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Cooking up an older Clervie outfit design so I don't have to keep drawing her looking like her child self but Long
#genshin impact#clervie#ngl i have so many thoughts about an older clrv's design but at the same time artistically im not that creative </3#mostly tried to make her look more like a direct contrast to arlecchino's design (which was already present but we ignore that)#cause arle's design is mostly very sharp and angular while i'd imagine clervie's being much more rounded out and softer#like they are the round vs pointy cat meme in human form#the hair was really tricky cause on one hand much like everyone else we dont really keep the same hairstyle our entire lives#butttttt at the same time idk i feel like her long hair flowing down (and her headband) are very recognizable parts of her#so i decided to not change much (also cause i dont trust myself making multiple drastic changes without changing their identity too much)#also halfways through coloring I realized she's kinda giving crucabena outfit wise but we ignore that </3#anyways clervie would def be a support/healer character if actually playable (leaning more towards buffer support imo)#ITS A MASSIVE 50/50 IF SHE WOULD BE A HYDRO OR ANEMO USER but i decided hydro for the time being cause it compliments HOTH's dpses more#aka Arlecchino Lyney and partially Freminet since if i remember correctly he's more physical based but cryo nonetheless#i just really like the idea of Clervie's passive being along the lines of boosting stats/dmg if there's HOTH members present in a team#anyways sorry for the text wall I just really need to be kicked out of the kitchen#i am UNDERCOOKING the food#character design is not my passion </3
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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.
except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?
at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.
except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.
about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.
he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.
#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag#writeblr#it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal#fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy#im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind#and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes#2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh#im sure there are people who have this experience normally#but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists#when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful#once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large#but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes#but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes#people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism#but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY#and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in#i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change#was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL
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suguru geto is DEFINITELY the type to just give you a light, dangerous smile, and then chuckle when you make jokes about his size and call him small. you wonder why he's not getting defensive like most men do. then later, when you're innocently sitting on his lap while with the rest of your friends, you feel it. when he sees your eyes widen in shock, he'll give you that smile again.
#sorry for all the thirst content lately y'all 😭#he's just sooooooo AHHHHHH#i need him so bad#suguru geto#geto thirst#jjk#posts by rey <3#i just know it's massive and it slaps his thigh when he walks#i promise i'll write smaus again soon once im over this damn cold
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she logan on my deadpool til i HOWWWWWWWWlett
#myart#logan howlett#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#deadclaws#wolverine#wade wilson#sketch#17 08 2024#artist on tumblr#fanart#drawing#im sorry about that description#logan's massive honkers
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BUTCH HOMURA PLEASE BOSS
like this?
#im so sorry boss i have no fucking idea what butch fashion is like. im sorry women#also massive projection again#pmmm#madoka magica#puella magi madoka magica#homura akemi#akemi homura
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some recent sxf sketches 🤍
#spy x family#my art#fanart#twiyor#damianya#loid forger#yor forger#anya forger#damian desmond#im alive yall#sorry#life has just been CRAZYYYY#and ive had massive artblock#but here u go#some morsels#enjoy ily
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Ivan and Mizi being described as immature and childish in their moments of weakness really do a lot to me. Each of their situations and reasons are vastly different but at the core, it is hard for them to express themselves like adults, because they hadn't grown up yet...mumbles
#alien stage#alnst ivan#alien stage ivan#alnst#alien stage mizi#alnst mizi#i really like my MiziIvan paralells don't you know#Ivan being massively mentally underdeveloped and mizi being so sheltered she jus doesnt know how to handle herself when she feels so intens#im sorry my dears#I like how this post turned into a full mizi appreciation shrine lol she truly deserves it for being the sweetest
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practicing for scares, i imagine!
#sorry this is so scribbly i couldnt be bothered to clean it up!#too much effort for my ancient soul <3#ive been entertaining a little Scene in my mind#of barnaby helping wally practice halloween etiquette pre-party#somebody says boo! you say aah! somebody says trick or treat! Obviously you say trick!#damn now im sad that in my years of 'weening i never said trick. i should say trick next time i get the chance#scribble salad#welcome home#i continue to Massively enjoy drawing barnaby with claws#thank you mr. were-beagle for the opportunity#ok i admit i do just like drawing claws in general#half the time my hand practice turns into Monster Talon practice
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If I could do a better bill impression and a ford impression I would totally make a cover of disco girl as bill and ford because that would be gay as fuck like me
#gravity falls#bill cipher#the book of bill#stanford pines#billford#gay#huge gay#massive gay#yaoi#sorry im going insane
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This place seems a little dangerous, but... I trust you.
Yeah
#the black space scenes are. The Worst (affectionate)#mod snuuy#omori#daily basil#art#drawing#omori basil#digital#basil#basil omori#sorry for the late post and sorry its not a request... i think it still looks dope though#omori omori#i reflexively want to tag any interactions of these two as sunflower because im a massive sunflower truther but this is kind of the opposit#i mean. toxic yaoi am i right. maybe it can be ship art#omori blackspace#does that warrant a tw... i wouldnt know what to tag this. ask to tag?
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i haven’t posted in a while hiii
#i got massive art block#im still brainrotted by rotbb#dont worry#i’m more active on twitter sorry#modern au ????#i dont know i just practice posing tbh#rotmhs#rotbb#return of the blossoming blade#return of the mount hua sect#화산귀환#chung myung#cheong myeong#tang bo
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i love how fantastically selfish paul is as a concept. they chose to go together, to be together in the river, a mutual sacrifice so they wouldnt have to go it alone or use the other. and they just left a trail of people behind them who loved them, but not enough to save them
#sorry im thinking about how like#the sixth were gideon and harrows first real friends#no ulterior motives they werent trying to envoke house politics shit#they were just Nice#and the sixth did them a massive favor (watching nona) and the ninth helped them too#(gideon told cam pals last words and also saved her life harrow found pal in the river)#its just. GUH. the most genuine people they know are just gone. forever and ever#and thats before i even get into the sixths parents#camilla specifically did not talk to her dads before they did it SHAKING HER you are INSANE to me#sorry guys you csn never see your kids again you Can visit their walking tombstone though
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treyarch!!! make eddie a pathetic little meow meow like primis ricky and my life! is yours!! also give us the homoerotic subtext
reference! dempsey finally snaps and beats up richtofen but then ricky pulls out his goofy smile and dempsey's annoyed he can't control his fluttering heart ok ty bye
#edward richtofen#tank dempsey#primis dempsey#primis richtofen#cod zombies#call of duty zombies#codz#richtofen x dempsey#RiDe#fanart#artie scribbles#im not immune to shipping in this fandom#i miss their dynamic sm it kills me knowing he'll be in another game without dempsey/the others#also not liking the fact eddie is 'evil' despite being the most 'good' version of richtofen#like bo3-bo4 would mean nothing then mayn cmon ToT#its gotta be a red herring cause there's no way he'd do all that to sam if he remembers stuff/is the 'good' richtofen#foaming at the mouth what've they done to my bbygirl#his model looks really cool though! but oh how i yearn for his massive forehead and high hairline and dumb moustache#big fan of his lil hotgirl panic attack/trauma xx i want more pls#sorry for being inactive im animating my final year film and its killing me#but uhhhh haha what if people sent me reqs for codz idk aha ha idk lol
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watched bdubs' new video. this is the takeaway
#sorry but also. no im not#joel and bdubs r So beefing but they're also both massive ethogirls. soooooo#mcyt#hermitcraft#hc s10#hermitcraft s10#bdoubleo100#bdubs#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans#ethoslab#does this count as hermitshipping?#yeah ill tag it#hermitshipping#carmen posts#forgot to tag#homestuck
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i saw the tv glow is so impactful because they're right. there is still time. i know that literally everyone and their mother has been saying it but god. they're right.
i was suffocating. i felt apathetic at most times and generally lost motivation. i couldn't see a future for myself. i couldn't look inside myself because i was so scared, i didn't want to have to confront it. but i did. i can see a life for myself now. i can see a life for ME. i found my heart. fuck. i found it and it was so cold but i felt a heartbeat, i dug myself out of my own grave. it took me years. it took me my entire life but there was still time. there is still time. there's time for you too.
#sorry for this massive ranty post i just needed to share my feelings on this movie and talk about myself#im finally me. im finally me and its been years but i have time#isttg#i saw the tv glow#isttvg#trans#transmasc
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it's like, i really do enjoy most of the bats as characters and i really do like a lot of their comics. but also i am sooooo tired of them being hailed as better than literally everyone else. both in fanon but also in comics (modern ones are esp egregious imo, like WHAT was that shit about batman and the joker being the most dangerous men on the planet. hi. have you heard of lanterns? speedsters? supers? actually if i keep listing groups who could kick batman's ass we'd be here all day). they're like kudzu. that shit needs to stay in its native environment (funky little neo-noir detective stories) and stop being an invasive species (putting down everyone else to make them seem cooler). put bruce wayne back into a murder mystery setting that isn't about saving the world but is about saving one person or one family that no one else would've saved right now or so help me god. the whole invasive species cross contamination thing is unhealthy for both him And the other ecosystems he keeps getting transplanted into. please. it's so dark in here
#rimi talks#imo it's also like a massive escalation problem like Everything has to be huge immense world ending bullshit plots#rather than ''i am going to solve a local mystery to help local people'' things. which are important also#um. points at action comics 792. you see like superman does here? caring about one person who someone thought wouldn't matter to anyone?#sorry im just going to go on a superman tangent but ac791 and 792 both absolutely gutted me and everyone should read them#both are pretty standalone and both ruined me#one is about something tragic that happened when clark was in high school#and just wanted to try and help a girl everyone was bullying for being fat. and they became friends and had a good time at a dance together#and then the second one is about him noticing the chatty guy who runs the newspaper stand where he stops sometimes is missing#and then just stopping at nothing to try and find him. even though he's someone he barely knew outside of being a regular at his stand#and it just really got me. my god. more of that pleaseeeeeee 😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕
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