#ITS UNFAIR TO ME PERSONALLY

[mcytegg]

because i am who i am (annoying abt ro always) i have this clip saved from when the orbital was being built of zam and minute very VERY briefly considering the idea that ro might betray them before ultimately brushing it off as "nah he wouldnt" and moving on.

now the interesting thing abt this clip To Me is that both minute and zam immediately discard the idea that ro could betray while mapicc is the one whos like "i could see him doing that", albiet very quietly which is why the topic is dropped so fast but i do find it rly funny and interesting that the person who arguably trusts/understands ro the most in the call (and on the server tbh) fully acknowledges that bc of who ro is, its entirely a possibility that he full betrays for fun or for content purposes while the two people who seem to doubt ro's loyalty and trustworthiness to anyone who Isnt mapicc dont consider the possibility of him betraying for more than 5 seconds max

the whole concept of "trust" on ls is just so interesting to me bc again . to older lsers, trust isnt abt never disagreeing w ur friend or teammate Ever and supporting every single thing they do, its about reliability and consistency in who u are. mapicc trusts zam, ro, and even spoke to an extent spanning across multiple seasons bc he knows them. he understands who they are, their morals, what they have fun w and what they need in a team, and their reasonings/logic behind the things that they do.

this is why he teams w zam in every season (bc he is reliable and fun to be around), why he always ends up teaming w spoke despite acknowledging that you should never EVER fully trust him if u have half a braincell (bc hes fun and mapicc knows what to expect), and why he Always ends up friends w ro in some shape or form (bc his loyalty and reliability is consistent when it matters most. he is also just fun LMFAO)

it isnt about always expecting them doing things he always like or what he wants, its abt the fact that he has fun w them. he cares about them, and they care about him in turn. he has spent the time w them to fully understand them which is why his relationship w all three of them has remained so consistent throughout the years— bc he always knows what to expect w them!! regardless of if theyre his enemies or his teammates or simply his allies, theyre people he is able to come to for fun and sillies no matter what bc they are his friends

like newer people (mainly derap and kab tbh) see the relationship older ls people have and want a relationship like that of their own but thats exactly why they havent had that yet. bc they dont understand How the relationship dynamic works on a fundamental level, they think its about unconditional support No Matter What and loyalty to one person and one person alone but its just. not that. like every player is their own person w their own thoughts, principals, feelings, and morals. like zam left team awesome and eclipse fed despite his very real love for both teams bc he couldnt agree w their morals. mapicc hated ro's teammates in s5 but never EVER expected him to choose or to leave his team to stay friends w him. like they are all their own people who have their own boundaries and the respect they have developed for each other throughout the seasons is why their relationships have become so stable and consistent throughout the seasons.

[actuallypunny]

jumpy & siggy. for my mental health

[petergender]

being overly attached to mcu petermj vs my desire to see tom holland and timothee chalamet play doomed parksborn lovers on the big screen

[moomeecore]

at this point any time i discuss auditory sensory issues and someone says they have them too in order to get a one up on me when they disagree with me in a fundamentally redicolous way that implies they either don't actually know what sensory issues are or are lying their asses off, or just have sensory issues so minor that they shouldn't be involved in the conversation on them i gotta send them like. a quiz or smthn . my idea . bc this I'm never gonna fake claim anyone but this is a specific symtom and we need to gatekeep it soooo hard bc nobody fucking knows what it is

if you don't answer yes to most of these questions (except number 2, which should be a solid NO), you aren't allowed to give your unsolicited opinion on auditory sensory issues

1. has a noise ever directly caused you to have a full blown anxiety attack. it does not count if you did not have difficulty breathing over it

2. have you ever gone a single, individual day in your life where a sound did not signifigantly upset you (if you answered yes, back down right the fuck now)

3. do other people go "i didn't even hear that until you pointed it out" on a frequent basis when you say a sound is bothering you

4. when people play music at parties, do you typically struggle to tune it out, to the point that it distracts you from taking to people

5. do quiet sounds (buzzing/humming from radiator, sounds of pencil scratching, sounds of cutlery/silverware, sounds of tapping on ipad with stylus) aggrivate you to the point of making it difficult to focus, on a regular basis- as in, every day or almost every day. AT LEAST once a week

6. would you describe certain sounds as "like someone took a pizza cutter, sliced it through my head, and started sawing at my brain"

7. do repetitive noises (beeping, tapping, ticking) frequently get "stuck in your head" - even after the noise is turned off you still hear it

8. have you ever been pushed to tears over a sound that upset you? more importantly, does this happen to you frequently enough that you would say that it's happened at least once every year of your life that you can remember

9. when you wear earplugs or noise cancelling headphones (or both at the same time), does it, even in the best case scenario, still usually not block out all the sounds that are bothering you

10. has an upsetting noise pushed you to the point of considering or enacting self harm in order to distract yourself from the pain and discomfort by inducing a comparable physical pain on your body

11. would you consider the act of tripping down the stairs and falling on your face, without lasting injury but still extreme pain, to be generally preferable to hearing your least favorite sounds

12. when somebody plays audio on a device out loud does the audio quality typically interrupt your ability to process, enjoy, and understand the music. this can vary a lot based on device, sound, and how well you're doing mentally, but would you at least say that a good portion if the time, when someone plays audio on a device out loud (radio, phone, speaker) it comes out as very significantly more unintelligible than if you listened to it on headphones

13. when a sound upsets you, do you often (near daily or daily basis) experience a headache as a result?

14. when a sound upsets you, do you, much of the time (enough that you wouldn't consider it infrequent - you can think of more examples of this happening than you could count), cause physical pain/reaction beyond headaches - eye strain, breathing difficulty, tensed muscles, chest pain, heart palpitations

15. has an upsetting sound, more than once, caused you to have difficulty forming sentences (difficulty thinking of words, difficulty speaking- stuttering or inability to get words out even if you try)

16. has an upsetting sound, more than once, impaired your ability to walk or move / has it caused involuntary shaking and jittering

17. growing up, did you have a noticeable avoidance of public spaces because of sound? and/or did your parents avoid taking you out in public because of unusually severe and frequent "temper tantrums"?

18. do you, today, still avoid certain places because of potential sounds?

19. growing up, including middle and high school, have you ever had to leave school early because you got so overwhelmed by sounds that it made you unable to function (couldn't talk, couldn't participate in class, started throwing up, started crying, had a panic attack)

20. did the auditory enviorment in school cause such difficulty that you either considered or did in fact move to online school, drop out, or switch to a smaller school (college counts)

21. does your ability to talk, walk, process your enviorment, react at a reasonable time, or understand what's going on, diminish/get worse in public spaces, to at least some extent, to this day?

22. have you ever been so bothered by a noise coming from outside your house that you've, in a desperate attempt to find it and get rid of it, gone in search for it, walking around your neighborhood feeling like some sort of decreped beast on the hunt for blood. bonus points if it's the middle of the night. bonus bonus points if it's winter and bonus bonus bonus points if you were so distressed you didn't bother to dress appropriately for the weather. yes this has happened to me multiple times why do you ask

23. have you ever asked someone to stop making a sound? this one seems like a no brainer but i heard a horror story from my friend where somebody told him "i have sensory issued and ive never asked someone to quiet down for me 😌" and if this is you? never speak to me

[perilegs]

i know astrology is fake but i'm not too keen on how a lot of people on this website seem to be clowning on it as a hobby a bit too hard. i swear the woman who thinks it's neat how she and her friends with the same sun sign are all similar isn't trying to say that you are who you are born as and there is nothing you can do to change it. it's a hobby. an interest. what happened to finding meaning and joy in the small things. does it affect you if someone enjoys tarot reading or crystals. does it make you upset someone has interests that they enjoy.

[bacchuschucklefuck]

love thinking kipperlilly spends her afterlife looking for lucy in a familiar forest

[isupposethisisagoodusername]

I love how one line tore this fandom apart from it's handsewn stitches that were covering piles of patches of this old holed fabric and just made a gigantic fucking tear right in the middle of it

"Honey I'm home"

Yeah, I'm freaking out, it's very cute, I love it, but lmfao

No I am too tired to process emotion so I am not physically freaking out but it's still dope as shit

[rat-rosemary]

Hey do you think people get offended/feel sad for being blocked for their dni?

[dirtyoldmanhole]

not gonna lie i loooooove all the different flavors of guilt that gunter would have if he gets romantically/sexually involved with corrin.

off the top of my head you've got a choice of:

* guilt over the obvious age difference and yeah, i'm gonna say it: him raising corrin as a father figure (corrin's line lol). it's not *not* a skeevy look. even if they start their relationship years after the game events (doubtful, with his age). personally love how their S-support indirectly acknowledges this with him dancing around a way of getting her to reject him without either one of them acknowledging that he has feelings for her in the first place. mind games right from the start!!! (fuckin. hilariously backfired on the old man when he realizes corrin's even more thirsty for him.)

* sort of related with the above re: the mentor/mentee power differential guilt at bare minimum. this one kind of lessens as corrin grows into the authority of a royal, but it's pretty obvious she still has a authorital respect towards him in every route. i know for sure he'd have occasional pangs of guilt as to if he's taking advantage of her trust there.

* garon's "father""" connection with corrin. >:)c and just. holy fuck the potent hatred gunter has against garon and it bleeding out on corrin in the bedroom. him wanting to possessively mark corrin-as-garon's-heir as his (-and then him having the understandable horror/guilt over that.)

* (conquest-specific) guilt over not telling corrin about his late wife and all the skeletons that would dredge up. i honestly headcanon that in cq he never mentions his history to corrin just to let sleeping dogs lie and avoid painful questions, but it forever remains a kind of albatross around his neck. that's not even counting widower's guilt on some level - he's human, it happens.

* (revelation-specific) guilt over whether anankos manipulated any affections/lust for corrin just to get closer to her... >:3c (what if hell, he's right?)

* revelation also has loads more with guilt over his possessed actions. and then guilt if they're fucking while he's possessed and he can't tell corrin anything. and and and-

* more generic guilt that a commoner (and punished for being a commoner) knight lusting over his liege/princess, especially if you introduce pregnancy/children/heirs as a factor.

* we're straying into blatantly headcanon territory briefly here but [mumbles something about my sadist/top/kinky thoughts >_>]

* more benign guilt over him being obviously older and dying earlier/being dependent on corrin when he becomes invalid. lots of conflicted feelings about wanting her but realizing it's a selfish want when he's going to break her heart by dying at minimum 20+ years earlier even if you introduce some magical shit.

like dear lord

the guilt with the already potent chemistry i see those two having would be one hell of a cocktail of unresolved sexual tension, and i don't think it goes away even if they do consummate it .....

[cod-thoughts]

You used to post so much more fic what happened 😕

i dont normally respond to stuff like this cause i find it pointless and that its trying to get a reaction but ive gotten so many asks that are about this so hi anon (im assuming its you thats asked all those times)

I uploaded 45 works in 2024. 43 of them for COD in the last 3 months of the year. What happened is its been less then a month lol. that's it. nothing else. Im hoping that you're asking this because you want more stuff and that its not in a malicious way but anyone who shares any of their work isnt obligated to continue sharing it, just saying. You're lucky to get any content, so cherish it and enjoy it and let those who created it know you enjoyed it too!

Theres no need to expect those of us that post more often to keep up with that output either!! And theres also no need to expect those that take their time to upload and share their work to do it more often, be happy you get to see all of these creative people share their things and don't expect them to just pump out stuff like we're machines, we're not thank you very much.

As for "what happened", life man idk lmao. Im trying to work on bettering my writing especially for these characters and i dont want to just put out anything, id rather have works that im super proud of and have worked really hard on out there. Not that what i have put out already isnt something im happy with, but i just want to put more effort into my writing this year in general and to hopefully put out longer works and some art too!! Please remember that the artists, the authors, the animators and all the other creatives that you enjoy consuming their content are human, alright?

[juxtp0se]

my new baby and i dont wanna hear a word about it OKKKKKKK......

[carriesthewind]

I hate hate hate so much that etsy won't let me clear notifications to review purchased items. I have items that I am not going to leave a review for (e.g. stuff that is objectively fine, so I don't want to hurt sales, but didn't work for me for reasons that would not be helpful to another buyer), and the *fucking* notification button won't go away. It's genuinely driving me off the site because it bothers me so much.

[aq2003]

i feel murderous intent within my bones whenever i see someone calling ten whiny for his "i could do so much more" speech . do not ever talk about him ever again. EVER again. i am in your walls

[opossumanon]

yall can we (autistics) pretty please promise each other that internally finding a fellow autistic person annoying or unpleasant to be around doesn't make you a shit person. please. pretty please.

[ishq-itar]

your friend engagement post reminds one of my friends (she's an year older than me but still) is also planning to get engaged by end of this month or so and it felt weird like we were 15 yesterday it feels so wrong in my head she's a baby why is she thinking about marriage (to be fair the guy is super rich and they'll have an year time to officially confirm if they actually want to get married) but it feels so wrong in my head win😭😭

i was talking to aki on literally this matter in morning and she kept saying my friend is a baby whys she getting married and i know we are too young but i was sort of expecting it since she comes from an islamic family and a couple other friends got married right after school im not new to this 😭

[skunkes]