#IM SORRY I LOVE WHITE-OUT
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Sunday doodles, design is ER!ralsei from @lynxgriffin 's Eldritchrune AU (hope the tag is okay!)
#ralsei#ER!ralsei#deltarune#eldritchrune#doodles#sunday doodles#i think theres a lesson here to be learned about visual clarity#i showed this to three different people and nobody could make out what this was#i need to try and make things readable even to people who havent seen the thing im drawing for#these are just thirty minute doodles but I'll keep that in mind when i draw him again#uhh also ignore his horns going back farther than his head that was totally 100% on purpose and definitely NOT a mistake (lmao)#they could theoretically curve around again to meet with his head so yeah that totally works yeah yeah#haha anyway this was fun to draw... love playing with just black and white and no greys#the lack of midtones makes planning the rendering a fun challenge#i'm sorry about your wrist btw if you're seeing this! i hope you're able to get back the progress you made on it without too much trouble <3
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after two years i finally draw the favorite
#my art#still learning honestly. idk how to explain it but some medias youre so fixated on and obsessed with u instantly want to draw everyone#for me dunmeshi has always been the opposite. series and characters i enjoy sm i cannot bring myself to pick up a pencil#for some reason. it got a lot worse once the anime started airing idk. simply forcing myself to get some of my energy out. in a way#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi#thistle#dunmeshi thistle#thistle dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#>_< series i was into since late 2021. yet u wouldnt know that unless u follow my side twitter account. sowwy ig#i do this with a lot of franchises honestly. cannot bring myself to draw even if i think abt the characters constantly. ie skip to loafer#u will nvr catch me calling this guy sissel sorry. save that name for Mr. Ghost Trick. another thing i. also. dnt talk abt. which i adore#i need to get better at talking abt and expressing myself for the things that i enjoy. ive been wanting to draw laios for a good#while too but im scared. for some reason. u-u should nvr let a white man do that to me honestly.#for now i'll thistle tho. maybe we will get kabru namari or mithrun next from me >_< i have to talk myself into it#i think the closest way i can explain why i cannot bring myself to draw for some series is that i dnt want to mess up somehow#like 'ilu so much [character] what if i cnt draw u the way u deserve even tho i love u sm what if its not enough.' <- leaves it to sm1 else#tbh [scratches head] i prefer the version with less coloring ^-^ but i realize the one thats more colored would get more eyes on it... hm
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IM SO SORRY FOR ANYONE WHO VOTED WHITE-OUT AHH
But it's Tic who survives. Imp force throws him out of a blast zone
His ticking gets worse, but he does transfer to the Guard
Ok, only one person knows this, but only one person in the 477th survives
Guess
Lyra and Lix both die we all know that
#lyra's 477th battalion#oc:sergeant imp#oc:trooper tic#star wars#the clone wars#clone trooper oc#IM SORRY I LOVE WHITE-OUT
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[ID digital drawing of redesigns of the VKs from Disney descendants, years Evie, Mal, Jay, and Carlos. Evie has the front of her hair braided back with a little crown, a white princess shirt, and a blue cape with gold and red details and a high collar. She has a blue skirt with a heart belt and red panels stitched on the sides and a ruffle white skirt under. She has black tights, white ruffle socks, and red Mary Jane heels, and red and blue fingerless gloves. Above her is the symbol of a heart shaped mirror with a crown on top of it.
Mal has big horns, pointed ears with many piercings, messy purple and green hair, and is holding a knife. She is wearing a fishnet shirt with a purple crop top and a ripped jacket. She has low rise very wide leg pants with green flames on the end, and big spiky boots. She has mismatched gloves and a couple belts. Her symbol is a broken heart with horns and wings and is on fire.
Jay has an orange beanie and a ripped vest with a belt across it. He has cargo pants and tall sneakers, a few belts and fingerless gloves. His symbol above him is an orange toothy cobra snake coiled up.
Carlos has stripy black and white hair and goggles and glasses. He wears a stripy shirt and has a fluffy collar coat that's patchwork of black and white polka dots, and patchwork shorts and mismatched loafers. His symbol is a black and white crossbones. End ID]
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This from like... May? I think? It got lost in the 1k of my drafts (a lot I know) But I was thinking about redesigning them yet again! so expect that at some point too lmao.
#b.text#Disney descendants#descendants#descendants redesign#i love them ur honer....#i REALLY like carlos and evies designs in this alot. not changing them much atm. but making eveies more snow white ish.#i love mals chunky horns alot and her new design has way more dragon and fire elements. im still struggling with jays.#i gont hink ive come up eith a design that isnt boring for him. i trid to go amore aladin direction in this but idk#i wanted their designs to come across as more like their parents and a mix of the heroes from their stories but. didnt really work like tha#eh theyre so much fun to redesign dnyways i have fun with it. trying to go more detailed this time#been looking at refs of ther outfits frm the movies andi think that 1 ad 2 have some of my fave fits for them.#gonna try and incorporate them in more next time#but fheir motorcycle fits are so ugly sorry they are i do not like those. an movie 3 none of the fits really stand out to me :/#loooove a mal with horns. hair horns or just real ones are so goodfor her. wannamake some more 'auradon' fits too for them#like when evie has acess to more materials and all and can really make them more polished stuff.#ok rambling over back to doodleing them
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the more people complain about genderlocked characters i feel like the more stubborn i get about it...
i just feel like. there's a fine line between wanting to see yourself reflected in the art you engage with (everybody wants this to some extent) versus just straight up refusing to engage with any kind of art that you can't personally relate to.
and sure you can argue it's not that deep when we're just talking about romance games i guess but usually this extends beyond just IF romance games, i see it on bookstagram or in mainstream video gaming circles, too... and particularly in IF & gaming it tends to lead to this very entitled attitude where if the thing doesn't appeal exactly to what you personally want, then it's Bad and Wrong.
i definitely understand in some instances, as a butch lesbian there is like... no game even off the top of my head that i can think of that actually has someone that looks like me in it (except for the stuff i've personally written. lol) and i do really like the gender-selection mechanic for this reason. most of the time it's the only way we get sapphic ROs. but to me that's just a band-aid and not a real solution, especially when a lot of authors tend to lean on bioessentialist ideas to depict the gender-selectable variants, and most of the time don't even seem to be aware that they're doing it.
i would much prefer actual female characters, or actual trans characters, over gender-selectable characters. because the other thing we see is that a lot of the time the male variation is the most popular, and is seen as the "default." this is through no fault of the author, really, it's just how the cookie crumbles, i guess.... i don't really know what the solution is but i do really wish people would be more mindful about... well. all of it. authors and readers alike. and maybe broaden your horizons and read something that's different for you, or write something challenging outside of your comfort zone. i get that a lot of these games are pure wish fulfillment, and that's fine, we're not all going to like or want the same things. but when most games don't include people like me, i'm forced to pick from a much smaller pool of fish than everyone else, and i don't agree with that. both in that i wish there were more options for me, obviously, but also that i shouldn't only limit myself to games that "represent" me and am still willing to reach for something different and still give it a chance. both things can be true.
now when a game is intentionally excluding entire groups of people, of course that needs to be called into question. because then it's just bigotry, and we all know bigotry is bad, yes? a game that... let's say. only allows white mcs. is going to attract a particular kind of audience. we know this we can acknowledge this. but i do also kinda think it's a waste of time to try and appeal to authors like this... i'm not against offering feedback but at the end of the day these authors excluded these people for a reason and they have no interest in us. don't bother. there are other authors out there that are writing women and trans people and poc that you can read instead of trying to get a misogynist or a racist or a transphobe to write about people they clearly don't give a shit about.
and i really feel like that encapsulates why i both like and dislike the gender-selectable mechanic... again it's just a temporary band-aid. it lets me play a sapphic mc for a little while. but the larger problem still remains which is that there are no depictions of butch lesbians (or lesbians in general) in most of these games, and there are not a lot of authors out there willing to even try. there are a lot of instances where i feel the gender-selection mechanic is just... a cop out. there's no thought or effort put into it.
i dont think every single author needs to start genderlocking or anything (that would be stupid) i just wish it was something both authors and readers would spend more time thinking about, rather than just automatically defaulting to gender-selection. people approaching Blood Choke and then complaining that it's all genderlocked but... the story is About being a lesbian. it would not exist in any other way. and the beautiful thing is that you can still read it even if you're not a lesbian! in fact i wish more people would. again, reach for something different and you might find that you actually like it. you might even connect with it in a way that surprises you. meanwhile The Northern Passage has a lot of options for the mc both in the character creator and when it comes to romance options. i have a gender-selectable character there, and a lot of people enjoy that, and i do too. and i also chose to lock Clementine originally because i knew i wanted there to be a nonbinary RO that could not be ignored (and then the other two followed shortly after once i started writing).
there's Nuance. there are lots of reasons to genderlock and there are lots of reasons why someone might not. there are games out there that let me play with an all female cast that i hate, other games with a mixed, genderlocked cast that i love. there are authors out there that do handle their gender-selectable characters well, some of my favorite games utilize it! and there are genderlocked games that are all just skinny white cis people that make me recoil. there are downsides to both. this is not an either-or situation. it's just something to think about, both when creating a character as an author and when engaging with a work as a reader.👍
#does this make sense. probably not im just rambling#like i fully understand both sides#but when either way i always come out losing. it kinda sucks lmao#also it always grates my nerves when we have this conversation and people act like an all female cast is the equivalent of#having an all male cast. they are not. hope this helps#or alternatively a cast of poc is the same as a cast of all white people. they are not.#one group is systemically oppressed in our society and the other is not. be serious please#OH also. i did think of one! bautista from greenwarden. we love marianna bautista from greenwarden<3#long post#sorry. im done now lmao
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The fact I have to boot up totk AGAIN, honest to God yall after I make this one fuckass post it is au only I am not doing zelda discourse no more
#watching my own mutuals have bad faith takes on people who w#fucking agree with them and the way people are teying to pick out wording on something SO STUPID AND TRIVIAL is gonna dive me nute#NUTS ANYWAYS like the fact you have people trying to act like ezlo and navi are stupid and wrong and “didnt address eveything” is fucking#insane an obtoose like this is coming from bitches who have SEEN THEIR POSTS ON SIMILAR SUBJECTS BEFORE#like this all boils down to rynling was changing the plot to tp multiple diffrent times and calling people stupid for not subscribing to he#fanfic on what LITERALLY HAPPENED IN THE GAME#like i will adress all the shit around it IN DETAIL because i need it to go out as a HEY to my moots but like PLEASE GUYS I LOVE YALL WHAT#IS THIS#like sorry i said “we” when i should of said RYNLING#i didnt wanna be mean and tbh i do not care if i burn a bridge or piss them off#at this point but its crazy hoe many of you have shit talked her to me and then act like she didnt have a bad faith and like fucking insane#reading of what and i say again LITERALLY HAPPENED IN TWILIGHT PRINCESS#Something stupid big and im very tired of the vauge posting coming from people i like very much#like full on this shit js ridiculos and this is my final straw when it comes to zelda discussion. do not @ me#and ive hated direct comfrontation and shit and discorrse to begin with cuz it was usually some dumbfuck zelinker being RACIST#but apprently its now picking words apart. i will be as careful in my wording as possible but make no mistake this was about rynlings post#first and foremost and just getting things wrong about when the histoy of light and shadow line and just MIDNA in general#and its been conisistantly wrong since 2019 and mf yes im tag talking i aint taking up a dashboard#can you tell im very frustrated? im helping ezlo argue with white leftists who will ask you if you hate waffles when you say i like pancakes
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dancing bird
#boiledegg art#forgot how much i love this color scheme. its so simple but so vibrant. red black white.... 10/10#trying to figure out a cool layered approach like this where i start with the red blobs and put the black lines above them#a very cool look. im liking it a lot#wanted to try it bc i was looking at some of my older salmon art and i was like 'wait this bangs. however i was doing this layering thing-#-very wrong. i was like. faux layering. like sorry past me thats not how it works usually
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The Barbie Movie franchise is action series women-hating homosexuality but for wlw. sorry if Ken is here about 50% of our audience would ignore him and he doesn't sell hardly any dolls. so instead barbie is going to have a very intense gal pal situationship
#im still trying to figure out ffxlv's deal. 80% of world leaders are women. multiple people saving it are women. but look what they did to#my girl aIisae. would a loving creator put her in a white leather romper?? but then. arr aIphinaud did not fare better#i think they might just hate all genders. equal opportunity bigotry#sorry im enthralled by collateral homosexuality
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WOE ART BE UPON YA
#ohhh…#im going to have to tag a lot aren’t I#anywho..#faith the unholy trinity#john ward#chang’e lmk#lmk chang'e#lmk mei#mei lmk#lmk long xiaojiao#WHEW#I personally love the way this page came out..#John is my certified honorary white boy#Chang’e is my fav drawing#Mei is pretty nice#also sorry for all these tags💀#my stuff
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they're getting fitted for a new clownsuit !!!! not done yet but soon hopefully!
#this is the first time i try sewing like this#its an absolute disaster#but i've been having a lot of fun#can't wait to show you when it's done!#my clown#banana milk denim jean#also yes this is a very halloween themed its sorta supposed to be beetlejuice themed#the pompoms on the frong will be green#haven't decided exactly what i'm doing for a collar but im thinking maybe black lace trim if i can find some#or maybe i'll try and make a ruffled one out of white fabric (i dont currently have plain black nor any green)#im so excited i hope i can make 2 more suits for her before halloween#or well at least one more#anyway i have plans ok#this is my current hyperfixation bc i tried purchasing a very tiny star sprite clown and the seller isnt responding#im very disappointed bc that lil clown put a spell on me and i feel in love with them immediately#so instead of aquiring them im sewing new clothes for denim jean#the stripe is a pillowcase i got at a garage sale im planning on making a vest for myself too#the white is also a bed sheet#clown posting#clownblr#clown doll#sewing#LOL just realized i typed frong instead of front hahahaha i aint deleting all my tags to fix that sorry#im on mobile rn im supposed to be in bed#goodnight!
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"Uhm, excuse me, hwhat?" 41/∞
#aaron tveit#ricky live#i love their friendship#he's such a goof#like how bob ross says white#the way he peaces out#sorry but it's hot#im an aaron tveit girlie now
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As censored as the donghua is I'm hoping and praying with all I have that they make no-face just So scary. Maybe they wont show all the real horror of human face disease and maybe that's fine but I want no-face in my nightmares. I want to feel the chills I get when I imagine those book 6 scenes and I want it to haunt me for days
#ill be so sad if he's just a guy in a halloween costume#its like my hero's overhaul arc where chiaki in the manga was genuinely so creepy but the anime made him feel like basement greg#i dont want no-face to be basement greg#we got a sneak peek of him but i want more terrifying circumstance#i can say this because im not the one going through the horrors though. my little guy is#(sorry little guy it's for the plot)#tian guan ci fu#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#bai wuxiang#white clothed calamity#which is funny because I hate horror but love thriller and psychological horror#Jumpscare anxiety and secondhand paranoia not fun but impending doom? inability to resist? crazy detective work to find the way out?#now we're talking#the worse it gets though the more satisfying it is when the horrors are Over
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things i have learned in the last 24 hours:
i love crutches so much. i haven't felt freedom like this since the 3 hour ramble hike I did last year, the week before I stopped being able to walk
I am as short as the short motherfucker in tom cardy's perception check song (154cm)
nice (here meaning: non-medical looking) crutches are expensive
non-medical appearance crutches that actually have the 29inch/74 cm height that I use, may simply not exist.
a set of non-medical looking crutches with shock absorb ferrule and ergonomic grip that can sit at my precise 29in/74cm are my moby dick now
captain ahab I understand you on a visceral level once again
#me meta#the saga of finding a mobility aid that doesn't immediately make people infantalise or ignore me continues#i love my van gogh cane so much. because its dignified.#sorry for saying the quiet part out loud for a second#but i used a medical looking cane for a few weeks and got treated like dirt. the rage was nearly too much for my 5ft frame.#i am in so much solidarity with everyone who cannot afford or cannot find a mobility aid that gives them basic human dignity.#anyway im now going to spend a month looking for my white whale ergonomic handle crutches in a nice mature colour that fits my height#and it would be nice if theyre under £100 but i don't have hope for that#also i got my van gogh sunflower crutch at walkingsticks(.)co(.)uk also remember to check for vat exemption#i have more to say but i am once again too tired to type. beyond wild illness i have.
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a pink themed houndeye stimboard for anonymous!! whhirrrrr... brrrrrrr...!!
🎀🎀🎀- 🎀🎀🎀 - 🎀🎀🎀
#this was a joy to make. oh how i love houndeyes <333#not huuge on their black mesa designs tho ... not to get autistic here but i always thought it kind of contributed to the houndeyes horror#aspect more to have the base eyes that they see out of be flat & black cluters instead of more distinct bumps (kind of like a fly) so that#way when the outer eyelids close in it makes it look like a second eye is closing around all these other eyes and made up of them#and overall wow. love houndeyes!! so very sorry anon if you wanted black mesa gifs in this is what im saying#because im biased towards the original houndeye design#anyyyhoooo#🦊 | stimboards .#houndeye#half life#hl1#hl#half-life#peeper puppy#xen biology#black mesa#alien#flashing#electricity#video game#water#bones#purple#white#bone#stim#stimboard#stims#do you realize how hard it is to find bone stims that arent skulls and or unethical? jeez#need you grave hunters to fuck off im about to start showing off my bones from the woods i collect for my dogs atp... (not srs)
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me when when I when he when when
HEEEEEEEEEEEEE
#HE'S SO. SO. I HAVE NO WORDS.#THANK YOU FOR THIS#the last two specifically UGHH#hayden christensen#celebs#f.ask#i feel like young me would never have expected to be so into a GUY.#A GUY.#and generic White Boy out of all things#like i was only ever into fictional characters and even then it wasn't even like oh i wanna fuck them rather i wanna see them fuck y know?#(my fictional character fucking tendencies are quite a new phenomenon in itself actually :o)#but HIM? oh GOD he makes me crazy#don't look at me. pls i can't......#i am so sorry jelly for making u read my dumbass ramblings adsjasdjasdda ily#but like HIM!!!!!. he makes me feel THINGS. and u gave him to me so i go Crazy#ive never been one to watch stuff bc of actors. and im out here watching a show in 360p for him#anyways thank u again i love him FUCK#higher ground
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why is like every single gwuncaner insanely misogynistic and racist to courtney like their life depends on it.
like if you're bawling your eyes out about a fictional teenager that just so happens to be a woc being abusive then turning around and closing your eyes when the white guy she abused (was in a pretty mutually toxic relationship with) is similar amounts of fucking weird to two different girls get your priorities checked.
like honest to god i could not care less what characters other people on the internet like to play dolls with and imagine kissing i just think its in super poor taste to say omfg i fucking hate courtney total drama shes (insert weird racially charged language. insert comparing real human beings who like a fictional character to insects and saying you want to kill them) ok man. what. get help.
dislike or like whatever you want HONESTLY. I DO NOT CARE. im not 12 years old and i could not care less if you prefer a different fucking made up scenario where fictional characters kiss. at the end of the day literally 0 of this ship war fucking matters i promise you, i just want a similar energy back and not combination misogyny and racism fuled remarks towards the liking of a FICTIONAL FUCKING CHARACTER. THAT DID ZERO THINGS TO ANY REAL LIFE FUCKING PERSON.
Harassment of any real life fucking person about anything that they like in fiction is way more harmful than whatever happened in fiction that theyre defending. LOL!
#draft from last night#ps talks#posts that make me sound like im defending proshippers when i dislike those guys as much as the next person#i am just extremely extremely EXTREMELY anti harassment. bc im someone that cares about human beings lives#and i care about my ability to ignore randoms and made fun of them to my friends in dms when i see smth i dont like. lol#anyways wutevz. bawling my eyes out bc i dont like when people are meanies. sad face#its also not lost on me that a ship with a woc is immediately labeled as bad by these people. yeah lets replace her w some white ass bitch#i love weird white ass bitch x weird white ass bitch who have 0 morals or personality in common. true love❤️#SORRY IM HATING SO BAD. like seriously ship whatever you want but dont do it in front of me if its gwuncan bc im#gonna vomit all over you. sorry. just how it goes. hope you understand
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