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I’ve recently rewatched dl and I wanted to find out if you had any thoughts on Pearl and Scott’s dynamic.. (double life or general idm)
BOY DO I. SIT DOWN
I've talked lots about Scott before, of how he twists the narrative the most and treats most relationships more as transactional. I will now immediately follow that sentence up with dear god please don't assume I hate Scott he's so interesting and compelling PLEASE don't think I hate him I beg of you I LIKE HIM I don't think he's evil and a villain he's just a bit fucked up like everyone else PLEASE just. believe me
Me ^
Anyway now that that's out of the way. Scott I think has an innate need for connection but denies it in favor of weaving his own narrative that he is in control of, especially so in Third Life where to me, it feels like he sought out to find a tragic love story and he got exactly that, from his perspective anyway, what with the final sequence of him meeting Jimmy again in some imagined afterlife, the one part that was scripted and it shows. Love is a variable that he can't afford the risk of. I think the story with Jimmy that he weaved was more important to him than genuine affection. In Double Life he admits to having whittled Jimmy down to nothing in order to get something from him. But then along comes Last Life
In Last Life, whatever it was, something about Pearl really appealed to him if even subconsciously and he very genuinely cared about her imo. And that was a relationship that oddly enough started as purely transactional yet quickly developed into the most meaningful one I think Scott has had. Even when he faltered in returning Pearl's affection fully, Pearl didn't care and stood by him. Well exemplified by the time he kind of froze when Pearl was boogey killed by Lizzie, but Pearl didn't even think to hold his inaction against him. (Especially fun contrasted with Pearl accidentally breaking the rules in killing boogey Joel for killing Scott lol)
But all of that was the variable that Scott sought to avoid, so in Double Life he immediately uses what he can as an excuse to ostracize Pearl, almost as if to punish her for the crime of. loving? And I'm not about to claim that Pearl is wholly innocent but I'd argue that was unwarranted. Cleo and Scott are a great dynamic in a vacuum but unfortunately Cleo is also quite terrible (but then who isn't. It's a death game, they all are. Sorry I have to keep making these remarks because otherwise I get labelled a hater) and unfortunately fuels all the worst traits in Scott while Scott very readily sticks to her. They remain an encouraging pillar to Scott, it's just that the things being encouraged are like. Their ritual to slice each other with axes at full force just to stick it to Martyn and Pearl. Pearl often gets compared to Scott as equally physically harmful but idk personally I don't think the snow bucket compares to start-of-every-session-near-death-axe-crit routine. That's again not to say that she's innocent
Upon Scott spreading completely unfounded claims about her being crazy and malicious, she starts to adopt those claims. What else is she to do to get by? She has been nice to most players and nearly none of them want her around because of rumors despite her causing harm on accident at worst. She comes close to finally finding friends in Jimmy (Tango as well but mostly Jimmy), but ruins her chances by briefly playing into Martyn's "prank" and giving him Jimmy's horn without realizing it's importance to Jimmy, after which Jimmy tells her that she's no longer welcome on the ranch. She's effectively lost everyone and it is 90% due to Scott, not due to her actually acting the way she's claimed to as she only starts to go down that path after repeated rejection (sure she let herself be physically hurt to get at Scott, but it wasn't because of malice or having lost her mind, her doing so was reasonable anyhow but got twisted into something it wasn't. It's still wrong on her part and I do think she goes at least a bit insane as Scarlet Pearl surfaces, but the point is that she wasn't that when Scott started painting her that way)
Even in the very end, Scott retains control. He retained control of not only his narrative but contributed to most others' as well, painting Pearl as the exact character he wanted her to be known as in every POV outside of her own. And as they stand face to face as the last two survivors, Scott denies her any chance to change things, taking his own life instead whilst painting himself as noble in doing so
Scott is incredibly self-sacrificial but only when he gets something out of it, and because it allows him yet more control. He wants to be able to control when he dies, and he also gets to turn it into utmost grandiose statements of nobleness when he does, which then changes others' perception of him accordingly and directly or indirectly allows Scott to get something in exchange. His suicide in DL is no different, it was for him, not for Pearl
In Secret Life Scott also instils the idea of Pearl being untrustworthy in Gem
Wild Life. grrrr. Wild Life.............clenches fist. Pearl's personal hell
I think you can infer I was. scared to say the least about Pearl upon seeing her alliance in Wild Life. In the end though I ended up just being immensely sad and disappointed. Just about nothing worked out for Pearl, only for her trauma to be mocked repeatedly by Scott and Cleo
Pearl imo shows so many signs of regression, and she holds onto Impulse as the one member of her team that isn't actively taunting her, making it a goal for herself to see Impulse win, and it is that: for her, for anything to go her way, not so much for Impulse as much as she does genuinely care for him. She really doesn't spend that much time with him, she just needs a goal to work towards for her own sake. Pearl being unstable, untrustworthy and especially pathetic are all things that continue to get enforced within the alliance, where she's often spoken to like a ticking time bomb and the team's destructiveness gets relegated to her specifically. She recognizes not feeling good about it but she doesn't recognize everything that's at play in the social dynamics of their alliance or the extent of it
She becomes scared of people becoming resentful of her were she to make mistakes all the while Scott and Cleo start enabling her worst tendencies, aka Scarlet Pearl. They don't do this a large degree but they do make an explicit point of it, or at least Cleo does. Cleo is also however, if even vaguely, trying to mend the relationship between her and Pearl, where they occasionally encourage and defend her although it's not to a significant enough degree for Pearl to really realize. After Gem's death, Cleo is also there to help although Pearl is too distraught to appreciate it
While Gem's largely the catalyst for the "pathetic" notion that Pearl adopts to her detriment over the course of Wild Life, it only affects Pearl as strongly as it does due to her having gone through what she has, and because she's in a largely unloving alliance that fuels and reminds her of her wrongdoing. Just compare her mental state here to the one in Secret Life with the Mounders. Although it does have importance to her because she seeks reconciliation, she isn't allowed to forget about Double Life, she's not allowed to heal and grow around the grief of what's happened to her
And the final two notable incidents in her and Scott's relationship are 1. Her being made to feel like she needs to kill Scott, which she doesn't and ends up picking her own method of killing him to retain any semblance of choice, and 2. best summarized by my friend's Pearl POV analysis: "Scott is wearing my clothes. instead of villainizing me, our “reconciliation” has encouraged him to embrace the qualities he thinks I represent. he matches me, and we don’t talk about our past"
I state again that I like Scott, I like Cleo, I don't think they're evil or villains, at the very least in no cut-and-dry way. They're flawed and compelling and although I feel sad for Pearl and see Scott as largely at fault for what's happened to her, I care about Scott too and he's easily in the top 5 of most intricate Life characters to me that I enjoy dissecting
You know like. enjoying any character in any other fandom that is morally reprehensible in any way. I don't know why that's such a wild concept in traffic but sigh. I have to disclaim this unfortunately
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the lads fandom and the insufferable and homophobic people in it!
my hot take on the never ending lads drama: homophobia edition!! my tictok







I wasn’t gonna say anything, because I really do prefer to stay out of drama but it’s getting really annoying, especially because people are going out of their way to be rude, disrespectful and mean all because they gotta stick up their ass and don’t know to shut tf up.
The way so many people are foaming at the mouth because there are people who ship the li’s together or talk about wanting a male mc is INSANE.
“The company said bl isn’t allowed” lmao so yall just played a game of telephone and didn’t actually look further into it, huh? It’s not allowed in the OFFICIAL spaces, meaning the contests and the discord server. Pretty sure, if they cared about it outside of that, they would say something and start striking people down.
“it’s an otome game, this game is only for women, they’re straight, it’s not canon!” blah, blah, f-ing blah!! 🙄
WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF FANDOM WHERE PEOPLE WILL DO FANDOM THINGS LIKE IDK…NOT CARE ABOUT WHATS CANON. 😂
“fujos need to stay away, you’re just fetishizing gay men!” LMAO! honey bunnies, fujos don’t give af about what real gay men are doing. At least I know I certainly don’t! Fictional men 4 life 💕✌🏾
“Women can’t have anything!” ???? NOBODY’S GONNA TAKE THE GAME FROM YOU SHSKSKSKS. 😭💀 some of yall really act like these characters are real and it’s just weird. Maybe understand that what people do in FANDOM isn’t gonna magically change the characters or what the devs have planned!
People are just having fun and for some reason, *cough* homophobia *cough* it REALLY gets under yall’s skin. If people having harmless fun bothers you THAT bad, you should go roll around in grass or something idk.
Anyways, to those who ship the guys together or who have an interest for a male mc yall should absolutely not let these miserable people tell you what you can and can’t do in fandom! Draw and write whatever you want! Gay, trans, nonbinary, male mc, female mc, nonbinary mc, a lover that’s not mc, black, mexican, indian, Filipina etc etc
Do whatever and ignore them because while you’re having fun, they’ll be sitting in the corner whining about how they don’t like what other people are doing despite it not having an affect on them. 😂
This ain’t up for debate and arguing, your favorite man sucks dick and loves it. <3
#love and deepspace#lads#lads sylus#lads caleb#lads zayne#lads rafayel#lads xavier#fandom discourse#discourse#lnds
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20 questions for fic writers
thank you @strawhattery for @ing me, even though i do feel like it's a not-so-subtle urge to finish my current wips... (i need the kick)
for reference/those who only see my art, i used to be a fic writer who occasionally drew. that's obviously changed, but i am trying to write more, so you can find me at pseudoanalytics on ao3.
1) how many works do you have on ao3?
44, but only 35 are linked to me (9 are anonymous...)
2) what's your total ao3 word count?
347,773 😰
3) what are your top five fics by kudos?
while i nodded, nearly napping (suddenly there came a tapping) [haikyuu, ushiten]
redacted :/
the inherent romance of classical conditioning (or, the fine art of emotional recognition) [haikyuu, sakuatsu]
you're really pushing it (but you're going much too slowly) [haikyuu, ushiten]
redacted :/ (sequel to the first redacted...)
4) what fandoms do you write for?
most of my fics are so old i can't bear to look at them, but i'm trying to write more for one piece. then i've written a decent amount of haikyuu, pacific rim, and star wars.
5) do you respond to comments? why or why not?
initially? i absolutely do! but as any of my friends will tell you, i struggle to even reply to dms or texts. so alas. i drop off pretty quickly
i LOVE comments though, and i eagerly read and reread them frequently ;__;
6) what's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
oh sheesh. you may only ask once (so be prepared for the reply) which is a bad end for pacific rim 2. or i guess... a worse end. it's also a bit of a role swap au, if i remember correctly.
7) what's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
i... honestly don't know. i typically write happy endings. i like to write "missing scenes" and post-canon, so things tend to be rather open-ended or to just lead into the next part of canon. my memory is also not my prize-winning quality, so i can't really remember how my fics ended pre-2018ish.
8) do you get hate on fics?
i know i've gotten some ruder bookmarks, but not typically, no. i get more hate on art or in my ask box, but i honestly just delete it all, so it never sticks.
9) do you write smut?
yes, though its debatable if it's "smut" so much as "sex in such an irreverent context that it becomes humor." i cannot take sex seriously, so alas, i rarely write it seriously. i use it more as comedy and a tool for character studies. i do enjoy a stoic character's facade getting cracked open.
10) do you write crossovers?
i don't write legitimate crossovers, with characters from different medias intermingling, and frankly, i rarely do au's either.
but if i have one weakness, it's that i am ALWAYS a sucker for a pacific rim au. yes, i am rotating a one piece version in my head.
11) have you ever had a fic stolen?
i had a sakuatsu one reuploaded to wattpad under someone else's username. they deleted my author's notes and added their own, as if they'd written the fic, too. hilariously they even used my art for the cover.
it got taken down, but idk why. i never reached out about it.
12) have you ever had a fic translated?
yeah! i've had 5 translated, and i've had 2 turned into podfics, which is cool.
13) have you ever cowritten a fic before?
nope. i'd be terrible to work with, tbh. my writing process is a holdover from my journalism days, and the steps are a mystery even to me. i think i'll stick to drawing art for other ppl and their fics.
14) what's your all time favorite ship?
i will hold to the fact that it's asanoya from ao3. they were the first ship i got really invested in, and i see their impact on everything i ship to this day. they were my "blueprint," if you will. i still get smiley when i see art for them!
on the flip side... terezi/vriska was also a formative ship for me. but i won't discuss that.
15) what's the wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
rip go ahead and start talking (i'll pick up the slack). it's my 1-of-2-chapters ushiten fic that i should just mark as complete, since the first chapter can stand alone.
16) what are your writing strengths?
hard to determine your own strengths, but i think my dialogue/characterization are pretty strong, especially since i still regularly flex those muscles when writing comics. i also think i'm funny.
17) what are your writing weaknesses?
writing.
but seriously, i am so bad at sitting down and just hammering out a fic. don't get me started on outlines or longform works. i'd rather grab my pencil and start drawing, i'm afraid.
18) thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
i think there are ways to interweave words or terms in other languages, but overall, i'm a fan of just standardizing everything into one language. if your character understands it, i think all readers should be able to understand it. and i'm not a fan of when you're expected to scroll to the end for a translation; i think it interrupts the reading flow.
this is a generalized opinion though. i think there are ALWAYS storytelling exceptions, so if the other language usage is really important to your theme/intent, i can see why you would do this!
19) first fandom you wrote for?
please don't do this to me. it was maximum ride. yes, the james patterson books about the kids with bird wings. i wrote 4-5 fics, i was in middle school, and — as far as i know — they are still up on ff dot net. no, i won't elaborate.
20) favourite fic you've ever written?
hands down, it's the sakuatsu domesticity simulator. it's not necessarily my best work in terms of writing skill, but i also drew over 50 images for it and html coded it into an interactive story. i'm just proud that i started a big project by myself and i actually finished it!
it's my dream to someday make a whole visual fan novel. i feel like the domesticity sim was the first step.
oh boy i'm bad at tagging but if @syrupfog, @lawsbbygirl, @macabrekawaii , @bmouse, or @cooknumber3 want to go for it... :))
#ask#sorta not really#long post#bree actually tagged my personal/reblog account#but im sticking it here in case anyone wants to see that im a real person and not just a lulaw comic art machine
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I think you should like, teach me the beauty of pain and put a cigarette out on me or something idk I always have a pack of Camels on me if you need them 👉👈
I wonder how quickly I could make you regret those words. Everyone talks real big until they feel themselves start to cook. I'd have to keep you still. I don't want my mark smudged. You understand. Brands need to be clean. Even. Steady. So first I'd put your wrist under my boot. Enough weight pressing down to hurt. I don't smoke cigarettes anymore, so I'd just take yours. I'd make you inhale right before to get it nice and hot. That must be a mind fuck? Better rush than nicotine when I giggle and pull the stick from your lips.
I'm going to put it out on your hand. The top of your hand, the meat between your index finger and thumb. Maybe here is where you start to regret things. When you see your hand stuck under my foot. When you give it a playful tug and realize it isn't going anywhere. Maybe you even think about shoving me off but then you see my smile and know I'll hurt you worse if you interrupt me. Slowly. Real slow. Let you feel it burn away the fine hairs, feel the heat drop closer and closer. Before the worst pain you've ever known blossoms in your mind and just doesn't stop. You'll shake, you'll cry and scream, you'll thrash and go nowhere.
Then I'd take one of your friend's beers and wash the ash away. Show off what you endured to be my marked little toy. I'd kiss away all those tears and tell you how proud I am of you. How good you did for me. How strong you've been and now I've got you sweet girl.
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Even more sparkling nonsense
Ok so y’know how baby horse’s legs are the most proportionately long when they’re that young and they can run hours after birth. When Soundwave’s daughter is born, she has super long tentacles in comparison to the rest of her body not full sized obviously but long enough that she looks funny. She’s almost the creepiest sparkling while being simultaneously one of if not the cutest.
KO’s split sparks are so pretty it’s stupid. They never go through an ugly duckling phase or awkward phase. While his son is a bit of a disaster child, even with all scratches and dents he gets from playing he manages to stay shiny somehow. When KO’s daughter was small, she could have been mistaken for a doll or toy since she’s so cute. Everyone thinks she’s cute as a button and she will use that to get her way.
Prowl’s is another everyone thinks is pretty. Everyone who doesn’t know her super well tells you how lucky you are to have such a “sweet and well-behaved sparkling”. Little do people know she can be a menace in her own ways and a stubborn asshole.
The ugly sparklings….
Megatron’s daughter is so ugly it’s kind of endearing. She inherits his stupid bucket head. And y’know how pugs are so ugly they circle around to being cute? It’s sort of like that (also thinking about tfp’s Megatron’s goofy fish face). Her only saving grace might be TFO megs and maaaaaybe TFA meg for a chance at pretty privilege. Don’t worry you’ll love her anyways.
Starscream’s daughter is also super ugly, classic baby bird. Makes the most unholy screeches as well (plus her screaming in her em field neither of you can escape). Starscream will adamantly deny it even though he definitely thought there was something wrong with her at first since she was so ugly. He’s relieved she looks better as she gets older.
Shockwave’s creepy children. I was going to put them in the cute category because I think their little antenna/fins would look like bunny ears but…..I think unlike Soundwave’s daughter their creepiness out ways their cuteness :’) you wake up to see a bunch of tiny single optics staring at you in the dark. Unironically Predaking is his cutest creation? Huh who would’ve thought.
I still firmly believe Soundwave's daughter should be able to gallop like a proper horse. Arms too big for her goddamn body, it's like having a puppy except sentient (with slenderman's tentacles) You know Knock Out's fucking proud of his twins. They're so adorable he keeps bragging about them to everyone that will listen, ready to show their pictures and everything Prowl's kid got her pretty genes from him but also his shit attitude. Idk what the mother expected Lmao TFP Megatron is proud of her despite her wonky looks (he sees nothing wrong with her - Megan honey, she can barely hold her head up). I'm laughing at the image of her inheriting TFA Megatron's goatee. I for one would love to explore more TFA baby headcanons because TFA Megs would be... an interesting father
I'm so happy you agree with someone as pretty as Starscream making one of the ugliest children imaginable. He will fight you on his daughter being pretty. He may keep her in top-notch condition (shiny plating and everything) but she has a long way to go before looking like her dad. Also out of all of the sparklings, she's the one most likely to start screeching. Everyone else squeaks and sticks to their EM field - but she's a special case Lmao - the mini Shockwaves don't have eyelids, so you can go to the bathroom using the red light from their optics. Predaking thinks they're cute tho - while Shockwave thinks it's illogical to make a statement on something so subjective. You still love them tho
#transformers x human#transformers x reader#transformers prime#tfp megatron#tfp starscream#tfp soundwave#tfp prowl#tfp knock out#tfp shockwave
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If you don't mind me asking how did you know you were trans? Because I've been unsure if I just like people calling me masculine titles is just preference or something else? But I still like being a girl and it makes me feel good but yet I wish I was a dude who you'd pass by on the street. Sorry if this is confusing or worded weirdl
I think the earliest sign was when I was like 12 and cut my hair short.
Not the short hair part, but the part where afterwards, random people would refer to my as my mom's son, and I'd get weirdly upset when she corrected them
And at THE TIME it was like, "come on mom, now they're all embarassed and apologetic and awkward, and it doesn't matter anyways cause we don't know them and they're never gonna see us again"
But then later I got super into comics and junk and wound up reading the Loki one where Lady Loki shows up like and was all like "I'm both" and I was like. THAT'S AN OPTION?
So I figured I was probably genderqueer around about grade 9 or 10 or so and since then It's been a slow realization that, while I'm not sure I FEEL particularly strongly about settling one way or another on the binary, I'm happiest as a Him and a Man whether or not I'm in jeans or heels.
At this point, I feel confident enough in myself that even if I went full June Cleaver skirts and pearls n shit one day it'd still feel more like drag than anything.
Which is hilarious, because like. Tits. You know?
Idk, my awareness of self has always been a slow evolution. I'm just going with the flow, here
I feel like if you prefer certain titles or pronouns that's fine, and you can swap genders if you want, or do none if you want, or be a guy who goes by She or a girl who goes by Him or a They Xey anything, whatever makes YOU happier, cause life is short and we should all just be comfy and happy, you know?
(Which reminds me, got a referral to a surgeon a bit back and I gotta check in on that- thanks for the reminder, lol)
#Transmasc#Gender#Genderqueer#Kept waiting for the 'phase' to pass like everyone said it would and it just never did#Lmao#If it sticks it sticks idk what to tell you
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It irritates me alot when people say that making medic more compassionate is ''missing the point of his character'' when he is literally shown to be in the comics.... did you miss the part where he showed concern for both sniper and miss pauling's well being in comic 5 and 6.


His actions are a combination of genuine attachment + clinical interest and these things do not cancel out one another. He is always pushing boundaries and going against the grain and i think this is what led to him losing his license in the first place. He felt stifled by the rules imposed on him.
He is shown to be extremely passionate so it makes sense that he would use his endless fascination with medicine as a way to show his affection. He loves his friends so he will find a way to make them borderline indestructible. Malpractice is his love language.
#it makes me really angry how adamant some people are against exploring his sweeter side beyond just ''heehoo evil doctor''#idk how to tell you that giving a character a wider range of complexities and oftentimes contradicting traits#does not equal 'woobification'. him being friendly social and cheerful and fascinated with the world around him (which he canonically is)#is not the same thing as writing him as a helpless softboy. those two things do not correlate#he was visibly worried when sniper wanted to get back in the fight!#it's so abundantly clear that medic just misses social cues and doesn't always react accordingly#plus his quote unquote evilness is a joke it's not. something that is meant to be taken seriously#he's more comparable to a saturday morning cartoon villain except he is a protagonist#the way he approaches medicine to me is very similiar to#a child playing potions if that makes sense. he is throwing shit together to see what sticks#and having fun with it#i might rewrite this later to be more coherent because i have alot of thoughts on him that are jumbled together#and there is so much to say abt him#also i find it so funny how inconsistent he is. he tells them they all hallucinated before brain death#yet he personally went to hell multiple times. why did he do that#tf2#medic#tf2 medic#medic tf2#team fortress 2
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DC X DP PROMPT #21
Danny is an emergency foster, though with the way that this is going, it looks like Bruce is on track to try and push for adoption (at least something more permanent.)
Now, Danny knows what his foster family gets up too. He knows the signs, he's been in their boat. So he doesn't say anything (they'll tell him when they're ready, he figures.) Danny also doesn't plan to stay for much longer.
In an attempt to give his foster family - of which had so far shown him great kindness - some form of closure. He offhandedly passes on some words from their various deceased friends and loved ones. Hopefully that will help when he inevitably bolts.
#dc x dp#dpxdc#danny as a medium#idk how he ends up as a foster#but doesnt plan to stick around#im alive lmao#just been mega busy#you get to decide who he tells what#yummy angst
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AYRTON SENNA / ALAIN PROST / THE MEDIA x mark antony's "friends, romans, countrymen" monologue from julius caesar by william shakespeare, act III, scene ii
[ @nicaeno , @sebsonism , @l0vagrend , @dafunzies , @28ms28 , @schumi-honey \ if you'd like to be tagged in stuff like this, tell me! ]
#consider this an early christmas present for those who celebrate and an average day on this blog for those that don't#also there's 100+ of you now? when did that happen. ily all. thanks for sticking around#there's something in the works for that milestone but it's a significantly bigger undertaking than this#anyway. prosenna and caesar/antony#so actually the presentation of that kingly crown WAS ambition and antony knew what he was doing when he put it before caesar.#brutus is both prost and the media.#if you haven't read this play this is your sign. from someone who spent too many years of her life studying stuff like this#should i start a taglist? idk you guys tell me#ayrton senna#as12#alain prost#ap11#prosenna#f1#formula 1#formula one#classic f1#f1 web weaving
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#I feel weird posting on this blog rn. Imagine an arena audience dead silent for the most part#with some hecklers 🙄#and a wonderfully engaged front row or two of friends#as much as I deeply appreciate you beautiful people in the front#it's hard not to think about the rest of the space.#especially when the front row crowd shrinks as the rest of the crowd grows#yes i know there are many reasons people leave. and this isnt something new#but when youre known to have haters and have been stalked and harrassed etc it hits different#idk what im doing#im pensive#ty for sticking with me ❤️#and im not even a performer im just like sitting there talking to you guys and telling stories lol#writeblr
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butch!141 moodboards? 👀
butch!141 moodboards 🙂↕️ - links to each fic attached


simon price


gaz johnny
inspired a little bit by the fics i’ve got planned for them and their characters overall,, i have a reason (though some are admittedly Dumb) for every item on these moodboards so PLEASE yap away with me about them
any extra 1fem1 fics can be found on my main masterlist
#i should say *almost every item - like sometimes the flowers are just there for texture and vibe i’m sorry the inner fine artist in me#is screaming but for like 90% of it i have reasons!!#i tried to keep them within the lesbian flag colours but green looked so damn good on them all that i couldn’t stick to oranges and pinks#and purples and reds through out it all so idk if you could actually tell that i’d tried to do that without me saying so#also if anyone has any suggestions for the moodboards please go ahead (just be nice?) bc i’d love to hear more ideas#stellewrites asks#i hope you all like them!! i had sooooo much fun making them nd it’s been a good creative outlet as i’ve figured out what i want to write#and how to write it#i’ve got the johnny fic almost half done now i’m on a bit of a roll with it atm#a lot smuttier than the simon one#butch simon#butch soap#butch price#stud gaz
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genuinely believe that the only correct way to approach the whole marecal vs mareven deal is to adore all three of them with your whole heart. and see them as a trio rather than a love triangle. like sorry but if you don't lowkey fw all of them and like each of them as a character on their own AND accept the many layers of the relationship they have with one another you're not getting things right :/
#marevencal platonic besties when#WHO SAID THAT#no but seriously would've loved for both Calore brothers to NOT confess to Mare cause they don't want to pressure her Or ruin their-#-relationship. so they simply stick to being friends#i am aromantic-spec the platonic bffs au haunts me wherever i go#and i do believe (out of pure wishful thinking tbh) that it was like this at some point#that in the time Mare spent in the palace in RQ1 -say the first weeks- the three of them had this sort of dynamic#mainly because neither Calore had confessed yet#men ruin everything#anyway i do absolutely believe in order to understand their characters truly you need to understand first#that they loved one another. so ppl who think the calores truly hated each other or that-#-mare didn't really loved cal etc etc. sorry but i don't think you get it :/#sure their dynamic and relationship is complex but idk it's also not that hard to understand#once you take the fuckass “love triangle” lenses off that the story soooo insistently tries to put aaaaall the time#me thinks#marecal#mareven#red queen series#red queen#also i said marevencal for their trio name solely bc mareven sounds prettier than marecal 💔💔#also. i ship marecal and not mareven lmao#this is not a mareven apologism post🙏#(at least not -never- as a ship)#i was just trying to say that people should be more chill when it comes to them#and learn to see the THREE of them a the three protagonists too#rather than refusing to explore their characters/dynamics outside of “which Calore brother do you ship Mare with”#which. a LOT of people in this fandom seem to do#and sadly tbh. because their dynamic (of the 3 of them) is so much more interesting if you diverge a little bit from what is “canonically”-#-correct/if you explore it diverging a little from what the text says#can you tell that i don't particularly fw love triangles at all. this may be the only one i tolerate. and BARELY
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Started playing disco elysium. Why is Harry such a freak of nature. What is wrong with him.
#some of the dialog options are the best ive ever seen in a rpg im not gonna lie.#talking to the woman outside my room and asking her questions fresh from awakening from my drunken amnesia fit:#harrys brain thing. : show her you want her physically#what#but also. i suck so god damn bad at the white checks and always end up embarrasing myself. and infront of Kim too. doubly embarrasing.#Kim please dont judge me im doing my best....#BY THE WAY DO NOT TELL ME WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM. I AM LEARNING. NO SPOILERS.#they go from one to a hundred so fast sometimes though.#qlso the shop keep teling him that he sold his gun after sticking it in his mouth and sucking on it a bit. what.#idk how this game straddles the line between being extremely concerning and extremely funny but it does it#disco elysium
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tw naruto english dub (with subtitles)
now why was tenten so concerned about and surprised by this “big [hyuga] clan meeting” like she was supposed to be there or something
#char chats#and like look. listen. this is an exposition scene in a filler episode.#this scene exists so hinata can tell the audience that there’s a big hyuga clan meeting in the next scene#so my question is: what was the reason The Powers That Be decided to stick tenten here (instead of kiba or shino)?#why did they choose to write/animate tenten’s reaction as hinata left instead of letting the camera follow hinata?#what does that 2 second reaction from tenten imply??#i think perhaps Nosy Tenten is used to knowing when hyuga clan meetings are & what they’re about (for no reason ofc)#but tenten looks like this clan meeting is news to her! and like she’s a little curious about (offended by?) that#idk i’m reading into it. what do you think?#nejiten#tenten#hinata hyuga
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Hey girl how do I make a fursona
You just do it
#ask#furries#i feel I've had a few people ask me a question like this and everytime idk what you want me to tell you#like the hardest part is JUST DOING IT ANON JUST DO IT#find an animal you like and make em look like whatever you wanna and boom you have a fursona#there's no rules just go crazy#if you dont wanna draw em by hand find a base and color that shit in#if your like me and don't get attached to OCs and designs at the start than just make one and stick to it for a while#and if you still don't like it than just make another one you'll find one you really like eventually#or if you don't even wanna make one jaut buy one lmao#there's lots of awesome designs people are selling and you can support some cool artists if you want/are able
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thanks to a few posts in the community and a sonic au, i've started vaugely thinking abt a possible musician/band/idol au for ava, with a dash of "hannah montana" for intrigue.
more under the cut cuz i already have some thoughts abt this sdfkljjkjddffr
so! this au is essentially taking almost every main character in ava/avm and giving them some level of ties to music.
most of what i have is character thoughts atm so! let's discuss the hollowheads and the colorgang!
second/orange
the main character is second, who performs as an idol under the alter ego of orange (a measure that their siblings suggested to keep them safe from paparazzi and fans outside of performing). i don't have designs for the two outfits quite yet cuz i just came up with this, but as orange they wear a mask on their lower face and take a lot of measures to make their idol look different from their casual look.
one day they accompany dark to an open mic night and bump into the color gang, an aspiring band, and wind up helping them perform. and it's really fun performing without pressure, and none of them recognized second so...
(they wind up doing keyboard for the group. their voice is fairly recognizable so they don't wanna risk it)
"orange's" real identity is a hotly debated topic among their fans, folks often try to piece things together going off of the vauge details they give in interviews
vic and chosen
vic and chosen were an idol duo years before second took the stage. in this au they're twins, so that wound up part of their appeal. however their manager, alan, was still inexperienced with managing, and wound up pushing the duo too hard and ignoring concerns, leading to vic having a bad accident during a meet and greet, leading to the two retiring shortly after (vic due to trauma, and chosen out of solidarity with their sibling)
when second told them about becoming an idol, both were concerned. chosen helped come up with "orange's" look, while vic was more unsure. (and both still weren't ready to forgive alan yet which, fair.)
chosen occasionally joins dark for performances (and to make sure he doesn't blow out his voice), while vic moved to produce for a quickly growing group called "the mercs" (they'd be such a boy band we know this)
dark
dark is attempting to become an independent artist, not wanting his style to get muddied up by record labels or producers (plus he was older than second when vic had their accident. he remembers better the events that led up to it). he's picked up a bit of a following.
dark does mainly a strange mix between heavy metal and breakcore (and risks destroying their vocal cords every performance, nuch to their siblings' chargrin). they've gotten chosen involved in a few songs, and has offered to let vic sing on a song if they ever get comfortable enough again. for the most part with second he's content just taking them to some of his performances, he doesn't wanna risk them getting recognized.
the color gang!
an up and coming band known for it's style of music. a bit strange sometimes, but in a fun way.
green is the defacto leader, as well as lead guitarist and singer (with the rest of the cg providing accompanying vocals as needed). he's also the one who invited second to play with the group (still dunno exactly why but it does occur). is a fan of orange, but unsure abt the speculation on their identity.
blue plays standing bass, providing an interesting contrast. she's the quietest of the group in interviews and in songs as well, but provides a lovely sounding supporting harmony with her instrument and when she sings. has the most eclectic style of the group as well.
yellow handles percussion! she has one of those midi fighters with all the buttons that has a bunch of different percussion noises saved (also a drum kit if needed). she also tends to help with soundchecks. she's also a fan of dark's music
red provides supporting guitar or really any other needed instrument. no do not ask why they needed a triangle for a song. he also tends to be the most energetic on the occasion they get interviews. keeps trying to convince green to let his pig ruben be the band's mascot (it goes about as successfully as you'd think).
#animator vs animation#ava au#orange idol au#i dunno if that name'll stick but i might post more about this idea soooo#in case you can't tell i'm coping with not being able to rant as much abt sibling pickup au without hitting spoiler territory#so we're getting band au#idk i just thought the idea was fun to be honest#red's instrument was the hardest to think of cuz nothing immediately comes to mind#i went with primarily accompanying guitar based off what he plays in the first note block ep#please pardon my rambles but at the same time read my rambles
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