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atonalasmr · 12 days ago

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Oh what a beautiful and totally normal Tuesday!

If you live in the USA, PLEASE make sure to go out there and VOTE today!

(Please, a lot of people’s rights are on the line)

#GO VOTE #PLEASE #OH LORD #THIS IS SCARY #JK #IM TOTALLY CALM #OR AM I

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strawbbcake · 11 days ago

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i just cried over math

#fuck this #fuck school #fuck math #fuck everything #fuck everyone #im totally calm #mathematics #math #school #this is a girlblog #girlblogging #girlhood #kms #im stupid

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hinamie · 1 month ago

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i'm exactly as normal about him as I thought I'd be

#my art #trigun stampede #vash the stampede #trigun #trigun vash #vash #tristamp #trigun stampede fanart #trigun fanart #idk the tags fr this fandom sorry its babys first trigun #im not abandoning jjk but expect more other stuff sprinkled in!! including trigun <333 including him <3 #ANYWAY IM SOOOOO NORMAL ABTHIM IM SO NORMAL I PROMISE #im lying im sorry im feral about him i want unspeakable things done 2 him it was over the moment i heard his voice #but [redacted] thoughts aside #hes so fun to draw oh my god how did they make a character Exactly For Me how did they make one that ticks all my boxes #hes blond but like i can work with it i will get good at rendering blond hair for him <333 hes worth it <333333 #i was cruisin along mindin my business having fun learning how 2 draw him and then i get 2 the arm . +24hrs to total drawtime #all my cheats ...my safety net of being able 2 use flesh to disguise th fact that u dont reeeeally know where tendons or joints go...#out th window. this prosthetic is practically an anatomically correct model. u can see EVERYTHINg #put my entire me into trying to figure it out h i think it is ok i think i like it #god i rly cant get over how he's just a combination of all the fun parts of drawing yuuji megumi AND gojo #he is the center of their triple venn diagram and i am EATING HIM ALIVE #sorry ill calm down .... fr now.... smile :)

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fist-of-vengeance · 4 months ago

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just saw someone on tiktok discussing whether or not a character "deserved a redemption arc" and i am losing my mind. we as a society have lost sight of what a redemption arc IS. it doesn't mean a character is rewarded by the narrative. it doesn't mean the other characters forgive them. it only refers to a character acknowledging their mistakes and choosing to better themselves, which any person can do, no matter how terrible. of course there's no shortage of badly executed redemption arcs, and a character who willfully committed countless atrocities having a change of heart after a single conversation about the power of friendship is simply poor writing and unrealistic. not every character who CAN change WILL. but there is zero value in debating whether a character "deserved" to be redeemed. no one in fiction or reality needs to be "worthy" of making better choices. there is no fixed point where a person is "too evil" and therefore forbidden from doing anything differently. it's always worth it to change, and implying otherwise is both a genuinely harmful ideology and bad literary analysis

#*heavy breathing*#me when i allow tiktok to make me upset #i must not care about tiktok media literacy. tiktok media literacy is the mind-killer.#tiktok media literacy is the little death that brings total obliteration-#anyway im calm and normal now #i stg this outburst has no correlation to my blorbo being a recovered mass murderer I SWEAR ON MY LIFE PLEASE-#tiktok #media literacy #literary analysis #rant post #redemption arc #vent. ig?#fuck it #ben linus #post isn't even about him but he's in my brain so..#writing #purity culture

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sulfadimethoxine · 4 months ago

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WIP

Working on this piece, just need to make the bby music man and adjust some things

Just me losing my mind down here

Also….

HELLO???!

HI DCA FANDOM? THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE KIND WORDS AND EVERYTHING I READ THE TAGS AND I APPRECIATE THEM ALL!!

not tagging anyone bc I’m scared but yea

#dca fandom #fnaf moon #LITERALMENTE TODO MIS ARTISTAS FAVORITOS VIERON MI ARTE #MI AU DE TERRIBLE TWINS Y REVRSE #Y DIERON Q LO GUSTABA #Im completely calm about this information #totally calmmmmm #nova rambles

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hyper-cryptic · 15 days ago

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Bro.. Your werehog art...

HE'S SO FLUFFY I CAN'TTT

I want to hug him so badlyyy omfgg

I love your art btw!!

it's very pretty!! :3

hugging through Chip!!!

#jasperthesir3n #ask #my art #sth #sonic the hedgehog #sonic fanart #sonic the werehog #chip the light gaia #he's kinda like puppy jerboa thing idk how to explain how he looks like LOL #OH GOD i totally forgpot to say thank you!! i freaked out about this ask earlier which is why im now calm PFTT #thank you so much i absolutely love my werehog too its just my little joy

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arom-antix · 6 months ago

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I bring to thee some quick late night Viktuuri sketches because I think we could all use some fluff

#some viktuuri for the soul!#my blorbos are always in my mind even if im not creating for them in that moment #they never leave <3 #their eepy leepiness is a reflection of moi and i love their eepy leepiness for them i hope theyre getting some great naps #just some calm and quiet #love that for them #also this isnt the first time i draw in like two months what are you talking about?#the last art i posted totally wasnt from the 14th of march shhhhh the date on the post is definitely wrong source trust me #no but like i have been so dead for months #dont expect to see much art from me before july when my break starts and i can stop being stressed out of my mind #now i can be one of those tortured artist types except i havent done any art to communicate how sad i am #tbh im just tired i just wanna sleep #am i gonna? youre funny of course not but now i can at least pretend my awake time was vaguely productive #yuri on ice #yuri on ice fanart #fanart #art #arom antix art #arom antix #viktor nikiforov #kastuki yuuri #viktuuri

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starryluminary · 1 year ago

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NoCoVember Week 2: Monsters / Angst

Do you ever wonder what happened the night Noah got eliminated in Island that had Cody and only Cody sad. I do. And I came to the conclusion that he was mad for a different reason than everybody else

Week 2 of @zuureleena s Nocovember, Folks!

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sp00pypumpkins · 8 months ago

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Got busy this weekend and couldnt draw much so today I did this silly thing :3

Something sweet about the Prototype qwq I find it endearing those two would get so happy when the prototype is near while other toys would feel intimidated by them XD I will make more silly doodles about why Zero thinks so high of the Prototype in the future :D

Au by @asamary You should check their stuff :D!

Also Zero chirps when they are very happy (The only one who got to hear them is 1006 till now, Zero is a bit embarrased because he cannot control it but with 1006 he lowers his guard but also acts childish around him too HAHA)

#poppy playtime #catnap #sweet home au #poppy playtime sweet home #prototype #poppy playtime 1006 #oc Zero Signal #poppy playtime oc #my art #I wanna put on a comic how zero little by little they managed and healed about their fear of other people and stopped being extremely #dependant of the prototype. like imagine he made chaos is hospitals or any other place cuz he would wake up from nigthmares of being back #and wouldnt be able to differenciate reality from the nightmare and would stop only by shutting himself in a room/closet or the prototype #assured him its okay then while healing the prototype made catnap one of his most loyal followers to met zero since he is very calm and #chill but funnily enough i like to think catnap just went. “im their favorite” and started picking a fight in wich zero got frustrate and #they ended up fighting and making zero come out of his shell a bit (the prototype totally knew it would help probably HAHA)#and catnap being unable to use the gas because kaboom with electricity HAHAH #in the end both got scolded zero should know better cuz oldest of the two and catnap for picking a fight HJAHA #also zero calls him my lord in a non religious way but more in like how a servant would call a duke or nobility kings etc #the prototype collecting kids with trauma like pokemon card

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nano30cm · 2 months ago

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kept ya waiting, huh?

pg 0 / 26

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moeblob · 5 months ago

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"It's lonely without Bernard..."

#bravely default 2 #anihal #hey now that im over most of my im too depressed to play video games what if i go back to a game #that destroys my emotions with every side character its totally fine and normal and not risky at all #hey what if i commit a crime because i love anihal so much and want her to be happy and the second she shows a smile #she follows it up with such a sad line of ITS LONELY WITHOUT BERNARD #what if you just give me a side quest later to help her beloved pets calm down and then GUT ME WITH THE KNIFE #That bernard used to help protect her its fine good lord im so not normal about these side characters #the only bd2 fanart ive even done is for side characters its just a thing i gotta do ok #sure the four you play as are fine and i like them enough but these side quests and side characters destroy me #i might try to play more ! bc i think i was in ch3 about to hit deeper character lore soon but idk man #im a chronic job leveler and side quest truther i gotta do this stuff first hold on plot #also i drew it on the wrong sized canvas for tumblr dot com and had to extend the canvas #to post and not blur it weirdly

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one-bunny-a-day · 2 years ago

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17/04/2023

#daily bunny #107 #standalone bunny #me pretending to be cool and calm and totally not worried about a potential job interview tomorrow #obviouly Im cool and sexy and perfect and will do incrdibly well but also please pray I survive SDFGHG

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xysidhequeen · 1 year ago

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Current count since I last slept: 41 hours.

I think I've capped out at 46 before, I'm not sure because my worst fit of insomnia had me in no position to check times. But I'll say 46. So if we hit 48 we're setting personal records!

#i do not want to actually be awake #my body just physically cant process stress #'oh zee why cant you be in a car?'#this. this is why #and you might think: 'oh this cant be because you were in a car!'#it is. it so totally is #and also stress #but mostly i blame being in a car #everytime i get in a car i get sick #motion sickness vertigo dizziness insomnia #my body is violently against automobiles #which is actually so annoying because i finally own one of my dream cars #and wanna know when i last drove my baby?#A YEAR AND FIVE FUCKING MONTHS AGO #Also please for the love of fuck do not suggest anything to help me sleep #i. have. tried. it.#when im dealing with insomnia like this the only way it stops is preceiotion strength meds or my body calms itself the fuck down #no teas no melatonin no meditating no lettuce water no hot milk NOTHING will work #and also even prescription strength meds dont always work when its like this i have woken up like two hours after taking some b4 #when my body doesnt want to sleep it will not sleep #you can tell how little sleep im running on based on how unhinged these tags are

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phagodyke · 28 days ago

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the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍

#struggling to tolerate this one ngl its fucking dire this weekend. i just cant do this man #thr things i would fucking do for attention please. just one person to notice and care in the slighest i feel like im losing my fucking #mind out here how does every single person who has ever mattered to me in my lifr see me in distress and choose to ignore it or maybe they #dont even recognise im ij distress in the first place i dont know whats worse i dont think i hide it well at all im just so done #listen like ultimately its fucking fine. i will get myself through it like ive gotten myself through everything else in my fuckijg life #i dont even feel bad that often these days im doing so so so much better and its so much more tolerable to only have to deal with this #once or twice a week instead of it being a struggle every single day like i dont think i could go back to feeling like that again ever i #dont know how i managed to get througyh it before jesus fucking christ. but i can deal with it i can deal with this #ik ill feel fine tomorrow. its just thr fact im so desperately fucking alone with it that makes it so much worse than it has to be #i fucking hate repression i hate being so incapable of expressing myself that its easier for me to injure myself than it is to talk about #how i feel to anyone i hate being trapped in this stupif fucking torture labyrinth and not knowing how to get out of it and never being #given a single avenue anything to hold onto i hate having to do it alone every single fucking time and when i do try i just freeze out #entirely i cant form a coherent thought my brain enters total fucking shutdown pure static white noise fuzz and i dont know why please #its so unfair i dont think its that much to want a little comfort. just once just for someone to stay with me while i cry it doesnt have #to be more than that i just dont want to be alone like this i just want to feel safe around someone just close to someone just once #and well ill survive without it bc i always have i guess. so far at least. and there are many things im grateful for and i do in general #feel pretty okay my life is pretty good at times even. i feel so pathetic and stupid and ashamed for even feeling like this #but do i have to go my entire life without ever experiencing any kind of real intimacy with another person emotionally that is #i mean physical is nice too and they go hand in hand in some ways but i just want to feel seen and safe over anything.im tired #i feel like i try.but not hard enough i know its all my fault really but i dont know how to try any harder but nothing will ever change if #i dont i cant expect anyone to do anything if i cant rven communicate in thr first place. oh i dont want to think about it anymore #i have a headache from crhing and its not even 8pm ugh. okay. well it is what it is.#ill breathe until i calm down and then tidy up whatever i left in the kitchen and get my work stuff ready for tmr #and polish my boots maybe. and read and go to bed at 9:30 i think. and ill feel fine in the morning #my fault for thinking about it earlier i know i shouldve nipped it earlier on its such an easy spiral to fall into i need to get better #it happens. okay anyway. no cause for concern im good guys. weakly thumbs up at the camera all covered in blood #my period is late actually thats probably all this is lmao. makes sense thinking abt it #cant wait for it to finally start and all earthly desire to leave my body so i never experience pain again amen #.vent #ignore this sorry for being mentally ill im not even that mentally ill anymore so no excuse rly ummmm. bit embarrassing innit.

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pickled-flowers · 1 month ago

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Crazy people were calling me a misandrist for my beauty and the beast comic 💀

#1. i was like 17 when i made this and yes its hard to read and theres a fake word in there #english and french are similar enough that i englicize french words sometimes my bad #2. did everyone miss the part where the first guy str8 up hired the beast to kill the other guy? Beast just didnt like their vibes its not #that deep #the story is not that deep #i did in fact just wanted to draw a lesbian fairy tale #queer ppl complaining about predictable writing 🫵 sit down and touch grass #sometimes people just want to make something and it doesnt have to be the best #im good btw its just been circulating again and its funny seeing how serious so many ppl took it #like. its just a comic #its literally just a story made in one day by a 17 yo who had never read a queer fairy tale can you calm down #everyone being confused by convoited was funny to me tho 🤡 here random fake word for free #meanwhile me : yea thats a word. convoited. from the verb convoit which means to admire and desire something #totally a verb i can directly translate from French i dont need to look it up

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buddhascandy · 27 days ago

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Rereading my writing is a form of torture.

#editing and rereading my yandere hawks fic #im on chapter 4 and this man has masturbated like 3 times...#past me was concerning #totally different than current me #im super calm and not feral #obviously

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