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man I wish people understood how much it sucks ass to be neurodivergent and trying to find the middle ground where people like/tolerate you. like, I'm either "boring" (trying to wait my turn in conversations, holding space for other people, taking a back seat to let others get some spotlight) or "too much" (too loud/talking too much, getting excited to share, trying to participate in group conversations/activities). No one really talks about how much of being neurodivergent is just sort of trying to make yourself palatable.
I feel like so much of my life has been spent trying to find this effortless sort of middle ground everyone else seems to automatically already know, and I'm always swinging too far one way or the other. I'm lucky to have neurodivergent friends who grok me, but goddamn I wish that I could just like, exist without the constant background script in my brain that's like "you're being too loud. You're not talking enough. you're being self-centered. you're being boring. you're wrong, you're wrong, you're wrong." I feel like I'm back in high school trying to make friends but stuck as the eternal "weird kid"
it's just... lonely and sucks bad.
#I'm fine#just had a sort of blegh night with some people I'm playing dnd with#not a big deal but man the way I interact with neurodivergent people vs neurotypical people is like speaking two languages#except I'm only fluent in one of them and keep accidentally insulting people in the other#I'm just trying to make friends irl#flux's bullshuit#neurodivergent#autism#adhd#audhd#audhd things#audhd problems
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get yourself a driver duo that can do both
#landoscar#lando norris#oscar piastri#814#mclaren#pure insanity#on opposite ends of the spectrum#these last few weeks have felt like watching a fic play out irl
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Pulling your head back with a fist full of your hair as I press my blade to your neck and whisper all the awful things I’m about to do to you
#knife k1nk#blood kink#bl00dkink#mask k!nk#bd/sm kink#cnc stalking#knifeplay#knife k!nk#cnc kidnapping#knife kink#sadist posting#sadist kink#sadistic#bd/sm sadist#kn!fe kink#kn!feplay#kn1fe kink#kn1feplay#bl00d k!nk#bl00d play#erotophonophilia#autoassassinophilia#autassassinophilia#irl yan#yande.re#yancore#yan blog#torture k!nk#violence kink#blood k1nk
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FORGETTABLE-AU (page 82-85)
THAT LAZYBONES!!
[BEGINNING] [PREVIOUS] [CONTINUE]
#So sorry it took me almost 2 weeks to post these#I was busy irl but ALSO I had too much fun doing extra art and forgot to work on these for like 3 days lmao#NOW THIS TIME I DO HAVE SOME THING TO SAY#YAY RIVERPERSON! SO MANY PEOPLE GUESSED CORRECTLY!#It wasn't that hard#We know Papyrus knows the river person#are they friends? idk BUT I PERSONALLY THINK THEY ARE#I just LOVEEE looking at the dialogue and making connections#I referenced one of the lines from the river person here...sometimes they'll ask you if you know any game you can play with a dog...#They said they were “asking for a friend...”#And I couldn't help but think about Papyrus' problem with the annoying dog LMAO#+ Papyrus seems very excited to know if the river person is there when you call him nearby that area#Okay so... now ...some comic thing that I made up but also didn't...#“FLOWEY DOESN'T KNOW WHO THE RIVER PERSON IS?”#okay so...#I feel like#It's not very common for them to be there...#When talking with Undyne around that area it's kind of *unclear* if she knows about the river person being there....#She tells you about the river connecting different areas and that you should “jump in”#She then clarifies that's the only thing they got for public transport#AND LIKE? It's unclear if she's telling you to jump in the boat (OR IF SHE KNOWS THERE'S SOMEONE WITH A BOAT) or is she's literally telling#you to jump in the river?????#Anyways...so...that's that#HEHE Flowey and Papyrus finally arrived at the house! WOHOO#Sans is too lazy to bring his old stuff to the surface! (or does he still think he'll end up back in the underground eventually?)#undertale#undertale comic#forgettable-au-comic#papyrus#flowey
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quick lil ETHOwO redraw
#guys whgat the fuck was with todays video.#so much goofiness and at the end we got IRL PHOTO NUMBER 2 LIKE WHATTTTTTT#etho <3#hc etho#hermitcraft#ethoslab#hermitcraft etho#ethoslab fanart#ethos lab#i just think hes neat#he is so chronically offline#also i played two shows this weekend and they were awesome#i live in new york and i did the math and according to my calculations 🤓🤓 2.6 of my followers live in the nyc area#so maybe next time i have a show ill post about it and 2.6 of my tumblr followers will show up????? ethUwU?? 🥺🥺🥺
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#yes it's novo amor and i love him so much#when they played one of his songs in the show god#and yeah like about this edit i just really like hurting ppl with gifs#if you're reading this hi please someone be my friend i have no one irl to talk about the show with and i will soon explode#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911#911edit#911 abc#911 fox#mine: gif#mine
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✨ pokémon AU! 🔴✨ clora is mainly fairy & psychic (bc shes sweet but also smart) whereas seb trends towards fire/dark (even tho i only ended up giving him 1 dark pokemon...shhh) i originally gave him a houndour, bc dark + guard dog was such a perfect combo for him, but arcanine ALSO suits him and is way cuter so i had to go with that 🥹 and i had to fit in a raven and a snake pokemon somewhere bc...cmon🥰 BAHAHA
TYSM to the anon who inspired this!! it was so much fun
#also both of them have matching swellows that they dont use in their team...its my pokemon AU equivalent of their matching swallow patronus#& i didnt end up drawing this but when theyre older they also discover Unown in some ancient ruin/catacomb#and so it just kinda ends up following them/they keep it after they discover it#also anon... u said u had notes on ur phone for why sylveon is perfect for clora PLS SEND THOSE...or reply to this...im curious#god im so jealous of clora in that last pic of her being coddled by arcanine and charizard tho (and i guess by seb too😒)#oh to be snuggled by a bunch of pokemon...that should be MEEE!!!! im a cat person irl but god i love arcanine SO MUCH#i always have one in my team when i play and i always name him cheeto🧡#also i only gave seb a gengar bc i like him matching with clora and her having a clefairy BAHAHA..had to get my love of opposites in#gengar does suit him tho i mean just look at that face and that damn smile#same with togepi and corviknight...love the idea of the bird protecting the egg hehe. and ice type alolan vulpix with fire type arcanine#i also almost gave seb a ceruledge or amouredge bc they look like knights bahaha#i also originally gave clora an alcremie instead of lunatone bc i love alcremie...but the shiny lunatone is too perfect for her#a pale crescent moon with blue eyes like HELLO and its psychic..i had to...ravenclaw as hell#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian sallow x oc#hogwarts legacy sebastian#clora clemons#choccyart
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#dimension 20#critical role#the adventure zone#d&d#mine personally was TAZ: Balance#and it consumed my life#also reblog!! esp if you put other im so curious#/ i want to find new d&d stuff to watch/listen to!!#ive only played irl a few times bc it is SO HARD to get a group of busy adults on the same schedule#my real pipeline to dnd was: tumblr gifs of mcelroy tv show->mcelroy tv show->mbmbam->taz balancs#so really tumblr was what led me to my path of d&d#i didnt really discover d&d until i was an adult bc table top games and other board games were banned in my home growing up#my brother and i came to blows constantly over the lord of the rings edition of risk that my mom just said NO MORE
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“It’s definitely spicy” Pearl, circa 2024, while ZITS casually die of heat in the background (followed by False calling her completely unfazed)
#guess who finally has a somewhat stable internet connection (also twitch has decided to play ball and not disappear every time I reopen it)#Pearlescentmoon#live blogging#gamers outreach#hermitcraft#irl hermits#Falsesymmetry#Team zits#My posts#1k#hermitcraft 10#hermitcraft s10#hermitblr#hermitcraft season 10
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I am that type of guy who gets anxious over asking out video game characters haha, so it took ages for me to actually marry the digital book man despite maxing his heart soon after giving him the bouquet. Silly little art time to sooth my sick heart. Also decided to change up Wolfe's hair, just gonna say he cut it for their wedding.
Also sorry to Elliott my man, one of my cows gave birth the first night he was on the farm. I can imagine that would be something...
#I had a comic but scrapped it because it started to look like trash because I worked on it while really sick and messed it up#I am cursing IRL summer!!! allergies. heat. getting so stressed I get sick!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!! I just want to play games#art#stardew valley#stardew#sdv#stardew valley elliott#stardew elliott#sdv elliott#stardew valley farmer#stardew farmer#sdv farmer#stardew valley art#stardew art#sdv art#fanart
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guy who scrolls through tf2 fanart and silently shakes his head in disapproval every time he sees a drawing of poor gun safety
#i say this as someone who plays it pretty fast and loose in art despite good intentions and actual irl knowledge#shebbz shoutz#tf2#guns
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It’s been a while since I showed off my Proygon2. But I wanted to show you all my Partner Pokémon, Buddy. He's my Crobat. He and I were roadtripping and I stopped alongside the road for him to fly around. He loves sunsets. 🌅❤️🦇
This is him up close! He may look a little grumpy but he's actually having the time of his life. @is-this-pokemon-photo-cute @realpokemon
#wow i love being random with my art#now have a pokemon#Crobat is my favorite pokemon. Not only is their typing amazing. They are beefcakes. AND they evolve through friendship.#Its so wholesome. I have these guys on every run I do for a pokemon game#unreality#pokemon#pokemon irl#pokemon art#pokemon fanart#my art#art#crobat#pokemon in real life#Im playing a pokemon fangame game rn. It's pokemon unbound
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Everyone knows that Light and L matched each other's freak but I think their dynamic in the musical (the Japanese ver specifically) is underrated. Like it's not super different from canon but they just had this extra edge of Violence that we never quite saw from the more methodical and careful mindgames in canon death note and I think it's great. Like, yes, they did declare in canon that they will bring each other to justice, yes L says he wants to send Kira to his execution, but in the lyrics of the musical they both outright say multiple times that they just want to straight up Kill each other. It's direct the whole way through. There's more mutual contempt. This game is about nothing more than simply being the first one to Kill the Other (they actually use the word "殺し合い" (koroshiau) or "to kill each other" to describe their game (translated as "murderous ... game")).
(Sidenote but all those references about wanting to send each other to Hell?? Beautiful)
Yeah this is a battle of justice and ideals, yes that clash is a key part of their final confrontation at the end of the musical, but throughout their duets (or even songs like The Game Begins where they're singing by themselves) there's this near singleminded desire to just fucking End each other. It's fucking Raw and it's great.
Also THIS FUCKING SCENE?? THIS SCENE FROM SECRETS AND LIES. Iconic. Actually Insane. My jaw dropped. Light looks like a crazy bitch it's beautiful.
Um. Also. Obligatory Playing His Game (yknow the gay sex song) lines dump. It basically says everything I just said above in like 9 lines. You see what I mean right.
In canon they're playing a game of mental chess, trying to use everyone around them to finally catch the other as their end goal, but in the musical you really do feel like all they see is each other. They would probably beat each other to death with their fists if it came down to that. Idk they're just so excited and fired up about their little game in the musical and it's so unhinged and fun and special and I love it. It's like the writers for the musical decided to kick their murderous intent up a couple notches and the result is absolutely Beautiful.
I also think that the intensity of their rivalry in the beginning just makes the wind-down of The Way It Ends soo much better. It's such a good contrast to their previous duets where they try to sing over each other (Secrets and Lies & Stalemate) or with each other but basically at the top of their lungs (Playing His Game). It feels like there's both a quiet mutual understanding but also an underlying disappointment that the game is finally over. In canon, L's death Is instead the peak of their game, the moment he gets confirmation that Light is Kira is the exact same moment that he dies. In the jdrama it's almost sudden, how L dies, after the quiet moment has already passed. But in the musical L's death, ironically, Is the one quieter moment in their game. Their peak was the game itself. It was Secrets and Lies and Playing His Game. But the end of the game in the musical is not a victory, it's just (as L says) the end of everything they'd been wanting up until this point.
Uh. Fuck it. Clip from the Kenji Urai version because I just love his delivery here. His tone just goes so well with the silence and the sound of the clock ticking. You see what I mean right.
Their rivalry in the musical may have been more shortlived but like Damn they were really enjoying every second of it. They were truly insane about each other until the very end. (Like despite everything I just said about the ending it was still unhinged as fuck. Light Making L Shoot Him and then Making L Shoot Himself with L's Own Hand?? Holy shit man. What the fuck /pos)
Musical Light and L your game might've been shorter but you'll always be famous <33 Please never inflict what you had on anyone else ever please stay in hell forever thank you
#death note#lawlight#dn#light yagami#l lawliet#death note musical#sorry this just ended up being a musical screenshot dump and also this is Extremely all over the place i'm just in love okay#btw this was all pointed out by my irl either after secrets and lies or playing his game when we watched the musical together a while ago#and i was like “OHHHHH YOURE A GENIUS ”#got reminded of this on a random whim and like. man i Love that for them actually. two freaks </3#usually i'm thinking more about the hidden sincere and tragic sides of their relationship in the other medias#but man their musical dynamic was also something special#coda analyzes stuff
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A mutual craving between us. You want my knife in your stomach, and I want to twist so deeply into you.
#knife k1nk#blood kink#mask k!nk#bl00dkink#cnc stalking#bd/sm kink#knifeplay#cnc kidnapping#knife k!nk#knife kink#bl00d k!nk#bl00d play#bl00d kink#blood k1nk#blood k!nk#kn!fe kink#kn1fe kink#kn!feplay#necroposting#sadist posting#sadist kink#bd/sm sadist#yande.re#yancore#irl yan#autassassinophilia#autoassassinophilia#erotophonophilia#violence kink#torture k!nk
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For those who missed it, here’s Phil slam-dunking Quackity’s face into his birthday cake LMFAO, I love their friendship dynamic
#Quackity#Philza#TinaKitten#Phil#IRL#Tina looks so HORRIFIED I'm losing it#also don't cause any drama over this Phil and Q are friends Phil didn't do this to be mean or anything#and quite frankly it looks like Quackity was prepared for it#The way Phil literally rubbed his face in it Im LOSING it#this was so frickin funny I was dying#Happy Birthday Quackity!#The Mariachi band playing that after he got dunked was SO funny#the way the hat fell perfectly on the cake was too funny#Tina
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it's insanely difficult to sell people on the idea of playing Ace Attorney because, once you somehow get over the fact that you play as varying legal professionals with fantastical abilities, you have to convince them that reading words for ~60 hours about said legal professionals is worth it
#ace attorney#ace attorney funny#phoenix wright#phoenix wright ace attorney#i've tried to convince like.. well. not that many. like 10 people to play it#i just want to talk about my funny game with others#have no irl friends that really like it lmao
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