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urlocalwormtoday · 4 months ago

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in cult of the lamb i remember when my favorite follower (white ish beige deer) proposed and it was so cute ((I even drew art of them together THEY MAKE ME ILL)) but then they died of old age a while later.. NOW ANOTHER DEER (((WHO HAS CONSISTENTLY TRIED TO PROVE HIS LOYALTY BY WANTING TO BE BOTH A DISCIPLE AND LOYALTY ENFORCER AND WANTING TO BE PUT IN JAIL))) WANTS TO MARRY ME AND ITS GIVING ME FLASHBACKS 😭🤲

#don't tell anyone but I do have a lambsona /silly #her name is Zephyr and the deer that originally was her spouse was named Magre #OUGHH I LOVE THEM SM <333 #I tried speedrunning the game to get the golden skull necklace to make them immortal but #alas #I was not quick enough T-T #the best I could do was stretch their lifespan out #ARUGHH AND I DON'T HAVE THE REVIVAL DOCTRINE THING o(-(#anyhow #the follower that has repeatedly been devoted and loyal is a brown-grey deer with the darker marking on the forehead #his name is anmer and I feel bad for him bc I imagine it's one sided </3 #he was born in the cult so it's a lil weird but #imagine you were born in this wonderful group of people- always accepting and kind and against most things bad #and the leader of this group was a lamb; powerful and guiding and never aggressive #you grow up cared for by them and nurtured by them; your life practically revolves around them #but they're somber a lot of the time. they're quiet and kind but they don't talk much. you never learn why #most of the graves in the graveyard are unmarked and you don't spend a whole lot of time there anyway #but as you grow older you see they're hurting #you don't understand why. nobody does except for them #you want to make them feel better even if you don't know how #so you go up to them one day and tell them “hey. I wanna be your right hand man. I wanna be your disciple”#and they let you with little resistance- if anything they seem happy !#but they're not happy for very long. you don't understand your presence hurts them more #because whenever they look at you they see somebody from the past. a dead lover #IM ILL. THEY MAKE ME SO ILL #cotl #cult of the lamb #cult of the lamb oc #cult of the lamb sona #Worm Thoughts

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puppyeared · 4 months ago

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filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^

#THIS TOOK ME FOREVER RAAHHHH #i had help from my mom with stuff like the parts of the traje de mestiza which is the outfit shes wearing #this trend looks so much fun and i wanted to join in.. im first gen canadian though so ive never been to the philippines and only #know thru stories of my parents growing up. im proud of my heritage but there are some things i didnt grow up with that #make me feel disconnected from my culture. so it was nice to talk to my mom abt it and ask for her help with this :3 #the pleated tapis is meant to resemble her skirt.. i had no way of adding her stockings but i noticed the piano key design #so i used that for the saya. the bandana is meant to resemble her hairties and shes wearing bakya wooden slippers with embroidery #i kinda wanted to add the panuelo to resemble her tie as a finishing touch but i forgor ;w; just imagine it i guess #my mom really likes this. shes a little confused abt the blue hair and i had to explain her hair is like that but she thinks shes pretty #originally i wanted her holding the woven pamaypay and fanning herself because ITS HOT ITS 25 FUCKING DEGREES TODAY #but i couldnt get the pose right so i settled for this. i wanna draw her and brazilian miku high fiving ill do that tmrw #my art #myart #hatsune miku #miku worldwide #philippines #vocaloid #miku

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squidflavoredsoup · 3 months ago

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mama n her babies

#yes i cried SHUT UPPPP #idk i just felt like hating myself today yk #just felt like dyingggg yk #HER BABIES #THEYRE HER BABIES #IM SO ENDING IT I LOVE THEM #I HATE THEMMMM #THEY MAKE ME ILL WHAT THE FUKKSIJEBFDIB #mama pines #caryn pines #stanley pines #stan pines #stanford pines #ford pines #gravity falls #squidflavoredsoup

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churroach · 7 months ago

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Full of Desires

#dungeon meshi #dungeon meshi fanart #dungeon meshi manga spoilers #dungeon meshi spoilers #its really just cause of the outfit #farcille #marcille donato #im still surprised this came out of my hands tbh #im not normal about her #curse you dunmeshi for making me fall for the white girl #but god #she looked so good in that fit #i dont understand whyvthe other characters shat on it smh #falin wouldve loved it tho #this drawing is for the gays and theys btw #for the sapphics #lets go lesbians #ok ill shut up now #my art

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stil-lindigo · 8 months ago

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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

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rittzart · 4 months ago

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a fat fluffy femme and her scrawny little butch <3

#im very ill rn so im just drawing fun stuff that will make me feel better lol #what can i say im a sucker for 'opposites attract' ships #artists on tumblr #digital art #furry #lesbian #lesbian furry #butch lesbian #femme lesbian #catgirl #safe

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spidertroupeart · 1 month ago

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the jokes write themselves

#donutarts #sonic the hedgehog #sth #shadow the hedgehog #sonadow #twitter takeover #im sorry chat the joke was too obvious for me not to make as a gay sonic fan #this game should not have come out.#i am going to make up for the years i spent avoiding the sonic games #maybe ill get into the comics too #who knows #i already made an oc #but he hasnt been revealed here yet so hush

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bookshelfpassageway · 7 months ago

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yknow i dont go here but sometimes i gotta go: seriously respect clowns. they have the worst pop culture representation in the world and also the best most thorough honor code. they're just here to be silly little guys who bring joy and are very conscientious about doing so responsibly. let them to their merriment in peace you dont hafta take potshots. i dont go here but like maybe i should, you all seem super chill

#my posts #im mad bc i saw a clown knight adoptable which fascinated me as a concept and then someone bought him and made him evil :(#thats so. boring. its SO BORING IM SORRY THERES A COOL CONCEPT IN THERE BUT THATS THE BORING WAY #maybe ill make my OWN oath of clowning paladin someday #...wait that's actually GOTTA be a dnd subclass somebody's made at some point #anyway also the occasional YouTuber taking potshots and being mean like you dont need to do that theyre just minding their own business :(#we should all strive to be sillier and weirder and more kind forever

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yuzuuu4 · 9 months ago

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