd rather grab them herself). Highmore helps with that. When she's out and about.
But it's mostly her. After all, would Current really be so--
The sound of her door pressing open interrupts the calamitous train of thought that often swirls her mind. Replacing the wick would have to wait, she had compa.... ny...?
"Just a minute~ I'll be right... with... yoo...uuu?!?!?--
-AHHHHHHHHH!!! EVERITT IS THAT YOU?" HER WORST FEARS HAVE BECOME REALITY. After all, what's worse than being turned into a worm yourself than the person you care about being turned?? "Oh my god the wormcaster got you!! How did you let that happen? Ah...AHH!... no, no, it's okay! I've planned for this! I can keep you safe until I figure out how to fix it."
It was no time to panic after all. Was there ever a time when Operator Everitt needed his darling Kuranta more? Is this not the epitomal moment of their relationship? To prove herself?! "Just... just wait right there, okay? I'll be right back!"
And disappear she does, a hasty retreat into the closet of her room. After moving around extra candles and other bits and bobs, something does make its way free. A small little... oh my. Yes, it is indeed a terrarium set up with all the things that a worm might need! Lots of enriched dirt. Little tables and a water dish next do a small crafted house that would fit... well. A worm. Comfortably? Uh.
"See, I was ready! I know you're out there protecting me from turning into a worm, so I had to do my part in case something went wrong! Because I'm always gonna love you, okay? Now lets get you--"
And here's where it all goes wrong. Right? Well. It goes. Because it's an image of course her hand goes through the worm itself. That gentle effort to scoop her wormified beau to safety has her looking quite the fool....
".............ueh?" It's not real. Shit's fake as hell, yo. Malkuth takes a moment, resting on her legs staring blankly at the shimmering image, hearing the uncontrollable snickering from outside the door. She locks onto it with a snap of her head, emotion flaring in her countenance before she flies up to her feet (careful not to hurt the terrarium!!!)
"EVERITT SIMMONS, YOU... YOU BIG SLIMBY DUMBY JERK, GET OUT HERE WHERE I CAN SEE YOU!!!!! I'M GONNA MAKE YOU WISH YOU WERE A WORM!!!111!11"
#hallowleylines#muse :: malkuth#inbox :: answered ic#verse :: arknights#idk whats worse here#the terrarium can always be used for something else#maybe she'll adopt a lil tiny slug#or other bug#or she'll just dump it on current's head!
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analyzing every gojohime moment in the manga đ
this series will probably have more than one part because tumblr only lets me upload ten images per post </3
warning: there are disgustingly long paragraphs in here and delusions
chapter 32
utahimeâs first introduction! akutami lets us know right off the bat that she thinks gojo is an idiot (so true).
chapter 32
i love the contrast between miwa and utahimeâs reaction to gojoâs appearance. Â
chapter 33
NAH BC TELL ME WHY HE WENT OUT OF HIS WAY TO NOT GET HER ONE LMAOOOO!! when he traveled overseas to meet with yuta, he picked up the tribal protection charms and thought to himself, âletâs get enough for the kyoto students as a gift since i am such a great and caring teacher, after all. mmm, i should skip utahime to make her mad~â this guy puts way too much effort into getting on her nerves. his mind = utahime brainrot
chapter 33
sheâs laughing at him here because heâs getting disciplined for being a lil shit. i wonder...what would he say if he saw her laughing at him like that? Â
chapter 33
this interaction between them is a little strange donât you think?  i feel like over the years heâs learned how to pick up her mood based on the way sheâs acting towards him.  youâre probably thinking, âwell any person can figure out how a personâs feeling based on the way theyâre talking or acting.â yes, thatâs absolutely true, but itâs kind of different with this. sheâs acting normal. utahime has a rather indifferent expression on her face and what she says is spoken in a calm tone, but gojo still asks her if sheâs mad at him. itâs likely that he knows her well enough to be able to notice these subtle things. even if she wasnât actually mad at him, he was being considerate for a split second, then he went and said, âof course. i didnât do anything wrong and all.â what a guy LOLOL. to me, this implies that maybe he made her genuinely angry in the past to the point where he realized that he went too far, and thus decided to be more careful of her feelings. she has definitely gotten annoyed at him so many times after that so whenever she seems angry, he probably asks himself if he took it too far. iâm curious to see if he can pick up if sheâs upset with something thatâs not involving him. would he console her? how does gojo satoru console someone? Â
despite him always annoying her, sheâs still courteous and brings him a cup of tea during their talk. she didnât have to go out of her way to get tea for him but she did. thatâs the kind of person utahime is. a kind and caring woman who would never put her students in danger. in the anime they were sitting far away and not facing each other like theyâre doing in the manga. she also has her own tea cup. i think that little panel of her placing the cup down on the table and him picking it up to take a sip is a nice little detail. it just proves that her hating him most of the time isnât actually pure hatred but annoyance because of his shenanigans and teasing.
chapter 33
i touched upon this a little bit in my previous post, but i wish to go more in depth about this panel. first of all, he ends the sentence with her name twice. two times too many, mr. gojo. i like how they can be serious with each other too LOL. i wish we got to see them talk about the traitors because they did figure it out together after all. does it always end in bickering? can they interact with each other like adults all the way through? somehow, i feel like thatâs not possible when it comes to these two. furthermore, notice how gojo confides in utahime about his suspicions. from what we know, she is the first person he brought it up to. i mean, i guess he has to start investigating the schools and would need extra assistance to save time, but he could have done it himself if he really wanted to. by deciding to ask for her help we know that he thinks sheâs trustworthy, smart, and strong enough to face whatever considerable risks this task may entail. Â
i didnât point this out in my other posts but see how he makes a hand sign in the last panel when she throws the cup at him? gojo is manually activating his infinity. why though? about a year after the whole star plasma vessel incident happened, gojo develops the ability to keep his infinity up at all times by using the reversed curse technique to consistently heal himself to prevent exhaustion. this means that it really makes no difference whether he leaves it on or off. there are a few times where we can witness someone actually touching gojo. for example, yuuji giving him a hug. did he turn his infinity off, or was it able to deduce that yuuji was not a threat? the erasers and pencils shoko and geto threw at him during his demonstration of his new ability arenât dangerous normally, but is it the speed that makes them dangerous? even if it did hit him, it wouldnât hurt. how does the infinity know when to allow an incoming object to touch gojo? i believe it is up to gojo himself to let things touch him; his infinity restricts anything and anyone. some people say it could just be the fact that water is not dangerous to him, so therefore, he has to manually put his infinity up. i thought this was a reasonable explanation as to why he put up the hand sign when the tea was thrown at him, but then i realized that it couldnât be. remember the second opening? itâs raining and everyone is carrying an umbrella, then it pans to gojo with a bouquet in his hand and rain drops slipping off his infinity. if he DID manually put his infinity up to prevent getting soaked then that implies that he chose to turn his infinity off. you can argue and say that jujutsu high is a safe place with students so thereâs no need to have his infinity there, but do you remember when he stepped on the ants in front of gakuganji and yaga? the ants were perfectly fine after which insinuates that his infinity prevented his shoes from crushing the ants. he most likely had his infinity on during the baseball game even though he was in a safe environment. how does this long tangent relate back to utahime? well, it simply indicates that gojo trusts utahime so much to the point where he can be vulnerable around her. turning off his infinity symbolizes completely letting down his guard in a way. Â
how about what happens next? utahime throws the tea at him, he turns on his infinity to deflect it, and he responds with, âscary! hysteric women arenât popular, you know!â why would he even say that LMAO?? utahime doesnât even try to deny what he said either. she just hits him with the good old, âi am your senpai!â could it be that heâs trying to poke fun of her relationship status? maybe, maybe not. doesnât he like people a lil crazy? he did say that all jujutsu sorcerers have to be a little crazy because theyâre willing to put themselves in danger constantly. Â
chapter 0 p.1
i wonder who heâs thinking of when he said that. could it be utahime? it seems like heâs reminiscing or thinking about someone. he wears an amused expression on his face as he laughs - almost like heâs seen his fair share of how scary women can get :>>
chapter 34
the pattern behind gojo and utahime is called yagasuri âfletching,â a traditional japanese design. this design is inspired by arrow fletching. it's a lucky charm for weddings and other celebrations since it's based on the Japanese belief that an arrow shot once never comes back. brides were given kimonos with this pattern for good luck during the edo era (1603â1868) to ensure they would not have to return to their original family home. this pattern can have numerous meanings such as steadfastness or determination to achieve a goal, or a wish for the happiness of the bride. there is a belief that a bow and arrow represent the fight against evil. honestly, this meaning fits the narrative of the story. utahime and gojo are unearthing the traitors that are feeding intel to the curse users and cursed spirits. they are in the middle while the kyoto students surround them, which could mean that itâs their job as adults to protect these children from the grasps of evil slowly making itself more prominent. do you also notice that the arrows are pointed toward utahime from gojo? from all the images iâve seen, the arrows are usually pointed downward. what could this mean? is gojo trying to protect her (in the future (?)) or does he have a big fat crush smh...
i think itâs a good time to mention utahimeâs clothing. sheâs wearing miko attire. miko are shrine maidens who were once thought to be shamans (you connecting the dots?). in their service to shrines, miko used to perform spirit possession and takusen (in which the possessed person acts as a "medium" (yorimashi) to communicate the divine will or message of that kami (god) or spirit; also included in the category of takusen is "dream revelation" (mukoku), in which a kami appears in a dream to communicate its will). this was back in the old days, of course. to become a miko back then (shaman), one needed to have potential. neurosis, hallucinations, odd behavior, and hysteria (HYSTERIA HELLO???) are some of the signs that a person is being called to shamanism. when a miko is communicating with a kami (god) or spirit by acting as a medium, she is in a trance-like state, and so she must learn techniques to control herself when this happens. chanting and dancing were used to accomplish this, so the girl was taught melodies and intonations that were used in songs, prayers, and magical formulas. all of this could give us insight about utahimeâs technique and explains why sheâs good at singing :) maybe she canât control herself when she uses her technique which is why she isnât shown using it because it should be used for dire situations. i imagine being possessed by a spirit or god must consume a lot of cursed energy. it makes sense that utahime and gakuganji wear traditional clothing. theyâre the staff of jujutsu highâs kyoto branch. in chapter 0, kyoto is known as the sacred land of jujutsu. itâs more traditional compared to tokyo. if you want to learn more about miko, you should check out the wikipedia page! Â
chapter 34
i swear he tries to annoy her every chance he gets. i bet he sets a goal for himself to see how many times utahime lectures him about respecting his seniors every time heâs within the same vicinity as her. at least he called her utahime-sensei!!!
chapter 40
this isnât even a gojohime moment tbh...i just wanted to share a pic of them sitting next to each other HEHE. why are they sitting next to each other anyway? itâs not like they have assigned seating.
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that was so long and i apologize for the gargantuan paragraphs you guys had to read through. iâm writing this at 4 in the morning and iâm feeling borderline delirious so i apologize if there are any errors. iâll edit this when i have time <3
the next part should come shortly.
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jujutsu kaisen characters as students in high school: (non-canon AU)
featuring: itadori yuuji, fushiguro megumi, gojo satoru, getou suguru, & ryoumen sukuna notes: some parts include you as their friend, or even their high school love! (this is unedited/ not proofread)
masterlist ! requests are openÂ
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heâs not the brightest bulb, but he makes up for it through hardwork and enthusiasm
yuuji is literally that classmate everyone is just friends with
the type who waves with a smile, saying âgood morning!â the moment he walks through that door
with that being said, since heâs everyoneâs friend, i headcannon that yuuji doesnât really have a best friend because heâs so open and available to everyone itâs hard to have just a one on one conversation with him
not to say heâs always surrounded by a crowd that you canât get near him, but everyone likes talking to yuuji
he just fits in so well and understands peopleÂ
kind of like how he easily clicked with junpei (please, i miss him, i still canât believe that heâs...you know...)
whether itâs the guys raving to him about sports
or girls shyly talking about their crush on class or about that new shojo manga
yuuji is open to anything and everyone. this boy wears his heart on his sleeve and heâs honestly such a precious boy, please be kind to him <3
the type of student that gets called to answer in class but isnât shy to admit he doesnât know the answer while rubbing the back of his neck
he does pay attention tho
i think itâs canon that yuuji is a dedicated man, like from that time he just watched movies straight and kept his cursed energy controlled so the cursed corpse would stop hitting him
overall, yuuji is a very hard working student!Â
he wouldnât get over the top grades, but heâs really proud of himself (and he should be!)
also that one kid in class that is surprisingly good in sports despite his lanky figure and laid back persona, because all the other sports-craved people are always flexing or challenging other captainsÂ
but plot twist, this boy is ripped and very, beautifully kept in trim
yeah heâs not really into club activities that much
not because he hates them, but heâs just not that into it. heâs more than glad to join in whatever activities though and enjoys them, but if asked what heâd like to do, it wouldnât be that first thing that came to mind
in conclusion: itadori yuuji is the class sunflower that lights up everyoneâs day ���
yuujiâs role: the hard worker!Â
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hands down, megumi is THAT student
if youâre volunteering in the library, you can sure as hell guarantee youâll see megumi there
he doesnât like studying in class because itâs too noisy, so if heâs in school, youâll always see his name in the library logs
heâs that kid that aces all exams
the type to scowl when he sees a 96% mark because heâs expecting a perfect mark
okay before you come at me, iâm not saying megumi is that annoying smart kid in class that goes, âOh, Iâm so dumb, just a 96?â
no heâs more frustrated at himself because he knows he studied hard and lost sleep over it. heâs just wondering where he went wrong. he has literal note cards and customize flash cards on an app on his phone, waking up every four am and probably taking supplement classes after regular school hours
i headcannon that megumi is someone who always wants to do his best and actually goes through lengths to prove his worth
maybe it stems from having the need to show who he really is and what heâs capable of
but yeah i can totally see him doing that
also that cute student that keeps visiting the cafe every saturday morning, wearing a black hoodie and headphones tucked in, his pretty hands nestling over a book
he looks like a gamer but honestly i donât think heâs got time for that lmao
would also be that guy people find hard to approach because of his quiet and reserved self
heâs pretty intimidating too
definitely sits beside the window at the back of the class. you canât fight me on that
just because heâs smart and loves studying, it doesnât mean heâll sit on the front row and raise his hand every damn second
the teachers will encourage him to participate in class a little bit more, especially after seeing heâs awkward during group activities, but megumi just really prefers to do things by himself
i also headcannon him eating in the cafeteria like everyone else instead of having his alone time during a rooftop? like idk i canât picture megumi completely isolating himself like that
he blends in well in a way that you know heâs just like everyone else; a human
but he also stands out in the manner that heâs a lot more introverted and reserved compared to everyone else
surprisingly good during sports and relay games
100% reliable
the type to stay up at midnight to finish a group project, sighing because his groupmates doesnât care as much as he does, but turns it in anyway the next day
heâd be annoyed at them, but he doesnât really like confrontation so he doesnât out them to the teacher like that
but heâs also not someone who lets people walk over him, so heâll simply say something about his groupmates becoming more responsible and to be serious for once as a âwarningâ
and yeah, he may be closed off, but once you get really close with him (even better if you have similar interests) youâll find thereâs a lot more to him than what youâve originally seen and heâs actually a pretty great friend and supportive classmate
would teach you instead of just letting you copy his work or snap pictures of his notes
ugh heâs so responsible and morally right and thatâs so attractive help
in conclusion: fushiguro megumi is the hidden gem đ
megumiâs role: the intellectual outsider!
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man...i donât know how to start this
iâve said this about megumi, but gojo is also that student
no, in fact, heâs THE student
everyone loves him. literally everyone
the teachers? smitten
his classmates? in love
the school guard? calls him by his first name
the cleaning lady? turns into a star with the way she lightens up when heâs there
the cafeteria staff? yeah free food because heâs gojo satoru
gojo is what i like to call the âone who has it allâ because....well, he kind of does
heâs really smart and talented, which comes as a surprise to everyone in the first day of school when he nearly gets kicked out for falling asleep in class
only for everyone to be shocked that he knows the answer already and the teacher is only discussing chapter 1 lmao
yeah heâd be that kid who always sleeps in class
or is playing games on his phone behind an open textbook
he literally doesnât listen to what the teacher is saying at all - or at least thatâs what he wants you to think
man is a god at multitasking and his seatmate would snicker because heâs crushing his enemies at a phone game, but then gojo coolly corrects the teacher about history or something
heâs pretty laid back tbh
but when heâs got everyoneâs attention on him? ofc heâd show off
basketball meats are wild. even students from neighbouring schools would visit just to see gojo play - and heâs not even an official member! the coach just asked him to replace a sick player but boy won that champion shot
omg BASKETBALL PLAYER GOJO I CANâT
but he pretty much excels at everything
except cooking class, gosh, donât ever bring this man anywhere near a fire. thatâs probably the only thing that really got him to detention this time because he always somehow talks himself out of getting that red card with his words and charm
also that kid that would receive lots of confession letters, chocolates, and random gifts in his shoe lockers
he knows heâs handsome and heâs not shy about it. in fact, heâs shameless when it comes to his allure on people
but he also doesnât really date anyone (itâs canon this man wonât stay loyal to a single woman lmao)
if he and megumi were classmates, theyâd be sort of rivals
megumi would always come on top of class, but gojo is just a breath away from the formerâs perfect marks. if it only werenât for megumiâs squeaky clean record and reputation - whereas satoruâs is TAINTED as heck - and the fact that gojo doesnât really study as much as gumi, then yeah heâd also be top of the class if he wanted to
on a much more serious note,,,gojo acts like nothing really bothers him and heâs simply that effortless
but i feel like he grew up with tutors from a very young age and thatâs how his natural intelligence was just further improved and increased with that type of environment in his childhood
and unlike megumi, i donât think gojo would really have a set goal in mind on who he wants to be or what he wants to do in the future
heâd just be enjoying the moment <3
in conclusion: gojo satoru is the effortless god!
satoruâs role: the lazy king everyone is envious ofÂ
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the playboy
you canât argue with me on this one
he just is, i feel it deep in my SOUL he just is
moment he walks in, all classy and suave aura and all, you can honestly smell and taste the amount of confidence that drips from him
probably came from a well-off family
probably the mayorâs kid lmao and heâs been used to the attention ever since he was young
much like megumi, heâs not really the type to show off his intelligence
and similar to gojo, people are surprised heâs actually got them brain cells just because everyone is more focused on his appearance first
like who would expect this tall hunk beautiful beast of a man with long hair and piercings actually liked classic novels and could effortlessly recite sonatas and poems in different languages
yeah i headcannon that getou is an intellectual, cultured man
ofc having long hair and piercings isnât allowed in his school, but because heâs geto and the school knows about his familyâs influence, they just let it slide
probably comes late to school too
he eats in the cafeteria, but you donât really see him indulge much. some days, heâll have his own fancy bento box prepared by a family chef, but geto is actually pretty simple and humble that he also buys packed bread or canned coffeeÂ
takes the library volunteer by surprise when he drops by one friday after class to borrow an old classic novel that even your professors had a hard time analysing
but getoâs like, âoh this? yeah i last read it when i was thirteen, thought iâd read it againâ
IDK WHY but I can see him as sort of breaking the rules when it comes to the school uniform
top three buttons of his shirt open when heâs feeling hot or something
doesnât really keep his tie that tight too
but overall, geto is a composed and well-put together guy
i just canât picture him slacking when it comes to his appearance, heâs too fancy and pretty for that
heâs also similar to megumi in a way people find it hard to approach them, but most definitely, geto also receives confessions oftenÂ
i can see him dating someone after being interested in someone in school and actually being serious with them unlike gojo
then they would be âthatâ couple thatâre just so couple goals
not the type that goes overboard with pda and pulls off the angry face emoji when they hear someone talking about them and theyâre like, âNO HEâS MINEâ
okay thatâs cringe but i legit witnessed that way too many times in high school yall cant blame me lmao
but theyâd be more like the chill laid back couple that supports each other in everything and you can just tell they have a happy, healthy relationship
(oh to be getouâs girlfriend in high school and his first love and all his firsts)
in conclusion: getou suguru is the unpredictable!
getouâs role is: that one classmate you really admire but heâs so far out your league but heâs genuinely a good guy anyway so youâre happy for him no matter what <3
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okay okay hear me out but...the stoner
i really canât see him any other way guyssss
and if youâre his classmate, you most likely wouldnât see him that much either
dude is like 2-3 years older than everyone in class and he doesnât give a shit about it
heâll come like...once a week, if heâs in the mood enough
teachers donât even bother scolding him for his tattoos anymore because thereâs rumours going around heâs the son of a yakuza leader or that heâs a gangster who sells organs or some creepy dark stuff
ofc he doesnât do that
he just does drugs and gets drunk at most
sukuna doesnât really have that much friends either. yeah he parties with people and often gets high with some older kids, but he doesnât genuinely enjoy their companies either
would totally come to school with his uniform unironed
red-eyed from his high and naps at the back of the class, making the teacher soften their voice in fear of waking him up
also doesnât have a pen or paper
i mean...he doesnât even bring a bag
fails the exams all the time, making him repeat year by year, and heâs even known for beating his senpai up for something stupid and sending the guy to a hospital where he stays for two weeks
but on the other hand
heâs also freakishly attractive and surprisingly easy to talk to
you probably bumped into him one time and you profusely apologize, but then he notices something about, something odd like, âdid you just cut your hair?â
âuhm yes...you noticed?â
sukuna shrugs lazily, ânoticed something was different, but whatever. it looks good on you though.â
heâs just soooo nonchalant most of the time, itâs hard to believe heâs actually pretty violent
but yeah this man has anger issues iâm sorry
but with that speaking, i actually donât see sukuna as a bully with like a gang of his âfollowersâ or that type of jazz
heâs more like the kid that hides under the bleachers or gets high in a storage room while everyone else is occupied with school festivals
itâs a shock he even came, but sukuna just says âfree food is always a giftâ but ofc itâs not free food...he just steals from the stalls
now here comes the fun part
so now that we know sukuna pretty much is a hopeless case...suddenly, he isnât? maybe he meets you, the class volunteer who goes out of their way to visit his shabby apartment just to hand him his class work that heâs missed out on
he obviously disses you at first and ignores you, telling you to get lost
but somehow your kindness and persistence has him breaking
now he starts coming to school often, carrying a pack of gum or mint pops because he smells like weed and heâs slightly conscious of himself
this is supposed to be just them being students in high school, but i could honestly sukuna changing colors once he just gets a better grasp of what would be good for him
or maybe something finally interests him and gives answers to his silent questions
i feel like heâs such a troubled kid and just lacks proper care and attention, but once you become his friend and show him you donât have bad intentions, heâs actually a loyal and decent guy
and when you two finally get close, you eventually gain enough courage to tutor him. sukuna is actually pretty smart too, he just doesnât like studying, but when you compliment him, oh man, he melts
âyeah, you actually got that right! i told you you could do this!â
tsk,â he scoffs, âthatâs all kindergarten shit.â
âif it is, then why havenât you graduated?â
âshut the fuck up.â
although he sneers, you and sukuna have gotten close enough that you know both of you donât mean anything bad behind those words and itâs all light hearted teasing
oh and when you ask him to take a picture with you for âhigh school memories?â
sukuna is disgusted
âget that thing away from my face - did you just take my photo?â
âyeah, you look pretty cute here! iâm so printing this and putting this in my album.â
sukuna is about to scold you even more, but the thought of you putting your photo together - even when heâs frowning in the picture - in something as sentimental as a photo book really has him softening up
would even try - keyword is try - to study more just so youâd stop frowning when you see his paper covered in red marks all over again
and heâd even try cutting down on his weed for the sake of his âhealthâ
ofc he wonât suddenly - or ever, even - become the amazing student megumi is
heâll still get into trouble because heâs impulsive and has poor coping skills, also heâs not good with words or dealing with his emotions
but on his good days, heâs a pretty funny guy
it just takes a lot to see that side of him, but itâs worth the time and patience
also i was expecting to write funny scenarios or imagines of stoner! sukuna because heâs too high to even hold a proper conversation sometimes but all i got is him saying weird words like âsnail trapâ or something when you ask him how his day is
would also have that garbled little laugh when heâs so out of it
sukuna will try to be better though, you just need to be patient him
but my GOSH when he finally graduates
heâs going to hide that little smile because deep down, heâs also pretty proud of himself and how far heâs come <3
lol now this makes me want to writer a high school au lololol
in conclusion: yeah heâs the stoner with a good heartÂ
which is so not canon...this shouldnât even be a headcanon we know ryoumen sukuna is PURE EVIL but oh well maybe when Iâm down from my sukuna high Iâll write him a lot more canonically
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YOU ARE WERE MINE
Summary: Sacrifices are often made for the ones we love....even if it might hurt.
Parings: Sam Winchester x Male!Reader, Hinted at Male!reader x John Winchester, and Sam Winchester x Unmentioned girls
Warning?: Bi Sam ,Dean still flirting with reader, No jess death for M/n, Reader is a hunter...and never told Sam, Yellow-eyes, mention(hint at) smut
Sam looked up at M/n with a smile he wore a sexy fireman outfit for the bar outing the yellow shirt looked like it was going to rip if the surprisingly taller male flexed a little too much the red suspenders held up loss fitting brown pants and a axe that leaned on the door frame. "Come on Babe dress up a little." He said tightening the suspenders straps.
"You know I don't like Halloween." Sam sighed as his boyfriend came up to him kissing his cheek with a mischievous smirk. "Too bad guess I can't give you your treat." The h/c man growled nipping his ear as he walked out of their shared bedroom. With a fake pout he chased after him. "If I put on a Halloween shirt will it pass?" He said hopefully putting his arms over M/n shoulder causing him to put his hands on his hips. "Hmmm....If I get to pick the shirt." Sam chuckled and nodded. He'll soon regret that.
Luis was loosing his shit laughing at the shit while M/n smiled proudly at what his boyfriend was wearing it was a plain dark gray t-shirt with the words 'Just the tip. I Promise.' And a knife. "This has to be your best work, N/n." Stephan, M/n best friend, said dressed as a cop high fives the awaiting hand.
M/n gave Sammy a small grin and winked causing him to blush slightly. It was time to celebrate with friends Sam's accomplishment he can wait later to celebrate with Sam his own way.
(Time skip past smexy times~might do it later)
M/n woke up in a empty bed to the sound of a fight he quickly got up in only his boxers to see what was wrong. He knew it was human since he had symbols all under wall paper and floor boards. Turning on the lights he sees Sam and a shorter man next to him "Sammy?" He said causing both of them to look over maybe he should have put on pants eyes raked down his form. "Woah. Hi I'm Dean Rapunzel's older brother. You must be his roommate..." The green eyed man bit his lip looking down south of the s/c man before him. "...I just love Scooby-Doo.~" Dean said keeping his gaze on the mystery machine briefs M/n was wearing. Sam quickly got between both of them pushing his brother back. "Dean this N/n my boyfriend" A confused look crossed his face. "Where's Jess you girlfriend?" He asked. "She was my roommate graduated a year ago and M/n moved in."
Dean looked back at M/n the flirtatious smirk back on his face. "You're way out of my brothers league." Sam put a around his boyfriends waist pulling him close. "Why are you here Dean?" There was a pause of silence. "Dad hasn't been home in a few days." The blonde said before it was shot down. "Let me rephrase. Dad's on a hunting trip and hasn't been home in a few days." With that Sam tensed up and looked over to M/n. "I'll be right back." His tone rushed as he peeked him in the cheek and left their shared apartment brother in tow.
Once the sound of their foot steps were heard going down the stairs M/n sighed his hand running through his bed head. "Fucking Winchesterâs." He mumbled before going back up stairs going to his old room. M/n went to the closet moving boxes out of the way till he got to the duffel bag he was looking for. A burner phone weighed heavy in his hand as he wandered back to bed. "If he goes I go." He mumbled to himself looking at the mirror on the nightstand. M/n has been off and on with hunting ever since he started dating Sam and he knew who he was the moment his last name left his lips, but he only put on a smile and gave him his first and middle name since L/n were famous in the community.
Sam came back to the apartment and started to pack a bag. "Sam what's going on?" M/n said innocently as he watched more of his boyfriends clothes fill the bag. "Just going to help look for Dad. Probably just went out with a old friend and didn't bother to pick up." Sam zipped up the bag as he threw it over his shoulder. "You know what's Monday right?! You can't just not show up it's your dream on the line, Babe!" M/n stepped forward slowing down the rushed pace. "I know...you're right and I'll be back on Monday." We walked out of the building. "Promise to call me when you get there." The h/c man said hugging the long haired brunette close. "I promise." With a final kiss goodbye M/n waved him off before going inside. Time to jump back into the L/n family business. Pulling out the burner it rung as the first number was dialed. "I don't give a damn of you are the IRS or girl scouts selling fucking cookies it's one am you idjit!" The familiar voice rung out. "Good talking to you to Uncle Bobby." M/n chuckled and the older man's breath caught in his throat. "Well I'll be damned do my ears deceive me or is that little F/n all grown up?"
"Glad you didn't trash this number."
"What are you calling for boy its still 1am?" Bobby asked.
" I need to pick up my truck. I'm going hunting."
~~~~Time Skip~~~~
Sam sat in the motel room trying to call M/n, but he didn't pick up. If only he knew that right at that moment he was beheading a vampire while laughing like a sadistic prick. After cleaning the blood off and burning the barn that held the nest M/n tried calling back when it picked up he heard Sam's distressed voice. "M/n now is not a good time. I'm so cold hold me" A voice spoke over Sam's. "Who the hell was that?!" I heard a loud hissing noise. "Sam!" That's when a shotgun went off, glass shattered, and the lime went dead. M/n stood up and paced un his room it would be late before he got home he'll have to hall ass to get there before Sam.
Going out to the truck he opened the bed lifting the metal cover and false bottom loading the weapons. He had no time to drop it back off. The road was silent till a voice interrupted it. "Hello, handsome. What's the rush?" Almost swerving into a ditch M/n looked over and saw a man with graying blonde hair. Reaching for a weapon the man's eyes flashed yellow gazing at him. "I wouldn't do that if I were you." He snapped causing the h/c make to look straight and push hard into his seat. "You're the little Winchesterâs boy toy. Well in two hours he'll be home and dead by the time you arrive." M/n's breath caught in his throat. "Liar. I'm not stupid every hunter has heard what happened to Mary it doesn't take a genius to see they weren't the only one's. You need him alive and well, so why are you hear?" He growled low in his throat as the demon chuckled. "Got me there. You see Sammy boy needs to get back in the life and you being, I don't know, alive is getting in the way." The pressure grew stronger on the restrained man's chest till he almost could feel his lungs squeeze. "But I'm a business man. You work for me you live and maybe see Sam again or die in a blaze and the last thing he sees is your burning corpse. Can't be a protective boyfriend if your dead."
"What will happen to me if I agree?" That's when a sick smile pulled on his lips. "You become a demon. No a demon doesn't possess you! You yourself become one you memories and personality intact. So deal?" He held his hand out to the s/c man as he sighed taking his eyes from the road. "Deal." The demons yellows eyes shined bright as he yanked the young man forward pressing their lips together sealing it. "You are mine." He growled possessively as M/n pulled out his phone and dialed Sam's number. It went to voice mail. "Hey Rapunzel. I want you to know...I love you. Hold on to that, never let that go. You mean the world to me...so once you figure out how to open you voice mail this is waiting for you."
Sam woke up from his nightmare of his burning apartment building. It been almost three years since then and he never gotten over it. It took a year to get to his messages and what M/ n left behind gave him more questions then answers. He couldn't even get into the apartment before the flames erupted. Sam had doubts about M/n in the fire, but after the police report was released only one casualty of M/n Middle/n. Dean tried to tell my it would at some point get better, but the guilt still felt heavy in his chest. Nightmares of M/n in the fire not in pain, but seeming to absorb the flames made him question what really happened. The brothers had a lead on yellow eyes that their dad led them to. It all seemed to convenient that after the fight he knew to much about the demon that pledged his nightmares. The warehouse was falling apart it was in shambles as Dean parked baby next to it. "Are you sure this is the place?" Sam asked his brother. "Dad said this was it. Load up." Dean got out the car popping the trunk. This didn't feel right.
Tied up, beaten, and tortured. The Winchesters look up at their own fathers face with those horrid yellow eyes. "You boys never questioned a thing didn't even hesitate to come inside!" He chuckled darkly as the surrounding demons grinned. "This would have been the part where I laugh at you kill you dragging your sorry souls to hell to be my toys for the next millennium, but I have something better!" Signature Winchester grin lifted his lips as he called out seeming to no one. "Oh, honey bear! Come say hi." The sound of a strong gust of wind came from behind them as the clack of well made dress shoes hit the shifty floor boards. A man wearing black dress pants, shoes, and a open f/c(not black) silk button up. His back was to the brothers as John lifted his head up to kiss the man's cheek. Turning around white eyes looked at them, but that face was unmistakably M/n's a scar on his brow but it was him. Sam was chocked up M/n was in front of him looking well and oh God he's with enemy that took their dad's body as a meat suit.
"Do you like him, Sammy? Hells best torturer!" John said running his hands over M/n as the man kept his gaze locked on the tallest Winchester analyzing him as he seethed with anger at the demon touched his boyfriend. "Oh the things he's done would make Lucifer blush." Yellow-eyes trailed his hand down the scarred chest biting his lip making Sam struggle more. Snapping his fingers the other demons took Dean, but Sam was left there. "You're not useful to me dead Sammy boi." The demon circled him. "What's the best kind of torture, love?" M/n seemed to move for the first time getting right in front of Sam dropping to his knees being face to face with him. Cupping the beaten cheek of the hunter in his s/c hand his white clouded orbs turned the lively e/c giving a sympathetic look before it switched off. "Physiological." Sam didn't notice the room shifted into their old apartment tears pooled in those e/c eyes. "Where were Sammy?" A hiccup in between silent cries ended the sentence as a scene played out of M/n on the phone trying to talk to Sam before it cut off. "I needed you!" A scene of M/n chained to a wall seeing figures of his past hurt him till he gave in. "You were mine. And you threw it all away, threw me away like garbage!" The images went to Sam being with girls, but he could see familiar h/c hair in the background.
Tears rolled down Sam's face as white eyes filled his vision the eyes he loved fading away. What felt like hours happened in only a few seconds and within those seconds Sam was broken. He buried his face into the palm still cupping his cheek. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry!' Sam would do anything for his M/n back even if it meant killing the monster his father has become. A gentle kiss stopped the trail of tears. "You are mine."
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A/N: Quote= I love you. Hold on to that, never let that go. -The Vampire Diaries
Tagged: @spnquotebingo
First male reader it was fun.
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The Offer: Chapter 8
Distractions
Pairings: The Mandalorian x Reader, Din Djarin x Reader, ClanLeader!Din x Reader.
Rating: Explicit
Word count: 6k
Warnings: Smut (oral (m), exhibitionism, rough sex, penetrative sex, public (outdoor) sex, doggy style, breeding kink, dirty talk). Descriptions of canonical violence. Implied injury. Talk of children/pregnancy. Fluff. Talk of death/âmeaning of life.â Honeymoon shenanigans. Two big idiots being in love. A little surprise for all the Mira stans out there.
A/n: I hope yâall are ready for some more world-building! We get to see a bit into Dinâs past in this chapter, and shed some light on some possible ulterior motives. Second a/n at the bottom! Hope yâall enjoyđ.
Summary:Â Din and you finally didn't the time to slow down for a bit and you find out quickly that you weren't the only ones who had something planned.
The Offer Masterlist | My Masterlist
The stone beneath your fingertips was rough, pewter-colored grains gathering at the edge of the brick you sat on until you flicked them off with your finger. You squinted and watched the few larger pieces you could see as they fell to the ground, collecting just a few inches from your feet. A chunkier, darker colored boot came into your line of sight and you followed the path up his legs until you were met with the matte blue of Pazâs visor. You squinted through a smile as he tilted his head, blocking the sun from your face and gesturing to your boot.
âDo you like them?â
The leather squeaked as you flexed your toes in your boot, your foot turning to the side as you lift your leg a little to show it off. You nodded, a sheepish grin plastering across your face knocked your heels together.
Paz didn't have to ask where you had gotten them; they were brand new, a practically perfect fit, and made specifically for you.
â....at your husband's request.â
You shouldn't have expected less from Din, especially from the way he had reacted when the sole of your original shoe finally gave out. He had made such a big deal out of it; even after you told him it was fine, tossing them to the side and continuing with a simple pair of slip-ons you had. Din wasn't so quick to dismiss it, he picked up the boot in question and watched as the split in the arch grew wider and puckered when he squeezed it in his hand.
It was a surprise to find the new pair sitting on the table this morning, along with a note handwritten by Din.Â
âThese have been made for you at your husband's request. Please, take very good care of them. -Din.â
You could practically hear the playful attitude in his voice and picture the laugh he probably had as he wrote out the words.Â
The written ink was smeared, the corners of the spare paper fraying, and some of the letters were hard to make out; but you loved all of it, every flaw and every second of care that Din had poured into such a simple thing. You had smoothed out any creases that had been left in the paper, being careful to not spread any of the ink further, and placed the note inside one of the books in the chest that sat at the end of your shared bed, another one of Din's gifts. It felt silly sometimes to hold on to such trivial things; but when you read the note again, one last time before putting it in the chest for safe-keeping, it didn't feel silly at all. It felt warm and airy and it tickled your cheeks with a feeling you had only ever had around Din.
âYou donât have to wait with me you know?â you peered up at Paz and tilted your head to mirror his. âIâm perfectly capable of finding him without you.â
âI know that Vodâika,â Paz crossed his arms and leaned against the same wall you sat on. âI figured you would like the company.â
âAlways,â you bumped your shoulder against his playfully, looking to the entry of the great hall just a few feet from where you sat.
It was quiet around the great hall, most people being respectful of the council and leaving an empty and silent place for them to work in. You stood from your seat, walking just a few steps in front of you until you were met with the adjacent wall, leaning forward and craning your neck to look at the sky.
âDid he say why he sent for me?â you questioned, though it wasn't bothersome on your end, it did make you wonder what was so important for Din to send someone for you instead of just looking for you himself.
âHe only asked me to bring you to him, once the council had finished,â Paz gestured to the door. âThey should be done at any moment.â
It wasn't a few minutes later that you found yourself walking the halls just a few steps behind Paz, Mandalorians passed the two of you; your path seemingly going in the wrong direction from the way they flowed down the hall. You nodded to the people who noticed you, most of them giving a simple acknowledgment of your presence; the few without helmets offering a smile.
Some stray voices carried through the halls, echoing off the stone and mostly indistinguishable by the time they found you. You followed Paz turning a corner where the voices grew louder as you stepped through the threshold of a doorway.
There was a long table that stretched across nearly every inch of the room, a few groups of people still lingering as they slowly filed out of the room. Din stood at the head of the table, speaking to an older Mandalorian who carried his helmet under his arm, his hair was greyed and worry-lines set deep into his features. Their conversation hushed as you and Paz neared, Din's helmet turning to follow the direction his counterpart had looked. He said your name softly, turning to face you better.
âAs requested,â Paz joked as he stepped towards the other two men. âTook me far too long to find her, you should keep a better track of her, Djarin.â
You rolled your eyes at the laugh they shared, grinning as you watched the two of them shake hands and joke with one another.
âCyar'ika,â Din turned to you and held his hand out to you. You took it and went to stand at his side, leaning towards him as your fingers intertwined. He gestured to the unnamed Mandalorian, repeating your name to him and introducing the two of you.
âThis is Medrit, a member of our council and my mentor from when I was a youngling.â
You had seen Medrit around in the village before, mostly when you had sat at dinner with Mira; but you had yet to speak with him. His demeanor told that he was someone of importance, and the decorations that sat on his chest were a testament to that as well.
You smiled at him, nodding as he repeated your name and offered you his hand to shake.
âDin Djarin has told me much about you,â Medirt spoke, smiling fondly as he patted Din on the shoulder. âI'm sorry I missed your presentation and have failed to meet you before this.â
âMedrit and I have been busy.â Din sounded almost shy, something that sounded so foreign to you. Medrit seemed to agree, exchanging a look with Din that did not go unnoticed.
âBut I hope to know you better, very soon.âÂ
He reminded you so much of Din, in the way he spoke and carried himself. You wondered if we're seeing a glimpse of Din's future, the thought of his hair greying at his temples bringing a smile to your face.
âI would like that very much.âÂ
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Medrit and Paz said their goodbyes not too long after, following the last few people who remained out of the room. Din and you were left alone, save for the guards who were paired at the doors. Before you could think of asking, Din dismissed them; the two of them shuffling out of the room at his command and pulling the heavy wooden doors closed with a thud.
âYou never told me you had a throne.â You teased him, pointing to the chair that was behind him. It was noticeably larger than the others at the table; made of the same wood, deep, rich in color with designs and phrases etched into the arch that served as the backrest. The chair wasn't much different than the rest, but you noticed it nonetheless, grinning at him as he shook his head.
 âIt's not a throne, Cyar'ika.â You could hear the grin on his voice, his helmet pressing gently against your forehead as he squeezed your hand.
âYou look beautiful.â
The leather of his gloves was warm against your face, following along your jaw until he pushed them into your hair.
âYour hair?â He questioned, his fingers pulling away once he noticed resistance.
âThe children,â You smiled at the memories, shrugging a little when Din chuckled. âThey wanted to practice.â
Some days it felt like there wasn't much you could do to contribute to the Clan. As much as you hated following Mira around as if you were lost, especially since you were married to their Alor; she never minded the company or the help for that matter.
You sat with her for lunch just outside the gated areas that served as the gardens, sitting on empty crates and sharing some of the food you had spent the morning picking. Itâs where you met Korri, a sweet girl about your age with kind eyes and a quick tongue that kept even Miraâs smart mouth at bay. You noticed how Miraâs eyes focused on her when she spoke and the way their hands brushed against each other anytime they stood near each other. You didnât mean to tease Mira badly but, you couldnât resist seeing the meek expression that crossed her face when you questioned her about it. The two of you were alone and gossiping like schoolgirls over bushels of food; sorting the good from the bad once most of it had been harvested. Korri had joined you, fitting right into your conversation once the awkward tension had dissipated.
As you ate together, you watched as children ran around, playing games of their imagination, their laughter carrying through the gardens. You had learned a few of their names, becoming familiar with them as the times you helped Mira grew in number. Sometimes during your breaks they would come and sit with you, asking questions with an innocence that only seemed understandable because of their age. Most of them understand what your marriage to Din meant, and a few of the older ones had even made a habit of calling you their Alor; a title you knew they used with no real bearing but was a little joke between you and them.
And of course, when one of them came up to you and begged you to let them practice on your hair, you had no resolve to tell them no.
They were careful, as careful as someone so young could be; twisting sections of your hair into different patterns until they found one they liked. Eventually pulling most of it back from your face and securing it with a tie. They insisted on picking some of the small clusters of wildflowers that grew along the fences of the garden and putting them in the ties of your hair. You sat and let them work for as long as they liked, thanking them and making over their handy work as they giggled at your praise.
The children were all very sweet, and some days you looked forward to them following you while you worked, enjoying their company no matter how tedious it could be.
âYou look beautiful.â He repeated the sentiment from earlier, his voice just barely above a whisper.
You pressed yourself up against him, your hands resting on his chest while his arms fell to hold onto your hips. You tilted your head, batting your eyes as you looked up at him with a pout.
âKiss me.â
He groaned a little, squeezing his arms tighter around you.
âNot in here, Cyar'ika.â he sighed, his breath hitching a little when you leaned to press a kiss on the spot where his chest and neck met. âI can't.â
You nuzzled your nose in his skin, dragging your lips up and down and leaving a trail of kisses in their wake. His fingers dug into your flesh, his hands flexing sharply as your nails running gently down his chest, stopping at the signet that cast his belt.
âSit down, then.â
You pushed his shoulders, watching as he followed your direction and sat in his seat; his thighs spreading naturally as you kneeled in-between them.
When you finally put your mouth on him, he had nearly shot straight out of his chair from how hard his hips bucked. He was wound tight, his cock hard and throbbing under your touch from you teasing him; running your nails over his skin, and mouthing kisses onto his tummy, just barely ghosting over his groin.
He moaned your name, the sound practically melodic even through the metallic filter of his helmet, as you locked eyes with him. You guessed about where they'd be under there, imagining the vivid, dark color of his irises as you had seen them just this morning.
âYou look so beautiful, Cyar'ika.â He groaned when he hit the back of your throat, choking out a curse as you slowly pull your mouth back up the length of his cock. âTaking my cock like this.â
You pulled off him with a wet pop, giving a few sweet kisses to the tip before wrapping your lips around him again.
âI don't deserve you, sweet girl.â
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âWe'll make it on foot, but it'll take a little while to get there.���
âYou still haven't told me where we are going.â You released the strap of your bag to grab Din's hand your finger intertwining and your paces synchronizing as if from memory.
You had been walking on this trail for a while, it was one you had never been on before, but Din seemed to know where he was going. So you followed him, watching over your shoulder as the village slowly disappeared into the treeline behind you.
âThat is the point of a surprise, Cyar'ika.â
A surprise.
Although it had been almost three months since you had married him, Din still surprised you. Sometimes in the form of his words, his actions, and sometimes with gifts; all things you told him werenât necessary but he insisted on giving to you, his way of making sure you were taken care of. Of all the things Din could be, he was protective and caring in ways you had never realized could be so intimate with another person.
You knew he would kill for you, and you were sure he had threatened that before.
You had never brought it up, but you knew Din had threatened Kron the night of your presentation. You could count on one hand the number of times you had seen him since, a stark contrast to how he seemed to loom over you in the months prior. While you knew Kron deserved every word that Din had spoken to him, part of you couldnât help but wonder about it. You were happy to put the experience behind you but part of you worried that it was about something that laid below the surface. You had never even known why Kron had even shown interest in speaking with you in the first place.
âThat man, Kron,â you spoke before you had even decided if it was best to bring this up. âWhy do you think he hates me?â
He didnât say anything at first, taking a moment as if he needed to collect his thoughts, the gears turning under the shin of his helmet as he figured out what to say.
âI don't think he hates you, Cyar'ika.â
You scoffed, earning your hand a squeeze as he turned his head to look at you.
âWell, I would've believed otherwise.â
He stopped fully, your hands still connecting the two of you when you stopped just a second after he did, turning to face him. He sighed, breath coming from deep within his chest and causing his shoulders to raise with the force of it.
âHe's angry with me,â he paused, still gathering his thoughts as if he needed to decipher what exactly to tell you. âand he never should have taken that out on you.â
âWhy would he be angry with you?â
Maybe it was better to drop the subject, but you couldnât help the curiosity you felt; an itching feeling that got worse with every word Din said.
âBecause I beat him.â
The Mandalorians had a particular way of running things, traditions, and governments that sometimes dated back farther than anyone could remember. It didnât surprise you that it wasn't a matter of electing someone to become their leader, they had to prove themselves just like they did as a child.
âOur leader before me was a wise man named Goran.â Din paused for a moment, leaning his head back until his visor pointed to the sky and then dipped to look at you. âWhen the time came, he had no children, successors to carry on his line.â
Shortly after the Verdâgoten, The elders had announced that the future chief would be chosen from younglings hand-picked by the council. There were days, weeks dedicated to the trials that had been prepared for them; tests of their skill as a leader, a warrior, a Mandalorian. Something like that didnât happen every day, and nearly all of the village watched as each of the candidates were tested; it became a game of sorts.
Both Din and Kron had been chosen by the members of the council, both of them had succeeded at nearly every challenge and in the final weeks, they were the only two competitors left.
âHe was a few years older than me,â He started walking again, pulling you along with him as you listened to him retell it. âMuch bigger and more experienced than I was. I think everyone thought he would be chosen.â
The story Mira told you when you first asked about Din was true. As a final test of their strength, both were sent on a hunt; they needed to kill the Mudhorn that had been terrorizing part of the village. Taking down such a creature would be the ultimate approval of a warriorâs capability and skill, and their willingness to protect those who are innocent.Â
Din had won.
The night he had made his way back to the village, carrying the horn of the beast over his back as evidence of his victory, he was welcomed with open arms. The celebration has lasted for a week and at the end of it, he was crowned the new chief.
âYou are the only living thing that has seen my face, since.â
The tenants of his creed had been solidified then, with status came the change and responsibility greater than most had.
âHow old were you?â
He hesitated, almost as if he was ashamed to admit it.
âFifteen.â
âYou were just a child.â
âMaybe, so.â He looked at you, his free hand coming up to squeeze the fingers still tightly wrapped around his bicep.
âIt must have been hard on you, having enormous responsibility so young.â
You could never imagine the burden Din had to carry and to have it from such a young age; sometimes you had no idea how Din had survived for so long on his own.
âThis is the way.â
You placed a kiss on the pauldron of his shoulder, right over the Mudhorn signet that had been molded into the beskar, laying your head against the cold metal as you walked in silence again.
There may never come a time when you fully understand Din's creed, and even if you sometimes thought his life would be easier without it, you never wanted to disrespect his beliefs. You would be there for him, even when you disagreed with his reasoning. Making sure he didn't carry such a weight single-handedly anymore was the only thing you concerned yourself with; Din knowing he didn't have to do this alone anymore was all that mattered.
âOne day my time will end, and there will be someone to take the helm just as I did from him.â
You had talked about things like this with Din before, most of the conversation happening in the late hours of the night as you tried to find sleep; you talked about a future, the life you wanted to lead with him, and what would become of that. And want the end would look like.
âI don't want to think about that.â You dismissed him, looping your arm around his tighter and pushing any sort of similar thought from your mind.
âAll things must come to pass, Cyar'ika.â His tone was gentle, the words almost lost from how quietly he spoke them. âOne of our children will be the next to lead us, and I will die at peace knowing they are prepared to take my place.â
âOur children will be lucky to have a father like you to teach them,â you smiled, shaking your head as you looked at him. âI don't think there's much I could do.â
Din slowed his steps, pulling his arm from your grip and he stood in front of you again. Something in him changed, his demeanor much sharper, determined than what it had been before.
âYou have overcome so much in your life, Cyar'ika.â He was quiet again, his words carrying an emotion you could feel as he stepped closer to you, the space separating the two of you falling away to practically nothing.
âJust because you have never wielded a weapon in battle does not make your life less honorable.â
He guided your gaze back on him when it fell, his knuckles gently running along your jaw and tapping against your chin as a request for you to look at him.
âNever degrade yourself from anything less than deserving.â
Din had a way of saying just the right thing, it was as if he had time to carefully plan every single word before it fell from his lips. You smiled up at him as he held your face in his hands, the leather of his gloves contrasting the warmth that you felt in your cheeks.
âIf our children are half as kind as you are, Cyar'ikaâŚ.then I know we will have done something right for them.â
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âDon't look.â
âI'm not.â
You couldn't help but giggle at how silly this felt; the kind of feeling that was light, and innocent and left butterflies that swirled inside your stomach when Din laughed at you.Â
âSee,â you squeezed your hands dramatically over your face, trying to prove you had no intention of breaking your promise. âI can't see a thing.â
Even with a half-hearted attempt at reassurance, Din wasn't convinced you'd keep true to your word.
âYeah?â
You felt the soft fabric of a blindfold cover your face, you slipped your hands out from under it as Din tied it in a knot at the back of your head.
âI think I know you better than that, Cyar'ika.â
His arms wrapped around your waist and hauled you off the rock you had taken a break on.
âA girl can try can't she?â He spun you around until you faced in the other direction, setting you down as you gripped his biceps to keep your balance.
âMaybe,â he turned around, and you heard the sound of him moving around a little bit, then his unfiltered voice hit your ear. âBut then you'll ruin the surprise.â
He took the bag from your shoulders and you reached out for him blindly, your belongings hitting the forest floor with a dull thud. He held on to your wrists and gave you a quick kiss on the lips before he lifted you into his arms. One of his hands settled underneath your knees, while the other wrapped around your waist.
You couldn't tell why Din had brought you out here, you couldn't see much as the path disappeared under your feet, the worn cut that had been made on the forest floor blending back into its surroundings. Din had insisted you close your eyes as soon as you reached the end, and he guided you to sit and wait until he was ready. The trail had led to the start of a hill from what you could tell, the sun shining brightly on the other side and casting both of you in a shadow as you stood at its base. Din grunted as he started up the hill, and you dug your fingers tighter into his furs as you shifted in his arms.
He carried you to the top; even with you commenting on how capable you were at walking he just ignored you.
âThis is about you, Cyar'ika.â
âAbout me?â You could feel the sunlight pass over your features from behind your blindfold, warm and kissing your skin as you grinned up at him.
He sat you down once he passed the top, helping you balance yourself against him with his hands still roaming your sides. He turned you around with a kiss to your lips, your back pressing against his chest.
âAre you ready?â
He pressed his lips into your shoulder, trailing sweet kisses up your neck until he reached your ear; his voice rumbling deep in his chest as he whispered the words into your skin.
âI hope.âÂ
There was a nervousness that settled in your stomach, an excitement that flooded your veins but left you woozy as you leaned against him. You felt his hands reach for the blindfold, loosening the knot and letting the soft material fall away from your eyes.
It took a moment for you to adjust to the light, the sun was bright and hovering over the horizon, bathing everything in a beautiful golden glow and you shuddered out a breath when everything came into view.
It went on forever, large stretches of meadow littered with pinks and reds that swirled in gentle patterns; flowers of every kind dancing around your feet and tickling the skirt of your dress. You could see the colors vividly under the brightness of the setting sun; blooms that were full and in every shape imaginable stood at your fingertips.
âDo you like it?â
You felt him smiling against your skin, peppering small kisses along your jaw and cheek.
âIt's wonderful.â
You turned in his arms, your faces just a hairbreadth away from one another as a question burned on the tip of your tongue.
âDin, how did you-â
âIt's yours.â Din cut you off, his hand cupping your jaw while his thumb gently ran across the apple of your cheek.
âMine?â
He held onto you tighter, and you felt like you were gonna burst; your chest swelling with the immeasurable feeling you got every time he looked at you.
âIâm giving it to you.â
You could see the warmth hidden behind a heavy-set brow, his irises a deep, rich color that sparkled with golden flecks of sun and left you breathless. His kiss was soft and left your mouth burning in the wake of his touch, your hands threading through his hair and pulling him deeper as your lips slotted together.
âEvery year, that is the trail we use when we go on our hunts,â Din explained pulling away just enough for the words to slip past his lip, his palms still caressing the side of your face.
âAnd every year we pass by this meadow without so much as a second glance.â
Your hands wandered to hold Dinâs arms, your fingers trailing along the length of his forearm until they came to rest at his wrists. He smiled as you squeezed them in your palms, your forefinger tracing tiny patterns on the underside of his arm.
âBut this time, Cyar'ika, all I could think about was you.â
You felt tears brimming at his words, and when they finally rolled down your cheeks he brushed them away; catching them with his thumb as they fell from your eyes.
âSo I'm giving it to you.â
He kissed you again, his mouth heavy against yours and his touch like molten that left a gentle burn underneath your skin. His taste was practically burned on your tongue by the time you pulled away from him, your threaded fingers the only thing that stayed connected as you led him deeper into the meadow. He was impatient, stopping you much sooner than you had planned, your chest colliding as he pulled you back to his arms. Warm, wet kisses trailed over your neck, his teeth sinking into the sensitive spot on your shoulder, making you groan in his ear. You gasped as your hands ran over his back, your nails scratching lightly and traveling to pull the curls at the base of his neck.
You don't remember how you got to the ground, it doesn't even register that you're moving until you feel the solid earth beneath you, pinned by Din's weight. His hands felt like they were everywhere at once, warm, and calloused against your skin once he removed his gloves. They pulled at pieces of your clothes, your own hands going to pull the latches that held Din's cape.
âYou want to give me warriors, Cyar'ika?â He growled into your ears, your bodies rutting against each other as you desperately tried to strip yourself of enough layers to have each other. âBe my sweet Riddur and bare my children?â
Din chuckled at the completely sinful sound that left your lips, half-concocted strings of pleas spewing from your mouth; begging for him to touch you, to kiss you, to fill you to the brim with everything that was him.
âLet me breed you, sweet girl, as a proper husband should.â
He wasn't gentle when his hips finally rocked into yours, but it felt so blissful; like your body was tingling with excitement and about to burst with each cant of his hips.Â
Your knees dug into the dirt beneath you, the material of Din's cape doing nothing to cushion you from the weight of his thrusts; the sound of your love-making the only thing that could be heard over the moans you shared.
He clung to you as if his life depended on it, kissing every inch of you he could reach and gripping you hard enough to leave imprints of his hands on your skin.
He swallowed the screams that laid on the edge of your tongue in a kiss, his fingers circling your clit as you ride your high over and over again. You were so sensitive when he had finally finished, your nerves heightened and your cunt glistening with the mixture of your releases.
You shared âI love youâs between slow kisses, your lips swollen and sensitive as he nipped them between his teeth. You held him close, burying your nose in his hair as you lay beneath a painted sky, every color imaginable dancing above you as the world continued slowly from day into night.
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There was hardly a shred of sunlight left in the sky as you made your way back to the village. Din all but led you, the darkness making the forest a little more difficult to move through; your fingers gripped any piece of his clothing you could reach, clinging to his side as if you were afraid he'd leave you behind.
He chuckled a little bit as one of your hands gripped his cape, the other landing on his bicep and walking directly behind him, your head resting on his shoulder blade. You let go of him as he tapped your hand, stopping in his tracks to brace himself and telling you to climb into his back. You hesitated for a moment, you have no idea how much longer it would be to get home; there was no way Din could be comfortable carrying you for that long.
âCome on, Cyar'ika.â He turned his helmet to look at you, what little moon that was out tonight glinting off the visor.Â
You wrapped your arms around his neck, jumping when he told you to and moving with him as his arms helped you settle on his back. He walked a little slower but he still seemed to navigate the trail better than you. You could feel the breaths he took from under his helmet, his chin peeking out from under his helmet from your angle. You laid your head against his shoulder and hummed as you squeezed his neck tighter, your finger sticking out to tickle him along his jawline. He flinched slightly, huffing out a laugh as he groaned out a meaningless warning. You settled your cheek against his pauldron, looking out as slopes of land started to form under the faint shine of the moon. The night was still around you, the only noise that registered being the thump of Din's boots on the ground and the faint sound of a broken breeze that wafted through the woods. You could see lights from the villager's home through the thinning treeline, the mountains that served as the backdrop of your home glowing with blue hue under the moonlight.
âWe're almost there.â You commented, pointing a finger in the direction of the village.
Din slowed for a second and lifted his head to follow your hand, commenting on your âgood eye.â You huffed and held on tighter to his neck, trying to hold some of your body weight up to make it easier for him.
It didn't take much longer to reach the edge of the forest, the homes of the village much closer and more lively than they had looked from a distance.
There was something uneasy that washed over as you slipped from Din's grip, your feet landing flat on the ground that felt alive underneath you. The earth was rumbling, hardly noticeable but it tickled you through the soles of your boots as you stood still. You look over to find Din looking towards the village, his hand reaching out for you and pulling you to stand behind him. He held onto your hand with a bruising grip as if he were afraid you would slip through his fingertips.
It hit before you could ask him what was wrong, a blinding light that knocked you to your feet and left you scrambling against the dirt beneath you. There was a pounding inside of your head, a deafening sound that was shrill and left ringing in your ears. Your head was spinning as you tried to sit up, fighting against a heavy weight that kept you pinned to the ground. There were sounds of voices, muffled yelling that barely registered as you blinked up at the sky.Â
The canopy of the trees was glowing in shades of violent reds that swirled around bellows of smoke. Your body felt heavy, every breath that passed through your lungs burned as you pushed against the pressure that held you down. You tried to move again, your arms limp and scratching against the dirt as shadows passed over your face. Some limbs seemed to move with yours slowly, with heavy hands bumping yours in their search for purchase. And then the weight was lifted, your vision blurring at the sight of Din's silver helmet. His hands held your face, words falling from his lips that were suffocated by the chaos that roared around you. Your eyes felt heavy, every time you blinked it was like heaven to have them close for just a second longer.
You looked at him, watching the colors dance across the profile of his helmet with words stuck on your tongue; sentences lost in the confusion that had settled over your mind. He was still talking to you, his arms sliding under your body to haul you off the ground; the remnants of a promise hitting your ear as your eyes finally closed.
â.... you're gonna be okay.â
Translations:
Vodâika- Little sister
Alor- Leader, chief
Verdâgoten- Mandalorian rite of passage
Riddur- Spouse, Husband/Wife
A/N (pt2): Yâall remember when the reader talked about how much she liked flowers because its something she remembers from her childhood??? Well Din did.
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Meeting the Baron (2/7)
Chapter 2. Madripoor
Summary: When the Baron takes your search to Madripoor, the four of you are forced to play your roles. AÂ role that brings you much closer to Zemo than you ever thought you could be comfortable with, but is it entirely an act?
(Yes, we're doing the fake dating trope. I don't care if it's overdone, I'm obsessed)
Part 1
Word Count: 4696
Zemo had provided each of you with, what he deemed to be, appropriate disguises. Buckyâs was fairly simple, just enough to make him look like the Winter Soldier, but Samâs suit was brighter and apparently very much the style of the Smiling Tiger, not that he was a fan. You had instantly become hesitant when you opened the package that Zemo had handed you, staring at the black dress and strappy heels in disbelief. You knew that you had to keep up appearances, the people you would be meeting only understood three things, power, money, and women. Still, how were you meant to react if something went wrong while wearing this.
Putting on the garment only made you less sure. The dress was fitted to perfection, which was curious to you since Zemo never asked for your size, and the material was soft to the touch. It ended above the knees and had thin straps over your shoulders, it was more revealing than something you would usually wear but the length kept it surprisingly classy. You actually looked like the Baronâs partner rather than a date for one night. The dress itself wasnât that uncomfortable, just impractical since you couldnât hide a gun under it, and you were a little surprised by how good it looked on you, but the shoes were the bigger problem, being impractical. You wouldnât be able to rush somewhere too easily.
Once you finished getting ready, you put on the necklace that Zemo had left for you and headed back out into the main room. Of course, the Baronâs date would need to have some sort of jewellery to really sell it.
âFinallyâ Sam sighed when he heard the door open and close behind him, the three men turning to you.
âWhat? Donât look at me like thatâ you complained, noticing the surprised looks on Sam and Buckyâs faces.
âJust havenât seen you all dressed up beforeâ Sam shrugged. âAnd I thought I looked overdressedâ he joked.
âYou look goodâ Bucky complimented, hoping to make you feel more comfortable.
âThanks, Buckyâ you chuckled, shaking your head at him. âBut of course, you havenât seen me in anything like this before, Iâve never had the opportunity and if I could afford all of this, I would have retired by nowâ you pointed out, making them both laugh a little. You made a fair point.
âI, for one, think I made a perfect choice. You look wonderfulâ Zemo complimented, making you all look over at him. âAre you all ready?â he asked as he approached the three of you, holding his hand out for you to take.
âWe arenât there yet, keep your hands to yourselfâ you reminded him.
âApologiesâ he nodded, lowering his hand. âBut once we get out of the car, we all need to be in characterâ he warned the three of you, who just nodded in understanding.
A car picked the four of you up and dropped you off just outside the meeting place, and this time when Zemo held his hand out to you, you took it and let him help you out of the car. He offered his arm to you and you took hold of his elbow, letting him lead the way, Sam and Bucky following behind.
You couldnât decide what was worse, watching Bucky fight while pretending to be the Winter Soldier or watching Sam drink whatever it was that the bartender gave him. Both were painful, and while witnessing each you had unconsciously gripped Zemoâs arm a little tighter, and he had pulled you a little closer each time. Luckily, while at the bar, Zemo had gotten you something a little sweeter than Samâs drink.
Finally, Selby agreed to meet with you all and you were sent through to see her, but things only got more tense.
âYou should know, Baron. People donât just come into my bar and make demandsâ Selby spoke as the four of you entered the room. She sat comfortably on one of the couches, arms draped over the back cushion, watching you all like she was trying to read you.
âNot a demand. An offerâ Zemo corrected her.
âA lot has changed since you were here lastâ Selby claimed as Sam crossed to stand on one side of the room while Bucky positioned himself on the other. âBy the way, I thought you were rotting away in a German prison. How did you escape?â she asked curiously.
âPeople like us always find a way, donât we?â Zemo answered as he sat down on the couch opposite her, guiding you towards him by the hand. Without speaking, he was looking you in the eyes, as if to convey the choice that he was asking you to make.
You took a small, unnoticeable breath before quickly making a decision, placing yourself comfortably on his lap. Youâve surely done worse.
âIâm sure youâve already figured out what Iâm here forâ he continued, wrapping one arm around your waist to keep you steady and placing his other gloved hand on your bare knee. An attempt to be respectful while still being convincing.
âYouâre taller than Iâd heard, Smiling Tigerâ Selby suddenly turned her attention to Sam, who only responded with a nod.
âTell us what you know about the super-soldier serum. And I give you him-â Zemo got her attention back onto him, gesturing to Bucky, his offer to her â-along with the code words to control him, of course. He will do anything you want.â
âNow thatâs the Zemo I remember. Iâm glad I decided not to kill you immediately but tell meâŚwould she do anything I want?â the attention was suddenly put onto you as Selby stared you down, putting you on edge. You couldnât help but tense a little, this wasnât part of the plan and it unsettled you.
âThis one only sings for meâ Zemo informed her, his hand inching up your thigh slightly to prove his point. His touch left goosebumps in its wake, which you tried your best to ignore but you were sure that he noticed it.
Knowing you had to sell this, the hand you had on his shoulder lifted to play with his hair (though, not enough to mess it up) while you placed your other hand against his chest, smiling sweetly at him. Yes, you had noticed his attractiveness before, but this was the closest you had ever been to him and the longest you had been looking at him, and it only left you admiring him a little more. Luckily, you could blame it on acting if anyone noticed. Plus, his cologne was invading your senses and you found it oddly comforting.
âThatâs a shameâ Selby hummed. âBut you were right to come to me. Arrogant, but right. The super-soldier serum is here in Madripoor. Dr Wilfred Nagel is the man you wanna thank. OrâŚcondemn, depending on what side of this youâre on. The Power Broker had him working on the serum, but things didnât go as plannedâ she informed him.
âIs Nagel still in Madripoor?â Zemo asked but your attention turned to the hand he had returned to your knee when his thumb started stroking little circles against your skin.
âOh. The breadcrumbs you can have for free, but the bakery is gonna cost you, Baron. And before you get all cute, donât think you can find Nagel without meâ Selby shook her head in disapproval. âMaybe we could work something out if you could make your little bird singâ she suggested, eyeing you again, and you couldnât help but lean closer to the criminal whoâs lap you were sat on.
âGo on, Liebling, answer herâ Zemo prompted, giving your thigh a small reassuring squeeze.
âIâm sorry, but I only have eyes for one personâ you claimed with a convincing smile, gently resting your head against Zemoâs shoulder. You would straddle his man right here in front of everyone if it meant she left you alone.
âAnd she is not a bargaining chipâ Zemo insisted, holding onto you a little tighter, almost protectively. That brought a more genuine smile to your face.
However, when you glanced over at Selby, you could see it in her eyes. She wasnât entirely convinced; you couldnât tell whether she was trying to uncover your act or just find a weakness in your supposed relationship that she could exploit to get what she wanted. Your grip on his shoulder tightened slightly, trying to convey your concerns to him. It did seem to get his attention as he turned his face towards you as you lifted your head from his shoulders, resulting in your faces ending up a little closer than you expected.
Now or never. You had to sell this act if you wanted all of this to go smoothly. You lifted your hand, tracing your fingers alone his jaw as you put on your best love-struck smile. Zemo was watching you carefully, he knew what your possible moves were from here and while it surprised him, he would let you make the play.
So, you lent in closer as your fingertips reached his chin, lips hovering just over his. The hand on your knee brushed upwards, gloved fingertips touching the hem of your dress. Any longer would be suspicious, and so you closed the gap and touched your lips to his. You had made the move, you had kissed him, and so Zemo allowed himself to take the lead.
The hand on your thigh tightened as he deepened the kiss, what surprised you the most was that you returned the advancement, your hand cupping his jaw to hold him closer. You simply couldnât deny the pull you felt towards him and how this just didnât feel as wrong as you thought it would.
While the moment felt disconnected from the others and endless, in reality it hadnât been that long at all. And while it was beginning to feel easy to forget about where you were, you didnât, slipping your hand down from his jaw and too his chest as you pulled away.
âWell, donât let us interrupt youâ Selby teased but she seemed to be fully convinced now. The comment put a slight blush on your face, but you figured it worked for the act, so didnât worry about it. You still avoided looking at either Sam or Bucky, not wanting to see how they were looking at you after that little show.
Selby finally seemed to give up on getting anywhere in that deal, she wasnât going to get her hands on you, and the conversation could continue.
As Zemo and Selby spoke, you fainlly spared a few glances at Sam and Bucky. Bucky was still in character, though he seemed even tenser than before, but Sam managed to sneak a small look in your direction that silently asked if you were okay. You gave him the smallest of nods before disguising it by resting your head against Zemoâs fur collar.
Things were going well, that was until Samâs sister called him and your covers were blown, resulting in Selbyâs death. All four of you knew that you had to get out of there as soon as possible, you had made it out of the building with no trouble and were walking down the street when people started shooting at you all, wanting to claim the bounty for Selbyâs killers.
The four of you reacted the only way you could, you knew that you couldnât fight back and win right now, so you all ran for cover. Bucky and Sam bolted ahead but Zemo had supplied you with thin heels, causing you to stumble on the uneven ground. You cursed to yourself, only to have somebody pull you off to the side. It was almost too quick for you to process but Zemo had wrapped an arm around you and pulled you along with him, in a different direction to the other two.
The two of you kept your heads down, slipping off into an alleyway before deciding that it was safe enough to slow down and speak. It seemed that the bounty hunters had mostly followed Sam and Bucky.
âI canât believe you made me wear these stupid shoesâ you complained as he guided you through the alleyways of Madripoor, he obviously knew where he was going.
âI thought they looked niceâ Zemo weakly defended himself but sounded confident in his claim.
âSure, but not so great when youâre being shot atâ you scoffed.
âIf your friend had turned off his phone, none of this would have happenedâ he pointed out but that didnât make you feel any better about the situation.
âWe better be going to find themâ you warned him.
âOf courseâ he nodded.
When you were sure that nobody was following you, the two of you slowed down a little and focused on regrouping. You followed Zemo, your attention focusing on him when you saw him reach into his coat and pull out a handgun just in case you had been followed.
âWhen did you get a gun?â you asked, catching up to him and glaring up at him.
âI picked it upâ he shrugged.
âHand it overâ you ordered, holding your hand out.
âNoâ Zemo answered as he glanced at you but kept walking.
âYes. Youâre a criminal, Iâm not letting you have a gunâ you stated the obvious as you came to a stop, grabbing his arm to stop him too. âGive me the gunâ you demanded once more as he turned to you.
âIf I donât?â he asked, almost playfully.
âAre youâŚare you joking? Give me the damn gunâ you thrusted your hand out towards him again.
âAt least ask nicelyâ he chastised.
ââŚplease?â you sighed, giving in.
This time he didnât hesitate before placing the gun in your hand. âVery goodâ he praised before turning and continuing down the alley. You watched him in disbelief before continuing to follow him.
âYou also didnât warn me that it would get cold in Madripoor before parading me out here half dressedâ you complained as you caught up with him again, a cool breeze blowing past you.
âI would not parade you aroundâ Zemo stated sternly, almost like he was offended by the accusation. âAnd in my defence, I expected to be back in a car by nowâ he reminded you.
You just hummed in response, unimpressed with his excuse, while wrapping your arms around yourself for some extra warmth. The gun still in your hand since you had nowhere to put it.
âMy apologies for not coming more preparedâ he apologised as he came to a halt, causing you to stop too. Without another word, he slipped off his coat and held it out to you.
âNot necessaryâ you mumbled, shaking your head as you turned down the offer and walked past him.
As you passed him, Zemo carefully draped his coat over your shoulders. Not letting you go cold simply due to your stubbornness.
âThank youâ you still gave the Baron a small, grateful smile before slipping your arms through the sleeves, already feeling much warmer. His cologne lingered on the garment, making it all the more inviting, but you tried to ignore that feeling. Zemo returned your smile as the two of you continued navigating through the various alleyways.
Finally, you reunited with Sam and Bucky, where they had run into a familiar face. Sharon, you had heard of her but had never actually met her before. She took you to her place where you could stay for a little while, she also happened to be hosting a party of sorts that same night, so she offered to let you all change. Meaning you got to change out of the uncomfortable dress and into some black pants and a simple black top. Simple but enough to make you fit in. You had also changed out those flimsy heels for a more comfortable pair of boots.
âAh, much betterâ you let out a sigh of relief as you walked into the room the others were sitting in.
âWhat is wrong with the dress? It looked good on youâ Zemo questioned, taking in but still approving of your new look.
You gave him a sarcastic smile before realising he was the only one of you who hadnât changed, but you guessed that he was the only one of you who was wearing his own clothes in the first place. âAre you not changing?â you asked him as you handed him his coat back.
âShould I?â he asked, gesturing to his own attire.
ââŚsuits youâ you shook your head, and you werenât lying. He had certainly found a style that suited him.
Zemo smirked to himself as he placed the coat down and turned to pour two drinks, keeping one for himself while holding the other out for you.
âHey, just leave her alone, alright?â Bucky warned him, obviously still on edge from your performance earlier.
You just laughed to yourself and accepted the drink, already becoming more comfortable around Zemo than you probably should be.
Sam managed to talk Sharon into helping you all out, she promised to look for information but in the meantime all you four had to do was enjoy the party.
When you joined the party, you had shared a drink with Sam and Bucky but at some point, the two of them ended up wandering off to explore by themselves. You remained at the bar, nursing your drink, and just enjoying being able to relax for a moment.
Sipping from your glass, you looked around the dance floor, watching the guests dance until your gaze landed on Zemo. You couldnât help but laugh to yourself, his dancing was awkward, but he seemed completely comfortable, not caring if anyone was watching him. But it didnât seem like anyone was, all caught up in their own worlds. It was difficult to see this man as the criminal he truly was when he was dancing likeâŚthat. It just made you smile.
After a moment of watching him, he met your gaze, realising that you had been watching him. He only smiled and beckoned you over. Your eyes widened slightly, that just wasnât a good idea, but he beckoned again as he continued to dance.
You contemplated it for a moment before finishing your drink, stepping down from the barstool and walking in his direction. You carefully pushed through the crowd until you reached the Baron. It might not have been a good idea, but you wanted to see how this went.
âIs this how all Barons dance?â you asked, speaking just loud enough for him to hear you over the music.
âIs there something wrong with the way I dance?â he asked, now pumping his fist in time with the music.
âYouâre the lamest criminal mastermind Iâve ever metâ you insulted him, but he didnât seem to take it seriously, he just continued. âGod, this is embarrassingâ you laughed, shaking your head at him.
Zemo smiled at making you laugh before trying to draw you in, âthen show me how you would dance.â
âOh no, I donât danceâ you shook your head, quickly trying to get that idea out of his head.
âApparently neither do Iâ he joked, making you bite back another smile, but this time he held his hand out for you.
You glanced down at his hand, like you were considering it, before looking around a little, like you were doing something wrong. Maybe you were.
âWorried that your friends will catch you? Worried about what they would think?â Zemo asked, noticing the way you glanced around.
You had to make your decision, so you did. âNoâ you answered, placing a hand in his to reaffirm your answer.
âDonât worry, letâs just pretend that youâre still playing the role of my date. You do play it well, after allâ he suggested, letting you step closer before actually placing a hand on your waist and pulling you closer.
âCareful, or Iâll turn you inâ you threated, hoping he didnât notice the slight pinkening of your cheeks, but still placed your hands on his shoulders when he released your hand.
âWeâll seeâ Zemo had a little smirk on his face as he slipped one hand around to sit on the small of your back, looking at you like he knew something that you didnât. The action brought you a little closer, causing you to snake your arms around his neck. What could possibly be wrong with one dance?
The two of you were lost in the crowd, other guests shielding you from Sam or Bucky catching a glimpse of you both. Turns out, Zemo was holding out on you because he was apparently a much better dancer than he let on. You werenât lying about not being a dancer, but you didnât feel lost for a moment, because he guided you through it, moving with the music. If you were being perfectly honest, it was the most fun you had had in a long time. Which was strange considering the circumstances that brought you to Madripoor and the man who you were dancing with.
Unfortunately, your time at the party was cut short when Sharon came for you all. She had gotten some information and the location of Dr Nagel, and while that was very helpful, a part of you actually wished that you could have a moment longer with Zemo on the dancefloor.
Neither Sam or Bucky gave you a questioning look or anything, so you assumed that they hadnât seen you together. And so, you all climbed into the car and headed to the location Sharon had heard about.
The four of you headed down into the secret lab while Sharon remained outside to keep lookout and fight off some of the bounty hunters that were still after you all. Inside the lab was the doctor you had been searching for and, with some persuasion, he had explained that Karli had taken all the remaining vials of serum with her and he had none left in the lab. Twenty vials to be exact, she had twenty vials and you had no way of knowing how many super soldiers she had already created with them.
That was when Sharon came running in, alerting you that you were running out of time and there where bounty hunters already outside. Before anyone could react, Zemo had pulled out a gun and shot the doctor, and then before anyone could do anything about it, the lab was attacked.
An explosion sent you all flying to the ground, hands scraping against the floor as you tried to soften your fall. Your vision slowly returned to you and you gathered your senses, looking around enough to see the flames that were engulfing the lab. A sense of panic set in as you pushed yourself off of the floor, looking around for any sign of the others.
You could see Sam, Bucky, and Sharon had been knocked down by the blast but they seemed to be alright as well, though you would all probably be rather bruised.
âAnybody see Zemo?â Sam asked with a slight groan as he lifted himself up.
You looked around the burning lab and managed to catch a glimpse of the Baron escaping. âIâve got him!â you assured them as you climbed to your feet, lifting your arm to shield your face from the heat as you followed after him.
âY/nâ Sam and Bucky both called after you but you were already gone.
As you exited the lab, your ears were still ringing, and the blast had been disorientating. You couldnât see where Zemo had gone, cursing yourself for losing him, but you readied your gun and kept your wits about you.
Movement on top of one of the shipping containers caught your attention, and you couldnât help but feel a little sense of disbelief when you realised what you were looking at. It was Zemo, wearing a purple mask, with a gun in his hand. He aimed down from the container and shot a pipe that resulted in another explosion, you stepped back behind another shipping container to avoid the blast from it.
Peering around the container, you saw Zemo climbing down from the container he stood on to fight off a group of bounty hunters. He fought better that you thought he would, with skill and a certain amount of ease, and you hated this part of your brain butâŚit was kinda hotâŚ
Tearing your gaze away from him, you noticed another bounty hunter rounding a corner and aiming their gun at Zemo. Before they could pull the trigger, you stepped out and shoot them. The gunshot got the Baronâs attention, making him turn to you.
Zemo approached you with a sense of urgency, placing a hand on your shoulder as he turned you around and escorted you with him.
âWhere do you keep getting guns from?â you asked as he dropped his hand from your shoulder.
âI have an eye for themâ Zemo shrugged, the mask hiding his facial expressions from you.
âWe have to go back for the othersâ you told him, looking over your shoulder to see that the scene was out of sight.
âThey will be fineâ he assured you.
âWeâre not leaving themâ you insisted, beginning to turn on your heel.
âYouâre rightâ Zemo caught your arm, stilling you. âJust trust meâ it was a big ask considering his history, but you still nodded and turned back around, continuing to follow him.
Eventually, the two of you came to an open shipping container. Looking inside, you saw a car, either he had planned something like this, or he had incredible luck. Zemo removed his mask, putting it in his pocket, before the two of you climbed into the car.
âI would like to apologise for last nightâ Zemo spoke up as he started the car
âWhat for?â you asked, genuinely confused.
âFor if I made you uncomfortable at all during our meeting with Selby, it was not my intentionâ he explained himself, pulling the car out of the unit.
ââŚyou didnâtâ you assured him honestly. A part of you wished that you had felt uncomfortable, that was how you were supposed to feel, but it wasnât at all. You felt far too comfortable around him.
âGoodâ he nodded.
âWe were just playing are partsâ you added quietly but it sounded more like you were trying to convince yourself than him.
âVery convincingly, might I addâ Zemo hummed, glancing over at you.
âYou might notâ you mumbled, making him smirk to himself.
Sam and Bucky watched as the car pulled up in front of them, Zemo in the driverâs seat and you in the passengerâs seat.
âSuperchargedâ Zemo smiled as he put the car in park, though the three of them seem less impressed with your arrival.
âI told you I had himâ you grinned, earning a short look from the two men.
âYouâre going back to jailâ Sam threated Zemo.
âDo you want to find Karli or not?â the Baron asked with an exasperated sigh.
âHeâs right. We need him. And thereâs three of us, and at least twenty of themâ Bucky pointed out.
âHeâs been useful so far and he hasnât run yet. Now, come on, get inâ you nodded towards the backseat.
âFine. But if you try that shit againâŚâ Sam began to warn but was interrupted.
âWouldnât dream of itâ Zemo assured him half-heartedly.
âWell, that was one hell of a reunionâ Sharon commented as Sam and Bucky climbed into the backseats of the car.
âCome back to the States with usâ Sam offered her.
âI canât. Just get me that pardon you promised meâ Sharon nodded before walking away.
âThanks for everythingâ Sam called after her before getting more comfortable in the back of the car.
âI think youâre warming up to meâ Zemo commenting, looking to you.
âI think you need to shut up and driveâ you told him, putting a small smirk on his face before he complied and drove off.
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Little Secrets - pt. 3
A/N: I had been writing this for days but I really love the idea of where this is going. Lol. Also, I would like to thank @barkermarkersharker for the lovely idea that I just had to use. Also, this will be more than a three part I guess.
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Your father has been dragging James on all sorts of social gatherings all week. He has been excited but also exhausted. He had come home only to eat and sleep, except on Wednesday. That day he went hiking with Sirius before collapsing into his bed.
A rough week for James Potter but it was Saturday and he will soon be home. Sirius and you had been getting along well. You haven't been holding any sort of grudge towards James but you had your moments where you mentioned some sort of remark of the whole keeping you a secret thing.
Now that he is free this week, he can finally help you and Sirius bond.
He came home with a smile on his face, excited that his week of torture was over. He dropped his bag on the hall and ran up stairs. He barged into his room to find Sirius but he was nowhere in sight. He than ran into your room and you weren't there either.
His brows furrowed, his lips turned down and he ran back to the kitchen. "Hey mum." he said as he gave her a kiss on the cheek and grabbed a fry from the bowl. "Where are Sirius and (y/n)?" he asked, sitting down on the chair and looking at the porch, thinking he will maybe see them there.
"Well, they're at the beach, honey." his mum said, furrowing an eyebrow at him. "I thought they told you?"
"No." he replied, a bit disappointed at the answer.
"Well, it was all last minute. (Y/n) woke up earlier than usual and at breakfast both with Sirius decided to go to the beach with some of her friends." she smiled, thinking to that morning. "You and your father were already gone but you two should have seen them together. We were all laughing so hard this morning. They even invited me to come but I said no because what would me be doing there at the beach with all them youngsters." she continued to smile brightly. "They were both so persistent that I really thought they wanted me to come- do you think there could actually happen something between them?" she asked out of curiosity, looking at James.
James however, choked on his fry and started to cough. "What?"
"Sirius and (Y/N). They seem to get along so great. Like they're meant for each other and I wouldn't mind Sirius becoming my son in law. And imagine what gorgeous babies would they have together."
"Oh! Mom!"James stood up, laughing but feeling horrible inside. "Please, stop. (Y/n) is not a wizard and Sirius is. Even if they do get along, they are both meant to live in two completely different world." he started to get a bit agitated, pouring himself a glass of lemonade.
"We all live in two different world, James. If it wasn't for (y/n), your father and I and you wouldn't know about certain, amazing things about Muggles."
"Yeah but!" he turned around, raising his tone and opening his arms to explain something he couldn't even explain to himself yet. "No. No... they're not..."
"I think there is something between them." your mother smiled, meanwhile James only glared at her. "You don't get along with a person that well and think of it as just friendship."
But you liked girls! - James wanted to scream but knew he couldn't have outed you to his parents. You've always preferred girls over guys, anyway. He only remembers one guy from your whole life that you had had an interest in. All the others were girls.
You can't with Sirius. He's... and you are just not right for each other. Just not!
Your mother could see the injustice James felt in his bones right now. He was frustrated with the idea of you and Sirius together. She tried soothe the tension in the air, turning to James and telling him. "Why don't you go to the beach as well? Meet (y/n)'s friends."
"I already know them mum." he pouted.
"You know of them, James. There's a difference. There's nothing wrong with having Muggle friends."
"I know it's just... what am I supposed to tell them if I can't mention magic at all? Like what do Muggles even talk about?"
"There is more to life than just magic, James." was all what your mother said back.
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James didn't dress much to the beach, since it was quite windy, as per usual. He wore his usual white jeans with a brown belt, white T-shirt and a jean T-shirt blouse with rolled sleeves. He was walking through the beach to find you and Sirius but the two of you were running around like two wild beasts, laughing so loud he could spot you from a mile away.
You were piggy back riding Sirius and he was running from towards a small group of friends. There were another couple, racing the two of you.
The two of you obviously ran. If Sirius was anything athletic, he was fast. That boy ran from every single Prefect, Head Boy, Head Girl, Professor, wolf-Remus, odd forest monsters and Filch in that school. Of course, the two of you won.
He threw himself, and you, on the blanket, both rolling and laughing as well as cheering.
"HELL YEAH!" you raised your palms in the air as Sirius high-fived them both.
"Why are you panting? I was the one carrying you and running."
"Hey, this was a two people effort. I was your moral support up there." you smiled and all of you laughed before Sirius eyes darted to the approaching figure and his smile suddenly fell, then rised up again.
You turned to look and saw your brother approaching the whole lot of you with a faint smile.
"BROTHER!" you jumped to your feet and ran towards him.
"Don't hug me! Don't hug me!" he started to avoid you by running backwards and putting his hand up. "Stay away from this fit."
"Really?" you glowered at him, then kicked sand at him.
"You rat!" he shouted and started to chase you, grabbing you around the waist and lifting you up.
"PUT ME DOWN! NO! NOOOO!!!" you screamed and laughed at the same time because you knew what he was about to do. "You'll wet your shoes!"
"Not if I throw you." he laughed.
"You don't have the strength."
"But I have magic." he grinned and you gasped.
"You prat! You wouldn't."
"Ready?"
"Please don't. DON'T! JAMES!!" he was getting closer to the water, laughing.
"You'll get to clean the dishes for the whole month and the bathroom when it's my turn."
"A WHOLE MONTH?!" you exclaimed. "Hell no! Throw me into the sea. I don't care." you stopped resisting and he let out a laugh, taking a few steps forward and just dropping you into shallow water.
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You had returned back, completely wet and cold. You grabbed the extra blanket from the ground and plopped yourself down, glaring at him.
"I will murder you when we come home and I will bury you next to Minki."
"Then you'll really have to clean the dishes and bathroom every month."
"I don't care." you turned your head dramatically, before laughing with him.
"Here." said James and gave you his red sweater.
"Thanks." you said ,grabbing it, taking your wet shirt off and putting it back on, later taking off your soaked bra under it. "Thank God, it's summer." you praised under your breath, leaning back on your arm and looking around, seeing both of your friends making googly eyes at your brother.
"So how was the meeting Jamie?"
"Dull." James mimicked your position. "Sooner than later, you realise that all the gatherings and the meetings and the parties have the same system. Talk about old friends and family first, turn to business and end with something like; we'll keep in touch."
"You had your fun then." Sirius smiled but looked at you when he did.
"Any lassies you caught your eye on?" you asked, looking at your friends from the corner of your eye.
"If you didn't come with dad on these gatherings, what makes you think other lassies did?"
"A question, brother. No need to get fussy about it." you said as you wanted to change the subject but Sirius caught you to it.
"OH MERLIN! A PIG!" he shouted and got on his feet. "It's a pig!" he started to jump excitedly.
"Sirius don't you even think about it..." you said but he was already running towards it, scooping the baby pig into his arms and starting to pet it. An old man approached him and the next thing you knew, Sirius was giving the man money, over-excited for the little pink being in his arms.
He ran back to the group and lifted the animal in his arms. "I got a pig!" he said like a little boy who had got himself his first toy.
"Oh my, God."
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"I like the name Arnold." you said as you continued to pet the little pig next to Sirius, cooing at him.
"For the thousandth time. HER name is Treasure."
"I'll call you Arnold." you said at the pig as it smiled at you and bumped her nose at your fingers.
"Treasure!" he pulled the pig closer and kissed her forehead. "Don't you listen to her, Treasure. She wasn't the one who took you in, she doesn't get to name you." he glowered at you and you stuck your tongue out at him.
Meanwhile James was walking behind the two of you this whole time. Your mother was right. The two of you did get along great, even better than usual and he felt excluded from his two best friends.
And the worst part was that the two of you didn't even notice it. The two of you didn't notice how miserable he was- that was such a selfish thought. He should be happy that the two of you were getting along.
He was arguing with his mind.
"So, Jamie!" you ran back to him and wrapped your arm around his. "You are the tie-breaker. Arnold or Treasure?"
James let out a laugh. "How about Mum-will-kill-you-two?"
"Don't be buzz kill, Prongs. It's Treasure because I had found her and she is the biggest treasure in my life."
"He's turning into mum." James whispered to you but loud enough for Sirius to hear him and narrow his eyes at the two of you.
"Oh, darn. Dad's got two of them now." you started to joke.
"Hope Euphemia won't get jealous." James continued as the two of you snickered.
"Dad's gonna go bankrupt. Has to buy another ring. Should we call you mother now, Sirius?" you raised an eyebrow at him.
He put the pig down and pointed at the you and James. "Treasure. Attack!"
But Treasure just sat on her bum and gave Sirius googly eyes.
"Awww!" he scooped her back up and waddled her. "We should go shopping tomorrow." he smiled at the two of you. "I want Treasure to keep up with fashion."
"Buying her a leather jacket and a curly, black hair wig?"
"Don't you listen to her. You've got pretty pink hair." he kissed her forehead and went into the house.
"You have some weird friends, Jamie." you shook your head.
"They're not weird. It's just him... that's a bit extra..."
"I can still hear the two of you! I am NOT extra!"
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James has become more fond od Treasure through the evening. He was sitting on his bay window, looking through at the distance where the field stretched into the distance. Treasure was lightly snoring in his lap as his hand was caressing her tiny head into sweeter dreams.
Treasure started to breathe a bit harder during her sleep, so James lightly opened the window and let the summer breeze wash over her. It was almost as that little pig's mouth curved into a thankful smile. Despite the fact how much everybody disagreed on the pig becoming part of the family, James was really thankful for this lovely little being in his lap. He always had a feeling about animals. Even Minki, his mother's old cat, seemed to crawl onto his chest when he was laying and purr over his heart. Mother said it was a miracle because Minki never liked anybody, not even your father or you but through the years, she got a bit softer for everybody.
"Tell me what's on your mind and I'll tell you what's on mine?" James heard Sirius say from the outside.
His attention wavered from the pig to the voices bellow him. He completely forgot his room is right above the porch but he didn't intend to listen.
He heard you laugh and then stop to pause. He knew that pause. "You know today was the first day I saw James jealous of me." you let out a laugh and James furrowed his eyebrows at your statement.
"I wasn't jealous." he whispered to himself. "Was I jealous?" he asked the sleeping pig on his lap, than thought back to today and concluded. "I was maybe a wee jealous."
"How do you know he was jealous?" Sirius asked and you smiled with a roll of your eyes.
"It doesn't take a mind reader to see this." you snorted, than pulled yourself on the fence as you usually did. "Plus whenever he's having angry thoughts the space between his eyebrows furrow and he looks extremely tense. I keep telling him that that is his tell but he never listens."
You were right. You do always tell him about his little tells but he just does them subconsciously.
"I remember before I turned eleven, James would constantly make me jealous by telling me about magic. How he started showing his magic abilities when he was seven and I was ten but didn't even show a tad of it." you started and your voice started to quiver a bit. It was when you started to show your rawest side. You didn't much open up to anybody but when you did, you really went into the most deepest parts of yourself. "When we found out I was a Squib, James stopped with the whole teasing but it was too late, you know? He had already told me about Hogwarts and given me such expectations to be sorted into the same house as him or a Hufflepuff. He loved Hufflepuffs... and I remember crying when Dumbledore told me and my parents that I can attend Hogwarts for magical knowledge but will never be able to preform it. I can never forget the disappointment in my father's eyes. He was so shocked that I was a Squib, it was his reaction that made me cry so hard that day." you continued, speaking in a calm, controlled voice. "I didn't want to stand out in Hogwarts so I said I don't want to. James told me I could still go to Muggle schools and become more magical and successful even if I'm not a wizard and that gave me hope." you smiled and James mathed your smiled from another room, still listening. "Though it always bugged me- the whole Squib thing. We came from such a powerful wizarding family and I was the one who got born without it."
"It happens even to the best of families, (y/n)." Sirius tried to reason but you only smiled. "It happened to my family as well... but... she married a Muggle so... it sort of made sense..."
"Exactly. Both of my parents come from powerful families, that's why it didn't make sense to me and I couldn't understand why nobody did any more research. They all just accepted it."
"But you didn't?"
"No. I didn't." you replied determined. "It didn't make sense to me. It was like a whole family line with black eyes and black hair and black skin existed and all of a sudden a ginger with blue eyes and fair light skin was born to that family. And I know it happens in family but not in this family, you know?" you tried to explain. "And I know James and I are different from each other, thank God. It makes sense because my father's side of the family are all alike, which is from whom James takes it from but my mother's side is diverse, that's why our physical features are so different. Genes. Those genes make sense but magical genes? Wizards marrying wizards in my family and it just didn't make sense to me. I couldn't let it go."
"The stubborn gene." Sirius tried to joke and James snorted at his comment.
"I was always jealous of James. I just never showed it but then I was in London with my friends- it was a school trip- and there was this psychic."
"Oh no."
"I know what you're thinking but let me explain!"
"Muggle Psychics are such a skam."
"Let me explain you broom flying shit."
"Alright. No need to get mean." Sirius backed off, meanwhile James was holding his laughter in the other room.
"Psychics feed off an energy and vibrations. Yes, some are skammers but there was something different with this woman. When we locked eyes through the window, I got this odd shiver down my spine and something about her eyes... it felt so real...
'++ You were standing in front of store and it felt like it was only you and the store in this world. Your friends were nowhere by but that was the last thing on your mind. You had been there and the store and the mere nothingness of the world.
You opened the door, they jingled and spread an odd athmosphere on your body. You didn't know whether you felt anxious or free. Perhaps the feeling of freedom gave you a bit of anxiety as well.
"Come in, child." you heard a voice from another room and before you even took a step, she was already in sight.
She was leaning on the wall, dipping her tea bag into the boiling water. She wasn't like those psychics the television represents. She wore a long dress that was tight around her waist. She was in a nice form and you couldn't figure out whether she was 30 or 40.
"I'm 52." she answered your question before giving you a pleasant smile with beautiful teeth and making her way into another room. "I know, I don't look like it much but that's the power of magic." she continued to say, poking her head out of the room and grinning. "But you would know everything about that, wouldn't you?"
You felt something swallow you but you gathered your thoughts quickly. "Unicorns, fairies... all of them live in my backyard, yes." you said as you also made your way to the room, letting your hand brush the colourful crystals hanging on a silver chains.
"They're all around you, you know?" she smiled and you furrowed your eyebrow at you. "Fairies I mean but they only appear if they want to, that's why you've never seen them. They don't want to appear."
"Alright?" you sounded doubtful.
"Come on, sit."
And you sat.
She sat across from you and opened her hands on the table. "Go on. Give me your hands. You didn't walk in here just to stare at me."
And as soon as you gave her your hands, you felt this magnetic pull towards this woman. It was something you gave her and it was something she gave you back.
Her eyes were closed but the way her lips pursed together and eyebrows furrowed, you knew she was a bit confused. "Oh dear..." she mumbled under her breath but regained her posture and mind. "What we're doing right now are exchanging energies darling. The Universe is responding to it, giving me a download. Whether you believe in the Universe, the energies, vibrations or the Law of Attraction, it does exist. You cannot fight it. It simply exists." she continued to explain and you listened. "Your inner child is in need of healing- I see you still haven't moved on from something that had caused a massive change in your childhood..." she opened her eyes a bit. "Magic?"
"I... I don't have magic."
"Oh, honey. You don't need to move a feather to have magic." she gave you a loving, caring smile. "We all hold magic inside of us. You just have to believe in it."
And it was in the way she spoke that she gave you a large amount of hope. All the anxiety was gone- as if it never existed. You just wanted to stay in there forever.
"I also see you've been troubling yourself with a question for a long time and I'm here to give you an answer..." ++'
"What did she say?!" Sirius exclaimed in anticipation. He was really invested in this whole story, meanwhile you had to take a moment to breathe.
"Well... in the beginning when she said "Oh, dear..." she was referring to the black magic I carried inside all these years." you tried to smile but it squeezed your heart. "I don't have it anymore. I washed it off a year ago but what really made me upset was that if I washed it before I turned eleven, I could be a witch myself." you looked up, trying to show him that you weren't affected by talking about this, though clearly you were.
"What do you mean?"
"When my nana was alive, on my mother's side, she always forbid people to come when mother was pregnant with James and when James was just a baby. When they did come, she would sage the house and search it from head to toe because people could have left omens or something that would do something to a child. Despite the fact that she was a wizard, she was extremely superstitious. At least, that's what mum told me. It annoyed her a bit." you paused. "She died not long after James was born and before I was conceived and Nora, the psychic told me that nana has been protecting both of us from the other world but she couldn't protect me in this world like she had done with James."
"Meaning what? Somebody did black magic on you?" Sirius furrowed his eyebrows meanwhile James was listening up there, just as confused.
"Nora talks to the spirits, and she talked to nana. Nana said that my father's auntie was the one, attempting to put black magic on James but was unsuccessful. Then tried again with me... bringing a whole tea set as a present and Nora said that teas have an enormous power, whether we know it or not. It can heal you but it can also sicken you- herbs an all."
"Yeah, I know. I've been taking Herbology with agony but still listened to it."
"The tea set was cursed and whenever my mother drank from it I would consume the black magic that came with it. It created a blockage for my magic and when I turned eleven, it finally did its job by never letting me use magic at all." you smiled but a tear rolled down your face. "She told me I could still have magic, you know? If I removed the black magic, I'd remove the blockage but there was a catch."
"What?"
"I'd become an Obscurial." you looked at him and his eyes dawned with a loss of hope. "I know, I was disappointed as well. I didn't want ot be an Obscurial and I had already created the Muggle life, accepted it and loved it- so I gave up on magic. I didn't want that kind of magic. I wasn't desperate like I was when I was a kid but still it hurt.- She told me how to get rid of the black magic completely and I had followed every step. I felt lighter afterwards, like something has been lifted off my shoulders. I didn't know I was carrying something so heavy all my life but I felt fantastic after it."
"Did you tell your parents or James?"
"No." you shook your head. "I didn't want to burden them with this knowledge and they already accepted the whole Squib part of me and I got closure as well... knowing that I wasn't picked out of the family. I was just a wee unfortunate." you smiled, looking up at the stars. "Nana said through Nora that she'll always protect us- all of us and she told me that I should try to find my own magic in the world, how special I was and all of those things. Some days, I really do feel like she's with me. Sometimes when we eat together or the days I sit here and look up at the stars." you laughed. "It sounds a bit crazy but-"
"No...it doesn't." Sirius said as he took your hand in his, smiling at this magnificent woman in front of you.
James already closed the window. He couldn't believe what he just heard. He knew your father's auntie was a bit odd but to do black magic on her own family is just fucked up.
He needed to know something. He needed to go to the attic.
Meanwhile you and Sirius were still on the porch. Still so wonderfully living among the stars. You jumped down from the fence and leaned back. Whenever he would touch you, you felt a rush of emotions go through you- those anxious butterflies banding together in your stomach and trying to burst free. Your cheeks would heat up... and whenever Sirius was close, this close, you would even get afraid of what he might do next.
Flirting was one thing for you; fun and easy but when it came to real feelings, that was when you were a complete mess.
Sirius was standing close to you but he didn't touch you. "All that talk about energies..." he started, breathing a bit heavily as he was getting closer to you. "Does that mean we exchange it too?"
"Yeah." you replied with shallow breathing.
"And when I touch you like this..." he said, taking a hold of your hand and lifting it up a bit, interlocking his fingers with you, then looking deep into your eyes. "Do you feel it?"
"I feel it..." you replied, staring into his lips, marvelling at their beauty as your whole body would pulse.
"And now?" he asked, placing his other hand on your hip and pushing you gently on the wooden pillar.
"Uh..." you swallowed thickly as your heart rate started to beat abnormally. "I feel you..."
He pressed his forehead onto yours and started to close the gap between your lips. "Good..." he growled a little and pressed his lips onto yours. His body, hot, pushing you against the pillar, meanwhile his hand on your hip squeezed you tightly, releasing a pleased whimper from your lips. His strong arms would wrap themselves under your thighs and lift you up until they were wrapped around his waist. His kisses deep and passionate caused your head to swirl. Your fingers dug into his curls and tugged on a little, causing a satisfied smile to appear on his lips.
He would pull away for a moment, gaze into your eyes than to your every feature. He would start to remove your hair from your cheek, just to take a closer look at you. You were amazed by his strength. He was holding your whole body weight with one hand that it only made you feel more attracted to the man.
Than before you knew it, something fell on the floor in the living room, making the both of you jump and look who had just caught you.
"Oh, bloody hell!!" Sirius gasped. "Treasure, what the hell?" he looked at the pig as the pig happily jumped towards him.
"I think she's a bit jealous." you giggled, meanwhile Sirius scooped the little being into his arms.
"Does this look jealous to you?" he turned her towards you and the pig was simply enjoying the little belly rub, smiling at you as well and trying to sniff you.
"I still can't believe my parents didn't allow me to have a fish but allowed you to bring a whole pig home."
"I think you're the one jealous." he raised an eyebrow meanwhile you rolled your eyes.
"I could never be... especially of this gorgeous little piggy." you rubbed her belly as well as she let a few pleased squeeks.
"I thought Prongs was babysitting you?" he tol her. "We shall find him, shan't we?"
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However, James was sitting in the dark attic, surfing through old boxes of his grandparents things. Especially his nana's, which he regretted a bit when he pulled out old lingerie.
"Oh, ew..." he quickly threw it away. "I did not need to know that." he surfed through the old box, finally finding what he has been looking for...
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Iâm all eyes (1/1)
summary:Â So, obviously, if Nico was wearing Jasonâs sweatshirt, then they must be dating, right?
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Will didnât think he was the jealous type. Jealousy required some amount of anger, right? But he wasnât angry - maybe just disappointed. And really, he didnât even have all of the facts, so he shouldnât let himself get worked up over it anyway.Â
Itâs just that, well. It sucked to always look over at the Big Three table to see Nico in that giant purple SPQR sweatshirt. Or, it didnât suck - it was a good look, and purple was definitely Nicoâs color, as much as Will would prefer to see him in camp orange. The part that sucked was that Jason was always sitting beside him, and that sweatshirt definitely looked like it was Jasonâs size.Â
So, obviously, if Nico was wearing Jasonâs sweatshirt, then they must be dating, right? And on the one hand, it was exciting, because that meant Nico was into guys, which meant that Will might have a chance with him (and bonus points because he, too, was tall, blond, and blue-eyed). On the other hand, Nico was taken, and Will wasnât a homewrecker (or whatever the fifteen year old version of a homewrecker was).
Anyway, Will had a lot of mixed feelings about seeing Nico in that sweatshirt. And he kept having those mixed feelings when he started to see more and more of Nico around camp. He would come by the archery range while Will was practicing with his shotgun (on his own target that heâd made specifically for shooting practice). He had started going to campfires (where he would pull the sweatshirt over his knees and turn himself into an adorable purple blob). Heâd even started coming by the infirmary every few days so that Will could make sure he was keeping his fading in check (so, to be fair, Will had asked him to stop by occasionally, but that was for purely medical reasons).
On one particularly hot day in September, Nico entered the infirmary sans sweatshirt, and Willâs heart jumped in his chest. Sure, heâd seen Nico without that sweatshirt on a few times before, but heâd reacted the same way then, too. He tried to act normal, checking Nicoâs solidity and making sure that his arms and legs still cast shadows, but the second Piper stepped into the infirmary, Willâs mind went blank.
She was wearing a giant purple SPQR sweatshirt, the one that looked just like Jasonâs that Nico always wore. And hadnât Jason and Piper been dating before they set off on the Argo II?Â
âIs that Jasonâs sweatshirt?â Willâs mouth asked before his brain could stop it.
Piper paused and glanced down, like sheâd forgotten what she was wearing. âOh, uh, yeah. Nyssaâs got the AC blasting in the bunker, so I snagged this from Jasonâs cabin on the way here.â
âOh.â Did that mean they were still dating? Or maybe they just had a really amicable breakup? Or...Nico, Jason, and Piper were all in some sort of polyamorous relationship? Not that there was anything wrong with that, of course, but the three of them together certainly made for an odd bunch. âSorry, did you need help?âÂ
She shook her head. âNah, just came to see what was holding Nico up. Heâs been helping us try to track down Leo.âÂ
âReally?â Will asked, glancing at Nico in surprise. âThatâs...nice of you.âÂ
Nico shrugged. âIâm just gonna make sure he stays dead this time.âÂ
Will grinned. âAh. Thatâs more like it.âÂ
âSo, am I good to go?â Nico asked. âIâd like to track Leo down before Thanatos does.âÂ
Will rolled his eyes fondly. âYeah, go ahead. But as a bit of medical advice, murder might not be best for your mental health.âÂ
Nico scrunched up his nose. âI donât think you have to worry about that.âÂ
âSure, Death Boy,â Will said, brushing off his reply. It was probably a joke anyway. Right? âGet out of here already. Iâll see you later.âÂ
As Nico started toward the door, Piper threw an arm around him, which Nico immediately tried to shove off, albeit unsuccessfully. Once he was sure they were gone, and once Kayla returned from her snack break, Will snuck out the back entrance.
He went to the cave under Half Blood Hill, announcing himself as he pushed the curtain aside and walked in. He found Rachel the way he usually did, one bare foot holding a paintbrush as she worked on her current project. âHey,â she greeted, not lifting her eyes from the canvas.
âHey,â Will replied moments before flopping down face-first onto a pile of overstuffed pillows. He was pretty sure it was the space that Rachel pretended was her bed whenever she stayed the night at camp so that Chiron wouldnât realize that she snuck into the Apollo cabin every night to sleep on one of the spare bunks. Heâd gotten close with Rachel since the end of the Titan war, seeing as he was usually the one to catch her when she collapsed after giving a prophecy. It had helped them bond. Now Rachel felt like something of a sister, except Willâs only experience with siblings were his godly siblings, who always just felt like close friends. So, anyway, Rachel was somewhere between Willâs newest vaguely-related sister and a close friend. Which meant that they had a good enough relationship that they could sit in silence without it being awkward, which was how the next few minutes passed.
Then, Will lifted his face off of a pillow and glanced to the side, spotting a familiar shade of purple. He picked it up - an oversized SPQR sweatshirt. âWhose is this?âÂ
âHuh?â Rachel barely glanced away for a second before turning back to her easel. âOh. Thatâs Nicoâs. He mustâve left it here last night.âÂ
Willâs head snapped up. âNico was here? Wait, you hang out with Nico?âÂ
Rachel shrugged. She leaned forward and pulled the brush out from between her toes, apparently deciding that Will had become too much of a distraction for the time being. âYeah, we go way back. We both helped Percy and Annabeth with the Labyrinth, remember? And then after that he would check in on me sometimes to, like, make sure nobody came after me. It was kinda creepy at first, you know, because he just sort of appears out of nowhere sometimes? But as soon as I started feeding him, he opened his mouth and never really shut up, so the creepiness kinda faded.âÂ
Will smoothed a hand across the fabric. It was soft, and big enough that it would fit him easily. And Rachel said it was Nicoâs, not Jasonâs - not that it could be, since heâd just seen Piper wearing Jasonâs about ten minutes ago. And if Rachel and Nico were friends, then she would know-- âSo Nicoâs not dating Jason?âÂ
Rachel blinked, clearly taken aback by the question, and then laughed. âNo, definitely not.â
Willâs brain was moving too fast for him to process anything. âHe-- I--â He scrambled to his feet and gathered the sweatshirt in his hands. âI gotta go!âÂ
âUh, bye?â Rachel called after him as Will took off out of the cave. Piper had said that she was with Nyssa at Bunker Nine, so Will took off toward the woods. He was grateful for his long legs that carried him across camp so quickly, leaping over fallen branches and thankfully not tripping up on any roots. He found himself outside Bunker Nine in no time, and it wasnât long before his eyes landed on Nico. He sprinted up to the other boy, hunching over for half a second to catch his breath before he said, âCan I talk to you?âÂ
Nico nodded, his eyes wide in obvious surprise at having Will suddenly appear in front of him. (Served him right for doing the same to everyone else for the last few years.) Will led him out of the bunker and away from listening ears, and then handed over the sweatshirt.
âOh,â Nico said, sounding almost disappointed. âUm. Thanks.âÂ
âRachel told me it was yours, so I...brought it,â Will told him. âI always thought-- I mean, I assumed-- You and Jason are just so close, and I figured--âÂ
âI donât like Jason,â Nico said quickly, defensively, and his cheeks began to color. âNot⌠Not like that, I mean. He just got this for me because he was sick of me stealing his all the time.âÂ
âNo, right, of course,â Will replied as his heart sank. âI mean-- Oh gods, Iâm sorry, I didnât mean to assume you liked guys-- I never shouldâve--âÂ
âI do,â Nico cut in, and Willâs mouth snapped shut. âI, um. Iâm...gay.âÂ
âOh. Oh! Cool! I mean, I am too! Or, uh, Iâm bi, but, uh. I like guys, too.â
If Willâs arms werenât frozen at his side, he probably wouldâve smacked himself for babbling like a total idiot. But maybe it was worth it to see the way Nicoâs cheeks continued to grow red.
âCool,â Nico said softly, dropping his gaze to his shoes before rapidly looking around at anything that wasnât Will. âWould you, um. Would you maybe be interested in sitting with me at the campfire tonight?âÂ
Will was pretty sure his soul had left his body, but he still managed to ask, âLike, as a date?âÂ
Nico scuffed the toe of his shoe against the dirt. âIf⌠If you want.âÂ
âYeah!â Will said quickly, and then, âThat would be, um. Cool.âÂ
âCool,â Nico repeated. He started fidgeting with the sweatshirt in his hands before he suddenly held it out to Will. âYou should take this. Itâll probably be cold tonight, soâŚâÂ
Will barely managed to stop himself from saying, itâs okay, I have my own. Instead, he forced his hands out to take the sweatshirt back. âCool.â Did he know any other word in the English language besides cool? âIâll, um. See you tonight then.âÂ
Nico smiled, and Willâs heart soared. âYeah. See you tonight.âÂ
When Will arrived at the campfire later, happily yet nervously showing off the SPQR laurels on his chest, he made his way straight to Nico, relieved to see that the other boy had shown up in just a t-shirt.Â
âHey,â Will said, smiling brightly as he sat down in the open space beside Nico. âYou know, it might get cold this far from the fire. Maybe you should borrow this.â Will held out his own neatly folded orange camp hoodie, one with a large 7 on the back and a red cross on one sleeve - a sweatshirt that was unmistakably Willâs.Â
Nico smiled down at the sweatshirt, and then up at Will like this was exactly what heâd been hoping for. âOkay,â he said as he took the sweatshirt and pulled it on over his head.Â
âIt might be a little big on you,â Will warned, but Nico only smiled brighter when his head popped out of the neck hole.Â
âThatâs okay,â Nico replied. Just the very tips of his fingers stuck out the ends of the sleeves, and Will got the sudden urge to hold Nicoâs hand. Maybe he would try later, when Nico didnât have all of his focus directed at Will. âThatâs how I like it.âÂ
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(F/H) =favorite hobby.
I have the weirdest crush on this freaking duck and I donât know why, so Iâm taking out my confusion on this matter by making him yandere. Sorry that this is so long, boring and slow but Iâm a sucker for slow burns and just dislike instant love. This went from just from headcannons to a freaking long ass story. I think Iâll make more on how the reader reacts when they find out just how mentally fucked Scrooge became.
Who knows, maybe Iâll write one for good olâ Flinty. I have a feeling heâd just drop kick any rival he spots without much qualms about it. Meanwhile, Scrooge has a full on psychological derailment.
TW: manipulation, dependent behavior, stalking, and more.
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â˘To be honest, the likelyhood of Scrooge turning into a yandere might be higher than you think. Heâs capable of self defense and can fight. He literally hunts treasure for a living. He also has a trillion dollar stockpile sitting around begging to be used for cover ups. His determination is pretty crazy, and heâs seen a lot on his adventures, things that would kind of instill a paranoia over time or an unhealthy me mentality. He can easily hide behind a professional front. Oh, and if he so wanted, he could travel and bury any evidence under a volcano. :)
â˘Since this is a yandere AU or, Iâm gonna go with the idea that this is a what if the show had a TV-14 rating as well, so much darker themes can link and be explored.
â˘After pretty much a century of adventure, most of which includes violence and fighting through perils, human or not so, Scrooge is desensitized to quite a bit of violence and the dark and greedy side of the world. Heâs seen the best of people and also the worst. This plays majorly in anyone who becomes a yandere; how exposed they are to peopleâs bad side or their own dark tendencies.
â˘Scrooge himself is not perfect and has demonstrated some traits of greediness, paranoia, and general distrustful behavior which is perfectly reasonable considering his work and the things he exposes himself too during it.
â˘Even though he loves adventure, there are a lot of bad things that happen on them that he seems to bottle up or keep to himself. Bottling up things causes a negative buildup in anyone, especially Scrooge because he expects that loving his lifeâs work will repair the same damage it sometimes does to him.
â˘Most likely, Scrooge developed an affinity with you through your similar drive for adventure. Maybe you worked for him in some way and he saw you defend someone or maybe you outsmarted one of his adversaries on an adventure he decided to bring you on. Regardless, youâve caught his attention and this is only the beginning.
â˘A rival love interestâs biggest mistake is mistaking his age for a weakness. One minute heâs complaining about someone being on his lawn, the other theyâre buried under it.
â˘Scrooge would probably connect most if heâs seen that you used to be in his shoes before, or at least a similar situation. Maybe youâre struggling financially but working your ass off to stabilize your income. As someone with the humble origins of a shoeshiner, Scrooge understands perfectly. Despite his incredible stockpile of wealth, he knows whatâs itâs like to be at rock bottom.
â˘At first, youâre probably obviously very suprised with Scroogeâs involvement in your life. Heâs from an entirely different world than yours after all, the top of the pyramid. Depending on your origins, you might react quite differently. Currently, you managed to find yourself stuck in a job you hated, working for someone you despised. It was a miserable, repetitive job that brought to your life a void of boredom.
â˘You craved adrenaline, even if it would get you killed, you finally figured that at least youâd go out with a spark. Putting on a smiling face, you accept a position at McDuck industries thinking that it was going to be another office job. By your luck, (or, later on, unfortunate luck), you managed to score a position that required you to be near Scrooge quite often.
â˘This gave both of you time to acquaint with eachother and the opportunity for him to see the potential in you as an adventurer instead of just an employee. Scrooge rarely lets people in beyond family, and is quite reserved so he himself questions what he sees in you at first, distrusting you even.
â˘When you are taken on your first adventure, you nearly boil over with eagerness. Thereâs a worry at first of the treachery involved but eventually, as you venture on more and more explorations, that fear dulls and you think the adrenaline as far more important than the possible loss of your life.
â˘Craving adrenaline is the main reason at first as to why you to want to stay around Scrooge. Despite his repeated attempts to brush or push you away, you find yourself excited every time you get to explore and finally get to see a world that you thought youâd never visit.
â˘Still, Scrooge remains cold and you canât figure out why beyond the reason that heâs just a pessimistic old capitalist. As much as you want the adrenaline, you kinda canât help but eventually enjoy his presence as well despite his temper and general grumpiness. Having been alone for over two decades without friends does that to someone. You needed warmth again.
â˘Maybe you grew attached to all the times you felt you were winning when you snubbed an artifact. Also, after collecting and sneaking a few gold coins into your own pocket, you were finally getting out of debt and on track to actually start your own business involving (F/H). You had the dream that you could travel where you wanted and finally find peace from your own mind and problems.
â˘Scrooge, despite his own warnings to himself not to persue, canât help but offer you a job working for him. You made adventuring a million times better and were a great addition to the team, providing your own perspective or plan for the times he and his family would journey out. Oh, and heâd finally get the opportunity to be around you more. It was refreshing to see how optimistic you managed to remain despite your current financial predicament. (Which he contemplated solving.)
â˘Soon, however, Scrooge began to see that you were not as happy go lucky as you pretended to be, at least not when you werenât on another treasure hunt. Something appeared to be gnawing at you. Deep down inside, it appeared to plague you and Scrooge began to worry for your well being and as a too curious for his own good duck, he needed to know what was going on. Especially when he had caught you quickly wiping away tears while you began to head home. What could possibly be causing you this pain?
â˘He had to find out and to his own realization, he had to know now. After all the times you saved and helped him, he wanted to make sure you were at least doing alright in return. He ordered Launchpad to tail you home and Launchpad, oh so very loyal, doesnât question it much.
â˘Most yanderes might suffer from the constant delusion that their victims love them back or that theyâre in the right but thatâs not the case with Scrooge. There are times where he does try to justify himself, but this is mainly due to a fit of rage or to play innocent to you. Most of the time, he knows his actions are wrong and the burning temptation is causing a war. Very early on, he suppresses his curiosity and the growing feelings he has about you. Especially when they begin to boil into something far darker. Although heâs done this to nearly everyone, being cold to you and pushing you away seemed to be his way of trying to ensure your well being instead of his. He was finding it hard not to think about you sometimes.
â˘Soon enough though, he begins to grow inquisitive about your personal life as you open up to him and define yourself as a person instead of another blur. You were always quite genuine to just sit around and talk to him and despite denying it to himself, Scrooge was lonely, especially after the Spear of Selene. Sometimes youâd joke to him, sometimes youâd think philosophically. Sometimes it was just a mutual, comfortable silence.
â˘Scrooge might make excuses aloud to you, but doesnât lie to himself. All the times heâs made you work later or given you an extra dose of paperwork was because he wanted to keep you around and in his line of sight. 12 hours without you was turning into a painful reminder of how isolated he was, even with Beakley around. You were a warmth, a cool, calm warmth.
⢠âIâll eventually need to know her address later on in case sheâs attacked by one of my adversaries anyways.â Nope, Scrooge wasnât fooling himself with that sentiment. He knew he was invading your privacy, but he also knew that he was too nosy to care enough.
â˘The main problem is that although Scrooge knows a lot of what heâs doing isnât right, he begins to care less and less. (Though this process takes quite a while.) Youâre a valuable and positive part of his life, you had stayed when everyone else had abandoned him for his admittedly awful mistakes. He canât lose another person he treasures. Especially not you. Youâre becoming the shiniest yet. Losing you might mean losing himself in some sense.
â˘Scrooge tries to shake off the guilt but only finds that maybe itâs better to punish himself by feeling it. Heâs currently following along your path to wherever your destination currently is.
â˘Of course, his iconic shiny limousine would be a sore thumb sticking out to both you, the media, and Duckberg in general so he makes sure to either trail far behind or to have another mode of transportation available. Regardless, Scrooge never hires another person to watch you in place.
â˘Scrooge doesnât even install cameras. Heâd rather experience your life from his own two eyes and not as reported from another bird or screen. He rather liked tracking you himself. It gave him a place to go and at least heâd be able to bask in your duality himself. Sometimes you cried, he found to his own breaking heart. Sometimes youâd smile, (mostly only in his presence, to his delight.)
â˘Most of all, though, you seem caught in the present of life. Distracted, even. It seems though, that sometimes youâre so distracted that you donât even notice something is off. Or maybe you yourself are too unable to break the cycle of adrenaline adventure to see it. Maybe you yourself were actively creating excuses, at least at first as to why you sometimes ran into Scrooge McDuck everywhere.
â˘If thereâs something else Scrooge is a master at other than money, itâs with keeping up the detached and reserved persona of a wealthy individual. After all, who would suspect him of such crimes like these? Heâs just a selfish, greedy businessman that only cares about his wealth, right? Heâd never bother with other birds unless he was shaking hands at a conference table.
â˘Wrong. As you and him grow to become more like mentor and student, Scrooge begins to insert himself everywhere he possible can in your life, especially after seeing the shitfest that was your social group, what little of it there was. Apparently, youâd finally made a few friends over the years working for him and there was only one out of all of them that Scrooge approved of.
â˘Two of them, both identical Peacock twins appeared to be fascinated with your link to him and nothing more. It made some sense. After all, who could say they were a close worker to the richest duck in the world? The other one, a tall and lanky chicken, was getting far too handsy with you, and the final, a feline male was nothing but gossip and drama.
â˘To add to insult, you were a pretty big pushover outside of work which meant that they would drag you to places you didnât even want to go and pressure you to have drinks you didnât want to taste. They were in love with the mask you put up, not the complex and amazing face behind it. The one that you were beginning to let Scrooge see.
⢠Scrooge watches from a distance as your laugh reverberates. The laugh appears to Scrooge as unwavered and solid, mechanical in nature like it was a reoccurring script. Gazing at your face, he could see that your smile was strained, beak scrunched. You just wanted to go home and nothing more.
â˘The chicken next to you he was sucking a cigarette and the smoke blew in your direction, replacing your laugh with coughing and the others cackled with drunk glee, their solo cups tipping as they did. You blew it off as an accidental push in the wind which, by the way, wasnât even blowing.
â˘Out of all of them, Scrooge hated the lanky chicken, whoâs name he learned was Gale, the most. You deserved far better than that. Surely you saw through his sleazy act, right? Why were you hanging around such a ratched group of birds? Just how blind were you to their usage of you?
â˘Almost without even realizing it himself, Scrooge had tailed you the entire way home. After having to torment himself with an hour of seeing you torment yourself, he figured that maybe youâd find something that made you happy other thanyour little flock of âfriends.â
â˘So he was admitting to being a stalker to himself. Did that mean heâd be able to admit it to oblivious olâ you? Well, no. At least, not for now. Not until you trust him completely. Oh well, heâll never go further than then that, right? He was watching you, but not engaging in any way. Nothing worse could come out of it..
â˘Wrong.
â˘After a while of having you working under him at McDuck Industries, Scrooge began to realize just how much financial control he had over you. Not only did you depend on him cod for paycheck, your landlord worked for someone who worked for him. In other words, the spot of land you were living on was an apartment company that belonged to him. You were living under one of his roofs. All heâd have to do was shift some circumstances and youâd either be homeless or debt free forever. Scrooge of course, plays the benevolent route and lowers it significantly for you. Why antagonize you?
â˘After having taken that action, Scrooge noticed more and more of a smile on your face as you realized that you didnât have to depend paycheck to paycheck for food on the table. He had also been aware that you had a side hobby now, involving (F/H.) sometimes you joked youâd start a business and go off parting ways with that hobby. It was source of entertainment to watch you be..Well, you. There was this genuine behavior about you that just drew him in.
â˘If Scrooge wasnât adventuring with you or at a meeting also with you, he was still with you. You just didnât know it yet. Interestingly however, youâd begun to pick up the signs that there was a presence in your life. Whereas you didnât close the blinds before, you did now. Or maybe that was from all the adventures youâd nearly died on fighting others off. Maybe it was paranoia.
â˘Eventually, Scrooge managed to break into your apartment under the guise to Launchpad that heâd been invited by you. A ludicrous lie, of course, but Launchpad is gullible to a fault when it comes to Scrooge. Heâs loyal like that, and his friendliness to you plays into Scroogeâs emotional manipulation later on.
â˘As Scrooge sneaks in while youâre still home, he makes his way behind the kitchen counter which seperated your living room. He didnât expect you to be right there in the living room, but you were, just five feet away from him and the window he snuck in. The window was to your right. He had carefully parted the curtains. Your couch was sitting approximately five feet from the window balcony, facing a corner of the wall with the T.V off.
â˘Peculiarly, you hadnât even noticed heâd entered by rigging the door. You were right there, not staring at his direction, but he should have at least appeared in your peripheral. Just what were you doing to be so disconnected to the reality around you? It was worrying.
â˘Now hidden behind the counter directly to the left of you, he observes your desensitized form. For a moment, Scrooge thought you were a corpse until he peered closer. You were still there, physically. Mentally you looked as if you were in a whole other dimension. In a rather bold move, Scrooge slowly stands up and positions himself in the archway, watching you from his spot.
â˘You were still, so very still unlike all the times youâd fidget at work or with those âfriends.â You still breathed and your hands shook slightly and there was color to your eyes but you yourself didnât even seem present whatsoever. Your eyes were glazed and far away. It was just your body sitting there in that couch. It was worrisome and yet there was a blissful smile to your face seconds later.
â˘It was you, daydreaming about something. Something you obviously enjoyed. Scrooge, to his own shame, hoped it involved him. For a few more moments, all you did was sigh like you were meditating. It was haunting how easily you had lost yourself within the confines of your tumbling mind. Somehow, you were blocking out the world beyond, maladaptively.
⢠Scrooge knew he was taking a huge risk. All youâd have to do to spot him now was swivel your head a few inches or wake up from dreamland. It would take a few inches to ruin what you thought of him.
Just then, to Scroogeâs horror, you had slowly picked yourself off the couch. Your body shuttered as your head snapped up. He knew he was taking a huge risk with this and began to think that maybe it was a terrible idea after all. (Who was he kidding, it was terrible in the first place, he knew what he was doing.)
â˘He quickly fell back to his crouched position behind the counter, silently and expertly as you turned around and made your way closer and closer. There was a tense moment in which Scrooge contemplated just knocking you down completely and rendering you unconscious. All it would take was a few seconds. Maybe youâd forget or maybe heâd give you the dreamland you seemed so desperate to reach. It would certainly give him peace of mind to know where you are 24/7..All heâd have to do is knock you out and take you to the manor. Youâd be secure and have everything you need thereâŚ
â˘Your presence was setting him alight, in the good way and bad way. He loved being near you. But hated the idea of you getting any closer right now, because you getting any closer would ruin your trust in him entirely. A few more steps is all there was between the idol you saw Scrooge as and the monster he was growing to be. You were like a fire. The heat scorched his feathers. Then, when you were away, his thoughts.
â˘Your steps were louder than theyâd ever been. Then, to Scroogeâs unbelievable luck, you turned towards the hallway away from the kitchen. Scrooge knew not to push his luck trying to follow or stay, so despite his clawing urge to figure you out, he hesitantly snuck out with unanswered questions on your concerning mental state.
â˘It had been a months since that incident and Scrooge was moving onto bigger and bolder actions. Sometimes heâd swipe you away from any conversations you had with your friends by calling you in for a task. Sometimes heâd eat up all your time by keeping you in late, and taking you to places far away that required days of travel.
â˘Sometimes heâd drive bad influences away by financially ruining their life forever.
You noticed Galeâs downfall quickly, but you didnât have any idea it was Scrooge who was responsible. Gale lived actually, three complexes from you and oh so suddenly, rent had begun to skyrocket in the particular room he had to himself. This led to him being presented with an eviction notice. You didnât even have the chance to say goodbye. (Not that you wanted to, though.) deep down you were glad he was gone and Scrooge knew it. Gale had to move far off to find an affordable spot. It was a mercy considering how often Scrooge had dreamed of just throwing him into the ocean tied up for the sharks to find. He was a toxic influence.
â˘Maybe if someone pushed his button just right, Scrooge would end up killing them, and who would care? There were seven billion fellow people on the planet. Scrooge could just get rid of any threat he wanted and no one would notice or ever suspect it was him. After all, heâs just a grumpy old man with a cane.
â˘It turns out, Scrooge had picked up on your plans to possibly quit your job. He had never felt his heart sink like it did now. He was fighting off his initial shock as you stood in his office, masking it with a detached face. You hadnât even confirmed the statement. All youâd said was that maybe youâd found a company within your favorite hobby.
â˘It was just a small implication. But, Implications could become statements, which could turn into actions, and Scrooge couldnât let the thought even be a presence in your mind.
â˘You had stayed with him throughout the years of his loneliest moments, had confessed secrets, had confided in him. You were like his pupil, learning from him and you were like his partner, fighting alongside him. Maybe you were something different altogether.
â˘...Was it a friend that convinced you? It had to be. Scrooge knew how much you enjoyed galavanting around the world with him. Thereâs no way youâd just fly off without him.-
âI promise Iâll still occasionally go with you, Scrooge. (A first name basis. This was devolving from anything normal.) I found my passion. We can still adventure together, but I found a path that also makes me happy and doesnât ya know, get me killed.â You chuckle as if it were nothing. A light joke.
â˘So you were leaving. You were going to go. Why? You had a great paycheck, (an expensive one that took a lot of money,) you had the opportunity to travel the world. You had the best job youâd ever get. Who else was going to be as good as him? He wonât let you destroy your future by applying for a Mediocre position at some dumptruck company.
â˘As it turns out, the bird responsible for swaying you was none other than one of the peacocks, her name was Shelby. She and you laughed, and for the first time, your laugh was genuine. Genuine with her and not with Scrooge. You both shared each otherâs stories, and she in return had encouraged your little dangerous fantasy of being independent.
â˘Now of course Scrooge realized how ridiculous this all sounded. He had willingly allowed you to go on perilous adventures with him, but at least then, you were with him. How could he keep an easy eye on you if you just moved off to some rando spot? Plus, he was plenty good as saving you. He was your hero.
â˘Bad influences needed to go away.
â˘Scrooge might lie to himself about how much it digs under his feathers, but to see you around other people really dug wrong. He itched every time you decided to take advice from other people, or confide in them instead of him. He was the one you could go to, not them. Your secrets didnât need to be shared with anyone else but Scrooge. All those rare and precious things that made you yourself didnât need to be snatched by thieves like Shelby or Gale or whoever else.
â˘He knew that his criminal actions would scare you. Even with your growing trust and dependence on him, he knew it was too early for you to want to stay with him if you knew what heâs been doing. If he wanted your presence, heâd keep it through lengths youâd find terrifying.
â˘Scrooge found your biggest flaw was that you always attracted the wrong crowd, and it was primarily because you were always trying to impress others when they really didnât deserve the magnificent canvas you painted yourself to be. To his even greater detriment, you were beginning to spend your time more and more with Shelby. The canvas you painted was beautiful, as always. But it wasnât for him, and he found that he was not happy with this new development.
â˘Donât you know people take advantage of kindness? It happened to him all the time and still does. It happened to you over and over and yet you kept venturing forth giving out your trust like it was nothing. The world is a sour place if youâre not careful. Cursed kilts, you were already naive about Gale. Who knows how badly future people would hurt you, even if they were well intentioned.
Scrooge could tell that, despite him insisting otherwise, you thought leaning on his shoulder was burdening him. He wanted to make sure you knew it was anything but that. As a matter of fact, he wanted you to lean on his shoulder every moment he possibly could get you to. What was just you occasionally asking for advice on impersonal things becomes entire sessions with Scrooge encouraging you to reveal every personal detail of your life.
â˘You had revealed that many times, you just wanted independence. A company of your own to possibly build so you could pursue life your own way. Scrooge knew these dangerous thoughts were one of the final roadblocks. Scrooge had to prevent them. Be it through roughening you up financially or discouraging you. Be it from murdering outside influences, too. Who was going to miss the miserable miscreants that plagued your life anyways?
â˘It is three days before the date you had decided that you would resign. Instead of being merry, you were miserable. The opportunity you had to get the job was burned by them not even calling you for an interview. After your resume, why would they reject you? You had the word of one of the finest businessmen out there to back you up. Scrooge himself promised to put in a good word for you! You were perfectly qualified for the job you were looking for. In your days of being rejected from the position you wanted, you confide in Scrooge. You donât know it but as he pats your shoulder, heâs thinking of the next way to sabotage your efforts of leaving him.
â˘Shelby ends up going missing. She was one of your closest friends and the only one who finally treated you well. Your devastation causes a major setback in any ambitious plans as you isolate yourself from anyone else but only the closest person left in your life; Scrooge.
â˘Currently, you were enveloped in a warm hug, the side of your face leaning in the crook of Scroogeâs neck as he calmed your crying form down, patting your back and promising you his presence would remain forever. You wept at Shelbyâs funeral, so did her twin sister and their parents, who, upon seeing Scrooge, had nearly fainted in shock.
â˘Despite your tumultuous relationship with Shelby, she had actually begun to redeem much of her previously antagonistic actions towards you. She was in a rough place when you had developed a connection with her. So you wept in your bossâs, or rather, your best confidantes arms. You wept.
Scrooge, however, did not.
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Only For You | JJK
â Summary: Jungkook works hard to make sure your birthday is perfect.
â Pairing: Jungkook x Female!Reader
â Genre: Fluff, established relationship
â Rating: PG
â Warnings: A couple of curse words
â Words: 2.3k
â A/N: Thank you to my love @lilbeaninâ for being my favorite beta 𼰠This lil birthday fluff (loosely inspired by âHappy Birthday by B.A.P.) is dedicated to a lovely friend of mine for her birthday-happy birthday!! I hope you enjoy it đâ¤ď¸
Alarm clocks are evil, wicked things. This is all you can think as you reach your arm out from under the blankets covering your body and blindly grope for the noisy device.
"Where the hell is it?!" You curse into your pillow. You stretch your arm out further, feeling the edge of the nightstand. After knocking your knuckle harshly against the corner of it and cursing again, youâre about to accept the fact that youâd have to leave the warmth of your cocoon, but luckily a presence reaches over your body, and the clock is soon silenced. You let out a sigh of relief and turn over to snuggle into the solid warmth next to you.
Sleep is about to overcome you once more until you feel the blankets get tugged from your body. You hiss at the chilly air and bright light before burying your face into the body youâre still clutching. A chuckle sounds from above you, and the next thing you know, youâre pushed over onto your back, wrists pinned above your head. When you open your eyes, the familiar pair of brown eyes you know and love are staring straight back at you.
"Happy birthday, babe." Jungkook smiles down at you before closing the gap between you with a gentle kiss. He trails his lips to your cheek, your jawline, and your neck, lightly biting and nipping at the skin along the way. He pulls away and turns over on his back, bringing you with him and making you rest against his bare chest.
âThank you, but did you set the alarm for the asscrack of dawn? I don't have to work or class today, so why the hell am I up so early?!" You exclaim, lightly pinching his arm.
"Ow! First of all, itâs seven which isnât even that early! Secondly, I canât believe that this is the affection I get. I, oh so kindly, get my beautiful girlfriend up to start her birthday bright and early and then shower her with my perfect lips only to get yelled at and assaulted in return!?" Thereâs a teasing tone in his voice, but you can tell that thereâs some sincerity behind his words.
âOh, come on! Itâs my birthday and I have no obligations. Therefore, I should spend it as I see fit. Sleep is how I see fit.â You sink lower under the blankets and feel Jungkook get up from the bed. A few seconds later, the covers are being lifted, exposing your bare legs to the chilly air of the bedroom.
"Why!? Just let me sleep!" You fight to roll back over, but Jungkook is having none of it.
"Absolutely not! Get your adorable, lazy ass up and in the shower now!" Jungkook grabs hold of your ankles and pulls you towards the end of the bed. "If you donât get up, you donât get a super special birthday breakfast or super special birthday sex later."
With a dramatic sigh, your eyes open, although Jungkook canât tell whether it was the mention of food or sex that did it. "Fine!" You give him a skeptical look before slowly dragging yourself into the bathroom.
Smiling in victory, Jungkook practically skips to the kitchen to begin the breakfast that Seokjin had sent him instructions on how to prepare.
Half an hour later, the two of you were sitting at your small kitchen table, stuffing your faces with the food Jungkook made.
"Jungkook, why didn't I know that you could cook this well?â You narrow your eyes in suspicion, looking over the spread again.
He waves his hand, dismissing your doubt. "It's a hidden talent of mine, but weâll talk about that later. For now, I need to go over the schedule for the day." He ignores the look youâre giving him from across the table and pulls out his phone.
"Now, after we eat, Iâm going to shower and you are going to talk to your family back home on video chat. Then, weâre going out and spending the day together. First, we can see any movie that you want. Then, we can go to my favorite spa for massages, facials, the whole thing. After that, we can have a nice lunch wherever you want and then I want to take you shopping even if you don't want me to. When weâre done shopping, we can come home and have a nice movie night or something." Jungkook puts his phone down and sends you a smile.
"Jungkook, did you seriously plan out the entire day?" You ask incredulously. You hadnât come up with a concrete plan yourself, but he had your head spinning a little with the full agenda.
"Y-yeah...should I not have?" Jungkook sounds almost disappointed at your reaction, a hesitant look on his face. While deep down, you wouldâve much rather have just called your family on the phone and then proceeded to stay in bed all day in your pajamas, you can tell Jungkook planned the day with you in mind and wants you to be happy, so you keep that to yourself.
"No, it's totally fine. I'll just finish eating and then we can start the day." Your boyfriend flashes you a bright smile and just seeing his joy makes you excited for the day to come.
Six hours later, you were regretting your earlier excitement. Youâre tired, thirsty, and your feet hurt like hell. You love Jungkook, which you canât stress enough, but at the moment, you want to leave the man in the middle of the mall and go home alone.
Things had gone well at first. You talked to your family back home, getting your birthday wishes and telling them about what you were up to and what you and Jungkook's plans were for the day. You chatted for almost an hour before saying goodbye and Jungkook wasted no time dragging you from the bed and out of the front door, barely giving you enough time to get your purse and shoes.
He drove to the movie theater that isnât too far from your shared apartment and immediately started telling you about each movie that was out. You were, admittedly, impressed he had gone so far as to look up all of the current movies.
You ended up picking out a romance movie that the both of you would enjoy, and you spent the whole movie cuddling together in the back row with Jungkook pressing the occasional kiss to your neck or cheek.
From there, he whisked you away to his favorite spa, and true to his word, you enjoyed the whole spa experience. After the best hot stone massage and seaweed wrap of your life, you decided on your favorite barbecue place where you stuffed your face with meat while Jungkook spent the meal talking about how perfect he hopes today has been for you..
The day didn't take a turn for the worst until it came to the shopping portion of the day. Jungkook had proceeded to drag you around the mall, pointing out various outfits and shoes that he said would look nice on you, and the next thing you knew, he was swiping his credit card and grabbing bag after bag. Sure, you liked what he was buying for you, but you wished he'd stop. You didn't like when he splurged his money on you so much, which you have talked about in the past.
At some point, the spree went from him spending way too much money on you to him loading up on things for himself. He went from oohing and aahing over things for you to doing the same for things for himself. He soon had too many bags and had you carry bag after bag filled with purchases for himself.
Almost three hours of all of this, and you went from being happy that Jungkook wanted to make you happy to being annoyed at his behavior.
"Hey," he says, approaching your slumped form leaning against the wall next to the store he had just exited. "Why are you standing out here like that? Is something wrong?"
"Other than the fact that Iâve become your shopping lackey, I think I'm just dandy," you grumble, motioning to the crowd of bags sitting at your feet.
Jungkook seems taken back by the bitterness in your voice. "I'm sorry. I just got a little caught up is all."
You feel a little bad at his mood drop, but are still annoyed, so you let out a huff in response. Jungkook sighs and leans against the wall next to you, taking your hand in his.
"I'm sorry, okay? Starting right now, we can go back to doing whatever you want."
"It can be anything?" Your ears perk up at the promise.
"Anything at all."
You bite your lip, momentarily contemplating the possibilities in your head. "Can we just...go home?"
Jungkook places a kiss on your hand and gives you a sweet smile. "Anything for you, birthday girl," he coos before leaning down to slide as many bags as he can on his arms.
You pick up what he canât as you head to the car. Once everything is loaded, you catch Jungkook intensely typing something on his phone.
âEverything okay?â You ask.
He jumps in his set but shakes his head. âYep. All good.â His smile is suspicious, but you let the conversation drop there while he fiddles with the music and begins driving.
It doesnât take long before you notice heâs taking the long way home. When you question him, he answers that he just wants more time outside with you. You should know something is amiss from that response and the way he takes his time parking when you finally get back to your apartment building. Jungkook takes his time gathering his belongings before dragging himself out of the car and slowly grabbing the shopping bags.
Youâre close to snapping at him about dragging his ass when it takes way too long to get upstairs, but he picks up the pace when you reach your floor. Youâre so busy trying to figure out what heâs up to that you donât even notice the six additional pairs of shoes by your front door.
Itâs not until you round the corner into the living room, and six voices shout at you do you piece everything together.
"Surprise!" The other men that make up BTS are in your living room, staring at you with broad smiles. Jungkook moves to stand in front of you and throws his arms out.
"Are you surprised?!"
"Wow, I am actually," you laugh. "Is this why you dragged me around the mall with you for so long?!" You question, punching him lightly in the shoulder.
Jungkook rubs his arm and pouts. "For the second time today, ow! But yes, this is mostly why. Some of it was also just me."
You give him a look but pull him towards you anyway, kissing him. You ignore Jungkookâs loud gag from behind him and let the kiss linger a little longer. When you pull away, both of you are slightly out of breath and smiling like idiots. âThank you,â you whisper.
"If parties get me kisses like that, remind me to throw you surprise parties more often," Jungkook mutters back, placing a kiss on your nose and stepping out of your embrace. "Now, you may all greet the birthday girl and shower her with love." He announces to the members. At this, the other men make their way over to you, engulfing you in various hugs and surrounding you with happy birthday wishes.
A few hours later, when the party's over and the apartment is clear of the leftovers from dinner, empty plastic cups, and a spill by the couch courtesy of Hoseok, youâre even more exhausted than you were earlier, but youâre also extremely happy. Feeling how loved you are not only by Jungkook but by his best friends too, who had slowly become your friends, fills your heart with so much warmth.
When you mention this to Jungkook while you lay in bed later, he breaks into that huge, infectious smile that makes his eyes disappear and has you returning the expression.
"Iâm so glad to hear that, babe. I was really worried that you wouldn't like anything I did today."
"Jungkook, I'd love anything you had planned today. Even if I got a little annoyed, I donât care."
"What if I wanted to bungee jump from the Great Wall?"
"Hmm, that's not that tall. I could just close my eyes."
"What if I wanted to adopt a dozen puppies and name them all after me?"
"I happen to love puppies.â
"What if I want to pin you down and give you real birthday love for the rest of the night?" The teasing tone is gone from his voice, now replaced with something more serious.
You make eye contact with him and watch his tongue dart out to swipe across his plump lips. "Well, what are you waiting for?"
This is all the incentive Jungkook needs to roll over so that heâs hovering over your body. His lips and hands are on you in an instant, wasting no time in taking your pajamas off.
In the middle of yanking your sleep shorts down your legs, Jungkook stops and sits up to gently cup your face in his hand. "Oh, I forgot to tell you something all day."
"Hmm?" You huff, slight impatience in your voice.
"I love you." He kisses your forehead lightly before returning to the task at hand.
You bite your lip to keep the impending smile at bay. Jungkook's tenderness reminds you once again how much you genuinely love him. Itâs then that you decide once and for all that everything you did earlier in the day, anything you did with him in the past, and anything youâd do with him in the future, was and will be all completely worth it.
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burning sunflower | yang jeongin
â pairing: yang jeongin x gn!reader
â genre & warnings: fluff, hanahaki au (vomiting flower petals), lil bit of angst, strangers to friends to lovers, school au, soccer player!jeongin
â summary: your only friend Seungmin introduces you to Jeongin, the star of the school's soccer club and one of the most popular guys in the school. you two become friends quickly but you start to catch feelings...
â word count: 6.8k
â a/n: sooo, this was written for the @newskynet Valentine's day special event. Not sure if it's too late but it's Sunday evening where I live... if I slipped up with the gn! reader, please let me know. feel free to roast me for my lame header, I just decided to put the lectures on how to use GIMP to good use lmao
the prompts I used were: 21 âFor me?â, Â 6. âNo oneâs ever given me something like this before.â Â 16. âWill you be my valentine?â
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You're not really sure when you started to like Jeongin. I mean, you two were friends, don't get me wrong but that was it. Friends.
That was all he would ever see you as, you thought bitterly. The label that many would love to have but you cursed yourself for it every day. You see, you were first introduced to the smiling boy by your good friend Seungmin who thought you should at least try to make friends other than him, claiming that he won't be with you forever.
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âOh come on Min, I thought we'd always be friends,â you whined as he dragged you to a small cafe after school where you would meet his friend.
âStop acting so childish Y/N, you have to start talking to other people too, you know.â
âBut whyyyy? I have you, right?â you giggled at his unamused expression, telling you that he had enough of your shit.
âNope. You're going to make other friends and that's final. You wouldn't want to really turn into a hermit crab,â he said smugly.
Now it was your turn to look unimpressed. âYou don't need to bring up my spirit animal, sheesh. What a low blow, even for someone like you, Min.â
âWhat was a low blow?â a boy around your age with a cheerful smile approached you giving you a questioning look. You just stood there nervously, staring at him for god knows how long until Seungmin finally broke the ice with a rather awkward cough and proceeded to introduce you guys.
âY/N, this is Jeongin. Jeongin, this is Y/N,â he pointed at the two of you, swiftly introducing you to the other.
âUm,â you awkwardly extended your hand for a handshake, âhello, I'm Y/N, Seungmin's friend.â
He shook your hand with a firm grip before smiling from ear to ear, âI'm Jeongin, from the neighboring class.â
After you guys settled, you proceeded to order your drinks and snacks. The atmosphere was undeniably awkward, but Seungmin seemed adamant about reaching his goal.
âSo look guys, I brought you both here because you both need more friends. You're both introverts who like to hide in their shells and I think you two have a lot in common, so I think this would be beneficial for both parties.â
âSo you're basically trying to say that you don't want to hang out with us anymore?â
The innocence in his tone almost fooled you for a second, before you noticed the smug expression on his face and couldn't hold in the burst of laughter.
âMan, I like him already,â you sniggered after you caught your breath, patting a visibly annoyed Seungmin on the back.
âWho would have thought there is someone more savage than you in this school.â
The unimpressed deadpan he gave you made you fall into another fit of giggles, prompting Jeongin to chuckle too.
After the waitress came back with your beverages, you proceeded to distract yourself by making little paper balls and blowing them through your straw into the ceramic pot on the table. You got so distracted, that you spaced out and didnât notice when Seungmin started waving his hand in front of your face.
âY/N, Y/N! Are you even listening?â
You felt your cheeks heat up in embarrassment at being caught zoning out. No wonder you had no friends. Slowly lifting your head, you faced Seungmin, waiting for him to repeat what he just said.
âI asked if you wanted to come to watch him play on Saturday.â
âWatch who?â you asked confusedly.
âJeongin, he's on our school's soccer team,â he deadpanned, annoyed at your lack of concentration.
âUmm, sure...I guess. I'm not much of a sports person but I have nothing to do on the weekend,â you mumbled, mentally checking for any possible plans or chores you could have. Well jokes on you, you had none.
Jeongin beamed at that, taking a sip from his beverage as he pulled out his phone. âI'm glad you can make it - Seungmin would come but he has an exam he has to prepare for,â he explained, âthe match starts at five o'clock.â
âWait, wait, what? There's an exam next week?â you screeched. You were almost positive that there weren't any but dread filled you at even the slightest possibility.
The boy let out a chuckle at your obvious panic, shaking his head. âNo, the exam is in two weeks but you know how he is.â
You could feel a weight being lifted from your heart as you sighed in relief. âThank god, I thought I missed something,â you giggled.
Jeongin smiled at the display. Maybe hanging out with you wouldn't be that bad, at least he'd have someone he knew watching the game other than Seungmin who wasn't exactly the most supportive when it came to sports, opting to rearrange his binder or do his homework instead of watching.
âThanks, it means a lot to me. I'm always happy if there is someone cheering for me in the stands,â he winked, making your heart skip a beat.
Wait a minute.
Something wasn't right here.
After the two of you bid goodbye to Jeongin, you dragged Seungmin out of the cafe, the gears in your head spinning at maximum speed.
âWait a second Seungmin, he's not that popular striker who scores most of our school's goals that all the girls swoon over, right? Please tell me I'm right,â you stammered, pulling on his sleeve.
âRelax Y/N, he's really nice-â
âSo it's him?!â
âYes,â he sighed, opening his mouth to say something, probably to convince you to not bail on his friend but you didn't even give him the chance.
âI can't believe it! Why didn't you tell me? You made me agree to accompany one of the most popular guys in our school! His fangirls will kill me,â you hissed. Although you never remembered his name, it was practically basic knowledge that anyone on the soccer team was insanely popular with a cult-like following of crazed fans who went after anyone near them.
âCalm down, ok,â he held you by the shoulders, â you will be ok, alright? He's a really nice guy who could also use some friends. All the other guys on the team are seniors so it's hard for him to find someone he can talk to face to face,â he tried to explain.
âAnd don't worry,â he added with a smile, âyou don't have to do anything, just come and watch the match and cheer him on a bit, alright?â
âAlright,â you groaned.
Two.
You should have never agreed to come to that soccer game. That ultimately became your downfall. If you had never agreed to this, maybe you wouldn't be like this today.
You sighed, rummaging through your closet and trying to figure out what the hell were you supposed to wear. I mean - what was it even. You had no clue what was going to happen, you only knew that he and his teammates would pick you up on their way to the match.
He texted you the day before that he and the boys would stop by your house at three-thirty to come and collect you. After ten minutes of just standing there, you finally decided on a casual outfit and ran to your door to put your sneakers on. As if on cue, you could hear a car honking right outside your door and your phone lit up with a new text message.
Jeongin [03:32]
We're here.
You slammed the door shut and made your way to the vehicle. You could see a boy you recognized but didn't remember his name, behind the wheel. Inside the van, there were a few other boys scattered around, including Jeongin who sat in the back alone.
âHi Y/N, hop in,â he beamed, rolling down the window. You smiled back, opening the door and taking a seat next to him.
âSo, are you excited?â the boy driving turned to look at you with a grin as he slowly backed the car, driving away from your house.
âYeah, it's been a while since I watched our team play and from what Iâve heard, you guys are pretty good,â you smiled nervously under their gazes.
They all laughed at that, happy to hear they had a good reputation even amongst the students not involved in sports.
âI'm Chan, by the way, captain of our schoolsâ soccer club,â the boy behind the wheel stated. Oh, so that's why he seemed so familiar. Practically everyone knew him, and he knew everyone too. He'd often greet people who didn't think he knew they existed and was always extra kind which combined with his captain status led to his immense popularity.
âThe grumpy one next to me is Minho,â he pointed to the currently sleeping figure in the passenger's seat.
âHey! Iâm not grumpy!â
Well. Looks like he wasn't asleep after all.
âI'm Jisung,â the cheerful boy in front of you chimed as he turned around and gave you a big smile.
âAnd I'm Hyunjin.â
âUm, well...I'm Y/N,â you winced at how awkward you sounded but luckily, they didn't seem to mind as they all giggled.
âWe know,â came Minho's curt reply, âJeongin wouldn't shut up about you.â
âOuch,â Minho screeched as Jeonging threw his shoe at him.
The rest of the car ride went rather smoothly, other than the occasional bickering of the guys but you honestly didn't mind. It was kind of comforting to just let go of everything and laugh along. It surprised you how nice they were, you kind of imagined them as selfish pricks but that clearly wasn't the case.
At one point, Hyunjin and Jisung started arguing over which color uniform they should wear for the match. You watched with a hint of amusement, that was until they turned to you for help.
âBut look, if we choose the red one, Chan will be able to live out his dream as Christiano Bangnaldo,â Jisung pleaded as Chan let out an embarrassed chuckle.
âChristiano Bangnaldo? Wow, I'm wheezing.â
âExactly,â Hyunjin cut you guys off, âthat's why we should choose the blue one, it goes better with my skin tone.â
âOi, nobody cares about your damn skin tone, I want to see Christiano Bangnaldo,â Minho stated loudly, completely shutting up the younger two. Welp, seems like it was decided. What Minho wants, Minho gets.
After you finally arrived at the dimly lit school stadium, you made your way out of the car as Jeongin held the door open for you. Smiling, you thanked him for the kind gesture before finally looking around. And your socks were pretty much blown off.
Now you were wondering, why you never came here before. The field was slowly starting to fill with other students slash players but that didn't manage to hide the undeniable beauty of this place. The bleachers were surprisingly clean, unlike most high school stadiums. The dim lights cast a nice glow over the stadium, giving it a really homey feel. You looked around in awe, still surprised by the atmosphere of this place.
âHave you ever been here during the night?â a lean figure stood behind you, observing you and effectively cutting off your train of thought.
âNope. This is the first time,â you breathed out.
âThat's what I thought. It looks completely different when it's dark,â he chuckled, turning around to head to the locker rooms.
âSo... I have to head back so we can all change. You can take a seat wherever you want, I'd recommend the first row,â he winked cheekily, accompanying the gesture with a throaty laugh.
You blushed at that, choosing to snuggle into your shirt, to hide your embarrassment. How could he be so cheesy so casually? He must have noticed your slight shiver as he slipped out of his varsity jacket.
Before you could even protest, he had already placed the jacket around your shoulders, patting your head. You opened your mouth to object but he cut you off, âit's ok Y/N, Iâm not gonna need it anyways. And by the way...thank you for coming, I really appreciate it.â
You smiled, realizing that something that seemed so pointless, so small could mean so much to someone else. He seemed genuinely excited to have someone cheering for him, even if he had tens of fangirls doing just that. You huffed in the chilly wind, lifting your head up to gaze at him.
âNo problem Jeongin, I'm happy I came.â
Something about how he smiled at you, stirred your insides, made your heart skip a beat. Your eyes trailed after him, lingering on his receding figure. You didn't look away until he stepped into the locker room, the door pretty much obstructing your gaze and snapping you out of this trance.
Looking around, you could sense that the stadium was slowly filling up. If you wanted to have a seat, you would have to be quick. You ran down to the first row seats but with a sigh realized that most of them were already taken. You were about to give up and run up to find a spot in the next row but a sharp tug on your sleeve stopped you.
Turning around, you spotted a boy, maybe a year or two older than you, looking at you with a curious face. You tried to pry out of his hold, tugging on your hand but he didn't let go. Right when you were about to scream, he finally spoke, âare you Jeongin's friend? We saved you a seat,â he motioned to the spot next to him.
âHow the hell do you know that?â you asked, confusion evident.
âWell,â he chuckled, âthe jacketâŚâ
Oh. right. You were wearing Jeongin's varsity jacket. You almost forgot.
âSo⌠are you and Jeongin-â
âNo,â you cut him off before he could even finish the sentence, âI'm a friend of a friend who couldn't make it today so I came instead.â
âOh, you see - I thought, Hyunjin said-â he suddenly stopped, not bothering to continue, instead opting to tug you down to sit next to him.
âWatch,â was all he said.
You sat there obediently, watching the game and occasionally cheering Jeongin on, whenever he passed the ball or attempted to score. He was really good, especially considering that he was the youngest on the team.
During the less intense parts of the game, you made small talk with the boy next to you. He introduced himself as Jinyoung. He was the captain of the lacrosse team and a good friend of Chan and Hyunjin. You found out that as a captain, he would attend almost all the other sports events that his friends partook in, claiming it to be common courtesy.
Both of you refocused your attention on the game. Your team seemed to be on the offensive again, Hyunjin passing the ball to Jisung, who maneuvered around one of the opposing teamâs defenders before eventually passing to Minho.
Just when he was about to kick it, another leg appeared from the side, tripping him and making him fall flat on his face. He managed to at least stick out his hands so they would take the brunt of the fall but he struggled to get up on his feet.
Before the other boy could get away with the ball, the referee blew the whistle, signalizing a foul and stopping the game.
âWhat happened? Is he ok?â you asked, frantically scrambling up and leaning into the field from behind the barrier.
âDon't worry,â Jinyoung chuckled, âhe'll be fine. They'll probably be getting a penalty kick. And I bet you a hundred bucks that Jeongin will be the one to take the shot.â
âWait really? Is he that good?â you surprisedly inquired.
âYeah, he's the best shot on the team.â
Now you were excited. You heard that he was good but never realized to what extent.
Jinyoung was right. You could see the coach huddled with the players in a circle, probably talking strategy or something before Chan patted Jeongin on the back. They all withdrew from the group circle leaving Jeongin to stand in front of the ball and the other team's goalkeeper to hunch down in preparation for the kick.
The referee blew the whistle, signalizing the resuming of the game. Jeongin took a few steps back before bursting into a run, kicking the ball into the upper left corner with utmost control.
You all stood up in anticipation, the kick seeming almost as if in slow motion, you could see the goalkeeper jump to his left, desperate to catch the ball before it landed in the net but his attempt was futile.
The kick he delivered was far too good to be caught, the expert technique and control visible to any onlooker. Paired with a huge roar of applause, you could all see the ball land in the goal with a thud.
Everyone erupted in cheers, including you and the atmosphere was great. You could see a few photographers who probably worked for the local sports columns, their cameras clicking like crazy, trying to capture the moment of glory of this young high schooler.
All of his teammates pulled Jeongin into a collective embrace, Chan slipping off his goalkeeper gloves before hoisting the boy on his shoulder.
In the heat of the moment, Jeongin looked through the spectators, trying to find the person that came to watch him. When he spotted you, cheering him on with a big grin, he couldn't help the fond smile from appearing. After he finally caught your gaze, he shot you a friendly wink, laughing at your flustered reaction.
âWow, just friends you say,â Jinyoung teased, witnessing the whole exchange.
âOh shut up! We met like a week ago.â
***
Fast forward to the end of the match. You guys won two to none, the second goal scored by Minho with the assistance of Jeongin and Hyunjin. Everyone was excited, the adrenalin and momentum of the game still hasn't passed. The smell of sweat and coke (coca-cola!) heavy in the air as you sat with the team on the benches and reminiscenced the game.
âJeongin! That goal of yours was really great, you had so much control over the ball. All those hours of practice have paid off!â
Jeongin shyly hid his face, all the praise from his captain making him feel fuzzy from the inside.
âYeah, everyone in the bleachers froze in anticipation when you kicked the ball,â you chimed in, feeling the need to join the praise bandwagon for the boy, âit was really cool.â
After that, Jeongin continued to receive pats on the back from fellow teammates, a few coaches, and random people that you didn't even know who came to congratulate him on his flawless playing today.
Overall, everyone had a great time. The stars were out and you all just wanted to soak up the atmosphere. So this is what having a social life during your teenage years meant? It made you wonder, how much were you missing out on. You wished time would just freeze, allowing you to live in this moment forever. You were gonna have to thank Seungmin for this later.
Jeongin, who was seated next to you must have noticed you zoning out. He placed his palm on your shoulder and asked, âare you ok Y/N? Do you want us to take you home?â
You blinked. Once. Twice. And only after the third time did you realize, that you still havenât answered his question. You smiled before letting the reassuring words slip out of your mouth, âI'm fine. Great actually. Can't remember when was the last time I had so much fun.â
He sighed in relief, glad that you were having fun. From what he could tell (and from what Seungmin told him) you didn't have many friends nor did you hang out with people. The only person you considered a friend was Seungmin and he wasn't exactly a social butterfly himself, opting to study in most of his free time.
All of you ended up chatting until nine pm, completely forgetting about the time and simply enjoying yourselves. You checked your phone at nine-thirty, gasping in shock at the time.
âEverything ok?â Chan asked with concern.
âUm, yeah. Just didnât realize it was so late. I should probably get going,â you muttered nervously, picking up all your belongings and shoving them into your bag.
âOh right, it's quite late already. We'll give you a ride, right Chan?â Jeongin turned to his captain.
âOf course. Let's all get going. Chop chop. C'mon Hyunjin, you can tell them about your skincare routine next time,â he pulled the whining boy away from his third victim today.
You packed yourselves into the van, the seating arrangements only slightly different from on your way here. Hyunjin must have been still pissed at Chan for cutting his skincare speech short because he wouldn't shut up about it on the way to the parking lot. He kept going on and on about how moisturizing is important, even if you have oily skin. The captain dismissed his rant with a laugh and started the engine as the complaining boy sat down in the passenger seat.
At some point, Into the unknown came on shuffle and all the boys except Jeongin started singing. You burst out in laughter at their failed attempts at singing the high notes, seeing Jeongin hide his face in embarrassment.
âGuys! Come on, stop it,â he pleaded but the older boys only smirked in response and started singing even louder. By now, you were dying from laughing so hard, Jeongin having to pat your back aggressively so you won't choke on your own spit.
After they got bored of singing, you became their main talking point and they kept asking you borderline intrusive questions until Jeongin told them off, seeing how you turned slightly uneasy. Because of the typical Saturday evening traffic, you ended up falling asleep on the shoulder of a slightly pink Jeongin. He became super nervous once he realized you weren't awake and tried his best not to move and to hold you steady on every speed bump.
It took about fifteen more minutes for you guys to arrive in front of your place. Chan parked on the street and turned to say goodbye.
âThanks for coming, Y/N. We're glad you came. Hope you had fun too,â he smiled, his dimples making an appearance.
âJeongin especially,â Jisung whispered not-so-quietly and squeaked from the death glare Chan shot him.
You laughed softly, your cheeks bunching up as you waved them goodbye.
When you were laying in bed, your mind wandered off to today's events. As much as you didn't want to admit it, Seungmin was right. You really enjoyed yourself.
***
It was a sunny Monday morning when you were walking up the steps to your school entrance. You spent the rest of the weekend thinking about the Saturday game, not yet sure, how you felt about this newfound hobby. Maybe you should really spend more time with people. You also washed up Jeongin's varsity jacket that you forgot to return on Saturday evening.
You held the paper bag containing the washed piece of clothing in your right hand as you pushed the entrance door with your left. It felt all too easy, almost as if the door opened on its own. And you realized that no, you didn't grow stronger from that one arm toning workout you did yesterday as you saw a veiny hand press into the glass.
You turned to face that mystery person, only to sigh in relief as you were left face to face with Chan.
âOh, hello,â you smiled, greeting him rather timidly. Because let's face it - you weren't exactly sure if they even considered you a friend. You were just some random girl that came to their soccer game.
Thankfully, he seemed to consider you a friend too as he gave you his dimpled smile, âhey Y/N, how was your weekend?â
âIt was pretty good. I had lots of fun on Saturday and yesterday I just chilled,â you beamed.
âSame here,â he laughed, âwe all pretty much passed out when we got home- oh shoot, the bell's off, I have to get to class. See you around.â
With a simple wave, he dashed out of your sight, turning around the corner to climb up the stairs to his classroom. You then remembered that you too had class and if you didn't wanna be late, you'd have to make a dash for it too.
***
It was during lunch break that you remembered that you had to return Jeongin his jacket. You nervously walked to his homeroom, anxious about what was going to happen. Will he think you're weird for coming to his class? Will he be embarrassed when you come up to him in front of all his friends? You sighed as you entered the classroom. It seemed like nobody noticed you at first, everyone was way too immersed with their own stuff. You could see that they all got along, the room booming with chatter and laughter.
Jeongin's table was near the window, a girl's chair turned to face him as they both engaged in a conversation. You awkwardly shuffled a few meters away, not wanting to interrupt. It was a truly wrecking moment, you even considered just turning around and disappearing without a trace but Jeongin noticed you and gave you a wide smile.
âHey Y/N. What brings you here?â
You stood there for a few seconds before you finally remembered, what you came for. âUmm, hi. Just wanted to return this,â you handed him the bag, âI washed it and everything. Thanks for borrowing it.â
His eyes flashed in recognition after he peeked into the bag and he immediately returned the bag to your hand.
âIt's fine,â he mumbled with slightly rosy cheeks (not that you noticed), âyou can have it, I don't mind.â
You stared at him in shock, mouth slightly agape to which he awkwardly laughed. You were about to protest but the bell rang and Jeongin muttered that you should better get back to class.
You nodded in embarrassment, not even being able to look him in the eye as you hastily waved and ran out of the classroom.
You were mentally beating yourself up for that, you should have never come to his class, he must have been embarrassed that someone like you came to his class, everyone was probably used to him hanging around popular people like that girl he was talking to.
The rest of the day was pretty uneventful. You stuffed the paper bag with his jacket into your backpack, what were you even supposed to do with it - did he not hear that you washed it or something?
When you arrived home, you hung the jacket on one of the hooks near the door and headed to your room to get some homework done.
Three
It was a few months later that you and Jeongin officially became friends. During that time, the both of you hung out a lot more, courtesy of Seungmin and the rest of the soccer team who thought the two of you made great friends. It started out simple at first: getting coffee together, working on homework, and cursing that physics assignment you both had no clue how to finish.
Times like these made you realize how much of a fun person Jeongin was. There was never a dull moment around him yet despite his easygoing and fun nature, you noticed he preferred to keep to himself, only hanging out with his closest circle of friends. A category which you seemed to now fall under too.
Despite all your anxiousness about whether you were even âworthyâ (as some would say) of being his friend, Jeongin always told you that he didn't care if you weren't labeled as popular by the rest of the student body.
âY/N, we've had this conversation many times already. I really couldn't care less that you aren't a popular cheerleader and don't have Gucci bags,â he smiled, pushing a stray strand of hair that fell in front of your face, behind your ear.
âI know, I know. Sorry Jeongin, I know you aren't like that. I just get really anxious when those kids bury me with their gazes when I dare look at you.â
âLook, if anyone is bothering you, please tell me ok? I'll talk to them. I don't want you to suffer from being my friend,â he smiled, waving the waitress over to order for you guys.
âDon't worry, Jeongin. I promise I will,â you smiled, turning back to your physics workbook. The homework was on magnetic motors or something like that and you had no clue how to do it.
âUmm, do you know the answer to question three?â you asked, chewing on your bottom lip.
âNope. I fell asleep during that class,â he admitted with a chuckle.
âOh come on. You can't do that. You should pay attention.â
âLike you paid any,â he pointed, taking a sip of his lemonade.
âExcuse me!â you gasped, âI did pay attention. I just didn't understand any of it. That's different.â
âHmm. It sure is.â
Four
You were leaning over the sink in your bathroom, blood and flower petals splattered all over as you tried your best to get it all out of your throat. The petals were bright yellow. Sunflower petals.
How ironic, you thought. Sunflowers represented adoration, longevity, and pure thoughts. Just like how you felt towards Jeongin. And how he'd never feel towards you.
You bit back a sob as you choked on even more of the soft petals. In a sense, you were quite lucky - had you been coughing up any other flower (especially roses), it would probably hurt way more. But that still didn't mean that it wasn't painful. Your breath heaved as you tried your best to take deep breaths, your constricted lungs filled with petals, not exactly helping.
You have been suffering from the hanahaki disease for a few weeks now. You always thought it was a myth from the internet, never once have you expected to run to the bathroom at three am to hurl petals into the sink. It started slowly at first. You'd only cough out some petals and drops of blood, but it got progressively worse.
You'd have days that you wouldn't be able to even get out of bed with the exhaustion you felt. All you wanted to do was sleep and forget about the cute boy with dimples. But no, you could never be angry at Jeongin. He was an absolute sweetheart who was nothing but kind to everybody. You couldn't exactly blame him for being around other people. That's right, you didn't know if they were dating but he seemed to hang around this girl called Lia a lot recently, the one he was talking to months prior. They seemed to be good friends too, apparently knowing each other for years now. You tried your best to suppress the jealousy that was rising in you, along with the petals.
You quickly turned back to the sink, just in time for it to catch the new batch of bloodied petals. Even thinking about her made your heart ache and you absolutely despised yourself for that. Lia was nothing but a sweet girl that always smiled at you in the hallway and occasionally made small talk with you.
***
A week later you were walking down the corridor, looking for the vending machine. It seems like they recently moved it from its original location, in front of the lab. You turned around the corner, your eyes bulging out of your skull at what you saw.
Jeongin and Lia were hunched near the lockers, whispering and giggling at something. He said something, making the girl shake her head in denial as he arched his brow. You couldn't watch anymore, quickly running back and abandoning your original plan of finding the vending machine and instead, running to the bathroom. You slammed the door shut, flinging yourself over the toilet as you vomited heaps of the yellow petals, this time mixed with some green leaves and stems. This was by far the worst case, you have never thrown up green before.
You wiped your dry lips, attempting to take deep breaths and calm your heart. It was horrible what seeing the two together did to you. You couldn't believe you lost control like that only a few meters away from him. What would happen if he saw you?
You had to suppress it. He could never find out.
***
It was a truly painful day. Tomorrow was Valentine's Day and you could see all the stores decorated with pinks and reds, hearts everywhere, and signs welcoming couples with tempting discounts.
Your stomach did flips as you walked the path to the school door. It hurt. It hurt so fucking much. You contemplated calling sick the next day and not going to school at all, but you had an important paper to hand in and the professor was especially grumpy and wanted it on his desk on that particular day.
You trudged up the steps with a frown, when you heard your name being called.
âHey, Y/N,â Chan called after you, running up the stairs to catch up.
âOh hey, Chan,â you mumbled, mustering up your best fake smile but he still managed to see through it.
âIs everything ok?â he asked, obviously concerned.
âYeah, just a little tired,â you dismissed, leaving him and running towards your locker.
Good job Y/N, you groaned, now you can't even hang out with your other friends.
You spent the rest of the day avoiding the whole group, trying your best to overpower the need to throw up petals. You didn't want to repeat the previous incident in school. Jeongin must have by now noticed how distant you were. He probably thought you hated him by how you kept avoiding him for the past month.
He probably wanted to ask you to come to his game tomorrow which you sure as hell weren't planning to attend. On top of the fact that you could literally shower the whole stands with petals, it was also going to be Valentine's day and there was no telling if the boy was going to ask Lia out or something like that.
And your heart wouldn't be able to handle that.
You ran home after your last period. Your stomach growled at the lack of lunch but you figured it was better than running into one of them.
You stomped into the bathroom, not even taking off your shoes as you threw up into the bin. There was more blood today. There was no telling of what would happen tomorrow, the romantic atmosphere would probably only serve as a bitter reminder of your broken heart.
You wiped your lips, deciding that taking a shower would be in your best interest. After that, you sat by your desk and made some finishing touches to the essay due tomorrow.
Maybe you would just come to turn it in and then dipâŚ
***
You woke up with a strangled cry, the dream you had still playing in your head. With a groan you slumped out of bed, ready to prepare for the day but to your horror, you realized that you overslept. You had approximately ten minutes before you had to leave. Â You brushed your teeth, shoved some toast down your throat, and gathered your things. With a sense of urgency, you threw on jeans, a blouse, and some sneakers, not feeling like dressing up.
You had to leave immediately. Like now. You grabbed your backpack, quickly checking the essay was there, took your keys off the hook, and grabbed the first jacked you could find. It was dark blue (and very soft) meaning it would match almost anything you had on and since the weather was chilly, you wouldn't want to risk catching a cold.
Running out the door, you pulled it on and slung the backpack on your shoulder, running to the bus stop. Only then did you notice the engraved initials YJ on the sleeve and cursed yourself for bringing the wrong one. You would have taken it off right away if it wasn't for the blasting AC.
You stomped up the chairs, annoyance coursing through your veins. This day couldn't get any worse. Still thinking about leaving after handing in the assignment, you almost avoided going to your locker but remembered the jacket. You'd just drop it in and head to the professor's office.
You dug around for your keys until you finally found them in the bottom of your backpack. You slid it in the keyhole and opened the locker.
You were surprised by a giant teddy plushie and a box of chocolates. Your eyes widened in surprise before you heard a loud âsurpriseâ.
Turning around, you were face to face with a grinning Jeongin. He stood over you with a large bouquet of beautiful sunflowers and the rest of the team, Lia, and Seungmin were all behind him cheering and throwing confetti.
To say that you were in shock would be a massive understatement. The look of utter confusion must have been plastered on your face as Jeongin smiled and handed you the bouquet.
âFor me?â
He nodded slowly, examining your expression. You took the flowers from him, lowering your head to smell them.
âNo one's ever given me something like this before,â you croaked, tears beginning to well in your eyes.
Jeongin nervously stood there before grabbing your hand and looking you in the eyes.
âY/N, we've been friends for some time now but I wanted to ask you⌠Will you be my valentine?â
âOf course I will,â you whispered, almost jumping at him and swallowing him in a bone-crushing hug.
âI've liked you for some time now,â you admitted after a while, burying your head into his chest and enjoying the sudden way you seemed to breathe easier, not feeling the itchy petals in your throat anymore.
âSame here,â he laughed.
âWait really? Since when?â you asked perplexed.
âSince I gave you my jacket,â he grinned, âI'm glad to see that you're making proper use of it.â
âCome on everybody, let's leave them alone,â Chan hollered, dragging everybody away to give you guys some privacy.
âI'm sorry if it seemed like I was avoiding you for the past week. I was planning with Lia on how to do, how to do all of this, you know,â he pointed at all the gifts he got you.
âThank you,â you smiled again, âI really appreciate it Jeongin.â
âDo you want to come to the game today? I'd introduce you to all my other friends.â
âI'd love to.â
He seemed to be thinking about something, his nose scrunching up before he looked at you and placed his hands on your waist.
You peered at him through your lashes as he slowly leaned down, pressing his plush lips to yours and sealing them into a kiss. You closed your eyes, leaning down to get even closer to him as you gripped his shirt for support. The kiss was short but sweet and you were startled apart by a loud wolf whistle.
You turned around, cheeks burning in embarrassment at Jisung doing kissy faces and Hyunjin laughing in the background. You almost jumped away and Jeongin just chuckled.
âThe game starts two hours after school. Do you want to go on like a proper date before that?â
âSure,â you smiled, âI should probably get going, I have to submit this essay,â you waved the piece of paper that counted for nearly half of your final grade for the quarter.
âDon't forget the flowers,â he pointed to the bouquet.
âAbout that, maybe I should leave it in my locker. You know - to not start anything,â
âY/N,â he said with a serious tone, âI don't care what the others think. They'll know by the evening anyways.â
You were startled at first, but then realized that he was right. No more caring about what others thought about you.
Now it was just you and Jeongin. You liked the sound of that.
âOkay,â you smiled, picking up the flowers, âI'll meet you at two in front of the lockers.â
With a smile, you walked in the direction of your classroom. After weeks of pain and sorrow, you finally felt like everything fell into place.
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a/n: aaaaaaah. idk why all my oneshots so far are for jeongin but nvm. hope you liked it. it couldn't resist the idea of soccer player jeongin ;)
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Fandom: Death Note
Pairing: L X Reader
Warnings: Emotional and physical abuse.
Words: 3k
A/N: Iâm in a death note phase again. I wrote this instead of doing my essay oops.
Being the girlfriend of a worldwide, secret detective was hard.
Relationships were hard enough as it is but having to make sure both the partners names were kept hidden made it even harder. Then thereâs the constant travelling that takes place along with many other things.
Basically, the relationship between L Lawliet and Y/N Y/S/N was a complicated one. Donât get me wrong, they were both madly in love with the other, but that didnât make it any less hard.
âY/N!â A high-pitched voice sounded from behind the aforementioned couple.
Thatâs Misa, Y/Nâs best friend and often co-worker. The two met at a photoshoot where they became fast friends, the pair being able to work together due to their celebrity status.
âHi, Misa.â A soft smile crawled onto the Y/H/C-haired girlsâ lips.
She usually loved seeing Misa, but today all she wanted was to go back to her house and chill, maybe with Lawliet, maybe not. Who knows? Not her.
âHi, Ryuzaki.â Misa greeted her best friendsâ boyfriend, albeit unknowingly, before grasping her small hand around Y/Nâs arm. âBye, Ryuzaki!â Were her final words as she dragged Y/N away, unaware that she was desperately mouthing âsorryâ towards her boyfriend.
~
âLight wonât even take me on a date, Y/N/N!â Misa whined, still talking about her âboyfriendâ, âIsnât that so unfair?â
âVery.â Y/N mumbled, turning the page on her magazine which lay in front of her.
She was currently lying across Misaâs bed, the pink sheets creasing beneath her. The girlâs legs were crossed in the air, the entire weight of her body being placed solely on her stomach. The magazine she was reading was something she had bought on the way back to Misaâs, hoping to share opinions on outfits or gossip about latest celebrities, something that the pair had done since they met.
âAre you even listening, Y/N/N?â The blonde continued to whine upon realizing that her friend was no longer listening to her boy drama.
âSorry, just deep in thought.â Y/Nâs words werenât necessarily a lie, she was deep in thought just not about something she wished to share.
Misa didnât know about Lawliet and Y/Nâs relationship, nobody did. That was how they liked it. No one could intervene, no drama or anything of the sort. Â Just the two of them, happy, together.
Oh how she longed to be with him right now. The two of them together, even if they were just sitting in HQ together whilst working on the Kira case that they had been working on for months now. That was how they had met: the Kira case.
Y/N knew of his involvement, her father worked as a detective, similar to Lights. That was how she joined the investigation despite being a student. Both her father and close friend, Light, recommended her.
However, that friendship was slowly fading as she found out more and more evidence that made her suspect Light of being Kira. Sheâs smart, very smart, thatâs why she got along with both geniuses. She fit in well with the two. But the more she investigated the case, the more she realized that Light could possibly be behind the mass murders that were causing terror across the world, especially Japan.
âOoh! What about? Is it a boy?â Misa was now sat up on the ground, arms wrapped tightly around the yellow pillow that she was previously sitting on. Her loose blonde locks fell down her back as well as over the pillow. She looked absolutely beautiful.
How did Light not love her back?
âShut up.â The other girl huffed, tossing a pillow from Misaâs bed into the face of the owner, giggling as Misa fell backwards onto the soft carpet before bursting into a fit of giggles herself.
âYou have to tell me!â The words left Misaâs lips between giggles as she recomposed herself.
âNo!â
âYes~â
The two argued back and forth for around five minutes before giving up, and bursting into a giggle fit once again, something that was common between the pair.
âSo, you like someone?â Misa wiggled her eyebrows in amusement at the fact that her best friend was finally interested in someone other than fictional characters. âTell me everything.â
Without revealing who it was, Y/N began to tell her about her âcrushâ, despite said crush actually being her boyfriend of a few months now. Ensuring that no significant details were released which could identify the man, she told her everything. Blushing was something new to her, but neither Misa nor Y/N complained. It was a refreshing change for them both.
âWow,â The model let out a breath she wasnât aware that she was holding once Y/N had poured her heart out, slightly at least. âI never knew you were capable of such feelings, Y/N/N!â
âStop teasing me~â Y/Nâs hands covered her blushing face, words becoming muffled behind the skin. âThis is embarrassing enough as it is,â a groan left her lips as she continued her sentence. âBesides, I doubt he even likes me back.â The final words were mumbled, self-doubt settling in as she realized that her boyfriend might not actually love her.
Logically, Y/N knew that L wouldnât use her, or at least she hopes, and that he genuinely did value her and her opinion. He enjoyed her company and didnât find her annoying. He really did love her, despite not having admitted it.
âSure he does! Youâre great, Y/N/N.â Misa grinned at her best friend, unknowingly providing her with a source of comfort.
âThanks, Misa.â A sigh left the other girls lips, a sinking feeling of doubt looming over her. âI should probably get home, itâs getting late. Goodnight, Misa.â
âGoodnight, Y/N!â
~
Instead of heading home Y/N decided to take a late-night stroll.
The dark sky was littered with bright stars, a nice change from the usual plain nights sky in Japan. It gave an almost comforting feel to the stroller, reminding her of her childhood when she would stay up late to stare up at the midnight sky with a genuine belief that it was the world watching over her, much like the moon which was âfollowingâ her everywhere she went to make sure she was safe.
It was childish, yes, but she was a child so what do you expect?
The Y/H/C-haired girl observed her breath as she exhaled. It was cold which wasnât a huge surprise considering that it was nearing December now; winter time. Despite being extremely cold, she decided that it wasnât time to head home just yet. Her mind wasnât entirely clear and it wasnât exactly in her best interest to go home with an overthinking mind, so he continued her walk.
The sound of her shoes hitting the ground was one of the only things she could hear other than the occasional passing car or truck. The streetlights lit up her view, being the only thing that did so and Y/N internally thanked whoever put them up considering she wouldnât be able to use the torch on her phone as it had died long ago. The odd passing-by car provided her with some light also, although it wasnât much.
It wasnât until around 1am when she finally decided she should head home.
~
The house was deadly silent as she entered, but the lights were still alight, leaving the daughter of the local baker and detective confused.
âMum?â The girls voice was slightly quiet in case she was asleep whilst still being loud enough for anyone seated downstairs to hear.
âWhere have you been?!â Her mothers voice was incredibly loud, making Y/N cringe and wince. âIâve been worried sick! How could you make your mom worry like this?â
Ah, there comes the guilt tripping. Y/Nâs thoughts were awfully loud, and she cursed herself internally.
âSorry, mom.â A frown had made its way onto her lips as she apologized.
Sure, she probably should have warned her that she was going for a walk, but there was no need to guilt trip her.
âYou should be. Now go to your room!â
She simply ran upstairs.
~
The bags under Y/Nsâ eyes almost matched Ryuzakiâs the following day.
She hadnât gotten any sleep that night as she replayed every bad moment with her mother sine childhood and believe me, there was a lot of them.
Her mother hadnât been the best parent to say the least. She was never physically abusive, but the mental scars from her words and actions had taken a toll on her daughter throughout the years.
âAre you okay?â Lights words were full of concern upon noticing the girls tired composure. The way she stood further proved that she was exhausted considering how she was slumped over. Hands shaking also, Light was genuinely concerned, despite his status as Kira, something he knew that she suspected. âYou look terrible, no offence.â
âIâm fine.â Her words were quiet, almost silent, too wrapped up in her own thoughts to give a completely response but she figured those words would suffice and he would hopefully leave her alone.
Whilst concerned, Light knew not to push things when someone didnât want to talk, so he didnât push it further, favouring to ask if she was going to the HQ later which she was.
âRyuzaki isnât in today,â Lights words caught her attention, finally pulling her from her trance, âheâs working on the investigation.â
âOh,â while her response was short, the criminal still cheered internally, glad that he had stopped her worrying, even if it was for a split second.
~
For the entire day she was completely âout of itâ, unable to concentrate or even form a coherent sentence and she mentally kicked herself at her so-called failure. However she was slightly grateful that there was no exam today, knowing she would have most definitely failed. She probably wouldnât have been able to write more than three words.
Y/Nâs walk to HQ was lonely as she desperately craved some human contact.
She really needed a hug.
As though in a trance, the girl scanned herself into HQ and headed towards the main room where she knew everyone would be.
âHi, Y/N,â Matsudaâs cheerful greeting caught Ryuzakiâs attention. Well, more like the name of the person he was greeting.
Nobody could have known however, unaware of the short-lived glance he had spared towards her. This short glance told him a lot: she hadnât slept, she was deep in thought and she felt⌠crap.
This worried the detective immensely. He really did care for the girl; a lot more than he would admit. Not that he didnât want to, he just didnât know how she would react and didnât want to risk facing rejection.
It would hurt.
âHi.â The response she gave Matsuda was blunt, emotionless which L wasnât happy to hear.
She never used that tone. She was usually cheerful. It must be bad.
âYou guys can go for a break. Youâve been here most of today and itâs not nearing 5pm.â Lâs words matched his girlfriends tone as usual, uncaring about the relief his words had just provided the others on the case. âExcept you.â His gaze was now fixated on his love, making her internally curse at herself for being so obvious about her low mood.
The raven-haired detective waited for everyone to leave, stare unmoving as he observed Y/Nâs every move and she walked towards the chair opposite him.
âWhat is it?â Y/Nâs gaze was cast towards the ground, not wanting L to see her like this. âIâm sorry.â Her words were quick, worried that he was going to say something that would simply upset her more. âI-I didnât mean too.â
Lâs cold hand gently grasped her chin, lifting her face so that they could look at each other and he cringed slightly as he saw the tear threatening to fall from her eyes.
Okay, he is now really worried.
âWhatâs wrong?â His words were quiet but still laced with genuine concern, along with his eyes. âYou can tell me.â
âItâs nothing, really.â The words stumbled from her lips, only worrying him more. âC-can I just go today? Please.â
L simply nodded, watching as she dashed from the HQ and out of his sight.
~
âWhy do you keep disappearing?â Y/Nâs mothers voice was the first thing she heard as she walked through the door.
âPlease, leave me alone.â Y/N begged, simply wishing to be alone.
She made an attempt to dash upstairs, only to be stopped by her mothers tight grip around her wrist as she spun her around to face her. A hash slap hit the younger girls face with such a force that they both knew would leave a mark the following day.
âY-Y/NâŚâ Upon realisation of what she had just done, her tight grip around her daughters wrist loosened, hand dropping to her side.
âNever talk to me again.â YNâs words were quiet yet laced with venom before she finally dashed up to her room, one goal in mind:
Leave.
Her movements were quick as she packed her bag, tears leaking from her eyes in both pain and sadness,
Within minutes her bag was packed, tossed over her shoulder before she ran downstairs.
âPlease donât leave.â Her motherâs plead fell on deaf ears, the only response coming from the closing of the door as she watched her daughter leave, neither of them knowing if she would ever return.
~
It was cold. Very cold and Y/N cursed herself for not bringing a jacket, being in a skirt and t-shirt which was the same outfit she had worn to school today.
Shivering, she began her long walk towards HQ, something she knew would take a long time.
~
âWhat happened to you?â Detective Yagamiâs voice was filled with panic upon seeing the tear stains on her cheeks as well as the bright red bruising hand-mark.
Lawliet payed no attention  to his remark, simply assuming that Matsuda had had a clumsy accident yet again.
âPlease, can I just sit down?â Was what captured his attention, the soft and exhausted voice being one he recognised immediately.
âO-of course.â Soichiroâs words were rushed as he signalled towards the seat he had previously occupied which Y/N gratefully took.
L spun on his chair to look at the girl, breath hitching as he took in her appearance.
He caught her gaze and she had looked up after hearing the spinning of the chair and she thanked whatever gods there were that it was simply the three of them.
âDetective Yagami would you mind if we have a moment?â Lâs stare was unmoving as Yagami nodded, leaving the room.
âR-RyuâŚâ Her voice sounded broken, eyes filled with pain and he soon noticed the bag on the ground, quickly coming to the conclusion that something had happened at home, presumably with her mother, and she had ran away.
L quickly climbed onto his feet, opening his arms which Y/N gladly ran into, breaking down into sobs. His hand placed itself on her hair, burying itself into her hair as her face buried into his chest. L was uncaring as her tears soaked through his white tee; he only cared that she was okay. They stood like that for a long time, L providing comfort she didnât know she needed.
âCome on,â L broke the silence as his girlfriend calmed down, her breath evening out, âlets get you to a room.â He offered her a hand as she pulled away, one she took with extreme gratitude, appreciating that it must have been hard for him to give her any affection.
Their hands never parted as they climbed the stairs of the HQ, heading towards Y/Nâs new room. Ryuzaki had thrown her bag over his shoulder, the heavy weight of the bag not affecting him one bit.
The room was empty, and it was clear nobody was staying there.
The noise of the bag dropping to the ground was loud, startling Y/N whilst Lawliet remained unaffected, having been the one that had caused the noise; not that it would have scared him anyway.
Y/N was led towards the made bed by the detective, sitting herself down as he wordlessly instructed before taking a seat beside her.
âIâm sorry for being such a bother.â She apologised, making L shake his head in disagreement.
âYou could never be a bother, Y/N. Not to me.â His words were less monotone than usual, less devoid of feeling. There was a genuine tone coming from him. âMatsudaâs a bother, not you.â He spoke which made the shorter girl chuckle, something she felt she hadnât done in ages, despite it having only been a day, #
âThanks, Ryu. For everything.â
âItâs my pleasure.â His arm wrapped around her shoulder, pulling her closely towards him until her warmth was felt by him. âI-â He paused as he began to speak, extremely aware of what he was about to say.
âWhatâs wrong?â Y/N asked, confused at his sudden silence.
âI love you.â His words were quiet, almost unheard had it not been for the fact that the room was deadly silent.
The pair fell into an awkward silence for a moment before L got up to leave, apologising as he did so.
âWait,â Y/Nâs hand wrapped around his own, âI love you too.â
A small smile made its way onto both of their lips, L walking back over to the girl until he was stood directly in front of her. She watched closely as he bent down, unsure of what he was about to do. The second his lips touched her forehead a huge blush flowed across her cheeks.
âR-RyuâŚ?â Her embarrassed voice sounded, the only response she earned from him being a small smile before he gave her a pat on the head, turning to leave.
âThank you.â She called, making him stop in the doorway.
âAnytime, Y/N/N.â The use of the nickname only made her blush harder.
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Head Over Feet--Ch. 5
Chapter 5
      âWe need to have a talk, Matthew,â Sam said a few days later.
      We sat at a table by the window at Black Bear Diner, just the two of us. In the time since she and Nick had gotten together, Sam and I had become practically best friends. It wasnât odd for us to go out to eat or to go hang out without Nick, though both of us preferred it when he was with us. She liked to call us the Three Musketeers and laughed when Nick and I tried to tell her we got into way too much trouble for that moniker.
      I rolled my eyes and looked out the window at the parking lot. The sky was dark with thunderclouds. They matched my mood. I hadnât talked to Nick since Iâd slammed and stomped my way out of Samâs Riverside apartment. Heâd called once or twice, but I stopped trying when I kept ignoring him. And I certainly hadnât tried to call him back.
      Then there was Ellie. She hadnât called back since that weird conversation when sheâd asked me to come to talk to her class and then all of the sudden found herself too busy to talk. I couldnât figure out if I should have called her back or what.
      Why do women have to be so difficult? I thought angrily.
      âWe do?â I replied, feeling a little horrible at the tone of my voice. Sam reached across the table and thumped me in chest so hard that it felt like Iâd been chopped stiff. âOw! What the hell was that for?!â
      She glared. âDonât you give me attitude. I will gladly put my shoe so far up your ass that youâll be slurping shoelaces, Matthew Ronjon Jackson.â Her eyes snapped dangerously.
      I opened my mouth to respond but thought better of it when she made to reach across the table again. Sitting back out of her reach, I held up my hands in surrender.
      âYou are a jackass. An absolute, massive, world-class, record-holding jackass.â My mouth tipped up in a grin, which was the absolute wrong thing to do. Sam was already working herself up into a tizzy, but that just made it worse. âOh, you think thatâs funny? You know what, there isnât room for me to put my shoe up your ass. Your head is already wedged way up in there.â
      âDid you want to meet me just so you could insult me? Because if thatâs all you plan to do, youâre buying.â
      Samâs face went bright red. âDonât you fucking get a smart mouth with me. Iâm not the one whoâs been acting like a child for almost a week.â
      âA child? Me?â Forgetting all about the danger of being thumped again, I sat forward and braced my elbows on the edge of the table. âNick knows good and well that weâve worked our asses of for years to get where we are. We made an agreement at the start of this that we wouldnât ever turn down a booking. Dâyou know how it looks to a booker and a promotor if you take a job then back out? The Young Bucks donât scratch, Sam. Ever.â
      She leaned right back in, meeting me glare for glare. For a split second, I admired her attitude. It was one of the reasons why I was looking forward to her being my sister someday. âI didnât think The Young Bucks begged for bookings, but here we are.â
      My jaw fell open. I tried to speak. I really, honest to God tried. But I couldnât find my voice and she barely took a breath anyway. I wouldnât have gotten a word in edgewise.
      âAnd weâre not even going to pretend that any of this is about The Young Bucks and a scratched booking,â she snapped back. âThis is about you and your wounded pride.â
      That got my voice right back. âWhat the hell do you mean⌠wounded pride? I wrestled a handicap match last night and got my ass handed to me on a silver platter so that we kept our clout with Super Dragon.â
      Sam rolled her eyes. âWeâll circle back to that little bit of desperate ego stroking in just a second. But right now weâre talking about your complete inability to nut the fuck up with Ellie.â
      âExcuse me⌠how is that any of yourââ
      âYou throw a fit about being single in my apartment it becomes my business.â
      The waitress came back with our food and a refill of our sodas. I opened my mouth to reply to Samâs most recent jab, but she shot me a glare so murderous that I snapped my teeth shut again. The plates had no more than rattled on the table when she picked up her fork, jabbed it in my direction, and continued.
      âEither stop acting like a baby and ask the woman on a date or grow up and get on a dating app or something. It doesnât really matter to me, but you are not going to take it out on Nick.â
      âIâm notââ Her shoulders squared as soon as I started talking. She arched her brows, cocking her head to the side. âShit.â
      Some of the fight seemed to drain out of her. âYeah. Shit. God, Matt, youâre so dense sometimes, you know that?â
      I sank all the way back in my chair and stared over her shoulder. My head ached like Iâd just been DDTâd. Sam just sat there in silence. The longer she let it go, the more I wanted to throw up.
      âI think Iâm going to be like this forever, Sammy,â I said at last. Usually she would jump down my throat for calling her that, but she let it go this time.
      âLike what, Matty,â she replied. I felt the corner of my mouth tip up for an instant. TouchĂŠ.
      My head fell forward, chin against my chest. For a second, I couldnât breathe. âAlone. Nick has you. Mal has his girl. DJ is married already. Iâm the odd man out.â
      Sam reached across the table and squeezed my fingers. âYouâve got to get out there, Matt. Are you waiting on some girl to steal your luggage?â
      I laughed. Just a little. âWorked for you and Nick, didnât it?â I turned my hand over and took her hand in mine. It still surprised me how Sam had become my best friend. It was about time for me to start pushing Nick to pop the question.
      âDonât give up on Ellie just yet, okay? And stop having tantrums in my apartment.â
      She grinned and I grinned right back. I leaned on my elbow as I started digging into my open faced turkey sandwich. Sam reached over with her fork to swipe some of my cranberry sauce. I smacked it away with my hand and glared playfully over the table at her.
      âYou never share,â Sam pouted playfully.
      I started to respond but stopped, feeling like someone had just doused me in ice water.
      âMatt?â Samâs voice came from somewhere very far away. âMatt, are you okay?â
      I made a noise that sounded like I was choking. Everything had disappeared except dark brown eyes and long chestnut hair. It had been years, but I hadnât been able to forget the way she smiled or the sound of her laugh. Everything about her had haunted my dreams for weeksâmonthsâafter sheâd walked away from me. From us. Iâd been afraid of running into her from the moment Iâd moved back to Rancho Cucamonga, but I hadnât ever figured out what I would do when it happened. Now that it had, I was frozen in place suddenly drowning in a pain I thought Iâd long buried.
      âHey. Matt, look at me.â Samâs nails pinched hard at the inside of my wrist, dragging some of my attention back to her. âDo we need to get out of here?â
      Sam took my hand again, squeezing hard. I latched onto her touch with a ferocity that kept me afloat. My chest ached. I watched as Sam turned to look over her shoulder. She was walking this way, following a waitress to a table. I wanted to shrink into the floor and hide from having to face her. At the last minute, they turned toward another part of the dining room.
      When Sam turned back toward me, there was thunder in her eyes. âHmph,â she snorted. âI can take her. She looks like a light breeze would knock her over.â
      I tried to focus on my friend and the comfort of her presence. Even if she had asked me here to tear me a new one, she had shifted straight into protective mode the instant she saw me lose it.
      âYou know what,â she said after a moment. âWeâre not leaving. Weâre going to stay right here and have lunch. And the second she even looks in your general direction Iâm going to make her regret it.â
      âSamâŚâ
      The look on her face shut me up quick. âNuh uh. Number one, we were here first. Number two, youâre Matt fucking Jackson and you donât run. And number three⌠you might have been alone before, but youâve got me now. Trust me,â Sam growled, âshe donât want any of this.â
      I couldnât help it. I laughed, feeling some of the tension in my chest ease off. Sam raised a brow. I squeezed her fingers gently. âThanks, Sam. Iâm really, really glad youâre around. Nick got really lucky.â
      âOf course he did,â she replied with a grin. âSo did you.â
      Ten or fifteen minutes passed in what felt like normalcy. Sam launched right back into the reason why sheâd asked me to lunch in the first place. I could tell exactly what she was trying to do. She poked and prodded gently at my pride to get me to snap back at her, to distract me from thinking about her being in the same room.
      But I couldnât help my eyes from skipping over toward the place where she sat. As stupid as it was, I had half a mind to wish that she would look up and see me. Weâd both grown up since weâd last seen each other. MaybeâŚ
      âHey, dumbass.â I yelped as pain lanced up my leg from my shin. âDonât even think about it. I will personally rip you into tiny pieces, stitch you back together, rip you apart again and bury the pieces under my studio. I can get away with murder, Matthew. Trust me.â
      âWhy do I not have any trouble believing you?â I asked.
      Sam grinned. âBecause youâre scared of me. Now⌠are you going to boss up and ask Ellie out or am I going to have to do it for you?â
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